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from apocalipx :
chemistrix
from thebestday :
Hey you. Welcome back. I know I'm not really that active a person on diaryland right now but I'm sick and depressed, which is in no way a good combination. All in all, I think that everything has been shit lately which really sucks. How are you doing?
from ivyvalentine :
Hey Ruth, you know, I still love you despite our political differences, but you may want to "NOT" read my diary for a while. I AM NOT trying to start a argument, I figured it would be better to tell you this as a friend because I love and respect you. As you may imagine, I am not at all thrilled with the election outcome. Bush won, I give him that, but that doesnt make me happy about it any more so than you would have been had it gone to the left. Basically, what I want/nned to say to all of my friends who DO support the President is this, that's FINE and I will not try to change your mind or call you out on it, I have no wish to argue. HOWEVER I CANNOT, nor WILL I EVER for the next four years support nor claim this man as my President, because he is not. That night I met John Edwards was really special, had I explained it to you than prhaps you'd understand why I dedicated myself to their campaign so readily. I however respected you enough to not further the topic. So, I LOVE YOU with all my heart as a friend, hell I was the one bar-dancing with you in Toronto, but I hate our President, and since neither one of us can change the other's minds I hope it doesnt matter much. Hopefulyl if we stay away from the subject of politics huh?~HUGE HUGS~ I do love you Ruth, and maybe once this has settled in you can tell me why you support Bush so strongly, and I can tell you why I hate him, and at least we will understand each other better. Sorry this is so damn long, but I said this to everyone I know who suppports Bush. I lvoe you!~Huge hugs~
from dombilly :
FRUTHS...i know i dont exist anymore, but PLEASE delete that note down there about my teachers...mrs. milius & mrs. erami. okay? thankyou. or else i will be in trouble...deep. love you, thankyou.
from iauna :
oh, but you guess correctly my friend. most definately so. AVID, in fact.
from sketchedpony :
I'm guessing you're a bush supporter.
from duchessofted :
Long time no see. Much luff.
from shoot-down :
*HUMPS* (lol dont ask) THANK FOR ADDING MEH!
from shoot-down :
FRUTHY! its lorelai. so glad you are back! i was wondering when
from queenqua :
my number es (nueva-cero-tres)ocho-nueva-siete-cero-tres-uno-siete (903)897-0317
from queenqua :
Hey, Sissie. Long time no talk, huh? I just wanted to let you know I have access to a compu and will try to keep in touh better, Oh, and you can call my house now. Daddy misses u...*GASP!* I kno, he said himself. I was kinda tipsy so I don't remember the whole sentence. I would call you but either you don't pick up or we have nothing to say. I hope you can come visit. Well, I don't have money, a job or a private jet so I can't see you...PLEEZ ask your parents...this is all I have to say, this is all that comes to my blank,empty bottomless-pit-of my mind. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!....your Taliqua *****my new email***** saucy_flirt903@hotmail.com
from sketchedpony :
Fruthy, I love you and I didn't want to not come back. AIM is being so evil to me. Hopefully, it's fixed soon.
from cenedril :
i'm glad it turned out alright, don't worry about hitting him. we all get pissed at one point or other. if you don't want to change, and you'll specifically try not to, you probably won't. 'tis good that you're making a conscious choice, not just going with it. love ya!! *sistahugs*
from sketchedpony :
Glad that you aren't dead.
from sketchedpony :
Glad that you aren't dead.
from cenedril :
fruthy!! i heart you!! lol i just thought i'd say that =)
from sketchedpony :
Hey, I don't have to worry about my cycle. I finally got my period. I'm so happy.
from sketchedpony :
I'm a sexah glitter muffin? What exactly is that?
from sketchedpony :
It's been so long Fruthy! I miss you!
from sketchedpony :
I miss you. Hopefully, we can really talk soon.
from sketchedpony :
Beaches rock.
from albinoqueen :
Congratulations! *hugs ya tightly* I know that light, appreciated feeling and enjoy it! Also, I applaoud you for letting it stay in God's hands! He won't let anything happen that's not going to help you in the end, trust Him! Take care, and note/IM/Email me if you ever want to, need to vent, or just need someone to listen. I'll be there! I love ya Sis! God Bless! *huge Took hugs that leave you glittery*
from sketchedpony :
That's great. You really should feel special. He sounds like a great guy. And I would love to have someone's mother who was that sweet to me. You're a really lucky girl.
from sketchedpony :
Yes caring about school takes way too much energy.
from anwen-hwesta :
*hugs&squishes* i'm here for you, fruthy, if you need to talk.
from sketchedpony :
Things are hard for me with my grandma. I know I shouldn't hate her but I do. I'm sorry that you are close to loosing your grandma.
from sketchedpony :
Glad to hear you're not dead but where have you been lately? Haven't even seen you in chats.
from sketchedpony :
No don't be depressed because of exams! By the way, I saw your picture in Ive's load from the Gathering.
from sketchedpony :
That's horrible. Why did they take out the pictures with you in them? That's not right.
from sketchedpony :
You seriously can't be as bad as she made you sound. You're neice is so cute!
from laurelote :
Congratulations, AUNTIE! YAY!
from anwen-hwesta :
yaay for auntie-ness! say congrats to brooklyn, must've been awesome to just come to this world. on another note, i totally support your view on drugs, i just hope everything works out with justin. *huggles sister*
from ahmetai :
Hooray for Sisterhood auntie-ness! Tell your sis-in-law congrats, and kudos on the awesome name!
from avalonfaery :
Yeah! You're Auntie Fruthy now! Congrats so much, and I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better about your self. ::huuuuuuuuge hugs:: much love, Gina
from dombilly :
Fruthy! I am happy you are happy! :) whats your tele number? We have to talk!! Squee *holds tight*
from sketchedpony :
That's great that things are looking up for you. I'm really glad that you didn't loose your friend and that she values you more than drugs, I know how hard it is when people do that. And it's great that everything is working out. Justin will come around at some point in his life, hopefully when he does, there are people to support him in his decision.
from hobbittian11 :
"there was something in the air tonight, the stars were bright.. fruthy?" not enough syllables i guess. you are totally my wifey, we are identical. i have finals too and i was listening to abba! congrats on the resilience with the diet though. heaven knows i could lose a pound or... ten, but i can never stop eating. its the hobbit in me :P
from albinoqueen :
Oooh birthday soon? How soon? Mine's in 10 days!!
from sketchedpony :
Stinks that your mom is threatening to pull you out of school. Parents can be a real pain. And I want to wish you luck at loosing the weight. I need to loose some too.
from dombilly :
those words dont suit me, and i didnt used to always be happy and bouncy. i never was, down below. i didnt have people bring me down, i brought myself there. i am a screwup who gets worse and worse, and i let things go and slip and they shouldnt. thanks for loving and caring though.
from dombilly :
TAKING ACTION! you are OFFICIALLY my WIFE! ACTION TOOK!
from albinoqueen :
A LOTR DEVOTIONAL???????
from sketchedpony :
Sorry to hear that you might be allergic to your cat. That would suck. And I wonder where the black eye came from.
from dombilly :
Fruthy, get better!! *huggles* yumm, im in love too. :) *dreamy*
from albinoqueen :
Merry Chrimas Iauna! Hope you have the BEST, most MERRY, brightest, love and hope-filled Christmas ever! *raises a pint in toast to the season* Thank God for friends and for Christmas! I luv ya Sis! *huge hugs and glitterlove* God Bless ya!
from binzey :
Ruthie! *muah* I hope you have a great week, Poppet! ROTK is almost here!
from iauna :
Hello everyone! I just wanted to drop a note and say that from now on, anything derrogatory pertaining to Jessica and Justin will be deleted. Although I appreciate that you guys took time to drop me a note - im not going to let my notebook become a place of ridicule, antagonization, etc. I thank you all the same for being there for me but I won't deal with all the drama that comes with it. If anyone has a problem with anything I just said please contact me individually and express yourself there. Thanks all, I *heart* you guys!
from sketchedpony :
I need to devote more time to my schoolwork too. Well, now that I have work that might be easier. Good luck with it though.
from albinoqueen :
*huge Took hugs and glitterlove* it's gonna be hard, there's no fooling you about that. But you know what? Between God, your family, your Sisters and you being the strong, awsome girlie you are, whatever you set yourself to do,(or not do, as the case merits) you WILL!!! I have faith in ya. Drop me a note or email or IM any time! Luv ya Sis! Take care and God Bless!
from sketchedpony :
Yes, high school does officially suck.
from binzey :
Ruthie!! *hugs and snogs* I just read your profile, I had skimmed it before. You like Pride and Prejudice?! MY ALL TIME FAVORITE BOOK!! This sister-relationship got more interesting, Dahlin!!! If I don't talk to you before Thursday, though I don't know why I wouldn't, have a great Thanksgiving! I'm thankful that I've met a great lass like you. Thank you for being a wonderful person! Love ya!
from dombilly :
FRUTHY! hey! looong time no talk! lol :) sup? hehe, I *heart* you soooo much too!! oooh! PHONE CALLSSS!!! PRECIOUSSSS! *huggles and snuggles and smoochles* YAY!
from ahmetai :
Wheeee, thanks so much for the gbook love hon. I love that you have French words on your layout. *randomness and hugs*
from laurelote :
Heeey darlin'! I love your layout... that's such a great movie. Hehe. So, Sisterly goodness, eh? Well I have a proposal- would you like to be my penpal? I adore getting snail mail and I see that you do too soooo... let me know! XD *squeetacklehug*
from sketchedpony :
Congrats about the letter. I don't think that the sisterhood is paying off for me. And guys shouldn't be scared by hyperness. My friend Becca is close to insane and guys are almost completely in love with her.
from sketchedpony :
Still reading me religiously even if I don't really write much interesting lately? I love the devotion of my diaryland family.
from sketchedpony :
It's great that you've met a new sister. I've been spending so little time online that I haven't even gotten a change to meet anymore of the older sisters.
from sketchedpony :
I'm so sorry your mom treats you like crap. I wish there was a way to make her stop, but I really don't think there is.
from hobbittian11 :
lovesssss you wifey! just saying hi for no reason other than influence of one too many pints of rum ;)
from leonmcphelps :
Thank you for adding me as a favorite. And for calling me a mofo. I appreciate the attention.
from sketchedpony :
It's good that Becca is quitting. I hope that Jessica will listen to you. It would be horrible if she chose the drugs over you. You should stand firm on that though. Otherwise, she'll never have a reason to quit.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry about your thing with your mom. I hate it when they put us down because of stupid stuff. It's good that you have the philosophy that it is her loss because it really is.
from hobbittian11 :
hey there wifey! the username/password is visitor/nonesense okie dokie artichokie? esca laters
from sketchedpony :
Okay, the cancer thing was a bit ... interesting. It's not that bad that you are interested in a guy and you want to get to know him better.
from sketchedpony :
Man, you are really hyper.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that things are going pretty badly with your friends. I understand how you feel about having a friend that isn't holding up their end. The same thing happens with me and my friends. Hopefully, things will get better.
from dombilly :
Your Welcome Ruth! Thanks tons for putting me on your favourites! I feel so special. hehe *HUGS* K!
from evermind :
Hullo! Thanks for the favorites addition, absolutely lovely design, from a brillant movie...are you French? Cheers!
from enchantia :
Mme. Iauna – Merci pour votre éclaircissement amusant, j’espère que c’est une farce. Mais alors votre grammaire français est vraiment terrible. Première, on utilise l’élision pour des phrases comme « d’iauna », pas « de iauna. » C’est totalement incorrect comme vous avez écrie. Encore, miséricorde pour vos gestes.
from afrai :
Hey, Ruth. I'm sorry you feel so attacked -- it's a bad way to get introduced to the Sisterhood, and I hope it doesn't linger as your main impression of the Sisters as a body. I'm an ex-Sister (hello! *waves*), and I just wanted to say one thing about your post in the Sisterhood: leaving the Sisterhood really wasn't about losing my love about LOTR. I loved Tolkien before I joined the Sisterhood; I love it now, after I left. Personally, I left the Sisterhood because it wasn't doing anything for me anymore. You probably know there's been a lot of dissension in the ranks and so on, and eventually the unpleasantness was more than staying in the Sisterhood was worth for me, especially since I already interacted with the Sisters of whom I was fondest outside the 'Hood. I regret the lost opportunity to befriend new Sisters, though. :( Best of luck; I hope you find what I found in the Sistership, before my issues with it overwhelmed me.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that everyone jumped down your throat. That really should not have happened. This is a SISTERHOOD and we are supposed to get along even if we do have little disagreements. That is really not the way that you should have to meet everyone here.
from sketchedpony :
Hey, thanks for putting me on your buddy list. I'm going to do the same for you. And now, I must go. I really need a shower.
from tocomfortyou :
Hey Ruth? I keep seeing your messages on the LOTR Sisters diary and I wanted to tell you what's on my mind. I'm sorry to come off as a rude and condescending bitch like this, but you might have noticed Kristin's already responded to your post and I thought I'd throw in my two cents as well. I know you mean well talking about the resignations and whatnot, but simply put, you really don't know what's going on. You've been in the Hood what, three days? This is months, sometimes a year of backstory and it's rather annoying to see folks waltzing in and lecturing us on what we should and should not do with our friendships. Yes, it's a wonderful idea, this group, but there's been backstabbing, petty insults, and other stupid shit going on in this group. This isn't some little 'Oh, I don't like HP' leaving note, this is people saying 'I'm sick of being overruled and ignored, so I hope the door doesn't hit me on the ass on my way out.' I realize that you don't know a lot of what's going on, I remember being confused when I was new, but the point is, it's really. really. irritating. to see someone's words — their last words in the diary — covered up by a message stemming from somebody who doesn't even know the smallest portion of the story. I'm not saying you shouldn't post to the diary, by all means, it's your group too and you have as much right to say what you want, but out of common courtesy and respect, please don't make these sweeping generalizations and assumptions on matters of personal history. Peace and God bless. - Diana
from dombilly :
Hi Ruth! Welcome new Sis! As a Sister, most people will obviously call you Sis or Sister, now, I am sure you know. hee. So I wanted to give you a big Sister hug and if you need it, I'm here! :D Squee!
from anwen-hwesta :
squee!! brand new sister!! *squishes* hello, im anwen, anwenhwesta at AIM, or bluesky_angel55@hotmail.com if you use msn. i would've put this in your livre, but it doesn't work.. meh, i'll just rant in here.. I LOVE YOUR LAYOUT!! seriously, that movie kicks ass!! *drools* heh i liked the garden gnome travels, those scenes crack me up every time.. anyway, hope to hear more from you!! and mae govannen [welcome, well met actually :P] hope you like the state of madness we're all in *hugs*
from avalonfaery :
Hi Ruth, Gina here, and welcome to the wonderful sisterhood! Drop in to visit my diary, or if you're in the mood for evil, check out my fic at scriobhaim.diaryland.com. It's almost as evil and Ivy and Jamie's! Anyway, welcome aboard, and I guess I'll meet you and Beckers at the Gathering. Ciao!
from evermind :
Hullo there brand spanking new sister! Welcome! I hope you find your accomodations comfortable, and it not, well let me know and I'm sure we'll be able to find something more pleasing. Cheers and hope to see you around!
from katharos101 :
Hi! I'm Caiti, welcome to the Sisterhood! I'm xjellyxheartsx on AIM if you ever want to chat :)
from sketchedpony :
New sister, new sister! Hey, I'm a sister too! The name's Luthyen (Andrea from the non-obsessed). I am not normally this insane but I am completely not tired and it's almost 1 im the morning and I have school tomorrow and I am going to keep babbling forever. Don't worry, we are not all as scary as I sound. Welcome to the Sisterhood!
from ivyvalentine :
RUTH! You foofie glitter spider! You wrote me a letter, on INDEX CARDS! Your insane, and I lvoe you for it......index cards, god your a genius, I just died when I opened it....as for J2 B-Day present e-mail me, we can discuss! Heh-Heh! Wheeeeeeeeeee! YOU ROCK....index cards......BWHAHAHAHHA!`Runs off giggling~
from ivymalfoy :
Evil us ....well yeah Okay we are And the button will be with you soon as damn soon as I know how to design one bwahahahahahahahahahahaha
from ivyvalentine :
Hey Ruth.....Ives here. Just a quick stop-by to let you know I'm still reading, and love your diary. That and I cant wait until Gathering to meet you and Beckers! Wheeee!
from ivymalfoy :
hmmm your gbook linky no work Thankyou for using one of our linking buttons and as for the help anytime. Always willing to help those what need it
from ivyvalentine :
Hey hun! So your Becker's cousin eh? Well when she talked about yer mum taking your music away in chat I just freaked out......I know how that feels, and being punk rocck, and music being my life we all have a fundemental right to our music, so yes, I bring out the baseball bat.....I dont have "Riot Queen" tattooed on my body for no reason......I know how much music means to people, and a friend of Becker's is automatically protected by me........so yes, consider yourself protected, and feel free to mail me anytime, Beckers has my addie!~Salutes, hugs and trundles off~OH YES AND THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR THE ENTRY! So sweet!
from queenqua :
Where are you? I need to see you!..Damn, I thought handicap Eddie was gonna let me see you. Please, go to Gen!
from queenqua :
I jus talked to annabella Blaga...'memeber her and her crazy Romo fam?..her dad, her hot Brother, and her funny Uncle?,....well, she didnt remember me...until I told her about yo and me and her at camp.... she called herself an ass....weirdness. 21 days... My mom is going to be reminded of the promise she made me....tonight. She will ask him...I hate love!...so how's ur life?
from queenqua :
If you went, Im sorry I wasnt there. I guess you're the only person that knows what its like to be me... sorta. I am gonna go now, im boring myself...or is my life doing that to me?
from queenqua :
Iauna, pleez come to the Movie. I want U to be there. Im scared and I don't wanna back out.. its kinda late for that... It'll be like old times, except you probably won't have the "Plastic" on ya.. HEHEH! Please, come...
from queenqua :
http://www.kabalarians.com/female/iauna.htm I found out what IAUNA means..shocking, i kno
from iauna :
LOL!!!! WoW.. good times.. NEMO. well damn ive gotta go. i gotta go shower and get ready.. i might be going to the movies tonight.. that or out to dinner with family. well i lub u! hehe. yah... Ruth..., IN LOVE. i almost can't believe it. but maybe its just indegestion...
from queenqua :
NEMO IS M NICKANME FROM ANDREW'S SISTER, NICOLE.... weird.. I DONT HAVE A GIMPY FIN!
from queenqua :
Aww. Im sorry that you didn't go. And Im supposedely grounded from the computer, so I hafta use when every1 is asleep. O,well. I dunno about this movie thing. A lot of Brandon's will be there. Im panicking a lil', but, I guess I'll make it thru.... Iauna, YOU'RE IN LUB!! yes, I kno, it sounds a lil' far fetched.But, hey. accept it. This could be the most beautiful thing in your life. And the "Sarah and Abby" thing...yeh, its still goin on. They leave HOTT romo guys jus to.... take a walk together. I swear, their not full romo! LOL! I'm glad you can make it. My mom.... can we not talk about her.. she's such a .... "Im-gonna-ruin-my-children's-lives" type of person. Hey, maybe later I can give u the details on that. I dunno what Im gonna do if I never see Brandon again. Well, he never talks anyway. Is that shyness or hint to bug off... AH! He DOESNT like ME! ....<Death Angel comes in Stage Right..Laffs, Exits>..Im alive...sorta
from iauna :
hey.. well i didn't end up going to the movies with justin. his parents decided not to let him go but we might go tomorrow. either way.. i'll hang out with him tomorrow. im totally excited about it! hehe. we're gonna go see Finding Nemo.. and if we don't go.. im gonna invite him to go take a walk with me. just... chill... in the park. lol. im soo stoked. he basically asked me out on a date. he was like "hey do you wanna go to a movie with me? i'll ask my parents and we'll go together." and then i was like "oh sweet.. sure" and then he was all "hey is jessica home yet?" and i told him she was so he said we all three should go. not quite as personal but all good. we're like the three musketeers together. lol. well i love ya mucho taco! *muah* lates...
from iauna :
so ur mom's NOT AGAINST ME??? um.. ok a little wierd. yah i know it was a sunday. i thought you were totally cool and i couldn't understand why sarah wasn't cool with you and why she just like left me for Abby.. but whatever. you learn to get used to it. im glad she did tho... i met my sissie! *sappy* lol. did you read my diary entry????? YOUVE GOTTA!!! ITS ME BEARING MY HYPROCRITICAL SOUL. i asked my dad about the whole Pirates of the Carribean and he said he'd drive me down there to go see it with ya. well i gotta go.. justin invited me to the movies! *yay*. i love you mucho taco! lates...
from queenqua :
Hey! Guess what! My mom PROMISED that she would talk to my dad about us. She said that she really wants us to spend time together..*PSH!* right, where was she on my brithday, ur birthday, when ur mom was sick and other special occasions? hey, this may sound kinda gay. But, do u remember that day we met..? it was a sunday?..it was the 2 of august..yeh, call me a physco.But, much love. My dad is outta town and I am packing!pray. I love u!
from iauna :
hey.. i'll totally try to be there. just tell me when and where and i'll see if i can make it and i'll try to work things out with my parentals. love ya! *muah*
from queenqua :
Iauna, I kno that you don't really wana hear this. But, i am leaving on the 7th of August. And I also wanted to tell you that I am going to a movie theatre and I want u to come. I dunno how much (bring the plastic), where, what time. But, I do kno when ~the 9th of July.and I do what movie!~Pirates of the Caribbean!
from queenqua :
*not biy, I meant boy...he's not bi.
from queenqua :
Well, I am going to GenChurch tonight,DONT TELL RYAN I TOLD U!, becuz ..jus don't..But, Ryan is really a "true biy" on the inside...he wants something from me tonight that I don't know if I can give. I hope that either I find strength to give it or he understands where Im coming from. I love you!
from queenqua :
He was like at the end of Gen, I was only jokin. It was a pretty nice feeling tho. And another thing. We're moving becuz of $$ Problem$. My mom said that we'll be in the house until the 10th. I hear her sau that we 13 hundred or so. I wonder, I think my dad's church put us in the predicament. Him and his selfish ass. Then when we move to poor-town, Texas.. He'll still have it! Maybe God should bitch slap my dad. or poke his a knee a little! I think my dad is racist.he wont let me hang out with NONE of my friends..especially Jenny M. Just becuz she's engaged! I cant believe this..although I do! I dont wanna leave. I jus start getting everything together. I finally understand that things happen for a reason.But, then again. Maybe I dont. Iauna, save me... I love you sooo much.
from iauna :
lol.. danny.. asked you out 3 times? well wonders never cease. Tweaker finally came to his senses. Geese. Took him long enough. lol. well.. about our little dilema... i guess all we can do it pray about it. i mean it SUCKS ASS.. BIG, FAT, MEXICAN ASS. no joke!, but we're gonna have to cope with this. this is a test.. we just need to pray about this.. and deal. don't fight with ur parents... as hard as it may seem. because even if you move and we're both miserable.. we'll still meet up one day. you'll still be my sissie.. and best friend. i love ya soo much! lates..
from queenqua :
Iauna, I kno we're in the middle of a crisis, but I wanna tell u what happened at Gen. Danny was kiddin around adna asked me out 3 times...thats all..o, and Richard was nice to me. Back, ok, I talked with my mom about moving. If we don't move to Texas or Louisiana, we're movin somewhere else.. so, no matter what. Im moving. Im doin everything within my power to stay. I mean, Ive asked my coach to talk to my dad...and Ive asked my Aunt Wease (the one you met that lived by my Gramma) can i move in with her.,she said yes if my parents OKed it. But, I wont have any contact with U..no internet and no phone (for a long time)..but, mail. that'll work. I could also move in with my Coach. Thats a far-fetched idea, but he's always wanted kids..so, its like maybe Im his answer to his prayer. My dad's outta surgery, his words are all slurred together becuz they drugged him so nicely..I don't wanna leave, I dont wanna go anywhere. O, and if they said that I could stay with you..Id cry! Id be like "Who are you and what have you done with my parents?? Don't answer that, Im about to pack!" I am sooo prayin, I love you sooo much. And I have a new phrase, "You Mother Screwer!"..well, that all. I'll never leave you..
from queenqua :
I understand. But, i will write more later. I'll call u tommorow. I cant wait to hear ur voice..
from iauna :
dont get sad on account of my utter suprise and anguish. its not your fault. i mean, you didn't sit there and beg ur parents to all up and move back to the old country. i can't believe your parents are doing this to me. like i can't even begin to fathom it. not in the least. first they tell me that i can't see you anymore and that it would only be a matter of time.. and then they decide to pack up and move to Texas.. i mean, why don't they just twist the dagger in my heart while they're at it. they have no consideration for anyone but themselves. if they are Christians... then im ASHAMED to call myself a believer. i gotta say tho, as wierd as this may sound, thanks for waiting to tell me. if you woulda told me while i was studyin for finals... i woulda been just shot. i love you soo much.... we need to pray about this and think of what we're gonna do. love you mucho taco! lates..
from queenqua :
dont make sadder than i already am....
from iauna :
from queenqua :
Iauna, we're goin down to Louisiana on Aug 7th to see family...But, while we're down there my mom will look for a job, house, and school...I guess what IM sayin is that I'll come back for camp and maybe the schol year..Me and Brittany want to stay. I dunno if my parents will let me. If I do stay, I'll stay with my coach in his HUGE house or with my real "mom" who's a diabetic... either way Im moving.O and my house is on the market, we can't afford it anymore... Im goin to Gen..be there!Ryan's gonna be there..Munky's at work...and everyone else should be there.Iauna, you will talk again. Cuz Im gonna make u!! Talk so that the world won't be blind to how you feel....I might stay with u...God is goo remember that...
from iauna :
im speechless.. and now i may never talk again.
from queenqua :
Hey, I know Im cute! LOL! He tells me every night! *in his own special way*<hint-hint>.. Gurl, u know I love ya right?.Well, I havent been able to tell you something that I should've told you about a month ago.. I most likely will be moving...to Texas.. I wanted to tell you, but, i wanted to make sure first and I am pist off rightnow, becuz we leave on the 7th of august..Iauna I am soo scared, My dad goes in for surgery tommorow *thats not why Im scared*..Im scared becuz I might never get that special time with munky or that special punch cant be given to tiff and my apology to danny wont ever happen..but most of all..I'll never see you again...*im crying..hardocre*..I gotta go before I let teh lethal tears fall.....much love
from iauna :
hey sis.. um i don't exactly know know the number right now but im going over there tonight so i'll update laters. i love ya mucho taco! and i read the convo! cute stuff! love ya mucho taco!
from queenqua :
But, what if he hates me. I'll see if hes serious about us. OK, Iauna, I'll call you on Thursday, my dad goes into surgery then..and I have a game..About the convo with me and BRandon, I edited it so that you can read it and get it over with. I didnt delete anything outta this convo..o, and get this-my dad doesnt like Jenny any more. yeh.
from iauna :
hey sis.. yah go ahead and send me the convo. i'll be out of school tomorrow with nothing better to do. tomorrow sometime i'll be going to my sister-in-laws house.. i'll leave a note with the number so you can call me there. i can't stay home with my mom.. just can't do it. um.. yah.. i'll be going now. oh tell munky about you and Ryan. honesty's the key. he'll find out later about it *they always do* and then he'll feel bad cause you lied/kept something from him. ya know? aighty love ya mucho taco!lates...
from queenqua :
I am so hesitant about Munky.. Email me if you want this conversation. Its long, but, the content is succulent. Im serious, I read it every hour, jus to make sure I read it right. He says that hes gonna buy me and him tickets to "Pirates of the Caribbean".. then he said he loves me and I am sooo happy. Ryan ...well, why don't talk to him. Becuz Im sure as hell not!I can't wait to go to skewl, so that my "Evil Ex" genes kick in! Muah ha ha ha ah! I wanna tell Munky about Ryan, but I don't know if I should. What do you think about the situation and do you want the Convo???? KISSES AND HUGS FROM ME TO U!
from iauna :
you don't bug me!! what are you talkin about. i can't get bugged my you, not over you tellin me what happened. so by all means, continue leaving notes cause its the only thing that keeps me alive!
from queenqua :
Im gonna quit buggin U after this message. OK, ryan said that he broke up with me becuz.."It didn't feel right". SCREW HIM! When I went out with Danny, he told me that MILLIONS of times, but we put out and kept the love alive..Ryan is a damn scardy cat with no backbone and a yellow belly! O and Munky is home! I am sooo glad that I didn't give him up! Well, see ya when the earth starts "back that prostectic hip up"!! LOL! I love you soo much!
from queenqua :
IAUNA! I knew it! I knew it!,,,*Im single* yeh we broke up ..about 15 minutes ago.. he emails me.. I hate and its over and all this crap. I dont care. I am officially a nun. I am not joking this time. I gonna have my "femal reproductive organs" taken out and I am moving somewhere else. Not Arizona. I don't want u to see the puddle of Lonliness I'll become.. No more dating.. unless by some physco miracle he was jus jokin. Well, whatever. i hope that High-school ends soon. the sooner I leave these CBC boys' presence the happier I'll be..
from queenqua :
the note is suppose to say...that I cant keep him on the phone for 10 minutes... and Im talkin to this guy...he is sooo hot.
from queenqua :
Iauna, he won't talk to me anymore. I think I pist him off... IAUNA! Its too early for this... TOO DAMN EARLY!.. I dont think this is gonna work. I can keep him on the phone for more than 10 minutes.. I swear, I think he's playin me...Seriously? IAUNA! ahh!...ok, i'm done... I think Im gonna find a really high cliff with spiders..and see what happens when i get dizzy and freak out at the same time...maybe I'll fall into the arms of a LOVING TREE BRANCH!!...Im so sad...I think Im gonna go to bed...ALONE!
from iauna :
don't worry about my "love life". it doesn't exist.. and for a reason. im not lookin for the drama that comes with havin a man. i can't put up with their constant needs and constant pushin to have sex. im not gonna deal with it. i don't have the time or inclination. im soo happy about u and Ryan. camp.. this summer.. probably not. i don't have the money.. and my parents probably wouldn't let me. and knowin ur parents they'll probably just pull u off the bus if they see me there. no joke! i don't understand why they hate me but whatever. they're "parents".. apparently. holy MOSES. im done. im sick of havin to deal w. that kinda crap. oh here's some music to look into. Alkaline Trio, Rooney, Mest- bottom of a bottle and sesame street high on crack. um.. thats all i can think of right now but i'll get back to you with some more underground stuff. i just gotta ask my friend jenny. she's awesome. totally the guru of underground. well i must go now. love ya mucho taco! lates...
from queenqua :
He jus asked me out...OMG! I am soo happy. Ah!Now he's callin me hunny and sweetheart adn pumpkin, and sweetie, sweet pea...I could get used to this! >..I gues this means bye-bye Munky....
from queenqua :
Iauna! am i a bad person..is there a sign on my back that says "jerk" or sumthin,...becuz ryan jus called and when i was talking he hung up!!..he needs to get a life!
from queenqua :
IAUNA! Omg, Densy or Munky?.. I have to choose? If I had to choose right now, I'd choose Munky, even though he never talks to me in real life becuz at least with him, I can be me. When Im with Ryan its always "Hey, be mature." or "Sam, stop acting like that for 10 minutes" or even "Im leaving cuz I dont hang out with immature ppl" and he leaves. Munky wouldn't leave.....he'd jus..um, sit there and be silent.Yeh, haven't talked to him for 2 days! It actually feels kinda good.... Ok, now for you hunny. This may sound kinda selfish. You shouldn't jus let your friend have him... You do that everytime yu like somebody..I hate seeing you do that. You did that with Andrew... 'member?. *he grew his hair out, and is still Heaven*. Iauna, U deserve a break, but Im not gonna sit here a down your friend..never had a bf, u say?..She needs to pick a guy from the "Beginner's Level"..LOL. J/k.Iauna, I am so glad you are tryin to save him. He sounds like he needs it.. My dad goes into surgery on.. Saturday and is leaving for a trip on Monday!.IM SOOO FLUCKIN HAPPY!. I don't kno what I am going to do for Summer. I have no one... well, I don't have the one I want, I'll put it that way. Iauna, my coach says that the way I play basketball shows how I am in real life and at home. He says I am a fighter .. Mentally and physically.. He says that when hard aches come, they usually have a lesson to be learned. He says that I should try not fighting the hard times, and learn the lesson. The sooner I do that the sooner it'll be over... He was so right... OMG! He even asked about U.... I was like, you 'member her? he was like U guys use to be inseprable.. *WE STILL AREN'T!!* yeh, so I think I'll try my coach's advice... I am a fighter.. But, Im no Cristina Aguilera. oooo, yeh. One more thing. Did he tell U?.. Ryan is president.. GGGRRRRR. I feel an assasination in the thinking..muah ah aah ! I HAVENT HEARD FROM TIFF! I cant call her becuz, my parents "are saving money again"..they turn the phone off...what dorks! I can get incoming calls..but, I cant make any.R U goin to camp?.. Brandon, Ryan, everyones gonna be there,..Maybe even tiff. .. I hope everything works out for you... I stole julianne's phone card... muah ah ah! 92 minutes left.. she pist me off so Im wasting them.. can I call u anytime soon?... well, yeh.. i love you mucho-er than tacos!
from iauna :
hey sis... you should tell him that in the end you were wrong and you wanna know what it was he had to say. but if it is right by ur "calculations".. you'd better be ready to get rid of either munky or him. im soo sad and confused. i like this guy named Justin. he's turned out to be a good friend of mine. but i like him more than that. but what sucks is that my friend Jessica likes him too. we three are really good friends but i think he likes her. and as happy as i am for her *because she's NEVER had a boyfriend and she really likes him* im still sad about it cause ive liked him for a really long while! and i guess he calls her like everyday and they talk alot. but im really scared for him because he got arrested for smoking weed during school and this was the second time he's been arrested so he's for sure going to Juvie. and im really scared for him because he's messing up his life and the way i feel for him is different than ive felt for alot of people. i mean i know it sounds dumb but it was different. my feelings just hit me like a bulldozer and i knew that i didn't lust for him, that i really felt something for him, and i felt that i didn't want to be with him until he was a christian and that it was my calling to take him to church with me and show him and help him understand. and that meant more to me than a "romantic relationship". im soo confused. i don't know.. this may be just my wishful thinking, but i had this feeling that in the end id be with him.. that maybe in the future me and him would end up together. gaul thats soo ridiculous. it wouldn't happen. but it was a nice feeling to hold on to for a little while. well i must go.. im pissing off shawn while he's tryin to "woo me". muah ha ha ha ha. love ya mucho taco!
from queenqua :
Iauna, thats the deal. I wanna kno! Becuz chances are, if my calculations are right., chances are that he likes me too. So yeh, him and tiffy got into a fight. She likes your big brother and i guess he likes...who knows..not her. yeh, me, him, her and ryan can talk but it takes a lot for us to come together...u see, danny(from the beginning of the year 'til a month ago) hated ryan. becuz like 10/12 gurls liked Ryan, not him and plus Ryan became popular faster than Danny..get it? ryan stepped onto a mountain..danny had to climb it..so, yah...but, now..he'd rather hang out with ryan than (get this) Nathanel...omg, Nathanel is soo cool.... No joke! I thought he was jus a mean person after the whole me-danny-him thing..but, he is soo frikkin funny,. Did I tell u Kenny grew his hair out (its gross) not as long as Dannys but, its not short..and he died it blond....Its nasty. He copies Danny's every move. seriously. Danny has to literally hide. Not jokin. He sat in this chair and told me, tiff, ryan and elijah to stand in front of him to hide him from Kenny...LOL.so..thats that. O and the fight between me tiff and ryan...it got ugly....no seriously. u want details...read my diary. One, more, thing.... Iauna, I saw Brandon last week...Hes way bigger than he was when we saw him at the christmas party...hes buffer too...muah aha a! Did i tell u we got into a bed and fought...which email can i send that to?...hehehe im bad.
from iauna :
why don't you wanna know what Ryan has to say? just cause he says it doesn't mean u messed it up. if anything, the results'll be on him! hehe. PLUS I WANNA KNOW! ok... i need more details about Tiff.. come on now. tell me next time you write. i must go now.. sleepy awaits.
from queenqua :
Ive screwed up big time and I wish that I could change it!! Ryan was like, do u really wanna kno? and i was like no.. and he goes but I wanna tell u now.*it was 12:30 am* I as sooo scared, Im waitin for him to email me back. I hope that U can find it in your hear to hear this..tiff is sufferin ..BIG TIME! *not finacially*.mentally and physically and i think sometimes socially...she isn't gonna go to CCHS..unless God wraps a miracle in a gold plated box and delivers it himself..Ryan called her a back-stabber and her and mom got into a fight, when I left her face was tear-stained... Iauna, I want him sooo bad..should I wait or "hide and go getit"??? LOL! I love you muy mucho Taco!
from iauna :
Qua... you'll be fine. Really. Tiff and Danny isn't gonna affect you. You know why??? cause ur done with him! he doesn't matter like that anymore. its over and it will be until it happens again. ha! you don't need a man to be happy. really. who ever told you that NEEDS TO BE SHOT. sorry... havin loneliness problems. no but really.. you're not crazy. and if ryan and tiff think so they can GO SOMEWHERE!!!! really.... they can. i'll buy them a DAMN FIRST CLASS TICKET!!! you're not crazy so basically.... UR DONE!!!!! love ya mucho taco!
from queenqua :
Iauna...She likes Danny!! YAHH! Ryan is mine..but I wanna send u something that me and brandon made together...NOT A BABY!!.thats in my lap..Iauna, I took an online test..ya kno the ones u say not to take and if ya do, don't believe 'em...well, this one is right...it said that "marriage, what marriage.Marriage shouldn't be on your mind, You need to get your mind together. There are a couple loose screws here and there." OMG! Iauna... *sob*.. ITS SOOOO Tru! Dang! ..I hate the fact that I believe it! Ryan has something to tell me.... I think he's gonna ask Jules out... whatever. Best of luck to them and tiffers and chown.. I saw tim on Mon. ..hes bald, skinny and really pale...*did i tell u, he's bulimic?..well, yeh when he was with me, i had it under control (sorta), he still threw up everything he ate and worked out for 8 hours a day.* well, I think I have to admit something to you... I'm not mentally stable...no JOKE! Im as serious as Mr. bashor is about Popcorn...Im not sane enuff to keep a normal friendship..ask Ryan and Tiff... I've changed, and its not for the better
from iauna :
hey sis. i know you know not to tell him. it was just a friendly reminder. yah.. im sorry that tiff is doin that. i don't believe she means to but thats how it goes in private school. its soo small and not alot of options! its kinda like "ooh i like u... damn, ur my cousin! sorry!". hehe. what an example, huh? hehe. WoW.. im in a pretty cheerful mood considerin i just got in an aweful fight w/ my mum. gaul i despise her. i can't hate her cause thats kinda.. not right.. but i don't like her!! it all started over justin. *BLAH* humbugs on mummy while she sleeps! the deal with justin is that i want him to go to church with me cause im worried about him. he's makin some BAD decisions and i don't wanna see him screw up his life. my mum thinks im doin it just cause i like him. WRONG. im just worried about him. and then she was bein all negative and all this shit and she doesn't beleve a thing i say and she doesn't take me seriously and she doesn't think that i can think for myself. she said that "oh thats what the 'american one' would say." the "american one" being my sis in law. but yah.. done complainin. hate when i do that. OH! btw... i went golfing for the first time. it was soooo bomb! loved it! and im pretty good at it tooo! well must go. love ya mucho taco!
from queenqua :
Iauna, I kno not to tell him. Everything I thought we had..has gone to a big pile of crap...And yeh, Tiff is startin to do the "I like who you like" deal again. She's after Brandon not Ryan though..so that's not all....Ryan Scheidler is tryin to hook me up with a black guy from his skewl....YAH! except for he's only seen a picture of me and I kno IM WHITE-WASHED! So, I dunno what to expect...I mean, its SUNSHINE! And o, yeh...I LOVE YOU! How's ur back. I thought about that ALL flippin day. I wanna take care of you, sooo bad. Hey when I grow up Im going to be a Massage Therapist....I think I jus might get married...;)
from iauna :
btw...don't ryan that you love him. it only complicates things and you'll find it's not worth it in the end.
from iauna :
hey sis... sorry. haven't been able to get on at all! im mad sick. its really bad. uh.. nuffin really new. like a guy that i can only be friends with. he's turnin out to be a really good friend. you have to meet my friend jessica. its you.. and her. ask becky... you'll like her. she's not trailer trash like sandra.. definately not a whore.. loud and funny like us... and she's actually a christian. you'll see what i mean. i want you to talk to her sometime.... for me. anyways, im prayin for ya. love you mucho taco... miss you alot. wish we could talk. can't take it anymore. email me.. i don't care about ur parents anymore. they ruined my life. i'll hate them for it forever. unwholesome talk but they can kiss my BUM.. love you!!
from queenqua :
Iauna, where are U??? I need to talk to U..bad.....Ryan is sending me mixed signals.. I love him..I wanna tell him, but yeh..help and I jus made a vow to myself...I am not getting married...Im not gonna become a Nun or sumthin, bu t yah...
from queenqua :
screw him!!! he fluckin poured pop in my hair, now i have to cut it again...i cant believe i liked him!!! yeh, now i am tryin to helptiff get danny..help!!!
from queenqua :
Im a bad girl. I called ryan at 11 at night......we talked for ever...and then he said he was madly in love with me....
from iauna :
yes.. Iauna... in charge... or lotsa money!! whooo hoo!! im soo excited. the lady hasn't emailed me back yet. so yeah.... but its all good. i think on sunday im gonna have a "meeting" with the lady about the 'plan of action'. well.. im really sorry about the birthday party. parents can be )#$*%&)#. yulp yulp yulp. guys... guys are NOTHING! well i must go because my computer is running out of ... everything.
from queenqua :
Iauna?!?, in charge!??!? :l..not good. *packs Bags*....well, I'll catch you on the flipside. Longer notes you say?..and leave my font alone!! He hates you!..lol...and guess what!..Im in love with All-American Rejects! Ryan said he is going to buy me their CD, becuz of the early b-day party....um, can u say CANCELED???..""""GGRRRR"""" I am seriously mad now. My dad says that i CANT, CAN NOT, have the Imapala anymore...aieyhdpaiwhfpoajfo; <Translated as*Rated R stuff*>..I mean, ****, I am sick of his ***...man, I need some soap to clean out my mouth!. I am now waiting in the dark. boys are my life Iauna.I am a dick, Im addicted to boys....and they kno that its tru. Especially Ryan who only hangs out with Jules now. Whatever. I wont be up at CCHS no more, now way, so I hope that this will be better, I know it will be, becuz we dont need each other. I play the guitar, dummy. didnt u kno that???? I MISS U
from iauna :
and for dear heaven's sake... leave longer notes!!!! btw again... change the font on your diary.. can't read it to save my lifie!!! *muah*
from iauna :
hailo dear... i hate this.. i hate me ... i hate everything at the moment. EXCEPT FOR GOOD CHARLOTTE cause i am absolutely in love with them. everyone is irritating me and its getting on my nerves. like EVERYONE at school and at home. GRRRRR. im starting a band with my friend jenny... you should learn how to play drums and be our drummer cause we don't have one. hehe. im gonna learn how to play bass. i just have to get paid finally. it'll happen soon. im soo excited.. im gonna join this little organization called Rock and Wrap It Up... its where you go backstage at concerts and collect food, then you take the food to homeless shelters and stuff. it seems sooo bomb! and then i am gonna help this lady get our school district a State Grant to help kids pay for their exit and service projects. its gonna be really cool. i might be like the PERSON IN CHARGE OF IT.. AAAHH YEEAHH!!! Ruth in charge of like 10,000 dollars!!! HAHA!! IM IN THE MONEY!! hehe. but yah... well i must be out..... homework beckons. luv ya mucho taco!!!! oh and i knew about Tiff.. i just thought it best that she tell you herself. she said she's gonna give him ONE more chance then let him go. i understand what that's like tho.. its hard to let go of something you've gripped for soo long. *muah*... btw... about tiff... you'll be fine. he's not the only guy in the world and you don't need a man to be happy.
from queenqua :
Hey you, I love u sooo much that I tiook some pix for ya!!
from queenqua :
HE said absolutely nuffin!! I am soo SERIOUS!! RYan is bein a lil' shady lately and he hangs with Jules now. *sob sob*...tiff admitted that she likes Danny... what am I to do?
from iauna :
sis... im here too. didn't mean not to write.. been really busy cleaning and shit. nothin i can really do about that. ryan's not mad at you. in fact... we drove up to the butte and he said that he wished you were there.. he said that it would have been alot more fun if you'd have been there with us. and mind you.. we were on ROCKY BUTTE. hehe. ur not leaving me. i won't let you do it. its not just about u this time.. this is about US.... as SISTERS. your dad'll get over himself.. really. and like ive said.. there's nothing he can say about me that'll make me look bad about goin. its a public place, a public event that without you, i'd still be invited to go, and im not gonna stop goin places just cause ur dad might be there.. what i want to know really is what he had to say in the car-ride home tho... note me back !!! aighty? luv ya mucho taco sissie!! *muah*
from queenqua :
Iauna. I am here. I've been sooo worried about u....nobody's heard from u and ryan won't email me back...is he mad?...whatever, i dont care. So howd it go...I wont promise that I won't leave U...but, I will promise I'll let u kno. I LOVE U!
from iauna :
um.. excuse you? ur not leaving. to hell if you think im gonna let you go. no fluckin way. NO CHANCE!! so ur dad saw me.. he'll get over it. and so will we. its a public place.. he'd have to be the dumbest man in the world to think im just not gonna go anywhere in portland just because he doesn't want me talkin to you. uh NOOOOO. i mean what the WHOO. don't you even go tryin to do some dumb shit like that!!!! you can not leave me here like this!!
from queenqua :
its over...now i say good-bye. i love you..and i am soo over this ryan thing.not my type. but, can dead ppl date?..well, i'll kno soon enuff
from queenqua :
Iauna, help. I am having a weird sickness spell. I am soo paranoid about tonight. I told Tiff and Ryan to pretend U were a surprise for me...k? so play along. and ..I cant wait! love ya
from queenqua :
well, all the guys i fall for..never have shirts on...so i wouldn't kno..LOL! omg! u remember our greekness...oh, my Artemis...lub me!
from iauna :
hehe.. more for ME! im a selfish little elf but i like it! who knows.. ry may take ya back. who knows. he doesn't seem like the type of guy that's gonna wear his emotions on his sleeve... he's gonna guard himself, for sure. but i got him to promise to keep an eye out for you and make sure you don't get urself into too much trouble. NOW WHO'S UR GURL!?!? hehe. *muah* love ya mucho taco!
from queenqua :
well, if U dont get off...I WILL!! I don't thik ry will fall 4 me...again..here comes the guilt..HELP ME!!..banquet?....o yeh!!....heheheh
from iauna :
hehe. get off him? *thinks for a minute* NO! muah ha ha ha ha!! mind you, he's a little squiggly around the edges... but he'll DO! hehehe. see ya at banquet sis!
from queenqua :
get off of him. wiat *looks*..wait for me!!*smashes nick*...muah ah aha aha ..seee ya banquet!!
from iauna :
oh my dearest sissie.... you better believe IM BACCKK......!!! muah ha ha ha ha ha! and its a really BOMB-DIGGITY feeling! *jumps on Nick!* hehe. JUST KIDDING! haha. that'll be Iauna's little secret!
from queenqua :
so, now its back to the old ways of life....YAAH! lately, i was beginnign to think that U had another Sissie...and u know who that is...LISA! LOL! love ya
from iauna :
me.... overuse "bomb-diggity"????? HOW DARE YOU ASSUME SUCH A THING!!! haha! its ok, i love you mucho taco!! *muah*
from queenqua :
Whoa, there. Arent over-using those "bomb-doggity"s illegal? Well, I love your profil adn LOTR.......
from rockchild16 :
*evil glare* RUTHIES!! The penguins will come and get you now. DO NOT FEEL BAD...grr to u!!! It's not ur job to feel bad about this...no no no!!!

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