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from shutupmom :
503-442-4364 leave a message.
from adalbeorht :
I hope by mocking the reporters, I didn't mask my disgust with/fear of the administration. I nervously fret about what's going on, especially since I'm not sure I know what's going on... Blah! Anyway, how was your show?
from adalbeorht :
wow, dude, the Congress! That's amazing! Congratulations!
from genuinefake :
I'm happy that you are still here Joel xxx
from adalbeorht :
Are you going to take progress pictures?
from adalbeorht :
double clicking makes me cooler than you! also, sorry. =(
from adalbeorht :
After all that hype, I hope they didn't disappoint ya... If you're digging, I hear rumors of a SUMMER US TOUR in August. For a group of college kids that only play one cover, they're phenomenal live.
from adalbeorht :
After all that hype, I hope they didn't disappoint ya... If you're digging, I hear rumors of a SUMMER US TOUR in August. For a group of college kids that only play one cover, they're phenomenal live.
from adalbeorht :
If googling is unhelpful, you could always try clicking the link I gave in my entry. Clicking, what an odd verb! ps, you will always look like a doofus in my notes, for all eternity. I didn't understand all that point-dropping business, but I'm glad I didn't (Christian didn't) cause something horrible! Take care.
from genuinefake :
The Faint AND Bright Eyes? Nearly as good as when I saw bright Eyes, Modest Mouse and Rilo Kiley all in the same day for a cheap price. Have lots of fun xx
from adalbeorht :
Blame Christian Rudder, not me! Also, why aren't you on my buddy list? I don't know why I never added you before... ps, I hope your quiz went okay in spite of Mr. Rudder's irresistible feet. Math is silly anyway. stinkyfeet is much more important.
from uridium15 :
indeed, it is quite foul. i think i'm going to stick to anything that isn't beer, in terms of alcoholic beverages. though, to be fair, just about everybody i know is in love with molson. except vurt, he'll drink anything that has alcohol in it. i wouldn't be surprised if he'd drink rubbing alcohol.
from uridium15 :
oh, no. the one with the stars is the emo one. stars and sadness, it equals radness? i was so sure you were a a twoheaded boy sort, though. ahh well. this latest developement insinuates that you, too, possibly are of similar sentiments that emo-kids are anti christs and misery vampires. viva la constitution!
from uridium15 :
i'm going to pull a fun game out of my tight sphincter called "guess which banner the dlanders clicked!" and my guess, from what i've read in your journal so far, is that you seem like the sort who would be enthralled by the concept of a twoheaded cross dressing boy who loves jesus. or i'm totally full of shit. that happens quite often.
from techrat :
fear of satan is always a good quality in a band.
from insectgod :
i'm sorry that you feel so alone. no one deserves that. it's really neat to see your handwriting tho.
from insectgod :
myspace-- no. i'm too afraid to join. something inside of me likes the idea of not being easily found by people. i used to want to be a spy.
from insectgod :
no thank YOU. your earlier note made me smile. would you like to clear up a debate for me? is post-rock chicago thrill jockey bands like the sea and cake or tortoise or is post-rock emotional heavy instrumental bands like godspeed and mogwai? to you anyway. lemme know.
from genuinefake :
Yes I do really miss him, but I only realised yesterday so it kind of all hit me at once. P.S. "Only use in emergencies, like everyday" - I know what you mean.
from adalbeorht :
You really saw someone from high school on the Virgin Game? That's mortifying.
from adalbeorht :
If I were your friend Sid, I'd insist that everyone call me Siddharth.
from insectgod :
wait what? you're back together? i missed something.
from zozo-88 :
hey huocer your interesting,,,hmm do u ever find ur self going just a lil nuts with how inntellagent u r or maybe its just me with being in lawrence the shit hole of the world...hmmmill have to think about dat 1
from adalbeorht :
you didn't ask, but I prefer masking
from huocer :
maniac being the keyword, porno. oh yes. bloody maniac. "i'm a maniac, maaaanniiiaacc" hee hee! (been raped by big black men lately?)
from adalbeorht :
yes. a bandit.
from pornoviolent :
i'm a hypomaniac.
from genuinefake :
just a note to say i'm always listening. love xxx
from pornoviolent :
smalltown usa.... something sinister... where angels fear to tread... whatwhatwhat poplife justin timberlake where is he? bzzzzzzzzt paging dr richardson
from adalbeorht :
I would've left an "omg, thanks for buddy listing me, Iloveyouforever!" note if I hadn't figured out who you were on my own. I'm so clever! How many of these online journal thingies do you have? You must be so self-indulgent.
from fuckmyname :
i only wish the mind could change the heart... or at least influence it a bit. if that were the case, maybe i wouldn't be in such a rut. maybe you wouldn't be either. anyways, take care and all.
from genuinefake :
always good to hear.
from insectgod :
done&done. and i'm totally serious.
from huocer :
b l a n k s l a t e
from hamatsugrl :
i love that you correct my spelling instead of just letting me not spell good. hahahaha. love you
from fuckmyname :
i - want - new - location - info
from fashionspazz :
congratulations! I wish you the best of luck! :)
from genuinefake :
rain + postal service is good.
from theimposter :
by the fucking way. i downloaded your trombone tune on your website and let me just go on record as saying, it's the best thing i've ever heard from you. the melody is lovely and the drunken nature of the tune just made me smile, i had to show it off to everyone. good work man.
from theimposter :
joelman! it's andy. i've moved on over to livejournal, if you care to read, i'm ithica27and9 i miss you and via dearly, i hope life is well. much love man.
from insectgod :
coming from someone who is merely a spectator, i hope this means more than a random compliment: you are a gorgeous person. what a fantastic photograph. only 21 eh? congratulations on the job my friend. i only pray you can keep a strong grasp on your soul. (that is not meant as a threat nor a prediction. it's just that too many "adults" become jaded with life prematurely....) don't ever lose the things that make you feel warm inside joel.
from fuckmyname :
that is a cool picture... me likes.
from insectgod :
cheers to you too. i love your story about target. i mean, love and hate it. brilliantly conveyed, nonetheless. what's with the no paragraphs breaks in these damn notes? i recently made a book for a friend of mine which i called "fortunate." it was small and the cover was red. each page had one fortune cookie fortune pasted on it. there were forty seven of them, strung together in abstract narrative. i've got more left over. i collect them. if you need one, just let me know. don't be daunted by the blank cookie. as we all learned from the simpsons: "desserts aren't always right!"
from shutupmom :
but what about that lil 8 year old buddy they got drummin' for them now?
from genuinefake :
Hello Joel. I haven't been reading diaries for a while so it's nice to know what you're up to recently. Just thought I'd leave you a wee small note. xx
from insectgod :
"I'm shallower than a rain puddle on a sunny summer afternoon." first: shallow or deep, who cares? second: puddles are beautiful. third: that puddle is going to turn into trillions of water molecules, float up to the sky, rearrange itself over some other part of the world, break apart, fall and collect again for someone else to splash in and smile about. that's much more interesting than figuring out "who you think you are." you just are. ps. it's nice to know someone's reading. thanx. [xo]
from fuckmyname :
hey... get back online. i miss our fun and refreshing conversations.
from fuckmyname :
woo!! fish!! yeah. have fun.
from endserenadng :
as you? and yes if so, ive got more to say.
from fuckmyname :
thanks a bunch for the tip... maybe that will make my horrid "poetry" a little more tollerable to read. heh heh. take care, bye.
from inchase :
nice... i like it
from fuckmyname :
hi
from carrythezer0 :
temporarily locked, but not for too long. =)
from theimposter :
joel! yea man, that bit about love you posted the other day threw my head for a spin, i hadn't read that passage in ages, and then i found out the good news, i was very happy to hear about it all, send via my love, and i'm honestly very pleased that things are gonna work out...the best of luck to you, and you still owe me/i owe you a phone call, soon soon soon
from fuckmyname :
i wish the best for your grandfather. i hope all is well. hang in there. much love as always.
from fuckmyname :
heh heh, i am only famous because of you. gracias.
from fuckmyname :
hi joel :)
from fashionspazz :
*hugs* I hope you feel better soon! take care and have a great day! :)
from carrythezer0 :
hey its michelle. here is my new diary.
from rollerqueen :
sure, the new diary goes by the name of ohmyjetsabel. xo
from fakeseizure :
I have a theory about that. Ego is essential to music. We adore and idolise rock "stars" because they are something unattainable that normal people cant be. We tell ourselves it's about the music, but there's still the image. Think Oasis or Ryan Adams or something. It makes sense
from brieberryman :
look at me! You're the only person who reads my diary, thank you! You're pretty much the only diary I read, since no one updates anymore. Still, not complaining :D Me loves you, Joeeel
from brieberryman :
I love it that you exist.
from fakeseizure :
I should try that. I heard somewhere about some girl in a wheelchair at a punk show who wasnt allowed somewhere so she ran over the bouncers feet, fell out of the wheelchair onto the floor and started twitching...I have no idea where I heard that. It was probably one of those things that never actually happened that i subconciously made up...
from fashionspazz :
*hugs for Joel* I'm feeling depressed too.
from fashionspazz :
it defintely would. if it could. but it can't. :)
from fashionspazz :
Hi. thanks so much for talking to me on AIM. I hope you feel better! take care!
from fashionspazz :
but out of the bitchy inspiration comes something beautiful. something you can be happy and proud about. have a great day! :)
from fashionspazz :
your music is beautiful! i'm listening to it right now! take care!
from fashionspazz :
yup. things will be fine. hope your day is wonderful. :) ( if you have aim.. try to be on. I shall aim you.)
from fashionspazz :
no worries. you'll be fine. take care!
from fuckmyname :
hang in there.....
from endserenadng :
((and somewhere,a clock is ticking;quiet and hear the ticktock.) =happy birthday those few days back.
from fuckmyname :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!!!! i hope your day gets better. ill be online with you later to get drunk if needs be. i mean, fucking hell, you want to be with mr jack daniels than mister pedro the fucking lion. twenty-fucking-one!! have a beer or something and take care... bye bye now.
from fuckmyname :
you and me both, buddy. food made me very ill today. it sucked. bye now.
from fuckmyname :
joel is bored. that is sad. take pictures and listen to Autechre (hillary loves autechre) and update update update. and then EAT. and sleep. and time will go by faster. and lets see how many times i can put the word and in one note. and. all. will. be ok. for. you. i. think. :):)
from fuckmyname :
love the pictures. i do i do.
from planetqueen :
Ogden? do you live in Utah?
from fuckmyname :
\\\\\insainly jealous. oh yeah\\\\\
from xlostxdovex :
youre truely talented -xdovex
from monsterlove :
thanks for the hint about villagephotos. i appreciate it.
from genuinefake :
everything's right
from genuinefake :
your wish is my command, sweetheart.
from big-ideas :
dude, you could totally write my paper for me! I like your ideas. Thanks!
from cosbysweater :
ru paul is a she when in female apparel and he the rest of the time. confusing, i know, but this is how the queens like it. who am i to argue ;)
from fuckmyname :
i said it before but i have to say it again! great picture!! post more and more and more!! bye bye now.
from fuckmyname :
feel better.... bye bye.
from big-ideas :
Well, you're a cool emo person. Hahha but emo people do need to get kicked in the face! Just joking!
from fuckmyname :
joeeeeeeeeeel... i have a picture diary. you should check it out. its way fun. the username is monsterlove. its at diaryland, hehe. talk to you later. bye bye.
from planetqueen :
Thank you for your so very kind note. It was really, truly appreciated.
from fuckmyname :
*jealous of joel and radiohead nonsense....*
from fuckmyname :
well, what do you know? today is and interpol day for me too!! it is all i have been listening to. and yes, get joy division. do it! have a better day.
from fuckmyname :
"I hate getting out of bed, but I hate sleeping so late. I hate the sunshine..." (joel, i compleatly understand. take care of yourself. dont get too down. and maybe if you just accomplish the little things, like making cds and changing a room and mowing a silly lawn. the big things wont seem so bad?? stop to smell the flowers buddy. life aint so bad. bye bye now.)
from ashcroft :
hey joel...long time no talkie!
from zaggitsy :
aah!! that four-wheeling nonsense sounds like a lot of fun. and i hope your leg gets better. bye bye.
from brieberryman :
Tis alright! Here's my shoulder :) Lotsa love to you, Mr. Joel!
from genuinefake :
8:30 sounds fucking early to me
from fuckmyname :
*celebrates* joel is back!! yay. how was the trip huh?
from fuckmyname :
have a godd trip joel. take care of yourself godfuckingdamnit!!! ok? <3<3
from zaggitsy :
i picked up the art of drowning today. its fantastic. thanks for telling me about billy collins. tataa.
from fuckmyname :
hey hey hey!! i just left the 100th post in your guestbook. i feel special, but only kinda special. and i hope you dont mind me taking up space in your notes page with nonsense things like this. bye bye now. take care. (ps...have you washed your arm yet? just wondering.)
from shutupmom :
yeah like 2 seconds ago when i saw my bus driver from 1st grade at the gas station. just now. just now that happened.
from ashcroft :
hahaha i'll scan the drawing of you so you will feel uber special ;) :p your drawin came out good.
from brieberryman :
Mr. Joel!! Thanks for the note. Have I ever told you how cool I think you are? Well...very! Hang in there, mister...we're all here for you.
from genuinefake :
hmmm yeah i'm still kinda worried about you joel. i don't even have anything else to say! next time i'll think of something, i promise...
from fuckmyname :
im sorry i wasnt much help joel. stay strong though, i hope you are feeling atlest a tiny bit better today. i hope. talk to you soon.
from ashcroft :
hang in there joel! always thought you were brave,the way your so open about everything....some days i wish i could be like that,but then is quickly passes lol
from abnormality :
thank you. thank you. thank you. xo.
from sea-tea :
isn't it strange when you take pills for a while and everything around you changes? like someone else is using your mouth? and like you're just watching things happen and you think you've no control over them? or maybe it's just me...
from fuckmyname :
your last enrty makes me laugh. :)
from shutupmom :
send ME some
from abnormality :
ps.iwantyoutobemyfriendinreallife.
from abnormality :
i know, i know. perhaps you could help me.. know any html? xo.
from shutupmom :
aw, what you need is some unidentified pills and half a bottle of absenth. its good.
from sea-tea :
wonderful: that's my absolute favourite ugly casanova song. and yours?
from mojo1915 :
Hello there! May your day be as follows: eat banana pudding and sleep and....Just have a good day, alright.
from ashcroft :
still got an stone then? :(
from brieberryman :
Joel, got ya. Again, I hope you get better. I'm listening to Smog, and for some reason I keep rememering you and your entries. We loves you!! :)
from fuckmyname :
"just watched royal tenenbaums. Gotta go buy that one." ~~how funny is that?!! i watched that movie today too! crazyness. but yeah, i like that movie. it was a good one.
from genuinefake :
"wretched little brown thing in a hole" i love how you say wretched all the time
from sea-tea :
ahhh word. this is nickisaghost. new diary will be up soon. l o v e.
from fuckmyname :
........ooohh. that kind of rain. hmm. *ponders* i wish it would rain here. take care. g'bye bye. from me.
from fuckmyname :
"I'm tired of pissing my life away one wasted day at a time." ditto. i know the feeling. i hear you joel. if i knew how to fix it in a blink of an eye, i would not only fix it for you, but id fix it for me and everyone else in this empty world with this same problem. life.is.a.bitch. and ill totally write you another note when i feel a little more "chipper" to make up for my negative ones. g'byeeee. -me
from genuinefake :
"Welcome to grownup world Joel. We hope you like your stay because there is no exit." EXACTLY what i've been thinking...
from fuckmyname :
YEAH!!! ARGH, YEAH!!! i know exactly what you are talking about!!! i hate it when i wind up in dairyland. its quite annoying. kljsadflkie!!! i like diaryland sooo much better. bye. --me
from nickisaghost :
REPRESENT!
from fuckmyname :
the cooking maybe quaint. but eating waaayy too much pasta later isnt so quaint now is it?? haha. feel better. -hillary
from ashcroft :
haha,well i dunno...cant see any problem.
from ashcroft :
whats wrong with the background? looks fine to me,maybe it's a good thing people cant read it lol
from fuckmyname :
"Or just get in my car and drive through the rain soaked streets. Yeah..." oooohhh that sounds soo appealing. it was raining for just a short bit here, i wish i had the ability to drive. lala. byee -me
from hand-frost :
i was browsing and found your profile. you have good taste in music/movies.
from fuckmyname :
!!!!!! im so jealous. oh my!! i wish i was able to see bright eyes. tell me all about it, please. tell tell tell.... bye. !!!!!!
from huocer :
it's okay. i don't care anyway.
from fuckmyname :
skdjflkasjd!!!! why wont the background to your diary show up anymore? i really liked it. um, anyways. i hope you got around to taking a nap. because naps are fantastic and all.
from fuckmyname :
medications suck. im sorry u have to deal with that. i hate it that whole violent shaking thing. it feels awful. but yeah. take care of yourself and be well. and have a good day. and think good thoughts. and and and. all of that niiice stuff. goodbye.
from ashcroft :
Joel!! i did your drawing,i just took one of the pics from the dodgy thread.....your one came out the best,ya have a good bone structure there haha..be proud :p
from ashcroft :
YAY i get to draw joel :D the board is back up,so yeh post some piccies :p
from ashcroft :
haha wow i'm cool enough to get a note eh? ;) haha hows the music going? i cant stop drawing people this week,dunno why.....anyone want me to draw them? lol
from huocer :
yeah, i see you looking at me..... obviously, i'm looking right back..... and how does that make you feel?
from fuckmyname :
may i please steal that numbering thing that u do at the bottom of numerous entries? its oh so handy dandy.
from fuckmyname :
yesh yesh.... cursive lyrics does = good day. and i did in fact have a good day. i hope you day was jsut as fantastic. -hil
from ashcroft :
the artistic thing is very true,you find yourself being able to create amazing things....yet the downside is your "real" life goes down the tubes.....but nothings the same.
from brieberryman :
hmmm, seeing as I have both Coldplay albums, I don't have much of their music on the computer. Just thought I'd explain :)
from theimposter :
iwouldlikeitbetterifyoutypedlikethisbbbooooooya
from huocer :
i remember a time when i was more or less stress free. it was called infancy. i want to go back.
from fuckmyname :
Autechre is fantastic!! do u like squarepusher as well? i love em both. but i would have to agree that its easier to get in the mood for modest mouse than squarepusher. but yeah. when ever i talk about autechre or sp no one knows what the hell im talking about. kudos to you. anyways, have a good night. ~hillary
from nickisaghost :
wee we're the same
from shutupmom :
well the pizza is still shit. and the mechanical guys are still there. but different. remember the black gorilla that played keyboards? well, hes purple now. guess was politically incorrect or somethin' but to tell you the truth, i was just as excited now for them to come out and play as i was then. the only difference....no balls.
from fuckmyname :
http://www.mobstergame.com/index.php?ref=13149 help me out, wont you? hehe. <3hillary
from ashcroft :
yay i made it on your favs list ;) haha you crazy kid! :p jessie.
from genuinefake :
Didn't i warn you about my tendancy to leave long notes?
from genuinefake :
I tried to sign your guestbook but computer decided that that wasn't something it wanted to let me do, so i am forced to leave you a note instead. It's probably going to be really long, you know how i am often far too long-winded about things. I read all of your last entry, and couldn't help but feel like you were reaching into my mind and pulling out my thoughts. I completely know what you mean. I don't think that anything i have ever written in my entire life has been born from anything but sadness, humility, shame or such feelings. And yet I don't want to feel like that, but I have to, because otherwise i would not have anything to say about anything. Strange. And I'm trying very hard to avoid sounding like a pretentious little twat when I say all this. Anyway, just thought I should let you know my random and pointless musings on Joel's thoughts for the day. Hope spring is treating you well. Claire xx
from fuckmyname :
haha!! yes, laptops are absofuckinlutly great! arent they? i think my dad is gonna get me one. so ill know what you are talking about then. but knowing my dad... i probably wont get it. anyways. i hope ur having a good night and all. and i think i leave too many notes or something... byebye! ~~hillary
from fuckmyname :
so i saw the video for the radiohead song creep for the first time today. i hadnot seen it ever before. i so wish i had known of it looonnggg ago. because i like it. ooh, i like it a lot. :) just thought id let u know. take care and be well. ~hillary
from fuckmyname :
i want a copy of ur album, more than anything ever!! :) and u are a badass for changing your oil. if my car ever needs an oil change or checked i so know who to go to now! this is fantastic. cept now i need a car. oh well. take care. bye. ~~Hillary
from fuckmyname :
i heart loose leaves. that is one of my favorite bright eyes songs. take care of yourself and goodbye. ~hillary
from shutupmom :
i dont know what ive been told, you never die and you never grow old.
from jadeddreams7 :
like your diary. and I like radiohead too. :)
from fuckmyname :
i hate saylight savings time too. it totally fucks me up. kind of. well, i just dont like it. it ought not exist.
from brieberryman :
someone noticed my absence! I haven't been to the board 'cause I'm using a public computer until mine gets fixed. I'll be back soon, I promise. Best of luck to you, mate...you rock!
from fuckmyname :
i seriously didnt understand one bit of that note u left me. i dunno, i think it was probably because i was trying too hard to find some meaning in it. overall, it made me laugh, kinda. (: take care and be well. ~hillary ps, i hate playboy apparel too. pisses me off more than anything. bye.
from huocer :
I see you.... you can't hide from me. HEY STOP THAT!
from abnormality :
xo.
from fuckmyname :
you are scissors too? radass. lets go cut something!! ~~Hillary
from genuinefake :
Joel, you updated! well done for stopping being human for us, your faithful readers. oh, and you have to go see bright eyes. if I can't go, someone has to. Claire x
from hamatsugrl :
yeah!!! i updated!!!! yeah me!!!
from hamatsugrl :
help me! diaryland won't let me update and i have so much to talk about.. HELP!!!!!
from shutupmom :
HEYHEYHEY. i came home drunk wednesday night, to the little red light flashing. it was the nicest prank call ive gotten in a long time. thanks darling for that. and yes, i agree, best song ever.
from hamatsugrl :
i'm sorry i worry... and i am sorry that when i'm down i take you with me. i love you, with all my heart and soul, i do. i want to bring you up.. make you a better person... be your light in dark places. because that is what you have been for me. i love you babay.
from brieberryman :
hello, joel, much love to you...thanks for everything, you're AMAZING :D
from hamatsugrl :
joel.... is there a way to get to your profile directly from your diary????
from brieberryman :
hello, joel! thanks for being so awesome :D
from hamatsugrl :
i love you
from abnormality :
all my love. xo.
from hamatsugrl :
miss you
from sdrawkcab01 :
...about as cute as a freezer full of puppies.
from hamatsugrl :
i'm sorry i keep you up so late.
from sdrawkcab01 :
HAR HAR HAR
from sdrawkcab01 :
Vas
from sdrawkcab01 :
Deferens
from sdrawkcab01 :
I'm alittle teapot, short and stout. C'mon man, what's there to understand?
from sdrawkcab01 :
When I say "yes", it's only a matter of speaking.
from hamatsugrl :
thanks!
from hamatsugrl :
do you really love me underneath it all??? hehehehe, i'm listening to no doubt on mtv2 right now. hehehehe... why am i so wierd??
from aeia111 :
i'd be extremely jealous of your happiness if i didn't have it for myself. so i'm just extremely fascinated. isn't life great? -claire http://aeia111.diaryland.com
from huocer :
oh, that 'fuck you' so everyone is clear, was directed at me, not at anyone else. ME FUCK ME.
from huocer :
fuck you.
from invisibledon :
thanks for visiting
from abnormality :
i'm stephanie. and i'm all sorts of flattered. we should talk [aim - archaic emotion]. xo.
from starprism :
Thank you very much so!!!
from zamaroo :
hello
from pyxie :
modest mouse is going to rock! you know ill be seeing you around sometime soon with grampa.
from hamatsugrl :
you need to read my diary (via) to find out that you have a surprise... aren't you a lucky little boy?
from hamatsugrl :
haha... i love your diary, especially when you talk to yourself. but you should check out beautify.diaryland.com if oyu would like to change your template. and didn't you have fun making a movie today??? hahaha via

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