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I may be the only one who is going to suggest this but I say, keep your diary, let your parents read your innermost thoughts. Maybe they will understand you better. Then again I don't know how your parents are, so I'll let you be the judge...
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My solution is to lock your diary and give the people on your buddy list the pw. It's the safest way to go if you don't want people that you know to read it. But I guess that means I wouldn't have access to it, but that's all good! I hope that you have a good week!
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Goddamn girl, thanks for the note. Love to hear more about you and your green friend...
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I like your diary. And I like your new layout!Kathy
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Dude, I'm not your mom, but I still stand to my gut that this doesn't feel right. :(
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yeah, i bet he is wondering if you got in or not. if he is not wondering, then i guess he wasted his own time. but not your time. so it all works out for the lauren, see? maybe email would be better, too. no awkward silences or discomfort. your layout makes me hungry for strawberries -
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i don't know why, but i wouldn't.
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tahitian : |
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You should e-mail him and tell him, and say thanks. That's just my opion. I don't really know how much my opion counts probaly not a lot.
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You kick ass!
Oh yes, you do.
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I get it. In the castle with all the chicks???? Spank me!!! And me!! And when you're done with her, spank me! Yeah, I get it you gay fucking shitbag. Nice layout. Go to hell.
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FIX YOUR DAMN GUESTBOOK! I CAN’T SIGN IT.
*cry*
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Huh? You left me an IM that said, "She IMed me today too." Who is she? I'm really confused. Confucious confuseded.
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I'm sorry sorry that you broke up. You seemed to have many problems with him anyway. During that past relationship was the only time that you wouldn't let me joke with you. Gay I say. I say gay. Go bang mark. He wants you. Give him a boner.
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I'm sorry, boys suck. They don't understand. Sorry, I hope that i didn't piss you off. by writting a note
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Are you really fine with the breakup? or are you just saying that?....
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didn't know you had problems with depression too. huh. go figure. i'm tired. fuck me.
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Hey~ I totally agree with you on not wanting everyone to read everything you write about! That's kinda why I locked my diary! But you seem be growing up a lot this year (by reading your diary) Keep up the good work! Try not to let the past haunt you. ..... I know I do that too! I REALLY like reading you.... if you wanna check out my diary the un in tahitian and the pw is girlygirl!
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just one little teeny tiny word of advice, if you are using private lenders, do not use PLATO. they are a bunch of fuckwits that charge an outrageous amount of interest. when i had to start paying back my loan, they sent me a booklet with a $12,000 a month payment. [the loan was only for $14,000.] when i called to ask what was going on they actually insisted that my paymnet was $12,000 per month! by the time someone with an inkling of intelligence figured out that $12,000 per month was indeed a hefty figure, it was 2 months later and not only did they report to the credit bureau for being late on my first two payments, but they assessed a late fee. urgh! i could go on and on... i just beg you - do not use PLATO.
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Hey, guess what? I'VE NEVER STUCK IT IN THE WRONG HOLE!!!! THE MAIL THAT IS!!! YOU FUCKING SHITHOLE!!!
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I can kinda understand what your feeling, even though I've never had a "boyfriend" my "crush" is the same way about e-mailing me and IMing me. I guess I sound stupid. I locked my diary but the UN is tahitian and the PW is girlygirl, if you ever want to read it. I hope your doing good.
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I can't see butch. That is far away and I don't have time.
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I don't get paid to do it. It's for fun. Eat my poop.
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2 hours straight?
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You are a fucking lameass. Sorry I haven't been around. I haven't had the internet for a few weeks. I know I know, its no excuse, but forgive me assface.
You shouldn't get that drunk around your BF you fuck fuck.
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That's cool that you have a boyfriend now!!! Congrats!!! I hope your happy! I know I'd be really happy!
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Yeah, gay ass hanson came to philly. It is the only show i've ever seen sell out at that bar. Get your tix now you fucking dork.
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i love my lauren.
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Hahahahha. Come jerk my dick off too!!!!!
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yeah I know what you mean, I'm not crazy about the layout either...I'm just waiting until I find someone to make me a pretty new layout and avril's ass will be gone...hang in there...hehe...:)
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Why do you have a warrant...you dirty whore?
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thanks lauren, i'll send you a picture if i nd up moving away from the futon.
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musicnut : |
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I fucked your dad.
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Gosh, you guys sound so perfect for eachother. :)
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now hey, i grew up in mesquite and i LOVED it. of course, i loved it because it was so easy to drive to the city from it. :)
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Thank God Bush did that. Now there's no way in hell he'll be re-elected! That makes me happy.
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You fucking ass! NO STARVING!!! It slows your metabolism. Here's what you do, don't eat so many carbs and eat smaller meals. I eat like 5 times a day, just small portions. Breakfast: a little bit of oatmeal. Lunches: half a sandwich. I snack on fruit. You do it! Now!
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Hey! You have a cool journal! it's entertaining! I have one if you or anyone else wants to read it! I know it sucks to not have a man but You'll get 'the' one one day!!
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You know, I'd rather be in the position that you're in than in the one I'm in, but I guess I'm odd like that. I enjoy friday nights to myself. It gives me my alone time with TV and my music. Get a hobby ass! That's what you need. You try too hard. Stop feeling insecure or I'll stick it in your butt.
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marn : |
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Isn't it a hoot how sports type stuff brings out the competitiveness in us? I'm relieved I'm not alone in this.
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Hahahaha. Really? The thing is, I don't wanna have this really, but its like i'm falling into it. Can't control it.
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I will check the band out. You will swim. What the hell is that ab excercise? I dont' know the names to them. You can always kidnap mark and MAKE him be your bf. Fuck me with a strappy and stop being agay.
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Keep on keepin' on. You didn't say anything about losing the DSL. You dirty whore!
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Who the hell is "charlie"???
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good for you for telling shawn all about the hpv right away! it's not an easy task by any means. go you for being such a strong woman!
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hey girlie, why not take some time and be a single, happening kinda gal? i admit that having men around is nice, but you just spent a long, long time in a serious relationship... why not relax and enjoy being just you and not someone's girlfriend for a while. no one says you have to commit to any of them to have fun with them...
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I hate your fucking guestbook. It fucked me. Anyway, I said something like this... I thought that like 10 guys were always hanging outside of your door. You shouldn't be lonely. When I get depressed I listen to music. Depressing music. I don't think it helps. Listen to Butch. You'll feel better.
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He'll come back, they always come back to Lauren! The reason I didn't tell you is cause it's embarrasing. You're gonna marry mark and have little mark babies. I'm a little drunk. Bone me please?
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I FOUND THE SONG!!! I THOUGHT OF IT AT THE GYM!!! I won't give it to you though. I'll give you more words. You must guess. "Don't ask whyyyyyy. Don't aaaask why. Don't ask whyyyyy. Don't aaaask why."
Ha, get that!
NJ Lauren would love it.
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have fun on your date ;)
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I used to skate. I never got that good cause soon after I got a gf and she took up all of my time. Quit being so needy damn you!!! I'm sure that your search is sucking. I'll bet that most of the people on those things just want to get laid. They're probably not looking for a relationship as you are.
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That's terrible. I'm sorry. Fuck him!!! Fuck dat man in da buttocks!!!! Hell, at least you didn't have sex and then him give you that e-mail.
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When you get da kitty, you should put a before picture up. Then the after it's cooked pic the next day. Those Chinese can work wonders.
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musicnut : |
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You should get your sister to hook you up with one of her bf's friends. That'd be cool.
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Nah, still on Xanga... I have more trouble remembering to keep up my diaryland journal, oddly enough. :-P
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You say you feel like shit and you want to be held? Huh? Well, I'll let you in on a little secret... NO ONE WANTS TO HOLD SHIT!!!! NOT IN THEIR HANDS, NOT IN THEIR ASS, OR EVEN IN THEIR POCKET!!!!
Oh yeah, I saw a splender CD in Jersey. I thought of you. I was like, "That's Lauren's band!!!!"
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Hey, I found ya! :o) Good luck with Mark. I hope you two are very happy and have lots of sex together. (Just don't tell me about it... j/k) Take care.
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Your eye doesn't hurt from rubbing it. Scott bitch-slapped you. He said, "Damnit hoe!!! Give me my money!!!! You can't leave!!! No one does!!!! Now go work the corner!!!!" Yeah.
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Happy Birthday you silly girl.
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dear dear. hope your sis gets out of her muddle. i the meantime, break that bed in real good! i'm buying my boyfriend new sheets this weekend so we can do the same. haha!
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I have an idea!!!! Scott is like whitey, and you is like da african peoples. Buy a pony.
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Thank you ma'am!
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That Hollywood shit only make you lose water weight. It dehydrates you. It's filled with diuretics. I can't spell.
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You're guestbook thing doesn't work. I had something really brilliant to say. I forget what it was.
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musicnut : |
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You are a penis-envy dirt demon!!!
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get your ass online girl! i have the funniest thing to tell you! it involves naughtyness!! damnit!!
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I is not a drunk!!!! I drank that night, only like 5 beers. The time before that was Superbowl Sunday, that was like 2. And the time before that was the last time I went to that bar. So... I guess once a week. My friend is a drunk, he drinks everynight. I am not!!!
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Wow, I haven't heard from you in a while. Thank you for stopping by there silly nuts. Get internet in new apartment now!!!!
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marn : |
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I hadn't seen the video before and I was surprised by how much it annoyed me. Oh well, it's not like I'm her target audience or anything, right?
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Yeah, well, I do that when I'm not drunk. I guess the only difference this time was I was too drunk to realize when to take my foot off of the gas pedal. I admit I am a dumb fuck, I will not do that anymore. I promise. Wang: 8=====0.
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I was just browsing around Dland and I wanted to tell you your musical taste is just sublime. I've always loved incubus and everything butch walker has ever done. I've also just recently been listening to tons of Ours. Anyway just saying that and your diary looks like it will be a good read if I ever get some time! bye!
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marn : |
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When I first read that, I imagined myself smacking my butt and yelling "Giddy Up" like they used to say in the old cowboy movies. I am much, much too easily amused, eh.
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marn : |
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Yeah, visible tats are tricky. I have a bracelet of leaves on my left wrist, but I can hide it with a wide watch band if I want to. It literally took me years to decided on this one. I knew I wanted one more, but knowing that it was going to be on my bod forever, I didn't want to make any mistakes. When I still loved this design six months after I picked it, I knew it was for me.
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Shop till you drop at the dollar store. They have gloves there. You wanna know how much they cost??? Well, the answer is as much as the cereal. I like the bed pan. Good invention. Wear it to work. Gator is later.
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Hmmmm. It's not the glasses that make you look retarded. It's the slippers. It's not Valentine's Day, therefore, hearts suck. I ass you.
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Sorry I was not around. I wasn't sleeping, I was just out. My friend from school came over earlier than expected, and we were out all night. I'll talk to you probably later today. I got fucked over too if it makes you feel any better.
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Don't be sad. You can get a new doggie. I'll name him for you. But you have to tell me 10 days in advance for me to properly name it. Send check or money order to my house. Ho ho ho.
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Your template is supercute. AND SO IS THAT BLACK DRESS WITH THE RED STUFF POKING OUT THE BOTTOM! Holy Hell, where did you find that??!
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I took its cheese. It locked me in a room with all these sex toys. I told the antelope that I wasn't big on antelopes. Then Mr. Wizard came and made an atom bomb from a toothpick. Snacky snacks are good to snack on.
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Hmmmmmmmm. Yeaha. Uh. Hmmmmmmmm. Ooo. A twizler! Yummmmm. Ooo. An MnM. Yummmm. Oooo. A shard of glass. Yummmm.
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Your boobies will eventually pop. It will be suspicious. Monkey brain. Oh, yeah.
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marn : |
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Oh, man, that Tae Bo is for the crazy wimmens who *really* want to kill themselves. I wouldn't have enough co-ordination to do that in a bazillion million years. I stand in quiet awe.
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musicnut : |
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So the Vicodin fucked you up huh? I whacked it like 10 times to your pictures.
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musicnut : |
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Damnit!!!! I told you to "wank" in front of him. If he doesn't respond, feed him aphrodesiacs until he does. Fuck.
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Well, Enjoy Incubus! You saw filter? Was it the Short Bus days or after. I met them in August. Super Car goes fast.
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Hey.just felt like saying hi to someone...have a great day :)
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i want a nice back.. thats the biggestphsyical hangup of mine. I have a damn scar from just below my neck all the way down to the small of my back... :-/ annnnd i have backne. Ugly ugly back... hehe thats why id ont like taking it from the behind unless i have a shirt on. too much info? too bad! haha. love ya babe
pssst your guestbook isnt working!
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Yeah, I like the thingy thing that you made for me, but I have no idea what to do. I am stupid when it comes to this stuff. Internet scare and confuse John. The flying V is kick ass, the colors are kick ass, but I don't know about the "c'mon, let me rock you part". If its gonna be crazy silly, its gotta be all the way. I don't know, it just sounds like something Britney Spears or someont like that would say, maybe I'll get used to it. WHAT DO I DO? Teach the baby Lauren, teach the baby. Thanks.
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That is very cool of you. Ok, here's what I want: 1. A unicorn that jumps out of the computer and sings "Rocking in the Free World", 2. A man that sells peanuts to you, you can smell them over the internet, 3. A hand that slaps people, 4. A clown that does backflips, 5. 2 million dollars, 6. A shaved monkey that wears diapers. I think that about does it. I feel my demands are pretty fair. Have the clown and the monkey protect my money on the way to my house. Thanks.
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You should play "flick the bean" in front of him. If that doesn't turn him on enough to have sex with you, consider him a closet homosexual. HOHOHO! MERRY FISHMAS!!!
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I prefer pink.
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returnsender : |
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my uncle did most of the painting in my bathroom. but i helped a little. helped mess it up mostly! i painted most of the base color though.
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Yeah, I'm a guy. If I was a chick I wouldn't have time for this online deal. I'd be staring at myself naked in the mirror all day. I live in South Jersey, 40 min. from Philly where I go to school. My gf was from around here, so when I went to school it was painfull. It did get easier, after maybe 3 weeks, so there is hope. I have reason to believe that distance was the seed of destruction in that relationship, but I do know someone who's pulled it off since freshman year, we're now pre-junior(5 yr. school). Good luck with the decision.
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Cavorting is kind of dancing with joy. Um, you're welcome to join the campaign. If you don't know enough html to insert the button into your page, then just make a mention of the campaign and send me the link to your page and I'll add you to the Cavorting Hall of Fame. Easy Peasy.
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I must tell you that DISTANCE + RELATIONSHIP = PAIN. Also, trust often is an issue. Believe me, I know. It's especially bad if you're in love.
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When you *really* botch something and your sweetie still eats it, it means either a) this is true lub or b) your sweetie is insanely hungry c) your sweetie was dropped on his head as a child. Myself, I *always* assume it's a)
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The Marvelous 3 is how I found ye. I have never seen them, or seen Butch's solo thing. The last 2 times he's been here it has been 21+ shows. I am about 6 months short of the required age. Damn him and all those who shall discriminate against the youngins who desire to see Butch.
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The Marvelous 3 is how I found ye. I have never seen them, or seen Butch's solo thing. The last 2 times he's been here it has been 21+ shows. I am about 6 months short of the required age. Damn him and all those who shall discriminate against the youngins who desire to see Butch.
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You must talk about the Constitution and how it does nothing to make your girly spot feel better. So then you push for it to be burned and then you can rule the world with twizzlers. What kind of surgery did you have anyway? And when the hell do those circle rings on your body go away? I think one tatooed itself on my torso.
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Spiders, argh. I know a guy who sleeps with cottim wool in his ear because her heard about a woman who had a spuder get inside and lay eggs and it sent her mad...sounds like an urban legend to me though.
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aawww i love your diary? why did u lock it? :'(
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sweet-cynic : |
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dagnabit. i was just starting to get addicted to your journal too!
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o dearest laurenrocks, if anyone has managed to follow the newspaper or the news or the board, they would manage to realize K-Mart is in fact, still alive and well in many areas, including the chicagoland area, which means the martha stewart is still a living and breathing entity... scary but true. y'all just have to pay attention and realize martha's not going down w/o a fight.
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hey thanks for signin my gb. i would drive to dallas but ive no car to drive there in! hehe its ok, my pops works for the airlines anyhow. do you know what the closest hotel to the smirnoff centre is? thanks!
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Hi Lauren, you crazy snatch! I just wanted to harass you somehow, since you aren't online. Oh well, I suppose I will go now...you have disappointed me! Hahaha! Just kidding. Talk to ya later, doll.
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nophen : |
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hello, i am drew, just a guy looking for a hot blonde. so if you meet the description you can message me, my diary listings are on this marvelous html axiom. well i hope we do continue and further our relationship because i think it is going great. until next time my love. bye cutey
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Is this Scott fellow your boyfriend? If so, he sounds like a royal asshole.
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Your last entry was disgusting and filthy. I love it.By the way, I <3 Rufus. Probably because I have a tendency to <3 gay men. Isn't he the greatest? Well, just thought I'd voice something...
Ciao!
Jessucka
soulfrstrn.diaryland.com
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bildschoen : |
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Thanks for joining the Our Lady Peace diaryring! *krie*
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Truth hurts sometimes. Have fun in Houston. Hope it really does work out for you.
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purplebugs- i'm sorry that you are twisting my words around and overanalyzing my diary when you clearly have no idea what you're talking about. this will be my last note to you because i honestly don't care about your opinion. this diary is not here for your criticism. i'm glad that you feel the need to share your unwelcome opinions here. but there's no need.
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Hello again, read your response and I need to make a few comments. I have to keep it short this time because I have school work I need to finish. Yes I work and go to school. Anyways- I can sum you up in one phrase; Spoiled, ungrateful, self-centered, and unable to recognize that you have caused all the problems in your life. If you think moving to Houston is going to bring you closer to Scott, make you loose wieght or make you a happier person, it won't. You'll see that in about two months. One more thing about your dad why don't you ever thank him. Your so hateful towards him when he's helping you. I understand having dad's that are "deadbeat" but has he been out of you life since you were five, does he beat you, sexually assualt you, or yell or anything? NO, you're to spoiled to have had anything like that in your life. Also why are you so bitter that your dad has found someone he loves and enjoys being with, or is this the same tension you have been having about your sister? Speaking of your sister have you ruined her good relationship that your jealous of? Your dad is also taking care of what should be your responsibilties, you don't have "that" kind of money, you don't have any money. You can get a job that pays well if you apply yourself, You have so many priviledges such as your white, your middle class, and you have both your parents. So before it's to late tell your dad you're thankful, swallow your priviledged pride, and make something of yourself your begining to annoy me. Write back. P.S. why do you only write when Scott's not around?
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to purplebugs: its really a shame that you're missing the true message that comes out in my diary. or maybe i'm just not writing some things in there to help clarify the situation. my mother paid for my car repairs, and i am paying her for half of it once i can. i feel awful that i can't pay for it myself but i dont have that kind of money. even if i had a job, i wouldn't make enough. i'm moving to houston with the man i love because i need to start over and have a new life somewhere else. i'm sorry that you don't understand why i do the things i do. i screwed up and now i'm fixing things. its not too late for me to get my life back together. and that's what i'm doing. so maybe you skipped over the entries that talk about that. also, not all of my entries are full of complaints. but i find that venting into my diary is healthy and it makes me feel calm to get it out of my system. its better than screaming or breaking things. i'm an incredibly cheerful and happy person. i'm sorry that you didn't get that vibe from my diary. i have been hurt a lot in my life, so i think i'm doing fairly well considering. i wish that my diary gave a real sense of who i really am... use your imagination. and don't tell me my relationship with scott is unhealthy. everyone is different. every relationship is different. not to sound all daytime talkshow-ish, but you don't know me. the things you read in my diary are little blurbs of my life story, not the whole book.
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Hello, I was taking a break from work and decided to read some diaries of people from Dallas. I came to yours and thought here's a girl who enjoys expressing herself thru writing. That's great but have you ever tried to proofread you writing. If you did you would see how shallow you are. Because I have nothing better to do (but I admit it) I am going to comment on your thoughts.
You spoke at one point about the New York tragedy and somehow worked that around to your pathetic situation wanting people to feel sorry for you. You don't have money because you don't have a job. Has that ever occured to you. Many people work for other people or themselves and then get a paycheck. You do have to show up to work or they will probably fire you. I have a feeling you have been fired before. Don't be afraid to admit the flaws about yourself, you have to move past the denial phase.
Speaking of denial phase, you are obviously in denial about why you didn't finish high school. You dropped out? Why? As you'll soon find out high school is the easiest thing you'll ever be challenged with. The secret to graduating is to simply show up, something I bet you didn't do. You sound like maybe you need some confidence, and you only find that thru realizing all the mistakes you, yes you, made.
The reason you don't have money is because you fail to go work. You are definately spoiled. You also will not be able to make that much money until you finish high school and then go on to higher education. In one of your writings you mentioned some friends that were studying art and I sensed some envy. When you think about your realistic passions (music may be a passion but it's not realistic for you) what comes to mind. You sound like you're asking for help but don't know where to turn.
From you reading you sound like you around 19 or so.Why would you move in with someone you have only known for two months. Wait that's how long you two have been together which means you knew him for what a week or less. Your feelings for Scott are not healthy. They're deperate 16 year old crush feelings that are going to run him off if you're not careful. But the best thing for you now is to step back and be thankful of the people who have always been there for you, your mom, dad and sister.
To change the subject when you car was fixed who paid for you to get it out of the shop since you don't have any money(because you chose to not have a job). You didn't mention them, in fact you never mention any words of thanks just complain about all you don't have. Which everything you don't have is because you choose not to have it. I know this is a foreign concept to you since you method of coping has always been to blame, but it's true. Sit back and look at your self thru outside eyes.
A couple more things and then I'll move on. You were wanting your car so you could go TRAVEL, what the hell do you mean. You don't have a job so where is you gas money coming from, insurance money, or is that from the someone you forget to thank? One more thing, when you were writing about your sister and her unhealthy relationship, I assume you were making a paralle or comparison to your own situation. Because your are just as pathetic if not maybe jealous that you sister has been able to maintain a relationship for so long and now you want to sabatoge it. Well don't, just be happy for someone when things are good, and remember you have made your own life with your own choices because you are an adult now.
I have not ment to accuse but just thought you would like some healthy critisism from an outside party, which is why you have made your diary public information. I want to see you achieve one of the passions you have, it will take work but you can do it if you get off you bum, get a job, stop eating, stop worrying about Scott, and better yourself.
Write back and be healthy!!
P.S. think of someone else once in a while and not just how much you hate them. you need a cheerful heart, and then your face will be cheerful. SMILE
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wow. we sound like the same person! yoga AND south park?? hehe! i love ike..he's a cutie! anyway, i found you on the america diaryring and just wanted to let you know i'd come by to have a look. and i like what i see!! keep writin, keep smilin! :)
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palladium : |
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neato burrito layout :P
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i'm hungry, too. what are you having? i think i'll go have some cereal.
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HEY!!!!!!!!!! hi. you have music theory in high school? you're lucky - i didn't get it until college - which is why it made me crazy (either that or the wierd teacher i had)...but anywho, guess what else. i used to like two guys in my music theory class, and it was so seventh grade as well. coooool, huh? and they were sam and jon. and well, we know jon. and sam turned out to be really wierd. he drew me a picture of a bionic penis. hehe.
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i was looking at your pics page and it said something about pictures of beck. beck! pictures of beck? where?!? i'm beck-obsessed. hehe.
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Hey there you crazy kid! very nice....i'm gonna have to get me one of these too...yes. =) see ya sooooon!
ROCK AND ROLL, BABY!
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