messages to in-alaska:
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from usb-port :
a younger me left a note for a younger her. I gave it to her anyways. sometimes you have promises to fulfill.
from bedwarmhands :
Pssssttttt....where'd you go kid? Over here....it's me....forever-socket. Come and play. Xx
from hotwaterlove :
you writing a long thing?
from bedwarmhands :
xxoxo <3
from bridgecity :
I just noticed that you like Tao Lin. Maybe you read Megan Boyle's book. best poetry book ever.
from southeast :
i'm not mad at you.
from mangotuesday :
i haven't slept at home in seven days either. loorie moore will save us.
from swallowthkey :
"i got what i wanted, but now i need something else." - i believe you have just succinctly summed up the entire human condition.
from foreveragain :
don't be sad alaska. we all learn and grow from our mistakes. hope you are all scarves and smiles where you are. ♥
from mangotuesday :
lovenote.
from friskyseal :
i think so, too.
from friskyseal :
is that good or bad?
from boombasticat :
1) Hello. 2) That sounds like an Arctic Monkeys line. If so, was just listening to that song. If not, 3) It's a great line anyway.
from friskyseal :
wtf. where did you go
from mangotuesday :
quiet love from portland.
from atwowaydream :
I get like that too. Perhaps you will make some really pretty fireworks.
from atwowaydream :
iwas getting ready to ask you for a password. i send you textual love. seriously.
from foreveragain :
the fuck is this password shit all about now?!!
from cymbals :
may i keep reading? you can email me at cymbals625@gmail.com if the answer is yes.
from unhealthyme :
you're not retarded. every one with an online diary publicly post private things. that's why we usually stay anonymous.
from unhealthyme :
may i have your password?
from unhealthyme :
'don't feel bad for me, i always have it coming.' sounds more like me than you even know. i appreciate you.
from mangotuesday :
it's okay if you 'shouldn't have' and did it anyway. i love you for that.
from mangotuesday :
lovezoulittlesister.
from bridgecity :
I like your style and am adding you now.
from mangotuesday :
girl you are cute
from boombasticat :
Avoid the guitar-dudes, totally. Especially the acoustic ones. P.S. You're funny.
from strayrecluse :
"my heart is headed in a hopeful direction. my lips are crumbled. i'll miss you." broke my effing heart. x
from sun-dials :
ah, that's one of my favorite movie scenes. so beautiful. and thank you, i love you as well! have a wonderful and beautiful christmas.
from hotwaterlove :
awww shit, i still like them. don't even know why anymore. probably something relating to facial hair.
from avantbedroc :
hey man, i see you have discovered barry aka friskyseal. he is a god damn champion.
from hotwaterlove :
unstable people are more interesting. usually better in the sack, too. pack your bags. gotta keep rollin on. right? god, i hope so.
from avantbedroc :
three arms would turn tao lin on.
from atwowaydream :
oh honey, the world is as crazy as you, never fret. I'll take a shot with you to this crazy world.
from thisisjohn :
its okay to be so far
from hotwaterlove :
viva horny trashbags
from boombasticat :
Not at all. I thought it was great. I like reading your entries. They fire me up.
from boombasticat :
Dear in-alaska: "Even when I would kill a man just to see a streetcar drive by." Those are your words. Keep it up.
from boombasticat :
Dear in-alaska: "Even when I would kill a man just to see a streetcar drive by." Those are your words. Keep it up.
from avantbedroc :
yeah, phat PrettyHotAndTempting but then i looked up urban dictionary; 14 year old: "That's phat man." 22 year old: "Um, dude, that word got old in the late '90s"
from foreveragain :
re: oct. 28, 2010. hahaahahahahhahahahahaaa!!!! :)
from usb-port :
whatever is sometimes the best response.
from cymbals :
re: too much fun/i am also lazy
from cymbals :
a-men!
from foreveragain :
ahhhh...yes! of course. you wear it, so i'll know. ;)
from foreveragain :
i was of another provice. just moved to tarana sept 1. good times! i will be taking in nuit, what is this plaid you speak of?
from foreveragain :
i've done the master twice now. it doesn't get any easier. the first couple days are the worst. make sure you listen to yr body and stop when it says to stop! don't push it! 8-10 days max! good luck!
from raven72d :
run away to Montreal and be a poet.
from raven72d :
i hope that the ghosts haunting your houses are at least interesting.
from mangotuesday :
i.love.you.
from usb-port :
i hope where you went had a cool breeze and some music to dance to.
from avantbedroc :
"the pent-up sexual rage that pulses through my veins is also boiling hot.." eight days have passed without update.. your sexual well-being concerns me. Miss, R U OK?!?!!?!?
from foreveragain :
you always say the sweetest things. xxo
from raven72d :
i prefer girls who disdain all underwear, but French horn is always good. And grits.
from raven72d :
I've always had a thing for girls on rooftops.
from raven72d :
why no kissing on rooftops?
from raven72d :
hmmmm...scary? what makes stories scary?
from foreveragain :
i made this: http://thepsprocess.tumblr.com/post/864051735/broken-social-scene-vancouver-2010 enjoy!
from raven72d :
why in the bathtub?
from hotwaterlove :
chasing them with LIT candles, i hope.
from avantbedroc :
poke-o-hotness, u funny one! last night i got home at midnight & missed my washing machine chance (evryone asleep). i kept my clothes on whilst in the shower & rubbed them with soap.
from hotwaterlove :
best way to banish fruit flies: leave out a small bowl of apple cider vinegar with a few drops of dish soap mixed in. they go bananas.
from raven72d :
leave the 'burbs, try another coast or another country. explore.
from raven72d :
stay in touch... you are missed.
from foreveragain :
he came back....
from raven72d :
update!
from raven72d :
i do need lovely sharp=hipboned panty-free girls to sing Neko Case to me on summer nights.
from raven72d :
i do like beach house...
from moonsocket :
keep fit, have fun!
from raven72d :
i'm at HighDesertSnow there... i hope you'll friend me.
from raven72d :
we must discuss music... are you at LastFM?
from moonsocket :
"bss" in vancouver. but you knew that....
from moonsocket :
from what i have heard, i totally agree! yr a t.o. kid hey? you made it out to the island show? i wanted to go but i was running around like a lunatic for the nxne. i saw bbs in vancouver during the olympics. they are AMAZING! did you get to see either of the arcade fire shows at the danforth last week? magic! (i went to both.) i love the live music scene in that city during the summer!
from raven72d :
i like the headcloth and island thing.
from raven72d :
they are... but they're social arbiters...if only because of the high thwarted-lust factor.
from bibles :
That sounds like an awful dream! But I've learned to really enjoy my nightmares since I only have nightmares. I'm always in the best mood after having one because I realize it was just a dream.
from raven72d :
iced tea and celebrities and strange dreams... you call up intriguing images.
from yespleasedo :
Do you live IN ALASKA?
from bibles :
I added you because we both love Emily Haines. Hope you don't mind!
from raven72d :
do post more photos...
from raven72d :
hang in there, live life like you're the heroine of a novel, stay in touch.
from raven72d :
what's up tonight?
from frankie123 :
fuck yeah, it totally does!
from hotwaterlove :
you are a kitten. i said that in my gravelly old lady new yorker voice.
from raven72d :
today's entry was so hauntingly sad...
from raven72d :
BRDYTW = Bookish Reclusive Dangerously Younger Train-Wrecky. The niche of girls who seem to like me (or...on whom I prey: take your pick). But in any case, a description for the girls I like.
from boombasticat :
Gawfuck! Also, I teach some writing classes and now, every time I see an essay with a "fuck" in it, I'll think of dangling cigarettes.
from moonsocket :
that's what i'm sayin. and it's comforting in an awkward detatched sort of way.
from raven72d :
what's up?
from raven72d :
the photo in the plaid shirt: lovely.
from moonsocket :
yr entries are realness. and i can relate on every level. xx
from hotwaterlove :
don't worry about writing petty shit, just as long as you write it well, which you do. it's why i keep reading. your diary is a very familiar place. the what and the how, the why. you're funny and poignant and you seem worth knowing. god, i hope i'm not complimenting myself. but your legs are significantly more attractive than mine are, if that picture is of you. i will finish this note by saying that i have a girl crush on lykke li.
from raven72d :
i feel the same way. writing here has been a community where i've felt at home since summer '02. my friends are here...and so much of what i've learned about people and dreams.
from raven72d :
and you always have people who read you and wish you well.
from raven72d :
feel better, girl. and there's no reason to hate yourself--- and certainly not for what i'm inferring you did.
from atwowaydream :
if i were there, we'd blast mix tape music until you felt better. hope you feel better soon.
from cymbals :
i like you back.
from pettyquarrel :
:( sadded.
from raven72d :
"butterlady"... i like it.
from raven72d :
you are indeed a new interest. i enjoy your writing rather a lot. i hope you'll read along with me and stay in touch.
from raven72d :
just discovered your entries via Serena... love your writing.
from atwowaydream :
In the end, I think I'd go with Janeane Garafalo; she was the most fucked up, and I adored her obsession with sixties/seventies-pin-up-pop and little journals next to her bedside with random names of little faceless boys. Plus, Ethan cheated on Uma, and I mean, that's just dumb.
from pettyquarrel :
Thanks. These days I feel like I'm swimming in thick water. Would that be some sort of gel? Or Jello? But no. Not that "fun." Because it would be so "fun" to swim in Jello. Ugh. "I can't breathe in the Jello." I keep typing "Hello" instead of "Jello." Swimming in the Hello. Hello Hello Hello.
from pettyquarrel :
This is a total disaster now that you are locked away I am the saddest whale in the ocean.
from atwowaydream :
Ack, I certainly know what it's like to be out of food and cigarettes and try to scrounge up change for coinstar just to buy dinner. As someone who's been through some bad times, I wish I could do something to help. The person below had a good idea though. I'd contribute. :)
from pettyquarrel :
bff! The small unspeakable joys of my pathetic life.
from pettyquarrel :
Yeah, sorry about the notes. I'm sort of paranoid about communicative measures. Well ... I would definitely donate. But I bet you will get an awesome job soon. Or a job. Jobs tend not to be "awesome." Bye bye.
from pettyquarrel :
Oh no! This is making me want to cry. Okay I have an awesome idea. You could set up a paypal donations thing and all your DiaryLand friends could send you like 10$. Would that help? If you have 10 friends (which would be 10 more than I have) you would have 100 dollars. Then at least you could be like, "Here landlady I have 100$ for you." That's how I used to pay my landlord when I had an apartment. In pieces, you know? So it was a constant cash flow. Or like a cash trickle. But a constant trickle. "Sorry I'm two months late on the rent here's 50$ dollars though!"
from atwowaydream :
"i should not live with strangers. i am the weird roommate. i never leave my room unless it is all quiet on the western front."-- I certainly know how you feel. . . when I had roommates I memorized their schedules just to avoid them. (and thank you, by the way)
from boombasticat :
Nothing wrong with lying around, reading.
from atwowaydream :
my so called life owned my early adolescence. like your writing. :)
from southeast :
my love. its southeast/hug. which is what i send to you right now!
from boombasticat :
I sometimes watch Rushmore when I feel like that. Chin up.
from boombasticat :
I hope your professor's not a dick and will let you rock that exam.
from axde :
oh my goodness, that's such a beautiful thing to imagine. please, will you make that into a story? i will say i felt very magical to be in the presence of such a tree. i felt like i was in a george macdonald book almost. i hope you've felt that way before. i think you have, though.
from axde :
if i knew what was right i'd prolly write a book on it and wear nylon suits.. ewwwww
from boombasticat :
The Boss doesn't quit, does he? The Boss just keeps on being the Boss, in 1986, in 1978, whenever. If I were emperor, I'd appoint him as Minister of Blue Jeans. I hope you like the book. It's a sort of quiet little novel, but a strong one.
from axde :
shoot, i feel similarly. i adore wine, sunlight, summer, and even paying off judges fines, usually with contempt. i'll be enjoying all of those things this summer myself, considering i just got my 4th speeding ticket.
from axde :
no! locked!?
from axde :
oh, my friend. there is nothing wrong with you. not ever. i hope you realize this. you have a fine mind and nothing to worry about for all of forever.
from achmardi :
Thank you, that's how I felt when I found your journal.
from mangotuesday :
tissue for you tissue for me. love you little sister.
from axde :
hey, i'll join you.
from boombasticat :
Secret liking of friends: I bet they know. It's hard to hide, I think.
from alliprincess :
in response to your feb. 11 entry, I often have the dream that I am about to take my first flight, it came to the point that I could brace myself before I woke up so that I wouldn't be disappointed. My first flight was actually booked for this past January, and then cancelled the day before we were to leave... i was just as prepared for the actual cancelation as I know am in my dreams
from imatwin :
My best friend is like that. She never seems to like her friends (myself included) but she'll admit it if she is prodded. Haha.
from imatwin :
I wish I could come up with things like that. Most thoughts that come out of my brain become muddled in confusion.
from donovanle :
i like the way your brain spits out words onto the computer screen. i'm sure there's a less violent way to say that, but i am currently reformatting my computer and am in a bad mood. also, we're layout soulmates. don't ever change, donovan
from imatwin :
Oh, well that's close enough. Canada is a pretty wonderful place :) Haha...:D
from peace624 :
oh thats okay, and next time, please dont call me "dear", it makes me think of old people that are about to die. and thats why i never write lettters. ;) have an awesome day and if you like bible verses than look up psalm 150.6 its my mission statement
from imatwin :
Ooo! Someone who lives somewhere colder than where I live in! You know what it's like to be constantly dumped on by snow! Haha. I think your diary is cute, and I like reading your entries. Hope you don't mind me reading and commenting from time to time :)
from peace624 :
hey in-alaska!! it must suck living up there!! (no offense) which part of alaska do you live in?? i live in north carolina, and i went on an alaskan cruise this summer
from boombasticat :
Yo, Bruce fan. Forgive me if I've already recommended this, but you should read In Country by Bobbie Ann Mason. The main character, a smart 19-year-old girl in Kentucky, is a big Bruce fan. It's set in his, you know, Glory Days of the mid-eighties. And cheers to decadent bathing and reading. Life's too short not to enjoy words and warm water when there's snow outside.
from bodywritten :
i think losing 29000 lbs is a little unhealthy =) i need to read more, write more, make more friends, and get a job as well. mhm. you're interesting.
from hijayxx :
it will get better again
from hijayxx :
Do not be so hard on yourself. people stink and suck : - ) Be yourself and do not blame ya. It will be all right
from axde :
i know what you mean. feels like time is fleeting. that's alright, though. i play video games more than i sleep, almost. i say we make our own ages. if at 20 eating cartoons and wearing pjs all day is what you feel like doing then what the hell! its weird, though, that two of my best friends [one 20, one 19] are about to marry each other. i cant even imagine.
from axde :
oh man, i just turned twenty and i was terrified going into it. i was like, MOTHER FUCKER, I AM NOT MENTALLY READY TO GET IT TOGETHER, but then i actually turned twenty and i realized, nobody ever gets it together. im still the same and i dont care.
from boombasticat :
It's like my brain produces a comic-strip-disliking newsletter and you've been subscribing to it for years.
from l-alle :
you might like this:: http://marmadukeexplained.blogspot.com/
from l-alle :
one persons 'narrow minded' is someone else's 'wise'.
from l-alle :
i have had those thoughts that you wrote about in the 'being silly' entry. except, ive never had a studio [or an approximation of a studio] to even make cards in- so yr way ahead of me!
from l-alle :
dreamshameovers are infinitely better than realityshameovers
from dinosaurs :
i pop in and out, i guess. i have three cats too.
from boombasticat :
I don't know what that means but it sounds heavy and sad.
from mangotuesday :
happy belated. lots of love and balloon bouquets.
from axde :
you are just the most beautiful person. i hope you had a perfect birthday.
from axde :
thats so so so weird. im listening to the sufjan christmas collection right now. i was even thinking of posting about how great it is and then i read yours. guess its futile now. still, strange.
from boombasticat :
Oh ho ho I'm on fire. That's my favorite Springsteen song, too.
from axde :
also, fuck flossing.
from axde :
thank you very much. i am working on it. well not really, im just laying here until the next vomit session ensues. its great fun.
from boombasticat :
You changed! Do you live in Alaska? Tuesday was a good day.

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