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hello, gorgeous. are you alive? I miss you. I miss you so much.
We need to talk.
-k
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1-13-05: hoot! come back to me! come back!
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H O L L Y
you have know idea what kinda pain i am going through right now, call me some time, my ass really hurts. May i please have your pass word? it seems that everyone but me has it. Anyways you ever heard of a rectum stretcher? hehe haha hehe.
i will call you soon
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we have gotta hang out sometime!!! when are you going to go to WH again?
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hey you! I was stoppin in to say that I'm glad that I got to see you on friday. we should do that after every FB game. It would be fun. lol see you soon!
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I love you.
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I understand, as much as I wish I didn't, I do. I saw James today and yesterday, oh, hoo, he looks so good. He looks so right and just seeing him made my life bright again. Fate exsists, I'm not sure how much of our life revolves around fate, but it does exsist. God has a plan for us, I know that you don't want to hear it, but give him a chance, eh? I know you hate christian-nuts telling you to love jesus. I'm not telling you to love Jesus... but it's ok to pray about what you want to happen in your life. I've been praying a lot about my music. A lot has seemed to change. Ed, during somefantastic, the second song they played at indianapolis, was trying to mouth something to me. All I could understand was "Kate-" the rest I couldn't make out. I raised my hands to show I didn't know what he was saying. Later on in the song (when they do the ba-ba-ba's) Ed made hand gestures, it went around the lines of "Kate I listened to your (Round circular hands) CD - It was (thumbs up) good!" some girl in the front row was laughing when I didn't understand what he was saying the first time, or the secondtime, but I sure as hell understood the third time. Oh gord, hoo... I felt like a million bucks. Ed and I made a lot of eye contact during that show, I've never made so much with him from the stage before. I didn't get to see them after the show, some security gaurd was being fucky - and I didn't even get to see Joe. It's ok, I'll see them all on the first. -- but James, holy shit James... I once walked into a church with him. It was a run down church, not practicing anymore... there was a sculpter... he was making a rich man out of clay that was going to go into a square somewhere. I wanted to marry James right then and there. I would have been happy for the rest of my life, too. I love you hollis, and I wish I didn't have to share those types of thoughts, I wish neither of us did, but I'm glad we have each other to understand all our weird emotions, but i do understand, and I'm glad I have someone who understands me. xoxoxo-kato
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I think your most recent entry is by far one of the best things you've ever written. I love you, hoo. -katel
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ok, hoo, i'm retarded. You gave me your user name, i just forgot how to read. lamour, kato!!
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lol hollis you are a bitch ;) solidasarock, get the fuck over it. hollis is obviously over whatever you did to her. So just get over it. Uhm.. hoo, I need a user name, too. Please. Yep. Can't get to your diary without it you fucking bitch! Lamour, KATO!
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eency weency spider climbed up the water spout. down came the rain and washed the spider out. out came the sun and dried up all the rain and the eency weency spider...did what? what did that eency weency spider do holly? and oh yeah, no matter what you do in your life, you will always be a bitch. because you are too weak to fight it.
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aww.. i prefer the skinnier men. lol... not that tony isn't attractive in other ways ::looks around:: uhm... i love johnny. Lamour, Kato
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I uhm... am jealous of tony. Is he the skinny steve or the fat steve? lamour, kato
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you do have balls. i'll have to admit that. charging in on someone who you think i am and giving them a piece of your mind. i couldn't do that. i can't even work up the courage to let you know who i am. all things come with time. do what you like. do what you think you know you should do. and this shit, holly, what exactly is it? you don't have to respond. you don't have to read the notes. there is something inside you that you are holding back. trying to keep it hidden, but it controls you and will do so until it is freed.
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i don't like what i see when i look in the mirror. i know that and i'm working on it. you, you think you have everything figured out about yourself. keep lying to yourself. someday it will catch up to you, but how many people are you going to take out with you? it's the little things that people do that have the greatest impacts on others.
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now we're getting somewhere, i'm an asshole and your a bitch. so quick to anger. you looked in that mirror yet? not knowing something's a bitch, isn't it??
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adam, i know you are "solidasarock" or whatever. this is really immature, if you have a problem- call me. you know my number. i'm sick of this.
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what the freakin' hell, holly?!?! that's undeserved and i have no clue what's goin' on. don't freakin' take it out on me.
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fuck you adam, fuck you.
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if you want me to be adam, i'll be adam. i guess that is easy for you to believe. it doesn't matter who i am though, not now. it may not appear that i have balls and maybe your right. a lot of things have scared and hurt me in this life and i have a hard time facing things. anything. the past is one of those things. i don't let it hold me back, but thoughts of the past are there. it's the future that pulls me forward. just like you. it's the future that i see that gets me out of bed in the morning. none of this matters though. because of the one thing you did to me, i can't let go of. the one thing that won't leave my mind. it's that one thing that you may never know was, but has affected me so much. not by my choice.
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most people when they look in a mirror they see a distorted image of themselves. distorted in postive ways and distorted in negative ways. like someone will think they are very attractive, when they aren't, and think they aren't very smart, but they actually are.
you drew your reflection on the mirror. you drew what you wanted to see. what you want and try to make others see.
you mentioned the future in your post. isn't the past part of the future? it shapes the future. things we've done in our past help us learn and grow and better prepare ourselves for the future. it also comes with guilt, which is easily hidden. it comes with defensiveness. it comes with denial.
take a second in your easy ass life and look in a mirror, holly tamale.
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Hey no prob about the gift, I'm glad you liked it. I just saw those keychains around the house and I remembered that you liked them. And the chapstick.....well you never know when you need them. A flavor for every mood, I guess...lol. Sorry I left so soon, I liked the partay and everything, I just was incredibly tired and needed sleep. I meant to say that awhile ago, just never got the chance. I hope you liked the card, it made me laugh. Well have fun being a graduate, just don't forget to visit us!!!! Have a great summer!
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it doesn't matter who i am. i know who you are and i know about you. enough to make my accusation.
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one word: bitch
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hey! I hope you're not pissed off at me (yeep! nooo.. owch that hurts, don't pull my hair.) I need your phone number, so I can call you, punk!
xoxo -kb
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lol, i'm not favorited in your diary :) that's ok. Anyway, I just talked to my sister, Kristin, on the phone for a good hour. She sounds good, she sounds happy to be coming home from new york. (She's the sister who works at SNL.) She's going to help me work on my music before i get in the studio on the 7th... I'm starting to get nervous... ugh! I can't get nervous now, i've still got a few weeks.
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Hey, what is wrong between you and Nick? Sorry if I'm being nosy but I'm really curious!
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Hey! sry this is late but HAPPY B-DAY!! love ya kid!
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Hollis... I don't know who these people are... But I'm a Christian... and I think this website is incredibly scary. Especially the 4kidz part... I don't want you to get the wrong idea about christians... it's just what we believe and it fits into our life styles... I don't want you to be hateful twoards people like me... but I don't want you to take people like that seriously... that's just demented. I love you hoo, and normal christians show it how we feel it is... we don't push it on people... Now for the end of that religious pep-talk... I LOVE YOU, HOO! Chritian or not! Lipringless, pink hairless, punk or funk! I LOVE HOO!
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Another Hanson fan huh? Cool deal.
Haha, I don't know much of what's going on, but congrats on you and Aaron!
-Raigne
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i cant believe u pierced ur lip. lol!!
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hey kid! havent gotten to talk to you since spring break started! i hope that you are having a great spring break and i guess ill see you in another week and a half!
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bleh.. bored... have a kool spring break...we should go to waffle house sometime... see ya
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hey it is asha, cool diary, see you at school
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that's fine with me.
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Aw, thanks so much for awknowledeging me!!! I applaud you really, for the attempt, but, my name wasnt mentioned. Unless you were mentioning the other creepy 8th grader... But, i would just like for future refrence that you would spell my name right, its B E C K Y. becky, yes, and as for the gullible part, its sad but true. Many people do belive what the internet tells them.
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holly i know you are pissed of at me and have a right to be. but i realized that i made a mistake and that i also i should of gone off the way i did. i am willing to try to talk to you about it if you are. also if you really find it necessary i will talk to my parents about depression and go get tested. i swear i wont lie to you about anything and anything you ask i will tell you the truth.
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the music stays. muhahahahahahahaha!!...sorry. david did it. i dont know how to fix it.
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hey holly! lol! dont hate me cuz of me telling randy sentman anything! he doesnt listen to me anyway! lol! he will prolly think that im crazy...dont know why! so yea, great times at walmart! woohoo! we just cant get kicked out next time! ::wink::
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Hey hollis, it'a Kathy, from the BNL aol board, remember me? I stumbled upon Kate, and found you, just wanted to say 'hullo', so, hullo!
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My name is not of the importance. You did good in the concert on thursday.
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verbatim- word for word
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I love your diary. I take notes.
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yo holly! havent talked to ya in a while and well since christmas is coming up i was wonderin.. what do you want? lata dayz! love
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Teachers respect me - annoymous or not - as a good writer. except for one. Mr. Kirk. I hate him, he's a bastard, he doesn't know one thing about writing. I think i've let everything get to me lately, hollis. all the shit with my friends, the loss of hope - you know the feelings. I used to have writing as an outlet - but now all it is a block. I can't write. I can't sit and think and say beautiful things. Write all the time, for me.
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werd up yo. your diary is my bible. thank you.
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yo holly! this is just a boring day and another random notes signing. i guess i should start by saying.... loved the thong! lamo! very funny! well i guess since ill be seeing you in a matter of hours i will talk to you there! good luck tonight! tchao!
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*random clicker* lol i was looking at the other people in the bandgeeks ring and your name caught my eye cause my name is holli :) anywho, have a nice day :)
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me so bored... i thought i would say hi and i hope youre having a good summer.
~jessie~
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somehow my grandmother knows your family. did u get that picture from amanda?
~jessie~
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You know nick HAS tried to get me into bed on a few occasions, but then again....who hasn't... ::Thinks:: brad. Oh no! he has too! ^_^
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hey. thanks for joining the jazz band ring. what do you play? i play clarinet. my foot is asleep!
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Adam..hmm..
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as stated in the description, you won't be approved into the sxe ring until you've added the code. i'm going on vacation in a week, so i'll be checking back before then. thanks!
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the asianprince conversation was amusing. you are nice. xoxo.
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brandone : |
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Your diary seems fine.
Talk at ya later.
Brandon
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welcome to the candy-canes diaryring!
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ohmygord : |
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hoo, you don't have a stupid guest book you dim-wit! So don't tell me that! XP!
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that mouse trail was starting to annoy me anyway. XD
and dude...you have to fix the link to your guestbook. ^_^
::glompities::
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ohhh hollis.... oh.. hollis... go read my diary RIGHT now! Oh.... i've... got lots to share.... oh...... ^_^
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