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found a way to see my favorited entries. from a long time ago, you: "and now, older, i realize that the only thing i want in life, more than my desire to travel or to write or to be the creator of wonderful brilliant or small and fragile things, is a reason to actually stay, and not go. and i'd bet that, maybe, that's all you want as well. a reason to stay, and not to go." as i keep getting older, it keeps making more and more sense. xoxoxo

from raven72d :

So glad to have you back writing. Very powerful new entry!

from raven72d :

06 June 16--- do write again!

from raven72d :

Very glad to see you writing in the Year Sixteen!

from girl101 :

so happy to see you writing in 2016. happy happy happy new year, love.

from girl101 :

you really have the best quotes. xoxo

from raven72d :

how is the summer?

from raven72d :

27 February 15--- do update!

from raven72d :

Merry Christmas, mysterious author.

from strayrecluse :

i'm half drunk reading your words and it's hitting a chord. too beautiful.

from raven72d :

It's rather like a sci-fi film: awakening in other cities and finding Washington Square there as well... Or wondering why the unknown forces are teleporting Washington Sq. everywhere...

from raven72d :

Now I'm frightened and must find all the other Washington Squares. One more surreal game played with maps.

from raven72d :

autumn in new york?

from raven72d :

Some of us are hard-core DL writers. I've been writing here since June of the Year Two, and I have no plans to leave. I'm glad you're still here, too. All these years--- I have loved your entries.

from girl101 :

ah, summer - it's flying by. so glad you are updating! sometimes it feels like a ghost town here. x&o.

from raven72d :

19 August 14--- welcome back.

from raven72d :

Hoping for new entries at summer's end.

from raven72d :

14 June 14--- good to see a new entry.

from raven72d :

2 April 14--- beautiful entry.

from raven72d :

Good to see you back.

from raven72d :

Xmas 2013... I hope it goes well for you.

from raven72d :

Update soon...

from raven72d :

How is summer ending?

from raven72d :

It's always soul-killing to have to love someone in secret.

from raven72d :

Glad to have you back. But what was at the bridge...?

from raven72d :

do update!

from raven72d :

How will your Year 2013 begin?

from raven72d :

York St.--- in New Haven?

from raven72d :

any time. you and i have been writing here for more than a decade. i'm just glad that there are still people out there posting.

from raven72d :

You are cool enough. And I for one will remain your lifelong reader and fan. After all these years, yes.

from raven72d :

what will be your autumn music?

from raven72d :

105 degrees...too hot to think or to dream, or to be with anyone.

from raven72d :

the Shins... yes.

from girl101 :

so glad that day turned around. your words are magic and i love reading. ps, 'everything will be fine' reminded me of jason mraz's gauzy, light filled song, details in the fabric (he says everything will be fine, too). xo

from raven72d :

I've read and enjoyed your entries for a long time. You are someone I do wish well.

from raven72d :

for whatever it may be worth, you do have long-term readers here who'd offer advice and support, always.

from raven72d :

for whatever it may be worth, you do have long-term readers here who'd offer advice and support, always.

from raven72d :

07 Jan. 12--- meeting old friends always means something. i hate losing voices i've come to care about.

from raven72d :

Happy 2012--- you remain a lovely mystery

from raven72d :

05 Nov. 11---- beautiful, sad entry.

from raven72d :

star-crossed i do understand.

from raven72d :

what keeps you from moving to Austin yourself?

from raven72d :

i love the 18 Oct 11 entry...

from raven72d :

do update...

from raven72d :

do update...

from raven72d :

your entry makes me miss autumn days in lost cities.

from raven72d :

Blue eyes... My own ghostgirls had green eyes... Separated by years and years, but two points of green that define an arc of loneliness.

from raven72d :

Your entries continue to haunt me. I'm glad you're still out there after so many years.

from raven72d :

one day i hope you will do longer entries that fill in the backstory...

from raven72d :

it'll be 90 here 'til October. But autumn is always my favourite season.

from raven72d :

alas...i never did learn how to skateboard. is it starting to be autumn a bit wherever you are?

from raven72d :

skateboarders? well, yes. and how is the summer ending?

from southeast :

'i am trying with everything inside me to detach myself from you, and you keep showing me things i've never seen. god damn you for that.' xoxoxo

from scratchvinyl :

it's like they are always just in the other room. on a quiet day, you can feel them through the wall.

from raven72d :

what is the full backstory for the 25 June 11 entry?

from raven72d :

It has been...something like eight years. But I'm still reading--- a loyal reader. Do write soon. And I hope your summer is going well.

from raven72d :

write more... you are missed.

from raven72d :

And what will you do in July?

from raven72d :

between august and november, what has happened...?

from raven72d :

i miss you.

from scratchvinyl :

i forgot about you. and then i remembered you. today. i have catching up to do.

from dinahsoar :

Your diary is heartbreakingly beautiful. Stunning images. Thank you.

from raven72d :

i hope things do get better.

from lobo21 :

I wish to echo bibles sentiments regarding your father. I have also meandered along and happened to come across your entries. Hopefully you won't mind if I pass this way agin in the future. All the best.

from bibles :

I'm so sorry to hear about your father's health. I hope all is well in the end!

from bibles :

I randomly stumbled over your diary and I found your entries so beautiful! Hope you don't mind if I add you!

from raven72d :

2. June 10--- lovely entry.

from raven72d :

update and tell summer stories...

from raven72d :

i so love your visions of romance.

from raven72d :

music boxes: yes.

from raven72d :

Loved your 31 Dec. 09 entry. Hope the Year Ten goes well for you.

from raven72d :

best wishes for your new year, enigmatic girl...

from raven72d :

i always look forward to your entries. if ever i ask you for a cigarette on an autumn night, I'll be the one in the grey tweed blazer or the faded indigo sweatshirt with the white Y on it.

from scratchvinyl :

always. listening. always. feeling. it. all.

from raven72d :

half...

from raven72d :

sailboats and hopping trains... lovely images.

from raven72d :

Montreal in the autumn, still? It is lovely city.

from raven72d :

be brave, take solitude as a time for new thoughts, take being alone as a way to find Adventures and new connections.

from scratchvinyl :

all of that and more. all. all. all. maps and compasses. the heart and no directions.

from raven72d :

never marry. always explore life.

from raven72d :

i don't think anyone is a fool for hoping.

from raven72d :

why a fool?

from raven72d :

i love the 22 April 09 entry.

from scratchvinyl :

"and you tilt your head back and raise your eyebrows and give me an all-knowing smile. a you're-busted smile. an i've-got-you-wrapped-around-my-finger smile. an oh-my-god-baby-you-are-in-so-much-trouble smile. and you say, "you noticed i was gone." - yes. yes. yes.

from raven72d :

you stir all my research instincts... there's so much behind those lovely small entries.

from raven72d :

glad to see a new post. but one day i do hope to know the full backstory.

from raven72d :

i love your enigmatic little entries...

from scratchvinyl :

here's lookin' at you kid...

from raven72d :

i always love finding your posts.

from mangotuesday :

sugarcubes and parachutes.

from scratchvinyl :

the bar is closed. still?

from raven72d :

what will your xmas be like?

from raven72d :

thanks! i always look forward to your updates.

from raven72d :

Locked? I'll miss you! I hope you'll send a p/w...

from scratchvinyl :

still reading.

from raven72d :

I can't imagine anyone thinking you terrible.

from raven72d :

You're back! yay!

from raven72d :

I've always been intrigued by your entries... So I hope you will update...

from raven72d :

will you ever update?

from raven72d :

You are missed.

from raven72d :

Do update.

from scratchvinyl :

seeya 'round

from raven72d :

Come back and post. You are missed.

from scratchvinyl :

i don't have favourites. but if i did. two of them don't come around this town much anymore.

from scratchvinyl :

did you leave forever?

from raven72d :

A typewriter on a porch somewhere is key.

from scratchvinyl :

i know. i know. i know. [the feeling].

from raven72d :

I'm glad you're posting again.

from scratchvinyl :

[inserts something here just to say. here is looking at you kid. or such and such.]

from raven72d :

I wish I knew more about the stories behind your entries...

from scratchvinyl :

from raven72d :

I love your entries: enigmatic, alluring, bittersweet.

from scratchvinyl :

post its.

from raven72d :

Abita Springs... Not so far from here-- but in a world of refugees and debris that's a world away from here.

from girl101 :

this reminds me so much of..everything: "i miss february, those last few days of january. our entire beginning, a perfect screenplay, shy and shivering in the cold and dark..." just perfect♥.// you say it so well.

from raven72d :

Your new layout is a delight. And I can't tell you how intriguing and fascinating your small entries have been these last few months...

from southeast :

all the best lines and prettiest pictures. have you. seen lucky 3? [elliott plus portland streets.] would you like to? love par avion. [mango]

from raven72d :

Wuff! Merry Xmas!

from raven72d :

good luck on corrupting this boy

from omnipre5ence :

I think the picture in your template makes me scared.

from mangotuesday :

you have the prettiest aesthetic. luminous and layered. [in every way.] love and hand stitched details.

from scratchvinyl :

i'm in a communicating kind of mood. it is rare. consider yourself communicated to. ps. you and intothinair can be my quarters if you want.

from gloryxxfades :

how did you get so lovely?<3

from gloryxxfades :

lovely♥

from orthodox :

[i.m really no fucking good at small talk.]

from orthodox :

from avoidance :

manda, you never cease to amaze me.

from avoidance :

i'm willing to share with you, of course.

from avoidance :

ipromisethisisthelastone.

from keptquietly :

all the differences between giving up, giving in, being given, taken, knocked around. Be sure.

from fabricate :

<3 thanks.

from fabricate :

but you're always beautiful. xo.

from heartshaped :

right on! maybe we'll meet again. <3

from jpoet112 :

i know. i know we're all real. and i know its very juvenile of me to say something like that, but its true. sometimes, i look around at the lives of other people, and seemingly they have so much more going on. something beautiful and dramatic and love. its so easy to be looking in at someone, and see things like that in their lives. its much harder to see that in my own. more than anything, when i read your recent entries, and the word pittsburgh, something hit me. i can't talk about pittsburgh without associating it with her. and i just wondered . . . what your situation was . . . wondering if whatever happened, whatever led to this falling out . . . wondered if there was any similarity between what happened there, and what happened with me and katrina. wondered if i had done some wrong that i was unaware of. minds go crazy like that sometimes, spiraling out of control. i hope everything is ok. take care of you.

from jpoet112 :

love, sad beauty madness. almost like drowning. i don't know you, don't know your story. read through things, and find myself confused. for a second, my heart misgives. you mention pittsburgh, i think katrina. wonder if katrina thinks thoughts like you. and it cuts me up, i feel those lumps swelling up in my throat. wonder if i wronged her in some way. wonder if you've been wronged. but no nothing of what went down. i wonder if your life's more real than mine?

from manslaughter :

You, who always leaves me the most inspiring, and supportive notes, you are truly, really too nice. I'm not gonna stop writing, I was just throwing up my hands in disgust, and that was the easiest way I could convey that kind of sentiment. Thank you so much.

from manslaughter :

you rule too!

from manslaughter :

what's up with moms, anyway? like, who keeps putting ants in their pants? stupid moms.

from disruptions :

why thank you.

from manslaughter :

they told me it wasn't funny, and to stop running it on all of the lab computers. i'm glad someone else finally appreciates it! heehee.

from manslaughter :

aawwwwwwww, i'm totally smiling now. thank you. :) hugs.

from manslaughter :

that totally cheered me up! thank you.

from manslaughter :

your new layout is fucking awesome.

from manslaughter :

holy shit, i'm touched. that was really kind of you to say! ... thank you!

from manslaughter :

woohoo! it's me! if you're smiling, then I'm smiling too. :)

from jpoet112 :

i haven't said anything to you in a while because things haven't been very good lately. i'm not sleeping. and i feel like i'm dying again. i need anti-depressant drugs, but can't afford the prescription because it costs money. which is something that i don't have. a girl from Ithaca is sending me some of hers. because she's beautifully compassionate like that. they should arrive here in the mail on thursday. after that, things should be a bit better. maybe i'll even start sleeping again. i'm just trying to pull myself back together. momentary brokenness. maybe a week or two, and i'll be semi-ok again. ahhh, isn't that sad. that i've been reduced to a state of longing for mediocrity again. yes. sad indeed. but it beats the screaming and suicidal thinkings.

from jpoet112 :

i guess you don't like correspondence. but so it goes.

from tinbucker :

Yup, there're Orangina shirts, evidently. The one I got's tight though, and I end up looking like I'm trying to be all tightshirtcoolsexy when I wear it. In short, it makes me feel like a tool.

from tinbucker :

thanks :)

from tinbucker :

Aren't they freaky? They look like they're evil - like little demons. I'm terrified oompa loompas are going to pop out from behind things and try to kill me.

from blindspot :

i like your words.

from inimitable :

sigh.

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