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i love you too i love you too i love you too! i love you too!!! ;D
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WOO! You UPDATED! lol. Thats so nifty. I wish ya could be back here too. =/ I miss you a whoooole lot. But yeah. I hope the 4th thing works out. That'd be nifty. =) I love you Ashley.
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aww but you should come back... but ya know... I should too. ;) heh... anways, I love you Ashley.
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Aww yeah. =) just 24 more hours. I love you so much Ashley. I just hope you know that and that I always will. =D
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Aww ok. =) I'll go check it out! mhmm. 4 MORE DAYS!!! I love you Ashley! =D
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5 days! I love you Ashley. =) I just wanted to tell ya that.
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I already saw your entry and I would go back and look at it but for once diaryland is messing up instead of melo. =þ Thats cool that you did update though. ;D mhmm. I'm sooooo excited that you're getting to come up here in a few days! *bounces up and down* YAY! heh... anyways. I just wrote ya this to tell you that I love you a whole lot Ashley and that I always will. I promise.
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Ashley, first off I'd like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for seeming like I have really high expectations but I don't feel like I do. I feel like I have realistic expectations because its what I've known all my life. I seriously mean I'm sorry and I'm not saying that sarcasticly or anything. I love you more than anything and I want to be here for you through everything that you go through no matter how good or bad it is. That includes being there for you to talk to and get your emotions out to, being happy with you and for you the times when something good is going on in your life, and also giving you advice to better your life. To me, thats what it feels like I've been trying to do. I know drugs are bad and you're not gonna convince me that they aren't. I also know that no you aren't perfect but I've said this a lot before and I'll say it again. All we can do is start with this moment and go on and try to do what is the very best for us and for people around us (people in our lives). I'm just trying to help you see that. You may feel like I'm judging you but I'm not trying to. I'm gonna call you because its hard to get out all my emotions like this... I know you told me not to and its not my instinct to just sit around feeling sorry for myself in this situation. So I'm just gonna call you and try to make things better. I just want you to know that I'm trying my very hardest to be a good boyfriend to you and for you... and that I love you.
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Yeah, I know I need to get over here and have known it for a while now, but I'm having trouble doing so... what do you mean she's in a semi-serious relationship?
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yep! =) I've been wanting to talk to ya really bad today cause I really miss you. aaaand... you're not gonna get this till you get home probably but oh well. ;þ So I'll talk to ya later. I love you too Ashley! =D bye.
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woo. thats cool cuz now ill actually get to talk to you *gasp* [amanda says hi..again!] and yeah the bell rang. i love you!!! bye.
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*hi amanda* =þ actually no. I'm not goin to dans today. He was all askin me to do stuff and I was like "na" and supprisingly he didn't argue. Actually he didn't even respond... lol... oh well.
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haha. Yeah I've been sitting here at the computer all day. (for the most part) That shows how bored I am. ;þ I can't wait for ya to get home/online.
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Ya know... you shouldnt stop using this. It is a good stress relief, I can tell. And it helps me to know what you're thinking and feeling. So if you feel like you can't talk to me directly you can always talk to me on here. mhmm mhmm. (and I know you're on the computer right now at school) blehehehe. Cause it just sent me the thingy in the e-mail telling me i got a note. Ah well. Those 2 things are all I had to say. I love you Ashley. =)
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my diaryland works now! weee
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I really wanted to be here to talk to you yesterday and I guess I'll just tell ya about it when I get to talk to you. I just felt uber bad about it because I was wanting for us to talk some about the stuff goin on in your life. I don't know if that "should" was supposed to be a "shouldn't" in your entry but I know that me not being home wasn't a sign that you shouldn't talk to me. I just hope you know that you can talk to me about anything and that I'm sorry I wasn't here to talk to yesterday. I love you though Ashley, with all my heart, always and forever. I promise.
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I don't want you to stop using this just because of what people (inluding me) say or think. I know that you've had a stressful time in your life lately and I think this is a good way to get it out. I'm very proud of you Ashley because you have tried your best during these hard times. I just want you to know that I love you, Ashley, and I always will.
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I dont think you should go, ive read your diary before and I think your witty.
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Aww... Ashley you shouldn't feel like people judge you. And if they do thats their problem, not yours. And generally its not good to lie about things unless its for a good cause or if you feel like its for a good cause. I dont know if its the doctor thing or what that you feel like you've lied about but its not a big deal to me. If thats not it then all you can do is take today and go with it. You can't take back things you've done and you don't have to put on a fake smile. You should know that I love you for how you are all the time. Not just the times when you're happy. So I wish you would tell me when you are unhappy so I can be there for you and try to help you out and make you feel better. I know you say I do make you feel better but I think I could do such a better job if I only knew how you felt. And I know you said that you're not talking about me but I know that even if that is true then I've at least not helped any. The point of this long note is just simply to tell you that I'm here for you Ashley and I love you so much. I just want you to know that.
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God I don't feel the best now. =/ I really feel like I've totally not been there enough for you. Yes some stuff that you've said has stressed me out a little bit lately but you're not causeing me to be depressed. Its natural for anybody who's signifigant other is in the hospital or going through stuff like you're going through to be stressed out and worried about them. Especially if they don't know whats wrong. I really want you to talk to me about how i've stressed you out though because I only wanna make that better for you. I don't want to cause stress in your life. And I never said that you wern't interesting. I don't know what's given you that idea but I know thats not the reason that we have akward silences. I know its partially my fault because I don't really have much important stuff to talk about and if I ever do have anything to talk about I get nervous or something and just don't or I forget about it. Its just kinda odd. Sometimes I'm just odd. But yeah... This isn't one of those notes that you should read and worry about me or worry about our relationship or that I'm sad or depressed because I'm not at all right now. And I'm not just saying that to comfort you. I feel really thoughtfull right now. I really don't know what to think about first. I'm thinking about us though and I want to be there for you while you're stressed out. I wanna be there for you more than anything and I just feel like I haven't been enough lately. You said in your entry that you were feeling lonely lately. =/ I know thats probably something that you dont wanna tell your boyfriend. The person that you should feel enjoyment with. But I'm here for you Ashley. I know you've told me that you were stressed out lately but you only told me about the school part. I'd love to hear so much more. I'd love to hear you tell me about what the doctors say. I'd love to hear you tell me about how you feel lonely and how you miss Tennessee. I'd love to hear about what goes on during your days at school. What you think and feel about all that different stuff. Anything that you feel stressed over I'm here for you. I want you to tell me stuff like that. You don't have to try to become more interesting. I know you're interesting already and just bottle some of that stuff up that you feel inside. I know that you already know that you can tell me anything and everything but you've said that it probably gets boring to me to hear about certain stuff or it probably isn't the best topic in the world. I dont care if you have something good or bad to talk about Ashley. I just want you to tell me anything you're thinking or feeling. It makes me feel good to hear stuff about your day. It makes me feel like I might be able to do something to help you feel better sometimes. I promise that I'll try to open up and tell you more stuff that I think about and feel if you do. I just wanted to tell you all of this because I felt like it needed to be said and because I love you Ashley, with all my heart, always and forever.
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Alright, first off not much I say is really all that important. This whole thing with me is just kinda blugh to me because I don't wanna worry or scare you or anything. And you're not supposed to respond any certain way. Just respond how you want to or feel like you should. Say what is on your mind about it. You've not done anything wrong so you don't need to try to do anything better. I know that you love me and that you want me to not be depressed but sometimes its just stuff that happens. I get depressed and I don't really know why and I can't stop it. You have done the best that anybody could possibly do at being there for me though. I know I can talk to you about anything and I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything too. I just wanted to tell you that and that I love you Ashley, always and forever.
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Aww Ashley I really hope and pray you get better *hugs* Everything shall work out Ok.
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I know you will get better because I have faith in you. I love you Ashley.
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Yay! You did update. But I made you feel sad =( or worried... Me feeling sad really didn't have anything to do with you. You're the only thing that made today seem better. =) I feel good knowing that I can come to you and tell you my problems and I want you to know that you can do the same with me. I'm sorry I made you worried though. =/ I was worried I'd do that. I just don't want you to get sad or whatever when I get sad. 'Cause you know I love you and that I can't live without you and that I'd die for you... I mean... there's not words descriptive enough to tell you how much I love you... But yeah... I wanna thank you for being such a great girlfriend. Thats really all I wanted to say though and this is getting long. So yeah, I love you, Ashley, with all my heart, always and forever.
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You know what you should do? Update. Because I like reading you're Diaryland =) Thats about all I wanted to say. =þ I love you Ashley with all my heart and more. ;)
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leaving myself a note cuz im a loser. 8)
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Aww... if only I could see you. I wana see you so bad. I wana be with you and hold you and kiss you. Sorta like in that Blink 182 song... heh. I just miss you sooooo much right now. I just stopped by to tell you how much I love you though, Ashley, which is a whoooooooole lot.
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hope you feel better and we've been grabbing daves but excessivly lately. its great
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Dude, Dave's been getting a lot of butt-grabbing action lately, aren't you jealous? Bwaha! :) Glad you had fun on whenever you posted that about the Walgreen and stuff and yeah. buttbuttbutt
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Aww. Ashley of course I'm supportive of your decision. I was actually more worried about you when you were staying "religionless" than I am now. And even if you did decide to believe in another religion thats not Christian based I would still love you and I would still support you. I'm not just saying that because I'm your boyfriend and I would feel I'd have to or anything like that. I'm saying that because if you really find something that you believe in I want you to persue it. In my life, my beliefs have been probably the most important thing to me because its shaped my personality. Its gotten me to be who I am. I want you to find that comfort with yourself. I want you to know that I love you Ashley and I'm supportive of you no matter what.
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awww i hope you feel better cause your my bestest friend lol. i'll talk to you on aim sometime. lata gata
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It sounds like your day has been pretty good today. I miss you lots too though and I can't wait till you come back. Then I'll feel all warm and fuzzy. ;D I love you with all my heart Ashley. Yep yep. ;)
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I love you, Ashley, lots.
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WEEEEEEE!!!! I love you. I just wanted you to know that (again) ;D
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yeah! you updated
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hey ashley, thanks for the notes you left me and its gonna be cool finally meeting you when you move back here.
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Well that makes me feel a lot better because a lot of times when I tell people "i'm fine" they A. say they don't believe me or B. lie and say that they do believe me and ask the same thing the next day. I have been guilty of doing that too at times. But I'm sorry that I broght it on in the first place and I'm also sorry if I've ever done that to you. I love you Ashley and I wana thank you for being so patient and unerstanding and actually caring enough to worry about me. I love you with all my heart and I promise that I always will.
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Aww... I love you Ashley. I know it probably doesn't make you feel any better but I do. I just want you to know that. I miss you so much right now its crazy. I feel an ache in my chest when I think about how I can't be with you. Or when I see people together at the mall. Or when someone says "I miss them" when they saw the person the are talking about a day or 2 ago. I miss you lots and I love you lots more. And this is getting long so I'll just end it here. I love you.
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If it wasn't for me telling you that you need to update then you might not ever update. But ya know... it goes the other way around too. lol. Yep. I guess there isnt a point to this signing. I just wanted you to know that I love you lots and lots. ;D
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Aww... It sounds like your past couple days have been not so grand. =/ I am glad that talking to me made you feel better though I hope I always have that effect. I know you do on me. =) But yes. I just wanted to tell you that I love you, Ashley, with all my heart.
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Thanks even though my birthday's not Until Feb. 10!!! :) Too bad you weren't here, you could've came to the party! Woo!
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awesome entry. i can just picture your neighborhood like totally covered by trees and ice lol.
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Wooo you're coming back!!! :) You bet, you make me orange sweat! Haha. Woohoo!
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You know what? I love you! =D You know what else? You need to update! You know what else? I got my skateboard put together (finally)! You know what else? I'VE GOT DAN BEAT ON SKA A GO-GO! You know what else? I love you, Ashley, with all my heart and there is nothing in the whole entire world that coule ever change that... ever. I just wanted ta tell ya all that grand stuff. ;D I love you.
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Hey hey! I miss you too Ashley. Sometimes I wonder if I've been talking to you enough lately. =/ I miss you so much but lately it seems like I've been really busy. (not really but I have been going to the mall a lot) I want to talk to you so much though. At least I know in a couple months I will be able to do both at the same time! YAY! =D That soooo excites me. =) I can't wait until we are able to see each other every day. That will be so wonderful. But yes... this is getting long so I'll just talk to ya later. I love you, Ashley, with all my heart.
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You know what Ashley. Its been too long since I've left a note for you. I'm just not keepin up like I should I suppose. But yes. I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I love you. Because I do. More than anythig in the whole entire world! Yes I do. I just thought you should know that (which you probably do) but ok I'll shut up now. I love you ;)
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Ya know... these last 4 months have been great Ashley. I know we never get to see each other but as long as I know that we love each other, I'm ok with that. I know I say that I love you a lot but... I've never loved anybody as much as I love you. Thats saying a lot I think. I love you more than anything and everything ever. I love you with all my heart and everything else I've got to give too. I just flat out love you Ashley. And I just wanted you to know (althought I'm sure you already have an idea) that I always will.
-Love Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Yeah. Complooters suck. I think the only solution is for everybody to have the same type of computer (a really good 1) and no more stupid viruses. But oh well. I guess that won't happen. But anyways, I love you and I hope you get your compy fixed soon. Really soon. I love you. ;D
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Yes yes... I leave you messages in your guest book. =) I feel all special now cause I'm in your notes and your guest book! heh. Anyways. I love you lots and I always will. I promise.
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Aww, I'm sowwy I don't leave notes more. I'll keep trying to do that, and if I don't, just keep reminding me to, like I always do in my entries :-p But yeah don't worry about that thingy with Dave, all is well :)
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im writing to myself cuz im a loser who never gets notes no more. *sniff*
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They might have a little bit of talent, but meaningful? Hahahaha that's a good one!
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Actually, Cradle of Filth is pretty terrible I think. They have a few decent songs but yeah, they're terrible for the most part. :-p
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I love you, always and forever.
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Dude... I just wanted to say going to school for only two hours is like... totally pointless! Haha ok that's all. And La Caretta owwwwwns Taco Bell!
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Pretty template! Yeah, that toast story is funny, and sorry I don't update more but umm... yeah... I don't when I have nothing to say, so NYAH! :-p
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woo! i like the new template! the only problem is that its harder to leave you a note. ;þ Thats ok though. I figured out how. =D I just stopped by to say how much I love you. Which is more than anything and everything and more than you love me. ;) so yes. I love you Ashley. -Love Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Heeey, I redeemed myself, and everyone does stupid crap sometimes! :-p Hehe. But yeah, I'll leave ya notes of course!
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I love you too Ashley, uberlots. I'm really sorry I didn't get to talk to you yesterday. I feel really bad cause its my fault. =( But yeah... I like your title. =) You can never go wrong with "kjfdskljfelafj." heh. Anyways... I just thought I'd tell you how much I love you and miss you. Its Aweful not being able to see you. Especially now. All I want to do is hug you and hold you in my arms forever. I'd be content with that. But yeah... this is getting long soooo... I love you. -Love Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Awww... <=/ I miss you so much, Ashley. There is a spot reserved for you to lean against on my chest with my arms around you. I wish that moment could be right here and right now and last forever. I love you, Ashley, and I always will. I promise. -Love Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Ashley, nobody is perfect and no you aren't the "worlds biggest bitch". I don't know whats wrong but I do know I love you and no matter what, I will always love you. -Love Always and Forever, Your Davey... regardless
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Hey there beautiful! ;D I'm sitting here being a lazy person so I figure, "Hey... I think I'm going to leave Ashley a note!" So here it is. I wish you'd get back on. I miss you lots. Anyhow... I'll talk to you later more than likely. Ah... yes, by the way, I love you MORE! ;D -Love Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Hey Ashley =D Yes yes, I was supprised ;) You couldn't even begin to immagine how good it makes me feel to know that you love me. (even if it isn't as much as I love you ;D) You should know that I love you more. =) Because I do so nyah! -love always and forever, Your Davey
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Garsh... It sounds like your day was hecktic. I wish I could be with you right now so bad it makes me hurt inside. All I can do lately, when I'm alone, is lay there and wish I could be holding you in my arms. I love you so much, Ashley, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life and longer. -Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Hey Ashley =) Today has been so blugh. It feels like the only way to make it better is by talking to you. So I figured I'd write you =þ You couldn't immagine how much I love and miss you. I can't wait till I get to see your beautiful face again. I love you sooooooo much Ashley. -Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Eh, we're probly gonna do it in black and white, so we can use anything black/red for the blood scenes. I don't know how exactly we're gonna do 'em yet, but I do have one cool idea... the part where the bunny guy puts the shovel in the guy's stomach like he's "digging for treasure." I wanna put some ground beef or somethin' from Food Lion or somewhere and put it in the shovel, then have him fling it over his head... like he's digging... hahaha. Woo!
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Hey hey Ashley. It's not your fault so you shouldn't blame yourself. The whole thing was as much my fault for listening to other people. I guess people just like to see others miserable sometimes. Well they'd better not try it again or they'll get the smack down... well not really lol. I just won't listen to them anymore. I know we can last and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. Im so glad you came into my life Ashley because you've changed the way I look at the world. Welp this is getting a little bit lengthy but thats ok... I think it needed to be said. =þ I love you Ashley more than life itself and hope you can see just a fraction of that because just that much is infinite much less all of it. -Always and Forever, Your Davey
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Hey Ashley. =) I love you so much. Its not possible to come up with words to describe how much I miss you and love you. It feels like Georgia is like an evil hole that sucked my Ashley away from me. I don't like Georgia anymore because of that. =/ Pllllleeeeeaaaaasssseeeeee come back soon because I can't stand being away from you. I love you, Ashley, always and forever. -Your Davey
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