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Oh yes indeed. Yellow thermo nuclear pants, green tights and beautiful flowing yellow cape. ( oh not forgetting my little green eye mask ). hmmmmm - I'm starting to worry about me you know LOL....

from planet-maxx :

Aww Maxxy is a ickle ray of sunshine hehehe ( actually according to Veronica, her mum thinks the sun actually eminates from my arse, I have to special pants to stop my arse from glowing in the dark !!! LOL )

from webmiss :

Ooh more please. You have a way with words, Vamps!

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby - I've missed your little notes to me on here - I guess as we text each other and MSN we say a lot of it off line now. It's good to know your still reading me though baby. You should use your diary more. you were gonna do that story remember ?? and I'm sure there are things you need to get out, rather than dealing with them on your own babe. I love you sooooo much, I just so badly want you to be happy baby. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps! Just wanted to pop in and say: LOVE ya hunni! (((((HUGS)))))

from planet-maxx :

I'm sat here thinking of you. Sometimes all I wish is that you were mine, just so I could take care of you. But it was never meant to be. But just to have you in my life is often enough to keep me happy. I love you baby...xxx

from planet-maxx :

Too true blue - too true. Seize the moment - you may never get another...

from janedoe0 :

Hey Hunni! We're all so glad you are okay. You just rest up and get better okay? HUGS

from planet-maxx :

Baby - I need you to come back to me this time. I'm not ready for you to go just yet. I know I said I'm ok with it, but I found that maybe I'm not as ok with it as I thought. As you lie there in your ickle hospital bed, all I can is think of you, and watch my phone for an update on how you are. Hour after hour just sitting here, remembering the fantastic chats we've had, the inspiration we've given each other, the love, the lust, the life. Please come back to me baby, I still need you so much...

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby - I'm back. Had a good relaxing time, but missed you terribly.

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps! Sorry that you aren't feeling too good. This is just a note to tell you that I love you hun! And I'm glad that you are my friend! HUGS!!!

from planet-maxx :

Just read your entry. I believe I have the answer. V's tarots made me go ice cold when she read them ages ago. Usually the death card is just symbolic, but I didn't get that when she told me, I felt it was very real. I love you baby. We'll talk when I get back...

from planet-maxx :

How much ?? LOL

from planet-maxx :

Course I still love ya silly...I could never stop loving you. No matter what. Love eternal. I'm always there baby, right beside you. Just close your eyes, reach for me, and I'll be there, grinning at ya like a cheshire cat. I love you baby. xxx

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps. I was away this Saturday and only got home around Sunday afternoon so I have been catching up on diaries. I just want you to know that I am not judging you. I know your situation, your's and Maxx's so all I am is supportive and you know where to find me if you want to talk. HUGS hun and lots of love!

from planet-maxx :

I'm sorry. It won't happen again.

from janedoe0 :

Hahahaha. Thanks for the note vamps. I appreciate it. Awwww, yeah maybe you need a break?? Like a very nice holiday on a beach somewhere. Can't you blackmail D??? LOL HUGS

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps!!! How are you?? I hope all is well! LOTS OF HUGS!!

from juswords :

happy [belated] 6 monthiversary! i was wondering if its cool with you that i may add you on myspace? :)

from planet-maxx :

Hmmm Maxxy's really out of favour huh ?? LOL Gonna put up a lost and found if I don't hear from ya soon LMAO...

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby - I've missed you Sooooo much. I think yesterday was the first day in yonks that you didn't send me anything at all. Didn't know what to do with myself hehehe. Anyways, Happy Anniversary to us, hope you like your virtual spaghetti. ;o)

from webmiss :

*waves* Hi, I've come across your place from JaneDoe0 and Planet-Maxx. Just wanted to say that the question that man asked you was priceless! Made me giggle.

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps!!! BIG HUGS BACK! I'm glad all is good! I will take some pics for you then. :) Of my tat's I mean. Love you!

from planet-maxx :

Babe - you should already know by now - wherever you go, I would willingly follow. All you gotta do is say the word, and we're outta here.....What - you thinking Thelma & Louise in a Porky ?? LOL

from planet-maxx :

HAHAHA - yup there was a fair amount of sarcasm there. Last night was good. Mart tried to persuade V to let me out for a night, but didn't get very far. I may ( only may ) try and sneak out tonight, as the guys are starting from a pub within walking distance from me. But I have to do V's dinner, so I may get everything ready, get it all steaming, and leave her to dish it when she gets in !!! LOL ( we'll see ).

from janedoe0 :

Hey vamps!! How are you??? I hope all is well?? BIG HUGS and note me if you want to talk!

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps. Thank you for the note. :) HUGS I am feeling better thanks, just got to that stage where I just got sick of myself. I plan on drinking obscene abounts of shooters and maybe I'll even dance on a table, who knows?? LOL Love ya too sweet!

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps, thank you for your note. It really helped! :))) Lots of love and hugs!

from janedoe0 :

hello vamps :) Just popping in to say love you and HUGS!

from planet-maxx :

The end ?? Get outta town LOL. I'm just trying to protect myself from the "will she - won't she" bit. You know damn well all you'd have to do is say "get your sexy ass over here" and it would be plonked down at a coffee establishment near you. But for now I have to take it that it's a definite no you don't want me that way, otherwise I'm just gonna drive myself completely insane. But ever the optimist, I'll still keep you a day just in case you change your mind ;o) Now - my little virtual lover - get your sexy booty over to my virtual pad and lets just have some fun...

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps. How are you? Haven't seen you online in a while. So I just want to send HUGE HUGS!!!! :)))

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps. Thanks for the note *smiles wide* You don't know how much I appreciate you and I'm glad you aren't upset with me. :) I love you too!! (((((HUGS))))

from planet-maxx :

So with your oath of Marriage in your heart, what do you do when you fall in love all over again with someone else ?? What do you do when that new person takes you so much higher than your existing love can ever do ?? Is it love or lust ?? I pondered that for a long time... but I think the fact that I can't give you up, that my heart hurts when you're not around, that I worry about you when you're not well, that I love to just sit on the other end of the phone, even if we can't find anything to say to each other, that I'd sit on the phone to you when you can't breath, trying to calm you down, just to be with you and try to make sure you're ok, all of that I think means that it's almost certainly a healthy balance of the two. and here's the confession. Yup I wanted you sexually, I'm not gonna sit here and deny that. But I guess I was hoping that we understood each other so well, that we understood the Love we already have with V and D, and that you and I love each other so deeply, that if it ever went that far, ( I stress IF ) it wouldn't be "another notch" on anybody's bedpost. Does it matter to me that you're quite clear on that not happening ?? Am I gonna drop you like a stone. Like hell. The bond you and I have is unbreakable. Just you frikkin remember that young lady....

from planet-maxx :

For better, for worse, in sickness and in health, 'till death do us part... An oath that us Bulls don't take lightly...

from planet-maxx :

Spot on as usual. I do crave it, sometimes SOOO badly it makes me go a little stir crazy, but I usually stop short of doing anything too silly. But the longerI have to go without, the stronger the craving, and I know that one day I won't be able to stop it. And that hurts 'cos I'd never intentionally do anything to hurt V. And you know as a fellow stubborn Taurean, that the bonds we make are so strong, and not easy to break. I can't break that bond with V. But I'm missing out on a life I want to enjoy, and there are days ( an ever increasing number of them ) when I have trouble justifying the sacrifice of a non exitent sex life. Bulls are VERY sexually people, and it's such a major part of my life that is now pretty much dead, and I wonder whether the time may be approaching that V and I are starting to move in different directions. And the pain that I feel 'cos I don't wanna hurt her is immense. But I so desperately want a life...

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps! Missing you! Hear you did a 12 hour today and I hope it wasn't too bad, though I can't see how it could NOT be! Big Hugs and I really hope all is well! :)))))

from planet-maxx :

MSN'd Mart last night. Rach is apparently going to suggest a night out to V sometime soon ( When they're floors are sorted ). Decided I'm gonna have a serious hunt for a f*** Buddy. I desperately need some good sex. Also starting to consider whether to ask my dad if he has any of his 1 or 2 bed rental houses free. I just don't know that I can live like this much longer...

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby - hope your shift was ok. Maxxy has brought in his little green shorts, and red neck scarf with a yellow woggle and his little cap. I am SOOOOOooooooooooo prepared...

from janedoe0 :

Oh yes please! :))))

from planet-maxx :

Mmmmm Nic said there was some chocolate going ?? More tea anybody ??

from janedoe0 :

*In a little girl voice* I missed you this weekend. *sniff sniff*

from janedoe0 :

*Bounces over to vamps with plate precariously balanced on one hand!* Here ya go Vamps! I also brought a chocolate bar! Let's all take a break and stuff our faces why don't we??? (((HUGS)))

from planet-maxx :

Nic has the toast and peanut butter - I've just made the tea. *passes a mug over* enjoy...

from planet-maxx :

*Hands Up* - It's a fair cop Nic. Cuff me and take me away... Can we all wish for a bit of sunshine this weekend please - Maxxy would like a little " me time " - Thank you please...

from janedoe0 :

Why do we have to threaten or make ultimatums to have them realise we may not put up with the shit forever?? Men are the weirdest creatures! (Sorry maxx-you know it's true lol)

from planet-maxx :

I'm afraid it's a trait of us blokes that have never had to live completely on their own and fend for themselves. Not that I'm sticking up for him you understand. Just that I know I'm guilty of not helping as much as I should. You should also know that our idea of clean is in no way, shape or form related to the female version of word, which apparently means something completely different. LOL

from planet-maxx :

Baby Baby. I definitely did not mean it was the end. Far from it. It's just that right now, I can't see a way through. You are so completely right, that your reasons for not meeting were completely justified, and I do completely understand, and I'm proud of you for standing true to your values. But that's the point isn't it ?? You're right, and I can't expect you to do anything that would compromise those principles, and that's where I can't see a way through. I can't ask you to meet me, as that's directly asking you to betray your relationship. So you see what's killing me. I love you so much, you ARE my soulmate, and I'd love to meet you and spend some time with you, but I can't ask you to betray him, 'cos that wouldn't be fair of me. I hope we can sort something out baby, I really do. My body, my soul are eternally yours, I love you babe...

from planet-maxx :

Hey Babe. I'll try and update a little later, and if I can dodge the wicked witch of the west tonight, I'll try and hook up. Just FYI, Sat will be the usual thing I guess. If it's raining I'll have the pleasure of V's company, if it's dry and nice I'll be all on my own. Don't know whether you're working the weekend, but I hope we can have a good chat then. Love you eternally....M.

from planet-maxx :

Hey Angel. I'm pleased you like the song. It will be much better whe I get the chance to re-record. I'm hoping Richie may put some proper drums on it, which would be cool. Originally I wrote some bits, and then copied them, as I needed them which is why there are a few tiny gaps here and there. But now I have the complete songs, I've been going back through re-recording the seperate bits so there's no gaps. It's much better. I know we've not had the chance to talk about the last few days, but I want you to know it doesn't matter to me that we didn't get to meet. I love you. Always have, always will, there's no changing that ok ?? Things will be what they will be...

from janedoe0 :

Hey Vamps!! I'm still editing the pics so the fit nicely! I see that you and maxx had an eventfull weekend. Hope you are ok? Lots of love and hugs!

from planet-maxx :

I love you babe... hope everything goes ok today (thurs). If D isn't there and you want me to be with you, let me know, but I'm guessing D will take time out to be there...

from janedoe0 :

Hey vamps!!! Have a good weekend, I hope you get to rest after your hard work! Big huggles!

from planet-maxx :

You obviously have too much time on your hands this evening LOL. ( but they are very very funny ). Hope you're ok my lover. I should be able to hook up after 3pm.

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vampy!! I can't sleep:( Hope you had a better weekend than me?! hugs

from planet-maxx :

It's 10pm Sunday Evening and I've been called into work. I check your diary and find your update - the nightfish, no wait nightwish tune with a difference. Took me a whole ten minutes afterwards to compose myself, after having been rolling around the place in fits of laughter. Now my stomache muscles hurt....

from planet-maxx :

Hey Baby. Thanks for just being there. I felt really really bad for lying to Mart. I still don't understand V's problem with him. I'm so drained. I think I'm heading for another explosion. I may not be able to stop when I get going. But the thing is, nothing makes sense in my head, so how can it possibly make sense when I try to explain things ?? I'm not sure it can. So I'd just rather run away. Then I don't have to deal with anybody. I won't let anybody down, won't upset anybody, won't hurt anybody. 'cos there won't be anybody but me to hurt....

from planet-maxx :

The Beddingfield track. That just about sums it up...

from planet-maxx :

Hey hunni, thanks for the chat on Saturday, even though I wasn't very talkative. It was So good just to have you on the other end. I love you so much. Must have been a little low, 'cos I burst into a flood of tears when I had to leave you. On earlies this week, and what with Velcro girl about ( always seems to be stuck to me at the mo ), I don't know when I'll get to talk to you. Maybe send me txty eh ?? Love ya....

from planet-maxx :

No news from you today then my little Vampster ?? Busy bunny huh ?? Well, I'm sure you'll catch up with me when you're ready babe... Hope alls well. Love you xxxxxxxx

from planet-maxx :

Hey babe. Just dropping by. Should be free about 3:30ish today if you're about for an MSN. If not then your gonna have to text me. No text or MSN, no vm at the weekend. Incentive enough ?? LOL. ( Oooooh get me being forceful ROFL ). Hopr you're having a good day babe. Love you. xxxxxx.

from janedoe0 :

*Waves to vamps* Hi there. That's a good idea. LOL. It's almost weekend, so if your feeling like I do, just hang in there. Have a great day K. *Thousands of hugs*

from planet-maxx :

Only if I get to wear your high heels as well. I look Sooooo good in heels. LMAO.

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps, I also really enjoyed the Harry Potter film! My weeken was very busy, but not all that enjoyable. And my week so far has been worse. :( But anyway. The weeks almost over right? LOL. *HUGS*

from planet-maxx :

Mmmmm - I love our time together. Thanks for a wonderful afternoon babe. I can't imagine my life without you in it. I truly cherish every single second we spend together. I love you babe. XXXXXXXXXXXX

from planet-maxx :

hey babe, glad you're ok. ( always concerns me a little bit when you don't answer texts and stuff hehehe ). Hope your day was ok, and I should be free about 5 ish ( all things being well ) so I'll try and hook up then. If I really can't I'll text you. Luv ya.. xxx

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vampy!!! How was your weekend? Mine sucked ass. Like I said to Maxx, I sent good thoughts your way this weekend.*HuGs*

from planet-maxx :

Love the song lyrics - all so very true. I love you baby...

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps. I'm sorry you had a rough day yesterday. I hope it gets better. He's a fool, D I mean. *big hugs and good thoughs to you* Luv

from planet-maxx :

As usual with us it justs gets more complicated and further away eh ?? As you said babe, keep holding on. I will if you will...

from janedoe0 :

Morning Sweets. I hear you had a rough day yesterday? I'm having one like that today :( If you're tired, just take a bath an dget back into bed. If today was my day off, I'd be in bed in a flash! And the gyne wasn't so bad, uncomfortable as hell, but oh well. It had to be done. lol. Big Hugs sweetheart.

from planet-maxx :

Morning Babe. Missed you like never before yesterday. Really hope I get to talk to you today, even if it's only by mail & txt. There's a link to an improved version of that mellow track I did over at Nic's. A little distorted. need to sort that at some stage, but it gives you an idea of how it's progressing. I quite like it, but then I would I guess, as I wrote it LOL. Let me know about you're cunning plan if you have one, and I'll swap things about for the weekend. Veronica's seems to want to go to the kiosk ( at the moment, changes from minute to minute though ). Anyway, talk to you soon. Love you baby...

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps, yeah we had fun!!! I'm going to the gyne in a few minutes and I'm SO scared!!! But I have to.:( Have a good day my sweets!!

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby. Missed you yesterday, and I guess I'm gonna miss you more today. You better hit me up tomorrow. Love you.

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vampy-poo! I'm sorry you have to go to work. :( I'm almost going home. HOOOORRRRAAAY. *ten more hugs all the way from SA* *smiles*

from planet-maxx :

Hi hunni - yeah we're having a whale of a time. Aww babe, sad you gotta go to that dump, but you gotta earn your dollars eh ?? Maybe I'll see if I can sneak a little MSN action later...Love you babe...

from planet-maxx :

I already told you what I'd do. Pick up cat - Drop kick cat into another room, hold hands above head in a rugby stylee and scream " GGOOOOOOAAAAAAALLLLLL " LOL

from janedoe0 :

Hi Sweetie. Will do. I read your entry, and no offence, but THAT BASTARD :) I feel better. Take care and you'll be in my thoughts today. *BIG HUGGLES!!!!* LUV

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps. I hope you have a great day today!LUV

from planet-maxx :

If you're feeling THAT naughty, you could always......you know.....*winks*

from planet-maxx :

Mmmmm....Maxxy disappears beneath the sheets....OK people, can you look the other way please........thank you.....hold on, how did you know I said thank you eh ?? Nosey lot.

from planet-maxx :

If certain people aren't home when I get in, that's exactly where I'll be headed LOL. ( but going by the usual odds, I'd say it's highly unlikely ). But I can be in your bed Virtually. But only if you promise to be very VERY naughty....

from planet-maxx :

Just done your trick - check my notes for your note LOL

from planet-maxx :

Ok Vampster, so it wasn't you wot done that blag after all eh ?? LOL I know what you mean about being disalusioned with the people that run the care homes. I think some of them start with good intentions, but get lost under the need to make money. Others ( my dad included I'm ashamed to say - he never went ahead with it thank god ) just see the dollar signs. A sad sad world we live in....

from planet-maxx :

hey baby. You never told me about the disciplinary thingy majig. Hope it's all ok. I'm guessing it may be their way of getting round certain things, what with their apparent present circumstances. You have to text me first today - that way I feel needed LOL... Talk to you later baby. I love you...

from janedoe0 :

Hi hun. How are you? I just felt like sending THOUSANDS of hugs across the ocean to you. I hope they arrive in one piece :)

from ivyparker :

Stay strong. Get out there in the sun with Maxx.

from janedoe0 :

Hi sweets. You have a good weekend ya hear? And please be safe, and look after yourself.

from ivyparker :

That's so sweet that you guys adopted Jane. She's a keeper.

from janedoe0 :

I'd like that! *Smiles*

from hungryvamp :

can i add you to my buddies list?

from janedoe0 :

Yup, I do have MSN IM. That's how I know I get a note. D*land sends me an email and notifies me that I got a new note. So yeah. :)

from janedoe0 :

p.s. My email adress is [email protected] So give me a shout if you should ever feel like it, maxx is welcome to aswell. *Smiles*

from janedoe0 :

Hi Vamps, Just popping in to say G'morning! And I'm sending *BIG HUGS* across the ocean to you! :)

from meganwaits :

Sure, I'll add you, too.

from planet-maxx :

Walks over to you looking all innocent - Hmmm I wonder what wonderful pressie Vampy wants to give me...

from planet-maxx :

Well said. And that pic does it for me everytime....

from janedoe0 :

...still wrong...need to put a zero afterwards.lol. Have a nice day!! And stay safe.

from janedoe0 :

p.s. You need to put a 0 after my username otherwise the link doesn't work. :))))

from janedoe0 :

Aww, sweets, I know it must be hard, and I think that you guys should get together, seriously. I'm here to support both of you, because you guys already have a soft spot in my heart. And I know that's weird, because it's only an internet friendship. But still. If you know what I mean? I'm rooting for the two of you. I have an idea? Why don't both of immigrate to South Africa? I'll put you two up at my place. LOL. And we can braai every weekend and have fun... hahahah

from janedoe0 :

I would REALL REALLY like that. *Big Smile*. After all, you guys adopted me ;) How are you, are you feeling better yet? I realy hope so, I know it worries max alot, and me too. I so want this story to have a happy ending! I should be working, but istead I'm messing around on d*land. *BIG HUGS*

from planet-maxx :

Short yes, and extremely sweet - and I just wish you were here when I read it, so you could see the grin creep across my face, leaving me with a 5 mile wide smile....

from meganwaits :

I do so like the way you put words together.

from planet-maxx :

Hey - good to have you back online, even though I can't get to you at the moment. I'm on lates this week, so maybe we can hook up. I just lurve the thought of you haunting me hehehe - I'm definitely gonna hold you to that....

from janedoe0 :

Hey there. Glad to see you back online!! How's the house and the kitty doing? I realy hopw you have a wonderful weekend!

from planet-maxx :

Saw these words and thought they were amusing : suck on my fingertips until you kill all my prints so your boyfriend has no clue of how much I've been touching you

from planet-maxx :

Ahhhhh - too busy with your housey, work and puddy cat for little 'ole Maxxy now huh ?? Ah well - back to being little 'ole lonely me then... sniff sniff ( can you hear those violins ?? )... I've got zero motivation for work at the moment, and Amreke's off for two weeks paternity leave, so I'm gonna have to do something soon, or people are gonna notice... But I kinda just don't care... I don't wanna be here anymore... I wanna be your cat... I want you to stroke me and let me sleep at the bottom of your bed. Promise not to shit everywhere !! HAHAHAHAHA

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby. I'm missing you like crazy. You better get your ass back online soon, or I'm gonna have to come over to your new little house and move in !! lol

from planet-maxx :

I kinda guessed that would be the answer, as I said I tried to look at it from the other direction, and found that it was definitely not V that I see when I look at you. It's not her I dream of making passionate love to. and that scares the living daylights out of me. And I too get all the same feelings you get when I think of you, when I speak to you. Oh Vamps, What does it all mean baby ??

from hungryvamp :

hey baby i have just read your entry, in answer to your question, when i think of you or talk to you then its you i see no-one else. I do need you, i need you like i have never needed anyone in my life before. God i have actually done something that i thought i would never do and swore to myself i would never do and thats i have fallen for you big time. I think my feelings for Dave far outweigh his feelings for me there doesnt seem to be anything left in him anymore to give me. Maybe its from all the stress of me being the way i am at the moment and i'm not sure he's handling it very well. Oh maxx if you could only see me when i see you online or get a txt from you i basically get goosebumps and feel all fuzzy inside, daft i know but its true. I want and would love to spend just one day with you and hope that we will be able do that very soon. Anyway babe i am going to head off now, i see your on msn but obviously can't talk, hit me up when you can. I love you so much baby Your dark angel xxxxxxxxxx

from planet-maxx :

Me too baby. I know I find it hard to find things to say sometimes, but just to be with you, hold you, stroke your hair, just to give you all the love and affection you so desperately need. Damn I love you baby...

from planet-maxx :

Insane with Love for you my dear...

from planet-maxx :

Maxxy's Ode To your Head : It's big and round and kinda cute, and covered in brown hair, with big blue eyes, but now you know, there's something else in there. It started off quite small, but it's growing all the time, but whatever happens babe, you know you're always mine. It drags you down poor baby, it really is quite shit, not being able to be you, it must get on your tits. So one more verse of this my dear, and then I think I'm done. You truly are amazing, and you're my only one.

from planet-maxx :

Time up - and in the immortal words of Farmer Hoggit - That'll do pig.......that'll do.....

from planet-maxx :

I'll be no further away than I am now :o( ok 7 minutes, and I still haven't done everything I need to. DOH !!!!!

from planet-maxx :

I feel so honoured... Aww man 18 minutes to home time and so much to do....

from planet-maxx :

Hmmm - sounds like you've listened to that a few times ;o) Can't wait to see a picture of the sofa in your house btw hehehe

from planet-maxx :

Strokes your hair, and reaches over you to finish this damn email that I have to send out, before I go home at 3pm. Also got to record my time for last week. I love it when you site on my lap though *smiles*

from planet-maxx :

because your a woman and far more organised and better at not breaking things when you pack than any bloke. Just get the satifaction when he looks for things in the new place, and has to come to you to find them !!! ;o)

from planet-maxx :

Damn your sexy when you smile. I've done absolutely no work today, was supposed to email out project milestones last week but couldn't be arsed. Got told to do it today or else. Booooo Hissss working life sucks...lol

from planet-maxx :

*looks all excite* motion carried - she can our new cute ickle pet. ( lol soz - that's sounds so damn patronising )

from planet-maxx :

awww she's so cute - can we keep her ??

from janedoe0 :

As I said, I've been following you guys's 'story' for a while now. And it realy feels like a a book or a movie, where you just wish the two people will end up together. :) Wishing you all the best.

from janedoe0 :

I feel like I am intruding here, but I'd like to leave a message for you here. Like I said to maxx, I'm sorry for the situation you guys are in. And I hope that you find some way to at least find some peace. My thoughts are with you! *hugs*

from planet-maxx :

You are my shining little star. I can imagine that it must be hard for someone to talk about death, when it's him that will be the one left behind. You know you can always talk to me about anything hunni, however hard it may be to talk about or hear. I would like to ask you for a morbid favour while we're on the subject. I'd love you to write me something to send me when it's time, with a pic if poss. and you know I want you to let me know you're ok, again if poss, even if you need me to pass on messages to others, I'll try to be open enough for you to reach me... Our paths may not be detined to cross for as long as we'd like, but know that you have had such a profound impact on my life, and I can't thank you enough for that. Words are not enough... I love you...

from planet-maxx :

My Precious Babe. I think this is possibly the only place that is still sacred and hidden from prying eyes. My feelings for you have never changed you know. I still think about you at least once every minute of the day !! I really hope we don't come this way just once, as I'd like to think I could come round again and look for you next time round, you and me were meant to be together. Maybe we were just meant to get to know each other this time round, so we know what to do next time... I love you eternally... Take care, speak soon.

from planet-maxx :

You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen You shine just like sunlight rays On a winter snow I just had to tell you so Your eyes sparkle as the stars Like the moon they glow Your smile could light the world on fire Or did you know ? Your mind's full of everything That I want to know I just had to let you know I just had to tell you so You're my butterfly Fly high Fly fly fly

from planet-maxx :

Your last note made me cry, the words rang so true. Your last entry made me die, I never want you to leave my life. I need you. You need me. We're boound together, you can't escape, and neither can I. We're eternally cuffed together. There is no key, I don't think either of us mind not having a key for them. You wouldn't jump off the train before it's stopped, and our journey together is not yet complete. and anyway, our destination is the same so no matter who gets there first, we'll always be together. I love you. xxx

from planet-maxx :

Fuck it - you're offline. Ok here's my thinking. You have a gift for visualisation. Have you tried using it on your golf ball ?? I'm thinking blu-tac, a quiet space, eyes shut. You visualise it, feel it in your head, and tip your head forward and let it fall into your palm. ( blu-tac ) You take a tiny piece away, and place it back in your head. You do that everyday, each time taking a little piece away, visualising it, concentrating, making it real. I don't know, maybe I'm talking bollocks, but it can't do anything but good can it ?? Love you babe...

from planet-maxx :

Your words - and choice of song lyrics never fail to touch the most intimate part of my heart. There are points in your life when you look back and wish you could have walked a different path, and searched a little harder for the one who is obviously so completely right for you. Our paths are destined to cross, however fleeting that may be. Which btw, I seriously need to discuss something with you - the blutac. I'm gonna MSN you now, rest well babe....

from planet-maxx :

Hey babe. Been trying to text you all frikkin' day, but I'm getting an send error. Been thinking about you since I got up this morning, and haven't been able to think of anything else all day. I just want to know you're ok. ( relatively speaking ). Let me know how you got on. I understand you probably won't want to log on and chat, whatever happened, but just send me a text to let me know you're safe. If you do wanna chat or talk, I'm here for you babe. You've only got to ask. Love you eternally. M. xxxxxxxxxxxx

from planet-maxx :

Hey baby. Been thinking about you all weekend. Wish we could have a decent chat. I'm on earlies this week, so unless V is at the kiosk, it's unlikely I'll get to talk to you. Unless you fancy a meet later in the week, I'm sure I could arrange to skip at 2pm and come and see ya hehehe. See - I still have a little fight left in me ;o)

from planet-maxx :

I'm so so so sorry babe. You'll never know what you truly mean to me. It's been a rare pleasure to have known you...

from planet-maxx :

I'll love you forever, you know that don't you ?? You need anything, just holla. You wanna talk, just holla. Any time, and I mean any time. xxx

from planet-maxx :

Hey babe. No - you could never upset me. I think I've just come to the realisation that maybe I thought things were heading somewhere they weren't. I want to get back to us enjoying each other. This relationship is yours to drive for while, when I drive, I don't know where I'm going ! LOL I'll just sit back and enjoy the ride !! ;o)

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