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from amazinfuckup :
You're right. There are so many things to come to terms with, all at the same time--but I guess that's the nature of life. Thank you. :)
from zero7zero3 :
hi! sure.
from sexyatheist :
hey! so i never linked your actual site, i always got it through here. i see that it is now locked, so can you send me the url so i can keep reading? [email protected]. thanks!
from amazinfuckup :
*leaving, even.
from amazinfuckup :
HAH, that's fantastic! You're making me regret laving my psychology major. Many thanks for the info :D.
from simeons-twin :
Yay, congrats on your new site!
from simeons-twin :
It was difficult, but I'm so glad it's over. I use MSN Messenger; [email protected] :)
from simeons-twin :
Yay, I'm glad you like it! Cool, isn't it? Thanks for encouraging me on this. And wait, new site?
from simeons-twin :
Haha! I love the idea!
from sunnibear :
haha :) I've definitely been on the LJ/twitter bandwagon lately...kinda forgot about dland for a while! Now that summer is here I'll probably be updating over here more :)
from simeons-twin :
I imagined it'd be something like that. I can't imagine not loving it on the long run. I really appreciate your encouragement :) It's just a matter of time now.
from simeons-twin :
HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY!!!!
from simeons-twin :
Ooohh, I've been quoted, I am honored! Funny we're going through the same crap (crap, indeed), but we'll rise above, yes? We're doing an awesome job.
from simeons-twin :
I suppose that even if it's the right decision you're entitled to cry about it. But I know you'll be just fine. You're free now.
from simeons-twin :
Posting my latest entry as we speak! :)
from simeons-twin :
Congrats on UIndy (even if you end up going somewhere else)!
from annanotbob :
Speaking as One Who Knows about this stuff, I'd say be kind to yourself. You feel what you feel because of whatever, but don't think yourself silly for your feelings. Gently argue the thoughts away and give yourself a hug for doing so well. I like the new page by the way - much easier to read xx
from annanotbob :
Pandora won't play here anymore - it's recognised that I'm in the UK - but I am off RIGHT NOW to listen to Fine Young Cannibals on youtube - THANK YOU xx
from simeons-twin :
That's a given! It'd be awesome to meet you. I know we will someday.
from simeons-twin :
If the scholarship commitee respects my wishes, either CA (Notre Dame, Lutheran) or -hopefully!- MN (Argosy).
from annanotbob :
Hugs xxxx
from theflyingrat :
When people act that way I am always baffled and yes, he does owe you an explanation. Hopefully you get one soon. I can definitely understand how emotions (especially negative ones) can be all consuming. xoxo
from simeons-twin :
That's so cool. I don't know if I'll dare to get one myself in the end. Oh, and yay for clinical psychology!!! We'll be colleagues one day (if I win that darn scholarship)!
from simeons-twin :
Really?! I wish you guys the best :)
from simeons-twin :
We should form some kind of club, huh? :(
from simeons-twin :
I'm getting more and more convinced about that myself, with less arguments to think otherwise. Thank you so much, it's strangely comforting that someone does know about all this.
from annanotbob :
Yay! Good to hear you're feeling good again xx
from simeons-twin :
Haha, I got the same thoughts from Yes, Man...and I've only seen the trailer, I don't know where the movie will arrive. I want to say yes to many more things, too.
from simeons-twin :
2000?! Haha, thanks for telling me, I never check the official count. It's a fair number.
from simeons-twin :
This computer still has that particular "new" smell, I like that. My christmas was nice, thank you...nice, but slightly ruined because of boy stuff. How about you?
from simeons-twin :
Yes, I'd love to! I'll add you right away!
from annanotbob :
This WILL pass, honey. In the meantime, big hugs x
from goodluckgold :
Hello, my name is Samantha and I was just checking out your profile and diary, I really like it, it is really cool!!!!
from dana-elayne :
I'm the one reading from GA :)
from theflyingrat :
Fun lists. I agree with most of it but I would definitely put "mirrors" on my list of things I DISlike. ;)
from theflyingrat :
Yes, old habits DO die hard! Anyway, I have a letter for you... how about the letter M? I'll be interested to see what you come up with! :)
from annanotbob :
Hiya. The parcel has arrived. It will cost �4.53 to post, making a total of �17.99. My email is [email protected] so send me your address and we're away! Hope you are well, my dear xxx
from annanotbob :
Thanks - I'll take you up on that! I have no idea what I want yet (other than bigger writing, as I can hardly read it myself), but I shall scout around other diaries and see what I like. I'll let you know when the parcel arrives and how much it will cost to send on. xx
from annanotbob :
I've ordered it and it's on its way to me via 2nd class post which is all they do. It'll take over a week I should think, then I have to post it on to you. Cost so far incl post is �13.49, but it'll cost at least �5 to send on to the States, I should think. My paypal account is totally fucked, but could you improve my diaryland page for me a bit as payment? xx
from annanotbob :
Yes I'm in England and of course you can ask. Depends what it is, whether I'll do it x
from simeons-twin :
Thank you! I really hope so.
from college-kid :
Aw! Thanks for the advice. It sounds really logical, I don't know why it never crossed my mind before. xD Thanks again. =)
from annanotbob :
Just called by to leave you a {{hug}}
from theflyingrat :
Just wanted to say hello and let you know I still read and I'm thinking of you! xoxo
from simeons-twin :
I related to the beggining of your relationship with Ian. *Sigh* Boys (yes, yes, us girls too). I have really enjoyed your Ex files.
from theflyingrat :
Sometimes the person you love most isn't the right person for you. It's not easy (and doesn't ever get completely okay) but you do move on. The biggest thing is that if you decide you can't be with him at all, a clean break is the best thing for it. Because every time you see him, it will start all over again. On the other hand, if you both want to see where it will go when at some point in the future then maybe you should be friends. I honestly think that things work out the way that they are meant to, there are just ways you can make it easier (or harder) for yourself to deal with it. I know I'm rambling and probably not making much sense, I apologize! Anyway, just know that I'm glad to hear from you, I think you are a great person and it took a lot of GUTS to say no to him (with the kissing). The right thing to do is rarely the easiest thing to do! *hugs*
from readysetno :
thanks for gettin back about review... if you have yahoo my name is valalltogether
from moonlit-eyes :
Sure, let's totally be friends. :P
from simeons-twin :
Happy birthday!!! *throws confetti*
from simeons-twin :
Speaking of connecting with people over the internet, I really like this template :) (well, I haven't found one in your diary that I don't like). I didn't remember those reviewing sites! They're so fun to read.
from simeons-twin :
That's an idea. I will work on that. Thank you!
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you are feeling better about Ian. I've been married for a few years now and I STILL get insecure and paranoid every once in awhile. Anyway, I hope you have a good break and a Merry Christmas and all that other good stuff! ♥
from simeons-twin :
I'm glad you're back to writing. I'm very fond of this design, it's so easy on the eye!
from theflyingrat :
Nor should you feel guilty! You are young and you should be able to live. Guys have a much harder time forgiving infidelity (even imagined infidelity) than women do, I've noticed. I write less when everything is going well too. Still, it is nice to hear from you! ♥
from errantnights :
Remember this, no matter what someone did: that they once were just a kid at breast and in bib, in blanket and crib. So just reach inside yourself and find the part that still needs help, find that part in someone else and you�ll do good.
from theflyingrat :
I think you've always been pretty mature for your age. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Yes, you're such a girl. ;) I think you will have all those things, probably sooner than you think. Simple is good, though. I wish for simpler days sometimes. ♥
from poolagirl :
Hey there, matey! Thanks for making me a fave! I was readin' through some of yer stuff and I came across a reference to Grinnell, Iowa. YARRR! I was born in Iowa many years ago - before pirate ships could sail around the world. Well....not really that long ago. Anyway, I like yer writing style. YARRR! I'll be back soon to read more.
from theflyingrat :
:)
from thecity :
thank you xxo
from theflyingrat :
It might not mean much but *I* was so proud of you for the decision you made. You have a lot of love and strength in you. ♥
from simeons-twin :
I really admire you for the way you handled everything about Catie, and the opportunity you gave her. My mom says that the kid's birthday is also his/her mother's. So happy birthday to you, too :)
from theflyingrat :
I think you should keep on doing what makes you happy as long as it isn't hurting yourself or the guy(s) that you are interested in. You're still young enough that you have PLENTY of time to decide what you really want later on. Don't stress too much. ♥ P.S. I don't think you're amoral OR a bitch. ♥
from bitterwineuk :
startafresh.diaryland.com somethings/neverchange Becca. PS, Tried to note you earlier but was having a bit of a "mind elsewhere" moments and left MYSELF a note with my passwords. Silly Me.... :)
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you are feeling better. I hope things go okay with the doctor. ♥
from simeons-twin :
I thought the same thing when I started the whole "let's have intercourse" thing and found it unpleasant. I felt bad for even thinking about it (as I'm sure nothing happened), but now that you talked about it, I can only wonder: what would Freud say? :)
from theflyingrat :
I meant in real life but it applies here too, I think. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I think it's great that you are letting people in a little more now. But ouch.
from simeons-twin :
Thank you! I can very well say the same thing about you :)
from oh-organic :
hey there
from theflyingrat :
I used to play the violin. I miss it sometimes but I was always better at the piano. I think it's great that you picked it back up. I'm looking forward to the new Harry Potter, too. It is a little sad that it's the last one - I know I'll be thinking "Yeah, but what happens NEXT?" I'm a geek that way. ♥
from simeons-twin :
My niece is the only one who speaks mostly in english at home, and usually we talk back in spanish, so I don't get a lot of practice from my family. By the way, you reminded me that I didn't tag anyone, damn! I tag you (check back the entry, to make it "official" :)).
from simeons-twin :
Have fun in Florida! Happy New Year!
from beautigirl :
Sure, you can have a password. Sorry I couldn't get back to you sooner. Times right now are crazy. Anyway, your username is "green" and password is "kiwis". Enjoy.
from miedema2002 :
Thank you so much. It worked perfectly!
from simeons-twin :
Oh, my God, yes! :)
from miedema2002 :
I did yes, but in the e-mail it doesn't show the code but the whole image itself. Is that supposed to happen? I copy and pasted that and then it says I forgot to link to diaryland or something. Weird. Sorry I'm html illiterate really. I apologize.
from miedema2002 :
Thanks for the e-mail. I copied and pasted the code, but for some reason it hasn't changed. I will try again and see.
from miedema2002 :
My e-mail is [email protected] Thanks.
from theflyingrat :
Actually the rash isn't really a rash, it's just baby acne (milia) and it is almost gone now. That photo was taken a couple of days ago. :)
from bassclargrrl :
*hug* Be assertive. You have a point -- she's hardly ever there, and there's no need for you to change your way of doing things to suit her when she shows you absolutely no respect.
from theflyingrat :
I just wanted to let you know that I'm still reading even though I rarely comment! HOPEFULLY you do get to do all the things that you want to in the next few weeks. ♥
from theflyingrat :
monkey/boy for riley's :)
from spicycheries :
hey man, i just stumbled upon your diary.... believe you me i am not a preachy person, but something you wrote on your latest entry kinda struck a chord in me and i think maybe you should check out my diary.....read the entry before the last and some from a couple months ago.... thanks man, -k
from theflyingrat :
I've been sucky about leaving notes lately, sorry about that! I may have misunderstood this most recent entry. But if you're saying what I think you're saying - I'm sorry you feel that way. You DON'T need a boyfriend to make you feel beautiful, important or anything else. You ARE those things all on your own, whether you believe it or not. I know that you are. I think you're amazing and just don't give yourself enough credit. I really hope that you find that special someone soon but keep telling yourself you don't NEED to because all by yourself, you're fantastic and gorgeous and amazing and intelligent. Really, all by yourself. ♥
from simeons-twin :
I was wondering where you went. Glad you're back.
from hotpinkviews :
hey! we're from hotpinkviews...and we're wondering if you still want that review you requested, i dunno, couple of years ago?! haha..we're thinking of bringing the site back up, and wanna keep track of requests. hope to hear from you soon! XO bender
from lerin :
What a wonderful entry... I miss conversations like that.
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you did too! ♥
from sunnibear :
hey! sorry about that. i googled my lj username the other day, and i saw my password in a friend's dland notes page that came up. the username and password are just switched, so now you use 123 then abc.
from theflyingrat :
Is that what you told your mom? I'm just wondering what her response was. :) Hope everything is going well for you this summer. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Maybe FOR HIM there is someone better out there at those things. BUT to someone, someday you are going to be the best person to fulfill all those roles. You don't need a guy to validate who you are. You're an amazing and strong person - all on your own. ♥
from theflyingrat :
:) I'm glad you're taking something positive out of your relationship with J, no matter which way it goes. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Hey. Just been catching up. Who says it all has to end forever after he graduates and you go home for the summer? ♥
from sunnibear :
i've been talking about doing it for months, but something's told me not to. i just really hate how we both hate each other and he'll refuse to be in the same room as me. but i've made friends with his girlfriend...so meh. i'm not going to write it until i feel 100% sure about it, and i don't yet :)
from sunnibear :
haha, i started logging in again a few days ago and i've been reading, maybe that's why your visits jumped? :) i swear, i've almost forgotten how to use dland lol
from theflyingrat :
shesa rainbow
from theflyingrat :
Aww I missed the "things that are wrong with the world" entry... or whatever it was about. :( Everything will be all right. I think it's easier to forget someone if the break-up was on your terms or at least mutual. When they just break it off with you, it can be haunting. He isn't worth it though. You deserve better. Much better. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you're feeling better. I just read the last two entries. I used to (and sometimes still) do that "making a big deal out of something small" thing too sometimes and I realise it at approximately the same point that you do. At least you're acknowledging it. Who says you should be over those things? I happen to think you've done quite well in the 'getting over stuff' department. Hang in there. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Good to hear from you! I always liked that design. :)
from bassclargrrl :
*hug* If anything, I think you're very brave.
from theflyingrat :
I hate people who will say things behind your back but don't have the balls to say to your face. Bitches. Happy birthday to Catie! I think that you did an amazing thing in giving her life AND being able to know what was best for her. That is so much more than most people. You have every right to be proud & I feel the same way that you do about abortion. ♥
from simeons-twin :
I've heard that the period tends to come late once you start worrying about it. And maybe having sex disturbs the whole hormonal pattern? Not to add the constant emotional pressure you're under. Don't dwell too much on it for now, give it a couple of weeks.
from empty-node :
I'm sorry I'm so rough on you sometimes. There is no excuse. I owe you the best of me, and that is what I will give you. (L)
from simeons-twin :
Aw, thank you, I really appreciate it! I'm always late, but the timing sucks this month so I'm kind of freaking out. You know, I've actually been thinking about you, you were (are) very brave.
from bassclargrrl :
makes sense to me!
from simeons-twin :
You'll probably see this until you come back, but hey, best of luck!!!
from empty-node :
here's to you, and moving forward. :-D you're always in my head...
from theflyingrat :
Not sure what to say, really. So ((((HUGS)))) ♥
from theflyingrat :
*hugs* ♥
from theflyingrat :
It's really difficult to find people that actually like you. Not YOU you but a generalised "you" - if that makes sense. I think you're a great person and of course those people are idiots for not giving you a chance to prove it. It's just that most of the time, in this world, people are more interested in furthering themselves than actually being interested in others. Yes, you will find some good friends along the way but most of the people will come and go and eventually you won't even be able to remember their last names... sometimes not even their first. Don't put too much pressure on yourself to fit in, if they don't like you the way that you are then they're not good enough to be friends with you anyway. ♥
from bassclargrrl :
psst: user: go / pass: away
from theflyingrat :
Well, I'm proud of you already. You handle things very well, I think. Happy New Year! ♥
from bassclargrrl :
Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida Florida
from theflyingrat :
Hey you. I hope you're doing all right. Confronting demons can be messy business. ♥
from bassclargrrl :
it'll be okay. this too will pass.
from bassclargrrl :
cool. :D
from theflyingrat :
Urgh. I sent the book but not until just a few days ago. I had it all ready to go before Thanksgiving but forgot it on the kitchen table when we left. Sorry! ♥
from theflyingrat :
You're not a bad person and you shouldn't feel bad. If he chose you then it was his decision. You didn't hold a gun to his head. Hope the paper writing goes (went) well. ♥
from bassclargrrl :
Man, I'm best friends with one of my exes (Clay) but I don't demand his time if he's hanging out with his new girlfriend. Bleh, that sucks.
from bassclargrrl :
breathe. it'll be okay.
from theflyingrat :
Just tell me where to send it. The book, that is. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Thanks for the comment you left. You are right. Too wise for your years, I think. But right nonetheless. ♥
from sunnibear :
you are so right...good lord it has been a while. :)
from sunnibear :
thanks for deleting it :) myspace is just full of drama, as in the ex and his girlfriend having nothing better to do than to call me a whore in her blogs and on her profile. geez. i don't wanna leave myspace, but people like that make me want to sometimes >_<
from theflyingrat :
If that guy has even an ounce of decency, he would never bring Catie up out of spite. Aside from that, you shouldn't be ashamed. You're a good person who did the best that she could. There is no shame in that. ♥
from sunnibear :
are you on myspace? :) it's so full of drama, i think i'll be making a big return to diaryland soon!
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you're back. I'm sorry you're so tired and all that junk. I wish Nick was there for you, it must be so hard. ♥
from disassemble :
Hey, where in Michigan will you be staying? Maybe we can get together for a coffee or something if you want.
from theflyingrat :
Do people often tell you that you're too old for your years? (I don't mean that as a bad thing, I was just curious...) Insecurities fade with time. ♥
from mathero :
sure! (user)- i (pass)- saidso Thanks so much!!
from theflyingrat :
I prefer the cold, too. And I agree. Bastardo all the way. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I like your topic, haha. Did you notice that was the name of the survey? :)
from f-i-n :
i like your 101 things!
from sunnibear :
down with the drama!! me and my suitemate keep saying "save the drama for the stage" ugh but drama tends to haunt some of us. i liked your sign :)
from sunnibear :
cox. that's the other name you need for that site ;)
from theflyingrat :
Well if you do leave, I wish you the best in advance! ♥
from sunnibear :
i'm really tempted to quit writing here too. come over to myspace! myspace.com/flipfloplover it's addicting. are you on facebook? :) oh, and i refuse to drink alone. that's the sign of a true alcoholic to me. thanks for caring :)
from loopykisses :
Hello! Thanks for the note, I work it out from our first date...because at the end of it I turned into a thirteen-year-old girl again and said "Err. So..if anyone asks...do I tell them you're my boyfriend?". And yes he was.
from theflyingrat :
So. Here goes. I had one [overly bearing, paranoid, bordering-on-psychotic] boyfriend who was ALWAYS writing me e-mails, notes, etc. But other than that, I've rarely gotten an [unprompted] note or e-mail from a boyfriend. Once in awhile my husband will surprise me but those instances are few and far between. So I think it falls under that "It's a Guy Thing" category and Nick is probably being truthful when he says that he thinks about you. Guys are kind of lazy like that. They put that into every aspect of their lives, too. Haha. Like, "Yes, I'm going to pass BY the hamper. And yes, those socks need to be put IN the hamper. But no, I'm not going to bother myself with picking them because really, all I want is a glass of water." Yeah, I write too much. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I'm reading!! ♥
from simeons-twin :
I think the thunderstorm should count, and it doesn't mean you can't do it again. It was spontaneous, which I consider a big plus.
from curiouoso :
Thanks for checking out my pages. Come back anytime. Curiouoso*
from theflyingrat :
First, the thunderstorm counts. There's been no real soul purging. Sometimes I just say stupid shit like that and I'm not sure why. ♥
from disassemble :
of course you can be let in! un: monkey pw: feet
from theflyingrat :
I'm so sorry, Valerie! I know how much you've been hurt by the guys in your life and I'm appalled that Nick has turned out to be that way too. As for him cutting himself, you can't take any blame for that. You can't live your life afraid for him. He's brought this on himself and now he's playing the pity card. I really hope everything works out and you know what, you go have fun with Nate. Because if Nick didn't value you enough to be honest with you from the start than you don't owe him ANYTHING. ♥
from like-a-mouse :
Hey, read today's diary, glad to hear you are settling in and feeling good. It does take time to make real friends and find your place. Helenxx
from theflyingrat :
SIX MONTHS?! Holy hannabel. Do you ever get pictures of her, updates, or anything? ♥
from theflyingrat :
Hope you're okay! I worry about you, ya know! ♥
from skinnylizzie :
Calculus sounds like A Level Maths, which was hell on earth, you have all my sympathy for that. Still keeping my fingers crossed for you, hope tonight is better than last night :)
from theflyingrat :
Aww a squirrel, how cute. Sounds like you're enjoying yourself! How does Nick take all this, umm, flamboyant dancing? Hehe. ♥
from uridium15 :
as opposed to... rainbow kiwis?
from theflyingrat :
I love the photo of the butterfly! And I'm glad you got your camera (and wallet stuff) back. ♥
from sunnibear :
i hate the drama too! but it's stalking me and i can't escape it. maybe i'll get to actually talk to you on AIM soon..hehe. :) i'm not 100% sober now, just slightly buzzed. i need to check in on dland more than i do.
from theflyingrat :
I think I'd be a bit worried if you said your calculus was talking to you. Since I'm assuming that "Nick" and "Calculus" were the nouns you were wanting to switch. And not "calculus" and "bed" like I first though. Eek. My brain feels squishy right now. Hehe. ♥
from sunnibear :
hehe we have the same dorm furniture! i find that amusing. have fun...enjoy your freshman year...you'll never get that 1st year back! before you know it you'll be a senior graduating. life is crazy like that. best of luck to you!
from theflyingrat :
I'm sure you'll be 100% fantastic at whatever you do. No matter the age you start a family and/or career at. I don't regret having Riley so young (21) but I think if I'd known just how hard it could be I'd have waited another year or 2. Things generally turn out how they're supposed to though, I suppose. Take it easy and enjoy school! Even if your roommate's a bit odd. :) ♥
from theflyingrat :
Sorry you're having such a hard time. I don't think you should let what everyone says you SHOULD be feeling affect you. They don't know what they're talking about. People whose best days are spent at college need help. Because honestly, if it never gets any better than college, what's the point? You may not have the best things in your life happen to you while you're away at school but I'm sure that you are strong enough to make it through. Think of all that you've already been through. You're an incredible person and you should give yourself more credit. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Aww. Republicans and Democrats can live in harmony. You just can't talk about your political views with them. :) And I'd want to go home too, but hang in there. ♥
from alovelyday :
oh..i feel dumb. apparently html doesnt work on these... v lol
from alovelyday :
wow<b>wow!</b> i love your photography!! [oh and your taste in music and authors lol mraz owns me.] i hope you have a great day dear! <br><3
from theflyingrat :
(((♥hugs♥))) I'm sure things will get a little bit easier each day until you're having a blast and you'll end up needing a whole new cast page to cover all your new friends. Thinking of you. ~Jenn
from theflyingrat :
I can't get you... out of my mind! Haha, okay I'm exaggerating. But I am keeping you in my thoughts, hope you're doing better today. ♥
from skinnylizzie :
I don't know how different the situations would be, as I'm at uni in England, but I still know what it's like to leave home and so I understand exactly how you're feeling. I know it's probably no comfort at all but I found myself really starting to enjoy it after about 4 days, but it was really tough. I hope things pick up for you - I'm finding uni one of the best experiences of my life and I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you :)
from theflyingrat :
I still get homesick sometimes, it's only natural. When I'm having a particularly bad day I just wish I was 5 years old again and in my old bedroom. It will get easier. I wish there was something I could do. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Eek! I hope you're having a fabulous time. ♥
from absdiet4life :
.. glad you got to Iowa all safe and sound.
from simeons-twin :
Iowa, how exciting. Have the time of your life! And don't stop updating frequently, ya hear?
from absdiet4life :
Good luck when you go back to school .. I wish I had it to do over again, but I do like where my life is at right now.
from simeons-twin :
Dashing...that must've been the word I was looking for to describe him.
from theflyingrat :
I love your diary, haha. It makes me feel young again. I started reading when you were going through a rough time and you wrote wonderfully and seemed so mature. And now you're that way but.. happier! :) You're going to do great at college, I can't wait to read about all your exploits hehe. Have a wonderful weekend! ♥
from theflyingrat :
hooray for getting your camera! I don't know what I'd do without mine!
from theflyingrat :
Oh! I hope it's not TB!! ♥ thinking of you...
from theflyingrat :
Nick's a dick. There's a reason it rhymes. You are FABULOUS and don't forget it. ♥
from theflyingrat :
Aww sweetie! I wish I could do or say something to help you out of this. I remember well my highschool-ish era days and there is NO amount of money (and I mean that sincerely) that could make me go back there. I felt that loneliness on a regular basis and it sucks ass. Of course I can't know exactly how you feel but you should know that as long as you are true to yourself, nothing else matters. Eventually you'll fall in with people who will understand you and your needs. People who really will be there for you through thick and thin. I think people rarely find their greatest friends in high school. I hope you're feeling better. ♥
from loopykisses :
Hello! This is lostcookie, no, I'm not dead, but I have a new diary on this username. Hope you've been OK XXx
from theflyingrat :
Hey you. What does '...I said nothing about myself...' mean? Just curious. Maybe I'm a little on the slow side tonight. Haha. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I can't tell if you had a good couple of days or a bad couple of days! Sounds like a little of both? Yay for splurging on yourself a little. You deserve it. As far as Nick's shenanigans, he's male. They all get like that at some point. I think that's their way of testing how needy someone is? I don't know. Maybe I'm being crazy, it's late and therefore quite possible. ♥
from xbeeyatchx :
what do you mean
from theflyingrat :
I love used bookstores! Actually, most bookstores. Umm I guess that's all I really had to say. ♥
from theflyingrat :
It's so great to see you happy. I hope this lasts for you, you deserve it. You're going to do great at college. With all those hunky Iowa boys. Haha. ♥
from theflyingrat :
I used to call Kent (before we were married) my non-husband. But in my opinion (and to be clich�), if it walks like a duck and it talks like a duck, then it must be a duck. So even if he doesn't want to SAY he's your boyfriend, I think he is. Boys are just ridiculous when it comes to any kind of word that spells "commitment" - you know? ♥
from vampyrelust :
Sweetie! I am so sorry! Men are grimey...People are grimey for that matter. But I know how you feel, it's a constant feeling for me too. Go with your instincts, sometimes trusting people isn't always the best route, they can really play with your heart. So trust yourself and forget them, that's all that matters in the end, Valerie, you. If you need anything, anyone to talk to, whatever it is. You have my e-mail AND my cell phone #. Please, please, PLEASE do not hesitate or feel guilty about either. I'm here to listen! I hope everything goes better, and good luck with that job! Much Love, Jen
from theflyingrat :
Aww babe. I'm so sorry this is happening. But if you really trusted your friends then maybe you should give them the benefit of the doubt? I don't know them but any guy who would do that to you isn't worth it. I know that is hard to believe sometimes. I'm so sorry! I don't have the right words to say. I want to make you feel better but I suppose that's not my place. As always, if you need anything, my MSN is Kida29. Good luck with the procuring of a new job. And remember that you're intelligent, pretty and talented. You don't NEED a man (although they can make some things more fun haha) to complete you. Especially one who is not going to treat you with respect.
from simeons-twin :
That's not being socialist at all! Plus, extremely individualist people don't help either, and individualism is very common in First World countries. You know, something we're told in Social Psychology is that we're not here to fix the whole world (we can't, of course), but we can to take a piece of it, and be responsible for that piece.
from theflyingrat :
Lord, it sounds like you've had a busy week. Good luck with all the Nick/Mr. Brightside happenings. Have a great week coming up and REST!! Or try to, haha. :)
from simeons-twin :
I love the pictures. I enjoyed reading about your trip, sounds like fun!
from theflyingrat :
I missed you! So glad you're back, the pics were great. Update, update! :)
from theflyingrat :
Aww, we haven't forgotten you at all. ♥ Sorry I've been so busy lately. I hope you're having a great time. :)
from bluelucy :
About that time loop SG-1 episode you saw: It's called Window of Opportunity, and it's one of my favourite episodes. I've actually seen every SG-1 episode at least once, and the only ones I haven't seen far more than that are those which have too much sadness (you can read my entry entitled The List to see what a number of those episodes are).
from bluelucy :
Yes, I do know that SG-1 plays on Sci-Fi four days a week. It also plays Saturday (or Sunday depending on how you look at it) at 12:00 am on channel 11, and Sunday at 4:00 pm on UPN. ^_^ Also, you may not think Harry Potter is real, but nothing's going to stop me from believing Daniel is.
from vampyrelust :
Ahhh V! When're you coming to the Jersey Shore?! I can go visit you! NJ is only about an hour or 2 away from me! :O) We can hang out! Lemme know when you're going, maybe we can arrange to see each other. I'd really love to see you! I'll talk to you soon...I really hope everything else starts looking up for you. Forget Nick! Boys=STUPID! ~Jen
from finish-line :
silly girl. see i do read this, not all too often. just wanted to pop in and say that i had fun last night, and well...today too :D i'm always here for you.
from bluelucy :
Thank you so much for the link! You are awesome! I've bookmarked tons of Daniel pages but hadn't seen that one. Thank you again! ^_^ *hugs*
from theflyingrat :
I think you'll find that nearly everyone acts differently when they're alone as opposed to when they are around other people. It has to do with acceptance and who wants to be ostracized for being deemed "weird" or "freakish" by their peers? I certainly act differently around my husband than I do in the grocery store, it's not that I'm not being true to myself. Being true to myself just has different faces. Whatever you're comfortable with is who and what you should be. Don't try to put yourself out there if it's not a part of your personality. :) So are you having fun yet? How long before you've got to leave for college?
from theflyingrat :
Happy Graduation!!! It must feel pretty damn good, huh? I remember my graduation, it seems like a lifetime ago now. Whew. I'm getting old, haha. Have a great summer!
from sunnibear :
Sorry about your loss....but "congratulations!" on your graduation. best of wishes.
from vampyrelust :
aww! V! I'm so sorry sweetie. Nobody grieves right, I definitely didn't. If you need to talk...I'm sure you don't, but if you ever feel the need to spill everything, I'll always listen! I know how it goes. All of my thoughts and prayers are with you! *hug* take care V!
from skinnylizzie :
Oh God, I hope this doesn't sound trite, but I'm so sorry for what's happened. Thinking of you.
from simeons-twin :
I'm so sorry, Valerie. My thoughts are with you and your family. Don't repress it, it only makes it worse *hugs*
from theflyingrat :
I'm sorry sweetie. Death is a difficult thing. Don't repress it, trust me. It will only hurt more later. (((♥ ♥ ♥)))
from theflyingrat :
Hey. I'm glad I inspired you. But. You don't need to feel guilty for being angry about your childhood. I was talking about people who are never thankful for what they have, who always take it for granted. Also, I know what it's like to be second-best in your parents' eyes. My mum never even wanted a girl, only boys. My brother was born 11 months after me and I was always getting put after him. Then when we got older he was in trouble and since I was the "good" child my mother never thought I needed her. It led to a lot of depression, anger and hate. I've tried to let go of a lot of it but it's still there a bit underneath. It's good to let things out and you can always e-mail me or IM me (my MSN is [email protected]) if you need to talk. ♥
from skinnylizzie :
I can't *quite* tell if that comment offended you or not...I'm sorry if it did, it was meant with the best of intentions :)
from theflyingrat :
You make me sad sometimes. You're too wise for your age. Really. You should be thinking about having fun. You remind me a lot of myself at that age, too. I always wished I was a little less mature so that I could have fun the way other people did. (I hope that doesn't scare you, haha.) Here's your hug-> (((((♥ ♥ ♥)))))
from theflyingrat :
I think I'm nice, haha. And I like nooks. :) You're clever, has anyone ever told you that?
from theflyingrat :
I'm glad you had "one good day for you" but you deserve tons of good days for you. :) Just out of curiosity, when exactly do you graduate?
from lhsbarbie :
Haha Val you're the cutest!
from theflyingrat :
I like the "where I work" pics. I have to drive a little bit before I can see scenery like that. :) Thanks for the note and I hope you have good days too!
from theflyingrat :
Sorry you had a rough day. Having moronic co-workers is never pleasant. Especially when you're working such long days. Hope today goes better for you! :)
from hunterpoo :
Do you think that going to a therapist helps you any? I'm suppose to be going to one, but I'm usually negative about it - what will it solve? My doc is buggin me more about it and I keep saying "maybe".. but I really don't know if it will do any good.. does it do any good for you?
from theflyingrat :
Hey. I like the way you write and the pics you post. Why do you feel you need to change anything? :)
from selfbiased :
try to start at the top.
from selfbiased :
i've had something of a security leak. just email me the review, and i'll post it.
from chsturtle :
There's an SG-1 convention coming up in July in Burbank, Ca (near where I live). I don't know where you live, but here's the address with the info: http://www.creationent.com/cal/sgbur.htm There are other conventions throughout the U.S. & Canada, but I don't know all the dates. You should be able to find that info on the site too.
from theflyingrat :
I use photobucket. Not too sure about how much space they have but it is free. :) I love cemeteries. And pictures of them. Good luck with the job thing. I actually miss working outside of the home. Sometimes, not often though.
from simeons-twin :
For hosting and hotlinking, I'd recommend photobucket.com (ps: sunday haters unite!).
from theflyingrat :
So. Which photos did you actually take, yourself? That one at the top (of the sky) is great. But for some reason I get the feeling you didn't take the bottom pic. And am I going to feel stupid for not knowing where it came from? :)
from theflyingrat :
I keep forgetting to tell you that I like the new layout. The cartoon's cute. Or awesome. Whichever you prefer.
from theflyingrat :
Thanks for the note. And it IS so exciting. :) You're such a sweetheart.
from simeons-twin :
Those are truly wise words.
from simeons-twin :
I'd never understood the healing perks of ignoring someone that had such an impact in your life.
from hunterpoo :
hey, i was checking out a couple pages from that diary you reccomended, she takes great pics!! her current entry of he and her bfriend, adorable.. you can see the love!! awwww. if ya dont mind, i'm dooming ya to my favs!! haha, easier to check back then =)
from hunterpoo :
thanks for the note!! I was actually gonna change it up soon... i get bored way too easy with my layout. Your totally ROCKS. So unique, funny, and bold. I'll prob be checkin back with ya, I love picture updates.. and looks like you are just as bad as me with them. *yay*
from theflyingrat :
Hey. I like the pictures, especially the ones of the clouds. I love clouds. My husband would LOVE you. He buys a bag of those m&m's every time we go to the store. He saves the packages. I bought him a bunch of the Pez dispensers. Hah. Invisibility, I like that. I didn't think of that one. :) Hope you have a great rest of the week.
from sole-review :
well, then... interesting...
from vampyrelust :
Hey sweetie! I'm glad you had fun at prom!!! And Happy Mother's Day! Even though Catie is quite a ways away...ur always gunna be her mommy! Enjoy yourself and relax! I hope you have a great day V!
from sunnibear :
Oh my God. I was catching up on missed entries since I haven't been online in a while. My grandpa had alzheimer's and they told my family that he was in the final days this week. He passed yesterday. At least he is not suffering in that rest home anymore--he's been there for 8 years. (PS I hope you enjoyed prom!) Take care.
from skinnylizzie :
Hope you have a great time at prom tonight, I'm sure you will :)
from theflyingrat :
I'm sorry you're feeling down tonight. And really, most of the people you are "friends" with in high school drift away and you realize you weren't all that close to begin with. You'll make truer friends in college. :)
from theflyingrat :
A list of things to do. I need one of those. Skydiving sounds like so much fun, I would love to do that. And it sounds like you're already planning a great time in Iowa!
from simeons-twin :
I will. I slowly am. He has herpes, anyway (haha, not really). Thank you for all your support *heart*.
from theflyingrat :
You sound like my husband when he's talking about Star Wars! I like the movies well enough but he likes to watch them over and over and over again. That and the LOTR trilogy. Whew!
from skinnylizzie :
Hello! I thought I would leave you a note, seeing as you like them (who doesn't?!) and I haven't left one before, how rude of me. Your earrings for your prom look AMAZING, I am definitely a fan of them :)
from theflyingrat :
I thought I'd drop you a note. So you'll think I'm nice. That's so neat that you're making your own prom dress. Does anyone else ever use the word neat???
from simeons-twin :
You are such a doll :) By the way, I ADORE your earrings.
from lostcookie :
phew thanks....of course, it's not like I use fake names for security or anything...
from lhsbarbie :
Nope, I took a layout that I liked and changed the colors and made my own image...I still linked the layout site, though. I can make images and change fonts and colors and all that stuff, I'm just not good with the structuring HTML.
from simeons-twin :
A pint of ice cream sounds excellent. Thank you *hugs back* :(
from theflyingrat :
You're welcome, but you didn't have to thank me!
from theflyingrat :
Happy birthday! This might be early or late haha, I am not really sure!! But happy birthday to you anyway!! :)
from vla :
Hey, thanks for the note! Another Valerie, huh?
from simeons-twin :
Thank you. I will :)
from orionreviews :
please contact mister biased. there is work to be done.
from for-riley :
I just realized I was logged into my son's diary. I'm actually theflyingrat, haha. :) Thanks again.
from for-riley :
Thanks for the response about the movies. I actually like comic book type movies quite a bit (although I never read many actual comic books) so it helps. I don't mind violence as long as it's not against children. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I appreciate it. :) `Jenn

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