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from x-plicity :
Yay Prozac!!!!
from heidiann :
I have desperately needed the reminder that 'it's never too late for a new beginning.' =)
from x-plicity :
Beautiful!
from x-plicity :
Big giant *HUGS* Sweetie!!!!
from x-plicity :
!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!!!!!!
from x-plicity :
hehehe-media whore-hehehe
from evildilara :
Good ole "Kung Foo Fighting" I used to sing to that one too! And my brother and I had a tape we bought of the WWF wrestlers doing covers of pop songs. I have a smashing rendition of Jimmy Hart singing "Rock and Roll Hoochie Coo"
from evildilara :
I am looking into getting a computer and I can definitely write it off as a business expense...the only thing is I just don't have the cash to buy it just yet. Bah.
from x-plicity :
Wow...she does sound like a bitch. Have fun tomorrow!!!
from impetuousme :
thanks for the note yesterday and it sounds like YOU are doing pretty good yourself.. YEAH us... heh...
from evildilara :
Thanks for the note about Marlowe...
from x-plicity :
Money is always good!!!
from x-plicity :
I scored a 103!!!! Wait does that mean I'm weirder then you? That's not cool...
from x-plicity :
Do thyroids have anything to do with depression? I remember reading something about that. I could be mistaken though... *hugs*
from sarahsundae :
I know Kaire. I know. And I know have serious issues about my body and food, too. I wish you would come and take a baseball bat to my scale, too. I hate how I depend on it to make me happy or sad. It sucks. It really does. I hate myself for beating myself up over stupid things and I should be happy with how far I’ve come and I am. But then I want to do more and I just don’t understand why I can’t. Isn’t that stupid? I have issues. I’m glad you said something. I need the wake up now and then.
from x-plicity :
You're in my thoughts, hon.
from impetuousme :
personally, i think if someone does something we can all recognize as crazy, likes hurts or kills people, where it doenst make sesne. It doesn't matter if we know if they understood. we need to lock em up in the nut house. these are not crimminals, and they shouldnt be treated as such.
from x-plicity :
A goiter? Wow...this is turning out to be a sucky winter for you.
from impetuousme :
careful please, in the snow, and thank you, for that post. and you of course are right. so thanks for pointing that out. i'll go away smiling now.
from lolamae :
Sounds like fun! Be careful!
from lolamae :
That is wonderful! I am so happy that you are happy.
from marilynnv :
Sorry you are having a bad time, especially while you are having such a terrible anniversary. I know there is nothing I can say to make you feel better. Just know that I care.
from twisted-mind :
Thanks so much for the note. I hope your New Year is filled with love and many blessings.
from lolamae :
Aww, I am so sorry! But be glad you don't have the virus I think I have.
from wifemotherme :
Have a very Marry Christmas and a Blessed new year!
from lolamae :
Too funny!
from x-plicity :
You must tell me how they are made!!! Blue print and etc.!! I'm dieing to know!!!
from lolamae :
Too cute! You should post pictures of them!
from x-plicity :
I'm so happy for you!!!!
from lolamae :
I can't imagine what you are going through. I am happy that you are happy!
from lolamae :
Woohooooooo!!!!
from lolamae :
You tell em! It is their fault for not calling the right number!
from omnipre5ence :
!!! OUCH. Jeeeeeesus.
from x-plicity :
Name it Wilber!!! Or Charlie!!! Or....Cady!!!! you know after Cadaver!
from lolamae :
Love your diary! Hope you don't mind me adding you to my favs.
from omnipre5ence :
:| Staples? Ah, jeez.
from impetuousme :
wow, great, excellent. I am so happy for you. I can't imgine what this must be like for you. life can change SO radically, just like that, and suddenly, things seem so different. so much BETTER. and just before christmas. really. i'm just grinning from side to side for you. AND there aint NOTHING fake about it. go YOU :)
from rdhdprincess :
WOO-HOO! Congratulations!! I love that you are feeling so much better!
from impetuousme :
your optomism is contagious. thanks. :)
from x-plicity :
Recovery is always frustrating. Be patient and don't do anything to slow down the process. *hugs*
from impetuousme :
hey, welcome back, and thanks for the tip, things are looking up. hope things do for you as well.
from x-plicity :
Feel Better!!!!
from impetuousme :
good luck with the surgury... we'll all be here when you get back...
from marilynnv :
We are living parallel lives! I am having back surgery a week from Tuesday and my niece was born last Saturday. Wish you the best! Marilynn
from impetuousme :
well that's exactly the sort of predicament i strive for in many of my stories. i love to give just enough to give the reader something to identify with... and THEN, let THEM fill in the blanks as they wish. this to me, makes for a much more personal story, because if you fill in the details yourself, you'll do so with images and meaning from your own life. So, the story in the end, is really just a jumping off point... ya know?
from impetuousme :
wow, what an icredibly sweet thing to post on my dealie.. you've made my DAY.. thank you... but uh.. as for more.. uh.. i din't WRITE any more... heh.. think i should?
from rdhdprincess :
Heh, good attitude. I guess collecting other people's urine really does put everything into perspective.
from impetuousme :
thank you. i only wish i had as much faith in myself as you seem to have of me. thank you, for caring enough to write. and for reading. THAT is the best thing i can hear on a sloppy stupid friday.
from impetuousme :
i hate it when you're hurting. when you're mad. i hate it when the world stops turning, and you're the only one left standing. but i hate it worst of all, when you sound defeated, like life holds little promise, and you're long past caring, and breaking up with M? where did THIS come from? sigh.
from impetuousme :
heh, cryptic book of non-answers. you sure you don't work for Dr. Seus or something? heh.but yeah, i DO know what you mean about people and their awful preening when belving they are right. Ugh. people. why bother with 'em? and thanks for the compliment on my writing, and it would have been NICE i think, for a pic to go on your site, showing off this new 'do? hmmm? especialy if it wound up in hot monkey lovin? hmmm.. one would think. anyway, thanks for posting and reading, and for WRITING stuff for me to read. and OFTEN. it's so nice to have found you. :) :) :) ~~ S A M .. .
from fatlinda :
Thank you for the Birthday wishes. :-)
from peytonsplace :
I was up til freaking 3:30 this morning running that entry over and over again in my mind. I thought I was going to lose it! Ugh! Thanks for the comment. :)
from sarahsundae :
Thanks for the comment sweetie. I was pretty bitter yesterday and really wish I hadn’t been. //hugs I seriously need some self image help.
from impetuousme :
i have NOT hugged my asshole today. i've been far too busy. thank you for the reminder. I'll get right on it. :)
from impetuousme :
i am SO with you on these pro-kerry morons.
from rdhdprincess :
Yay for Daddy! (And for getting your car back.) That's great.
from sarahsundae :
Okay-how about go Elliott and Ryan?! Because I think Elliott is a big cutie, too. But Ryan is a big sexy cow. LOL
from sarahsundae :
oh sweetness. i think i know what you are talking about. am i right? anyway-it's always like that. always.
from rdhdprincess :
Hey sweetie! Belated congratulations on your probation being over and your promotion! Yay!
from wifemotherme :
That is my all time favorite legend! I always send it out with the header: This is true I have already double checked all the facts. Never fails someone writes back to ask me if its "really true" hahahah
from rdhdprincess :
Well it's about time they realized how good you are! Good for you dear!
from imabrat2 :
I'm glad you're feeling better. Have a good weekend. :-)
from imabrat2 :
I have an asshat like that too. If he's not eating and watching TV, he's playing a war game on the computer, talking to a friend which is actually more like yelling.
from sparklejaxie :
I'm really sorry to hear about your brother... I'll keep him and your family in my prayers. *hugs*
from maiarayne :
That's it!! Thanks!!
from maiarayne :
I don't have the link to JeAnne's page anymore. I lost it a long time ago. I was thinking of doing a search for it again. If I find it I will send it your way!
from wifemotherme :
Happy Mothers Day!!! and WTG! On the walking! Yep no scooter for you! but we might need to take up a diaryland collection and buy it for my lazy butt!
from rdhdprincess :
HA! They are always wanting me to enlarge my non-existent penis as well. Is this a HUGE concern out there that warrants all this advertising? Sad. One more thing, I don't think of you as a scooter girl. Hang in there babe!
from kitchenlogic :
Not to worry Kaire, it's just during the first phase of the South Beach Diet that you should beat yourself up for a small piece of waffle cone. After that, sugar is reintroduced back into your eating regime via healthy sugars. And then after that portion, you are allowed to eat whatever you want as long as you eat it with protein and fat to help slow down the sugar-insulin producing ratio. It's a wonderful diet and well worth my perfectionist self-abuse. My loose pants can attest to that!
from twisted-mind :
Thank you.
from soccernut :
Can't you just say that you wish ur mom a wonderful MD w/o getting into the other stuff? You can do it! Good Luck! Bella
from rdhdprincess :
That was nice. Good riding!
from peytonsplace :
You guess wisely. :) Thanks!
from rdhdprincess :
The Good Wishes Bear IS adorable! Good for you, but now I want one. Ha!
from imabrat2 :
You sound so happy with your new job. Good for you.
from xnavygrrl :
I just wrote about the God issue on Monday. I almost told the fruithead that going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than going to Burger King makes you a whopper.
from wifemotherme :
Talk about ironic twists! As soon as I left your diary the next red line on my list was xnavygrrl -- dealing with a similar situation. I assumed (yes yes I know what that makes of me) That you were talking about a situation where a friend had be insensitive in her Christian advice. It never crossed my mind that you were talking about the average holy roller. In that case as I told xnavygrrl you have to beat them with the word...and if that dont work a 2X4 will -- you know in Christian love and all HAHA.
from wifemotherme :
My core set of values are faith based. What I believe is right and wrong I learned from reading my bible. I really do hate to think of the person I would be without this instruction manual, I know others who say they can be a perfectly saintly human being without faith and more power to them - I am cant. I cant even pull it off with the directions. Since I do tend to weight the right and wrong of any situation on my FAITH BASED morals, I have no other way to explain to you why I do or dont do something. I have no other way to give advice or offer support. Its the core of my very being. I hate Christians are getting slammed lately over the issue of faith based morals and I hate that others look at people like Jerry Farewell as a measuring stick. I am sure I was going so where with this but lost my train of though... anyway maybe the person you were talking to wasn't trying to be judgmental, but truly trying to be supportive...I think that is what I was going to say....
from wifemotherme :
Congrats!!!!! I am truly excited for you!
from imabrat2 :
Woo Hoo for you! Congatulations!
from loriebug :
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!! Congratulations on the new job and the raise and the office with windows and everything!!
from im-melting :
I asked that same thing...ummm, milk duds and the devestation of a human life. Yeah, something seems a little bit wrong there!
from peytonsplace :
I'm going to see the movie with my friend next Friday and you know, I never even thought about eating popcorn or not. I think it's a good question though. It seems it would almost be irreverant to do so. hmmmmm, something to think about.
from wifemotherme :
You have been in my prayers today! I am happy things went well, I am waiting for the good news with you!
from imabrat2 :
Woo Hoo for you! Good luck with the interview. :-)
from wifemotherme :
He looks more like a thumb than an munster to me. Really hold up your thumb beside his pic - PERFECT MATCH!
from soccernut :
Sorry to hear about the kitty... I have 2 cats and they are my life, so I totally understand how you are feeling... Keep us updated and best of luck ~ Bella
from imabrat2 :
Thanks Kaire. I'm always looking for a "quick fix" which just sets me up for failure. You're right, it's much more important to eat smarter and get healthy.
from soccernut :
I am so sorry about your co-worker.... :(
from sarahsundae :
OMG! Kaire, you are too freaking much sweetie! Isn't always the ones that don't eat or can't eat that shit that bring it in...oh wait-I do that, too!
from imabrat2 :
Thank you for adding me. :-)
from imabrat2 :
Your 1/13 entry had me laughing so hard people were peeking in my office to see what was up. Thanks, I needed that.
from kitchenlite :
I think you and I have the same damn mother. My mom started calling me "Fatso" when I weighed 100 lbs. - my junior year in high school. And told me things like "Walk sideways so you look thinner" "Boys don't like fat girls", etc. One day I told her that if she ever mentioned my weight to me again, without my asking for her advice, I'd stop seeing her. She's started to slip on a couple of occasions but always caught herself before it was too late. However, she continues to belittle my sister and anyone else in the family who is overweight. And, now that I've lost 30 lbs. - she refuses to acknowledge it. Egads, mothers are a bitch!!!!
from soccernut :
I am SO sorry about what your mother said to you... She obviously has a problem with your happiness. Just know that it is NOT your fault and please DON'T give her the satisfaction by not treating yourself well, or by being unhealthy. SHE DOESN'T DESERVE IT. Now ~ more than ever before ~ it's time for you to be REALLY kind to yourself. Take care ~ Bella
from wifemotherme :
oh sweetie I am so sorry your mom said something so mean! I am kinda dumbfounded over the statment so I dont have anything to counter it. I wish I could stick a bandaid on it and fix it. Please have a wonderful new year! And remimber living well is the best revenge!!
from chubbychic :
ROFL. That entry was hilarious. Its funny how often Christmas Presents turn into "Shut Your Trap" presents. heeee
from sarahsundae :
thanks honey. It feels good to feel good, you know?
from soccernut :
Hi Kaire, I just recently found your diary and it has become one of my daily reads! I'm looking forward to reading your future ntries! Take care, Bella :) e-mail: IsaPiMo@hotmail.com
from sarahsundae :
Let's here it for HUMP DAY! It's mine too and I couldn't be happier. Oh and yeah, I'm thinking of how much I can't wait to get to the gym, too! Let's hear it again for Hump Day one day early! Woohoo!
from gonzostar :
hey miss kaire. i'm at work so i can't email or use guestbook (archaic web browser) so i'm leaving a note! guess what? one of my MIA online friends just joined MiM so i got all excited and i wanted to zoom over and ask you to give her the password so i can yank her into today's chapter! and aside from that, i hope you're having a great tuesday! :) ~holly~
from christy13 :
It's great that you have such women in your family to admire. Are these your mom's sisters? What happened? Oh, and I have been taking my own breakfast, lunch, and snacks to work for a while. It's been helpful for me. If I don't have anything there, I'd end up eating M&Ms! (Damn signmyguestbook was acting up again!)
from drahmaqueen :
I'm right there with ya baby!
from rdhdprincess :
Man! I understand that so much. Why is it so hard to take care of yourself? To want something so much, but then not do the work to achieve it? ANYTHING else, I want, I knock my socks off to make happen, this, not so much. I usually last until about 10 a.m and then the desire wears off, too! Take care!
from sarahsundae :
how lovely!
from rdhdprincess :
Congratulations! No stressful wedding to plan, but all the love, sounds good!
from thisbitesass :
I'm glad your meds are working, isn't that a great feeling! :) I noticed I'm on your favs, so I just wanted to let you know I'm moving back to my first diary, 'youdontknome'
from rdhdprincess :
Good for you! Yay for the miracles of modern medicine. Take care sweetie!
from barenaked500 :
I don't know about the ducky water wings! I might not be allowed on the plane with them! ;-P
from sarahsundae :
Happy BeLated Birthday!
from loriebug :
Oh, YAY, Wellbutrin! I'm so glad to hear that's what they're giving you - seriously, that stuff saved my life. After going through about four other drugs, all of which really put me through the wringer, they gave me those sweet purple pills and everything started to work again. I hope it's as good for you as it was for me. GOOD LUCK!
from drahmaqueen :
Hey, sounds like you have my PBFH (Psycho Bitch From Hell) on your hands. Remember this...running someone over with a steam roller MAY still be illigal in some states. xxoo Jen
from mommylap :
Don't even get me started with the bad driving. I often want to move just because no one in MN seems to understand the way a 4-way stop works. I cope by swearing profusely much to the delight of my children- who revel in my use of the profanity knowing that they're unable to repeat it. Once I was told "I had to be nice and wait my turn" I replied- "It was my turn, they BUTTED!" and of course what better explanation could there be? Loved finding your diary. It was like meeting someone new at a party and finding out they live next door to me.
from drahmaqueen :
That's a great feeling sweetie. There's nothing in the world like feeling confident. I have had it and then I have lost it and now I have it again. I wanna keep it this way. You are doing so well! xxoo Jen
from wifemotherme :
You may just be on to the cure for PMS. Forget suppressing the rage -- go with it! I have never tried that before - man I feel sorry for the next cu*t I run into in the parking lot. 31 years of suppressed rage....I almost feel sorry for her. Heheheeh
from drahmaqueen :
I completely understand how you are feeling. Reminder: Killing people and burying them in the backyard IS illegal in most states. :) Love, a fellow PMS Queen DEEP CLEANSING BREATHS..... Breathe, Breathe, Breathe Try to have a good day sweetie!
from krugerpak007 :
Take care honey, and I am so sure your dream will come true. xoxox Kathy
from simplyjaneen :
Oh boy Kaire, gotta love people like that. Usually when I leave messages for people, I tend to leave my phone number, even for people who I know know my number. If it were me, I'd send a note saying: Hey, I would have been happy to call you had you left me the number when you called. But, since you didn't, I just assumed you really didn't want me to call you back; you just liked to call and rant and rave at me. Phone numbers do get lost so in the future, if you really wish for me to call you back, you really should leave your phone number or at least a number I can reach you at. I can't help that you feel neglected, you choose how you feel, but getting that upset over something that can be solved so simply is just a little bit immature. Okay, maybe all of that wouldn't work, some of it might start a war. Or, you could stress on your voice mail that callers need to leave name, phone number, and message or you simply will not be able to call them back. Anyway, thank you for replying to my earlier note, I'm glad that it helped you feel better. Cheer up, the world maybe be crazy be we are less crazy. I think. :D
from simplyjaneen :
Hey girl, you don't need to forgive him. I read something on forgiveness and basically it said that you don't have to forgive him unless he is truly sorry for what he did and he ASKS you for forgiveness. Well, from what your entry shows, he did neither so you have absolutely every right NOT to forgive him. As far as getting through everything and trying to have control over a life where control is snatched away as easy as a crash--or three gunshots for that matter--you shouldn't blame yourself for what you have done so far. Most people would do that or something just as dramatic, maybe more so. You are showing tremendous courage though admitting it and also not beating yourself down for it. You ARE strong and you WILL get through this, what else can you do? Lots of HUGS and a wish that things get better for you soon.
from rdhdprincess :
Amen!
from krugerpak007 :
Nice to read such a warm, happy entry! Have a good time gambling and I hope you come back a winner! Take care:-) Kathy
from drahmaqueen :
Aww honey. That is so friggin true! I need to think like that a lot more. Thanks for the insight. xxoo Jen
from drahmaqueen :
Honey, I am so sorry you are hurting. I wish I could take it all away. There is strength behind that pain though, I can hear it. Stay strong. xxoo
from orangeslush :
love your diary! Carnie has bugged me too since the whole WLS, this whole surgery cheerleader thing is dangerous! Can't wait to read your other entries
from drahmaqueen :
You totally crack me up. Love the ending today. :) bwahahaha Power to the hoochie mama's of the world!!! You go girl!
from drahmaqueen :
Oh, crap. **Biggg huggg** We hate people that make decisions about how our hair should look, going totally against what we told them. That REALLY pisses me off when they do that. WHAT gives them the right to make those decisions for you!?! You don't spend two years growing it out one length for some half-wit to come and wack it off, because it NEEDED IT. That is inconsiderate and she should be smacked about the face with roadkill. sorry... I too have been a victim of someone that shouldn't be allowed sharp objects. I get it. :)
from rdhdprincess :
Me again! I have been reading back, and just read Kaire's Sewer Water Workout, and almost died laughing. Too funny! M sure sounds like a nice man, good for you! P.S. I'm still being positive.....really!
from mimijml :
You made me cry, too. I'm so happy you had such an amazing experience at the doctor's office. I got a lot out of counseling myself -- self-esteem and thinking-for-myself kinds of issues. Good stuff if you've got a good therapist.
from saladwhore :
"Yes, that's right ladies and gents, my dear boyfriend some how managed to get a cheese cracker crammed up his ass in his sleep, only to be awoken by one of the points jabbing him in the sphincter." *laughs herself silly* Thanks for signing my g-book, hon, but seriously, this just confirms my singledom! :P *still rolling on the floor*
from amysloss :
Okay, today's entry cracked me the hell up! I've got a porn-purchasing story for ya: when my husband and I first started dating, we went to this sex shop to look r ound and maybe get gag gifts, etc. And of course the place is on one of the busiest streets in Baltimore. So when we're leaving, I'm all self-conscious and telling him, "We have to hurry out. I don't want anybody to see us." So what do you think happens? I FELL out the fucking door onto the sidewalk. (Apparently there was a little step I didn't see.) And there I am, sprawled out on the sidewalk, and the traffic was stopped at the light for me too! Thought you'd understand...
from simplyjaneen :
Thanks for the note the other day. I hadn't realized that it actually saved, I got all disgusted with it and clicked out of it, not realizing that it saved itself. So, when I saw your note, I went to check on it, and ah ha! Anyway, thanks for the kinds words.
from gotmedown :
thanks for doing my survey. boingboing. your haiku was super.
from mimijml :
Not to be unfeeling -- I understand how crappy it feels to feel huge. But I came here this morning to hear about your BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! Spill it . . .
from mimijml :
Hi Ka(i)re -- I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. I am so happy for you that things are going so well. Don't worry about the weight -- that's just priorities, and you've been paying attention to much more fu and important stuff lately! Take care.
from roadiepig :
Signmyguestbook is dead, so here I am!......Does this co-worker know about your diary? If not, keep a low profile and don't let on that you know about theirs. If they do know, password-protect yours for a period of time to lock them out. They will get bored and move on, thinking that you are no longer readable (just make sure you send me your password!)
from invisibledon :
take my survey --it's called invisibledon
from sunny71 :
kaire...sorry this monday is so sucky for you. I'm really curious to hear about the garage sale saturday though. Any cool goods for cheap? Tell us how do the rich people live?
from lorster :
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored when are you coming back becuase i'm BORED!
from lorster :
I haven't even read the whole entry yet..... however, I would still like to offer to share my narcotics with you. Love you!
from lorster :
hey geek...... the name of the Movie was Star Wars 1, The Phantom Menace. Freaky co-incidence..... I'm watching it right now!
from lorster :
Always together. That's what today was all about. More than anything, that message should have come across. I love you too, my sister! (Now stop making me cry!)
from lorster :
You know what? You really are a peice of work. Have I thanked you lately for being my support through this whole ugly mess? Well, thanks. Love you lots.
from lorster :
You may send me 39 1/2 messages, 38 of which I would ignore.... :) Actually, you would never annoy me like that, would you?? You annoy me in much more intricate and complicated ways! Bwaaahahahahaha!
from lorster :
lmbo.... you really are a freak you know. I mean that in the nicest way imaginable. Thanks for taking the time out of your day to make me giggle. That, my dear sis, is what life is about! And you know what? I like you even if you are a Crackwhore.
from lorster :
Hey! Just wanted to be the first one to leave you a note!

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