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| from raven72d : |
| lovely entries... |
| from shotvodka : |
| ohhhh darling, you're having a baby? this is so exciting!! it only feels like yesterday we were having our little conversations about absolutely nothing but yet were still so content. if you pass on just 1% of your lightness to your new baby, you will be the best mother in the world. all the best. xxx |
| from asmo-deus : |
| it is difficult to explain. she simply made in an option. she's like that. |
| from asmo-deus : |
| thank you. i have many names, but you may call me what you like. we like the name "malcolm". the question of my intelligence however is not easy to answer. i feel like it is a byproduct of numerous mistakes and a lovely woman i used to know that showed me my potential. |
| from shotvodka : |
| Oh lord. Melo appears to be down for me at the moment (it's been such a long time since I have ventured back there!). I have also just re-read all of conversations back and forth on here. What happened to us? I don't remember being such a passionate and engaging person, at all. I'm not sure how or when things changed. Are you well, anyway? I'm sure I'll find out once Melo decides to work once again. I'd love to catch up with, especially reading through all that we had. You make me remember things I thought I had wanted to forget, but that's not the right way in life, is it? xxxx |
| from raven72d : |
| beautiful layout photo. |
| from shotvodka : |
| noush noush noush. i hope all is well. i'm missing you, terribly. |
| from elliestuff : |
| so mysterious. i like that. |
| from shotvodka : |
| see, there you are. :) makes me want to mess up yer hair and give you a big hug. |
| from shotvodka : |
| you'll always be the same old amazing nousheh to me. no matter what. |
| from solace-blue : |
| thank you, beautiful. <3 |
| from shotvodka : |
| i miss you. so many times over. |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| tell me how (to help) |
| from xxplaydeadxx : |
| new pw: stay; out...kill this note, please. |
| from lightgrey : |
| i really like your diary |
| from chrisalmond : |
| yeah, i guess i am. thank you for your encouragement! |
| from cheekyash : |
| i loved your entries |
| from shotvodka : |
| aww that's really sweet. :) I guess I can see where you're coming from... aww. Ergh. Things are really mixed up. I've been too wasted to care lately though. Some funny pictures have resulted from my adventures. How are you, more importantly? |
| from shotvodka : |
| :) I sure do. We'd make a good wife and... wife. Yep. & Lady Marmalade? Any reason? x |
| from lithorian : |
| I like your words. |
| from shotvodka : |
| you're not going to fail. I know that too well. if I have belief in anything right now, it's that you are going to be alright. you're too clever to not be alright, Noush. you're too clever. |
| from shotvodka : |
| hey, but I love you. Always. |
| from shotvodka : |
| mm.<3 |
| from teen-review : |
| your review is finished. i apologize for the wait. enjoy! - mandy |
| from chrisalmond : |
| that is an amazing coincidence about the avocados |
| from chrisalmond : |
| the note you left me is really weird to me. first a thought, then a link with no explanation then another thought. |
| from somstar : |
| Good for you, everyone deserves to be happy! |
| from cdghost : |
| its non linear. every entry is self contained. and usually has nothing to do with the next. it is random. |
| from cdghost : |
| enjoyed your poems |
| from shotvodka : |
| what happened to us? |
| from freaketta : |
| oh your diary is thy amusment i'm a picses:) |
| from hindthesmile : |
| Thanks. |
| from saidforever : |
| that note went weird, haha. |
| from saidforever : |
| nowhere special ¬hing new. :] shotvodka.diaryland.com |
| from saidforever : |
| im going to continue crying. |
| from itchystitch : |
| I'd tried to ring you the other night. first time nobody answered. i tried again the next night but it was engaged. i need to see you to, i want to hear what you want to tell me. i'll always care. and lying is not something you do. |
| from saidforever : |
| love is returned and multiplied! lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove, i will stop now incase diaryland rejects my note. :O i'm sat here with my gorgeous cat, who is now fourteen years of human age.. i missed her whilst i was away. pah, even that just is bringing tears to my eyes. "i'm so EMOOO". anyroad. i'm glad to hear about you and miki, and i knowknowKNOW he will appreciate the letter. you two are beautiful, i say. just beautiful. hehe it's okay, i understand when father's call you must obey :P smileee. ahh, sunshite eh? sounds a bit strange. glowy-poo ... charmin' ultra. yes, i did see the snow! oscar text me at like 12 last night telling me to look outside, as i was telling him how much i wished it would snow, earlier in the day. ahh, i would have missed it otherwise. [it had turned to crappy sludge by morning]. temporary happiness. :) ahh, birmingham towning tomorrow! not sure if i am up to it, to be frank. my eyes are red raw from me rubbing them to keep myself awake. i love you. xox |
| from saidforever : |
| noush, you goddess! ah no, i keep telling you though. it's your genes! O_O we had an ex-government secret spy. [haha, i sound like i am in junior school] person come in the other day.. i ran away. he was scary. ;p paha i have forgotten what you said, scream! ahh, laughter, yes! excuse me sounding like a rather mad [german?] professor. anyway, i know! i laugh continuously, and sometimes, my face contorts into some alien-istic shape [backs up our 'almost human' ;P], and i turn round as someone walks up the stairs, still holding this awful face whilst cackling like a witch on steroids. i reckon it scares the hell out of people. i too find it easy to speak to you freely. i adore you to bits, my anouska. :P no one else's, mine! speaking of which, how are you and miki lately? i'd be scared if i was your mother.. *looks down below* eek. baby noush's flying out everywhere! ..vroom vroom zimmer frames. haha, in the space of this note my mental intelligence has probably gone down by about 99 percent. sad. but you are right, we are doing nothing but growing and experiencing things, and seeing things in new lights! :) hm, my brother seems to have fallen asleep on a toy chicken; which when squeezed makes a clucking noise, and so the noise is continuously going off... annoying. haha, and wow you didn't have any typos. that i noticed, anyway. goddessssss. :P |
| from saidforever : |
| plus i said 'haha, ahh' too much. damn i'm spamming. apologies. |
| from saidforever : |
| hahah. oh dear me. there i go again. 'almost human' we are according to me. stupid. i must have been thinking of something to do with 'almost' at the time. |
| from saidforever : |
| i would have no objections to you stealing me whatsoever. :) haha, ahh if you were a boy i'd be chasing you to the ends of the earth, cos i get obsessive like that. haha, ahh. early morning chats about so-called 'failures', with the almost lazy sunset dancing before our eyes, teasing our tastebuds with the lingering scent of coffee. :) would be wonderful, i say. woooonderful. ahh you are right, though, we are almost human. but yet, you still seem to be the definition of 'perfect'. it's hard not to envy. ;p |
| from ifiwere : |
| pfft typo's smif[oes! we're only human! ^_^ |
| from saidforever : |
| *do you justice -- apologies for typo. :) |
| from saidforever : |
| i don't know how to reply. i love you seems to have lost all meaning, and yet i find myself repeating it to you constantly, hoping that one day it may regain its true sense. i feel like i have to compete against your elegance, and i don't want to. i don't. [[but heh, as joe said 'elegance is over-rated. it's for flowers &pretty gay-boys.]] over-rated is something you are not, however. no word i could say could possibly if you justice. there is no word, or string of words that could put how i feel, how you are, how you always will be, into context. i.love.you. |
| from ifiwere : |
| I have such bad timing. it's almost frightening. in the last few days I have managed to forget a friend's birthday, (though I sang her happy birthday the evening before) and a teacher's leaving party. (or maybe I could blame this all on my terrible memory and assumptions upon reading your diary.) apologies all around. ((hugs for tuesday)) =) |
| from tarynheart : |
| aw, thanks <3 my birthday isn't actually until tuesday, but close enough! teehee. |
| from saidforever : |
| To be blunt, no. But I'm just a stupid little girl with 'stupid little reasonings'. So forget it. |
| from razorblade-- : |
| sadness is generally what rules my writing, causing the words that flow from my fingertips to hold a piece of that misery. it;s my muse, whether that is a good thing or not. |
| from razorblade-- : |
| you aren't invisible darling, i simply need to remove my head from my ass :) <3 |
| from saidforever : |
| just lost a few friends recently. i'll recover. :) |
| from saidforever : |
| no problem. :) a happy you equates to a happy me. did i spell 'equates' right? ..damn, i need some sort of mental dictionary. i'm glad i could help, really. |
| from saidforever : |
| i hope so. are you? |
| from saidforever : |
| i don't even know. |
| from saidforever : |
| whoa, darling. |
| from saidforever : |
| hehe, aww noush i just looked and realised you'd posted the reply on your own notes page. hehe you silly billy, you! yeah, i guess i have to pull through. it's just... awfully sad because everytime i think of it, it reminds of what i should have valued when i could. |
| from ifiwere : |
| awwww cazzeh (((((hugglesh))))) i don't know what happened, but if it made you upset, it's something worth looking at. seriously though caz, whatever it is, i still love you a million, and i know you'll pull through. you're too amazing not to. =) |
| from saidforever : |
| i guess so. =) just, this weekend was sadness mixed with perfection. having a hard time figuring out how to react with it. |
| from saidforever : |
| awwwww. *hug* you definately need one by the sounds of it. i hope you and ross will be okay, but if you don't talk to him about it now, the frustration when you do later might only get worse. yeah, when i saw how he died on the news i just burst into tears. but then, his parents came on and they sounded sad yet awfully proud to have a son like him. so i thought, "i should be proud to have known him too and honour the fact that i knew him." so, that's what i'm trying to do. *hugs again* i love you. =) |
| from saidforever : |
| why are you scared of confronting him? &why do you think he thinks you are forgetting him? that's not good. =( *sigh* it's okay, i guess. i just hate the fact that he died so young, and the way he died was just awful. but also good in a comforting way, seeing as he died doing what he loved. thank you. <3 |
| from saidforever : |
| ohh. :( |
| from saidforever : |
| Aww, thank you :) I actually had to open my diary thing to see what my last entry was! (cursed with awful memory, heh) BUT AWW! Thank you so much xD But you... you're leaving diary and also an abscence from melo? *cries* I miss your writing =( I'm glad you watched Sugar Rush, so glad you liked it too! I myself missed it because I was watching some awful film at the cinema, grrr. Hope you're awesome as always, love you xxxxxxxxxx and so forth :P |
| from given-a-soul : |
| you. are beautiful |
| from saidforever : |
| *sigh* i love you. |
| from love-fatal : |
| i'm not leaving, just changing diaries. |
| from saidforever : |
| thank you, thank you. you're so amazing and i love you. i may not have shown it but that phonecall last night most probably saved my life. |
| from itchystitch : |
| It may be the understatemnt of my life, but thankyou, just for being you, and standing by me. |
| from the-fiction : |
| by birthday is this sunday. :) |
| from itchystitch : |
| i've decided randomly to say that i love you and i hope you never stop being you. ever. |
| from lovelysecret : |
| I randomly found your diary, and I've added you to my favorites. Keep writing, dear, it's lovely. <3 |
| from forget--hope : |
| hey thanks, it's always good to hear that my random thoughts&feelings are appreciated. oh &i happen to love your "i guess" entry. but i'm sure you're still purely sunshine. :) |
| from saidforever : |
| you unlocked your diary! i'm currently reading all of what i missed... i'm glad you unlocked it. |
| from star-critics : |
| Your review is completed. Take a look here: http://star-critics.diaryland.com/ifiwere.html Thanks for choosing *Star-Critics* ... Love, Hayli |
| from life-is-evil : |
| Ummmm....21st of January lol...whyyy?? :S |
| from life-is-evil : |
| hey! i read your profile thing and it said you would leave a message for me haha. well the note thing is turned on now..that sounded so wrong. :| anyhoo, write a message if you want! kelly x x x |
| from itchystitch : |
| it says i need a password to read your entries!!! cwazy!! chat 2 u soon dude, meet you some day too!! |
| from saidforever : |
| &yikes &hello. this may be a long note, or a short one [some people on my road keep throwing things at my window in the hope of catching my attention. i am blatantly ignoring them, for now, heh.] i didn't know you read my diary, to be honest ;o the only people that seem to are people i don't really know, so it's nice that you do, heh! thank you for your comment on my last entry, much appreciated but i must say your write with far more class. damn you for being older &more intelligent *shakes fist*. ahh, i really should be looking for train time tables for my 'boyfriend' [he has blue hair. BLUE HAIR], he's supposedly coming down tomorrow. ah, well. tatty bye bye, and hopefully i will speak to you this weekend! :) |
| from xsummer-rain : |
| hey...i noticed you added me and i checked out your diary. i am impressed. i love your writing. and im curious...where are you from? ---<3 |
| from life-is-evil : |
| Haha. Ermm hi! I be Kelly. And you really don't know me. But helloooooo anyway! *waves* *a-hem* Sorry. I'm just writing in random peoples notey thingys :) Well. Bye ♥ |
| from xsavemysoulx : |
| thanks for adding me! |
| from rainbowdudey : |
| allllllooooo kool diary page! im gonna do mine soon |
| from ifiwere : |
| *test* |
| from love-fatal : |
| i update all the time, even when i have nothing to say. its fun. |
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