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Heidi! I can't find the link to leave a bunny pat on your livejournal. If you can please send me the address of where to send you a little card, my email is [email protected]. Thanks, portia12.

from dummbunny :

Hi Heidi, I used to have a diary of a different name for many years. I've been reading you since sometime in like 2002 or 2003 I think. I haven't read in the past few months. I've left notes here and there over the years. Life has been difficult, but coming back and reading you again has put a long forgotten smile on my face as well as a surprise. I am so very happy for you about your surgery. You are such a fantastic person and I have enjoyed watching you find your way through this thing called Life. Months ago I saw a show that had the house you posted on TV and the man who owned it. I laughed so hard and thought of you. Wishing you the best on your surgery date, well not really, just all days in generally. Thanks for touching my life.

from awittykitty :

Sometimes when you feel like giving up, there's that tiny little thing that goes PING and then you gallop into the fray. Congratulations on being so assertive and getting things done. Go. Go. Go!! Ya da one!

from doghigh :

Jesus! You are one strong and determined woman! I admire you, H. I have placed your surgery date on my Outlook with a reminder for a few days before. I may be in NYC but I will be with you in spirit as you begin that new part of your life!!!!! Congratulations!

from sassers :

YAYAYAYAYAYAAY! Heidi, that is great. Good for you for being tenacious. It will so change your life.

from ghettoqueen1 :

I am sorry happy and excited for you because NO ONES deserves this more than you.

from toastcrumbs :

I tried leaving a comment, but was rudely informed that it was spam. As if. Anyhow, appreciate the effort that is going into leaving you a note. . . Anyhow, I for one am totally fascinated by your Nip/Tuck fantasies - ramble away. Here's hoping your insurance works out quickly and you can use those credit cards for other important things like velvet Kenny art work.

from errantnights :

what gives this mess some grace

from noaddedme :

may I have the link for your livejournal because I can't find you! :) (no experience at LJ site ... me slllloooow!) [email protected]

from pink-circle :

*The Circle of the Phoenix* Hi, I'm Phoenix, and I'd like to personally invite you to join The Circle; a writers' and artists' group for diaryland members. It's a public journal, so that anyone can post to it, but members have profiles on the site, as well as critiques, and once promoted to Apprentice have buttons to show off their achievements on their site. I hope you don't take this as spam, you can just delete this message if you're not interested, but if you are, please visit our welcome page: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/welcome3.html -- Thanks for your time -- Atara Phoenix (PS: Leaving Diaryland is a hard choice for me. I have two super gold accounts. I want to find something better, but the fact of the matter is, diaryland always works on every computer, diaryland lets me do anything with the templates, it's simple, it's straightforward. I wish the service was better too though. And I love the banner ads. Isn't life a bitch the way it makes you choose?)

from bella-noche :

so i moved to lj and i'm sad because i have no friends... lol. check it out if you want: http://2012ad.livejournal.com

from hilthethrill :

Hey! Stumbled in here and was reading Things Your Boyfriend Says, and Holy!Wow!Funny!

from bella-noche :

you can totally do 30 lbs! don't get discouraged. i've battled with my weight for a long time, and i know how hard it can be, but just think of the payoff. also, if you liked that kitten picture, you'll love these: http://mfrost.typepad.com/cute_overload/pups/index.html the corgi with his tongue stuck in the peanut butter jar cracks me the hell up.

from bella-noche :

that bunny has to be photoshopped... that thing could eat a small child!

from bella-noche :

1000 cranes sounds like a lot, but when you pile them up on a table it really doesn't look like that much... not to downplay your 73 hours of work, because they're bee-yoo-tiful. i just thought the pile would look bigger...

from jodileebee :

Heidiann? Heidiann? Where you been? Haven't seen you here for awhile and wanted to be sure you're okay! Hope you find time to post soon!

from iamafatgirl :

no update in 2 weeks~I'm so sad~

from bella-noche :

i've always liked that pickup line. also, this one: "i may not be fred flintstone, but i can sure make your bedrock!"

from my5cents :

I can't get my comments to link on your blogsite. so here it is... Tried 3x to get this into comments...I agree with your plan. You have/had researched this whole surgery issue and made a decision. Your dr. should be able to write a letter in the proper "insurance terms" to get this pushed through...If not, moving to another medical group (if possible) is a wonderful idea. And, you could write to Dr. Phil...he always get things done. just an idea!

from uberfrau :

ack. deleted my comment! Uberfrau is not spam. what I was going to say is this: Despite the cosby show and that one oprah episode, some people just don't like Male Gynos-and for you having a female doctor seems more a necessity than preference. Rather than going around and around with yourself, why not just call up your insurance company, tell them you have religious issues and demand to see a woman? I mean, it's not as though they don't have a single woman gyno on their list, and it's your insurance policy. Having a pap is bad enough, but being a position that you are so freaked out that you can't even ask the kinds of questions you need ask, or go to your appointment in the first place is worse than anything else, and if seeing woman allows you to ask those questions and be present int he way that you need to, you should see a woman. I sort of feel the same way, and would never ever go to a man. I guess I could talk to my therapist about that, but, really, I have enough other stuff to deal with, I just don't see it as a pressing issue for myself and htink that my insurance company should accomadate me on it.

from painted-eyes :

:( I can't get the link to show up in my diary...

from anthronut :

I was on my period for 6 months once. Although I found out that mine was due to birth control...it regulated it so that my flow wasn't deadly, but then it never really stopped. Having a period for more than a week is a fate worse than death. I'm quite sorry. Best of luck.

from bella-noche :

haha. glad you approve of my obsessions. :D i love your layout, by the way. dirty martinis are SO my favorite gin drink!

from miedema2002 :

"pajamas and DVDs and take-out sushi" Booya!!! Sounds like my kinda time! I'm in! :)

from valkyrie1223 :

I got your christmas card! Thank you so much, i've never gotten one in the mail for just me before. I loved it.

from tiaris :

Hee! Glad you got a kick out of MOOOOOOoooose! Also, hit my MySplice page. I'm wearing the tiara in one of the pictures!

from applerobot :

Ive sent you an email with my info. Let me know if you dont get it -- because my emails to you always tend to go to the wrong address :(

from miedema2002 :

crap I'm in shit now! Heidiann you were so right! Why didn't I listen? How do I get out of this one? Thanks for the advice.

from dvacowgirl :

I missed reading you here at Dland and I see you haven't lost your touch!

from miedema2002 :

Bastard. Once I told him about my blindness he turned around and said he didn't want to meet and started treating me like this defensless weakling!!! I blew it!! I'm so dissapointed now! FUCK!! Why did I not just keep my mouth shut and meet him? (sigh) so ya that's the outcome.

from miedema2002 :

Hi, I like your diary. You seem to be a real expert on dating and men, so can you please give me some advice on my latest entry? Thanks.

from applerobot :

as per the below message - sorry if the graphics were broken. they seem to be okay now (oh, i feel so guilty) - hosting does have a spac attack sometimes :( sorry! Anyway, that's not the reason I came here -- I just wanted to comment on the entry re: surgery because I forgot to say something at the time. Good on you - it's a big decision. Yes I would love to read that diary when it happens! Also, i'll meet you at chris melonis house so we can dry hump him, okay? xx

from haloaskew :

Hey sweets! Your graphics are all broken on your page (but I'm sure you already know that!) Anyhoo, I totally hear you with FREAK OUT boss. I had a boss go ballastic on me once (but it was in private, but it still freaked the FUCK outta me). He was pounding his fist on the desk and yelling "This is NOT acceptable!" (in regards to me working a few less hours since they couldn't pay me extra for taking on TWO other people's jobs). I balked and said "Fine!" until he asked how much time I wanted to work less a week. "Five hours." Then he said "Ohhhhhhhhh." But he after mulling it over, he still couldn't accept it, so I said I'd give him my resignation in writing the next day, and I did! I knew he thought I was bluffing. HA! If this jackwad acts up again, you need to get out. I'm proud of you for seeing it through and working it out, but asshole once, asshole again, ya know? (And lest I seem a hypocrite --as for my current job with Lumbergh -- we don't interact that often, and I'm on meds, so everything is mucho bettero. But if he pulls bullshit on me again, that's IT!) One other thing: Some of the best moves I ever made in my life were in leaving jobs. I always found a net, somehow. And you've always got a friend in me -- ROCK ON!!

from sadhaven :

Hello, I just wanted to let you know about this new public diary called "sadhaven." It is for people who suffer from mental illness and/or addictions to vent and express themselves. If you would like to know more take a look around. Thank you.

from xontopright :

hi. my name is brian and i just opened a diaryland account. xontopright. http://xontopright.diaryland.com would u visit my site? ty. brian

from catspajamas :

i didnt know that Divine was your cousin and from japan.

from magpiefaerie :

Where oh where have you gone? From a completely selfish standpoint, I have MISSED my weekly Heidi updates. I hope that all is well for you!

from applerobot :

OH MY GOD I am so jealous! I want to have a dirty dream about him too! You're so lucky!! xx

from my5cents :

Heidi, I mailed you a little something about a week ago, did you get it....hint...think pink!

from mspersephone :

Hi, Heidiann, I love the pretty pinkness of you and your words and your page! I am going to add you quick to my favourites before I go back and lose a few hours to that library catalog site.

from deedlit999 :

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeE#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe I just got a cd & it's soooo YUMMY!!! Thank you so much :D I would've left this in your guestbook but it was being stubborn.

from givemeabreak :

What a fabulous space! I totally covet your Rosie the Riveter bobble head...you are too cool!

from sduckie :

congratulations on your new office, heidi!!!

from preshusthorn :

you have been added -L

from haloaskew :

You have a...(gulp)..CRUSH on Stephen from Top Chef? What, are you FUCKING INSANE? I only saw clips of the reunion, but didn't someone go after him and Stephen skittered off and Bill had to "protect" him? I am so terrified and confused. Please tell me why -- WHY?!! -- you have fallen for Satan's snooty son!

from haloaskew :

I couldn't believe the other chefs didn't "HOSE" on him more..but they probably had to edit out 9/10ths of that to get the clips about something other than his immense ass-itude. And you KNOW he was purposefully included in that show just to drive people INSANE. He thought it was because of his "exceptional talents" but it was really because he was an ARROGANT CLUELESS PRICK and everyone would laugh at his expense. And we did! I want to take a lawnmower to his uppity hairdo and most of his face. And another thing: He needs to get laid *SO BADLY* by a MAN. Stephen fantasizes about getting dom'd in the ass by some hairy 45 year-old who drinks warm Schlitz with his generic microwaved mac and cheese.

from haloaskew :

I know! Stephen on Top Chef was such an enormous ASS. He wasn't even a chef, but a wine snoot in Vegas. GO TO SONOMA, FUCKER. I couldn't believe when he used the words "everyone's HOSING me!" Hosing you? Isn't that phrase BENEATH YOU? He will never have a restaurant because NO ONE would ever want to work for him. Ok, I'm gonna go listen to "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang" some more and take some deep breaths. :)

from iamafatgirl :

It's sooooooooo comfortable, and the kangaroo pockets on the front are deep, so things won't fall out if you put them in there. I thought it would be hot, but it's not at all. The mesh keeps me cool. :)

from iamafatgirl :

Heidi, thanks soooooooo much for the comment. I so love cleaning out my ears...I think I shall go do so now...but before I go, I want you to see my cute jacket thingy I got from Torrid. Let me know what you think! http://www.torrid.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&M=1556071940&RN=633&ITEM=544376

from portia12 :

I am impresse by your summary! Love, dominatrix in training.

from notanias :

i just wanted to let you know that i've moved diaries (unfortunate things happened). so i'll be updating over here, now. (the former) beatpoetgrrl

from kimmikers :

I just stumbled upon your diary (I am prone to stumbling, both literally and figuratively), and I love it! I think you and I have a lot in common, i.e. credit card debt and big boobs, among other things. Haha. So anyway, I wanted to say hello and that I'm adding you to my buddy list and that I'll probably be reading your diary instead of doing homework this afternoon.

from dragprincess :

Heidella, email me an address where I can send something to you ([email protected]). I promise it's not nude pics of me. Or is it?

from jsd30 :

You seem to have a relationship, of sorts, with quite a number of people on this site. I would like to invite you to read my journal. If you like it, then maybe you could tell some of your friends to read. If you don't, just pass it along to the people you hate. In any case, I'm looking for an audience. I'm new at this and I'm asking for help in my efforts to be recognized.

from zonoria :

Re head-meds: EXACTLY! Good to use long enough to bitch-slap the issues. Forever, though? Not so much.

from haloaskew :

3/20/06, 9:31 pm: Here's a hug. I dunno why, but I thought you might need one. If not, start a stockpile. ;)

from divacowgirl :

My hair is often referred to as a candy color and the other day I was reading Glamour and it said that candy colored hair was a Glamour don't. However several hot men have reassured me it looks good, so I'm staying with it.

from haloaskew :

Close!!

from valkyrie1223 :

Oh heavens no! If you can't be in lust with your hair what is this world coming to!? Spanks for the comment too. Cunt is truely a beautiful word heh.

from rdhdprincess :

I just left you a really wonderful, supportive, inspiring, loving almost to a lesbianish degree comment, but the damn thing said I tried to add it twice and ate it. Now i'm too irritated to try to remember what I said. Please know it was the best comment ever though and you would have felt really loved after you read it. There was something bitchy in there too about Janet sending my call to her voicemail, but that's not important. I'm tired now. Mwah!

from ghettoqueen1 :

I so want a Heidi encounter!! Anyways. Sorry about your membership. Just keep on harassing Andrew. Prince songs: yeah Darling Nikki and the Purple Rain soundtrack. I got mp3's too if you want.

from angel0fdeath :

Good luck on getting your super gold membership transferred over to this diary. I had the same thing happen to me little over a year ago with a now defunct alter ego & had a shit time trying to get it switched over to this account. It actually ended up expiring a few months ago after many, many unanswered requests to fix it. :(

from my5cents :

I have left 3 comments but they won't go into the guestbook. 10% raise was great and I am sure you will do just fine on the test once you make yourself study. Giving away your dishes was such a nice thing to do. Hope that means that some day you will get dishes that are even better.

from hamiltonian :

hellooooooo

from ghettoqueen1 :

Thank you.

from soccernut :

I am so glad that I found your diary, you seem too cool for your own body! Happy 2006!! Bella

from sduckie :

i am now addicted to project runaway too! oh, the drama!!

from sparkspark :

As someone who has stayed in the Jungle Rock Room, I heartily endorse it as a life goal. I want to stay in the Parisian Violet room, but that's just because I'm a hideous narcissist. Woo-hoo!

from godsyawn :

I wish you the best in 2006.

from applerobot :

THANK YOU so much for the xmas card! It came a few days ago (xmas lag) and it made me SMILE SO DAMN HARD!

from godsyawn :

my life partner's sister was married by a preacher named Steven Urkel. His roommate in college was the guy who created Family Matters and the character was based off of him.

from joy-full :

Hey Heidi, that house with the statues that you talked about before made the gossip columns. It's apparently a Christmas monstrosity. Check it out: http://www.trent.blogspot.com/ It's about 1/4 of the way down the page of today's (Dec 14) news. This note may show up in your guestbook too, but I don't know 'cause it was being all wonky.

from dragprincess :

amen. AMEN AMEN AMEN.

from catspajamas :

http://catspajamas.diaryland.com/images/wordself.jpg i made this for wordkisses, now iif i could just figure out how to code a layout ide be set

from sparkspark :

All hail Luther Heggs!

from neko-carre :

Hi!! That entire site is freaking hilarious! Be sure to check out the Gallery of Regrettable Food. Haha!

from newapostasy :

you know, i love all three of those things too, and now i'm also wondering what they'd taste like combined. mostly because spaghetti o's and hot dogs make me unreasonably happy. imagine the joy that could come from eating both together! i need to go to the grocery store. . .

from loopykisses :

Love your diary, my darling.

from sduckie :

hi heidi, my name is duck and i added you to my favorites list. i hope you are feeling better soon. :)

from valkyrie1223 :

I got your link from catspajamas profile (I heard nothing but good things) and I don't know how I lived without your diary this long :P. I added you to my buddy list, I hope you don't mind.

from dragprincess :

glad it's on if we ever meet...because you know, heidi, i have a massive crush on you. how could i not? and i bet i'm only one among thousands who do.

from yo-bitch :

completely justified, i'd say.

from lobsterchick :

I love "Promise of a New Day" in a completely non-ironic way. I find it inspirational, and for that, I am humiliated.

from fuschiashock :

i kind of am jealous.

from moebelle :

Before you even think about moving out, you have to come visit me!

from catspajamas :

WHERE ARE YOU WOMAN?!?!?!?

from weymouth66 :

Hi Heidi! Before I list you, could you please confirm that you're staying at this username? If you're changing, could you please let me know the new one? Many thanks. Jess x

from his-holiness :

Y'know, Kenny Rogers is coming to Costa Mesa for two shows late Sept, Early October... Oh yeah... that's right.

from applerobot :

yo. i emailed you. check it out. xxx

from catspajamas :

GAH! i changed sme stuff on my template and now my flickr link doesnt show up! help!

from catspajamas :

i just got back from walgreens. guess what im eating right now?

from catspajamas :

new banner! http://catspajamas.diaryland.com/images/photobannercopy.jpg

from hey4eyes :

I clicked on to your diary randomly. Very funny stuff. I will definitely be back. Bobbie Sue Dicks.

from varicocele :

Heh...heh...heh

from toastcrumbs :

I thought I would leave a note instead of a comment. No reason why. Ok, I donated, now what do I get??? Just kidding (about the "what do I get" part that is). You rock and I am so happy you love your job and that they appreciate you. Also there appear to be no scary birds in your office, even better.

from tater-fay :

I love your song/ode to "beef jerky"! Somewhere in the past recesses of my diary, I believe I have odes to both butter and broccolli!! I also realized yesterday that I tend to sometimes have fairly animated and extended conversations with my cats (well, they don't talk back, obviously) and I commented to my boyfriend about how crazy I must sound.

from neangel :

i heart beef jerky too! it'd eat it 24/7 if i could afford it. there's a little store in WA near my dad's house that makes the BEST in the world but i rarely get it since it's all the way up there... ooh beef jerky! i will now sing that song along with you!

from purpleworm :

really sorry to hear about that whole spanking thing or lack there of rather. hmm wonder what could be done about that ....

from sodiumclorox :

from purpleworm :

Hi there, got lots of reading to do to catch all the way up but you're cool (hehe like you need some stranger telling you what you already know )& I added you to my buddy list, if you read mine make sure no one is looking over your shoulder ;) ... especially at work

from his-holiness :

I have run into the same thing. I think its just a monitor setting. Hope you're well, love.

from portia12 :

Stop smelling those sharpies. Are you going to draw a unicorn again? :)

from madamepierce :

Girrrrlll... did you get the phone text message i sent you?

from sarafem :

OK so I decided I{ll keep that purse and make you a different one. You dont need two. Merry um, summer, coming soon at you. Sent by ME this time DAMMIT. And by the way I looooooooved my Christmas present and so did Lily.

from sarafem :

OH MY GOD I HAVE TO HURT MY DAD'S WIFE. Because I totally left your present in that bitch's care. I MADE that purse, dude, JUST FOR YOU! And I was like INSULTED that you BOUGHT it after I MADE it!!!! I think I yelled WHORE at the computer, and like three people peeked into my office to make sure I wasnt holding someone at gunpoint. But I shall forgive you and maim the evil stepmother instead. Eh, we knew it would happen, might as well plan it so I have to clean up less blood later.

from facepunch :

i LOVE WORLD ACCORDING TO JESS. i want that white clutch purse with the EKG reading on it. also i want the diaper bag with the sonogram on it but i think i should be pregnant first. jess was on an episode of queer eye for the straight guy too; her husband was the short one with bad breath who was afraid to walk down the runway with her at a fashion show. also i am probably moving to los angeles for a while and i keep having visions of being stopped by people in the street. "omg are you facepunch??" perhaps im just vain.

from sassers :

Oh dear. Remember when you put the link to your eating journal on this one? Well, um...I lost it. I want to read about it, you biggest loser you.

from pandionna :

I meant to thank you for the Valentine! Thanks, sweetie! :-)

from masca :

Goodbye and take care, Heidi ♥

from masca :

Thankyou ♥

from masca :

Thankyou for pointing that out to me *Looks embarrassed*

from glitteradore :

you are truely a survivour congratulations on being fabulous! xoxox

from doghigh :

Amputee porn...oh Heidi, Heidi, Heidi...I know now why I love reading you so much. You make me smile...you, you got what I need ;-)

from gwtw :

popups and spyware and stuff love two things: internet explorer and javascript. So first use a different browser, maybe Firefox, and then disable javascript. it works for me

from lickpoodyinc :

just the words "Scott Ian" and "Anthrax" make me bang my head all Beavis & Butthead style.... :)

from jodileebee :

Well, if you love Sara you won't be disappointed. I kept expecting the camera to pan up for a discreet face shot or to do a 180 and show the back of her head when BABOOMBA! Giant boobies everywhere! LOL!

from divacowgirl :

I am so a convert, I'm subscribing today. And do not get excited about the club, it turned out to be some over 18 place we didn't even go to, and trust me the clubs my friends pick...nothing impressive, but then I'm from the sticks so WTF do I know?

from catspajamas :

How many times are you going to put me on your to-do list before you finally just drive up here and do me?

from juskidding :

Girl...I so totally feel ya. It's been so long since this girl's had a KISS...much less making out. And I guess it goes without saying, sex.

from doghigh :

I love the "Henry Rollins and the Adventures in Morals and Scallops" dream!!!! Absolutely marvelous!!

from divacowgirl :

You must tell me more about this magazine called "bitch", please?

from ursamajor :

Oh mama mia, how I loves me some Henry Rollins! His morals - big, beautiful, morals - and all.

from vickithecute :

I totally know what you mean about filing. I have a stack the length of my leg I should have gotten to by now...but I put it off and my evil plan worked...my boss got the daughter of the uber-boss (ie owner of the company) to do it....

from doghigh :

After reading this "new year" list, I realize how awesome I think you are! I also realized that we have WAY too much in common and finally...I am jealous as HELL that you work in a place where your boss' get you liquored up...ON THE JOB. That's INSANE and wonderful!! Hear's to happy times in 2005...

from pandionna :

My dear, wonderful, most-adored Heidiann, YOU ROCK! Thank you so much for the tiara. Are you going to be around this weekend? Muah ha ha ha ha...

from queerme :

Happy New Year, Grrl!

from sarafem :

hey, sorry i ran off while you were talking. that thought (living alone and refusing to speak spanish while hating men and having 100 cats) sounds absolutely lovely too. siiiiigh. i can't wait.

from pixie-grl :

Ok, anyone who even knows who Bikini Kill is, is okay in my book. I look forward to reading your diary! Suck my left one! LOL

from madamepierce :

hey, heidiann. i TOTALLY wanna do lunch sometime soon. Probably I should get a car first, but when I do, it is like i am all BAM up in your neighborhood. LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH!

from doghigh :

Happy Birthday!! And welcome to Noname kitty...life has a way of bringing goodness into our lives when we need it most...

from supermom3604 :

You're not the only one. If I could just pull myself together and concentrate for half a second, I could probably solve a few things, but it's so overwhelming. I know how you feel. It's hard.

from girlslife :

Broke is temporary, poor is forever.

from loves-books :

God did help us. He re-elected Bush.

from augustdreams :

Oh, amen to getting frustrated and annoyed with groups. I tried a support group for rape survivors once and they just irritated the hell out of me. One chick wanted to cuddle my "inner child" - which led to me saying my outer adult would kick her ass if she didn't get away from me. But I'm sure not every group is like that. If you find one that's the right fit, it would probably be a great experience. You're always welcome to c'mon down to Florida and hang with me and the fuzzies. We make a pretty good support group. :)

from divacowgirl :

Girl, it might not help much but I'm sending as many possible vibes your way as I can.

from allinflames :

Boys are dumb, and we should throw rocks at them!

from sarafem :

heidi, if you are at work right now please send me an email. i need you to do a favor for me RIGHT NOW and i can�t seem to download aol here. love you.

from catspajamas :

http://catspajamas.diaryland.com/images/proban.jpg (p.s. I miss you a LOT!)

from hothead :

you ROCK! it worked! how did i not see that before? thanks. :)

from givemeabreak :

Mary Janes rock...as do the soft touch floggers....I am so excited for halloween...I thought of you...I am dressing up as a naughty school girl...wish you lived closer, I would be your match sexy girl!

from amalthea23 :

you know, one of my ebay customers was from florida and after a month, the "i'm sorry your state got blown away" guilt faded and i just relisted the item. sometimes, ebay stress just isn't worth ebay. yay on the corset though. i gotta get me one of those vinyl ones...

from margymae :

You are terrific. I know we all want to change SOME stuff but I don't think you should change the fundamental things that make you fabulous. Your mental and physical health are the most important things...everything else will come, I just know it.

from no-and-then :

Take your medication. You may not realize that there is a direct correlation between physical and mental wellness. I'm not saying if you are physically well that you will automatically be mentally well. But, the closer you are to either the more it helps the other. Sorry for acting like a mom. I can't help it.

from cats-corner :

*Offers Heidi a light*

from cactustree :

heidi, i was (as you know) world's biggest disaster in ALL areas, but my life is slowly and surely coming together. i didn't exactly have to give it up to Jesus, but i did have to acknowledge that i was in need of help. and that i had to give up drinking and drugs. and sex. ok, this is suddenly not sounding as good as i thought it did.

from catspajamas :

I just bought a whole 1/4 sheet cake and half a gallon of icecream at the grocery store for no reason and I totally blame you!

from dollcourtney :

ohmigod, seriously, you have the most incredible taste in everything!!!!! i love the Enid-like drawing on your page! is it ok if i add you? for sure! :) x0x

from kitten65 :

I read about your break-up. I'm happy to hear you finally put an end to the abuse. I've been in a few 6 year relationships myself. Each time I kept trying to change myself to make sure I was "good enough" for them. All the while, I never realized that they weren't GOOD ENOUGH for ME. I'm ending my marriage soon. He's my best friend, but you know what? I can do much better. Even if that means I will be alone. It's better than being in an unhealthy "relationship". Love you Heidi. Hang in there. You're stronger than you know.

from cats-corner :

You know what Heidi? Points for knowing it was the Golden Girls! If you trust me enough to give me your address (or a PO Box if you'd feel more comfortable), I'd like to send you a "prize" too. I really enjoy your diary...I think you're an amazing person, and I would love to send you something as a way of saying thank you. You can e-mail me at [email protected] -cat

from aliboomboom :

Hi. I used to read your diary all the time and recently stopped back in to see what was going on with you. I am sorry to hear about you and Stephen. I know how hard break ups are but I think it's for the best. I also saw your pictures of Ian Thorpe. I too love him. I posted pictures of him during the Olympics too. He's gorgeous!!

from abittergirl :

Good for you for finding your backbone. It's hard, but remember that's you want someone to love who you are, not spend all your time wishing you could be who they love. I did it for almost 13 years, trust me, it's no fun. And you will find someone who loves you unconditionally, who makes you feel amazing, and who couldn't imagine changing a hair on your head, much less a pound from your hips.

from jaykay617 :

Thanks for the welcome to your diaryring; I think that movie was the cutest one ever made!! Thanks again!

from santibaby05 :

Wow, 2 years and 9 months. Long time. The longer ones are the harder ones to get over, I got over a year and a half one once. I know this is very cliche of me, but heartbreak takes time. You just gotta let it run it's path. I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk, I know we haven't started talking yet, but this would be a good time to start, even if it's not about him, if it's getting your mind off of it or something, or if you wanna pour your soul out, hey, I'm flexible. One more thing, let me know if you get this cause I never know if you read these or not. If you do, I hope I made you feel better. Message me back or AOL or something.

from queerme :

lol.. yea! I can still leave notes even though my diary is gone

from allinflames :

So Heidikins... There's this new song out. "Coin Operated Boy" by the Dresden Dolls... that so makes me think of you!

from bloodyme :

sure i'll marry you, but you have to make sure and put out before we get married so i can "test" the waters. by the way why did i not hear of you before you wrote me? i like your journal.

from sarafem :

triple dog dare you to go read our two favorite diaries...one entry, one notes (oh and my notes too). i'm eviiiiiiil. why do people make it so easy for me. i'm bored without a challenge.

from santibaby05 :

Hey, I like the writing notes to everyone entry. I hope I get the chance to meet up with you on AOL soon and you remember who I am!

from sarafem :

Uh, did you just block me?!!? The hell? I stayed at work an hour extra so I could talk to you for a second and then as soon as I say something to you you signed off! Drop me an email and tell me what's going on...

from divaredneck :

no rabbit pearl, the purple tornado is soooo much better!

from kitten65 :

That picture is HOT, HOT, HOT!!!

from catspajamas :

I finally posted the diagram! also i fucked with my template a little.

from wicked-idea :

Hello there cupcake! :) I actually had to dig up the password for this account from the dark recesses of my braaaaain. Alas and alack, you do require an LJ account to read my journal now -- I've been putting in some more personal and identifiable sort of stuff and the last thing I need is someone I work with reading it. ;) Ha. Should ever you decide to join the LJ cult do let me know, I'd love to see you there. Nice to hear from you -- made me smile!

from santibaby05 :

I know we haven't talked yet, (I joined your soda junkie ring), but I read your diary and I have come to love it and I think you are a very excellent writer, IDK, just the way you put it, it's creative and it's funny when it should be, it's great! I love your layout too, very custom, and I love how everything is organized on your menu, AND I admire you for getting an industrial ear piercing cause I'm to chicken to get one! Oh yeah, and I admire you for speaking your mind, even if it gets you fired. Whenever I get mad and vent on my diary, my dumbass ex-boyfriend (who I work with and don't get along with) prints it out and shows whoever I talk about. I wanna get my diary locked, but I can't because of the rings. I think you rock and sorry if I took too much space! :-)

from gwtw :

If you used your computer standing up when you write your dl entries, you'd be a hell of a stand up comedianne!

from sarafem :

I don't let just anyone drink tequila from my vagina.

from sk8er-cowgrl :

Feminist soda junkies unite! :)

from maiarayne :

(Too long for your comments) Well I wanted to tell you how wonderful you were, but I think I'd just be repeating everything that was said above me! To bad there isn't a limit on words cause I would of used all of those to describe you. I know that I don't comment much (ok ever) but I'm still reading. I started reading your diary because my sister's name is Heidi Ann and what I found was someone who was more like me and who I could totally relate to. You are so honest with your entries and your feelings. You may be scared to get things out on the table and face them but you don't let fear stop you from doing it. You don't let the hard times overcome you so that you quit trying to always improve within yourself. You never seem to stop trying to make the situation around you better, despite how dark it may look. You have a beatiful ability to allow yourself be vulnerable with people in a way that allows them to be vulnerable too, even at the risk of getting hurt yourself. Thank you for keeping this diary and for teaching me, through your own words and life experiances, a few things about myself. (and I love that you love the show Angel as much as I do! Season 4 09/07/04!)

from hiryuu :

Heh thanks for making the ring and for the note.

from margymae :

Yes! Yummy, no?

from kitten65 :

�Please, please, please don�t have another drink. I so don�t need you trying to feel me up in the parking lot of the Red Lobster.� You continue to crack me up....

from ethelalcohol :

I agree with you - I don't see how "could care less" is the correct way. They said some bullshit about double negatives but I couldn't care less what the book says - they are wrong, we are right.

from quiconque :

Visit 'Zaziel [zaziel.diaryland.com] for more hot pix of Phelps. It's, er, an experiment of sorts.

from almost-sane :

Really worth mentioning-- Gary Hall Jr. is swimming tonight. [sigh, drool, etc.]

from rdhdprincess :

Mmmmmmm......I had dreams about The Torpedo myself last night. He struck me repeatedly and I exploded. (again and again and again...) Although he did come in second in dreamland to Julian McMahon of Nip/Tuck. Have you seen him? I am obsessed now and can't get him out of my head. Just yummy. K said that I can fuck him if I can find him. Time for a roadtrip! Ha! Anyways, I KNEW you were an office supply hoarder like me! I can sense these kind of things....

from supermom3604 :

Oh. My. Goodness. Thanks for the pictures. Whoa.

from almost-sane :

I whole heartedly suggest you also check out Ryk Neethling from South Africa and Gary Hall Jr. from USA's team. Both have websites and both are... well, both will satisfy your creepy pervy swimming lust. [sigh, drool, etc.]

from vintagegurl :

I creepy-perv-watch the swimming events too :-D another cute swimmer is peter van den hoogenband, something like that. Yesssss

from kitten65 :

Heidi, I've been where you are with the decision to move back home when I was 22. It was the lesser of two evils and the right choice at the time. Funny thing is, I spent all my whole childhood figuring out how to get the heck OUT of there - but when I hit rock bottom, it was so comforting to go back home and clear my head. And yes, she drove me crazy sometimes, but that's what mom's do. About a year later - I had to get the heck OUT of there again, but it was all good. Timing is key - knowing when to leave again before it gets too comfortable. It's so great that you have that opportunity - I really hope it gives you the breathing space you need. You deserve it. {HUGS and GOOD VIBES ALWAYS} - Deb :)

from cutie1083 :

*hug*

from santibaby05 :

I read the part where you got fired. I feel ya, I get in somewhat of trouble for what I write too. My philosophy, if you don't like it, don't read it!

from dork-wad :

Hi, I'm asian too I think we can be friends.

from pumpkinhouse :

I hope your dye job turned out better than mine - I'm not sold on this Nice'N'Easy natural black. I'm contemplating adding some purple streaks to break up the monochrome monotony. And re-piercing my nose. And running away from home. Sorry, I'll stop now.

from theviciousme :

Hello! Thanks for visiting. Thought I'd drop back by and return the note of appreciation :)

from kitten65 :

Your diary is hilarious..."SheBoss" needs some serious help. You're a saint.

from spencersmom :

Ooof...I thought *my* boss was bad. Your desk is Nervana next to mine. I have piles everywhere! I think I would have been fired by now...um...wait, I know I would have been!

from pumpkinhouse :

Thanks for the welcome (to the Bitch ring)...and as for Sarafem...LUCKY! :P

from santibaby05 :

Hey, thanks for making the soda junkie diaryring! Happy to join, I'm addicted! :) I started reading your diary and bio and I found it interesting, so keep up your good work, you have a great talent for writing and I hope to talk to you soon on AOL. :)

from hel :

In the note Sarafem left, she specifcally said 'you shouldn't make an effort to stand up against him or anything.' And that was after her original note that came off as 'management is automatically right and you're automatically wrong because they're in charge.' And yeah, my original reaction was, 'Goddes I'd hate to work for her', but then I thought about it, and realized, maybe she's seeing it from her perspective which could be one where ppl in charge try to help the ppl who work with them, which this isn't a case of. Now if she or you want to go flaming me, what the fuck ever. I've got more important things to do with my time.

from his-holiness :

3 things... Thing 1: No, there is nothing wrong with masturbating while eating Godiva Chocolate Raspberry Ice Cream. Thing 2: I just read you profile & saw that you are a fan of that aging Welsh Sex God, Tom Jones. Have you heard my birthday plan? Thing 3: Andrew Vachs is a bad-ass mother fucker-K

from no-and-then :

It is totally awesome, because you are actually prescribed the drugs. So, you can tell your boss your high as shit and they can't do anything about it.

from kitten65 :

Just trying to send you some positive vibes from the East Coast. Sounds like you need them. {BIG HUGS}. Hang in there. I'm rooting for you!!!

from opusshrugged :

our babies are going to be thoroughly HOT. i really thought i was the only one who still remembered details from that tv show. my favorite was the one where balky kept whining, "i want to go to Vaaay-guhhhss" & for some reason ... umpteen years later, i still rattle it off now & again.

from hothead :

Hey, thanks for the note! You're great. Oh, and "Filling it with tequila was kind of like sterilizing it!"....Someone was one hell of a Girl Scout. :)

from divaredneck :

I've been in LB for two years now.

from divaredneck :

I just realized you're a local girl, nice to see a not too distant neighbor :)

from alicefalls :

hahaha!Diva cup shots!!!hahaha! Now you are added to my favorites!

from jmixtape :

Heidi.....you rule.Who else would do shots from a Diva Cup?Those pics had me laughing all morning.Thanks!

from gbmreviews :

ages ago! (like more than a year) you requested a review at my illustrious review site, but were shot down when personal troubles and misunderstandings forced me to close the poor site. Everything's cleared up now and it's finally opened again, so if you're still into the review thing, hit me up. If not, cheers! ps, cute pictures. I think I own a pair "fashion atrocity" jeans though. :(

from demoderby :

thanks : )

from givemeabreak :

Yeah, us chicks who fall together should stick together. I love your grocery list...can I come over and eat gouda cheese and whip cream? That sounds REALLY good to me right now. I have to come to LA and visit you sometime...this whole Michigan/midwest bullshit is getting old! :0) Much love to you...sorry about your car...what are you going to get now? I remember when I lost my 2000 Echo..I cried for weeks, she was my baby. Also, I applaude you for the lawsuit...you go girl...plus they are shady for not being cool from the get go at your old job. fuckers...they're all fuckers I say! xo

from kaffiene7 :

I'd love to move in with ya..specially with all that yummy food!...it's really awful that you've had to through all this bad shit with your job, your fall..and now your car. Hope things get better soon! <3<3

from madamepierce :

Ooo, You Got Served is a great recommendation. I was thinking along those lines, or maybe just something like actually going to see White Chicks in the theatre for the grand finale of the Crap Summer.

from chicagojo :

http://moneycentral.msn.com/content/Insurance/Knowyourrights/P35067.asp -- Saw this and thought about you.

from loriebug :

ha. you have punctuation all over your tits. hahahahahahahaha! <p> also, i'm really sorry 'bout your car, but i'm also totally with you on the karmic shitstorm. a lot of people i know have been caught up in it, and it DOES get to the point where you just laugh. insanely.

from mandyleslie :

Oh Heidi! I hope things start looking up for you... you're too awesome of a person to have all this bad shit happen. Have a better tomorrow!

from the-book-bag :

Geez Heidi...I'm so sorry all this shit is coming down on you. *HUGS* -catbert

from junipersday :

I'm sorry your car was broken into. I sure hope your new personal lawyer consultant can bring this up and send a really horrible letter to that body shop. They sooo need to replace the stereo and whatever else was vandalised and/or broken. I think you should smash some mirrors, walk under a few ladders and cross some black cats. Might do to reverse some of this shit that's happening! Hoping you have a nice time at the chiro, that it doesn't hurt and that he helps ya feel better!

from loriebug :

When you're using Haloscan with Diaryland, I've found that it tends to flake out when you put punctuation in your short descriptions, and then it won't show up on that page. Take a look through and see if it's happening only on the entries where you use apostrophes, commas, et cetera, and if it is, that's your problem. You'll just have to go in and rename those entries. I hope that helps, and I'm glad the chiropractor seems like he's going to help you too!

from the-book-bag :

If you lock up, may I have your password? I would hate to miss out on your future diary entries. [email protected] Thank you. -catbert :-D

from serenaville :

I can't thank you *enough* for signing my guestbook. Had you not, I'd never have found the brilliance that is your space. Insta-fan, just add water. Your vast archives could keep me deliriously happy for ages, so if you notice a spike in pageloads, it's just me. Pong!! [Which, is just my little way of saying: "Right back atcha, grrlfriend. I LOVE YOU TOO!!" (Ping. Pong. Savvy?)] :D

from abittergirl :

Aww. I love reading your diary. Can I have the password too? email [email protected]

from bigcahuna :

Heidi I love your diary. Can I please have your password?? [email protected].

from princessdy :

Oh no, you've locked up!! Is there any way that I can have your password?

from ghettoqueen1 :

Oh no! Why the lock down Heidi Chickie? Pleasssseeee let me in. I'll buy you a Slurpee! :)

from cactustree :

ohmygod, heidi, don't fucking DO this to me. i have nothing left. i am a shell. unlock the diary, man. give me a reason to keep on living.

from sarafem :

The hell? Did you lock up? Do tell.

from pandionna :

What your SheBoss said? Would make me go after the little tart even more. And then, after it was all over and I had won, I'd be SURE to come in all smiling saying something like, "Well, justice was done after all, as I WON MY CASE." Honestly, people like SheBoss are why I think hermits have a point. Makes you not want to let anyone know what's going on in your life. Grrrr...

from abittergirl :

Oh please, how about karma for the bitch who rammed into you? Sheboss needs to mind her own business if she hasn't got anything supportive to say to you. It is your right to receive compensation for your injuries, when they weren't caused by any fault of your own. (Gee, I sound like a lawyer's commercial!).

from veg :

aw, thanks. how's your bruise? that sucker looked ANGRRRY...

from sarafem :

Kicked me off and won't let me back on. Meh. I guess I'm just a psycho and they don't like me.

from pandionna :

That little bitch! Take her down!

from purr67 :

God I needed your entry today. Thanks for venting in a way I wish I could have yesterday. I am adding you to my buddies hope you don't mind! I hope everything goes ok.

from rdhdprincess :

Damn evil whore! Go get her!

from chicagojo :

Really, go get a lawyer. You don't need the stress. Lawyers do everything, and you end up with $10-15k in the end.

from razor-vixen :

Sue the bitch. She deserves it!

from sarafem :

You didn't call her Kyunt ONCE. That made me sad.

from evilestone :

Glad to hear it... Oh, and I kinda thought that was the case...it being someone else's panties in a wad, I mean. And if this goes here and your comments both, sorry, but the comments still said zero comments after I left it there.

from hothead :

isn't it perfect? i damn near cried when i heard it, just from the sheer timeliness. amazing.

from quiconque :

Glad it wasn't as serious as it could have been. Good to see you're still in fighting form. I hope the bruises heal quickly.

from doombilly :

hey shortie. I've move my web crap to http://frocky.blogspot.com -Eric

from evilestone :

Oh, and have them point a camera at you while you are wearing just the devil horns, snap a pic, and email it to me... ; )

from evilestone :

I believe the proper term here is "Ouch"... Did the woman that hit you have insurance? And, are they replacing your car? Did you go to a doctor? Could be things wrong inside that might not show up for a little while, check it... Oh, and are the pics of Sara and the Geek really the people that are coming to visit? If so, and they spend their entire visit looking like they did in the pics, you shouldn't feel bad too long... ; )

from pandionna :

OMG! I am so very, very sorry to hear about this. Thank goodness you walked away from that. Holy crap. Hang in there. You're doing the right thing by focussing on the fact that it could have been worse. Hugs!

from evilestone :

I already did, I sent it to your yahoo email address. Just resent.

from the-book-bag :

Okay...we'll just leave out the epilogue and we'll both get internet friends like that. Sound good? :-D -cat

from evilestone :

Ok, listen closely, here is what you do... First, you have to realize that ALL people are silly when they are having sex... Most people, in groups, laugh at porno movies... So, what you have to do is increase the silliness, not try and escape it... Go buy a silly mask or hat (make sure the mask only covers your eyes/forehead, you will need your mouth), and buy him one, too. Something that makes you giggle at the idea of wearing only it and getting fucked senseless... Then, put it on, get naked, and start telling him what to do. Do it in a silly voice... Write "Hey, idiot, lick here!" on your belly with a arrow pointing to your clit. Write "Slippery when wet" on one inner thigh, and "So MAKE ME WET!" on the other. Anything silly, to take your mind off the rest of it, and go get laid...

from allinflames :

I'm lactose intolerant, I don't give a damn about her milkshake!! :)

from quiconque :

I love geeks. I hate the Milkshake song. You're my new hero.

from catspajamas :

Today I bought 4 pairs of hello kitty panties. this,like so many other things, made me think of you.

from helderheid :

http://www.livejournal.com/users/vrijheid/ Helderheid's new addy :)

from wicked-idea :

I'm still alive. :) I simply moved my rantings to livejournal -- you can check them out at http://www.livejournal.com/users/always_in_drag/ And you're sweet for noticing I'd left.

from catspajamas :

Who me a tease? sista please! youre just havin' bad memories about some skeez who did the squeeze and had you on your hands and knees. Look, I am tellin' you no doubt, thats not what I'm all about....

from catspajamas :

Well, into your shirt to be precise.

from evilestone :

I would (and may have already, I don't remember), but then I would be hurt when you didn't send me back a picture of you wearing your devils horns...you know the picture I mean. ; )

from catspajamas :

My SUMMER plans at the moment consist of convincing you to take "Girls Gone Wild!!"-esque shots for me (because summer + tequila= stupidity of the sexiest kind) and feasting on all the underaged flesh now that theyre no longer safley locked away in their schools all day long.

from rdhdprincess :

Sounds like a perfect summer to me. I'm buying popsicles right away! I somehow missed the needle entry, and I wanted to say that I am proud of you, too! Yay! Same issues and lamenes here, that's tough stuff. You did good! Also, you need trashy see-thru lingerie. That's how I broke thru my naked in the light fear. Start out slow, candles are good. With trashy lingerie you can be kinda-partly covered and stuff still shows, then you take off some more. Eazy-peasy.

from osirisbed :

I just got confirmation that your pressie envelope is speeding it's way to you... let me know when you get it! (I know I'm more excited than you, I'm pathetic) MY summer is going to consist of; going back to the NY (the first world again!) drinking and dancing most weekends, catching up with friends I haven't seen in 1.5 years, going to museums, and getting ready to move to the town of The King for grad school. Yup, that'll probably include the palace, Graceland. Oh, if I can scrape together a few dollars by doing ANYTHING, it would be fab. :) xo, C

from virlomi :

heidi, i miss your TheSex updates - not that your regular diary doesn't rock, because it does :)

from evilestone :

You neglected to mention, did getting punctured help any?

from chicagojo :

ChicagoJo here. Long-time reader, non-guestbook-signer. You're *so* right about the undies and hygiene stuff! And BTW, I'm quite proud of you too! That would take some cajones for anyone to do, and you did it!

from mynotetoself :

I'm sorry you've been sick, but I just wanted to leave you a note to affirm what you should already know... YOU ROCK!!!

from swingerdiary :

Awwww. Your diary must feel very special today. Happy Anniversary!!!! :-)

from catspajamas :

i just got googled for "feral midgets" ROCK. ON. hope you get better kitten, i miss talking to you! ::kisses::!!!!

from cottoncunt :

I have to say that I agree. I dream about them bitches.

from xtrinax :

thanx!!!

from rdhdprincess :

Well, I don't have any ice-pops but you ARE lovely.

from the-book-bag :

You're welcome and don't you forget how lovely you are!! :-D -cat

from the-book-bag :

You ARE lovely Heidi. -cat

from rdhdprincess :

Looks like I won this week, she sent me a purse! I'm thinking of something cool to send her back, any suggestions? Hope the slime stops soon and you are back to your old self!

from swingerdiary :

Neon puke is not fun. Meeting someone purely for sex is. ;-) Sorry it didn't work out.

from doghigh :

Well I know it wasn't me...I barely show my penis to myself.

from swingerdiary :

Ooooh, I think I'm realllly going to like you. SG

from evilestone :

I didn't know we were supposed to be showing you our penises... Am I too late? ; )

from pattymelt :

the last two DVD's of season 2 are on the way. i should get them tomorrow. i think i will be saving them for the weekend. what with all my shows ending (or almost) this week.

from evilestone :

Actually, you made the "Quick encounter then again as regularly as possible" list... ; )

from catspajamas :

Damons getting married, Lizard has a girlfirend, I seriously want to die right now. and if i werent me ide kick my ass for saying that....

from americangeek :

what, no mention of hearing me sing? ;)

from catspajamas :

I finally remembered what I wanted to tell you. Thanks to you I keep getting googled for "suspend fruit in jello"

from doghigh :

I'm sorting myself out a little and then emailing the password on to you. I only plan on giving it out to a couple of people though...not like there is this huge demand for my writing or anything...I need to get over myself a little, huh?

from moebelle :

wow.....I mean....what else is there to say....wow...she made NO sense!

from jodileebee :

Wow! That chick was (is!) a total cunt. You go girl! And kudos to you for putting you weight in print. You're one of the bravest people I know (or should I say "read?"), for that and ALL SORTS OF REASONS! You rock, Heidiann! Jodileebee

from allinflames :

Dude that girl is fucked up. I love Heidi cuz she's great. You hear the bells ringing? yeahhhh... she got schooled!

from princessdy :

Heidi, that "I'm sane" entry was wicked funny. I love how you put her in her place. As a law student/future lawyer, I think that was some A+ arguing!

from osirisbed :

OMG, the one degree away section was fucking hilarious. You bitch slapped this nasty girl :)

from nypizzas2 :

Can I just say how incredible that entry was? I always get excited when you update, this is a prime example why. :)

from emmazchaos :

I am jealous of your Urkle encounter. My only brush with fame is doing a tv commercial, being interviewed by the newspaper, and Tommy Lee blowing my friend and I a kiss at rockfest... I'd trade that all up for the Urkle!

from queerme :

You take paxil right? Here's a hint: Never try to take yourself off of it. It's with you till death. lol.. I've read where you've taken yourself off and felt great (because it's still in your system) and when it wears out, you're at an ultra low. Stick with it.. it's a godly. ;o)

from spike3turtle :

nice.... that must have been a very intersesting night for you. i cant believe some sick fuck would do that. just goes to prove that the world is definatly crazy.

from exhale9203 :

Congratulations! I'm so glad you are going to start feeling better :) That IS the best news!

from junipersday :

I'm insulin resistant too!! There are lots of low-GI recipes and diabetic recipes online if you're looking to get back to good ol homecooking and if you ever have any questions about living a low-GI lifestyle or ways to control your resistance, feel free to drop me a line! It's so hard at first to totally change your lifestyle to accomodate IR, but it's so worth it. Congrats on finally getting a diagnosis. I'm sure it's wonderful to finally know something!! And I agree with the previous note, your "bosses" are major ass clowns.

from givemeabreak :

Your "bosses" and I use that term loosely, sound like complete and total ass clowns. You get 'em sister and don't back down. You are worth it and so much more. They are a bunch of crackheads I swear. {{{virtual hugs to you}}}

from sprkid :

i love how your employers live in a completely.different.fucking.world. would it be possible for you to bring someone else to your meeting with them to discuss what fuckheads they have been? because it's totally good that you have everything document, diarywise, but witnesses are always helpful. because they are being completely out of line.

from doombilly :

I suggest your current employers purchase an obnoxious bird and move the office into their home. Yep. That would in compliance with the CA State Fuckhead Eployer Requirements. Mmm Hmmm...

from ursamajor :

I feel your pain! When my mom's dad was in hospice and diagnosed with only a few days to live, I agreed to drive her to the next state so she could spend his last days with him. My boss got really angry and asked me when I "expected to be back." I told her he was supposed to die in the next few days, but if he didn't I'd see what I could do to "hurry things along." For fuck's sake, when will some people ever begin to understand that a JOB is not supposed to be your number one priority?!

from wonduhbread :

it's sick how much i adore you. go get em tigerrr.

from rdhdprincess :

Go Heidi! Go get 'em! Their behavior is just ridiculous. I say call them on it.

from emo-panda :

your diary is awesome, i added you to my favorites list. <3

from sukirella :

Give 'em the ol' whatfor!

from coysquirrel :

Thanks for the virtual hugs..hehe...I feel much better now :)

from mzletty :

Hi! I have always always always wanted to dye my hair purple! I read ur diary a little bit and I think u are awesome!

from neko-carre :

Hey Heid! I wanted to say THANKS for leaving me a Friendster testimonial. You are so nice to say that stuff! Thank you! I'm sorry you're sick. I'm sending you virtual chicken soup and warm blankets in my thoughts. Get well, my friend.

from technibeetle :

you should have started screaming hysterically, "what?! my urine isn't good enough for you?!" and waving it around madly... i'm sure someone would have taken it away from you! and if not, it would be a shame if, you know, it *accidentally* spilled on someone's desk... anyway, i don't know what is up with these people that handle urine samples, maybe it's the job that makes them crazy... once i went to the hospital with a broken arm, and a male nurse came in and diagnosed me with a urinary tract infection... funny thing is, i hadnt even peed in a cup, or been asked to... never seen the guy in my life... strangeness. anyway, hope my little rant cheered you up, it sounds like you need some cheering up :)

from sassers :

Hiya. I took you up on the Friendster offer. I am Sarah Weinstein at [email protected] and I would be honored if we could be pals.

from pazzobello :

My first cat's name was Smokey too! He was kind of a slut - came and went as he pleased... do you think it was the same cat??

from clarity25 :

I've been reading your diary and have you as a fav. (along with about 432 other people I just discovered..wow) Anyhow, I just thought I would say "Hi" and just let you know that I admire you, your diary is filled with honesty, and humor. You're inspiring and full of heart. we're all struggling to achieve happiness and peace in life, I can really relate with you. keep writing:)

from pandionna :

To life!

from evilestone :

Yay and much applause for Heidiann... (Now go get laid.) ;)

from catspajamas :

hey kitten! today im sending you love all the way from maui. i adored your entry, im so happy youre finally starting to realize what youre worth. i took that quiz too, apperently i have "pheonix wings". i should have internet access for the next couple of days at least. hopefully ill catch you online. oh, and i got gooled for YOUR screenname. fucking stalkers.

from sodiumclorox :

i am so happy that you are happy.

from nocompromise :

about what you just wrote, I couldn't have said it any better. you go grrrrrrrrrl...!

from vintagegurl :

much love to you <3 <3 <3

from banessa :

"I miss the time when I didn�t consider myself expendable." i like this line in your last entry... i agree ~ we need to take care of ourselves more cuz if we don't no one else will! i am so jealous that you're getting pampered... have fun!

from doombilly :

massage seems like a great idea!

from madamepierce :

i've heard that massages can have that effect - the bringing emotions to the surface thing. it sounds really interesting. i've only ever had one full-body massage, but it was disappointing since it was a slip of a girl who basically ran her hands lightly over my body for an hour. I kept waiting for the roughin-up to begin, but it never did. sounds like you had a really good masseuse!

from cant-escape :

oh man... Tonight is my FAVOURITE NKOTB song, by far...

from givemeabreak :

Congrats on surviving the impact (no pun intended) of your first massage. Aren't they just divine? I am so glad to hear that you are doing things for YOU, because you deserve every wonderful, delicious, sinful thing possible! Oh, and make those back breaking bastards pay for your massages. What gives?

from applerobot :

thanks! I want to hang out so damn badly! My friend lives in W.Hollywood and is giving me some info on where to stay so when she does... Ill try and stay there and WE CAN hangout then, right? Oh god Im so excited! Hhehehehe!! Im glad the massage made you feel good. xxx

from exhale9203 :

Hey! You have just been so updateful and updatilicious this week! I should really go get a massage. Just wanted you to know I still read (and LOVE) your diary! You're awesome :)

from nicogravy :

I feel all warm and fuzzy now.

from doghigh :

I never watched Angel prior to last week. At the gym, on the treadmill, there hangs a television. Lo and behold a syndicated episode of Angel played...and I was hooked!! I loved it...of course I haven't watched it again but I enjoyed my brief Angel interaction. Now you are the third person I have heard about the latest puppet episode from and I am SO remorseful that I didn't see it!!!! I just know I would have been hooked for real (although to be honest if I see puppets in real life I get freaked out but when I see them on television I am absolutely delighted). I know I am rambling with information you probably care little about but...oh shit it's friday give me a break...

from katiedoyle :

i feel your angel pain. supid freakin' wb. kd

from givemeabreak :

Enjoy your massage - it will be heavenly I am sure. You have the best blue eyes heidi - not to mention the cool purple hair. How is your back after the evil tile step incident?

from lobsterchick :

No, I haven't seen it. It seems like the kind of movie I'd put on sunglasses and a trenchcoat to go to, then never tell my family about. I think maybe the queen of all bad catch phrases might be, "Aw, snap! You got served, foo'!" I'm seriously considering adding "foo'" to it.

from catspajamas :

omigodomigodohmigod, did you watch tonights angel where he was turned into a muppet????? i couldnt stop laughing, i scared my cats.

from the-book-bag :

Oh, I definitely want a Valentine made out of black construction paper. Yee-haw!!

from vintagegurl :

you gotta love GnR!! you have every right to be angry! if they want this place to be an office they have to make it safe, weither it would destroy the 3000$ tile work or not! (try GnR lies too BTW!!)

from badgirlglitz :

*huggs heidi and tries to find all her booboo's to kiss them better"

from booberella :

So, you might not want the job in an office with an HR department. Because then you get shit thrown directly at you and are told to shut up. But at least I'm not injured because of my job. Unless you count my knee hurting from drinking too much at the company party on Wednesday.

from idiot-milk :

Oh oh oh! "Sweet Child O' Mine" is one of my favoritest songs EVER! No matter where I am, no matter what I'm doing, if that song comes on I must instantly grab a hairbrush and dance around the room lipsyncing like a tard on meth.

from jodileebee :

Ouch! Sounds like a MEAN case of the "Mean Reds" (see Breakfast at Tiffany's for the reference). Just remember: you are beautiful, you're a good person, you're wonderfully witty and it can't rain all the time! Take care, Heidiann! Jodi

from pandionna :

Ouch! Sorry to hear about your bum. I hear you loud and clear with your...feeling...about change and restlessness and so on. Going through the same thing myself.

from badgirlglitz :

**this is not written to add any guilt to you** I'M GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWLS.. everytime I login and you havn't updated.. I'm sad :( I wantcha Heidi!

from indigo-love :

wow, i just found your diary from a link in someone else's. GREAT stuff. the layout really drew me in and your writing style makes me want to read on. i'm going to add you to my faves. anyone who has been fired over her diary and is not ashamed of it deserves a spot in the hall of fame!

from pandionna :

Oh my, my, my...a luncheon with Bill Maher. I'm simply GREEN!

from unapologetic :

=) Thank you. *gives you one of those ugly paper party hats*

from arletterocks :

Bjork and dance. Huh. The forest imagery makes sense, and I can totally see jazz hands for the big explosive crescendo parts. By the way, if you ever need a good solid shot of enthusiasm and exuberance, look up "jazz hands" on Google images. It's terrifying.

from applerobot :

heidi you are so nice and i dont leave you enough notes or messages or whatever saying so. i am a horrible lazy girl. i would love so so SO VERY MUCH to hang out with you (somehow) if I come to the USA again this year. Which I want to do mind you!! Maybe if I fly into L.A? haha, can we get drunk and have fun fun fun til her daddy takes her t-bird away? I hope so. Crap! now im just ranting. xx

from nypizzas2 :

"On the drive home we just kept saying, 'My god.' 'I know.' 'I�I�I just�' 'I know, me too.' 'No words, there are no words!' 'None.'" Hahahahahahahaha, I think I'm in love with you! Rock on woman.

from sidhequeen :

Thank you so much for the note Heidi. I would LOVE, LOVE, LOVE to have help with my page, but only if it's not an inconvienence to you. Is it weird to be a virgin and still be all for kinky sex? Haha!

from ayden :

*hug*

from badgirlglitz :

*strokes your hair* what's wrong baby?? *10000 huggs*

from princessdy :

I'm sorry you are hurting...*hug*

from evilestone :

I am sorry you have pain, and I wish I could help soothe it... Share when you can, beautiful.

from pandionna :

Those are gorgeous posters. Wow. They don't make'em like that anymore.

from omorfia :

those posters are INCREDIBLE! i want!!!!!

from diaryquotes :

Dude, the Liberace museum is expensive to get in to, but it's FAAAAABULOUS!

from sukirella :

I like your new layout!

from moebelle :

the rabbit rocks, so does the dolphin pearl diver. if you like it harder (clit stimulation whise) the beaver twister is good. if you look at canadian websites, you can get the toy for cheaper i think. have fun!

from ka-yu :

Happy New Year!

from anrion :

Happy New Year. Peace and happiness this comming year! Love Anrion

from his-holiness :

Thank you so much. I apprciate the help on that. Also, I made it over to my grandpappy's today and got my card and fishin' game. The note was sweet. I don't know how much more whiskey I need, but lord I could use some more sweet lovin'. Talk soon-D

from discodoll :

Can I have a bit of that delusion? Pleeeeeeeeease pretty pretty please with sugar on top? I kinda sorta need it. Happy Holidays!!!!!

from cutie1083 :

Happy Holidays!

from catspajamas :

SQUEEEEEEE!

from ka-yu :

Question...as I delve into the dark corners of you diary I see your googles. I see these in a lot of other diaries...where on earth do you guys get that info from? o_O;;

from curiosekwe :

consumer rule no. one: if you are a huge pain in the ass they will give you nearly anything to shut you up and make you go away - whether or not it follows "store policy." conclusion: always be that huge pain in the ass, these companies are fucking us over any chance they get!

from his-holiness :

RE: Phone sex to suppliment income. My mom did that when I was a kid. Never do that if you have a kid-D

from catspajamas :

I really didnt mean that as in like, you should add me, i just meant like, how come you never talk about any of these people? Even to me, your wife?

from catspajamas :

you should update your cast page, i talk to you like every freaking day and you never even mention most of those people.

from ka-yu :

Thanks for leaving a note ^_^ Geek rings rule!!!!!!!!! Also, I read some of your entries...hilarious ^_^ keep it up!

from sprkid :

One of the readers you lost was me - the old name. I still read some of the diarys there, and had kept meaning to take off the duplicates I'd forgotten. Sorry. (: I'm more for the biting than the beating (you should see my arms), but YAY deviance!

from red-savannah :

Dude! That's SO funny-I made my boyfriend spank me with his belt last night! Fun! People who are against it don't know what they are missing (more for us-woo hoo!) I only saw 1 episode of Avg. Joe, but the woman seemed like a straight-up bizznitch.

from allinflames :

OMG! and that girl is from GLADSTONE, MO! where I live! I'm so dissapointed. I would have picked the other guy. He had a job, car, money, and he isnt that bad looking, real sweet. compared to a student that lives with mommy and daddy?! it was rigged!!!

from starzero :

you watch average joe, strike against you. you like getting hit with a belt, big ups. you have an inflatable palm tree. were i drunk i'd say hell yea but sober at work i have to question your taste. still, not enough to drive me away. i'll let you know why when i do go.

from catspajamas :

damnit! why arent you online???? i have another funny sex-with-rob-story already.

from sprkid :

Birthdayyay! And feel better! And have you tried pumpkin ice cream as part of thesex? Because that can be exciting times.

from nikitrubl :

happy birthday girl!

from pandionna :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

from sodiumclorox :

hey, thanks for the words of encouragement. i really appreciate it. and don't worry about leaving a long message. it was nice, actually. i always try to keep in mind that a stranger is just a friend i haven't met. that being said... hello, friend!

from sugar-spell :

bah ha ha ha. i cant help but laugh, this guy sounds totally creepy. and its going to be sad if he hunts you do and kills you. happy early birthday!

from neko-carre :

Heidi! Long time no chat! Great to hear from you! Yeah, I was hoping some Diaryland folk would be on Friendster. I'm glad you are. :)

from idiot-milk :

I saw the "West Covina" and I was all "OHMYGOSH! I wonder if she knows my Aunt Herma! I should totally ask her! I bet she knows her!" and then I realized that West Covina isn't some small town where everyone knows everyone else and probably you don't know a 90something year old woman named Herma and also I realized that it's entirely possibly I'm developmentally challenged. Probable, even. Anyway, that is all. I just wanted to share my dorkiness, in case you hadn't picked up on it already. Carry on.

from sukirella :

please don't spawn any butt-rocker babies any time soon.

from rachelliz :

Book is giving me attitude! What I said was you certainly do talk to the freaks, but I appreciate your reporting it for my entertainment.

from sukirella :

you make a lovely devil.

from cutie1083 :

I was looking at your "books read this year" list, and I saw that you read "Always Running". I LOVE that book! If you like that one, you should get "8 Ball Chicks" by Gini Sikes (it's about girls in gangs) and "My Bloody Life" by Reymundo Sanchez, which also has a follow-up book called "Once a King, Always a King" (about a guy who was a Latin King in Chicago). They're really interesting, so I definitely recommend them:)

from sirkeljerk :

Thanks also for the welcome and the exhaustive list of new diaries to check out complete w/ quotes to make me laugh. BTW, which diary on my favs is yours?

from sarafem :

I'm temporarily locked. Username sara password ranger.

from madamepierce :

yay for birthdays! give me your address and i weeel send you a card!

from pandionna :

Great entry! Amazing how lesser known celebrities can be so much more generous than the big cheeses. It's like super celebrity goes to their heads or something. I can tell you more about a certain Diva who sang with Pips than you'd ever want to know. As for Mike Tyson, I saw him in a Blockbuster one time. He's as you say. My then-boyfriend said, "Did you see Mike Tyson standing behind you? He was checking out your ass." "That was Mike Tyson?" "Yes!" "That short little guy?" "Yes!" Ugh. He was going back and forth between horror and kiddie films. Gotta wonder about that.

from uberfrau :

hey can you edit the guestbook entry where I give you my AIM and take off the Aim reference???? Thanks!

from pmattie :

Hello again my little Shoe Monkeys! For those of you who are oldies but goldies and for those of you who are fresh off the press, I am doing my "Ode To Independent Films" again. I noticed that it was only a short year ago that I did it, and back by popular demand, here ya go: Tell me your top 3 favorite indie flicks at the present time." In a week, I'll post the results...Happy hunting!--Pmattie

from the-accident :

&actually you have made a good point. gracias for the enlightenment. take care.

from the-accident :

that would make me a critic, not a hypocrite. &i have never said i was not one. i only dislike others that act that way. what i actually am myself has nothing to do with it. which is why i never describe myself. i leave others to form the description of what i am.

from zenkitten :

hehehehehehe... u should be in the nipple ring.... ^_^

from badgirlglitz :

OMG!!! I found somethin SOO increadibly cute that made me think of you!!! (don't know if there's anythin special w/ addin links in notes so I'll just give it to ya) http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=1&M=1287634366&ITEM=331373 AWW!!! *big cheesy grin*

from robotphase :

I so pimped you out in my diary. I don't know anything scarier than going to a fictional school with Shannon Doherty. ::shudder:: La-la-la-later...

from starsxscars :

i was a naughty school grrl for halloween it was fun ass cheeks showing and all. I even wore a tie it was greatness.

from evilestone :

Needless to say, I agree with Patty, I want to see your costume too... ; ) (But then, you could have guessed that, huh?) ; )

from omzhaara :

HEIDI!! Cat's Meow - oh girl, have SO much fun at Moxie tonight, and enjoy enjoy enjoy!! (The drinks are a little weak, at least they were for ME, hehe) - but there are SO many people there, I just bet it's going to be PACKED! Man, I haven't been on dland for at least a MONTH, but I saw your note and wanted to respond since for once I was timely... have fun, nor cal is lovely, COLD, the apartment, YES CONDO - BIG, (yay), miss Anthony and my other friends (Anthony moved from being a "boy" to a "friend" - I got what I wanted, amazingly) - WORK IS HELL, but it's not too bad if I'm home already on a Friday night, albeit Halloween, going to Castro and then ... well... other places - take care, girl :)

from pattymelt :

before shannon, it was a horrible tv movie starring kate jackson (of the origianl charlie's angels) take pics BTW, i wanna see your costume!

from madamepierce :

it has been way too long since i partied with a bunch of mexicans. Usually I only party with one mexican, and that's just not enough. I'm very jealous.

from sassers :

It sounds like you are having a blast. Yay for you. And yay for drunken nights involving Care Bear cups and melty cake.

from doghigh :

My...chlorine? You do know what that means? Don't you? Hmmm...THAT was a party.

from alwayslolita :

Quiero tu grandissimo chocha mojada. that is disgusting, yet funny. it means "i want your great big wet cunt (or pussy whichever you prefer, but the word 'cunt' is much more dirty)"

from evilestone :

Hmmmmmmmmm, now I wonder how much of that would be true? ; )

from exhale9203 :

hey!! that sounded like the funnest weekend of all time...I am so jealous! I am definitely going to try and think of words that are spelled differently than pronounced, thanks for the idea! have a great week! ~Derek :)

from sheer-bliss :

sara sounds like soooo much fun! i wuld luv to hang out with awesome chicks like u to!! PS say hi to jazzy s ammy or w/e for me lol

from evilestone :

Ok, how about this, then? Send pictures of you wearing only your horns AND the flashy belly-button thing, while engaged in lesbian sex... ; ) Yeah, that sounds like a plan to me... ; ) Happy fake birthdays to you both.

from magpiesnest :

Jealous! Yes! You are going to have a most excellent 7th birthday. (Except for the part where you can't sleep because the brightness of that pink is *burning through your eyelids.*)

from pandionna :

Happy 7th birthday! Sugar and spice and everything nice...

from evilestone :

*ahem* On the subject of you starting a porn site...haven't I been trying to get you to send me a picture of you wearing nothing but your horns for a long time now? ; ) So, apparently, someone DOES want to see you naked... ; )

from doghigh :

I haven't been reading journals much lately but today had a strong desire to peek into other people's lives...so am immediately drawn to an entry referring to juggling and monkeys...THANK YOU!! I laughed my ass off as I read the closing lines...I REALLY needed that...

from uberfrau :

You know, I always lost my shit over this foster parenting commerical a few years back. It was to the strains of Sarah Mcloughlin's "I will remember you" and featured a montage of a little boy's life and cumulated at the end with a picture of him and this really cute older couple at his Med School graduation and then wedding as he thanked them for teaching him how to love. I cried everytime. My new AiM name is uberpoulet. Should you ever be bored or whatever, I am always looking for a distraction.

from jodileebee :

I am LAUGHING MY ASS OFF reading your entry about the double-headed jelly dong and your mom opening your mail. Geez, I thought it was bad when I was 17 and my mom found my "A Woman's Orgasm" book! Your experience put mine to shame. But kudos to you for copping to it, girl! LOL!

from ayden :

oh my god oh my god oh my god. can i tell you how much i LOVE your layout. no, i can't. it's just beyond words, and i'm usually pretty good at finding things to say. you rock my world. really. truly. better go back to my almost finished zine. yay.

from fujikopez :

Hi Heidi, I love your page. Hello Kitty rocks. Just wanted to say that I keep up with your diary, and it rules. Hello Kitty is now forever associated with feminism in my brain. Stick it to the MAN! -Fujiko fujikopez.diaryland.com

from uberfrau :

Oh heidi, heidi, if you were in graduate school you'd be tittering on the edge of your seat in orgasmic ecstasy everday.... what about reifiication? If you want a hot read, you should try "scattered hegemonies" or anything by Theodor Adorno

from evilestone :

Hahaha...I guess that means you should never talk to me, I occasionally slip into "professor" mode and that would probably leave you a quivering mass of orgasms, eh? ;)

from catspajamas :

You MUST find and watch "the pllow book" with Ewan McGreggor.

from sprhrgrl :

Five by five was radio operators ranking how loud things were and how clear things were, I think, on a scale of one to five - five being best. It was a phrase Faith used, as was mentioned. But on a separate Buffy note, I wanted to ask, isn't this - http://www.ltmiz.com/wt/willowtara12.html - the hottest thing ever?

from sirrybeans :

this entry completely reminds me of that movie with Lara Flynn Boyle and one of the Baldwin brothers and some other dude. She gets all wet and has an orgasm when he uses the big S.A.T words.

from sahara29 :

Thanks for the welcome into the diaryring. All I know about "five by five" is that Faith says it occasionally; it's one of her sayings. This exchange pretty much sums it up: Willow: "She's like this cleavagey, slut-bomb walking around going 'Oh, check me out. I'm wicked cool. I'm five by five'." Tara: "Five by five? Five what by five what?" Willow: "See, that's the thing, no one knows."

from fadingagony :

those shoes are a-fucking-dorable! please, please, please tell me where you found them, i'll-i'll--well, i already heart you, but if you tell me, i'll heart you AND i'll have cute shoes. you know you want your admirers to have cute shoes. you should totally take a pic of yourself with the new platinum/red hair. do you use permanent dye(when you do it yourself), and if so, where do find it? i use the vegan demi-permanent dyes from hot topic, but they leave my bathtub all lavender-ish, which i wouldn't mind so much, if it didn't mean i was screwed on my deposit. much love

from doghigh :

LOVE the new shoes, doll. And porn on dvd...we wanted to buy some porn on dvd from the clearance rack...the first title I saw?? "The Courtship of Eddie's Finger". We still do not have porn on dvd.

from sugar-spell :

yr diary is so fuckin cute. im jealous.

from p3-corr :

found your diary by a banner, so cool by the way, i tired to sign your g'book but wouldnt work. anyway, wanted to say i love your diary, its so cool and hello kitty rocks :p and yeah tahts also cool that you got your car washed by a stranger!!! take care x

from beangeled :

Your friends might not return your messages, but your car got washed by a complete stranger! Things like that never happen to me. I have no car anyway, so it's not that bad ;)

from xnavygrrl :

Don't worry about them not calling you. We love you. :)

from theatre-geek :

9/29/03 Blanche Dubois: "I've always depended upon the kindness of strangers." (Or something to that effect) Isn't that nice when someone does something "just because"?

from bobmcgoogle :

I love you baby! And I'm going to work drunk right now wooowhooo!

from justjano :

i really like your diary--very well written and it doesn't lose its punch! i too think ( as I just found you today ) that getting off the drugs is great! i too was on drugs--zoloft and while i was not as anxious or stressed, i was nothing else too. try it for a while and see--if you have animals it helps. i got my dog to get me out of bed in the morning and it helped. i listen to how i feel too and if it is all too much i take the time alone and know it goes away. works well for me. sorry i will get off my soap box now but, it takes courage to do what you are doing! i wish you good luck!

from theatre-geek :

Let's hear it for looking pretty! Yea! I have those times too. When I simply must spend an hour in the shower and then another hour in the bathroom just prettying myself up. You should post a picture when you're all done.

from moebelle :

I have a whole bunch of postage prepaid U.S. little puffy envelopes leftover and I saw a "Hello Kitty" hand towel on sale the other day! so, I am gonna send it to you , if that is okay with you. :)

from littlejones :

Though I am terribly scared that I'll never see you/read you again heidiann I am terribly happy that you're off the meds and are finding yourself again. I, too, just found something I take immense pleasure in recently and am so happy others feel the same albeit for different reasons. Love ya.

from doghigh :

I hear what you're saying about leaving this behind and starting anew. I am totally paranoid that someone I know reads this but yet isn't telling me. I look at everyone with suspicion and a tinge of anger...oh, wait a minute, I did that before I started writing here. Nevermind, I'm just a miserable prick.

from evilestone :

Just so long as the new you is nekkid... ; ) And takes me along for the ride. Good luck with the lack-o-meds, beautiful.

from chubbychic :

Best of luck being off meds sweety! I have a feeling its gonna work out great. I friend of mine went through a similar process. He was actually on 3 different meds at the same time. They actually diagnosed him with borderline schizophrenia. He was on drugs for years and it was driving him nuts. So one day he just stopped taking them. It was kinda rocky at first, just cause his body was used to having them. But getting off the drugs was the best thing he ever did for himself. He's a totally different person - night and day. Its really worked out well for him, and I hope its the same way for you too. I just figured you could use an encouraging story to just hang in there.

from theatre-geek :

Please leave a forwarding address and all that when you leave. I enjoy reding your entries. I also enjoy reading about thesex. :-) Gives me ideas about what to do the next timne I am alone with the S.O. I hope hello kitty is somehow incorporated into the new design.

from bobmcgoogle :

Don't leave me!!!!!!

from almost-sane :

Hey there Heidi-Ann. Way to go. Getting off my meds was the best thing I think I ever did. You get through these things. And it sucks, but you get through them. I love your diary- been readin' do some time now. When you move on, would u mind letting me know where?

from theatre-geek :

you are evil. Some of us read diaries at work. That was funny, but I'm glad no one was in the room with me when I clicked on it. Good lord...

from crayzee :

they wanted me to take paxil before i was worrid i would be dependant on it then loose my job and not be able to afford it when i was REALLY depressed!

from doombilly :

ahahahaha...um how does one find out who is googling them?

from testify :

Angry eyebrows make aaaaaaaanything funny

from americangeek :

nope, sorry, can't beat that one ;)

from wondergrl :

dear heidiann, who are you and where did you come from? i'm just wondering.

from theatre-geek :

I too am looking forward to Angel!

from red-savannah :

Hey! I'm just dropping by the guestbooks/notes of the people I read to say 'hi' to everyone today. I'm going to a sex toy party this Friday and I am SO trying to get a Hello Kitty vibrator. Too cool!

from orgasmicrevu :

http://orgasmicrevu.diaryland.com/heidiann.html

from cheaptrick8 :

YEAH COLOR GUARD!

from sirrybeans :

Loved the layout. Don't change it! I love your writing as well. Looking forward to reading more.

from pandionna :

I can't blame you for wanting to get off the Paxil. I know one person who it helped, more than a few who hated it.

from growpeace :

Hi, Congrats on getting off the paxil, check this link http://www.mapinc.org/drugnews/v03/n1220/a05.html?1916 I think canceling your apt. with the clinic is the best idea. Natural things can help and won't tangle in your hair whispering kill yourself. My friend killed herself when she took zoloft. Cannabis is best and there may be a cannabis buyers club in your city or you can find someone cool. The people you will find there will care about you and not give you messed up pills. Please research how bad the psyc drugs are OK here is another link http://ritalindeath.com/board/?topic=topic1&msg=2807 Paxil causes sucidal impulses in children and adults. If you can't get that, then St Johns Wort from the nautral food store might work. You can ask someone to help you in the store to find a product that works. I am adding you to my favorites right now. I hope I can help in some way. Thanks for joining my diary ring, please join any others you want, I run 13 rings because I am a-ring-nut. Your diary is cool enough for a-1-a-diarys so please join. Aloha from Joy with Hawaii's Noisy Frog Invasion News.

from exhale9203 :

I love your banners! :) The whole "Hello Kitty" theme rocks my socks, seriously. I love it!

from liquid-mojo :

Grr, it seems I'm not nitpicky enough. I mispelled the country of my heritage Philippines as "Phillipines". Hate when that happens... I sometimes use webster.com if I come across a word that stumps MS Word. =p But anyway, you are welcome. =)

from liquid-mojo :

Oh yeah, Duff is defintely a hottie. I wonder if they have one of those "countdown timers" out there on the net that tell you how long it will be until she's legal. =p

from liquid-mojo :

Sorry, I don't mean to be nitpicky, but it's Filipino, not "Philipino" the 'F' is used in place of the 'Ph' in nouns and adjectives referring to the country. In fact about the only time I've actually seen the 'Ph' form is in the name of the country itself. Unfortunately the best Filipino food is found in the Phillipines, I haven't been to one Filipino restaurant in the states that even comes close to the food there. On the rare occasion you may find a family that really knows how to cook Filipino food, that's probably the best you can find outside the Phillipines if you are lucky...

from emiline220 :

Hey, thanks for the note you wrote me. Sorry, it's taken me so long to respond. I read some of your diary and I really like it. I added you as a favorite because I definitely want to keep reading.

from souldoubtnow :

ps. ahahahahhasas. now that that's outta the way, i found this site, that comes up every so often when you search for any given term, it just plugs it into this retarded porn story. and i found a way to plug in whatever i wanted. and that was how i spend my thursday night. haha. <3

from sa-land :

Captain Hammerhand! *snort*

from theshakedown :

quite nasty reviews suck balls. as for hilary d., me too. but that's what she gets for trying to be all grown up and shit. but damn, maybe she wouldn't feel pressure to if our male-dominated society wasn't forcing sexuality onto girls before they even have their first period. fuck, don't get me started.

from faux-ingenue :

i tried to sign your guestbook but it just wasnt working with me. like at all. anyway remember me? you know Anne Bonney was a lady pirate maybe thatd be... helpful? anyway i live in colorado now, you always make me laugh

from love-drew :

Thanks for the note. Thanks for having an "open enrollment" diaryring, too. I'll check out your diary when I find some more time, but for now, just have a nice day. --love--

from sexkitten666 :

hee hee! well thanks for letting me join yer ring :D

from glammore :

Oh that takes the fuckin' cake. Thrashin! I love that movie. I thought..I thought I was the only one! Wild in the streets!!

from conquestgirl :

Hullo, Thank you for your kind notes. I really appriciated them.

from miss-edith :

You know, I've known quite a few people who have had a negative reaction to Paxil, though not quite as bad as you are describing. I think that the pharmaceutical companies are really pushing it on the doctors right now, and so they are giving everyone paxil the way they used to give everyone zoloft. Even good doctors seem hypnotized by the free pens and stuff they get from the pharmaceutical company. They just hand out what is being pushed on them instead of really looking at the wide range of drugs that are available. Even the really good ones do that. I don't think they know they are doing it. Also, not to freak you out, but my old roommate, who had a negative reaction to Paxil as well, had been misdiagnosed with various depression-type things, when really these disorders were being mimiced by a low-grade epilepsy. They phased her off the Paxil and got her on something more appropriate. She's MUCH better on the right medication. I think that it is fairly common to overlook something like that, since it takes a neurologist to find it, or at least I think it does. Anyway, I am sorry that you are having such a rough time. Internet hugs aren't as good as real ones, but *hugs* anyway and much love.

from theshakedown :

the snack pack banner irritated me as well. damn will people ever shut the fuck up about fat.

from sprhrgrl :

mmm, pirates. i think a lot of that banner was insider joking, doll. because you've seen andrew's crazy sweet tooth. haven't you?

from doombilly :

all good points...today's mission is today's. Find the life. Yo.

from curiosekwe :

word.

from pattymelt :

you guest books are so pissing me off! so you get a fucking note here! in reference to se with the lights on - yeah! do it inthe middle of the afternoon with the windows open and the sun pouring in! one other thing...climb up and sit on his face....grind your pussy into his pace. i love it! i love looking down and only seeing hte top of my guys head! kisses!

from theshakedown :

As for reverting back to old ways of thinking... damn, old habits really do die hard. Can't count how many times I've tried to rewire my way of thinking about myself, life, love, whatever. And yeah, I was wondering about that Britney layout. Thought you done lost yo mind, girl. I will send negative thoughts your way again, however, I must say I believe you would be a great mama.

from idislikehugs :

Book was giving me 'tude: OMG! I am like..LINKED on Heidiann's diary! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!111 (..believe it, I'm truly happy. ^-^ Thanks.) And thank you also for reinstalling the layout..your diary just didn't seem 'Heidi' without..Hello Kitty's darker side showing. (And that was Britney Spears?!)

from theatre-geek :

Whew! Yea! Hello Kitty is back! I liked the pictures you posted. You do NOT have a massive forehead. Look through my old entries for photos of me. Now THAT is a massive forehead. :-)

from sprhrgrl :

Children are satan.

from evilestone :

Going blind isn't my problem...and I didn't say *I* wanted to see you nekkid (or naked), I want you to be wearing your little devil horns... ; ) (Although, truth to tell, I WOULD accept nekkid pictures of you without the horns on, IF I had to...) ; ) So, are you sending, or not? ; )

from theatre-geek :

I like the not so subtle new design. I will miss Hello Kitty though. It was so damned cute.

from sassers :

You ARE NOT prego. You ARE NOT prego. You are just craving beef jerky.

from penchant :

pregnancy test?

from golfwidow :

I love it. 99� to activate a service that's still being advertised as "free" and you "can't sign again so soon" even if you haven't signed. Anyway, c'mon clear.

from dana-elayne :

wishing you bunches and bunches of negative signs! *EEPS*

from cutiebabe10 :

hey i luv ur diary!it's hilarious~u are the queen of diaryland no questions asked!

from changedface :

thank you for the note. :)

from intheory27 :

Lovely entry for today. So beautifully human. :)

from theshakedown :

sorry if this message shows up twice in your gb, it was being mean. I was just saying how I love fucking with dumbasses like that on IM as well. and what happened to your prev/next links????

from simon-lagrue :

ROFL!!! That's not even a real picture. Its digitally edited to put his head on a different body!

from princessdy :

That last entry was SO hilarious! Ha! You make even creepy yucky things so interesting and fun. I wish you would update every day.

from cookie-bitch :

Pirate movie? I must have missed that one..I'll have to go look it up.oxox

from liquid-mojo :

Grr, damn flaky SMGB site... Anyway, I was trying to backtrack in my mind to see what had happened. Oh yeah, there was some banner that had some mention of "pussy" on it, so being the guy that I am, I couldn't help but click. I glanced over a few entried and I read how you got canned at work for your scathing diary honesty and I must have found my way to your secondary diary through your linkage. From what I read, I knew I had to come back again so I copied and pasted whatever screename was up at the time and voila. heidiann2 is now my fave... ;) I suppose I should fix that. Yeah, I definitely should.

from dana-elayne :

Oh dearlawd, that banner was but funny! Angry Pussy. HA! HA! It made my morning! :)

from theatre-geek :

I didn't bother to read the critique. Some people are stupid. I thought you're comments made sense. Perhaps this offensive person has learned something. If only that their little outburst didn't affect you in the least. :-)

from pattymelt :

you know? there was some little teenaged hag awhile ago that was leaving me shitty notes. and her diary WAS crap! i really don't read crappy ones. i mean, i might read them once but they are not a buddy like you!

from raw-voice :

okay for some reason i couldn't post this in your guestbook ... but, the unicorn? totally kicks ass. someone just walked pass my cube and leaned back in to say, "is that a unicorn?" ... that's just how much it rocks.

from catspajamas :

Todays entry? fucking stunning. lovelovelove ::luvsalloverHeidi::

from insideaway :

Believe it or not, I actually knew there were 3 r's. I just updated my profile a bit and I guess I got a bit lazy. :) And by the way, it is by no means odd to want to rub your face in Snoopy's belly. I do it all the time...when he's not trying to kill me...:) Talk to ya later!

from cutiebabe10 :

LUV LUV LUV ur diary! and also if u still remember me- i'm a proud beauty is me ring!No wonder so many ppl luv ya! lol

from theatre-geek :

Did I ever tell you I work for a non-profit? I don't do as much as you do though. I just sit here and stare at my computer screen for hours. Not a lot of responsibility. I admire you and how you deal with all the s**t you have to put up with.

from sprhrgrl :

ohandalso! If you go to http://sprhrgrl.diaryland.com/nadasera.html and scroll down to "wheel of morality," each letter is a different link to a spectabulous Wheel thing!

from sprhrgrl :

Why do I feel so much that there was a fairly long period of time in which I used "puddin' cup" as a term of endearment?

from theatre-geek :

Isn't it nice to find out that people have a high opinion of you? They don't see your faults like you do. Which makes one think...maybe our faults aren't as bad as we think. I am not one to talk, but maybe we would be better off if we focused less on ourselves what other people think and more on the happiness of others. Do I sound like a Hallmark card?

from complicatd :

I would lve to read your diary and I have a review page so if you want a review go to beatbxreview.diaryland.com or go to my page and click the link to my review page. In case you don't know what a review is, you submit your url to them and people score them on a score over 100 and tell youhow bad/great it is. I'd love to review you.

from sprhrgrl :

I dunno, I think the google says it all. (grin)

from cerebrate :

I joined the D-ring, first of all. Second, there are many shades of Googling. That guy's shade of Googling? Creepy. Just ew.

from red-wine :

{G-book being snarky) Googling is the new masturbation: everyone does it, no one talks about it (except diva babes like us). Would I ever come right out and tell someone "Hey, I totally searched you out online!"? Cheesiz, no!

from theatre-geek :

HAHAHAHA! I love your diary! You never hold anything back! :-D No time to update just yet. Thought I'd say hi.

from sugar-slit :

I like your diary a lot. And, you have very nice eyebrows. I got canned too and 5 months later got a job that I'm really grateful for. But I make decent money so I'm sorry to hear about the crap-ass coin.

from discobiscuit :

Bikini Kill, Bratmobile, Le Tigre, Tracy Chapman, Ani DiFranco, Portishead, Violent Femmes, The Cure ::: good bands right there that you listen to!!!

from evilestone :

Hmmmmmm, being male, this would probably be the wrong time for me to leave a message, huh? An even worse time for me to point out that, with you being armed with a digital camera, you could easily send me that picture of you in the horns, huh? ; ) Cheer up, not all guys are like me...some are actually obsessed with seeing women naked. Can you imagine? ; )

from theatre-geek :

Back in the day, I scanned the GUYS personal ads. I actually met a nice gentleman. Personal ads aren't all bad. If a guy can let his REAL personality shine through on the screen, it may be worth your while to pursue him further. He's out there somewhere among all those losers.

from veganvixenuk :

Thanks for the note. Are you a member of boocrossing? you should check it out its such a fab idea! www.bookcrossng.com. Anyway, cheers for the note and groovy diaryring!

from xnavygrrl :

That entry, the one where you don't think you deserve to be happy. The one where you say your bad times must equal your happiness, well, sis, you put my feelings into words. Thanks. I struggle with it too. Don't feel alone. There's nothing wrong with us, it's those that don't feel anything that we should worry about. :) I have an entry titled, That House in the Alley. That sums up why I have those same feelings you do. Please read if you get time.

from theatre-geek :

I am slowly learning html. I've looked around at all the "free templates" and I can't seem to find one that looks right. They all shrink your text really tiny and take up all the room on the page with HUGE graphics so there is no room to write long entries. If I gave you some guidelines (interests, hobbies, favorites colors, etc.), do you think you could come up with some graphics and some html for me to edit my page? I want something fun for folks to look at that doesn't take too long to download. Would you prefer to correspond via email?

from doghigh :

hello Friendster friend...what the hell is Friendster about anyway? My friend sort of wrangled me into it and I have no idea what it is supposed to provide. And it sort of reminds me of the Smurf village...when I hear Friendster all I can think of is how they used Smurf for everything, smurfy, smurfilicious, smurftastic, shut the smurf up...like if we're in FriendSTER, we should be saying that's friendtastic, you taste just friendlicious...would you like a friendberry cake????

from junipersday :

your book's giving me attitude! Naughty book! Love your diary!! I love that graphics, I'm gonna get a t-shirt printed with that! *swoon* Rock on with the hairy legs! I just shaved mine cause I'm having surgery on Monday and don't wanna scare the surgeons away! Isn't that what Toe Socks are for?! Love your diary!

from theatre-geek :

Hey... you were just recommended to me by gerkat who said you design templates. Tell me more! I am banging my head against the wall trying to get other free templates to work. I'm growing frustrated. Can you help?

from cant-escape :

Oh, your hair is ridiculously nice and cute! As the picture was opening all I could see was the top of your head and I thought "damn, that's some good-looking hair". You kick ass!

from pattymelt :

your GB is giving me shit! anyhow, i am saving "conquest" for the weekend - you know, so i can watchthe WHOLE thing and not fastforward! that guy looks totally hot! i love me a boy dressed as a pirate!

from glammore :

ohmygoodness. how cute are you!! how pictures excite me. um, i thought you would look older. i pictured you like a dark-haired dominatrix. maybe that's just my fantasy. oh you're adorable heidiann!

from sprhrgrl :

You should come give me hugs while you're in San Diego. If that doesn't frighten you bunches.

from emeraldscars :

Your diary is really cool...!!! i really like the entry in which you met Mike the ex-Nazi internet-friend. I'm so jealous of you... -liV

from catspajamas :

I got your package today!!!! I laughed myself silly! Luv you!!!!

from evilestone :

Why would you shut down, Beautiful?

from doombilly :

What's up Scout? Sounds like you had fun w/ mr internet datee. Wooo. Go you!

from catspajamas :

dont change to accomodate other people. p.s. we need to come up with secret agent code names!

from sprhrgrl :

::kiss:: I admire your work. (evil grin) Butreally, stick with us. It's a good thing, in a non satanic Martha way.

from yankeepoet :

glad you arent shutting down. I enjoy reading of your adventures in this crazy world we live in. be well yankeepoet

from rockitten :

Wheeee! Your new guy sounds like a hottie hot hot. You must get pics the next time. Sounds like it was a wonderful visit. Being that I met my hubby on the internet, hearing that story makes me all giddy inside.

from evilestone :

Sounds like a wonderful time, beautiful... Next time get out the camera and get him to take pics of you in just the horns... ;) And then, of course, you know where to send them... ;)

from catspajamas :

DAMNIT WOMAN! get your cute little ass online and give me the gossip about internetfreindmike!!! Im bored...

from catspajamas :

i appreciate the layout and everyting, I REALLY really do, but that does not mean you get to keep stealing my mail, now give it back!!!

from nikitrubl :

Hey girl! I have been reading your diary for awhile now, and I love it. I even linked you on my page. I am sorry to hear about your little accident the other day Ouch! I had all the Jem dolls when I was younger, and now I am trying to get them back. I am so jealous that you got that little case thing. Jem rocks!

from tale-of-me :

My barbies spent most of their time naked, and in Kens arms. Well, at least BETWEEN Ken's arms. I'm so relieved to know that I'm not the only one who's barbies did nothing but screw.

from rockitten :

I'm sure you get uber sick of answering this, but I have to ask -- in relation to other piercings, how ugly painful was the lip piercing? I'd LOVE to have it done, but I'm a major pain wuss. I only have my eyebrow, tongue, cartlidge and lobes -- and I'm sure it was way more painful than any of that. But still. I GOTTA know. {BTW, I think those are SO 'effin sexy.}

from big-star :

Sweet Lord! Mary Mother of Christ! And all that is Holy!! My very own girly parts nearly crawled back up inside my body upon reading your diary entry today. Humminnah humminah... I hope you get to feeling better, and FAST. When I was twelve I was riding my pink Huffy down a steep hill and a dog started chasing me so I pedaled faster (did I mention the road was gravel?), losing my grip on reality (and my bike) I slid forward on my banana seat and *WHAMMO* "Girly parts, meet the metal rod of my bicycle. Metal rod, my Girly parts. I'm sure you'll have a lot in common." So anyway, I feel your pain. In a more literal sense than I even want to admit. Here's to Parts!

from simon-lagrue :

Awwww... I'm cringing at your injury and I dont have girly-bits :-(( Please get better soon!

from daniluscious :

your welcome it's a pleasure!

from jbuttercup :

Just thought I'd leave you a note. I love your diary and you absolutely crack me up. Your job sounds like fun and yum yum apple martini. Okay, Imma end this with a woo hoo. N have fun and don't drink too much <3<3<3

from wordkisses :

check it out! i finally picked a name! i dont have anything there yet though. -Sonya

from catspajamas :

No, no I havent written to any of them yet. But please, dont refer to them as "my" prisoners. No matter what people say I do NOT keep sex-slaves captive in my closet, and I'de appreciate it if you wouldnt perpetrate those rumors. If youre not careful I'll write them all passionate sexually explicit letters and sign your name! although i suspect youde like that....

from raschel :

wow, nice girlie hands *lol* So, why don't you move to the region where your job is? Is there anything that holds you where you're living now?

from darkerotic :

You're very welcome:)

from catspajamas :

btw, im met natalie merchant, johnen vasquez, and roman dirge, and none of thats as cool as Urkel. Although i go to like "hang out" with the crew from the jim rose circus after a show once, and nothing beats that. HA!

from catspajamas :

hey, that stalker guy i was telling you about i while back? HE KNOWS YOU TOO!!!!! ::screams and runs like an extra in a godzilla movie::

from reversbatman :

Jaleel White (Urkel) rewals.

from augustdreams :

WOO-HOO! Congratulations on the job. Aph is doing the Happy Job dance just for you. (She's being very careful. If she steps to the left twice rather than three times...we get Locusts.) As for the penis picture: GAH! Dude, that guy's MONKEY! Uck. I like some body hair, but I don't want to need a weedwhacker just to go downtown, if ya know what I mean. ;) Hugs ~Nicole

from doghigh :

OH! And congrats on the new job!! And my condolences on the penis pic...I mean not that it's a bad penis but nonetheless it isn't every day that one receives a penis pic in email and I'm sure it must have been quite surpising.

from doghigh :

Yes...I live among many celebrities that I see on a daily basis...Chakha Khan, Ric Ocasek, Ethan and Uma, Jimmy Fallon...this list is endless. But my one crown jewel is Blanche!! I actually get nervous and stuttery when I walk by her, shoulder to shoulder...can you believe it?? I am a freak. ** I say get the cable when they play a Golden Girls marathon (think holiday time...Thanksgiving, Labor Day, etc.) and then cancel it the next day. I have about 5 tapes of Golden Girls marathons as well as the other series Golden Palace. What can I say? I'm, as mentioned, a FREAK. ;-)

from blackeyed- :

That was weird. I tried signing earlier and it didn't show up, so I tried signing again. And then they both showed up. Lame computers.

from evilestone :

Just wear your horns for your internet pal.. Hmmmmm, and get him to snap some pics of you in JUST the horns to send to me. ; ) Glad things are looking up for you, Beautiful. Set up an interview, then compare the two jobs when you have enough info on them both.

from glammore :

Congrats grrl! I have a follow up interview in some short hours. We'll see. um..i forget the name of my little wonder but it makes minimal noise or maybe my thighs choke the life out of it.

from lessthanjon :

Yeah they are two well cool songs, I love shelter from the storm too. In fact I love em all, bob dylan is f'king cool. Congratulations on your job by the way, sounds well better than your old one.

from ethelalcohol :

Congratulations...on finding a job AND a guy who knows how to use his hands (& doesn't act like he's just pressing a joy buzzer)!!

from ordinarykat :

Congratulations! Good Luck...I'll keep my fingers crossed for you that everything goes well :)

from doghigh :

I am SO routing for you! Sometimes logic must be overruled by a deeper sense of fulfillment...I think if this is something you think is a perfect fit spiritually and emotionally then it is far more valuable than a full work week and fat salary.

from goovie :

omg, heidi, that rocks so hard. i'm crossing all my crossables for you.

from augustdreams :

Online dating can be very cool. Wade through the goobers and you'll find a lot of cool, smart, funny people out there - like YOU! :) Aph, Woodstock and I took a poll and voted that any guy who wins your heart you will be a very lucky guy indeed. And when the guinea pig votes on something, it's etched in stone, baby! -Nicole

from tragiclovest :

I flipped thru some of your diary, and I LOVE it! "Lady" is a good song, and I didn't get to use a calculator on MY SATs... :P Love your pic, and Chuck E Cheese ROCKS! Could go on for hours about things I like about your diary, but then I'd have nothing else to say at a later time!

from ris-que :

Thanks for the warm welcome! I've just realized that I've read your diary before, and I adore Riot Kitty! Brilliant idea! See ya round. xo Ris

from girlslife :

I can one up your brush with fame, I saw Screech of Saved by the Bell fame at Disneyland when I was like 12 or thirteen. He had his own head shots and sharpies to sign autographs with. My freind chatted him up, I merely watched because I was put because he had his own head shots.

from rockitten :

Oh my. Thank you so much for the "that is what Jesus would do" comment. That is, quite likely, the funniest thing I've read in days. That is all.

from glammore :

heidiann, heidiann. i feel your unemployed pain. it's so fucked because you want to help the world and do good work but no one will let you. i hope everything works out for you.

from bolashley :

Not retainer! I meant an attorney that won't make you pay if you don't win - but fuck if I can remember what that is. Not pro bono - that's free. CONTINGENCY!!! That's it!! Seriously, chick. If anything it'll scare the hell out bird lady.

from booberella :

you are pretty much validating my belief that group therapy is a bunch of bullshit. it's supposed to be about sharing and support, most of the time its everyone else trying to convince themselves that they're not as fucked up as the rest of the group. whatever the case, you seem to have an amazing grip on the reality of sex, as compared with the rest of the group, considering that you were molested. i mean, jesus, you coulda grown up thinking that sex was dirty and wrong and god forbid, a BAD thing. sex is just exactly what you say it is, and acting out fantasies with someone you LOVE and TRUST (as opposed to some guy you've only know three days) is TOTALLY HEALTHY and I daresay, RIGHT. blah. stupid people bother me. would you like me to take to them with the nerf baseball bat, or shall i leave that to you? heh heh. agressive therapy.

from doghigh :

Scratch -n- Sniff...yup a bunch o'crackheads we were. I remember trying to preserve a pepporoni pizza one even though you could barely recognize the smiling pizza slice from the whiteness. I just wanted one more luscious hit...

from augustdreams :

I'm so sorry you've been feeling so miserable, sweetie. Yuk! Sounds like you're sensitive to Paxil. My brief stint in nursing school comes in handy! A sensitivity is a bit like an allergy. I'm the same way with quite a few meds although I'm on Paxil and it works wonders for me. There are a few other SSRI's (selective serotonin reuptake-inhibitors) that might work for you: -Zoloft -Wellbutrin -Xanax Please talk to your doc and give one of those a try. You DO NOT have to be depressed, sweetheart. Give those chemical imbalances what for!!! ;) Take care, ~Nicole

from booberella :

dude, you need to get a job, and the first thing you do after you pay bills is buy heidelicious. we need to get syndicated, yo. Jen's already got liscious.net.

from thatgirlcree :

Hey, thanks for the welcome note! It's a great diaryring you've got going there. :)

from jbuttercup :

hey thanx for the welcome to your diaryring... I feel so loved <3... tear tear =) by the way I love your diary and I have you on my buddy list... thanx again for the welcome you are very cool!!!

from bikinikiller :

awww heidiann, you don't even know how much of a dilema I've been having about this lately. I just don't know about revealing my soul to those who do not reciprocate. Have you ever felt that way? I really need feedback. <3 Lauren

from tia-marie :

Not only do I love geeks but I'm one of the biggest geek girls I k now

from mistryssnyx :

thanks for the welcome :) it's days like this I feel loved hehe.. See you around!

from sapphyre :

from mr-sparkles :

<img src="http://mr-sparkles.diaryland.com/images/urkelposter.jpg"> for you.

from bitsofmylife :

hey i got your note about joining your ring and i just wanted to thank YOU for being cool enough to make a ring for people who love to read. also, i love the name: very original.

from raschel :

GO! GIRL! GOOOOOO!

from yankeepoet :

that should read http://yankeepoet.diaryland.com

from doghigh :

I am SO happy that you and Velvet Kenny finally have a home...together. Its all good now, its all good.

from lilchrissi :

You crack me up!!! [laughs out loud] You go you sexay kitten you!

from evilestone :

Yes, I probably do want you. ; ) And am still awaiting the arrival of the picture of you in the glittery horns...I like horny women. ; )

from jibrille :

Laydee, you are so added to my friend's list. Your journal is an addiction...and I've never adored Hello Kitty more.

from roxygrl15 :

I want to have steve erkel's babies.

from doghigh :

Happy Hiatus! I know how you feel...I send you a big ole hug and a white chocolate chunk cookie...

from ashesraven :

you'll be missed but sometimes we all need a break

from snotgirl :

<3. i'm only an email away if you need an ear.

from unkemptsoul :

hey dunno if u got my message on your board thingy.anyways..read your profile and we have tons in common...it's weird.. dont go to the journal thats under this name cuz it's incredibly old AND lame. lol.

from unkemptsoul :

from evilestone :

I await your return...with various and sundry hungers. (And yes, I am aware of your looks and still want the picture of you in your glittery horns. ; ) )

from party-on :

I will miss you, Heidi! Hope you get everything sorted out. I know how it goes. Good luck and make sure you watch plenty of Golden Girls - it's very therapuetic.

from evilestone :

I resent it yesterday, and yes, I had the email address right.

from evilestone :

I guess that email I sent 10 days ago is more relevant now. Did you get it?

from sassers :

:( I am thinking about you. I admire how you didn't say what you shouldn't have. I wish I were that brave. P.S. Thanks for the photos. You are as cute as I had imagined.

from wyndspirit :

Oops, I wasn't done with my comments yet. :( Re being a writer, the best part is, you don't need to commit 100%, so long as you are consistent. But seeing as how you have all this free time... How about picking up a WRITER'S DIGEST mag and seeing what's out there? Re web design, it's a nice hobby, but no career anymore, since these days any 10-year-old can code HTML and there are neat things like FrontPage for everybody else. I know--a few of us came late to the HTML game. *sigh* I would love to be a web designer, too. I have been taking classes in it through work, but they don't know it's just for fun. :) I consider it just "added value" for future employers, to maybe make me a bit more attractive. Just use it as a tool to further your own interests or as a small sideline around DiaryLand.

from beatlesgyrl :

Heidesigns. That's kick-ass. In case you were wondering, I sauntered in to your site through Cin's diary. I like what I've read.

from evilestone :

Questions ever going to be answered?

from ladybug-baby :

hehe me too, "care alot is place you can for sliding and dreaming, care alot...." ok i dont know the rest of the words, but u get the point

from sassers :

HURRAH! You are my first customer. I will send you a photo frame that is brightly colored, decorated with bingo cards from Mexico and not totally unattractive. Sound like a deal?

from emptycage :

Oh, and another thing, I adore your diary's layout. I used to sing "Particle Man" to my dog, Arnie. "Arnie Kazaan (his middle name), Arnie Kazaan, doing the things an Arnie can!" Yes, well, I've added you as a favorite. I hope you're having a great day.

from booberella :

You know, it's weird. Not ten minutes ago I was telling Piehole how much I love hrblock.com for doing my taxes and getting me a lot of money, and how much I wanted to just reach out and hug and kiss them, only then I'd be mauling my monitor, not actually THEM. She said I should get some windex and go for it. Hey... that sounds like an entry...

from doghigh :

Two things: First: Thank you for adding me!!! You know I am big validation whore...I'm through the roof baby. Second: I LOVE the nipple layout! Nipples, nipples, nipples...

from emptycage :

I've licked a car before, I liked it that much.

from pyxopotamus :

your layout's great. "have fun dear!" heh.

from glammore :

I LIKE YOUR LAYOUT. I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER, TOO!

from moebelle :

I loved the layout you did!

from snotgirl :

http://shandanette8951.fotopic.net/show_collection.php?id=14628 that's the link to where the image resides. it's the last one. "we don't exist but we will get you." xoxo.

from snotgirl :

http://shandanette8951.fotopic.net/show_collection.php?id=14628 that's the link to where the image resides. it's the last one. "we don't exist but we will get you." xoxo.

from snotgirl :

yr guestbook gave me some lip, so i migrated. if you don't mind helping me and you have the time, i'd love for yr assistance. i'll post the picture i'd like to use. you can crop it, resize it, whatever. i give you full creative control. i just like matching colors. :)

from goovie :

*hugs* and good luck.

from moebelle :

you are not alone! (no, I am not saying that in a creepy, stalker way.....) ( i am much too lazy to stalk, maybe if I wasn't lazy though) ha ha

from dcalien :

Heidi, I am just now getting around, I am not sure if I have time to even read today, much less think. I am sorry about not coming up with a question. I was surprised at what you said to me. I had no idea you thought that. It did feel very good to hear that. Thank you. I will catch up on the question and answer thing, and maybe there will be a second shot as you said you may do things like this in the future. I am so jealous of your weather. haha It is still winter here. Seriously I love it when you talk about having the windows open driving.

from adamlovesyou :

hey heidi. you like bunnies to!? arent they cute. hehe adam

from glammore :

How do you seduce a man/woman?(when you lack the confidence)

from dcalienz :

Geez I didn't even think of one question. I think I am too late anyway.

from gasolinernbw :

question: How do you feel about being fat? You mentioned it a few times, and I was wondering your thoughts and reactions on a societal and personal level. Thanks :)

from prhiannon :

hellokitty as she was meant to be.

from antinormalcy :

hehe, yea, guy pierce is definitely up there in the top ten. maybe even top 5 sexiest, yummy.

from always-crazy :

you = sweet stuff. xo didi ps. i feel the same way about fab moretti as you do for cris judd. i feel your pain.

from ker :

Hey, you're the first person I've read/met who also has a phobia of ventriloquist's dummies.... glad I'm not the only one.

from booberella :

I just remembered that it's been forever since I last updated my sexy diary. Hmm.

from booberella :

Every time I see "Goat Throwing Organisms", I think, of course, "Goat Throwing Orgasms," and then think "Wow. What an orgasm."

from sprhrgrl :

I'd like to give you a great big kiss by now, but I can think of several people who would be against that.

from evilestone :

Question: What would it take to get you to send me several full body pictures of you wearing your glittery red horns, and nothing else?

from wyndspirit :

Re my guestbook entry (since of course it will be quite awhile before I can go back and add a new comment), I'm tired and writing fast. My grammer is not REALLY that bad normally. "Teached!" Gag...

from jaynebunny :

if you could be a super hero, what would be your super hero name, outfit and specialty power?

from diaryquotes :

yay! you're officially a DQ'er now! you know what comes next, right? either your diary dies or you suddenly feel the need to become unfunny.

from weeme :

I apologize profusely for littering your guestbook with all sorts of splaughter. (That's a term I've coined compining the words "slaughter" and "spelling" to describe my terrible gbook crimes.) I really should be outlawed in your state.

from ashesraven :

so when ever i join a diaryring i always cheak to see who i'm linked to i don't want to end up next to some 11 year old girl who can't waiy to get drunk or laid for the first time becuase "it will be so cool"...in other words im glad i ended up next to you

from goovie :

you should definitely illustrate entries more often. that just made my morning. :)

from rockbaby14 :

Oh, um yeah. I meant when I signed your guestbook. You'll have to excuse me. I'm so out of it today.

from doghigh :

I'd gladly give you my job although I do agree that pilfering office products IS vastly underrated as is stealing great quantities of Equal from the breakroom...that shit is hot on the underground market!

from big-star :

Yoko Ono!? i apologize in advance; there must be something terribly awry with the quiz; well, there's something to be said for the kind of girl who's able to turn john lennon's head. yip yip!

from gbg :

Welcome to the Wal-Mart Sucks diaryring!

from cerebrate :

Hey there. If you let me know what your screen name is 'round the BUST lounge, I'll go ahead and approve you for the Brains-Afire diaryring. Thanks.

from ryan8-5cut :

kidssuck kidssuck

from catsmeow1224 :

Hi!! We've swapped on Swappingtons (I sent you a Bad Girl's book) and you've also swapped with my sister, which is how I got your diary address. I read a few entries and so far think you're a kick-ass person. Feel free to stop by my diary some time, although I warn you that it's mostly drama right now. Lotsa crap going on in my life that I just have to get off my chest. I do, however, intend on returning to my regularly scheduled humor any day now. Oh, and I love your layout. I've always said that I'm Hello Kitty by day, Catwoman by night. Nice to find a fellow Kitty lover.

from pmattie :

Hey, thanks for joining my diaryring, "indieflicks." So you like cube, eh? I just recently saw it and as much as I loved it for it's disturbing nature, I think that the idea of their being a cube somewhere that I could end up never leaves me rest at night. Thanks again for joining! Pmattie

from doghigh :

You'll love this show and of course I'd love for you to vote for me so...what the hell...here's the link (may have to cut and paste) http://www.the-revengers.com/v2/?id=11939

from dandlioneyes :

thanx for leaving me a note. the voyeurism/public-ness of these diaries is such a kick-ass thing, and people listening is really amazing. loved your diary and writing-style, and look forward to reading more. later gater.

from buckingham :

Thank you! Diary rings are great fun. :)

from lightsneeze :

heidiann - read some of your diary last night at work. i, too, often feel like george costanza! lightsneeze

from sukirella :

Hullo, I happened upon your diary and really liked your hearts. And it's about time that hello kitty actually said what's on her mind!

from vyv-xx :

Welcome to the nitpicky diaryring.

from vyv-xx :

Welcome to the eco-hygiene diaryring!

from marinella :

hi!! thanks a lot for your note!! im very happy of being part of the bitch diarying...i also love La Cage Aux Folles , its one of my fave movies ever...have you seen the murmur of the heart?? see you!!

from idiot-milk :

See, yeah. That's pretty much the direction I'm leaning. You never know, though. I also think anyone who listens to country western is clinically insane and should be institutionalized. So sometimes I like to get other opinions.

from dasauce :

My evening didn't include sex, but it was swell enough considering the above. Grin. Good-onya! --Sauce

from doombilly :

funny, I also had the viet namese dinner...but only meta-sex. :( Waiting sux.

from doghigh :

Fuck Dell. They screwed me hard and laughed about it, over a year and a half ago. Regarding what? You guessed it...a rebate.

from dasauce :

Why thank you. I'll start reading Yer-In (as they say in Tupelo) as well. Bestest, And Stuff, --DatSauceOfNonRiotKittyGoods

from pattymelt :

i soooo did not need to see that pic of joe this late at night!

from neko-carre :

Oh, wait - I got it! Throwin' down that ho who called my Mister. You know it, babe. I'm not normally a violent woman, but provoke me and... SHAZAAM!

from z0tl :

from send-help :

Hey Heidi. Thank you SO much for the words of encouragement. Tyler means so much to me that it's going to be so hard to get through this, but I'm sure going to try my hardest! Wish me luck...

from goovie :

bwah! best line in that movie.

from sarahlie :

cool diary...i added it to my favorites :D

from pattymelt :

as i was reading about your underwear odessy, i was wonderign if you were going to forget your idea of selling panties on ebay! you scared me girl! so get scanning and put those babies up for sale!

from kepner :

you've read "no more prisons"? the one by Upski? have you read "bomb the suburbs" good stuff. peace.

from mellow-me :

I just happened upon your diary this afternoon...it is amazing...and you like good music...

from doghigh :

I have no idea how I missed your journal until today...NO idea...but I think I love you now...

from heartshaped :

thank you. this is so pretty. <3

from grix :

Heya Heidi... I'm finding it really comfortable at the moment not to wear a t-shirt. There's something really lovely about hugging people without a t-shirt on too. But never mind. I can relate with the dream job... I so desperately want to make money from animating and stuff, have a little company that works together and stuff just to make these films... I dunno. I try and look at the smaller things in life to make me happy though. At the moment, I'd be so happy if I could dig a hole in the sand... then another hole, and make like a tunnel between them. That'd be so cool.

from goovie :

loved your entry the other day -- i'm definitely going thru the same sort of thing. oh, and i'm ashamed to admit that i also like "beautiful." eep.

from bouncingback :

What an entry...certainly made me think even more about life after high school. ~Carma

from anrion :

Hay, thanks for the welcome. Nice to see that there are people like you around :D

from dee-heretic :

Thank you for making the Not-Quite-Bi diaryring. I was looking for something called "Open" (that's my ideal word for who I fuck), but was glad to stumble across yours.

from pattymelt :

oh, and i loved joe millionaire and the HS reunion show too. it's like a train wreck! gotta watch!

from pattymelt :

although i never concidered the panties thing, i have actually talked to someone about setting up some web cams in my apt so dumb fucks could pay $19.95 to watch me walk around naked and stuff. guys are the biggest retards, i swear! i haven't done it yet, but i KNOW there is a market!

from jennnnnn :

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

from goovie :

just...i get exactly what you mean.

from snow-fairie :

aw,thanks 4 ur note 2+thanks 4 bein sweet 2 me.take care 2+enjoy the rest of the season : ) Ps thanks again. x

from goovie :

start watching your mail. :)

from b-r-a-n-d-i :

thanks for welcoming me to the love geeks group :) Your diary is great, love the hello kittie!

from snow-fairie :

i just found ur diary-i think its one of the prettiest iv seen on diaryland.the content is great 2.and if u wanna talk about sex-u shld just go ahead+talk about it,cos its ur diary 2 write wotever u like in it. bye!!!

from pattymelt :

don't be coy, dammit! you know i want the address!

from pattymelt :

i think you should write.....some erotica! just kididing. i have no effing idea. but i want some ice cream too!

from pattymelt :

so glad you had some mindblowing sex....at least one of us is happy!

from lapisllong :

hi, i just stumbled through a month of your diary and thought i'd leave you with a link that has satisfied every HTML question i have had so far . . . http://www.htmlgoodies.com/tutors/master.html

from qwert :

my diary isn't one of your favourites! :<

from gonnaimplode :

thanx for the warm welcome. it feels good to have everyone know of my love of geeks. ^_^

from pattymelt :

ok, the drunk entry was a hoot! i did not drink last night. sorry. i got home and took a shower and a toy came over and distracted me....

from pattymelt :

happy bday! i have to work til midnight but i am thinking i will be stuffing my face in your honor when i get home! that and smoking lots of cigs and drinking the 4 beers i have in the fridge! i have breakfast with the family at the buttcrack of dawn, but for you.....

from goovie :

happy bday, heidi!

from castellano :

Oh do tell! Sorry I'm not leaving this in Guestbook but the f*ckers wouldn't let me leave another msg so soon!

from pattymelt :

i am not so sure about the facts of life theme song. but i think i am getting your reference there - how wierd is it that i talk about micheal damien and on the same day uncle bob talked about mindy cohn. weren't they "together" on FOL??????

from goovie :

hee. i agree about the majority of diaries out there. yarch. oh, and i'd be happy to burn you a mix, if you'd like to add some weird little folky stuff to your collection.

from bobmcgoogle :

Thanks sweetie. Bob

from bikinikiller :

Hey! I like your diary too 8-) Hello Kitty lives on the flat inside surface of my laptop, stuck on... So if you ever wanna give her a call, write to [email protected]

from roxygrl15 :

I love Jon Lovitz!! He is by far the funniest man on the planet, other than Dana Carvey, but that's why they are in a movie together! (Trapped In Paradise). Thanks for the note! -Kelsey

from pattymelt :

hey, don't knock it til you try it! i usually make people eat it before i tell them what is in it. it just tastes like peanit butter with some spice thrown in!

from hiddenplanet :

hey, thanx for the note, you are awesome! i love a lot of your music...

from oh-sweet-pea :

okay, here it goes: <table> <tr> <td>1st column</td><td>2nd column</td> </tr> </table>

from bobmcgoogle :

Its nice to know that there are people out there with senses of humor. The first time I posted Aborto I got hate mail..go figure! Bob

from pattymelt :

why are you tired? you must have been reading some older stuff! while i am still a busy woman, i mostly jsut laid around this weekend liek a slug! it was wonderful! i am glad you are enjoying your sabatical! (that's what you should call it!) clean out your closet and sell a bunch of stuff on ebay!

from mydemand :

Question 1: How do I single space within an entry? (Like, if I were to post song lyrics or an AIM conversation, for instance.) Answer : You separate each line with <br>, i.e. Line 1<br> Line 2<br> so on and so forth. If you want to double-space, Line 1<br><Br>Line 2. Then where it says "Automatically insert paragraph breaks?", CLEAR that box. Question 2: How do I go about making columns? Answer : You need tables! <table><td>Column 1</td><td>Column 2</td></table> <tr> you use for rows. Question 3: How do I bullet point? Answer : <ul>list title<br><li>item one<li>item two<li>last item</ul>

from party-on :

Hi, sorry. I realized after I signed your guestbook that it didn't show up, so I tried to sign it again and it said it was too soon to add another entry?!! Whatever. Anyway, put "BR" in html brackets. That's how you single space. I love that GG episode - how Blanchs gets so huffy because she's freaked out about artificial insemination and she wants to pretend she's not Rebecca's mother. I fing that it's one of the more dramatic episodes.

from pattymelt :

too bad you are not here to hare in the pizza bounty! i have only eaten half (so far!) feel better!

from shamsi9 :

you made me cry. so glad you have him.

from neko-carre :

I just added you to my favs (you were there before, I don't know what happened). Now you *really* have to keep writing! ;) (BTW, I'm signing here b/c g-book was fussy.)

from sassers :

OH MY! I know that there are better things waiting for you than working at Yahoo Roofing and Dork Squad.

from goovie :

*hugs* and welcome to the club. and now that you're out of that insanity, you're going to find a job you love. and so am i. we have to think that way. :)

from pattymelt :

well, good that you are not TOO tore up! i bet you find some totally fabulous job now that you are not distracted by all the wacked crap. or, you can just read all my old diary entries. you know, laugh and cry and wonder - whathefug? anyway, al least have one good day. buy some shoes. or a black skirt. that always makes me feel better. or eat some cheese. yeah, i'm a weirdo.

from pattymelt :

shit, dude! are you ok? i mean, i know you hated your job, but that sucks.

from mstwheelie :

Hi Heidi, My brush with fame with a garden Party with the Queen of England, 2 appearences on the Kilroy Show (UK Chat Show)and appearence on a show called Nationwide (News programme in the 70's on the BBC) showing off a new scooter much like the sinclair C5 and a meeting with a, then, top UK DJ (Jimmy Saville) and a presentation of an award from both the Queen and the Princess Royal in the 70's and 80's. With all that it still didnt get me anywhere to great. Its not the fame that counts, its what you do with it. ;) Thanks for the welcome.

from bobmcgoogle :

Well you rock! I like reading your thoughts cuz they are crazy like mine. Seriously dude, screw meeting his family, what are you gonna marry this dude? Come on! Lifes too short to put yourself in a hostile situation. Screw them right in the butthole. Hugs Bob

from doombilly :

what? You want Frocky Jack to lunch on your box? Does your bf know this?

from pattymelt :

i like your way better. if they are going to be a couple of asses, why be nice? most people are rude because they can get away with it! knock'em down, baby! good luck!

from goovie :

heeeee! ok, that's the most useless note i've ever posted. but still. heeee!

from goovie :

hee. i'm looking at the "gold!" banner now and bania's voice is going thru my head. i should watch more "seinfeld" reruns. i haven't seen that show in way too long.

from squirrelx :

Dear Heidi: You're right, 'talleywhacker' isn't a particularly couth synonym for 'dick', but what can I say? For some reason, Delores finds it less preferable, although I do believe I can persuade her to accept 'johnson' as an alternative. Best, Xtine / Squirrel X

from pattymelt :

it is NOT your fault...think of it this way tho - maybe god is testing you to make sure youa re ready for the new, fabulous, glamorous, high-paying totally excellent job he has in mind for you. if you weren't so miserable, you would probably pass up this new job when it was offered to you! have a great time shopping - i wish i was with you.

from desperato :

Well................ it got my attention. I was just messing around. Who wouldnt like that freaky geek that loved cheese and allways used to say, "did I do that?" when he broke or spilled something. P.S.Good luck with that cooking "thang." I dont know how to cook either, but then again I'm a guy so its OK. take care of your self bee good. "MUCHO LOVE" Desperato

from desperato :

Steve Urkel was is and allways will be a dumb ass. Acting and in reall life. I would'nt even metion ever smiling at that fool if I wher you. Whats up with that. But I'm not hating, don't tripp. You Urkel fan you............. ;)

from goovie :

confession time, inspired by that lovely urkel pic on your profile. my next-door neighbor and i used to have a club called the urkels. we met every night, talked only in steve urkel voices, and wrote at least one fan letter to jaleel white. i was a sad, sad child.

from turtleonback :

Thank you for thinking of me Heidiann and leaving me a note. I am sending you get a good job vibes!

from goovie :

urgh. i know what you mean. my job search email account is always either empty or boasting a monster agent email, which is even more useless, because monster seems to think that an appropriate job for an "editor-editorial" search is a manager at walgreens. *sigh*

from doombilly :

http://www.cafeshops.com/cp/store.aspx?s=sickofkitty

from turtleonback :

I just want to give you some encouragement with the job search. Try not to let it get you down. I am sure something will come up. Just remember that you are great. Oh and congratulations on the Steven thing being sorted out. I wish I could muster up your courage with JW.

from goovie :

whoohoo! yay heidi!

from goovie :

ugh. that's awful. i think i can top that, tho. two years ago, i had an interview with this guy who spent an hour and a half telling me how amazing i was and what phenomenal experience i had, and how he couldn't believe i hadn't found a job within, like, minutes of starting the job search. two days later, he sent me a rejection email, saying that they'd filled the position internally, and by the way i really sucked and was definitely not cut out for that job anyway. *sigh*

from jadedmercy :

Thanks for leaving me a note. I felt all special and warm inside...either that or my lunch isn't agreeing with me. And yes, everyone feels like smacking those stupid people to get them into therapy. Stupid Complainers.

from doombilly :

Heyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! Giddyup. Of course it was rockin.' If the dream is a rockin', don't come a knockin.' Sorry no posting lately, I've been REALLY busy.

from turtleonback :

The other Heidi! Thanks for my first note. That was my high today. Pretty much everything else was the low. Anyway, I love your diary also! I am so glad that other Sarah discovered you. Your format is also the best one I have ever seen.

from goovie :

oh dear *lord*. i am so glad i'm not on aol anymore. i don't miss being hit on by randomcreepyboys at. all.

from goovie :

thanks for the notes! i actually read all of you yesterday, which was a *great* way to avoid work all afternoon. and thanks for making those rings. good luck reading my entries and coming away with your sanity intact. :)

from goovie :

your layout rocks. i must read more.

from uberfrau :

What le tigre did you get? Are you enjoying it? I love Feminist Sweepstakes. I didn't think I would when I first bought it, but then I fell in love. Especially iwth the last song, which I play on my way to work. ps. YOu should make yourself many many mix tapes for your long introspective journey.

from neko-carre :

OMG! Find some way to see the A.N. Show NOW! This woman makes no sense whatsoever and embarrasses herself endlessly, but you find youself wanting to BE her! And oh yes. Her True Hollywood Story is one of my favs. [shaking head] What a lucky simpleton.

from imananifan :

i meant RIOT. sorry.

from imananifan :

your diary is funny. best of luck clubbin'. thanks for the note. where did you get the ROIT KITTY pics??????? they freaking ROCK my world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from new-hope :

Awww *hugs* your very sweet. So you live in L.A awesome , Ive been their before it rock. Did you go to warped ? -Magelana

from uberfrau :

do you ever get people who just pause on the phone and say nothing? And then launch into a lengthy story while your other lines are ringing? Have you listened to Le Tigre?

from unsettling :

HeidiAnn, your new layout kicks ass. It is so cool. It is the coolest layout I have ever seen. I am glad you are back to writing long entries...yay. I want to write more...

from anniewaits :

hello, thanks for joining the pajamas diaryring. you know what i noticed in your profile? that you know the difference between dork and nerd. that shows me that you are very perceptive. a friend of mine just wrote about this great debate. some people think that they're the same thing. pfft, please. they are sooooo not the same. it's good to see that some people know the difference.

from pretty-sami :

Hey. I have this group of friends down here that love geeks. We call ourselves "The Geek Boy Groupies" (TM! dammit!) I think it's the glasses...

from doombilly :

Hey, no problemo. It's good to do some good. This week is sucking. I expected a big review of my CD today and NOTHING. drat. LLCJ was playing in a parking lot here with a bunch of others for the 4th of july.

from doombilly :

I just parked my car next to LL Cool J's tour bus. How cool is that H?

from sharpsecret :

beautfully written diary.love the recent entry.very true.takecare hunni xx

from darcyargue :

thanks fer joining the anti-hot topic ring... and coming to my rescue... i love you forever...

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