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I've let fictin over ride fact, that's all. What is hard is sustaining my world offiction while I write ... while having 'duties' in the real world. I go t obed a 9.00pm. I get up at 1.30 a.m. I write for three hours. Then return to bed. I have hideous dreams. I store my thoughts all day, sometimes I collapse with them. keep in touch. Please.

from nutaclueat33 :

Funny how some find comfort in reading others personal thoughts. Actually been reading your journal since I accidently came across redstars' journals(i.e being nosy and bored at work) Dont bother checking your stats I usually browse as an https ghost cuz I hust really dont like the feeling of being watched all the time. I mean damn I didnt even fix my hair today (very weak attempt at humor) Anyway I'll be the first to admit life has gotten a heads up on me lately so I'm gratefull to have a little insight into others thoughts and perspectives without having to risk being face to face and going "Damn this guys an idiot, how do I make a getaway,, OH MY GOD LOOK GODZILLA" But here, I get to pick and choose and so far have found some like yourself, pinkpajamas, and redstar that while all unique (AWWWW Your Special) all have a trait that I used to enjoy and find comfort in, the ability to articulate thier thoughts down on "paper". Thanks to many of you I'm starting to find the joy in that again. Granted my first few entries are very stressed out ramblings from a guy who started to think he had a 'screw with my life tatoo' on his back.(DO I, I cant see?) Emotional times bring out some strange behaviour I guess. And since this is turning into a diary and I am barely awake as currently in FL trying to stay "brighteyed", I will just say. Thanks. While I know a journal is intended to be personel, its somehow comforting to be granted permission to glimpse into your minds. Well not some of you "OH HEY-- LOOK GODZILLA" Later p.s. Enjoy your background music, a little creepy sometimes (redstar) but strangely enjoyable. CANT TURN OFF MUST CLICK AWAY!! any subliminal messages in them? ok rambling bye bye

from redstarhelix :

go ahead and send something, maybe you'll make it

from redstarhelix :

you are so far.

from redstarhelix :

bad line karma? explain

from nettykins :

Texas here i come;)

from nettykins :

Thanks for ur thoughts Katty, im sure it will work out one way or another, but im deffinatly considering lesbianism more these days:P

from redstarhelix :

was it sympatico?

from andilu :

What's the name of the song that plays on your diary? I really like it a lot.

from nettykins :

Just wanted to tell you im really glad ur writing again,lots of love n stuff Netts xcx

from gumphood :

I pretened to be a 14 year old girl. But I kepy talking about pokemon and boys. Oh wait. Anyway. I had something interesting to day. I meant say. Oh no I didn't.

from redstarhelix :

and you had how much written before i started?

from nettykins :

done :)..and lots more to come

from redstarhelix :

almost exactly

from redstarhelix :

if i have to give up the ana-king, i'll lobby hard for the 'jani-king' title.

from gumphood :

so much picture fun. You were a hot girl scout. hahahahah. just kidding. I have to take a bath now.

from gumphood :

ohhh who doesn't like fun with scanned pictures. NICE!

from redstarhelix :

its because you smell like onions.

from redstarhelix :

how? well you have to sign up for the pro-ana diaryring of course. hehe

from redstarhelix :

i had hoped that with a mention of a mr roboto video, you'd set aside your winamp snobbery.

from redstarhelix :

http://www.winamp.com/videos/browse.php?search=yes&filter=Y&query=styx

from redstarhelix :

yeah but you're asian (or might as well be) so you dont count.

from gumphood :

I really think you are right. Yahoo is going to kill Hotmail. I mean its all about space. Who cares about anything else. You kick ass. I like your tangents.

from redstarhelix :

voted for me for what?

from redstarhelix :

wholy wombats? you're hitting the sauce again arent you. btw, can i borrow $10k?

from redstarhelix :

you said more about it than i did. you're a reality tv whore, i know it. you're prolly watching everybody loves raymond right now arent you...

from redstarhelix :

and band camp suvivor? did you get voted out of the cabin?

from redstarhelix :

leadership camps? figures.

from austinliz :

He's my wittle boy :)

from redstarhelix :

that i know, but i didnt want to be over specific on that sentiment.

from redstarhelix :

that was a very nice first entry on your lifes story. take that!

from redstarhelix :

you can always pretend you know them. start conversations from the middle. it will be fun!

from gumphood :

Are you cool with the new Layout. Also, would you consider yourself a hippy? Or not?

from nettykins :

LOVE LOVE LOVE the new layout and the tune is Tre lush as is Brandon i saw him in the flesh u know :D did i mention that b4?..anyway Hi!

from redstarhelix :

just proves i can cook baby!

from redstarhelix :

actually, i dont mind too much when you talk about your penis.

from redstarhelix :

thats where i was going before the slap

from redstarhelix :

the girl was blindly spamming everyone. you're lucky you didnt get any.

from liquid-mojo :

No prob Kat, I know what it's like to be busy. =/ Thanks for following up though. :)

from redstarhelix :

take it back!

from liquid-mojo :

Woah, it's been a while... =/ How are things holding up for you?

from redstarhelix :

i dunno, you're the beatiality pro. you tell me.

from redstarhelix :

no, no animal sex. i was a bit disspointed. last time i was there the red kangaroos were ALL in the mood. was a huge orgy, and i didnt have my camera...

from nettykins :

Thanks for the Hug Kat:)...i hope things can be worked out for as much as this hurts i still love him very much

from nettykins :

Thanks for the email Kat and the pics there gorgeous :D

from redstarhelix :

blah blah blah. nerd talk, nerd talk.

from nettykins :

pot calling kettle black springs to mind :P:P

from gnu-high :

Man, nobody writes in this thing anymore. Damn you!

from redstarhelix :

i know the feeling.

from nettykins :

He's still here and they arnt developed yet :)...ive been spoilt rotten with clothes, food, cooking, a sizely amount of cash and best of all talking time late at night ..im not even gonna think about monday when he leaves! but yea i promise some pics :) xcx

from redstarhelix :

oh... its been so long, surely i dont remember... hahaha.

from redstarhelix :

2k a year? could be worse.

from redstarhelix :

im not a padder. and what you have to do for the raise? you were supposed to save that for moses!!!!!

from redstarhelix :

1000+!!!! you need your own teen girl squard. oooh, or a teen boy squad, you might enjoy that.

from redstarhelix :

dont get too warm and fuzzy, you'll slide off your chair.

from redstarhelix :

i think i've removed you from the 't.g.s.'. i'm sorry kattyboho, but you're getting up there in age, and thus cant perform your t.g.s. duties as expected. ergo, you are on the geriatric squad. now dont get mad before you learn the perks. FREE PRUNES!

from nettykins :

omg she lives and breathes outside her entries and moses :P...of course i will..altho dont be expecting any resemblances except a mole on both our necks in exactly the same place!

from gumphood :

Hey there. I think the boxer brief is actually kinda nice, but it should be mostly used for guys with bums, cause otherwise it's flat city.

from joedenim :

Kat?? show him your diary.... he only needs a net connection and a browser to get here... or... if you dont want to show the specifics, copy and paste that entry to your Word... and then print it... :) that should show him how you feel... and... how long has it been Kat?? I know you guys feel close already... but... it takes awhile to get to know each other... each others moods and faces and quirks... take him your 99 q's and ask him.... then trade yours for his... :) see hat happens ... OMG i am waaayyy bossy... :( have a good weekend :P

from redstarhelix :

i can have a fade. it just looks ...different. plus, i already have a new haircut.

from redstarhelix :

he's the stinky cheese man? dude, its called soap. ill buy you a bar. and katty, of course that pic is cute. duh. it has me AND junior. me alone was enough to push it to cute, but given holden on my shoulder, it just got disgustingly sweet...

from joedenim :

wow.... umm ihni how that happened.... honestly.. I only clicked it once... :|

from joedenim :

"...run run as fast as you can, you cant catch me... I'm the stinky cheese man...."

from joedenim :

"...run run as fast as you can, you cant catch me... I'm the stinky cheese man...."

from gumphood :

Oh well, that's not a bad age at all really. I mean 23. I don't understand marragie and love sometimes...I just don't.

from nettykins :

Thanks Kat for ur note..im bouncing of the walls again but fortunatly theres soft pillows to catch my fall in the form of Tom :)..i know the new project is keepin ya busy:P but pop on n say hey sometime k ;)

from redstarhelix :

no tawdry sex tales eh? bah...

from girlwcurls :

Hey :-) I just wanted to let you know that I was here, and enjoyed the stay.

from gumphood :

well all begging is nice, but unfortunatly all the begging in the world will not help here since the atmosphereic pressure here will never make its way to you. Austin to Boston is it? Not going to happen.

from jonathan :

Thanks for looking in on me Kat. If you liked 'Mad World' have you heard 'Dice' by Finley Quaye and William Orbit. Another 'tune' that had me hooked in 2003 :)

from joedenim :

Merry Christmas Kats :)

from gumphood :

It seems though that you have had a good deal of experience in realtionships. I mean I have only been in a few. Since you have been in (and out) of so many, is there something that seems to go wrong each time, or is it something diffrent everytime.

from gumphood :

Certanly it's tough being female, and relatioships are hard too. But its hard to get along with siblings and friends. Relationships are hard buisness, not alot of people have succesess. But it gets really messy when you half commit and half protect yourself. Thought I can't say that I blame you. I would love to know more, and I am sorry about the burns. I hope you got to burn someone.

from gumphood :

Thanks for the comment. The story...God 2 is part two of ten. So it's going somewhere. The entry was fictional, while the conversation was not.

from joedenim :

wow... not even a reply... :( ...was it that bad???

from gumphood :

well to both of our lucks my sickness has left, thanks to the miricle of science, and sleep. Ahhh sleep and science...when you meet I just smile.

from my-reviews :

You've been reviewed :) http://my-reviews.diaryland.com/gnuhigh.html

from gumphood :

hmmm...I have nothing to attract you other than being unknown. I will let that sit and see what happens.

from redstarhelix :

"Reading through them kind of made me sad, and sentimental, and somewhat convinced that I might have psychotic tendencies." -- i would very much like to hear this explanation.

from orgasmicrevu :

http://orgasmicrevu.diaryland.com/gnuhigh.html

from redstarhelix :

look at you, you know you're sitting around thinking about how to get buffy the vampire slayer season 5. you have a sickness.

from jonathan :

Happy Birthday to you! There is something worse than dealing with the estate of your boss's late mother - having to deal with the estate of your own parent. I would never have agreed had my father asked it of me - I certainly wouldn't be dealing with his fourth wife who gets the lion's share of the estate either. Bonne courage.

from redstarhelix :

only a puritan when it suits me dear katrina.

from redstarhelix :

graphic? no no, you missed the point. i DIDNT whip it out.

from jonathan :

Thanks for the praise. I read this and crave an audience, on stage, as a director, as a writer, as a singer ... You have to join my favorites fold too with a comment like this 'Sometimes I manage the art of funny, but, like so much in life, it's really hit or miss.' If I'm feeling low I describe myself as being 'multi-untalented,' a 'diletante' (as my Headmaster said,' and 'inconsistent at everything.' My enthusiasm rise and fall like an Atlantic Swell; oh well. I look forward to coming back to 'Gnu' !

from liquid-mojo :

Thanks Sweetie, Happy Thanksgiving to you too. =)

from nettykins :

Mums have a way of either being completely crapola or completely great with stuff like that Kat...i hope she was the latter and im glad ur finally getting to spend some q time with her..going home for xmas yum think theres room for a littlun? i cud squeese in ur case surely ;)

from redstarhelix :

that was the worst pun ever.

from joedenim :

okay..imma go on a limb and say... tell mom about psycho-therapist... first, parents love to be told they are right. As a parent myself, i love the neener-factor. Second, she will prolly look at you with a "gnu" found respect. And third, you may enjoy a closer link with her than you've ever enjoyed before. Then again.. Im bossy and an outsider. Kinda like the bartender really.... :P Hope you have a good visit with the Maternal Unit.... and a good Turkey Day.

from joedenim :

just wanted to say that admitting you need a little support isnt saying you are defeated... the only time you are defeated is when you quit trying .... and love the diary... thanks for the glimpse... :)

from redstarhelix :

alphabetical schmalphabetical. i did mine that way too, but took into account your silent 'g'.

from redstarhelix :

geez, i didnt figure it was a big enough deal to move me down the list on your profile. i thought you'd be happy i actually admitted you're a woman. i understand tho, new man around, dont want him getting the wrong idea...

from jane-reviews :

You are reviewed! Second time is a charm on this one...

from liquid-mojo :

planet derrick is usually barren and uninhabited which is why visitors are really appreciated... =p

from banshee-rose :

You are most welcome for I enjoyed reading your site.

from banshee-rose :

Great site. I always say "wont somebody come rescue me" too. hope somebody rescues u.

from redstarhelix :

you're the dodgy one now...

from cdghost :

pretty layout

from jane-reviews :

Glad to finally begin your review! Thanks for your patience. I'll post when it's completed. I enjoy reading your already.

from hadassah :

hi there just wanted say I like your diary. Keep it up. Take care

from liquid-mojo :

I didn't want to get up this morning, but at least I'm hangover free. ;) So how are things going with you?

from liquid-mojo :

Yes, aside from the deathlike hangover, it's good to be mostly alive. ;)

from knock-first :

siiigghhhh thanks for trying:) I owe you.

from knock-first :

groooooaaannnn, quick write something interesting....before I fall asleep.

from knock-first :

at work, eeeekkkk so bored, and I came across your journal and it said "Please help, I'm bored to tears at work. I don't know how I'm going to make it until 5pm". My sentiments exactly........ugh.

from liquid-mojo :

Hmm, I don't think my boss took that class. I can't imagine him getting anything out of it either. =p Still, we had a little discussion, though. We didn't address everything, I think we have a better idea where each other is coming from.

from liquid-mojo :

December huh? Saggitarius or Capricorn?

from liquid-mojo :

Yeah pick them up on your next rental night, I'm sure you will like them. :)

from electricsigh :

your writing is amazing. i found your diary by seeing who else lived in austin, i just moved here from colorado. i'll definately stop by to read again.

from liquid-mojo :

I can be quite impartial actually. Well OK if you were attractive then I'd maybe do things to subconsiously to get you to sleep with me, but for the most part I'm pretty impartial. ;) As for the losing the entries bit, I usually type my entries out on word to get the added spell checking before I copy and paste and submit it. If it gets fouled up for some reason I can always re-submit. For html laden entries I use Frontpage which basically does the same thing but with a less powerful spelling/gramar checker.

from myhorizons :

Thank you for showing your concern. I am just having an extremely difficult time with what life is dealing me at this time. I am not sure if I am okay or not, but okay enough to still be able to type. :)

from gnu-high :

Of course I'm going to call her. It's my "birthday gift". Haha.

from redstarhelix :

tell your mom happy birthday for me plz. and you had better call her...

from jane-does :

You are welcome to use the 99 questions. I did not make them up myself, I only edited them for the purpose of using them in my diary. :)

from gnu-high :

Tell that to my brain. :|

from redstarhelix :

quit thinking. its bad for you.

from gnu-high :

*Covers her ears and sings lalalalalala* I can't hear you. :P

from redstarhelix :

old.... tried to tell you... old.

from gnu-high :

Yeah me thinks you might be right. :|

from redstarhelix :

i vote money.

from myhorizons :

Thank you for the compliment, it makes me feel worth it.

from redstarhelix :

thanks for removing the latter half of my comment. :)

from neeena :

Have now read thru all your entries & can see how you might relate to some of my outpourings. Love those Texas & Chicago skies. :)

from neeena :

Hi hi. :) 'Fraid I wasn't paying attention when I took your survey. Missed the bit about "those who read". I just liked the questions, so I went ahead and did it. Ta for doing mine. :) And ta for the compliment. I will endeavour to get off my lazy ass and catch up on entries this weekend. Cheers...

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