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from not-tuesday :
You said people can make suggestions. If it's possible, could you make one for me?
from goldieknox03 :
i used your "your not what you own button" i love that line. thanks.
from lumenatrix :
OK, girl, I just read your last three entries at once. I have to say, I have totally been there, no question. While, I don't know the crazy details of your situation (and there are always crazy details, right? ) I will pass on what I learned from my sojurn through the land of "what crawled up his ass anyway?" I have learned that many many men (boys?) do not know how to tell women how they feel, especially if they actully think the girl is a good person. There is a difference between thinking somebody is totally awesome and feeling that special spark. Sometimes guys (and girls, we need to be equal opportunity here.) don't know how to say "you rock, you are awesome, but I don't feel that spark, or I feel it more for someone else." so, instaed they say nothing and become distant becuase everytime you reach out to them they are once agian confronted with how much of a childish ass they are being. It doesn't make him a horrible person, it makes him a person who is afraid of hurting you, which is noble in a sence, but he ends up hurting you more and he needs to step up and be a man about this. There is, also, the fact that everyone enjoys feeling liked and persued, even if the feeling isn't necessarily returned and sometimes people don't want to cut someone else of because then the attention would also go away. Anyway, I hope I didn't overstep my bounds, since I just met you and all, but when I read your entries I just thought to myself, oh my God it's Joe and I all over again. So, that is my two cents for what it's worth. Basically I wanted to let you know you are not alone in this and I hope everything comes together for you in the best way possible. Hang in there and be strong. :-)
from wordsofmine :
Hoo hoo, new digs! I hope you keep us posted on the move. I have wondered myself about having my own domain but Dland is so easy to use. Remember, don't carry any heavy boxes that's what you have guys for.
from bar-lights :
hey kristin, it's abigail :) I've started yet another diary and wanted to let you know. I look forward to reading future entries! <3. take care.
from clrmehppygrl :
I took the quiz about what age you act. I got one year older than I am too. To quote my son, "Neat huh?"
from gothamite :
Also, though this may be so obvious it doesn't need stating, there are guys out there who don't adhere to the plan A, plan B idea of treating women. Granted, most women seem to enjoy being treated like a commodity, or like shit, but rest assured that there are--albeit a very small minority of--guys out there who won't fuck with your head and will give it to you straight. However, they're only of use to the women who don't enjoy being walked on.
from gutterpoet :
I always hesitate to write something that may be less than supportive to an online friend...but, I will honestly tell you what occurs to me as even I, have done the same sort of thing before. I think you have been put on the "backburner". He doesn't want you now but he doesn't know if that will change later so he strings it along just doing enough to "keep" you going. Sort of Plan B, ya know? (yes we men often suck) I think you've answered your own question though. If a guy is interested enough neither hell nor high water can stop him from his pursuit. It's kind of like if you're dating a guy but every Saturday night he says "I'll call you later and we'll meet up". You stay home waiting on the call and just as you're getting pissed he calls about 10pm. Plan A didn't work out so he calls the Plan B whom he had waiting for him on standby. Oh no. The Man Mafia may send out a hit squad now that I am telling these things to women. I hope everything works out however you want it to, but that's the first thing that I thought of and I hope it is of some small help to have heard it. I wouldn't want to see you hurt. gp
from dangerspouse :
(((HUGGSS))) Hang in there babe. I think you're doing the right thing by listening to Spongebob in the background during this stressful time. Just don't end up like Squidward, bitter and lonely, all because of "Ex Angst". There are plenty of other people who love you, if you can take some solice in that :)
from gothamite :
no one sees you're on a vampire planet. no one sees you like i do.
from blueavenue :
i am totally feeling your pain/frustration right now. though i realize what it is that i DO to myself and i know i don't WANT to do it anymore, it's not necessarily easy to just forget about this freaking guy who is just NOT that into me. lol. why do i do this to myself? i don't know. but i always have, so it's going to be a hard habit to break. but at least i KNOW now, right? so anyway, i think you should definitely read the book, because a lot of it you will realize that you've always known deep down but just never really dwelled on. it's amazing how many excuses we (women) make for them (men). i had no idea. it's ridiculous, really. but seriously. read it, even though you may not be ready to face it. maybe you'll change your mind? P.S. i feel so honored to be featured in your entry today! yay! that really makes my day! ok, have a great Friday, and i'll be looking for an update. =)
from gothamite :
I'm sure this won't sit right, but the "he's just not into you" thing strikes me as someone telling someone else precisely what they want to hear. I think it's erroneous to think that it's wholly the guy's fault for not totally digging the girl; it isn't that cut and dry. I don't think it makes a guy a moron to not like a girl, no matter how nice she is; sometimes it just isn't there ... but obviously the girl should go find someone who <b>will</b> be into her. Do people really need a book to tell them that?
from clarity25 :
Thanks for your beautiful note and compliment, Also I'm glad you liked the card:).Also the scarf you made is so pretty..I'm sorry about what you're going through right now with X. I completely understand and feel your frustration, confusion and sadness. I wish I had the right words to comfort you, it's such a difficult place to be in. Not knowing how he feels and feeling like he's blowing you off. Not knowing why, wanting to believe there's a good reason.. but dreading the reasons are because of what "blueAvenue" had written. I can't say what the right answer is of course, but I think you know in your heart. I want to shlag him off and say he's a big jerk. But I guess that wont help you much. I wish I had the solution to offer, but I also know how it is when you have feelings for someone. It's not easy to just turn them off. I hope things work out, Just know I'm here if you ever need to talk:) -Clarity
from goingloopy :
I am so envious of the scarf...I love scarves. I have a real addiction to them. :)
from pashiesplace :
I love the scarf! Makes me want to make one, now. Have heard good things about that camera also. I'm excited for you!
from pisceanlore :
I'm pulling for you to get in that class. Good on you for picking photo for your concentration. I'm jealous of your Holga, I haven't gotten around to getting one for myself yet. And last, but not least, happy belated bday.
from artofliving :
Thank you kris. That really made me feel much much better. i apologize for missing your birthday, do accept it as I love you for how nice you always are to me. isn't it odd how decisions are often both the easiest and hardest things to do?
from incinerated :
Happy belated!
from lumenatrix :
Happy happy Birthday!! It's ok to feel the way you do. Last year everyone I know (except my parents) COMPLETELY FORGOT my birthday. You better believe I let them have it the next day. :-) Anyway, good luck and good wishes.
from vla :
Happy Birthday!
from serenaville :
Happy belated birthday! You have the right to feel how you want to feel about your birthday... not that you need my permission or validation, but hey. Let's just say there's a good reason February 23rd sports a thick black X on my calendar. Ugh. *HUGS!!!*
from clrmehppygrl :
Happy Birthday! I get the same way around my birthdays for the most part. It would probably be easier for you if your hubby got a little excited about it though. For me, birthdays are about living another year, growing another year. You have the opportunity to see your baby grow another year older as well. I know there are slumps that feel impossible to get out of, but sometimes birthdays are worth it, just to live through them. I hope you start feeling better soon and that your birthday wasn't all bad.
from betchy :
happy birthday. it is now the 11th but i have only just read the birthday entry. dont be sad. at least you're turning 26 and not 36!
from sapphyr :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (BELATED, I know)!
from blueavenue :
don't worry, i don't pity you. =) i am, however, a spoiled selfish bitch. i guess knowing is half the battle? but anyway, happy birthday, regardless, though i think it's been the 11th for about 5 minutes...but it's the thought, i guess! hope your tuesday is better.
from pashiesplace :
Happy Birthday my dear. Your sentiments described mine while in my twenties, if that is any consolation. Supposedly our 20's are supposed to be a great, freeing decade but I don't think that applies to everyone. I dreaded turning 25, 26 was worse for me. I also embraced 30 necause it seemed like turning the page. Still young, but old enough to earn a bit of respect. More importantly, I think by the time you hit 30 you'll find yourself very comfortable in your own skin. Part of that searching for yourself sort of turns into finding peace within, if you're lucky. I suspect you will be.
from juddhole :
Happy Birthday, sweet girl. I'd stick a candle in a beer for you, if that didn't cause such a mess and stuff.
from lauralgood :
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to yooooouuuuuuu, and many more. love laural
from lauralgood :
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to youuuuuuu, and many more. love laural
from whereibegin :
Happy birthday, babe. I think you are �ber-cool.
from clarity25 :
Happy Birthday, Kris!!! Not that this will make you feel any better, but my birthday was so uneventful, boring and depressing. i didn't even mention it in my journal. I just let it slide by unnoticed. I was feeling bummed about turning a year older too, funny how that is. After 21, you start groaning. But the truth is, we're still young and have so much to look forward to. I hope your day improves, and know that you're loved! Happy happy happy birthday!! (geez, I'm SUCH a dork.. Sorry:)
from pumpkin144 :
sorry to hear the birthday has been uneventful! my last birthday was fairly boring. i had a bad headache so i just hung out with the b/f, and another friend came over with cookies. it was relaxed, more like just another day. but once you get out of your teens (and passed all legal drinking age bdays) then really, what's one more day or year? if i had any idea where you live, i'd send you a box of krispy kremes with the sprinkles spelling out "happy bday". cuz donuts kick ass! *birthday hug*
from kimmikers :
Happy Birthday, fellow January 10th-er!
from goingloopy :
I love that song..."Three Hits". Oh, who the hell am I kidding, I love just about everything the Indigo Girls ever do. :)
from gothamite :
Another way of circumventing the loss of your entry is to ctrl+A it and then ctrl+C it, thus copying it ... so if it all crashes, you can then ctrl+V it into word and save it after the fact. That's what I do after having lost a few posts of my own. Works like a charm.
from clarity25 :
First of all, thank you so much for your last note. It came at a time where I really needed to hear that, It's funny how you can get a whole bunch of nice compliments from people and positive vibes..and it's that one judgmental critical note that sticks in your head and makes your self-confidence plummet. Suddenly all the good feelings dissolve and you question everything. But you're right. Why do people do that? Just come into someone's journal and write E-mails putting them down and telling them they have to change their life. The worst thing is, I'm vulnerable because I don't even know this person and she had read my entire diary. I was about to shut down my journal and run away..but anyhow, I'm over it. I let it get me down enough. Thanks for being there, Kris:). I've been dying to see "Alias" myself, I'm trying to order it from America. I've been contemplating bangs too, I think it would look good on you:). Good luck with the scarf too by the way. I wish I had the ability to knit. Your entry on your child and your thoughts was really honest and beautiful, I think we all question the meaning behind things and wonder what life would be like if things were different. and the quote "Got enough guilt to start my own religion"..boy do I know that feeling. Take care, Kris! -Much Love, Clarity
from betchy :
isnt it just the most annoying thing when you type out a whole entry and get the error message? especially when its been a really long detailed entry. bah! anyway i have been meaning to wander on over here for ages now, and finally got the chance. i like! i looked at your photo's too, they are great. anyway hope you pop over my way sometime. bye!
from vla :
And another thing: You should totally get bangs like those. I cut some of those longish side-swept bangs after much trepidation, and I am very happy with them. They're very flattering.
from vla :
Hey, do you give out your password for you private entries? If so, my email is [email protected]. I understand if you don't though. And be sure to post a picture of that scarf! I love knitting too, but scarves are about as far as I've gone.
from tremendous :
Hey! Still love to read your diary, but your pictures are especially eye catching. You are so talented! I want to take a photo class next year, and I hope when and if I do, my pictures come out half as good as those. Keep up the good work! And also- superb music choice you've got there. :)
from sapphyr :
I mean it! Anytime...I'm here!
from kiosh :
Hello luv! I've been reading your diary for a while and I added you today to my favourites (What took me so long?!). I appreciate your entries so much and all the content on your diary. Plus, I appreciate your musical taste and your love for music! =0) Much cinnamon hugs for you and positive vibes!
from liltexas101 :
Hey... sorry, my little guy woke up, so in continuation, I love the idea of a photoblog, I'll have to check yours out :)
from liltexas101 :
Hi! Didn't you used to have a layout that was a white background and had 50's style (maybe?) photographs down the left hand side? Hopefully that WAS you, because I absolutely LOVED that layout. Gotta go...
from gumphood :
I say hi. And I love it. I love the idea of a photoblog as well.
from almostlaura :
I'm sorry it took so long to thank you for the note. I have been terrible about updating or doing anything lately! Oh, and just so you know, I'm not a new read, I'm an "old read". My old alias used to be "livliterally" but I decided I wanted a change. You know, too much baggage and all. But thanks for the note! We keep running into eachother on diaryland! It's hilarious! :)
from vla :
I've been reading your diary all day and just added you as a favorite. Love your diary. Your photographs are lovely as well.
from clrmehppygrl :
When I read this entry, I realized how easily I could've written the exact same thing. I was pregnant at just 20 years old, and married not too far after, just like my mother before me, and her mother before her. I didn't go to school, like I wanted to, and I constantly question if I married the right man. I question if I should be with a man at all. I question my love for my child as well. But what gets me through are the little moments. The times when my son runs up to me, hugs my legs and says "my momma" or "i lub you". The times when my husband just looks me in the eyes and says "Do you even know how beautiful you are?" The past is dead, and you know as well as I do, for me to say that is a big thing. It's a part of you, but you can't go back. No one can. Enjoy your child's life right now, because this is the easiest it's going to get, and it would be a tragedy for you to realize how much you love her right before she goes off to live her own dream. You're not alone out there, hon, definitely not alone.
from sapphyr :
You remind me so much of myself and the things that I went through. If you need an ear to bend I'm here! Hugs, ~Sapphyr
from gothamite :
thanks for the card. happy new year.
from pixie-grl :
I think we should boycott our birthday this year. You in? I've decided that 25 is old enough and that I will remain 25 as long as I possibly can. Well, hang in there. I'll have a shot for you tomorrow in celebration of our 25th b-day (again)! XOXO
from blueavenue :
cute new layout! and it always amazes me how parents never learn about the whole rebellion thing. like how can they not KNOW after all these years that i don't want to do things they try to force me to do? it's astonishing.
from clarity25 :
Sorry you had to endure so much stress over the holiday season. I hope you can use the time you have left to relax and recuperate from your sickness. Just do some things for yourself, and put everything else on the backburner. You deserve it, Kris:). I'm just glad 2004 is behind us, it's a new year! P.S. I know what you mean about 26, that's where I'm at too. Oh and nice new template:)
from gumphood :
god, i forgot what I was going to say. New Years resolutions get commnet.s
from clrmehppygrl :
If you have to go alone, go alone, seriously. I don't know if it will have the full effect on the little screen like it does on the big screen. My hubby and I are talking about going to see it in every theatre in the county just to see how it feels elsewhere. He loves it too, thankfully!
from candoor :
merry happy new year to you :)
from incinerated :
Happy 2005. :)
from pisceanlore :
You should take Italian. That way you'll be able to talk to people when you go over there to look at all that art in person :-)
from dangerspouse :
I hope you at least managed to down a Champagne and NyQuil cocktail at midnight in celebration. I'm sorry to hear you're slammed with the Rockin' Pneumonia (and the Boogie Woogie Flu too, I bet). After the Cipro kicks in, I hope the rest of your 2005 picks up! Tom :)
from sapphyr :
Feel better and have a very happy 2005! ~Sapphyr
from clarity25 :
Hey Kristina! I'm so glad you're back. I'm sorry to hear that you're sick, I really hope you feel better soon. (I think I might be coming down with something myself..ugh) Take care of yourself, and I look forward to hearing all your tales from Christmas! -Much love, Clarity
from gumphood :
worst cold ever=phenonuma. Get well NOW
from hp-fucked-dm :
Hey. Um... I've just been looking through random diaries and came across yours. It appears that you're rather interesting, as a person and I just found it necessary to compliment you for that. Hope you have a Merry Christmas! Au revoir.
from rainforme :
hey music guru. when's audioslave coming out with their new album?!?!
from gumphood :
I like the musical choices. recognize 65%
from gumphood :
I really hope you get randy Johnson. Then Shilling and Johnson go head to head. But we have Ortiz and I have Arod.
from clarity25 :
I love your new template, blue is my favorite color. I don't mind how often you change it, I enjoy it actually!..and nevermind the spelling errors, whatever ones you have, I never notice. (Probably because I'm terrible at spelling myself) But D-land SHOULD have a spell-check program! I'm glad your finals are over and you can relax a bit. Sorry about the stress with the in-laws. I hope you have a great christmas, Kris. Best wishes!
from incinerated :
I absolutely adore the new template. It makes me want to curl up by the fireplace.
from goingloopy :
As far as I'm concerned, you can change your template every freaking day...nothing wrong with that...I mean, after all, it's YOUR diary, which is a reflection of YOU, and there's no reason you have to be in the same mood all the time, right? Plus, it's you that has to deal with all that pain in the ass HTML coding, which is why I don't change mine more often :) I think that makes you decidedly non-lazy and committed to diary excellence. And I like you and your diary no matter what your template looks like.
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from cats-corner :
Hi Kris, thank you so much for your note. I have to say, I enjoy both types of entries...I like your lighter ones just as much as more introspective posts. Maybe because we all have both moments of levity and times of deep stress and confusion in our lives...sharing all aspects of yourself just makes it that much easier to relate. Best of luck on your finals and happy holidays to your and your family. *Hugs* -cat
from pixie-grl :
Uh oh! Homegirl is getting a real eye for photography. I am really enjoying watching you grow as a photographer! Your pictures are awesome! I hope this is something that you pursue because not many people really have "the eye" for the artistic part of photography. Apparently, you do! Looking forward to more! XOXO
from pisceanlore :
Hey. Good luck on your last bit of finals. One of these days I may get around to posting some of my pics on that site you told me about, I'll let you know when/if I do. And hey, if you're going to stick with photo, you may want to pick up a Holga. They're these great, cheap plastic cameras with all kinds of light leaks (usually) and no real controls. They cost about $20, last time I looked, and shoot medium format film. They're fun. Anyway, talk to ya later. -t
from sapphyr :
Extreme Makeover Home Edition is ADDICTIVE! I cry every damn week, too.*LoL* I was absolutely SOBBING as I watched the last show Sunday. I felt like a bloody idiot! Do you think that we need a support group? ~S.
from gumphood :
Don't worry. You have the picture bug. Take a ride, and take some shots. You'll love it.
from pixie-grl :
That is so funny! Thanks for the laugh... :) XOXO
from wonderwall :
hi, thanks for the note. you have excellent taste as well. wonderboys, great movie, i will have to see that again sometime soon.
from lauralgood :
more hugs from someone who has been there. L
from lauralgood :
hugs for having to clean your house. love laural
from omega-hue :
hi- i came via wonderchai, and i like your journal, its simple- but in a good way. about your two year old, heres two ideas: to get her to potty- let her teach a doll to potty, and give the doll lots of praise for its actions, and then continuoisly be asking her to try and potty- and when/if she does, give her that huge amount of praise too. it will show her what a good idea it is to go and she'll want the adoration that her doll recieved. and second, (my mother did this with us...) offer some sort of special treat, something she doesnt get all the time, like an mnm or gummy bear or something like that, only after shes used the bathroom. so, i hope those help, or give you a starting place. i dont actually have kids, but i do have a 2 1/2 year old neice. take care- sar.
from serenaville :
Re potty training: My three year old has been responding quite positively to the old "Sticker chart" trick. She gets a star sticker, in any color she wants, every time she makes it to the bathroom. (Placing it on the posterboard herself, of course.) The only downfall is having to ask if she 'needs to go' every half an hour. Best luck!
from pixie-grl :
It's a lot to swallow, especially since it is coming from someone that I called my "bestfriend". Thing is, I have never left a mean note to anyone here before, I don't take joy in my "friends" hardships like they do mine, in fact, I pretty much stay to myself to avoid situations like this. It baffles me. Like I told Clarity, if it weren't for people like you two, I would have abandoned ship. Thank you for your kind words! Many XOXOXOXO!
from clrmehppygrl :
It's hard, but it's something I've learned to just deal with because I know he's not hurting, I know he's not really in any kind of danger. When he is, that's different. If you let her cry it out and NOT give in, it will be much more simple later on. If you give her everything because of a tantrum, you're re-inforcing the behaviour and it's only going to get worse. TRUST me on that one! And the sticker thing, I'm not able to do, so don't worry about it, but thanks!
from clrmehppygrl :
Toddler advice? Oye. Okay, for the tantrums. There are a few ways to deal. If she's at home, let her tantrum herself out. As long as she's not going to injure herself, she'll be fine. I've taken to looking my son in the face and calming him down and if he's throwing a tantrum over not having something or doing something, I calmly explain things to him. Whether or not he understands, he generally calms down. Sometimes a nap is in order. Distraction is also a HUGE help. Potty training is another whole thing. Luckily his daycare is helping out a lot. One tip they gave us is to go ahead and put regular undies on them, make sure she's in shorts so if she pees, it won't go everwhere. That why she can feel when she's wet and it won't be as comfy as when she's in a pull-up or diaper. Let her go in with you and your husband while you use the potty, it makes them more comfortable. Make it fun too, give her books, etc. Hope this helps!!!
from monkey-king :
Oh, great. Rub it in.
from monkey-king :
Wait, what if you let them go, they come back, and then leave again?
from gothamite :
I agree with you ... only we can decide what is worthy, what's important. I am also saying, however, that what we deem to be so important, often winds up being the most disappointing, heartwrenching and/or dejecting debacle of our lives. But then, if the feelings are powerful, and feelings are the only things that really distinguish us as people, then who's to really say that even the most awful experience isn't valid ... so long as it's potent?
from arletterocks :
Wow, you take cool pictures. Flickr is crack, I'm telling you.
from gothamite :
I think we confuse difficulty with complexity. Nothing is ever that complex, emotions are the only things that tend to make hard something that seems simple. Sure, one could argue that emotions themselves are complex, and in a way, they are ... but it isn't rational. Emotions often complicate things far beyond any needed measure of complexity. I do it; I've had my share of heartache and wist, and though I want it to signify that there's something real and true I'm fighting for ... there never has been. I'm sure one could argue that it varies from person to person. One man's illusion is another's reality, I suppose. But the only factor that ever makes things hard, in my opinion, is the significance we bestow upon those things ... and many things often don't warrant or deserve the intensity of our feelings for them.
from cnotefwb :
Hi! I just tried sending you an email with my password but I don't think it worked. But you can email me at [email protected] for it if you'd like. I hope it won't be disappointing though! Your diary is so descriptive and thoughtful. Mine might seem kind of simple...but I'm hoping to evolve! TAlk to you soon!
from goingloopy :
I do like the new template...your artwork is so cool, and it adds just the right touch to the simplicity. And I like what you write, no matter what template you use. (Which is probably good, since you change it like, hourly? ~Just kidding~) :)
from neonlemonz :
You're an amazing writer. Your words are so powerful. I wish mine were as good as yours, however, I fear that they're too vanilla and bland. Yours are so powerful, so awe-inspiring, the kind that stick with you long after reading. I want that kind of gift with writing some day...
from gumphood :
I am A Taurus. Hear me roar.
from clarity25 :
Your last two entries were so insightful, open, honest and real. I've been at a loss for what to write in your notebox lately, I can't find the right words. The truth is that I don't know the right advice to give, because I don't have any answers or solutions. So I wont even pretend I do. But I will say that through your words, I can understand fully what you feel and what you're going through. I think in time it will work out and things will fall into place. Either you'll find complete contentment in your current circumstances or you'll make a drastic change , that will transform your life. It's all a process and a journey. A hard one. We're all in various transitional periods in our life, every moment. I'll write an E-mail later this week. You're in my thoughts, Kris. P.S. I love the links to your artwork and your photography. It's beautiful work you have.
from cnotefwb :
Hi! I've seen your name on almost everyone's buddy list - so I decided it was time I gave you a read. I really like your diary, although I see it's gonna take me awhile to get through your archives. That's ok though, I think I'll enjoy it. Anyway, I just wanted to say Hi!
from cnotefwb :
Hi! I've seen your name on almost everyone's buddy list - so I decided it was time I gave you a read. I really like your diary, although I see it's gonna take me awhile to get through your archives. That's ok though, I think I'll enjoy it. Anyway, I just wanted to say Hi!
from at13oclock :
I remember you saying a while ago that you were a Carnival fan. Did you get the first season on DVD? It was out yesterday, and the show starts back up in January.
from pashiesplace :
I really understand what you mean. A little too well I'm afraid. Knowing that something is lacking is awful. Knowing that you are capable of feeling that thing that is lacking with another person, that is devestating. Hugs.
from pashiesplace :
I really understand what you mean. A little too well I'm afraid. Knowing that something is lacking is awful. Knowing that you are capable of feeling that thing that is lacking with another person, that is devestating. Hugs.
from gothamite :
Yeah, but people do care to read your stuff. The quote is good, though. It's true. After checking out the Brooklyn boards on LJ and gauging that no one cares about what anyone has to say any more than in real life ... I figured I'm better off just writing to myself, and seeing who stumbles across it once every six months. Besides, I like the control they give you here. It's very laissez faire and I appreciate that much more after having been somewhere else. It's funny, though, in a wry sort of way, that I desire discourse and communication, and participation in some kind of community despite often preferring to be isolated. Though, like your quote suggests, I think I'd rather be isolated than to compromise.
from gumphood :
Man o Man. I really really hate it when that happens.
from pixie-grl :
I am going to continue to write, but just feel the need to lock it up. I'll drop you an email and explain why. Talk to you in a bit! :) XOXO
from augustdreams :
Awww, thank you. The fuzzies and I are all smiles from your sweet note. And you can write about photography all you want. I think the ability to take interesting photos of everyday objects is like magic. We take so many things for granted, but they have a beauty to them that takes talent to capture.
from milomilo2 :
Deep down we all like to be somewhere else... To apply this notion to your photography, I first was drawn to the Asbury (sp) photo because I never seen it before and it was novel to me. However,I keep returning to the other photos because, you have a knack for making the ordinary, extraordniary: the car series (truly enjoyed); the shoes by the chair (at least I felt there was a story waiting to be discovered because of their shaped from use, the somewhat tired look of the straps and placement... I wanted to know more); the light and shade play on the metal series; signs; and just seeing how you frame your subjects. Artistically, I think you're finding your way and perhaps your key is...your ability to make the ordinary, extraodinary. Remember, what is common place to you is a brand new world opened for the rest of us. Keep up the good work and keep taking photos. Thanks for sharing...the hermit crab returns, once again.
from goingloopy :
...seriously, I like your artwork. Especially the flower one. It's the kind of thing I would do, if I could draw/paint/charcoal/whatever. I've tried something like that. But mine looked like an attention-deficit, heavily-medicated, mentally subnormal second grader had stolen her big brother's art supplies and ruined a sketchbook....
from pisceanlore :
It is one of the great ironies that being an art major costs so much extra, but often makes so little after graduation. I managed to slide by this semester with less cost than usual because I went from a wet darkroom to digital. But I guess with the photo printer I had to buy, it's really kind of a wash. Oh well, we'll come out ahead sometime, right?
from milomilo2 :
Thanks for pointing out your art link. I thought it vanished with the new template. Just when I get used to navigating one of your templates...BAM! A new one appears! Keep up the good work! Perhaps, when your finals are over, you could post those pieces you submitted for your grades? It would be your own "gallery" exhibit using your journal as the gallery sans band, cheese, wine and industrial warehouse, although I'll probably have a drink nearby at your unveiling -- Just a motivating suggestion. Also, I couldn't sit by idle, I had to speak-up because earlier in the year you expressed such optimism about this pursuit and I don't want you to lose it because your photography is showing a great eye and subject matter. More importantly, I think art and creativity personally fulfills you which is worth the short-term monetary sacrifice in exchange for life-long happiness. I'll humbly crawl back to my hole now... sorry to intrude.
from gothamite :
How've you been? Aside from what you've been posting. Feel free to drop me an email if you want.
from milomilo2 :
Hey...it's final week. Next week this will be all over and the stress will be gone. Besides, you have readers, like myself, who tune in daily to see what you've done and accomplished. I'm anxious to see your work. I really don't care if it is an 'A', 'B' or 'C'. I'd just like to see what you have been writing about all these months. Come on! You're building a fan base --albeit just a few of so far! We'll be able to say, "I remember her early work..." As for concern of money...you could proudly claim to be "...a starving artist...!" How many people can go through life and actually claim this? I think it is a proud and well-earned badge! So, is it Wednesday you'll have your photos posted?
from milomilo2 :
Quitting is not feasible. YOU ARE NOT PERMITTED!
from lauralgood :
Honey. I know what you are going through with all the money for the art major. Larry used to spend hundreds just to start a project...much less finish one...keep pushing. I promise you will make it. You can do this. don't quit something you obviously love. L
from clarity25 :
Thanks so much for your sweet note! I love your new template, the simple notebook paper layout is perfect. I understand your frustration with an overwhelming workloads and the high price of art supplies for college. I've been there! I know you'll get through it:). Good luck in the upcoming week..hang in there.
from augustdreams :
Wishing you luck, sanity and Christmas cheer. Also, tail wags from Aph and a purr from Woodstock. :)
from goingloopy :
You're welcome, and thanks for the buddy list add :) Also, I just saw Anne Lamott on your favorite authors...I love her.
from o-twinkle-o :
i wish you luck .. and of all the layouts you've had since i tuned into you, i like this one the best.
from goingloopy :
...just do what you can do. If you can get a good grade with what you have, go with it, and move on to the 70-zillion other things. Use those photos for yourself, or for a class next semester. You talk about challenging yourself...if you know you have, it doesn't matter whether you get a grade on it or not. And PS, I'm liking the minimalist look. Easy to read and navigate. :)
from clrmehppygrl :
Hi, there's something I'd like to email you about, but I don't have your address. Mine is [email protected] - could you email me when you get a chance? Thanks!
from clrmehppygrl :
Hi, there's something I'd like to email you about, but I don't have your address. Mine is [email protected] - could you email me when you get a chance? Thanks!
from sapphyr :
I like the minimalist layout. Very clean. Good luck on your finals! ~Sapphyr
from hothead :
thank you so very much for your lovely note...stop by anytime. thanks, doll.
from mistresyo :
Hello! Just to let you know that I like your diary, also that I'm a "Frustrated, Wannabe Writer & Photographer. * - Not a teenager, actually 25." as well ^_^ Feel free to visit My Diary. take care! Carolina
from blueavenue :
i actually quite like this notebook paper layout. coo. tonight i went to pick up my diploma; i graduated back in june. it made me a little sad to realize (really realize, you know) that i'm done w/school forever. unless i do grad school. but how weird. ah, school. =)
from clarity25 :
Hey! I missed you too! I noticed you're in Lock down..Are you changing your template again? (laughs) I was just going to tell you how much I liked your new current one (I KNEW it!) and I wanted to catch up on some more of your archives. Well, I'll just comment on what I read yesterday. I liked your quizzes, I'm going to steal a few. Glad your thanksgiving went well..oh and the part about being inspired to dye your hair from seeing an Irish setter had me cracking up. I'm influenced by golden retrievers, myself. Love ya -Clarity
from lauralgood :
I am so excited that you are enjoying school as much as you are. I had no doubt you would. hugs and love and energy! Laural
from pisceanlore :
Hey. It took me a while to remember which movie you were talking about (Tainspotting). What can I say, my life is a stream of consciousness and I forget as soon as it flows by. I know what you mean about stressing over portfolio stuff. I have my color photo port due Monday and my digital due sometime next week. Good times. But it's fun, definitely better than some of the 'real' academic stuff I have to do.
from rachel-what :
ok ok ok sound like my mom she always told me to be nice but i never found that appeanling BUT i did listen when she told me to tell the truth. and just to let you know i have a boyfriend
from rainforme :
thanks!!
from tothefloor :
hey, i took the quiz and thought i'd be an indie girl too, but turns out i'm a hybrid of: partygirl and progressivegirl. who knew.
from tothefloor :
it's true about the record collections. my friend "pork-chop" and i decided that we won't even consider seeing someone unless they own at least one husker du album.
from pashiesplace :
Oh wow! There is another person out there that loves Afghan Whigs! Everytime I mention them to someone I get a blank stare as a response.
from lauralgood :
that letter...it is one of the most honest and wonderful things I have read in a long time. You have a way of putting your thoughts down that makes me absolutely envious...and proud that I know you. I feel what you do in many instances. I think that is why I have not pursued a deeper friendship with you past reading your diary and leaving notes and an occasional email...Not that I don't love and appreciate you but I think you know too much about me through your own life and that you would tell me to grow the fuck up and do what I want and then where would I be? where would I be? sorry if this does not make sense to you...hugs and love and KEEP WRITING AND DOING YOUR ART! Laural
from pashiesplace :
Tears are rolling down my face after reading that entry. It is so hard to experience passion with someone other than your husband. To realize what you're truly capable of feeling and absolutely knowing that you can't exactly have that with your husband because he doesn't get it. It's not there and can't be forced. Hugs.
from pashiesplace :
I'm loving track 4 also!
from gumphood :
i heart sign generator.
from lustykazoo :
glad to hear you enjoyed the show! my diary was temporarily locked to allow me time to post pictures & such from the colorado springs trip, but i've been working a lot this last week & it took a while. it's back open now ... hope all is well with you ;) ~ p
from gumphood :
dude your template?
from goingloopy :
I'm a new fan, and I just read your 100 songs list...first, it makes me want to do one. Second, mine will probably have a lot of the same songs. Definitely the same artists. :)
from devian :
you are too much! nothing is wrong if the intent is right (my way of excusing my own bad behavior). i do love the fact that you want to stick up for me. she's silly, she's 16 and she's an idiot. i don't hate her for it--just pitty anyone who feels they need a man to validate who they are.
from gumphood :
I went to that liquid site. There are alot of things about boobs there
from gothamite :
So, what are my alternatives? Other than Livejournal, I don't know of any sites. And as for the content of our pages, I wouldn't say my shit is any better ... the proof is obvious that what you write appeals to people infinitely more than what I do.
from clrmehppygrl :
Yea, I saw that. I don't feel as bad for being married, with a kid, and still kind of drawn to the past. At least we know we're not alone out there.
from clrmehppygrl :
Thank you for commenting on my letter, I just hope she doesn't distance herself further from me. And the "punk rock porn" is really cool. We had heard about it a long time ago from "Real Sex" on HBO. It's really cool because a lot of the girls are unconventional beauties, but still exude sexiness. I like to see something different, personally.
from gothamite :
I know it amounts to whining. But I can't understand why one person has a cult following while someone else has tumbleweeds blowing through his streets. Is the substance really so different? Is the prose not up to snuff? Or is it just that people will always disappoint and seem never to have a fucking clue? I can't yell at anyone, so I'll just be sitting tight, drifting along with the tumbling tumbleweed.
from ubergrrl :
Nice letter. I can totally relate. I don't know if that makes you feel better, but I have been there. You kick ass.
from rainforme :
oh my. i know people don't always know all about something because they read a diary (i know that well), but i can't help but wonder if you are seeking happiness in the wrong place? i only say this because i am the exact same way. you thought you would find it with school and now perhaps you are thinking you will find it with love? i just don't want you to hurt anymore, but i think you might hurt even more if you keep in the same direction. tell me to shove my psychological bull, but i care and i just wanted to let you know that. be well.
from wonderchai :
hi, adder-of-me-to-favorites! :D
from gumphood :
I like the new design. Girly. But good.
from gothamite :
I'm still the aberrant piece in my current puzzle. I'm surrounded by people either in their earlier 30s, most of them married, there are two mid-20s women, both married, one guy my age with a girlfriend he's likely to marry, and then a bunch of high school kids, with maybe one or two early 20-somethings thrown in. I'm truly unique in this crowd and I'm not paying myself a compliment, though I'm glad I'm not any of them. It's still difficult to be on the periphery yet again, though.
from sapphyr :
Brilliant layout! You are amasing!
from whereibegin :
Hey - love the new layout! Great colors. And thanks for the note - I'm glad that entry resonated with you. It was one of those ones where you start writing and you have no idea where you're going to wind up, but eventually, you have this little diatribe and you kind of like it. I know it may make me a little indecisive, but with something like that, there is just no, single, simple right answer.
from clrmehppygrl :
I'll go check her out either later today or tomorrow. I've got a busy day today! *smile* But yes, if I like her, I'll let you know. Thank you so much for the offer!
from clarity25 :
Thanks for the compliment on my painting, I needed it. I have a really hard time putting stuff out there, especially when I'm not 100% happy with it. I just want to cover my face and hide. It IS weird that we have the same ring! odd! I have some comments on your private entry, but I'll write it in an E-mail tomorrow..rather than take over your notebox.
from leftunspoken :
There-there, beautiful girl. There-there.
from clarity25 :
wow..your entry today really hit home. I can relate to everything you wrote in the last half completely. your photography is beautiful, I went through your gallery. You have real talent with that. I don't know if you fully realize that or not..but..wow! I have a question: I wrote a private entry, and I want to put it in a folder with a link. I noticed you've done that.. could you tell me..how?
from clrmehppygrl :
My son is bonkers for Spongebob as well. He doesn't really understand that there's a movie coming out though. About 25 miles from here there is a theatre that has "Mommy and Me" movies. Pretty much centered around bringing a small child to the movies. It's a HUGE theatre, you can get down on the floor with your child, and the movie isn't as LOUD as most movies. I think we're going to take him to that when it comes out. He's never been to a movie theatre and I think he'll really enjoy it.
from gumphood :
The SBSP movie will be one of those things that makes a lasting impression on a child like the transformers movie did. I have that feeling. People will talk about it for years because its just werid that it happened.
from devian :
i love your photography. it gives me chills.
from lauralgood :
thank you for your confidence my friend. thank you. love laural
from sapphyr :
Thank you for the compliment! That is a big deal coming from you!
from clrmehppygrl :
Funny how things work. My husband got shorted on his paycheck this week too. We're not in the same boat because of where we live, but I know how stressful it is. I get all over-emotional about finances as well. But, thankfully, some things, like these, are temporary. They may not feel like they are, but they are. And no, you may not be able to help anyone now financially, but can you volunteer anywhere? Being there for someone doesn't cost a dime. Hope you start to feel better.
from wordsofmine :
Hang in there kiddo. I know the feeling about finances as Michael and I are having them too. You want photography classes and I just want to take a once a week yoga class. All in good time I guess. I'll keep you in my prayers.
from comicboy :
i had no idea you'd become such a fantastic photographer.
from gothamite :
Actually, the election bothers me the least of all the things I have on my plate. However, I'm pretty miffed about the way it turned out ... which I suppose speaks volumes about how I feel about the rest.
from gothamite :
I voted in Brooklyn. I voted blue in my blue state and I still feel cheated. Kerry is the President of New York ... but what the fuck good does that do? Nothing. Because Ohio dropped the ball ... Ohio, with Bush's dick in its ass, voted for the bastard anyway. I know I'm not alone. Like Woody Allen said, they think we're all left-wing, communist, Jewish, homosexual pornographers, and good for us for being so ... if only because it means we're not like him. But it's little consolation to know I live in a city like mine, when it's part of a country that voted the way it did on Tuesday. Four more years of this shit. I did my piece. I tried. It just didn't fucking matter and it pisses me off.
from clrmehppygrl :
Thank you. Thank you so much for posting what you did. I have been so angry and displaced today, but what you said gives me a little hope. At least I know that I'm not completely alone out there.
from pashiesplace :
Know what, I did vote for Bush because of a few very major issues (for myself) but overall, I agree with nearly every point you made in your last entry. This is the first time I've ever felt even remotely conservative & that has been unsettling. Hugs.
from arc-angel666 :
Hi Irish: Well said. I fear it is going to get a lot worse in these next four years. According to the news this evening the country voted for Bush because they were more concerned with Abortion, Gay Marriages and whats being shown on TV and in films to their kids rather than the War, the economy and the fact that world hates us. I usually don't get involved in political discussion, I vote, pay my taxes, support our country but this time I couldn't sit still. I went to rallies for both parties I wanted to see what each had to say and how the people reacted. I like most out here in Hollyweird supported Kerry. I am registered as a Republican, I am a very very Liberal Republican and haven't voted for a Republican canidate since Bush senior ran a second time. I believe the Republican party looks out for its own and leaves the rest out in the cold. I posted two entries here at diaryland about how I felt and got a bunch of nasty email mostly concerning the Iraqi war and my stance on it. Of course the only one who actually fought in one was me, but all the emailers had insight into war and were convinced the war was over and the US is smoothing out the rough spots in Iraq, gee tell that to the parents, wifes, husbands and children of the 5 American soldiers who have died everyday since the war was declared over by Bush! Bush won and theres nothing we can do now. I only hope he decides to honor his promises of a new start and he will keep his word. Don't hold your breath...Damn its been reported that Hell just froze over and I swear I just saw two PIgs flying! And Bush just told the truth.
from ubergrrl :
I like your post-election entry Kristina. I agree with you, but am not disheartened. I will still vote even in non-presidential years. I do it every year. The thing I think that saddens and disgusts me the most is that the reason the Evangelical Christian Right came out in droves and voted for Bush is because the same-sex marriage ban was on the ballot in 11 states. And of course passed in every one of them. That's sadder than 4 more years with Bush.
from sparklejaxie :
Thank you for giving me a little bit of hope on what IS a very, very dismal day for the United States. (Maybe we should rename ourselves to the Christian Fellowship States, heh)
from milomilo2 :
Barak...now that's when excitement, vision and hope begins. For the next four years, hang-on tight to this oarless boat.
from clarity25 :
That was really well-said, Kristina. I was sitting here crushed, angry and sniffling all pitifully over the election outcome and your entry put things in the right perspective. You're already looking ahead to the next election and thinking of who that candidate could be. You're not discouraged and your swinging forward. I admire you:). *wiping tears* ugh, I have to pull myself together.
from gumphood :
do you have wicked sensitive eyes to the light like me too? My eyes are awful.
from pixie-grl :
stop, you're making me blush! hope you had a fun halloween with the little one! xoxo
from rainforme :
for you... i almost would, but i think you know how i feel about this topic. i admire your conviction and passion. plus, you quoted chris... rock on girl.
from lauralgood :
awesome entry, baby. awesome. love laural
from artofliving :
awwwwwwwwwwwww!!! you are so sweet!! I just love the shit outta you, woman!!
from clarity25 :
I forgot to mention earlier how much I love your new layout:). Also, I know what you mean about families, It's always so stressful and complex when everyone is together. I don't know much about In-laws, because Eric has only ONE surviving relative..but that relative has managed to make my life a living hell from the moment I arrived in Germany. As a result, I haven't seen her in 10 months. Hope you have a good weekend..
from rainforme :
thanks for the access. :) glad to see you are finally getting to see ryan. sorry about the sox. your photos rock, i really like "hit the road". take care and i hope you find peace with the issues you are going thru.
from o-twinkle-o :
i laughed out loud at that fugly site. awesome.
from milomilo2 :
My two favorite photos are of the Church and the Twins Apartment... The black and white makes it seem like capturing an era gone by or struggling to exist. Got a kick out of the "cross" beam supports.
from lauralgood :
thinking of you, wonderful one. hugs on all the stuff in your life right now. HUGS! Love laural
from o-twinkle-o :
i've forgotten the pws. re-email or leave me a note?
from gumphood :
For you to have a rival, we have to knock you to the mat a few times. Don't worry, you will reload next year. Maybe with Pedro.
from gumphood :
Now, I have been pretty stoic...but come on. The Yankees CAN'T be happy with A-rod. I am happy with him. I just bought my A-Fraud Shirt.
from lauralgood :
your layout is so wonderful. big surprise! Hugs you. I love that song the lyric "why dont we do it in the road" is from...love laural
from clarity25 :
first off, I was sad about the yankees too. I'm also a fan, and a minority around here. I'm beginning to discover by all the "GO SOX!" statements in everyone's entries. We have to stick together. secondly, can you believe I've never gone camping in my life. I've always wanted to, your experience sounds like a bit of misadventure that turned out to be fun in the end! It's always good getting away, even if things don't always run smoothly:)
from pink-design :
Hey, it's not mine (you're not allowed to enter if you won the month before). Just to let you know!
from lauralgood :
hugs you. sometimes planning some things is a good thing. glad you all had a wonderful time. love.
from whereibegin :
Feel free to ask anything you want about it... just pop me an e-mail and I'll get right back to you. :)
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Blue Eyes: I was singing in the rain out here in California breathing it all in. The Bo Sox proof their worth, AL champs and soon to be World Series Winners........Now normally I would go on and on, Brag and brag more, but......after reading your post I can't, even though I am teasing and having fun, but I won't do it at your expense....Because I'm a Gentleman and as you ask in your post for Bo Sox fans here at Diaryland to still love you...I still love ya. But those other friends of mine who are Yankee fans who torment me year after year...diss my Angels and relentlessly throw Poo at the BO SOX...prepare for a painful off season, midnight phone calls, infectious emails and if we work on the same production, personal assaults!! I gonna go New York on your Ass! LOL. I'm just kidding lol. Hey Blue Eyes...I was always just teasing and as a New Yorker I know you must be feeling sad about your Belove Yankees...So when I see Johnny I'll ask if he come visit you via your bedroom window...see....I take care of my friends lol.
from nora555 :
Taking it like a woman, no blaming, no pity just excepting it, noones doing that around here. I'm sorry, But i live in Cali try being a lakers fan Uggh! I feel Ya girl
from lauralgood :
shit girl...if you loved the red sox do you know what that would mean? you would be perfect. and no one is perfect...smiles. i am sorry for your loss. I really am. I can imagine your pain. Hugs. Love Laural
from lauralgood :
isnt gump the cutest thing ever? oh, by the way, i love you lots. Laural
from incinerated :
Thank you. I really needed to hear/read that. :)
from gumphood :
I want to roll around in Schillings bloody sock. I am euphoric. I know what that means. I brought my hat into work. I am wearing it with my nice clothes. No one says a thing. The town is shaking. Game 7 ... again. I don't think my heart can handel this. We won the head to head. You win the big games. Jeter's a winner. The Red Sox are destine. My head just exploded.
from lauralgood :
It is so odd, Ms. Kris...I am the same way about certain songs and sounds...I get addicted...sigh. love laural
from milomilo2 :
Damn you! (sarcasm) You're entry is making me think about my personal relationships, commitment and past actions! I rather keep that box closed, tucked away under the stairs. ...no I'm going to have to run miles and miles before the lid is put on....
from gumphood :
The Red Sox cause my brain to catch on fire. Incidentially I saw the first T-shirt that stepped over the line. We all know the "Jeter has AIDS" T-shirt, and the "Real Girls don't date Yankees Fans" but this one was too much "Giambi has Cancer". Cause...he does...and thats just mean.
from juddhole :
Been pokin' around in here long enough. Now, I won't miss a thing. That last entry really hit me. Alot of what you are feeling is how I am feeling and have felt. Just wanted to drop you a note and let you to know. Plus, I saw a pic of you and your sweet girl, and you were wearing a hat that said, "Montana (Something)" and I was hoping you could tell me what that was.
from gothamite :
Hey, K, thanks for the note; it's lovely to hear from you. Dark days these have been, thanks for a little sunshine. I'll get around to bringing you up to speed when I'm in one of those rare fits of not feeling like utter shit.
from clarity25 :
Your last entry was really thought provoking. I could understand your perspective and the feelings you were describing. I wish I had the magical answer that would make everything fall into place, all the doubts, sadness, discontent feelings and desire for something else. I know what that's like. I can say that relationships DO take a lot of work, although I'm really happy with Eric. We have our fights, and we have our bad moments. We're together all the time, and sometimes I wonder what it would be like..with someone else, or a different life. FOr fleeting moments. Then I look at him and remember how I felt when I first married, I look at the parts of him I find so attractive, his smile and his laugh. Sometimes just initiating something tender or passionate at the strangest moment helps to keep things new and exciting in the relationship. Hope you feel better, you're in my thoughts, kris!
from beatlesgyrl :
Thanks for stopping by my site!
from arc-angel666 :
Ah Ha! I have some power lol.
from milomilo2 :
We must be invaded by the same gray skies...do they have secret draining powers? Here's to future sunny days!
from leftunspoken :
I'll be your Phoebe any day. Do you know that you're lovely? Do you know that your sighs are music? Do you know that you are Good like baby trees and Becoming like butterfly wings? No? I do. I know. And I'll tell you over and over again. Be well sweet sister! Love, Marcia
from arc-angel666 :
LOL. Just teasing. I know your a Yankee fan. The Johnny I was speaking of was Johnny Depp and the quiz thingy at the end of your last entry.. We'll be working together again on Pirates II. I was teasing, but should the Yankees beat the Bo Sox, you never know i might be forced to show Johnny!!!!! LOL.
from iamhubpluh :
I used to consider myself democrat until I discovered the Libertarian party a couple years ago, and it has been growing rapidly. The man reason I switched was because it was a lot less complicated. It was simply, and the reasons behind the decions were well defined. Thannk you for responding, I may not agree, but I respect your right to say it! :-) My intention is to get people to look at other options- if they think there are none. Have a great weekend!
from iamhubpluh :
If you are voting AGAINST Bush, check out http://BADNARIK.com he is for stoping the war in Iraq, and NOT sending more troops as Kerry is for (based on his debate answers). Vote your heart, not the less of two evils!
from arc-angel666 :
OKay, I'm an Angel Fan for a very long time and we got whupped by the Bo Sox. Time to move on....so I happen to like the Bo Sox also and now your Yankees are hurting them. I know your a Yankee fan, but I tell you now if the Yankees beat the Sox the next two.. well I'm gonna do something awful! Since I'll be working with Johnny again in December I just might show him the quizz or poll thing you did about him! heh heh heh Go Bo Soz Yeah Baby
from gumphood :
I got it, You are my daddy. http://datchery.diaryland.com
from gutterpoet :
I am certain that the Dead Sox are headed for also-ran-idness yet again. Why are they down 2-0? I think they spend too much time focusing on their hair. What is up with the weird facial hair and the frosted highlights and all? Ummm sorry Skipper, I can't take BP tonight before the game, I'm getting my tips re-frosted. I think Johnny Damon's hair slows him down with wind resistance. The Yanks shall wind because when they get out of the shower they don't have to spend 30 minutes fixing their hair! gp
from cats-corner :
Thank you for your note Kris. I am truly grateful that both you and your daughter have your health. You both deserve the best care (emotional and physical) in the world. Don't ever forget that you are worth it. -cat
from gumphood :
Classic Red Sox -- our best pitcher sucks, we come close to coming back, we lose the big game, Riveria shuts the door, Matsui looks like a god. Classic. Now Pedro has to shut the door at Daddy Stadium or its curtains for the good guys.
from gothamite :
Just thought I'd see what the patron of bloggers was up to. I've been meaning to send you an email, but I get distracted.
from clarity25 :
Thanks for the compliment, I wish I felt that way. Those are truly beautiful black and white photographs, Kris. Some of them are just breathtaking in their shapes of lights and shadows, That's lillie, right? (She's so cute!)Oh, early request for future private entry password rights:). Hope everything is going okay...
from milomilo2 :
Just a curious question about photography classes...Do they still teach 'old school method' of black/white development? Or, has the focus changed to digital photography?
from uurabbit :
I tried to post this in your guestbook, but it doesn't seem to be working. I'd like the password to your private entries. My email address is [email protected]
from lauralgood :
hugs you. glad your school is going well. Love Laural
from supermom3604 :
Indigo Girls "Ghost"? One of my top five songs ever.
from lustykazoo :
;) wonderful news m'dear, you're going to love it ~p
from clrmehppygrl :
Yay for good concerts!! I'm not a fan, but I know what it feels like to be excited about something like that. *bounces around with you* Yay! I hope you go and enjoy yourself tons!
from lauralgood :
i am so happy for you! Love Laural
from arc-angel666 :
Hey! Are you a Yankee's Fan? Damn! I am an Angel fan and I believe you owe me an explaination! You guys were suppose to dispose of the Bo Soxs and now look! They just beat us in the first game of the playoffs. Tomorrow I am going to the second game at Anaheim Stadium, 9 rows up from third base Baby. And we will deal with these East Coast slackers. Afta we's send dem Bums back to da Green Monstra we's will get in a Ka an drive out of de Yaad after a bunch of Bee-ears and deal whiff U's Guyees in NYC...Yeah Baby the Angels RULE! Da Yankees Is Bums lol.
from arc-angel666 :
Hey Blue Eyes: I just read your last entry, To wonder what if can and will drive you crasy. I often wonder what if on a number of issues , what if I hadn't joined the military? Maybe I wouldn't have gotten wounded, but I certainly wouldn't know about my inner strengths, what I was capable of doing in times of danger and my willingness to help others during stress. I wonder what if or what I could have done different that may have changed the outcome for my sweet Alayna Kate. But on the other hand that are certain subjects that need to be addressed, obviously this issue is bothering you. You need to decide is this something you need to do, remember there are rewards and consequences to all actions. Only you can decide. I hope all works out well for you. OH by the way I wasn't able to pull up your link, try as I may it just wouldn't work. Good Luck Blue Eyes
from artofliving :
YOU ARE THE SWEETEST!!
from requiel :
Cool CDs! I just picked up Flogging Molly and The Dresden Dolls. I still love your diary! I love that you change your look often, I wish I had the smarts to do that. *hug*
from cutielatina :
The matress comment made me giggle.Hubby and I are going through the same thing. I want a new matress too. I am deeply jealous! LOL Cuidate...oh,how is school going?
from gumphood :
I hope you like your new comment! Anyway, I also hope you have a good weekend. Go yankees. hah
from lauralgood :
Oh I am so glad you enjoy debates as well! Keep happy my friend and know I am thinking of you. Love Laural
from incinerated :
I'm trying to think of an original way to ask for a password, but am failing miserably, so I'll just stop trying and ask nicely: I'd totally like a password. Okay, nicely didn't exactly work, but it looks like you got my best valley-girl impression instead. Hmmm.
from suggest :
Hi! You've been suggested as a great diary :)
from sweetjulep :
I'd like the password :)
from clarity25 :
Okay, I'm on line with everyone else with a password request.. You know where to send it if I qualify:).. That's a good idea by the way, for particularly personal entries. I loved the paperdolls, I got lost in that site for a while trying out all the possibilities!
from nypizzas2 :
May I have the password? It sounds like an awfully fun entry. :)
from arc-angel666 :
Good Morning: Thanks for the password and the secret hand shake lol. A problem as arisen though, due to massive concussions, numerous blows to the head, continuious aneurysms, brain damage and a permanent state of stupidity I need help, actually directions. Where exactly do I take the password? THanks in advance for your help. Excuse me I need to return to the lab. With the aid of Stem Cells research, a new copy of the book of Frankenstein, a brand new baseball cap (made of Iron) and a passing electrical storm I shall attempt to recontruct my brain. Its alive I tell you, ALIVE!!
from imaphatpig :
Found you through dangerspouse. Loved your celeb paper dolls. And also your daughter is cute as a button. How are you surviving through your quarterlife crisis? I think I might actually live through mine.
from arc-angel666 :
Good Evening Ms Irish Blue Eyes: You stated you didn't want any weirdo's reading your latest post and I don't blame you, if I promise to be securely tied to a chair, all sharp object out of reach, properly sedated may I please read your post? Damn its hard to type in this straight Jacket! Anyway You can reach me at [email protected], once I receive the password, I'll sneak out of the line for electro-shock therapy, break into my Keepers computer room and view your post. I promise not to tell the contents of your post to anyone except for my invisible friends who only confide and communicate with one homeless man in LA who wears special foil on his head so Aleins won't be able to read his mind and get the info of your last post....you'll have to excuse me for now, theres a white tailed Deer named Bob out side my window, he wants to talk politics,what an idiot he's a Bush man or Deer!
from gutterpoet :
That U2 was really good right from the first listen. It's more guitar driven and punky than they've done in a while. I'll be interested to see if the new CD is just as good. I really WANT to dig them again. I'd ask for the password but I can't swear that I'm not sometimes a weirdo! :)
from augustdreams :
Could I have the password? You can leave it as a private message in my g*book or drop me an email. :)
from lauralgood :
will beg like everyone [email protected] hugs. no pressure. Laural
from cats-corner :
Am I worthy of receiving the password? :-) [email protected] -cat
from o-twinkle-o :
password please?
from pashiesplace :
I hear you on it being difficult to do anything with a toddler around. My Emmy was 2 in June & Bridget was 1 in June as well. Do the math, that makes 2 toddlers beneath my roof. I keep telling myself as long as their happy...
from geeked-out :
Word. Thanks for the note! Sorry I'm such a slacker and it took me so long to respond. Thanks for adding me!
from augustdreams :
I loved your lyrical entry. And I'm sorry you're feeling sad. Someone I love to read it taking a break too, and I'm going to miss reading her words while she's gone.
from lauralgood :
oh my. I do love your pop entries. and i wish you would dress me...heheh. hugs, kris. love laural
from lauralgood :
darling, it seems you are as sick of people misunderstanding you as I am with them misunderstanding me. I am so frustrated with people right now. i hope your friend gets his shit together...ah. silly people. Love laural
from arc-angel666 :
Dear Irish-blue-eyes: Ahh Friends. One of the things about friends is.....if they are true friends little misunderstandings like the one your experiencing now will mend themselves. From what I read about your history with this friend, things should be back on tract soon. I am sure he'll read your entry and understanding should prevail. Dreads huh? Cheerleader? Theres a combination lol. I should talk I have long hair lol. Oh by the way I saw your photos, very pretty, blonde, red head, and alburn, husband's a lucky man 3 in one what a deal lol. And you have a beautiful child. Good Night Blue eyes Respectfully Michael
from supermom3604 :
In every single one of those songs, those are the lyrics that stick out to me when I hear them. It was the weirdest thing to see your entry because it was exactly something I could have written. Strange, but cool. Beautifully spoken.
from artofliving :
ohhhhhhhh what a gorgeous entry, love. Gorgeous and marvelous. Thank you for being brilliant
from pisceanlore :
Hey ya. I'm glad you understood my bit about timing and all of that. I kind of wonder sometimes how many people think about things like that. Anyway. You're doing archival processing in an intro photo class? That's kind of odd to me, we've always used RC paper in my lower-level classes. But they do come out better on fiber, so maybe that's why. Color photo is not going as well for me right now. I'm too used to black and white. But I'll get the hang of it soon. Take care, talk to you later on. -T
from chic-reviews :
Your review is up: http://chic-reviews.diaryland.com/irishblueye.html
from artofliving :
Hahahaha!! Ya think? By the way, my lack of updates has been because I'm training a chick at work and she's very old and very nosy and I don't want her in my BIZ-NASS. I'll let you know how the pot/tuition thing turns out. I mean...this IS my education we're talking about as you pointed out. =) Heheheh!!
from arc-angel666 :
Have you ever hear of or listen to Stark Naked and the Car Thieves?
from lustykazoo :
uh oh, looks like you, GP & I are the 3 ... it's funny, I live in this tiny little town & Camper Van were REALLY big in my high school along with They Might Be Giants... yeah High School, I'm holy friggin old ;) Have I mentioned lately how nice it is to know folks with good taste in music?
from gumphood :
The stop-the-presses event will be when the Yankees *DON'T* make the postseason; NY playoff clinch like sports' Metamucil moment ...
from gutterpoet :
I'm one of the 3. Thanks for the news on Camper Van Beethoven! I love those guys and thought they were dead or something. This will really date me, but back in the day my band opened for them. I mean we were one of about 3 bands who played before them, but still. They were very cool to us.
from pashiesplace :
Ah. Kevin *swoon*. I thought I was the only one that was infatuated with him. Fab music collection BTW. I found you earlier today and added you as a buddy~ love your diary.
from arc-angel666 :
Hello Again: I just read your entry concerning the possibility of the loss of one's mate. Sometimes its a good thing to be reminded of what ones Lover means to them. It is a very scary thing to think about losing one lover. My last entry on September 19 is about losing the one most dear to you, if you get a chance read it. I was fortunate we loved one another every minute we were together and when I lost her my life shattered. You and I don't know each other and this maybe a bit weird coming from a stranger but love your man as much as you can, sometimes they can be taken away. Oh by the way I'm a friend of Tom's(dangerspouse) in real life and I'm as sick as he is but we both have moments of normalcy lol. My name is Michael
from clarity25 :
I could really relate to your last entry, There are times I take Eric for granted to and than it hits me how much he truly means to me.
from tothefloor :
i know i say this every time you change your template, but i *do* mean it each time - i totally dig your new template! xoxo, elle-emme
from gumphood :
I really liked this entry. I am glad that you can see how much you two mean to each other. that's nice. At least yu to him. Now if only he became a Bo-Sox fan, the sweep this weekend in Fenway wouldn't hurt as much. heheh. I am sorry. I talk about this too much.
from lauralgood :
Hugs. Love laural
from cats-corner :
Actually, I *do* have a wish list at Amazon, but I use it to keep track of the CDs and DVDs I want...that way I don't have to keep a written list. As for making a wish list full of books...probably better if I don't. I've got over 550 in my rooms that I've yet to read...I have no business asking people to buy me more! Besides...most of the books on my "Would Like to Read List" are ones I anticipate reading only once, then schlepping over to the library. Better just to read them in the bookstore or plan on checking them out from the library. Thank you for the suggestion though. :-) -cat
from o-twinkle-o :
AIIIGH I LOVE THIS TEMPLATE (SO MUCH MORE THAN THE OTHERS.) .. !!
from o-twinkle-o :
AIIIGH I LOVE THIS TEMPLATE
from clarity25 :
P.S. Aeroplane is one of my favorite Chili peppers songs and happy 300th entry!
from clarity25 :
That's a truly beautiful photograph of the benches. I like your new layout and I had fun checking out your "fug" link, I was cracking up!!
from pixie-grl :
I can't thank you enough for entry 301. I need a good laugh today and you were just the person that was able to deliver. How fugging funny was that?!?!
from sapphyr :
Your new layout is AMASING! Very cool! ~Sapphyr
from lauralgood :
love love love it....oh my love love love the new layout...i think it might be my favorite one yet. love laural
from cats-corner :
*GASP* Locked! You're changing your layout again, aren't you? Sneaky little devil! :-) Can't wait to see what you've done with the place. -cat's meow
from augustdreams :
You're locked up! Could I please have the password? :)
from arc-angel666 :
Hello Irishblueyes: First thanks for nominating Dangerspouse, he certainly deserved it. I love reading here, good stuff.
from chic-reviews :
Hi! I just opened a new review site and am trying to get it started. I thought a good place to start would be with diaries that have already been reviewed at other sites. If you'd like a review, come on over and apply!
from gothamite :
I like your drawing.
from gumphood :
I like the eggs. Well shadowed
from cutielatina :
Thanks for the advice on the CD's. I shall look for those U2 albums, if only for me. Hope school is going better, and your charcoal looks great. Talented woman,yes you are.Cuidate...
from lauralgood :
All I can say it that it looks really great to me and I think you might be being a bit hard on yourself! Just a thought. Love you lots. Laural
from pisceanlore :
Hey ya. I like your drawing. You're already much better at it than I could ever be. Incidentally, I'm a photo minor so if you ever want to chat about any of that or have any questions I'd be happy to talk about it. Take care, talk to you later. -t
from lauralgood :
darling your drawing is really good. they show incredible promise. I love the shadows the most on the eggs. tell me what your favorite part is and which was the hardest to get right. Love Laural
from gumphood :
I like you 9/11 tale. For me, I had class all day and didn't know what happened until like7:00 that night. They didn't cancel my classes in grad school.
from clarity25 :
Sorry I sabotaged your notebox again, I should have put that in an E-mail. :)
from clarity25 :
I read your entry and I can understand the emotions you're going through. It's natural to feel like you've missed out on things in life and to feel confused about your relationship. I often feel this dissatisfaction inside at times when I compare my life to others and feel like I'm missing out. There were times when I wanted to leave Germany and start all over somewhere else. But I have this philosophy with life, I believe that wherever you are right NOW is exactly where you're supposed to be. You're learning something from the experience at this minute, you just don't realize it. You can find that happiness without changing your surroundings or ending your marriage. But you have to find it within yourself, otherwise whatever change you make the same problems will follow you. (I learned this from my own experiences..) I can't tell you what the right thing to do is, But I guess it's important to evaluate your marriage and look at the value it holds to you. Don't think of the finances or your child, for one moment just think of yourself. What do you REALLY want out of life? Then go out and find a way to do it. You're not as trapped as you feel you are..it's just a matter of changing your perspective. (easier said, than done..believe me, I know) I really hope you feel better and are able to sort things out. I don't know if it helps to know there is someone else out there that understands you. But I'm here for you, if you need me.:)
from rainforme :
strength to you.
from lauralgood :
oh love. hugs and kisses to both of you. we need to talk off of this note page. I will be thinking the best thoughts for you. Laural
from nora555 :
Hi, THanks for your note. i just read your entry for today, maybe its in the air. I'm sorry and I hope everything works out for you. I know exactly how it feels for not know why your not happy,if that makes sense. THanks Letty
from clrmehppygrl :
Something I was told a long time ago. Every problem is a large as you feel it is, no matter what is going on with others around you. The biggest issue in your life is just as big as mine or anyone else's. I couldn't read your whole entry due to browser issues, but from what I saw, I understand what you're going through. Money issues are really hard. My husband was out of a job for a long long time. Hopefully your ray of sunshine will come soon. Oh, and thank you for the offer of help. Right now I can't think of too much, I just need a mood booster right now. Thank you so much for thinking of me.
from artofliving :
Thank you for your entry today. It came at a really crucial moment in my thinking processes. You and your husband have the exact same age difference between the two of you as Ddot and I do. Today, after having a very long talk with Dooki...I realized that it's very possible that my paranoia is a sign that I'm not really ready for this either. I was having a really hard time admitting this to myself. Thank you for letting me know it's okay. I love him very much but perhaps I am too young. Unfortunately, it's too late to get out now with having built a relationship with the children. I would never do to them what Megabeast did. So I guess I'll just have to hope for the best. We should really consider moving to an island and spending the remainder of our lives sipping drinks with umbrellas in them.
from clarity25 :
I like Maroon 5 too and I'm not 15..at least my body isn't:). Good luck with your husband and his job search. I have my fingers crossed that the right job opportunity pops up for him. I have no doubt that it will, It just takes time:)
from lauralgood :
well love, I am not too fond of the band but I agree he is lovely! Laural
from pixie-grl :
Hey, I forgot to tell you, keep your head up on him getting a job. Bobby had the same exact problem. It took him a few weeks, but he finally landed something. He got real down on himself too, so just a heads up on the mood swings. Hopefully, it will all turn out real soon for you guys!!!
from pixie-grl :
I know, it is huge, but I figured "Good enough!" I just got way to frustrated with the whole html thing!!! ;)
from pixie-grl :
Help me!!! My stupid archives are all messed up. I don't know what happened, but everytime I go to fix it, I mess it up more. If you can, would you be able to take a look at it for me??? I have no clue what I am doing! :( DC
from clarity25 :
Hey, I liked your quiz. I was going to do it too, but than I realized all my answers would just be identical to yours..(weird!) Except for ONE..I would pick Billie Holiday over Ella. Otherwise, we're basically on the exact same wave-length!
from milomilo2 :
U2, now there's real music! Bono...he's got it all. If only I could be a 'Mini-Bono'! Jesus! Has it been nerly 25 years since I first heard them? Oh, like the format and you were a former h.s. cheerleader? I would have never guessed it. Still perusing your journal...trying to figure out the cheerleader connection/mystery (lol) P.S. You have some really great entries, I've enjoyed.
from batalicious :
Thanks for adding me to your favourites. I'm a a little embarrassed though as there's a lot more to me than just that diary. My partner and I live in a studio but go off and do our own thing. I think it's healthy. I'll have to read your diary now and find out what you're studying.
from clarity25 :
Okay, You're last note made me almost start crying. I have to refrain from making this a "lovefest" lol, because I just want to write in a thousand words how sweet and wonderful you are:). Thank you ,kris, for everything.. I'd really like to see your version of the photo interview! I love when you post pics. (particularly hot ones of bono..) by the way, I like your new Beatnik layout! I never know what to expect when I click on your diary link..you keep us on our toes.
from cutielatina :
Hiya! I've been reading you for a couple of weeks,love the layout,by the way. I would have left comments earlier,but our comp is literally on its last legs. Anyway, YAY that you are back in school,admire that,and had to tell you,my hubby does not know who U2 and BONO are!?! I love them. What CD do you recommened for me to buy in order to expose him to some "real" music? Since he used to like Creed, and yes,I will love him.LOL Cuidate, and hope to hear from you soon.
from rainforme :
hurraahh!! thanks for that. oh yum!
from lauralgood :
love the layout and love the blog style...a lot. very nice. Love Laural
from rainforme :
blog is better. i like the layout too, but i have to say... i do miss me that bono pic from way back. mm hmm.
from incinerated :
I like the blog-style because you actually write entries that consist of two or sentences. It's when a person uses blog-style for one-liners that really drives me up the wall. You would think it would be the other way around, but it's not for some reason. I think this is why I am weird. Could be.
from dangerspouse :
YAY YAY YAY!!! Yes indeed you DID fix my template and buttons and social life and things! Is there anything you CAN'T do, Wonder Woman o' the Web? THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!! And thank you :)
from whereibegin :
Hey... did I mention I adore your new design? It is PERFECT for you - absolutely fits your personality. I love it!
from cats-corner :
I know! I love those little faces! I never would have discovered them if you hadn't put yours up, so thank you! And thank you so much for the compliment on my layout. I wish I could take credit for designing it, but that goes to Raging Pistachio Designs. I do love their layouts. Oh, and I meant to tell you, I LOVE your new layout. I agree, the beatnik music vibe definitely suits your personality! *Hugs* Love, cat burgler
from whereibegin :
I know what you mean... I live in fear of giving birth to little Alex P. Keatons. :)
from pixie-grl :
Hey sweetie, sorry it has been so long. About the GI bill, you can be elidgible as long as your husband is active duty. It didn't work for us like we had hoped since Bobby just got out. Kind of a bummer. Hope school is going well! Don't work too hard! XOXO!
from clarity25 :
Thank you so much, Kristina. I know you're behind my nomination, I was flattered and touched. You're really an amazing friend, not just to me but to everyone. I just hope you fully realize how wonderful you are.
from gumphood :
I don't know? Do you have any sympathy for a town that has an inadiquace problem for 86 years? I do hope Giambi lives...I just hope he never plays well again.
from gumphood :
And also, did the yankee's play last night? I missed it? I didn't see...maybe they had the day off. I'm not sure. I know the Red Sox won, but I think the Yankees didn't play. Do you know?
from gumphood :
I was thinking about juggling. Do you think this would be agood move for me?
from artofliving :
i noticed that you were waiting on a review from evaluate-you also...does it always take this long fro reviews? i've been on the list for like two weeks and i'm not even asigned yet. this is the first review i've ever requested.
from lauralgood :
oh love. love. love. through yourself into your art. submerge youself into it and it will feel better. love laural
from sparklejaxie :
I totally feel the financial aid thing... luckily, I think (hope) I got mine straightened out today.. of course, it doesn't help that I have about $500 worth of books to buy, with a potential refund check that I might not get for another couple months.. Ick. School sucks sometimes. *hug* Good luck!
from artofliving :
holy shit!! 1 cent a minute to park at SCHOOL where you PAY hella tuition?!?! these capitalist bastards!!
from gumphood :
Finacial Aid blows. So many problems. In addition, the Ugg boots blow my mind. those things are doomed to get catagorized in the big mistake catagory. As for the ruffle skirt, I completly understand why that's around.
from serenaville :
Mook does that too, from time to time. I handle our finances, but he screws up his corporate AMEX by charging personal items on it, then not telling me he needs reimbursed out of our account for it until it is FAR TOO LATE. To the tune of thousands, in one instance. He then I have to bail his ass out. It's the worst case of 'Ostrich syndrome' I've ever seen, and it breaks my mind. I feel you on this. *HUGS!!*
from milomilo2 :
I see the evil, Bouncing Check Fairy struck your account as well. Take a deep breath...I know you don't see it now but things will work out. A co-worker used to tell me, "Don't worry. Money is a renewable resource." Unfortunately for me now, I don't even have a source! Hey, as guys we do stupid things but most of us have good intentions. I truly like that you able to see this. Take care.
from lauralgood :
So glad you got the finanicial aid issue settled in your favor. Baby, I am sorry about the check issue. that sucks. Hugs. I know how you are feeling. Love Laural
from clarity25 :
I can completely relate with your frustrations over your money issues and the landlord situation with your father. I hope everything works out, I can say that I've been there in many different variations. I hate money stress, you try not to let it overwhelm you, but you can't help it. I also know what you mean about feeling like an "aging hipster" (lol) when you enter hot topic. Me too, even though they actually have some great tops that are hard to find anywhere else. I also don't know what the deal is with those little plaid paris hilton ruffle skirts and stupid boots. ugh.
from dangerspouse :
Hey babe, I just wanted to leave this note to sincerely thank you for nominating me for the Diarist.net award (it was you, wasn't it?). Seriously, I'm flattered beyond all pretense of composure. Oh - and we miss you here in Jersey :) Thanks again!! xoxoxo
from artofliving :
sigh...there is a reason for my leaving you this note. you see, i had an awful goddamn day at school today while attending my STUPID BORING VANILLA CLASSES. and all the while i said to myself, "If i went to school where Kris does then I wouldn't be dreaming up ways to skip class". so how WAS the most rocking school schedule for you today? I love you, ya bitch. =)
from sparklejaxie :
Really, I don't get those Ugg boots to begin with. Outside of playing in the snow, how the heck are they a fashion statement? Sometimes I really thank God that I'm not a slave to fashion, because I could just imagine in 15 years having my kids look at pictures of me in Ugg boots and going, "Mom, what were you THINKING?!" Rich people are so weird. =)
from wateryone :
it just couldn't be more perfect!
from rainforme :
thanks! i was on my way to street scene in sd... a music beer romp thing (you would have loved it) and i actually exited the freeway and turned around to take the pic... of course i didn't realize there were no exits for 12 miles!! so that pic was a very worth it 24 mile detour! i'm glad your classes are going well, good luck.
from artofliving :
two things. 1. get your jeans at target. $22 and they are the best fitting things in the fucking universe. i own nothing but target pants. 2. WHERE THE HELL IS THE BOOK BAG GOING?!?!? she left me a note too! like...wtf?
from the-book-bag :
I'm leaving diaryland Kris. I wish you nothing but he best of luck in school and life. *Hugs*
from gothamite :
Yeah, Shane's a drunk fuck ... that's why they eventually kicked him out of the band. But without him, god, did they suck. He *was* The Pogues, as incoherent and unsavory as he was, he wrote all of their best songs. He actually guested on a Dropkick Murphy's track from a few years ago called "Good Rats" ... and he mumbled and slurred his speech like the rummy he is.
from incinerated :
I'm going into fourth-year nursing. It has been a long (but rewarding) three years thus far. I know all about miserable classes! ;)
from lauralgood :
Oh my love. Welcome to the world of finanical aid...where one gets lost in the sea of wandering students who have been fucked by the school system wanting to keep their refund money! Love Laural
from clarity25 :
"history of Rock and Roll"?! wow! I never had a class that cool before, all your art classes sound great and if you learn anything interesting in "art professions"..share it with me, I could use it! Glad college is going well, You know I'm going to start bugging you about posting some of your class artwork:)
from incinerated :
Sounds like a blast. I'm glad you're having such a good time. I only wish half of my courses were as interesting as yours seem to be.
from milomilo2 :
Hi! Thanks for the note and taking the time to write to me. I thought I recognized your screen name, then I remembered reading your journal the other day -- you recently took a trip to New York, Cleveland and saw Dylan! I remember because you also posted pictures of the trip which caused me to seek how to do the same. (Divine Intervention, once again!) Being from Cleveland, we often wondered if the Hall of Fame would attract people outside of Cleveland -- the first years were lean as were the displays. Anyrate, I'm new to keeping a journal and am still trying to find my voice and style. Hopefully, you will find some of my writing and experiences interesting and worth your time. Lastly, Clarity25 is the first journal I page through in the morning with my first cup of coffee. You're very lucky to have eachother as D-land friends. Milomilo2
from gothamite :
As for the pogues song, it's Fairytale of New York and I love that song ... any duet with the lyrics "you're a bum, you're a punk / you're an old slut on junk lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed / you scumbag you maggot, you cheap, lousy faggot, happy christmas, you arse, I pray god it's our last" is all right by me.
from gothamite :
Hey. Thanks for the note. I've been checking in on your blog ... sounds like you're getting settled.
from lauralgood :
HUGS! school is amazing and wonderful for me. I am so excited to know I am going to teach soon. Yes, I expect all of your wisdom on Rock and Roll! I am so excited for you. Love Laural
from artofliving :
sweet girl!! what the hell is your major?! i'm so insanely jealous that i'm taking fucking Trig and you get to take history of rock & roll! grrr!! mad mad mad...my favorite teachers are those who are insanely passionate about the subject they teach. it makes it a million times sweeter. have you noticed that alot of college teachers are the grown-up hippy type? interesting how that plays out.
from lauralgood :
I am so happy you liked the first classes! I want to know what you learn in the rock and roll class. sounds great. oh and you i am in college too! Keep happy. love Laural
from artofliving :
seee?!?! I knew you were awesome! have you seen that old navy commercial where the girl is so excited about school and she screams out "LET'S STUDY!!"? Ddot says that's me allll the way! Good to know there are other school freaks like me!
from hotpinkviews :
If you would still like a review from us, please leave us a note and you will be placed back on the pending list. Thank you.
from serenaville :
Thank you so much for those plastic surgery links! Very eye-opening, without the perpetual 'surprised' look. ;) The snap of Jocelyn Wildenstein ALONE, was worth it! Made my day, all of it... I don't feel so bad about myself, anymore!
from clarity25 :
Thank you so much for the kind note you left over at my place, it meant alot to me. I'm so excited for you with your first class approaching and I look forward to your future entry describing the experience. Don't worry about being a "dork", Lol, They're all going to love you. You'll make so many new friends, you'll forget about us little people here at D-land. *sniff*. Btw, I love that song by the Stone Temple pilots.. "I got a girlfriend..she goes to artschool..I got an artschool girlfriend..yeah..". My ex covered that song in his band years back..memories. And those links to the Plastic surgery sites were interesting...particularly Lindsay's creepy elongated boobs..ick! Good luck today!
from opusshrugged :
i took three years off for traveling & returned to college when I was 22, i got so much more out of school after i returned because i had a few years of real life experience to back up my studies & that itch that kept me from completely applying myself the first time around was tamed enough to get me through the second round. i'm sure you'll be great ... just be yourself & never be afraid to let your dork flag fly either! enjoy ;)
from artofliving :
missed you a little, it's been a while since i dropped you a note. hope this finds you well
from clarity25 :
P.S. wish I could have gone to see Bob Dylan! Your so lucky!:)
from clarity25 :
I loved the pictures from your travels! Your daughter is adorable, and the pictures of her and your husband are so heartwarming and cute. Thanks for sharing them:), hope everything is going well!
from lauralgood :
hey darling. wanted to tell you I am still reading! I am so envious that you got to see nelson and dylan. Wow. I hate it when the crowd is not great at a concert. Same thing happened at Cher. OH well. Keep happy and know you will be fine in school. Love laural
from rainforme :
for some reason i never knew your daughter's name is lillie. very cute. nice pics.
from sapphyr :
How do you like Ohio? If you need "Ohio" tips (things to do, etc.) let me know. Isn't unpacking a pain? If you don't get it done, don't worry! Take the time to get well! Good luck with school! ~S.
from artofliving :
Just breathe...oh, and have a hot fudge sundae...
from clarity25 :
That must be so exciting to move into a new flat, rearrange furniture and start planning the redecorating. Happy birthday to your husband, I hope the two of you have a wonderful day!
from lauralgood :
hey love. thanks for the compliments. I have missed your words. Love Laural
from pisceanlore :
Hey ya. Glad the unpacking and whatnot is going well for you. We're sort-of neighbors now (I live in Ohio). I'm looking forward to seeing your pics. And I'm sure I'll eventually get some of my London ones up. Take care. -T
from pixie-grl :
I missed you!!!!! Look we have returned, you with a new house and me with a new husband! Glad to hear you made it in one piece. Drop me a line when you get a chance!!!! -DC
from clarity25 :
Glad you're back!:)
from rainforme :
hurrah!! she's back! two weeks until school?? how exciting! glad to hear things are well.
from gutterpoet :
welcome back Kotter.
from opusshrugged :
glad you had a safe journey
from augustdreams :
Welcome back! :D
from visualreview :
Would you like a review of your layout? Thanks for your time! :)
from clarity25 :
Kris..come back already! we all miss you!..*sob* :)
from artofliving :
hey sweetness, thank you SO much for telling me about planned parenthood. i finally called and made my appointment today and they were so nice! it's $10 since i've had my exam this year ($50 if they have to do it) and $12 a pack for the pills. the lady said that they don't have the regular ortho-tri-cyclen but they do have ortho-tri-cyclen lo. i havent done research on this yet, but i still feel much better about the whole thing. i would have never known about it if it weren't for you so thanks so much!!
from artofliving :
I kinda thought that Planned Parenthood and the Health Department were the same thing until five minutes ago when I looked the number up in the phone book. The clinic is in a shady place, tho. Is it odd that I'm 68 days from being 21 yet I will probably need my mom to go with me?
from pisceanlore :
Hey thanks for the note. I strongly encourage you to go over there if you ever get the chance. It was such an incredible time for me there. I'm struggling a bit to readjust to here. And I still feel like I'm behind on everything. Oh well, I'm sure I'll get back into the swing soon enough. Talk to you soon. -T
from sparklejaxie :
Good luck and have fun lovey!! It'll be a long couple weeks without you - hmph. :P But I'll look forward to readin' all about the adventures when you get back. =) Stay safe!
from rainforme :
good luck and well wishes on the move.
from gutterpoet :
Best of luck for a smooth move and trip! Look forward to your d'land return. gp
from incinerated :
Thank you so much.
from artofliving :
thank you SO much for your note! it was the first thing i read this morning and it really made me feel so much better! you're awesome
from pixie0323 :
i really like your fotolog! that's such a cool idea. i'm going to add you to my favorites too. hope you have a good week!
from sapphyr :
I guess it's finally safe here! WOW! All of my illusions of d-land as internet utopia have been shattered :P ! Just kidding! I really hope that I didn't add fuel to the fire by suggesting that "the reviewer" should be pissed on. I just don't like labels and judgements. Perhaps "Nazi" conjures up such negative feelings that people get lost in recalled images. Isn't it amazing the power of words? Have a great week! ~Sapphyr Oh, maybe we could all get t-shirts commemorating this event!
from softplaces :
>.< I'm sorry, I honestly didn't mean to start all this. To be quite frank, I didn't have anything better to do at the time (stuck in a strange town in Georgia with nothing but an internet hook up... baaad idea) -- I had no intention of 'ganging up' on you, it was just my thoughts at the time. Anyone else who came here was NOT asked to do so by me (nor did I even mention the ordeal to anyone else)... so, sorry for the drama, I don't like it and definitely didn't mean to cause it, and if I'd been thinking at the time I wrote the original note I would have realized that that's all it would have caused. But, hey, you got some good entries out of it, and probably more hits on your page counter!
from lauralgood :
i enjoy it through you. gosh what a fun time! i cant wait till next time! love laural smiles
from clarity25 :
I went through all the artists links, it was really fascinating to see what other artists are doing. After seeing all the different sites, I realized that I really need to modify my style and experiment more. I'm just stuck in a rut, and wont allow myself to explore. Thanks for the inspiration. I really liked the work of Christopher silas and Anna Bagayan. Also, I'm excited for you with your move..the day is rapidly approaching! good luck and have a great weekend!
from diary-nazi :
I think everybody involved has all taken this shit way too far. I bashed the diary, that's the point of the site. She commented on it after I told her I thought it tacky. My friends came to back me up, her friends came to back her up, and look at that, internet war time! Let's just all agree that none of us have lives, none of us have to like eachother or eachother's diaries, Bono sucks ass and deserves to die, you're allowed to spell gist however the hell you want, and that we should all just get over this. Sound good? I thought so too.
from rainforme :
hmm, a little reminiscent of our old emo drama. all in good fun... drama sure is fun. especially when teens are involved! :P
from lauralgood :
i want more drama damnit! love you! laural
from artofliving :
wow. baby...umm...maybe we should not get any reviews done for a while, ya know? then maybe you should jsut go have some ice cream and chill out for a while. take a nap, honey bunny. it's been a rough day for you in diaryland.
from clarity25 :
just read your last entry...damn, was just staring to enjoy the action! Your notebox was the hotspot of diaryland..ground zero, so to speak.:)
from clarity25 :
Thanks for the note, It is strange that all those celebrities died at 27, that's partly the reason I had thought that would be a romantic year to die at 16.. Wow, look at all the ruckus going on your notebox. I can hear the clashing of swords and heavy breathing. Hope noone is getting hurt. Love ya -Clarity
from lissacakes :
Everyone with a life needs to stop telling everyone else that THEY don't have lives. Geez. If any of us had such happening lives, would we constantly update our online diaries? It is precisely my lack of life that makes me such a timely updater. Anyway, hopefully I have not started a nasty note war for myself by chiming it that I feel it's entirely appropriate for you to say whatever the hell you want, however you want, and not expect negative reprisals. Online or not, it's a damn diary. I think leaving them open is wonderful, transparency of your thoughts and feelings for anyone to see, it's beautiful, but it doesn't mean whoever feels cranky should bash you. If I think a diary is crap, I just don't go back.
from sanetwin :
Hmm you insult softplaces because she doesn't have a life and takes the time to write you a mocking note about your entry about the review. Yet you wrote an entire ENTRY about it. Don't you have a life at all? I mean seriously, all you have in your day to write about is that???
from softplaces :
Hm. I insulted your entry. You've insulted me, my 'life', my age, and apparently my honesty since I only 'claim' to be 21. You took the time to read my page to find out how old I was, then took more time to write six paragraphs about how mature and 'not angry/upset' you are. I wonder which one of us took more time -- me, with a note, or you with your research so you could try your hardest to insult me? This keeps getting funnier.
from sparklejaxie :
I just find it amusing that THEY'RE bitching/whining about YOU bitching/whining about someone else who was asked to bitch/whine about your site. =) You knew it was just in good fun.. what harm is there in talking about it? I personally found the site quite funny, how tough the person running it pretends to sound. That's cool. you know, people do their things. =) But I agree with you on random insulting note-leaving. Is it really worth it? :P Considering the vast majority of us don't know each other face to face? :P You gotta wonder about people like that ;) xoxo
from clarity25 :
Wow, this should be a prime example in a sociology book about miscommunication. In Germany they call this a "Schlagabtausch", (lit translation: exchange of punches) and It's highly entertaining. The most amusing thing about it is that "softplaces" does not share your sense of humor at all. Otherwise I think you guys could be best buddies. But for now, I'll just sit back with my popcorn:) -Love Clarity
from softplaces :
If by 'affiliated' you mean I like to read Diary-Nazi because it's funny as hell, than yes, I suppose I am. So, your write an entry about it so everyone can say, "Oh, no, we LOVE you, she's so WRONG!", but if someone (read: me) actually disagrees with their ego-stroking statements, then they're OBVIOUSLY affiliated because it's a huge conspiracy. No. How I see it, is, if you publish an online journal and provide links to places wherein people can comment, than I figure you want to know what people think. Well, I told you. And, I will apologize for calling you an idiot -- I don't know you, so I can't say that, but I still think it was an idiotic entry, and it sounded like bitching and compliment-fishing to me.
from softplaces :
Whoops, little typo there. That would be "insulted". Although, maybe I shouldn't have corrected it, so you could write in your diary about it.
from softplaces :
"But then again it is called diary-nazi so I knew what I was getting myself into!" Do you realize, with that one sentence, you made everything you wrote before that completely pointless? You should have just written, "Hey, I'm an idiot who set myself up to be insult by a site that ALWAYS insults people (since, hey, that's the fucking point) -- and then had the audacity to bitch about it!" That's the funny part about diary-nazi -- people like you who ask for it, and then whine afterward. Thanks for the laugh!
from artofliving :
dearest!! you're going to be just fine!! this move is good for you even though it looks intimidating! i'm a worrier too but my mom always tell me "don't borrow trouble...deal with then when it happens, not right now". i try to repeat that to myself when i start on a tangent. I'd say that i hope everything will work out for you but i already know it will because you're brilliant and deserve this.
from clarity25 :
Wow, your entry hit a chord in me. I can completely relate with the feelings you're going through. I think I have this feeling of being in limbo while I live in Germany. I feel like I'm stuck in a sort of "pause" button and just taking things every day as it comes, just collecting experiences. But that "real life" will start when I return to the states. I talk about wanting to move back all the time and all the things I want to do when I get there. But sometimes I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I'll have the same problems and that nothing will change..It's as though being where I am ,gives me an excuse and when I'm no longer here, I'm going to have to confront my life and make some serious changes. I just wanted to say that I truly understand and that I believe that when you do move, everything will fall into place. You are already all those things you want to be..right NOW. But sometimes it takes a change of environment to realize it. :) -Love Clarity
from enviousana :
I'm honoured you'd add me. Yours is a wonderful read.
from sapphyr :
Oh, PS: Piss on that reviewer! Your layout is stylish and attractive and if she had any bloody taste at all she'd realise that shades of orange are the new "it" colours for the season! Who bloody cares if there is no chocolate milk or cigarettes!
from sapphyr :
I know exactly what you mean about avoiding disappointment by not allowing myself to enjoy anything (just look at my diary!) It is never easy to overcome that, especially if you have been hurt badly.The best thing that you can do is allow yourself to feel this way and have patience with yourself.It is so frustrating but the end result is worth it. If I ever get hurt again, I know that I can move on and enjoy my life again. It WILL get better sweetie! Hugs, Sapphyr
from augustdreams :
Oh! And as far as nazi-girl goes, what a semi-literate little dipshit. Fortunately, school will be starting again soon and she won't have quite so much free time on her hands. I'm sure you know this already but it bears repeating - you're an excellent writer. Don't give crap like that a second thought.
from augustdreams :
Thank you. Having friends who care is much better medicine than all the giant icky-tasting antibiotics in the world. :)
from artofliving :
what a snooty little reviewer bitch!! i'm glad that you laughed that off because i likely would have gotten my feelings hurt!! i personally adore your diary! I had something else to tell you but i can't remember what it was...hmm...apologies. i'll get back to you later on that
from clarity25 :
That review seriously had me cracking up, It was so out there, it was funny. I signed up as a lamb to be slaughtered as well. Why not? If you can't laugh at yourself, life becomes boring. By the way, thanks for the note you left over at my place. It's good to know I'm not the only one that fears birds! Hope you're having a great day, Kris!
from karaokekatey :
Ha! Yeah, I laughed my ass off over the review you got from nazi girl. I love it-these review sites run by 14 and 15 year olds. So she tears apart your diary, but I'd be curious to see what hers is like.
from lauralgood :
hhahahah. you did it again. you took a totally shit day and made me laugh till tears came. i completely get and even love your jist! laural
from diary-nazi :
Your review is up. http://diary-nazi.diaryland.com/irishblueye.html
from firefirefly :
I love your new layout!! It's more bright and cheery! Why are you leaving New Jersey BTW? I must have missed some entries.
from clarity25 :
I actually like your username, it has this elusive quality about it. You picture a girl with reddish brown hair and big blue eyes peering over a brick wall..okay, I have strong visuals from names, not everyone does. But the description fits you..:). Hope you're having a great weekend.
from lauralgood :
you know I hate my user name too! keep happy. love laural
from lauralgood :
Your new comment for me made me blush and then laugh out loud! Oh my Kris! You really know how to flatter a girl! And you really love the cutest boy artists ever! Mmmm, that Ryan pic is edible. Love Laural
from dangerspouse :
Awww, that was such a poignant, sweetly told entry about the bittersweet aspects of leaving a place you love for a place you're excited about having. I hope it all works out to the fulfillment of your dreams, babe.
from clarity25 :
I always come in too late to catch the dramas.. darn:). Well, I Hope everything is going okay.
from oladybug0 :
I really like the new look of your blog!
from opusshrugged :
you can calm down now Kris, it wasn't directed at you. i'd have responded to your note earlier, but i was at the river with friends all morning ... um, sorry for the inconvenience ~ p
from rainforme :
how funny! i think we were leaving a note for each other at the same time, then stupid d-land kicked me out. anyways, yes for sure about the drug thing. and i'm glad you liked that quote. you are a total wo-GIRL and as for your entry a few back, i think we all struggle with the mid-twenties crisis. you've got a lot to look forward to this year and it's gonna be wonderful to read about. and don't worry about the layout thing, if anyone reads you they can see you would NEVER steal. you're the nicest chica on here. peace out.
from artofliving :
darling...i apologize that i am just now reading your entry from yesterday so here are a few things. First, i adore your layout! Second, i completely understand how you feel with the mommy/student/wife thing. The only difference is the children that ddot and i share are from his first marriage and i being 20 and the youngest in my entire family, still feel like i have no idea how to take care of them so i feel like a bad step-mom figure ALL the time. i am absolutely terrified that they will hate me at some point in their lives, even if it is only for a second or two. jsut so that you know i feel your pain...this is what will make us better parents, because we question.. xoxoxo
from clarity25 :
I've never found anyone through googling.. I didn't even realize that was a possibility. I have to pull out my yearbook. Now you have me curious..there are so many people I've lost touch with! I loved the "Babysitters club" too, I can't believe I forgot to put them on my list. All the characters were so unique, I had nearly all the books. I remember wishing I was "Dawn", there was a chinese one that was bad at math..and one that was diabetic? ha, memories..:). Oh btw, I wanted to write you an E-mail earlier..you have the most adorable little girl in the entire world. Seriously, she's just insanely cute. I can't even express it in words! I think the one with the hat is also the best picture! Though that crooked smile on the highchair is classic.
from requiel :
Hey sweetie, I have totally felt like this. Don't worry, it will pass and you will realize what you are doing is something amazing and wonderful and will bring you joy and happiness forever. Your friends that don't have children will day be envious of you. We had our 3 children early so we can have fun with them before we are too old to enjoy life with them. I am my Mother's best friend and I know my girls will be my very best buddies when they are older. There is still plenty of time to do everything you want to. Enjoy that adorable child now, she won't be little forever. Didn't you have a like to a site that you had some pics that you took? Or am I just dreaming? I can't find it now.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris! Yay! I can read your diary again! Of course, my computer makes the layout look all wonky, but at least I can read the text! I loved today's quote. I love your new layout. I'm sorry you're feeling "off your path." I hope re-starting school will help you feel like your back on track. *HUGS* I've missed reading you so much! I'm stoked that I can see your entries again! *Happy dance* Love, cat
from augustdreams :
That girl is still inside you, sweet. I don't know exactly how you feel, but I know how it feels to ache for the person you used to be. Just remember that the person you are now is a kind, passionate, beautiful and amazing woman. Not to mention a really great mama. I don't have kids so I'm not really in a position to give advice, but maybe you can choose one thing you used to love and find a way to bring it back into your life - even if it's just once a week or once a month? It suck sometimes that life's adventure continues even when we'd really like to stop and rest, but I know there are grand things waiting for you on the road ahead. *Hug*
from ubergrrl :
I have found out quite a bit about people I went to high school with via classmates.. and the grapevine. Haven't cared enough to google people though. The thing I found hilarious is that my good friend, valedictorian, 4.0, straight-A's through college & medical school, korean friend, turned out to be a gay political activist. I love it! And then the really popular cheerleading type bitches, several of them had 3 and 4 kids by the time they were 23. Not making a judgment, but I guess I am, because I find that scenario funny. I don't know, I have countless examples of that.. I find that typically the go-getters in school are now go-getting nothing, and the reserved, quiet wallflowers are the ones making a difference these days. It's great. I didn't go to my 10-year reunion though, because I honestly just didn't care to see any of those people. And I have had a very cool life, and am skinnier than I was in high school.. still....I don't know. I just really. didn't. care.
from daze-of-rain :
We have some favs in common and often times I'll see a note, comment, quote or what not from you or of yours and think "I need to check her out" Until now I've not done so...But I just read your profile and noticed we have many, many things in common...And I intend to actually read now.
from ubergrrl :
First of all, your new template kicks ass! And your entry was beautiful. I can relate to a lot of it as well. I have been there, in various times in my life, in some ways I feel like I am there now. I'm not married, and I'm not a mother, but I have changed in other ways that make me wonder what happened to parts of me? Embrace your growth and fasten your seatbelt. A lot of people are going through big shifts in life right now, myself included.. not that that makes it any easier on YOU! The thing I always remember, is that no matter where I seem to wander, or stray, I am always on my path. Even when it seems like I'm 5-miles off-course... and things are all weird.. it's STILL my path.
from clarity25 :
I could really relate to your last entry. I can understand what you mean about not recognizing the person you've become, I feel the same way. I feel like a part of me has died. Sometimes I don't even know who I am anymore, I've changed so much in over the past year and a half since I've come to Germany. Sometimes I miss the old me, I miss my old life and my old friends. Sometimes it's hard to feel excitment over certain things, I feel sad, distant and detached. It's hard to describe, but I can say that I understand. I think your move will be a new beginning for you and the excitment will return as you start college again, meet new people and are in familiar surroundings. It might feel like a pause in your life, but the entire time you were growing and discovering new things about yourself. It just doesn't seem like that right now. Hey, I'm becoming an optimistic person, maybe I should try that death clock thing again, perhaps I'll live longer. I have a question: the "I love the 90's", is that connected to the VH1 series "I love the 80's" where they go back and remember the past events? if that's the case, than I'm getting old! the 90's feel just like yesterday.
from whereibegin :
Girl, I just read your description of my diary... you brought tears to my eyes. (I'm such a sap, I know.) When I think of all the diaries I read and all the people behind them, I feel like I share the most with you, in many different ways, despite our superficial differences. I'm so honored to have "met" you. And if you decide to come down for the Austin City Limits festival, you let me know!
from rainforme :
hey k. i kept meaning to mention, i snaked your code from the asbury entry for posting my euro pics. thanks for that. i owe a lot of my html umm, not knowledge, but slight understanding to you. hope your upcoming move goes well and i can't wait to read about your first day back in college. take care.
from augustdreams :
I think your post-baby curviness is beautiful! :) And thank you for the sweet note.
from the-book-bag :
Dear Kris, Thank you so much for the lovely note you left regarding my "return" to Diaryland. I love the quote you mentioned and I will try to keep it in mind from now on. *HUGS AND KISSES* Love, the cat burgler
from dangerspouse :
Leave it to a Mick to misspell 'guinea' ;) I enjoyed your fun diversions! But...is it just me? I couldn't see the pic of your model. Oh well, my imagination is better for that sort of thing anyway (who knew you were a 5'11" Asian chick?). Hey, thanks for the note at my place! I love you all the more for knowing you're on the correct side of the "Gas vs. Coal" debate. Go Coal! Gas Stinks!
from clarity25 :
I really got a kick out your last entry! Who would have thought "Daddy Mack" was born on your birthday? lol. Your acronym really describes you well, though and it's interesting how everyone else is going to live longer than I am on that "Death date" thing. Maybe it's because I'm a "pessimistic smoker". Hmmm. Well, good to know we're both destined to be with Johnny Depp. Ready to fight for him? :). I liked your virtual model, it was so cute. The only reason mine looked like twiggy is because I still haven't gained all my weight back from my forced Ramen noodle diet last week. btw thanks so much for your compliment on the picture I drew. It meant alot to me.
from ubergrrl :
Oh hell yeah. Your list is great. Especially Bono. And Colin Farrell. And Ryan Adams. But Bono.. man.. he's like my own personal jesus.
from clarity25 :
ah, the laminated list..:). I'm with you on the first three, Bono, Johnny Depp, and Colin are definitely beyond beautiful. I think I would add Jared Leto and David Beckham to the list. (Eric would kill me, he DESPISES David Beckham..)
from littlespice :
ooh, Ryan Adams pictures. Thankyou for greatly improving my day.
from opusshrugged :
thank you for the note kris :)
from gutterpoet :
Hiya! It's not really that I don't like Edwards. I think he's okay. I just feel that in a strategic sense a better selection could have been made. thanks for the note! gp
from clarity25 :
Sounds so much like the clothes I have yet to throw away, I still have all those old thermals, band shirts, jeans with holes and flannels in a box. I also loved Gavin, I still get goosebumps when I hear the song "glycerine". Ah memories..:)
from artofliving :
i am flattered that you would add me to your favorites!! i'm excited to read yours also!
from clarity25 :
Thank you so much for the beautiful note! I loved your survey. "My Girl" always has me crying too, ditto on the nail biting and the bad 80's music..
from oladybug0 :
Hey- thanks for the note! I've actually had you as a favorite for awhile but as a terrible speller didn't have the linked name right so it didn't work- I fixed it. Because you were talking about Bruce Springsteen in your latest entry- my favorite song is an older one, I think it's called I'm On Fire. It's intense. If you like him you should check it out.
from mzletty :
Hi there! Im taking one of ur stickers! Thanks -Lety
from wordsofmine :
I know what you mean about the wildlife under the house. Where we live, we had raccoons, skunks and cats under our house. The worst was the skunks and they would let off a stink bomb that would befoul the downstairs area. Oh joy. When our neighbor called one night to say she saw the family heading down the street, Michael went out and boarded up the hole.
from dangerspouse :
Hah! I'm not the only one who sings along to Camper V-B!! Wheee, you rock, baby! Sounds like a great Springsteen concert, too. I never liked his music personally, but I understand his live performances really kick ass. Hey - what did they do with the Raccoon clan? Soup kitchen fare? Have a great weekend kiddo! (See? SOMEONE reads you on Saturdays!)
from clarity25 :
Your husband is a very lucky man because he has someone who sees all that you see in him. I believe to have someone who prays for him in the way that you do, is the greatest wealth one can possibly have. True happiness comes from that and material things will follow suit with time. I was really touched by your entry. - Love Clarity
from reviewgump :
they aren't playing as a team. IF we can get to the postseason we won't be pushovers, but I mean did you see that Jeter Dive? How are we going to compete with that. The sky is dark in Boston today.
from clrmehppygrl :
I was hoping not to put him into daycare at all. I was just hoping to go straight to preschool, but I'm coming to realize that I can't keep depending on everyone else. Not to mention he REALLY needs to socialize with other children his age. He just turned 2, by the way, on May 21st. I think the term "daycare" has been turned into a bit of an evil thing in society, but I really don't think it's bad at all. He's going to have fun.
from reviewgump :
Oh yes...I watched it. I do respect the Yankees. They have it this year. Big hits from Sierra and a backup catcher? I mean it looks good for you guys. I just hope the Sox can make it to the playoffs. Doesn't look good though. I am sad, but it was a good game. Hellish, but good.
from lauralgood :
Hey you. Just wanted to tell you I will be sending good thoughts your husband's way as well. The universe will hear two of us faster than just one. Keep Happy. and Keep Hoping. Love laural
from lauralgood :
Yeah. The military is a different breed. thought really Jen is one of those girls who had nice things growing up and was ,I guess what one would call, rich. So, it may just be her upbringing. I don't know but I am happy I got the clothes! PMS does suck. sigh. Love Laural
from gutterpoet :
Hi! I'm not really a Splenda hatah or anything. I was just trying to irritate a very obnoxious co-worker. Although if Big Sugar is listening, I would be happy to become a mouthpiece or lobbyist. I can oh so be bought if the price is right.
from ubergrrl :
Thanks for the entry.. and for stopping by. I'm going to try to catch up on your entries as I can. I'm not feeling very eloquent tonight, so I'll write more later. :)
from clarity25 :
Hey again, Loved your entry!! ;). Thanks for the note, and the offer to send me books. (which was really sweet, I'll write you an E-Mail). So you worked in Radio with your Dad, that explains alot about all your musical knowledge. You're so lucky to have been able to go to a U2 concert and Michael Jackson.. When I was a child, It was my dream to see him in concert but my parents refused to take me. lol. Also "cry to me" is my favorite song on Dirty Dancing too, I remember being so disappointed that it was on the second soundtrack and I had to wait for it to come out. (memories..) Anyhow, I hear you about wanting to be a student in college for the rest of your life, If I could afford it, so would I! I also had a friend that was "A Rayanne to my Angela" in school, (that was the one I was arrested with..she always had me in trouble) Also, it was cool to learn more about your husband. Thanks for sharing. Btw.. terrible that you haven't had sushi. We have to change that, you don't know what your missing!
from nypizzas2 :
*squeal* I heart entries like this! Especially being a new reader and all. That was really cool. Heh, punk cheerleaders. Coolest thing I've ever heard. Where in Florida did you live?
from gumphood :
wow. that was alot. you were a cheerleader?! wow. anyway
from lauralgood :
What an incredible, honest entry. I think I am in love with you. Oh and I don't care why you change your layouts...they are all wonderful. Keep Happy. Laural
from clrmehppygrl :
I see that someone else suggested an IUD. I was never comfortable with that, personally, and have decided to use the patch. (www.orthoevra.com) I have been using it for almost two years now and I love it. The reason I got pregnant the first time was that I was on the pill and working two jobs, it was so hard to keep track of time that I missed some doses. But the patch is so hard to mess up. I'm not even supposed to be using it because of my heavy weight because it has less of a reliable absorbancy, but it's been great. And periods only last maybe 4-5 days and become VERY much like clockwork. It's something to look into if you don't want the pill.
from karaokekatey :
p.s. love the new layout
from karaokekatey :
Oh girl!!! Let me tell you I had the same issue w/ my ex-husband. what to do about BIRTH CONTROL!!!! I've been through the pills, the patches, the SHOT. You name it. The fear of getting pregnant interfered with our sex life big time, especially since I got pregnant on the shot (my fault, actually) And I completely sympathize with you regarding the weight gain issue. You try sooo hard to get to pre-baby size and it's all shot to shit thanks to the hormones. You might want to give this consideration when you go see a REAL doctor: an IUD. check out mirena-us.com for more info if you want. I have one and it's fantastic. It contains levonorgestrol - not estrogen so there is no hormone-related side-effects (you know the kind) anyway, just an idea. I hope everything works out for you! take care ♥
from gumphood :
I would suspect that he loves you so much it wouldn't matter what you would look like, but rather it was another issue. But thankfully it seems talked about and somewhat sorted out. I hope everything improves from here.
from clarity25 :
sex is always a difficult subject to write about, Isn't that strange? we all have our different private problems, hang ups, and issues but it's so hard to open up about them. I don't think anyone has the perfect sex life. It kind of ebbs and flows. With moments of bliss and than difficult patches. I understand you're problems with birth control and fear of gaining weight. When I came first came to germany, I had to see a OBgyn here and.. (I'd need an entire page to describe the horror of THAT experience..It's alot different from America, I'll leave it at that.) they gave me pills that caused me to gain weight, have all over body soreness and extreme fatigue. I had to go through 2 more different brands before I found the right one, but once I did.. It was smooth sailing. Plus, there are so many new types available on the market. patches, shots..etc. it's good that you and your husband talked it all out, got to the root of the problem and worked through it.:). Btw, thanks so much for the comments I truly enjoy the notes you leave. Just thought I'd tell you that.
from dangerspouse :
Hey babe, thanks for stopping by with input on the Great Leather Decision of '04! Yeah, y'know, a gift certificate would solve all my problems in one fell swoop. But for some reason, she's the kinda gal who thinks that's an easy way out. If I really loved her, I'd take the time to actually bleed out the ears making a decision. So...off to Willowbrook Mall I go in a few minutes to start hemorrhaging (or however it's spelled. I wish I didn't always have to sound so pompous.) Thanks again, baby! :)
from clrmehppygrl :
He's been watching it almost since day one, himself. And every time someone is around him they just comment how smart he is. Before his second birthday he knew his whole alphabet, could count to 20, colors, shapes, as well as learning to count to 10 in spanish. I don't see how watching educational things like Noggin can be so bad for him. He's still as active as can be. Yay for another Noggin mommy!
from clrmehppygrl :
You write a wonderful entry about being pissed off even more about this war, and all I am struck by is "She watches Noggin too!" *laugh* Almost no parent I've talked to has a clue what I'm talking about when I mention it. I feel so much more normal now!
from dangerspouse :
Hey, I like the new digs, too! Of course, I love ALL your layouts. Well done!
from the-book-bag :
I'm so, so sorry Kris. This crappy computer STILL won't let me see your page correctly. ARGH! No worries though, I'll just catch up on the entries I've missed as soon as I get a new computer. Love, cat
from wordsofmine :
I love the new layout. You're an inspiration!
from clarity25 :
Wow, you're ever changing with the layouts. I never know what to expect. But I guess if I had your talent with templates, I would be doing the same. It took me three days before I could adjust my last template and actually figure out how to make the links work. (I'm an HTML idiot) Nice new one by the way, calm and subtle. P.S. Thanks for your kind comments on the Eric entry. btw, I understand you on the not showing the diary to your husband thought. I actually had a hard time watching him read it, I felt really nervous and vulnerable. I didn't quite know how he would respond, particularly to the emotional entries. We definitely had a lot to talk about afterwards..
from suprgoddess :
woo! this is sweeeeet. :D
from dangerspouse :
Yay for increased font size! Oh - and the content was sterling also...as always :)
from clarity25 :
That's a cool story about jules, it surprising how much you had in common and that she's living in the same town you're moving to! Instant friend. Maybe I'll have the same luck some day.. discover another American girl living in my town in germany..not too likely. Anyhow, I'm excited for you with your upcoming move and going to the university. I can't wait to read about your first day in art class.. So many things will be changing for you. I love moving, it's like a new beginning.
from dtreview :
Your review is complete and will be posted as soon as diaryland stops being an ass.
from o-twinkle-o :
and. just one more thing, i promise. you must google the band 'placebo' and take a gander at their lead singer. must.
from o-twinkle-o :
by the way - are you really starting that diaryring? because i'll be right there if you are. your new friend, you, and i, and anybody else should get into a community on livejournal.
from o-twinkle-o :
hey - regarding the everyday non-conincidence ... somebody that i've come to care about in the past two or three weeks has discovered they have the same time off as me. and that they can travel by plane at a discounted rate. and that they have, completely out of the blue, the money they need to travel. kismet?
from lauralgood :
Oh how cool. I love the everyday supernatural! Very cool story! love laural
from invisibledon :
found your site on the clix thing - very nice
from o-twinkle-o :
i would join that diaryring. i would even host the description for the ring .. or help write it. us confused punk/grunge generation parents/career people must unite. (woah!)
from lettersmith :
Well, thank you. It's much appreciated.
from whereibegin :
Hey... San Antonio is only about an hour or so from Austin... you've got a place to stay (and maybe even a concert buddy!) for the festival if you're interested. I don't think I'm going to be able to pass this up - it's too good this year!
from clarity25 :
First off, thanks for you're comforting note. You always have a way of saying the exact right things. Thankyou so much for caring. I'm feeling a hundred times better today. second of all, I know exactly what you mean about feeling like an "Aging Hipster". I was thinking the same thing the other day. You know, for a long time as I grew older I don't even think I was fully aware of it. Most of my friends are a few years older than me, so I always felt the "young one". They were so cool, that I didn't feel pressure to grow up, act all mature or change anything about the way I was dressing. I think the defining moment, when I suddenly felt old was about 2 months ago at my sister's 18th birthday party. There I was sitting on the floor, drinking beers and listening to music with my sister's friends. when one of them asked her "So how old is your sister anyway, twenty?". My sister told him I was twenty-five. he opened his eyes in surprise and looked at me "WHAT?! 25..she's THAT old..man...no way". (THAT OLD?!) He didn't realize I heard him over the music, but suddenly I felt exactly like you described..I never thought it was strange that my sister and I share clothing. I never thought it was particularly odd that I prefer the clothing in the junior section than in the "woman's section", I just can't get into the pants suits and oversized sweaters. Eric and I don't look like the couples they show on saturday night movie specials. You know the wife cooking dinner in a huge spotless kitchen with big patio windows, she has the "Rachel-cut" and looks like she buys her clothes from the Martha Stewart section of K-Mart. The guy has a button-down shirt, tucked into a crisp pair of khakis and short brushed back hair. He gulps down his coffee and gives his wife a kiss, as he grabs his briefcase and heads out the front door. That's just not us. And to be honest, I hope it never is. Maybe I'm just going through a "quarter-life crisis". But I find myself wondering. "Do you have to conform?" Is there an age when you're supposed to grow up and stop wearing your clothes from college? Will my own future children accuse me of being immature later on in life? I also know what you mean about the cutlery, furniture, bookshelves and posters. ditto on all of that. We still have a black and white Kurt Cobain poster in our studio, Breakfast at Tiffany's and such. I know we should exchange it for framed pictures of mature landscapes. But screw it. That's just not who we are, and if it's not who you are either. Kudos to you, for staying true to yourself.
from o-twinkle-o :
i think we should start a community of people like us. our generation is stuck in this limbo .. i mean. i wore a strawberry shortcake t-shirt and a sarong yesterday. and this is what i was wearing when i dropped my daughter off at daycare, and what i was wearing when i took off orders for an open heart surgery at work. this is what i was wearing when i wrote a friend in PA who is moving back here about death metal vs. emo ('emo makes me man-cry' is a direct quote .. ) .. when i hugged two people spontaneously, when i handled a phonecall from a family member who's mother had just had a heart attack. i came home and talked to what might be a really real new boyfriend while eyeing the dishes in the sink .. i fell asleep under a hello kitty poster saying 'CELEBRATE TODAY!' and a print of a painting by an obscure 18th century french man named Cote. generation confusion? or are we just maintaining our cool despite our adulthood. i think it's the latter. BUSH IS A PUNK-ASS CHUMP. and i (heart) my local thrash band.
from nypizzas2 :
Yay, I've been waiting for you to use a Fleetwood Mac song since I started reading you!! :) There is no way you are "too old" to be doing the things you're doing. I think you'd be surprised to see how many other people your age do the same thing. And just because you have a kid and get married doesn't mean you have to replace you entire wardrobe with stuff from JC Penneys and K Mart. I'm sure that with two hippie parents, your daughter will grow up to be a hippie too and will love you all the more for being just the way you are.
from gumphood :
I think the subconcious does play a large role in things. There was alot to that entry. Lots of comments but not enough memory. You know how that goes.
from gothamite :
I just updated right now. Haven't had a lot of time. Work is work as work always is and as it always does, it doesn't make me happy. I think you might enjoy today's entry. Thanks for the note.
from gumphood :
IS there a real reason for this? Or is it just regrets of the past. Just because of a feeling of regret doesn't mean you should immediatly change the future. Leaving your current situation would not bring you from this time to the past on, but to being alone in the present time. I don't know the whole story, but just giving a view.
from wateryone :
I love your 100 songs list. It's funny, when I turned on my computer this morning, the first thing I found and played was Come Pick Me Up, it is my early morning life is good action song. And I have a lot to do today ;)
from wateryone :
Not at all! it sounds like we have a lot in common. I'm going to go dip into your diary now :)
from pisceanlore :
I've been going through some similar issues myself. But I've recently forced myself to go through some purges, and I feel some of the weight lifted off me. The big thing was when I went through a drawer of pics, mostly of me and my ex-girlfriend. I dumped all of those and all the notes and letters she had sent me. That was pretty big for me. And I'm trying now to go through other aspects of my life and get rid of my packrattedness. Congrats on your epiphany. I'm excited for you! Take care. -T
from clarity25 :
That last entry was nothing short of amazing, I read it over three times. I just wanted to say that I relate and understand. It appears as though you're doing alot of soul searching and it's always a long journey. In alot of ways we're in the same place, but in many ways you're further along. P.S. thank you so much for the suggestion. I was honestly flattered. It meant alot to me.
from karaokekatey :
Isn't amazing how even the simplest of things, such as a quote, answer all of life's perplexing mysteries?
from nypizzas2 :
*head explodes* What a fucking entry dude. What. An. Entry. I'm fairly sure I'm not the only one that relates to you COMPLETELY. Rock on.
from nypizzas2 :
*head explodes* What a fucking entry dude. What. An. Entry. I'm fairly sure I'm not the only one that relates to you COMPLETELY. Rock on.
from lauralgood :
wow. what an entry. Could you be on to something there for me too...i am going to read that magazine now. Love you. Laural
from pisceanlore :
Hey. I like the pics you put up. If I can figure out how to do that (I'm not sure if I can, being a non-gold member) I'll post some London pics. I'm taking 6 color and 6 b&w rolls over there, but I may have to get more over there. Good luck with the racoon situation. My parent's had squirrels once, that was interesting. Take care. -t
from suggest :
thanks for linking us and suggesting a great diary :)
from clarity25 :
baby racoons in the walls?! lol! We once had an opossum in our house. We heard him scuttling behind the bureau, He was the cutest little thing until he hissed and exposed a set of razor sharp teeth. We had quite a time trying to get him into a box and back into the backyard. Looking forward to the upcoming pics, have a great weekend! P.S. we have Mr. Clean here too, the eraser pads are great..but in Germany he is called "Meister Proper". You should here the jingle on the television commercials..they crack me up.
from the-book-bag :
I agree with you entirely Kris. My mom has a friend who's always saying: "We gotta have hope," and I agree. Without hope, there really ISN'T any reason to go on, let alone trying to make the world better. It's because of that hope, because of children like your beautiful little girl, because of people like you, that I stay and keep fighting to do something to make the world better. Thank you so much for reminding me of that Kris. *HUGS* Love, cat
from gumphood :
I know. Thanks for your answer. I mean that. It's not the easiest thing to discuss, nor is it easy to make a decision. Nor is it easy to live with all the strings attached.
from adults-only :
look in older entires, song for seay, just a little diddy.
from miss-music :
Do You Believe In Magic-The Lovin Spoonful
from o-twinkle-o :
my child sings that 'i'm lovin' it' song, too. sometimes she'll sing it in the car, hinting. except .. it sounds like .. 'i'm nummin'it.' MR. CLEAN ERASERS ARE THE BOMB. oh my god, they get permanent marker, crayon, and pen off of the wall. they get off almost 2 years of baby fingerprints from the railing. they will clean almost anything. they're rad .. buy them four boxes at a time and GO WILD, I AM THE MR. CLEAN ERASER CHEERLEADER.
from the-book-bag :
Oh, I still vote, even though I don't believe it counts. And I still plan on reading my copies of THE HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER and ANNA KARENINA...it just irks me that some people might think I'm doing so because Oprah told me to. :-) -cat
from clrmehppygrl :
About your daughter recognizing McDonalds. My son did the same thing right before he turned 2. Except it wasn't the "Loving it" line, but the music. Bahbah bah bah bah! He would shout that at the sight of the arches or the clown. I hated the fact that commercials had gotten into his head that deeply so soon, but it was cute, not to mention funny.
from adults-only :
you know the second entry was for you. tink i'm a upgrade it for you, personalize it.
from lauralgood :
so you know we love you and you should write exactly what you feel like writing. I hope you keep on and on. L
from the-book-bag :
You're welcome Kris. *HUGS* Love, cat
from requiel :
I really don't think you should change things on your diary because a reviwer doesn't like something. This is YOUR diary. This is all about you, if you change to please someone else you are not being you. I want to get to know you, not someone's idea of how you should be. I write in my diary for me and if others read it and enjoy it then even better. I love your diary the way it is because it's genuine. *hug*
from moretoknow :
As I read people's comments on how harsh reviewers are...and whose opinion matters, it really makes me question whether or not I should review (I am, by the way readers that reviewer she just mentioned). I love taking the time to point out things other people don't see. I love sitting here and clicking every link and reading for hours. I don't love when people bash me for my opinion--'cause I kinda like to think that I do things a bit differently. (This is not aimed at you, darling, simply comments I get, you've been very nice with your thoughts on my review). Perhaps the review site will have to be put on hiatus, I'm not sure I can handle crushing anymore 13 year old egos. Thank you, though, for clarifying, and being willing to read my own writing. (ps, the entries as of late have been "short")
from karaokekatey :
Just read your entry from last nite. Just wanted to let you know that I don't think you should change a damn thing. I love your diary just the way it is. It's a breath of fresh air. I love all your odds-n-ends links, trivia, and I especially love hearing about all your music interests, tv interests, etc. Who else am I gonna steal my surveys from? haha. I can also relate to you because you're a mother and we're both similar in age. Anyway...take care. Your diary kicks ass. ♥
from clarity25 :
Your diary is my favorite, there is nothing you have to change about yourself or your writing. You can't take anything a reviewer says to heart, Sure it's interesting to get other people's opinions or constructive comments. But basically at the end of the day, the only person who has to be happy with your diary is you. Write what you want to read later on in life, what you want to remember and what you feel. Whether it's a new song you like, how hot Johnny depp is..(and my god, he certainly IS) or what you ate for dinner. Whatever you write, we all enjoy reading it. Once again..my two cents.
from granolaspice :
K~Sorry I didn't have time to write to you yesterday. I wanted to let you know that I really like your new layout! Too cute...and I lurve the "VOTE" image! I agree with Senior Gutter, write what you want! We all love to read it, regardless of length! And even though things are crazy in my life right now, it's so nice to be able to sit down and read your diary and the others that I enjoy reading all the time. It's strangely comforting! Hope that you have a most marvelous Tuedsday! ~GranolaSpice!
from the-book-bag :
Hey Kris, I just wanted to let you know that I'm boing to be deleting thebookbag77 e-mail address. You can send your entries to [email protected] from now one. :-D Love, cat
from lauralgood :
you rock. no question. don't change a thing. L
from gutterpoet :
ms.blueeyes, I most certainly would pay little attention to a review of the content of your diary. Apparently a decent amount of us find it interesting and do read and enjoy it. I say be what you are, even if that changes every day and worry not about if it is mundane or not. If your words are a little part of you put on paper (or pixels on screen i guess) then it will come out honest and true and that is what makes any reading worth reading. Keep being who you are and let the chips fall as they may. And I'll be right there reading it. cheers! gp
from opusshrugged :
i don't doubt that you have m'dear, i've seen many of yours too (thought not henry & june though i always mean to rent that one & always manage to forget). one thing though, don't take reviews too much to heart (personally i thought your last template rocked & was sad to see it go). reviews are only the opinion of ONE person (as reviewers you & i both know this is true) & you're obviously doing something right since we all keep coming back to read each time you update.
from requiel :
I just found you and you are cracking me up! I can't wait to read the rest. :D
from the-book-bag :
I would LOVE to be able to read your entries again, but only if it's not too much trouble for you to e-mail them. I don't want to inconvienence you. Love, cat
from gumphood :
I love movie triva. I like your list too!
from dangerspouse :
How could you NOT enjoy spending your Saturday cleaning bathrooms? You're a woman! Give in to genetics..... ;)
from pisceanlore :
Thank you very much for your kind note. My family has been getting by ok so far. My dad was in pretty good spirits today, which was good to see. Luckily we've got a good support network around us. Oh, I'm the same way about cleaning, by the way. I'll let it go for a long time until I can't take it, then I'll clean. For example, I was meaning to clean out my closet at my parent's house since January maybe? And I finally did it last week cause I couldn't stand the piles of clothes everywhere. Goodwill got 3 trashbags full out of that adventure. Anyway. Take care. -t
from clarity25 :
You don't want to see our Flat. We don't even have a little child as an excuse. We're just slobs. I really like you're new layout, I love old illustrations from the 50's and 60's. I wish I could go back to that era sometimes, Being an artist would have been alot easier, with more job opportunities. Back when Norman Rockwell was doing Saturday Evening Post covers. I read your review, I do not think it was a fair score. how could he hold spelling errors and lengthy entries against you? It's a diary! Well whatever, that's just my two cents. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I also wanted to thankyou for your note the other day, it meant alot to me.
from o-twinkle-o :
don't forget the dried-out playdough crumbs, the sticky bits of jelly, the mysterious crusty patches, the fossilized sugar cereal marshmallows, the shrunken french fries .. the latter three all found underneath the futon, god knows how *those* happened. zoe has two plastic toy bins, a mountain of stuffed toys as tall as she is, over two hundred books, and three piggy banks. i only give her a gift at christmas and her birthday. how in the *world* does this stuff *collect!!*
from nypizzas2 :
A Yankee fan? That just makes me like you so much more. Rock on. Ya know, I'm incredibly messy too, and I don't even have a toddler to excuse it. My room is just...gross. It's taken three or four people over a period of a couple of weeks to get to the floor. Soon it will be fully clean and redecorated.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I DID see your new layout and I think it's great. The only problem? The box with all your link covers up half the text (on my computer) so I'm still not able to read your entries. (GRRRRRRRRRRR). Geez, I CANNOT WAIT until I can get a new computer. Love, cat
from lauralgood :
I am so glad I am not the only one who is not a great housekeeper. You give me hope. Love Laural
from lauralgood :
it is hot. hot. hot. You know pin-up girls from the 50's and early '60's are some of the best looking women ever. god. I want to be a pin-up girl. I wonder how I can pull that off? keep happy, you. I am feeling a little better. Love Laural
from lauralgood :
I love your new layout. The colors, design, everything everything! you are wonderful. laural
from dangerspouse :
Oooo! Ooooo! Purty new layout!! Really - I like it a lot. And I'm not just saying that because one of the reason's it's good to be a guy is that when we toss out compliments to babes it increases our odds of getting some. I really DO think it looks good. Rock on, Blue Eyes!
from rainforme :
sigh. you guys look so fresh and happy. i was 11, by the way, for a lot more than french kissing, but i would like to think it was WAY too early for even the kissing.
from uurabbit :
Hi, I just recently started reading your diary. I'm 18 and I've never kissed a boy, french or otherwise. I know I'm an exception, though.
from clarity25 :
I really loved your wedding story entry, You're glowing in the picture and that's a really beautiful dress. Your description reminded me of my own wedding in alot of ways. Even with things like the stereo not working or flowers not being delivered, everything has a way of falling into place and you did on your own, in your own way. kudos to you, A beautiful story, Happy Anniversary!!
from opusshrugged :
happy anniversary m'dear, to you & your husband & may you be blessed with many many more. what a lovely wedding photo & to answer your question i was 19 when i had my first real kiss.
from serenaville :
You are most welcome, indeed. You've been putting such smiles on my face, ever since you found my diary. I am the grateful one, be assured. *HUGS!* :)
from redsirenbody :
Kris, I do realize that I am a complete and total idiot...the second fucking time I did that! doh!
from gutterpoet :
here's wishing you a very happy anniversary. And many more! gp
from gumphood :
how do you put things in those boxes again?
from clarity25 :
I have to start learning how to cook more than just pasta and sushi. Your entry inspired me to pick up a cookbook and start experimenting. I think it`s great all the things you donated to the soldiers in Iraq. It will mean alot to them. My father is in Iraq right now, and we're always sending him fig newtons, magazines, and certain toiletries that they don't supply for him. It's really hard for him being away from his family and since he's been there, he saw two of the men he worked with die in a car bombing. My father isn't a bush supporter, but since the war was already started, he wants to help rebuild iraq and clean up the mess that we made there. I wish he wasn't out there to be honest. I can't watch footage from Iraq anymore. But anyhow..regarding your note about sex in our society, I completely agree and as for German girls with their body image. Actually they don't have all our hang ups about weight. Most just eat healthy. The magazines aren't filled with dieting advice like the American ones. However, they ARE focused on anti-aging more than Americans I've noticed. The dieting section in the stores are small, but the anti-aging creme aisle stretches forever. In the German magazines there are alot of articles about keeping youthful skin..etc. Btw I got a kick out of those links you showed in your last entry. Eric and I were flipping through the images rating and laughing. Amazing. Oh, and I can't believe you also read "Where did I come from?" a
from gumphood :
now I am freaking hungry. Thanks guys...
from lauralgood :
About your cooking: keep doing it...it can be more satisfiying for me than baking at times...I would be interested in hearing more of your cooking exploits. Farenheit 9/11: The world must see this movie...I must see this movie. The importance of it can not be overstated in my estimate...I think Michael Moore is a visonairy who's voice needs to be heard. Have a wonderful day! love laural
from the-book-bag :
No Kris, you didn't say too much at all. I agree with you completely...I just have to remind myself that every man in the world is not like my father, grandfathers, uncles, etc. Thank you for you note. :-) Love, cat
from pisceanlore :
Yeah, Emma Watson's only 14, so it'll be a while before I don't feel creepy about thinking she's hot. You know, you're the second girl who's mentioned Mr. Grint. I'm not sure if that means anything, it's just interesting to me. Oh, and I rather enjoyed those links you posted. Some very interesting stuff on there. Take care. -T
from lauralgood :
hey you are not helping with the ego problem!! Just kidding. Love you and so does Larry.
from gumphood :
go rate the Yankees! I mean crap. I rate them a 1. Worst team ever. You have a choice...choose the mets.
from lauralgood :
hey gorgeous...go rate Larry! http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=OQEEALH&key=BSR love laural
from karaokekatey :
Thank you for the kind description of me in your profile/favs and also for the recent note today. Yes, Abra Moore is fantastic
from rainforme :
it was really nice to hear from you. thank you for the kind words and lovely description of me on your favs. i am still a faithful reader and hope to be for a very long time. take care.
from galaxyrabbit :
your diary's great. i'll be back for more, just have to sleep first.
from lauralgood :
hey you! I will get him to email me the link. I haven't voted on it yet either! I will send it as soon as he sends it to me. He is so silly! I don't know anyone (male or female, for that matter) who like close=up shots. They are ugly. love laural
from lauralgood :
I am so in love with you. I too dislike the close up croch shots...and to tell you the truth I don't find the penis an attractive body part in most askpects...I found that site so funny because of that I think. It is so egotisical of someone to post a picture of their penis erect that I can not help but laugh at them. Oh by the way, Larry put his picture up on hot or not or whatever that site is and he has been rated a 9.9 so far form over 70 votes...It is hard to live with that man lately! love you, laural
from clarity25 :
Jim Jarmusch films ARE pretty strange, Eric loves that director so I've seen every film he has made. They kind of grow on you. I think he just came out with a new version of "Coffee and Cigarettes", It's supposed to be really good. I can't wait to see more pictures of the surrounding areas of where you live, the first one was beautiful. I took few pictures last week of the town I live in. I just haven't had a chance to post them yet. Also congrats on your upcoming 4 year anniversary! I hope you do post the story of your wedding. I Look forward to reading it. Have a great weekend! btw, like your trading card.
from nypizzas2 :
Thank you so much for adding me! It is really flattering to get a real writer like yourself reading. *bows before you* :) And, also? Franz Ferdinand? Worship them too. Rock on, and thanks again. :)
from lauralgood :
Oh girl I think they posed and prepared for those photos a lot. I tell you anytime i need a laugh i click onto it. nothing like boys playing with their toys to make me laugh! love laural
from opusshrugged :
if that's the first thing you've seen mr crudup in then you should try to find a movie called Jesus' Son. he's the star, it's a few years old, but one of my very favorite films. not to mention that jack black's cameo in it is my second favorite of all his roles (next to barry in high fidelity) ... though i may be biased because i'm in love with him. oh yeah, it's got a delicious soundtrack too ;)
from lauralgood :
You sure are pretty, Kris. I meant to say that when you posted the picture but got distracted...pretty girls do that to me. love laural
from dangerspouse :
Weird. I'd always pictured you as looking like a shirtless Jason G, just based on your writings. But I was too tactfull to say anything up til now. Anyway, I appreciate your comments about Casey Corgi, and yeah, he's a handfull sometimes. But I need a little excitement and blood in my life, so I put up with it. Besides, it's not like having a kid. If I finally get fed up, I can put a bullet in his head without fear of those annoying infanticide laws. Ciao, Jason!
from gumphood :
That's funny because I was looking for Jason Giambi gutless, and I found it on the Yankees webpage. Now that you are in first again, I can start complaining.
from the-book-bag :
Sure, you can put the sex diary (or lack thereof -- hehehe) on your favorites if you want. I just didn't want to take a chance on offending people who didn't want to read things like that and/or be associated with a (GASP) sex diary. :-D And no (great big dammit!) I can't read your page from my own computer anymore. I make a point of looking at it though when I go to Kinko's...try and catch up when I can. I'll be getting a new PC soon, so I'll be able to read you again. I miss your entries more than you can possibly imagine! Love, cat
from gutterpoet :
I did have one question regarding the stickers. Is the "Fear Bush" sticker an anti the president sticker or a pro-homosexual lifestyle sticker? :) glad you're feeling better! gp
from augustdreams :
Ooh! Almost forgot. I took two of the buttons. 'Be Yourself' and 'Fuck the Republican Party' *grins* Thank you! :) I'll upload them to my diary so I won't be using up your space.
from fan4 :
I like the picture of yourself. :)
from augustdreams :
You're beautiful! :) And you do indeed have lovely blue eyes. Eek! We've got a tornado warning here! *runs to hide in the closet* Did I send you the password for my private entry? I can't remember as my brain's fried from working outdoors in 95+ degree weather. Disney over a holiday weekend is a MADHOUSE. *Hugs*
from got2b4him247 :
I love love love your diary! Your layout rocks my face off.
from clarity25 :
I love your stickers!! Now I just have to figure out which one(s) I want the most. that's the hard part..I agree with every message. :)
from granolaspice :
LittleBro has a TON of stuff from Unamerican...and E for that matter too...but LittleBro's shirt that is my favorite is the potato stamp of the guy with a gas mask that just says, "WE'RE DOOMED." Thanks for the html links! :)
from gumphood :
I liek your stickers you wacky and wild tugboat. And by that I mean liberal.
from the-book-bag :
Oh geez! It's bad enough having a cold without a job or any other responsibilities. I can't begin to imagine what it must be like to feel like crap with an energetic toddler in the house!! I hope you and your husband get better soon! Love, cat
from rainforme :
those stickers rock! i love the "cheer up emo kid" and amen to "you are not what you own". cheers.
from pisceanlore :
Hey, thanks for the note and the encouraging words. I know things will work out if they're supposed to, but I'm really just getting sick and tired of this whole runaround thing with her. 7 years this has been going on. Anyway. I think as long as the work-study thing is on your fafsa you'll be ok. The school can request updated copies and whatnot. Which also reminds me that I need to finish my fafsa for the fall as well. You know, if I was starting school over again, I think I'd get into more graphic design stuff. I'm a journalism major and photography minor, but I wasted a lot of time doing computer science stuff. And I've been in school too long to start on anything new now. Have a good day, hope you get over that cold soon. -T
from karaokekatey :
hey, you should check out my music collection at guzzlefish. It's not completely finished, but I decided to add it to my diary anyway. It's under the me link. I just wanted to tell say you have an amazing collection of music. I always love to peruse others' collections. I have found so many great new artists that way. Take care. XOXO
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I know you're a busy lady and probably not in the market for finding new diaries to read, but I've been reading a blog by a writer who's words are quite moving and I thought you might like to check her out. Her diary name is erraticbrain. Love, cat
from lauralgood :
Hey you. Thank you so much for your words. I know I will feel better again. I will always miss him though. love laural
from opusshrugged :
it's modest mouse - a different city
from opusshrugged :
hi kris, poor dear spring is not the funnest time to be down with a cold. thanks for the guzzlefish link, i spent most of this rainy friday afternoon listing my collection. username is jukeboxheroine, link is on my diary ;) feel better.
from the-book-bag :
One thing I've always remembered someone saying: you can learn the skills of any profession, but talent is something you're born with. The only reason for a person with "talent" to not succeed is because they don't put in the work they need to learn the skills. So all you have to do is hone your talent. I know you can do it Kris! Love, cat
from clarity25 :
Hey, thanks for the notes..you have an amazing collections of music..what can I say? It's basically everything I love..plus every album I've wanted to purchase, but didn't yet. In addition to all the classic must-haves. I was going through it trying to look for something missing that I would suggest to you. "You know, you really should check out..blah blah" but you have it covered. (even Clash..wow.) Plus you're a fellow record lover! Well, I hope you feel better soon. Happy friday
from the-book-bag :
Oh Kris...you don't need to go to school to learn how to produce beautiful art. Not that I'm against ANYONE going to school. I think it's fantastic that you're going back and the you have the drive and determination to tackle it what with everything else you have on your plate. I just mean you are naturally an incredibly gifted artist and that's something that simply can't be taught. Love, cat
from the-book-bag :
Wow Kris! I just love you're new layout. Fucking awesome girl!!
from pisceanlore :
Hey. I hope you like my diary. I'll sum up a bit for you so you don't need to go back through all those old entries, unless you want to. I've been unlucky in love and a good portion of my entries involve that in some fashion. I also drift into semi-philosophical rants from time to time. I liked your latest entry. I'm not nearly as knowledgable about music as I probably should be, but I did agree with your conclusion there. Anyway. Have a good day. -Todd
from clarity25 :
Hi again, Thankyou for your advice and encouraging words. It really means alot to me. I know that seems like a standard pat response, but it really does. I enjoy your notes. I hope you do pursue studying Art Studio. I can say from my own experience with an Art Major that It's really rewarding. you have all the creativity and design ability from what I can see. You'll be able to expand on it and learn new techniques along the way. Plus you'll be in Europe..I wont be alone over here. Oh and I know what you mean about the rappers destroying perfectly good songs.. remember the re-make of sting's song "I'll be watching you"? Awful.
from gutterpoet :
As a former/current musician the sampling or just stealing of music pisses me off too. At the risk of sounding 70 years old, I'd say it's very emblematic of the way our society is heading. You're right about creativity going by the wayside and nothing new being done anymore, whens the last time a new musical trend came around? I think it's because we are just lazy and we think things should be handed to us. We are a "where's my handout?" society. Thus, why should I bother to learn to play an instrument or write music when I can just take somebody else's work and use it as mine. Because they are somehow entitled! well that's a long-winded "I agree", sorry.
from back-drifts :
that's interesting you sent me the Draft e-mail, because I posted that link in my LJ earlier today! hehe. but ugh. yeah. this is so totally lame. I posted the link in my artofthemix blog, and two people on there have assured me that if Kerry gets elected, a draft will be VERY unlikely, and even as is, it may just be posturing. *shrugs* I'm pissed, but only time will tell. I'm resisting though, should it come to this! throw me in jail, do with me what you will.... :P
from gumphood :
BLARG !!! BRIGGA BLARG BRRRAAARRG!!
from wordsofmine :
Found you totally by accident but I'm glad I did. Good for you for saying no to something and yes to something else. It all sounds exciting to me. Go for it!!!
from sparklejaxie :
Interesting dilemma you're in with school! I guess if it were me, even if it was kind of a pain, I'd save the money and go to a cheaper school now, especially if I wanted to go on for another degree. That's why I transferred to a state school instead of out-of-state, where I first started. But regardless, good for you for your future plans!! :) If you major in Psychology and need any help, you can ask me - I'm a Psych major and scarily, I'm actually quite good at it! :) (Except for Experimental, heh) The offer stands. =) Good luck with you're moving and stuff in the next couple weeks if we don't converse before then! :)
from pisceanlore :
Hi. I'm a friend of Laural's, she directed me to check out your Asbury Park pictures. I just wanted to drop a line to say that I dig them. I'm a photographer myself so I'm always into interesting photos. I also liked your entry about photographs and memory. Well I'll see you around, feel free to check out my diary if you want, though I fear that I am not so well-spoken as you. Take care.
from lauralgood :
hmm. first your pictures are beautiful. I love the Cat Stephens one. How did I get past the whole "I hate myself deal?" I think it had to do with getting married. Larry has helped me work though abuse which i suffered as a child. He also made me see the desire I have for women and that has helped me become more intergrated as a person. It also has to do with just living. Having the experences I have with school and people has really shown me that there is little in life to worry about.(not to say I don't worry, but I know deep down it is not that big a deal. You know what I mean?) So I think it came with age and experience. I appreciate you telling me that you find me self-confident. I don't really feel that way but people do seem to see me in that light. I am just glad I like myself enough to look in the mirror now! Not quite to the point of pleasuring myself by looking into it but hell...it could be coming! Love you lots, Kris. Thanks for making me a part of your world. I very much admire you and your talent. Keep happy. Love Laural
from lauralgood :
just wanted to make sure you knew that you are not the only one breaking down...yours truely is just about done with reality. want to join me in some distant imaginary world? we could be the hottest girls there....tempting, no? love laural
from clarity25 :
P.S. cool new layout:)
from clarity25 :
I read your latest entry, It makes me sad to hear you in so much pain over something that shouldn't be as important as it has become in our society. I've been there and no matter how much I grow, I think I'll never learn how to completely avoid going there. It's more an issue of how quickly you can get out of it. Wouldn't the world be a much nicer place if society taught us how to love ourselves rather than how to diet in the most absurd (and of course always new) ten step programs. I think the issue of being beautiful is concerned with something inside of us so much more than we all realize. I wish it was as easy as simply telling you to fully wake up to how beautiful you are as I can see by your writing not just by your picture. -Clarity
from karaokekatey :
I feel your pain...having two kids myself and being a stay home mom it seems like my mind is always working overtime. The media sucks! All these movie stars and models who seem to bounce back 3 days after they give birth. It's very unrealistic for most of us *ordinary* folk! I have this very unwanted pouch from having 9 and 10 lb. babies that I've decided will never go away despite how much exercising and dieting I put myself through. And I've also decided that I will most likely never have the figure I had in high school either. *Sigh* Don't let the media and all that garbage get you down. It's not worth it. You are gorgeous just the way you are. Take care. XOXO
from heyjude85 :
wow... kickass new layout. I really love it.
from gothamite :
yeah, she did get miffed. I'd credited her with it in the entry with which I'd originally posted it, but I didn't have a constant reminder up there and the whole issue stemmed from that. So, I'm just aiming to be more accomodating.
from the-book-bag :
Stupid ass computer!! Damn! Damn!! Damn!!! "Chloe" won't let me view your page anymore...I suspect you have a new layout (that I can't see -- pointed comment directed at my useless piece of crap computer). Hopefully, I'll be able to take a look the next time I go to Kinko's. love, cat P.S. I'm sure the new layout is beautiful.
from the-book-bag :
Thank you Kris. love, cat
from karaokekatey :
like the new layout, but I think your layouts are just as fantastic. I wish I had the patience and the time and the creativity to make my own. Take care.
from gumphood :
I like this layout a bunch. I like it more than the last one, even thought I like the last one.
from at13oclock :
Greetings from the coast! I, Hadrian, do have an f600 yahoo acount, but I have not been on the computer all weekend! How's it all?
from the-book-bag :
Thank you for your note Kris. *** BIG HUGS & KISSES ***
from rainforme :
yeah, it is weird. i wonder if someone has e-mailed that andrew guy about it.
from gumphood :
hmmm I think the other thing might be if they clicked to the hot or not site, and came back...that might count as more.
from lauralgood :
hey girl thanks for the encouragement. You know I can use all I can get. I just noticed on your profile page that you like "The Usual Suspects" that is one of my all-time favorite movies. I think i will rent it soon! Have a great and wonderful day! Thanks again for being a good friend. Laural
from rainforme :
hey hey special k... anyone ever called you that? :) i've been getting weird referrers too, from french websites. you seen any of those? great hot or not... and i give you a 10!
from granolaspice :
Yep, it's me! I made it small as to retain some anonymity (not really sure why?). I was totally diggin your summertime layout and I was in need of some color...thanks for the inspirato!
from gumphood :
Well I linked you. I get between 300-600 (sometime 1000) people so, it could just have been that!!? I don't know. Where did they all get refered from!? Anyway, Kudos.
from lauralgood :
i sure love you! laural
from the-book-bag :
You're welcome. :-) I feel a little better every day. Still haven't managed to work up the stamina to get an entry in though. Oh well...soon. :-D love, cat
from the-book-bag :
Well I think you're adorable. :-) love, cat
from clarity25 :
I had a good laugh from your last entry, I didn't even know that site existed! But hey, as for your own picture. I wish I looked that good without makeup coming straight out of bed! And thanks for the compliment you left in my notes.
from gumphood :
fixed. Sorry for being a dilrod
from gumphood :
hey there. Thanks for the compliment. Yeah, that's not me at all there in the profile. That's a really bad picture of the vomiting Cod. You got the full head on shots, and the Robot shots. Scary..I know.
from augustdreams :
I'd never seen that site before. Ha! Too funny. Oh! And I'd give your just-outta-bed picture a hot vote. :)
from gumphood :
This is the before -- http://scanzilla.diaryland.com/030606_8.html and this is the after --http://pub8.bravenet.com/photocenter/album.php?usernum=683017714&album=6091
from gumphood :
Oh no, you look really good for a candid shot. I took pictures of myself right after I dressed like a robot. I don't know if that makes me hot...or not.
from augustdreams :
Arrrrrgh! Yes, yes, yes, yes! *ahem* Sorry about that. I just read your comment about Katie Couric. She's got a smile like a demented Walrus. I've seen more sincerity from a guy trying to sell me a used car. *shudder* And what was the deal with her putting down the guy who played Ross? He's got more talent than she's got teeth - and that's a lot! *snerk* Ah. I feel much better now. ;)
from the-book-bag :
Thank you for your note Kris. Everything went well...but I'm saving the details and my "observations" for the next entry. love, cat
from gothamite :
Everything's kosher with the apartment, she's moved on to a hostel and soon after to her own apartment. As for confession, it's not as nice as you'd think ... consider that you're a member of a parish, you're familiar with your pastor, he's familiar with you, so you go in and talk to him behind a screen and he knows who you are, so it's not entirely anonymous. Which sucks. It's not a good system.
from gothamite :
Are you kidding? I haven't confessed in 12 years ... I don't know when the last time I had communion was, and I haven't been to church in at least two years, and I'd been dragged. I am by no means a devout Catholic.
from lauralgood :
I knew that you would have some good answers to those questions. I am really struggling with getting my attraction to a new friend under control because I am afraid his girlfriend will pick up on it and demand that we not be friends and I would feel obligated to oblige and hope that he would too. I would never do anything with a guy (or girl) who was attached unless it was ok with both parties but damn...I can't help but shiver when he smiles at me... But I want to get it under control because he will be a great friend and help when it comes to the whole teaching thing (he too is an education major.)I just don't know if it is going to be possible. So thanks for answering the questions and I agree with you on most all of the points, if not all. talk with you soon. laural
from the-book-bag :
You're welcome. I hope you have a lovely day with your GORGEOUS little girl. :-) love, cat
from neonlemonz :
I always read yours, and always want to comment, except I can't usually because my computer won't let me. I love your diary, my friend says it reminds her of me, I only wish! When I speak of my vanilla diary, I compare it to how great yours is. Mine is so blah compared to yours, I feel priviliged to get to read yours. Lots of love, Hazel
from lauralgood :
Well what a silly thing I am! I thought that I had already left you questions! Here are your three questions from me: 1) Do you think that men and women can be just friends? 2)Where is the limit, in your opinion, when it comes to hanging out with the opposite (or same, depending) sex? In other words when have you crossed the line? 3) Why is there so much competition between women and how can it be lessened? These questions are not on the real personal side but they have been on my mind lately. I think you can help me with them. If you don't like them let me know and I will come up with three more for you that are more geared toward you specifically. But still answer these! Hey who are you going for the lakers or the spurs? love laural
from the-book-bag :
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY KRIS!!!! love, cat
from gothamite :
Why is it so hard for you to believe I'm Catholic? Don't I see embattled enough? Besides, being Catholic simply means I was baptised and confirmed that way, then it's a handle that one can dust off at any convenient time.
from the-book-bag :
Oo! Oo! Can I join the ihatekatiecouric ring???? PLEEEEEEEEEZE????? :-)
from the-book-bag :
It's not just you...I hate Katie Couric too. :-) -cat
from gutterpoet :
Well if you love long-haired b-ball players you must really love johnny damon of the red sox. I swear it looks like he's wearing a wig and a fake beard. Maybe it's an imposter and the real guy died after getting hit last year! OR maybe it's Bin Laden in a clever disguise! Or maybe I should not take double the dose of sinus medication... I share your detestation (is that a word?) of Miss Couric. Everything she does and says seems so..contrived. Contrived perkiness or something like that. cheers! gp
from granolaspice :
Yours boys pulled through last night...it was a good game! My entire family is going to see them play in Seattle tomorrow...but I can't go *sniff*. Have you noticed that Katie Couric is orange? Like fake tanning gone very, very wrong...
from whereibegin :
(FYI... I tried to enter this in your guestbook, but for some reason, when I click the "Thanks!" button, nothing happens.) I got sucked in to Dateline last night as well, and I plan to set my DVR to record Friends, as Survivor has and always will come first. I know, it's pathetic. But I completely agree with you about Katie Couric - I used to really like her, but lately, she just seems phony. Especially when she interviews celebrities - she wants to be cool and hip so badly, and it comes off as fake. I'm in total agreement with you about everything - except Fantasia. After Tuesday's performance, can you honestly tell me that LaToya London doesn't deserve to be the next American Idol?!? (/end obsessive TV rants)
from gumphood :
Yeah...the Yankees can't grow out their hair...damn yankees. Anyway, I still like you, but your entry today, and mine are like completly opposite. Just be warned -- I have friends anger
from augustdreams :
Thank you! I loved reading your answers to my questions as well. I share your feelings about the Ocean. I'm going back to the Pacific next week. I can't wait to feel the sand and salt-water wind.
from the-book-bag :
I'm glad you enjoyed my anaswers. Thank you far asking the questions! :-D -cat
from rainforme :
there's always room for J-Lo!!
from gumphood :
I think I might answer your questions. I want to. I love answering questions, but for some reason I have a problem sharing somethings like that. I think I will in a week or so.
from gothamite :
I'm not going to keep myself from my posts, they're just not going to be so vitriolic. I'm sure it may spill out occasionally, but I'm aiming for presenting something a bit less revealing. Ever just feel over exposed?
from the-book-bag :
The fact that you care Kris, means more to me than words can convey. *** HUGS *** And I'll be answering your questions a.s.a.p. Thank you for asking! -cat
from chillidip :
I'm way behind as usual but I like the new template, it has a definite spring vibe.
from gumphood :
She plays wipeout on the drums, the squirrels and the birds come; gather round to sing the guitar. Oh I...have you got nothing to say?
from augustdreams :
D'oh! I'm sorry about that last note. I meant to cut & paste the questions I'd asked you. Your g*book wouldn't let me sign so I'll note you. :) Here they are: [1 - What songs seems to be your themesong? Either because you adore it or it just seems to suit your life?] [2 - What are your thoughts on the Ocean? Do you feel drawn to it or indifferent? Sand or Water?] [3 - If you could have any animal as a companion, which would you choose?] Hugs~ Nicole
from augustdreams :
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
from rainforme :
thanks! it was you helping me with that older entries thing that made me realize how easy it was to do things in frontpage. waahhlaa! so, it's all because of you! :)
from irishdream :
Hey - I sent in my request for the template with blue eyes and rain... then I remembered ~ my favorite song is Take My Breath Away, so maybe if you could incorporate that somewhere on there? You're such a doll, I appreciate it! Thanks ~ Jesse
from whereibegin :
Three questions! 1) What is your greatest wish/hope for your daughter? 2) What is your earliest memory? 3) Any phobias?
from liltexas101 :
Hey girl. I love your entry about the music. I love your writing altogether!
from clarity25 :
three questions: 1.) what is your most treasured memory? 2.) What do you like best about your life? the least? 3.) If a crystal ball would tell you the truth about anything you wished to know concerning yourself, life, the future, or anything else what would you want to know?
from lauralgood :
OH I love to feel like a hallmark card. Hmm. Your words are beautiful I have missed them. Love Laural
from the-book-bag :
1) What song(s) or piece(s) of music stir your soul; make the hair on the back of your neck stand up? What emotions do these songs evoke for you? 2) When and how did you develop your passion for music? (You may have already written about this in a diary entry about this, and if you have just let me know and I'll post a different question). 3) If there's one thing you want to pass on to your daughter (i.e., advice, personal value, etc.) what would it be and why?
from the-book-bag :
You always give such insightful answers. I love reading your entries! I'm still working on questions for you...I want them to be specific to each person rather than: What kind of topping do you like on your pizza? I hope to have them up here soon. -cat
from the-book-bag :
Thank you for your note Kris. I'm usually reluctant to discuss the way my dad treated me while growing up because so many people have suffered much worse. I feel as though I'm being very nit-picky and self-centered. I think the truth is, most of us have some sort of trauma in our lives...and it helps to know we're not alone. -cat
from gumphood :
danke!
from gumphood :
1) In life often times we encounter something so beautiful or unique it takes us back a step. Did you ever encounter such a thing, What was it? And if not, do you feel slighted, or hopeful. 2) When you were younger, what did you want to be? Why didn't you become that? 3) In the realm of love. Consider the option of not being with the person you are with, because you never met. What is the one thing that would be completly diffrent about you internally?
from gumphood :
why thank you. I have it written already, but I am waiting until after lunch to post it. Hopefully that will work out well. Some people will hate it, but I like to take some risks. Maybe somepeople will reallylove it.
from karaokekatey :
I agree. You Were Here is a fantastic album. And it so happened that it was one of those blind buys. I'd only read a CD review about her in RS on her newest album. I found You Were Here instead, and it has become an almost permanent addition in my CD changer.
from karaokekatey :
(...cont. from previous note...)I just downloaded Ryan Adam's "Come Pick Me Up" after seeing it on your 100 list...I absolutely LOVE it!!! Fav Song #101.
from karaokekatey :
Thanks. You've got a fantastic list as well. i see that we have a few songs in common...take care. XOXO.
from augustdreams :
I don't think it's cheesy - I love the cell phone cozy. When I put mine in my pack at work I always try to have something soft near it so it doesn't get scratched up. I'd buy one! :D
from gumphood :
I totally pictures you with more piercings. I don't know why but I was surprised when you listed them. Sorry I was gone for a while,, but I got into a car accident and all!
from clarity25 :
I also would want to Claire Danes to play me in a film adaption of my life. She's such an amazing actress..when she does that chin quiver thing when she cries..I can't help but start sobbing along with her. I just wanted to say that I just discovered your diary a few days ago and added you as a favorite. You're a really talented writer and I enjoy reading. :)
from the-book-bag :
Your answers are always so much nicer and more heartfelt than mine!! I loved reading them. :-D -cat
from granolaspice :
I have been in love with that book for a few months and I'm SO glad that someone else loves it just as much! When I first saw your cell phone cozy, I knew exactly where it came from!!! I'm working on the sleeveless rollneck sweater right now (it's blue on the model in the book)!!! Hurray for knitting! Happy Week, GS
from the-book-bag :
Oh yes! Bobby was quite the cutie pie wasn't he? Now he's down right delicious! Can't wait to read your responses!! -cat
from rainforme :
haha! that has got to be the cutest cell phone cover ever! made me giggle. your mom will love it.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris. I'm glad you enjoyed my answers. I'm like you...I love seeing what people's responses are to surveys. :-D -cat
from rainforme :
much better! i loved the black and white, but i did think it was a little dark for such a bright soul. good luck with the house!
from karaokekatey :
nice layout. Very summer-y indeed. :)
from the-book-bag :
LOCKED OUT???? ME???? :-D -cat
from heyjude85 :
hey, I hope you're just revamping your layout :-| lol. Let me know if you're going to stay locked for good.
from hotpinkviews :
You have been moved to the problems section because we have been unable to find our link on your site. If you would still like a review, please contact us and tell us where our link is. Thank you.
from o-twinkle-o :
hey - i just wanted to thank you for the sweet note you left me about the pictures, also about the ceilings .. and: two people so kindly offered to make me layouts that i could refuse either of them .. ! i just want you to know that i can't wait to see what you've done (because i love your style.) that's all, thank you, fin, i shall stop babbling now -
from the-book-bag :
It is so sweet of you to offer, but I would feel terribly guilty asking you to asking a layout for me, because you're already doing so many, because you're a full-time mom to a toddler and because you don't charge. Maybe if I had a skill to barter with...but I can't imagine you're much in need of someone who can read a lot of books in one sitting or write pointless short stories. :-D I promise, no more layout wanks. -cat
from gothamite :
So, I offered my vitriol-ridden rebuttal to your reunion post. I wonder if I come across as dignified or a total sad sack. I'm embittered, though, there's no denying that.
from the-book-bag :
Personally? I'm avoiding all my reunions like the plague...whether I'm ever a "sucess" or not. I'm still trying to erase the nightmare that was high school from my memory. Haha. -alley cat
from opusshrugged :
Our House by CSNY ... ;)
from lauralgood :
My husband loves watching that show. I watch it because Ty is cute. Laural
from back-drifts :
hey, I finally got your cd's today! the post office in santa rosa is really screwy lately, but I'm so happy! I think I prefer "Too Far To Care" over "Wreck Your Life", because they played like 4-5 songs from TFTC at the concert. :) thanks again. hope you're liking my cd's.
from o-twinkle-o :
thank you.
from gothamite :
No, I don't think most men share my point of view. I think most men are idiots and I think that the dumber and more shallow a man gets, the nastier and distorted is their perception of beauty. There are a number of things one could blame � stupid people are unfortunately susceptible to the conditioning broadcast into their homes via their own personal god, the television. So if they're cranially stunted to begin with and they stumble across such insipid fare as the man show, which is designed to appeal to meat-headed, Abercrombie frat boy types�the exact type of brainless, shallow societal detritus that perpetuates this distorted perception of beauty, like a virus�then they're going to come up with such nuggets of brilliance like "she's hot" � or "she's got a tight body" � yeah, so does Barbie, because it's made out of plastic. I know very few guys that think the way I do and it's discouraging � although it's nice to know that some women (namely you and my girlfriend) don't subscribe to the body hair-less, steroid-ridden "ideal" of male beauty that's being thrown out there too. America sickens me in so many ways � one of which is that�despite the majority of people here being overweight and not particularly attractive, then the next group being naturally attractive or normal�one or two people look like something out of a comic book, and suddenly people are getting sacks of toxic gel shoved into their breasts, fat sucked out of their ass, hair eradicated from their bodies, botulism toxin injected into their faces� they're taking "supplements" and living in a gym � and for who? For what? It baffles me. I'm so far from understanding what goes through people's heads. I'm a miserable fucking bastard in a lot of ways because I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of shallow people, in a society where every priority is so fucking far out of whack.
from o-twinkle-o :
i fall in love again with that sarah harmer album every time i press ||> .. does the fact that it hasn't left my cd player mean that i'm obsessive? .. no .. no, i'll answer that . . it means i'm understandably hungry for those melodies.
from gothamite :
I know I'm quite in the minority when I say this, but I don't find "beautiful" people attractive. Jennifer Lopez does nothing for me, not even in an aesthetic way � I think Pamela Anderson is a hideous freak, and the same with Carmen Elektra. You could pick any celebrity that everyone touts as gorgeous and I'd be willing to bet there isn't a single one of them that doesn't repulse me. I like real people. A girl with a nice soft tummy and real breasts will do it for me any day over some pilates-honed, deep-fried-tan hoe with plastic tits, collagen lips and fake blonde hair. I abhor television. My only concession to it is law and order, and occasionally I'll watch the simpsons with my girlfriend, but it's always the same episodes � the same goes for seinfeld. But aside from that, my tv is just for watching movies. The news disgusts me � this vapid, vacuous, celebrity-obsessed culture of ours disgusts me � I mean, who really gives a fuck if Courteney Cox and her lame ass husband don't agree on a baby name? Can someone hand me a gun, please? It's all so exasperating and I know that there's no way to change people � the majority of people are suck-up sycophants who want to be there to get a whiff of what a celebrity fart smells like. I've got a news flash, it stinks � just like this shallow, cult of personality hellhole we're living in.
from gothamite :
I was mortified when I heard about the swan � I've already view humanity as such a deplorable and disgusting species that any more proof that I'm right really disheartens me because I want to believe there's some good in us that could be capable of overcoming the bad that so many motherfuckers are proliferating. I may not have watched enough star wars or any other hero saga, but the idea that "good" triumphs over "evil" just doesn't seem to ring true about life. The girls on the swan need psychological makeovers, not physical ones � the same thing with I want a famous face or extreme makeovers. It's disgusting what people will do because of what they want other people to think of them. I'm not beautiful, I don't honestly give a fuck. I can probably say that because I'm not ugly, either � but I am skinny, and I have a fat friend who likes to tell me I look like a crackhead, and I'm not cruel enough to tell him he looks like a stuffed pig as a retort. But regardless, I don't give a shit. I'm not pumping iron, buying weight gainer, or doing anything about my physical appearance because it's so fucking inconsequential. The people who don't like you as you are aren't worth it � and that people can't figure this out amazes me. It sickens me, too.
from o-twinkle-o :
as for the poem .. i don't care if it's incorporated or not. chris folded it into the design because he knew it was my favorite, that's all. .. just want something original!
from o-twinkle-o :
[shifty.] you weren't supposed to see that picture. shhh!
from lauralgood :
Thank you for the great entry on King George. Shit he is such an asshole. I hope he knows he is digging his political grave with this war. Not another vietnam my ass. laural
from rainforme :
i'm so sorry... it is vin. i hang my head in shame, but those muscles... mmm. and i was a little saddened to learn in my pic searching for the lovely monica, that it seems she's had a boob job. i could have sworn they were natural and that was part of the appeal, she looks like a really blessed natural woman. but i found some early pics and she was definitely not as busty. oh well, she's still hot.
from sparklejaxie :
I totally agree with you on George W. God, he's such an idiot. We really should be finding a way to make our own country better instead of invading other countries and helping them out. It's not being unsympathetic. Everywhere in the world has their problems and, for a great majority of people, things probably suck a lot of the time. But he's the President of the U.S.A., not President of the World. I seriously hope he doesn't get re-elected. A monkey would be a better candidate than him.
from o-twinkle-o :
couple things since i'm catching up with your diary after a few days of illness: i love sarah harmer. i wish more people knew how wonderful she is. and QE is an *awesome* show .. i love most especially how they bolster the man's confidence, they make sure they give him clothes he'll wear, and they care about how he feels about everything they're doing. they might poke a little fun, but they're not callous fashion assholes on the show - they're really good to the people they're making over. i was watching MTV a couple nights ago and was shocked by this gorgeous chick on 'i want a famous face' .. she was so beautiful. and some fashion consultant called her fat, a photographer called her fat .. she couldn't've weighed more than 115 pounds .. ! the fashion consultant even gave this chick a little shirt to wear during a photo shoot, saying: be grateful for this little shirt, it's hiding your FAT ROLLS. !!
from kickassrvue :
Your review is up, and good job!
from the-book-bag :
I tend to agree with you about the "makeover" shows (with the exception of QUEER EYE FOR THE STRAIGHT GUY, just because it's not as radical as the others). They make me sad. Out of curiousity, I've been watching MTV's I WANT A FAMOUS FACE, and I have to say, the first episode (the one that featured the twins who wanted to look like Brad Pitt) broke my heart. Of course, in the end, the people seem happy with their results and I figure, if it really helps them feel better about themselves, it's not my place to pass judgement. Frankly, I can understand the things like nose jobs, breast lifts, liposuction and excess skin removal far more easily than I can comprehend getting implants. Still, I would NEVER ever get plastic surgery. Maybe it's because my health's always been so precarious, but there isn't a body/face in the world that could look good enough to justify the pain of plastic surgery for me. I also think it's great that you're choosing to let the shows be a positive, rather than negative influence on you. And I agree completely, if we're not enough on the inside, we'll never be enough period, no matter what the outside looks like. -Cat
from lauralgood :
Hey beautiful. That slant you took on the makeover shows is so interesting to me. I don't really feel one way or another about them--I don't watch them just because I find them boring. Your reaction to them is wonderful though. I hope it is more people reaction. Actually, I think it may be their reaction and they haven't stopped to think about it. People do seem to be feeling a little better about themsevles--Or it may just be that I am projecting how I feel about myself on to them. I hope you have a great night. Thanks for making me think. Love Laural
from sweetjulep :
beautiful entry about the Swan. I've never seen any of those shows, but I still thought it was eloquently written, and I must add a "good for you!" haha :)
from the-book-bag :
You were absolutely right about augustdreams! I love her work and I just added her to my buddies list. Thank you so much for recommending her! -Cat
from sparklejaxie :
Well, the Krispy Kremes were in a box when I got to work this morning, but the guy who brought them in actually stopped by the place on the way into work. :) (They just put a shop not too far away, and it's terrible how people are so giddy over them!!) Anyhow, I was VERY impressed, especially 'cause I'm not a big donut person, and it was very enjoyable. Sweet. Light. and Fluffy. Those are the words. :)
from gumphood :
Maybe we can agree on a name for her kid...Babe. OKay. I just puked...
from lauralgood :
Don't worry I am a Yankee fan so the Red Sox names are not even possible. Gump is so silly! Ok So yes Red has got to go but damnit you leave my cutie JPL alone. Or I just may start thinking of some of the Red Sox names...Hows that for motivation? Love me. Oh Yeah, I tell 13 yr olds to fuck off all the time so I am glad you have joined the club! Laural
from the-book-bag :
I don't blame you one bit for telling those little brats off. My mom has a friend who says: "I hate white people," every time someone ticks him off. It doesn't matter what color their skin is, he just looks at them and says: And THAT is why I hate white people. -Cat
from heyjude85 :
AMEN! JPL should have been LONG gone. Ahem... I voted ONCE for Jon Stevens... because I find him very sexy. HOWEVER, I feel very bad about it, and I will never do it again, as he is not the "Idol" type. I think that he's the worst (next to JPL) on the show right now. Ahem... that doesn't make him any less sexy though :-D LOL. So yeah, I wish you could vote people off instead of voting for your favorite, the show would work better that way.
from rainforme :
no worries. i really, really can't stand people like that and 'fuck you' would have been the least of what would have come out of my mouth. not to mention, the parent would have gotten an earful as well. nice new layout, btw!
from granolaspice :
Oh my goodness...I'm the same way. People being irritating and rude, especially in public just gets me and I get SO angry. I understand where you're coming from...it's like my inner GranolaHyde comes out and needs to kick a little ass. But most of the time I'm mild mannered totally chill GranolaJeckle!!!
from o-twinkle-o :
hey .. i love the new layout. and your entry made me smile today, for some reason!
from lauralgood :
Shit girl. I have no clue who is voting for Red. That dude so needs to go. I can't believe they got amy off and kept him. I have got to start voting! love laural
from purplebanana :
I saw your banner and a tiny part of me fell in love with a tiny part of you.
from gumphood :
Some many....god. That grammer is even below me...
from gumphood :
Hey there. I like the layout alot. I liked the other alot too. I didn't get attached though. Also, Fox cancels some many good shows. I am surprised they didn't pick up My So Called Life, just to cancel it. But really now...if animals aren't attacking...Fox ain't buying.
from leftunspoken :
Funny how people can see things so differently sometimes. I found it very cheerful. Left me feeling very happy. Of course I'm more drawn to edgy-dark anyway, so... Anyway loved it. And love you. You're one of the good ones, ya know. Shine on.
from the-book-bag :
I will definitely give augustdreams a read a.s.a.p.!
from the-book-bag :
I LOVE your new layout! It's edgier and I'm a huge fan of black and white. Classic. (I loved your last two layouts as well). -Cat
from miss-music :
Once again, I am so jealous of your layout. (But, I still adore mine!) Good luck with school!
from leftunspoken :
TOTALLY LOVE the layout. Seriously. Leave it for at least a bit 'kay? I dig it. P.S. God forbid I ever be anyone's one last hope for anything.
from lauralgood :
Hey you I love your new layout. SHIT they cancelled "Wonderfalls"? that was starting to be a favorite of mine. damn fox!! Oh I think amy got the shaft too. Red head boy has got to go! Love Laural
from whereibegin :
No, I don't see the script - just Times New Roman or whatever it is.
from gumphood :
Dude I am like totally locked out dude. What the dude is the dude about dude? Sorry. I won't leave this dispicable a message again.
from indigomood :
the masses are waiting for the arival of the pop culture queen, when will she grace us with her internet prescence?
from granolaspice :
K, I can't read your page which is making me very sad :(. My email is [email protected]. If you're going to have it locked up for a while, drop me a line sometime...I'd love to continue reading your stuff!
from back-drifts :
ummmmm, how long are you locking your diary for? I clicked on your name and it said you locked it. :( did I miss something?
from the-book-bag :
I know I'm scared by Bush and his brigade of religious soldiers. I'm so scared that lately I've started asking (and poking around to find out) how difficult it is to become a citizen of another country. Of course, they all have their problems, but the way the fundamentalist Christians want to take over and dictate our lives frightens me as much as any fundamentalist of Islam. -Cat
from dangerspouse :
Gack!! Listen, I'd love to read your rhymes, but I'm probably the least qualified person you could pick for as a critiquer. Really, my opinion runs so contrary to prevailing custom that a NEGATIVE review from me probably means you're gonna be more popular than Rod McKuen. Anyway, I'm off to check 'em out - thanks for the link. If your writing here portends the quality to come, I'm sure a very enjoyable read awaits.
from gumphood :
sorry about that. I am all unlocked now. The entry will explain a little bit
from dangerspouse :
Hey listen: like you, NewWifey(tm) is ALSO an "Irishblueyes". You know what that means: drunken potato hurling, drunken harp playing at all hours, drunken readings of impenetrable Joyce passages, drunken howling along to the Irish Rovers. Not that I'm stereotyping or anything, mind you. The point is, she gives it back in spades. Of course, I bow down and worship her anyway. (Since that's the best vantage point to look up her Irish wool skirt).
from the-book-bag :
Thank you =)
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I just wanted to let you know that I'm writing here again and I promise, no mean/ranty entries directed towards anyone you could possibly know (well, except for George Bush, but he's an exception). Anyway, I'm trying to cut back on the wanking anyway. I know, you may still be upset with me or simply want nothing to do with me, and that's okay, I understand. I do hope everything's well with you and your family. -Hellcat
from lauralgood :
Hey Ms. Kris, lovely entry, that last one. We never lose the need to be bent over the couch do we? love Laural
from indigomood :
I was looking through the alphabet of ppl who have recently updated and I read your diary, I must say I am a fan, keep up the good work. byes
from chillidip :
I really miss my so called life. It was one of the few really great shows when I was a kid
from neuroticaa :
love the layout; it goes awesomely with the rufus quote.
from lauralgood :
Hey you. On American Idol I think Fantasia is the best. However I like George as well. I think she, George, Amy (the one who did the great country song)and Jon Peter Lewis will be in the top four. I think Fantasia is going to win. Ok I am hoping and praying for Jon. He is not a great singer but I LOVE the way he looks. I like his voice too but oh he is SO cute. (slap me for sounding like a fucking 12 year old!) Love Laural
from chillidip :
I don't think I've seen vanessa paradis since she was on top of the pops singing joe le taxi years ago. Oh and she did a fantastic advert for Chanel I think, where she was dressed up in feathers and swinging in a bird cage.
from granolaspice :
Thanks, K! I'm just not sure that I can get into "ring porn" as much as "house porn". Although "ring porn" sounds like an actual form of porn, doesn't it? Happy Hump day!
from gumphood :
It's okay. You can love them all you want. I know they say the Red Sox are cursed, but I really think its the Yankees Fans that are cursed. Cursed by disappointment. 26 titles? Where is the delight in that? You are expect to win. When you loose it's heartbreak. I just can't understand why people would like anything under that pretense...like...you understand that the best thing that could possibly happen is the expected winning of the World Series? Again... Yankees fans will never feel the joy of the first win; the new feeling of acomplishment. It's okay. They are the easy team to like, and it's a Italian Bronx thing too, so I can understand. But up here the Bo-Sox are the team of the South End Irish, and I love watching those fuckers lose year after year.
from gumphood :
*cough* Red Sox fan. Why yes. I am a amazingly devote Dirt Dog follower. But I would say I am a little more of a Yankee Hater, than a red Sox fan. We almost bought a cake when we thought A-rod took it off the eye. Anyway...you a Yankee fan. It's okay. I won't hold it against you, but I hope you like the Mets.
from gumphood :
Well actually I am 24 and I live in Boston. THe age came with the place if you will. I am sorry NJ is a pit. But I haven't ever really heard otherwise. Here on the East coast we leave the Beauty on the West Coast...which wasn't a good decision.
from kerrierw :
The Bell Jar is a great book.
from pixie-grl :
Wanted to say hi and let you know that i haven't forgotten you. The new job is keeping me extremely busy, which i guess is a good thing to keep my mind pre-occupied. Hope your little cutie is feeling well soon. I feel your pain with the whole military doctor thing. Its so nice to go to civilian doctors once again. Hang in there, not too much longer!!! Peace out, chica! DC
from lauralgood :
I so hated the military doctors. Oh what complete silly people they were. I am glad you made it through it ok. Have a great night. Love Laural
from ironmaiden7 :
Hey there! Yeah for sure I can wait! No problem. So yeah, just contact me whenever and we'll go over details! Thanks so much!
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I saw your message at the end of today's entry. I'm sorry you nad your daughter had such a crappy doctor's visit. It's bad enough taking a toddler to the doc when everything smoothly. I'm sorry about the notes thing, I don't have a profile anymore. It's just too tempting to want to write if I know it's here...okay, it's tempting even without the profile, but I need to reign myself in. If you'd like to keep in touch, my email is [email protected]. I'd love to hear from you. And I hope the rest of the day has gone better than the beginning. -cat
from ironmaiden7 :
Hey there, I found your diary from Acid Reviews and I saw that you do custom designs. I was wondering if you would do one for me? If yes, then I would love a design based on Iron Maiden, or Bruce Dickison, the lead singer. If not, then please inform me so I can find a better template then the one I have now, thanks!
from gumphood :
Yeah. I like your diary alot. I think its really cool. I want to know more about you. What is your favorite entry, and then whats the best entry to learn about you. In a nutshell.
from acidreviews :
your review is up.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I wanted to leave you a note, since my diary's not on your list anymore and you won't see the "new" entry I added. It's nothing more than an apology for my abrupt exit, but I realize that I owe you more than that. I'm sorry for making you feel torn between two people you care about. My actions can only be described as selfish and immature and for that, I'm also sorry. Also, I didn't take you off my favorites list for any other reason than wanting all traces of my existance to be expunged from D-land. I left (mostly) because "the inccident" (and please know I refer to it as such in good humor) made me realize that I put more of myself "out there" than I really wanted and it just left me feeling over-exposed. I doubt I'll come back, but I wanted to let you know how truly sorry I am for any hurt or confusion I caused you. Take good care of yourself, your husband and your beautiful little girl. -Cat
from granolaspice :
Oh. My. God. Thank you for adding to my ever growing porn addiction. This is starting to take on a new form...like a sit in the basement all day and look at paint samples sort of form! hee hee!
from ittybittycat :
I saw one of your banners. you have a really cool diary.
from lauralgood :
Thank you for the kind words on the ten year mark. I realized today that I am happy with my marriage. I am sad about Cat though. I was worried that she would read my notes and feel like she was being ganged up on; though I don't really think she was. The truth is she should have been adult enough to hear the truth in what was being said and admitted it. I have felt for sometime though that she was looking for a reason to leave her diary behind and feel she used this as a catalyst to do it. I do hope she is writing somewhere because I think it helps all of us. goddess bless us all. Love Laural
from lauralgood :
I am glad your little girl is ok. I have always felt that when children are ill it has to be the most horrible time for the parents and for those who love them. I hope you have a wonderful day. Love me.
from musicrant :
I will check out the Pop Candy you mentioned; I am sure I will indulge fully! Thanks for your comments and compliments...email me at [email protected].
from chillidip :
I like comments when they're lines taken from the persons diary. After all no one desribes you better than yourself. I just havent found the time to root through diaries and find the perfect line. I will one day. Hope baby's ok and her fever dies down soon xx
from dangerspouse :
*whew* Thank god you still love me. I thought my poor taste in music doomed me to having no description in your Fave list. Ah well, as Bowie said, utlimately "It's a godawful small affair...." Hey, I hope your kid is ok!! I've chosen not to spawn, myself, but I understand people who have are actually concerned when the little buggers develope a glitch. So good luck to you both!
from the-book-bag :
I never received the email you sent. -Catherine
from musicrant :
Thanks for the message you left on my diary; I totally adore your diary! You remind me ALOT of myself. I started my diary in the hopes that I'd have alot to rant about, but thus far I've been in a state of blah. Bad for a career writer, eh? At any rate, I look forward to reading more about you and invite you to return to my diary at any time. Email me if you'd like!
from lauralgood :
By the way, I wanted to ask your opinion on this whole thing and for advice but felt that since you are friends with both of us that would not be fair to you. I was just so confused by her. Just wanted to tell you that. Love me.
from lauralgood :
Kris, I am so glad you didn't think I was being mean. I really wasn't trying to. Anyway, your note made me feel a lot better. Thank you so much for your words. I was (I am ashamed to admit it) afraid when I saw you and whereibegin left me notes that you were going to say you did not like me either. I guess I am just thrown a bit by her harsh words and started worrying I did do something mean. Thank you for loving me. It means a lot to me. LOVE YOU! Laural
from miss-music :
oh..man. Brad..*expletive*..Pitt. God Bless You!
from chillidip :
I'm completely thrown by the virginity question. I can't answer it. glad to hear you liked the bell jar. that was my favourite book when I was about 15. I carried a copy with me everywhere I went.
from rainforme :
it's a love-hate relationship for me with RS over the past few years. the ben thing just put me over the top. what the heck does he have to do with music?? i mean, really! anyway, enough ranting! p.s. your female eye candy only takes you to the homepage of that site... and yum on brad. take care.
from whereibegin :
I've noticed you've been reading Bird by Bird - that book is pure inspiration for me. I read it whenever I'm feeling "dry" - in fact, it's one of the reasons I started doing The Artist's Way. I adore Anne Lamott - that book has not left my bedside table in years.
from chillidip :
I keep trying to shorten my buddy list but then I end up feeling guilty. Or I mess it up completely and knock of names I didn't mean to.I think when I get too many I'll just end up opening a new diary. not that I'm a coward or anything.
from breadisdead :
You have the best layout ever, YO! *high five*
from the-book-bag :
You have a point...a darker layout may lead to darker, wankier, rantier entries and does anyone ever find that crap entertaining? -Cat
from lauralgood :
Hey you. I agree with you: I have never seen the real possiblity of having a great career and a great family life. I know it is not popular to say but it almost seems that if you have both one or the other will suffer at some point. Hope your day is good. love laural
from granolaspice :
I too am crying for your dear Kentucky...maybe not for the same reasons, but now my bracket is all out of whack...and I was talking crazy trash at work on Friday before it all went down! Sorry to hear, darlin'!
from shirebourn :
Yo! Thanks for creating the diaryring! You rock so hard! Wow, I'm surprised I was even able to get on internet, since I'm in mourning after all (curse you U.A.B.!) - I'm bleeding blue as we speak. *sniff* Rock on, fellow Kristina.
from granolaspice :
K, I love your diary...for many reasons. Today, it's your willingness to be vulnerable to a bunch of people you've never met...oh! and Leonard Cohen. I love leonard...he's a monk among men for sure!
from whereibegin :
Oh Kristina... I thought of you when the dreaded Kentucky/UAB score flashed across the bottom of my screen last night. Are you in mourning? Do Kentucky mourners wear blue or black? I'm so bummed... I'd chosen Kentucky to go all the way in my office pool - I'm certainly out ten bucks. Man, UNC and Kentucky... not a good weekend for me!
from facepunch :
GENERIC NOTE: relevant anecdote! clever comment! emoticons!
from brain-dump :
i have to go back and read your diary some more but i noticed you were reading bird by bird. that is one of my all-time favorite books! :-) ok back to the diary
from rainforme :
thanks, k. and keep up the story... i'd love to read what happens to your heroine. "Funny, I thought how smiling to yourself made the world think you had a great secret and yet laughing to yourself made you nuts." - that's classic and it's so true.
from lauralgood :
wow you are making me very excited about all of those albums you own! Interestingly, I looked this album up on his diskography or however you spell it and it got one of the lowest ratings. Like two stars or something. (it was made in 1970) if this one only got two stars the rest of them must be complete gold. I am really excited!! So are you feeling better? I will be reading your story soon. I am just swamped right now! keep happy. Laural
from dangerspouse :
Woo hoo - cheesecake! Y'know, I was gonna give you the usual platitudes about how I was sorry you're sick, your story rocks, blah blah blah. But then I saw THE CHICKS! Everything else takes a back seat, sorry. That pic of Charlize was KILLER - and look, she has a brain! Yeah it's on her shirt, but still! I say again: Woo HOOOOOOoooo! Thanks, babe! (and I really do hope you feel better and your story does rock and I meant every "blah blah blah".)
from lauralgood :
There has to be an alternate universe somewhere! why else would this life feel so damn awkward sometimes? love me.
from lauralgood :
hey you! well I love the woman feature in the picutres. And yes she is one of the most beautiful out there. I hope that you feel better. I also hope that your husband is helping you! Anyway, have a great first day of Spring. love me.
from heyjude85 :
Ever notice how women have to get naked to be beautiful, but men are beautiful even when they're fully clothed. Image that... someone being beautiful while fully clothed lol. I do believe there's a bit of a double standard! However, do keep the chick pictures, because my friend William likes them lol **shakes head**
from twinker-bell :
Hey - I would loooove a layout, let me know when you can add me to your list and I can throw some ideas out so you can see what sounds feasable :-)
from heyjude85 :
:-O I like the new man candy feature... you should put that down with what you're reading and watching :-D lol.
from rainforme :
whereibegin's layout is truly one of the best i've seen, other than your current one of course (and I loved angelina). is it ok to start the day off with drool dripping down my chin? colin... uuughhhh.
from dangerspouse :
Wow, that's a TERRIFIC design you did for her (and I say that as a fellow sheet music format user). Well done, well done! (BTW - when ya gonna put some Chick Candy up for your male contingent, huh? Just because I see porn all the time away from diaryland doesn't mean I don't wanna see it here, too!) ;}
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I was just wondering: Do you ever have any trouble with your imood indicator not changing it's display when you change the code? -Cat
from the-book-bag :
(Said in an Irish accent): May the luck of the Irish be wit' ya in accomplishin' yer tasks lassie. :-D
from btrflylove :
First, let me address your new contribution to the killing of ME. I swear your daily man candy will be the death of me yet. HOO! *fans self* I had to get caught up because I haven't had the time, and I read your last 5 or 6 entries. Which means I saw all three of those pictures back to back. Let me tell ya, not good for the heart rate. Or maybe it is. That first one just caught me way off guard. Don't know what I was expecting, but it wasn't a shirtless Johnny! ha! J was sitting on the couch when I clicked it and gasped. He came running over to see what it was. He just rolled his eyes, saying "whatever". He's used to me by now. Hmmm.... ANyway, VERY nice!! Also, don't even worry about not having the time to do much with my layout. I knew you had a lot going on. What you did help with made a huge difference, in my mind at least. Much Thanks!! And whereibegin's layout is beautiful! I absolutely love it. You've got a serious talent for this stuff. We've got the whole March Madness running rampant here too. Luckily for me, my computer is right next to the tv, so I can have the best of both without being too distracted. Well, until I see your man candy that is.;) ttyl ~cm
from whereibegin :
If desperately wanting to be included in a political poll makes one a dork, then count me in! The best part about writing that entry, however, was getting to see it within my beautiful new design... sigh... it has lifted my spirits and made today a terrific day. Thank you again!
from gutterpoet :
It's all about the Braves for my baby. I live about 30 miles outside of Atlanta. The season is almost here!
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I just wanted to tell you that I LOVE the layout you designed for Lee, a.k.a. whereibegin. It's phenomenal! -Cat
from pixie-grl :
i don't know why, but i always imagined it to be bigger..... ;)
from o-twinkle-o :
uh. wow. just wow. and oh my god, i searched at work too. and there's! there's, right there!
from lauralgood :
mmmm horny. self love. and everyone is not reading you?? You are great. Keep smiling. love laural
from livliterally :
Whoa. I am speechless. Whoa!
from miss-music :
..you have just made the rest of my life...
from morningfresh :
Now THAT will say "Top of the mornin' to you" like NOTHING else. And I bet it's magically delicious too! ;o)
from rainforme :
EEEKK! It can't be! Oh, this is such a cruel world!! Why can't I ZOOM in?!? Thanks for all this naughty delish pics lately!
from augustdreams :
Nope, nobody hacked my diary. (I've got Aphrodite the Wonder Dog to protect it.) My friend Miles recently had someone end a relationship in a really unkind way. And he loves Beavis and Butthead so that was sort of a cheering-up entry just for him.
from granolaspice :
oh....damn.
from sweetjulep :
Oh...my...God. I think my face is going to spontaneously combust if I don't stop blushing - shame on me for doing that during class! I really wish I could see the full-size image!
from heyjude85 :
:-O Penis... :-O omg lol.
from fargahar :
DAMN.....yeah I saw it.....DAMN!
from punkrockchix :
Ohhh! I've been shamelessly lured in by pictures of hot rock stars! It worked! :)
from heyjude85 :
gaahh! I was hoping it got better when you got married :(. I dunno how I'm going to get over Stephen for good... and I'm beginning to think I won't. I mean, I'm over him enough to get on with life, but if he said he wanted to start dating again, I'd drop everything for him. Oh man I suck lol. Anyhow, thanks for the insight.
from lauralgood :
I know I should not encourage you at all in this but it seems so tragically and beautifully romantic. I am jealous. Love me.
from heyjude85 :
mmmmm.... Johnny-goodness. That looked even better while my Discotheque was playing... lol **starts song over and looks again**
from lauralgood :
Oh to be his wife... or his mistress for a moment or more. It really should not be legal for someone to look that good. I love johnny. love me!
from rainforme :
HOLY S@#*!! yes... ditto the girls below. my heart has halted. sigh.
from livliterally :
Oh. My. God. I think I have just had a heart attack....THANK YOU!
from granolaspice :
THANK. You. I have now stopped breathing as well. Granolaspice as you know her has passed. HOLY CRAP that man is H-O-T hot hot hot! hee hee...thinking bad bad thoughts!
from o-twinkle-o :
so when are you going to join my damien rice diaryring? huh? HUH?
from fargahar :
Damn I wish I had Noggin. Oh well. Eventually I want to buy the DVDs. My world was crushed when they cancelled that show. I was in love with it. I remember for awhile they showed them all on MTV....
from heyjude85 :
AAHHHH!!!!! I can't wait for that to come back on. **dies** I have to check and see if we have that station.
from gothamite :
sorry, that should be "i'm doing" ... not trying to be illiterate, but it happens sometimes.
from gothamite :
yeah, but what is growing up? is it was our parents have done? i'm not trying to be peter pan, I don't want to still be a kid, but the whole conception of adulthood as I've seen it seems like a really bum deal. i think the way things are sucks, i don't like roles we've been made to feel like we need to fill. i already see myself falling into the trap of a conventional life, and i'd doing everything i can to ward off the kinds of things that will keep me from ever doing the things i want to do. i don't want a house and kids and pets and an 8-hour-a-day job. i think my only alternative is being an ex-pat, globetrotting esl instructor.
from greview :
Your review's up!
from o-twinkle-o :
hey .. are you bogged down with custom requests? can we collaborate? leave me a note or a comment .. -emily.
from gothamite :
damn, girl, i'm with you. adulthood is a drag, to such a degree i never could have conceived. I suppose I'm lucky that all I have is inertia holding me back and not more animate obligations.
from rockchicken :
hey i read on your profile that you're prone to rockstar crushes. me too! mine so far have been kurt cobain, dave grohl, jimi hendrix and joey ramone. rawkin'.
from twinker-bell :
absolutely love the layout you did for sparklejaxie, you have quite the talent! let me know if you ever have free time! :-)
from chillidip :
I think I was born an adult. My adulthood isn't too different from being a teenager. A little more self control, more responsibility. But ultimately the big difference may only be that we feel we're expected to be "grown up". I don't think my parents behaviour changed much, they just worried more about what was expected of them in the adult world. I think as adults we try and follow rules rather than test them. i hope to be breaking out of the old folks home when i'm 90 to watch gigs in my slippers.
from granolaspice :
I know, right? Even after I find a place and we move there...it's really hard to stop. And this damn internet makes is so easy! Mmmmm...apartment porn!
from heyjude85 :
I too am suffering from Forever Eden's insanity. I miss my Kiefer :-|
from adults-only :
it can be for you if you want, its a fill in the blank. I'm fine, but my body is lonely and a little tired. Its a good tired, the rewarding kind. i think i could love a body, any body against mine for just an hour, or a night, i'll even give it a morning with breakfest and smiles and thank yous and a kiss good bye. It would last me a while i think.
from dangerspouse :
They still make Hamburger Helper?! Wow, I thought the FDA condemned that stuff years ago. Did you ever see the spoof commercial for "Hamburger Helper Helper...for when you need to stretch the Hamburger Helper". Good job cleaning the tub! I'm gonna have to force NewWifey to read this entry - maybe she'll get some ideas :)
from livliterally :
Thank you. I will definitely remember this.
from rainforme :
yeah, it's scary promising. funny how when a real prospect comes along, all i want to do is run and hide.
from dangerspouse :
Thanks for the album reviews. I often find myself in a rut of listening to the same ol, same ol, and I don't know what I should check out to break out of that. These looked like good ones. Thanks!
from the-book-bag :
I have to admit, I didn't make the banner. I found this website (www.franzee.net) where a woman designs banners in exchange for putting her button up on your page. I really liked her buttons and thought I would also like her banners. I kept trying to make my own banners at various sites all over the web, to no avail, so I figured it was a good idea to ask someone who knew what they were doing. Hehe.
from chillidip :
I like the top 100 singles. I shall have to attempt that myself. It's always good to find other obsessives in the world.
from madam-rose :
hi great site :)
from bluenadia6 :
Hey, thanks so much for adding me to your favorites! You reviewed with me at Opal Reviews, didn't you?
from granolaspice :
The more I read, the more I love! Your top 100 list reads very much like my own...I did a top 10 albums a few months ago...I'll try to find the link...http://granolaspice.diaryland.com/040127_98.html. If you have the time, feel free to check it out!! GS
from livliterally :
I loved this entry. I had a similar experience with the Gold album by Ryan Adams. I was also 19 at the time (all of a few years ago but it feels like forever) and those songs moved me beyond words. Since then I've been far more open to different music. I have a tendency to prefer the classics, like Dylan and Simon & Garfunkel but more and more I've been looking to the "fringes" of the music world for new finds. Great entry.
from gothamite :
I don't own it, but from what I've heard of it, it's pretty good. Definitely enjoyable.
from sparklejaxie :
Ooh!! I love it :) :) I can't wait to put it up. =) (Though I'll have to til I get home later tonight) If you want to send the images over so you don't have to host them, just email them to me at [email protected]. =) Looks GREAT though!! Thank you so much for doing it, and if I need you to tweak anything, I'll give you a holler. And thanks for giving me permission to mess around with it a bit if I want. It's awesome!! Ahh!! So excited. =) *hugs* xoxo
from irishdream :
Hey I was wondering about a custom, if you had some time. Green and rain - let me know if you can do this, or if you even have time. Thanks! ~J's
from lauralgood :
Just a thought from me: For better or worse we never truly let go of anynone or anything that has touched us. I have always been happy and sad about that at the same time. Hope your day is nice. laural
from dangerspouse :
Wow, what profound introspection. Very well written, kiddo. Very touching. "I been thinkin' and a-wonderin' all the way down that road. I once loved a woman - a child I'm told. I gave her my heart but she wanted my soul. Don't think twice, it's alright...." (Dylan)
from back-drifts :
I meant a HUG, not a huge. a HUG HUG. ugh.
from back-drifts :
you know I'll bring a camera to the old 97's show and try my very best to score a picture w/the wonderful rhett miller. :P I'll do my bestest! and I want a huge damn it. hmmmph. <3.
from lauralgood :
Hey you! I am looking forward to reading your list. I thought it would be harder than it was. It felt really nice when it was done, for some reason. keep smiling! love laural
from livliterally :
I love Ryan...I love him to death. I'm particularly in love with his song "Answering Bell" lately.
from o-twinkle-o :
i'm in a position where i can't really get a sense of you by reading entries as i'm short of time .. but in my last minute wanderings, i have to say i *love* your layout. the artwork, the menus, how beautiful .. !
from the-book-bag :
You're right! I was already mega obsessive about Diaryland BEFORE I started understanding HMTL, but now man...I think I'm going to need an intervention. My hair is kind of that purpley-red. The box said burgandy, and they didn't lie. Have your dye in the cabinet so you can get crazy when your parents depart. :-D -Cat
from zoneoutgirl :
I adore your diary.
from sparklejaxie :
ahahaha I love it!! What a great duck, and how appropriate for my summer-framed sort of mind. :) Can't wait to see what you do with it :) The only question I have is, I know when I visit your diary, I have to scroll left-to-right... Is there a way to make sure that I don't have to do that? :) Just curious!! I really appreciate you taking the time to do it though. :)
from btrflylove :
I can totally relate to making yourself crazy when parents or inlaws are coming over. Only difference is, I have to do it almost every week. We live near both of our families - which I love. But his mom always has a spotless home (which is probably why J is such a neat freak), so whenever they come it's madness. And our families are our babysitters, so I have to have the house spottless if I want to go out anywhere. Madness! Is your relationship with your mom where you can sit down and talk to her about your feelings? I mean so you can sit her down and ask why she always feels like they have to leave early? I�m sorry that it�s stressing you out.
from dangerspouse :
Ok, ya got yer description in the Mighty Dangerspouse Buddy Pantheon. And it's very sincere. (Thanks for the mention in your latest entry! That's *almost* as good as sexual favors to us insecure, vain diaryists.)
from the-book-bag :
Um yeah, the banners tutorial site? Not working, or maybe not loading on my computer. Is there by chance any other way to get to the site where I can make the banners? -Cat
from the-book-bag :
Thank you for your help. -Cat
from dangerspouse :
Chi-town?! That's just Manhattan Jr.! And you thought NJ winters were bad.... Well, it sounds like you will be a lot happier, so you have my blessings (you wouldn't be allowed to leave if you didn't, of course). And yes - you live in a sucky, shitty area. I'd sooner live in the DMZ than down the shore. Shame you never made it up here to Horse Country. It's beautiful, and even smells good (except for my place). Oh well, "aft gang a'glae", to quote one of your almost-Irish kin. Thanks for the great note at my place, you talented ex-producer, you. Thanks for making us lowly "talent" look so fucking great. You are the wind beneath my wings, etc. :)
from gothamite :
hey, don't know if you've been checking lately, but I just posted something.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris. I'm so sorry to keep bugging you and for being such a dunce when it comes to html, but do you know how I make a banner? I don't even know where to go to download images, let alone how to make a whole banner by myself. Thank you. Love, Cat
from miss-music :
Umm..one more thing..what do I do to link my links page?
from miss-music :
Oh I LOVE YOU! My layout is sooo pretty. Thanx a million! And a million more! Here's to your move, and my layout(..your life is much better than mine.)
from pixie-grl :
Tis' all done, my dear. Haven't heard from you in a while. Hope all is well. You must be so excited about the move, I know I would be. It will be here before you know it, things like that always creep up so fast! Hope to hear from you again soon! XOXO, DC
from fearlessj10 :
Hey, I'm getting bored with own layout and am seriously craving something good like your layouts, and I'd love to be one of your custom clients. I've got some ideas if you need them and if you have time to do one, let me know and we can work something out... Thanks !
from whereibegin :
Hey girl... I'm getting really bored with my Pepto-Bismol flower template. I'm always so inspired by your layouts, and I'd love to be one of your custom clients. If you have time to do one, let me know and let's work something out...
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris, I was just wondering, how long did it take for your Gold Membership to kick in?
from dangerspouse :
Hey, have a great weekend yourself! Where you moving to - out of state? Good luck, wherever it is.
from back-drifts :
awww kris I'm sorry you're in a bad mood. maybe the whiskeytown/ryan adams bootlegs will cheer you up when you get them...which should be monday at the latest. I hope your weekend goes more smoohtly! take care. <3.
from lauralgood :
Oh I send you hugs for wishing me a happy birthday! Well I send you hugs anyway. But thank you, and I so intend to live it up it is not even funny! Love me
from lauralgood :
It is the bonnaroo fest 2004 it is june 11. I am excited though the 200 is going to be hard to come by. may have to knock over a bank but I will be there! love me.
from dangerspouse :
Wow - I think we were seperated at birth (although you got the better upbringing afterwards). Yeah, I'm full time on-air here at Shadow Traffic. Used to be the Afternoon Driver at WNNJ for some years, had great books, but one day they fired us all and went voice track (thank you, deregulation). I'm on 7 or 8 stations every day, mostly traffic reports. It's not as much fun as my old rock 'em, sock 'em Oldies show, but it pays 5 times as much. So I don't complain *too* loudly. Regards to your dad!! Why not give me his brief bio over at my place? See ya on the air....
from miss-music :
Thx! I'm boycotting my diary because it's doing something strange. I SWEAR, I didn't touch the HTML. Will the fight last until you finish the layout? I don't know. But that beast won't win!(Thx again!)
from lauralgood :
good entry today. Thanks for letting your views be known. So I got through the first week of school. only 9 more to go. I can do this right? love me.
from btrflylove :
That first paragraph justmade me laugh, because it sounds exactly like me and my Orlando obsession, and my husband having to deal with it. The scarf is beautiful. I wish I had learned how to knit. I just picked up crocheting again about two weeks ago.I haven't done it in 10-12 years now. So far it's not anything resembleing pretty. btw I love the layout on your new review site.
from dangerspouse :
Oooh, I love Eliza Doolittle! ("Move yer bloomin' arse!!") Knit away, baby - maybe Rex Harrison will sing about how maddening, but secretly irresistable, he finds you!
from rainforme :
mmm... adam... i'm thinking i should change my name to eve. only, we'll leave the whole apple/snake thing out of it.
from dangerspouse :
Ooh! Purty scarf! Hey, with Spring coming and all, why not knit a parasol? It'll be the nicest one in the Easter Parade, I'm guessing! (This is coming from a guy who uses a staple gun to hem his pants, btw.) Anyway, the scarf is indeed a wonder to behold. Bravo!
from leftunspoken :
Ah-ha! A soul-sister. I crochet. (At this point, you can kindly refrain from pointing out that yours is the more difficult of the two "I-don't-know-what-to-do-with-myself-and-if-I-don't-at-least-keep-my-hands-busy-I-might-go-insane" arts.
from granolaspice :
Okay, not to keep gushing, but I too am a knitter! And I completely agree about the instant gratification thing...i have a whole basket full of "unfisheds". Thanks for the nod!
from btrflylove :
There are things in your entries that make me feel like you've been reading my mind. Whoa! You just know how to put it into words better than I do. I love reading your thougths on things. I'm new to dland, and have just become a faithful readier of your thoughts. Thanks for putting yourself out there.
from granolaspice :
OMG...another baseball lover! Thank gawd. Just wanted to let you know that I enjoyed your page...apparently everyone I like to read, reads it, I"m just a little slow with this whole bandwagon thing!!
from saucy99 :
Thanks for the note. I'll put the ring symbol on my Diary. I love that picture of Bono! By the way, have you heard anything about release dates for their new album? I hear its supposed to come out this spring.
from lauralgood :
he picked the cute little person! she was cute! love me.
from back-drifts :
I never understood sex and the city. hmmmph. I tried! heh. anyway, I got the ryan pins today, so I will send off your package of cd's tomorrow. that will hopefully mean they will arrive to you by friday or saturday. :) I'm attempting to find where I kept the e-mail with your mailing address at the moment....hope all's well with you! <3.
from rainforme :
oh, k. you did good for the kitty, better than having her locked in some shelter somewhere and eventually put down. and btw, the littlest groom is the BEST EVER. take care.
from dangerspouse :
Aww, kiddo that's so sad. But you had to do what you felt was right for the Greater Good. I hope the kitty manages to find a good home or barn somewhere. Very touching entry - hang in there. :)
from lauralgood :
You did what you could. I still love you. And maybe the cat will find a nice farm to roam around on. Laural
from livliterally :
Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. That is a tough call, but you did the right thing for you. Hey, most people would have put her down. You at least gave her a chance at a new life.
from rainforme :
i want more! where's part 2? hurry!!! you have a great ability of describing surroundings, which works wonderfully to describe the heroine as well. methinks she is an awful lot like you. :)
from lauralgood :
Hey you. So I like the beginnings of your story. I feel in it a short story. You write with such beautiful detail. I like it but sometimes it makes me feel a bit overwhelmed. That is why I have never finished a Faulkner novel but I still claim him as one of my favorite authors. so if you wish to keep posting your work I would like to see where the story develops. Thanks for sharing. laural
from the-book-bag :
It's SO hard to remember that it's who you are, not what you look like that matters (especially with a typical eighteen year-old boy around. *Eyeroll*) Believe me, I'm far from immune to the pressure exherted on women to look a certain way. I have to say, reading mags like "O" helps me remember that and keep things in perspective. I thank Goddess that there are people like Oprah around. (I know, some people think she's sappy and apply other unflatering labels to her, which is why I copped attitude about reading "O," but I've always found her attributes far outweigh her short-comings). Seeing the picture of your little girl (seeing any little girl, for that matter) makes me want to make this world a place where women are not judged by their packaging, nor be judged by different standards than men. Every time I see little girls I think, "I want those amazing creatures to grow up and know how beautiful they are." It makes me sick to know that so many will look at themselves one day and only see what they lack, but it also gives me a reason to stick around and try to have a positive influence while I'm here.
from the-book-bag :
One of the best pieces of advice my mom's ever given me (and she's given me a lot) was to eradicate the word "should" from my vocabulary. I wish the message we would give to woman would be: as long as you're healthy and you feel good (both in your body and about it), fitting into some impossible shell is irrelevant. What is it, like three percent of the female population is able to achieve the "waif" look without starving themselves? While I know your journal only showcases a small segment of who you are, it's obvious that you are an amazing, sweet, talented, multi-faceted, wonderful woman, and THAT is what truly matters. -Cat
from rainforme :
hey! totally... like what laural said. i didn't get a chance to really read your story, so i didn't want to comment until i did. but what you said and what she said is right... diaries are whatever we want to write, doesn't matter if someone likes it or not. i should know that!
from lauralgood :
hey just read your note. It made me feel good! I will check out the book. You are the second of my buddies (gumphood) is the first who have said they liked the book. I am skeptical though. But I will check it out. Thanks for the advice. Laural
from lauralgood :
hey you. some of us are slow in processing what we read! I was going to come back and read the piece you had up again today and tell you how I felt about it today. I liked it yesterday but I like to have things sink in. Anyway you should put anything you wish in your diary but I did enjoy reading it yesterday. laural
from rainforme :
oh boys. such pain, such pleasure, such hope. i will always long for the first. :)
from rainforme :
no worries k. this was great. she went on to write a lovely entry... inspired by moi and i went back to delete the names i called her... because it was really just her words i was attacking, not her. i love diaryland. la sigh.
from slutreviews :
You're quite welcome. The layout thing turned out to be for the better. I'm glad it all worked out.
from asiwas :
I honestly did not think it would go that far...man, people can get upset easily. But I suppose, as long as it's over between me and you (not that it ever really started...) it's ok. I don't care who else thinks what. I like music, and I like to share music...and me saying the whole "worthy" thing was just me being angry...everyone is worthy...I just hate posers even though we're all posers...yeah. I know. But anyway! I'm glad I've stumbled upon you and I like your writing! Your story was good from what I've read...so yeah! I'll keep reading.
from slutreviews :
http://slutreviews.diaryland.com/irishblueye.html
from back-drifts :
that's such an interesting debate! because I myself, love bands like Brand New, Taking Back Sunday, Saves The Day and those of the like...BUT, I do not like a majority of the bands they are associated with. the list of just those bands alone might make one point to me as an "emo fan" or whatever...(which is bullshit, frankly) I don't think anyone has to justify their taste, no matter WHAT it might be. and I agree with you in certain respects, that a lot some of those "emo" bands in fact don't expell any emotion whatsoever, and even when they DO, it seems to feel repetitive and tiresome. so. that's just me. :P hope that wasn't too much of a ranting note for ya.
from kimmikers :
Saw Rufus last night and thought of you, especially during Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk. Mmm, that is one foxy man!
from asiwas :
Thank you for not hating me. I was in a bad mood last night and when I read you entry, I don't know...it was the push off of a very high cliff. I love Taking Back Sunday...and I just was like "how can you not like them?" But I understand about the whining...it does get old. I wonder why people can't write about more than just love...although love is a good thing. And the whining about teenage crap when you're almost 30 drives me INSANE!!! I can't believe those bands...Simple Plan being the HUGEST offender! I don't watch MTV...so I'm sorry if you're subjected to crappy emo....some of it is really good, I promise. And sorry if my entry was harsh...I like reading your diary, I really do. You're a good writer and I'm hoping to improve. Anyway, yeah, it was just my opinion, no hard feelings though.
from rainforme :
yes! music is a wonderful, beautiful thing that is meant to be shared. you said it so well.
from lauralgood :
Your support of me has been amazing. Thank you. Laural
from miss-music :
I agree, there's nothing better than turning a friend onto new music and watching them appreciate it like you do. Or even discovering a band before they make it big and then watching them get all the credit you always knew they deserved. When you share music, you share a part of yourself. Apparently, this chick is just plain selfish.
from lauralgood :
Thank you for making me laugh today! I love the fact that you got a hate journal response and you handled it with wonderful style! I can't tell you how funny that was. Jesus, one would think a person would have better things to do than write a response to your emo rant. But then when I was 13 I would have done it too! Love laural I am still laughing!!!
from dangerspouse :
Hey, we men are NOT all pussies. If you say that again, my wife will kick your ass! (I'd do it myself, but y'know, my nails....) Great post! So yer a Jersey girl, huh? Well...I'll see ya at the mall, I guess. Thanks for the nice words about my Shania story, speaking of manly men :)
from gutterpoet :
hi, thanks so much for the lovely note. As I checked out your diary, I really enjoyed everything I read, very much. Suffice it to say, I look forward to reading a lot more in the future. rock out...gp
from a-fairy-tale :
sigh. rufus.
from pixie-grl :
Hey girlie, Sorry I haven't written in a while either. Things have been so crazy lately its a wonder that I find any time at all to check my emails and add in an entry. Thank you for thinking of me and dropping me a line! It is very much appreciated!!!! Hope all is well in lovely NJ and I hope to hear from you soon. Peace out! DC PS- I see you have been busy with your new PSP program. The new layout is fab!!!! :)
from dangerspouse :
Hey there! Thanks for thinking out loud over at my place - it filled in for my own paucity of thoughts today. I'm looking forward to checking out your diary now. I love music obsessed writer types! Take care :)
from lauralgood :
ps. you are not alone at all in your being a bit messy. We are too. And we too feel that it is our highly intelligent minds that keeps us from doing such mundane things as washing the dishes. Though at times I think we are just lazy and at those times I go read a book about how to get motivated. And still the dishes sit...until one of us gets fed up or finds ourselves without a book to read. love laural
from lauralgood :
Thank you for your words. They meant a lot to me. I guess I like life to be a bit more odd than others. I wonder about myself sometimes! But life is going to continue without question. You are a wonderful friend. Love Laural
from devian :
that layout you designed is GORGEOUS! me jealous! me want one! the lovely flufflebunny is making me one (i could just piss myself! oops...talk about the power of suggestion).
from augustdreams :
Happy Valentine's Day! Beautiful new layout. Mmmm. I loooove me some malt balls.
from anhelo :
WOW... I AM IN LOVE WITH YOUR LAYOUT! AHHH!!! My favorite color is yellow. It's nice and organized. I love chocolate milk and my smokes. Woot! Woot. Gotta give ya props.
from livliterally :
Thanks so much for the words of wisdom. Sometimes I just freak out, with last night being a perfect example. I panicked. I'm booking a doctor's appointment for next Thursday and am going to make absolutely sure. Enough is enough. However, last night was sheer panic. I'm much better today. Thanks again for sharing your insights, they were much appreciated!
from leftunspoken :
Planning on checking out the book asap. Thanks for the love and kind words. You're in my prayers...school stuff, moving stuff, etc. stuff will be just fine I know! Have a wonderful valentine's day sweet girl!
from miss-music :
Good luck with Columbia!
from back-drifts :
hey, I guess I could've just replied to your e-mail, but I wrote so many people back I'm just...ugh. anyway, I received the whiskeytown/Ryan Adams bootlegs today, so I'll be sending those out with two pins early next week. :) hope all's well with you. thanks for fixing my layout!
from rainforme :
hey K. did you get my e-mail? work got crazy last week and i didn't get a chance to mail you the cd i want to send you... and now i've lost your address. can you send it to me?
from slutreviews :
Thank you for apologizing, no one ever does that! I moved you back up towards the top for that.
from feesticka :
It doesn't sound cheesy at all; in actuality it's probably a dose of advice that most people should take!
from fargahar :
Sounds great to me. I would pick "Laugh".
from opusshrugged :
don't forget m'dear ... procrastination IS a verb. if i were to hang one over my desk that would probably be the one to choose.
from the-book-bag :
Hi Kris. It's me Cat/sidhequeen. I decided I was tired of the old name so I made a new one. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I couldn't find an email address for you. -Cat
from sidhequeen :
Your daughter is breathtaking. Just gorgeous. I bet she's even more beautiful and amazing in person. I'm still working on the new name. Hopefully it will be forthcoming soon. -Cat
from devian :
first of all, you're very welcome! you do not need to thank me, though...i see a lot of myself in you and it took me a very long time to STOP battling with myself and start to accept myself. you'll see that change comes MUCH easier once you've just accepted yourself for how you are. there's less resistance that way, because if you're ok with who you are, you aren't rushing anything to change. you just learn to work around your issues. at least, i have. it took a long time, though! secondly, your daughter is GORGEOUS! i've always wanted a daughter so that i could have a little daddy's girl...<3 the grammy's were so tragic. highlight: tony bennett and k.d. lang won for their album "wonderful world". all right!
from miss-music :
Your daughter is such a cutie! And I am not a kid person at all. Aww.. what a sweetie!
from livliterally :
I think your little girl is possibly the cutest most adorable kid ever! What a sweetie! Yeah, I watched the Grammy's as well (not the whole thing, I turned it off half way). I was weirded out by the Beatles tribute as it was like Sting and Dave Matthews were on a planet of their own with Vince Gil and Pharrell as autonomous beings. Vince looked uncomfortable and Pharrell looked annoyed. Weird.
from gothamite :
Aside from the birthing, I feel you.
from rainforme :
eeek!!! she's gorgeous!
from back-drifts :
you must be really tired of me leaving you notes all the time, but this is easier than an e-mail at this point--I just wanted to say that your daughter is SO cute! oh my god. adorable. but you knew that already. :P and I regret missing the white stripes perform on the grammys. errrr. thanks for the mention in the entry too, because I'm never good at knowing what to say in situations I can't relate to. I wasn't about to say "I understand", because I don't and I hate it when people say that to me. again, I hope you feel better soon. take care.
from fargahar :
She is adorable. And I was confused by the Beatles tribute thing. Sean Paul? Vince Gill? I loved Sting and Dave but I always love Sting and Dave.
from sfaok :
Hey. I think writing is the most emotional and successful way of letting out what truly lies in ones soul. I think writing about what really bothers you, helps you realise what you are thinking and helps the situations you are in. And you've done that beautifully. These hardships we go through everyday, only makes us stronger at the end. I enjoy reading your entries and getting notes from you. You have a skill of identifying with so many people. Especially me...Thanks. -Brooke
from lauralgood :
Kris, People confuse me and make my heart hurt. Laural
from sidhequeen :
Do you have an address that I could send email too? -Cat
from devian :
first of all, i love you! you are so amazing and i wish i could just shake you until you saw that. not that i've been in your shoes by ANY means, but i understand the whole fear thing pretty well. i used to think that having very strong emotions that controlled me was a BAD thing, but it's not. be happy that you're in touch with them! some people aren't and they live cold and miserable lives because of it. you can try and rationalize things, but it seems that you're ruled by your heart just like me, so easier said than done. the best i can offer you is that you may change in time...but give it time. don't pressure yourself and DON'T beat yourself up. listen to your gut. it is whispering to you and is guiding you. let it.
from feesticka :
Thanks for the note too; you have an extremely well written and genuine dairy. I�ve only read a few of your entries so far and have empathized with many of them; your writing is a pleasure and a privilege to read.
from opusshrugged :
take heart m'dear ... it is in taking all of these thoughts & feelings & fears which are bottled up inside that you cannot otherwise name & exposing them to the light of day by writing them down that you'll find out how to fix what is broken.
from rainforme :
k. i had the same issue with my ex during the last 3 years of our relationship. i can look back now and see it was a matter of giving. i wanted to hug the most personal thing to myself, to retain parts of me. i think this has more to do with your wanting independence and your own life, versus being scared of having another baby. i agree with the girl below, please find someone to talk to. if my psych degree has taught me one thing, it's that getting things out is 75% of the healing process. you've made the first step. take care of you.
from lauralgood :
oh my friend. I am so sorry. I wish someone had some answers for you. hell i wish i had some answers for you. I do know from my study at school that it is possible to have the unconscience fear of childbirth after a tramatic one. The only thing I can say to you is that you need to get someone to talk too. I know that your being in the military makes it harder since they are not so open with some things, but maybe you can get lucky and get a good doctor. I will be thinking good thoughts for you and please feel free to email me with any thoughts you don't want to put in your diary if you need too do so. [email protected] I would be happy to try to help or just listen. Let me know if I can do anything. Love Laural
from miss-music :
Hi! Thanks for the note you left me. As for the layout, I was wondering if you wouldn't mind designing something that looks like a a girl singing along to a karoke machine or a big cd player. If you could I'd appreciate it! Thanks again and I love the site!
from devian :
hey darling! you are the sweetest, sweetest thing! we can now wallow together in the oddness that is being 25. i LOVE your new layout. that picture ROCKS! i like it 1000X more than the last one! <3
from opusshrugged :
thanks for the reccomendation Kris, i'll have to check that out. i've been meaning to leave you a note because i was recently turned on to a site called Mixies (http://www.christine-kim.com/mix.html) & it seems like something you might also get a kick out of seeing how you too are delightfully obsessed with music. ;) oh & your new template looks great! thanks again ~ poppy
from livliterally :
I love your new layout! Very nice.
from fargahar :
I HATE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK! It is my arch nemesis. Being the queen of comments and gb signings, it really pisses me off when it won't let me sign books within 10 minutes of signing other books. And I hate it when it tells me that the page didn't load so I redo my entry and then when I come back again it posted my entry twice. UGH!!! Don't even get me started....
from back-drifts :
hey, I didn't want you to think I was in a hurry to get that layout finished...in fact, I'm really not at all! so however long it takes, doesn't matter to me. I knowe we all lead busy lives, and god knows I don't expect to be high on the priority list. it's just a layout! :P I'm perfectly fine drooling over my background picture and arguing with myself over whether or not to buy a beautiful Ryan poster on E-Bay...(it's only $12 total!) eh. I already bought 6 Ryan pins for $4. hehehehe. anyways, hope all's going well with you. have run rearranging your house! <3.
from gothamite :
I'm cutting ties. I just can't suffer such a difference. Some things are simply impossible to overcome. I've been hacking away at the entry, though, so it's been changing since I posted it � not that it might be worth another read, but it's somewhat more refined and less scattershot than when I'd first put it up. I appreciate the advice, but I know better than to linger too long in something that isn't worth my time � it's just a matter of whether I'll make a statement about it, or just settle for avoiding the situation altogether. I'm pretty sure I'll opt for the latter.
from sweetjulep :
For some reason, my boyfriend and I are ridiculous packrats. Like you, I keep things for sentimental reasons, and I have "memory boxes" - categorized and everything. My boyfriend, though, keeps everything "sentimental" and throws it all into a drawer or a box. It's more of a "crap box" than a memory box. He never looks at them again, but when we moved him out of his room next door, he was telling me what to keep and what not to keep, and some of it was...well, just trash, haha. He lost some of it in the move, and with the exception of the pricier items, he doesn't seem to miss any of them. I'll also admit something bad...he hasn't missed the Christmas card from his ex-girlfriend that he gave me permission to throw away, because I grouped it with some things I knew he'd want to trash. I know, I'm evil...it just slipped :)
from everwoodrevu :
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from gothamite :
Fight songs is such a great album. I learned how to play jagged and oppenheimer because both of those songs kick so much ass. I love jagged, though � I think it's the best track on the album.
from heyjude85 :
PS: I think there may be some sort of style error. Did you close the "style" tags? My linkies on my site show up big like the links on the photo. Hmm... I'm keeping it up though, that's such a great photo lol.
from heyjude85 :
Hey! I joined. I'm putting it on the "rings" page as well as the "fan" page, savvy? Woo lol I like saying that... "savvy." Yeah, on the rings page it'll be a text link, on the fan page it'll be the actual ring code!
from rainforme :
of course i'd take the time. i'm digging his voice and of course his looks. i'm making you a cd of this chick i like... it wasn't listed in your cd list and i think you'll like it. mailing it out tomorrow. cheers.
from gothamite :
I figure that, considering the rent I pay, I'm entitled to have adventures in my city. When I moved back to New York, I came with the intent of really living in the city, instead of just being here like most people tend to do. I couldn�t care less about clubs and bars, but trespassing on defunct freight els and in 150 year old abandoned tunnels is part of what I enjoy so much about being here. There just isn't enough history in most other places � I could never live outside of an old city.
from rainforme :
i got it! i got the cd!! and i'm drooling over the yummy cover. thank you. will listen on the drive home. as for your latest entry... i may be ignorant about marriage, but it seems like the 100 and 100 would mean two whole people that come together as individuals and that you wouldn't have to give up your identity entirely, rather morph it slightly? i.e. for sure you can't ever be totally independent, but you can definitely go back to school and still have that part of your life. i dunno. take care and thanks again for the cd.
from livliterally :
And this is driving me nuts. To the "wallflower" commenter, it's "repetition"...sorry for being nitpicky but it was killing me...! lol
from livliterally :
That was a beautiful entry (3/02/2004). I understand about not wanting to give away your identity and I don't think you should have to. I think that the key to a successful relationship is not losing yourself but letting your guard down and "giving" yourself to your partner fully and without hesitation. That doesn't mean losing your identity at all, it is in fact exemplifying it, and letting it all out. This is freedom. However, it certainly is not easy to break down those walls. So don't lose You. That is never the end result, dude, NEVER. I don't care what anyone says!
from wflowerrevs :
Your review is done! :0)
from opusshrugged :
i'm smiling for your good day of shopping, i'm not much of a shopper anymore either but doesn't finding that ONE purchase that's perfectly you just make you want to squeal with childish delight. ;)
from pandaman27 :
Well, I do have all of U2's albums...and like I said, Bono IS that hot...although I think he should be thankful I'm not gay x_x
from rainforme :
pshaw! cuteness has nothing to do with it! it's all about my elbows and how hard i can shove to make it to the front. hopefully, he'll recover and come back my way... after he visits you. :)
from lauralgood :
just wanted to make sure! you know now I have to go through your buddy list just to see who is talking about their neither regions! you are a great person, by the way. love me
from pandaman27 :
Just so you know, if I were gay, I'd be head over heals in love with Bono.
from sidhequeen :
Thank you so much for your advice. It's definitely helped point me in the right direction. (Although, it will be a little while before I can afford to buy my computer). Thank you again for your help and you're wonderful entries. I love reading them. -Cat
from augustdreams :
Thank you! :) *hugs*
from back-drifts :
you know the best thing about having your own laptop? *giggles* finding a fab picture of Ryan Adams and putting it as your background! hehehehehe. it's so very divine. :P you should so try it. google images is soooo fun. <3.
from pixie-grl :
I just wanted to give you a big high five on the last picture you made. It is absolutely beautiful. You're talent sickens me, if you don't do something with it I will personally come kick your ass!!!! Keep it up! Peace Out! DC
from lauralgood :
hey you! by lame you mean intelligent, beautiful and exciting right? Love Laural
from sidhequeen :
Hi. I know you've never heard from me before and this might seem like a weird question but, do you know about computers? See, I'm looking for a new one while I save up (and I should be able to afford it in about five years). The reason I'm asking is, I don't know anything about computers and I could use some advice. If you wouldn't mind, I could really use the help. (I just started reading your diary and I love it). Thanks for your time, Cat
from gothamite :
hey, kristina, sorry i didn't get back to you sooner ... basically, it translates as: "She's a great person, I'm delighted with that woman ... how nice of her to say something gratifying" and it was nice of you. Gracias.
from lauralgood :
hey thanks for the info! I will try that. I have an idea of one thing to buy with your tax return money! A vibrator. I am telling you it will change your life! I am only half way kidding by the way. Love Laural
from fargahar :
I watch One Life to Live. And NOONE WATCHES IT! If you think you have a hard time finding Y&R fans...try finding a OLTL fan....especially since it is on at the same time as Days.
from atomicbuddha :
Drop me an email and I'll tell you what I can get for you. Then if you want it you can give me your address and all that. [email protected] I will not get my email at all this weekend though so if I don't hear from you soon I'll talk to you on Monday.
from atomicbuddha :
Thanks! I have Photoshop (I work in it every day) and may be able to get you an archival copy (free)...let me know if you're interested.
from atomicbuddha :
First, I may just take you up on that offer to redesign my diary, so I hope it was a real offer and not just politeness. :) Second...I am the absolute QUEEN of old Volvo station wagons. I'm a total geek for them and I've owned 5 total!! I also know way too much about them and there is a totally cool, support forum for them online called the Brick Board. I'm Volvo-less right now and it's killing me. Everytime I see an old 240 series (my faves besides the 122's) I hit Husband and tell him how much I want another one. *Big Volvo sigh*
from whereibegin :
(I tried to leave this in your guestbook, but to no avail...) I loved your "Our House" entry. You summarized exactly how I feel, from politics taking over my life (I taped Meet the Press on my DVR - is that pathetic?) to wanting to be surrounded by intellectual stimulation my whole life. I hope when Husband and I have a family, it turns out to be like that.
from back-drifts :
that future you have planned sounds glorious, except if I were single--I would've added, "and ryan adams as my husband!" LOL. only in dreams, I suppose. :P you'd be happy to know that thanks to you copying "rock n' roll" and "love is hell", I made another ryan cd for my best friend, she now has 2! SCORE. anywho, like I said in your LJ--when I get those whiskeytown bootlegs, you'll be one of the first to get copies of them. hope all's well with you, take care. <3.
from caterwaul :
babelfish.altavista.com is the best ever for translating because it always fucks up the translation :D i tried to translate that entry for you i came up with: that good people, enchant to me with that simpatica woman whom to say something pleasant
from rainforme :
thanks! i'm really looking forward to hearing it. i hope his wrist heals fast. can you believe i've never seen love story? it's now on my list. take care.
from lauralgood :
You sure are lovely. Love Laural
from toomuchrevu :
Hey, your review is up at Too Much Reviews!
from lauralgood :
I just wanted to let you know you are not alone in your low sex drive. I don't have one anymore so much, but I don't really have enough sex with my husband either(according to him). (and no it isn't that I am having it with others, so much) It is much better than it was though and I owe a lot of it to getting to know my body and anticipating my cycle. I am not so regular really but if I pay attention to signs my body gives me I can let him know that "hey I am going to be too emotional really quick so give me a break." Or there is one or two days a month that I am crazy for sex and I try to make sure I am rested and relaxed when I feel that coming up so we can take advantage of it. Also just getting to know what I like from him and letting him know it was helpful. It is awkward at first to talk openly but if you are going to be happy sexually you must open up and talk. Like I said I could never have enough sex for his taste, but I have to listen to how I feel too. You also have to remember your child is the first thing on your mind from a biological stand point. so I hope this wasn't too personal. let me know if it was. Laural
from leftunspoken :
Me too baby. Me too. I'll bake the cookies and bring the kleenex, you make the tea. I'm so scared. Terrified to like anyone because everytime they're wonderful, they're not mine. I'm so scared I can barely breathe. He's so new, I'm trying not to be in it yet. Trying not to get hurt. But it's not in my nature to hold back. It's all or nothing. I'm heartbroken when he doesn't try to see me and terrified when he does. *ughah, sniffle* I think perhaps instead of tea we should have stiff drinks. Thank you for hand-holding! Love...Marcia
from livliterally :
You know what? I think it is entirely human to wonder if what we have is what we want or need. The "should-have" disease often holds us back from our own beauty and life. If you want something, go for it. If you're not sure, wait until you are. And love your life, your self for what it is right now and not what it could be or should be. I'm probably the last person to be giving advice, but I feel strongly about this. Now is what we have, and waiting for a "better" time holds us back. Take care of yourself!!
from starlight42 :
That's funny about the C-span. I know what you mean though, I'll get in really weird moods, like I'm zoning or something & feel like watching strange things. Also, I think I saw the Will Farrel skit you were talking about. I LOVE him!!
from leftunspoken :
Lovely things like you should be petted, and fanned, and kissed softly, and held tightly, and waited upon hand and foot. Preciosa. Love you...M
from back-drifts :
hey, I forgot to thank you for those wonderful cd's! I got a chance to listen to all of them yesterday--thank you so, so much! eeep. the cracker/camper van beethoven one especially, is very nice. what album by camper van beethoven would you reccomend? let me know when you get my cd's. :) <3.
from kimmikers :
I got the cd yesterday, and have been listening to it ever since. It rocks! Hopefully I'll have a cd for you in a few weeks. I really liked the Black Keys on the cd-is the whole album like that? I saw them open for Beck last summer, but was too pre-occupied by Beck to listen to them.
from surfaceviews :
your review is up
from diaryreviews :
there is no link to diaryreviews. re-submit in a week's time.
from lauralgood :
Kris, Of course you are right about the friendship; I am just a big coward. I know how you feel about wanting the whole experience. I don't find you pathetic at all. You know something we did was live in married housing. It was fun cause you still hung out at the dorms but could go to your real house when ever you felt like it. Look into it. Thanks for your friendship. Laural
from atomicbuddha :
That was a perfectly lovely first note! Thank you. Love your username by the way. I'll have to check your diary out as well...I'll be doing that starting tomorrow...heading home right now. Have a fabulous Thursday evening.
from gothamite :
I'm with you on the missed chances � but they've all been my fault, and nothing ever really got in the way but my own feckless inertia. I guess the moral is that everyone has regrets, but no one else's regrets matter than those being felt by you; there's no comfort in knowing other people haven't done what they wanted � it doesn't changed that you didn't, either. But I feel you � there's a lot of shit I'd wished I'd done differently and I'm trying to do as many of them now, but time really starts to slip through my fingers as I get older. I wish I knew how to make it last longer.
from rainforme :
join clubs! lots and lots of clubs, then you get the camaraderie without the stinky, crowded life of dorms. but i know... it's always the unknown we crave. p.s. because of your obsession alone, i bought ryan adams tickets. may i request a cd compilation of your fav ryan songs? i am ashamed to admit... i don't think i know any... but i have concert tickets! at the house of blues too (very small venue). you send me a cd and i'll send up close and personal pics.
from lauralgood :
I was so upset at last nights "state of the union" oh my god. I can not even articulate it. I think I wished death on that man a hundred times last night. And I am no a mean person, really. Thank you for being able to put so many of my thoughts into words about the stupid speech. Clark in 2004! Laural
from kimmikers :
Woohoo! Thank you so much. Can't wait to hear new music! I'll make you one when I get my new burner. :-)
from pixie-grl :
hey chica! You can leave me a message at [email protected] or [email protected] if the other doesn't work. I can't wait to see it!!!!! Thanks! DC
from gothamite :
I think the sexiness of Lowery's lyrics is lost on me ... but I can appreciate, at least, the romanticism and the imagery. I haven't listened to a lot of Camper Van's early stuff, so I can't make any evaluation of his skill as a writer, but his Cracker songs are top notch.
from lauralgood :
I am over Dean as well. Maybe he will grow up and come back on the scene in a few years. Who knows. I really liked Scooter Girl on the AI last night! Can't wait to see tonight. Laural
from back-drifts :
hey kristina :) I wanted to apologize for not being able to send out your package today, since I didn't get home last night as planned I had absolutely no time to send it off. but I promise I'll do it tomorrow afternoon, or by the latest, thursday morning. you should still get it by next monday at the VERY latest. and I will write the story of me and the boyfriend, probably tomorrow or thursday. <3.
from gothamite :
funny how I chose "emily" without having first read your post.
from gothamite :
Yeah, but Cracker's love songs adhere to my philosophy of tempering the sentiment with something else, which in their case is usually sarcasm and pithy lyrics. I dig that. Merry Christmas Emily is a song I enjoy because it's a wistful testament to a girl long gone that cites such things like "Emily/from a good family/they fucked up your life/and then they sent you to me". That sort of stuff tickles my fancy, while bullshit like "I'll be right here waiting for you" pisses me off because what he should be saying is "I'm not going to live at all or improve myself as a human being, I'll be static while you progress, so that when you come back, you won't want me anymore."
from gothamite :
Hey, I added replies on my own notes page because I'm daft, I suppose ... so, soon, here they come, for you.
from livliterally :
What a wonderful story. I'm often intrigued as to how couples find each other. Wonderful.
from rainforme :
sigh... sappy love stories are the best. i can't wait for it to happen to me.
from back-drifts :
awwww, that's so cute! what a very cute story. that isn't a long time to date someone before an engagement, but obviously you went with your heart and that's always great ;) that propels me to account my own story of the relationship I'm in now, and I very well may do that. hehe. I'm so happy for you girl. <3.
from augustdreams :
Your g*book has shunned me! So I'll leave a note. Your pictures are beautiful, especially the pregnancy pic. Ther'es something just inherently gorgeous about a mom-to-be's belly. :) Ooooh! And I'm so glad that I'm not the only one who has kept creating collages long after high school art class. I think we need a collage artist diaryring! :D
from lullaymarie :
Hey! Spiffy diary. Quite captivating.
from devian :
i am so voting for clark! thanks for posting that link to michael's site! i am much more informed now and i wasn't sure about dean--there is something about him i don't like, but at the time, he seemed like the best antidote to bush. you ROCK! (you're helping me become more politically aware!)
from devian :
damn SMG.com's server! i'm not sure if my entry will end up posting, but to recap: i totally understand what you're saying and agree with you. the queer eye guys offend me more than you could because they perpetuate a stereotype that we're all put-together fashionistas. i'm most comfortable unshaven in a tee shirt, baggy jeans and a pair of vans. does that make me straight? no! vanity has nothing to do with sexuality and people shouldn't confuse the two. that's kind of why my entry went the way it did--i don't like being stereotyped, even if it isn't NEGATIVE. i'm just as offended by people saying: "all gay people are nice" as i am when they say: "all gay people are evil".
from lauralgood :
Hey you. I am so glad you introduced the political angle into your diary. Thank you for Mr. Moore's letter. I am so on the fence between Dean and Clark. I know though that Clark has more of a chance to win and that I need to back him. I just really love Dean. But getting Bush out is what is important, right? I look forward to seeing your views on this and I am sure my views will make their way into my entry's soon. Hope you have a great day. Laural
from devian :
you are GORGEOUS! and i don't even like girls! that says A LOT! you are HOT!
from rainforme :
beauty is only skin deep and you've got it to the core. outside and in. take care and thanks for everything.
from lauralgood :
thanks for posting the pictures. You should not take them down. You are pretty! Love laural
from rainforme :
you are so pretty! that pregnant pic is adorable. you have no reason to be insecure.
from back-drifts :
I took a look at your album list, and if it's not too much trouble, I'd love the new Tori Amos cd and The Jayhawks "Rainy Day Music" :) I know how expensive sending off cd's can be though. <3.
from rainforme :
i agree with the girl below... but, i say post it!
from lauralgood :
Ok we are going to change the world. I hope it is ready for us. About your picture: I would not mind seeing you but I already have a great picture of you; you are kind and thoughtful and exciting and beautiful. Seeing you in a picture would not add too much to that. Also, I am still thinking on your essay question. I think your idea of wonder is a great one but I have a horrible cold and can not think very straight right now. I hope your night is wonderful! Laural
from rainforme :
thanks girl. i was writing that entry and i thought of you. i still can't believe my two fav music guys of all time were together on a record and on stage. sigh. can you imagine if ryan and bono got together... it's like that for me. although, didn't i read somewhere that ryan is a lot like him? anyways, i'm still buzzing!
from lauralgood :
Girl right on with the MTV rant. And Britney is saying "I'm coming" at the beginning of that song. I don't get how our culture is so obsessed with denying the sexual side of ourselves. I mean really. Sex is beautiful and lovely and we should embrace that and teach our children that! And I agree all women's bodies are beautiful and it is about time we take this knowledge and start living this truth. We need to do this. You want to start a revolution? Love laural
from pixie-grl :
thank you so much for your uplifting thoughts. I know we don't need to spend a lot of money to have a nice wedding, and good thing for that cause we are just about flat broke. I just recently got hit with some pretty major bills equaling out to around $11,000. I am just overwhelmed. Its funny how things never happen when my sweetie is home, but as soon as he is gone, the world comes tumbling down around me. I'm sure things will work themselves out. Thank you, again Kris. Your thoughtfulness means a lot. Talk to you soon!!! DC Oh, and by the way, your wedding sounds like it was absolutly fabulous!!! My bridesmaid dresses are navy blue, too. Go figure!
from leftunspoken :
Thank you so much baby. I solemnly promise to describe any cake-covered adventures. And YES, I am firmly convinced we are both going to have AMAZING years. Bless us both. Love, Marcia
from back-drifts :
it's so awesome that you're going back to school! and Columbia no less. wow. I've had mixed messages from my family about how worth it college is...one of my brothers went to a semester at a JC, and now has an enigeer's liscence and is making twice as much money as me and my other brother combined! he didn't need collge, because his skills were pre-wired. and my other brother should go to school, because he's way smarter than me. heh. and my dad didn't know what he wanted to be until half-way through college! anywho, good luck with the essays and whatnot. when I get myself organized here, I'll send you that Brand New cd I have copied, and if anything else looks good to you, let me know. (http://www.recordnerd.com/lists/faithlesstreet) *hugs and love* take care.
from pixie-grl :
Ok, so the first word that pops into my head would be persevere. Persevere- to continue a course of action, etc. in spite of difficulty, opposition, etc. This can be applied to so much of your life, your writing, your education, even your crazy fantasy of meeting Jason Giambi in the elevator at your book signing. With a word like that over your desk, it will remind you everyday that the things that are most important in your life take work and dedication. Nothing comes easy, as we all know. Persevere. Just a thought... Peace out. DC
from lauralgood :
hey girl. I know it is overwhelming but take it one step at a time, all will be great. You know I was thinking about a comment you made about not having a portfolio but you kinda do with a bit of tweaking...you diary designs. Think on it. Love laural
from pixie-grl :
i like the whole idea of the black & white nature theme. that would be so great! i really appreciate it!!!! DC
from pixie-grl :
I was thinking something along the lines of an Ansel Adamsy theme, black and white photography (thats my thing), earthy. I just don't know how to go about it. And i would like to add a scroll bar to my html, but i don't know what the tag is that i have to enter or where i am suppose to place it. Help!!!!! DC
from pixie-grl :
Hey, how are ya? I just got your note. This is my fiances fourth deployment in his career now. He is over there, for the last time if i may add, doing training. He should be back around mid-April, or so they say (you know how the military is). It seems like lately it has been getting to me a lot more than it use to. Did you ever notice how things get progressively worse when you are having a bad day, or week, or month in my case???? I wonder why that is... While i remember, i wanted your expertice on how to change the format of my web page. I am so illiterate when it comes to html and formating layouts. i saw some of the ones you have done, and they are awesome. I just have no idea where to start. Any feed back you may have would be mucho appreciated. Well, i hope to hear from you soon. And i am so glad to hear that you have started all of the college prep! Peace Out! -DC
from augustdreams :
Hey! I owe $48 to the BIG library in Orlando. Greetings and salutations, fellow library felon! ;) Together, we shall put an end to our odious ways. Well, either that or go on a spree across the country - giggling maniacally and borrowing more books than you can shake a chastising finger at!
from leftunspoken :
Happy belated birthday to you, happy belated birthday to you, happy belated birthday, beautiful Kristina, happy belated birthday to you. I hope the day was full of love and the year will be magical. All my love, blessings, wishes, and blown kisses...Marcia
from lauralgood :
Girl give that Library there money so you can start making some real money at commercial art! College bound, doesn't it feel wonderful? Love laural
from keeds :
send a pic over
from lauralgood :
sorry that is exactly what you asked and I neglected to answer it. It makes no difference if you have applied to the colleges or not when you put them on your financial aid papers. I thought there was something I forgot to answer. When you put them on your financial aid app it just means they will have access to your information if you do apply to them. I always put one or two on that I am not really intersted in just incase I change my mind, as I am known to do quite often! You can do it!! Laural
from lauralgood :
Hey Ms. Art Student! No you don't have to have the colleges listed on the financial aid form when you apply for it. And yes you are right to of done it sooner rather than later. I am excited for you! I think if the pay is the same for air force as what your husband is in you will be able to get grants. I forgot he was in the military. So you should get grants. If you can do it without loans try to but don't go crazy if you have to get loans. They are a necessary evil for the college student now-a-days. I don't even think about them much anymore. I know I will have them for most of my life and it is a trade off to get to do what I want to do. Please keep your focus on your goal. I am rooting for you! laural
from back-drifts :
belated birthday wishes to you! :) sorry they're so late, I don't check diaryland much anymore. I hope you're doing well and enjoying the cd's. *hugs and love*
from sfaok :
Hey! Happy Belated Birthday! Thanks for the praise on my latest entry. I was up all nite talking to a friend and trying to write an entry and it just hit me to write about the music industry. I never thought so many people would tell me they feel the same way. So thanks for searching diaryland and finding mine. It's been a real treat to read yours everyday and see that someone else feels the same way as I do. I may not be married or have kids, but I know what it feels like to find yourself wanting to reach your dreams but not knowing how to do cos of certain circumstances. I wish you lots of luck with art school, I love your new layout. I only wish I could figure out a way to do italics in my journal! P.S. I think Ryan should do more appearances on television. Hmm perhaps another SNL performance, yet this time two songs. Not just one, so we can drool more.
from heyjude85 :
You are so sweet!!
from livliterally :
I just read your entry from yesterday! Happy Birthday! I wish you all the most amazing things in the world. The future indeed looks bright!
from kimmikers :
Oooh, I really want that mix cd!
from lauralgood :
OH! I am so happy for you! You know what you want to do with your professional life! And I got to witness it! Diaryland is grand! Of course you can do it. You can so do it it is not even funny. I got a my Masters in College Student Admin and I can tell you that financial aid is nothing to get. Ok so let me clarify. You may have made too much money to get grants, but maybe not, which don't have to be paid back, but you can always have loans. (The government loves for us to be in debt.) While this can be a scary prospect it is usually the only way to do it esp with art school they work you to death. It pays for all of your tuition and books and fees and sometimes one has money left over. Though I know that when Larry went through Art School (a private one here one the Coast) he was always having to buy supplies and such but it was what he needed to do with his life and we survived. I mean look at all the things you guys have been able to get through in your lives. It can be done again. You may even be able to get to a school that has day care for your daughter. There is no question as to if; The question is where. Start figuring that out now and get your shit together. Get the app in, Get your financial aid papers done, start talking the the Commercial Art advisors through phone and web. I am so happy for you. And Art school for sure rocks. I was an made myself an honorary one. smiles. keep us informed! Love Laural
from franka :
My real-life name is the same as yours, spelled the same too. (Don't tell anyone.) Yay us.
from pixie-grl :
Hey sis, i just your message. I think what topped it all off was that your daughters name is Lillie. About 5 months ago I had a miscarriage and I was going to name her Lillie if it was a girl, after my fiances grandmother. I kid you not. The spelling was exact and all. So I was a little freaked. I am really glad too that i stumbled across your diary. Its comforting to know that I am not losing it. Hope to hear from you soon!!!! Peace out, chica...
from rainforme :
happy birthday! i think i've said it before... it's never too late. and like i've said before you've accomplished beautiful things already (marriage, child), but you obviously have much more to do. you have a gift in web design as is apparent by your layouts. go for it girl.
from kimmikers :
Dude, we have the same birthday! HAPPY 25th!
from heyjude85 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lol you're the same age as Stephen now. Maybe you old folks will have something in common? LOL Just kidding! I hope your birthday goes well :)
from pixie-grl :
First off, Happy Birtday. Secondly, what the hell? Were we seperated at birth? As I was reading your last entry I couldn't help but think, "Is this girl reading my mind?" I too just turned 25, 6 days ago to be precise. I have found that I over-indulge in the whole "What the hell have I done over the past 25 years?" thought. It didn't really phase me until other people brough it to my attention (not the not doing anything part, the old part). I am yearning to go back to art school, as well, but am just too damn chicken shit and poor to do it. I feel like I have so much creativity built up inside me that if I don't let it out soon I may just explode. I'm not in the habit of writing to many people I don't know, but felt compelled to put in my two cents. I say if going back to school will give you an outlet to release, go for it chica. Be self-indulgent. You deserve it and you owe it to yourself. Take the leap and let me know how the water is...
from livliterally :
Hey, thanks for leaving a note. It's funny that you mention Ryan Adams. In Canada, whenever I mention his name when citing people I love most people say to me "You mean, Bryan Adams?" And I always have to go through the drawn-out explanation of why I didn't just screw up a Canadian icon's name. Just an obscure sidenote. I look forward to reading your diary, as you are the first Ryan Adam's fiend I have encountered. It's good to know there are others. Cheers.
from lauralgood :
Thank you for your note on Ginger. It warmed my heart. Love Laural
from franka :
I'm 23 and married. But you don't regret it do you? I'm fighting the instinctive urge to have kids just yet, but god, sometimes have to slap myself to stop wanting everything NOW. Your writing is gorgeous. Feeling it.
from augustdreams :
Your 100th entry is beautiful. I'm honored to share in your life through your words, and look forward to one hundred more entries... and more. And you're definitely not the only one - writing is breathing for me. It opens your eyes, heart, mind and soul like nothing else. It's magic. Happy 100th! ~Nicole
from rainforme :
beautiful. happy 100th entry.
from back-drifts :
I can always send you a mix of brand new's two records, I think you'd like them. I think they're absolutely brilliant, and I agree-I hate that emo crap...and the lead singer has absolutely superb, heartbreakingly beautiful eyes--and yes, very morrissey-esque. :) I'll see if I can find any pics of 'em.
from lauralgood :
Oh, I forgot to answer the age question. We hope we get to adopt a child who is 3-5 years of age. Things will happen as they will though. Laural
from lauralgood :
Wow. I am not sure how to start this. It is not that it is a requirment that the State has to adopt or anything, though I would think in the South it would move things on a little faster if it is thought that one is religious (?); I feel that the structure is needed in a child's life, however. I remember when I was younger, one of my most favorite things was the whole family getting ready for church. I loved the singing, The community it provided. I want to give this to a child who will be coming into my and Larry's life as well. The UU's are great about volunteering at soup kitchens and working for the environment and things I am passionate about and think are needed for a child to have compassion. Really I just think it is a way to give a child a larger view of the world than what his or her parents believe. Call me old fashioned (you may be the first!) but I like the idea of getting up and going to church and having discussions about it afterward. I don't know if I am making myself clear. Feel free to question me further, as I need someone to do so. As far as natural vs adoption: I have never been able to get pregnant ( I tried for over two years in the beginning and I have been off birth control of almost another two now) so I assume one or the other of us has something wrong. It is not a problem though, I have always wanted to adopt, as has Larry. I don't know if I will become pregnant one day or not however, I know we will adopt. This is something I feel sure of. completely overwhelmed, but sure. Thank you for saying kind things about me. love laural
from lauralgood :
One can not be too nosy with me! At least if I like you and I like you very much indeed! The child will be a process, we will be applying for a homestudy (which is the first step in maybe 4-5 months.) I have to get my two dogs trained (they are too unruly for a child to be around) and figure some stuff out as far as my ideas on child rearing and fit them in with Larry's etc. before we take the first step. So you caught up with me huh? entry wise I mean. Yeah my life. love laural
from lauralgood :
Yeah I agree about the Strokes. Thought I was the only one. Also, I wanted to tell you I didn't really like Eyes wide shut either. It was ok but not erotic or anything like people say. I love Nicole Kidman though. so I hope your night is great! Laural
from sfaok :
i must say you have the cutest kid. she's very adorable. i hope you had a great holiday. i am still living out my break and tonite i am ultra excited about seeing ryan on letterman. it makes my day since i am spending it with my parents. i am making my favorite songs of all time cd and i was wondering if ya wanted to have a copy. i love making cds for people.
from lauralgood :
I am in awe of the beauty of your child. That said, I wanted to tell you of a book I just finished about marriage. I am not one to read self-help books (I just buy them) but this one on marriage is great. Actually it is not a self-help book in the tradional sense it is more this-is-marriage book and you-are-not-odd-to-feel-the-way-you-do book. It is Grown-up Marriage by Judith Viorst. It is a remarkable book that reminds you that marriage can be boring, predictable, and hard but that it is also fun, exciting, and easy at times as well. When you go to your library check it out. I don't think you will be disappointed. It is a fast read because she is such an entertaining writer. Keep happy and enjoy that beautiful Child! laural
from heyjude85 :
:-O that is the most adorable kid ever!
from lauralgood :
Thanks for sharing the "Heavy is good, skinny is scary" story with us. I am right there with you in your shallowness and vanity and Oh my God if I don't love Renne. She is beautiful. I wish you luck on your goals. laural
from lauralgood :
Welcome back! I am sorry I am slow in saying that Life has been hectic. I love the new layout. Has anyone ever told you that you are extremely creative? I am very impressed. I hope you are happy! I am today. love laural
from rainforme :
is that angelina? hot new layout!!
from back-drifts :
hey there--thanks! I appreciate it. I'd have to think about it for awhile, and as much as I love my Jeff Tweedy design--I really want something a bit lighter. perhaps a ryan adams layout! ;) heh. hope you have a happy new year, and thanks again.
from heyjude85 :
Oh, and it's Billy Boyd, looking rather sexy. lol A lot of people have only seen him looking rather Hobbitish, so it's understandable that you didn't recognize him :) he plays pippin in Lord of the Rings.
from heyjude85 :
Hey! My cousin's account did that too, I bet it's actually their problem, not yours. You could try http://ourworld.cs.com :)
from groban83 :
Aw ok, yeah I hope your trip was fun!
from rainforme :
welcome back!
from back-drifts :
hey! I was going to wait until you got back to tell you that I just LOVE the Ryan Adams cd's! thank you soooo much. I'm going to be sending out your Whiskeytown cd tomorrow, I'm sorry for the delay--my cd burner had a meltdown and then I had no money to send anything off. ugh. anyways, I'm sorry your trip back home was so hellish, but maybe the whiskeytown mix will cheer you up! :) hehehe. you should get the cd by the weekend.
from groban83 :
You got a great diary I love how it for crushes. I love Ryan Adam music just seen his new video goood stuff.
from back-drifts :
best of luck to you and the flying thing--I regret to say, that I won't get my whiskeytown cd's from a friend until after christmas, so I won't send out your mixes until after new year's...I'm sorry it had to happen that way, I just didn't plan for things to work as they did. :( ugh. merry christmas!
from lastyeargirl :
Heehee... what have I started?! That song is amazing, although apparently Ryan hates it.
from sfaok :
there are few artists that pull at my heart ... jeff buckley, elliott smith and of course ryan adams. something about these artists that i can relate to on a spirtual and emotional level. when i 1st heard "come pick me up" i just sat in my room and listened to it. thinking howd the hell he could relate to my pain also? its universal love and we all have it. by the way if you havent heard it, check out the magnetic fields' 69 love songs. i think you would love it-brooke
from rainforme :
that entry made perfect sense. that's the reason i'm so in love with dave matthews. he may not worship women so much, but i can feel his words and music inside me and it's a beautiful thing.
from adults-only :
thanks doll, i appreciate it.
from lauralgood :
man. i wish it were closer to Biloxi. Oh well. Stay out of those casinos! They are just waiting to take your money (this from one who works in the credit office of a casino!) i hope your trip is a good one. love laural
from lastyeargirl :
"Oh My Sweet Valentine" is my favourite Ryan Adams song. And "World War 24". And "When The Stars Go Blue". And "Hey There Mrs Lovely". And... okay, and "Come Pick Me Up". Dammit ;)
from sfaok :
hey. we have a lot of similiar music interests. wonder... what do you think of ryans new album? it seems that ryan has another set of fans that only knows rock n roll. its interesting to see people sing along to that album and not know his older materials. like to talk to you sometime. your diary is very interesting. later, brooke.
from rainforme :
it's never too late to start.
from lauralgood :
hey you. so what part of mississippi will you be gracing? laural
from back-drifts :
I totally know how you feel...I've been a nomad for the past three and a half years, and sometimes I feel I'll never find somewhere where I belong...
from lastyeargirl :
Heehee... yep, the Ryan-ness is new. I was getting sick of all the blank white, and it's such a great picture! It seems to have met with everybody's approval so far... xx
from lauralgood :
Yes. I must say I was surprised and happy to find you. Things do seem a bit parallel in our lives. I am getting a subscription to "O" magazine by the way. It is too expensive to buy of the newstands. I really enjoy it. Very few people I know do...I always feel a little more enlightened when i read it. have a great night. laural
from lauralgood :
I don't know if you will believe me or not but your sense of humor comes through loud and clear even at your most introspective moments. thanks for being you. laural
from back-drifts :
I tried emailing you a few days ago, but I got no response--I wonder what happened. (?) anywho, thanks for yet another note. hehehe. looking at your cd collection, the fact that I had not been able to purchase ryan adams' new record "rock n'roll", makes me want it so terribly much. so, perhaps we could do a trade or something along those lines. let me know if that sounds good to you. ([email protected])
from rainforme :
oh kristina! don't you know you have the most wonderful, precious, proud job of us all? you are raising a life with the warmth and security she needs. lawyers and doctors raise billable hours and chemical dependency. success is not found in paper degrees, it's measured in the smile shining from your daughter's eyes and the belief your husband has in you. you have every right to be proud.
from lastyeargirl :
I wanted to be a pop star once. But I'm an even worse singer than writer! :p
from lauralgood :
hey love. I know exactly what you mean about your husband's reactions to your work. Larry is an incredible artist. He can paint the figure and it seems to be able to walk off the canvas; I pick up a pen and paper and drivel comes out. When I write something that I am impressed with I want him to be as impressed as I am with his work. But usually he is not overwhelmed. I don't think it is on purpose; I think like you it may be more of a style issue. I need to write more and fuck what he says. have a great day. laural
from lauralgood :
you are right; you are making too much of the whole guy thing reading your diary...been there done that and he never thought a thing of it, only that it was cool that someone wrote about him in an online journal. don't give it a second thought. Guys are such odd beings... love laural ps I am really honored that you put you liked my entry in your journal. oh yeah who do you pay the 1.99 to for the guestbook? mine does not work either and i would assume that is the reason. But i may not pay it anyway since i like notes much more than guestbooks. I am glad that those i love to leave notes for do not mind long notes. stay warm. laural
from rainforme :
that poem describes exactly how i feel about one of my misters. thanks for posting it.
from rainforme :
i think my best writing comes from my search for love. i think the beauty lies in looking. because as humans, when we find something, we still want to keep looking. i think you need to write/post more poetry.
from back-drifts :
I wish your guestbook was working so as not to look like a total stalker or something...errrr. anyways. I know what you mean by not liking mix cd's as much, and trust me I was quite skeptical at first. I still love making tapes, and by far some of the best mixes I've ever gotten have been on tape. so, if you'd like the whiskeytown mix to be on tape that would be fine too. either way. you'd get it sooner if it were on tape anyway. as I told Lis just now, I ran across at $10 copy of "Pneomia" at the local record store--so you'll get even more whiskeytown tunes!
from back-drifts :
dang, I leave a lot of notes don't I? *s* anyways, I wanted to tell you that by looking at your cd collection--I reccomend picking up another album by whiskeytown other than faithless street...unless you got the album with the bonus tracks. I've got a mix cd someone sent me of some lesser known tunes and they are amazing--and I'm being sent "stranger's almanac" soon! whohooo. if you'd me to make you a whiskeytown mix sometime in the next month or so, let me know. :) and I'm surprised you don't have the "summerteeth" album by wilco--it's fabulous!
from back-drifts :
oh good LORD I love your layout! that is so very glorious. *drools*
from leftunspoken :
I think you are lovely and charming. I enjoy your writing. And as far as the music ties... well, when writing about life how can you not include music? It's everywhere. In heartbeats, in the leaves blowing, in rain, in kisses. Everything is music. And you my dear are a beautiful melody. (P.S. Tried to leave this in guestbook but don't think it liked me too much)
from whereibegin :
I'm really honored and touched that you cited me in your journal as an example of good journal-writing. I worry a lot that my journal is boring, that I spend too much time detailing the minutia of my day and not enough time reflecting. I'm truly conscious of that balance, and some days I hit it better than others. I suppose that's true with everyone... but I definitely feel like I've improved over the past few months I've had this journal. Anyway, thank you - it really means a lot to me.
from lauralgood :
I am in awe of your impressive taste in music. I am also quite proud of myself because i have many of the ones you have. music is the balm the world needs. love laural
from mushmouse :
just tried to leave a message in your guestbook...now i know why everyone is here in notes! anyway...welcome to the new qtrlfecrisis ring. your site is beautiful and a great read. since more are joining maybe i should write more often! thanks again, mushmouse
from lastyeargirl :
When I was a little girl I proided myself on knowing every eight minutes of Don McLean's American Pie off by heart, and I would sing along to mixtapes in my dad's car as loud as I possibly could. Thank you for finding me, your lovely note and for being someone who understands! I'll email you the password to my private entries if you'd like to see my Ryan picture ;) Anyway, I'm really looking forward to reading more of you. You have a beautiful writing style xx
from lauralgood :
wow. your site looks amazing. congrats. Hope your night is going well. laural
from heyjude85 :
:-D I like the new design a lot!!
from whereibegin :
I really like your design a lot - it's clear you're a U2 fan, but it's not overkill (like some of those Britney/Pink/fill-in-the-pop-star-du-jour-here). After reading the Sepia review, however, I sort of see what they mean. I wouldn't call the picture blurry so much as grainy. I think the reviewer went a little overboard in trashing the picture, but I know there's a wealth of Bono pics out there, and I'm sure there's one that's a little more clear and just as beautiful. Oh, and I think she's way off about needing the archives page to be exactly the same as the entry page, but that's just me. The only thing that took me a little getting used to was finding the vertical navigation bar in the text area. But in a way, that's really cool. Just my two cents... if you decide to revamp the template, I can't wait to see it!
from back-drifts :
hi there! thank you so much for leaving the nice note on my diary. you have a lovely diary as well, I can never argue with Bono on a layout. heh. your music taste is very nice indeed. I look forward to reading future entries in your diary. happy thanksgiving and cheers.
from rainforme :
i hate those whiny wanna-be-boys too. get some balls and stop singing like someone's squeezing them!
from lauralgood :
hey. that was a great entry. thanks for sharing. It takes a lot for me to be able to express my thoughts in such a manner. do you find it difficult or easy? oh yes one of my records would have to be the beatles "white album" and also one from "no doubt". "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." Is actually a paraphrase of a statement by Plato: "Remember how in that communion only, beholding beauty with the eye of the mind, he will be enabled to bring forth, not images of beauty, but realities (for he has hold not of an image but of a reality), and bringing forth and nourishing true virtue to become the friend of God and be immortal, if mortal man may." -Plato, Symposium have a great night. laural
from lauralgood :
hey girl. thanks for letting me know you missed me. yeah, so moving. and thinking of everyone besides yourself first. oh the story of my life. We are just moving a town over, called Biloxi. but i am scared a bit. I have taken it onto myself forever to be the care taker and now I am finding myself not in that role. I am glad of this because it is tiring and lonely, but sad because that means I have to find a new role to fill. I feel the need to make sure my parents are ok, and they are not; financially, physically or mentally. There is nothing i can do about this. I have to start living my life in the way that I want to and not worry about anyone else. I just don't know how to do this. oh how tiring. hope your night is great. laural
from our-views :
Your review is up at Our Views. Thanks for submitting your diary!
from whereibegin :
I can empathize about the writing woes... I write some terrific beginnings, and then it just fizzles out. But I really believe that writing a story is like drinking good wine - you have to give it time to breathe before drinking. So if you need to, give it some room and come back to it. It may take a while - my most recent poem was actually started well over a year ago. And that's okay. Frustrating, but okay. Hang in there, and let me know how it goes!
from strippedraw :
thank you! i completely understand about the 13 yr old thing, it's quite annoying! trying reviewing those kinds of diaries *shudders*
from heyjude85 :
You have great taste in music :-D
from nagvioli :
thank you so much for your kind words. my baby and i thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
from lauralgood :
hey girl. glad to see your name highlighted on the buddies list again! will be reading with interest... laural
from lauralgood :
gave up music for jesus indeed. lots and lots or it. good stuff (in my and larry's opinion) stuff like rare punk Pigface. to many to mention. We were dedicated though. really into jesus. We were involved in a cult for over a year where jesus would tell us the things we should do and when. (yeah. and we are college educated people.) we were lucky though, there were those in the cult who had to give up their families and jobs and such. Most are still recovering from the experience. I have basically put it behind me, as has larry. Neither of us are religious now. If i didnt hate the phrase i would say i was more into the spiritual. but i do so i wont. I still have a deep conection to the universe and respect it to no end but never will i get involved in organized religion. I have tried to see about the universalist unitarians but i don't see the point. I go to their talks if they are talking about something interesting but other than that i don't want a part in it right now. I miss the commuinity aspect of it and the singing. but not the lies and most all of it is lies...what a waste of great music. but lesssons learned are what is important. hope your sunday will be great. laural
from lauralgood :
congrats on the review, the reviewer is right,you do have and interesting site with great content. take for instance your latest entry, one would be hard pressed to find a more true, intimate entry on diaryland. I have no answers for you as far as your feelings about possible missing out go (big surprize) but I do empathize with the feelings. just to let you know it is clear that you love your husband and your child dearly. So don't worry that you are going to come off the wrong way. keep writing. laural
from heyjude85 :
:-D lol layout scored good!!! **jumps up and down** I'm very happy with the review too, you're an excellent writer :).
from lauralgood :
just some random validation: I think you are wonderful. laural
from lauralgood :
I knew that you would be touched by the book. I am so glad that you wrote the entry about it and your past relationship. gee it sure is hard to keep everything spinning at once isn't it? keep writing. laural
from rainforme :
the world is far too lacking in women worshippers. amen.
from whereibegin :
Hi! Thanks for the note and the congratulations on the job. Your diary is gorgeous - and Stay (Faraway So Close) is my favorite U2 song (you have great taste). And by the way, I told my husband last night I would leave him for Hal Sparks if given the opportunity (not really, but you get the idea). So maybe you and I can share him.
from heyjude85 :
LOL I love the new comment :-D thanks.
from lauralgood :
read the "awakening" by chopin if you read nothing else. and if you don't get to it re-new it and read it then. it is such a wonderful book. I read it in college and then a now ex-girlfriend gave it to me and i treasure it beyond most of my other books and that says something for me. stay focused. laural
from rainforme :
10.22.03 - eek!! i was listening to the same album when i opened your entry and the same song you quoted. great pic. not normally on my hottie list, but in that pic he�s scrumptious.
from heyjude85 :
AHHHH, I love it!!! Very very nice. Great picture :-D.
from lauralgood :
hey ya again.I will look for the erica jong book at the library soon. I have heard of it and even picked it up but never put the time into reading it. i will give it a try and let you know what i think. I still have yet to discover A. Nin as well, mainly because most of my friends love the writing and i have a thing about not jumping on a bandwagon...i know silly, but thats me. i live in gulfport Ms. but have been most places here in the state as i have lived here most of my life, except when i was in Ca a few years ago. i like memphis. i have been there often as it is a midway point between my sister's in missouri and here. hope all is great with you. oh yeah, just an observation, I don't think you need to be worried about what you write here on diaryland. I mean if someone doesn't like it they don't have to read it, you know? and as far as i go, i don't mind explicit stuff. I rather like it by the way. your night will be spectacular! laural
from lauralgood :
hey. enjoyed your last entry. I agree that sex can be on a level not associated with love and relationship. I also agree that most women have made it a requirment for sex. I am interested to know about the expericence that you had with your friend when you went to visit him. (the one you did not elaborate on.) so you write eroctica, huh? interesting. i read a bit of it. what type do you write about. oh, and make sure he buys you the vibe. it will change the way you think about sex. laural
from heyjude85 :
Oh, and thanks of the link!! Very nice pictures indeed.
from heyjude85 :
:-D your guestbook entries are always appreciated. You can always make me smile! Yes yes, Larry's the good looking one... but I've never had a dream about him... tha'ts for sure! Bono's still the only and only!
from lauralgood :
right around the corner indeed. though i wonder at times if i would not still miss it even if it bumped in to me because i do not want to deal with the mess that understanding and knowing brings. if you get what i mean. i hope your record buying adventure went well. love to you. laural
from bluephonic :
Thanks! Though I tend not to write about things like listening to Greenday. =)
from lauralgood :
you are me. the similarites are a bit frightening...and comforting. good luck figuring it all out and don't forget to let me in on the answer when you find it. love laural
from rainforme :
around 4:45 p.m. on 2003-10-13. beautiful. my favorite entry to date.
from augustdreams :
Your entry on lyrics is beautiful. You captured it exactly. Some songs evoke such strong memories. I've got some I can't listen to for that reason, and others that I listen to as a way of returning to a time and place. I'm grooving on your diary, too. Thanks. :)
from heyjude85 :
Hey there, I noticed that the divs didn't line up and all that good stuff lol so I'm emailing you a different code for the Imood area.
from heyjude85 :
Gah, I emailed it to [email protected] and it hatefully returned the mail lol I'll send it to the other addy!
from heyjude85 :
Hey there! I've finished your layout but I want your input on where you want the divs... I'll email you the layout I've got right now and you can decide if you like it or not :).
from lauralgood :
I was a bit worried after i left that note because I thought it was a little harsh, but I am glad it was ok. I really liked your survey entry and think i might try it myself! keep writing and have a great weekend. laural
from prncsaimee :
I read both of your diaries every time you update - You're fabulous! :) I'm just very bad about leaving feedback these days - sorry!
from heyjude85 :
:-D thought I'd update you on creating your layout. I'm currently looking for the perfect picture! I know you like the pop bono, typically the shaved head I'm going to war for the children Bono lol :-D, if you have any other ideas, let me know and I'll be glad to make a layout surrounding your favorite picture!
from heyjude85 :
Woo! I'm on it!
from lauralgood :
just wasnted to let you know i read everytime you update. I have not been moved to comment lately, but that does not mean I am not reading. I think you may want to stop being so hard on yourself about the updating thing. I mean the reason you started a new diary was to keep ideas, obsessions, and such in a place where everyone does not already know you, and so that you can get to know yourself. Right? so when the mood strikes you, update. You will know when you need too do so. Also, I love your layouts. However, I think your writing stands on it's own and does not need such intricate things, esp if it is going to stress you out. Just relax and let the writing come out of you. and I know it is an accomplishment to keep your kitchen clean for days in a row. so congrats. hope you have a great day! laural
from heyjude85 :
:( I miss bono too. If you'd like for me to do you a layout I will :) or I'll help you, or I'll even find you a great bono picture lol. JUST BRING THE BONO BACK!
from rainforme :
"I tend to lay my dreams at the feet of my fears and just say, "Here is what once could have been", and walk away." Don't do that. p.s. your retro and modern links at the bottom don't work.
from keeds :
thanks for the note.. throw a pic over:)
from heyjude85 :
"Between the horses of love and lust we are trampled underfoot." - U2 +*+wow... that's a great quote for your diary. I'm glad you know that one ;) +*+
from rainforme :
oh! by the way... for some good diaries to read. try out idiot-milk and waycoolmama.
from rainforme :
thank you! looks like we have similar tastes in music and authors. your layouts in both diaries are awesome. take care.
from blondeinside :
hey Kristina! Thanks for your message, it meant a lot to me. Just yesterday I was skimming through the masses of diaryland and could not find one intelligent and funny diary, all I got were those of teen angst ("my life is so pointless I want to die, wahhh!") and teen queen ("omg, dis guy in my class is like so hotttt") and I was starting to worry that I was just some bizarre combination of angst/queen. So thank you for not thinking I'm that :) I haven't had a chance to read many of your entries yet, but I like your taste in music and will definitely be adding you to my faves. See you later!
from heyjude85 :
Oh! By the way, thank you very much for being politically active :-D I love seeing people care enough to show everyone their choices
from heyjude85 :
YAY! You noticed the guestbook :-D. I couldn't part with that picture... it's the sexiest one ever.
from opusshrugged :
thank you so much for the note you left in my guestbook. La Cienega is a street in Los Angeles, i always thought he was singing to a girl he either met there (they have a pretty well-known farmers market) or maybe it was the street she lived on. He does the same thing in Dear Chicago & there's even a New York mentioned in that one ... & then there's also Goodnight Hollywood Boulevard. i think it's his way of giving faces to the people he wrote the songs about without disclosing too much, but the people he's singing of will still obviously know it's for them.
from lauralgood :
wow! I wonder if it will be the original line up of the pixies or not. I know that Frank Black has a thing out now called Frank Black and the Catholics but he always has many somethings out there. oh my. to see them live. They changed the face of music for sure. I would go many miles to see them! Your layout does look great by the way! laural
from heyjude85 :
I'm supposed to be getting ready to leave... lol ... uuughhhh but I can't stop drooling over your layout picture... **drool** man, he is friggin hot.
from heyjude85 :
Hey there! I saw the name "Bono" and had to come check you out. Found you on the top 15 unknown :-D I'm on there too, sounds like a nifty site. I'm obsessed with Mr. Vox myself, check out my layout!
from lauralgood :
Oh yes. Fall. I love the crunching of leaves under my feet as well. It is a beautiful sound. But then i love the summer, too. It must be the half naked people running around. But I do love that first day I get to put on MY favorite sweater! It will be here soon. I added you to my favorites. If, by the time you see it, it does not have a comment there will be one soon. I like to get just the right one for each person. I hope you have a wonderful day. laural
from kittydevious :
very well written, and I love the pic of bono, its adorable and I never thought I would see him that way lol
from lauralgood :
hello! I was leaving a note for leftunspoken and saw your note. thought I would stop by and I enjoy what I see. I try to leave a note or guestbook entry when I come by to a diary just to let the person know they are reaching someone. I completely relate to your latest entry (and by the way the baseball stuff too; I love U2 but not as much as you do.) I will come back and see what else you have to say. Hope your night is wonderful.
from leftunspoken :
For compliments my heart genuflects sweetly and with a small thrill. For finding your words that slid over my mind like tongues on icecream, I am surprised and excited. I'm so pleased we have met. Be well, irish...M
from downwithjack :
hey blue eyes...i just wanted to drop a line and say that i look forward to reading more of your stuff... don't worry about being obessed with bono...i'm obessed with michael stipe (REM) and yea i will probably never meet him either but at least bono isn't gay... either way...hope to read more of your stuff in the future... bye! sarah jane

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