messages to kraven:
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from misfitstray :
Man! Long time no read. Glad to see you back. I know that it's my fault as I didn't write you back. I'm very sorry for that. What's wrong with your life? Would you tell me? My currrent email is on the dland-page.
from magnifika :
strange. this is basically something like what i came here to write. only a few months later. i hope you are well. i think i'm going to start writing again here. we shall see. we're old now, aren't we? they boast 'since 1999!' now. it is the same. itis beautiful. it's all i really ever needed here. muah. <3 jones
from misfitstray :
I think that means you should get your ass up and do something to get you out there
from the-grey-one :
i really like everything your profile had to say. your journal is interesting, i think maybe in 10 years or so i might be as adult as your first entry, heh ... mostly your profile and your quotes on your entry page spoke to me.. i wrote that Einstein quote on the back of a poster once when i was 16.. i would take it down and retrace the words whenever i was feeling extra crazy.
from hematidrosis :
lol i think not. there won't be any pictures. sort of an unwritten law of mine. p.s. curiosity killed the kravens, you know :)
from hematidrosis :
anyone really. right now i have no one to talk to besides myself (which i do quite frequently).
from misfitstray :
hm, I guess I missed something important again. I'm sorry. What is your plan B?
from hematidrosis :
wonderful news! i can see my page again :)
from hematidrosis :
ok. i'll try that one.
from hematidrosis :
did you ever get my email?
from hematidrosis :
i love to know about the people i read about and curiosity kills me. forgive me if i'm being personal. you don't have to answer. but..how old are you?
from hematidrosis :
i tend to use that phrase a lot lol.
from misfitstray :
new cat - could you post a pic or send? I'm curious. So, I don't get that right with that job. You got it, or? What do you have to do in that kind of job?
from hematidrosis :
good luck on your test and don't worry. i'm sure you'll do fine.
from misfitstray :
too bad :( Good luck on your test! And I don't have to buy presents too. I don't celebrate Christmas anymore.
from misfitstray :
you could call me :)
from hematidrosis :
that's interesting..that would be nice if it was an animation. i still think it will be amazing though. it's true. Willy Wonka was not one of my favorites and i do wish that Mad Hatter had been a little "darker", more in Burton's style, but i have every confidence in the movie.
from hematidrosis :
i agree. i liked the concept, a different perspective. the show was ok..but what do you expect from a scifi haha. i'm still a sucker for a wonderland story though. I'm waiting for Tim Burton's version. as always, it shows great promise.
from misfitstray :
I think it is not bad if you don't like someone out of your family... I hated my father, so what?
from misfitstray :
there are probably more swear words out in germany as you think ;) but as I am not so much into curse words and as I'm a good girl, I try to avoid those. :) What was it you liked to do with those people?
from misfitstray :
always :)
from misfitstray :
hello, my little brother :)
from hematidrosis :
my class...its kind of like a kindergarten class in a way (well..they ARE kindergarteners). i teach them about God, we do crafts, and i make them special snacks sometimes lol. not much of a class is it? but i love it.
from misfitstray :
teach English in overseas? Well, wish you would do that in Germany... maybe Munich?
from hematidrosis :
it seems i've misled you. the 20-30 minutes IS straightening my hair + about 15 minutes to take a shower. i apologize if i was unclear.
from hematidrosis :
thank you. good point. i dont see the harm in stealing only about 30 minutes for my hair though.
from misfitstray :
Good luck on your new job!
from hematidrosis :
it was the kind that looks, bleeds and coagulates like the real thing. it came in something that kind of looks like what oil for your car comes in.
from misfitstray :
you don't bother me! I already answered your email this morning. I just read a little bit more about that theme to make sure that I don't write anything wrong... and thank you for your email!
from hematidrosis :
i apologize. i did answer you but this whole diary thing is new to me. i answered it on mine. like i said though, anywhere quiet. me and my camera.
from hematidrosis :
where would you go?
from misfitstray :
you don't write because you might need more time to recover from your last job. Maybe you don't write because you are too lazy and in a daily grind where it's difficult to come out. Try and get up!
from misfitstray :
I feel so sorry. I don't want you to be depressed and all down. If I only knew how I could help you. I think you should quit as soon as possible and find another job which satisfies you a lot more. I guess that is one of the biggest reason you feel what you feel now. Take care! xxx
from misfitstray :
if I can help you with anything, please tell me!
from misfitstray :
You'll never know until you tried it out or? Don't settle.
from misfitstray :
I guess we could give a hand to each other in that thing about not knowing what kind of job we want to do. I don't know either. If I only knew, that would be a huge relief. 'sigh'
from misfitstray :
What would you pay? ;) I'm very expensive! I guess you wouldn't have any money left for the casino after you payed me for painting your apartment... Write!
from misfitstray :
I think that I miss you very much!
from misfitstray :
it's not "would" but without it "what makes me happy".
from autumnrein :
Based on your journal entry it sounds like you have already read it, but if not, you should read "A New Earth" by Eckhart Tolle. You would like it.-Andrea
from magnifika :
if you wait a year--not even, just til may 2010--i'll go with you. anywhere you want. i just have to go someplace. i'll have a degree. i can teach english. please?
from misfitstray :
Yes, tonight is full moon. Come over and teach English in Germany :)
from misfitstray :
I'm sorry to hear about your back. I guess it's time to do something for your back muscles ;) Get better soon.
from misfitstray :
it should be a country where chocolate doesn't flow away when being outside. The rest is up to you :)
from misfitstray :
that is a thing I'm thinking about constantly as well. Maybe we should do that together, so we don't feel lonely while abroad :)
from aprilly :
i'm truly sorry to hear about your grandmother. close or not, losing a relative can sting more than we give it credit for, and i hope you're doing okay. and belated birthday wishes as well. may the new next year of your life be all you want it to be.
from misfitstray :
*ding* Sie haben Antwort :)
from misfitstray :
I think you should do, what YOU want and do what's best for your purposes and needs. You always can honour your Grandma in your thoughts and actions even if you don't visit her funeral to say goodbye for the last time.
from misfitstray :
Happy birthday!
from surrealgrrl :
i think i am one of the lost as well. the one paragraph really reminded me a lot of myself. i don't know if it's a bad thing. i just don't know what to think about it really. and i think your closet sounds really nice. my own depresses me when i have to bother opening it for something.
from misfitstray :
I'm always speechless about the 5-year-question too. So senseless. We really should enjoy more of the now and not wait until everything gets "better". Whatever "better" is.
from misfitstray :
I think you are right about the "want". Maybe it's because we avoid to get disappointed.
from magnifika :
one thing they didn't tell me when i started my own brain candies (i practically swallow a whittman's sampler of the things every morning) was that i was going to cry. i was going to get angry. i was going to cry when i was happy. they didn't tell me that part of starting the meds was going to be actually having feelings replace the apathy that i had become so accustomed to. had they told me that, i might have felt better about it. it took me going off them to realize what they'd helped me recover (?)...i don't know if i ever really had emotions that weren't in some way tangled up with my depression and bi-polarity. i do now and i feel like..yeah, i still get fucking sad. i just have this tool now to catch my emotional and mental breath and look at things more objectively and logically...before i just let the world fall down around me and say fuck it...because thats what i've been doing. now i'm wondering if they neglected to tell me that eventually, that little bit of peace wears down and you're left struggling to hold on to it again, grasping at strands. maybe its time to one-up or something. i don't fucking know. your most recent note made me think of that...that initial crying and realizing that it wasn't anything like it used to be...it was like...normal (?). maybe. its what i imagine normal feels like, anyway.
from sixweasels :
As a general rule, I say if it feels better to be involved than not involved, then it is. Your intuition tends to let you know if it that's not the case. Not that I've always listened to it, but life is built more on experiences than what-ifs. I think.
from magnifika :
making friends. wow. so. i had this conversation with nacho in the heart of winter about this girl danielle. she was in a few of my classes and was a philosophy major. it made sense that this girl and i could be friends. but i was like...do i want to even bother? everyone with whom i'd tried to "make friends" with at that point was hugely disappointing. i mean...there is so much effort involved in becoming someone's friend and it seems a bad thing to me to find that that effort has been wasted and so on and so forth. but i decided to see where it went and we started hanging out and i don't know that i've made a faster closer friend. and now she's in madison. fucking luck of that, but i don't know. i think i forgot how to make friends. sometimes, i think you only need to put yourself out there more and be open to it. that one work friend could lead you in a million different ways...i guess that's what hip business types like yourself call 'networking'...though the term gives me convulsions of discomfort. gemini, huh. geminis and virgos are not the best matches. but maybe that says something. i was thinking the other night...i've been talking to you, sir, for a long time. and you've never gotten so under my skin as to annoy me, really...at least not that i recall. interesting. anyway, go outside. make some friends. winter is coming, grasshopper. xo, sj
from nixtress :
It's funny how a diary/diarist can change over the course of time. I've read over mine several times and realized how my writing has matured and changed...and how my focus seemed to re-arrange itself. I'm still the same girl who started the diary but morphed into something more, as well. Maybe that's what growth is all about.
from nixtress :
Hey there. I'll happily give you the password if you'll only leave me an email address to send it to. I prefer to not leave it on comments or notes. Thanks! :)
from magnifika :
wind chimes are not bad. wind chimes are protective. it is not so much a matter of a weather report (namely, the wind report) but a matter of keeping the bad energies from your home. there are other such ways to acheive this same effect, most of which you'd also scoff at...but listen, when there is a cloud hanging over your very existence, you have to do what you can. perhaps you need a different tone--everyone has a tone that is most pleasing to them. were they tinkling chimes? i'm not much for tinkling. i'm more a fan of bellowing minor tones. they seem to be more menacing. bad energies and spirits beware. and yes, i realize that you are having a good laugh. what have *I* been doing? thinking too much, feeling too much, and subsisting on turkey sandwiches. they're not so bad. and thinking of visiting my sister. i need to see the sea soon or i may disintegrate. how far are you from the shore? xo, sj
from magnifika :
"its all changed now!" so quoth the d-land ambassador. i didn't even think of changing that profile information to reflect my current status / state of location / etc. do you know what annoys me? most of the diaries that i used to read are not in action anymore...but when i go to my buddy list, i see a ton of just blankedy blank crap. outdated. *sigh* but i still love 'er. anyway. we don't say, "what the f is going on?" rather, we say, "what the eff is going on?" its not so much a matter of preference but, in this case, a matter of what is incorrect (the former) and correct (the latter.) you drive me to maddness. xo, sj
from magnifika :
*this* from the same man who has the following in his profile: "you think therefore, you are...so what do you think you are?" everything is perception indeed. awareness of oneself is proof enough. so quoth the Descartes. nevermore. you get the idea. xo, sj
from magnifika :
is it better for a man to be physically broken in contrast with emotionally, spiritually, or psychologically broken? or do they equate with each other? is, perhaps, the physical body merely an extension of the latter and, therefore, demonstrating a different kind of broken-ness? these are things i think about. xo,sj
from magnifika :
is that a memory or some sort of modal experience? hm. xo, sj
from magnifika :
my aunt gave me a featherbed thing to put on top of my sleep number (and how dare you call your sleep number an "air bed"?! that's a disgrace!) and i tell you, it's like heaven. memory foam would be interesting, too, i suppose. feathers, though...with down comforter...the heavy ones in winter...i sure do love my bed. clean sheets. laundry. funny--my laundry room is in a room that is kind of a mud room or something...and it gets VERY much colder in there than the rest of the house. the drain froze yesterday and i had an ice skating rink in there when i was trying to do some laundry. that was fun, let me tell you. but the feather bed topper...definitely check it out. muah, xo, sj
from magnifika :
you mean those masks with the ribbons and sometimes gliterry paint around the eyes and lips? kind of like mardi gras masks sometimes? i think i know what you mean...and if i do, i think you may be the only man i've ever known that liked those. i kind of do, but don't tell anyone that because...they're pretty girly and i tend to deny my girliness generally. um. yes. xo, sj
from f-i-n :
happy turkey day
from magnifika :
you'd best be good at more than opening doors. i have an opening for a butler/maid/gimp here at the estate...stuffed with cash is an understatement...hooray, 26 weeks of unemployment beginning very very soon! xo, sj
from magnifika :
hope yer head feels better. insurance classes. christ, what *won't* you be able to do? howzabout taxes next? or do you already do those? you can be my personal H&R Block...you'll never guess who I saw out tonight...none other than EDGAR (EFFIN') SNYDER and the guy from Prizant's Carpet...Sam, i think? not together...but Edgar did the point and they acknowledged that they've seen *each other* on tv. And there we were in the middle of it, just eating our burgers and rubbing elbows with local television commercial icons. oh, what i happening life i lead! xo, sj
from f-i-n :
((hugs))
from surrealgrrl :
"Whatever games are played with us, we must play no games with ourselves." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson it sounds like a good one to me, and rather apt for me at the moment.
from magnifika :
looks like it's time you came home and had a shopping spree. did i tell you i've moved back to indiana? and how about arby's had an armed robbery on thursday night and yours truly was working there...let's hear it for stupid futile second jobs.....hiphiphooray.
from ragingbunny :
rummaging through diaries and I'm really digging yours. Further reading will eventuate.
from theicing :
if i have two cup-cakes, a bottle of Schnapps and a screaming naked dr phill locked in my trunk why does it still hurt to pee?
from sunstargirl :
I really like what you said in your profile. I'm a Daniel Quinn fan as well. "The world will not be changed by old minds with new programs, the world will be changed by new minds."
from f-i-n :
March 05, 2006 - 10:25 am this society seems so mixed up. the founder of domino's pizza wants to build (and is indeed building) a town in florida. he wants the town to be based on roman catholic values and is building a cathholic university there to boot..
from f-i-n :
I knew there was a reason that I hated Dominos pizza.
from surrealgrrl :
life is wierd right now and i've been very bad lately. very, very bad. we should chat soon. ;)
from f-i-n :
i love random entries. hope you find your ipod soon.
from aprilly :
haha! sorry, i shoulda warned ya about the ccsu library. it is pretty crap-apple - way outta date, architechurally ugly, and just generally not that nice of a library. it's only good when you want to feel old-fashioned or when you want to crawl into a dim dark corner and ignore the world - then, eh, it's passable. enjoy the study time!
from f-i-n :
I always wake up from my good dreams, feeling sad that they aren't real. It can ruin my whole day.
from magnifika :
when i drove through hartford, i was going to call you. i drove through both ways on my own. i had my phone in my hand, but your number wasn't in my contacts...just in a call log someplace. i was so busy paying attention to the traffic that i was unable to find the number. i thought about stopping. and then, i thought better of it. if i'd stopped, what then? hmm....xo, baby.
from pink-circle :
I've noticed your interest in poetry. (and art?) and I'm sending you this *circle invite* because I think you would be a great member for this group. To join, visit here: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/abjoin.html ---- for more information, visit here: http://pink-circle.diaryland.com/about.html ----- thanks for your time. ~Pink
from kreestuh :
I understand being a hopeless romantic and too logical at the same time. It's annoying, isn't it?
from magnifika :
i don't think tesla actually wrote it. in fact, i think i recall a live album where they said, "we didn't write this song, but we wish we did." i never bought a tesla album, mind you...we found it on the side of the road. xo. :)
from surrealgrrl :
you have to do what's best for you, and by the sounds of it- it doesn't sound like that company is the best for you (my humble opinion). how have you been?
from texasangel69 :
I feel for you man! *gives you a hug* I find it hard to keep friends too. No one wants to deal with "friends" who aren't "NORMAL". Know what I say? WHAT THE FUCK IS NORMAL???
from texasangel69 :
I know EXACTLY how you feel. I'm Bipolar and no one around here understands how I feel. I lash out at my family and then don't know how to go about the post-lashing period. I can honestly say that I think it would do you good to seek the help you desire. *gives you great-big hug* If you want to talk to someone, I'm always here for ya!! Laters.
from texasangel69 :
I'm sorry dland lost your entry. That sucks man. *gives you a hug*
from texasangel69 :
Hehehe, I have to laugh at the diploma thing. It's true, but it's funny. Why it's funny to me right now, I don't know but it is. I guess truth is some of the funniest stuff around.
from f-i-n :
great journal~
from magnifika :
i'm sorry you got in an accident but i'm glad nobody was hurt. you are a sweetheart, you know. don't let my recent distance fool you...i've been quite a busy girl. xo.
from magnifika :
here. as in pittsburgh? as in you haven't called me? *pout* i guess i'll keep filling my empty hours with television and talking to my dog who, by the way, does not understand a word i say.
from hamiltonian :
Hey if you have the time I am curious of peoples views on Presidents and the last two elections. I'll post the results on my page, when I am not writing about my own life. If interested I will email it to you...
from hamiltonian :
as always a great journal and I hope you keep writing
from aprilly :
absolutely agree with you. it's more than a tad hypocritical to say god has a plan but we have free will. it doesn't make any sense. i don't think people have just one true purpose either. i think we're all here to do a great many things - those things being determined by us and us alone. i'm with ya on the free will bandwagon. my fuckups are mine, as are my victories. to say 'well my life's down the toilet but it's because god wants me to learn something through this' is a nice idea, but it's a cop-out - your life's down the toilet because you created it that way. but i'm an atheist so of course i'm gonna say that.
from dead-diaries :
I have gmail. Gmail.google.com -- I have a ton of invites, more than I know what to do with. The idea popped into my head that I should ask everybody that reads my diary site if they want a gmail email address. If you do, leave me a note back with e-mail address.
from aprilly :
ddr is short for 'dance dance revolution'. it's that silly little game they have in arcades where you dance on the floor pads and your character onscreen keeps up with you. i have the pc version that i bought off of ebay about two months ago and have barely had any time to play it lately. it's a ridiculous amount of fun and a good workout as well.
from texasangel69 :
Thanks, I should be back in VA sometime in the middle to late February. Things will hopefully start getting better soon.
from aprilly :
i don't know about the email problems, but i guess you did misunderstand our conversation. i didn't think it went well. and i'm done.
from aprilly :
hm, i hope you still check here... does pokerstars.com play for real money? cause i'm still a bit newbie-ish to play for cold hard cash. otherwise, you're on for a poker challenge!
from texasangel69 :
Hi! How are you? I'm doing pretty good. Thought I'd drop ya a line see what was goin' on. Hope you have a great day.
from texasangel69 :
I'm in the Navy and stationed here!! I can't wait to leave though, I really hate Virginia. I'm probably gonna move to Maryland with my boyfriend as soon as I get out in another year. Where are you from?
from texasangel69 :
Hi, I was browsing the memberlistings looking for some new friends when I stumbled upon your diary. I hope that we can become friends, Lord knows I need all the friends and support I can get. Bye for now. Angela
from live-for-now :
i noticed you're from VA. did you ever go to any phish shows? like hampton or VA beach?
from aprilly :
where've you moved to? i think it's only right you give a forwarding address for all the adoring fans. and i'd help you with tech support if i actually had any tech know-how...
from live-for-now :
also, on a totally unrelated note, have you checked out xanga.com? you said you weren't gonna write here anymore so there's a suggestion. also myspace.com if you want to do lots of pictures and meet other people.
from live-for-now :
i wasn't saying that a vote for badnarik was a republican vote. it is a libertarian vote. i was saying that if i voted that way, with the political climate the way it is, bush would benifit from it. i'm gonna wait before i make a permanent decision because i'm not sure kerry can beat bush anyways. it dosen't look like it right now. also i'm not a libertarian. i usually vote libertarian or democrat, depending on what i think is in the best intrest of my community/country.
from live-for-now :
i just read your who to vote for entry. i usually vote libertarian but i don't think i can this time. i know it sounds cliche but if i did it would have the same effect as voting for bush. so i guess i'm one of those "anybody but bush" people. but he'll probably win anyways.
from kelly :
hey, did you change the numbers 'cause the middle column looks good now!
from kelly :
i think it rains a lot in seattle. i'd pack an umbrella.
from kelly :
diaryland is not conducive to interactivity:( i hates it.
from djraindog :
Hey, man, I didn't even realise you were back 'til I saw I got a hit from someone at ODU and had to track down who it was, for fear that someone from my childhood (I grew up down there) had stumbled upon my diary, which could be catastrophic. Good to see you! Hope all's well...Will read up & re-link u as soon as my brain turns into something other than brown sugar & maple syrup flavoured instant oatmeal.
from kelly :
you look fine in IE and in firefox. no mangled code, totally readable.
from kelly :
enjoy your adventure:)
from magnifika :
hah. i have a new email address, anyway...but its a work email. you can still mail the [email protected] address and i'd get it about twice a week cuz thats all i check it. i got a real job. its amazing. i never thought it would happen. i have weekends off. i'm in dreamland. i've only been there for two weeks. its in a paper machine clothing company. www.astenjohnson.com. its crazy. until, senor. xoxo
from kelly :
this is totally random but. sense of dread. i've got one too. and so do several people i talk to and read online. and IRL, as well. just. odd. and random.
from kelly :
that sit it out or dance song is one of my mothers favorites. she sings it at me ALL the time to remind me to 'live'. i almost hate the song because she sang it so much.
from aprilly :
haha. egad. sorry - i keep forgetting the world *doesn't* revolve around me.
from kelly :
i hope you could read my hand writing!
from surrealgrrl :
get someting edgy with a lot of texture...get product you sexy, sexy thing you...
from charminggirl :
:D Take it easy hun...
from charminggirl :
hmm, do tell more about such things...
from charminggirl :
aww, you are such a sweet one. I do hope that you feel better about yourself. you really are a kind one.
from charminggirl :
psst Dec 3rd is my b-day... you started your diary on my b-day :O
from kelly :
have you ever seen the extended dvd editions of the first 2 movies? what got cut, they put back in again and it's a *lot* better then what got shown in the theatres. all the bits they missed (okay well, tom bombadil totally got the axe) got put back in.
from aprilly :
please don't give up on life and living even with the exhaustion. don't give up on hope. you know 'hope' - "the feeling you have that the feeling you have isn't permanent" - because it isn't.
from shadowsbytwo :
Hey Kraven. I'm just a random member browsing through the members section. You seem to have a lot of deep feelings towards certain things, life, death, among others. Your diary was in a way depressing, but also it was encouraging to know I am not the only one who feels like this. I'd like to talk to you. My AIM is Lusted Mortality, or you could just sign my guest book. ~Lindsay
from kelly :
ahhh, radiohead.
from aprilly :
if i knew exactly what constituted the rules of 'over', i could tell you if i'm following them... but everything's this lovely shade of gray these days... so... i dunno. "i promise i'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were; and when we meet which i'm sure we will, all that was then will be there still...."
from kittienoir :
i just remembered...it was the name of a vampire from a movie i had seen that day.
from heidiann :
Hi there. Welcome to the Kinky Sex ring. Thanks for joining. =)
from surrealgrrl :
Do it! Mandarin style...anything that starts with "cant" is bound to give you more problems!
from kelly :
mandarin!
from surrealgrrl :
I keep forgetting to email you when I'm in my account. I will write you soon. Study abroad sounds excellent, I'm excited for you.
from kelly :
my fave porn show is called 'latin lover'. it rocks!
from surrealgrrl :
You don't bore me Kraven... I think you're quite interesting actually.
from surrealgrrl :
Okay- if you're still reading me, by now you know that I've lied. -I'm not moving to Richmond- BUT...I DO still want to meet you for coffee sometime. In fact, one of my best friends here is dating a grrl that lives in Norfolk- so there is a good chance that I will have plenty of trips with her to Norfolk. Anyway- just wanted you to know that our coffee date is still on. ; )
from kelly :
i know *everything* there is to know about ontario!
from kelly :
i wish i was back in school talking to girls from peru! very fun indeed!
from surrealgrrl :
Hey you- I'm going to move to Richmond, however- I still have some friends down in Norfolk/Va Beach...maybe we could meet some time for coffee. -How random and fun would that be?
from kelly :
where did your guest book go?!
from magnifika :
are you writing for others or are you writing for *you*? that is the question.
from surrealgrrl :
Going to school in Norfolk eh? I used to live there...I'm not extremely impressed with the area but you should definitely check out the Ghent area- it's probably the most cultural, diverse, artsy part of the city. PS- Get ready to meet a lot of Military folks...especially Navy. Good Luck!
from kelly :
in the time it took for me to see if you were on aim, i have forgotten what i want to say.
from magnifika :
congratulations, congratulations, congratulations! an assistantship is pretty major k von everywhere. i'm proud of you. as for visiting...i might come down that way to camp this summer...nothing specific planned yet...how far are you from the beach?
from magnifika :
nope...no servers...nothing. we only have one location. so its porn, porn, porn....eh..not really. ;)
from magnifika :
heh...they track it you say? my boss doesn't even know how to send an attatchment to her email. in this business, *i* do the tracking. ;) until, baby.
from surrealgrrl :
Hey you...I hope things are working out for you with school and your ears. I don't have a whole lot to say at the moment, I guess I just wanted you to know that I appreciate your interest in my diary- and that I like to read yours too. Take care, S. PS- whatever happened with that co-worker that thought you were doing her job?
from magnifika :
nope...wasn't because of you that i read it. i read it like two years ago when my roommate had to read it for his synthesis class. and no, not heading back to iup anytime soon...i think someplace else, perhaps....john smith college in the adirondaks has my name all over it....well, not exactly. my name is not john smith. xoxo
from magnifika :
Ishmael is the BEST.
from soliloquymj :
You spelled "Memento" wrong.
from geezo :
Thanks. I'll keep an eye out for "Donnie Darko"--whatever it is, lol!
from geezo :
Thanks for the note. And yeah, "love" is a seriously abused word in our society. I actually considered mentioning that in the same entry, but I decided I was probably giving people enough to swallow (so to speak). Thanks for reading!
from cursethesky :
I think you would enjoy reading Neil Gaiman. He is an awesome author and he admires H. P. Anywho you should check it out...
from djraindog :
Dude... First off, thanks for the e-mail awhile back. I don't know if you're still reading me. I have no clue who out there is reading me. I tend to think no one. Especially since I don't write often. Anyhow, just wanted to make a couple points. I totally understand the thinking in the shower thing. I had thought it was just 'cause I was a water sign, but you're not, so maybe that's not it. If you loathe pro sports salaries, then why do you go to a sports bar & watch football? If you're not part of the solution... ;-) In other news, you needn't be so down on yourself. It sounds like you're good at what you do, despite its not being what you want to do. There's something to be said for that. Oh, and don't worry that you don't know what you really want to do; I don't think anyone does. I also think the fact that no one really knows exactly what they want has led to some real greatness. Kerouac. Ginsberg. Burroughs. Cassady. Waits. Mmm...Spicy chicken. 'Nuf said.
from katsilver :
I'm a classic gemini too. We're supposed to want to know a little about everything, and want to experience a bit of everything. This is like me. I can never stick to concentrating on one thing for very long; I start getting into one thing and ten other things come along to grab my attention. I think the best way is not to worry too much about not having goals - when you plan things they never turn out that way anyway. The most important thing is to enjoy each experience as it happens. Thinking of all the different things you have achieved is better than thinking about what you haven't yet done. There's plenty of time to do it later. I like your diary a lot.
from dizzyfaery :
I've been reading your diary for a while as you know, and while I've enjoyed all of your little quirky thoughts immensely, there's always been this barrier. I'm rather anti-social and so I tend to let molehills become mountains. It seems I write about school and all that jazz in my diary and you about work and so I thought we had little in common (mole hill that hardly exsists becomes mountain) and so I read your diary, enjoy your insight, but never venture to real communicate. I read your latest entry, however, and perhaps we aren't all as different as my anti-social mind tells me we are. We both put up with the crazy shit life throws us and we are both depressed in that fine-line-fake-smile kind of way. Maybe you saw this earlier and I'm just blind. Good luck on finding yourself and congrats on making good chicken (even if it turned out a tad spicy).

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