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from brucegirl :
Happy holidays from a reader in Norway.
from argos67 :
happy holidays kaliofrnier
from celtickatt :
Do you have a photo of yourself? What kind of photo table book are you making? I love those :)
from stardumb :
sometimes being alive isn't enough to keep you living.
from button-maker :
(my main diary is for-you-only.diaryland) I clicked on your banner, because without Jeremy I feel shipwreacked. I feel so broken - and to know others out there have gone through this, and are going through this always helps. I hate to feel alone. I'm jamming to Meteora CD by Linkin Park right now in school. Oh, and since I'm in this account - want a button? If so, check out this site... :) Thanks. -Pink
from stellarose :
good luck to you and your grandmother. good luck on the holidays. good. x corey
from charminggirl :
I hope your grandmother is doing better. How scary... You take care of yourself, mentally and physically.
from hamiltonian :
email me sometime and we can get together if you want I live in mid city.
from argos67 :
that is so beautifully sweet.
from rachel26280 :
Sorry about the gender confusion... It has been changed.... I hadn't read much and I just assumed that the interesting, well written diary was that of a female. I really do like what I've read so far... I don't often click on banners but I have to say, I'm glad that I clicked on yours.
from trigger-cut :
every time i click on a banner that i think looks well designed and pretty, it ends up leading to you. so, thank you for making diaryland a bit more high class
from less-than3 :
thank god for clicking on banners. i wouldn't have found you otherwise. i adore you. have a great day.
from hamiltonian :
well i know your a dude if that helps...
from robotheart :
if i dont do drugs, someone has to...
from laurat :
couldn't stop reading. but i had to.
from pornoviolent :
i am thoroughly disappointed. i want my five minutes back you misleading bastard.
from charminggirl :
Hun my heart goes to you. I hate to see you suffer like you do. So much inner conflictions. It always goes with the brains. Smack is the worst, please don't do that, I've only see people totally harmed from it. Lives distroyed from it, including my own, both my parents used, speedballs were their favorite and so was angel dust. Pretty much they did it all and my brothers and I suffered because of it. Me places in a foster home and them they stayed and one brother tries to kill himself over and over while the other is seriously mental. Email me you'll be surprised, you know where to find me, tah tah.
from argos67 :
you are some sort of amazing, you know that?
from overlyemo :
Your taste in music is impeccable.
from hamiltonian :
new orleans sucks
from charminggirl :
Come move over here and it will snow. You will get all the seasons. It's one of the joys of living by a rainforest. Oh, one other thing, email me your phone number and i shall call. tah tah luv
from charminggirl :
Oh i wished i was the crazy girl from seattle, I guess I'm just the boring girl from seattle. What makes her so crazy? Dont you know that we are just hippies up here looking for the next tree to save... what out we don't shave, nah i'm joking, well sort of, some don't shave but you can normally pick those out. ;)
from charminggirl :
OMG!!! Smitten as a kitten, good gravy you have to tell me WHOOOOOOO!!!!!
from a-fixation :
I also clicked your banner, and i LOVE your diary. I have one question though.. how old are you?
from kelsi :
Hello, I saw your banner, clicked, read, liked, etc.
from techrat :
i like you. you're interesting.
from kalifornier :
can someone live in real life? yes. i can do it...barely. and thanks, nochipa.
from nochipa :
I read ur diary, i hope u dont mind....i think u r pretty intersting, and i am glad u r giving up drinking. Have a nice day.
from goldn-eggsit :
Could someone please love me in real life?
from kalifornier :
interesting theory. reminds me of an episode of "The Tomorrow People".
from goldn-eggsit :
They are manufacturing the weather from space.
from goldn-eggsit :
Did I hear something about needing on-line writers to review or recite music-land, + all other familial Big-0- Opinionators? Say more , please. :)
from loathe :
My friend, it happens to the best of us.
from lostlabrynth :
Username: dream Password: life
from argos67 :
the new layout is nice
from kalifornier :
get yourself a book on flash mx. i know my way around animation like i do about the female orgasm. :(
from loathe :
Succumb to the media powerhouse, fame, and glory? Hahah. I really wasn't apprehensive. I just felt like a dumbass. Now I have books! *runs off with his HTML for dummies and "Teach yourself dreamweaver in 24 hours"* Muhahahah.
from argos67 :
get well soon. i wish the best for you.
from kalifornier :
limbeck are an amazing band, but i didn't get to go see them the other night since i was getting over surgery. i'm really bummed. but they should be way bigger than they are - positive danceable music that you really can't generalize. <3
from stellarose :
yeah, so can i think you're the coolest? rock. i will then.
from amsterdamnit :
Hmm. You know, those friends of yours? Limbeck? They're playing at a club in Deep Ellum this weekend. Thought it was kind of weird. Especially since.. well, I go to The Door all the time. Also weird because some friends of mine in a band are playing there the night before. Okay, this was pointless. But it amused me, nevertheless.
from kalifornier :
been in articles in SPIN, the face, alternative press, etc. ya know...
from trigger-cut :
i was away for a few days and missed your surgical adventures. so a belated good luck, and hopefully you're feeling well and in good spirits. or drinking good spirits at least
from mikamw710 :
how are you simi-famous? j/w :D
from kalifornier :
bluemanalex: i'd let you have the old layout, but its gone and deleted...i never save those things. but if you saved it, go for it.
from incinerated :
Best of luck with the upcoming surgery. I wish I could help you out with the burrito situation, but the person below me seems to know their meat pretty well anyway.
from wedge-o-lime :
I don't know where you are-but, a decent burrito in canada-if you're ever in Toronto or Ottawa, make the drive to Perth(just between the two and stop at Mexicali Rosies, the best burritos on earth:)
from goldn-eggsit :
hurry. there is a war.
from bluemanalex :
love the read; question: any way to get my hands on the rights to your old layout?
from orlis-girl :
lack of rain makes me sad too.
from hamiltonian :
love the design...
from stealmypurse :
My parents are immigrants and I love you. I also love the new layout. Black's the new white and all that. Keep in touch if you want to. Au revoir.
from godmoney :
i'm an immigrant + i love you: what can i say? refreshing writing :)
from charminggirl :
but i love you for it. :P
from kalifornier :
yeah, everything's pretty cliche.
from charminggirl :
someone trying to make others for sorry for them, nice. good way to get attention again. then again with all your famous friends you need the attention. Also, from being spoiled rotten as a child and, well, a brat, spoiled brat at that, yes< i will sue you, :P you are feeling out of the center of attention. Dear don't go down that path. I'm telling you. A lot can't deal with it, especially the weak. Newsflash, everyone has been abused, it might be physical, mental, psychological, neglect, or sexual. Somewhere in our life it has happened. Hopefully it wasn't sexual and psychological. They are the worst to get over. Shit. I should write a book this shit. Anyway, have a nice Sunday hun. Love you, :)
from ianeese :
Early 20's and realizaton of abuse? That's almost cliche, darling. Dont' pursue that line of thought (even if a therapist or well meaning friend suggests it)- it's non-productive. And don't abuse yourself, that's real tragedy, because it's so unnecessary. I'm just getting on with it myself, not easy, but necessary and worthwhile (if you can believe it). Denial isn't always a bad thing either. Cheers - ianeese.
from anigma :
I just wanted to tell you that I really like your diary and that I just added you to my favorite diaries list. Also, your template kicks some major ass. Your diary is just cool in every aspect. :)
from kalifornier :
they all moved. and some are the famous type and are not home. so ehhhhhhh
from charminggirl :
awwwww that reminds me of "try walking in my shoes, you'll stumble in my foot steps, keep the same appointments i've kept, try walking in my shoes, try walking in my shoes...." I know hun, it's interesting about what a diary shows about a person, we only show what we want to show, in my case, it's EVERYTHING, including nipples and all. :P I'm sorry you're feeling down. I wish I could hug you, perhaps I'd snuggle and cuddle with you attached to my breastesest. There's a thought. Give your friends a call. Write them a letter, oh yes, send letters, everyone loves to get a letter from a friend, in fact send one to me too. :)
from kalifornier :
2:45 am
from banefulvenus :
LOVED your banner, and found your great site. just curious, which Elliot Smith song were you listening to? I love "Miss Missery" most of all but I've only got a few of his cd's
from kalifornier :
and i'm bitchy. people that know me can vouch for this. ahem ahem...
from kalifornier :
hamiltonian - my insurance pays for it. at least i'm that lucky. charminggirl - banner ads are fun for me - let me have that. and if you saw first-hand my everyday situations that i don't write about, you'd understand the psychology of it all. something along those lines.
from hamiltonian :
I wish I had one.. am broker than fuck
from charminggirl :
damaged goods, eh. Well, I'm damaged goods and used goods. The world keep chewing me up, sometimes it's spits me back out but that's only when I'm lucky. You're doing fine, isn't the psychology of it all too funny. You make so many banners to create attention that you lack so very much in your life, somewhere you are lacking it so bad, then again you have porn and I don't. :(
from kalifornier :
amsterdamnit - you will come to love sparta. i think tomorrow i'm going to go photograph (of what i can) some of the places mentioned in the new album's songs. like "guns of memorial park", etc.
from he-left-me :
plz leave in entry in this my public diary (he-left-me) feel free to leave me a note if u want
from amsterdamnit :
Thanks for introducing me to Sparta. I had heard OF them before, but never was really curious enough to actually download some of their stuff and listen. Out of curiousity, do you like Travis?
from hamiltonian :
whoa!
from kalifornier :
i've got a great story about completely fucking up my knees at a resort and turning a hot tub blood red, with, well...blood.
from hamiltonian :
I ripped my knee up a few years ago.You will make but know this: Don't be a Grant Hill , we want you back playing ball within a year!
from kalifornier :
no, i was fully clothed and the floor was dry. i think. i'm kinda drunk right now. but, yeah, God definitely hates me. there's no other explanation.
from amsterdamnit :
I sprained my wrist once when I slipped in the shower. I screamed and everybody came in the see what happened. Whilst I was naked in the shower. Unless you were naked your kitchen, yeah. I win.
from krugerpak007 :
I hope you feel better soon! xoxox
from thespark :
I run a diary community. I'd like for you to join the ring.
from hamiltonian :
hope you feel better
from kalifornier :
i had one that gurliestyle gave me...but i had to give him away to a nice family when i moved. :/
from amsterdamnit :
You banner whore, you. Get a kitten if you feel lonely. They cuddle.
from kalifornier :
early 90's light fixtures? don't make me slice you.
from simplycheeky :
Hah, thanx for that tid-bit. I'm sure it'll come in handy. And by the way, amazing house. The only thing i'd change is the early 90's light fixture but besides that, very adorable. [the views awesome if ya ask me]
from luciangrey :
- Thank you for the reply. ...and I have no doubt you will conquer much.
from danie777 :
What genre of music????!!!!!!!!!!??????
from binder-paper :
hell paso hahahahhaahha
from simplycheeky :
I was just randomly eavesdropping and I actually found myself laughing and enjoying what you wrote. Try to keep the public drunkness on the down-low, many law enforcmenet agencies aren't too forgiving on that. Although, I haven't figured out why.
from luciangrey :
...That seems somewhat self depricating on your part, or rural cynicism. Even the most remote express any sorted amount of bravado if given the chance. In you (as if you need to hear this from Me) is the potential for a vast many things, greatness on one level or another I believe you've already achieved.
from moonlit-eyes :
Damn, you have a nice house! I hope your day is going well!
from trigger-cut :
must be the film clip, but that song always makes me think of el paso. so it all kind of fits in. i will definitely be seeing sparta when they come to sydney in september
from banefulvenus :
I love your site and I'm quite amazed!!! :)
from pugsnhugs :
nice house
from luciangrey :
...I stumbled across your diary through your banner. A moment of absent interest, fleeting at best. I read through several entries, I hope to this extent, you do not mind. I felt the need to comment - even without an absolute point in which to give you. Foremost, disregarding your need for attention - I hesitated as I care not, to be just another faceless whore throwing themselves at your star-speckled foot. ...Yet you strangely have my admiration, your introvert struggles with your own temperment inspire. Congrats on your latest success, it was, most certainly a pleasure to have read you.
from charminggirl :
I'd move in, but it looks as if you don't need me anymore. Attention whore, hmph...
from natinski :
i'm selfish. i haven't added you to my buddy list because i don't want ppl to find out about you & i don't want to share you. you're the second guy i know who has a star tattoo on his foot so now i officially love you. *kiss*
from b-lnl2k2 :
i imagine you only added me to your list because i added you first, right? well, if you're interested, you can have a password to my diary. i dont write in it much anymore, and chances are it'll be confusing for you since it was started directly in the middle of a wanna-be life crisis and i offer no explanation for anything at all. but, the offer's there if you want it.
from anna-spanna :
I do like your diary though =P
from anna-spanna :
No-offence or anything personal but to me "I'm diaryland-famous" seems a little bit full of yourself. I mean its a website and you shouldn't be writing for other people you should be writing for yourself. I don't consider any diaries to be famous, the ones are read are the ones i love but, yes, i do read others and to me being famous on diaryland is a bit ridiculous. Thanks -Anna
from snow666white :
Hi...I don't know why you'd add someone like me but cheers..keep up the good work ^_^
from naivereact :
why didn't you come to Houston? It is better than 'hell paso', but it is no Phoenix. I just made myself sad.
from banefulvenus :
LOVE YOUR SITE!!! :)
from stealmypurse :
I am one of the people who reads and comes back. Yes, I will help out the website any way I can, just because I hate seeing good webbies die out. Adios amigo.
from naivereact :
you know, the more I think about it, that does sound interesting. do you know how to do a javascript applet that can be used for repeated voting on some random website like on that one episode of Sports Night, damn that was good show.
from naivereact :
no javascript cookies, they don't taste very well. full of coffee and paper, not very appetizing. but I have a webcam if you want it, I am not using it (because I have two). I am tired, please forgive me.
from kalifornier :
grand doesn't even begin to describe it. god i'm a big fan i have TWO sparta tattoos (and one ATDI...)
from apollox :
sparta is grand. grand new cd too
from naivereact :
thanks for the help with the 3 extra fields thingy. now do you know any good recipes for cookies?
from trigger-cut :
i really like your diary. layout and writing. it's all gold
from stealmypurse :
I clicked on the banner. I left a note. I am adding you. Keep in touch and send back a little of that love if you don't mind. Keep shining. Toodles.
from coldandgray :
253 unique hosts a day. Fuck. Really liked the banner. poo poo pa doop.
from walkingxby :
angry women are bad. angry mothers are worse.
from naivereact :
so, uh, did you get fired for posting the Sparta track? As far as Sparta goes, I liked At The Drive In better in comparison, but they aren't that bad. How do you do the music, mood, weather thingy on your diary? I have got to stop drinking pot after pot of coffee at night.
from walkingxby :
whoa. i love you.
from jonathan :
I like you. Though I'm currently a Diaryland invalid ... more interested in reading the past than writing about the present.
from ashtraygurl :
Thanks for joining the MadM diary ring!
from rainydayz606 :
ur diary is kick ass! :o)
from charminggirl :
whoohoo, you are coming to see me!!!! ;)
from charminggirl :
psst, if you never woke up again then you wouldn't be able to sleep with me. :( Saw your banner hun.
from charminggirl :
Yes, I've seen it still, you need to check that movie out, it's messed up; however not everyone can watch a movie like that.
from charminggirl :
Yes, I have seen them. Have you seen The Princess and the Warrior? That is one of my total favorites. Good German flick. Oh an intresting French film is irreversible. If you haven't seen it watch it. It was shocked at the rape scene, very brutal. Most realistic rape scene I've ever seen.
from charminggirl :
Oh you are a little sneak!!!!! oh i wanna do that for my other diary hehe. I can't afford supergold until mid august. Drats!
from charminggirl :
Drats! Too bad too because I was looking forward to sleeping with you every night... Oh well, I guess it wasn't meant to be. ;) Perhaps another time.
from charminggirl :
Seattle... hmmm.... I personally love Seattle, but it's not for everyone. We go have a good music scene, the Pike Place Market Bookstores are wonderful, if you are into computers this is the place to be, also the best coffee you can get. Very liberal which is always a plus, even Evergreen college is near (hippy college), We have it all, put an awesome water view and nature all around, however we have rain lots of rain, since we are so close to the rain forest. Yeah move on up. You might really like it.
from charminggirl :
I did so because if someone were looking for you they'd find you but when you get supergold you wont need that ;) Kisses and good luck on honesty.

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