messages to indie-anna:
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from girl101 :
unlocked, wahoooooooo! what are you up to these days? write write write! xoxoxo
from girl101 :
how excited am i! you know what still makes me think of you slash indie-anna? tahari. to this day! anywayssss i hope that doesn't creep you out? i just remember you talking about the design work there. time always changes lots of change, we always change. ♥xo, katie
from valli2 :
oh god you're back! are you gonna keep writing? and will you unlock or keep it private? hope i can go back to reading yr fun entries. take care.
from autumnal :
Hi Anna - I stumbled across your diary in 2002 and I remember being struck ny an entry you wrote about obsessing about a particular boy. It was so poignant and reminded me so much of a piece of my earlier youth when I was an undergrad it was scary! You have your diary locked but if you ever re open it or would be willing to let a stranger like me (a girl who dug your words & a fellow off/on diarist read your diary) ... please drop me a note or an email! [email protected] Thanks and have a nice spring!! (autumnal @ diaryland and kir_royale @ livejournal - yes, I *am* one of those dorks with two journals).
from haberdasher :
bad idea. never thought it was good. should never have even thought it to begin with. did it. regretted it. it's not even me. i don't have an excuse and i'm not looking to be forgiven, i just want to apologize. i'm sorry and i am severely retarded sometimes. you obviously know that. it took me this long to figure out how to get into the notes thing. i'm sorry for ruining this thing for you. it was the death of an era. you meant alot to a lot of people and it's my fault you're gone and that sucks. but it sucks more that in your eyes i am a total waste. but i'll live with it. i'm sorry.
from mybikeislost :
come to boston with me to see the arcade fire in february. you'll get syphilis and I'll get gonorrhea and we'll both spend the day after in line at the clinic together. xoxo b.
from idiomatic :
i woulda totally gotten 80! i knew the turkey answer, and almost guessed the apple cider from your dad. dang...
from citizenjane :
i got 40 and i've never met you!
from discodave :
Oh bugger. Why the hell did I take that test? ...I didn't even know you 5 years ago. Still, at least I wasn't last. Dxx
from haberdasher :
i was actually embarassed about that one. i was like, "oh god, i should not have done this song". then i waited a couple of days and it didn't sound so bad. and, for the record, i don't think there are (m)any that you have not heard...
from haberdasher :
i don't like the song. you can tell in the middle where i just did random crap on the guitar and let it fade out and stuff. the first part is cool, but i don't have words to go with it. make words and it can be your song. i fell out of love with it while recording it.
from haberdasher :
don't stop what? thinking about tomorrow? aaand...i tried to get a zero on your quiz, but it didn't let me.
from endline :
ohhh sarah. seriously. you are not alone in your obsession with wrapping gifts. not only am i totally smitten with the whole fucking thing, but i'm totally anal about it too. and i'm hardly anal about anything. it has to be perfect. i have a new theme every year, and i'm obsessed with shiny wrapping paper. this year it was silver and red striped. i found it at target. and i bought these cute little tags, ughh they're precious. they look like they should be price tags for clothing, and they have cute little silver snowflakes on them. see? i'm a gushing loser, i think i might be worse than you. [[i find myself wrapping things just because i like the way presents look. it's sad.]] and also, i adore you. xoxo. jess
from discodave :
Saraaahhh - have you changed the locks? Dxx
from discodave :
Well, get your ass over here then... Dxx
from haberdasher :
good question
from omnipre5ence :
LOL! I would have done the *same* thing in your position.
from haberdasher :
i know. it's incredibly horrifying. no one likes it. no one understands.
from kneesocks :
OMG - GET OUT! i'm getting mine on my forearm too!! ok, what are you getting?
from haberdasher :
yes, the house hunt has been an ongoing thing. and yeah. the spiral staircase is fucking cool, but only because it's really skinny and stuff. and second... i'm glad you like the new song. there's one we did with me on the drums (and everyone else changing instruments and stuff) and also a cover of i think we're alone now. those are on the secret hidden page.
from kneesocks :
ok, i meant "awww"
from kneesocks :
swww - look how cute your apartment is!! i cant wait to stay there!
from towelphaser :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. mine is tomorrow. we must be twins. triplets if you count ozzy.
from haberdasher :
the gimpy toe situation is two things: lack of oxygen/circulation, and lack of potassium. the same thing happens to me after i skate for a long time without drinking enough or eating enough or something. bananas and gatorade. potassium and electrolytes. also: the high part at the end of the maiden thing? most embarassing thing i have ever done. thank you.
from haberdasher :
...and it might not be up there until tomorrow or something. and happy birthday again.
from haberdasher :
ok, last try i guess. i am uploading it here so that it will stream when you click on it. if this does not work then we have some issues we have to work out with you and your computer. http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=5176139&Mytoken=20041201125717
from vla :
Happy birthday!
from kneesocks :
woo - i suck! happy belated birthday!! for your birthday present i am going to come sleep on your floor in a few months! yea for chicago!
from achren :
happy a-day-late birthday, you lovely thing! xo.m.
from valli2 :
hey, Happy Birthday love. hope the bubble bath was good, there's nothing like a bubble bath on your birthday. xoxox
from mybikeislost :
you are not a punk. you are a creampuff. and I'm telling. xo b.
from discodave :
Happy birthday sweetheart. 26 ain't nothin' but a number. Dxx
from haberdasher :
iron effing maiden is right. it was not my idea, though i would like to claim it as such. jason and his brother were doing it and he asked me to sing on it after hearing me mocking it in the car. if you really want to hear it i can like,cut out a clip of the best parts or something. i'll do that. give me 5 minutes, then it will be @ whispercampaign.net/acesclip.mp3
from haberdasher :
a catalytic converter is what is put on your exhaust system to cut down on pollution. it has these baffles in it and is packed with platinum and heavy metals like iridium that somehow convert carbon monoxide to carbon dioxide (i assume it is by somehow adding a molecule of oxygen to the monoxide molecules?). i know what they do and what they are, but i have no clue HOW they do it. what i do know is that they are expensive to replace because of the platinum. and hooray for you with the macguyver job, beating it off of your car. you make me proud.
from haberdasher :
p.s. i hope your trip/thanksgiving was spectacular. and also happiness to the birthday as well.
from haberdasher :
that's just the shield to your catalytic converter. it keeps the cat. converter from getting squashed or dinged up by rocks. for all intents and purposes it is useless. it probably rusted out and fell off for no real reason. you don't have to worry about it once you yank/cut it off. that is all.
from worldwar24 :
Oh dear. Still, have a good holiday nonetheless? x
from elektriklov :
you're coming to california? woah! (i even signed on with my nonexistant diary to write this note to you!) i've been thinking about you lately, we should give each other a good email... [email protected] (work email) [email protected] (personal) i want to email you, but i can't find yours at the moment... but i am feeling you about the art/work thing... i mean, i'm at my internship and what am i doing? drawing! what do i do until 12 or 1 every day, draw! and it's really getting to me... i want some space for myself, but i do it so often, i find that hard.
from kneesocks :
but of course youre getting one too. because it wouldnt make any fucking sense at all if one of us did something and the other one didnt randomly decide to do the same thing at the same time from 2,000 miles away. dont even say what or where because i want to wait and see if theyre in the same place or at all similar. we fucking rule so hard. we would totally take over the world with our rockingness if we lived in the same city - the people wouldnt even know what to do.
from achren :
but, but, but, what if you stand in front and you have earplugs AND you dance? i hate to think that you'd hate me at shows. xo.m.
from discodave :
Gracias sweetie ;) I remember being insanely jealous of a friend when she told me she'd sat on the stage as Adam and the Ants played a gig... Dxx
from teachin-usa :
i know what you mean about your artist self being sucked out of you- i (painter) had the same thing happen to me when i started working as a scenic artist and just painted other peoples' stupid designs for 8, 10, 12 hours a day..so be worried- it's a real thing to be worried about. hard to balance job with artistic endeavor. that's why usually only rich kids really get to be the artists! they just don't work at all.. Now, there's a solution!
from haberdasher :
i got the bluetip (inadvertent or not) reference! this note is only for validation (because you validated my full house song title reference). returning the favor.
from sopretty :
tonight,walk around saying things are black LIKE MY SOUL.
from mistakemade :
yeahhhh, i was definitely high in the pictures where i look like dracula...it was high-larious. "awww, nitemares. how quaint."
from sopretty :
hahaha thats fucking hilarious.
from mistakemade :
i once lost $425 cash in my room. alex and i had a scavenger hunt that lasted for two days. hope you find that $1,000,000 check. xoxo
from haberdasher :
awwwww, idealism! how quaint.
from mistakemade :
the most any third party got from a state was maybe 1%--worst than last election. thisfuckingsucks. ihatepeoplewhovotelikemorons. are you going to the le tigre show? xoxo
from discodave :
I won't be giving you that look, hon - I understand your logic completely. If Brewster was running a campaign this year he'd have won. "None of the Above" and all that. Dxx p.s. I vote Liberal here in the UK, which is almost like voting for Perot if you believe the press.
from kneesocks :
i think i had the same night. saying the same things about the "same" person. and i would have done the same text message the next morning had i not gotten to wake up next to him anyway.
from ponyluv :
i have that scarf you're wearing in that picture too! so fuzzy and nice... :)
from haberdasher :
i want so badly now to hear a song or two of his.
from sopretty :
sarah-welcome to my world. I absolutely love target. i was jus there today. i always find tons of cute tops,undies,gadgets I don't need. oh and christmas cards. HAVE YOU SEEN HOW CUTE THEY ARE!??! since I live ya know,here,i drive 30 for quiznos. I am addicted to it,seriously.it makes me smile.mmmmm.
from love-to-live :
you are so pretty..i think that every time you post a picture but this one just struck me more than usual.
from haberdasher :
i'm sorry sarah. he always sounded so amazing when you spoke of him, and now it's even easier to know why.<br> if you want people to hear any of his songs i can host them for you.
from kneesocks :
oh honey, i'm so sorry!
from vla :
I'm sorry for your loss and for your grandma's loss. 55 years is an amazing thing. I wish I could hear the recordings... i was born on dec. 1 too, but 50 years later.
from idiomatic :
aw, sorry about that... so sad.
from discodave :
Damn...when you didn't update I had a feeling that might be why. I'm sorry sweetheart. Dxx
from discodave :
I too felt dirty and that I was betraying some sort of principle when I got a mobile. Then, I got over it and realised I could phone people from the pub when they were working. Dxx
from haberdasher :
dude. a cellular phone? what a disappointment you turned out to be. just kidding. welcome to the technology age.
from towelphaser :
a cell phone, huh? what's next, an escalade? i no longer want to "do it" with you.
from dasich :
hey! quick..i am interviewing blonde redhead on friday and i need questions. i am too nervous and excited to think of anything. what would YOU want to know?! or wwhat would you ask to have a good conversation with them? email me: [email protected] xoxo
from thatmarygirl :
We like dancing and we look divine You love bands when they�re playing hard You want more and you want it fast They put you down, they say I�m wrong You tacky thing, you put them on
from discodave :
I think you're one of the few people who could get away with a Bowie cut from that era. Please, though, don't do it. Dxx
from sopretty :
HOLY SHIT! that sounds like a hair show. its a bunch of bitchy women trying to grab for the last bottle of bed head conditioner thats been discontinued! or o.p.i. that is a whopping quarter. WHOA! man sarah,you ARE THE STREET FIGHTER. p.s. atlanta is ghetto.
from kneesocks :
omg - i want to hear the rest!! we are SO twins - that totally sounds like something that would only happen to me.
from sopretty :
YOUR HAIR LOOKS FANTASTIC SARAH!!!
from discodave :
Not a male impersonator, an ELVIS impersonator - you have the lip curl, the shades and the wild animal magnetism all down. Don't you? Dxx
from discodave :
Incidentally, you'd make a hell of a good Elvis impersonator... Dxx
from discodave :
You know, you kind of scare me sometimes ;) http://www.aeroplastics.net/FT/pages/Elvis_Herselvis_1998_notext.jpg Revenge! Dxx
from vla :
You should totally go! And then come back here and write about it in all its lurid detail, ok? Because it'll be totally interesting for us to read about, which I suppose it pretty selfish of me, but, yeah. Do it for your audience!
from haberdasher :
i found pudding pops in the grocery store last weekend, and no word of a lie. i have eaten 4 and a half boxes in a week.
from elektriklov :
girl, i have paranoia too- big time- and when i was younger i was scared of knives. i had a huge phobia- it actually felt good to read your entry- bc i always thought i was a major freak. my mom put me in counseling starting at age 8, all i remember was drawing pictures and trying to tell the counselor why knives scared me so much. and i still don't like having windows without the curtains drawn at night- it bugs me that people can look it- like living in a fish bowl or something- you can find my thoughts on lj- i hope you are well. xo -kristin http://www.livejournal.com/users/design_doll/
from discodave :
Old schmold. Unless, of course, they're tartan. Dxx
from worldwar24 :
I'd still like a password... if you wouldn't mind - lisamarie at pixlet dot net
from achren :
knock knock. can i come in? (daronwy at earthlink dot net...i never check the account achren bounces to.) xo.m.
from towelphaser :
dear bastard. give me the password or you'll never see me naked again. love brendan (ceilingrawk at hotmail)
from idiomatic :
what's happneing, hot stuff?
from intotheswirl :
:( i used to read your diary all the time. i was a stranger at first just glancing by...but you hooked me in. i hope you unlock it soon.
from girl101 :
miss your words. [email protected] if you open it up again. hope all is well my dear ♥
from girl101 :
miss your words. [email protected] if you open it up again. hope all is well my dear ♥
from allmadhere :
I hope you unlock soon. Or pass out the password.
from vla :
yeah. me too.
from discodave :
Moi aussi. Gimme gimme. Dxx
from solarlab :
hey missy, lemme in.
from haberdasher :
me? no?
from dasich :
eee!!! i can't read!
from worldwar24 :
Any chance of a password?
from design-doll :
sarah, where the hell have you been! i hope everything is all right on the chicago fashion front... email me soon! [email protected]
from kneesocks :
knock knock . . .
from discodave :
Sarah? Tell me you haven't got banged-up for contempt of court or something? Dxx
from jt76 :
Maybe its just me, but I think you may hate other people almost as much as I do.
from worldwar24 :
I think I missed something in my not-reading-Diaryland days, but I hope things are okay. Anyway, we had to go to court for an assignment on our journalism course and I spent the whole day wanting to be a lawyer. This from the girl who has never had such ambitions, despite FOUR YEARS AT LAW SCHOOL. I guess the place and the atmosphere just has that effect on a girl. Although there was no hot prosecutor when we were there, but my friend and I amused ourselves by writing notes in shorthand to each other about the clerk of court. [this is lastyeargirl by the way, I got a new account just so I could read your journal - feel special - I'm still an LJ sellout] x
from kneesocks :
um, yeah - if you ever need someone to *test* your jackie o' designs on, you know i'm ALWAYS here for ya! size 3/5. no yellow though - that looks bad with my translucent skin. haha.
from idiomatic :
unctuous!
from idiomatic :
slick & icky = unctious
from kneesocks :
youre totally right. its because i live in *gasp* a "black" area. if some pregnant white bitch who was *jogging* was found all slashed up it would be on fucking cnn.
from haberdasher :
couple of things: i used to love making mixtapes too, then i tried to make a cd and it wasn't happening. i feel your pain... also: banjo=shitty when you're lefty. how i love it so, but can't make anything cool on it because of all the backwardsness. they make lefties, though i have never seen one in person because if i had seen it i would own it.... also: i have no beard. the world is safe.
from mybikeislost :
I have beard.
from kneesocks :
i have a thing for banjo playing boys too. rhett miller can pick a good banjo . . .sigh.
from kneesocks :
omg i have red patent maryjanes too!! isaac mizrahe - but knowing how many of the same shoe have different labels theyre probably pretty similar.
from kneesocks :
i went to the rack yesterday but i didnt see any left but i am going to the other location today i think so i will check there as well.
from kneesocks :
i have those! i have the white ones with the black trim though. where did you get them? theyre at ross & nordstrom rack for like $14.99.
from haberdasher :
honestly, i can't believe that i never told you that that was where that song title came from, and i am stunned that you found it out without me telling you. SOMEONE FIGURED OUT ONE OF MY SECRET MESSAGES! it made me excited.
from haberdasher :
does it make that song way cooler or outrageously lame that it came from stephanie tanner's wedding? i was always so unsure, and never wanted to reveal it origin... (if the hate thing refers to me it's not true, if not: disregard.)
from whitelipstik :
About saving the paperdolls -- I just took screenshots of them. On an Apple you press command+option+3 and it takes the picture and saves it on the desktop. I'm not really sure how to do it on a windows computer, i think something to do with the "print screen" button and maybe alt+option? They are so much fun aren't they!
from kneesocks :
hey, i dont want to hear that kind of talk out of you! if you start thinking youre looking or acting old then you really will start to look & act old - its all a state of mind - we'll stay 20 forever, damnit!
from mysdevious :
If it makes you feel any better, I never thought you looked old. I thought you were 23 or 24. *smile*
from dasich :
hey man, i'm so sorry about all the shit that is happening. i hope you find some peace of mind soon. also, i get neck/jaw/headaches at least once a week and it's from tension, but i also notice that when i don't hydrate enough it is worst. take care of yourself xo. p.s. if you ever go to new orleans on business, you BETTER let me know!
from tanglespine :
si my dear, at least for bit =) maybe for longer if I find the city agreeable to my presence
from sopretty :
not that this matters or whatever,but I understand the complete and total frustration of moving.for whatever reason. the moves that suck the most,are because of unsettling,major life changes. i'll be 23,and I can honestly say I've lived in a different house for every year I've been alive. i did move once because of two children being raped and murdered in a field behind my street. i saw the man with said children right before it all happened,and didn't know it.other small things happened,but that just was too much.i wouldn't leave the house.
from towelphaser :
i hadn't read your diary in a while. holy fuck. i dunno what else to say.
from vla :
I hated to hear what happened outside your apartment. That must have been so hard to see and, now, so hard to deal with. It sucks that you have to move. My friend's place in wicker park just got broken into while she was home, so yeah. Scary shit happens everywhere in this city. I hope you wind up loving your new place.
from discodave :
Move to Scotland. Like, right the fuck now. You could beat the shit out of any of the local neds and no-one even has guns, never mind use them. Dxx
from solarlab :
oh sweetie. i con't lose you before i even have you...i'm so glad you're ok. <3solar
from kneesocks :
hey - do you think it would help if you went to the guys funeral? you should get outta town for a while and come visit meeee!
from allmadhere :
My friend was just murdered last weekend, and though I could never imagine exactly how you feel after such terrible events, your words are really speaking to me right now.
from turbogeek :
i'm sorry if you had a bad weekend. i would too if that stuff happened to me, but now that it's summer i don't acknowledge what day it is. your words are beautiful and i'm glad you were not hurt severely. take care.
from endline :
ohhhh it was nothing, i'm just testing a new layout. i'll be back soon, i can't seem to escape diaryland. i'm itching to be back. unlocked and everything. hehe. <3
from idiomatic :
i'm sorry you had to see that, sweetheart. i saw something like that years ago and it still haunts me. xoxo
from design-doll :
just thinking about sarah...
from kneesocks :
yes! we need to look all futuristic. what about silver jumpsuits? or maybe just some matching guitar pick skirts. :)
from endline :
i totally tried to leave you a note the other day, but as a result of my retardation i left it on my own notes page. i have skills. at any rate, i'll cook you dinner!! now just to decide who makes the 5+ hour drive..... :) Love.
from habbit :
you're my design-idol right now.
from elektriklov :
catching up on you... i'm so proud, i hope to one day slam my fists down with the rest of 'em. xoxoxo
from discodave :
You too, honey. p.s. Can i have a matchbook as a token of your affection? I'll sort you out with a button or two. Dxx
from idiomatic :
they say that the two best days in the lives of people who own boats are: 1. the day they bought the boat; 2. the day they sold the boat.
from idiomatic :
i would like a couple dozen matchbooks.
from kneesocks :
its so beautiful there!
from kneesocks :
youre totally right - i am definitely going to give two weeks tomorrow. what the fuck ever made me think i was cut out for this shit?
from claire3 :
Amen sister, about your recent entry...7-10-04. I can't agree with you more. I work for a certain corporate natural foods store, and sometimes I feel like my day is full of those kinds of moronic comments. (And yes, at least once a day someone will reference Michael Moore.) It's maddening.
from kneesocks :
im pretty happy with the rav4, but i will not lie - there are some rattles, squeaks, and cheap components that piss me off. i might look into the santa fe - it got better customer satisfaction ratings & is way cheaper.
from ponyluv :
i used to have recurrent dreams about the huggabunch movie!
from discodave :
You do matchbooks now? Lord above woman, how are you not more famous than - I don't know - Mary-Kate's coke hibit? Dxx
from design-doll :
thank you lovely girl... we will stay in contact, you have my email and i have yours... good luck, you are already great- internet friends fo life.
from useafork :
So like Jeez.. Im being forward and crap but you live where I grew up and I was just having a moment where I missed Chicago so much and I thought I'd drop you one. Anyway. Get ready for some sweatyness cause you're coming up on the Season of Hell. But you know that already. And you are from Indiana which is way worse. And I'm jealous you went to the school I dreamed of going to. I went to the McDonalds chain version. Or name bite-off. But Denver ain't got much in the way of good schools. Consider yourself lucky. I'm totally drunk. I shall shut up now.
from sopretty :
i was totally listening to heartbreak just now on my radio and reading your diary.... you and pat benatar......the best
from valli2 :
hello love, well i'd like to keep reading yr diary. it's addictive. my e-mail is [email protected] thank you a lot :) xoxoxo.
from mysdevious :
hey can I have the password pretty please?? [email protected] Thanks
from discodave :
Hey S, give me some sugar, huh? Dxx
from tcklyrpharsn :
heyyy... I've been droppin in and out for a while and would love to see how your adventures in design [email protected]. thx!
from mistakemade :
no, really, it's cool. let a million strangers read it but if margaret wants a read, noooooo, can't let her in. but no, i'm not offended in the least. i could care less...besides, i'm sleeping with kyle, you bitch. xoxo
from towelphaser :
(my email is ceilingrawk at hotmail)
from towelphaser :
LET ME IN, HUSSY.
from idiomatic :
wha' happened?
from kissthisfist :
all this talk about lipgloss makes me miss my double cherry kissgloss. some wanker stole it. on another note, i loved the pictures. my friends and i are the reason they don't have photobooths around in clubs anymore. have a great tuesday! ciao.
from discodave :
You should speak to Ellie about lipgloss - she's an expert. Really. Dxx
from valli2 :
Is that the "lipsmacker" one in the cotton candy shade and taste??? Cause I've got that one. It rocks heh. Kisses. xx
from claire3 :
congratulations! that job sounds like a dream. best of luck to you. i'll keep my eyes open for your work.
from design-doll :
oh my god sarah! is there anyway electronic love could help you with the show in october?? b/c i've been wanting to visit chicago for a long time now and i bet if i started saving now i'd be able to come in october esp if there was something creative going on!!! and i'm glad you're happy, it makes me feel good to know atleast someone our age is getting their foot in the door. xo
from kissthisfist :
what a lucky duck you are! hope that the show is a major smash and you become a famous fashion designer. i'd buy all your clothes even if it left me broke. keep on dancing.
from discodave :
I think I prefer "Is it all in my head or is she touching his...chest now", actually. Mono-browed ballad singers are never a good thing. Dxx
from endline :
awww sarah i'm so glad you got the job! i'm glad life is treating you well, it's about time you got some starburst. love.
from kneesocks :
congrats!!! i am so happy for you!! btw, wait till you see the ICL shoes urban got in a couple of weeks ago. well, theyre on sale in my store so maybe youve already seen them. yellow slingbacks with turqouise and pink velvet edging and bows. holy shit they are so tacky and fucking adorable.
from mistakemade :
we are all really proud of you. even people who don't know who you are are proud of you. the only down side to this is me and michael can't fuck with you about being a pidgeot (oh lord, pokemon...). we fucking love you. xoxo
from design-doll :
i hope i can feel the same way someday sarah... congratulations... and i was going to ask anyways, how the hell did you find an actual design job that is hiring? it seems no graphics places are around here... how did you do it?
from discodave :
Nice work, Sarah. I really will have to get over there for drinking, carousing and karaoke someday soon. Dxx
from mistakemade :
since yr my rich relative now...can i borrow $5,000? xoxo
from dasich :
congratulations on the job! if you come to new orleans, let me know!
from turbogeek :
congrats congrats! that is too great! so... is there anything that you're going to design that I might see?
from fadingagony :
i'm so glad for you! congratulations!
from idiomatic :
yay!
from disquiet :
baby! i am going to be in chicago from thursday to saturday/sunday, seeing a whole lot of rockshows [grant-lee phillips, the shins, ted leo, brendan benson, fountains of wayne]. if yr amazingbeautifulnewbusinesswomanself wants to have cocktails, you should let me know. is the [ancient!] phone number i have for you still the same? heartXcore. aw. <3xo.
from kissthisfist :
congrats on the job! i know you don't know who the flip i am, but i love your diary. go out and have a [insert favorite alcoholic beverage here] on me!you deserve it. <3
from kneesocks :
i'm keeping my fingers crossed for you, but i'm confident you wont need me to. ps i'm having cramps from hell too. ick. -xo-h
from mistakemade :
michael's birthday songs: "michael you are a dance whore" by franz ferdinand and "dancing queen" by abba...both for obvious reasons. xoxo
from mistakemade :
holy crap sarah! that entry "coffee and cigarettes" yr picture looks a lot like emily. at first when i saw it i thought it was emily...weirrrd, we really are related to her! haha i <3 you. i got a brother sewing machine! holla. xoxo
from discodave :
Actually, somebody got a "too pure to be in porn" result. I guess we're just dirty. And, as for the result you got I'm tempted to make a sarlacc reference, but won't... Dxx
from discodave :
I know what you mean about Bill Murray, by the way. Greatest man ever. Even though he sounds less like Bill Murray as Garfield than the original guy did. Dxx
from endline :
ohh sounds like you had fun tonight, and being tipsy never hurt anyone. as i have drank a bottle of wine tonight, i know the feeling. i spent the night talking to a boy, i hope you had as much fun as i did. and even if i dont update the endline journal anymore, i love you lots and lots and still read you. just so you know. so kisses to you, as you are the only thing worthwhile chicago has going for it. <3 :)
from turbogeek :
what does that entry mean? are you going to stop writing?
from prettytear :
i like the simplicity of your design. it looks really good.
from lastyeargirl :
Not that any of us doubted it for a second but congratulations, and good luck for the second interview! xx
from turbogeek :
aww! your life must be a movie! quote: "matt gave me his special laugh, reserved for my prize moments, and said, 'you're my special girl.'" i wish i had someone to tell me that.
from purplebanana :
I vote for sending her 'blunt, tactful letter which highlights your feelings' mail. Hate mail makes things worse, but not saying anything is worst of all.
from habbit :
dont let other peoples fears get in your way. if youre an artist, you will naturally serve as a magnet for peoples anxieties and insecurities (namely how they themselves want to be artists but never had the right guidances etc). stick to your guns, and whenever says shit like: you can't, you'll never, don't bother, and i wouldn't - give them the kibosh and get even stronger about what you're driven about. from personal experience i find it better to focus that nrg into my work rather than back at them... but if you have to tell your aunt to f*ck off, then just be prepared for the fall-out. :)
from mistakemade :
i don't know what aunt karen said to you but did you hear that she went off on uncle vince? in the fucking lobby of the hotel!!! aunt kim talked to mom and said her trip to "cally" was hellatious. uncle vince wants nothing to do with her, i can understand why. she acts like a 16-year-old...xoxo
from pyrite :
geek love = one of my favorite books ever. that and lynda barry's "cruddy" are two books that i still think about constantly and can read over and over again while not getting bored.
from design-doll :
congratulations!!!!
from optimusprime :
an empty can and bottle of the national beer of texas will be on their way to you shortly. .....just sayin....
from turbogeek :
I could see it, I just didn't understand what it meant. does it represent pregnancy?
from turbogeek :
what is that picture supposed to be of? << may 24, 2004.
from lastyeargirl :
Is that a Killers badge I see?
from kneesocks :
boobies!!
from kneesocks :
i totally agree - AI can suck it. who the fuck thought a chain-college was a good idea anyway? i went through that same bullshit at CU though, they fucking hold your hand and 'teach you' how to write a resume, then they suggest a bunch of fucking jobs you could have gotten with no degree or found in the paper. you're better off just doing your own thing - that stupid fucking job office is for the retards who coasted through college & dont know what to do.
from habbit :
whoever you are writing to is a lucky-duck.
from kneesocks :
no worries - white belts are ok for people who are really into elvis and also people who rock as hard as you. theres a stigma around here - they were 'the thing' for a while (i even have one) but towards the end of the denver white belt craze the people who wore them mostly had attitude problems and thought they were 1,000x better than everyone else. so now when people wear one here everyone is like 'oh god, here comes a white belt'. in denver theres like the hipster, and then theres the 'white belt'.
from turbogeek :
i think i love you, so what am i so afraid of. you rule!
from kneesocks :
LOVE the vest & LOVE the photos!
from endline :
sarah, i swear to god you're in my head. this entry is so eerily similar to EVERY SINGLE TIME I'VE EVER LIKED A BOY it's almost scary. we're both too busy being miserable to see how much people LOVE US until years later, i think. but at least you know I LOVE YOU! haha. [and did i mention it literally took twenty minutes for me to get your notes page to load? i'm one determined girl.]
from habbit :
Stand up for your work. Youre not being a snob, you're being a designer. Though if the price is right, take the money and run ;)
from mistakemade :
ewwww!!! billy bob thornton is so fucking gross. but j. cusack, mmmm...i almost met him. but he was late for a date with jack black so i only met him! wow! ha
from endline :
dude. your friends met my two favorite boys ever. and i also have a weird, sick attraction to billy bob. i can never explain it, but i can't squelch it either. <3
from quietstrong :
it is funny thinking of art school. i ran out of money and didnt finish, it was making me crazy anyway. but lots of respect for seeing it through. it is so funnysad when the teacher wont aknowledge that a kid is creative, smart, genious, or just plain rad enough to come up with a great idea. there is no luck. even if things come out like all subconscious and stuff, it is from inside you. anyway, i love to read your diary, it is like a life i gave up on but i wish i had stuck with it. even trying to go back later, it will never be the same. o well, this life is a rad adventure no matter what. stay up all night with the egg.
from kneesocks :
haha. you are such a naughty girl lately. i love it!
from mistakemade :
hahahahaha, first of all sarah, when you told mom she thought you were talking about ERIC PARKER!!! so she asks me, "what goes on between sarah and eric?" uhhh...i don't know. "she told me she has dirty pictures of him." "yeah, well they did like eachother." "really? is that why eric and emily fight so much, does emily know?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT THE FUCK! that rules. xoxo ps-she told emily you and eric p. are an item...uh oh!
from idiomatic :
you're a grown woman. you have a private life. leave it at that.
from haberdasher :
if i remember correctly, there are a, uhm, bunch of bananna pictures
from haberdasher :
awww please? please? have a sense of humor. you can use the picture as an example of what's on there. what are you worried about? it's tame!
from indie-anna :
good lord. someone come kill me.
from discodave :
The title is purely coincidental, but have you ever seen Erik the Viking (loads of the Monty Python boys are in it)? It has one of the best explanations for invisibility cloaks ever, trust me (and that is kinda related to this, even if it doesn't sound like it). Dxx
from haberdasher :
sarah- please oh please can i put the bananna picture up somewhere? i'll be your best friend! please? and dave, the show pictures are totally unrelated to any of this stuff.
from habbit :
You could always just tell your dad 'Hey, there are some pics from an art project on my drive, I'd really apprieciate it if you didn't look over them. You'd be seeing them out of context, its for this project about postmodernist syntax in which deconstruction of the female/male bipolarity yaddita ya et al' If he's really sharp, then just tell him 'Hey, theres some smut on my drive, dont look please.' ;)
from discodave :
You could always mention his stash of "adult" magazines if he says anything because, unpalatable as it is, he's bound to have some... Fight fire with fire, as it were. Dxx
from discodave :
I'm not laughing, really I'm not. OK, now I am - I just saw Eric's message and thought "show" pictures? Um, yeah, go with the art project thing... Dxx
from habbit :
Tell him it's all for an 'art' project on the postmodernist dissection of male/female body imagery (that happens to involve smut)...
from haberdasher :
AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!HAHAHAHAHAHHAA OH GOD.
from haberdasher :
some of the show pictures are up on the website here: http://www.whispercampaign.net/whisperpictures3.html
from haberdasher :
that picture? not even one of the best ones. too bad your computer is fudged. you could see them. i'll put them all somewhere for you to see. fear not. thanks for the artistic critique dahling.
from valli2 :
Are you kidding when you say your site sucks?? The photos of the fashion shows KICK ASS!!! God, you're so a cool a clothes-designer! Hope you'll make it big and I'll be able to buy some of your...productions heh!! xxx
from discodave :
Holy hell, your hair is so black it's blue. Why the hell aren't you using Stella McCartney ("Chewbacca" in fashion circles - poor girl should try electrolysis, apparently) as a doorstop yet? Dxx
from halfdevoured :
I'd like to invite you to be a part of the ambrosial ring. Info is here: http://ambrosia1.diaryland.com/ambrosial.html
from design-doll :
what sites are you using to search for jobs? i'm doing that too... finding a job in our industry is hard! go girl go!
from valli2 :
good luck for the job thing. designing costumes in Vegas?? seems fun, only that you'd have to live in a desert...hope you find your dream job soon!! xox
from mistakemade :
um, no. because one. it's funny that you can't post pictures of yreself online GET A MIRROR!!! two. you can do if fo' free. go to www.photobucket.com derrr! i <3 you. xoxo
from habbit :
let me know when youre coming to NYC, i might be able to help you find a place to live, work, whatever :)
from haberdasher :
yeah, the show was a big surprise. people were actually into us. it had the feel of one of the shows from back in high school or something, even though there weren't that many people there
from design-doll :
my resume has pink and black squares on it, also with a pink sans serif font... so you are right- artist's do things a lil differently- and i love how your picture perfectly describes your description of walking home in the rain- makes me wanna listen to jesus and mary chain, in fact, i think i will! xo
from discodave :
Swoon away, my dear (he says, stroking his luxuriant facial fuzz proudly). Dxx
from kneesocks :
haha - youre not alone - my resume is bright red with a 50s office girl on it. It looks more like a poster than a resume. more proof i am your colorado twin - xo -h
from keptquietly :
suffice it to say that i have left d-land for LJ, but return each day to visit you. i can be found crouching under the name bareplenary, if you're ever in the neighborhood...also suffice it to say that i deplore cliches, and should be shot for saying 'suffice it to say'! take heart.
from discodave :
I'll bring the cheescake. Dxx
from discodave :
I need to quit my job and get a life. Hopefully, one as exciting as yours. Or, I could buy a PS2 and some drugs... Dxx
from aidan-cage :
I think you are the living person I know, or are you?
from habbit :
i hear you there sister. was talking to a designer friend of mine who was lamenting the same thing. i dont know what it is with people these days assuming artists want to produce work just for the 'love'. fuck that. time to show artists the $$$
from haberdasher :
http://www.aim.com/get_aim/express/aim_expr.adp
from haberdasher :
for how long? i can get you talking to me in a very short amount of time
from haberdasher :
get on the internet and everything will be fine
from endline :
for sure. people are just ridiculous these days. speaking of ridiculous people, holy hell that party sounds like it was crazy. in that bad way. that's one of the reasons i hate having parties: when people you don't know show up and start trashing the place, you can't even enjoy it. there's no reason to destry other people's stuff, i've never been so drunk that was a good idea. bahh! i hope all ends well. and i hope you're doing well, of course. <3 jess
from haberdasher :
mmmhmmm
from haberdasher :
STUFF
from discodave :
Fuck that - that's why you have to come visit - you can see Gillian Wearing stuff everywhere. Probably. Actually, I have no idea, but it'd be cool if you came across anyhow. Just saying. Dxx
from mybikeislost :
guess who's my new roommate? O_O come over sometime so you and I can split a 30 pack of PBR and listen to a billion records. and bring a purse. so I can steal it. xx00 b.
from missyx :
congratulations on the NYLON stuff. you are .so. rad!
from haberdasher :
baby.new songs. some you will LOVE
from hamatsugrl :
"s: grow up, she didn't mention you to put you down, she mentioned you in a reference. and if via bothers you so much, you don't have to read her diary."--- sarah, this is what was left on my diary, i thought you should read it. and its true. i mentioned you just to define laura. i'm sorry if you still hold a grudge cause i hurt your little sister. but you need to move on. i still think you are a good person and you stand up for bethany cause you love your little sister. i understand that. but i am going to mention you if i feel its needed to define anything. and just a heads up... i mentioned you cause you were apart of a dream i had. sorry.
from design-doll :
i love nylon as well... go for it :) and i was just having a convo this weekend about selling yourself... i have also been conspiring how to sell my soul to design... good luck!
from haberdasher :
no dave. i know what it is. it's billy corgan.
from discodave :
Is it a catwalk show on the moon? ...probably not...sorry, got excited there. Dxx
from kneesocks :
omg - i went to a ghetto dentist once - dr. love. no shit. and he looked like criag kilborne. and he pulled my wisdom tooth with nothing but a shot of novicane (ouch!). but now i have a lovely gayboy dentist who is super gentle & talks about martha stewart. it rules.
from haberdasher :
and there are so many more. that one is from the new ping pong parlor. if only you could see the rest...
from mistakemade :
hahahahaha, yeah, mom thought it was ridiculous...how'd matt like it? or should i say, how'd the doctor like it? I GOT A JOB! hallelujah (sp?). alrite...bye. xoxo
from discodave :
Damn. You're right, I should and I will...sometime. And a world shaped by us? That would be too damn beautiful. Dxx
from kneesocks :
huh?
from design-doll :
ya i got the message... bloo. i want a sarahisrad bag so awfully- i'm gonna put another one in ze mail this week... thank you for the feel betters, i hope your heart is ok and ticking too! <3
from idiomatic :
if you cut yr ear off i'm gonna start calling you sarah van rad. xoxo
from haberdasher :
check your email
from haberdasher :
needham is nowhere near me. bummer. dude. it's like a 20 minute drive. when will you be here. hopefully not on days when i am working. did i tell you that my lisence is suspended? of course not. YOU'RE NEVER ONLINE ANYMORE
from keptquietly :
congrats on making it into the Y. I'm proud as hell.
from mistakemade :
well, there was that one point in time when you wanted to be a carrot...but that may have been short lived. xoxo
from habbit :
7 <i>years</i>! Wow, that's awsome! Well, I'm working over at Pratt in NYC, I was picking up your art-school-ish-ness.
from design-doll :
i've always said i wanted to be famous as well... we will work together someday girl; just wait. your photo shoot will be done with my images as backdrops... and will be featured in my magazine ala ::interview. xo
from haberdasher :
it's in this place called somerville, right on the outskirts of boston in a club called the skybar. as of right now i don't know if we are playing it or not, as i have yet to speak to lavallee or jason. today we had a yucky practice because i had the headache to end the world, but i still belted out some new stuff that we should have recorded. i made up a new song too, but i'm still working on the lyrics (like you are with our song) and it won't be done for awhile. we are talking about going to an open mic night and playing only covers and announcing that they will all be only covers, but then when we play them they will all be too obscure for anyone to recognize. just a thought. what else? oh yeah, go on the internet so i can bother you. jerk. asshole.
from habbit :
where are you in school?
from chuna :
hey thar. where can i see your fashionables? it's hard keeping up with this dland because i have no computer now. i regret to've missed your fashion show. still, love&love&love, chuna
from discodave :
Fair enough - I understand that - you live in the country that produced John-Wayne Gacy, after all. I blame Tartrazine for the way I turned out. That shit in orange soda is like crack for 5 year olds. Dxx
from mybikeislost :
do de do deeee do. are you going to come out and play tomorrow at lava lounge? perhaps there will be a box of cereal in it for you. xxoo b.
from haberdasher :
shhhhh.... it's not ready yet. http://www.cafeshops.com/anticrabserum
from design-doll :
did you get your poster???? thank you... i don't know what's going on in my brain these days... and i'm sure <i>he</i> doesn't either... you can always go to sleep and wake up and have another day, don't forget that.
from valli2 :
great, like a big sister i wish i had, underground, funny, slightly crazy but that gives you charm, creative, strong. this is my vision of you. xox
from solarlab :
and how could i forget...totally, utterly, and completely out of your mind. thank god.
from solarlab :
fucking adorable. imaginative. creative(in so many ways). alive. girly-tomboy. terrified of vulnerability. 80's(in a good way, i usually slam the 80's). funny. silly. manipulative. self-absorbed(hello, like i'm not). ferociously loyal(if one makes the grade). secretly sentimental. beautiful.
from haberdasher :
you know how i get. why not just secretly download yahoo or something? live a little.
from haberdasher :
well, this may very well not be addressed to me, but i'm taking it as an open invitation to post another note. when i think of you i can't help but think of pine cones. and the word lozenge. also gazebos. and fire ants. and sputum. and velvet blazers.
from haberdasher :
heeheehee, you totally have it in you. shut up.
from haberdasher :
and oh yeah, we have shirts and stuff. and guess what is next? anticrabserum stuff. i'm working on it now
from haberdasher :
woah woah woah woah. uhhh ok, first thing i have to address... the glasses. they weren't the silver ones? because i can't believe you let those out of your sight. can i forgive you for this? we'll see.
from andy-tai :
email me your email... [email protected]
from club-tough :
dear p, the 72 nova was a beautiful car. my dad had to sell his 74 nova [his first car] b/c it failed the emissions test...later he settled on a 86 civic, which came with a free panasonic beta player. in the same year my mom bought the voggen-wagon, a kind of up to date vw bus. it had an interior ski rack which served us well in salt lake...but was essentially useless after we moved to chicago. man, the mid 80s were a crazy time -d.
from smartypunk :
I agree with kneesocks. Jello's a pig. He dated a friend of mine for several years and was a terrible, horrible boyfriend. I was so happy when she dumped his ass. Also, you're much too thin for him. He's a bonafide self-proclaimed chubby chaser. :)
from kneesocks :
that is so gross!! i used to love him in real life so i asked him out. we went to dinner. he was one of the biggest most arrogant assholes i have ever met so now i hate him. you should dream about jake gyllenhaal instead - he is much better.
from mybikeislost :
give me gallery details woman. toby is playing at the MCA tonight.... 6-10ish? xxoo b.
from discodave :
God they're pretty. If only I'd a penchant for drag and Mary Quant dresses, I'd put in an order now. Dxx
from endline :
those bags are so great. i would have never thought to do something like that - though i suppose that's why you went to school for it and i didn't. see, you gots mad skillz, and that's why i'm so in love with you! xoxo -jess
from kneesocks :
there is quite possibly nothin more unfair than the fact that i do not live there & wont be there for your dynasty party! when do you usually do it? i am either going to have to buy a plane ticket for it or steal your idea and host my own. soooo unfair!
from allmadhere :
Please post photos of the purses. I'd love to see them. And do you have any recommendations on sewing machines? Like a particular brand is good or sucks or whatever? I want to buy one and don't know anyone who sews. Good luck at your opening. I'm glad you unlocked.
from kneesocks :
i say we bring back the dynasty thing. we can just wear sparkly evening gowns ALL the time from now on - do our hair huge, and constantly be throwing coctails at people. it will rule.
from design-doll :
i want to buy a sarahisrad purse!!! i will too!!! i have fundage!!! i just started taking b.c... it's only been five days, so far i don't notice anything... but i'm scared too. which brand were you on??? how did you like the mix? i will send you a :::real message later on today bc you deserve it cracked out maker princess... i also know how it feels to stay up all nite and have a completed :::creation in your hand, it feels wonderful... and there are always mochas for therapy.
from cautionary :
i kinda gave up on this whole diaryland thing as a collective except i still read this. and now it's all locked. pssh.
from haberdasher :
yeah, so i don't know what the story is. we were just having a jaunty talk about your outright lust for billy corgan and my connection crapped out. oh well. at least now i know that billy is a pisces like me...
from pyrite :
dude. if ya got a password...hook me up! if not, i hope things are going well. p.s. were you at the gossip show at the bottom lounge on friday? i don't get out much, but i DID get out that night.
from ponyluv :
aww, i hope you come back soon... <3 <3
from sopretty :
sarah,what the buck
from design-doll :
i hope you're doing ok...
from discodave :
Um? Password? Dxx
from endline :
and a sister, too. where you be, babygirl? xoxo
from haberdasher :
hey, hook a brother up
from haberdasher :
NEW ACOUSTIC STUFF
from madatmydesk :
I hope that you feel better soon.
from mybikeislost :
not going to be a zombie at vision tonight - will be drinking at a piano bar instead... xoxo b.
from haberdasher :
the dude in the note before me wrote plack instead of plaque. just being a spelling nazi.
from haberdasher :
i got defensive because there was similar language in an entry of mine made not minutes before your own. see? i really am retarded
from haberdasher :
plaque
from aidan-cage :
you are not wasting time as much as time is just wasting. You are basically fighting decomposition until you crest your halflife at which point decomposition starts to win. Can't you feel the plack slowly building up on your teeth and trying to break down the ivory? We fight it fiercly with our different tools, but death is really only a natural stage in the decomposition of all things. This is your time. Time is wasting everything around you including yourself. You are just leaning on probabilities. PEACE - Tristan
from haberdasher :
time enjoyed being wasted is not wasted time. hopefully this is not in reference to me, if it is i am being taken too literally. if not i am just a fucking moron. that is all.
from evil-floaty :
maybe i am that childhood friend. I only hope it's a good thing to be likened to him. ar ar ar
from popeholden2 :
i wouldn't say it's weak at all. an employer is in a position of power. if he abuses it, you have legal recourse so that he can't use that power in an inappropriate way. it's not weak...you're just leveling the playing field. (ps my name and pass is police//karma)
from madatmydesk :
I love how your diary is so full of your sense of humor even when you're frustrated or upset. It shows a lot of inner strength. And although you didn't give details, your entry about the crying hooker was touching. Most people would have just passed her by. You're an incredible person... it's nice to know we have people like you in the world.
from discodave :
Crying Hooker is going to be the name of our band as side project, yeah? Dxx
from claire3 :
i just had a sexual harrassment training at work. that is definitely sexual harrassment, according to the law. the harrassment bled over into your work life. if it had just stayed at the party, then, i'd say, chalk it up. but, since you have been suffering repercussions from it ever since, that is most definitely harrassment. defend yourself, or they will think they can just keep doing this to everyone. don't let them get away with it.
from sopretty :
bleh.suck.i understand your dads frustration,and since it wasn't at work really,it could be hard to get anywhere. the fact however that your hours were cut is SOOOO wrong. its one of those situations where you are screwed either way. i really have no positive words of advice.i just wanted to comment.
from towelphaser :
insane. i was just writing about the show when you sent me that. i'm just glad you didn't go to school with them or something and you're actually good friends with them. cause i hate them.
from towelphaser :
so why the hell wouldn't you? if your boss was an SUV that almost ran you over, you'd probably react differently. p.s. have you ever heard of a band called kill hannah from chicago. they opeend for the sounds and i had to sit through their entire set.
from haberdasher :
where are you?! i have that thing where i'm singing metal shit like dio or bruce dickinson or something. you have to hear it.
from endline :
he's the devil. and i'm gonna flirt my ass off with every single fucking cute boy who walks into work tonight. AND wear my hair in pigtails with the pink cherry shoelaces in them. AND WEAR PINK WHORE LIPSTICK. cos, damn. i'm so cute. imma snag me a cop tonight. werd. there's a new cute one i've been working on.... lol thanks for the love. <3 jess
from pip :
poke yr nose! i poke yr nose! way to go on the a+ photo shoot, dear.<3xo.
from mybikeislost :
you need babies and a haircut. xo b.
from idiomatic :
you're the best
from cautionary :
"i wish i'd met you somewhere real" - a-fucking-men!
from halfdevoured :
Oh, please tell me how your shoot goes if you don't mind. I want to transfer to a school in Minneaplis to study photography (then journalism afterwards). I don't know anyone in the field because this town is so tiny, so I'd love to hear something from someone with some experience. Thanks!
from endline :
oh miss sarah. how i've missed you. my new aim is ForTheSkaKids. i'm so trendy. xoxo. jess
from girl101 :
i always look forward to reading your entries s-love; i really like the way you express yourself and relate events. you're adorable! keep wearing our fantastic matching socks &rocking everyone else's socks off {oh man....!}. haha, much♥
from discodave :
Happy V-Day to you too. Hope there was glitter involved. And E, I was just thinking "My lord, that boy has impressive lashes". Dxx
from haberdasher :
don't hate me because i was born with the gift of ravishing lashes. they rake lenses when i wear glasses.
from habbit :
i hear ya on the relationship thing, but there's a time and place for everything. thing is, relationships, in the conventional sense, are not mandatory. so if long term/long distance is what works for you, then rock it.
from halfdevoured :
A bubble bath sounds nice. I think I may do the same thing and then select something from my bookshelf to read. Enjoy your evening.
from missyx :
hey you. e-mail me your postal address and i'll send you a copy of kissin. (lilmissyATbustdotcom) x
from scenefour :
like, i.♥.you
from mybikeislost :
la, la, la come out tonight and play. la, la, la, come out tonight and play. xo b.
from solarlab :
you are sooooo f-ing cute. when i was 13, my bat mitzvah invitations were black and white with hot pink detail. FYI.
from idiomatic :
your picture matches your layout!
from madatmydesk :
I am so happy that you're not starving yourself! I was worried. Too many of my friends back home have done that and it wasn't neccessary or worth it. Thanks for letting us know that you were only kidding. And that photo you posted? As gorgeous as the other one I saw. While I'm here, I wanted to mention that reading your diary makes me want to work harder at realizing my dreams. I love how you embrace life, even when it gets you down. It's very inspiring. And thank you so much for linking me! I loved your comments on my diary. I added a few comments on yours in my profile. So now I'm just waiting to get scooped up. :)
from haberdasher :
uhm, you're way heavier than 290. let's be real here.
from sopretty :
sarah i love your logic. its the best.
from hiddenbeyond :
DONT STARVE YOURSELF! DONT DO IT! YOU DONT NEED TO!
from kneesocks :
i am soooo happy that youre happy again - i know exactly what youre talking about with the other job. now, down to business - LISTEN HERE MISSY, lord knows i am the diet-obsessed one of us and i beg you to eat - just watch what you eat. or something. you look fucking great but i understand that no matter who says that it wont change how you feel. just no more passing out on subways or i will have to kick your ass! i mean it!!
from madatmydesk :
No, no, no, no , no! No starving yourself! I saw a picture that you posted a picture of yourself in your diary a little while ago and you are gorgeous. I didn't say anything before when you mentioned dieting earlier, but you don't need to diet at all. Seriously. You're beautful and rockin'. Just enjoy your new job, have all the fun you can, and forget about starving yourself - it isn't neccessary. I'm going to school to become a professional photographer and if I could, I would snatch you up and put you in my portfolio. You'd really make it something.
from solarlab :
no.<3
from she-screamed :
gorgeous gorgeous layout. i love it. i love you. i love everything about it! <3 Jessica
from be-my-heroin :
your layout rules the world.
from madatmydesk :
You're lke the embodiment of rock n' roll.
from pyrite :
hey dude. i'm so glad things are going well! even though i left this whole diary thing, i still read yours & can't wait until i can walk around chicago and see your designs up in every window.
from madatmydesk :
Well I'M a dumbass. I hit Enter and sent my message before I even had a complete sentence for you to read. What I sent below was something that other sentence fragment would be ashamed of. "I may not be a complete sentence, but at least I can be understood!", is what it would be told by its fellow fragments. [Ahem.] I'm done raving now. I just want to say that although I don't know you, I'M proud of you. I'm glad that you're enjoying your internship. After I get some more school behind me, I'm hoping to intern for someone in the writing field or to assist a photographer until I'm capable of feeding myself with a spoon. It's nice to hear that someone is doing work that they enjoy. Have fun!
from madatmydesk :
Well, I'M
from sopretty :
sarah you have the cutest voice ever! don't feel bad,i can't hit the high notes either. i usually have to go into my head voice(yeah,i know i'm a geek). besides pat benatar sang opera for years,i don't think most humans can sing the way she does.
from design-doll :
you are inspiring me today... i'm gonna go for the bonbon kiss kiss
from chuna :
girl, you are bonafide hottness. you should be in a riot grrrl band. i'd sing back-up.
from citizenjane :
and don't forget delaware. not that there's much there. the boys of the promise ring didn't mind it though.
from haberdasher :
everywhere besides most of new england. new england, the best area in the country. i just don't get it
from keptquietly :
three things, maybe four. 1) rock the hell on. 2) your mechanic is stealing you blind. 3) don't leave me behind. 3and1/2) seriously, rock the hell on.
from design-doll :
i think your voice sounds hot!
from love-to-live :
I'm loving the vocals...
from madatmydesk :
I think that your singing rocks! Your voice sounds great! How did you manage to link the quicktime music in your diary, by the way? And if you lock your diary, I'd love to continue reading, if I may. Ok... I'm done now. Loved the song!
from fadingagony :
if you lock your diary, may i have access?
from crapstein :
I'd like the password if this shit get gets locked up and by shit I mean geniusness. [email protected]
from haberdasher :
hurry up and send it to that boy then.
from no-yes-maybe :
Hey there! I just wanted to tell you that I love your diary, you have an awesome layout, and you are a very interesting read.
from hiddenbeyond :
i know you don't know me or anything but if you do lock your diary...can i have the password?? *puppy dog eyes*
from towelphaser :
wooT! ceilingrawk AT hotmail DOT com
from achren :
me too, me too. i am hardly reading (or writing, for that matter...sigh) diaries these days, but i would hate to not be able to keep up with you in that strange way that these things allow. xo.m.
from girl101 :
[email protected] ♥you.
from claire3 :
I would like a password too, if it's ok...
from lastyeargirl :
Can I get the password when you lock?
from loudlikefuck :
if you do lock, id want a key!
from beatlesgyrl :
Don't lock me out! ;-)
from love-to-live :
Hey, I'd absolutely love a password!
from haberdasher :
for once, heather and i agree. fifty bucks says it's the alternator.
from halfdevoured :
You don't know me at all, but I would love a password. I understand how you feel about locking up your diary... I deleted my entire diary when people I knew found out about it and starting leaving me messages. I regret doing that... I should have just locked it. Anyway, I have really been enjoying your diary... it's one of a few new reads for me that made me feel like writing again, so I would love to continue reading. Thanks!
from thatmarygirl :
oh!! definitely hit me up with a password! i had to stop using my old diary because my ex-boyfriend's mother was reading it!! creepy.
from kneesocks :
shit - sounds like your alternator. hope not - that will set you back 400 big ones. eek! you know i'm gonna need that password (if its ok). xoxo h
from habbit :
my ass is fatter than your ass... uh huh!
from cautionary :
tae-bo! it's kind of fun. plus, it'll come in handy when you need to kick ass. not that you need any help in that department, but, y'know.
from solarlab :
hey cutie pie. it's winter. your body is wearing a winter coat. but pleeeeease. no starving and no fad diets. just balance and motion. it is my sister's field and i have seen the nighmare of yo-yo. america, with all it's *fabulous* diets is the fattest country i've seen. besides england and russia. be smart. am i such a mom or what?!?
from kneesocks :
ohhhh yeah - me too. it blows ass but i'm lovin atkins right now.
from valli2 :
hah this is like the typical girl issue. you look at yourself in the mirror, realize you have put on a little weight, roll eyes and think about all the things you're going to do to lose weight. and then you think "ohh well". hmm, i am often caught thinking "oh well" at least. xx
from sopretty :
awww your hair is cute. i like it!
from kneesocks :
ouch. that ones gonna hurt.
from kneesocks :
haha - we totally share a brain! your lookin hot like a mo-fo!! xo-h
from design-doll :
yeah, i really don't know what to do about it. it's kinna like using the ::here person, putting those feelings you have inside for the ::other on someone else... i dunno. i'm sure it will end up a mess.
from haberdasher :
puh-leeze. you and me? me and you? different leagues. diff'rent leagues.
from haberdasher :
bring it!
from haberdasher :
thank you sarah.
from design-doll :
omg i got your mix and it rockssksksksksk!!! thank you sarahisrad, yours is next.... love love love ps i'm gonna put your pin on my jacket that i wear tomorrow xx
from evil-floaty :
You could send me a mix cd if you want to...I could send you one as well!
from design-doll :
k we need to brainstorm then. report back to me and i'll make cookies hehehehe we can so do an internet thang too... i'm also putting thinking cap on... one two three, BREAK! and yes, you get a kiss (kiss) it's molly ringwald. hehe
from design-doll :
um, ok too weird (heather's below message) why don't all three of us start a company? we'll be like the new cynthia rowly's... i mean, we are target consumers, we could do it. i'm serious too... i think i could be a self starter... i just need some other brilliance added in there. i mean, if suicide girls has made it big- other girls can do it too... it's all about marketing. xo
from kneesocks :
congratulations!! but wait - you cant go work for them because you and i are going to start a company using all of my saved up monopoly money - come on - i'll give you like a million a year in salary!
from design-doll :
i'm so proud of you! when i visit we will have to be fashionistas and drink coffee out of little cups. atleast you are doing something out of your dreams. maybe i should just quit everything and find similar.
from cautionary :
you're glowing! and i love it. xo.
from discodave :
I wait the arrival of little Elvis jumpsuits with baited breath. And everyone in Britain has heard Frent�, even if they don't know they have (the joys of Australian soaps, don't you know). Dxx
from crazydayzee :
was just cruising through your entries, and came across 07.07.03, the title caught my eye...i don't think i can name 3 other people that i know personally that have heard of frente! just thought i'd say hi!
from cautionary :
this isn't the sister that was eating your face in a picture once, correct? i'm assuming not, that was probably the good sister. how many do you have, anyway?
from evil-floaty :
Goaty says you need to join goatclub. http://goat-eee.diaryland.com Read the rules of goatclub and you'll see what I mean.
from moonsocket :
that's ok, i know how to cook good. you'll never go hungry.
from kneesocks :
so i went to the upn website & looked at the stats & she was 5'8 and 130! i must be a fat ass because i am 5'7 and 130! and that jenascia girl is 5'7 and 120 so shouldnt it almost even out because she is shorter? the whole thing is ridiculous. i guess muscle weighs more than fat & maybe she was all fat & i am all muscle? but still . . .
from haberdasher :
i woke up and couldn't believe it was a dream. it was one of those big ones. made me wince and squirm.
from shakefist :
that reminds me of the top catch phrase from my middle school "I don't make trash I burn it" what did that even mean?
from lastyeargirl :
When I was eight I wasnted to be a pony.
from kneesocks :
youve gotta get our of that shithole and get a job in fashion!! you belong there. . . even if you have to start working retail at some semi-hip store . . something . . .anything is better than the stupid corporate retail fucks youre dealing with now.
from discodave :
I'm listening to Frankly Mr Shankly and wondering why we're so goddamn alike - I've watched the second person at work get a full-time job (and the extra �400 that entails) whilst I'm sitting on �27 to get me through until the end of the month. I feel your pain. Dxx
from design-doll :
yeah, for me it's a strawberry... and i think it is a blessing in disguise- watch- you'll find something way better. kiss.
from aidan-cage :
I updated my diary at about the same time you did yours. We live in different jungles. PEACE - Tristan
from keptquietly :
i just can't leave you alone today, can I? so i was...um...just thinking...maybe you could call the Y and ask if your membership would be valid there and avoid any sort of face to face conflict. i'm sure you thought of that, and have a good reason why that plan of attack is flawed. i myself don't really enjoy calling places, especially to order food, and especially to order food for pick-up. 7 out of 9 times i will show up at the food establishment, which is hard enough for me, and be informed that not only is my food not ready, but they have no record of my ever calling. i always want to burst into tears when that happens.
from keptquietly :
something very near to that happened to me about a year ago. i noticed the guy while i was shopping, and finally got creeped out by him at the check-out. in the parking lot i watched him drive away and promptly forgot about him until i parked and was walking up to my sister, who was standing at her front gate, and she asked, "who's that?" the creepy guy had followed me and was pulling into her driveway. luckily, my brother-in-law and his friend were on the porch and they took off after the guy who quickly drove off, never to be seen again. i was twelve ways from sunday flustered. i've been f'd with a lot in my life by random men, and it always angers/scares/confuses me.
from idiomatic :
chicago is creepy like that. i know this to be true.
from kneesocks :
haha - so you do own pointy-toed shoes!! muhahahahaha! i'm telling everyone!! hehe. xo-h
from design-doll :
i ::feel it too- it's in your face- you do know and that's grand.
from allmadhere :
My doc once told me I was "very clean." I said thank you. Very odd.
from kneesocks :
i know exactly what you mean. but dont you sort of feel like a cloud has moved from above you? thats how i felt when it was over for me - but mine didnt a) last nearly as long as yours and b) get nearly as serious so i'd imagine yours is 10000 times harder. cheers to cryptic diary entries and notes that no one knows what we're taking about! xoxo-h
from sopretty :
A-HA! YOU WENT......yeah its always nice when they tell you "your tight". why thank you.
from haberdasher :
bull fucking shit dude. beards are fucking gross like hairy backs and asses and you know it.
from design-doll :
ok i'm super hyped up right now, i don't know what is going ON inside today! wheeee email me your address and next week something cool will come your way [email protected] dance dance dance to the radio!
from design-doll :
ok that is really weird... you are in CHICAGO... yet ANOTHER sign that i need to visit there--- so boy i love is from chicago- he even has illinois liscense plates-- this artist i exchange work with in bostin is from chicago- this other person i talk to works in a vintage store in CHICAGO- i randomly got the CHICAGO dvd for xmas when i didn't even ask for it- and this photography book which has many photos of CHICAGO--- i'm gonna make a trip- i'll talk to heather too- bc this is just too weird- the scene must so rock there- and we need to make each other mixes- bc i'm sure i have tunes you'd love as well-- hell, i make them for heather all the time- you deserve one too- i mean, come ON, you wear cowboy boots-- if you wear legwarmers then well, i just MUST go to chicago-- and i have a free plane ticket coming my way soon- to anywhere in the US, i think i must use it to go to chicago. fin.
from evil-floaty :
You are soo cool! You ooze style.... awww yeah!
from design-doll :
where in the usofa are you located indie-anna??? and i downloaded a buncha tracy n the plastics and they are sooooalkdjfadkjf COOL whee! which album do you recommend? that's really exciting bout djing as well... i'd be dancing fo sure.
from beatlesgyrl :
Those socks deserve their own party.
from girl101 :
i have those socks too! also, your diary is a great read &i love hearing about your adventures <3<3
from thatmarygirl :
ooo!! those boots. love. also, a very cheesy pirate joke (the best!) - Q: What is a pirate's favorite sock? A: (here you have to growl a bit for full effect) Aarr - gyle!
from moonsocket :
i'm so hott for her, too!
from valli2 :
i love that mug picture, it's the best! and you're really purdy :) have a nice day. xox
from discodave :
Couldn't agree more. And I will. Dxx
from discodave :
Remind me (read : nag me) to send you a badge sometime. Glitter's still sticking to us both then? Dxx
from missyx :
pretentious types can ruin anyones new year. glad you had a great time and happy new year! x
from discodave :
Blanche, of course. I've always wanted to perfect a southern drawl. Happy New Year to you too. Dxx
from sopretty :
so how did the vag visit go?
from haberdasher :
apparently notes are an html-free zone. oh well.
from haberdasher :
<a href="http://www.skateboardstuff.com/anticrabserum/lysergicblues.mp3">lysergic blues</a>
from haberdasher :
maybe eventually you can have them. i don't know though. i might make this one of those ultra rare things that only like three or four people hear and it turns into some legend and people search for it endlessly. or not. i would have given it to you last night had you been on the computer and made yourself available. most of the songs are ones you've heard, but there are a couple that you have not. but i am going to new hampshire until sunday night, so that will be the first time that i will be available to send them... unless i just put one up right now and send you the link... yeah. i'll do that and send you a note to the link right after i do it.
from cautionary :
agreeing with everyone else: you are hot, he will be back. it's rare to find cute indie rock boys that aren't hipster indie rock boys. i think you get it. just normal t-shirt and jeans kind of boys. but i did! and he spoke to me in beulah lyrics! and then he told me how old he was and it could be illegal, technically. oh, the world is a sad, sad place.
from solarlab :
totally. he'll be back.
from idiomatic :
he'll be back
from kneesocks :
hehe! at least i know i wont be the only one walking around with the ugliest cute shoes!!
from discodave :
You just buck the usual conventions of modern society is all. It's not an alien thing. Except - do you have that strange thing going on with your fingers? (Sorry, I used to watch re-runs of Invasion when I was younger). Dxx
from sopretty :
ewww the gyno. i hate hate hate it. although it gets better everytime i go.the idea of someone looking around there with foreign objects bothers me. keep in mind female doctors aren't always the greatest. in fact,a majority of them are rude,catty,bitches.o h yeah,try to relax.
from jasonandreas :
Alien! :p (Sorry, I was reading Dave's guestbook) But here's a question - do aliens have vaginas?
from idiomatic :
how could i resist?
from haberdasher :
merry merry back at you. get what you want. i command it.
from mistakemade :
"i don't like playing games i'm not good at." you are definitely yr father's daughter. oh, by the way, everything is a-okay between me and the gang. seriously, it all makes sense now and even though it was shitty as fuck, i forgive because i <3 her. xoxo
from cautionary :
i think you're one of the people that can understand the amazingness of certain parts of georgia. when i tell people i'm moving there next year, they're like "why are you going to georgia?!?!?!" -- also, they tried to get me to wear a santa hat AND this weird apron thing that holds gift cards. i said 'hell naw, fuckers' and left and i am not coming back until 8am on friday! yessssssssssssssss i got christmas eve off and it feels fantastic. xox.
from crapstein :
It's Carol's Pub, isn't it?
from dielya :
hello, just wanted to say i was in the exact same situation as you, calling in sick just because i so loathed the thought of going to my cd store job (i was an assistant manager... blech) and doing the store manager's job as he sat around and talked to the other male employees all day long leaving me to take care of shipment and ring up customers and look up horrible music that i felt sick for selling. it was that day on my lunch break that i grabbed a newspaper found a job to apply for and got it the next day. it didn't prove to be a lot better hence me being 25 and a junior in college but it felt good to make the change at the time. good luck, i know exactly how you feel.
from discodave :
You're an evil woman. This is a good thing. Dxx
from cautionary :
aw, but saaaaaaarah! can't you wait on christmas eve when people are like "DO YOU HAVE THE AMERICAN IDOL CHRISTMAS CD?" and you don't and they want to kill you because it's YOUR fault they waited until the day before christmas to shop. because shit, i am totally counting down the hours until *i* get to deal with that. our work scenarios are practically the same. my manager is the laziest woman EVER and the other day, some lady told her "maybe you should've finished college so you could have got a REAL job" and i couldn't stop laughing. it was amazing. dear retail: i hate you. die die die. but you, i <3 you. xo.
from solarlab :
she IS the coolest, and you've got her DNA.xxoo
from discodave :
Make him beg, Sarah. You know you want to. Dxx
from mistakemade :
i love you sarah. i love you for typing like a drunk when you are drunk but always remaining the amazingly amazing sister i used to fight with on old spur 40. thank you for being tough & rad & defending me & for making everything you say oh so sweet that makes me cry in that really, really good way. i miss you. xoxo
from towelphaser :
DO IT UP!!! congrats. and take no fucking prisoners.
from cautionary :
well, i kept thinking "god, sarah has some CRAZY friends. WHAT THE FUCK? whoa. i can't believe this. okay, this isn't real. maybe it isn't real." every line. yes, yes: i am the most gullible person in the world.
from cautionary :
i totally thought that really happened and i was like, "whoa! SARAH KICKED SOME ASS WITH A SWORD!"
from solarlab :
first chinatown then...am i wishful dreaming or what...karaoke everywhere. i swear. loving you from the way way way way back. xs
from mistakemade :
i'll have to tell you in person...heaven forbid someone finds a note with their name in it and world war three starts...hehe xoxo
from discodave :
Balls. You're never on IM anymore and it gets booooring. Dxx
from solarlab :
i dunno if it's broken or was just badly bruised. but i couldn't move it and haven't tried to. i kicked a chair-not hard-while i was sweeping. it sucked. i saw sparkles and teeny fireworks as it happened though. and that didn't suck. come to china...puuuleeease.
from haberdasher :
you know what's funny? you don't talk about "things", but you most certainly talk about "stuff"
from haberdasher :
it would be even better than that.
from cautionary :
i think i will grow fond of being single once i get over this stupid heartbreak bullshit. eventually. stephanie & i were talking about our favorite diaryland girls and in unison we were both just like, "sarah is AWESOME!!!" and she told me stories and well, you are rad, sarah. that's all. (p.s. ramey is close enough. IT'S FATE.)
from aidan-cage :
You've grown Fabulous Change has been good PEACE - Tristan
from solarlab :
dude. i broke my toe 3 days ago. no really. i'll even write it in my post.
from solarlab :
in their example for "turn-ons" is says BELLY RUB. hahahaha. clavicle, hipbone....mmmm.
from solarlab :
i just needed a record of this. yes exactly. and blush gush mush for the testimonial...xxxuuu
from towelphaser :
hire me then.
from discodave :
Aww - shit, girl - you've got the brains, too, you know that. I just didn't want to seem the junior partner in our plans for world domination through fashion and stuff. Ooh - I like it when you growl, though... Dxx
from discodave :
International art empire? I'm so there, honey. You've got the looks, I've got the brains, let's make lots of money. Dxx p.s. You heard from miss Steph? I'm worried, whether I should be or not.
from achren :
ohhhhh when i saw alkaline trio on sunday they were wearing suits and HOLY SHIT that was hot stuff. punky boys in suits. oh, swoon. also, happy birfday, missy. hope it was grand. xo.m.
from shakefist :
I dig your facial structure. that is hardcore hot.
from kneesocks :
omg - happy birthday!! i hope you had a good one!! and dont feel strange - i'd rather be alone most of the time too. xoxo h
from solarlab :
hi bella. happy happy happiest birthday. you are not evil. you will never be evil. even if you bite pieces of fur out of baby kitties neck, i would still kneel in your church. [where the hell did THAT come from???] muchos besos. baci baci. wen wen! <3<3<3
from discodave :
Cool - I thought I'd managed to miss it, despite being reminded at 9am by my mobile phone. I'm betting you were slightly less of a liability than I was on the night. Rum is too, too easy to misuse... Dxx
from discodave :
OK - so is it your birthday today, or was it yesterday? Damn... Happy birthday anyhow. I can't sing, though - even typing it out I'm out of tune. Dxx
from discodave :
You have a beautiful singing voice there, missy. Your's is tomorrow, isn't it? Dxx
from allmadhere :
Happy birthday. The important part is you don't look 25. Cherish it.
from chuna :
happiest day (of birth) miss thang !!!
from haberdasher :
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY
from haberdasher :
yeah, i'm not anyone's friendster anymore. i'm not on there. i found the whole thing silly one day and just deleted myself. it wasn't doing anything for me.
from cautionary :
"23 is old. it's almost 25, which is ALMOST mid-twenties." - jessica simpson. sarah, you are almost in your mid-twenties! the locust=badddd. sarah=goooooood.
from misplcdmemry :
i LOVE you for 'rebreak.' how did you just say exactly what i was feeling. holy CRAP, i have also been remaining faithful to an idea, being loyal to an ex (even though i have a new bf now) after what, 2 years. its sickening, and it confuses me, and its superhard to leave behind. but thanks for showing me at least im not the only one. sigh. its sick how much i look forward to my diaryland fix. and you are my number one girl. peace.
from pip :
dear indie-anna, <3<3<3.
from keptquietly :
Last night, in the midst of pillows and limbs and warm breath against my back, i met you in the dreaming. I'd arrived in Ann Arbor to see an old friend who was living in a closet in a 20 bedroom house last i saw him. On the third floor you were curled on top of a cushioned trunk, pushed against the wall, clothes hanging from a rod, parted to either side of where you sat. "So nice to see you," I said, "I've been looking forward to your smile." I sat next to you and swung my heels against the trunk ~ clunk, clunk, clunk ~ as you twisted ribbions round and round your fingers. "I can't say I was expecting you," you said, "but now that you're here, I suppose it would be alright if you stayed a while."
from me-andmystar :
best shite EVUH. you can be a favorite now. holl. er.
from haberdasher :
thanks for the congratulations. and i just noticed that our little pictures at the top of our profiles are vaguely similar, which is sort of weird, but cool.
from near-sighted :
god, the retail job hunt makes me shiver. i've attempted it to complement the piddly $ i'm earning at my full-time job, but each time i enter shops, i start analyzing everything and end up walking out without talking to a soul. maybe i should wear pink and black. ha!
from kneesocks :
my friend here just got a job at urban outfitters - she loves it & says its easy, plus a 40% discount - also i hear nordstrom is alright. xoxo
from neon-oreo :
anytime, homie.
from neon-oreo :
oh, cool diary.
from cautionary :
me too. i mean, i have a friend i don't ever want to see again, too.
from nano-nanu :
Just because Friendster doesn't like me today - Nina Greystone. You're right, though, Fluffy Choptank pisses all over that... Dxx
from haberdasher :
that's funny. we updated like within 45 seconds of each other. i got something in the mail today. it wasnt a robojason cardboard cutout.
from discodave :
I have a theory about the glitter....it's not a bad thing. Dxx
from haberdasher :
it's because things are mattering less. good and bad and indifferent.
from cautionary :
"i want to see both of your hands put down the phone." it kills me, one hundred times over, but i still love it. p.s. you've got skillz, sarah, skillz (and i'm not surprised, really, i had just never seen them.)
from haberdasher :
it'll suck? that is the equivalent of saying that i will not be able to teach you how not to suck. that's insulting.
from cautionary :
it ends with a fall. (hey, did you draw those?)
from haberdasher :
what ever happened to typography?
from chuna :
oh could i hear it, lady??? pleeeeeease? you are well loved from this side of the world. be well darlingface (& come to my reading?). -- sincerely,
from moonsocket :
i'm in!!! do you like whipped cream or marshmallows with your hot chocolate?!! ♥
from haberdasher :
did you end up seeing lost in translation? i'd like to talk to you about it and stuff, but WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO INTERACT. i thought that movie was reaching a little too far, but it sucked in a really good way that made me want to hate it. i can't explain myself anymore, but you know what i mean. you're superhuman and i think about you. if that's ok. i should have emailed this. fuck.
from towelphaser :
nice new layout. how are you?
from pyxie :
yr diary is so rad!
from discodave :
I loved being nice to bitchy customers, there's nothing better to wind them up. I can't stand the bastards that whistle at you to come serve them like you're a dog, though. I blank them until they actually speak. And they get piss-poor service as a reward. I should have got you to do my picture on friendster, by the way. Dxx
from missyx :
i used to work in a record store and the worst thing about it was the mean customers. i hate them so much. your story brought back lots of memories. fuck her anyway.
from achren :
oh, do i wish i was allowed to be a bitch to people. one time a guy brought back a cd that, curiously, had all kinds of fucked-up moldy water damage on the inside. it was shrink-wrapped when i sold it to him. (i know it was me because he came in and said, "YOU sold me this and...") the best part was when he said, "i mean, it never should have gotten out of the store like that." yes, we're all psychic here. today, a kid said, "i'll give you fifteen for this," and handed me a $17.89 cd. i said, "what? this isn't a barter society" and rang him up. what's with the asshole quotient, anyway? sigh. xo.m.
from cautionary :
p.s. what he said. p.p.s. what did she buy, anyway?
from haberdasher :
why does this story not even phase me? oh, i know why. because sarah being a fucking superstar superhero bad ass motherfucker is nothing new to me. you rule the school.
from cautionary :
death to the rude bitches who feel they can manipulate the awesome girls who work at corporate music stores. i deal with them every day & it's been getting harder and harder to not let them make me cry.
from chuna :
i heard that! shit, it couldn't have been said better. lot of love, darling.
from discodave :
I would expect nothing less from you, Sarah, m'dear. Halloween photos please. Dxx
from monday-night :
one: fucking excellent picture of you & giant fork. two: right now, okkervil river is definitely in my top five... right behind centro-matic and will johnson's warbly voice.
from cautionary :
i wanted to see lost in translation (alone) today, but i didn't. ever since i started going to the movies by myself, i enjoy it so much better. there's no one sitting next to you making stupid comments or saying "god this sucks/this rules" etc. glad your night was a good time. <3
from disquiet :
pah! decemberists at the METRO. AS IF. i meant the infinitely lovelier, much more inexpensive SCHUBAS. :)
from disquiet :
hi. i love you and i have been quiet. that new clem snide song is the hottest fucking thing i have ever, ever heard. i seriously could not close my mouth while i watched him sing. and i have a party date with will sheff (of okkervil river) in austin, texas in something like two weeks. i will be at the decemberists show at the metro on saturday, firewater at the bottle on 11/7, the twilight singers at the double door on 11/8, and both the shins at house of blues AND arab strap at the abbey on 11/15. maybe we can get in a couple cocktails/catchup? hopehopehope. <3<3<3.
from haberdasher :
yeah, i could never be ted because he was such a fucking loser, and forget about jamie because i could never be fat and as dumb as he was.
from haberdasher :
i should be reggie, the precocious but lovable negro neighbor.
from lastyeargirl :
Yes! New Strokes = very good indeed.
from pyxie :
my brother and i made a kick ass pumpkin with a skull as well! although it was traced because there is no art in my family...we were proud. pumpkins are the best thing about halloween.
from valli2 :
yay for the Strokes, i heart them to and i'm not afraid to admit it though it seems to be the last trend to slagg them off...oh i don't care. will be seeing on december. take care, i love yr diary xx
from haberdasher :
carve that into my head.
from cautionary :
i am jealous of you [and stephanie, too] for seeing okkervil river. godddddd. xo.
from moonsocket :
i wish i knew. you. so i could take your. photo. and frame it on my. wall.
from idiomatic :
ah ha ha ha... that picture totally made me laugh out loud. you need to get a big chair and a big plate and a big glass full of milk or something, too. ah ha ha ha ha...
from choking-back :
your diary continues to amaze me. it's the only diaryland account i still read since i went on prolonged absence. <3
from idiomatic :
"i have this friend who i have now made a conscious effort to avoid for quite some time." that's not a friend, babydoll, that's an acquaintance - MAYBE a friendly acquaintance. i'm on a one-woman crusad eot make the word "friend" mean something again.
from haberdasher :
i didn't think it was, i just love words with thefuck in the middle of them. comethefuckon, for example. it's all in the attitude. and we've got that to spare.
from haberdasher :
yeah, whatthefuckever is right.
from near-sighted :
ha ha! it WAS a good show, and by gum, it deserves almost two guestbook entries! i laughed at your note, thanks!
from discodave :
Sorry about the Alanis quote... the word "Ironic" just has the same effect on my brain as the phrase "Not to put too fine a point on it...". I just want to finish the chorus with "...say I'm the only bee in your bonnet". Damn songs are screwing up my mind. Dxx
from keptquietly :
funny i missed that one when it was current! it's good to know i'm not the only one it happens to, although i seriously would have been horrifed and most likely cried if three preteens barged in on me. unfortunately, I really am that sensitive.
from haberdasher :
NO ONE CAN ESCAPE ME! i'm just kidding. was this about me? was it about our disagreement about deloreans? immaculate conceptions?
from discodave :
Damn, I wanna camp out in a cemetery or something... Just let's not play guess the playing card or flirt with trees, OK? I've seen Evil Dead. Dxx
from mistakemade :
isn't it amazing!!! i so read that (about le tigre dealy) and fucking felt my heart in my throat. (even if matt was like, "hey wow, he did weezer's album too" ugh...). i have a feeling this album will shine like the top of the chrysler building. oh, do you wanna go shopping on wednesday? i have to get an outfit for my show. i was thinkin' h&m and maybe old navy? eh...call me. xoxo
from cautionary :
whoa, i just said student onion. i am an idiot running on no sleep. STUDENT UNION. the end.
from cautionary :
the other day i thought i really wanted junk food, so i bought doritos & a 20oz coke at the student onion. and afterwards, i seriously felt like i was going to die. so i feel yr pain, really. also: my father feels the need to purchase any album that ric ocasek touches (the only reason he bought weezer cd's 293737 years ago) so i have a feeling le tigre will be blasting from his stereo whenever that's released. and oh, what a picture that will be.
from towelphaser :
KICKASS!! i'll put the kettle on.
from haberdasher :
too bad ric ocasek is a horrible producer. no offense to anyone who loves that crap, but when he did the bad brains? horrible.
from ann-frank :
well hey, when i get some time i like to wander around dland and i am glad i did, mostly because of the le tigre/ric ocasek tip. fascinating. didn't know and now i do. your party? sounds like a sucess. (post-party dorito sickness aside) fun.
from chuna :
here's chuna kicking herself for not attending the lovely sarah's partay. tell me when you're having another? love,
from towelphaser :
hmph. i wish you were serious.
from haberdasher :
i've heard you play the drums. i have it on tape. let all you ninnies bow to me...... in other news: i bought a new suit. black. ho hum.
from towelphaser :
okay no you don't understand. i'm offering my service as the other half of a kickass rhythm section to you TO HELP YOU GET OVER YOUR DUMB STAGE FRIGHT.
from towelphaser :
YOU.... PLAY.... DRUMS??????????? GET HERE. NOW. SERIOUSLY. I NEED DRUMS. I WILL BE YOUR PERSONAL MANSERVANT FOR SOME SWEET SWEET DRUMS.
from discodave :
I won't eat one again if I can help it, trust me. It's odd, but everyone who's been against them took art/fashion courses. I guess it's just all the best people/aesthetics at work. Dxx
from sopretty :
i have a hard time hugging my father too or even saying i love you. it sucks when everything isn't normal anymore.
from evil-floaty :
Your striped shirt neighbor/captive story really creeped me out/inspired me. Perhaps the cat is a astral vehicle for the girl to travel in so she can escape the confines of her bed. perhaps?
from haberdasher :
'round my bicycle gand we call those 'bars apehangers or jackrabbits
from haberdasher :
that song is named after a line from punky brewster. just a little trivia for the ages.
from discodave :
I figured it'd be something like that - after all, you wouldn't love me and leave me, would you? Dxx
from heartshaped :
i almost bought a too-expensive pink and green sweater once. i still kick my own ass for not buying it. poo.
from solarlab :
you're cool.
from cautionary :
the new beulah is perfect. really. especially that song. and i cheer for the braves all the time because a) i represent the south and b) everyone hates me when i do it. chocolate chip cookie scented SHAMPOO & CONDITIONER?! where did this come from? i should send you a package one of these days. hm.
from haberdasher :
which song did she like the best?
from cautionary :
you're tough as shit, i forgot. so i don't even know why i asked if you got sea sick.
from cautionary :
p.s. that is exactly what i did/am going to continue doing tonight. and it's what i did last night. i didn't even want to eat the cookies, i just wanted the smell.
from cautionary :
just when you think it's over it comes back to haunt you. farfaraway sounds good; you don't get seasick, do you?
from cautionary :
this is true. god, i am stupid. i was just going to leave the 'making ultrahot clothes' up to you but as i can see, you are supersarah and can do more than that. well then, i want a signed copy<3
from girl101 :
please do not die in said creepy next door apartment. i've known you for far too short a time for you to go dying on me. // in the other direction, good luck miss! i suggest bringing big strong adam along justincase. you're nancy drew with more fashion sense. ♥
from cautionary :
you need to write mr. chuckie palahniuk a letter about this mystery apartment and let him create something out of it.
from allmadhere :
Your neighborly sleuthing is reminding me of Bee. http://www.beecomix.com/comixframes.htm
from mybikeislost :
that cow had a momma.
from haberdasher :
steak rules and you know it
from discodave :
That's so my favourite word - even beating biscuity... Dxx
from haberdasher :
i had the exact same idea as quinn. some nancy motherfucking drew shit going on out there baby. watch yourself.
from cautionary :
sarah aka superspy! this is going to turn into a big mystery novel. awesome.
from idiomatic :
omg that picture of you with the binoculars is priceless. this reads perfectly like a nancy drew adventure!
from lastyeargirl :
Suddenly having boys who throw sandwiches art our window at three in the morning seems almost normal...
from haberdasher :
someone wants you to and someone doesn't want you to at the same stupid time. both selfish and chivalrous all at once.
from discodave :
OK, the Friendster picture is Coolll, then. Dxx
from discodave :
OK, so that Friendster picture is hottt, girl. Dxx
from cautionary :
you get the car, i'll get the night off.
from moonsocket :
i LOVE that fucking song. sentimental as fuck! .....the plan means nothing stays the same...
from idiomatic :
hey babe, sorry for the hit and run the other day. i knew i wouldn't have much time but i wanted to see you something awful. next time we'll settle down for a bevvie and cause some trouble.
from cautionary :
note: i am an idiot & i read it wrong. i thought it said "in two weeks and i will have my plane ticket" and yeah, i'm stupid.
from haberdasher :
nothing, as usual.
from cautionary :
oh man, what is about to happen here?
from cautionary :
AHH, H&M. THANKYOUUUUU.
from mistakemade :
god bless you for the note on warren zevon. he died awhile ago and just NOW are they put on a special rack at borders and other bullshit corp. whore stores. yes yes, i worked at one too...i'm ALLOWED to say that! ha. xoxo
from discodave :
Do you wanna kpressgang some cool kids and go cruising round the caribbean? 'cos, you know, you look good in a stripy top and I could tie stuff into my beard. Avast me hearties! Dxx
from cautionary :
HAHA. HAHAH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. oh man, and i thought the bathroom stall story was great.. but this one was even better. okay, sorry, i had to get it out.
from girl101 :
♥ //. i'm glad i found this again. you are supercute &i love reading your words.
from cautionary :
i'm forced to believe that almost every apartment building has a first floor cute boy. when a. & i were apartment hunting, we found this PERRRFECT one.. and as we were leaving the office, this boy came through in h&m jeans (i can spot them a mile away.) and a built to spill (!) shirt. he was so cute. of course, i was attached at the time so i couldn't do anything about it. and now that i'm not attached, i still wouldn't do anything about it. but damnit, i wanted a firstfloorboyfriend.
from cautionary :
i wrote a poem about cute boys thinking yr strictly boy FRIEND is your BOYFRIEND. it goes like this: i know a boy who's middle name is shane, he is always trying to ruin my game, oh nick, it's such a shame. i sent that to him in an e-mail last night and told him when i see a cute boy to NOT PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND ASK HOW LONG WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER. it's a cruel cruel thing to do.
from discodave :
It was just a note you left for almostgoldsf I stumbled across. It was sweet, anyhow. Update already! Dxx
from discodave :
Just saw a note you left elsewhere and it made me smile. Dxx
from discodave :
OK - I won't argue - well, I might, then you can do the hand gesture story and it'll all make sense.. Dxx
from discodave :
1) Cheers - and I knew you'd like the pic 2) Don't mention it, hon. Dxx
from disquiet :
sarah-ahhhh. what say you to a sleepover (yr place) on the nite of 9/17? i will be in chicago for ted leo (twice!), and i was thinking maybe we could do some cocktails and karaoke, and perhaps a rental of something like "sixteen candles" to wrap it all up. is yr phone number still the same? duh, i will email you. je t'aime, madamoiselle. <3<3<3.
from kneesocks :
congrats on the job!! i tried to note you last week but d'land was having some problems. hope everything is well - xo-h
from achren :
yarr. my sarcasm meter was definitely a little off last night, though i did know you didn't *really* mean it - for some reason i still felt compelled to ramble anyway. living here is kind of putting a crimp in the double-spinstering (that's what k. and i were caling it) planning, isn't it? maybe i need another road trip. xoxo.m.
from discodave :
It may not be cool - but I'm sitting here with my legs crossed - just in case, you know? You OK? Answers to the usual address.Dxx
from achren :
no no. no no. i don't believe that. just for fun has its place, certainly, and even i, who swore i would never understand that, can find that place sometimes. but giving up all the other possibilities for that? no. i'm not sure i believe in love forever and ever and ever afuckingmen - people change and all that - but there is fun and there is love and the best part is when they come together. but you don't have to resign yourself to just the one. don't mind me, i'm rambling and emo, i swear, that's all. xo.m.
from idiomatic :
i'll be hurtling through time and space towards you in a week or so. prepare yrslf, cutie-pie. at least one drink, the type of which depends on the weather. will it be achren's vodka lemonade? will it be a peaty scotch? perhaps beer and pizza in a bar playing pinball.
from achren :
(catching up) 1. i make the best vodka lemonade. i mean, i aint usually one to boast, but the recipe was concocted by a boy ages ago and perfected over many 32-oz cups in 1995. you gotta try it. 2. WHEN, oh, WHEN are you coming here? i wish i'd been at yr party, i mean. i don't think i've got the outfit for it (shh, don't tell, but i'm wearing an, um, urban outfitters dress to a wedding this weekend) but i woulda done my best. it sounds like so much fun? xoxox.m.
from discodave :
Gosh - why isn't Swappingtons ever that good? Oh, by the way - that pic of Debbie Harry? So not the first one I was going to post. I noticed the one I thought was rather cool at first was actually rather too, um, revealing a portrait. Dxx
from discodave :
I want that T shirt. I'll bring fancy swizzle sticks shaped like naked ladies for our vodkas. Dxx
from chuna :
so, i miss you at the movie. maybe you were lost amongst the piles of frickfrackin' goose poop. anyway, this was mainly a "how you doin?" and a "be well, sweet lady." love,
from cautionary :
your hair looks good, did you cut it again? and also, you look hotttt, as always.
from discodave :
I'm gonna come over there, help you drink it, then march up to those people and swear at them till I get arrested. How's that?Dxx
from lastyeargirl :
sounds like a plan *hugs*
from mybikeislost :
invite me out to the square and I'd come in two shakes of a train pass. plus I'd wear a tie. you've earned it. xoxo b.
from idiomatic :
p.s. i dig yr new layout. xo
from achren :
re: karaoke - you even have to ask? just give me a date and i'm there. i'll even pretend not to get nervous. just don't disown me for liking to do stupid pop songs, ok? xoxo.m. ps. i hope everything works out. with you, i don't think it has any choice. <3
from cautionary :
OH NO. THIS ISN'T ABOUT THE JOB IS IT? :(
from mistakemade :
WHAT HAPPENED???
from discodave :
Ursula's eels? Um - no...I'm afraid not - I don't know the last time I saw that picture - I'd go for Lilo and Stitch again, though. Dxx
from keptquietly :
s~congrats on the stellar job! i'm still smiling for you, and actually caught myself squealing and clapping in delight when i read that you got it...i perhaps shouldn't admit that, it seems a little pathetic on my part...but whatever, i'm super excited for, and hella proud of you.~m
from discodave :
Why thank you - Miss I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it any more. You just go up and up in my estimation these days. Dxx
from discodave :
How much would that be a very good thing indeed? I'll start dusting off my sporran immediately. Dxx
from valli2 :
hi! just wanted to say congrats...and i think i'll be the second person to say i like your hair too... have a nice day.
from cautionary :
ohh i failed to mention this: i like seeing hardwood floors in your pictures now! new apartment, new apartment. <3
from discodave :
Late saying it (damn my less than fabulous job) - but congratulations, you vixen, you. Dxx
from pyxie :
congratulations!
from disquiet :
damn, girl: congratulations! how do i love you? let me count the ways. wait, there's no time for that. what're you doing this weekend -- wanna drive to tennessee? ;) <3<3<3
from cautionary :
ohh man that is so awesome! congratulations, dear. xo.
from lastyeargirl :
Congratulations - I'm sure you'll be fabulous. (PS I want your hair)
from achren :
ps. don't you have a karaoke date with the pacific northwest?
from achren :
you are so cute i can hardly stand it, and i mean cute in the good way, not the fluffy and lame way. you're going to kick so much ass. xoxox.m.
from tcklyrpharsn :
Fuckin' AAAAA, sister! You ROCK! Congratulations so much!!! Meanwhile, what's with the paying 99 cents to set up a guestbook?
from crapstein :
So actually I was supposed to be at Neo on eighties nite earlier this week. Unfortuntely I was else where. I fel as thought I must go. I like to shake my thang to those sweet eighties beats.
from towelphaser :
how do you feel about fall weddings? i'm thinking late september.
from towelphaser :
hehe where did you punch him? like, full in the face? bonus points for a bloody nose. congrats on the place, good luck with the interview, rock over london, rock on chicago, rip wesley
from cautionary :
it's true about mr. willis. sad, sad story. good luck with the new possible job! awesome about punching the security guard - you rule at life, sarah. troop beverly hills?! awesome. anything that contains a miniature version of one of my favorite songs is a-okay with me. and come on, COACH?! oh man.
from disquiet :
oh & 2 - death cab for cutie & the long winters at the metro 10/10. just death cab on 10/11. i'll be at both & you should be too, cos then you can meet my boyyyyyys! <3 <3 <3.
from disquiet :
i am right here! been sick for a week plus & way out of it heartwise. but! 1 - i just bought tickets to both ted leo shows on wednesday 9/17 & the decemberists on saturday 11/1 at schubas IN CHICAGO. and i have off work on 9/18, so if you wanna go see ted & have a sleepover & then go see built to spill at the metro on thursday, that would be AMAZING. or if you just wanna find some punk-ass boys to beat up, that'd be cool too. i will email soon. sososososomuchlove<3.
from discodave :
I just remembered an old credit card company's ads that featured a plastic card running about, only it was lap dancing instead...disturbing... As always, you da bomb. Dxx
from haberdasher :
the other day i was thinking that i might change my screen name to radical dude, but i see you have that covered anna. your name is anna, right? dude, you don't even live in indianna anymore, what the fuck is this?!
from citrus-sonia :
the other day I was thinking, wouldn't it be cool if my name was Anna, and then my screename could always be "indie anna"...apparantly you already thought of it...I read a couple pages of your diary and really enjoyed it...
from discodave :
I was gonna be first to sign your guestbook, then it told me there was a sign-up fee to be paid? WTF? You know, I wouldn't need the sound effects album for those noises - that pretty well describes a romantic night in at chez Dave. Except for the applause... Dxx
from kindergarten :
girl, i'm gonna move to logan square soon! we have to walk around drinking raspberry lemonade and picking dandelions.
from almostgoldsf :
Dave speaks so highly of you, I felt I *had to* add you. Cheers!
from ponyluv :
miss your photobooth pictures! dunno if i like the stripes...
from discodave :
I miss your poses, girl... I have a sound effects album made my the BBC Radiophonics Workshop - the guys who came up with every sci-fi sound effect they've used on the Beeb for 50 years or more - it has the Tardis on it. OK, that's a little geeky. Dxx
from cautionary :
i think we have the same problems at our places of employment except your job is probably wayy cooler. today i had a man call me looking for a frank sinatra song. he knew it had the word "love" in it and that was it. he asked me to read the titles to EVERY FUCKIN' FRANK SINATRA CD WE HAD just so he could recognize it. i told myself i'd slit my wrists with a cd opener if he hung up and still didn't recognize it. toward the end of the 'hunt', his wife made him hang up. but i'm still here. ahgsadhghsghsdghsdg death to corporate music.
from mybikeislost :
oh. I was commenting the design. yes I think I'm going tuesday, I need to give a thinly veiled apology to frankie. or maybe I'll just taunt him. suppose it depends on how much whiskey I have. b.
from idiomatic :
where my lady at? mmm... california, three bar-b-qs in one week. last night it was kabobs of pineapple, mango, and shrimp, marinated in lime juice and fresh zingy ginger. ... where my lady at? you know how to reach me.
from cautionary :
and then there's a lock! talk about the saddest day of my life. so not really, but close. close.
from cautionary :
sarah, i liked looking at yr face every day when i read this. pssh! at least it's red.
from sopretty :
YES! I love the new layout.its very you.
from todayiamfree :
nice look!!! what a change!!!!
from solarlab :
fucking cool.
from mybikeislost :
white stripes? xoxoxo b.
from chuna :
hey lllady. let's rule the roads at critical mass. show them suckers how it's done. love,
from haberdasher :
SECRET scumstache. call a spade a spade.
from pyrite :
i heard logan's square is the new black. your apartment sounds rad (which is fitting, no?).
from discodave :
And di you notice how diplomatic I was? Did I mention that it's normally the um, "larger" ladies guilty of this crime. Someone should just rename thongs over a size 16 "Rectal Floss" and get it over with... Dxx
from cautionary :
i can't skate. only on carpet. you should teach me sometime!
from haberdasher :
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from haberdasher :
would
from haberdasher :
skate
from haberdasher :
circles
from haberdasher :
around
from haberdasher :
you
from towelphaser :
do you knoww how much i'd love to??? i doubt i can though
from discodave :
Pleased to be of service, although I'm not entirely sure how - was it the thong thing? Wow I sound like I have a lisp... Dxx
from towelphaser :
when is labour day again?
from msvirginia :
I am so jealous...and you are still the raddest person I (pseudo)know. Pieces and Loves and all that lost bullshit. I wanna go to Chi-town, again, so badly...You're livin' a life I'd live without hesitation......I'd love to meet you, but I'm nowhere close to your caliber, radgirl...(M)issing,(S)till,...(Virginia)
from solarlab :
email me your AIM darlin'
from snowshops :
hey hey hey hey thanks bud, heres my email [email protected] add me if u ever wanan thanks bud.
from snowshops :
you never replied to my note *cries* please dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
from idiomatic :
i am going to bury "sarah is rad" somewhere in my firm's site. hey i think i'm in chicago for sept. maybe. i will let you know. xoxo - Q
from love-to-live :
Hey! I'm having a great time reading your diary - I'm adding you to my favorites! I'll be back to read some more!
from cautionary :
it's funny, because i'm afraid that any boy i meet i will always call him 'andrew.' hmph.
from todayiamfree :
enjoying yr diary... I've been reading on and off for ages... you have a real talent for writing, but then you probably know that I guess... anyway, take care x
from haberdasher :
i (we) have to fucking go there. did they have tables? i mean, if they had ping pong tables it would no longer be a restaraunt, it would be heaven.
from keptquietly :
s~i've always thought, and perhaps it's just because i adore her endlessly, that you would enjoy CourtneyMay. were I savvy i would include a direct link.~m
from towelphaser :
hehe *blushing madly* thanks dude
from disquiet :
I MISS THE SARAH. just sayin' -- we need to schedule a phone conference and/or sleepover and/or some drinks'n'karaoke. ben gibbard is playing in chicago on 8/15 and i will be there.. will you? <3<3<3<3.
from discodave :
Heh - I think, aside from the trainers (too long legwarmers obscured my view), pretty much every single one of those boxes would have been crossed last night. What's with all the girls trying to look like a poor man's Toni Basil? Dxx
from kneesocks :
you should totally go apply for that job!! that would be SO cool if you worked on a pirate ship!
from endline :
i know. i scorned the only diary-love i've ever had. he took me back tho. hehe. and i totally relate to your entry. the part about talented people having to work shit jobs? every day, baby. i ask myself the same question every. single. day. xoxo -jess
from cautionary :
thank you. it means a lot. also; where do you work? [i feel like i should know but i don't.]
from discodave :
I don't know about that - it's National Blond(e) Day tomorrow. But yeah, you live in the wrong place ;) Dxx
from kneesocks :
haha! yes, h&m! great minds think alike. . .xo-h
from towelphaser :
you've got balls the size of a set of compact cars. i love it!!
from discodave :
Where I used to live, we'd have a flotilla of sailing ships come to port every four years or so (the Tall Ships Race) - they were pretty cool, but not as good as pirate ships, obviously. You know I'm with you on the walking around on your own thing. Dxx
from kneesocks :
i totally agree - i love being by myself & people completely dont understand. xo-h
from cautionary :
i think a lot of people underestimate the power of hugs, really. so thank you. <3<3 right back at ya.
from haberdasher :
i'm glad we haven't moved beyond that. things are always so confusing.
from haberdasher :
though i could make a special one with a specific purpose... i'm sure it'll take way less than a cassette
from haberdasher :
you have one already. it's nothing new.
from chuna :
damn, i fucked up the hearts. ♥ maybe that'll work
from chuna :
heeh. which song? we have a tradition that one person sings during the morning announcement at work now. i was thinking "try a little tenderness," but i could never pull it off like duckie. ;hearts, ;hearts,
from sopretty :
hahah I laughed my ass off at that note. tutti? no way! I am getting a new style tomorrow myself. my friend denise is cutting it. not short,because I am letting it grow,but heh,better then what I have.oooo.
from discodave :
Oh, for the love of god...I miss birthdays, graduations, breakups and you GET YOUR HAIR CUT? Why god, why? It's preeeeetttty. Dxx
from cautionary :
i was really trying so hard to not cut my hair. i was letting it grow. it was almost to my shoulder and then i did it. snip snip. tears, oh tears! it's naturally wavy and really annoying. i finally broke down and got a flat iron. best invention EVER. but i still want my hair back! i feel you, dear.
from keptquietly :
s~ you really do have the most lovely jaw line. if only i were a sculptor... ~m
from kneesocks :
it looks adorable!!! but i know exactly what you mean about the trauma!!
from sopretty :
you have the best hair sarah.serioulsy.
from haberdasher :
do you think i expected an educated opinion? getting reviewed for a laugh is what it's all about. i'm not writing to impress a reviewer, but it's fun to see what some retard thinks about it. take that shit with a grain of salt. but leave a nasty note if you want because that would be funny too, like it's my fan club threatening the asshole who dissed my awesomeness. shit, i should have capitalized all of this. that would have mede what i'm saying way better. i'll rate this note a 78/100
from haberdasher :
wherefore art thou sarah? i miss you too.
from solarlab :
would you believe me if i said i missed you? good. i do. i'll be in ny august 3rd to aug 12th. FYI. email me directly. xxx
from haberdasher :
fascists have some serious fashion sense. i think you'll fit in fine. i mean, you already have the uniforms under your belt. sure, they're pink and super homo-friendly, but i think the fascists will fancy them fine.
from discodave :
Heh - me and an ex went to see Tomb Raider (she fancied her too) - we just sat there agape at the slow-mo running scene at the end - it was like Chandler in Friends with his "Run, Yasmeen, run!" line. Dxx
from discodave :
Glad you like it, hon. You'd better keep in touch if you're going anywhere. Mind you, I don't know if I'll be updating before Friday. Try and survive without me, m'kay? Dxx
from snowshops :
wow what a nice note thanks anna! my names tyler. and i enjoy ur diary too. :) seeyaaaaa
from thatmarygirl :
you rock my socks off.
from discodave :
http://i.imdb.com/Photos/Ss/0162677/AU28_1_42.jpg
from discodave :
I think you should form a band with Adrien Brody (in Summer of Sam) - it'd be fan-fucking-tastic. As is the tape. Dxx
from aidan-cage :
you are famous, silly!
from discodave :
The tape and stickers came in the mail today. You're my girl. And I'd pay to see you kick ass as Dolly. Dxx
from discodave :
Not a problem sistah (do I need the h on the end?) Hope you're head isn't too fuzzy today. Dxx
from discodave :
I kinda feel like that with my workmates - I dunno, maybe I feel that if I socialise with them, I'm condemning myself to settling down in that bloody place? I'll try and find my password so I can get rid of that message, if you still want me to. Hi, by the way. We'll have drinks someday. Definitely. Dxx
from itstheonions :
David Lynch's version of Dune is kinda goofy. By the way you're gorgeous, assuming that's you to the left.
from idiomatic :
thank you my dear. it was just what i needed. you are, indeed, rad. xo.
from discodave :
Hell girl, we so need to meet up - we'd own the MFing joint. Dxx
from disquiet :
oh dearest. wednesday nite ended up being train-wreck messy -- cars exploding, us being stranded on the side of the road 'til nearly 4 a.m., etcetera -- it was just a bad scene altogether. however, i'm trying to get down to chi for the radar brothers on wednesday & fountains of wayne thursday - what say you? <3<3<3<3.
from towelphaser :
and when i say, "hey! nice clam!"
from disquiet :
i am going to be at the fireside bowl tonite (7/9) cos one'a my boys is playin' a show that my presence has been requested at. are you around for bottled water & girltalk? <3<3<3.
from kneesocks :
i know!!! i am sooo happy too! its so fucking refreshing to see the real girl win and not some goody-two-shoes generic person!!!
from haberdasher :
get on the internet. i need to hear the story. this is a direct order.
from mistakemade :
i need you to come take care of me!!! will you send me those pictures of matt too? i wanna get him friendstered...i love you. <3<3<3
from haberdasher :
but you're not here... EVER!
from haberdasher :
YES! and i need to gush to you.
from discodave :
You'd better not quit this place - that entry, without the typos, would make a lot of other (sober) diarists look like incoherent arseholes by comparison, so don't be too down on yourself. I'm getting nagged about friendster pics now...I have performance anxiety again. Feel free to email me, by the way - before I do it to you. Dxx
from discodave :
How's the head? Dxx
from towelphaser :
don't delete that! NOOOOOOOO
from aidan-cage :
Just a passing weight. I share your feelings about our species. BLECH! COUGH! PEACE - Tristan
from discodave :
"I have an aversion to humans"? I know that feeling. This is why I'm happy/sad I don't have internet access at home. Dxx
from aidan-cage :
strange times in these years. Does this year feel particularly strange? Maybe it's me--no, definately. Are you well? I read you still sometimes, but am crushed. Oh well. You live away forever. PEACE - Tristan
from discodave :
You the man. Well, the woman. Well, the crap music = no lovin' girl with the badass plastic alter-ego. Dxx
from cautionary :
"i would never make out with someone who makes shitty music" hahahahahah. i love you. my god, i love you.
from tcklyrpharsn :
I luuuurve your diary. Beautiful writing, and so on. I've got a new favourite!
from discodave :
She was a kinda slutty-Grace Kelly type of actress - she starred in a film called Babydoll, which basically had her wondering round the house in, obviously, a babydoll nightdress. Dxx
from discodave :
Excuse me - but are you Carroll Baker or something?http://members.aol.com/berlin1929/BabyDlogo.jpg Dxx
from idiomatic :
yr so rad. glad you could use 'em. xo, Q
from towelphaser :
OW OW OWWWWWWW HOTTTTTT
from thisisamess :
i know i've been here and maybe even left a note but i really do like your diary <3
from discodave :
Just so long as it's got marzipan. Dxx Hmm - I need to work on the length of my notes...
from cautionary :
i think i am the same way (with friends or more than friends): picky. and yeah, i am a little judgemental. it's honestly sort of hard for me to be friends with someone who has nothing in common with me. i can be nice and have a conversation with anyone, but how am i going to hang out with someone if they don't let me play built to spill in the car, you know? my best friend & i: exact opposites. i am picky about members of the opposite sex, too. theboy and i are so much alike. our record collections are pretty much exact, except his a little better due to his love for vinyl (vinylwhore) and my iamalwaysbroke streak. we say the same things, like the same things, eat the same things, read the same things, want to be the same things. i'm sure to most that would be boring, but to me, it's ideal. i've just realized that most of my friends and i don't have much in common and that causes arguments and disagreements and i'm not all about that. i would say "i'm all about peace love & understanding" but i'm not a hippie.
from cautionary :
i think i read this before but are you really picky when it comes to the people you associate with? i think i am too picky and people always point this out but i just feel that i should only hang out with the best, duh. no, i'm really not that snobby, but what you said: the more people i meet, the more i realize that i should be friends with myself or just stick with the boy. i don't form good friendships with girls and most boys don't want friendships unless they're gay or unattainable. which is okay, but i don't want to have a male friend if there is some ulterior motive. god, i leave you the longestdumbest notes, you should tell me to stop. xo!
from cautionary :
i know that you are aware of this but sarah, not only are you rad, but you are fucking beautiful, too! xo
from idiomatic :
i sent the package. leather and suede for you to take apart and re-arrange, if you want. i know this isn't the season for it, but, um... fashion-forward and that stuff! oh yes, and some music is in there too. i might be where you are in august. i will let you know. xoxo
from mistakemade :
i miss you so much sometimes it hurts...and harry potter can't fix it. i'm lonely...
from haberdasher :
yeah? what'd you do?
from cautionary :
okay, i was crying in the first fifteen minutes of finding nemo. thank god i can hide it. i leave you too many notes but oh well, i have a lot to say (not really).
from cautionary :
ohhh yes! heaven. they don't let you shop online anymore which is a major disappointment. but this makes me happy.
from cautionary :
i have decided that if i have important questions pertaining chicago, i will ask you. first question! is there an h&m?
from kneesocks :
i completely agree!! she was so fucking cool when i was younger & now shes just lame.
from pyxie :
it saddens me too...i read an article about how she actually said she wants to be a pop star. she got a makeover and just wants to "be different " now. ive even seen her live a few times. it makes me so sad now.
from crapstein :
So I think you should send Liz Phair that letter. You know? Just to finalize things. Sad. So sad. I read an interview about her that says she likes the direction her music is going, she wants to reach a different crowd now. Bleh.
from tremble :
for the record, i only had four friends at the time. ahem. ;)
from chuna :
tonight i met a girl named laura and she looked just like your pictures and i kept calling her sarah.
from towelphaser :
how did i get so lucky as to have such awesome bitches?
from discodave :
I hope you survived the witching hour - and do you see what I was talking about re. a Friendster pic? Dxx
from idiomatic :
i'm sending you a box of stuff... like, stuff that someone like you might find useful to take apart and possibly put back together in different ways. are you still on the street that ends with a T twice?
from haberdasher :
jeeee zuss. wow.
from discodave :
You're an evil girl. And I like it. Dxx
from discodave :
OK, now I really am showing my ignorance - I don't even know who Tammy Faye IS... There's a retro shop here with a collection of over 500 pairs of pants (in the UK sense). Dxx
from tanglespine :
arg! neeed that number again my dear: fashionableyounglad@hotmail -- weeee!
from tanglespine :
hey sweetie, gonna be rockin' out in IL as of friday, this stanger have a shot at harrassin' ya somewhere in the midst of city weekend chaos?
from discodave :
I have an idea that your project would have been like Bill Murray's in Ghostbusters - cute kids do well however wrong they are, dumb kids get the volts even if they're brilliant. No way am I wqaiting for the midnight openings to get that book - I'm going to buy it from the cheap-ass bookstore down the street at almost half the price. Sorry, but I'll need to research the Tammy Faye reference - thanks anyway kiddo. <3 Dxx
from discodave :
Will work for food. Dxx
from endline :
if i lived in the chicago-land-area (and hun, i really wish i did, for more than one reason) i would not only be your employee, but your fashion maven slave. congrats on people wanting to buy your clothes. i mean, who wouldn't? xoxo jess
from chuna :
hiya grrrly. i wish you bubbles and magical things. (just cuz i can)
from idiomatic :
focus... focus... focus... in all fairness, the friendster semi-crush and i were having email conversations before he linked to me in friendster. but you are correct! focus... focus... focus... ohhhmmmm...
from discodave :
Coming your way as of today - one bubble-wrapped package of goodness. Dxx
from discodave :
No Karaoke - I'll keep all my "performances" saved for your side of the Atlantic. Dxx
from sopretty :
o! i want a button.i'm serious.i'll pay you and send you candy in a envelope.seriously.
from disquiet :
yes, $122! .. that's from milwaukee, tho. but accourse i'd love it if you came with. i think the east is calling us for entirely different reasons nowadays. <3<3<3. (also, i hope you had fun at the rock show!) xo.
from achren :
thank you thank you for the hug and oh em gee yes yes yes portland. summer. karaoke. absolutely. also? you 'n yr tammy & me 'n my k. ought to get together because k. and i had this long discussion once about spinster celebrations and how we would start a business that planned spinster adventures for women who weren't and didn't want to get married but first we would go on our own and oh, was it long and complicated (and sparked in part by some comment her mother made about making k.'s bridesmaids wear tweed) but i think you guys woulda gotten it. xoxoxo.
from discodave :
Trust me, the Singing Detective isn't half as glamorous as you're thinking... On the other hand - go for the Russian accent. Dxx (Tape coming soon)
from disquiet :
LET'S GO TO NEW YORK. i am for serious, here. we need vacations and i got some friends over there that'll buy us drinks and hold our hair back when we (okay, i ;) puke. it'll be grand. <3<3<3.
from indierockkid :
BLONDE REDHEAD RULES!! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES!!BLONDE REDHEAD RULES!! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES! BLONDE REDHEAD RULES!!
from indierockkid :
kid, you are a genius. I love Belle and Sebastian and Neutral Milk hotel, Velvet Underground and a lot of the other stuff you like. All these other cuntfaces on this site call themselves "indie" because they like crap like thursday, jimmy eat world, midotwn, simple plan sum41 and other MTV bitches like that, shit that MTV says is "indie" but the truth is they don't deserve the right to a beating heart. But you deserve to be an indie rocker. keep rocking, and stay hard.
from discodave :
I'm the same in the sun - I turn into the Singing Detective (if you don't know - you don't wanna, trust me) for a day, then keep a tan for months. I'm convinced the guy'll turn out to be a Bond villain or something. I could enjoy being an evil henchman...can you do a Russian accent? Dxx
from cautionary :
new photobooth pictures? gorgeous.
from tupac-rocks :
i like the way you think, good read!
from dasich :
sarah, how i love thee. i'm still around...just busy as hell living life. and actually enjoying it. and all that you said about artists never allowing themselves to be happy...money, girl, money.
from zamaroo :
you shoulda come to the violent femmes/flaming lips tonight! it was awesome and you coulda seen all my hunnies from school. we wanted to vist ya but didn't have the time.
from haberdasher :
the beard is like almost a month old now. i'm looking really mountainous and feeling very itchy. it's only staying until next weekend, when it becomes a prison molester moustache. i'll try to take a picture or two before it goes in commemoration of one of the longest beards i've grown.
from haberdasher :
and you can't use 'the gasp' as a band name. i call that one.
from haberdasher :
why the gasp?
from likeapeasant :
You could call your band Kurt's Curse.
from disquiet :
"just because i am no longer taken does not mean that i'm available." ohhhh girl. you are a genius. and i heart you like it ain't no thang. see you in two weeks! <3<3<3
from endline :
yes. chicago. i told the boy i would come there, and he was all excited, and then outta the blue i was like "oooh and i could visit sarah (!)" and he got all jealous. hehe. xoxo jess
from discodave :
I'm stroking my chin proudly as I type - which is why it's taking me forever to write this. OK if I take a polaroid with me? Dxx
from cautionary :
it's true: i feel like an old lady when i bust out the heating pad, but god, you do not know how good that feels. they make heating pad patchings that you put on your abdomen and wear under clothing. now those weird me out a little, but if it works, it works.
from discodave :
I tell everyone that - beards are the new black. Dxx
from endline :
miss sarah, i love you so. i just wanted to tell you that. xoxo jess
from discodave :
The 5 minutes you feel better every week just make the days when you don't seem longer. Bah humbug. Friendster is looking brighter today, though. Dxx
from zamaroo :
carnival, bikini kill. "i'll win that motley crue mirror if it fucking kills me!" <3<3<3
from discodave :
I really like the film Carnie, despite Jodie Foster... A boat trip sounds good - can we play Duran Duran whilst standing on deck? "Her name is Rio..." Dxx
from towelphaser :
p.s. did you get my email? it was sticker placement #1.
from disquiet :
you suck! i was gonna make a surprise visit this weekend! :) at the veryveryvery latest, i will be in chicago on saturday, june 20, at schuba's, with my boys [=the long winters]. c'mon, baby, i'll buy you a water. ;) <3<3<3<3x1000.
from icomeundone :
Oh darling. You sparkle like champagne and club soda in the dead of night. Don't let your light shine on those who are undeserving. I am sorry that I have not kept in touch with you lately. I just hope that everything goes better. Keep in touch. I have hearts and stars for you too. <3 xoxo *x*anna*x*
from girl101 :
"i romanticized him breaking my heart long before it was even a possibility." ohgirl. that part just got to me. the truth in it. ♥.
from kneesocks :
i'm sorry youre sad! i've been away too . . .this must be the month for people who rock to have shitty lives. we'll meet someday for 100 beers. xoxo -h
from chuna :
i work (@ young chgo. authors) on the floor above the restaurant just east of inn joy. on division. drop on by so we can blow bubbles on the porch. (& think happy like popsicles and bubble baths, please?)
from towelphaser :
p.s. your survey is tilted.
from towelphaser :
DOOO EEET!!!!
from solarlab :
click on "tell me". that is my e-mail.
from solarlab :
*sigh*. so come to me and we will play like we swore we would. and i will make everything OK. OK?
from discodave :
You may have mentioned that once or twice - but keep on at it. Email inbound, by the way. Dxx
from solarlab :
drive to NY. i'me here. e-mail me so i can give you my number. <3<3<3
from discodave :
The clown in the alley didn't get you, did he? Dxx
from solarlab :
me too :(
from endline :
hello love. just popping in to say hi. i send you lots of love. ::hugs and kisses:: xoxo jess
from towelphaser :
stop being sad or the wedding is off.
from chuna :
oh, girl. listen to some le tigre? (i'm thinking "my my metrocard" & "the the empty") and that punching the car thing... that's so rockin. (cheer up and smile up and pucker up like lemonade)
from crapstein :
you=sad? That's too bad. Let's go get a beer at the Rainbo club. Have you been there? I like it.
from disquiet :
you are the dearest of the dear. let's do lunch.. and dinner.. and movies. SOON, 'kay? 'kay.
from towelphaser :
that sounds do-able. have your people give my people a call, arrange a day to get all the paperwork taken care of.
from stare--girl :
I just wanted to let you know that I think you are the raddest. Punching his hood. Thats priceless. If I was there with you I would have bent his antenna.
from towelphaser :
i dunno what your plans are for the summer, but if you could work marrying me in somewhere mid-august, it'd be much appreciated.
from discodave :
You too, hon. You too. Well, not the dork bit. Most of the time. Dxx
from mistakemade :
baby, wha' happened??? <3<3<3
from pyxie :
congrats to the grad! dont move to ny ill miss you too much. <3 mikki
from icomeundone :
If I have your hearts and stars, you can have my clubs and spades. Because you are already diamond. Talk to you later doll. <3xoxo *x*anna*x*
from kneesocks :
congratulations on graduating!!
from icomeundone :
Hey thanks for the message darling. What a wonderful girl you are. Or lady. Whatever you find less derogatory. So pretty too. I know how it feels to reject music too. My Led Zepplin has been staring me down, but I cannot bear stumbling into Stairway to Heaven right now. Too much emotion. Hang in there and Congrats to the Grad!! Leave me another note if you the urge becomes an itch(as Elvis Costello would say) <3xoxo *x*anna*x*
from haberdasher :
did you cut your hair? you look fucking hottt
from invisibledon :
oh yeah I like notes as well getting them is a blast - you have a lot more than me or at least it seems that way not that its a contest or anything - read some stuff too interesting diary
from solarlab :
well, i mean it. you work your ass (brain&heart) off to have a life with purpose and style. and i dig it.
from icomeundone :
I'm a random tandom user as well. Thought I would write in to tell you I farkin' <3 [xoxo] your diary. Check out my diary if you want to and leave me a note. It's only polite. j/k *x*anna*x*
from invisibledon :
Hey, I just randomly ended up here thought I would leave a note
from solarlab :
you fucking rock.
from haberdasher :
and i liked the photobooth shit. i mean, i like the new ones, but the photo booth. yeah. the photo booth.
from haberdasher :
yes. i won. it was a most ripping victory. i actually made a flawless run. no one else even had one of those. i did like everything i know all back to back. just takin' care of a li'l bidness. ...grandpa showed all the youngsters who's the boss up in this piece like tony danza. like tony fucking DANZA.
from towelphaser :
oh trust me. you don't want a piece of this.
from towelphaser :
dear indie-anna. sorry about answering your calls, i've been really busy. anyways, i think it's better if we just took it easy for a while. you're GREAT. don't get me wrong. it's just that brendan can give me so much that you cant, and he's always there to support me, not to mention his blinding sexual charisma and amazing sense of humor. sigh... where was i? oh yes. i'd just like to say i'm sorry, and i hope we can still get together occasionally for coffee and sweaty pillowfights in our pyjamas. love, kathleen hanna
from chuna :
much love. as much as you need. and do visit when you stop to see elvis. i work just off of damen & division. again, again, so much love. mend & heal & grow (strong but soft) like skin.
from towelphaser :
dea indie anna. brendan all the way. love, kathleen.
from kneesocks :
because great minds think alike!!
from towelphaser :
and you just rule.
from disquiet :
oh, dear. congratulations on being DONEDONEDONE with yr paper. we will have girly drinks with umbrellas and kick back watching bad 80s movies real soon like. we're all proud of you for being done with school. now go sell some fashion! :) <3<3<3
from endline :
wow. you designs were even hottter than i had imagined. i wish i coulda been there, i bet it was amazing. :) xoxo - jess
from chuna :
honey, you're just badass.
from avoidance :
okay so this is off the topic of anything but my dear girl you are hottttt! is the latest picture of you & your sister? too cute. i always wanted a sister. p.s sue fox sucks at life.
from avoidance :
i love my new comment. but, as of late august, my love will be a couple zip codes away. he will be living here. (!!!) <3
from towelphaser :
hehe. rock.
from haberdasher :
dude. no word of a lie. my alarm was set and it must have went off, because when i actually woke up it was turned off. so the intention was there, i'm just not a morning person. woulda shoulda coulda
from chuna :
i pinky swear it!
from stare--girl :
I'm so excited for you! Good luck with the show. I hope everything goes as planned. And just so you know, being a control freak is TOTALLY where it's at baby.
from chuna :
i saw a girl who i thought might have been you. but it wasn't. and i was sad. but i think we'll see each other soon and not know it, but secretly know it. we walk the same circles, you know?
from haberdasher :
me? what did i do now?
from disquiet :
dear sarah, it is not just the caffeine talking when i say i totally love you. and we neeeeeeeeeeeeed to hang out sometime, even if i must resort to kidnapping. just sayin'. yr too amazing. <3s.
from avoidance :
amen. his are the streets of new jersey. let's back up and head to the northeast. xo.
from stare--girl :
I have to chime in here and say that I do not think keeds a genius. I wouldn't write back unless you want him to start to criticize you and you happen to like mysogynists. I suspect you don't. In other news I agree that all rich people look alike. I got a bunch of patterns off E-bay and am having much difficulty sewing them. I wish I had your talent.
from avoidance :
where would those streets be, by the way? i am curious. because i want to walk on his streets, too.
from citizenjane :
this keeds person is annoying. i wonder how many other people this keeds is bothering.
from keeds :
hi. i'm a genius. write back.
from discodave :
I think if it was Daisy feeding me, she could get me to eat anything - that midriff would just be too distracting... Dxx
from achren :
wait what? here are some things i need to know: 1. what does your friend say about the l&l? 2. are we sure we are talking about the same place? 3. i want to know the secret of your eyeliner. 4. oops. there isn't a 4. <3molly
from discodave :
My parents insisted on pasta once a week for dinner - they'd give us it on Saturday nights. I didn't like pasta at the time, but The Dukes of Hazzard was on TV on Saturday evenings. I forced myself to eat the stuff, or missed the show. Parents are evil, sometimes. Dxx
from solarlab :
hi miss. i miss u. it has been too fucked up in beijing to be online a lot. not focused. hey...if i came to new york, could you meet me there for a weekend?
from disquiet :
i would be more than happy to help you out with coding & all that jazz, though i must admit my lack of talent with it. i do swoon over html, though. so let me know. maybe yer people can call my people and we can HANG OUT. <3<3<3<3<3<3 ;)
from haberdasher :
i have a team of webdesigners at my beckon call. i just don't use them because i need to have my hands dirty with the handcode.
from msvirginia :
I *heart* you. m~
from linzipearl :
thanks doll. the stones bring the rock. xo ;)
from idiomatic :
i <3 u 2 and u r rad! 2 bad on the 8 1/2 cuz i have some cutie pie slippers that i picked up in milan for... i dunno, very little lira. they are a wee bit too small for me. they need a 7 foot. o well.
from haberdasher :
assume it this time. it was you
from linzipearl :
i happened upon an amazing discovery today. you are the *only* sarah i know that is rad. and you are rad. and I am so very very jealous. because I am not rad.
from idiomatic :
what size shoe do you take?
from disquiet :
i put up yr face in five different places in seattle, including the bathroom of a radio station. i hope they are all still there. we need a visit & some goddamn cocktails. water cocktails, i mean. ;) <3<3<3
from idiomatic :
sometimes when i look at old picutres, i'll see a random stander-by and wonder where they are and what they are doing right. now.
from discodave :
Glad to hear it. Your boy has given up resisting me, I noticed. Dxx
from sopretty :
I love you sarah because you dislike stupid girls who don't know how to talk
from discodave :
Endearing? Awww. Compulsive, I could believe. Dxx
from pyrite :
dude. is this hussy named victoria?
from avoidance :
we should talk sometime. i think we can understand each other about some things. long distance that's worth it? definitely. xo.
from msvirginia :
Lots of hugs and kisses telepathically sent to you. I'm empathic to this sudden craziness. Seems all the universe comes due in Spring. Wishing you peace, love, and lots of vegetables. m~
from idiomatic :
ok, now you're totally freaking me out. just two or three nights ago i was laying across my bed, mentally taking inventory of my back muscles and thinking about how good it would be if someone just dug their fingertips in-between the tight muscles spraying out from my spinal column. just work those knuckles in there... don't be shy. one of my favorite backrub tehcniques is using the elbows up and down the sides of the spine, with the body giving leaning in to give it an "oomph." by the way, my knobby knees' kneecaps are bright yellow from old bruises.
from disfigurine :
dance offs and photobooth pictures and flip-flops. we should so be friends.
from discodave :
I wanna be on this pirate ship then. http://www.hundland.com/posters/p/Pirates-of-the-Caribbean_final.jpg Dxx
from stare--girl :
I've been thinking and I'm ready for you to send me some stickers in the mail. I agree that you are rad and want to spread the word across Orange County. You send me stickers I send you music. Deal?
from discodave :
Guilty as charged. It's fun seeing filth in everyday life though, ain't it? Dxx
from hey4eyes :
When I grow up I'm going to be a perv and go to rock shows like you. Bobbie Sue Dicks.
from discodave :
You're lying, but I love you for it - likewise the perv thing. I think I was inducted into the "innuendo corner" in NYC about 5 seconds after meeting them. Dxx
from solarlab :
you may not say that half but you SURE say the other half. PERV, why do you think we all love you?
from beatlesgyrl :
Ditto.
from disquiet :
dude, we should totally start a 'perverts anonymous' diary where all us freaky girls who keep it quiet most of the time can unleash our verbal hottttness. more than we do now, that is. the only reason i can be happy right now is because of drugs, which in itself is sad, but at least there's something. we should talk soon, cos i love you & you rock. also, yr stickers are now plastered all about the state capital of the dairy state. <3!
from solarlab :
don't you worry baby. even if you broke my heart a thousand and a half times. i am eternally...yours. i will be spinning on one hand on my freshly rolled linoleum for YOU. you know why? BECAUSE SARAH IS RAD.
from solarlab :
ya know, i tried to email you back but it bounced. look...if yer trin' to ditch me, just say so. but if you do, i am all about SUE FOX!!! hahahah. i'm kidding.
from avoidance :
what are your favorite cat power songs?
from stare--girl :
Hey stop it. If nothing else you at least have the dance off to look forward to, right. Do you want me to send you some rock and roll?
from avoidance :
hello, can you be any more perfect? you understand me AND you like moon pix. ohohoh i am soo moving to chicago.
from dasich :
p.s. i just got mail!! yay!! :)
from dasich :
word. moon pix til you die.
from stare--girl :
that's sweet. good for you. what does the design look like?
from beatlesgyrl :
Look at you, driving the getaway car at a trespass crime scene. Look at you, narrowly escaping the heat. Beware she who lives a life of danger.
from sketchydoll :
toronto? damn. sarah has a posse.
from towelphaser :
waaaay ahead of you. i was actually planing on picking up an instamatic and taking a picture of each and every sticker and where it eds up.
from towelphaser :
THE STICKERSSS ARRIVED TODAY!!!!!! THANK YOUUU!!! they're going up all over toronto.
from dasich :
yo dude. louisiana is fun in the summer time already. today is downpour to make way for more beautiful days. it's lush green outside and i can wear almost nothing and be comfortable. you need to get out of chicago. ;)
from pyrite :
dude! i totally know. chicago weather is infuckingsane. I HATE IT. and it's times like these when i think california is a nice option (until i remember that i hate it with a strong burning passion, not unlike a bad rash).
from sketchydoll :
i go to school in chicago and live close enough to witness this "dance-off". i'm terribly curious to find out why this sue fox person is your arch nemesis, though. and i hope she isn't a pussy and actually shows up to the showdown. (and you do look like a bad ass in that flyer...haven't seen them in real life, only on this internet machine....you look like you're already dancing yer ass off!) yeehaw.
from msvirginia :
Thanks for the kind note. I really needed it. Very much so needed it. I know about the "you're there, and I'm here" thing. Why is it that they think they can't be "here" whilst being "there"? Really. It's not that difficult. It's a mind over matter thing, you know? But is it even worth it when their minds aren't strong enough to work over the matter? I haven't the answer, truly, because all too often my heart is stronger than both mind and matter. Peace and Love. And you're still hot. m~
from beatlesgyrl :
So, right after you beat Sue Fox in the dance off, we can start our no-alarm-clocks campaign. I only wish I could be there to kick ass and take names. *getting teary-eyed* I guess I'll just have to add you to my buddy list to show my support.
from tomservo :
you have some badass taste in music. We should talk sometime. we can even talk about pretenious sub-genres with a ridiculous amount of suffixes and prefixes.
from stare--girl :
yo i totally agree that on some, stress some, people facial hair is hot. Not on this particular person. And I'm sure that's why he's doing it too. It's all skinny and he shaved the middle part off. It makes me shudder even to write about it.
from msvirginia :
I was just looking at your strip pics...they remind me of being in myrtle beach...oh, and by the way...you're fucking hot, in the most platonic of ways...In the doc's office, Cosmo told me it was normal to have crushes on girls. Heh. You are what you are and what I'm not...Peace and Love, m~
from towelphaser :
oh, YOU KNOW i got your back.
from discodave :
I'll bring the roll of rhino and some Sharks jackets. Dxx
from solarlab :
LIKE I NEEDED ANY MORE REASONS TO ADORE YOU! get a fucking megaphone stat. and i won't even go into my whole map thing that i just talked about TODAY. XOXO!
from achren :
and i <3 you. what is it about maps? i just like to look at all the names and figure out the way the world fits together. i guess. i'm not quite sure but i have this vision of absolutely covering the room in them. i found this ancient nyc street map in the pile...all these closed movie theaters in the list of interesting place. i still want a map of stockholm. i am rambling. xo.
from stare--girl :
so fucking RAD!!!! I love that you really are going to challenge her to a dance off. As for requests umm hello BEAT IT! I would pay a thousand dollars if I had it to be there to see this event. Please have someone take pictures and post them.
from kneesocks :
not that i ever questioned it - but it is now official that you are absolutely the coolest person to have ever lived. xo -h
from idiomatic :
how about "love is a battlefield" by pat benetar and the danceoff lasts until dawn in a parking lot somewhere? if you broke your teeth you'd be just like me right now!
from disquiet :
hey baby -- quit actin' like a girl! we need to dress up and act real tough and take over the goddamn streets. wait, that's still acting like a girl. and you know i'll be there, heart in hand, on 5/8. arab strap are playing the metro that nite, too! and did you catch the memo? you = loved. xoxo.
from avoidance :
SOOO WEIRD. i wrote an entry about falling down stairs and my accident today, then i read your newest entry. twins, i tell you! xo.
from vivakate :
i have the same stair fear. it's always that i'm going to knock out my two front teeth. how i deal with it is that i often picture it happening in my head as a sort of preemptive strike. i feel like if i've already thought of it, it can't possibly happen.
from achren :
someone named molly thinks someone named sarah rocks. xo.
from haberdasher :
noted.
from avoidance :
only if you promise to use it to yell out "SUE FOX SUCKS" throughout the streets of chicago. and hell, i don't even live there (yet)!
from towelphaser :
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3409321315&category=3307
from towelphaser :
right after i finish getting ME one. look on ebay, i used to cruise it all the time for megaphones.
from soldierstakt :
Awwww. shucks. you haven't actually seen this shit though.....
from dasich :
yo. you're about to have your face all over louisiana. sue fox can't touch that.
from beatlesgyrl :
I threw away an evil alarm clock just today. As much as I hated to, I had to admit that the little fickle "oh-I-don't-WANT-to-go-off-when-you-actually-need-to-be-somewhere" bastard had beaten me. So I bought a simplistic little Sony with two buttons that work. But, nonetheless, it's an alarm clock, so it's still on my shit list.
from strikeonbox :
man, you're pretty.
from endline :
yeah seriously. i was thinking, "if i looked like her, i wouldn't want my face all over chicago." but that's just me. plus, she's not only unattractive, but unoriginal as well. wow. xoxo - jess
from endline :
i think she just wants to be you. poor sue fox, no one told her she's not pretty enough. =X hehe. xoxo - jess
from msvirginia :
The nerve of that bitch!!!! Sue Fox goes down! I mean, Down with Sue Fox! Imitation might be the highest form of flattery, but THAT'S stealing, for fuck's sake...
from solarlab :
go fuck shit up. she will pay dearly for her sins. and your name will be res-erected. pow!
from avoidance :
tell sue fox that black lipstick isn't cool.
from stare--girl :
you should put up messages with your stickers challenging Sue Fox to a dance off like in the beat it video.
from idiomatic :
you are the best. i will send you one of my stickers, too. i have your note on my wall in front of my desk, right next to the photos of the murals from the old garden on my block, the piture of an anemic fudge counter from nova scotia, the chinese symbol for "strength", photos of my two favorite people in LA, and the Punk Rock Aerobics 2002 calendar. Also, a laminated scrap of the newspaper that says "I do not believe that in the end you can negotiate with a madman" which was orginally in reference to Saddam Hussein, but I put it up in reference to a former client of mine.
from discodave :
I'm sure you would be the bestest stalker, hon - I have absolute faith in your ability to track me down and serenade me with Elvis numbers (or Toni Basil for the matter) whilst merrily sticking stickers all over town. Dxx
from endline :
my mother did that all the time too. lol she just wanted me to stop talking all the time. so much love. gotta love parenting. xoxo - jess [p.s. who is this sue fox bitch, and what does she think she's doing? i mean, seriously. down with her. ::shaking fist:: if you need me to, i know people. i can have her off'd. :)]
from towelphaser :
i emailed you my mailing addy to your yahoo email account!
from crapstein :
give me some stickas!! 1706 W. Sunnyside Ave #2 Chicago, IL 60640. Anna STein
from kneesocks :
DOWN WITH SUE FOX!!
from disquiet :
yeah, i'm gettin' messed wit', and it's makin' me sassy (read : crazy). indolent & unappreciative teenagers get me all riled up for all the wrong reasons, but hey. where would we be without 'em? (answer : paradise!) EVERYONE asks me about yr button (even my wannaberockstarboyfriend did, in baltimore! i was sooooo proud) & i tell them, "that's sarah, DUH. she's RAD." no lie. you don't need to call in sick when i come visit, i'll come kidnap ya. with flowers. promise! ;) <3<3<3.
from achren :
what towelphaser said, but with less capital letters. xo.
from towelphaser :
STICKERS. NOW!!!!! SEND THEM TO MEEEEEEE
from zamaroo :
last year my roommate had this nickelodeon alarm clock. it would go "nick nick nick, nicelodeon!" or my personal favorite, a trumpet blaring the song they play at horse races (i think... i could hum it for ya.) and it was THE most ANNOYING thing ever, and it didn't even wake her up. just to add to your list of annoying alarm clocks...
from disquiet :
p.s. god save the queen. and me.
from disquiet :
read it & weep : friday 4 april. dirty three and will oldham at the metro. you goin'? cos i think i am, and i swear, i'm bringin' flowers & leavin' 'em on yr doorstep if i don't see ya. :) much love, doll.
from solarlab :
hi honey. unless you were diguised as a porno perv, i didn't see you e-mail. grrr. try again. although, i have to film tonight then my cba player arrives so i may not be online again until saturday. boohoo.
from msvirginia :
Hello indie-anna...linked to you through kneesocks' latest entry. Just wanted to commend you on your strength to voice your opinion about the "war." Seems that to dissent is VERY unpatriotic, which is the steamiest mound of bullshit I've ever heard and experienced up close and personal. But when visiting my mom in SF, CA, last summer, I took a pic of something I'd think you'd appreciate--blindly judging from your most excellent taste in authors. City Lights Booksellers & Publishers had a series of banners hung from the top of their building that depicted portraits of people with the American flag covering their mouths (the flags almost looked like stickers). And each banner had one word printed on it. Consecutively, they read, "DISSENT IS NOT UNAMERICAN." More people need to realize this...God this is long, and I certainly didn't intend for it to be. Peace and Love.
from haberdasher :
hold your emotions in check and take in the information carefully. be careful.
from kneesocks :
you are SO right!! i was on the phone with my mother for an hour last week trying to explain to her that we're not really there to "free" anyone. its so frustrating that no one in middle america seems to have a fucking clue.
from monday-night :
i've only said one thing about everything happening right because i'm constantly changing my mind NOT about whether or not we should be there, but other various opinions. i only said one thing, and it was the same thing as your very first sentence i just read. last night to my mom, with tears i couldn't stop, thinking about human beings. not _our_ side, not _their_ side. but just realizing flat out: "they shouldn't be there." tears me apart and makes me sick. [i keep reading all these ramblings about war from folks here and the media, leftists, radicals, pro, everything, and you're the only one who made me open my mouth about it. so an apology and a thank you] xo.
from avoidance :
i have to agree with the shoe thing. he has 3847 million pairs of shoes and i think it's cute.
from solarlab :
yes. all of that. i wonder what this lucky boy must be like. how unbelievably priveledged he is to share time with you on this planet.
from solarlab :
what, were you not a child of the eighties? boxer shorts as shorts? madonna? outies! we want outies! didn't your mom ever freak when your bra strap was showoing...man i feel old. and NO NO NO starvation. even if you are kidding. just walk more. and kiss WAY more. and when you dance shake yer ass a lil' harder and raise those arms a lil' higher. knockoutkisses
from disquiet :
you tell those clem snide boys that ms. mcnutt from milwaukee says hi. i saw them last nite & cried the whole time; too perfectperfectperfect. just like you. :) love.
from disquiet :
sunday nite : meet me on the corner of belmont & southport? schuba's. doors at 9. be there or be.. uh, elsewhere. ;) love.
from solarlab :
ha ha ha ha ha ha! you are hysterical. and fabulous. and i am virtually freaking out with you on the dance floor. but you'll have to spike my drinks before i get up on stage with you to sing. so spike it already, damn. do you believe me when i say that i miss you? believe it.
from club-tough :
um yeah, i got these sideburns that go about down to my jawline and shaggy hair. i dont look like elvis (cos the pomp is tired), but i know some fat guys who look like young, older elvises. so if yr still need someone with sideburns... you got some options between 34th and 127th street(the fat elvi all live in blue island it seems) that i know of.-pf
from sexylady2007 :
What's up i was just browsing please send back
from club-tough :
karoake works wonders. i know a boy who runs it once a month at the mutiny on fullerton/western (havent been there in a while) he made a documentary which combined his love of karoake and his love of nuclear physics by bringing karoake to a lab in the antartic where scientists live for 6-9 months at a time to just work. when its time to take it down a notch i think 'hello again' by neil is stupendous. -pf
from disquiet :
too much business + warm weather = me not being at the 'puter to write you back. i'z gonna be in chicago this sunday, though -- songs: ohia at schuba's -- and we should have drinks and girltalk subsequently. you are adored. <3<3<3.
from towelphaser :
there's a couch here if you need it. for real.
from pyxie :
so interesting day...i went to this kid "joe's" house who i find out to be manson joe and i walk in to see who of all people lying on the couch, but pink. joe wanted meto give you a phone number to call him at coz he said he always thought you were really cool and he knew that you were gonna go far. especially when i told him you were in chicago. he told me he figured youd be there soon enough. but they both said hi and wish you the best of luck and joe will be giving me a number soon for you to reach him at. i didnt tell him you would call or anything..i wasnt sure. just thought id let you know! Oh yea! they were talkin shit about you know who and they said the missed laura too!
from mistakemade :
you should have had freedom toast. <3<3<3
from achren :
i must confess, i've never been to karaoke in portland. no one to go with. if you want to come hang out in the northwest, though, i'm sure we can find something. <grin> xo.m.
from achren :
someday when we are rich and fabulous we are going to coordinate and either go to the EXTREME karaoke at the laundry in melbourne or punk rock karaoke in new york city. maybe both. in the same week. what you say? xo.m.
from crapstein :
So where is the Hidden Cove? I want in on the madness.
from chuna :
oh yes. thank you miss lady. i hope the sun sticks around long enough for the both of us. lost of mwah.
from discodave :
Corduroy rules - the only fabric that doesn't just swish, it sounds like it swishes too. Dxx That last bit really needed italics, didn't it?
from dasich :
awwww but WHY. at least i'm not PAYING for the tickets. but i am driving to new orleans to see it. i guess i'll just have to find out for myself. thanks for warning me though :)
from discodave :
We could always do something in corduroy - very tactile. I think Beuys would approve (especially if we teamed it with a fedora). Dxx
from discodave :
I can see you in a beret smoking Gauloises somehow...Pr�t a Porter or what? Dxx
from abstersive :
( i haven't really been around and i'm sure that it's not really noticable, but. hi. ) and i've always called them air hockey paddles. and i think that dance dance revolutionaries are the funniest people in the world.
from keptquietly :
s~as far as i know the air hockey 'sticks' are refered to either as controllers, or as goalies. why i know this, i have no idea. i think i've played air hockey a grand total of 3 times in my whole life.~m
from avoidance :
holy shit. that is weird. my driver's license says i'm 5'8", right. so, i was at the doctor one day and decided to measure myself. i was barely 5'7", but he looked at my chart and when i was 15, i was 5'8" ..like, really, is it possible? i'm still young! i don't want to shrink.
from discodave :
"Nah" meant that I realise we can't be TOO great. It's a cross we have to bear, I guess. We're only great so others don't have to be. Dxx
from endline :
ahh yes, as a fine practitioner in the art of graffiti, i figured you would be. it's just a lame pic of the "don't trash the 'Nati" logo with a big circle-cross-out-thingie on it. i plan on making stickers, fliers, buttons, etc. all in good time, all in good time.
from solarlab :
ugh. i usually hit command c as i go. that has saved me countless times. but every now and then. but i DID just go to the wall of the forbidden city. i didn't go in but, HOLY FUCK. i wanna be a kung fu action hero so they pay ME to be inside the city.
from club-tough :
yes, for from stoney island to cicero, from devon to the wild hundreds, the summer of resistance must prevail. the skyline is ours for the taking. -pfitz
from discodave :
You know, sometimes I think we're just too damn great. Then I wake up and think "nahhh". Dxx
from towelphaser :
you're too kind. where's my damn cd?
from discodave :
Ok, if you have a brain spasm, I'll kick your ass, just so long as you do the same for me, alrighty? Dxx
from disquiet :
it's monday night. i'm home alone and drinking more than i have in weeks. you never cease to amaze me, and at the very least, let's get together & cry at songs: ohia -- sunday, march twenty-third. schuba's. in or out i'm still gonna bring you flowers. :) <3.
from solarlab :
"oh give me time, i'll be fucked by nine" used to be MY theme song. did eric say whore-moans? god, he knows you. one day, i promise i will make the downs good. i am there too. think how fun the bends will be. xoxo
from disquiet :
i heart you. the end.
from haberdasher :
yay hormones.
from circusfreak :
pretty pictures.
from solarlab :
hi honey. i knew you'd click. we are loyal. did you see the sarah reference in my last entry?
from discodave :
The cover rocks, you obviously have superpowers and I clearly, clearly, should get more sleep. Right. the. fuck. now. Dxx
from endline :
i just got yr guestbook message. and might i say that whenever you leave me messages, i feel all awestruck? cos i do. and mattress money is, indeed, a pretty kick ass song. it quite pleases me to know that you, sarah, likes something that i wrote. in fact, blows my mind. xoxo again - jess
from endline :
of course i will. it will be great. after all, you're saving me from ohio when you blow it up. i owe you big time. every hott girl needs starburst. i should ask if heather needs any. :) xoxo - jess
from avoidance :
the best note i've ever received. no, really. i should ask my mom about this. i'm a little worried. point is: i'm never having kids, still. oh, by the way, i like the pictures. you're gorgeous, dear. xo.
from misplcdmemry :
sorry, my computers screwing around...
from misplcdmemry :
hey, i love your diary.
from misplcdmemry :
hey, i love your diary.
from discodave :
Are you going for the straight-girl version of the Village People? Nun, Librarian and Cheerleader - you just need an Indian and a Cop now... Dxx
from achren :
can i be in yr live karaoke rocknroll bad? cause, really. i need some of this performance stuff. i get way too excited about karaoke and singing stupid songs and making them fun. also, i just saw pretty girls make graves, and much as i like that girl, i want to kick her out and take her place. and wear better shirts. heh. xo.m.
from club-tough :
you should come over..i'll gladly give tours of the southside, it's a wonderful thing to share with people + the music room fucking rules already- paulfitz 773-247-3416
from discodave :
Ooh - a librarian - be still my beating heart... ;) Dxx
from avoidance :
i've witnessed live childbirth before, and i had actually heard that "rumor" also, so i asked. she said she didn't. i wonder what the percentage really is.
from endline :
sounds like a really good plan. i'm having a debate right now about the columbine kids. i'm (surprise, surprise) not defending them. i think you'd be interesting to debate with. have a good day. :) xoxo -jess
from kneesocks :
you will not fucking believe this but i just had this huge conversation last night about the exact same thing! it is really gross!! btw - you look adorable in the new pics! xo-h
from endline :
sounds like a plan. but it's funny. you hate ohio. i hate indiana. my reason tho, is that it separates ohio and illinois. makes the drive to chicago 6 hours from here, instead of the three and a half it would be if indiana was kaput. maybe we can just get rid of both? :)
from solarlab :
you wanna giggle? go to: http://www.tvhunks.nl/pages/showHunk.asp?Cd_Hunk=98 and look at my soapstar ex-husband with dyed black hair. xo
from solarlab :
totally. and you can fill my box(whoa, dirty) as long as you keep calling us whores.
from chuna :
oh... you're just a sweet lady. sweet like shuga.
from solarlab :
woo hoo! hooray for us! you're like new love without complications. i HOPE you have a dark side, i would hate to be useless to you. [wink] xo.
from solarlab :
i am the BIGGEST DORK. i just left you this note in my notes section.(i did the same thing yesterday with eric)...ok twinstar. n-pole and i, who have never met are calling a blogference in september after burning man. so start saving money because i miss you. how fucking weird is that. i have only met cosmokane and he is a beautiful human being.
from endline :
dude. the new pictures are so hott... where have you been all my life? haha. xoxo -jess
from solarlab :
i should put this in print...i was such an easy birth, i was almost born in the toilet. and BTW, you have got to be kidding me how gorgeous you are.
from zamaroo :
i'm coming home tomorrow dear and i'll be up there for over a week, and I STILL NEED TO SEE SARAH'S CUTE APARTMENT. just a warning of an upcoming bunny invasion. :D
from moonsocket :
like, fucking kills me good, or fucking kills me bad? i know where you're at. where did all the pretty photos goes? i miss your visage.
from disquiet :
chan marshall. solo. at the abbey pub. this sunday. i will be there; will you? <3<3<3.
from avoidance :
are you referring to chan marshall? if so, i love you. if not, i still love you. yesterday was cat power day at my house.
from avoidance :
i like shopping entirely too much. i'm a bargain whore, like whoa. <3
from sopretty :
ya know,I would've loved to have hung out with you while i was in chicago,but no such luck. i was sad. -Julie
from achren :
ha! i just saw idiomatic's note down there about us sneaking in on you. i lurv it. hey, you should have been at the blood brothers with me last night, it would have been WAY more fun. also, does a hotter band exist? i think not. even if they are a bit young. hearts, hearts, hearts, xo.m.
from shimmyshimmy :
Snow's gotta stop sometime. Don't send it here, though, okay? ;)
from avoidance :
someone told me they liked my diesel jeans. i told them they were knock offs, too. also: fake steve maddens (even though steve maddens aren't too expensive, but 1/2 of a week's pay for me would buy me some black mary janes.) are the best. i'm cheap.
from solarlab :
you sound so safe right now. i'm glad. i wish my mom's house felt like any of that.
from tanglespine :
sarah, weeeeeee!!!! my mail account blew up but all should be well again at fashionableyounglad@hotmail - send me something when you get a sec so I can catch up on all the midwest antics n' excitement. can't wait to talk to ya dahling, can't wait to hear about hardesty n' army life, I'm sure he's quite amused by all of it.
from discodave :
http://www.amazon.co.uk/exec/obidos/ASIN/B00008A8KV/ref%3Dase%5Finvisithebomb/026-9458464-7314826 New Bangles album - love the cover, don't you? Dxx
from endline :
hmm. he's black and adorable. i could see maybe Mark or Anton or.... i'm not sure. lol i do that a lot, but usually only with the people with mullets. i'm a mullet-hunter.
from disquiet :
i will swoop down to the windy city with flowers and packets of hot chocolate next weekend. we can shriek over boys from omaha at schuba's and go out for thai afterwards. mmm? call me if you need me; i'll be on the road so you can hit up the cell. feel better, honey. <3<3<3<3
from club-tough :
ever read the david sedaris thing in 'me talk pretty one day' about being an unqualified teacher at the art institute? im not saying yr unqualified...i wouldnt know.. its just reminiscent...p
from avoidance :
good luck! (i'll stop leaving 500 notes a day, i promise)
from discodave :
Fair enough - I wanted to be Davy Jones anyway - take the "Scouse" out of the song title and I think I fit the bill, yeah? I wonder...was he the reason David Bowie had to call himself Bowie? Dxx
from mistakemade :
i have issues sarah, big issues that only you can address and hopefully change. first of all, where the hell is yr face on yr diary??? i'll be damned if you can't conjure up some picture to magically appear so that we all on diaryland will get our fix of the most beautiful face on here. second of all, i need a magically delicious red dress. one that'll knock me off my soap box and even take yr breath away. so dear sister, help. help me. <3<3<3
from club-tough :
damn, my notes are way too long
from club-tough :
here's the thing about the beloved sox... theyre the southside's team and like the southside, they can pull through in a crunch, but to love them (like the southside) one must get used to dissappointment. my favorite moment was...i think it was sometime in the 80s, they made it to the playoffs under the slogan 'winning ugly' cos they always pulled through by a coupla points... the white sox will never throw nohitters or sweep the world series, because they are too sweet and human to do such a thing......--------paulfitz
from discodave :
I shouldn't have watched the Brady Bunch the other night...I have visions of all the diarylanders I know doing choeographed routines to the Monkees. Dxx
from disquiet :
RAR! i *heart* you and we need to go see rilo kiley next friday. whaddaya say, miss?
from avoidance :
i've never done live karaoke. i'm wayyy too shy and easily embarassed. i'd start turning different shades of red. plus, i wouldn't want to torture anyone.. but in the privacy of my own home (and maybe a few friends around), i can handle it. xo.
from lizgallo :
I have been doing some contemplating of my own. Things are getting better, but I just need to focus. I know I will stay in Austin for awhile, but I think eventually the "Big" step would be to go to New York. It will be years, though before I get even close. I need a busy bustling city to keep me occupied. I hope you find what you are looking for. xoxo
from discodave :
Someone just hit me looking for "Rhinestone Jumpsuit" - are you bored and surfing the net or something? Dxx
from avoidance :
i work in a music store and we have karaoke machines for sale. whenever we're closing, i turn one on and sing bad eighties songs. not as good as singing motley crue on countertops, but still fun and somewhat therapeutic.
from haberdasher :
i was late man. i am a man on the go go go
from mistakemade :
yr so full of shit. you cry at EVERYTHING! hehe. <3<3<3
from avoidance :
i plan on staying here for 2 years for personal reasons but i will end up doing it. thank you for the words of encouragement.
from discodave :
Heh - I used to do it too - and collect bruises and grazes on my shins. Picking scabs was a favourite hobby until age 10. Dxx
from disquiet :
my rockstar boyfriend lives in nyc. i would go and give you both cups of coffee and cheek kisses whenever my bank account and vacation days would let me. <3<3<3
from idiomatic :
you can't not come to nyc.
from club-tough :
i was going to leave a note, but it wouldve been too long... instead it became an entry about chicago and how stubborn it is... i dont think it even scatched the surface on my love for and frustration with this town. i've come to identify with chicago far too much. with love and squalor - paul fitz
from avoidance :
good luck with whatever you choose to do. it's funny, because i'm dying to go to chicago, and apparently you're dying to get out.
from haberdasher :
i learned to play a song because i was bored. the song is called 1 lb. of in. i was bored and it was the first attainable song i put on
from chuna :
that guy! that guy was doing "flips" and dancing crazy style on valentine's day. of course, he could be a different guy.
from idiomatic :
one night, achren and i are going to sneak into your house and disarm you and then wake you up and make you dress us and then take you out for some rawk.
from disquiet :
if you need hostin' space for yr images & you still have 'em, just lemme know. i have a ton of space on my server & you are more than welcome to it. also, my car will be in working order within the next 30 business days [g*d willing] and you're first on my list for a visit. <3<3<3.
from discodave :
Beuys? He's a bit of a nutter, isn't he? He used to tell a story about crash-landing when he was a pilot in the war, or something, didn't he? But yeah, I'll make a rabbit out of lard or something... Dxx
from pucca-noodle :
hey, i was just thinking about you. then you poppled up, kinda wierd. seriously. im someone you may have forgetten all about. or maybe you'll be glad i haven't forgotten you. im not trying to be spooky, just saying hi.
from avoidance :
my list looks something like that. save money, stop drinking soda, do laundry, travel, discover places.. yadda yadda. anyway, i hope you get to accomplish them all.
from solarlab :
you recieved it perfectly. i am wildly in love with each and every one of you. and each bond is different and specific. i'm not kidding. and when i type, i am totally thinking just that. when i get back to america, i am going to try to organize a party of some sort to get us all together. it's what i do. find, create and spill into communties that support and uplift us all from the absurdity of humanness...to celebrate. you are my queen, don't you know...
from dasich :
you, my friend, are definitely rad.
from dasich :
hey it's like 40 degrees today. fucking louisiana weather. 70 one day, we get drenched for two and then it's down to 30-40 again. argh! but yeah, i'd take this any day over below freezing for any amount of time over a week.
from discodave :
Good, good - you had me worried - there seems to be a winter exodus going on right now. Dxx
from discodave :
Shit - not only are suggesting disappearing...but I can't even lust after images? Dxx
from cogwheel :
to what are you afuckingddicted?
from idiomatic :
you. are. the best.
from allinonegirl :
what a nice diary you have. You write very well and some of your entries have everything to do with me :-D
from towelphaser :
SUV+cellphone = deserving of a smashed headlight.
from towelphaser :
nice!!! did you break it?
from discodave :
I can't make up my mind if it takes the fun out of stalking when someone asks you to...does that mean you'll leave the curtains open? Dxx
from mistakemade :
i'll call you on saturday day. have a happy <3 day. <3<3<3
from avoidance :
after many many many notsocold winters in florida, i am ready for chicago. what's the temperature right now?
from maralisa :
You're making me think of a Ryan Adams song. Admittedly, lots of things make me think of Ryan Adams songs. But this one is my favourite, it's pretty and heartbreaking all at once. And it just happens to be called "Dear Chicago" xx
from haberdasher :
did you read what carly wrote earlier? she was complaining that it was 70 degrees out. i say we kill her until she dies from it because my hypothalmus can't even remember what it was like to regulate my temperature in climates above arctic. that little tanktop wearing bitch. she's dead.
from towelphaser :
i hear toronto is nice this time of year...
from club-tough :
god, im glad someone else hates winter as much as i. everytime i proclaim my hatred someone says 'but its nice when the seasons change...'. yes, it is. when they change away from winter. and, a bit late, fuck yeah... everything about air mail is sexy. i once traded moonpix by cat power to a girl in russia for an adventures in stereo cd just so i could get a package from russia... it was marked with planes and wrapped with string. i took pictures, but was left with only a blurry shot and a cd which i listen to much less than i desire to listen to my lost copy of moonpix, but it was worth it. -p
from kneesocks :
heart-shaped ring pops in the middle of a bunch of junk mail can make a girls day!! xoxo -h
from crapstein :
Columbia,girl. Y tu?
from haberdasher :
hahahaha!! who wrote this gem? you're the best.
from discodave :
You'll get something right back atcha, just as soon as I've found some coins behind the back of the sofa. Or sold my body... To science, I mean - not anything, you know, sordid... Dxx
from discodave :
Get better soon, hon. The world needs people like you on the streets. Even if it's only to get people to honk their horns. Dxx
from crapstein :
Feel better. Get better. Yeah. So for sure we will go and have ourselves some RocknRoll fun. Until then, just breathe.
from dasich :
yo i need some serious help with the wardrobe here. i have some ideas, what's the first step to make em real? gaaaaaah.
from disquiet :
air mail is sexy, sarah is sexier. universal truth. mwah! xo.
from lizgallo :
Luna have been a favorite of mine for about four years now, thier music is pretty relaxing, albeit not in your face rock and roll, but who needs that shit all the time anyway? Check out Pup Tent, Bewitched, and Days of Our Nights. My parents are still giving me shit for leaving. I do not care. I will never go back to that one way town ever again. EVER. so yeah
from disquiet :
ooooh! black, i think. i dig fuschia-sorta-pink but 95% of my wardrobe is black, so i go with black EVERYTHING in day-to-day choices. mwah! <3<3<3. p.s. homies RULE! they have vending machines of little gangstas at the grocery store i go to. SO GREAT.
from discodave :
Couldn't find P. Diddy, but I did get this: http://www.vitaltoys.com/noframes/index.html Check the thing at the bottom - "Homies" - get your own Chicano gang. What the fuck? Dxx
from zamaroo :
i miss you dear! your doll is adorable and just thought i should let ya know i still read you addictively and point out that i still have not seen your apartment in the city...
from discodave :
Hey - that looks a hell of a lot better than P-Diddy's one. You should market those babies. Dxx
from maralisa :
I don't think you ever read me, but just in case... username=passport, password=control xx
from dasich :
the doll is perfect. i can't wait to see the finished product. my kitty is trying to attack the words i am typing. she's so cute.
from lizgallo :
Hello Miss Sarah! *HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG* Damn, I think I need one too now... Where are you living now? Still in Chi-town? Take care, darlin'!
from solarlab :
i am hugging you from 7,000 miles away. if you ever run away, run away to me. i will make it all make sense. i promise.
from kneesocks :
i'm so glad they got there ok! i hope you like them! xo-h
from disquiet :
HUG. oh girl.
from discodave :
Fuck. You and me both, love. You and me both. Dxx
from endline :
definately gay. ::hug:: -jess
from haberdasher :
it hurts like you wouldn't believe to read that. seriously.
from monday-night :
*hug* [we all need em sometime]
from towelphaser :
i would LOVe to throw some fucking chairs with you. how's saturday?
from disquiet :
oh man. yr scheduling is bad news! at the very least, we already have the best dates ever for valentine's day, yes? to be discussed when i am less drunk. <3 you.
from dasich :
well i don't want you to have to make it. unless you wanted to. i'm just saying come up with something rad that i can put together from scrap, ya know?
from dasich :
what would it take to get you to design a couple ensembles for me? i need oddly feminine, but very not obvious. and i need it to be things i can put together from a thrift store. ya know, mix and match. let me know.
from mistakemade :
what the eff? ft. benning here we come. that news makes me feel miserable. <3<3<3
from achren :
you have such a plethora of messages here, and with good reason, miss writes-amazing-things. hey, i think i asked this before, but i forget things. are you on IM? come talk to me, i'm up late and there is no one to talk to. oui? xo.jennyquantum, queen of the nerdy usernames.
from mistakemade :
i <3 you too and what the hell do you mean i don't know you? shiiit. i know you. <3<3<3
from mistakemade :
hell yeah he did it on purpose! and i'm telling you, the most glorious missouri/american grizzly mix mullet i've seen west of the mississippi. and don't you worry, i have LOADS of pictures of this, way too good to go unnoticed. <3<3<3
from white-tie :
Holy fuckshit! You met Paul Banks' little cousin? Well, assuming it's Paul's cousin. She never said, did she? Man, if I were her, I'd make him sign a bunch of napkins or something and sell em at school for ten bucks a pop...
from neuroticaa :
mmm i like this diary. wanna trade lives? <3
from dasich :
you know it. and she's funny as hell.
from white-tie :
you like amazing music. fuck yeah. amen to that. the end.
from endline :
i'm trying, i'm trying. but he just doesn't seem to come in anymore. he must be busy. i'll just pretend like he's nervous around me because he likes me so much. but i look like a total sexy bitch tonite. so if he comes in, the molestation commences. hehe. ::hugs::
from crapstein :
So... Send me an e-mail...and then we can play in the streets of Chicago and you can stay at my house when yr. heat doesn't work etc... [email protected]
from countscapula :
I live in the City of Duluth. It's a suburb of Atlanta. I love your diary.
from haberdasher :
umm, i just got a huge fucking bananna in the mail, and it totally had your modus operandi written all over it. and i can't stop fucking laughing. you are totally fucking nuts. seriously. but i love it in my own fucked-up way.
from disquiet :
been stayin' in too much. still : love you&miss you. <3<3<3.
from endline :
god, get out while i can? i couldn't have said it better. and i've been trying. i think i'm trapped. eep. hehe. xoxo -jess
from crapstein :
So, you wanna get a beer? Or just hangout and listen to Neutral Milk Hotel? ;)
from endline :
so i was reading random back entries and i found one about how much you hate ohio. i live there. and i hate it too. and no, there's not much to do besides tip cows, and other things. hehe. ::hugs::
from dasich :
ya know it was really unfair because a lot of those i had never even talked about. most of them probably. but, now you know! :)
from pyrite :
i don't know how much you like the guerilla girls, but if you doooooooo you should come up to the north shore during feb. 12-14 and come to our guerilla girl extravaganza. yes.
from kneesocks :
i still havent gotten my supplies from the STUPID BUTTON PEOPLE. but i swear - the second i do those bad boys will be in the mail! xo -h
from haberdasher :
for your sarah-ness.
from moonsocket :
hello dahling! it's a travesty about the sticker situation. i was really looking forward to pasting them all across this place called canada. perhaps a little later on into the future we can do it up right. i'll be harassing you again shortly about them. and as for the gurl in elvis shades, yes, it could be love. i mean, it's all about the shades! my own little version of a canadian indie-anna. *sigh* and everything is all good...
from towelphaser :
ow...
from haberdasher :
send me some 'rad stickers. i'll take pictures of where i put them (aside from their use as pasties on my bountiful chest)
from lizgallo :
It's sad that a child could be conceived minus the burning passionate aforementioned attributes, minus love, minus hate, minus anything. Just boredom? That kid will have to deal with some major psycho-therapy. Don't be nervous about the stickers. Just go for it, no holds barred. You should start with Chicago, then make it a nationwide attempt, crossing the country plastering your pretty mug in every city corner, bathroom stall, and shady news stand. It will be a Sarah takeover! Forget Sadaam Hussein! Everyone watch out for Miss Sarah! Old Georgey won't know what hit him.
from eatingmyhead :
if only i could get my fingers in the back of your head. find that spot back there. place my hand inside. feel your jaw when you speak. feel the breath you breathe. well then maybe i would know you better. no. i believe i would almost be you. but alas. i am too far from your body. and you are too far from my body. later. we shall see.
from crapstein :
qiute=quite
from crapstein :
Your entry today is qiute...beautiful/hopeless/lifelike/enchanting. You do have a way with words.
from disquiet :
the way you observe the truth makes me see stars. &i hopehopehope i can see you tonight. <3<3<3x100.
from endline :
tell me about it. swoooon. ::hugs:: -jess
from circusfreak :
me neither, but we all do.
from solarlab :
thank you thank you thank you. ok amazing girl, promise me one day, even after i'm a famous mega pop star in shanghai, even after we have read a gazillion more days of each other's lives...one day we can rock the casbah in the real world. xo. solar
from shutupmom :
OHHHH. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU. HAVENT TALKED TO A SINGLE PERSON TODAY EXCEPT FOR THE GUY WHO TOOK MY ORDER HERE AT THE CAFE. BUT HE DONT SPEAK VERY GOOD ENGLISH. AND I GUESS I DONT EITHER. BUT YOU, MY DARLING, YOU JUST MADE MY DAY. EVER SEE THE MOVIE "SINGLES" CUZ I THINK THATS WHERE IT STEMS FROM. BUT BESIDES ALL THAT, IS THAT YOU PRETTY GIRL IN THOSE PICTURES ON YOUR PAGE?
from haberdasher :
this leads me to believe that there are bad nights and there are good nights. i want you to know that that was hard for me, but i did it because it was you.
from abstersive :
my journal is super wonky. i don't know how to fix it. you've got my address if you ever feel like saying hello, of course.
from eatingmyhead :
try me.
from eatingmyhead :
even if for the first time.
from eatingmyhead :
i am good to rediscover.
from endline :
and shit, i signed under the wrong name. it was supposed to be smalllife. oh well. blame it all on the rain. i love you the same anyway.
from endline :
dude. sarah just signed my guestbook. and i've admired you afar for so long. you really are rad, you know. this is crazy. and also, i dont really take drugs, and dont plan on it. me promiso. :) thanks for being part of making my day. hehe.
from mistakemade :
spanky pants RULE! yeah baby, you heard me. they FUCKING RULE!!! <3<3<3
from towelphaser :
cause hypothetically, if you were in said "band", i'd request to hear your damn "music", post haste.
from towelphaser :
are you in some form of "band"?
from discodave :
Cool- oh and remind me to give you my address so I can get a few thumb tacks onto your "Sarah is Rad International" map. Dxx
from abstersive :
what do you mean? e-mail me, i lost yr. address.
from discodave :
When I was at school, I did projects on witchcraft, so I could use hesian and coarse, thick wool for that "medieval" look. It kinda worked, but it meant I never learnt had to stitch neatly. I'll show you the stuff sometime, when we venture back to the Mid-West, or New York, maybe? Dxx
from sopretty :
this is julie aka ghotihook. I might be in chicago in march for a hair show. i'll have free time.you should come and save me
from towelphaser :
i can't take it. when she pretends to be a librarian she burns a hole through my head
from towelphaser :
yeup, i do believe that's kathleen hanna in MY diary, and NOT yours.. yeup indeed...
from towelphaser :
back off, dude. she's mine.
from disquiet :
ohhh man. you are a stronger girl than i, to have yr face facing city streets you're not actually roaming down. we must make a date this weekend, however brief. c'mon, baby, i move slow. ;)
from kneesocks :
i feel your pain. this is why i switched to waterproof mascara in the 11th grade - and i can never go back now. loreal voluminous makes a good waterproof.
from disquiet :
eeeeeeeeee! i got yr package&i love you even more forever than i had originally planned! :)
from discodave :
Got you, yes - thanks. I really like that film as well...paint tins have never been so cool. Dxx
from discodave :
Hell, where'd all these notes appear from? Did I miss something? What definitely does not? Dxx
from eatingmyhead :
you do know who i am. and you do not.
from eatingmyhead :
i see joseph is no longer a favorite of your's. that is something. but you really should look at this.
from eatingmyhead :
well. hello.
from solarlab :
totally benevolent intent...you are stunning.
from lizgallo :
this is a little late on the sticker brigade, but I like sticker number two, if you swapped the Sarah is Rad text from number one... it is swankier. Good luck with the lyrics!
from solarlab :
you can cry into my hands and we will splash our faces and the droplets will turn into ladybugs.
from solarlab :
at macworld registration, after occupation i put WORLD DOMINATION. if you ever want to swap strategy tips...word.
from dasich :
calm yer nerve! i ate the pizza LATE last night when i wasn't even hungry. it's all good. we're even and still on. but today all that coffee has CLEANED me out COMPLETELY.
from andy-tai :
why... i love you too!!
from idiomatic :
please. i feel like a 12-year-old boy with credit cards.
from haberdasher :
COOK ME SOME EGGS BITCH!
from haberdasher :
i can cook because of my latest obsession, even though i could before. now i'm proud of it.
from solarlab :
hi sexy. thanks for being the other half of our mutual admiration. as for feedback request, sticker #2. definitely. talk about hottie...so glad to finally cross paths.
from disquiet :
NEXT weekend next weekend, like the 17th&18th&a.m. of the 19th? camper van are doing, i believe, an early show at the abbey on the 18th, and if so, i am SO THERE. :) and i bet yr "800 pounds" is actually like "0.000008 pounds." ;) <3<3<3.
from haberdasher :
and about that shirt: who the fuck is this eric asshole?! is he bigger than me?
from haberdasher :
I GOT A PACKAGE TODAY
from kewaba :
Which sticker did you end up making?
from disquiet :
OHMYGOD. that's the cutest shirt ever, and we need to get together next weekend, because i'm coming to chicago whether you like it or not. ;) <3<3<3
from haberdasher :
wait... number 2 but with the font of number one
from kewaba :
two is so much more Rad....
from club-tough :
one, definitely and defiantely..xopf
from countscapula :
Two. It's glorious.
from mistakemade :
one. definitely one. <3<3<3
from kneesocks :
do them both!
from haberdasher :
and my memoirs will be called 'my life as a turd'
from haberdasher :
#2. and that's final.
from pyrite :
two. cause you are rad.
from ponyluv :
one
from discodave :
One. Dxx
from idiomatic :
two
from haberdasher :
why do you need to study theories when you have your own? apply to tech the children of the world about the controlist theory. dig?
from mistakemade :
holy shit balls o' cracka muthas!!! there is this grrrl at borders who is dating graham smith...oh yes, graham smith, the strongest man alive. yr prolly gonna do the thing you do, "oh, cool." but sarah...this is more than cool. this is fucking awesome...okay, i'll stop now. haha <3<3<3
from disquiet :
ooh do i love you. times a hundred.
from abstersive :
thanks for the words.
from moonsocket :
hello friend! happy holidaze? what is this 'i'm done' stuff? you are not leaving the d-land are you? please, in the immortal words of rivers cuomo: "say it ain't so!" i live for your words. even though i am not here often anymore, i would not be able to sustain on a lack of indie-anna. please don't go.
from moonsocket :
hello friend! happy holidaze? what is this 'i'm done' stuff? you are not leaving the d-land are you? please, in the immortal words of rivers cuomo: "say it ain't so!" i live for your words. even though i am not here often anymore, i would not be able to sustain on a lack of indie-anna. please don't go.
from monday-night :
those kinds of days are unavoidable, as much as you try. and tomorrow's always something new to wake up to. [xo]
from disquiet :
thinkin' 'bout chicago for the weekend. are you home? i'm glad you had a good new year's. <3<3<3.
from discodave :
Hell yes - next year I don't know where I'll be, but I know who I want to spend it with - you're welcome to drop by if you're in the neighbourhood. Have a good New Year, Dxx
from discodave :
Home doesn't feel like home does it? They don't keep our rooms as a shrine to high school like the John Hughes films... You have to do the love thing, however scary it is. That's the law. Dxx
from maralisa :
Having one of those moments I wish we knew each other at all, so that the fact that I give a shit means even a little to you. Please take care of yourself xx
from discodave :
I fancy a trip to Peru or Chicago as well...I don't think I'd want to let someone drive through South Dakota alone though... Dxx
from circusfreak :
you're? i meant your. i'm really drunk right now.
from circusfreak :
oh indie anna. i'm so glad you got there okay. are you talking abour peru, il? i pass it on the way to monmouth (school) last semester, ah. how depressing. i always see the "tiki inn." it's like a mile marker for me. i'm so glad you're okay. semi's and suv's are the devil. your'e family is rad. tell them the rule. my family is pants. PANTS.
from pyxie :
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
from disquiet :
aw, i love you! &merry crismis. :)
from achren :
merry christmas! now tell me about this island. is it semi-tropical and can i eat sushi there? count me in. also, you are making me miss road trips, with this talk of doug martsch (whose name i can't spell) and driving. i keep trying to figure out if there's any roundabout way to get to chicago without having to cross SD and WY on my own. heh. xoxox.m.
from mistakemade :
why do you lock it!!! do you want me to go insane??? you never let me read yr diary, just haberdancer...oh that haberdancer... sarah, come here now. <3<3<3
from maralisa :
locked? :(
from achren :
me = fishetarian. don't kill me. xo.m. (could never, ever give up sushi.)
from discodave :
Tell you what, let's buy an old DC10. We could paint it gold and fly about picking up various nearests and dearests before crash-landing on a Pacific Island and starting a cargo cult with us as deities. Merry Christmas, love. <3 <3 <3 (I can do it too!) Dxx
from achren :
<3!<3!<3! i did it right! whee! (this is the result of today's capitalist treat - a giant starbucks confection - suddenly hitting my bloodstream.) love, m.
from achren :
i heart you also, though i cannot quite figure out how to make little heartshapes with the keys. <3? something like that, no? oh, i dunno, it's too close to christmas and my brain has stopped working. xo.m.
from discodave :
Do you want to run it out of Chicago, or some sort of hollowed-out mountain hideaway on a volacanic island? Cos, you know, either works for me. You look good even like that. Damn you. Dxx
from pyrite :
dude. i'll bring my copy of deerhunter and then i'll steal scot,pa and smuggle it back up to chi-town and it'll turn into a chris walken fest.
from haberdasher :
YOU'RE SARACIDAL
from moonsocket :
oh, if it's not one thing, it's a muthfuckin nuther! it's been pushed back until the first week of february. and the peeps we were supposed to hook up with in bc, are moving back to alberta. so everything we had planned, is shot. i was just venting last entry. it was like the third or fourth day in a row something new blew out. it makes me happy to know that at least your stickers is still a go. kuz if they wasn't, you know i'd just have to call the whole thing off!!! if you please....your take on the 'sahara hotnights'? yes/no?
from abstersive :
word on the street is that i'll see you when i'm in the midwest. if that's so, hell yeah. best. week. EVER. i swear.
from subtitle :
and you have the first line of my favorite modest mouse song as the title of your page. check plus.
from dasich :
the last entry, i mean.
from dasich :
i like that. i really do.
from disquiet :
just wanted to remind you that you are adored, and especially so by yours truly. :) hugs & kisses all the way from wisconsin.
from achren :
always on at the same time, indeed, but alas, late at night (aussie time) i am generally on this stupid terminal in the hostel that has no messenger programs or any goodness. i can't even right click or copynpaste. tis MOST annoying. sometime, though! shit will be gotten together. xo.m.
from haberdasher :
i hope the shit at the art instititit is going good m'lady. i see you.
from dasich :
if you want that done, you should definitely not let the pain hold you back. because if it's small, it will take them about 15 minutes to do it and it's a matter of deep breaths and singing to get through it. and the only part that really bothered me was that tendon right there in the middle of your wrist. but otherwise, it was fun and interesting.
from discodave :
Why can't we all just meet up and get shit-faced together whilst dancing to Elvis? It sounds like a good idea to me, right now. Dxx
from abstersive :
high five, indeed!
from achren :
i have been writing lots of mental letters to myself these days, yet my brain still refuses to balance. i think you have a point about getting them from the outside as well, and thus: thank you for that, most fabulous lady. i am working on shedding the moodiness and making my boots act like dancing shoes. we'll see how it goes. but when we meet, there will be real dancing, and real shoes. um, does that make sense?
from achren :
it's something in the air. i went to bed at midnight last night - on a friday! refusing invitations to go out! - in tears. stupid melodramas in the head. there is a nasty breeze all over the world, or else between there and here. xoxo.m.
from moonsocket :
it's never selfish to want to be missed. we all want to be missed by someone. is it appropriate for me to say that i miss you, even if i haven't even met you yet???
from abstersive :
hi, this is me knowing that feeling completely. don't worry, missy. it could always be worse, and it always gets better.
from achren :
nothing but the best kind of trouble, lady who is also one of my most favorite ladies around, and most likely topping the list among those i've never met! (was that actually a sentence?) the hallway is indeed a good warm place for playing, and falling asleep when drunk, and clickety-clacking down in noisy boots when everyone else's gone to sleep. come play. xo.m.
from dasich :
hell yeah. i had this list of songs and most were from lonesome crowded west, but i had to redo my list so they weren't all from that. cowboy dan it is.
from haberdasher :
getting any sleep done?
from dasich :
sarah...if there's one modest mouse song you'd HAVE to play in an hour of modest mouse songs, what would it be? tell me and it shall be played.
from idiomatic :
oh yeah, i'm a real tomato! but, as we all know, it's a lot of work to be a natural beauty.
from kneesocks :
im totally down for this new world thing. it should be illegal for people with our talents to be working the crappy jobs we do. we need an undiscovered island - except one with seasons. xo -h
from abstersive :
giving a little boy elvis presents! so. fucking. great. congrats. ( p.s.: your boss is a sad, sad bastard. when&where do i respond to the invitation? )
from moonsocket :
alright, shugah! let's get this party started! i'll email you my address. where are you at? for future reference, i am here: [email protected] you'll get the whole photo-documentary as it happens! now let's have some fun with this!
from disquiet :
&ohyeah: maybe it's just cos i'm drunk and i just got a completely unexpected phone call from another one of my favourite people in the world, but i think i may just drive to chicago next friday. you up for booze&breakfast at the bite cafe&girltalk 'til yr eyes fall out? xoxoxoxo.
from idiomatic :
the causy way is not a cult. send your address to me at [email protected] and i will send you something in return. oh, p.s., you should go to the Open End (2000 w fulton) tonight at 9PM.
from disquiet :
you have this uncanny way of telling my heart&giving me goosebumps. lady, how do you do it? <3<3<3.
from moonsocket :
i'm goinbg to try the mirror thing as soon as i get home. sounds like a ton-o-fun! i was wondering if you managed to go get your 'sarah is rad' stickers made? i would like to acquire some if i could. i'm going on a cross canada road trip in january, from ontario to bc, and i would like to let the masses up here know just what they're missing, and what i already know...you're a fucking STAR!!!! what do you say?!
from moonsocket :
i'm goinbg to try the mirror thing as soon as i get home. sounds like a ton-o-fun! i was wondering if you managed to go get your 'sarah is rad' stickers made? i would like to acquire some if i could. i'm going on a cross canada road trip in january, from ontario to bc, and i would like to let the masses up here know just what they're missing, and what i already know...you're a fucking STAR!!!! what do you say?!
from haberdasher :
if we're talking about me here, baby, there ARE no fucking flaws.
from abstersive :
holy christ, i just died laughing.
from idiomatic :
http://www.santashaker.com/
from discodave :
True Romance style, I know... Dxx (Maybe without James Gandolfini and the corkscrew, though)
from tba :
all it takes is one person. [thank you]
from ponyluv :
what kind of shoes? :) i'm jealous... p.s. i have a new, more boring diary. username meeker.
from abstersive :
( thank you. )
from haberdasher :
no. i mean yes. wait, what was the question?
from abstersive :
yes.
from mistakemade :
i find it HIlarious that you fail to mention that yr graceful ass went a' slippin' and a' slidin' when you tried to stand up! yr just as ridiculous flyin' around the banks of wabash wabash wabash as i am. turkey tit. <3<3<3
from haberdasher :
i should've been there. i know.
from dasich :
fucking right! dude don't know who he's messin wit.
from tba :
sounds like a real, live, honest to goodness time. happy 24. xo.
from dielya :
hope you had a happy birthday! and you look about as 24 as i do :) ha, i still get id'd for R rated movies...
from kstarr :
i'm not big on big talk. more drunk talk.
from tremble :
happy saturday :) here i go...i'm about to *gulp* call you...but if i don't get a hold of you before you go out i hope you guys have a rawkin' good time. i have THINGS to give you. happy 24th!! <3
from haberdasher :
happy b day baby. happy happy birthday
from discodave :
"Happy Birthday! Happy Birthday!" (sung in the style of Altered Images for no good reason) Dxx
from discodave :
Hell yes - you, me, Molly and Leslie (Space-oddity). That sounds like a good time waiting to happen. Your country or mine? Dxx
from lizgallo :
Hey, Sarah... just wanted to drop you a line and say you are NOT alone, as much as it fucking feels that way. Just by reading your past few entries, I can totally tell where you're at, I was there myself, hell, my foot's barely out of the plane. I decided to move to Austin, say fuck it all to hell, if I don't do it I never will, much to my parent's and some friend's dismay. But it's not their life that I'm living, it's mine. So I stake my claim on it. And I commend you for staking your claim on yours. That is all.
from discodave :
Sounds like the way my Thursday's going to go... Dxx
from kneesocks :
congratulations on your decision to move! where are you going? i will HAVE to come visit both before and after. ♥ xo ♥ -h
from disquiet :
screw this "snow" stuff -- i'm hoppin' a train out east. wanna come? ;) you are adored x 1000, just fyi. <333.
from tba :
sweetest.girl.ever. [did i tell you that a few weeks ago, when i was in yr city, i kept an eye out for little stickers you might have placed around?]
from discodave :
It disturbs me that I like it - it's like Saved by the Bell with a budget and scriptwriters. I have an atlas at home with big highlighted lines on every second page. I want to blow the map of the US up to A0 size, or maybe bigger. Dxx
from abstersive :
re: maps-- for some time, i've had a tiny map of the country with a blue line marking mke -- phl. i stare at it, a lot. i touch my pinky and thumb to the cities on maps when i see them and close my eyes. it's warming to see that i'm not the only one.
from neuroticaa :
hello... i just added you to my d-land hall of fame... aka, my favorite diaries... because, well, you are just that cool. lol drop me a line some time =)
from haberdasher :
hey nogg, stop faking us out and put up a real entry you sleepless fashion maven.
from haberdasher :
schbhood is typing
from abstersive :
i challenge you to a duel!
from pyxie :
its ok because i love the cars just as much as you do...maybe more
from haberdasher :
what did you leave unsaid. say it to me
from pyrite :
ooo! that sticker is GENIUS.
from zamaroo :
my computer froze in the middle of the wet t-shirt contest... so now i can cheat. :)
from kewaba :
Your web site makes someone you have never meet, better. I though you should know.
from circusfreak :
working at the empty bottle. it'd be a nice thing for anyone. i like you.
from haberdasher :
i'm so upset at myself for not getting 100% on the quiz. at least i beat the damn margaret. yes. in her face.
from lizgallo :
I'm sure more people care about you then you realize, if not than they are missing out. It's frustrating as all hell when you are at that point where you get really terrified about what your future holds, where you're going, etc. People our age don't know, that's why they are all Psych and business majors. But it's just a stage. And some get out sooner than others. Some never get out of it. And some think they get out of it, but never really do. So which are you? I think I'm closer to the latter. hope things get better for ya. take care
from kneesocks :
so true - so true. i need to get a life & stop worrying about that dumb shit. but still . . .on other notes, i think hankiii is playing in chicago soon - you should go! also, i took your test, but i failed miserably. i suck at tests. xo h
from discodave :
OK, so I screwed up the quiz, but not too badly, I guess... Dxx
from disquiet :
i know i owe you a superlongletter, but i just wanted to stop by and say --> mwah! & xo. :)
from dasich :
i think i've fallen madly in love with you. let's get trapped in an elevator all night.
from discodave :
Heh - you forget - I used to go to art school. The ratio of girls to boys was phenomenal...I once went shopping for a halloween costume with 10 girls, all of whom were trying to get me to try on the dresses. Life was hard. ;) Dxx
from abstersive :
there was a period in my life (ages 9-13) where i would constantly fantasize about people dropping into musical numbers when they inadvertently made references to songs. a lot of times, people would reference blondie and not even know it. this led to much of these scenarios revolving around the walls of the room breaking away to reveal the cover of the "parallel lines" lp, with whoever said it dressed as debbie harry. even the boys.
from kneesocks :
i'd do it, but i'm busy trying to put together my own n.w.a. all-girl cover band - with me as a white female easy-e. we will play a show together.
from discodave :
I would, but I'm not sure I can afford all the heroin... Dxx
from discodave :
The dolls in Barbarella still scare the bejesus out of me. you know the ones, the cute little porcelain ones with the heads that hinge back to reveal the serrated metal teeth - they scare me. So much so, I start using words like "bejesus". Dxx
from tba :
we are few and far between. hooray for us. xo.
from tanglespine :
perhaps sometime today? I'm sure your super busy so no worries if you've got too much going on but I'll be floating around the city late afternoon most likely if your up for a bit of extra socialization antics. Either way I'll give yah a call =)
from moonsocket :
HOT FUCKING SNAKES!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!! TURN THAT SHIT UP!!!! [i got your back, yo!]
from aidan-cage :
deep breaths calm and cure all. PEACE - Tristan
from kneesocks :
the second one of us starts having a good time, the other one's life starts to suck! try melatonin if you keep having sleep problems - its at GNC for like $5 - take it from a seasoned veteran of insomnia.
from discodave :
Ahh - I see Molly got here first and said exactly what I wanted to say. Thanks, though. Dxx
from achren :
DUDE. you have so many notes, you really need a guestbook for your many admirers. :) but that's not what i came here to say - i came here to leave hugs and thanks for the note you left me. you're a doll. xoxo.m.
from kneesocks :
you HAVE to show me how to shoot rubber bands when i come visit!! i too, am that girl who always has them fly back and hit her in the eye. xo h
from oipunkgrunge :
hmm you're really indie...,kinda mod looking though lol :op
from lizgallo :
Man, guys can be such dicks... but also the human condition is very strange. Girls and guys both do it. They get suckered into a relationship, bow down, drop their friends, their life, and completely absolve themselves in that person. I know people who married complete Stalins... it's sad how a person changes. But, maybe if you shoot enough rubber bands at his head it'll knock some sense into him.
from disquiet :
hey, guess what? i heart you times a thousand. and we havetohavetohaveto hang out one of these weekends. perhaps i can take a train down to chi-town [as my automobile is none too reliable] and we can wander around the magnificent mile in the freezing weather one night. try to have a good weekend. :) xoxox.
from lizgallo :
Didn't leave my email before, sorry [email protected]... hope all is well! amy
from disquiet :
i am sooooo sad we can't hang out this weekend. if you're ever in milwaukee, you have to promise to stop by -- that is, if it's before you annex your new country & never leave. :) xoxo<3.
from fadingagony :
hey ;) love ya (vegangrrl)
from lizgallo :
yes, so I can relate to your "love" diaries hehe... I have some stuff going on, esp. the journal The dr./mr. front. I thought I was eating my own words. yum yum. emails are good, send me one and we can TALK! have a great day!
from lizgallo :
"You can dance if you want to, you can leave your friends behind, cause your friends don't dance, and if they don't dance, well they're no friends of mine." Thank you very much, Mr. Roboto, dancing is fun. ( know it wasn't mr. roboto that did that song... MWH. hehe) And I wish I had Elvis in my living room. I will have to steal him, or atleast borrow him for a few days.:p
from haberdasher :
funny thing is i was just listening to that song, BUT I WAS NOT DANCING.
from enid4seymour :
How tall was Mr. Lynch's hair, do you think? [I'm insane with envy.]
from glitterscars :
congratulations for having the only diary on my buddylist that feels like opening this morning. *growls at university computers*
from moonsocket :
you make it too easy! ♥
from pyrite :
there're just some bad seeds in that old art institute, you know? it's sad and awful but then there are kids like yooou that make the art institute a worthwhile and marvelous institution. you, darlin', you're wonderful and talented and on and on. i would LOVE to go to a dynasty themed party cause it just don't get any better than that. you're a sweetheart, and that lil note ment more than you know, what with my bruised face and all.
from moonsocket :
wow.
from haberdasher :
just came in from the show, tell you all about it later. thought i'd just tell you that you'll LOVE the ex-models. they were fantastic. soon. see you.
from idiomatic :
do not freak out. whatever you do, do not freak out. "i never did mind the little things."
from disquiet :
i went on an impromptu trip to chicago last night and found myself on that very same corner, though i don't think i saw you. still, my heart jumped a little when i saw you were there, too. :) <3<3<3
from idiomatic :
it worked! you said "you are dreamy" and now i feel dreamy!
from idiomatic :
once on an elevator i saw a little note scratched into the stainless steel of the inside doors. it said "i love you." i thought that was so nice. and genius, of course, because of the captive audience staring at the doors.
from abstersive :
henry miller & kerouac in your favorite authors. hi. i'm michael.
from idiomatic :
i love the fireside.
from dasich :
hi. i don't think i've ever had contact with two people i have the most in common with. on both sides.
from keptquietly :
"I may honor many things in life. But for someone else's sorrow I must reserve my deepest bow."
from achren :
oh lady, that is far too similar to the expression on my face very frequently of late. i am sending you good wishes so you won't have to feel like that anymore. are they getting there? xo.m.
from haberdasher :
but i also don't.
from haberdasher :
i also agree with glitterscars.
from moonsocket :
i know i'm a boy and all, and maybe you don't want to hear it, but it's so blatently obvious when you keep posting those pictures. you. are. beautiful. and that's the truth!
from glitterscars :
Boys are mindfucks and just shouldn't be allowed in the life of any self-respecting girl. But we let them in anyway. They make us cry, but they are not worth it.
from haberdasher :
i want to come to chicago this weekend too. and you do the same to my eyes. constantly. right now there is a sense of panic in my breaths. .it's hard to sigh with a constricted throat.
from disquiet :
you need me to come to chicago this weekend? cos i will, in a heartbeat. you make my eyes tear up and you know why. xoxo<3.
from egon :
cell phones should cause a giant brain tumors! I m even thinking of getting rid of my phone at home. Well, I just wanted to say that I still like your diary alot!
from disquiet :
my beloved lady : no worries. i figured you'd been caught up in the business of everything. let's make a date for sometimesoonish. xo x 10.
from dasich :
this over abundance of pictures is fine by me!
from mistakemade :
YOU LOVE LAURA!!! YEAH!!! sorry...i just realized this...heehee. quite happy am i. much love sent westward from me to you. oh yeah, tell samantha that margaret pulled out her dancing shoes, she's comin' to see her and she wants to go clubbin'! *her mom said she could stay out until midnite...* <3<3<3
from mistakemade :
YOU LOVE LAURA!!! YEAH!!! sorry...i just realized this...heehee. quite happy am i. much love sent westward from me to you. oh yeah, tell samantha that margaret pulled out her dancing shoes, she's comin' to see her and she wants to go clubbin'! *her mom said she could stay out until midnite...* <3<3<3
from pyrite :
johnny knoxville IS a sexy beast. i totally wanted to jump his bones and whatnot.
from avoidance :
you, my dear, are way too cute for your own good.
from discodave :
Hell no - enjoy it girl. Dxx
from joederelict :
whisper to me your blessings, holy ste. sarah. everything has been goin' on for so long. and it still goes. i've begun again. to end again. and always again. amen.
from joederelict :
hello.
from ghotihook :
yeah,my bestfriend does.zerogirl.diaryland.com she loves it. 14 hours though.so sad. -Julie
from tanglespine :
yeah he's rockin' chicago in november, can't let anything keep me from that one =D
from ghotihook :
you went to scad? -Julianna
from zamaroo :
shh... bunny skipped school today too. *gasp* i know, shocking. bethany says i HAVE to see your apartment. so you heard it. i HAVE to see your apartment one of these days. but i probably won't be going home much anymore unless i have to..
from dasich :
heh. i love you both.
from discodave :
Yeah, it was a pretty cool wedding. Damn girl, you on heat or something? Dxx
from mistakemade :
i miss you too...a lot has happened. not so much that you would be shocked to hear but it's tough nonetheless...wish you would talk to me sometime but whenever you call i never hear yr voice...<3<3<3
from dasich :
i really like hi-c, but they're already callin me milky around there. we'll see what happens.
from disquiet :
how i love *you.* :) xo.
from crapolalola :
you look like a girl i know in chicago, and you live in chicago? weird. you're not her though. anyway, like your diary, just want to say hi.
from idiomatic :
yes please dress me! dress me dress me dress me!
from haberdasher :
hah, yeah. and i tried to call you on the way home too, but i guess i haven't updated your number in my cellular (ugh) phone, either that or i did and put it in wrong. so there. it very well could have been me, if that is the person who you know or knew it wouldn't have been or something. are you following this? i'm not. anyway, yeah. here's me sticking my tongue out at you.
from discodave :
You're right - the blue is just sooo pass�. Even the Sex and the City wardrobe department would have difficulty making us swallow that. Dxx
from dasich :
oh dear.
from discodave :
My god - how could you not want to go for that meeting with the scout? - you even eat like a supermodel. And was it a mint green gown, or a blue one? I think the green'd work better on you. Dxx
from libbyo :
Glad to hear you are okay... fainting is a regular thing for me it seems, I can even tell when it is coming on and get down on the ground to prepare, but nothing beats fainting and knocking your head off a doorknob while opening the door of the church on easter morning... although yours comes pretty damn close...
from haberdasher :
had you pulled out the little green thingy it would have pumped a few times before you grabbed it. happened to me once. cool but scary. i hope you're ok and stuff. actually i know you are and i bet it was just not eating and the medicine. hey, how about eating a little bit huh? maybe once in 16 hours or so? it does a fucking body good baby.
from kneesocks :
see - i told you that you've been looking like a hottie as of late! (or probably always but i wouldnt know). when you make a zillion dollars as the hottest model ever, cut me a 1/2 percent commision for discovering you on the internet! xo h
from haberdasher :
boy? i'm all man lady.
from haberdasher :
since you can't say no, ummm.. can i borrow like five thousand dollars, oh and can we have sex? and can i have your car (after you fix the brakes), and hmmm... i'll think of some more.
from discodave :
Damn - I'll try and find you a sweatband � la Olivia Newton John in the Let's Get Physical video... Sorry you didn't get to meet up with the boy as well. Now, when do you give Donna Karan a kick up the fashionable, but dull, backside? Dxx
from agirlyouknow :
girl, i work at arlene's on wednesday and thursday nights. i hope i spot you.. that would be fabulous. i've always been a bit wierded out (and subsequently avoided) meeting internet people. but i wsh you tons of luck with your guy. hugs ~nico :)
from discodave :
Heh - well, at least we'll get our names on stage, even if we didn't quite make it up ourselves when we were there. Enjoy (the music, the meetings, the boy) Dxx
from idiomatic :
it's the grins and the "thumbs up" on the people getting mutilated that REALLY fascinates me. i wish i knew who the graphic designer was. i'd buy him/her a beer and then run away to the other end of the bar and talk to him/her via cell phone. cause i'd be skeered.
from kneesocks :
YOURE the fashion major - who am i to say . . but do you know how totally fucking HOT an a-line skirt made from guitar strings & pics would be? i would kill . . . xo h
from discodave :
God girl - you're like Rose McGowan in Nowhere Generation - Iggy Pop'll end up killing himself over you soon. Just sling your IM over to me using the diaryland email, it'll get to me without any trawling through your addresses. Dxx
from pyrite :
you are a motherfucking genius.
from discodave :
Yup, I figured that one out already ;) (It'd be easier to spot you now the place fills up with preppy guys from Jersey anyway) Just while I'm here - is your AOL messenger name the same one I've got, or have you changed it? Dxx
from dielya :
i swear, only you can make getting hit by a car that damn funny. my boyfriend was walking on campus the other day in the rain and this lady hit him and then flipped him off. we found that to be funny considering she ran a stop sign. luckily no damage was done! ha!
from discodave :
Hey love - glad to hear you survived your little run in with a car - have you worked out what you're singing at Arlene's yet? I want to tune in for your performance. Dxx
from disquiet :
yesterday was all about being hit by cars -- my boy was narrowly avoided by his algebra teacher [!!] and i played chicken with a gangsta couple on one of milwaukee's main thoroughfares. xo.
from achren :
i was going to say that about sagittarius but dave beat me to it (i've five days older than him). as for sewing machines, you are, as always, a doll. i honestly don't know how to use them, but i thought i'd figure it out - and then got lazy. and all i was going to do was cut the necks and cuffs off some youth-large white t-shirts (cause i can't find them in v-neck) and then sew a couple of lines of colored thread around the neck and sleeves to make 'em purdy. i am easily entertained. xo and good luck with the fabulous things afoot! .m.
from discodave :
Aren't all the best people Saggitarians? (28th Nov) - there's a TV programme on in the UK where a guy lives his life according to his horoscopes - at the moment, on his "happiness scale", he's worked out he's 844 points less happy than if he'd ignored them. I don't know what that says, but beware a man in a red jacket anyway. Dxx
from ponyluv :
you fucking rule. i would have just died.
from dasich :
it may be wrong to laugh at others' misfortunes, but that was the best thing i've read all day.
from pyxie :
im jealous of you you have yr own apartment in chicago...i miss you and i hope you are having tons of fun!
from tanglespine :
always nice to hear that from someone eh? especially when ya know it's true =)
from disquiet :
congratulations, dear, on whatever it is. are we still on for coffee&dancing&apples in stereo? xoxo.
from haberdasher :
aaaaaahahahhahha!! wooo! baby, i'm so glad i already know, otherwise i'd be pissed! really i just wrote this here so everyone else will be jealous of me. good luck dahling, even though you don't even need it.
from kneesocks :
congratulations & good luck on whatever it is! or "GL" for those of us who are a bit superstitious! xo h
from idiomatic :
if you need a lawyer to help you negotiate, email me. [email protected]
from dasich :
i wanna know NOW NOW NOW!!
from shootmystars :
i'm excited now! good luck, from one sarah to another . . . sarahwithanh is the ONLY way to spell it, after all. ;) xxx
from tanglespine :
so do I get to come harass you guys soon or what? don't wanna just appear till I know it's safe =)
from discodave :
No internet is baaad - but glad to hear from you. I'm not sure what would be good...Ever Fallen In Love With Someone has always been a favourite. A girl did Barracuda when we were there and it was fucking great, but just let us know when you're there so we can watch the webcast! Dxx
from mistakemade :
sarah!!! where are you? the family is freaking out cause no one has heard from you!!! i have SOOOOOOO much to tell you! oy vey, i'm so excited. please call dad's cell phone (i have it with me and i'm still in town) i hope i hear from you soon because if i don't, my head will explode. <3<3<3
from girl101 :
how wonderful you are. cheers, you.
from discodave :
Oi - Me not updating I can just about live with, but where the hell are you, love? 4 days, I don't know, some people have no sense of duty... Dxx
from myeye :
my brother left me a message on my phone last night reading the exact Kerouac quote on your profile. haha. that was rad.
from disquiet :
yesterday's story? cutest. EVER. i will write you soonish, assuming i don't have a nervous breakdown & jump into oncoming traffic tonight. we will have coffee & girltalk one of these days. :) xo.
from achren :
whoa. crack salad synchronicity. (although we originated crack salad in nyc, still, it was west coast kids naming the name.) um, also, now i am laughing at the horoscopes from glamour magazine. because under pisces it should say "needy emo boys. avoid at all costs!" yep. i kinda wish we were IM pals right now since by the speed of your reply, i am thinking you appear to be online as well. hrm hrm. xo.m.
from achren :
i realized today that i just jumped in to reading your stuff without any beginning. i don't even remember when, a month or two ago? - but so in my endless procrastination (i don't even know what i'm putting off anymore) i decided to read old entries. and, you know, what is it about crack salad? not your crack salad, i mean, but the term. we used to get salad from this place on broadway and we called it that. and then changed the reference to crack dressing. because really anything is crack smothered in parmesan peppercorn. but still. it made me laugh. xo.m.
from myeye :
your last entries have been awesome. well written. i love how these silly online journals can become such a mode of expression and self mockery all at the same time. enjoy life HARD CORE!
from aidan-cage :
hey...I miss you...PEACE - Tristan
from discodave :
I figured it probably was after I wrote that, but never mind. Roadtrips, as you'll have guessed by now, rule (in my humble opinion). Dxx
from discodave :
I don't know if you mean from the YYY's, or if that's a Glamorama quote, but I guess it works either way. Dxx
from discodave :
I have no idea where I get these ideas from, but I do like the Yeah Yeah Yeahs... Dxx
from achren :
ps. not to be totally cheesy, but we make me smile pretty big too. i'm glad i'm not the only one. <grin> .m.
from achren :
the peace corps? where does he get these ideas? it must be the australia thing. oh, it's embarassing how my reply does not measure up in cleverness. but anyway. i'd come over and bring music, 'cept i don't know what to listen to anyway. nothing is quite right these days for longer than a couple of songs. and i have a severe allergy to the yeah yeah yeahs. can we still be friends? xo.m.
from ponyluv :
eeep. i love that shirt.
from keptquietly :
I do.
from discodave :
You know, we really are - I get a rare flesh eating disease next episode, whilst Molly becomes an air stewardess before starting work with the Peace Corps. Dxx
from shootmystars :
Lovely one, you are. And the quote on your profile . . . 'On the Road' was damn good.
from discodave :
So do I. Plus, next time I'm across, we meet up with you. We wanna see your Elvis. Dxx
from pyxie :
thank you! late is always good too! :) i will miss you so very much when you move to yr new apartment. Where am i going to hang out now?
from achren :
i love that you wrote that in both of our guestbooks. xo.m.
from bexx :
MODEST MOUSE FUCK YA!!!! RANDOM NOTE SIGNAGE HERE! -BEXX
from dasich :
yeah, i talked to him, but i'm not sure if he's taking me serious. but i told him he better, cause i am! by the way, you are morgan now because i've changed movie ideas. i'm going with the first great idea i had like a long time ago...it's much funner...and easier because it's so well thought out already. ok. it's still got mr. michael pitt in it, of course.
from myeye :
you are so cool and i am totally serious. you're cool and i'm serious... why do i sound so boring?
from dasich :
HAHA. that was great. i got a good laugh out of that. yeah, e names are names that start with e's. hehehe. so you're elliot.
from dasich :
emma isn't your ordinary cool name, but for some reason, it rings. if you have a cool last night (night? i meant name...) it will rock. you're my older cousin who lives in new york, by the way. and just for fun trivial facts, i started today, too. woohoo. some other names I was thinking about *E names were getting me all excited* are Ena=bright&shining, Eden=paradise, and Elliot (yes, for a girl that'd be hot). if you chose any of those i'd be happy with em. i like E names.
from haberdasher :
dear lord.... IT'S JUST NOT THE SAME. you need the chrome elvis shades. gold is just not right. i may have to do something about this.
from anti-diary :
hey, that pic of you on your entry on the 14th is fucking hot. just thought you should know. =)
from dasich :
i was thinking of a better name for your character and I was thinking Emma...well i go looking up E names (cause t hat's what i had in mind) and I find Emma and the shit means "Ambitious, Industrious." This couldn't be any better! So, Emma, how's it goin?
from kneesocks :
OMG hip-hop rules! i made this totally awesome hip-hop & booty rap CD for my road trip last month & i got all excited & put it in the stereo expecting everybody to sing along - but nobody knew any of the songs & it really freaked me out. i mean this was dr. dre and snoop dog and ice cube & shit! come on people! blackalicious (sp?) is coming here again in a month & im soooo fucking excited!
from haberdasher :
oh my god! frente! i knew you had at least ONE redeeming quality...
from kneesocks :
oh, ive got the birthing hips too. that makes us hipsters. xo h
from dasich :
i didn't realise it, but they play rock n roll mcdonald's on the college station here...the one i will work for. rock on! i saw two of my dude's movies last night. i only have hedwig left. i have bully for like a week so i'm going to be watching the shit out of that. but it's a sad fucking movie i tell ya. he's also got two movies coming out next year. he better get done before we start filming. yeah! by the way, you look lovely darling.
from kneesocks :
dude - look at that picture! i am so jealous of your sexy ass! i totally love you for being so fucking awesome & hate you for being so fucking beautiful at the same time. its that lovely kind of relationship that only girls can have with eachother. xo h
from moonsocket :
re: 1-2-3-4-7-here-i-come!...could you possibly be any hotter?!?!? heyo!
from dasich :
hi dear. i'm in a great mood this morning. mwah!
from zamaroo :
darlin you always know just what to say. i've been having troubles with our lovely pyxie and desperately hope to talk to her about it tomorrow.. i can't leave for school saturday with unfinished business. anyway i'm sure you can hear all the details from bethany. thursday will be amazing. i'm working allll day on friday, but my dedication to drunkeness has surpassed all common sense so trust me, i will be there.
from dasich :
oh, wouldn't it be GREAT to stalk him? he lives in new york, and damnit, i just left that place. i got this address from some site saying it was how you could reach him. maybe i'll try just in case it's true. i could also contact stephen sodherberg...he's from louisiana...maybe he'll feel for me. i also have an old teacher who "works" for disney and he knows all kinds of people. there are so many ways! and you know what, it feels so goddamn good that you are feeding this and not trying to shoot me down. maybe i'll just come to chicago.
from shopkeep :
hi, thanks for signing my guestbook, I thought I would return the favor and leave you a note. I'm glad someone acknowledged my pathetic attempt at reverse psychology. I don't know what else to write, from the sounds of things, you must work in a restaurant or coffee shop possibly? well, its time to stop because Im starting my sentences with "well." Bye.
from achren :
hallo hallo i've just come to say thank you for the guestbook note (though i am a few days late with the thank you) and to second what dave said about the elvis stitch doll. really. we saw it and i thought of you first thing. you need one. xo.m.
from dasich :
and by the way, he really is that skinny. mmmmmm.
from dasich :
no, i haven't seen it actually. but i will be renting it, like today. i've only seen murder by numbers and the movie we'll be in together. i'm going to be renting the others he's been in real soon. any suggestions as to how to contact an actor (besides the silly fanmail addresses)?
from discodave :
I have the same problem with red haired flatmates shedding in the bath. Go to the Disney store and find the Elvis Stitch toy, you will thank me. Dxx
from dasich :
if these dreams become regular, i just might.
from dasich :
mmm. i'm really havin some problems here. the dream may turn into some erotica story. eee.
from discodave :
ooh, Wyoming was worse, believe me...South dakota started off crap to, but it improved a hell of a lot. More updates of the trip soon. Dxx
from joederelict :
so see you there. everywhere. nowhere. right here. i am anxious for all of it and you.
from joederelict :
well, perhaps i will see you again some day. maybe today. or tommorow. or even after that. yes, everyday.
from joederelict :
hello. have we met? i am sure we have spoken before, yes? well, lets shake hands for the first time, just like we always have done.
from haberdasher :
so what's the test honey?
from kneesocks :
. . .reaching out . . . touching you . . .touching me . . .(or something like that)sweeeeeet caroline (dun dun dun) bad times never seemed so good. i think it goes something like that. its neil diamond, baby!
from haberdasher :
i dont know... something happened...
from discodave :
Congrats on the apartment - I won't murder you though, just hide in a tree across the street and watch... Dxx
from kneesocks :
you are so NOT going to be murdered! when i come this fall, i am going to break in though, and it will be glorious. first, i will raid your closet, then i will kidnap you and make you take me to the best stores. then i will untie you and treat you to lunch so you wont be terribly mad that ive stolen most of your clothes (in the earlier break-in). you better put some locks on that shit! xo h
from suds :
hee hee. i love people who love sharks!
from discodave :
Thanks, love - I may well melt on the way to Arlene's tonight, but never mind...I'll wave in your general direction as we drive past. Dxx
from kneesocks :
im really sorry then. it just happened to be the same day all the drama with your sister started so i guess i assumed (stupidly) that it had something to do with that. im way sensitive when i feel like people attack me & that whole couple of days when that happened was a time like that for me. so anyway - im sorry. i hope were cool.
from kneesocks :
i apologize if you meant nothing towards me - your post on 6/28 seems a little aimed towards me considering thats the day your sister started leaving me notes that said similar things. im a little sensitive about that whole thing so if it has nothing to do with me then i apologize.
from kneesocks :
dahling, ive lost your password. you should send me a new one! xo h
from zamaroo :
thank you so much, you said exactly what i needed to hear. i <3 you too sweetie, you made my day.
from dasich :
(revised version) the most recent entry confirms why i love visiting and can't keep my eyes off indie-anna at least a million times a day. cause frankly, i don't know what i'd do in a situation with a jackass...but i'm sure if it ever happens, i'll remember you and kick his headlights.
from dasich :
the most recent entry confirms why i love visiting and keep my eyes off indie-anna at least amillion times a day. cause frankly, i don't know what i'd do in a situation with a jackass...but i'm sure if it ever happens, i'll remmeber you and kick his headlights.
from suds :
i'm so excited that you linked me as one of your favourites! i like your diary and i especially like your hair-style.
from achren :
digital camera. i'll record the castle and punk rock karaoke (well, maybe not that, i'm afraid i'll lose the camera) and you can go on a snapshots tour.not the same, i know! but! you will be thought of! the makeup thing, hrm, we'll see how it works tomorrow. i will be trying again. i am looking at the picture from last time going, hrm, no. it looks much nicer on sarah. xo.m.
from achren :
lady, your eyes don't look bloodshot to me. and also, i am envious. when i wear makeup like that i look. uh. like a soap star whose makeup person hates her. or something. i always want it to look cooler than it does. but you pull it off fantastically! xo.m.
from enid4seymour :
You have a damn fine journal, damn fine.
from dasich :
if you wrote in it any less, dear, I would go insane.
from dasich :
i want to say that i believe it's time you archive your older entries page. it won't show any past the 17th. hmmm...
from tanglespine :
oi, you'll have to let me harass yah soon dahling
from discodave :
I'm still kinda worried about that...I have no idea what to sing, I'm leaning towards Teenage Kicks. Dxx
from discodave :
Heh - you get all the best ones, don't you? You reminded me of the Bill Hicks line - Hey lookihere, we got ourselves a "reader"... Dxx
from keptquietly :
You're not mean, per se. Really, how would I know? But your words can be -- along with everything else that they are.
from achren :
oh lady. that comparison thing? that insecurity-inducing absolutely unproductive sizing up of other women? i do it all the time. i don't know why; i don't remember ever being like this before, and i want it to stop. i wish i knew how to MAKE it stop, but i don't, so i am over here comisserating. xo.m. (ps. stop worrying you're adorable.)
from libbyo :
Personally, I think you are pretty damn cute!
from tanglespine :
ahah oh sweet lordy, have fun with that kid my dear =P
from mistakemade :
do you remember that one time in georgia when we drove around for hours playing that one damn n*sync song over and over? well, i'm listening to n*sync right now because the silence was driving me crazy and all my cds are in illinois. i just thought you would like to relive that moment with me. oh how i miss our routines...<3<3<3
from mistakemade :
who called? twas is jeremy, or meghan, or *ehem* rob? heh heh... all is "well" with gavin. haven't seen much of him though, he is kinda busy lately. job, band, etc. -BUT-when i drove him home he gave me a kiss on the cheek. *fingers crossed that i get some action this weekend* HA HA HA!!! <3<3<3
from discodave :
You've gotta stop eating that weird-ass cheese before you go to bed, you know? I think I'll just do the nude cleaning with a big shiny helmet - the best of both worlds I think. Dxx
from dielya :
hey, i just wanted to say i still check out your rantings and i love it! you say a lot of things that really make sense. i'm glad you unlocked your diary cuz i was missing getting to read it :) hope that doesn't sound freaky!
from achren :
mmm the blood brothers. i would like to see them *every* weekend, but i am not sure i could handle it. mmmm. indeed.
from dasich :
at this point you have 666 entries in your diary. maybe you're more bad than good. now i seem like a stalker, knowing your favorite lines in movies and all ;)
from zamaroo :
i'm sure you'll have a lovely day too, thanks a bunch. :)
from secretname :
i fucking love the way you write!
from dasich :
good cops can't sleep cause a piece of the puzzle is missing...bad cops can't sleep cause there's something on their conscience. but you're not a cop.
from discodave :
What Molly said. I'm annoyed there aren't any Scottish songs though - looks like it's Teenage Kicks, then... Dxx
from myeye :
mangoes are yummy! listen to Katie the Pest. ;)
from achren :
punk rock karaoke is IRRESISTIBLE (which i spelled wrong), despite the fact that it is also the source of my most visible scar. i'd go every week if i could deal with the alcohol prices and the hangovers. and if my friends would stop making me too nervous to sing. it rules. come hang out with us. .m.
from mistakemade :
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from haberdasher :
miss you
from autumnal :
IM ADDICTED TO YOUR DIARY NOW. GEE THANKS ALOT! ANOTHER DISTRACTION. :=)
from autumnal :
the force of your words is compelling.
from discodave :
Urgh - I can understand that - I always feel a twinge in whatever body part's being mutilated onscreen... Dxx
from mistakemade :
sarah, please, for the love of god, please, PLEASE, DO NOT THROW AWAY YOUR PILLOW!!! it is a commerative of your whole life. at least stow it away somewhere. please, the family is on edge as it is. i love you. <3<3<3
from discodave :
Your wrists hurt? Now, I haven't seen it in a while, so I'm not quite sure if that's where the blood-letting was, or if you just really enjoyed the film... Either way - yeah, he really didn't look too good at the end. Dxx
from aidan-cage :
hello, I am still kicking around here in diaryland. I am looking forward to dropping out of society and living out of dumpsters and squats off the excess of others. Hope you're doing well also. PEACE - Tristan
from dasich :
woohoo. sexy. the kid is the best. i have as much fun with her as i do with my best friends. you have reason to be so excited :)
from discodave :
It does sound yummy, I must admit - you look like Elvis would have done if he'd been a girl... Dxx
from haberdasher :
you look amazing
from haberdasher :
...holy.mother.fucking.shit...
from discodave :
Sounds...messy. Dxx
from achren :
being the crazy lady that lives in the castle would be GRAND, yes. absolutely. though at this point i would be happy to get to stick my head in there just once before i leave nyc. :) .m.
from achren :
about snapshots and belvedere castle - there's more pictures where that came from. i can never resist that place...if i'm in the park, i've GOT to go there. it might be third behind the alice statue and the most perfect rock ever, though. .m.
from joederelict :
all of which makes me anxious. at times unbearably so.
from joederelict :
how much? hmmm. why but only a space. how much is that? well. big enough to fill with everything and nothing.
from joederelict :
in this place you are missed as well. quite so.
from discodave :
Thank buggery for that... Dxx
from discodave :
Sorry love, I felt like I was a bit rude to you on AIM - I was running out of credit and my typing's for shit, so I couldn't speak properly. Dxx
from discodave :
Bloody hell, this is getting out of hand - three people are fighting over the Bez role, and you're the third to offer their drumming services... Dxx
from discodave :
heh, we'll start a festival - everyone can just pretend they've seen us. Dxx
from discodave :
De nada, sweetheart. Dxx
from discodave :
Winona, you know we love you - you don't have to shoplift to get our attention, you know... Dxx
from tanglespine :
oops, that along in the last message is supposed to be alone. I'm an ass
from tanglespine :
fun fun eh? goin' along ain't no thang, who knows just who you might encounter that having the crazies in tail would have perhaps scared off. hehe any-hoo dahling, hope yer feeling better soon. =)
from joederelict :
hello.
from zamaroo :
i'm gettin a car soon and you better give me a parking pass. :D ya know, when they stole my laundry basket i didn't clean out the lint trap. that's my form of rebellion; i guess it COULD have started a fire..
from ghotihook :
I hate your apartment building and I don't even live there. my old one had assigned spots with the old lady nazis. they screamed off their balconies if you parked in their spots. A $1 TO FUCKING DRY YOUR CLOTHES?!?!? good god. btw-i'll take a parking permit.
from discodave :
Christ - couldn't she find anything better to get offended at? I mean, Electric Ladyland or something? Lots of nudity there. Dxx
from discodave :
Which Pulp CD? Different Class? I guess it must have been the cover for Underwear or something...Just be thankful it wasn't the cover of Sorted... or she'd have had you busted for advocating drug use. Dxx
from tanglespine :
blah =P I'm glad we are gonna be doin' stuff today dahling
from libbyo :
Your diary rocks... just thought I would let you know
from discodave :
Those Olsen twins worry me - they're like a genetic experiment or something. Stepford children? There's a message board in the Art Gallery in town and the post-it's just get covered in filth...serves them right for having a nude semi-erect crowman sculpture at the door. Dxx
from absorption :
hey there! i really enjoyed reading your stuff! why don't you roll on over to my little diary? absorption.diaryland.com
from enidhere :
you should go on the road with this stuff.
from joederelict :
i also have a car (just to mention).
from joederelict :
telescopes are nice for awhile. but yes. you are completely correct. change is coming. always. patience is needed. but our feet must move. so. want to walk away. lets go.
from haberdasher :
revoked? oh no! we have to catch up so i can hear what happened...
from discodave :
Cool hair... You are currently at No. 4 in the scarily-compatible with Dave charts...who needs a dating service? Dxx
from haberdasher :
occasionally. i made it to the post office today. smiles from miles.
from discodave :
I know what you mean about being nice to piss people off - if you smile and are polite, you can say the most sarcastic things to annoying customers and it just doesn't click that you're taking the mickey out of them. Dxx
from shutupmom :
yer pretty.
from discodave :
Hopefully NYC en route to San Francisco. I missed Grim's wedding, so I'm going to pay him a visit next month if I can. Dxx
from joederelict :
and then suddenly, today is here, you are here, i am here, and so.
from discodave :
So, which state is it where polygamy is legal? I can't quite remember. Dxx
from discodave :
I actually kinda meant Lisa Marie from Tim Burton's world, but now I think about it I think I'd have been better saying Kathleen Hannah - which can't be a bad thing, can it? Dxx
from ghotihook :
wow another prom.I'm ready! I just got my prom pictures back the other day. my friend said my skirt looks like something bjork would wear. heh. hey I'll go to chicago when just lemme know when,and I'll be there!
from discodave :
You know, that's an idea... I think you look more like Lisa Marie in that photo, by the way. Dxx
from joederelict :
closer darling.
from joederelict :
plan? you ask of that? keep looking through your telescope darling. and if it is not enough, come grab me and we will go. that is what i may just have to do. do you see? i may be coming closer.
from discodave :
A tape? Well, after my exam traumas, I'll sort you out - Le Tigre tomorrow night! Dxx
from joederelict :
listen. "this world is big and so are we. i stay up late to hear your voice. this light is here to keep you warm. this song is here to keep you strong. i made a list of things to say. but all i want to say, all i really want to say is, 'hold her and keep her strong while i'm away from here.'"
from joederelict :
sleep well my darling. do not worry. i will be there with you. we can go anywhere, and we have so much time. good night.
from discodave :
You were just a bit too broad in your terminology I think. "Gay" is too general a term, you see. Go for something like "camp as a row of tents." You know, something that doesn't necessarily describe every gay person, but at the same time describes a certain type of gay man/woman. "Screaming queen" is always a good one - I know a few of my friends could be described like that. Dxx
from mistakemade :
sarah, i can't stop crying and i look like hell. i need to go on a drive with samantha to take my mind off things. when will you be here? mom isn't helping, no one is. no one understands. i need you around... </3
from joederelict :
i grabbed your hand because i needed a hand. you must have needed one as well, since you are holding mine. i thank you. if you could see my eyes, you would feel this completely. look and you will see this.
from joederelict :
"you gave me a heart attack, i did not see you there."
from joederelict :
shhh my darling. you are not supposed to know that i am coming for you. it is a surprise. something to blow you away. you have to keep this like a secret. patience.
from mistakemade :
sarahi: i just applied for a job at Caribou Coffee and instead of giving out the p-town addy, i gave 'em yours (you's my homebase anyways!) so, if you get a call from Caribou Coffee about me and a joby-who, please take a mizessage and get it to me a.s.a.p.! my financial stability depends on it! shanks! i'll be there by june 1! can't wait to see you's guys!
from joederelict :
we sing "goldaline my dear, we will fold and freeze together far away from here. there is sun and spring and green forever. but now we move to feel (fill) for ourselves inside some stranger's stomach. place your body here. let your skin begin to blend itself with mine."
from mistakemade :
sweetness pie: i need the matts' addresses pronto, please! shanks! i heart you and will see you soon! you won't believe the fun mom and i have planned for yous guys next weekend! mwa ha ha!!! <3<3<3
from haberdasher :
oh. my. god. lonna has a karmann ghia?! qhy was i never informed of this?!
from joederelict :
i have never seen your face. the light is always so bright in the place. it is always so dark. and yet i have always heard you breathing in the space we stand together. the place that moves with our feet. our breath sharing the wind.
from discodave :
I meant to write this yesterday, but never mind: Where I used to live was set on cliffs overlooking the sea. We had a rocky beach and a massive cave you could illicitly smoke in - I miss it now I'm in the big city (I'd itallicize that or something, but Glasgow really is the only big city in Scotland), so I know how you feel. The sea is the best thing on earth for calming you down, for making you feel part of the world. Dxx
from joederelict :
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from mistakemade :
samantha! i miss you so much! can we go driving sometime? but could you not slam my head into the steering wheel when we see your friends this time? thanks! (dude, i accidentally put this in my guest book first, i'm ri-goddamn-diculous)
from joederelict :
thank you.
from joederelict :
i like your light in my face.
from mistakemade :
i sorry. my computer hates me. have you seen my new page? it's uber cool! bet you wish you had a page like mine! go look at it, now! <3<3<3
from discodave :
Mickey Dolenz actually did a children's programme for the BBC called Metal Mickey - kinda like Tweekie from Buck Rogers, but a bit less New York and a lot more annoying. Wow, I amaze myself sometimes...so much useless information all stored in this one head. Dxx
from joederelict :
would you like to dance? there is a full moon rising, lets go out in the light.
from discodave :
The only problem I have with the magazine is that if I found anything as cool as those photos, I'd just keep it for myself - did you go to the other link? Scary, scary stuff - citrus flavour... Dxx
from haberdasher :
what's in your box?! hmmm....
from discodave :
Bloody hell, don't take the brown acid. I never remember my dreams... Dxx
from discodave :
I'm praying for you. A while back, when my parents were enjoying their holiday in Cuba - bang goes any inheritance I might have been getting - my dad told me to turn over the engine of his car every week or so. I don't drive. He may have given me more credit than was deserved. I didn't know the handbrake wasn't on... I didn't crash it, but the wall came mighty close before I jumped onto the right pedal - thank God he doesn't own a tank, or I'd have ridden right over an SUV, a wall, a house, the postman... Dxx
from joederelict :
when i walk up to you, i am going to shake your hand. you already met me, though. we just remembered. perhaps i will see you again someday. like today. or maybe tomorrow. or maybe everyday of my life. listen. i will see you when i see you. see you when i see me.
from haberdasher :
that last one i liked. you're getting good at the single lines.
from myeye :
well, i haven't read or written in such a long time... all of a sudden i'm all anti-computer and stuff. well, that's what books are for i guess... :)
from joederelict :
we do not need phones.
from joederelict :
boo.
from discodave :
Gremlin soup? I can do that. Dxx
from discodave :
You want some chicken soup? It might not be warm by the time it gets across the Atlantic, but that's what Microwaves are for - oh and cooking Gremlins too, obviously. Dx
from joederelict :
so this is the other you? hmmm. i do not have the password. and yet you are able to read me at anytime. i like people who have imaginary friends called themselves. est-ce que tu connais que je dis? if you want to know a good joke, look to me.
from tanglespine :
so when's it mine turn to get dressed up? =)
from discodave :
I just wanted to say that I love the fact I get to log into your diary using the name of a spirit. Simple pleasures for simple minds... Dxx
from haberdasher :
WHAT ARE YOU READING INTO NOW?!! ok, ok, ...see you later potential fuck buddy. that better? grrrr. jackface
from tanglespine :
hehe dahling your such a badass, glad you don't take that kinda shit from crackheads! Next time you should go for some teeth extraction maybe! or leave 'em in need of an eye patch n' a peg leg pirate style. >=)
from aidan-cage :
about your entry on everything being screwed up, and your sense of things changing... you may want to look into dropping out of society... you could look into earth ships (economical houses) and getting a community together, or joining a community that has gotten off the power grid and has gotten out of society. It's kinda like dropping out, only you get to live in peace with like minded people growing your own food and working to live, instead of living to work. PEACE - Tristan
from kneesocks :
shit - $10 at urban outfitters! i think its hottt shit, but people at my work are making fun of me for it. i guess that should prove its cool! go get one! xo h
from tanglespine :
you should pack up n' go, I dare yah. Leave all of your own dependance and that of others on you for a chance at a happiness not quite like any other you've ever had. Hard? yeah will be a bit rough in spots sweetie, but so it is with most things so why not let it be all for that which infects you so greatly. All things crescendo n' expand over time, but all will drift to a peak at one point or another and leave nothing but time for erosion, don't let it leave you living with regret yah know?. apples n' oranges dahling, apples n' oranges....
from haberdasher :
later tonight we're fixing your pictures. i would right now, but they're saved at home and i'm not there. right now i am in stealth mode. very mysterious. very. heeheehee, i like that we have a new chemical theme. very exciting. i have a song that i have to put on a mixtape that deals with chemicls tat i was saving for just this sort of circumstances. wheeee....
from discodave :
I used to think Americans didn't do irony - I'm a fool. "A Unicorn -Awww." When I was at Art School, one girl used to do these nauseating watercolours of her labrador lying asleep on a rug. My mate spent a good two hours doing this dark fuzzy, endlessly overworked sketch of a labrador in the same pose, with the added extra of a stake through it. Sick but funny.
from haberdasher :
hmmmm.... what an interesting topic for an essay. i want to read it when you're done.
from discodave :
To be fair, they're probably just deeply angst-ridden because there's no way you're going to want to be there forever and sooner or later they're going to have to get someone else to do the stuff you do. It's a compliment in a way - OK, a compliment that may result in a mad killing spree - but it is. You are the master now, to bastardise a quote from a dubbed English actor in a mask... Dxx
from ghotihook :
whats your e-mail? I'm thinking of moving to chicago this year...
from egon :
That's weird, you and I should start a band together!
from mistakemade :
dude, what the hell are you trying to do to me??? this is the only way of knowing what's going on with you...at ALL TIMES!!! let me in...pleeeease!
from mistakemade :
what's going on with betha? i wish i could tell ya sarahi but sometimes i just get so caught up in bullshit that i can't concentrate. no one seems to care anymore...'cept you guys i guess. i just don't know anymore...i miss you so much.
from aidan-cage :
have you ever found that happiness and sadness are incredibly similar in nature? Sometimes you can be so happy that you burst into tears at the beauty of the feeling. Sometimes you can be so sad that you laugh at each tear for the purity it creates. Life is so good.
from discodave :
The guy sounds almost as scary as Gonzales and Peaches - but not quite - hot pink strap on's frighten me a bit more than beards... Dxx
from discodave :
I'll take you with me if you want - just annoyed I'm going to have to miss the Breeders on the same night. Dxx
from tanglespine :
okies dahling, you 'll have it back tonight! =)
from haberdasher :
SURPRISE!
from dasich :
i just read the one where you couldn't get thepicture to work and when i looked at the html and saw what was wrong it broke my heart. you put .html after the .jpg and it wasn't necessary. i wish i coulda been around that day.
from tanglespine :
mmmmmmmm, FLAMING CHEESE!! having fun cruising about on elvis. Sorry I missed photo day, I've been sleeping and hiding away too much. Sometime soon we gotta go n' I gotta talk with yah about those black n' white pics and employment. weeeeeee!
from dasich :
i've been reading for hours...it's like a puzzle...that's killing my eyes. but i can't help it. i find so many things that i see in my own life, yet so much that i've never seen.
from aidan-cage :
I don't think your ethics will damn you, though they may send you to paradise, or show you that you've arrived. PEACE - Tristan
from zamaroo :
you rock my socks!
from tanglespine :
you rock n' stuff sweetie, got one of those big lumps in my throat right now, weeeeeeee! =)
from dasich :
first i saw the kerouac quote from on the road and my brain popped. then i saw the pictures. you're adorable. is that the right word? whatever...
from tanglespine :
the black n' white one? yeah, would have looked better if I hadn't messed up the lighting as was using something other than a polaroid. hehe whining aside though, Im glad yah like it =)
from tanglespine :
did I do what exactly? sorry, you know I can get confused easily =)
from haberdasher :
your mail is returning everything to sender. grrr. oh well.
from myeye :
B&S will be your favorite live show ever. they are so wonderful (though waking up to us is not my fav...) ahhhh...i love them. good luck.
from discodave :
I must have done the only textiles course in the Western hemisphere that frowned on you actually making clothes... Enjoy being sociable tonight, Dxx
from haberdasher :
oh. my. god. are we accident prone or what? ughghghhghgh. god.
from aidan-cage :
I hear the subway tunnels are cheap this time of year, and you can usually find an abandoned station or two to call your own. They sure are comfy, but make sure you are ready to pick up and jet when the transit cops start looking around. Don't nail yourself to one location inless that is what you want to do. If you don't want to than don't do it. PEACE - Tristan
from aidan-cage :
what? are you patronizing me? they were quite adventurous for me, so I hope you enjoyed them (though, at the same time, I secretly hope you think of them as tiny and insignificant consequences of being (well, not so secretly...).). PEACE - Tristan
from myeye :
sleeping under a clear blue sky, barefoot, with a thin blankie, in a ham-mock...is probably one of my favorite things. you need to live in CA. (we've got jamba juice and in-n-out to get addicted to here)
from discodave :
In response to your last but one entry - you're sooo arty it hurts - marry me. In response to your last entry - Big-ass ears is probably hopelessly in love with the girl and doesn't know what to do. School romance is a seriously screwed up idea - the closest we ever got in primary (junior) school was Kiss, Cuddle or Torture at playtime - probably a recipe for a whole generation of S + M freaks, but never mind. Dxx
from coolassaward :
When's the last time you got an "AWARD" for being you? Do you like your ego stroked? Do you like stroking other people's ego? We all need a good stroking now and then. Have you ever gone to a diary and what the diarist wrote brightened up your day? Or really made you think? Have you ever wanted to let that person know what thier writing and diary meant to you? Well Cool Chicks is the place for you. I know your like what the hell is Cool Chicks? Or maybe you already know what a Cool Ass Chick you are. Well good! But isn't it time to let the world know about your Cool Chickiness?
from myeye :
that's it. i have a crush on you.
from zamaroo :
aw you are such a dear. -bunny
from haberdasher :
today i received a package in the mail...
from haberdasher :
oh indie, you so crazy
from myeye :
i love that your mom and aunt are musicians. i love that you talk about being a music snob. i love that you're stoked to wear flip flops... you should really go to SF. really. you'd love it.
from haberdasher :
miss you dahling
from aidan-cage :
you're beautiful. sometimes I drink you like you drink water. you let me get it out. PEACE - Tristan
from aidan-cage :
the chaos of now can be thought of as the act of counting the blades of grass on a given lawn. when you finally finish counting, you will never be sure of the number you have. The chance of a mistake is more true than the chance of perfection. chaos rules. even peace is relative. PEACE - Tristan
from haberdasher :
the trees had to be written about on paper. they are being typed up now
from haberdasher :
spielberg ripped off an old b-movie dinosaur sound effect to use in the scene in duel where the 18-wheeler careens off of the cliff, he then in a fit of originality decided to use the same sound effect for when the shark in jaws is floating to the ocean floor. duel kinda sucked by the way.
from aidan-cage :
Ha! I thought I could stump you. The editor was Verna Fields, and Spielberg didn't like the fact that she was credited for making the movie what it was by building the suspense in the way that she did. Apparently Mr. Spielberg is not a team player, but if you liked JAWS you should try and check out one of his earlier films called DUEL. PEACE - Tristan
from aidan-cage :
who edited the film Jaws, and why did Spielberg resent her?
from haberdasher :
dude, you totally have a STALKER
from aidan-cage :
there is a song that has been stuck in my head ever since I first heard it a couple days ago. If you could perhaps download it and listen to it, I would love to hear your thoughts (as I always do). The song is called "Woodstock" and it is written and performed by Joni Mitchell. I don't know if you know her -- I don't really know what you listen to and love. But...PEACE - Tristan
from ingressofme :
im in the middle of my spring break right now, and i don't have too much to do...i have been looking through the online diaries and came across yours... just wanted to let you know that i liked what you had to say. have a good one---goodbye.
from aidan-cage :
I'm in a film course, and I'm in the middle of preparing a few shorts for shooting. I think I may have been wrong about the 10(th) floor, but there is a fasion course in the same building as the film course. I like sharing with you...PEACE - Tristan
from haberdasher :
someday you'll get a package from me, but not today. what a slacker i am
from myeye :
awe! i just noticed i'm on your list...thanks! guess i should write more?
from haberdasher :
i'm failing pretty miserably so far in my attempts to type up what i said i would... i'll keep trying though...
from aidan-cage :
sometimes we find the most peace through a change of perspective, rather than a change of place or pace. PEACE - Tristan (I hope you're happy anywhere you go (I also hope you don't stop updating your diary when you do go))
from aidan-cage :
existence brings everything on, and everything is beautiful -- even painful pinks. Just exist, and try not to just exist. that is... PEACE - Tristan
from eric-syzygy :
i am feeling so guilty right now. i am signed on in stealth mode all around. no one knows i'm here. i'm not at my house, so i am sneaking time on someone else's terminal... i know you're here and i'm trying the self control thing, but i think im about to fail.
from aidan-cage :
hope you are doing well. never forget that you have people supporting your every action, some of which you have never even met physically, but mentally you are connected to them, and supported. PEACE - Tristan
from haberdasher :
and yeah, you are such a goddamned chicken. so am i though.
from haberdasher :
i bet you would
from haberdasher :
holy crap! look how long that note is!
from haberdasher :
funny how givenchy and i were just discussing buying a boat. boat problems, however, tend to be so much more of a pain in the ass than car problems. besides, you're landlocked so i think that might amplify your longing for the ocean. someday i hope to get a random call from you saying that you're anchored in boston harbor. after i cleaned the crap out of my pants i'd skip my faggy ass down to the wharf and climb aboard for wild adventures on the high seas, swashbuckling (i am not sure what a swash is but i'd buckle one given the chance). oooh! then when i show up i could use the pick-up line, "hey baby, how 'bout letting me climb your rigging..." that would be amazing. talk about a spare me moment... and once again you continue to write things that buckle my swashes.
from discodave :
I always refer to it as being porcelain skinned - it sounds so much better. I, on the other hand, am most definitely freakin' pale. Dxx
from discodave :
What can I say, I hadn't updated my profile in a while, I didn't want to take anyone out that had been there.... OK, I'm sorry, I'm a bad person. Dxx
from aidan-cage :
I am paying close attention to you. It seems as if you have awakened -- entered your waking life -- and I am happy to dream lucidly inside your mind for all time. Welcome to the dawn of the new revolution. We are going back to go forward. PEACE - Tristan
from keryanna :
i've wondered the same things too.
from starsalone :
I come merely to say hello dear. So, Hello. xo
from haberdasher :
don't listen to the nay-sayers. the pink is fabulous, but if you hate it lose it. i don't care as long as you write me in crazed circles. but pink is so cute...
from aidan-cage :
since I judge your diary completely on aesthetics and appearence, I will have to stop reading you now...(no)sorry, I'm joking, but the pink is a little abrasive on the eyes. Are you trying to say something with the new look? I thought it was just fine the way it was, but if you like it, that's all that matters. Hope to here more from you personally. PEACE - Tristan
from discodave :
Your stuff always leaves me with a kinda warm fuzzy glow in my head. Like o.d.ing on cough medicine, but in a sweet way. Dxx
from haberdasher :
one side of your mix is done!! i'm such a dork that i actually stuck one of my own songs in there.
from haberdasher :
i love saying hi to you so that you get that email that says you have a note. hi.
from haberdasher :
i want to take your test 1235643312 times and be on the top forever. but i'm refraining. this is me exhibiting self-restraint. so you know that it's here somewhere, even though at 4:27am i am certainly not showing it.
from aidan-cage :
I think you have begun to inspire me a great deal. You are in a place that doesn't exsist for me, which is so new and fresh I feel alive not because of you, but with you. You read like a dream in my head, but it is very lucid, and I am able to read the words I write to you and to myself. I am at work, as my diary will tell, but when I'm on your site I am nowhere. PEACE - Tristan aidan-cage.diaryland.com
from ghotihook :
ok your gonna think i'm insance but I,have seen midget porn.it's hilarious.
from aidan-cage :
you can reach into reality, and pull out the truth that causes us to lie. You blind me with your light touch on tonnes. The weight has no effect, yet I crumble away. PEACE - Tristan (I am only trying to tell you how funny it is for me to have found your diary)(I am really enjoying your entries)(take care, and visit me)
from ghotihook :
thanks sweets! happy v-day to you too! -Julie
from haberdasher :
i REALLY like your poetry. when i read it i swear i feel your breath on my neck. then i realize i forgot to take my medication again. i'm insane and you made me that way.
from aidan-cage :
I found you briefly. I found you when we fell out of order. We disappeared into a haze of never, and you smelled like green onions in my carrot dip. We seem to be, but perhaps we are not; long and lost in the midday shadows. PEACE - Tristan ... http://aidan-cage.diaryland.com (I really like your poetry)
from ghotihook :
i clean up my brothers apartment but he pays me. tell your sister she has to pay you now or she'll be get trash in her room.SHE'LL PAY! SHE'LL PAY! YEAh..... -Julie
from pyxie :
le tigre is gonna be AMAZING! im gettin my ticket now!
from haberdasher :
soon you'll have a BOYFRIEND! awwwwww, go to the show!!
from ghotihook :
aww man your gonna lock it up?
from haberdasher :
people are that creepy so that people like me seem normal
from haberdasher :
your words hurt me so bad in the best way.
from discodave :
I think some of us are like sharks, we have to keep moving to breathe. Fuck, that sounds like pschobabble if ever I've heard it. No, I've been in that situation and still don't know what it means. But,let them be the way they are, that way they'll never be a threat to you when it comes to them having to use their brains. Does that make any sort of sense? - my brains screwed today, sorry. Dxx
from myeye :
i think we're always running. whether it's from or toward something is what makes all the difference. but sometimes i can't help but feel like i'm doing both at the same time.
from ghotihook :
you should be happy to be you sarah.you're awesome.
from discodave :
Possibly the most surreal comment about me on diaryland. Thankyou. Dxx
from haberdasher :
every time i read your diary, i find something new. if you ever change, i will ignore the hell out of you to the best of my abilities. which means i'll just be obsessed in secret.
from ghotihook :
aww i'm cute! and yes i have a dress.i'm gosh darn adorable yo. -Julie
from mistakemade :
who the fuck would vandalize emily's car? sarahi, help me, no one loves me anymore. i'm so sad and i need you now. read via and mikki's diarys, they hate me.
from haberdasher :
what have i done?
from kneesocks :
beware of internet boys!!!!!! theyre all up to no good!!!!! xo h
from ghotihook :
i wanna go to your prom sarah! -Julie
from kneesocks :
i have GOT to see the results of this photo shoot when it happens! you'd better keep us updated! xo
from kneesocks :
there really isnt anything worse than stupid forwarded emails from retarded southern relatives, is there? i just got one myself, something about a list of sarcastic remarks which was definitely the dumbest thing ive ever seen. except, like yours, apparently the 20 people who got it before me just fucking loved it. what the hell is wrong with people?
from haberdasher :
secret love affair
from squarepants :
Ha! A Twin Peaks party is such a great idea! I wish I could go--it sounds like you have thought of everything. xoxo
from haberdasher :
bob and ann have a ping pong table. had a ping pong table
from elenazum :
i love you! i got all excited because you mentioned me twice and just had to leave a note.... and as for the dave crush.... who can blame ya? ;)
from myeye :
a warm christmas. that was a lovely entry.
from mistakemade :
i miss being licked by you. i miss you crying over commercials. i miss yelling back and forth on that one road. i miss margaret. i miss samantha. i miss your nasty pillow. i miss the way your room smells. i miss dressing up in all your fun clothes. i miss playing air band to acdc. i miss your stereo being so loud i couldn't here mine. i miss you making fun of me. i miss having our talks. i miss you sarahi.
from haberdasher :
so....... do you want to roll with me sometime baby? you kick my ass.
from haberdasher :
i have a confession to make... i was the man in the hall. i had the wrong door, it was YOU i was after!!! because you are completely brilliant.
from myeye :
it's good to know you didn't DIE though, right? snapple isn't as important when thought of in that perspective right? :)
from haberdasher :
hm. death? i don't even remember now. i never sleep. the muffler is falling out of my car as we speak. most of the time, i am less than coherent. like now, and the last few days... send help. come over.
from myeye :
hi.
from haberdasher :
i saw it coming. wow.
from be-zen :
What a beautiful poem that is, and I have often wondered the same thing about homeless people. They break my heart, time and time again.
from squarepants :
Oh shoot! It didn't work! Boy do I feel silly. Well, sorry about that. xoxo
from squarepants :
Hi there! Here's how to put in a link (hope this works, sorry if it doesn't): your text here Just type out that little thingy, fill in the "your link/your text" parts, and you're set! I hope this makes sense. Good luck...
from squarepants :
Hi...I like that you call that boy "Modest Mouse Boy." Here's hoping he is the best crush ever. xoxox
from haberdasher :
i don't know what brough this on, but whatever it was, i am flattered and amazed. just remember, i found you first so i have first dibs on obsession.
from haberdasher :
is he bigger than me?
from cogwheel :
crap, i just realized that i am signed in as my secret identity. what a blundering fool i have become.
from cogwheel :
no i didnt. in fact, nothing new happened to me at all this weekend. i was bored to death.
from haberdasher :
woo hoo! a ping pong date! i knew things would be looking up.
from haberdasher :
my ping pong table was old and has been disposed of as of last week. sadness has ensued as i am forced into an early semi-retirement.

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