messages to gonzoprophet:
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from the-grey-one :
i second frankie's comment
from frankie123 :
sending a kiss and a hug your way
from darthuae :
fucking love you too gonzo, you're the bestest. x
from darthuae :
welcome back <3
from the-grey-one :
love to you, gonzo <3
from the-grey-one :
come baaack alreaaady gonnzzo
from papotheclown :
Your last entry was beautiful
from the-grey-one :
I think I need to work on harnessing anger or something. I feel like I would be a much more productive member of society were I to do so. Maybe too productive. dun dun dun. But yes! Emails! Huzzah! I shall hit you up. (In a nonviolent way)
from frankie123 :
i decided not to go forth, but i vow to triumphantly crush something else in your honour
from the-grey-one :
It's ridiculous! I'm glad it made you chuckle though, i'm also glad to see your name around here again! You were missed
from the-grey-one :
I am so glad you posted "seeking balance" .. "sometimes, all writing does is needlessly drag up stuff that had been fine, settled in whatever murky spot it occupied. so it's not really something i could make a daily medicine of." I forget this often of myself. I need a better daily medicine. Your post just really got me thinking and also appreciating your own thoughts and just. Yeah. I think you're awesome.
from frankie123 :
"what is that? am i made of sand, that i can't be touched by anything at all and not be a little different for it?" you are great
from bethshort :
Loved the most recent entry. Nice to meet you, by the way.
from the-grey-one :
gonzo! really liked your entry today! It's titled Blather, and I'm pretty sure blather is the language I speak.
from frankie123 :
x_x thank u kindly
from hexes :
sure. send me an e-mail with your username and pass for the key. [email protected].
from the-grey-one :
Awesome monstrosity comment! Cheers mate! :)
from the-grey-one :
"i can feel my pulse in my knuckles and i might be an inaccessible weirdo of a human being but i draw such joy from the barest hours." aw man, i just love that sentence.
from frankie123 :
man i wanna read your book
from darthuae :
i love that fuckin gonzo prophet.
from the-grey-one :
it's a powerful though, i am glad it was shared with you early!
from the-grey-one :
hey. your father's words of wisdom were spot on for me to read tonight. thank you for posting them.
from msjessica :
thank you. it always does, but sometimes i forget that/it doesn't seem to matter/that just makes it worse. your time to send a thought means a great deal though, really xx
from the-grey-one :
aw dude, you have nothing to apologize for. thank you for being understanding that i am just a crazy person right now. well wishes are always welcome of course. i really just feel like such a weirdo. thanks for being there for me though chicky, your words always mean a lot to me. <3
from the-grey-one :
nah man, it ain't even like that. i did realize it would look like that and considered putting it off until later so you wouldn't think so, but then i figured if you did i could just tell you that we all good gonzo, and you're most awesome. i don't know exactly why i am locking up. i think i just want to be unwitnessed for a while. it's hard to work through this with an audience, even when they are fairly quiet, yet encouraging and awesome individuals.
from the-grey-one :
ah yeah, i know how he died. i have just heard a lot about how he struggled with his own self worth. and i don't believe my worth is determined by having a child or not, but thank you very much for believing in me as you do. occasionally i can recognize my worth. just currently dealing with some very deep shame stuff is all.
from the-grey-one :
you know, i was gonna be all, "i'm lucky it's not worse" and "i dont take good enough care" and blah blah, but really i was just glad for your comment. thank you, gonzo. you're awesome. <3
from the-grey-one :
"alchemical transfer of uncertain anxiousness into something productive." let me know if you figure that one out!
from the-grey-one :
<3
from the-grey-one :
i am very sorry about your friend, and the grief you are experiencing <3
from the-grey-one :
we all love you tooo
from the-grey-one :
"duh" is crazy awesome. and poses such a very f'real question that i am also probably going to constantly wonder about as well.
from the-grey-one :
SCREAMING IS ACCEPTABLE!
from the-grey-one :
i believe in ya, gonzo. :)
from frankie123 :
shooting good vibes your way
from the-grey-one :
douchecanoe. brilliant
from frankie123 :
i've made new school year resolutions like "deadlift twice yr bodyweight" and "eat lunch" i think things will be ok as soon as september sets in
from the-grey-one :
deadlines are the worst! i am always a thousand times happier when i drop one.
from darthuae :
ugh. yes. painting. drawing. something. i hate to say this but i'm too talented for my own good. funny you should say arabic because... uh... that's my first language. i'm arab. writing in 2 different languages will surely destroy my brain. maybe i just need to sleep or climb a mountain. x
from the-grey-one :
i definitely played that acting game. nobody could get me to smile. i just imagined they had all killed my family and then asked me to smile.
from darthuae :
love you!
from the-grey-one :
try not to should on yourself gonzo girl! telling myself i should be happy just makes me feel like a douche... fucking it up is exactly life. look at me with all the answers. bwahaha
from the-grey-one :
ah dude, much thank you's for the feedback. sistership be crazy. i am lucky enough to have the relationship i have with her, that's for sure, but i also reserve the right to complain. thank you for validating them. it is quite nice to hear : )
from evanelle :
I just noticed your note, and wanted to say I am fond of you as well. I enjoy reading your journal/diary. I admire how often you update, as my own entries have dwindled. For the most part I think everything that could be said, has already been and it's just coming up with another way to say it. Sometimes it's all about finding someone with a similar perspective, or even new interesting people.
from dangerspouse :
Oh no - it ate the rabbit! :)
from dangerspouse :
You'd better get the rest of the bird out. Trust me on this one.
from the-grey-one :
hah no. i am definitely getting into the habit of deleting entries. i usually don't get far enough to actually posting them in order to leave a misleading red name. i think that entry lasted maybe a half hour and i was like "this needs to stop being in existence."
from msjessica :
hey - i don't get email updates about notes now so only catch them if i happen to check out my notes page (i like it this way actually, i go fishing there every now and then and the anticipation while the page loads is quite lovely.). I get where you're coming from with what you said. When I get focused on thinking that way, my thinking is around understanding the beauty and freedom i have in choices and that i know i am so fortunate to go be able to go out and carve almost any path i choose. But - it is that inevitability that weighs on me. More the inevitability of a certain hollowness that ALWAYS comes back, the general meaninglessness of existence. The very fact that everything is balanced - that for every light there is a dark, that for every happy there is a sad. This brings comfort sometimes but when I get into those slumps..... Actually I don't know. I am not *in that* at the moment. It is so much a matter of where I focus my attention, right now I am doing well focusing it elsewhere :) Thank you for your kind words and love though. They are truly appreciated. Sorry for this long winded brain dump!! xx
from the-grey-one :
"creature of extremes seeks middle. middle says 'fuck off, you.'" hahahaaa. oh man. awesome.
from hexes :
thank you for your note! i appreciate it!
from achmardi :
Hey, thanks for the note. I don't feel threatened by anyone though, that's not where the panic comes from, so that state of mind probably wouldn't benefit me.
from frankie123 :
the stars, egad, she said "this my favorite song! hold my purse" -- now she's on the floor, dropping like it's hot
from the-grey-one :
makes for an interesting experience to have under ones belt. just glad nobody was hurt!
from darthuae :
email here: astromechdroid at gmail dot com. i'll send a pass your way! x
from the-grey-one :
i actually exclaimed aloud when i clicked on your red name and a journal entry popped up. : )
from frankie123 :
gosh i am glad to see your name red with a fresh thing to read
from darthuae :
/breathes/ will you let me in, please?
from the-grey-one :
i was so glad you shared a couple of your jottings. i did not realize how hard up i was for your thoughts/writing until i reread your note for the 50th time in a row. i like knowing you are still around. and that you are definitely doing what you need to be doing.
from the-grey-one :
i'm curious if not writing here has propelled further, more productive writing elsewhere? i am not sure if you will check your notes, but dangit woman. diaryland is not the same without your entries.
from darthuae :
sometimes i feel like i've said nothing at all.
from the-grey-one :
"i teeter between distress and contentment with my distress." i hear that yo. also last night i was watching the t.v and i was like "why are these guys with shotguns messing with these poor gators!?" and then it turns out it was a preview for swamp people. and i remembered your entry. and i was like. sigh. a sigh for gonzo. (you're fucking cool as shit, i hope you know.)
from darthuae :
"it's a simple truth that not every motor can run purely on happiness." that is exactly it. exactly it.
from the-grey-one :
i'd have been all "bitch please, there's a rainbow" and totally turned so far away from her it would be ridiculous. of course in real life i would have just had my headphones on 24/7 regardless of whether i was listening to music or not. such a social gal i am.
from the-grey-one :
minute! i know!
from frankie123 :
hahahaha! i'm snorting laughing dying trying not to let everyone else in this pub find out i regularly write to an online diary site overrun by doughnut-chasers. i love everything. if i had the means to acquire an edible doughnut i'd say lets all have one at this very time tomorrow in celebration of this insane wonderful place
from the-grey-one :
i looked it up and then i was slightly disappointed that it had a definition. sometimes i don't think every word should have one. im pretty stoned though so. you know.
from the-grey-one :
maybe all that's needed is to redefine what nonsense is. also the pool liner metaphor. fuckin right on man. riiiight on.
from the-grey-one :
eep! much love right backatcha! and feel free to riddle my notes page with 'selfish' notes, because i enjoy reading everything you write, even if my name is not included within it.
from nessus :
I was wondering, are any of your stories accessible online anywhere?
from frankie123 :
how did you get yourself such an old soul
from the-grey-one :
i have been saying 'goddamn' like a motherfucker lately.
from the-grey-one :
haha! now that would be entertaining
from the-grey-one :
i can't believe a horoscope told you to go into politics. it should have told to you just eat some shit and then spray it out every time you give a speech. lol.. oh politics. ain't no room in my life for it. even though my life is a lot of wasted time, it's still much more valuable than that. anyways, i loved the entire last paragraph of your entry. very much indeed.
from frankie123 :
during my first semester of uni one of my profs assigned a book that was written during nanowrimo; it was then self-published on the internet and became such a big hit that it got published "for real" soon afterwards. hater by david moody. completely irrelevant to your very valid point (of nanowrimo being almost exclusively just a cute adventure for pseudo-novelists) but ______
from nessus :
Oh man, I thought I was being clever, repeating something you said. I had no idea it was from that awful show. I feel dirty.
from nessus :
You better redneckognize!
from the-grey-one :
i've enjoyed your bothered guff. just so you know. spitfirin'. it's good times.
from the-grey-one :
oh gosh. thanks very much for saying so! i'm all hopped up on ego over here. heh
from the-grey-one :
"what needs to happen is within the mind of every human" yes yes yes. this is the truth.
from frankie123 :
it really is so comforting to think that we cannot destroy the universe. wow.
from the-grey-one :
"it's a matter that varies indeterminably from person to person" ain't that just the way it is.. sigh.
from nessus :
Now I wanna watch O Brother, Where Art Thou?
from the-grey-one :
thanks gonzo! i appreciate the support and floral bonnet imagery! i doubt i'll find all that i'm searching for, because i think i'm always searching for the continued act of searching for more? whaaaat. i just made that up right now, but awesome to have you rooting for me, just the same :)
from nessus :
Hehe, it is appreciated. Yeah, for my last two stories the opening scene was the first thing I came up with. For this it's a sequel and has to expand on those previous stories, so it's more constrained.
from the-grey-one :
browncoat nerd action! huzzah
from thepeachtree :
I could really use a note right now, and your the only one online right now. Thanks.
from nessus :
He's riding the wave of unscientific "alternative" medicine, except instead of just being ineffective, his shit (Miracle Mineral Supplement) is actually industrial strength bleach. It has killed people, and now it's being sold as a treatment for autism and desperate parents of autistic children have bought into his bullshit, which proscribes, among other "treatments", bleach enemas for these kids.
from the-grey-one :
motorbikes annoy me like crazy. also the thought of people actually riding on them terrifies me. i am always like 'HOW ARE YOU STILL ALIVE!?'
from frankie123 :
all i ever wanted..was to be aDOOOORED!
from the-grey-one :
my grandma is my absolute favorite person to talk to on the phone. our conversations very rarely go past a minute and half. we're all like 'what up, you alright? yeah? yeah me too, alright well, i love you!'
from the-grey-one :
hitler made from fruit skins. i like it
from nessus :
Thank you for that.
from fairybones :
for you i will be an ass, but i'll have to be an ass in a dland note because i actually have no idea how to reply to posts on tumblr! anyway, i guess i just couldn't fall for how obvious the whole two winners rule change was. i mean, i know in the end it was really just a farce that backfired, but i still felt like the author didn't have enough guts to kill peeta off, so she made this big, corny, elaborate love story scheme just to save him, just so that katniss wouldn't have/want to kill him. like, if this were an adult book, i'm sure there could have been a handful of other ways to keep the both of them alive with the same outcome/conflict but without having to go such a cliche route. i mostly felt like an ass though because everyone LOVES peeta and they love him and katniss together, and i just... kind of don't. the only redeemable thing about the two of them as an item during the games was that i was never convinced that katniss had any real romantic feelings for him, she really was just 100% saving her own skin in my mind. i don't know... i'm saying this without having read the next two books, so maybe i'm just really ignorant to the big picture of how the story goes (making me a different sort of ass!), but yeah, it was the teen-y romance i felt i was being spoon-fed like a baby that set off all the eye rolling. all in all though i did really enjoy the book. it was fun to read, in a weird sort of way considering what it was about!
from the-grey-one :
i think i'd be alright with people covering my songs.. i think the trick with creation, is not feeling as though it belongs to you. but maybe i'm just justifying all of my online piracy!?
from the-grey-one :
see i'm more of an I Ching kinda gal. I usually don't like what it tells me, so I figure it's gotta be fairly accurate.
from the-grey-one :
i quite enjoy what your tomorrow includes
from frankie123 :
here are this indian's (unsolicited) thoughts: anybody who says that the whiteness of your skin should matter when evaluating the content of your book is a racist. this weird thing is happening lately where a large chunk of all honest racism (in north america, at least) is aimed at white people, and you guys mostly accept it, i guess out of shame for the past, i guess a lot of people think it's deserved, but you are not the people who lived two hundred years ago, not even fifty years ago, you probably do not think the way that they did, and you are not in any acceptable way responsible for their actions. in this contemporary society to look at the actions of ANY and ALL persons through the colour of his/her skin is wrong and disgusting. anyways, sorry.
from frankie123 :
hors d'oeuvre (silly french phrase we misuse)
from msjessica :
Are you sharing passwords? missjpulp at gmail if so...
from darthuae :
"i'm used to ignoring such impulses (i get them all the time but i have a great fear of insanity, so..)" love.
from darthuae :
come on in! the water's filthy!
from nessus :
Thank you :) Noticed you went all lockified recently. My email's hindmost_ AT hotmail.com if I am worthy.
from darthuae :
i would love a pass. [email protected]
from fairybones :
hey doll, just noticed you've locked up! if you're giving out passwords, i would definitely like one. [email protected] <3
from the-grey-one :
ack. suddenly bereft of gonzo, how terribly intolerable. por qu�?
from frankie123 :
are you giving out passwords? (i would like to have access)
from the-grey-one :
loved oxford comma. "how do people live without the sense that the universe comes right up to the moment where existence meets your skin?" true dat, yo.
from grimm0826 :
It's not exactly explained in the series, only thrown out there by a Soviet general who is addressing his officers over dinner and vodka. I liked it as a philosophy...personally I believe that honesty and truth are valuable things, but you can't take things too seriously. And nothing is worth anything if you can't have fun along the way!
from grimm0826 :
My philosophy of life is simple, and was created by Warren Murphy and Richard Ben Sapir: There is no such thing as a serious thing. We are born into this world into a serious confrontation with air, and we will leave this world shortly after a serious confrontation with Death. In between, there is no such thing as a serious thing.
from grimm0826 :
I just read your 2011-12-27 entry, and I must say I'm impressed. Thought I was the only person who remembered Leonard Cohen. I actually heard the song, "Hallejuah", earlier today. Good luck with a book which can save the world...I'd be happy with just having an idea big enough for a book again!
from grimm0826 :
Just added you as a favorite, so don't be surprised if I'm lurking - er, looking - around your page in the next few days. Glad you liked the Faerie Tales! Regards from The Grimm One...
from darthuae :
(a wish i can't help but kneel for every single time)*
from darthuae :
"if you want to hear the story, everyone else has to shut the fuck up." YESYES! fucking world, get out of my head (a wish i can't help but kneeling for every single time) but i can't stand the noise, the loud corrupting book/story-interrupting noise. couldn't have said it better. thank you.
from the-grey-one :
thanks gonzo, i will bare that in mind :)
from darthuae :
"i must spare no true thought for home. all must be towards work. ALL DAMNIT, ALL." amen.
from the-grey-one :
ah! little sister! that makes much more sense. i really thought you were saying my diary eventually turns into an internet meme. perhaps changing the message now would be jumping the gun a little though. but thank you for clarifying. i only wish i had asked you about it sooner!
from the-grey-one :
okay, i have to say.. i have no idea what "step step step, meme" means. it puzzles me. am I making small bits of progress then turning into lolcatz?
from the-grey-one :
a writer should respect the spider, indeed. it is the keeper of the primordial alphabet. speaking of writer, you will let us know when we can purchase this magnificent not-for-kids fairytale you are sculpting out?
from avantbedroc :
ah, dig yr tumb =D
from the-grey-one :
"i'm still letting it sink in but it's really a relief to suddenly have a mile of strange thoughts and sensations so vindicated." i hear that
from avantbedroc :
any sea monsters in sight? giant squid??
from the-grey-one :
"scores of poorly interpreted horoscopes" haha niice
from the-grey-one :
i pet the tummy in between drug talks! man, i just love your diary.
from darthuae :
I... I.... Just want to put my face in your diary and giggle in-between cries. Reckon that's alright?
from fairybones :
haha, thanks! and yes, the graveyard book is just wonderful, it was the first i'd read by him as well. i've been meaning to read his other, american gods, but haven't yet. it's supposed to be really good too!
from the-grey-one :
"i couldn't tell whether it was a cry to the world for help or just the din of life, muffled and distorted by distance." i've read your last two entries over and over.
from avantbedroc :
pirate, tell me if you create a new journal!
from the-grey-one :
diaryland is very strange.. now i don't know who's real and who's not.. and why oh why do i not have a fake one?
from the-grey-one :
a dragon flute! i am super jealous
from nessus :
Or a massive comet that hits the Earth and causes the extinction of 99% of species because of a small gas venting that occurred 12 thousand years earlier when the minuscule temperature increase during a pass in front of the Sun liberated a few extra molecules. If that venting had happened at a different angle, or hadn't been so violent, or had been MORE violent, then the asteroid would have missed.
from jaysthoughts :
I know what you mean about immersion in work. The world external we can never perfectly know. But internal constructs we have shaped ourselves we know more intimately than even a sculptor knows their medium. I often feel my world has more substance than this one.
from the-grey-one :
i've been in love with a plane-full of people before. you are unpredictable and engaging.
from darthuae :
most nights i can't sleep and bukowski seems to fill very little that i find myself looking thru your diary. and it's such a peaceful feeling to think yes, yes, i understand, alright, man, good night. love.
from frankie123 :
reading your diary always fills me with this strange peacefulness like the answers to the world the universe my mind etc all must be hiding in the palm of your hand
from darthuae :
you've always used words in ways they've never been used before. also, this: "i am the beach of footprints". love.
from bridgecity :
I understand. Sometimes I become intoxicated to the point of telling strangers how I would like them to write. I think what I probably would have liked to have said is that most people cannot communicate their dreams without sounding confusing and boring. Your descriptions are neither, and that is a rare thing indeed.
from the-grey-one :
'be more at one with the universe' is probably the only thing anyone should be yelling in anyones face.. great entry gonzo, loved the 'twisted ringlets' line! you make those words your bitch. or vice versa.
from avantbedroc :
2011-05-05 don't you just love that energy charge
from the-grey-one :
it did seem strange. a nice surprising kind of strange though, haha. shoulder space available whenever needed!
from the-grey-one :
really loved 'happy holidays', too many good quotes in that to choose just one!
from nessus :
No! I shall investigate, however.
from caudelac :
Aww! <3
from avantbedroc :
hello my sweet. I love your truths o wise one ♥ ❤ ♥
from the-grey-one :
you're entry inspired me. i had been putting off a haircut for at least 4 months. it was ridiculous. my bangs had turned into lopsided badly draped frames for my face. it was just bad. once i put off going to a haircut so much that i shaved my head. people mistook me for a boy a couple times. so today i just got the damned haircut. looks alright. normal i guess.
from the-grey-one :
i know what you mean! once i was walking around my house(the screen to my window had been smashed in) with a knife and my mother on the phone. and she said "what are you going to do with a knife, you can't stab someone" and i stayed silent. because i knew... i knew that i would slice that fucker up.
from darthuae :
hey, thanks for the recommendation. i haven't, actually. i like how palahniuk is a walking book of quotes sometimes (it's easy to breathe when you can repeat someone else's words in your head all day). i'm gonna go out and jump it tonight! (have no idea what that means) x
from nessus :
Totems. Ritual is important to humans.
from the-grey-one :
I found an old pog once in one of my old dressers. A weird piece of colored circular cardboard, my childhood.
from fairybones :
aww no, sorry, that wasn't me. <3
from avantbedroc :
"alas. i think 8:00am-12:00pm is the most hateful part of a day" - so many things i love about you
from thisisjohn :
you have so much wisdom, and I respect and admire that.
from avantbedroc :
don't mean for this to sound rude but till now i always thought you were a female
from thisisjohn :
our ideas of the feeling of being lonely are very different. it makes a lot of sense to me that our singularity, our existence being born alone and leaving this world alone, may give cause for lonely feelings, isolation, or even alienation. and yes, it definitely does connect us, but even through connection, the lonely feelings persist. i do not think that i have no companions in life, i have many. yet the lonely feelings persist. many times have i casted them aside, only to find them waiting for me when i get home. to me, its a part of life, not an apparition that i am compelled to ignore. its a feeling. like anger is a feeling. or bitterness, or love. feelings come and go and change and evolve, but they all exist and are present at different times; and i do not regret them. perhaps, loneliness is an indulgence, but so are the other emotions. feeling alone does not mean i am unaware of life around me, nor does feeling alone mean i am not living, rather, it reminds me that i am alive. those are my views.
from avantbedroc :
crank up the gramophone "these are a few of my fav things!"
from avantbedroc :
ooo magic!
from thisisjohn :
your outlook makes sense to me. i see things the exact opposite, however. loneliness is the reality and everything else is the illusion. that might not be true, but its just my weird view...
from thisisjohn :
truth 6: so so true. which is why we all feel so lonely?
from atwowaydream :
Ooh, so like a sci-fi novel? That sounds nom nom. And the countess game can really set the background for the society you're creating. Don't stop writing.
from atwowaydream :
That's not only one of the most awesome quotes of all time, it's also one of the truest. Thank you for making me giggle while suffering through insomnia.
from avantbedroc :
buzzbuzz gets me excited
from kabukicharms :
Bacon and gin however... magical
from frankie123 :
my brother showed me epic meal time like a month ago and it's weird because i'm vegan but i'm completely hooked on watching them stuff themselves dead. i think it's gotta be something to do with that music.
from avantbedroc :
truth 4 is divine. please let me crawl inside your head ;-)
from the-grey-one :
"you are also a very weird person who is capable of anything." - haha, nice pep talk prophet
from nessus :
I've been having a lot of difficulty going back and editing the story I posted here months ago. I'm almost filled with dread, worried that I'll never be able to smooth over the rough edges, or that it'll be too derivative, or obsolete.
from kabukicharms :
Sometimes it proves ridiculously difficult to erase all those little traces of yourself scattered about. Not because of the logistics of tracking down old passwords and the like, but because sometimes its nice to look back and peer into our own minds from a bygone time. Yes sometimes its a little embarrassing, but on occasion in proves a way to capture a bit of that childlike delight we might have lost along the way.
from bliss-sad :
I want to paint a picture of what it looks like in your brain. I think it would be delightfully ridiculous and beautiful. =)
from kabukicharms :
I'm absolutely terrible at chess. I do love to play, but fair warning Monster Opening is about as far as I go. Now a nice game of Othello, now there's something I can get behind. I like the word droll based solely on how it sounds. And the media created cliche of old bored aristocrats saying "Oh, how droll."
from the-grey-one :
i like how you go from zen to zombies =)
from the-grey-one :
your latest entry made me thing of an old calvin & hobbes comic.. calvin asking when the halcyon days of his youth are, perhaps saturday could be one? and his dad says that you can only figure that out long after the days are past.. and calvin of course remarks on that being a crock. .. but it raises interesting questions into perspective.. how moments in our life can be altered by past and future perspectives. perspective is fucking wild. it's all there is.
from kumquatstand :
dude i am incredibly flattered thanks so much for reading
from atwowaydream :
spider do have very important things to do. i won't kill them, either. textual high-five from me. i'm not very cool, apparently.
from the-grey-one :
" how far can you push [etiquette] before it starts encroaching on ones sense of honesty?" probably not the word you were looking for, but for me it fit. its a good question to ask.
from fairybones :
you can definitely get the password! is there some place i can send it to you privately? i'd rather not post it in your notes. could you perhaps email me, my email address is in my profile. let me know if it's not a problem. <3
from the-grey-one :
"limboing in seclusion" i love the way these words taste together.
from avantbedroc :
"You're in my dream and one of the girls said Maybe *you're* in *our* dream" love this :-)
from pettyquarrel :
I sort of feel ... really touched. I um ... I LOVE YOU PAL.
from atwowaydream :
i was kidding about the taser thing. if someone moves suddenly, they seem to get tasered. if someone burps. . . taser. but yes, guns are a different story.
from frankie123 :
haha that would be wicked! i've always wanted to name a band The Cherry Peels, cuz, you know, my life revolves around kevin barnes. PS false priest releases on sept 14 !!
from atwowaydream :
I took karate in elementary school, too (had a slightly bizarre childish thing for Ralph Macchio). But invest in a taser, just to be safe.
from frankie123 :
guinness (and a lot of kinds of wines, too) are refined using isinglass, which is fish bladder. and haha, yeah, you caught me. it's awful sweet of you to subject yourself to near-puking nausea for my mindless ramblings.
from nessus :
:) So is the sun, technically. It it weren't for that pesky atmosphere the sky would be black in the day time.
from the-grey-one :
it's strange, every time im online and see that gonzoprophet has added a new entry, i can not stop myself from creepin all over your diary. you express yourself in a remarkable way that always has me coming back for more.
from atwowaydream :
these attack bunnies, they should carry shotguns, because you can never be too safe.
from frankie123 :
'luck with your stories!
from nessus :
Thank you :) I always enjoy your writing, your way of expressing yourself and stringing together beautiful words, which is why I hope even if you will be taking a hiatus from Diaryland you'll let me know if you ever publish your story online or in book format.
from xxsorrowxx :
Part of me is hoping to see a shit ton of you come into Wal-Mart. Why you ask? Because I work there and it makes me happy when other people destroy it. So if you wanna make a kid happy, go beat the shit out of the Wal-Mart in Murfreesboro at two in the morning.
from xxsorrowxx :
I'd like to point out that your festivaling is going to completely hinder my ability to get to Manchester or McMinnville without taking long, tedious backroads to get there. As it is, I hope you enjoy it and your coffee.
from fairybones :
i'm not familiar with their newer material, but yes, the mars volta are pretty wonderful. there was a period during my teenage years where all i listened to was 'de-loused in the comatorium'.
from stellarrobot :
A "nerdly epidemic"! Love the turn of phrase! Thanks for the head's up :)
from stellarrobot :
What is a spam diary?
from pettyquarrel :
This seems trivial to say to you, but -- never stop writing. Never give up -- on your writing. - riverun
from stellarrobot :
Totally get your entry on trying to communicate with people. There isn't anything wrong with exploring someone's thoughts.
from thinfoil :
gotta make sense, otherwise it comes off as pretentious.
from thisisjohn :
like leaves in the trees
from thinfoil :
5 days off? long time no see.
from thisisjohn :
you can read people
from doctorkaysen :
Hm, I guess it does. Kaysen is the last name of the author of Girl, Interrupted. God, how cliche is that? Winona Ryder's haircut was awesome in the movie though. Sorry I don't have anything deep to explain it with though.
from nessus :
I tend to be really slow with solving mysteries/guessing the twist endings of shows/movies. I think part of it is I *want* to be surprised so I don't exert that much effort trying to guess. Only figured it out when I heard the voice mail beep from his cell phone. Next season is going to be interesting.. just keep wondering what's going to happen with Aster and Cody.
from nessus :
Just watched Dexter too. Didn't see that coming.
from thinfoil :
the higgs is just the messenger particle giving other particles mass, the god particle would give other particles super powers :)
from thinfoil :
underground LHC at 3 TeV Large hadron collider at 3 terra electron volts?
from stellarrobot :
There is ALWAYS a place for weird in the world.
from thinfoil :
as always, your notes remind me that at least one person on earth realizes im here. thank you.
from badinage :
hello hello hello. badinage.diaryland.com now = riverun.diaryland.com
from doctorkaysen :
who decides what's best anyway? thanks for reading it, at least if i die tomorrow you're another person that can attest to my existence.
from thinfoil :
wow...i am sitting here speechless... what you said, its like in the movies, and its like how i always wanted them to be..although, i dont think i need to be healed, just understood..
from thinfoil :
that stranger should speak up. going through life with that kind of secret is hard.
from nessus :
"one of the scary things about this is that these foundational theories don't necessarily have to have anything to do with real or substantiated things." A realization I came to recently, too. It invalidates a lot of political thinking, in my opinion. As for "why do good?" I dunno. There is no objective reason to do so. Personally I *like* being nice so that's enough, but if it's not a natural position for one to assume, then there would only be the threat of punishment doled out by governments if you take it to the other extreme.
from seventhwing :
Perhaps attachment in and of itself defines, in part, our identity whether we want it to or not. And perhaps you should come to a compromise; let him seek sex elsewhere, and indulge in something you enjoy in turn. Dishonesty, after all, is the only true betrayal.
from nessus :
"Ridiculous" is also a good one.
from moodswing :
i dont know man. it makes me want to stab stab. it's been happing for awhile but now the frequency is ABSURD. i might email andrew and tell him i'm serious, i've been here 10 years, have no affiliations, etc. we can start a coalition for stabbing. hah.
from nessus :
Ahh! It was actually a Lovecraft reference. I only realized that that was also the name of the Vizier recently when I checked the Wikipedia article. Best death ever: "seized by an invisible monster in broad daylight and devoured horribly before a large number of fright-frozen witnesses."
from thinfoil :
in the beginning it was a project, but by the end it was all me. ive been thinking of coming back, but at the moment i have so many things going on in life that its hard to find the time. not to mention that over time depression turns to anger and anger quickly burns itself out. so i am pretty devoid of emotion right now. and that makes jack a dull boy.
from nessus :
I love King's Quest VI but I am a little confused. The roman numerals in my story denote the scene. The full story from the beginning up to the most recent entry can be found here: http://www.slolum.com/ACOELOUSQUEADCENTRUM.html
from spires :
that sounds so great. i was going to see them at sasquatch last may until i remembered that you need a passport to cross the us border. i think i've had the massivest crush on kevin barnes since i was twelve years old and heard 'the party's crashing us' for the first time.
from spires :
i love you too! almost every fan i've ever known has been strictly pre-satanic panic or post-satanic panic. or exclusively hissing fauna. you're great. (have you seen them in concert? they look like they'd give about the best show ever. but they've never toured to where i live and plus i'm still underage.)
from spires :
i was never young! i love that song!
from moodswing :
typewriters are worth it
from jimbostaxi :
Thanks for your help :>) and Gonzo Journalism blends factual and fictional elements to emphasize and underlying message to engage a reader right?
from jimbostaxi :
I enjoy reading your diary but there is no access to it from Diaryland I can only get to it through a Google search. Also is the name Gonzoprohet taken from the panel discussion they had on spirtuality activism and the arts at the Jewish Community Center in San Francisco?
from sunfuck :
hey dude, thank you. what a kind thing to say.
from greenteacup :
I'm glad, then :), it's nice to have everything running smoothly like that. I hope it keeps up. I'm pretty good thanks, nothing too exciting going on though. By the way, definitely visit England, especially as you want to. xxx
from thinfoil :
I haven't read that one yet, but i have read almost all his other books. last one i read was invisible monsters i think. my sister has them all so i just steal them when shes not looking. thanks for the recommendation though. :)
from greenteacup :
Hi :) how's it going?xxx
from jimbostaxi :
Super villian? Evil laughter? Can the hollowed out volcano lair be far behind.
from moodswing :
jodorowsky is supposedly in the process of making some movie called king shot, with david lynch producing and actor, among others, mickey rourke.. i've seen it described as a 'metaphysical gangster' movie.. so i will keep my breath held for that and wet myself should it ever happen
from moodswing :
i won't go through qualifying my interest in buddhism because we'd find we're on the same page or at least in the same book, but moreso because i am unstudied in the majority of things that interest me and the days i spent studying for that eastern religion class are long behind me. i will say the thing i always liked most about it is that it doesn't call itself a religion, more a collection of ideas or beliefs. the thing i always liked about taoism is the idea that if you can explain it, you don't really understand it.. there are no words.. and so i made that my mantra at some point and have spent my time building my own beliefspace, drawing details from assorted stories. an eight fold path here, an elephant headed hindu god there, bring him to the pagan moon ritual and dance around the fire. that quote i put up was from alejandro jodorowsky and i like it more for the last few lines than the denouncing of psychoanalysis and buddhism. he made an amazing movie called the holy mountain back in the 70s and if you've never seen it, and can find it, you should watch it. and i should read some books so i can be studied and able to help those people along this path we're on.. since your words remind me of my own from long ago.. this note is way too long but here it is anyway <3
from sunfuck :
i am really glad you list jagged-pulp as a favorite, she's the sweetest girl and easily has the best shit to say on this lilac website

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