messages to justenough:
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from star--kisses :
password? ((please))
from fake-angelic :
can i have password?
from it-is :
password?
from life4rent :
I just wanted to say a massive thanks for the advice about food and stuff for NY! Due to jet lag and just mega excitement I wasn't that hungry so didn't end up eating that much at all! New York is just the most awesome place in the world, I loved it so much. I'm so jealous you get to live there!! It's the best place ever! Thanks again hun. <333
from boyafterboy :
magic carpet ride
from mordorr :
you just make believe there is. and when you believe it.. well, what do you know;
from masala- :
When you can't win...you hire professional killers.
from life4rent :
Thank you for the note, and thanks for offering the help, I'll be sure to remember that! I am so excited about going, there's about 25 of us going on a college trip, it's going be so wicked. I've always wanted to go to Manhattan and seeing all the sites, it's going to be so awesome. The only thing I was worrying about was having enough cash to eat and do a little bit of shopping! I'm taking �150 which works out to be $264 so I'm hoping that thats going to be enough!! I so can't wait. I bet it's well cool living there. <33333
from life4rent :
Thank you for adding me sweetie.<3333
from my-lost-muse :
clicked a banner found your diary. many blessings for the new year.
from usb-port :
i will not be following you. stay beautiful.
from dejectedhell :
i still read you.
from missy-17 :
hey i am fairly new to this diary thing, and i was wondering if you would be one of my chatting partners!! well, i am 17 and my name is mia!! so who are you??
from crytoomuch :
add me...
from stupxd-gxrl :
*hug*
from emperorincxt :
keep breathing, darling.
from yrmartyr :
Welcome back, beautiful
from the-regret :
it's great to read you again. i hope that you are smiling soon.<3
from greed- :
add me?♥
from blow-it-up :
same thing the rest of us are doing. ;)
from fake-angelic :
im so glad that you're back.
from blow-it-up :
omg, you have no idea how much better that made me feel. i was like shaking... now i can breathe. lol. how pathetic am i? ;/
from blow-it-up :
steph, don't make me cry. the codes were off this old layout for x-girl-falls and YOU gave them to me. :(
from blow-it-up :
WTF, no i didn't. i had this idea from a while ago, i swear. it just coincides with your layout ;)
from blow-it-up :
http://justenough.diaryland.com/fallsapart.html <-- i just read this and it made me cry
from xnotenoughx :
I have this obsessive-compulsive thing where, when I'm reading a book, I have to highlight any words or lines or imagery that appeals to me or expresses how I feel or have felt. A lot of the times, I end up highlighting the whole book it seems. . .which makes sense because that's the whole reason the book was published! Because the author's so good at saying things! My point is. . .if your diary were a book. . .every freaking line I read would be highlighted. You're a poet. Don't stop writing. xoxox
from shoot-down :
i missed you here, at dland. i couldnt let go either. i added you, love. <3
from hairplay :
I like your template a lot, the colors are nice. ♥
from the-regret :
I am a fan of your diary. &added.
from toxique-- :
hey cuteness. MERRY CHRISTMASSSS!
from omnipre5ence :
Hi..are you okay?
from usb-port :
i hope it was a good year.
from vomit-stars :
i hate you and i hate everything you have become.
from sparklytears :
hey love. i was wondering if we could add each other on LJ. i wanted to read, but yr friends only. my username is cutmedown. i'll add you now, add me back? -xo
from asstarsdie :
favorite song ever <3
from elyssina :
I have a shirt with all the lyrics to that song written on it. It's a wonderful song.
from december7th :
we should be livejournal friends, as well. _engineheart
from asstarsdie :
i wish i could give you all the happiness you deserve for every holiday you celebrate.
from fameless :
I do believe your page is the most beautiful I've read on the internet, and I'm sorry everyone is always trying to answer your questions by talking about themselves.
from machinerock :
You're BACK! And typing my favorite song lyrics...
from bloodlette :
Just when I thought you were gone forever... You're back! ♥
from toxique-- :
oh my! you're such a rebel, steph! haha
from starlet-21 :
i missed justenough more than you could know. ♥
from oobersugar :
Though I spend most of my blogging time on livejournal chez menthol, it's so good to have you back on dl. x-x-x
from electric-oh :
i understand all of that, & to be honest, i wasn't stealing your html, i was just trying it on to see if i even liked what i had in mind. i didnt anyway, so it would of been gone, well straight away. & if i did like i would of changed it to my html anyway. i realise how it looks & you proberly get people doing stuff like that alot, so get as angry as you like. i just said 'calm down' because you happen to leave that note as i was changing it back.
from blow-it-up :
you brought me back. oh, i'm such a follower. :)
from neon-nation :
good to have you back at dland, i'm pretty much at livejournal too, but there's something about dland that keeps me coming back, even if its not that much these days. love the new layout too. <3<3
from electric-oh :
calm down, i changed it anyway.
from electric-oh :
1; yay you're back. 2; do you mind if i make a layout simular to yours? of corse it will be different pictures & colours, but set out the same. i thought i'd ask first. <3
from emperorincxt :
<3 welcome back.
from november27th :
hello. im glad you came back.
from asstarsdie :
i'm glad to see you still around. i love the new layout. <3
from abusemyheart :
glad to see you back
from scarletwh0re :
hi. i'm loving your template. <3
from blueforever :
bloody hell. RAFIA SAID Hi HO. LOL. off to work we go.
from hollow-abyss :
Hi. I requested to be in breathtaking, but please ignore it. This is not the diary I use, and I can see you're only for diaryland. I'm actually on diary-x, and this is just used to get around if I want anything. So, please ignore the request and don't bother even going there. Thank you.
from bloodlette :
Stephanie, give me your live journal name or I will... Kill you? No, that's not creative. Anyway, I'll friendly add you on the friendly live journal, so thanks! [email protected]
from blow-it-up :
[email protected] (but you know that already.. riiiight?) EMAIL ME. NOW. BITCH!!
from super--me :
[email protected] <3
from sweetkel :
The address is [email protected] Thank you!=)
from kill-my-star :
[email protected], please&thankyou.
from lindzay18 :
hey can i have the password?? [email protected] please!!! thanx
from lostdetails :
hi, this is goexplore (or coveredup). I created another diary. I would like to read your entries. [email protected] please? :)
from schlaflied :
[email protected] please
from life4rent :
Can I have the password please? [email protected]
from glass-veins :
could i have the password? [email protected]
from murdered-luv :
you know everyone loves you;; i hope you werent hoping it would be easy to cut us all off;; this is my request for a password in so many words;; [email protected] *!*angel*!*
from starlet-21 :
babyyyyyy. passsworddddd. :) because i'd miss your entries far too much if you excluded me. [email protected] <3katie
from addict-- :
[email protected] ... if you dont mind me having the password. hehe <33
from emperorincxt :
[email protected].. thanks my dear.
from london--rain :
you're too amazing to let go.. hehe. my email: [email protected]
from gloom-flower :
i've been reading your diary for ever. i'd love to continue. my e-mail is [email protected] if you wouldn't mind sending me the password. thanks either way. <333
from abusemyheart :
My e-mail is [email protected], so can you send me the password, pretty please?
from simeons-twin :
Can I have the password, please? [email protected]
from addict-- :
could i have the password to your private folder? please oh please?? <3<3
from dalyrical1 :
can i have the password? dont leave me behind...
from sadangel14 :
what's ur e-mail adress?
from mylostangel :
i think i have your LJ one, e-mail me @ [email protected] with it though, i'm sorry your mom is a whore <3
from revolte :
you can't abandon justenough like i can't abandon be-my-heroin. why don't you just lock it, steph?
from acidic-heart :
i feel like punching things a lot these days
from leely :
are you really leaving justenough? <3
from addict-- :
:) thank you! :)
from revolte :
and i am SO making myself that shirt! do you want one? like 'sexy and scene' or something, since you aren't exactly angry.
from revolte :
update your cast page, bitch. and i think it's about time i revive be-my-heroin, as well. so much work..
from levitate-me :
this is the new location of razorstars. so just so you know, when i apply for breathtaking again, i didnt steal the poetry, i just moved it.
from shoot-down :
stephanie i used webdings instead of using the code you offered for breathtaking. if that isnt okay, let me know. but i still linked. thanks!
from blow-it-up :
oops?
from blow-it-up :
I LOVE YOU NOTE ME OK YEAH!
from blow-it-up :
diaryland is dying and so are we, i think.
from jadedfreedom :
hey you. is scott still coming home in 3 days?
from addict-- :
hey hunny, i need some ideas for a mix tape... and you have an excellent taste in music. would you mind giving me some ideas? <3
from glasteardrop :
sooo, i have a new diary and im jsut setting everything up and such and i am applying for the breathtaking ring again, and i just thought id let you know (in case you were confused as theres only 1 really short entry so far) that this is the diary i left off at. unless of course its just easier for me to apply in a week or two or something once i acctually have content. but yes, thats all. (my new diary is lightsxout.dland...)♥&hearts
from blow-it-up :
i miss it too. but you're back, so that has to count for something.
from girl-cynic :
i miss diaryland so much. all the action has moved to lj, but lj's are annoying to read. diaryland is on life support. we've gotta save it.. somehow. xoxox
from im-useless :
i love you. just thought i would remind you..in case you ahve forgotten while you were asleep or incase you have forgotten in the couple hours since we last talked. thank you for being one of the best friends i couldn't even wish for
from emotivatedx :
agreed. diaryland is so obnoxious anymore. all diaryland is anymore is a game of "who can cut the deepest" or "who can be most depressed" or "who can be more emo". seriously. most of these people write to impress. i question the sincerity of 75% of the diaries anymore. what happened? someone along the line decided that if you listen to emo, you have to fit some sort of mold. cutting and depression became cool. so, to be cool, little girls and boys opened up diaries so they could show the world that they are ohhhh sooo depressed and more emo than everyone else. so, they filled their pages with fake personalties and lies and tried to prove that they are more poetic then the next person when the truth is they don't have a single original thought in their molded heads. diaryland is just part of another trend conjured my those immature kids who can't think for themselves. hopefully, it dies down soon. if not, i'm gone or i'm locking up. i'm so fucking sick of little girls living my life and rewording my experiences and my emotions. just keep writing because you love to write, or love to express your emotions so you don't explode, or whatever reason...just don't give up. this too shall pass.
from leely :
diaryland IS TOTALLY dead. i'm just one of the few losers left who don't have anything to do at one in the morning. <3
from un-fold :
Darling, your words are indescribably beautiful� �mistakes made... repeated; i am a sinner of broken promises�breaking plastic, reaching for metal.� [& sometimes far too relatable�] I hope all is well <33
from leely :
I MISS YOU ALREADY! <3
from kyraga27 :
<--would never forget you and will miss you OH.SO.MUCH i <3 you <3<3<3 shira
from breathe-salt :
you will be missed steph. ♥
from vanitykill :
hey starshine......this is gunpowder_pink @lj and i want you to know your beautiful too!!<3
from blankcard :
you added my JLo (Live Journal) so I figured I would add your Andy (DL) as well.
from girl-razor :
I like your little Scott count down timer thing at the bottom, is there an HTML tag I could use to make one too?
from cocodancer :
I'm sorry to bug you, I signed up for your ring but my diary is locked and thought that it would be really helpful to tell you the password and such. username/password is guest/cocolou thank you!
from starlet-21 :
you were more than a bit helpful. thank youuuuuuuuuu..times infinity. <3 katie
from starlet-21 :
beatiful. can you do me a favor, if its not too much trouble. i just was skimming through your diary (hehe. yes i'm that in love) and saw the awesome lyrics on your cast page. and i always lovelovelove the ones on your templates, and see. i want to make my boyfriend a mix tape for our anniversary. think you could maybe suggest some songs? :) i'd love you even longer than i already will ;) <3 katie
from deliriumrev :
Review's up.
from evilbunny84 :
Beautiful diary... summer was never my favorite season either.
from blow-it-up :
hi stephie. we haven't talked for a while.. i miss you. :(
from glasteardrop :
we laughed. we cried. thanx for sharing your beauty with all of us. have an amazing summer dollface. ♥
from brighteyes79 :
Hey,this year was awesome..and signing "yearbooks"is just putting down that this year of hell is over in ink...but the memories we share..eh?...Have a Good Summer...see you next year! <3Sabrina
from dead-wings :
hey :) have a nice summer.. lol... i never know what to put in "yearbooks" :D
from safetyxpins5 :
hey steph. can you believe it? school is over! summer is here && it;s gonna be great. everyone will have so many adventures to write about. you;re a effing fantastic girl. stay sweet. [enter cheesy yearbook cliche] HAGS! [/end cliche] <3 ashley
from emperorincxt :
dear justenough, god is it that time again? is school almost over? I have forgotten about hallways and lockers and things.. amazing how much can change in a few years eh? It seems like its important but school is really just the undertow.. not the wave crashing over you.. it might drag you to places you dont want to be. what am I rambling about? Im not exactly sure. But this is how I signed yearbooks in high school.. lots of rambling.. in the hopes that if they actually kept their yearbook they could look back and say 'Yeah, that girl.. she was always a little strange..' love.
from tourniquet13 :
you don't seem cliche... http://blurty.com/users/tourniquet113 <~~~ other diary. (the one actually in use as of late)... it's so sad to hear that you feel you're such a failure. i hope you feel alright. i felt like shedding my little bit of "sunshine" or whatever for today. (most days i skip this part.) ... but curiosity kills this cat all too often. ;)... check out my diary. feel free to leave a comment. bye, gina
from un-fold :
you are friggin' beautiful, dollface. just beautiful. <33
from protons :
that is a really amazing poem. i wish i could write half as well as you. ♥
from leely :
beautiful poem, love.
from volted :
glad i could help ,sweety <3
from cutie1083 :
that poem is great...made my eyes water just a little
from volted :
hey......i guess its just more of the pic but the entry that starts off like this .........If I died today, no one would come to my funeral tomorrow. Not him, or her, or them, not even you. R.e.a.l.i.t.y S.t.r.i.k.e.s A.g.a.i.n. I would die willingly if I only knew that he would mourn && weep && sob && miss me. But that will never happen, so I live driven by pure spite. spite. spite for the world. spite for life. spite for him.....thats a week after yr death thing at school and its sounds like its been copied but changed with the idea ....but it was the pic that just floored me .i just was holy shit .well i hope i helped and it was strange how she just showed up like that .next time ill be more careful letting strange people in ...
from volted :
steph, i found yet another bitch taking yr words and PICS.on lj.....http://www.livejournal.com/users/that_jaded_girl/ i do not think thats you at all .she suddendly popped up at my lj asking to let in ,so i did then i hadnt updated in awhile im gunpowder_pink and just looked at my friends page.........i guess we need a copyright over there too.i took her off my list so ......go kick ass <3 !!
from arabella87 :
i really like your layout. but i cant read the text at all, it kills me. lol.
from x-anxiety :
psst. steph is too gorgeous for words.
from blow-it-up :
YOU ARE GORGEOUS & TALENTED & SHOULD BE ON THAT LAYOUT ♥ ♥ ♥ (steph you are so beautiful! i wanna makeout with you. NOW. <33333)
from moonlitblack :
Sorry about that. The link is up now!
from sisuicide :
im sorry bout the link; i changed the layout & forgot about it.
from itinerary :
no, i switched journals because you were lurking my old one. please, get a life and quit accusing strangers of plagerism. i hadn't even read her diary until you brought the similarities to my attention, and yes, they're remarkable, but if you must know, i wrote that entry two nights prior to when i posted it. re-read it, i was sitting in a friend's bathroom. i had no access to a computer in there. so if you would please stop stalking my notes, it would greatly be appriciated. i'm not one for drama. thanks.
from itinerary :
no, i switched journals because you were lurking my old one. please, get a life and quit accusing strangers of plagerism. i hadn't even read her diary until you brought the similarities to my attention, and yes, they're remarkable, but if you must know, i wrote that entry two nights prior to when i posted it. re-read it, i was sitting in a friend's bathroom. i had no access to a computer in there. so if you would please stop stalking my notes, it would greatly be appriciated. i'm not one for drama. thanks.
from promise-made :
we have the same artificial red hair color. i think that makes us connected. ♥
from starlet-21 :
i feel the same way about seeing people you just KNOW are hurting because you've been there yourself, or because you are there yourself. ♥ katie
from abusemyheart :
<3<3
from starii-eyed :
you diary is awesome. freaking spectacular. you mentioned under a link that you did customs for a price. i dont have much money, but i can negotiate, just note me, or email me at [email protected]. thanks so much.
from blow-it-up :
fall on me because i'll hold you tighter than i hold my teddy bears at night. i love you darling. ♥
from dryink :
I'm so sorry, I was a part of the SUPERFICIAL diaryring, but I accidently clicked 'quit ring' instead of 'view details' so I have applied again. So sorry again.
from cut-deeper :
you are so very pretty! i cant get enough of your diary, its so beautiful, just like yourself, love. keep writing, i love reading it. its like...inspirational, breathtaking,mysterious and touching, all at the same exact time. You're brilliant. <3<3<3
from breathe-salt :
yes, i did! i wonder if blogdrive did that once they found out, or if she got scared and took her site down. ha. either way, we came out on top.
from bthroomslut :
okay, then, i should fix the links...and the image i made completely on my own... but i got the drop down menu code from gloryxxfades, and i liked how her title was so i copied it, but i can change that... ♥alea
from breathe-salt :
a-ha...so everything is automatically copyrighted. that makes what she was doing SO much worse. thanks steph. <3
from anti-project :
love sucks when its not around.
from breathe-salt :
dollface, what copyright service do you use? i really think that i should apply for something like that, and i'm looking around for one. kthanks.<3
from breathe-salt :
no problem. i read the tagboard messages you and jen left her- i hope this is all settled soon. ♥
from andwebreathe :
to let you know, um, I'm NOT the andwebreathe mentioned below, the girl stole my name and my words as well, just to clarify.
from breathe-salt :
steph- i don't know the full story yet, so don't shoot me if i've got my facts wrong...but i noticed that one of my poems was used on someone else's diary (not dland) without giving me credit. naturally, this pissed me off quite a bit. then, i came across something i could've sworn i'd read before: "yeah i can change your world if you let me./just let me shine let me glow let me be me./FREEDOM TO EXPRESS!/artistic freedom! freedom of speech!/ i am [jamie marie] i am girl i am [THIRTEEN] and im ready to fucking SCREAM./so take me in your arms and scream with me." now i KNOW that those were YOUR words orginally, and SHE had the whole entry posted. do you know anything about this? the way is see it is that NO ONE has any business to take my writing without asking me/crediting me, and i'm sure you understand that, and probably feel the same way. if you find anything out, could you please let me know? kthanks. this, by the way, is the url: [http://andwebreathe.blogdrive.com/archive/cm-5_cy-2004_m-5_d-4_y-2004_o-0.html] (long, i know.) <3salt
from rosedreaming :
ok, i just read your first entry where you talk about song lyrics. please please please tell me that you were kidding and that you knew those lyrics belong to Pink Floyd from "The Wall" jeezus god, what are they teaching children now days. some girl i work with didn't even know Stairway to Heaven was Led Zepplin. I may forgive you since you are only 115, but you should still know. this girl was 18. LEARN YOUR CLASSIC ROCK PPL!!! ~��~ Me
from volted :
♥
from fake-angelic :
am i okay? i'm not sure. i don't know what i am right now. what i do know is that in a couple of days i'll be dead. thanks for yr concern, anyway.
from vintagetrash :
fell in love with your last entry ♥
from xxxdirrtyxxx :
you're pretty. i love your eyes. <3
from safetyxpins5 :
it's almost a hundred there?! it;s barely 70 here on the opposite coast. lucky. <3
from volted :
heh sorry ,its stephanie right? im sorry i just really wanted you to know i liked it and didnt want to sound retard but i see thats blown lol,but i do enjoy it!tooooooo this is pink-sunday can i put the breathtaking code up on this diary ,cause i closed everything else i had going down? if not that ok ,just asking !<3
from volted :
jen, i really enjoy your writing , much love, jenny <3
from chaosreverie :
usedto be bleakreverie...
from my-reviews :
You've been reviewed.. http://my-reviews.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from abusemyheart :
i'll catch you <3<3
from afrosrock :
hey. thankies. candy heart kisses. lola babydoll xx.
from opaque88 :
hi justenough!
from vomit-stars :
hehe thanks. nice layout btw~! hurrah for html :)
from vomit-stars :
hi. lol.. whats up? i just found your diary..thing. and. i guess i like it. talk back at me! :D
from morceaux :
merci beaucoup. i'm flattered that you said my words were breathtaking. you're famous on diaryland, so that's quite a compliment. thanks, also, for mentioning my layout. exoh.
from allaloneone :
I love your last entry!!!
from leely :
and i love how youre the only one to ever update on a saturday evening. <3
from vintagetrash :
first of all, your layout is effing hot. also, i thought i might mention that your words take my breath away ♥
from anti-project :
yeah; i apoligise for being rude. i just felt it needed to be said. i didn;t realise the rest of this "cult" would also say it to you.
from inaptbeauty :
fuck! i still cant view your page, im missing your words. my daily dose.... :(
from x-girl-falls :
your crap turns me on and you know it. :)
from thecity :
this layout, I like it very much.
from superkc :
Hi there. You've got some interesting things to say. (Imagine that!) So, I added you. Don't worry, I'm not depressed nor do I claim to be. And the only thing sad about my music is how unappealing it is to the rest of the world. Ha. Sorry. See you round. KC.
from soul-letters :
i actually thought your entry was pretty cool. it's good that people still express themselves in that way. i don't agree or disagree, but i understand that it seems everyone on diaryland is being dragged down by depression, and the more depressing diaries, the more "beautiful" they are labelled. i understand this comment completley. go you for expressing yourself so openly. i love the link on your profile that says "colour my heart with your crayons". that's beauty. *rainy* ♥
from reevo :
thanks for adding me to your diaryring. you're lovely. star xx
from breathe-salt :
you don't need to be sorry, because i know you didn't write it to offend anyone. you just don't seem like that type of person. i'm sure some people DID change to be like you, and that's scary. because i completely agree- depression is NOT trendy or cool. sorry if that last note came off as bitchy, but i really needed to leave it for my own sake. <3
from silentsophie :
great new layout. & i'm sorry if i'm one of those girls. you know what i mean. i don't want to be you, but i'd love to be as beautiful as you in my own way. and i hope my diary reflects that & doesn't reflect you. <3
from highxglitter :
aahh i love the new layout <3
from glasteardrop :
sorry darling, i didnt mean to use your words... i wrote it a few minutes after i read your entry and i was frustrated and guess the words just stuck. i appologize if it sounds like im trying to make excuses... i've changed the entry. xo
from mylostangel :
same with you <3
from neon-nation :
hey, i was just checking out yr photo diary (shockmebaby), and i must say i love yr shirt which says something along the lines of "i kissed the lead singer". it's the best shirt ever! plus yr photos are beautiful so i hope you don't mind that i added it. <3<3 ps. good job on honestly exposing diaryland as an addiction. i think its shows a level of maturity to honestly say we don't need to this to survive. i want you to know i don't read yr diary or be-my-heroins or agitated as a way to relate to depression, i read them as a way to relate to yr survival. best luck in the future.
from breathe-salt :
i wasn't going to say anything, but that entry (and you know which one i mean) offended me. i'm an insecure person at heart, and i felt like it was directed towards my type. let me say that you are on my buddy list because i think you word things beautifully. i do NOT want to be you. i've never said that to you, nor have you accused me of it, but just in case, i thought i'd clear it up. i don't want to be anyone but myself. Salt. just because i don't cut or get high or listen to emo doesn't mean i'm any less beautiful. yes, your diary is 'popular' and read by a lot of people, but readers don't necessarily want to be you. maybe some do, and maybe some change to impress others and be beautiful. all i can say to those people is i hope they find who they truly are someday. you say you write for yourself. to get out all that you're feeling. and you know something? that's wonderful. seriously. because SO DO I. and i'm sure a lot of other people do, too. that's what writing is about. it's about exhaling your soul and molding it into words that come from your heart. i admire you for writing that entry, but it bothered me. maybe to some people, i'm not gorgeous or breathtaking, but as long as i have my writing, i don't CARE. you're a gorgeous writer and you know it, and that's awesome. rock on. but realize that there are OTHER pretty people in the world besides yourself.
from the-thinline :
dear, i am adoring your new layout. i should like to colour your heart in brilliant shades of beauty to match [[you]] and i'm fairly certain i can stay in the lines. take care dear <love><me>
from girl-cynic :
pretty new start. xoxoxoxo
from secretshame :
eeek....hey again ..i just read a few notes other people left and this is getting crazy. i'm just responding to your note..anyway i understand 100% what you're saying, everyone does, but i think you're taking it too seriously. diaryland is just a place for people to write, openly or not openly. for those who choose openly, people will read those words and get inspiration from them. sure some people mirror your persona, but let them be. it's really not a big deal. these people who think depression is beautiful, well, something is obviously wrong in their life and they need it as a comfort blanket. just let them be, because as you well know, soon enough they'll realise it's just silly and get on with their lives. by not writing, you're only disadvantaging your self and the people who love to read your words. truly, it would be a shame :) i've made some great friends on diaryland, and i read their words over and over because i love them. but i don't try to be them. i'm myself, you're yourself. as long as you have that, don't worry too much about it. and if you can't handle the people wanting to be you and talking to you, take your picture off your profile and turn your notes option off. that should fix it, but it would be a little paranoid...after all, diaryland is fun for those who don't take it too seriously. :)
from blow-me-away :
hey there.. (brace yourself for this will be a long note) I'm not someone who has added you as a favourite to my list though I do read your diary, [at one point when I split up with my last boyfriend almost contagiously] because I'm interested in what you have to say. you've helped me through a lot. when I read your words, I endeavour to treat you not as a member of a diaryland cult but as an author. an author who I like reading. it just happens to be on a website rather than published pages. your words are indeed more than adequate and enough, but I've never left you notes through not wanting to worship the ground you walk on. I should imagine sometimes you find that a little.. er scary/daunting/pressurising at particular times. I know I would. but what I really want to say is with having so many people adding you as a preference, it's easy to see why you can interpret certain writers are mirroring you and be a little paranoid about that. but there's also the notion everyone is unique. personally I do agree depression can be formed like a trend. self-absorbtion is a vice, a trap which is so fucking easy to get sucked in by and fall down. and I see people slide the slope, or at least I think I do. I know I have myself. not for fashion or attention - but because sad things have happened. I rarely speak out on this time of things.. in fact only five people have me added as a favourite, but that's cool with me because I'd rather write for no public and have self. than to write for a public but lose myself. I guess part of you might be in fear of doing that and also like you have previously said maybe having too much of an influence on people's lives. all I know is I have enjoyed reading your sentences.. and whether you stay or leave, you must know you have left a positive mark. and I do believe true writers in their hearts of hearts write for themselves rather than public <3 which I think underneath it all you do
from chuckishot :
bravo
from neonplectrum :
merci, stephanie. :) and YAY(!!!) for the diary/lj updates! you rock ♥
from teekessel :
PS. dont u dare disappear alltogether. i enjoy your words.
from teekessel :
if u think its the right thing to do, do it. the one thing i dont get is ur comparison of u, bemyheroin and agitated, because you all three write very differently? or did u just mean popular most-read teeny diaries in general?
from opaque88 :
dont let them win steph. the internet isnt a parenting device. be the catalyst to their downfall, but dont be their anti-depressant. thats what chemists are for. they want to be sad? okay. let them see what real melancholy is like. let them look in the eyes of psychiatrists & see absolutely nothing.
from originallove :
I have to say I have more respect for you now. I've never tried to be depressed but I've always loved the way you talked. That's what makes you beautiful, not the depression and crap. I would rather read about how beautiful the world is, but the way you talk about the shitty side of it makes it sound almost appealing. I don't know... just don't stop writing.
from mylostangel :
i have to say i agree on you with the depression trend. i think it would be nice to be able to pull myself out of this spiral and be able to say "i'm fine" for more than a few days at a time
from fucked-raw :
you know i wasnt going to say anything ,but its really sad when people have noted you several times to tell you that they like you and or even want to be you but you NEVER respond to them until now .you write in a public diary and ,you lay yourself out there for the world to see and then think about it.i like yr writing ,and i like your templetes ,and i like your guts, your very pretty ,and yes your smart,you have things to say ________that why most of us like you maybe people see that but see a girl who came through it or see that they too can be free in what they are feeling .i think we all take diaryland far to serious and we all say copywrite ,i made this and all that but we didnt make the abc's but thank god we have the right to write them and express them to each other. dont stop writing ,or turn your notes off ,but people still will love you /hate you .thats life and thats the price of public access.were all guilty of copying ,its human nature.im sorry i came off bad at the top of the note,but i have noted you and you've never responed but you have one of my other diaries listed as a fav. people note you because they see something in you and want to be a part of it ,please take the time to reply ,we deserve love too!<3
from stardame :
ladedadeda...both entries, like all your others and i assume the many more to come, were written well. how you feel is how you feel, and a diary is place where you get to write how you feel. so people should bite off. and do something more constructive, like slit their own throats so i don't have to deal with their stupidity.
from gumball-slut :
Oh ok I think I'm starting to understand where your coming from a bit better...sorry for completely misunderstanding, it just seemed a bit weird and confusing when I first read it. Much love.
from theid :
Ok.. I admit it. I'm sorry for the last note. I admit that I want to be like you. Last night I even listened to emo and cried in the dark because I thought it would impress you.. Please excuse my last note. I don't feel that way at all, I think YR beautiful. And I hope that someday I can be as beautiful as you are. Maybe sometime you can even teach me how to say button like you do.. I've been practicing but I haven't quite gotten it yet. But anyway, I just want to say that YR beautiful and YR an amazing writer and that you're right. I want to be justenough. I WANT TO BE YOU. LET'S BE FRIENDS FOREVERRRRRRRRR.
from theid :
OK THIS IS GOING TOO FAR MISS "JUSTENOUGH". I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT YOU EVEN WROTE THOSE THINGS YOU DID ON THIS DAY MONDAY APRIL 12 2004 IN YOUR PERSONAL DIARY FOR SELF REFLECTION. HOW DARE YOU SPEW YOUR ILLEGITIMATE THOUGHTS OUT ON TO THE PAGE LIKE AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD BORN OUT OF WEDLOCK. HOW DARE YOU FOR SPEAKING YOUR MIND AND GIVING YOUR OPINION ON THE WORLD AND OF THOSE AROUND YOU. SURE, PEOPLE LOOK UP TO YOU AND TELL YOU HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE AND HOW MUCH THEY WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABIES AND HOW YOU'RE REALLY HOT AND HOW YOU WRITE LIKE A PRO AND HOW YOU'RE SUPER DUPER AND HOW YOU'RE AMAZING IN EVERY WAY BUT DOES THAT REALLY MEAN THAT YOU SHOULD SHOOT DOWN THEIR DREAMS AND LEAVE ACCUSATIONS TO SEND THEM FURTHER SPIRALLING DOWN THE STEEP PATH OF DARKNESS? NO. AND FURTHERMORE, I THINK IF THEY WANT TO BE EMO AND DEPRESSED AND LEAVE PERMANENT SCARS ON THEIR BODIES THEN SO BE IT. LET THEM PAY THE COSTS OF THEIR TEARS AND HOVER IN THE OFFICES OF DOCTORS AFTERSCHOOL. IF THEY WALLOW IN THEIR IMAGES OF SELFPERFECTION, SO BE IT. BUT YOU SHOULD KEEP YOUR BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS INSIDE YOUR BEAUTIFUL.. SEXY.. WONDERFUL BODY. PLEASE KEEP YOUR POMPOUSNESS OUT OF THE LIVES OF INNOCENT TEENS AND LET THEM RELISH IN THEIR INSECURITY. THIS CULT WAS BORN AND BRED. IT FEEDS UPON THE LIVES OF DIARYLAND TEENS. THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP IT. NOT YOU, NOT I, NOT ANYONE. Oh.. there I go getting all emotional.
from gumball-slut :
I think that's kind of a big thing to say...it's like your saying that none of the sad feelings of the rest of diaryland really amount to much because there just trying to mold to be like you...I know a lot of people who have never even heard of your diary that suffer from horrible depression. I can relate to what your saying a lot though, I do think diaryland influences and kind of affects the way someone may write, but of course they are going to show there bitter emotions on the page if thats how they get a bunch of love notes from people and buddies. You have to admit only few stop and really look at some peppy, go-lucky girl's diary when there are a bunch of morbid, eating disorder, manic-depressives to feel for. Your a part of the big chain, but I think it's kinf od much to say you started it. People were way depressed long before they read you. You do have beautiful words, but I never even though twice in my pretty little head to want to BE you. Maybe others have said that but they probably mean more like they wish they could write as beautifully, poetically, and real as you. Not want to actually live your life.
from finalscore :
didn't say it was.
from inmyparadise :
oh gasp no. don't stop writing. i wont have anything to model myself after [back of hand to forehead] oh whoa is me. hunny. okay. you are a good writer. were worth reading. diaryland is full of sadness. they're diaries. that is what they are for. i only write in mine when i'm sad. when i'm happy, i'm out doing better things with myself. and why would you think they all wanted to be like you? were you the first sad girl? the first girl with scars? the first with purpleish black tears to stream down her face? no. whom ever was, may call you the copy cat. we are each beautiful without having to be like you.
from jadedfreedom :
but you are on prozac. you are emo. you are the one with the scars on her arms. don't you see? you are everything you hate.
from secretshame :
let me start off by saying that you are on my favourite list ONLY because i admire your writing skills and honesty. not because i want to be you. sure, diaryland is full of angsty teenagers who find beauty in misery...i used to be one of them. but don't chastise, because you were probably that person not too long ago. they're just trying to fit in, the only way they know how. you don't have to accept their compliments, don't have to put your beautiful picture on your profile to encourage them, don't have to link to their diaries. just write for yourself, isn't that justenough? i thought so.
from finalscore :
"&now its too late for this girl. and shes left missing the people who used to adore her, because the people who like her now are all carbon copies of herself." <-- you wrote that to me, in a note, once. you always thought people were all copying you, but they aren't, really. i saw you change over however long you were here. it became trendy through MANY diaries, for people to use &&&&&&&, put x's in their name placed next to a tragic adjective next to some other noun, and dress up their words in some way. and there's so much more to this place than just those people -- there's fantastic people outside of the little "emo" girls. if you try hard enough, you can see it, and it's much better. have a nice life with whatever you do.
from crions-nous :
amen. diaryland is a total death trap when it comes to trying to imitate the feelings you read.
from anti-project :
thats fucking bullshit. sure you write beautifully; but i have never once tried to be like you. & i've been on here for over a year. people ARE sad. maybe writting is the only way alot of them have. & you're here saying its because they're trying to be beautiful; trying to be you. i think you are the only one here who thinks so highly of themselves to think that. don't use your broken heart as a weapon. depression effect one in 3 isn't it? so i think its pretty fair to say its not just a "cult" but the world IS depressed.
from fadedxme :
i see so much truth in you. i'm glad you had the guts to put that up because no one else did. you truly are beautiful. xoxox
from leely :
i miss you.
from readmypain :
beautiful writing. you are very talented
from gloryxxfades :
hey, i never knew you lived in the bay area. that makes me smile♥
from stardame :
luck! luck! luck!
from volted :
im just going to be fucking shallow and say your fucking hot,cause im sure you'd like the truth
from ambrosia-15 :
Just wanted to let you know I've added you as a favorite.
from fach :
is polkadotglam a ring for polka dots?
from cheesereview :
Your review is up on cheese review! Thanks for requesting and sorry for the delay. Have a nice Spring Break! - Melanie
from opaque88 :
i just wanted to help. thats fucking all.
from alibisx :
i can't get over how beautiful your writing is. you are on my favorites list, and if it's ok i hope that your diary can stay there because i love reading what you have to say. i wish i could communicate the way you can. thanks.
from fastredcar :
3/30/04- so which one of us is the lucky one? i've wondered that a lot myself.. feeling pretty much the same way. still don't know the answer, so don't worry you're not the only one wondering/confused.
from revolte :
then it's a date.
from x-girl-falls :
i love you like bored second graders love porn, stephie - and dont forget it, you bitch! ♥
from sexmo :
i read your words and i realize how people can truly feel the same way as i do, even though at the moment it seems so impossible... i love your writing and if it's okay I added you to my favourites
from fastredcar :
it actually sucks the way i can relate to you so much. keep writing so i can see somebody else put basically my own feelings into words. and, ever the optimist (mostly), it WILL get better. somehow. not quite sure how. but it will.
from theid :
oh little emo girl, how i love you so.
from revolte :
no, it's all good. the rawr was passive, and i don't really care; i just read it and it sounded really familiar.
from revolte :
"i am nothing but a bundle of nerves and anxiety attacks" rawr, steph. big rawr.
from abusemyheart :
guys fucking suck
from acidreviews :
your review is up.
from x-girl-falls :
YOU ARE A GIRL WHO IS VERY BEAUTIFUL. :)
from rapidlydying :
don't let him treat you like dirt. you've been talking to him for over a year, you deserve answers, you deserve respect. don't let him walk all over you. he should understand where you are coming from & prove your worries untrue. i don't want to see him hurt you. i love you steph.
from silentsophie :
smile, darling. <3 i think yr beautiful. can i add you to my favourites? s x
from x-girl-falls :
you dont need him. youre strong. youre just enough, stephie!! & youre my shiny lamp glowy star & i am gonna kick scott's ass.<33iloveyouforever&ever ♥ kimia.
from rapidlydying :
just remember that you are beatiful, strong, talented, intelligent, & a truely great peron. also remeber that i love you nomatter what. steph hun, i love you. try to be okay, even though it seems impossible.
from this-again :
i could say the same thing about you.
from be-my-heroin :
you are my favorite x-chromosome.
from acidic-heart :
<3
from teekessel :
hey, what happened? don't kill yourself when so many people care...
from rapidlydying :
i love you, remember that always. nomatter how heartbroken you are, & think that nobody loves you & that death is the answer, remember that i love you & that everything will work itself out eventually. pain fades with time, the scar however will always still be there. just push forward & live for the day that you'll be okay once again. i love you & nothing will ever change that. <3
from emperorincxt :
hold on, darling, dont go out like that. suicide is too dark.. much too dark. xo.
from highxglitter :
<3 feel better
from x-girl-falls :
im so sorry! my dad cut off my internet. he said i spent too much time on it. i only got it back this morning... :/ ohlove... i wish you were on so i could talk to you. i need to talk to you. i love you harder than anything. i want to make everything perfect again
from quennell :
hold on sweetie.hold on.
from theid :
i am too
from x-girl-falls :
ps. i love you.
from x-girl-falls :
http://ourworld.cs.com/makemeLOVER/to+stephanie.bmp
from be-my-heroin :
(a) you always take my breath away; (b) you are the best writer i have ever met, so the feeling is mutual; (c) we should write a book together.
from down-fallen :
oh god, you're so very gorgeous. wow. xoxoxoxoxo
from morceaux :
you're beautiful&lovely, and i need to know if i can keep up with this. may i add you to my favorites, dollface? exoh<3
from x-girl-falls :
whee! stephie loves me! *does happy stephie-loves-me dance* <33333 ♥ kimia.
from xkitix :
I love your diary, and I think I might have left you a note in your guestbook at one time. Anyways. Love the entries. You rock.
from crashreviews :
Your review is up!
from blueraineyes :
i think you are gorgeous. and i wish so much that i could make you smile.
from cut-deeper :
you;re gorgeous. beautiful. breathtaking. you leave me in awe. <3<3<3
from x-girl-falls :
you'll always be MY rockstar, you sperm monster, you. <33
from mittag :
Your writing is clever and touching. Thank you for letting me read. It's been quite a time.
from blow-me-away :
Hey, I've read your journal for the best part of a year and think you rock. I used to be violetgirl but I get shy leaving notes.. but yes, keep writing brill entries which brighten my day :) <3 Em (I'm a british chick so salute me, hehe, the emocore scene's gettin big here)
from x-girl-falls :
spunkykinkyhorny cyberwhores unite!! oh yeaahhh. we are SUCH sperm monsters. <3333
from x-girl-falls :
um... sex!
from x-girl-falls :
JACOB! *giggles hysterically* iloveyoubabe. <33 ♥ kimia.
from red-red-guts :
Well yeah, I definitely expressed my opinion in a bitchy way but I don't see how i or anyone else could or could not have room to judge, being that writing is so subjective. Besides, from the looks of your site, one could say that you're a stuck-up bitch too.
from red-red-guts :
What difference does it make if you can read my diary or not? We're not making comparisions here. And nothing changes the fact that I think your writing is pretentious, mediocre, and self-indulgent. What's wrong with thinking that?
from breathe-salt :
"...somehting really cool and it was dumb." not that this is any of my business, but that is so incredibly wrong. steph, you are absolutely beautiful. i love your prettywords, and anyone who can't see that has something wrong with them. you're so lovely. <3
from red-red-guts :
I don't see what there is to explain. You seem to really love yourself and for no good reason, because everything about your diary is a cliche. I saw your "best" ring and read the snotty manifesto that went with it so I looked at your diary expecting to see somehting really cool and it was dumb.
from candora :
reading backawards I found I was bookmarking entry after entry for re-reading... I remember reading and enjoying you before and you're better than I remember...
from red-red-guts :
do i need to explain myself?
from sapphire292 :
I'd like to give the breathtaking ring a shot.
from leely :
are you by any chance online right now? 3/2 10:20pm [?] ♥
from red-red-guts :
narcissist
from bandchick182 :
i had this dream last night, that i was thinking about leaving the online journal community (because i just left LJ) and i was on the phone with you. and you wanted to know if i was ok. you said "we were worrying and wanted to know how to help" and i replied "we" and you said, "yes, me and kelly." and you wanted to understand why i started cutting and why i hurt so badly, but i was anxious because i was in my dorm room with my roomate. so i got dressed and took the phone down the hall where i usually sit and cry to my best friend, and i started talking about life and then i woke up.
from xxmalice :
that's a beautiful poem. you are very gifted at writing. :)
from anhnie :
i think you're anything but ugly // b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l you are ♥
from un-fold :
i just wanted to do two things: 1.) thank you for adding me and more importantly 2.) let you know that you writing is stunning, you are stunning. <3
from x-anxiety :
(<3 + <3 + <3 + <3) x 10000 = how much i love you.
from leely :
oohmy. i havent gotten the package yet. hopefully it didnt get lost in all that airmail stuff. ill write to you as soon as i get it and send you something back. snailmaillove♥ take care...
from reject88 :
your new template is beautiful, and so are your words. oh so beautiful <3 <3 <3 -xx
from dalyrical1 :
me 2, girl...me 2...
from xnevereverx :
love the new template
from leely :
dear stephiecupcake; i miss talking to you. ive been doing nothing really. this is the first time ive gone online in weeks. i was wondering if you had sent me that package yet. oh and btw; you are a layout goddess. yeah ok ♥deedee
from x-girl-falls :
stephaNIE!!! your layout is so fucking gorgeous honey. :) iloveyou [go look at my new one. not nearly as good as yours (!!)]. ♥ kimia.
from riot- :
thank you, darling. you make my cheeks burn red. <3
from opaque88 :
too pink. but ah well. at least it;s not black, eh?
from inaptbeauty :
♥ ok. i've quoted you AGAIN, linked you AGAIN and well, admire you as ALWAYS :) take care doll ♥
from electric-x :
holy fuck. where do i start? yr beautiful. absolutely beautiful. &yr layout is brilliant ♥♥
from dombilly :
who is this person? isn't there always a person who seems to know what you are thinking and feeling. it is just like they know you feel as if you can never be repaired and picked up from the chards that someone left you in. Have hope, love. There will be someone perfect out there who will never break your heart.
from x-girl-falls :
i haven't left you a note in fucking ages. (im sorry!) i<3you &youre just getting genius-er & genius-er every day. hahaha. im so meticulously ridiculous. whot whot! ♥ - kimia.
from revolte :
my layout is a product of (a) being excessively bored in art class, (b) being excessively bored at home, and (c) being excessively bored enough to put them together with html. ♥
from abusemyheart :
No, it's not wrong at all. I wish everyone was unhappy like us too.
from dombilly :
hey, i just love your diary. no, it's not wrong to think that, but what would the world be like? i agree about valentine's day. it sucks ass. that is, if you are out of love or with the wrong person. *sigh* i wish you tons of luck with erasing your memory of the lost love. it happens to us all, and we can only grieve. though, will we get anywhere if we grieve?
from on-my-own31 :
It's ok... I wish the whole world would be unhappy too.
from limestars- :
girl, you are STELLAR <3
from lovemetwice :
sweetheart, i hope that everything beautiful in the world finds you. because you above all else, deserve the happiness and beauty that you create. [atleast for me.] xoxoxoxiloveyou.
from gloom-flower :
your latest entry was amazing! you write so well!
from raven72d :
I love the layout photos, and I love the latest entry so much...
from im-useless :
Dear friend, i would just like to remind you that i am in love with the way that you write. you should just make a book filled with your diary entrys. <3
from leely :
im online. and wanted to tell you that i loved the latest entry. <3
from rain-kisses :
Your latest entry, "we were lied to" was fabulous and I just wanted to let you know.
from rapidlydying :
the new diary isn't ready just yet. i am just working on my profile. it should be all ready by friday. -promise. <love3 Kaleb
from leely :
hello prettygirl. i went to a concert last night. read about it in my diary. after reading your latest entry just now i realized that our entries have some similar things. great minds think alike. oh and thanks for fixing the link to breathtaking. write me sometime darling. ♥dee
from dearcynthia :
i clicked on your banner. i like your style.
from xkitix :
I somehow managed to stumble across your diary, and in the midst of picking myself up, I noticed how much I liked it. I hope you wouldn't mind if I added you to my favourites.
from poison-arms :
beautiful words.
from jinx1 :
"I find myself discovering a simple realization: i like life." Hold on to that. It is a truely wonderful thing, one far to rare now days. Your writing's very interesting, I enjoy it.
from facepunch :
i click on banners a lot.
from leely :
"i like taking pictures and blowing dandelions and making wishes on eyelashes." __you too huh? i miss you stephanie ♥
from limestars- :
god, you have beauty melting out of your fingertips into that entry box. you have a talent girlface, hold on to it. <3 you're beautiful..
from be-my-heroin :
haha. when i actually get the energy to change it, like, twice a year! thanks steph.
from paperheartx :
♥xinfinity+beyond i love you. i love you. i love you. thank you for letting me mess with the codes. i;m almost done with the layout. it;ll be up tonight. check it out if you will. i've added your link to my profile and on my layout for inspiration and also have an entry up just for you. do check it out. oh did i mention i love you prettyface!!
from emokid44 :
I just ran across your diary. I was pretty amazed with your ability to translate feelings into words. I know you get tons of compliments on your writing(realizing this as I scrolled down your notes page) but I thought I would leave a message anyways. And By the way, I hope you don't mind but I quoted one of your entries. You seem very smart, beautiful, intelligent, and independant! Thank You For Your Words..... ~~Andy
from paperheartx :
your gorgeous. i think your words are beautiful. i was wondering [[!!]] i just really like your layout. i was wondering if it would be okay if i could use your codes and fidget around with them to make them work into a layout for myself? i pretty much have an imageless layout and was wondering if you;d let me mess around with your codes a little to make a spiffy layout of my very own. i promise to link you back as inspiration && also promise not to make it seem anything like yours. [[brownie honor *innocent wide eyes*]] get back to me sweets please. ♥ paperheartx
from jadedfreedom :
my boyfriend saw your picture and he thinks you're pretttyyy. xo.
from equivocally :
really :)? It's cos I smell innit. so bad.:) (takecare)
from x-girl-falls :
guess what? i finished. THAT'S RIGHT, BITCHES. I READ STEPHANIE'S ENTIRE DIARY IN THREE DAYS. take fucking that. <33 ♥ kimia.
from risexxfallen :
hi stephanie. I've been reading your entries for little over a year now and wanted to tell you that your words are fucking beautiful. you are an amazing writer.
from opaque88 :
oh, sorry. i was a bit intimidated by commando ant & wet my pants. it;s up now. ps. are you saying i can;t write? the answer rides on our friendship, bitch.
from theid :
being in love with you makes time senseless.
from onedeadstar :
your last entry, the one about the remote control, reminded me of this time, when my cosions tried to make me believe that they could control each other with the tv remote. i was standing in the hallway, watching my one cosion press the buttons, while the other did those exact things, and just for a moment, i actually thought that it was real. (i was only 4)
from leely :
im online. are you on? note me prettyplease. <3
from opaque88 :
you have a banner? what the fuck. show me.
from inaptbeauty :
stephi darlin, if you do find that remote control? why not share the loev over here? id really like to stop my life right here, right now... ♥
from chocochipw :
i'm not sure yet if you can write, but it's obvious from your banner that you know how to show off
from xbitterx :
the htmlgirl ring was a brilliant idea. :) <3 xoxo
from loseyourmind :
i love you and you are beautiful. you don't know me. but I still love you. i would love for you to design me a template. xoxo johnny-poo
from bleditdry :
I sympathize with all my heart. I can't feel like a teenager either.
from inaptbeauty :
apply my mascara for me? ♥ my fingers are shaking after reading your entry for today.
from leely :
told you id come back. couldnt stay away from this place. i love the green layout. your photo looks pretty with those shades. oh & i applied to your new ring. accept me? or not. either way ill still adore you. ill be back before you know it to say more pretty things. take care stephiepie. ♥
from expiredxx :
hey doll, you're layout is wonderful! you're gorgeous. <33carlie
from x-girl-falls :
stephanie. (its kimia.) i. love. you. & yr masturbation entries. *giggles insanely* & yr layout. [[ohmygodhyperventilationyouaresofuckinggorgeous.]] i hope this doesnt fuck up the notes page. if it does feel free to delete it. just know i adore you. <333 ♥ [remember the box twins?] kimia.
from acidic-heart :
that's exactly how i feel tonight.
from sapphire292 :
i always like the layouts. always. but this one by far kicks all of their asses. love it. love. mwahahaha.
from opaque88 :
oh oh. i love this. green is so yr colour, for sure. except: at the bottom, with the prev/comment/next links? you;re missing a dash. i strike again.
from andwebreathe :
Um. Hi. This layout is so gorgeous. Because you're in it duh. And I by far like this one the best. ♥
from gloom-flower :
i've been a fan of ur diary for a while. i'm so impressed. you write about things that most people wouldn't, and i love that. keep up the awesome stuff! *your biggest fan* gloomie~
from leely :
dear stephanie. i love you. dont forget to write me. ill send you something soon after i get the package here. take care gorgeous. and tell scott to be good to you and not write you anymore hate notes or ill go up to canada and take away his juice; or something else; make something up;) ILOVEYOU!! <3dee
from theid :
omg dee said masturbation down there. TWICE.
from leely :
masturbation. of course im ready for that. ♥
from gothgirl245 :
I love you
from leely :
i love you too. oh and our masturbation talks, duh ♥
from pink-sunday :
thank you for allowing me too be apart of something ;yr wonderful<3
from teekessel :
it was more like someone on a stage in a good way. like the diary being your stage and you being the person on it. a person who COULD be fake but chooses not to be. btw, do u still have an out of dl site or not?
from quennell :
nice layout girl...<3 i really love your words.you're amazing.you rock. =)
from celtickatt :
Ooh! Ooh! I love your animated pic in your profile! :D
from recieveher :
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from nobodiesgirl :
http://justenough.diaryland.com/040114_18.html that is the most amazing entry i have ever read....wow
from bobbysoxer :
Stephanie - sorry I haven't written back to your note that you left me about (seventeen-days); I just haven't been checking my email. If you could mail me ([email protected]), then I could send you some stuff about hosting? Or, questions I mean. :) Thx. Love the new layout, by the way..it's awesome. <33 Jill
from fastredcar :
i think it's great that lifes changing for you and you've been smiling more lately. change where you see yourself smiling, and you accept it, is all good. good luck having a good year, seems like it'll be that way whether you want it to be or not :)
from inaptbeauty :
hey, hun, yeah, i must sound like a stalker having all those words taken from you over there in my past quotes page. ehe forgive me! im just another one of your fans :) ooooh, your becomin a star! (uh.. nevrmind me, im wasted) ♥
from theid :
oxw dyi RWg
from justenough :
sc7 9ei y2R
from theid :
HATE NOTE: WHAT THE FUCK YOU SELF-POMPOUS BITCH JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO FLAUNT IT IN MY FACE WITH YOUR STUCK UP BANNERS. YEAH OK SO YOU'RE FUCKING SEXY AND YOU HAVE AMAZING SEXLIPS. WHO FUCKING CARES. THIS IS NORTH AMERICA WHERE PEOPLE ARE TREATED EQUALLY. SO FUCK YOU AND YOUR SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS. DAMN YOU FOR BEING GORGEOUS.
from limestars- :
be thankful that you are who you are darling, and not some blonde with a shallow personality. because who you are is absolutely beautiful. and you inspire us all. and i'm afraid i wouldn't be able to make it without your gorgeous words and pretty layouts <333
from leely :
thats one of the best quotes ive ever heard. did you make it up? <3
from rain-kisses :
My bad, I think I know what happened. In your entry when you made the link saying pretty diaries, it was supposed to be a link going to your profile, but instead it went to mine. I think that whatever user who clicks on it, it will go to their profile. Sorry about that last note. Now I really feel Special-Ed.
from abusemyheart :
[[youaresowonderful♥]]
from tomvioience :
kinda stumbled in, but I really dug your entry about being a shallow blonde. I hear ya! I wish I could be the pretty boy empty headed himbo stud coasting thru life. At least I've got the blond thing going, but I've noticed girls tend to prefer dark haired himbos. Just my luck.
from rain-kisses :
I'm not sure if I should feel special or mad that you linked me in your last entry. I choose special. That just made me sound as if I was Special-Ed.
from starlet-21 :
i've told you this time and time again, but you are unbelievably amazing and gorgeous. not only are you pretty, but you are so amazingly talented. you take the thoughts that we're all thinking and make them beautiful. i live for reading your diary when something is pissing me off, i'm so infatuated *wink* just saying thanks again, and if you ever need to talk, remember me :) i'd feel honored. lol <3 - katie
from sapphire292 :
i like this layout- A LOT!
from oobersugar :
a wonderfully pretty layout as always. <3
from opaque88 :
dear steph. i knew you wouldn;t disappoint me. fuck, one day i;ll outdo YOU for a change. from ash.
from bleakreverie :
i love te new layout... just thought i'd let you know it's great... although i know my opinion doesn;t count for much if anything.. but...
from leely :
i miss you {wayyy} more today than yesterday</3
from risexxfallen :
hey stephanie you have a beautiful diary :D
from leely :
i miss you stephiepie. hope youre having fun ♥
from joeys-doll :
Hey, I've been reading you diary for a while now, and I can't anymore. The screen just comes up blank... :( Any ideas why? Do i need a p/w or something? Loving the diary. Note me back xxxx
from opaque88 :
i hope the escape is an escape, & not moving the problem to another place. i;ll miss you 'till then.
from maniana :
You're writing is beautiful always, and sometimes haunting...I love it. especially the one about friends making you pull the trigger, what that it? sorry my memory fails me occationally. Either way...beautiful.
from daisy-rock :
i miss you lots!! write me a letter or come visit me on lj or something. life minus spiffy stephanie = not good at all. not even in the slightest. //hope to hear from you soon. ♥
from inaptbeauty :
one more layout w/c makes my heart beat faster. girl, you really are beautiful ♥
from cheap-irony :
<3
from opinionshere :
Here's the deal: At one point the pending list got deleted so I made a new one. As I was checking the guestbook to the reviews that had been completed your name didn't come up as a diary that had been reviewed or as a name on the pending list. You can do one of three things; 1. leave me a note telling me that you are on the pending list and still want the review, 2. you can leave a note saying you no longer want the review or 3. you can ignore this all together and sooner or later your name will be taken off the pending list.
from velvet-heart :
I swear I have been here before.. *think Chrissy think* [Slams head on keybaord] Urk...
from opaque88 :
phew. that;s such a relief, girl. is yr msn broken or something? it;s been years, atleast. & i don;t know how to rationalise the loss of this girl called steph. ps. please stop crying. please.
from stardame :
your beautiful, too. ♥
from arsenic-kiss :
she was just too beautiful. i;ll miss her dearly ♥
from limestars- :
love the new layout doll <3 [ps. this is 'asweettale']
from opaque88 :
merci. it;s been a while since i;ve heard from you. ps. that livejournal entry about "you" .. i;ve been fucking terrified that it was about me. help me out?
from anhnie :
hiyee *waves* bounced here from others profiles && thought i would leave a hey while im here ((=
from thecity :
Thank you for the excellent compliment. -thecity
from prila13 :
I've succumbed to the clutches of leaving you a note just like the whole diaryland world, or so it seams. I enjoy reading your writings as they are something I can relate to. Keep it up. For all our sakes.
from boylovesgirl :
thats awesome. your layouts always kick major ass. &i really like this one! <3
from boylovesgirl :
where did you get the picture on your new layout? p.s. its gorgeous, kinda like you!
from im-useless :
your new layout muther-fucketing rock rock rocks!
from neon-nation :
hi, just thought i'd mention how spectacular yr new layout is. yr internet art/designs/words always amaze me. (so talented.) <3
from theid :
wow that girl on your layout= hottt.
from raven72d :
I hope 2004 goes well...and don't ever let a boy make you feel less about yourself. Not with your looks and talents and intelligence.
from be-my-heroin :
i will write you a note tonight all about the meeting with the psycho. i need to go now though, but thanks for the sat reminder! <3
from cyanide-- :
..thank you. i think that yr the most talented girl on the entire face of this planet & you of all people deserve GREAT happiness. [jessica]
from raven72d :
The 6 january entry was beautiful... Do write soon! (And I hope you'll let me have the p/w to the Private entries...)
from inaptbeauty :
♥ ... fill my heart?
from alirah :
::perks:: Well first of all Happy New Year, since I didn't wish you one before :) May the year bring you everything you wish and more. And just outta curiosity, what college do you want to go to?
from asweettale :
darling, don't let this year be like every other year. let yourself be free and let laughter come easily. you're beautiful and deserve to have an awesome 2004. i loveeee you <33
from theid :
hello i love you mother fucker kthx bye.
from serratedtart :
un:crystal p:clear
from neon-nation :
dear steph, may your 2004 be as beautiful as you. <3 vivian
from prohibited :
Happy New Year my darling. I'm thinking of you. xx
from paperlove :
i saw that video you did and you can tell it comes from the heart. happy new years darling. <3
from starlet-21 :
thank you soso much, precious. you're so beautiful, and it meant the world that you left him that note. the notes got through to him and just let me know if you ever need someone to talk to or a favor. <3 - katie
from raven72d :
I hope your 2004 begins with a soft and silent fall of snow...and that it's a year of gentle beauty.
from opaque88 :
steph .. what song was it that he sent you? sorry to bother you, i guess.
from klutzygirl :
Awesome diary. I love it!! Please feel free to visit my piece of the www. :)
from sunk-so-low :
i came across your diary on a whim and i just want to say that i love it...your writing is great and real.
from starlet-21 :
this is going to sound insane, but i'm about to lose someone i really care about and if you could do me a HUGE favor and leave chris-uk a note to tell him to forgive me, it would mean the world. i'm hoping if enough persuasive notes are left it might impact him to listen to me. PS: you're absolutely gorgeous. i love the pic you have in your profile. <3 - katie
from raven72d :
Your diary is very, very much appreciated. I'm glad you're writing.
from im-useless :
well, I couldn't hear what you said on that movie clip type thingy, cause the speakers are being weird, but your looked like ...woa, gorgeous!! im like so in love with your hair! & your hot scarf, i have never seen that one before. ok thats all i love you, I try to call you k?
from be-my-heroin :
a big thank you goes out to the hottest detective in the universe. she was promptly notified, and if this doesn't work? then it means war.
from crazeegrape :
I read your diary...and I was having a horrible day until then. I dont know you..or of what your life consist of. All I know is that you gave me the strength to get get through a horrible day. And that is more then my closest friends have done in a long time. So I hope your life has a warmth on it for all the days to come. Danielle .Thank You. You Let me Live.
from be-my-heroin :
yeah. so i noticed. and that fucking cunt doesn't have her note feature on or anything. i left a note on her old diary though. and OMFG WHY ARE THERE SO MANY LOSERS ON THE FUCKING INTERNET?! these people make me want to vomit. ergh.
from insertsmilex :
you are very pretty.
from dejavumonkey :
I just wanted tp say Happy New Years to you and thank you. I came across your diary quite by accident, but you really did brightne up my day. I really appreciate it though. Perhaps sometime I can repay the favor. Until next time then...
from asweettale :
you are so beautiful.. i forgot to mention that in my last note. your last entry brought out all of the beauty in you. <33 all my love darling girl.
from asweettale :
locked. username= hands password= down [you dont have to delete this note. <3]
from prohibited :
You really made me smile when I read your latest entry (movie). You are so pretty and that clip you made was amazing. Love you x x
from puppet182 :
awwwwwwwwwwww shoo shweet ((hugs))
from moongazer17 :
i was just reading your latest entry..and my heart stopped cos i thought you were leaving...but you're not. big sigh of relief* youre so pretty, sweet girl
from rainbowguard :
http://web.chi.es/isidro/publicidad/images/ck18.jpg = HOT!!! i got a phone number! <LOVE3
from miagirl143 :
i didnt get to see it, but im sure i would have loved it!!!! youre awsome sweetie. take care!!
from stardame :
awww! we love you too! ♥alyciaAKArain
from leely :
im online now but where are you darling? <3
from dalyrical1 :
I hope you have a great new year's!! I hope I'll be back soon to catch up!
from asweettale :
merry christmas, pretty pretty girl. i<3you!
from violent-sky :
happy christmas, ste. i love you more than the sun shines & sets. until the sky falls (you are one of my best friends). i dont regret any of the five years we've known eachother. i love you x infinity <333.
from puppet182 :
awwww that is just like the sweetest...sooo very very much =] Merry Christmas sweetie.. Have a Jolly TiME =]
from the-mistake :
i love the new layout!
from floatnangel :
God, you are so fucking gorgeous.. i wish you could see yourself how everyone else does, then you'd see how perfect you really are.
from boylovesgirl :
have a fucking awesome christmas, stephanie! you deserve it too much. <3 (sorry if this is corny or anything...)
from leely :
STEPHANIE!! i hope you have a great christmas. take care and enjoy everything your loved ones give you <3deeface
from leely :
hurray [*excited]. why arent you on aim? come here; im lonely and stuff <3
from nobodiesgirl :
hey i was wondering if i could use one of your pictures for a layout, i like the 'cry' one and the 'beauty' one. will you leave me a note back, or something?<BR><BR><BR>&allie
from puppet182 :
hmmm..u changed ure layout ya...looks niice..but i really luved the christmas layout..it was hilarious :) splendid work who ever did it! and i hope things work out for u..
from opaque88 :
aha fuckers. i was the first (or one of the first) to see yr design. i feel special. woot.
from asweettale :
oh fuck. this layout of yours is beautiful. <33 you amaze me dollface
from x-fadedangel :
amazing design. wow.
from howgoesit :
beautiful design!
from complexlogic :
Oh and by the way, I forgot to mention that your words are beautiful. Oh so understated and oh so beautiful in their intricate simplicity.
from bleakreverie :
<3 you're writing -nothingmore
from puppet182 :
wow!! whatta cute new layout :D:D:D:D:D:D i wish i cud get one likes urez...:P:P:P:P:P:P and hey very nice entry :) btw u r on my favorites :D
from complexlogic :
Thanks, you're sweet :)
from andwebreathe :
RAWR. New layout cracks me up so much. Love it.
from asweettale :
i love love LOVE this new layout of yours, pretty girl. [almost as much as i love YOU] xoxo
from opaque88 :
oi. lopsided trees are the best.
from opaque88 :
OMFG I LUV THE LAYOUT SO BAD
from arsenic-kiss :
oooh beautiful layout! as always! <3
from quennell :
i love your diary...and i love pink... =) *hugs and kisses =)
from asweettale :
"i smile. somewhere inside me, frowns. i laugh, something in me breaks." wow. you leave me speechless, dollface. you're truly beautiful <333
from theid :
i love you
from leely :
youre done with it already?! ohmywhoaa. im still working on yours honeybee. ill give you my address as soon as i see you on aim <3
from serratedtart :
your entry "never told"= brilliant, brilliant, brilliant.
from neon-nation :
i feel honored tha you added me to your favorites, i'm adding you back. love you steph <3!
from the-mistake :
i wuv yoooooouuu.
from fragile-hope :
and you are gorgeous. i adore the layout. xx
from happyredhead :
I'm sorry to see you're in such pain. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
from inmyparadise :
soar = beautifuly perfect/perfectly beautiful
from fisttoface :
zut alors. who are you kiddin' biotch? every part of you is beautiful. don.t argue with me.
from punchdrunken :
youre too sweet, lovely. but youre intoxicating-- & i'm so so sorry for your loss. <<<333
from scorpionkiss :
i miss you, stephy. talk to me, beautiful girl. i miss feeling like someone was there, even if they were so so so far away. my broken heart is counting kilometers, aching to know you again. my new aim is kamikazekitsch . love always always always - manda
from arwenalways :
You are such a beautiful writer...
from opaque88 :
i missed you today while i roamed the streets at midnight, feeling so alone with the christmas lights. i don;t even know why. ps. tell scott i said hey.
from justanother- :
i'm so sorry for your loss. he's such a pretty boyface. <3
from asweettale :
such a beautiful boy. i'm so sorry, darling. be strong & know that you and everyone else going through the same situation are in my prayers. you're beautiful. <3
from paper-back :
you. your friends. && your boy are in my prayers. take care, doll. && don't even forget how amazing you are. much love.
from leely :
he was so gorgeous :(
from asweettale :
you are so fucking gorgeous. and your writing- god, i can't put into words the beauty of it all. please, darling, continue to flatter me. <333
from bobbysoxer :
I think everyone has said what I want to say: I luff you! :) I added you to my favorites list, but you don't have to add me back -- no biggie! <333 You're beautiful!
from deathxwish :
"The sun is up, the sky is blue/ it's beautiful and so are you". That's all I can say <3
from violetgirl9 :
You've been on my favourites list for a while now and I realised I haven't ever left you a note. There's not much I can say which hasn't been said before. Your words are amazing and your diary is so touching. Your sentences help me get through the day <3 all my best wishes, Emma x
from theid :
you're soaring past everyone. on your quest to change the world.
from fisttoface :
fuck. i hate typos. correction; 'interesting'*. pfft. you know what i meant. you.re beautiful &i love you but you probably already knew that.
from fisttoface :
i didn.t realise it till i clicked your girl page that you have the most interest green eyes i have ever encountered. curses. i wish i had an uncommon eye colour. yours have such a beautiful glow in them even when you appear to be bordering on tears. blah. i should shut up now. don.t mind me staring m.kay?
from parlez-vouz :
I feel the same way. It's always nice having someone to wake up for in the morning and someone to make you feel like you are the most beautiful person in the world...
from starxglow :
your words are beautiful <3 i dont understand life either...but i like to think that all of these bad things happen so that we can learn from the pain. take care <3
from safetyxpins5 :
thank you <3
from fadescape- :
OH MY FUCKING goodness gracious. another beautifulboy gone...another world shattered. life is too short for all this pain, honey. i wish i could hug all the death out of you &the horror; but no. distance &&death will always be reminders of where we stand in life. the way you cant be close to someone until theyre gone... i <333 you. ♥[stay strong, darlin'] miss violet.
from theid :
here's some more math for you.. me+you=lessthanthree
from asweettale :
aww sweetie, i know what you mean. i don't think anyone understands the meaning of life. it's way too complicated to try and figure out, and if you try to you just get frustrated and give up. but you know, there's so many reasons to live. even though one day you know it all will end, there's so much to live for. to look forward to. it gets hard at times, god, i know it gets so hard. but never give up on anything because it's never over. you can change the way things turn out, and there's always hope left. life can be beautiful really, if you just give it a chance. anyways, you're lovely darling. as always. and i'm so very sorry to hear about travis. it's such a sad thing, losing someone you love. <3
from finalscore :
i'm sorry, stephanie. for both you, jen, the rest of the school, and everyone who knew travis. he sounded like a boy who made you feel like ... someone. well, a boy i know here, does that at least. anyway, i'm sorry.
from opaque88 :
every travis i;ve ever known has been a sucker. it;s so fucking sad that one of the good ones had to miss out on life; which really, it isn;t such a horrible thing when you consider the alternative. i;m here to talk to if you need me. loves.
from shespins :
the last entry hits me all too familiar. when i say i know what you're going through.... i mean it. check out the last entry i made in my up-in-stars diary. life is crazy darling. sometimes even too crazy to think about. but don't try to understand it, or decypher why these things happen, because there is just no answer. keep up the good work, and thanks for leaving a note.. peace
from moongazer17 :
I feel like I know Travis, and I'm crying right now for you and for him and for everyone that loved him. I feel your pain, and I wish I could take it away.
from justanother- :
your words are fucking beautiful <3 i feel like i should be apologizing though for stealing the diary name you wanted. you could do it so much more justice than i could.
from the-mistake :
i'm sorry about travis. i know how you feel though. a lot of suicides & deaths have been going on at my school this year and i knew two of the boys that killed themselves. i hope you feel better. <3
from heartshaped :
everything about this is beautiful.
from i-eat-stars :
i'm sorry. =[ xoxo.
from hurt-lips :
you are FUCKING beautiful..♥
from down-fallen :
i didn't een know this boy, but i'm sobbing right now. i wish everything could've worked out for him. i hope you're ok. xoxoxoxoxoxo
from revolte :
passed away. he sounded monotone, like he always does. and i am so, so sorry you had to hear it from him; i am sorry that almost the entire school had to hear it from him. i was walking to class, and it was so weird seeing so many people laughing and smiling, and thinking 'none of these people know. they have no idea'
from asweettale :
just thought i'd drop by to tell you once again how beautiful &amazing i think you are. and your last entry was wonderful. you're such a fucking great writer. xoxo <3
from kanoodle :
i miss you, too! :( no internet for months = horrible. i'm not even sure if i'm ever going to get it back permenantly.
from theid :
as i lay me down to sleep, i pray that this feeling of love for you will never fade. and as i wake up, i know it never will.
from direfeelings :
you write beautifully. just thought i should let you know that, and i know exactly how you feel with so many of the things you've written. you write down the emotion exactly how it's being felt to me and so many others that it feels as though you can hear my thoughts. your diary was a reminder that i'm not alone in how i feel.
from parlance :
I am advertising myself.
from psy-vamp :
If you are loved by so many people, why are you complaining?
from asweettale :
your last entry made me stop breathing. it's exactly how i feel, word for word. i know what you're going through and you may not believe me when i say that but i do, oh dear i really do. it's hard, i know it's so hard. keep holding on though, you are beautiful in every way possible &you'll be alright. <33 all my love.
from psy-vamp :
why do you pretend that you are unloved, when you have such beautiful friends and are welcomed into the hearts of so many?
from inaptbeauty :
dear, you ARE good enough
from literatzi :
i enjoy yr style. thought you should know, <3.
from deserttears :
you are sooo amazing.<3
from asweettale :
thank you, your note made me smile. i like smiling. <3
from down-fallen :
just incase i didn't tell you... this is hillary from x-fragility. xoxoxoxoxo
from serratedtart :
just thought i'd let you know i still read you everytime and you're just as amazing as ever.♥
from intofantasy :
your words are beautiful. keep writing darling. loving you on my favorites. <3
from soillsich :
Your words are beautiful.
from mid-haze :
you would like the band 'the smiths' check them out. pick up singles.......ppppplease???
from nomistakes :
you are so beautiful. i just want to soak up all of your words and recite them for the rest of my life <333
from xscar-mex :
yr so gorgeous. <333
from opaque88 :
& you say you;re weak. bon sur vous.
from leely :
erg; what made thanksgiving so bad? <3dee
from the-accident :
booo! bullshit biatch, you are beautiful the way you are. &if you have to move in any way at all one day, move next door to me mkay?
from opaque88 :
all these grins are because of you. & all these frowns are because of you. somehow, your sadness makes my smiles at your expense. things will look up. HE will look up. & if he doesn;t, i;m sure you;ll find a way to yank his head sky high. he;ll see. ps. expect merde courier sentences in your inbox soon. pps. sometimes the right ideas still feel wrong. ppps. no i;m not obsessed with ps;s. (well, maybe.) just wanted say i loved you, m'kay?
from be-my-heroin :
http://be-my-heroin.diaryland.com/021216_70.html
from leely :
dear stephanie__ i love you more than pumpkin pies<3
from ambrosiah :
~*~Salutations. Wow. Completely captivating. A dairy with all the fantastics of a sexy dead girl. This is some deep poetry. I can picture it pouring from your wrists. Just when I thought splendid poetry was hard to come by, I trip upon the marvel of your elusive, adorned words. Apparently, you made anew fan. I am absolutely charmed..(:
from pixielate :
the dream was weird. we had fun with the beaming and photo albums and stuff until your grandparents came. i had to hide from them at first, but a little black dog found me and pulled me out. they wanted me to go home but i couldnt. i think in the end we got it to work but im not sure anymore lol. :-P <3
from down-fallen :
your poetry is so pretty pretty pretty. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from cramatic :
Hi, I love your diary! I'm going to list it.
from theid :
i wonder if these notes are yellow because post-it notes are yellow. and these are kind of like those in a way.
from gloryxxfades :
oh, haha. that.s alright.♥
from glancerevu :
here's your review.. http://glancerevu.diaryland.com/justenoug.html
from the-accident :
i can't believe i actually made one that i liked myself. but my design skills are colourless in comparison ton yours. you need to include more layouts with pictures of your pretty face though! xo.
from theid :
LOL. lefties rock the cock! i rhymed! :O
from revolte :
omf, i forgot to tell you today that i had a dream about you and scott last night. we were sitting at my tree with kaleb, david, janelle, and jake.we were talking and laughing, and all of a sudden i turn around and see him walking toward us. i whispered to you, and when you saw him everything else stopped and you just walked toward him and kissed him, as cheesy, romantic/comedy music started playing. it was so crazy. <3 oh, and you should so totally re-open playdough! i found some of my old dland diaries, and it is so crazy to read them again.
from farbehind :
no problem. and yes, dashboard are quite talented if i do say so myself. you are as well, i really love all the layouts you make to compliment the pretty words.
from topbunknoose :
I'm glad one of us thinks its beautiful. Thank you for your kind words. I guess I should tell you I've been reading you from afar since I started as well.
from theid :
why do you always want to make love to me from behind!!!
from cheapsneer :
you're prettier.
from heart-x :
heyhey stephanie. ill wish for you, darling. ♥ <3<3<3
from farbehind :
that was pretty.
from life4rent :
thanks for the note hun, means a lot to me, just to know there's other people there. but just out of interest what do mean when you say i'm how you were a year ago?<3
from theid :
hey that entry was your 666th entry. that isn't a very good sign :o oh well, we can outlast satan and his evil ways. bastard.
from arsenic-kiss :
oh_my thank-you! (your layout is defintly worth a A+) <3
from the-accident :
i would have never dreamed of even making a place on yr buddy list. you are something amazing; &you seem like the person that is too deep for anyone to completely know her, even yourself. dealing with people judging you when you can hardly discover yourself all the way yet is a biatch. sorry for any disturbed thoughts that i have caused your mind to run through. xo.
from the-accident :
i never believed you couldn't or weren't nice at all. understanding things from my point of view shows your kindness &understanding at heart. open minded people seriously rock my stars. your comment on my list is recieving a second chance. but i do understand that it is hard to keep up with your fan club. there is no question why people love you so much. you are effing talented you know &you should never need a second guess in your mind as to your capabilities. merci for understanding what i had to say. xx.
from the-accident :
do not think i do not know that you dislike stero-typing but you fall into the catagory of wellknown but stuck up writers in diaryland. you are a beautiful writer &amazing with prose &a goddess at designs. but you speak of noone ever understanding or caring yet when you recieve notes &signings from people all over the web, you ignore practically all of them, as if they don't matter. i know from experience that you just don't even bother saying thank you; which is why i never tried to even leave you a note containing a compliment on your page. i would never let my thoughts on a slight personality defect such as that interfer with recognising your talent so don't think i am being too critical or a bitch. i treasure your words &intellect; just not the fact that you find yourself too selfish at times to think of others as well. (sounding harsh? i know. i'm an insulting wench at times; i am not narrow minded though; i believe you have beautiful attributes that even you don't see.)i could have lied you know? but drama bullshit is such a waste of time. </3.
from opaque88 :
it was definitely definitely a compliment.
from andwebreathe :
Just a random thought: You should get the dland name "Istealthings" and make it a posting journal about stealing.
from arsenic-kiss :
god. that latest entry has just captured my heart! (I've added you to my list, i hope you don't mind ♥)
from x-fragility :
i fucking envy you. sorry, but it's true. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
from im-useless :
that party was super super super fun & i dont know who tottsi-roll is, but whoever she/he is they kinda make my tummy want to throw up, im not sure why...have a nice day
from opaque88 :
hi. i;m willing to fuck it all & be friends if you are. 'cause i miss you too.
from leely :
sounds like you had a fun night♥
from phaiding :
just have to say that the last entry of yours explained the feelings and the situation i'm in, so precisely.. xoxo vanessa
from it-is :
My first year of high school was miserable. In one year, I was an outcast, a rape victim, a suicide attempt... people thought I was popular. I had friends. Lots of friends. The funny thing was, I couldn't stand any of them. I was friends with the RIGHT people, only they pissed the fuck out of me. I fell behind in my schoolwork, almost didn't pass the year. Finally I told my parents about everything, and they went to the VP. I was given a ton of leniency and managed to not fail any courses. I was on anti-depressants, I alienated myself from almost everyone, but by the end of the year things were starting to fall into place. Things got better into the summer, then worse halfway through and even worse into the first month of grade 10. But, things got better again. Rumors faded away and were forgotten. True friends were made. Now, I'm happy. I have friends who I actually like being around, people who can hug me and make everything better and can tell me something and make me actually believe it. I'm happier with myself than I've ever been. I don't even know really how this happened. I didn't try for it. It's just one of those things, I guess, that happen over time and with patience. If you give yourself time to be an outcast and to be uncomfortable with who you are, then eventually you'll become someone you truly love. It's hard to explain. All I can really say is, don't fight it. And I'm crossing my fingers for you. <333
from pixielate :
hey ya know what i do that HOW TO GET OUT OF THERAPY FOR DUMMIES shit too and it never works :(((((((
from opaque88 :
http://opaque88.diaryland.com/images/pour-vous.jpg
from tainted-me :
I've had you on my favorites for quite some time, but I don't think I've ever left you a note. You're so beautiful, inside and out, and your words amaze me. Don't let anyone try to bring you down, doll. <3
from morbidhippie :
'ever been so goddamn trapped in a mind set that you cant seem to escape?' i'm out on parole.. (i really liked the falling is like this templte..but this is nice to, three libras - good song) you're lovely. i enjoy reading every entry of yours. xo
from parlez-vouz :
Every word you write is exactly the way I feel, but I can never put my thoughts and feelings in words like you. You're an amazing writer, I envy that. But you're not alone in how you feel -you probably hear that all the time because I know I do & I get sick of it-
from onlydistance :
~perfection is a facade that isn't worth living. but living, in & of itself is worth the dreary day in, day out song that doesn't ever seem to die. it's nothing that hasn't been said before, but life can truly be beautiful if you let it. we all trip over our own feet at times, but you're the only person who can pick yourself back up. your friends love you & you should cherish that. ::.matt.:: p.s. the new death cab cd, "transatlanticism" is amazing, you should also check out sigur ros.
from tootsie-roll :
you're right i shouldnt read you anymore. dont worry i wont. im tired. today was the last of it. and you're right again, i wasted time and effort on that note i wrote but it was damn well worth it when you read it all. because that was the purpose of it. and its true i dont know you and i dont see you everyday either. but i bet everyone that does know you wishes you could get a grip too. and actually live life .. and not the life you make up with your pink limo fantasies.. AND YOU CANT CHANGE THE WORLD OR HUMANS! so get over it already.
from opaque88 :
uh, i don;t see you taking me off YOUR favourites. or scott. jesus christ stephanie. that mirror of yours is so fucking fogged.
from tootsie-roll :
unlike.you.i.already.have.one.
from lovemetwice :
sweetheart. you're amazing. no really. i truely adore you. oxox.
from tootsie-roll :
the disease you talk about, the one you "have". do you like it or not? because i dont understand you anymore, by the looks of it, you dont want to let go. it "hurts" but you want it. life is not lived the way we intend it to. obviously one lives their lifes as they please, but you have got to get a grip. if you are right. if you are "ok" then go on living like you want smoking and eating out of chip bags in the store and blabhlabh... but thats not gonna make you happy. you know that. you dont want to live life, because youre spoiled and it isnt going to be how you want it. well guess what? nobody loves the way they have to live either. and ghess what? you either live or you die. and thats your choice. but to whine about it CONSTANTLY.. that isnt going to help either.. dont you think?. if you grew up a bit more you'd realize that most of what you say.. is the same thing repeated in so many different ways that one (the reader) gets tired and it isnt so meaningful anymore. and im not saying i dont rant, of course i do. and it annoys myself.. but it too annoys me to read every single of your depressed entries and yes you're right.. i read it because i want to. maybe i have faith that you will someday change. or be slapped in the face with reality. whatnot. but doesnt it annoy YOU?. having to constantly please yourself and readers by writing depressed and life is bullshit entries? ISNT IT OBVIOUS?? there's no point in writing about it. yes you have beautiful poetry. and you inspire i-dont-know-how-may people.. but this is what i dont like about you. and you dont have to care about what i say.. nope. not at all. you can tell me to fuck off, i know thats what you're probably thinking.. but i dont care. as long as you've read this.. it is all that matters to me. WHY CANT YOU JUST (and i will quote from teekessel.. )"24.10.2003 @ 1:58 p.m. get a life, get out. stop moping around like you are so disadvantaged and like you have the worst life ever. you have all the possibilities and all the the oppurtunities. you are ruining your life. all the attention you want is pathetic. you could be so fucking happy. it is all your fault. don't go whining. oh whine whine life is so bad. well yeah, life is bad for loads of people. and they don't have as much money as you, they don't have anything like you do." "LOOK AROUND YOU! THERE ARE PEOPLE TO MEET, THINGS TO SEE, MUSIC TO LISTEN TO, STUFF TO EXPERIENCE, HOW CAN YOU BE BORED AND THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS? THERE'S A WHOLE FUCKING WORLD OUT THERE AND YOU'RE SITTING IN YOUR ROOM, LOOKING AT YOUR COMPUTER AND CRYING ABOUT HOW DEPRESSED YOU ARE? GO OUT! TAKE A FUCKING WALK! SMELL FLOWERS! SIT UNDER A TREE AND READ AN ENLIGHTENING BOOK AND CHEER THE FUCK UP BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO FUCKING REASON TO HATE EVERYTHING!!" i know she didnt write that for you. but its exactly what *I* wanted to tell you.
from life4rent :
That entry was exactly what I've wanted to say for a long time, all of that made so much sense."all the people with the smiles on their faces and the naivety in their eyes are the fucking sick." i doubt anyone can say it any better than that. <3
from andwebreathe :
did you find it?
from velvet-heart :
You're entry made perfect sense to me- from the beginning to the end. I only wish other people like myself could rant like you about life. Instead I just wallow in it and get pissed off at myself rather than 'Kissing the rain'. You're words are beautiful :)
from andwebreathe :
(http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0345281861/sciencedaily-20/104-4844627-5731146?dev-t=D366YRQ0DQ8JZP%26camp=2025%26link_code=sp1) It says that they have a copy for 50 cents! I paid 12 bucks for it at a really cool used book shop. Oh well. It was americaN, sorry about that.
from x-fragility :
you fucking inspire me. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox [[x10000000000000]]
from andwebreathe :
I just bought the book today "Me: The Narcissistic America"; pertains to your last entry.
from safetyxpins5 :
stephanie, one day you;re gonna grow up to be someone great. i can see it. so don;t think of yourself as being less than what you really are. <3 <3 <3
from rainbowguard :
how could i forget? the whole brad-kenny-go-cart thing is at nine. don't worry, i'll be there.
from chickreviews :
Your review is up at Chick Reviews! Thanks for your patience!
from imsounpretty :
you are perfection in a every form. i love you. <3kacie.
from x-fragility :
you already are good enough. if you of all people can't be who they dream to be, the rest of us are definatly screwed. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from x-anxiety :
steph;; i haven't left you a note telling you i love you in so long. nevertheless, i thought that i'd remind you. i love you. [heartscars&tears] Jessica
from un-afraid01 :
i love reading your diary, so i thought id leave a lil note. its amazing, keep it up.
from it-is :
so perfectly put. gorgeous. <333
from opaque88 :
well thanks for being nice.
from farbehind :
i enoyed that poem.
from x-fragility :
you're so so so so so so so pretty. xoxox
from imsounpretty :
♥you amaze me♥
from slaphapy :
i love your writing, and i can totally relate.
from open-scars :
every-single word you write, think is pretty! believe me! _♥
from dreamxstate :
i;d fill you up a million times && hug you so tight we;d both cry. &i wish i was there to do that, to stand in front of you & smile at you & i;d hug you so hard & tell you i love you over&over. you make me all sentimental, stephanie. you wish you could inspire people & you do, you inspire me. iloveyousomuch. so know that even if you turn your back on you, i won;t. ever. <3<3<3, miss v. [[aka kimia]]
from mid-haze :
every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You say the words that I can't say
from evolution- :
i want you in. i want your beautiful layouts [please]+beautiful words. start this evolution with me. [email protected]
from x-fragility :
<3<3<3<3<3 i would give you everything i had if i thought it would somehow help. [[always know you are loved.]] xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
from imsounpretty :
♥ x forever
from mid-haze :
well thank you. you are a good writer yourself from what I have read.
from opaque88 :
3, 2, 1. delete. go go go. i;m on a bet.
from mid-haze :
I am?
from opaque88 :
do you have it in you to answer my question? or do you always run away from people?
from x-anxiety :
steph;; love the layout love the steph. [heartears&&scars]Jessica
from theid :
ok i'm never going to wednesday psych again. let's bet!
from alwayzhere4u :
wow...I know lots of other people commented on your latest entry too, but I want to tell you too-that was absolutely beautiful. And so very true. I can't even begin to tell you how wonderful that entry was, honestly, it was perfect. Keep writing love, you're awesome. <3<3<3
from revolte :
that made me cry so hard. i hate death.
from imsounpretty :
your words are so true. every entry you write is just so amazing. i hope you know that i care and that i adore you. ♥ always kacie.
from farbehind :
that entry brought tears to my eyes. i've been thinking that i don't want to start anymore meaningful relationships. all good things do come to an end. and if i'll be devastated & broken-hearted in the end, why should i even begin?
from the-mistake :
"i cant stop crying; from tv shows of dead fathers to feeling lonely in my room, my tears keep rolling down my cheeks." i was just fucking doing that nearly seconds ago.
from leely :
thats such a sad entry. im afraid of the happyeverafter story ending too:(
from caustic-slip :
thats deep...hehehe
from violent-sky :
hey, you. sprinkles.
from leely :
pretty new layout. [duh, as usual]<3
from fix-my-heart :
love you love you love you. great writer beautiful girl love your diary never stop
from dejectedhell :
oh you lovely sock-rocking beautiful wonderful amazing awesome writer person, you. i hope you have the bestest November 4th EVER! there's nothing actually special about this day, you should just have a good day.
from cutjewels :
beautiful.
from alwayzhere4u :
your writing is so awesome, I love it. Your words are beautiful. <3<3<3
from grapefrost :
All I can say is wow. Your poetry is beautiful.
from jadedfreedom :
read below times fourhundredmillioneightyninepointfour &that goes for me too. xo.
from imsounpretty :
you always manage to leave me breathless. i love you darling. ♥ kacie.
from starlet-21 :
you're writing is the most gorgeous thing i have ever read and i don't know what i would do without your words. i;ve said it before and i'll keep saying it. <3 - katie
from eilime :
your hair fucking ROCKS. fin.
from moongazer17 :
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS JUST..AMAZING. TEACH ME HOW TO DO WHAT YOU DO!!! I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE, MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. <YOU=BEUTIFUL>
from nofacejane :
LOVE
from andwebreathe :
Gorgeous Gorgeous Gorgeous, YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
from x-fragility :
hey gorgeous, i love you. <3<3<3<3<3
from prohibited :
That's one bloody gorgeous design honey. As usual, I'm still reading, and I know I don't leave notes etc but I'm to shy (wtf). You're wonderful xx
from safetyxpins5 :
I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE!!!!!!! you;ve always been my inspiration && i love to read you every single day. you;re so [fucking] gorgeous. <3 ashley
from half-hearted :
iloveyoustephanie. 'nuff said. <3
from inaptbeauty :
i quoted you
from inaptbeauty :
i felt obliged after that entry... nah! thats betraying myself... i wanted to really. heh. im not making sense. another layout change, ugh, i envy you... i wonder how il be able to make something so good like you do...
from open-scars :
I know you must know by now but eh! what the hell! you're so amazing and beautiful (i looked at your pictures!) ♥
from miagirl143 :
hey sweetie. you are one of the most beautiful writers i have ever read. you're writing makes my soul weep it is so beautiful. sorry i didnt send you a note earlier. hope this will do. love, peace, and much rest.
from downcasted :
You are too sweet :) thanks for adding me to your list of favorites. Did I mention that you are beautiful and artistically awesome. Rock on!
from leely :
because youre gorgeous. because youre sweeter than chocolatehearts & strawberry milkshakes. because your writing is amazing. because youre a wonderful friend. because i cant get enough of you. i dont know about anyone else, but thats why i keep coming back here<3
from unblissful :
your writing is absolutely beautiful. i love your new layout's, you're so pretty! xo brooke
from xfaded-angel :
ill leave you a note. i love your diary and i EXSPECIALLY loved that ataris layout. your so amazing at making all of this stuff. i wish i could do that. your diary rocks stars.. --kate
from so-dead :
you make me swoon. like pink gauze on a prom dress even if it's been ripped a little and shoes have gotten it a little muddy. you stay beautiful. xXxO (myx0mat0sis)
from zarky :
youre beautiful &wonderful. dont ever stop. <333
from the-mistake :
I LOVE YOU! belle.
from paperlove :
i love your layouts and how you actually can put yourself in them.
from rainbowguard :
here is an awesome yellow note for you, stuck to your computer screen.
from dreamxstate :
get ready for bombardation! muahaha. scott brings up a good point. =D you=the shit. we gotta bring up that case to the judge, no? scary girls abound all over diaryland.. unseen by the cool emo kids.. UNTIL RANDOM DIARIES LIKE THIS POP UP OUT OF NOWHERE & FREAK THEIR FUCKING PANTS OFF.. okay. emo kids run screaming to their neglective mothers.. mothers ask what the hell is wrong with them.. emo kids freak out because they realize the world is an evil hell hole with no happiness to be found. so they turn to other emo kids to save them from this disastrous turn of events. i'm rambling. whoooooo. *cough* but you didn't hear it from me. xx; kimia. ♥
from silent-stars :
i just randomly found your diary, and I just thought I'd tell you that your layout rocks my socks. A Perfect Circle is awesome.
from revolte :
oh fuck, steph. the layout. the poem. sometimes i can't help but think of you as the epitome of perfection. <3
from imsounpretty :
i ♥ you.
from andwebreathe :
♥
from usb-port :
i use netscape and now i can't read you anymore. =(
from floatnangel :
((YOU)) are ..so.fucking.gorgeous..
from moongazer17 :
i know you've heard this already..but the new layout is beuatiful.i'm really liking it. :)
from open-scars :
oh believe me its my pleasure! (i never thought someone so talented would look at my stupid words. oh oh *catches my breath again*)
from open-scars :
oh my_! *tries to catch my breath* thank_you infinity for adding me to your favourites! ♥
from strangelilme :
you are beautiful. everything about you and your writing is beautiful. and i just wanted you to know.
from acidic-heart :
yours is wonderful as well.
from the-mistake :
aww. i've always admired you and your writings. your very gifted and i'm jealous of you.
from x-fragility :
you seem to just get more and more beautiful. [[you exceed the definition of beauty]]
from rainbowguard :
sweetie, you are perfect. i love you. [& your new template]
from dejectedhell :
wow. it is so perfect. i love it.
from imsounpretty :
you are amazing, youre beautiful, youre incredible, i love you. <3kacie.
from inaptbeauty :
wow, new layout. i love it this time around
from dreamxstate :
am i missing something? what is everyone 'in' for? [whatever it is, i want to do it too!] stephanie! yr layout is sooo gorgeous! how the hell do you do that magic?! sprinkle some on me! lovelovelove, kimia. ♥
from dalyrical1 :
your words are already looming across the world...p.s. love the layout!
from x-fragility :
i already breathe your words. [[i forgot to say before, i'mk in. :D]] xoxoxoxoxoxox
from theid :
take off the im, because you're definitely perfection. (i love you).
from ransgirl15 :
i;d like to be in. may i please get more info on this please? xoxo ♥
from open-scars :
count me in ♥
from self-harm :
i'm in...<3 xxx
from andwebreathe :
I;m inspired, I;m in ♥
from girlesque :
i'm in.
from half-hearted :
&you;re my inspiration stephanie. i fucking love you. count me in. xXx;<3
from rainbowguard :
let's inspire the galaxy.
from x-fragility :
you have no fucking idea how happy you just made me. <3<3<3 i sound pathetic, but it's true. you inspire me! xoxoxoxoxo
from dreamxstate :
oh, stephanie. i;m not nearly as pretty as you. ♥ kimia.
from andwebreathe :
Whoa.
from opaque88 :
wish i never existed, i don;t care miss. but this is the last time you;ll hear from me. hate me, think i;m fake. i just want to know if i;m forgiven. (for everything.) it;s all i want.
from adarkthought :
thankyou. its kind of funny how people write down things and then half the population of diaryland can relate. until i joined up i never knew so many people felt the same.
from half-hearted :
man oh man. you never fail to amaze me. xXx;<3
from alwayzhere4u :
your diary is amazing, I've added you as a favorite. keep writing, I'll look forward to further entries. <3<3<3
from imsounpretty :
i adore you. you are so amazing, and so is you writing. stay strong love. <3kacie.
from punchdrunken :
& i hate to sound like a sheep. but it's true. you & your writing are beautiful. <333
from daisy-rock :
i ♥ you &miss you ever so much. <3
from life4rent :
I've been meaning to leave you a note for ages to say how much I <3 your diary. I really do wish sometimes that I could write like you.
from opaque88 :
steph. i;m sorry for what you;re going through. really. i;ll just rock back on my chair & wait for your accusations of my "fake" concern though, i guess.
from self-harm :
thank you :-) *hugs and kisses* <3 xxx
from self-harm :
have i ever told you that i fucking adore your layout? <3 xxx
from inaptbeauty :
steph... ♥ cheer up, you're in a much more pleasant hell than most of us
from x-fragility :
good luck hon. <3
from vomit-stars :
thanks love :)
from x-fragility :
in that case .iloveyou. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
from x-anxiety :
stephanie;; i wish i knew you personally. but since i don.t i.ll just have to pretend that i know someone as beautiful as you. [your notes make my day] {-heartearscars-} Jessica
from x-fragility :
you're .so. beautiful. but you're right. i don't know you. none of us who read your words day after day actually know you. so i'm sorry for wasting your time, i won't bother with i love you notes anymore, if that's not what you want to hear. <3<3
from theid :
OMFG GUESS WHAT I KNOW THIS GIRL AND SHE'S SO COOL AND I THINK SHE'S THE GREATEST THING SINCE JUICE AND I LOVE HER TOO AND SHE'S YOU. LOL KTHXBYE
from sapphire292 :
:O thank you Gorgeous!
from x-anxiety :
steph;; you.re beautiful. i.ll always be here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on [even though you don.t know me] love&&hearts x infinty;; Jessica
from sapphire292 :
the last entry about 'love' was so true. i found myself nodding and saying "hmm mmm" the whole time i reade it. but i have a question, i kow that you don't want people 'stealing your words', but can print them out and put them on my wall? they're too beautiful.:) just thought i'd ask.
from imsounpretty :
mt darling you are amazing and your words are but pure truth. <3kacie.
from jadedfreedom :
ohmyfuckinggod. you are _______[a word that can describe how amazing you are here]. xo
from palediamanda :
Thank you for the note. I appreciate it. Your diary is amazing and the way you write leaves me speechless. I looked at the pictures and I don't see where you get 'ugly' from when you're describing yourself. You're gorgeous. I also love your layout. Definitely one of the best on Diaryland. Take care.
from imsounpretty :
darling you are far too beautiful to ever describe into words. whatever troubles are happening right now im sorry and i hope you get through them with your pretty head held high. you are so fucking amazing. <3alwayskacie.
from moongazer17 :
you're sixteen..sorry.
from moongazer17 :
thanks for your note, i cant believe you're only 15. you are awesome, amazing, beautiful. be strong.**
from opaque88 :
hey, i wouldn;t be mean 'nough not to provide you with inspiration when you;ve done such a fucking wonderful job at providing it for me. i;m a fair girl at heart, y;know. & jesus, i hope the poison doesn;t go TOO deep; you could always just ignore it like you ignore me.
from velvet-heart :
Got a peek at you through somewhere and wanted to tell you to stay stronger than the words that are out there. You're better than that. I dont know you but I would liek to- I read some of your poetry and I swear you remind me of a Stefanie I know from another diary.. *sigh* I could only wish I suppose but even still you're fucking breathtaking too. *Lovely smiles* Dream well and stay strong my heart.
from violent-sky :
youre so beautiful i could cry [oh wait, i already am.] you are an angel in disguise of a teenage girl. darling you're brillant. i love you so much, i'd die with out you.
from theid :
i agree with the person below.
from x-fragility :
thanks for being so beautiful. it helps me get through my day. <3<3<3
from heartforsale :
thankyouverymuch;lovely.
from x-fragility :
i know i shouldn't envy people, but if i need to envy someone, you're probably my best bet... [[.i. .e.n.v.y. .y.o.u. {!} ]]
from moongazer17 :
your newest entry, newest poem...Fucking AMAZING!how old are you?
from violetgirl9 :
Don't know what to say which hasn't been said, just browsing and came across your diary. Gorgeous layout, inspiring lyrics & words. Keep writing xx Em xx
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
your review is up! enjoy and nice job!
from youfail :
wow your layout is so awesome...I would love to know how to do that! Check out my diary and i was wondering if maybe you could help me make a new layout thanks a bunch
from imsounpretty :
you are amazingly beautiful darling. ♥ always kacie.
from starlet-21 :
have so much fun. it'll be wonderful for you, i hope. you look beautiful, i'm sure. <3 - katie
from dreamxstate :
i hope that everything is perfect for you. ♥ xx; kimia.
from self-harm :
*hugs and kisses* <3 xxx
from x-anxiety :
it's been so long since i left you a note to let you know i'm still alive. you're beautiful and you can work through this. i wish i could say the same for myself. who am i to tell you what to do? i'm an emotional mess right now so i guess i should just shut up. [xox]Jessica
from time-enough :
"are you happy now?" <- that entry... fucking ridiculous. i know the feeling exactly. i've written about it how many times? i don't even know. but your words, they feel like me. <3
from imsounpretty :
you are so beautiful, i hope things get better for you because you deserve it so much. ♥ x forever. ~kacie~
from theid :
just when i thought it was safe to think, it was. (because all the thoughts were of you).
from half-hearted :
man oh man. i love you. [i;ve felt the same way before.] <3xinfinity;
from tastehiskiss :
Hi... I was wandering if you would help me make a new diary template. I have a picture of me and my boyfriend I want on there. Well if you have time or anything or if its okay just sing my notes and let me know. thanks hun. <3 aly
from parlez-vouz :
love your layout. love your words.
from cheekyreview :
Like getting reviewed? I just opened a new site. Check it out and decide.
from robot-funk :
hello, love. this is meredith. you write such electric & luminous words. you're a beatiful girl, inside & out. i love you dearly. <33
from theid :
holy little fuzzy bunny, ba.... "OMFG I WANT ONE!!!" :) p.s. i effing love you
from xfaded-angel :
i absolutely LOVE your design.
from dropsofyouth :
beautiful writing, Angel. check out mine some time...
from opaque88 :
for forgetting our friendship & putting myself first.
from x-fragility :
hey gorgeous. your layout is beautiful.
from leely :
i just wanted to say hi!! [[&ps; i LOVE you]] <3dee
from leely :
i just wanted to say hi!! [[&ps; i LOVE you]] <3dee
from farbehind :
i am IN LOVE... with your layout! it rocks. good stuff.
from ragee06 :
hi!!! like your new layout... but honestly...i juz looove ur diary!ur gud in writing! keep it up! *mwah
from xjustakidx :
I really LOVE your new layout. I love Bad Case of Broken Heart by The Ataris, and the layout itself is so awesome. :D
from imsounpretty :
*hearts; you are beautiful my dear.
from dorkfists :
i love (love) your new layout. :)
from k813 :
Hey you have great writing...and I LOVE the layout the ataris are amazing. Hang in there, you rock my world!~Kate
from floatnangel :
i.love.that.layout! f u c k i n g gorgeous!!
from teekessel :
oops that grrr ruined your notes page :( delete ca!
from safetyxpins5 :
aww! steph! i love the new ataris layout! amazing job. im jealous. <3
from xheartheartx :
your layouts (and words) are always so pretty. <3 <3 <3
from punchdrunken :
you & your writing is beautiful. & i hope you never forget that. [[despite your constant reminders]] you've been labeled as wonderful in my book.
from half-hearted :
::dies:: i lovelovelove your new layout. the ataris=the shit. you are my hero. <3
from i-eat-stars :
i love your new layout and your writing is sooo beautiful. xoxo. <3
from opaque88 :
forgive me. now. please.
from imsounpretty :
your writing is incredibly amazing and so are you love. <3 always kacie.
from becoming-one :
thank you beau celui. <3me __again.
from sweet-decay :
merci, beau celui. //thank you beautiful one &what shall i call you? steph? beau celui? i've been reading your diary for some time now; i've got you added on ____maskedsorrow. your stunning; inside &out miss. &i'm desperate to be your friend. x; kathryn.
from maniana :
the hands that were missing, I can relate to that so well. I love your writing, it's so beautiful.
from imsounpretty :
oh darling thats so beautiful! did you write it? i love it. <3 kacie.
from self-harm :
thank you...*hugs you* it really does mean alot to me that people take their time to leave me a note...*more hugs* <3 xxx
from papercutview :
hello darling - your review is up at papercut. you can view it here http://papercutview.diaryland.com/justenough.html - if you have any questions or comments feel free to contact me ♥dulce
from imsounpretty :
♥ ♥ oh i love you darling!!!
from starlet-21 :
i'm sure i've said it before, but i'm saying it again, you are more beautiful than i think you know. what i wouldn't give for your talent. thanks so much for giving me something to read every day, something to relate to. you express everything that breaks my heart in ways i couldn't begin to and i'm so greatful for it. <3 - katie
from complexmynds :
Thank you but I'm not as good as everyone else here when it comes to writing in these diaries.
from imsounpretty :
<♥> you are so amazing my dear.<3 always kacie.
from moongazer17 :
i know i've told you you're fucking amazing, but i have to say it again. i could sit here for hours and read your words, your pain. and i feel everything you feel. and i just want to hug you until the pain subsies. you are so beautiful. words can't even capture what i feel everytime i read your diary.
from shardsofsoul :
i love yr new layout. not to mention yr writing. it's taken me ages to dredge up the courage to talk to you. i dont know, maybe i was afraid - i wouldnt be as beautiful as you are. and you really are. you are so there it's like a dream. talking to you is like reaching for intangibility, i feel like i'm speaking to an angel. ♥ xx kimia.
from steel-glass :
thank you. ♥
from insane-whore :
Your words are simply beautiful ♥
from envyyou :
you know what would do it for you? listen to the song "Sunday Drive" by The Early November. It will move you to tears every single time you listen to it. {{I promise}}
from loves-sohard :
there is nothing to be jealous of. you are the one that is envied.
from howgoesit :
absolutely love the design. &the words.
from x-fragility :
you're o fucking beautiful. your entry empty is amazing. i added it to my favourites. <3
from imsounpretty :
you are amazing darling. ♥ always kacie.
from self-harm :
thank you :-) *hugs* <3 xxx
from teekessel :
merci merci!
from open-scars :
you know whats beautiful...you and this diary! ♥
from rainbowguard :
love the layout. it's beautiful.
from rainbowguard :
i love you too. i don't know what i would do without you. you're my BEST friend.
from foronlyme :
i wish i were as beautiful as you. you're writing is crazy good. you have some mad talent <3<3 be happy, you deserve it. i've been reading for a long time, and will continue to do so. love, megan
from maniana :
I read your diary for the first time, and fear I might become a regular.
from thissidedown :
i quoted you <3 xx
from his-boy :
like your diary a lot.your lyrics page is beautiful.great taste.
from sapphire292 :
New layout is gorgeous:)
from teekessel :
hi! i.ve been looking for the happiness font for AGES! what is the name? plleeasse :) i lvoe the layout and i cnat typoe right now
from waited :
hey, love the diary.. your writing is so beautiful, it inspires me. I love the new layout-- but does that say desination instead of destination? :S just thought I'd point it out. love, Shumona
from bandchick182 :
since i've read all your entries, but never read about your actual info, i did...and just wanted to let you know that the song you heard on the radio was by Pink Floyd and it's called "The Wall" There's actually an LP titled that and a movie as well. you might enjoy it :)
from downcasted :
Absolutely B R E A T H T A K I N G
from eden-x :
beauty is a fragile thing. what you possess is much more than that.
from leely :
im always here with gallons of icecream when youre ready to heal up</3
from lostunicorn :
Thanks for your note:) I wasn't accusing you in that feedback just thinking out loud. Hope I haven't offended you. Love always x x x x x
from jadedfreedom :
that entry was written for the beautiful people like yourself. you're so goddamn perfect its.._______xoxo!
from toxic-beauty :
I just want to say your words are really deep. You inspire me. take care. bye.
from suicideinc :
i love allll of your writing. everything you write has so much meaning to it and i fall in love with it over and over everytime i read it.
from babyisblue :
your writing and your layout are so pretty! ♥
from felka :
*kiss* it may not hurt to breathe anymore, but think i've forgotten how
from toxic-sky :
i [[heart]] you, love <33
from iloveyoum0re :
...and it hurts...
from dalyrical1 :
you are awesome...and my new fave...just glorious
from raresilk :
Your review is posted. Check it out!
from fucked-raw :
you are fucking awesome
from evilmags :
you're everything i wanna be
from jadedfreedom :
god!!make a girl swoon why dont you!
from jadedfreedom :
everything you do..and write. is nothing compared to me. NOTHING. so your words to me..make a sun come out on a darknigt.
from half-hearted :
hey precious. i love you. you never fail to amaze me with the incredible beauty of your words. ��
from kanoodle :
"scar me" = beauty. as is every other lovely entry you've written. ♥
from deathxwish :
There's this lovely girl in my class and she reminded me of you.
from rainbowguard :
i care, now go to sleep & feel better
from fraildolbaby :
hello doll. i actually didn't know that jack off jill did a version of the cure song. thats so fucking awesome. i'm going to have to try and find it now. your diary is lovely. i love that quote "love is like falling and falling is like this" fucking great song. <3
from recall :
i don't ever comment on anyone's writing anymore, because frankly, i'm just not a d-lander anymore. but my god stephanie. the way you connect words, the way you put thoughts together to express hardcore emotions is just fucking mesmerizing. it blows me away, honestly.
from girlesque :
cause i haven't talked to you in, like, forever. <33333 yeah, there's no words.
from babyee-angel :
your beautiful words leave an impact on my heart &scars my brain with beautiful images. i ♥ i love the way you write. its beautiful just like you. ♥
from x-fragility :
you are soooo amazing. i wish i could make things better for you.
from moongazer17 :
hey, thank you for your note
from teekessel :
would it be pathetic to be back already when i just told everyone i was leaving for a while? would it be? yes it would. fuck. well.
from teekessel :
i'll open it up some time soon. i'm just trying some stuff out :P
from safetyxpins5 :
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
from tilt-a-whirl :
that song RULES. one minute there was road beneath us, the next just skyyyyyy
from moongazer17 :
my god, you are an amazing writer. i am so blown away..adding you to my profile
from lovemetwice :
thankyou beautiful. your words astound me. you truely are incredible. xo.
from theid :
you're
from theid :
awesome
from theid :
and
from theid :
i
from theid :
love
from theid :
you
from leely :
but you are the one who rocks{♥} te amo:)
from half-hearted :
::blushes:: stephanie, darling, if you think my words are beautiful, then yours are...i can;t even think of a word good enough to describe them. girlface, you take my breath away...<3
from insertsmilex :
ugh; girls suck.
from time-enough :
the lyrics you heard on the radio, "you're just another brick in the wall" -that's Pink Floyd.
from teekessel :
well i'll probably be back sooner or later. but diaryland is too fake for me lately. it's just like a smaller world, with all the good sides &with all the fucking bad sides. i'll keep reading, but i'll stop writing. all my best wishes....
from leely :
its people like you that make my birthday feel special; thank you soooo much<3
from be-my-heroin :
OOH! ps. i think i passed the conceptual physics test!!
from be-my-heroin :
going to school without you there is beyond weird; you have no idea. i mean, all you missed was me crying three times over the course of an hour, but still; I MISS YOU! get better, bitch! <3jen
from sapphire292 :
past meets present : collide // worst poetry ever- beautiful. don't ever stop writing.
from openeyes14 :
thank you so much. i have read your diary in the past, and babe, i'm sorry i ever stopped. you are an amazing person. please keep writing. hugs and stitches, liz
from lovemetwice :
you're incredible. fo'real. xo.
from teekessel :
hehe no it wasn.t my bday, but my friends. it was fun. we had a walking vibrator-dildo we named dennis. uh yeah. it.s nearly my 17 1/2 birthday though :). lovvveee yooouuu
from leely :
dear steph. i love you like whoaa. bye. love dee. ♥
from jadedfreedom :
i found you first. the thing you wrote about san fransico..i was going to write [not in half as pretty words as yours though]. we were there the same day..
from windowpain :
hahah wahoo. much ♥ for the canadian comment.
from babyisblue :
your layout is so fucking gorgeous, just like you ♥
from dork-rocker :
Your review is done. You can see it here: Http://dork-rocker.diaryland.com.
from girl-kisses :
hi. i have been reading your journal for a long time and i love your writing. i just wanted to let you know that i have printed out a couple of your peoms from your x-she-dreams diary. i have hung them on my wall because i loved them so much. hope you don't mind. becca
from i-am-undone :
i say A+ . perfect essay steph. I love you. xoxo
from windowpain :
stephface, do you have any idea how much i love the way you write. for real: your words provide the captions on probably fourty percent of the pictures on my walls. like whoa. <3
from ifearmyself9 :
Thank you for the Copyright Notices
from garbage-love :
thank you. yr pretty beautiful gorgeous. words i;m sure you;ve heard a thousand fold but i;m speechless &they just fit you so wonderfully. x;
from oostaroo :
you are so fucking beautiful. your entry for "nonsense" is just amazing. thank you for existing. ��<3׷
from theid :
if you were a booger, i'd pick you first.
from i-am-undone :
[ god you are fucking beautiful Steph.] i love you. [ your words make it easier to breath.] xoxo
from nighteangel :
i like your layout.. your entries are very nice also.
from carlita27016 :
WoW. I LOVE LOVE LOVE your layout and your writing. You're so pretty and you seem like a super person... did you make that layout yourself? Sweet :o) take care, maybe check out my diary if ya want. Im sick of the Lillix layout and Im lookin for a new one, so its gunna change soon.
from maskedsorrow :
jealous? of me? silly [gorgeous] girl there is no need. yr simply stunning. but thank you all the same. i must admit that i was inspired by yr poetry at x-she-dreams. 1.2.<3
from revolte :
OH MY FUCK! i want that robot.
from still-frames :
your last entry screamed to me. i have never before felt more terrified to be happy... looks like we are all living ironies, sweetie. [[youre pure beauty &i wish you all the best.]] <333
from kyraga27 :
i love you. i read your writing and its like reading all the emotions i ever felt but didnt have the guts to put to words. and of course you do it better than i'd ever be able to. you're beauty. <3 shira
from violent-sky :
steph, have i told you lately how much i love you? & how you're my bestest friend [in the entire world]? i <333 you darling, you keep me alive when everything else fails. <33333 i love you more then any number could possibly count to.
from oobersugar :
you don't know me, but I have fallen in love with your diary. I'm so lucky to have found it. "our suffering is peeling off and revealing a brand new skin, a new power" (jeff buckley). stay beautiful, <3 m
from i-am-undone :
[ i love you ] can i hold you tightly underneath the moonlight tonight && whisper in your ear words that could mean something? [ you are so fucking beautiful Steph.] xoxo
from insertsmilex :
i am upset that 'thirteen' does not play in Nj.
from girl101 :
♥ -- i'm so glad you're writing.
from theseyears :
Thank you. I wish I could see what you do.
from revolte :
i. mother. fucking. love. you.
from violent-sky :
i <[heart]3 you so fucking much, ste. you have no idea. <3333333333333333333333 x infinity.
from insertsmilex :
sigh. yes, we are. but it's fine because i love coming home to your writing. <3
from megl42 :
welcome to the Queer Eye ring! cheers queers!
from december7th :
likewise dear <3
from be-my-heroin :
okay, EW! well that's not cool..i mean, i only go on that screen name to talk to megan, but still. not cool at all.
from pixielate :
dear sexy you, i took one of your etourdir layouts. yours sincerely, ann.
from xlovehatex :
whos that pretty girl in your layout??
from leely :
the layout is pretty; but youre prettier♥
from be-my-heroin :
now why do i get a cryptic, lame attempt at poetry while you &kaleb get something as well thought-out &beautifully profound as 'piss off' ?? psht.
from be-my-heroin :
piss off? wow, pubic hair boy is, like, the epitome of mature! <3
from oobersugar :
just wanted you to know - I came by your diary and really liked the latest entry. <3
from ifearmyself9 :
your latest entry, did you write that? Because it is very good and heartfelt.
from it-is :
I'm glad you like my writing. It makes me want to keep on going, even when I think I suck. <3<3<3
from xxromanticxx :
Piss off and stop yelling at me I have done nothing to you, and do not plan to bother you.
from windowpain :
stephface. you. are. so. effing. gorgeous.
from teekessel :
oh! my! god! the most sexy layout you have ever made. you.re so darling, darling!
from kanoodle :
what a pretty new layout! you rock ♥
from revolte :
i want to have hott sex with that layout, bitch. <3
from pinkwalls :
thanks thanks
from starlet-21 :
og my goodness! it hardly seems fair that you are such a beautiful writer AND amazing at making layouts. you're so beautiful. unbelieveable. <3 - katie
from pinkwalls :
lol-- hey will you make me a layout?
from xheartheartx :
you have such pretty layouts!
from serratedtart :
loving the new layout, i must say.
from american-emo :
hey thanks. You also have the BEST taste in music. You probably get that a lot though.
from deathxwish :
Thank you so much for the compliment. But if my words are beauty, yours are pure infinity. Infinity is more important than beauty (infinity is more perfect that perfection). Please, have a good day, love.
from x-fragility :
i wish i could put back together your mirror, and show you how beautiful you are. not just inside, but outside too. <3<3<3
from suicideinc :
::blushes:: i read your diary and i wanted more. so much more. you are a great writer. it made me so sad but incredibly euphoric. it was the strangest, but wow. just wow. <3 jacq
from pinkwalls :
thank you for the note! it made me so happy to see that people read- and i have to say that i am in love with your template, it's gorgeous. i'll keep reading if you do, al ska. <3.
from lifew0ntwait :
thanks for leaving me a note..although your writing is at least 100 times better. i guess im just getting started and don't really know how to write good poery. any tips? *take care
from thissidedown :
"&i'm counting down the days until i can leave this place &all the memories behind.." they seem so far off, and yet they'll come so quickly. ive got thirty four days until i leave home, and im beginning to worry that im going to miss my little village in the middle of nowhere.. xx <3
from bugeyes :
hey thanks for the note, keep up the good something or another
from miagirl143 :
just read your recent poem...beautiful. i cant say anything else except for beautiful
from tastehiskiss :
Aw im in love with you.. I love your entries sooo much.. the latest one "almost too perfect" omg i love it!! <33 aly
from insertsmilex :
& plus they don't make cool dresses like that around here. <3
from insertsmilex :
i didn't see them yet, not till the third. <3
from lithium07 :
♥ you=beautiful ♥
from xlovehatex :
you've got it all wrong. your words are the prettiest.
from teekessel :
Q: who.s the most beautiful girl in diaryland &livejournal &www? A: YOU ARE!
from insertsmilex :
i am going to california, and i am going to steal that dress! (the one in yr layout) ♥
from floatnangel :
&& your words are GoRgEoUs... can u read my heart? Cuz it seems thats what you've been writing out.. You are an amazing writer darling..
from kill-myself :
okay.. i can't help but relate. but whatever... you're writing is beautiful.
from be-my-heroin :
i know. exactly. a traffic jam of mixed feelings between the heart, the mind, the soul. i can't stop missing him. i can't stop hating him. i can't stop thinking about him. i am supposed to be so strong. i need help.
from xvampdoll :
(blushblushblush) thank you darling <33
from get-a-review :
I'm done reviewin your diary sorry it took so long. just go to http://get-a-review.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from x-fragility :
i've been reading your diary for so long now, and it seems like i know you. which means your amazing writer. and so awesoem and beautiful. <3<3<3 it's always hard for me to talk to people i admire... but i heart you.
from kill-myself :
i've been reading your diary... and i know how you feel... seriously... i am still in love with a guy that i dated 3 years ago.... i can't ley myself love... i need to, but i can't... okay.. not really the same sitiation... but i can relate... if you ever need anything... you can count on me...
from vomit-stars :
thank you thank you thank you :):):) that made me soo happy :D it made my day, hehe. [<3] take care [!!!]
from ourfinenight :
Not sure if you got my other note but I'll repeat it here: Thank you =)
from revolte :
omfg dat wuz sooo skary, d00d. <3
from intotherain :
I think *all* your writing is great. You put words together beautifully.
from theid :
thx 4 the pilgrims
from ourfinenight :
Well thank you ;) As do you!
from december7th :
hello dearest. password, please?
from starlet-21 :
can i please have the password? i don't know what i would do without your diary. sometimes you just write things that make everything going on seem that much better to me.
from waited :
I don't know if I'll live without the words.. you are amazing. xxShumona
from thissidedown :
i miss the pretty words already.. <3
from opaque88 :
i;d send you something in return [a pink dogcollar?] but i think the ocean would swallow it. again. i don;t suppose the necklace & letter have come through yet..? X x 2.
from opaque88 :
"..warning: dangerously low levels of justenough. injection pending." it;s up to you whether i live or die. X.
from daisy-rock :
i'll make you a deal. you give me the password &i'll buy you a large box of rainbow sprinkle donuts. how does that sound? ♥
from kanoodle :
steph could i pretty please [with rainbow sprinkles &whipped cream on top] have the password? ♥
from revolte :
but .. don't take it out on me! i did nothing wrong. psht. whatever, i still adore you. <3
from revolte :
steph. locked. what. madness.
from yr-dead :
Why'd you lock it? Now I cannot read all your beauty. *sniffles* <3 patrice
from paperlove :
if i promise to love you forever can i have a password please? i really liked your writing. i really do love it.
from so-dead :
regarding a password that is. just making it clear. :x
from so-dead :
give. give. give. give. give. i want. want. want. want. want. i will collapse. collapse. wheeze. whither and die. <3pretty please with sugar and prozac and chocolate sauce on top? xXxo
from leely :
username&password, ill give you some icecream<3
from floatnangel :
Oh, give me ur username/password.. please!! i love reading you.. please let me in..
from leely :
you know what?_ i dont like you. I FUCKING LOVE YOU!! youre so beautiful, so sweet, so wonderful, so amazing, so lovely. so everything that i wish i could be. do me a favor and stay this way forever. and when one of us get a car we are {for sure} going on that roadtrip. even if i have to kidnap you. got it?! i love you stephiepants<3
from howgoesit :
in case you ever want to know.. username: howgoesit; pw: watermelon.
from leely :
dearest stephanie. im feeling a tad bit heart broken and you arent on msn with your feedbacking IMs. i miss you. i had a crappy day today with a pretty haircut. read my diary. bleh i hate people. i was going through your older entries, as i told you, and i just got so caught up in your every word. like EVERY word. we are so much alike. do you honestly realize that? jeans & teeshirts &expensive prep clothes with thriftstore accessories. walking contradictions. pessimistic optimists. we make absolutely no sense. none what so ever. trying to fit in yet stand out at the same time. going back to school to see all those faces. i forgot how much they bothered me. i want it to end. i want a car & a license so i can drive to california and we can take a roadtrip. youre like...ahhhhh. my other half. do i sound pathetic? i hope not. i feel broken steph. like ---------dead. & i dont know what it is. i dont want to admit it, but i feel like i need my one&only boyface back but at the same time i dont want to cave in. friends, i cant depend/rely on. im just a sad girl with pretty hair and a heart pasted together with cheap crazyglue. no glue is strong enough to hold together this broken heart. i need SOMEONE. can it be you? </3
from miagirl143 :
happy birthday, and also, magnificant entry.
from rainbowguard :
happy birthday stephanie! i love you & congratulate you on your 365 days & 230 fans! you an amazing firend & a beatiful person.i am not only your friend, i am a fan too! <3 Kaleb
from be-my-heroin :
ah! happy birthday, justenough!! <3jen; friend &fan from day one.
from fix-my-heart :
happy birthday justenough!
from fix-my-heart :
i love you. i know what you feel, or somewhat of it. through your writing i feel like i know exactly what you feel. i hope it gets better. hugs & kisses hope & love ashley
from revolte :
pam took at least six pictures of our weed-of-love; you can probably get one from her when she develops them :)
from squishyvan :
I am really enjoying your diary. The latest poem was wonderful.
from be-my-heroin :
you, my dear, are poetic perfection. &this love thing .. sometimes it really is worth it; all of it. <3
from thissidedown :
thank you.. xx
from prohibited :
Those kind words are nothing but the truth honey
from aheartstale :
I'm leaving you a note... Because you're cool, and you're my best friend! And i'm more specialer than all these people because my note is at the TOP of all your notes! HAH! I kick ass, we need more hot pockets! *high five*
from kanoodle :
every entry you've ever written = pure loveliness. i adore you in every possible way. ♥
from skydawn :
you're very pretty, just like the layout, and your writing. ♥
from gilberto :
they say beauty recognises beauty....
from leely :
lalala. im just sitting here and waiting; for my daily dose of my stephiedolls beautiful writing<3
from inscrutably :
[i came to your diary from the erasing-pain diary] aww i read what it says on your layout about wishing for things that won't come true, and the guy thing...i saw your pic, you're very pretty :) wishing you luck!
from get-a-review :
sorry it's been takin me so long to finish ur review but I'm workin on it.
from soandsotgs :
Hi, i saw this site and thought it was great. being a membe of the AIM-ME diaryring, i thought you might get a kick out of it too... it's great to throw on your profile http://www.outpimp.com/?x=165657
from recall :
i really like your dance in the rain entry.
from be-my-heroin :
in all fairness, you are way cooler than me in, like, every aspect. hello. <3
from i-died-4u :
wow u r great designer~!~~ impressed
from leely :
i love you back dollface. lets be bestest friends and never become bitchfaces. i love you like whoaa! ♥
from leely :
ohmy stephiebear. remember how i told you {a long time ago} that all my msn conversations were saved to my computer? well, i got offline with you tonight and it told me that we had talked for the maximum amount allowed to record our talks. so i had to move our new ones to another folder. isnt that just bizarr? <3
from dorkfists :
<3!!!
from opaque88 :
you aren;t having a notes drought; you;re lying. hang on.. i;m picking something up.. did you just snort? like, oh my god, i did as well. TWINS. X.
from im-useless :
hey guess what i love you, but you know that right?
from insertsmilex :
[i heart you] <3<3
from girlesque :
your compliments mean a lot to me, it's a nice way to wake up in the morning, i'm thinking. so, gorgeous, here's to your very own wonderful diary (i'll drink to that). (p.s. welcome to my faves, i've talked to you before, with another diary on d-x, just haven't gotten around to adding you. <3333)
from dfallenangel :
your words are gorgeous. Added u to my buddies hope u dont mind.
from fucked-raw :
your words and you are simply beautiful//♥♥♥♥♥
from leely :
& i♥you forever and ever and ever. OH &i think youre beautiful too. *i hope youre smiling as you read this*
from i-am-undone :
[ sorry dear to have scared you.] seems like i wont be going anywhere for awhile...i am |just| to numb to die anymore. i love you. xoxo
from lovemetwice :
i just can't get over how the simplest things. sound so perfect when written by such an artist. xox.
from insertsmilex :
<3 / you = georgous.
from overrainbows :
i love your new template, you looked fabulous that day, i am so happy that you were there for me. call me, i need some details on this "we want to appologize" phone call. i just think they are lonely because the only friends those two have is eachother.
from okdonnasgo7 :
hey i adore your design. wonderful work. xoxo
from leely :
im glad you loved everything! there will be more packages, im sure. especially after my backtoschool [[$$$]] shopping trip. weeee<3
from antsy-lai :
ooo wow! nyc diary dear! :) love the new layout... :) go stephanie!
from revolte :
well duh. i swear, these diffusing brain stems will be the end of me. thnx<3
from revolte :
the new template is orgasmic. like always. duh. anyway, can you pretty please tell me where the quote you put for alex on your cast page is from? <3
from insertsmilex :
oh my. <3!
from opaque88 :
hell, i miss you worse than a hot shower in winter. i;m with you through it all. i love you - yer.. just like them all. X.
from revolte :
"deep down beneath everything, i'm just in pain. the happiness is there but it runs too shallow to effect things that have always had a place too deep in me to cut out: you." you always say exactly what i feel but am too afraid to commit to words. i was talking with erin about how you &i are stuck in a soap opera we can't escape. think about it; seriously. <3
from l-a-i :
hey, just so you know.. i cant read your diary.. your image is gone.. (dunno where it went) and the entry wont show either. huhu all i can see is the 2 drop down box and the links at the bottom
from xlettersx :
happy birthday stephie!! i'm late like a mother fucker, but hey you know i mean well! i love you! be happy! xoxo ||rain||
from kill-myself :
hey... i'm putting you on my faorite diaries page because you are a wonderful writer... hey... HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i'm a little late and stuff... but ... ummm.... yeah...
from prohibited :
Happy 16th Birthday. Sorry it's late, but it's the thought that counts right? Seems so long ago since I was that age. Love you, xx
from heart-drawn :
Even though I don't know you - happy 16th b-day!! Although it is late, I still thought it would count. Hope you're year goes well, and you're closer to getting a car than I am - *sigh* Ok... bye.
from negativepink :
happy birthday STEPH!
from cherry-girl :
Happy Sixteenth!!!
from mylostangel :
happy birthday
from shardsofsoul :
Happy birthday, doll! :) ♥Kimia
from deathxwish :
!!!Happy birthday, Stephanie <3
from xfaded-angel :
happy sweet sixteen!
from rancidwords :
happy birthday, i know you dont know me, but i am a loyal reader of your diary and i truly adore you.
from rainbwlollie :
happy birthday dollface ♥&hearts:♥
from violent-sky :
happy birthday darling. five years i've known you & you keep getting more & more beautiful. i love you so fucking much you [gorgeous] girl you. <3333! i LOVE you, happy birthday. <33333
from killingyou :
i am a girl of few words, so happy birthday dear. i hope you're smiling. xoxo
from letmebleed- :
Happy birthday! (Your diary is beautiful <3)
from be-my-heroin :
HAPPY BIRFDAY STEPH!! i seriously love you like whoa, &i would make this note the longest ever but i have to go get ready for your party. psht. <3
from alirah :
I hope you have a lovely (tear free) sweet sixteen. No one should cry on their birthday.
from dorkfists :
happy sweet sixteen<3
from serratedtart :
happy birthday<3<3<3
from finalscore :
happy birthday, dear.
from antsy-lai :
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i do hope its a happy one.. so smile!
from leely :
♥happy birthday to you♥happy birthday to you♥happy birthday dear stephanie♥happy birthday to you! ♥i hope you get everything you wish for<3
from daisy-rock :
today i heard a long-lost 90's song on the radio that reminded me of you. the only part i remember goes, "...on the rooftops, shoutin' out: baby, i'm ready to GO[!]"...sound familiar in any way? =) ♥
from opaque88 :
i didn;t have enough time, miss.. but here: scott.html. aiye, i;m a copycat, oui? i love you &.. you know the rest.. X.
from psy-vamp :
you're beautiful... ♥
from kanoodle :
yes/yes/yes! loyd rocks my socks. =) <3
from emptyfists :
thanks for reading- (ive kinda been waiting for someone to read it). i love the way you write..... you arent boring like soem people are----- youre (what is word....) exquisite. (PS) Dalila speaks greatly of you- she luvs ya
from janinerz :
hi... i was just looking through your diary and it's simply beautiful. keep writing. even though your entries are short; they say a lot. i love them all.
from mistychristy :
my words may be PRETTY but your words are BEAUTIFUL
from leely :
when we go to college youre going to wakeup in handcuffs and im going to lick your face. watch out because i love you</3
from prettykay :
im not really sure how i found your diary, but i read it. what really caught my eye was when you said, "i want to be kissed in the rain". it's something i always think about and i've talked about in my diary. please visit mine. i've added you do my favorites.
from be-my-heroin :
thanks for everything, steph. i love you like whoa. <3
from opaque88 :
i;m sorry about our note conversation; allysha rang then i had to coach a soccer team then dinner then.. raincheck? love you. X.
from psy-vamp :
I wished her a happy one. ♥
from outhouserevu :
Bubba here. Just wanted to let ya know that your review is finally up. Ignore the review and ignore the score. Keep on writin' for yourself and don't worry about what I think. Here's your review: http://outhouserevu.diaryland.com/justenohick.html
from opaque88 :
oh fiddlesticks. i could have got the present to you sooner if i swam across the pacific in my underwear. have a note conversation with me, miss. we have the same glasses, except mine are rimmed blue not black. X.
from mangofarmer :
Thanks for taking my survey. I just finished "The Bell Jar" a couple of weeks ago- I loved it. It made sense. Anyway, you're a really great writer. Not that it means anything coming from me, but I just wanted you to know. :)
from opaque88 :
msn has its knickers in a twist at the moment. bah humbug. i really want to talk to a like mind right now. X.
from undecisive :
Wow. You are amazing. Looking through your diary makes me feel like I'm staring at a mirror. I will surely be back as well. [p.s.: you are beautiful]
from screemingink :
nice diary. emo girl. xoxo, miss takes
from raven72d :
Thanks! Come by and explore my diary... And I'm a major fan of eyeliner... (And Liz Phair)
from raven72d :
Such beautiful eyes...
from teekessel :
a) i love your layout. are you the big girl too or are you just in the two small pics? you.re a very talented paintshopproer. i hope you have fun at jens party, even if you still have your original hair color. b) you.re a recovering anorexic?!
from opaque88 :
oh, & i love you. do you want a million voice messages telling you that? than that;s what you;ll get, 'cause you have to believe me. or as much as you can believe a stranger from down under with spikes coming out of her neck. X.
from opaque88 :
aloha. just thought i;d let you know that one of the female cheerleaders thought i was hot. & i;m scared now, because i seem to attract more girls than boys. hmm. X.
from frostopia :
i wish you didn't have to feel this kind of pain.. *hugs*
from i-died-4u :
cool layout.-)) take care
from american-emo :
its nice to know i'm not alone.
from overrainbows :
stephanie, all those things have to exist, because i KNOW fearies do! i love you.
from kanoodle :
oh my! [stars+scribbles]! what a perfect way to further awesomeize an already awesome-possum layout.xyou'rexfantabletasticlyxfantasticx ♥ [xoxo]
from paintedkiss :
lovely. ♥♥♥
from unconvincing :
thank you. really.
from i-am-undone :
_______I love you Steph_____ you rock my socks. [[ always wanted to say that to someone who i think is amazing.]]
from babyisblue :
every little thing that you write is absolutely gorgeous, there is nothing that compares to it. it's always such a treat to read what it is that you have to say each time you enter a new thought into your beautiful diary! ♥
from leely :
i love your newest entry; &i totally agree, that we can never be who they want us to be</3
from leely :
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 te amo<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
from be-my-heroin :
i know. i'm strong this time; duh. it's just the nostalgia in his voice that kills me sometimes. this is where i change my phone number. are you coming to the hair dying party too? what about the surprise party tomorrow? eek!; three parties in a row!! <3jen
from sparklegirl- :
You should
from lovemetwice :
you are so lovely. never let yourself forget what your words to do to me. i wish i were so beautiful as you. xoxo-nikki.
from teekessel :
oh my god a day without like, an entry? like, that is sooo totally cruel! gawd!
from xheartcore :
as do you<3<3<3
from sparklegirl- :
I added you as a fave diary
from babyisblue :
no my darling it's you who's gorgeous! i only wish i was as pretty as you are! xo♥
from babyisblue :
i love your writing and your layout my darling! and i saw your pictures your so fucking gorgeous! so much prettier than i could ever dream of being! xo♥
from insertsmilex :
your curls are georgous. <3 take care.
from i-died-4u :
i cant find words of how beautiful u r. i want cry when i read yr sad entries. love will come, never be afraid. take care xoxo
from emovaries41 :
please, cheer up. i hate to see such a beautiful writer down. feel better soon. later days, alice p.s. john knowles is the best :)
from opaque88 :
it;s a homerun from here, my lady. & i just can;t wait to talk to you. X.
from i-am-undone :
&& i adore you more & more with each sec. too my dear Steph..I {heart} you.
from leely :
OH LOVE! what a beautiful entry. the one about bitchface/tori &&growing up. im so glad that this made you stronger. i knew you could do it. hurrrray for steph</3
from wacky1 :
mwah i love you fo sho!
from rainbwlollie :
wow... your writing is just beautiful. absolutly lovely...♥
from sad-doll :
I love you ♥
from farbehind :
i can relate too much to that last entry. [i was one of those]
from violent-sky :
do you remember when we were younger, you & i, & we sat around dreaming of wonderful life[sex] with justin timberlake? do you remember when we used are writing skills for visuals? [do you remember when we used to laugh & not cry, & our hearts yearned for things we couldnt have except for posters on a wall & pictures flashing on TV screens?] how did we ever get so broken? i <[heart]3 you x 1[million].
from leely :
ooooh. could you send me photos of you in the mail too? ♥ &such;
from negativepink :
stephanie or stephany sorry im retarded. thank you for the thoughtfull entry on my notes page. you are an awesome possum person. i am glad we got to hang out at kalebs coming out party and no matter how perfect you think Scott was i can come up with 10,000 ways that he is awefull. i wanted to kill him all night in san francisco. oh well stay wonderfull. David
from mistychristy :
oh boy am i ever gonna try to keep from spending my whole check on dope and i hope i can do it. because with my luck i would spend it on dope then my PO would need a UA then id go to jail so i guess i have to!!=(
from antsy-lai :
whats AMC? :)
from leely :
oh stephy. youre so sweeeet. but last night i did carve something into my skin. i [re]carved AMC on my side. but i wont give you any of my pain. nonono. its all mine &&i wont share. but i love you to pieces though<X3
from leely :
ooh, that road trip sounds mighty fun. but you can do the making out with strangers. boyface just might throw a fit. so you can makeout. &&ill take the photos<3333
from opaque88 :
et vous, fille ch�rie, �tes la fille la plus belle que j'ai jamais connue. X.
from leely :
"as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs, and sit alone and wonder, how youre making out. and as for me, i wish that i was anywhere with anyone making out. im missing your laugh, how did it break? and when did your eyes begin to look fake? i hope youre as happy as youre pretending." _so thats why you love them ♥
from jello-yum :
xxKISSxx I'll never ever dare leave you.
from wacky1 :
i miss you too!!!! i still never got you to go on the roof at jackson. we gotta go hang out at jackson when i'm in livermore i looooove yoouuuuuu!
from theid :
STFU
from my-last-word :
and maybe you should be glad you have a friend who is that good to you.. because it hurts when they're not. it hurts a whole hell of a lot. stay good. xx
from antsy-lai :
just one word: trust.
from this-is-me01 :
Hello. I don't know you, but I just had to tell you that you write amazingly. I love the new entry and it made me cry.
from overrainbows :
i fucking love you, that last sentence in your entry made me cry, i love it. you are the best, & i am so grateful you were there for my support. without you i would have fallen apart. if you EVER need ANYTHING know i am & always will be in your debt, & am glad to be. i love you, my poka-dotted-pink-super-star! you rock the universe! follow your rainbow wherever it leads.
from time-enough :
that was defenitely one of the best things i've ever heard of. how did this coming-out party come about?
from antsy-lai :
d page ROCKZ.. nice.. :)
from leely :
oh& bytheway, ill stick around forever if you ever need me around<3
from leely :
i just love getting notes from you. youre supergorgeous, you know? i hope you write me a lot this weekend while im gone. so i can come home and fall in love with you even more. i love you stephypants<33333
from leely :
http://leely.diaryland.com/just_enough.html &its for you my pretty. read read then write me more of these love notes you write<3
from leely :
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from theid :
i know, but i had help from an amazing person.
from sapphire292 :
Your layout is really neat. And your writing is... REALLY good:) I look forward to every time you make an entry:)
from opaque88 :
a lamp just fell on my head. come to think of it, i think someone dropped me on my head as a baby. in fact, i think they threw me. or maybe i;m searching for an exlanation. fucking sigh. je t;adore. X.
from teekessel :
& i adore you. i adore you all more. that entry was written in an absolute state of anger against everything. (-_-)zzZZ
from leely :
oh darling. but you win there. fairy taled romances are full of bullshit & happily ever afters cant dare to be real. i remember when i was in shoes like yours but mine were blue &i swore off forever and fate and fairy tales and love. but then i met another word; ETERNITY. "im yours for eternity" he speaks in my ear. its bigger than forever and whatever else you can come up with. its love like _whoaaaa. never ever say it unless you mean it. &dollface, i love you like there no tomorrow. i hope i can visit you one day and take you out. i know how to fix heartbreaks and i can stuff your face with pizza and icecream and some soda pop too while you watch the chick flicks we rented. god, i cant wait until college time rolls around. i love you stephbear</3
from leely :
oh &in response to your #3 note, yes. we will go and boogiedown all night long at fancy clubs and dance like there are ants in our pants. hows that sound? the future with you makes me so giddy</3
from leely :
oh crappy. i mispelled TEAM -->tead. eep!!
from leely :
[note four] oh looky here. *pokes head out* it looks like im ahead of you. tead DEE is in the lead. oh &bytheway; i ♥ you back.
from leely :
[this is note three] &darling. YOU are going to go _down on this note war(!) roar. i am going to win. so there. </3dolly
from leely :
[[notetwo/in response to the one you left me ;about making love.]] but dear, youre the one who will be doing it on the moon. was it going to be in a pink spaceshuttle? that might be spendy. oh well. ill chip in for the beauty</3
from wacky1 :
i love you! there is nothing more to say it's all that matters because friends are memories that can never fade. ♥ ♥ ♥
from opaque88 :
even the luckiest girl alive has sorrow too deep engraved in her heart. X.
from killingyou :
"they are all bullshit bred by disney movies &tales of happily ever after to keep young adults from slitting their wrists"->wonderfully put. i couldn't agree more. <3
from be-my-heroin :
pink with black polka dots?! are you motherfucking serious?! now i'm going to be all kinds of envious &you are going to be all kinds of beautiful- the talk of the party. well, until kaleb drops the whole 'i'm gay' bomb. are you still going to tie in your pimp hat? <3jen
from my-last-word :
&i quoted you, hope thats okay <3 xx
from leely :
so i went to goodwill last weekend &found this beautiful red dress with polka dots all over it. the dress was a little under my knees and it crossed in the back with litle straps. &now i regret not getting it because we could have gone dancing together</3
from overrainbows :
i nrrd to shop for my clothes! [still] i am so glad you are coming, & we are all gonna look absolutely-breathtakingly-amazing! love you
from deathxwish :
(You are lovely)
from emoisthebest :
thursay is really awesum hahahahah
from leely :
of course peel off pink nailpolish is fine. wait! _as long as barbie is on the label [♥] i love you more than the stars stephy! <3dolly
from lovemetwice :
ooooooh girlface i love you timesforever. don't you forget it. you are lovliness. in every way. xoxoxoxox.
from i-am-undone :
the tree pic. very sexy. how dare you say that you are not beautiful.\\\ you are more then that/// I love you steph. &&& i miss talking to you..
from xmissxyoux :
i love your diary...i have admired you for many months i just want you to know i enjoy oyur writing very much! all my love ashley
from bottledbitch :
i don't know how or why or when or what i did to fuck up my diary so.so.so. bad, but, i remember you being good with layouts. ahh. so, if you have time, please consider trying to help me since i think you've at least seen my diary. i am probably just skimming over something minor, but, i am stressed out by it's disarray. it would be wonderful if you would. thank you xlots
from lostunicorn :
*hugs* You're so pretty:) luv Lostunicorn x x x
from wacky1 :
girly you rock beyond reason.. i've missed talking to you so much. i got the message to late are answering machine was fucked and then i tried to call your cell phone when i realized you might have it. yep that was a bust. i'm so happy you're back now. i ♥ you
from safetyxpins5 :
ahhH!!! it;s been a whole week already! i;m dying here!
from scorpionkiss :
OKAY EVERYBODY STEPHANIE WAS KIDNAPPED BY EVIL CRUEL..ER...KIDNAPPERS! EVERYONE PACK YOUR BAGS WE'RE GOING TO OREGON!!! *changes into cowgirl stilettos* wheee guns! *boom boom !!POW!* yeehaww! time to go save stephyyy! *rides off into sunset on a horse affectionately named brian molko*
from scorpionkiss :
im sorry but your absence is fucking killing meeeeee!!! im going through withdrawals. i miss licking tastySWEET__stephanie. <l.o.v.e.you.......!!!!...stephyyyyy come backkkk ...or...or...ok im probably the most least threatening person on this wretched earth. umm. !.!.!. sjkhkdhgkdhkhgriuhoisehgrkhor OR I WILL HAVE TO GO BREAK MY ATARIS C.D.!!! mwuahahahahahahahahahahah....*cough*
from be-my-heroin :
the days don't shine as bright as they should without your words; you need to come back &you need to do it NOW!! <3[x infinity]jen.
from leely :
steph<3 i miss talking to you at two:thirty in the morning. i miss you so much. even more than those old saved by the bell reruns on tee/vee. kissykissy<33333
from noperks :
greetings from diary-x.com! (emoshuns.diary-x.com, to be more precise). i've been reading your journal for a little while now and this is the first time i have left feedback. i really enjoy reading your entries. i hope you have fun on your little family trip although to me it sounds dreadful. :/ i don't much enjoy that kind of stuff.
from safetyxpins5 :
dear, why;d you have to go on vacation [?] i miss reading you everyday. //counting down the days until i can read your latest creation. ♥
from gilberto :
....your words are truly amazing, feels like your writing the lyrics to the song that sings in my soul......
from kill-soma :
good. have fun don't die
from rockonbytch :
do you do custom templates for people?because i absolutely love your designs!
from opaque88 :
i don;t like what i did to you. i hate it & i want to vomit. he;ll probably disown me after a few days, miss. i;m just the flour in a cake; but you;re the icing; delicious & tasty & tempting. i don;t know what i want, but maybe i can arrange something that we BOTH want. missing you; i need a daily installment of justenough or i get withdrawal. X.
from be-my-heroin :
kidnap her, steph. use chains &handcuffs if you must ((just don't get too kinky!)) &bring her back to us for the party!! <3jen {ps. have you found a pink party dress to go with your pimp hat yet?}
from xlettersx :
you poem/song thing was wonderous darling, and so are you! xoxo ||Rain||
from nofacejane :
you ARE beautiful. and so are your words.
from be-my-heroin :
once again, you say ((perfectly)) the things i feel but can't put into words. you are beautiful. SO. FUCKING. BEAUTIFUL. &you have no idea how proud of you i am. stay strong; it's worth it to sever the ties, i promise you. i love you, steph!! <3jen
from insertsmilex :
steph, that was beautiful & so fucking true.
from theid :
nevarrr
from lmno-review :
Hey! Come get reviewed at Lmno-review-it's new and waiting for people like you.
from i-am-undone :
\\you amaze.me.more\\ i love you
from stitch-revus :
Your review is up [http://stitch-revus.diaryland.com/justenough.html]. -Amber
from demise- :
anyone can write in the kms diary; they just have to ask me for the password. ♥
from xlettersx :
grrr update!
from winglssangel :
hi there i havent tlaked to you ::or left you a note:: in a while so i thought i would say hi and see how you were. you are beautiful and you dont suck at poetry. it's also beautiful :)
from leely :
youre so sweet; [and thank you]; but im just a dorky teenager. but you on the other hand ;WOW</3
from abnegate :
You don't suck. I thought it was beautiful.
from dlawards :
Congratulations! You have beem officially nominated for Best Artistist Diary at The Diary Awards!
from kanoodle :
you don't suck at poetry, you rock. <3
from leely :
i think i know who youre talking about [the boyface]. but i wont spill his name out in here; after all//its a secret. ill just tell you some other time</3
from i-am-undone :
I missed you too dollface.[[sometimes i swear I am gonna need a million years to clear my head...]]]iloveyou.
from zerbrochen :
yeah. i.m late. this is the first time i.m praying for my period to come.
from kanoodle :
you're right...candyland worlds just kind of melt away like a forgotten ice cream cone. they're nice while they last, but in the end you have to face up to the bitter-sweet real world. damn reality. <3<3<3 ya.
from theid :
Here's a note because you said I don't leave you any. *note* You're awesome, keep it up :p
from violent-sky :
WOAH! i enter! yep thats me. i want you to be happy so bad, darling. more then anything i've ever known. i just want you & so many others to be happy. if i could i would take all your pain onto myself just to see you smile forever & a week. i lovee youuu [[lets go have an orgy with strangers on some random floor]]. <3333 x infinity
from bruised0x :
i love your diary don't ever stop writing
from perfxcked :
i wanted for you to know that you are beautiful. xox/jessicka
from frostie13 :
hey prettyface, i love your diary it gets to me, i love the way you write, you are truly wonderful and beautiful and everything im not. <333 renee
from beachthong :
hey, I know you probably get a lot of these, but I love your diary. I think you're a great writer and if you ever have plans to publish a novel, let me know so I can run to the book store and buy :) You sound like a great person, much luck with life ;) Gabs.
from kanoodle :
i would love to own an autographed copy of your future best-seller. i'm sure it'll get [[rave]] reveiws. how about a movie based on it, too? <3
from leely :
; you make me smile_big &real_; yes, thats me in the photo next to my pretty boyface. but im not gorgeous. &if i were to stand next to you, youd be the one getting both the prettyboys &the prettygirls♥ because you are [[fucking]] gorgeous</3
from kanoodle :
i don't mean to sound all that cliched, but you write the most BEAUTIFUL entries&i bet you will be a famous writer someday with a million brilliantly written novels decorating those usually dull&dusty bookshelves [[that needed a sparkle, a sprinkle of >you<]] &hopefully by then you can buy that pink limo!...&i would be [[fucking]] proud to say i knew&absaloutely LOVED your writing before you were a best-seller. p.s - a dream is more beautiful when it comes true. <3<3<3 you.
from leely :
oh dearest// ♥ yes, we loved you [so fucking much] way before you became famous. hmm;; maybe you will become very fucking famous and make lots of $$$ then you could go BUY that pink limo<3 &you could hire me a hit-man to beat up my x-b/f/f; please? you are so beautiful stephy♥♥♥♥♥!!
from x69spoons :
you must join my diary. it will not be complete without you. pleaseeeee
from leely :
thank you darling. {{even though _you_ are the pretty one}}♥
from leely :
its a deal sweetheart♥
from enjoyaudrey :
"literate &stylish, kissable &quiet" you write such pretty words <333
from loves-sohard :
"becuase to them, the scars are hideous..." and there's this look of shock and their horror is written all over their faces.
from teekessel :
i don.t know if i dare to unlock it...
from immer :
i still love you, the new layout is sweet.
from leely :
you know; sometimes i sit at home listening to The Used or Taking Back Sunday &i have to wonder if youre at your house doing the same thing...<3333
from leely :
aww, thats so sad. i love you sweetheart♥
from teekessel :
has no one told you cigarettes are for the silly girls?
from leely :
hmm// so why is she with such an asshole when she could be with someone who actually loves &cares for her? <//3
from leely :
aww, is alex 'her' boyfriend?
from lovelydecay :
lovely lovely. you don't ever let me forget that you're the glamor queen.
from leely :
;of course. no one really sees the use in safety pins. theyre quite handy in a quick time of need</3 [i love you]
from scorpionkiss :
that entry is so fucking beautiful [&&& so are you, doll]
from lovemetwice :
yay! pink is the theme. i'll loan you my barbiepink nailpolish. i'm wearing it now. it makes you feel lovely. heartyou. xox.
from leely :
can i ride with you in your pink limo one day, steph? i'll buy us some pink-peel-off nailpolish..<33
from opaque88 :
//yes sweet; i;ll email you all applicants. there;s already about 4 [!]. how did they know so quickly? humanity is getting too smart for me. oh, & don;t worry about it. making a ring doesn;t deserve gratitude. au revoir;// X.
from kill-my-star :
thank you. i like your diary & your syllables one & whatever other ones that may or may not be out there. & i like your taste in music & authors. 'not everyone has a sob story...and even if they do, its no excuse'-perks, s.c.
from strangelilme :
you are gorgeous. absolutely gorgeous.
from opaque88 :
[!!] //& here it is: http://members.diaryland.com/edit/rings.phtml?ring=erasing-pain. it;s up to you if you want to change the description; just send it to me. the html snippet for people to put into their diaries can be changed as well. only members of erasing-pain are allowed to join, yes? or i can just tell you who applies & leave it to you who can join.. sigh. so very complicated. take care;// X.
from december7th :
ah, me too. I've taken to just writing it down in notepad and saving it for later use. And by 'later use', I mean 'whenever Diaryland decides not to be a prick'. :) have a lovely day dear. exoh
from december7th :
Diaryland is the only journal site that I find myself coming back to. Lately though I can't stand having to wait and refresh my page a thousand times just to add an entry. Bah.
from opaque88 :
//what will Miss Steph;s first ring be called? [& when i make a ring for thee, make a page in your diary that i can link to]. i;m guessing one for erasing-pain? love you.// X.
from leely :
♥good idea, love
from leely :
"revenge is a bitch hun, i hope you're fucking prepared." you wrote that in erasing-pain; &darling, there goes something we both crave to do with our x-b/f/f's. <//3
from i-am-undone :
i just simply love you steph. xoxo
from scorpionkiss :
*kisses you* hi.
from amber163 :
Thank you, but no, they're not even close. ♥ Amber
from sighlentex :
...u know...i wish i was as confident as you are...(when i was your age)...don't you hate people that say sht like that. :) ...nice diary...and the pics...i wish i had your tummy *sigh* ...maybe you should start a 'stephanie' ring... cuz stephanie is such a kewl name... but i guess i might be biased ...done
from december7th :
Diaryland has been making me angry too. I was thinking about (shh!!) cheating on it but I really like this site for writing and whatnot. LJ just seems like more of an update thing and I really don't feel like going to the trouble of tracking down a code. meh
from teekessel :
fuck diaryland &the server overload. even my old trick of changing the end to "addentry.phtml" doesn.t work anymore. andrew was too clever. meh.
from opaque88 :
//i have a proposal for the beautiful one; so i have a supergold membership.. & i know it wouldn;t be close to the same, but i could make any rings for you that you wanted. for erasing-pain, & for anything. i could link to your diary &.. it;s the least i can do. short of buying you a gold membership i guess, but as it is my supergold was a gift. if you want to make gazillion rings, let me know. if not-meh. hope you;re well, miss;// X.
from thisisjohn :
thanks, stephanie. so do you.
from femmecracker :
i love your layout
from fadingstorm :
fantastic diary!
from grim-eyes :
You just said it all. That's exactly how I feel.
from leely :
oh id love it if you emailed it to me. you can take your time; and make it prettier<3
from leely :
you are so very lovely♥
from time-enough :
your body, silly doll!
from i-am-undone :
what was said in a drunk stage now makes the weak & sad & sober girl hurt even more now...sometimes i guess some questions are just meant to be let unanswered for that reason...I love you dear. how are you? xoxox
from leely :
darling; can you tell me when you decide to open up that pretty diary<3?
from time-enough :
p.s. your body is so so so so so skinny
from time-enough :
i dont deny it... but i also don't shout it from the roof tops :P
from time-enough :
ah, my guilty pleasure is sometimes playing my Mavericks cd (country). people hate to admit liking country...
from teekessel :
you must have a lot of time on your hands for those menus! wow. amazing.
from naturalriot :
i think i've told you already. but i think it's beautiful here.
from mistychristy :
hey hun how are you? i just wanted to stop by and tell you how much i &heart; you i love you <------this much------> ♥
from farbehind :
i <3 that layout
from bottledbitch :
"the lyric said something about "you're just another brick in the wall". I don't remember whether the song was good or if that is the correct lyric or what it was called but the main idea behind it stuck with me." pink floyd - just another brick in the wall. whoop:) perhaps you had already figured that out after putting it in your info, but, just trying to be informative. and, as just another adoring fan - i love the new template.
from overrainbows :
nomatter what you think of yourself, in my mind you'll always be beautiful. [& in my heart too!] i love you & NEED to talk to you.
from imnotallme07 :
i feel alot like you do.i cant say its the same shit but i know. ive been there.. actually i think im there now..
from millie17 :
you're beautiful, don't let anyone -not even yourself- tell you otherwise.
from lostunicorn :
You're amazing. Totally beautiful x x x
from be-my-heroin :
the drop down menus. <3
from nofacejane :
youre fucking gorgeous.
from ordinaryday :
hey dear. yr new layout is amazing. im hearting the motion city lyrics. and im hearting yr words more than anything. unbroken hearts and love<3, brittany
from be-my-heroin :
i need help from a bigger htmlwhore than myself; what's the code for the little scrolly boxy thingies?? thanks steph. <3jen
from howgoesit :
wow; i love the new design!
from evilmags :
god you're beautiful i read your diary alot, i love your writing , it' so deep, you make me jelous, i only wish i coud write a millionth as amzing as you do
from wings-x02 :
heart heart x infinity. let it flow.
from leely :
i ♥ you
from leely :
the layout is [sooooo] gorgeous<3
from be-my-heroin :
pretty times infinity!! you always make the most groovy-beyond-groovy layouts; i'm jealous. <3jen
from i-am-undone :
i love you stef xoxox
from perfxcked :
woot woot! class of '05, represent. :) i might actually be graduating this coming year though.. that would kick so much ass. xox/jessicka
from xfaded-angel :
i know you think im so fucking annoying, but I <333 your new layout!
from it-is :
I write to inspire myself to love who I am. I don't know how well it works, but I'm sososoglad that it works for you, 'cause you deserve to feel every inch as beautiful as you are. xox.
from loves-sohard :
my (suposed) bestbest friend is one of those gorgeous girls. that people fall over themselves to worship her. she's blondehairblueeyes, so i am nothing. i hope you stop hurting soon. <3
from emovaries41 :
well, ive read just enough to say that you are a remarkable person with the gift of being able to elaborate upon your thoughts in the most beautiful way...truly, your words are art in my eyes.
from evilpanda :
yes..yes.. you are so awesome. i wish my writing skills were at that level at fifteen. please.. don't ever, ever stop writing.
from utter-views :
Your review is up! http://utter-views.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from violent-sky :
i need you so bad & love you so much. even if you chose to slightly disregard that. when i come out there i'll bring a fold up metal chair to hit alex with repeadily [[i promise you.]] xxxxx
from be-my-heroin :
best friend betrayl at its worst. in an instant, i lost my boyfriend, best friend, &soulmate [or so i thought]. maybe going back was the closure we needed. maybe. i don't think i'm really in love with him anymore, either. he doesn't deserve me; &she doesn't deserve you. we're supersexy rockstar supergirls &we can do so much better. <3jen
from overrainbows :
stab him, stab him with a fuzzy pencil or something & make it hurt. both of you were doing so great, he shouldn't have been able to just walk in & ruin everything. i love you & totaly support you if you decide to kill him, he took away your lover-girl & that's not right. i love you, again.
from frostie13 :
hey im serious!!!!! leave me a note telling me you smiled a little bit for a little while to make me feel like i am usefull around this place-- how bout a joke? ummmmm what do you call a snail on a boat???? a snailor heha how funny? well are you smiling yet? pherhaps a chuckle, grin , giggle?? no wait dont waste all your pretty smiles on me for i am just a frosted loser whishing the best for you... well deary darling <3 you much rock on suga!!<3 renee'
from frostie13 :
cheer up right now. im not saying forever, just right now, smile im comanding you. dont make me find you and hold you upside down so your frown will be a nice pretty smile! your are so wonderful as is your diary. i hope the best for you because you truly deserve it. <3333333333 <33333333333 renee'
from bottledbitch :
"and i hate being such a melodramatic teenager." you are so much more than that. more than any label or any singular word or even a stream of eloquently formed words and it all comes down to this beautiful complexity of human emotion and stated suffering. and, while i wish it wouldn't be this way. i wish that your fairy tale days would come, you should be proud to know that if you can make pain this wondrously profound, you are one in more than million.
from neptunian :
i hope i get to kiss mine soon, too. they're always beautiful. <3
from overrainbows :
it is okay, it was just wierd, not gross but wierd, i mean would you like to be in a room where two people are practicaly having sex right in front of you, & it isnt even exciting for you? i mean if you two were guys then...well lets just leave it at that. i am glad your dreams came true though [like cinderella]
from nofacejane :
hey, dear... IM me or email me if you would like the new password to my diary... i forgot to write down your new screen name... sorry. :(
from lovemetwice :
that is the most pefectest way to describe that situation. xox-timesamillion.
from winglssangel :
aloha sweetie, stay sweet and safe. much love and keep writing it's beautimous :)
from sad-doll :
you are amazing.
from frostie13 :
sweetheart your diary is absolutely beautiful. i truly love reading everything you have to say. you are such a pretty writer, i honeltly hope the best for you and i wish to never hear of you in bathtub of your own blood. if it means anything to you keep on living to spite the ones who thought they could kill you! i heart you <33 renee
from i-am-undone :
i love you.
from lovemetwice :
you know what? i think you're amazing. beautiful. important. everything. even if you doubt it. just ask- i'll remind you love. you are worth it. and everyone will see it someday. you cna count on being everyones everything. smile lovely.
from theid :
there is no spoon..
from be-my-heroin :
i wishwishWISH i could say something, ANYTHING, to help you get over her. i can't bear to see you get hurt again but there's really nothing i can do, is there? you said it yourself: you know what's going to happen, you just can't let go to the sliver of hope that maybe, just MAYBE, things will be different this time. i just want you to be happy, steph, &if this is what you need to be happy right now, then all i can say is good luck. &you know i'm always here. <3jen
from i-am-undone :
am I super special?[[haha]] iloveyou.
from bitter-touch :
cani have your new diary adress? pretty please? xox. hope your doing ok.
from utter-views :
Just wanted to let you know that we're open!
from opaque88 :
//Miss Stephanie; 2 x your thoughts would be 2 x your verbal beauty & something i;d love to have access to. scott [theid] let me have a look at your picture. amour, you should show it to the world. what are you hiding, besides a picturesque scene of beauty? in anticipation of the SecretUrl; amour toujours;;// XdeadXburntXburiedXaliveX
from leely :
who are those special people that get to know about this hush-hush diary? if im not special enough; its okay; really<3
from ohrachel :
thank you...
from kissmyscars :
read the update dolls on this diaryring. i need your diary description emailed to me within 5 days or you get booted out. much love all. xo.
from jello-yum :
This is Janelle! I love you hunny! I wish upon you all the happiness in the world! bye bye my dear!
from brokendollie :
I give you my Thoughts and my Hopes. It's all I have. x♥x lu
from teekessel :
...i want to wrap you up in a bread roll & carry you around with me in a picnic basket. i want 1000 pictures & letters from you just so i can take you in. i want another 400 entries. i want to cover you in chocolate & then call you "sweety".
from heartshaped :
my lips are sealed. <3
from heartxthief :
it happens to the best of us. forgive my lapse of judgment?
from insertsmilex :
i <3 you.
from teekessel :
thank you. i.m speechless. what can i say. fuck.
from etiolated :
i too am not happy because i dont let myself be, i sent the only person that had ever made me happy to the hospital.
from i-am-undone :
thanks for the advice I didnt know that they even had them at the dollar tree. hmm could of saved my broke ass some money. xoxox
from i-am-undone :
[[ just to make you laugh {{hopefully}}]] but doesnt Laci Peterson husband look like Ben Affleck [[sp?]] but ten times uglier? or is it just me? I love you. [[ i hope you feel better soon..]]
from be-my-heroin :
there we go again; one of us writing exactly what the other has been feeling for years but hasn't been able to put into words. it WAS like falling &i don't think i ever WANTED to get over it. at least now i can breathe. <3jen
from im-useless :
DONT PICK YOUR SCABS! lalalala! I heart you chica!
from i-am-undone :
yet I think I love you more though Stef. :) xoxox
from heartxthief :
and yet i'm not listed as one of your favorites? thank you though. i didn't mean to steal your heart. if you'd like, i can give it back.
from time-enough :
:)
from i-am-undone :
i love you [[ i know thats not much from me..]]
from im-useless :
look at everones notes! in relpy to that last message!! Your are so loved! I love you !
from im-useless :
hunny you are so beautiful! Stop hurting my friend! I heart you. Dont ever kill your self. you are so young. Dont you want to fall in real love, the kind where your loved back. and you dont cry? I want you to.I have a big long ass note for you on monday, be there to get it.
from bonnie-moo :
i hope you didnt do what you implied in your last entry. i dont know you but i feel such sadness inside at the thought of you being dead. what a waste. x
from starlet-21 :
are u okay?? i'm here if u need me...love - katie
from time-enough :
i hope you can say yes.
from time-enough :
god girl, are you still alive?
from teekessel :
i guess some things, most things or all things are just easier said or wrote than done. poor angel. you.ll get there one day...
from riddance :
I hope you're still here. I hope you're still breathing. <3
from theid :
Ok, no more cowboys. I want to be a pirate. Walk the plank, or I'll shiver yee timbers..? (Wow that was way more of an innuendo than I intended..)
from boltedwrists :
its not so priceless now that peoples emotions are involved. Don't do it. <3<3<3<3
from millie17 :
please, i hope that you don't go through with it. i don't know you personally, but i love reading your diary and i hope that you don't give up. just remember that in all the darkness, there is always a splash of colour. just keep looking, and don't give up.
from i-am-undone :
no no hon..your doing it all wrong. 1st you need to help me finish off these bottles of Jack & Jim[[ my two new bestest friends]]..then you write an entry like that sweetie. [[ and dont you dare do it either b\c Steph I love you!! & that up there is for shits & giggles, ok]] I love you! xoxo.
from bottledbitch :
i'd give you all the money in the world just to delete that 'priceless'
from overrainbows :
you have gone this far, don't screw it all up. don't cut. don't hurt yourself like i do. i love you.
from violent-sky :
stephanie, doll, for the four or five years i'v known you, i've never been so happy for you. [[i'm here whenever you need me.]] i love you sooo much darling, i really do. <3333333333
from teekessel :
oh darling. good for you ... if you pull it through. ( easier said than done? )
from theid :
Mosey along there, partner. This town ain't big enough for the both of us... *impressive gun twirl* Yee-haw.
from leely :
bemypen-pal; please?
from i-am-undone :
teach me how to be happy? iloveyou.
from recall :
i -loved- the most recent entry (live.html). also, here's a quote for you: "I�m not about self pity. Your love did me wrong, so I�m moving on." <3 live your heart out and have fun. xo.
from be-my-heroin :
stop by &tell me about your life sometime. how is everything, supergirlsteph? <3
from it-is :
If you can do that, you can conquer the world. Rock on, baby. xox.
from killingyou :
'true dat' as they say. heh heh //you inspire me.
from killingyou :
right on.
from i-am-undone :
steph oh steph how I love you! if your happy & you know it clap your hand! ::clap clap:: if your happy & you know & you surly want to show it , if your happy & you know clap your hands! ::clap:: [[ does a dance for you also.]] cheer up honey I love you no matter what! xoxox
from leely :
i love you
from leely :
i haven't done prank phone calls in years:!: andrewsomethingboy would have made me smile &giggle too. oh silly silly boys...
from bluesage :
Thank you, Gorgeous :) As are you!
from lovexlust :
ps.. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee your entry tilted fourhundreth... ahhhhhhhh its written so well and its everything i never could put in words! okay just thought id tell you !<33
from serenekiss :
awww hehe thanks for that comment u left in my guestbook AGES ago i just looked at it!... i dont write in that diary much ne more but i have another one i write in my its http://www.lovexlust.diaryland.com... so go check that one out! aww i love your entries and your writeing though! kit! <333 aly
from leely :
andrewsomethingboy sounds a little ...out there...
from i-am-undone :
i love you.xoxox
from violent-sky :
you put your left foot in, you take your left foor out. you put your left foot in & you shake it all about. you do the hokey pokey & you turn yourself around. thats what its all about *clap clap*. <33333 x infinity
from chickreview :
your review is up darling. http://chickreview.diaryland.com/justenough
from be-my-heroin :
happy four-hundred, steph. <3jen
from teekessel :
oh stephanie. if i could follow a person around for day, i.d follow you. i.m fucking fascinated & i don.t know why & it scares me.
from be-my-heroin :
steph;; thank you so fucking much for everything. i could not have survived this without you &i love you SO MUCH &i hope everything turns out okay at your end of this. <3 jen
from teekessel :
i thought i saw you today. i was walking round school minding my own business & suddenly this girl crosses my path & i.m like "WAH! i know her! waaahh! it.s justenough! freaky!". then she turned around & her face looked completely different though. sorry. i.m just bored & freaking mad.
from teekessel :
aol.s telling me that a flight to california costs like 500� right now because it.s cheap-flight-time. so, i.ll see you tomorrow.
from mymonolog :
what you say is so true. all of it. but what you must realize is that everyone has the exact same feelings and thoughts, to some extent. you are strong enough and talanted enough to put them into words. many people won't go there because it's too painful or simply because they connot. don't give up. we all go through rough patches-some in being much too long. don't loose yourself in you. don't constantly dig so deep into yourself that you cannot see the beauty of yourself and what is around you. i wish you the best and try to stress (as corny as it might sound) that you will get through this.
from demise- :
if that is all .true. - i still love you when you are an attention whore; when you are nothing; when you are 'not beautiful' as you say; i love imperfection & i love thinking i love someone/something; & if you think you are nothing & you believe that is true; it doesn.t matter because the truth is; we love you the way you are even if you don.t.
from wacky1 :
i miss you girlie..
from teekessel :
i.m an attention whore. you are. i can.t help think everyone is? & it doesn.t matter to the 166 people that list you if you.re one or not, they don.t care if you write for attention or not. or at least i don.t. i just read it because i think it.s beautiful & i can relate. i.m a bitchy stupid know-it-all. i SUCK in "!real!" life. but i guess everyone does.
from downcasted :
i don't care if you're an attention whore : ) your diary is pure beauty. better add one more to your list of admirers. <3
from i-am-undone :
would you be my attention whore then? [[hehe]] b\c. I love you! attention whore or not. xoxoxoxo a million times.
from demise- :
it.s struggling to you; hating yourself; lost in enraptured emotions & despising it; to us [[your readers]] it.s the only thing we know as beauty .your writing. cheer up doll; you have so much to give.
from leely :
in that case; will you be _my_ attention whore? darling, you speak the things that many of us wish we could write. and when i try to explain how i feel to others, no one understands. but when i read what you write; it really makes me glad &relieved to hear that someone out there actually gets me. sweetheart, you dont even understand. you are the teenage heroine because you live to tell about a real teenagers lfe and the fucking heartbreak and pain and tears that get on your pillowcases with mascara smudges. we love you. i love you. everytime i click on buddy list and see justenough light up in the red, i get so eager to get to your name and hear the pretty teenage fragmented poetry that you wrote for us today. your writing is wonderful and you must be beautiful because you merely speak the truth every single day. you arent a sugarcoated princess who likes to hurt others by stabbing them in the back. you are a girl who listens to what others say about her and has seemed to give up, and now believes what people you care about say. maybe it isnt you. maybe you dont seek the attention, maybe you are right &maybe you can realize this and understand how amazing you are. no matter what; i will always admire you because you speak the truth and its so painful but pretty. je t'aime♥
from so-dead :
ME TOO.
from time-enough :
but that's where yr wrong baby girl. being beautiful does not equal happiness. there is a staggering amount of people out there who are the epitome of beauty but still cannot find happiness. it's true. i'm proof. and i bet you are too.
from time-enough :
i wish i could do something for you.
from felka :
you know i love you.
from theid :
Sometimes there are things in life that can't be explained with reasons.
from opaque88 :
//sweet; don;t force me come up with a superior word to 'beautiful' >> because i just can;t find it. can;t. you;re more than words can say, love. you;re a divine ribbon swirling through the sky without end [&withoutflaw];;// XdeadXburntXburiedXaliveX
from boltedwrists :
You are beautiful. I hope you find your happiness... <3 Laura xox
from brokendollie :
Please don't ever really believe that. You are worth so much more xXx
from killingyou :
[long entry] took my breath away. wonderfully honest\\ honestly wonderful.
from insertsmilex :
so.♥.georgous [it seems i cannot say this enough]
from it-is :
I feel like I've just gotten a compliment from a celebrity. You are so beautiful and yet you're telling ME the same. I can't even begin to see the comparison. But I thank you, a hundred-million times 'cause you don't know how big I smiled when I read that. xoxox.
from katharos101 :
i read it. too beautiful and honest for words.
from leely :
and that entry was so pretty and it sounded so wonderful. and i wish more people wrote like you because i love to read long,long entries like that with your magical words and your emotions written by your chipped fingernails. write another one, please. it was just so beautiful. the way you go to the football games but skip the pep rallys, and the way you wear spendy teeshirts and buy cheap jewlery, and the way you smile at the preps and smile at the goths--i feel like you said everything i have been trying to figure out for the past year. im one of those girls who is mixed in with the confusion and cant find her way into these cliques because she doesnt know where she really belongs because sometimes i try to look pretty but i dont fit in because they see that i try and i need to fake not trying. im sorry for blabbing on&on but i love you. and your writing is so pretty; you dont even understand. keep it real, steph. try to figure it out and i will try to too. just remember how wonderful you are and how amazing you are...and that i love you♥
from i-am-undone :
i love you girl.[[always]]..trust me i read and take in every word you write..[[even the long entries..]]xoxo Stef
from yr-dead :
yr beautiful. absolutely beautiful. <3
from loves-sohard :
i read it. even the long entries like that one.
from bottledbitch :
And she�s sitting at her computer, reading about the beautiful girl on her laptop, the one that is sobbing and weeping with chipped painted nails and feeling inferior just like her. And she wonders how it�s possible. The girl she�s reading about that deserves everything, that has so many words that she wishes was her own, but they never will be, and inferiority is overwhelming. Beauty is found in imperfections and radiance in tears and brilliance in sadness. The girl sits and wonders about a combination of flaws and masks and tears and hospitals, drugs, vacancy. And wonders when it will all end. She feels like screaming the words everyone is thinking. �How could this happen?!?!?� and, afterwards, she�s left in the silence and the solitude of the music that overwhelms. The day has only begun, yet it feels like it should have ended hours ago.
from silentxwords :
i have ben reading you off&on for quite sometime. you are mistaken; the beautiful is you.
from teekessel :
ah huggledeefuggle. i have no idea why i.m adding this entry or what i want to say. i.ll just say what everyone says in short: you.re beautiful & write good. // see // darling. everyone ADORES you & we can.t all be wrong, can we?
from xoexoh :
i just wanted to tell you that i think your entry of 'silently sitting' was so [fucking] beautiful:!: i admire you so much darling. you are so wonderful. <3leely
from theid :
I'll lend you a Kleenex... but you have to give it back when you're done.
from theid :
Charlotte always said, "Chin up."
from unkissedkiss :
kjaldsjf. you've started a fire.
from dtreview :
your review is up
from serratedtart :
i just thought. you need to know how much i love reading your diary.<3
from lovemetwice :
ohmygod. and your entry. leaves me speechless.
from winglssangel :
what is your email and ill send you the password..*muah* beautiful...<3
from kill-soma :
devenir-vous . i dont want to be elitist :-P
from kill-soma :
aren't you...owner of this elitist diary land group?
from kill-soma :
uh yeah. i applied. then read the rules. and i realized i do write about my day, and i probably come off as self-obsessed. so please wait for me to get back into the grove of things before coming to the conclusion im a shitty writer..at this point[for the past few months] thats all that's in there.
from i-am-undone :
more and more with every entry you become more beautiful to me. you.are.fucking.beautiful! iloveyou. xoxox
from kyraga27 :
i.love.you.<3<3<3<3--shira
from xlovehatex :
:) god, make me feel good about my self!!<3<3!!
from lovercraft :
hey, thanks for the feedback, I really appreciate it. Writing's always been a painful struggle for me. I am envious of all these talented 15 year olds who write as smoothly as you and be-my-heroin. I keep coming across them and can't help but say 'dayum!'. I'd also like to say your front page image is cool. See ya!
from i-am-undone :
i would love to spend a million or so bucks on you hon, but right now i am looking for a job..i could though buy a pin or two. ::smiles:: love you stef. xoxoxox. [[the other]] stef
from time-enough :
i've got a hott topic wishlist of my own. a couple of things i have are on yr list too. when i see an *out of stock!* on my list i think "damn." but then i remind myself, lore, its not like you were going to get it anwyay, you don't have money!!
from winglssangel :
wow, i am truly amazed that you are only around my age, possibly a little older. by reading what you write i would have never expected you to be so young. you are a young, talented, and beautiful writer and i hope you continue to write. I wish you the best of luck in life and i hope you live it to the fullest.
from theid :
It's a good feeling, the feeling of being missed, though it doesn't feel that great when you're the person doing the missing. Hope we talk soon.
from overrainbows :
i love you so much. be happy, so you can fill that journal, thats too funny! your herapist is phyco! does she have a therapist?
from scorpionkiss :
{ha. ha. hahaha.}
from scorpionkiss :
<333333333
from scorpionkiss :
<3
from scorpionkiss :
<3
from scorpionkiss :
<3
from angelgirl76 :
Thanks for leaving that lovely note... You really are beautiful person... don't ever think otherwise. Take care!
from angelgirl76 :
Thanks for leaving that lovely note... You really are beautiful person... don't ever think otherwise. Take care!
from serratedtart :
wow; your note, it was so sweet. it was so nice of you to offer some encouraging words like that to me. really, it means a lot.
from teekessel :
the fact that we would probably be good friends if we knew each other makes me sad because you live on the other side of the earth. hehe, kaleb = overrainbow i guess? i was just curious to see what he had to say :)
from boltedwrists :
[blushes] && +giggles+ Thank-you! and you so even more! :) <3 Laura xoxox
from forearm :
it keeps seeming that almost every word you write floats through my head all the time.
from dorkfists :
it didnt seem like i meant it last time but you really are beautiful, <x#$3
from portia- :
<3
from serratedtart :
no i don't. you're quite wonderful.
from i-am-undone :
doll, how are you? [[ maybe soon again, we can have another late night talk..]] love you doll. xoxox. Stef
from angelgirl76 :
I found your diary through glance revu's website... she gave you 100% on your review and I can see why. Your writing touched me! It sounds as though you are going through something very similar to me. Your words mean something to me and make me think of the one who hurts me the most... yet can give me such immense pleasure. I am adding you to my favourites and adding a quote from your diary in one of my next entries if you don't mind. Keep up the great writing! Take care...
from wacky1 :
girly i miss you oh so much. always remember the happy days cuz that's all that can keep you floating. i wish i had a raft to throw you cuz i still don't think you are meant to sink. i ♥ you forever and always remember i wanna be there for you even if i don't know how to
from serratedtart :
oh, wow. you are the ultimate. your writing is faaabulous. your note made me smile.
from teekessel :
"depression is like cancer". yeah...it spreads & it always comes back...
from forearm :
ah. er. i guess that doesn't make sense. buti guess it does to me. oh. wow. look at me. being mysterious of some sort.
from forearm :
p.s. i think we may have correlations.
from forearm :
thank you. i try. it gets covered up and manipualted easily. don't believe everything you say.
from vaccant-gurl :
i was reading your lyrics...and almost every one of those songs ive listened to in the past week...great music taste. great writing. xo
from insertsmilex :
you are so beautiful, and i hope you see that.
from cutething :
this would be the coolest note * ever* in the history of cool notes, as a way of saying ' hey, thanks, ' but my throat hurts, and i just woke up from my nap, because someone knocked on my door to show me some dogs walking around in evening gowns. so, maybe this isn' t the coolest note ever but, hey, thanks.
from abfunkid :
5.8.2K3 i wanted to let you know that you're beautiful. i look forward to your latest entries everyday and i love each one. keep it up.
from garcon :
probably. if i wasn't for school, i'd sleaze around the bookstore all the time.
from brokenwords- :
wow - thank you. you are so incredibly beautiful, & i hope you realize that. i will keep reading<333
from opaque88 :
//steph;;one & only >> & one of you only comes once in several millions years. you know how it is when you can hardly speak for speechlessness of awe from another? no/i suppose you don;t. understand, that it is the world missing out on you. youyouyou. beautiful, gentle, incredible you. & it;s so fucking sad that you pay that price. j'adore vous;;// XdeadXburntXburiedXaliveX
from leely :
::smiles tremendously huge with her lips practically reaching each ear:: you are soooo wonderfull! i♥you
from i-am-undone :
you are not weak. [[ you are fucking beautiful]] and i know someday you will find someone...b\c you.are.amazing.:) ::holds your hand gently:: i am here for you always. xoxox. Stef
from lingers :
your latest entry, it reminded me of a song called "Meathook" by a haunting siren known as Hannah Fury. Particularly this line: "dont be afraid of the dark and what you are without him...." I think you are stronger than you realize, dear. xo.
from i-am-undone :
no, i know excatly what you are talking about. I been with this girl Whitney for 2 years now..and there have been times when i thought she was going to leave me. and all i wanted to do was tie her up and keep her there with me...embrace her...tell her i love her..do whatever i could to have her with me forever. i hope you get her back. you deserve it. you are.beautiful.[[also.]] xoxo
from i-am-undone :
i.wont.[[want to ever]]leave [[such a beautiful girl like]] you. who ever your talking about is crazy if they want to leave you. [[ you.are.amazing.]] xoxox Stef
from leely :
darling, you are so sweet and so kind and it makes me happy to have caring people here on diaryland because in the real world things suck and people pretend to be there for you but they really arent. thank you for being such a sweet gal to me=) i love your writing and i love you. and you must be oh so very gorgeous as well, i mean...listen to you♥
from leely :
and im going insane...but im not a pretty girl.
from etiolated :
yes, i do it and i know im doing it but i sometimes dont know how to stop myself.
from heartshaped :
oh girl. thank you. <3
from december7th :
why thank you madame, but I'm telling you, I'm nothing more than average. You, darling, are extraordinary. exoh.
from dorkfists :
why thank you, and the same goes for you,<3
from etiolated :
im always hurting the things i love and helping the things i hate
from perfxcked :
thank you so much. <33 i love you.
from killingyou :
"carefully she puts the cigarette between her lips, inhales & then her mouth opens slowly, the smoke swirling from her parted lips..." i love the way you put that.. cancer never sounded so pretty
from be-my-heroin :
i never really did, darling.
from silent-scars :
And Oh, if you only knew how much you DO deserve every word of it. You are indeed everything I said before. And I'll say it again and again and again until you believe it. Gorgey girl, you. are. wonderful.
from insertsmilex :
you, by far are more georgous. <3
from xgirlface :
i never knew you had two diaries... yessum, now you are revealed as being twice as beautiful as i thought=)
from silent-scars :
You are so gorgey so beautiful so talented so very lovely I ♥heart you girlface, you are so _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. XoEhOhXo, you , sing like th birds that fly into the sunset.
from xgirlface :
...only if you pitch in. those things must be mighty expensive. ♥dollface
from lovemetwice :
[sings] you. are. so beautiful.. to me....
from foronlyme :
it's scary how close your writings and my thoughts coinside; for once i can see it in words which i could not describe myself.
from raw-hate :
Lovely layout
from writing4me :
hey, i was just curious where you got that image. it's beautiful. wonderful job with the writing and the html.
from evilmags :
i really like you diary, we liek some of the same music and movie too mags
from leely :
your new layout is pretty, [oh so pretty]♥
from teekessel :
eek the "what would you wish for" therapy thing isn.t only happening to me then, i see. i stay silent too, although i have a zillion wishes.
from time-enough :
glad you cleared that up for me. but i'm still a little bit in the dark... do you have anorexia? because you said "everyone seems to think" you are, so i dont know if that means you actually are or not.
from loves-sohard :
"I could not escape a feeling that this was my own funeral, and you do not cry in that case." oh and, that is my absolute favorite quote from A Separate Peace. <3
from loves-sohard :
Madeleine L'Engle. i didn't mean to leave you a note as rage1310, sorry about that.
from time-enough :
no apology needed. i'm wondering why you said you were screwed when you stated your weight. (it was your weight, right?)
from immer :
sigh. div.ine.,
from time-enough :
what's wrong with it?
from rage1310 :
"When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable."
from xroxyx :
............gorgeous.
from insertsmilex :
you are so pretty! xoxo.
from withering :
Yr just as beautiful, if not more. <3
from myfakesmile :
omg, i love your diary. i love the way you write and your thoughts. i'm hooked.
from etiolated :
thank you for that note and for adding me to your favorites.
from leely :
♥i'm glad you're happy dollface
from etiolated :
"becuase you are so fucking addicting & as much as i dont want to be, i'm so in love with you. i've just decided to enjoy the bliss while it lasts & await the eventual heartache. its either that or learn to trust again." thats exactly how i feel.
from theid :
My socks are black from all the rocking. Calm down girl.
from insertsmilex :
<3
from finalscore :
it made me cry that we're so young, but can already write about what we learned of wishing. i'd like to say that i still wish because wishing never hurt anyone, but wishing always hurts more, and i still do it. i hope you had a nice day, otherwise.
from ordinaryday :
everything you write scares me so much. its like you are in my head writing my thoughts. woman at a desk, clipboard, books in the corner. that was my day. i wish i could explain to you. everyday your life mirrors mine. and today just made it that much more real. and im some sick&twisted way it's comforting knowing someone else feels the way that i do.
from bahmoo :
I need exactly the same thing.
from cheriodarlin :
i know exactly how that is. i want it just as much as you sweetheart. hang in there. im here for ya.
from nofacejane :
i think we all need that. i hope things get better for you.
from violent-sky :
i love you darling. stay strong. <33333333333x INFINITY!
from sad-doll :
I'm so happy for you doll face, love is everytihhg. Being unloved makes you nothing. xoexoh ♥ always, Audrey write me soon sweetheart
from opaque88 :
//& i;m silent, but always in awe. we should talk sometime, amour.// XdeadXburntXburiedXaliveX
from loves-sohard :
i just wanted to let you know that i love your diary. and it seems that i am one among many. i'd like to think that if i knew you we'd be friends. sorry, i'm a dork. ��
from dorkfists :
iheartyou
from sad-doll :
it's you who glows. -x- ♥ <3 always, Audrey xoexoh
from cheriodarlin :
thats soo true.. but maybe your just glowing and gotten used to the brightness. therfore you can't tell your brighter than them all.
from added :
Your journal has been accepted. Thank you for your application.
from mistychristy :
THANX for the note! i love your diary too, i read it all the time!♥
from xbrokengurlx :
Thank you dear. It makes me feel warm on the inside.hehe I will come back to check up on you! xoxo <3
from cry :
sorry; you are too typical a diaryland writer. xo.
from killingyou :
i'm addicted to your words
from measi :
Hi there~ I'd like to invite you to be featured on Interviewed (interviewed.diary-x.com). We're a project journal geared to celebrate the diversity of online diarists and give them a bit of shameless self-promotion. No critiques or reviews-- just your words about your journal. Stop by and see if you'd like to participate. We'd love to have you featured! Take care, Mel.
from sad-doll :
I ♥ you *hugs* everything will be okay.
from banessa :
it wont let anyone join... so i guess i will keep going back to check :) thanks for the note back!
from leely :
why would anyone shoot you[?!]
from be-my-heroin :
oh god ;;i wanted to die when my mom found everything ;;be okay steph <3
from banessa :
i enjoyed my stay ~ i really liked 2 of your gif's ~ the lips and bone guy! if i can't use them too please tell me and i will take them off ~ have a GREAT day!
from broken-may :
your just as good as me <3
from recall :
i definitely know that empty feeling that you're talking about. (& even after all this time, i can still relate to you emotionally. xo.)
from howgoesit :
things can only get better. ��!
from jadeddreams7 :
wow, people really can relate to you it seems, including me. um..I just thought I'd tell you I like your diary too.
from december7th :
aw, yr a doll! Thank you very much for that lovely note darling, it means so much to me. I like yr diary &I'll definitely be reading more of it. exoh <3
from devour-me :
Thank you for dropping by my new diary. Your writing is so beautiful. I love it :) Trust me ... I'll be back.
from motivate-me :
wow. i heart your diary. i'm adding you to my list. <3
from boyafterboy :
must = mist. god, typos, my boobs keep getting in the way of the keyboard.
from boyafterboy :
Through a haze of reddish -- blood or must, I cant tell -- It's breathtaking, exonerated, not yet stripped of vital essence and... perfect. That's the only way to describe perfection: Perfect. And it's you. Believe me when I say: you're perfect.
from boyafterboy :
It's almost amazing how well I can relate to some of these entries, most of these entries, then thinka bout what you were feelign while writing them adn realising I probably can't even relate at all. I read your entires as if I am a wallflower: I see things, I understand them, I stay quiet about them. But do I relate? Not in the least. So I dream of a world where we can turn off all emotion... It would be a scary thing to do, but sometimes it's the very thing we do.It's an illusion, the truest lie. The perfect lie. It's so heartwrenching to see the world pass us by, pass me by. But then, I pass the world by, and I end up hurting only myself. I just can't figure my life out, and even if I try forever. I may never get it right. I can reject yesterday for all it's worth but it doesnt change teh fact that yesterday happened. I can't be convinced otherwise anymore - because every elation and every pain has been mine. And it's been yours, and hers, and hers, and that other girl over there, and the one outside, and the one standing in the corner. And it's been his. And the only reason reason I still write is because everyone knows. And they know I know... I can see right through this facade, and I don't see much. We can't take it, but the world forces us too. So we laugh, we cry, and the world knows... Another set up for the fall. A wonder drug.
from hardcorepunk :
fuck.ing. amazing.
from intoxic4tion :
Beautiful. Enough said. I'll be sure to pay you a visit once again.
from evil-matilda :
Hey, just had too note you, as I saw you had The Used as favourite band! Hmm, dont know what to say now! lol these damn awkward moments!
from wwesuperstar :
hey, thanks for your note.. i dont get y im awesome tho. :S well thanks anyway :)
from sad-doll :
*Sighs* There they go again making me sad, it's just you're writing is so beautiful, even though you're feelings are full of pain. I wish I could make you feel better. ♥ always, Audrey xoexoh
from tigereyes87 :
Your diary is uber-beautiful. Thank you, sweetie.
from teekessel :
it.ll be ok. i know that. i think. i hope. actually, i don.t know it. shit.
from indecisively :
yes, if only I could live by my own standards, but perhaps, like you said, being content ISNT enough, we have to keep struggling for more in life. if only anyone knew how life worked, we would all have the time to enjoy it. best of luck to you in that area and others. <3
from sugarbabylon :
^-^ not as much as you ~ *MWAH!* (i love your current entry - i feel the same way...)
from sad-doll :
Your words make me sad.
from heartshaped :
beauty. <3
from secunda :
oh girlface, you are beautiful. i hope you find that out before you lose yourself. [i know how it is; recovered/ing anorexia and crying because of my own imaginary ugliness.] be safe. xo <3.
from be-my-heroin :
okay // so, i've read your note a thousandbazillion times & still don't really know how to respond. you rock so hard & i know exactly what you're saying; sometimes i read what you write & it's incredible because it's like you write what i've been feeling for so long but just haven't found the perfect way to express with words. [you have such an amazing way with words] & we do fall for heartbreakers & i hopehopeHOPE that you can be strong & move on instead of writing about it in crimson ink years later. & i wish we could be better friends & i wish we could just sit & talk all day because no one understands me like i think you could. i <3 you & you're beautiful & remember you're a supergirl (you've even got the bracelet to prove it) ;xoxoxo
from cheriodarlin :
those little sayings do make you smile. wow.. thanks for making my day jsut that much better. you don't know how much youve helped. :-)
from sad-doll :
Hey pretty.
from lovemetwice :
iloveyou. [that's all i had to say.]
from teekessel :
// are you one of those cool people who carry around a notebook with them filled with drawings + poetry + random shit at all times? everywhere? [[ i do that mwuhaha ]] you.re so amazingly cool. move here.
from so-dead :
030325_39.html ... what's wrong?
from mattferrara :
haha i like that quote in the star on your page, about slit throats and bloody shirts. Did you write that, or is that from something? I'm usually good with quotations, I just don't know that one. Cracked me up, though. That's how I feel. :)
from so-dead :
i feel similar. neither pro war nor against it. it is sad that our bombs are smarter than we are. and the schools are in such horrible condition.
from finalscore :
i don't think you'll ever stop.
from dirrrrty :
your review is up @ atomicreview.diaryland.com, good job :) the other reviewer was supposed to tell you but she didnt so I'm letting you know
from be-my-heroin :
sweet irony, i can't stop envying you; it's like a case of spilled wine ...tragic beauty. our downfalls so similar --- cuts & bruises & poison love. you are so beautiful & i wish that for just a second you could step outside yourself & see what other people see. but i'm just a hypocrite who trys to wear her emotions on her sleeves but they keep hiding under rainbow bracelets. be as strong as you can be. <3
from dirrrrty :
thanks, i am the reviewer who just did yours at atomicreview, it should be up soon, they dont give me access so it's up to the creator of the site to put up not me but you'll see it soon enough, i had the best time reviewing your diary, you are priceless <3
from boyafterboy :
i watch the ballet dances from my window: beautiful, lithe, graceful. everything i'm not. and your words come to mind. in a fast fast dizzy jumble. like black leotards and broken ankles the drive to succeed and the pain and the glory and the love. most of all the love. dancing around me like tiny fireflies who whisper nature's secrets. its the love that keeps you going. to have you keep doing what you're doing. because you're perfect. you don't have to impress anyone. and you shouldn't meet expectations. have others meet yours. be perfect. be yourself. that's all you can be. and it's more than just enough. it's everything.
from lovemetwice :
you never cease to amaze me. [iloveyou.loveyou.]
from so-dead :
it is true. so true. i broke someones heart but it probably hurt me more than him. i feel like all of me is broken. and i miss him more than i could have ever imagined. please feel better </3
from be-my-heroin :
... good question (i know that the program came in third ;i stopped listening right about then) ;xoxoxo
from paperlove :
i sorry that person doesn't love you. it sucks when that happens. *hugs* <3 you anways.
from paperlove :
someone loves you. look at all the notes you have. <3 [tina]
from jaded-beauty :
hey beautiful, long time no "talk". i miss you bunches! i'm going to be there in about a week and i wanted to talk to you about getting together. email me you number and i'll call you. please be happy, i'm not sure what happened, but i know you should smile because you glow when you smile. [lots of love, megan]
from dominia :
you said "things like depression should come with a warning label" <-- that's so true. I hate when it hits without any notice and you're like "where the fuck is this coming from?"
from raw-hate :
you're amazing
from destroyable :
That's the loveliest note I've had in ages. Can't see it myself. I'm over analytical etc etc.. You're beautiful too, and u love TBS! Why you think that anyway? How'd you find me??! nb love you, tash x
from xxromanticxx :
if you want you can add me as a favorite shine
from allicansay :
ohmygoodness. we should be best friends, because we are the same. like more than you know. read my really old entries. i know what it's like...
from lostunicorn :
*hugs* Caring vibes x
from feuerfrei :
...I love your diary...I added you to my faves...take care... :) ~Yours In Darkness, Stephanie (feuerfrei.diaryland.com)
from kh1511 :
i <3 your diary. if its possible can i have the link to your other diaries? (im sure you're not always depressed...)
from leely :
darnedy darn
from leely :
I want those pretty kissmyfist lips and that sexy skull but nobody seems to deny or approve my writing and I am left ever so impatient:( *te amo*
from bahmoo :
No, not at all.
from broken-eva :
Dennis...guyfriend who died of pancreatic cancer...we didn't say much in person but we understood each other...he's in my dreams more often than not...he hated to be pitied. In all honesty, he was stronger than all of us. Even when he died...and uhhh I'm still here...I think....feeling a little detached...ugh
from teekessel :
mirrors are always lying. that.s their job [[ i think they get paid for it ]].
from be-my-heroin :
the mirror is lying ;you're beautiful ;xoxoxo
from teekessel :
happy? let.s hope it lasts. i guess you told her >> which was most definately the right thing to do. good luck - a.
from so-dead :
i'm hoping the same thing </3
from just-fine :
*sigh* Your words scream beauty. xo
from lovemetwice :
don't you hate it when you can't breathe with certain words in your mouth? thoughts that give you a headache? sigh. goodluck with it girlface. maybe you should come down here with me and make some snowangels. [:)]
from xlovehatex :
i skipped first period today - from school. and i sat here - reading you. y o u (youyouyou) are lovely.
from xlovehatex :
not exactly.
from enjoyaudrey :
i think it's more than enough. you are rockin.
from alonereviews :
You review is up http://alonereviews.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from amiyourstar :
what is it thats hurting you so badly?
from rage1310 :
i know we never talked or anything but i might be leaving so i just wanted to say that i !love! your diary. .��.
from amiyourstar :
yea. its an annoying trend. but i dont think its that way for everyone. just the people that flaunt it.
from tooxfarxgone :
xoxo. <br><3
from broken-eva :
Mmmmm, wonder if you've seen this? http://www.margueritemoreau.co.uk/
from sharpsecret :
i thought id just say u have a beautifuilly written diary x
from broken-eva :
you are so beautiful amazing wonderful intriguing talented divine important lovely oh god im rambling I <333333333 you ~Eva~
from teekessel :
your layouts are always so pretty. i envy that.
from leely :
Your writing is so unique. I ♥ it
from teekessel :
one day, you.ll rule the world.
from nofacejane :
hey... hope everythings okay... :/ you haven't been updating much... i miss it :(
from secunda :
ooh, me! [making out with you, that is.] xo <3
from paperxcut :
alright, how 'bout it? let's makeout.
from violent-sky :
i would make out with you... but i'd be like kissing my sister... or something.... yyeeahhh.... <333333333
from teekessel :
i.d make out with you. [[ this scares me ]]
from jaded-beauty :
you are a-fucking-mazing. and i love you for lifting my spirits back up. thank you for always caring and listening. <3 megan. ps...your a beautiful, wonderful person!!
from lovemetwice :
how wonderful that would be..
from xgreymousex :
you are beautiful! <3
from xpaperdoll :
cleavage guns. :)) heehee u r radicious
from lovemetwice :
i didn't. you're diary helps to remind me. :)
from lovemetwice :
so impressed. i'm addicted. you know i love it.
from teekessel :
you.re w.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l. i wish i knew you in real life. >> mon belle >> hope to talk to you via aol sometime soon.
from enigmareview :
erk. what did i walk into? straightXedgeXville? FuCK. your review is up. sorry about the wait.
from xpaperdoll :
im like all in luff with your diary n stuff
from farbehind :
that was beautiful.
from x-juliette-x :
such a sucker for sweet talkers
from needingalex :
whoops...the latter was an accidental click. It happens. Anyway, I love your writing...you remind me of myself quite a bit...
from needingalex :
such a sucker for sweet talkers
from howgoesit :
yes, me too. sometimes my friends think i'm a little weird for loving my treasured pictures so much. captured memories!
from bbwing :
such a sucker for sweet talkers
from prettyxwaste :
such a sucker for sweet talkers
from finalscore :
pictures.html: that's why i have over 1,800 files of all the pictures i've taken. of friends, of life, of randomness.
from captivated- :
Your writing never ceases to amaze me.
from raw-hate :
such a sucker for sweet talkers
from xxromanticxx :
everyone is a star so shine up in your little piece of sky
from immer :
to the girl with the ruby red heart: i love you. xo. thankyou for your words, write on.
from vitality :
oh shit. you are brilliant. (layout/images/words.) yeah. xo.
from amiyourstar :
brand new is awesome. and thats a great song. im sorry you can relate to that though. are you ok?
from wacky1 :
i doubt what i say matters but i ♥ you and i really do care, i just don't know how to show it
from alirah :
I know it doesn't matter because you don't know me and I'm aware of how stalkerish this sounds...but I care.
from bitter-touch :
i care. <3
from sugar-review :
2-5-03 Your review is up at sugar-reviews. You did a great job. ~Erin~
from lovelydecay :
you left me a note a long time ago, i leave you a note now. i enjoy your diary...so when i have something that actually matters to say i'll leave another.
from prncsreviews :
your diary has been reviewed, you did very well :)
from comfortably :
you rock<3
from jaded-beauty :
everybody loves you because your amazing. i would give anything if you could only see that! <3 meg
from jenne1017 :
LOL Well, I am a bit femmy like a lipstick lesbian, but not THAT femmy...More chapstick than lipstick ;o) Hope that helped!
from opaque88 :
>> happiness is overrated. don;t fall into the trap mon amour #
from alirah :
I'm really really ready for the weekend too.
from vaccant-gurl :
i love yr writing....xo
from captivated- :
Isn't he though ;) I need new eye liner... and what's this about threesomes? heh.
from preppypunq :
i always write. and i will come back. to this diary. don't give up too much. if i don't, i am around
from preppypunq :
yes. you. and youre great. eloquent even.
from amiyourstar :
"becuase really, everything just comes back down to the fact that i don't like me." i feel like i fit into your words. i wish i could say something profound like,'well you know, everyone craves normalcy.' but a) what is normal any way. and b) im not sure if it would help, because i know how badly it hurts. so i guess what im getting at is, try to be happy with who you are. you are an amazing person. and there is no doubting that. *candace
from blur-review :
Blur -review is an all new review site! Interested in a review?
from prettyxwaste :
you are so beautiful <3
from rage1310 :
i'm stuck at number two, too. and i'm surrounded by people who will allways be number ones. it sucks to hurt like this.
from lovemetwice :
thankyouthankyou. [so are you.]
from recall :
hey dear. i didn't know you were a fan of quotes. i'm addicted to them (meaning: i have a lot). if you want, i can send some of them to you. just let me know.
from reviewscars :
Want to get Reviewed? Than get reviewed by the new review site for Diaryland!! It's review scars, brought to you by one of the reviews from Candid-Revu - Vikki!! This is not a spam message, we are just letting you know that we are open!!
from curvereviews :
your review is finished and has been posted at curvereviews- justenough.html
from caffiene :
drink my anal liquids.
from caffiene :
listen breasty. 'round here, in jo-ja. we be callin dem muggz hot frizzles my nizzle. so fizzuck your mizzuck. biznatch. out. BRROOKLYN.
from cant-make-me :
hi, just found your diary and decided to say hi... i love your design! please take a look at my diary and maybe leave a note :o)
from amiyourstar :
im happy shes alright
from utishpenguin :
there is not supposed to be an edge on hope. i used to suffer the same depression, just forgive yourself, if possible redeem yourself. reach into yourself.
from fadedrevue :
Your review is up! http://fadedrevue.diaryland.com
from lithiumview :
You're review is up at Lithium- go here: http://lithiumview.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from caffiene :
hello breasty. your images are broked. thought i'd letcha know.
from leely :
your layouts are gorgeous
from dork-reviews :
hello! Your review is up at dork reviews. You can see your results here: http://dork-reviews.diaryland.com/justenough.html take care, and thanks for your patience!
from opaque88 :
>> you remind me of a strangled rose. you need to be watered. most of all // you need sun.light. go out & un.furl your petals mon amour. au.revior #
from be-my-heroin :
she knows ;xoxox .jen
from jaded-beauty :
please be okay, i heart you, we all heart you! love, [meg]
from wire-ending :
do you have a live ujournal xburningstars?
from sad-doll :
<3
from amiyourstar :
feel better hunni.
from want-no-more :
[hug] i don't really know what's going on. but i'll give you hugs anyway. xoxo Chloe
from blackcat14 :
you know i have the same friggin problem. blondes suck. :P
from candid-revu :
Your review is ready...take care. Kim :) http://candid-revu.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from candid-revu :
You write beautifully, still.
from raw-hate :
You can pray for something better but yourself is perfect if you give it a chance
from lozzergurl :
wow.
from amiyourstar :
wow. your diary is amazing.
from teekessel :
i am a loser. you are not. - annilein - or - teekessel - . or just call me .ann.
from pocket5 :
:)
from howgoesit :
exactly.
from pocket5 :
i like your new layout lots lots lots.
from caffiene :
i own you bitch.
from technocandie :
aww your diary is so beautiful - the writing, just wow. thanks for the sweet note :) <3calla
from bitter-touch :
dont say this is the end. //its drawing near and fast. and all i can see is the lights pulsing around me. <3
from opaque88 :
>> all you need is you. you can stand alone. with no one. //you are stronger than that//. you;ll get to a place i;ve never been to --> happiness. be.cause you can. & you will. & i;ll be here always.. & i have an e.mail address if things get low. au.revior mon amour #
from bop-reviews :
Him this is Star from Bop-reviews. Just letting you know that you're review is up :0) http://bop-reviews.diaryland.com/justenough.html Conrats and enjoy! ~Star
from just-fine :
I like your diary, especially your poem "fall apart", i could relate. takecare xox
from atomicdog :
whoa. i just realized how badly i messed that note up. i apologize. i hope you get the drift of it though.
from atomicdog :
thanks. you seem like you be a good convorsationalist. you writing is very intellectual sounding. hehe. i'm jealous. ♥ heather
from opaque88 :
>> & i still go to _your_ diary every.day. i;m a silent watcher never quite being able to adequately put words to //your// words. being blown away by fucked words written by a tranquilized drunk like me is astonishing.. i love the way you are so pro.found you don;t even notice. i love the way you can entwine words into amazing lattices. i love your layout. i love you. au.revior ##
from captivated- :
Oh I'm here to sign and tell you that I'll be coming around more often xxSommerxx of Great-Views
from raw-hate :
well i couldnt just let beautiful writing like yours pass me by=)
from great-views :
Your review is up, sorry about the delay, but I've been busy. See it here: http://great-views.diaryland.com/justenough.html
from farbehind :
thanx for the sweet comment ;) read some of your diary, it's awesome. i'll be back!
from nazzy111 :
oh i have no clue about the lyrics. lol but i guess you can get information on it on the lex designs page. thanx chica. l8erz
from alirah :
I love your new layout...course, I loved your old layout too, but that new pic? So awesome.
from photo-x :
thank you, chick.
from recall :
i'm still here and i still care and i can still relate. xo.
from cuntdeath :
i like your diary hun. i'm gonna add you
from be-my-heroin :
i <3 your hair ! [you did a stellar job] ;xoxox .jen
from windowpain :
i'm glad you're still here. oh, how i wish you would smile more..
from jaded-beauty :
i heart you steph! i wish we could talk more. love [meg]
from cutiepie1983 :
Wow girl! Sorry to read that about your hair...but it'll grow back! lol...~Nancy~
from leely :
::hush::[you can write]:::i ♥ you
from wacky1 :
pretty and beautiful in a sad way * ♥
from leely :
i wish i could write:(
from windowpain :
i hope not gone forever..
from finalscore :
not completely gone? i hope.
from leely :
beautiful new layout!! sm♥♥ches
from xo-liesl :
Hey! Cute diary. Where's the entry addict link????!!!!! :)
from paperlove :
you do desever it
from windowpain :
i care. alot.. [♥]
from wacky1 :
don't die steph i would miss you too much.
from leely :
sniff sniff:: i dont want you to die::sniff sniff
from desertrose17 :
Okay, I've set up a review site. We don't have any reviews yet, but if you'd like to be a reviewer, email me at [email protected], and I'll tell you what you need to do! :) -Amber
from pocket5 :
recommendation: "My Ishmael" --the book i put down and knew i had a whole new perspective on life after reading it. and i adored your explanation of what writing is to you.
from be-my-heroin :
the bell jar by sylvia plath
from secunda :
writing is everything. x<3.
from desertrose17 :
Hey! I was thinking about starting up my own review site, and breaking away from Review-world...it's not for certain yet, but if I do, I wanted to know if you would like to be one of the reviewers. Basically, because I think you're a great writer, and could help a lot of people out! Well, let me know! ;) Love Amber
from abfunkid :
I love the His Dark Materials series by Phillip Pullman or get a book called Crooked, that one's really good.
from leely :
Get "Speak". That is one interesting book!
from thejokesonme :
the perks of being a wallflower... good book...
from windowpain :
i love you. and i think you're very beautiful. and i don't like you being sad. yeah.
from pink-life :
i think people need you very much. i know i do. where would i be without your lovely writings? (i guess i'm just as selfish as everyone else, in a way.) love love love <3
from windowpain :
thanks for that. i needed it, desperately. ♥
from emo-star :
♥ xyour beautifulx ♥
from leely :
Yeah, I agree about the boycott idea:)
from thejokesonme :
You're never as broken as you think you are. People pick up their lives on New Years Day because everyone else is doing it. I think we should be rebels and get really stoned tonight, and start our new lives on January 2nd. And tell all these dipshits to fuck a cow. You're going to be ok girl. You're strong, I can see it. And we all know... The king sees all.
from leely :
So if the year is supposed to be like New Years eve... I shall spend my year watching The Osbournes marathon, while I sit alone in my house and my love is out and has totally forgotten about me. I hope that's not true. xoxo♥
from prohibited :
Hey. It's no big deal that I placed you on my list. I liked your diary, you got added. Your diary is wonderful I just wish mine were half as good as yours!
from nofacejane :
I LOVE THAT SONG!! happy new year!!!
from review-world :
Hi! You've just been reviewed at Review-World! Come check it out! Also, just between you and me, I've been where you have.....just know that you aren't alone.... Love Amner
from boyafterboy :
and it's beauty, you know? pink words on black space, it's beauty. it's like a kiss, it's like vodka, it's like those steamy cold nights when your breath looks like cigarette smoke and you can see the stars, even through the city's ashes, and you warm yourself up with the love of life. love of it all. it's too much to give up all at once. too easy to give up in pieces. you're beautiful.
from wacky1 :
i <3 you too!
from secunda :
[i want scars like rivers on my wrists, i want to pass out and wake up to brown blood and tile imprints in my flesh. but i can never bring myself to do it.] so i don't know why but i do understand. x<3.
from brokenbits :
i totally feel for you. i have been where you are. sometimes it still comes to me - those feelings, that despair. sometimes its good just to enjoy the fantasy for a while then you can carry on with maybe a little more strength and resolve. tou spit them out, because something inside you wants to keep fighting. maybe you need the fantasy to show you you are stronger than you thought. take care x
from wire-ending :
because you know you will regret it later.
from pocket5 :
suicide would be giving into them. everyone who ever shot you down. they'd win. becuase as you asked: wouldn't they regret their words? yes, they might, but their words were final and they got to you. they got the best of you they killed you. they win. don't let them ever fucking win.
from nofacejane :
okok you have a couple of good points, but still.. Ron=HOTTER THAN MALFOY. you gotta love his facial expressions!
from caffiene :
i added you to the list.
from wacky1 :
your have no reason to be jeaous of anyone, you really don't. you r such a wonderful person and you don't even know it
from caffiene :
my eyes are all wierd and hurty.
from alirah :
I don't think you understand. You can't have these kinds of thoughts, and write them like this, and not be beautiful.
from nofacejane :
dude, no way! sure, the little evil thing is pretty appealing, but still... you gotta love the red hair!
from pocket5 :
i <3-ed my photo 1 class. your picture of the horses is so rad :D
from pocket5 :
i'd gladly give you the password, i just need your email address. byebye
from finalscore :
that just wouldn't be good, my dear.
from opaque88 :
>> why aren;t there people like you living where.ever i am // may.be then i wouldn;t be so fucked in the head & not so many screws would be lose. you;d be one of those beacons who;d [keep] my -feet- planted on the ground. if i ever heard your voice --> it;d be the sweetest whisper of the night.ingale. i have a strange feeling we;d get on like houses on fire. [p.s. -- lone.liness is over.rated. & my door is always open] but // seeing as you don;t know my address // door = e.m@il. au.revior, belle ##
from lilgurllost :
i'll be lonely with you. that is how i am feeling also.
from immer :
please please don.t say things like that -- i.d miss you way too much. xo. now i;m worried to the max.
from leely :
Please don't die. But if you had a funeral, I'd attend=)
from leave-me-be :
hey! Thank you for the note. I have to go...IM some more random people. Bye!
from alirah :
I've only been here once and already I'm falling in love with your diary.
from x-juliette-x :
in love with the layout and even more in love with the writing. pple liek you that inspire me to write and not stop. <3<3, julia
from lostunicorn :
Part of me is that girl too *hugs*
from meowth2007 :
Hey great job on your site! I love it! Keep up the good work!
from caffiene :
happy late xmas to you too. and thank you.
from rckstrreview :
Your Rockstar Review is done! http://rckstrreview.diaryland.com/021225_64.html
from so-willing :
don't read between the lines...you won't find anything. <3 tori
from ordinaryday :
im glad you dont seem ashamed. there is nothing wrong with feeling a bit scary. everyones life seems to rip apart at the seems every so often. its not the rips that matter. its how we mend it. friends are always willing to lend a helping hand. some people dont know how to sew. but most of the time they are willing to learn.
from bitter-touch :
hey ^^^this is my new user name. from moon-dusty. xoxox
from caffiene :
i got 21 now. i'm catchin up to you, chick.
from violent-sky :
i <333333 you. (guess who)
from lostunicorn :
I adore your layout:) Rain:) Always soothing.luv lostunicorn x x
from girl101 :
the system gives you .justenough -- to make you think that you see change. they'll sing you right to sleep, and they'll screw you just the same.
from ordinaryday :
random girl. thanks for the hug. it brightens my day. reading along, i understand. scary how i relate. i feel it too.
from soulrape :
Hang in there. Give a hollar if you ever need a random ear to listen. I feel the same way about rain. MCL.
from leely :
beautiful new layout!
from i-am-jack :
;^}' Thanks for the note! I am glad that you find my diary amusing. ;^}'
from wire-ending :
the used rocks and i love your new template
from teekessel :
your new layout is absolutely wonderful.
from finalscore :
as a side note, and i'm not ignoring your extremely talented writing, but you always have great layouts. :]
from brokenwords4 :
your wordss and thoughts remind me alot of my gurlfriend. the writing is awesome.
from lilgurllost :
that last entry was excellent. i love your writing
from be-my-heroin :
pam's a cunt
from bahmoo :
I tend to seperate myself from others because I don't feel worthy enough of their attention and I just fall silent and depressed. Your whole entry just made perfect sense to me. xxx
from windowpain :
how do you make those little hearts? everyone else can make them and i feel left out.
from recall :
oh wow. i know an alcoholic (wish to god that i didn't). drinking is so stupid and i am so against it. but yeah, i know what it's like. take care & stuff. xo.
from leely :
That is quite an interseting dad you go there. You're a darlin for letting him in!
from leely :
don't be sad:(
from opaque88 :
>> what can i say // crisp, smooth pages & a moving image on a book ;; hooks me. & tell me when i begin to annoy you -- i annoy .many. people --. i try to find inspiration from a dirty screen // but still i write like an under.developed toddler who has not yet figured how to hold a [pen]. au.revior ## + take.care +
from froggee315 :
Yes'm. Jesus loves you very much. And I must say that I also love they way you write...with the different size fonts and all. You are creative. And Jesus still loves you. Tons. More than you can ever imagine.
from opaque88 :
>> &&: me? [i] wouldn;t mind going down the school with [you] & sitting in the dark laughing & thinking & talking about a range of things. because i think you could al.most handle me. & in many ways // we write similar music. because i see me in you. because you are much like me. & our brain.waves are on the same medium. & please. i do have 2 ears. 1 mouth. & i will use them. if you want. e.m@il me when times are fucked. because i couldn;t think of any.thing better ;; than consoling you. i wish you ||: all the luck in the .world. :|| --> au.revior, belle ##
from leely :
smile:)
from wire-ending :
wow...i love your diary. I feel like im reading my own thoughts. Youre right, we all need to be able to say 'i wish i was dead' and to have them undestand exactly what you mean. Yea, well thats what dland is for! good luck.
from chuna :
hi. thanks for liking what i write. i thought your entry called "&" was amazing.
from bahmoo :
Wow. Your whole entry made sense. xxx
from anikala :
i wish i was dead too. sorry that i'm not there in person.
from wacky1 :
because all the words i could ever possibly imagine saying to you are stuck in my head, not able to flow out, i just want to say this.. i love you so much
from froggee315 :
Jesus loves you too.
from pink-life :
you ARE beautiful. inner beauty reflects outer beauty, thus you have to be one of the prettiest girls in the world. and besides, physical appearance is overrated. xox.
from be-my-heroin :
&&& i heart you
from be-my-heroin :
((( you are beautiful )))
from jaded-beauty :
your very beautiful oh yes you are, so you can take that off your list of wants. it's no good to wish for something you already have. you rock my world! love, meg
from opaque88 :
& those toe.socks //rock.my.world//. i;m not going to stop being ash.ley --> be.cause i;d be an uglier any.one else. that makes no sense. but i;ve lost all reasoning.. you want to be |._beautiful_.| [?] go no further than your diary. & they are only words. & even still ;; i can see so much that you aren;t. if i knew you in person // beautiful would be an under.statement. & believe the stranger [me]. i don;t really enjoy lying to people.. au.revior ##
from windowpain :
*mwah* right back to you dollface. you're beautiful.
from staythisway :
<3
from caffiene :
whats that -aposed tah mean?
from windowpain :
you know what? i could kiss you. want to know why? i found this diary a few weeks ago, and literally read every single entry, no exageration. but then i couldn't remember what diary i had been in. but after seeing your note and coming here, i realized it was you [!!!] your words captivate me beyond reason. [and thank you for the note. it made me blush.]
from lone-star :
I came by and read your diary. I'm glad that you thought my "mental masturbation" entry was classic. That's what I was shooting for. Glad I got there. Is it okay if I add you to my favorites? Thanks. PS: I'm loving the layout!
from leely :
So, umma, why is there a hole in your lip? You should put a band-aide on your tooth, they make pain go away:), hee hee (luv u lotz)
from saara-7 :
"I <3 it" What exactly? :)
from leely :
Yep, that was pretty sweet, wasn't it? That's the best thing he's ever written and said to me. By the way, I'm looking forward to getting to know you, if that's okay...
from jaded-beauty :
miss wonderful, you kick more ass then you will ever know. love, meg [thank you for the note!]
from caffiene :
well, im the boredest bored person.
from caffiene :
Im bored.
from caffiene :
yes, thats right, im obnoxious.
from caffiene :
GOD YOUR SO HOT.
from xpaperdoll :
yah, wrote a song about it :) http://cheapshit.diaryland.com/021130_67.html
from xpaperdoll :
("i wish i was dead") yeah, wonder how people would react, i told my friend once it would be cool if the skool blew up & killed everyone inside including me & she thought me joking, nyuck nyuck.
from recall :
you don't know how much i can relate to you emotionally and you don't know how much i feel what you feel and how much i understand. i swear, i understand. you are the first person i've found on diaryland who i have so much in common with, emotionally speaking. so i thank you for writing (i write also, but not online) and for being honest and for being here. if you ever feel alone and need someone to listen, e-mail me. anytime. i'm here. take care. xo.
from teekessel :
that entry was wonderful. it said everything.
from be-my-heroin :
(((you're one of the beautiful people i was talking about, silly)))
from lostunicorn :
*hugs* Attention air mail style:)
from leely :
you are so adorable, especially in your info html. I like you<3!
from incubusrocks :
::leaves attention:: your diary knocks my socks off...
from leely :
Yipee! Read up then write back...
from jaded-beauty :
you and your writing amaze me. i think your wonderful! xoxox meg
from retired-ego :
i love this new layout. i've never managed to place the images correctly.
from leely :
I'm not really sure if you still need a password, but just try going in and if you still do, send me your email address then I'll email the username and password to ya. L8er
from boyafterboy :
dollface. can you do me a favor? either e-mail me [[email protected]] or leave me a note with your e-mail addy.... i've a favor to ask of your gorgeous self. <3
from opaque88 :
>> bon.jour. & the computer is my saviour. i have read your entries // & they touch me. for a 15.year.old --> you are definitely some.one to emulate. i look up to & [admire] people such as your.self. merci for your note. i appreciate your time // au.revior ##
from sunnibear :
Hi, its Amy (I did your review) just leaving you a note to say hi and that everything you are feeling is totally normal at 15 (I felt that way then and now) and if anyone else tells you different they can go stab themselves in the eye with a fish. We seem to have alot in common (from your info page, with the loves and hates--a totally cool idea) well I'm gonna end this now, byes!
from r-e-v-i-e-w :
Your r-e-v-i-e-w has been posted! ~*Amy*~
from pink-life :
everyone's naive and foolish when they're young. otherwise, we wouldn't have to experience anything to learn how the world works and what people are like and just... everything. i was happy and ignorant when i was younger, too. i think as we learn more it's harder to stay content with all the shit going on around us.
from caffiene :
yu really need to be online before i throw my unwanted sausage at you.
from finalscore :
that was beautiful
from lilgurllost :
thank you :) i wish i knew how to do those hearts (?) i don't think you are stupid at all.
from neuroticaa :
lol thanks. not many people do. (understand, i mean)
from caffiene :
don't say that, chick. your great. fuck solitare
from caffiene :
I do the same thing you do, with the make-belive conversations in my head. It's pathetic. Oh, and chick, yer not a bad person. I love you. :0)
from perfxcked :
don't say that. yr a beautiful person. <33
from neuroticaa :
i identify with you immensely. its slightly ridiculous. your writing is great!
from caffiene :
there's a quote now. when i did that, it was late night. i was in sucha hurry to ge it done and go to bed. point of this: you have a uote now.& of course you're beating me.I gots a buh-rand new diary. &thank you for not listing me. :(
from immer :
oh god, i do that so much. the imaginary conversation thing. yesterday i wrote a fucking eulogy for the boy in my head as if he was dead & then cried over it. like it was real. what.s up with that?
from contradict :
thank you. from someone like you, receiving notes of flattery inflates my ego. and just out of curiousity, justenough = steph = breakthegrrl? (if i've mistaken, i'm sorry) take care.
from recall :
hey. i haven't been around lately cuz i was on vacation with my family. but anyway. i really like your layout. it's simple and cute. xo.
from wacky1 :
i like your happy diary entries better.. :) i asked you in my head, yep i did, besides my askin woulda been pointless, i already knew-for the most part-what was wrong.. love ya always and on and forever...>> *erin
from xbrokenxstar :
thankyou that really means alot. i don't like my layout either..i really want to change it. it makes me cringe. i love yours.. **xxx
from moon-dusty :
that was beautiful xoxox
from be-my-heroin :
i got seventy. (((talk to me more so i'll know you better))) xoxoxo jen
from itsdorkrock :
i <3 your layout. xx.
from emoxanthem :
thank you luv<3
from boything :
31 bizzatch.
from xbrokenxstar :
thankyou so much..i can't think what else to say because thats all that seems to come to mind. xxx
from xbrokenxstar :
(i just wrote you a message and ended up putting it in my own notes.god i hate myself.so i'll write it here and go on feeling stupid) thankyou for a word you deserve more.. xxx
from perfxcked :
thank you. <33
from almostalone :
thank you.
from empty-cuts :
<♥> thank you i love yr layout. xXx </♥>
from slice775 :
hey, this is 'xcutterx'. just to let you know, i never ever write in that anymore, i write in slice775. just incase you were interested....
from ilove2sing :
Thank you for leaving me a note... I never thought anyone would. But, thanks. :)
from boyafterboy :
love. love. LOVE. <3 x980.
from anniversary :
thank you
from myrkur :
i like this. it's very cute.
from djnarate :
hey, it's kewl, I'm not gonna sue you or anything. And I understood exactly what you meant when I read it (: Thanks again, I'll be reading your diary. CYA.
from tiki-reviews :
your review has been posted.
from boything :
public sex. woohoo.
from djnarate :
hiya. This is Petey Rave. The author of "Lonely". Just wanted to say thanks for the mention. It's kewl that you liked the song, well, it's not officially a song yet. But as soon as I get a band together it will be. Oh and by the way, where did you find the lyrics, if it wasn't on my diary? Just curious to find who else likes my lyrics. Ok, CYA.
from leely :
yeah, it sucks when you write a really frikkin long entry then you click save and there's a damn error. I hate that too. L8er:)
from retired-ego :
in reference to dating malfoy: ahem. i don't know if it's good to find him sexy, however, he's what? 13? uhh. *shrugs*
from perfxcked :
hehe. "you can do it.. alll night" (sorry, that's just what yr note made me think of.)
from moon-dusty :
it made me happy too [you always do]
from emo-star :
thanks =)
from moon-dusty :
i cant tell you how much you make me smile, and think and love. because i love this. xoxox
from chinadollrvw :
Your chinadoll review is finally up! Thanks for submitting. xxoo
from perfxcked :
:/ maybe. i'd just get detention in my old school.
from perfxcked :
sure i'll make you a bracelet! :D im me with yr address &i'll make one asap. ps: thanks for the compliment.
from jaded-beauty :
your writing is beautiful. i wish you weren't so sad. love *megan*
from lilgurllost :
hey, i think your diary is really good. i like how you write. :)
from be-my-heroin :
i <3 you .jen.
from so-willing :
the new diary. good to hear you don't care about pam. next time i'm adding to that converstion. you fully rule. -torrie
from que-suerte :
iii like you.
from lousrose :
i'll always keep trying, and i hope you do too. thanks for the encouraging words :)
from agitated :
lol! that's awesome, best story ever. every time i hear the word agitated or agitation, i usually get excited and scream and everyone around me wonders....
from s-l-e-e-p-y :
thanks, the post was actually partially a response to my freind's entry (flamebreeze) that was regarding me.
from finalscore :
those are always nice -- i have a notebook of mine to keep but i probably couldn't even read it again if i wanted to share. you're a great writer :] - love, dana
from finalscore :
haha. wow. blond kid, asks you to open up to him, and you're too straight edged? that sounds way too familiar. - love, dana
from brokenwords- :
this is 'comfortably' too by the way ... who you wrote the note too.
from brokenwords- :
well thank you, very much. =) i love yer diary ... <3
from agitated :
:) well thank you! <3
from finalscore :
never be jealous, you write beautifully as well. - love, dana
from recall :
hi <3
from emo-star :
thankyou...its people like you that make me want to keep writing and writing...<3krystal
from lostunicorn :
Thanks for the note. I guess it just takes time.
from immer :
yahoo, notes. you rock, doll.
from secunda :
someone told me wishing on stars is pointless, but i don't listen to him.
from andtheworld :
come down and waste away <small>with me.</small>

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