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from lostoblivion :
I just wanted to tell you, that I miss my friend. What happened to him? Hope you're well Ben. I miss your words, they always made me smile, even when your happiness was absent. At least it meant you were alive.
from candoor :
irony... i clicked here from your note to elipsis... you said "Never stop writing. Ever." ... isn't life strange :)
from exhaust :
I think you should come back.
from candoor :
Merry Happy New Year, wherever you are... hope your 2006 is great :)
from candoor :
lost you somehow (I browse my linkers much more often than my favorites), where are you now?
from f-i-n :
beautiful words
from brokenn0w :
first of all, what the fuck is your email? i'm sure i have it somewhere, but i'm at work. second of all, i have some cool WoW related links i want to send you. so, email me: zkingson@comcast.net and then i will email you. dig? p.s. hope your flight was good, and we will miss you until you come back. :)
from candoor :
you wrote once: "The fertile swords have fallen through our hearts, sprung now in an iron fern of blood and hope, twisted in your garden, in your dream." and I still want to say that there must be a way to raise the hope and have faith in self and trust in love again... yeah, would be nice...
from candoor :
sending you love on this day :)
from candoor :
continue...
from candoor :
may this year be better than any before it :)
from candoor :
and my child stares through pains for hope (and somehow finds it, or at least fools me into thinking that)... and I hope you are still around and, well, not unpleased that you are missed :)
from candoor :
yay, you (for being here)... I have become so momentary in order to deal with life past and present, when you stopped for a while I stopped checking in... I'm happy you're writing again and hope you find peace... I probably still have an email waiting for a response, huh?
from femme-tastic :
I realize you don't know me but your writing is absolutely fantastic. Just browising through other flagstaff residents and skipped a beat coming accross a diary like yours. -s
from sapphire292 :
I'd love to dive into your words and mind with all that I have- your ability to express a single feeling... is...crazy- to say the least. I wish that I could find the way to you and wrap my arms around you until you don't want to cry anymore. I hope that you can feel comfort soon, give yourself a hug and realize there will be an end to all the crap. Love.
from sapphire292 :
I want every entry burnt into my mind... if your words were published I'd buy every fucking copy. Love yourself...honestly do.
from operaticblis :
well i think ur fuckin brilliant
from operaticblis :
well i think ur fuckin brilliant
from sapphire292 :
Holy crapooza. I had forgotten what beauty your writing is. You are talented. Don't forget.
from candoor :
so lost in my own rambling, I forget that reaching out matters too... hug, and happy to see more words from you :)
from kelyibean :
Ben...I've been desperately searching for you....I need to talk to you as soon as possible...it's important. Please contact me...kelyibean@hotmail.com
from candoor :
when life is not fulfilled, I write and my imagination provides...
from brokenmirror :
Perfection starts with your name. I read some of your stories, I also read the one with my name, and they are all so very beautiful. I love them. I adore your words. The way you write seems to the only one possible. It is amazing. I dont believe that your novel is terrible. Not a bit. I know it is filled with your beauty. =♥= Ria
from candoor :
I neglect my reading, blaming distractions and life and as much as that is true (as The Emperors Club plays in front of me right now, chosen by my roommates daughter as our Saturday afternoon activity), I must find time to read more. For your words deserve the attention and my mind deserves your words. Thank you for continuing to inspire.
from puritity :
the other one begins with "Even now I write in a stupor, far from the sober mind I once knew, instilled now with an apathetic poison,". i can't figure out the name of it, but that's the other one. :)
from puritity :
redemtion was one of them, i printed out that one as well, i didn't have the title of the other one on my wall, so i'm still looking for that one.. but this is one of them... it was very nice talking to you...
from theghostgirl :
I remain in awe of the beauty of your words... I plan on answering your question re: women presidents in my next entry, but for now, I'm not really sure. I think what they stand for and what they'd do is more important than their gender. I admire politicians like Barbara Lee, but she'd be assassinated by the right and wouldn't stand a chance.
from candora :
This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (generic?.. naaaa... random?... of course not... desperate?... well, not really... confused?... more amused... self-mockery, of course :)
from candoor :
so good to see you finding some inspiration to write... it has been waning for me of late and not cutting through the increased daily distractions, so I resport to life-details to keep the flow of words going, which brings me closer to the feeling in your entries, alas, sigh, and waa waa waa, ya know (insert Charlie Brown squiggle face)
from rotten-rose :
well well well. i wished i could tell you whats going on with my agent but he's a 'busy man.' or so he says. honestly, i think he spends all of his time on his 'yacht' in flordia. stupid tom. well, thats the way things are. he said i waste his time because i haven't been writing anything. i want to slap him, i think i will the next time i see him. i should get a new agent...don't you think? well, i'm adding you to my favourites list if i haven't already. i keep on trying to find the appropriate word for your literature and well i believe that word would be enchanting. keep it up. i love reading you, and most of the time its hard for me to utterly enjoy something. but you are so talented. one of the few people left on this earth with such a magical gift. keep on writing out your soul on the screen and i will sure as hell keep reading. ♥ ~brit
from exhaust :
That's the nicest thing anyone has said to me in a long time. Thank you.
from theghostgirl :
I tried to sign your guestbook but I don't think it went through. It was just random compliments. *bows*
from candora :
and taking the time to read again (with time to digest), I find touched by the depth and breath of your words inspiration and thank you again for coming back and encourage you to continue...
from rotten-rose :
well, you certainly are on top of things. i was pretty sure i wouldn't hear from you. my agent said he would be sure to check on your work. could you tell me your first name by chance? i'm britain...or brit. you are very inspireing...!
from candora :
oh yes I will be back to read again for I have missed your words more than my words could say.
from sapphire292 :
i loved the simplicity of ([today.]) this entry.
from quietstrong :
funny how you can go days without speaking. sometimes that inner dialog is so much it seems like you've ran your mouth all day. but really your silent and withdrawn and invisible to all around you. after this long, its actually comfortable to be alone. sad.
from quietstrong :
funny how you can go days without speaking. sometimes that inner dialog is so much it seems like you've ran your mouth all day. but really your silent and withdrawn and invisible to all around you. after this long, its actually comfortable to be alone. sad.
from rotten-rose :
you are gifted. have you gotten published at all yet? you'll have to tell me...my agent is looking for poetential investments. i can tell you have some serious talent. get back to me...
from sapphire292 :
Fuck, your words are amazing.
from anotherwish :
your words are haunting.. im captured
from candoor :
always more, never enough.
from candoor :
my ever so empty film experience notes that I have seen precisely one of those films on your lists... Dreamcatcher... loving Stephen King, I accepted it as another eh version of one of his stories, but even an eh version of one of his stories is ok for me when I am in the mood for his stories... still, I would only recommend it to a die hard Kingaholic... I do appreciate the lists though cuz I hope to see some movies eventually... sadly, I've seen none of the others... see how deprived I am? :]
from candoor :
it is good to read you again :)
from mindfucked :
Thank you for signing my guestbook and for what you wrote. Love Jess xxx
from tamana :
hey.. i like ur last entry..alot of people relate to it.. like u noe how u said "I believe in myself because you believe in me".. that's the biggest thing out there.. like in skoolz.. there are alot of people that dont do anything.. socially.. but if u go up to them and talk to them.. get to know them.. they'd actually be of something good u noe.. and not show it because they have no one to support them... but then they actuallyl might open up and do what they want.. and ur alwayz gonna be the one for them to thank when they achieve something good.. its all about believeing in urself.. even if u might need someone else's help.. keep it up.. peace
from exhaust :
Explain to me why you are alone.
from tamana :
nice diary man.. its really touching..
from sapphire292 :
I just hope that I can show you how amazing both you, and your writing are. You express yourself so well, I wish I could crawl inside your mind and take it as my own. You deserve to be flattered daily. Hourly... etc.
from sapphire292 :
"We must be alone, and we must be content, alone. It's the only way to find someone else." Very true. Love the writing. Love, love, love.
from candoor :
and how to help find a voice?...
from candoor :
missing the words...
from funda :
ah, to chew on the universe...
from candoor :
and so beautiful too.... wrapped in my own semi-warped world and rambling on selfishly, I forget to come here as often as I'd like... forgiveness is divine, be divine? :)
from sapphire292 :
Your writing is: BEAUTY, BEAUTY, BEAUTY. LOVE!
from candoor :
and a pythonesque voice in my head screams "run away! run away!" and I sit and stare wondering whether talking to you would be the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end... and what is real.
from mylovedies :
i like ur diary<3
from darksorrows :
Thanks for the thing you left in my guestbook. :)
from sapphire292 :
I love your layout, it's beautiful. I can't wait to read your diary. Love.
from candoor :
There is candora, there is funda, there are others... but what is in a name... the wind that carried me to the darkness is without a name, call her loneliness, but it was my own sail given to such a wind that did the actual carrying... what is done was done by my own decisions... I have poked my head through the dark clouds before... whether I emerge and how I emerge this time is not planned, just hoped for... I believe that it is your understanding of the darkness, the despair, the angst of betrayal and frustration with believing in love, with trusting, that haunts me in your words... for true understanding is a rare commodity in this world and I am not certain I will ever find it, or trust it if I do... if this makes sense, then perhaps you have an answer to your query...
from candoor :
and you are haunting me in such a wonderfully eerie way...
from candora :
While I was away you returned and now that I check in I smile to see your words, for you shed tears I understand so well and more, you reach for hope long gone with some seemingly impossible dream-like belief that it is still there. It is, it must be, for breathing still happens.
from funda :
Sometimes I enjoy a good haunting. Or even a bad one.
from candora :
quiet time.
from somberdesign :
Hi! To make your next and previous links work for the temporary time you have this layout, remove a space from the % %prev% % and % %next% % so they look like %%prev%% and %%next%% :)
from candora :
and yes, a favorite found (drawn into your depths I reach for the light no one sees, not even me, yet still somehow I believe)... thank you for the tears, and if you restart, just leave the past as it is, for it has greater worth than you may want to see today.
from exhaust :
Be careful what you wish for... you just might get it.
from exhaust :
*mwuah*
from somberdesign :
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from candora :
I want to come back when I have more time for your haunted mind appears beautiful at first glance.
from peixe :
The same sunrises... sunsets. The same moons and stars. The same steps through congress, scott, 4th by chocolate iguana. Oracle, park, eegees. Street fairs, shows, food, thunder storms and monsoons. Curly haired girl that happened upon a diary of beauty... within the same oven city. Yet you seem thousands of miles away. More, more, more words please.
from ellea :
beautiful
from ellea :
beautiful
from pixiechicks :
gorgeous...plain and simple
from exhaust :
That may be true, but it doesn't change the fact that I am the world's biggest liar.
from brokenn0w :
moving to portand, eh? to go to PSU, or for other reasons? interesting, none the less. are you okay?
from misfit101 :
I read your diary, very mysterious and lonely. you have compassion with words and thoughts.Write me an email if you woudlnt mind. you are very awesome from your profile. email is(ignoramimisfit@aol.com)
from razor-wire :
I found your diary intriguing and I wish to know more. Thank you for the note it is nice to know I am appreciated. Yours (maybe) Razorwire
from tripeyes :
Dear fellow Neruda fan, We are in the process of making the first ever documentary on Pablo Neruda in English, narrated by Isabel Allende. In this limited space I cannot explain the whole project but I hope you will visit our website, www.nerudadoc.org. This is an independent production and we are $35,000 short of being able to go down to Chile and shoot. Any donation you could make, be it $25 or $25,000, is vital. And tax-deductible. Please visit the site. Gracias. Paz, Mark Eisner
from windysunday :
"To the fringes gladly I walk unadorned; with gods and their creations, with filth and disease." Who are you? Who can you be? In the words of Rilke, you are music, breath of the gods. You hurt me.
from brokenn0w :
did you try calling me today? someone in Tucson called my cell phone, but i doubt that you even have that number. oh well.
from strange711 :
NICE.........
from brokenn0w :
we'll hang out this summer. see whats up. how've you been?
from brokenn0w :
and here you are again. i don't know whether to be mad, or relieved. but it's nice you hear from you anyway.
from crion :
Me keep writing? I'm not writing, I'm blathering. -You- keep writing.
from treedancer :
I like your "Stranger of Rain" muchly. Thanks for saying hi ;)
from zerodoll :
hey you just signed my guestbook like two minets ago so i thought i would stop by yours. so you go to the UA. right on i have lots of friends in tucson. i love that place but in stuck in phnx. and you were born in flagstaff. i love that place so much, i went to nau for a couple yrs, the years of my life that is. thanks for telling me to write, i would be nothing without my words. xoxox sharla

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