messages to leftunspoken:
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from lethlinn :
I can't believe how long it's been - but I think about you often ;o) I hope you and your little man are doing well.
from iamnicodemus :
I might be 82 days late, but yeah..... I am still out here. Hope everything is excellent in your life.
from avasays :
Hello! I mean really, how many years has it been? A long, long time.
from invisibledon :
me, I'm still out there
from zoela :
thanks for the prayers. the kind words alone do wonders to soften my worries. love, happiness, and endless pretty things to your beautiful soul and everyone around you always.
from iamnicodemus :
Howdy! (from that other state that starts with a T) I hope everything with you and the wee one and Dad is just spectacular.
from zoela :
flattered! send email address if still interested...
from livingwreck :
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. Apologies for the delay in sending my condolences - I'm not around much anymore. All the best.
from iamnicodemus :
Taught the boy to sign? What an absolutely outstanding idea. Making mental note for when I have children........
from trinityboy :
Good baby. Good mom. Good stuff, Maynard.
from trinityboy :
I'm so sad to read about the death of your father, that he couldn't be there for Halloweens and Christmases and Easters for years and years to come. He's with you, of course, but missing him is part of loving him. God bless you and your family. You're in my prayers.
from iamnicodemus :
I haven't been on diaryland in quite awhile, but I was wondering what you were up to. I am happy to hear that you, Dad, and the baby are doing so well. Take care.
from sheshines :
Just a little note to let you know that even though we haven't spoken in a year, you still cross my mind. I miss you. Hope all is well with you & yours. ♥
from invisibledon :
Have a good weekend
from still-voices :
ooh ooh ooh, can I see pics of your beautiful baby boy?
from missy-17 :
hey how are you today?? :) you may not be familiar with me, but after a while we will be best buds!! lol just jokin!! well anyway i am new here and was hoping to get to know everybody more!!! so i am 17 my real name is mia, i am a brunette with brown eyes, so how about you what do you look like, and how old are u? if you dont mind telling, please do!!
from vina-apsara :
I would love to use my X-powers on your scorching city, but while I can bring on the rain I don't have the ability to fly and I'm too broke to buy a plane ticket. But your offer to brush my hair is most tempting, I have to admit. :-)
from bohemianlife :
Yah!!!! I'm so, so excited for you!!! Lots of kisses & hugs and well wishes! ♥ Kris
from lethlinn :
Congratulations!!!! What fantastic news! Your baby is a lucky one! xoxoxoxox
from vina-apsara :
Thanks for your note! It's so informative and helpful to me. Love ya, pretty mommy.
from iamnicodemus :
I am hanging in there. Looking forward to the first valentine's day in awhile that I will actually feel like celebrating. :) Sorry you have been feeling crappy, hopefully it will go away soon. You doing ok aside from the puking?
from henry-jones :
I will drop by from time to time and I will say hello. And congratulations M, my very best wishes to you. Love and hugs, Henry xx
from iamnicodemus :
Wow! Congratualtions! I really hope that everything works out in the best way possible, and you are so happy that it almost hurts. Really....you deserve every bit of it.
from hissandtell :
Well, how completely wonderful for you. I hope you can stay as blissfully happy as you are right now, and sort out anything else along the way. I'm keeping everything crossed for you, darling. Love, R xxx
from henry-jones :
Hi M. If I remember correctly, your birthday is approaching??? Hope you have a good one, and a merry christmas and happy new year to you too. Luv H-J
from invisibledon :
happy holidays
from beagle47 :
"Play nice and hold hands. And for goodness sake look both ways before crossing the street." yes...
from greenfinch :
oh, that'd be mike. he's one cool cat. and, if you ask me, chasing amy is the best of the jersey chronicles. its my favorite, anyway.
from iamnicodemus :
You know, you really opened my eyes this morning. If you knew how many times I have been standing around with a girl somewhere and all the sudden I notice her hair is a completely different color when she is outside. I always wondered about that. Now I know.... and knowing is half the battle.....sorry. It's Friday at the office, if you went outside and shook your hair in the sun I don't think anyone would say anything, and even if they did, it Friday! They will have plenty of time to forget about the odd girl at work sitting outside swining her hair in the sun.
from hissandtell :
Awww, that was achingly beautiful. Truly. Especially the last line, which took my breath away. (But does that mean that one shouldn't have dark red lips and nails all year round? If so, I'm stuffed.) Love, R xxx
from iamnicodemus :
Well, actually, she is almost a year older than I am, and I just turned 26. Sooooooo.... what the hell does that mean? I was thinking something along these lines when she got all upset with me the other day actually. You're almost 27, you shouldn't be in a panic because we aren't going to spend every waking moment together. So perhaps you are right, and I should run for my life. I think for now, I am just going to keep doing my thing and see if she was just having a bad day or something. I have bad days myself, so I am willing to give her the benefit of the doubt. However, I don't think that I am going to bend over backwards just to keep her happy either. I am going to be myself, and do what I want to do, and if she really likes me that much, she will learn to like me just the way I am. That at least sounds excellent in principle. We shall see.....
from hissandtell :
Well, it's completely stunning. Rocks and ravens - yum. (But a link to your "Notes" section as well would be even stunninger...) Love, R xxx
from sheshines :
Me, well? Maybe in a little while, we'll see. I missed you too. Let me know if you want a password & I'll email you one. Much love <3
from sheshines :
I'm sure you don't even remember me, but that's okay.. it's been awhile. I just have a question.. My diary was inactive so my favorite entries got deleted.. There was one you wrote, and in it, I loved a quote.. "even though there is no light within us, we still glow" .. Anyways it was something like that.. I searched through your entries for a bit and then gave up on finding it.. I'd love it if you could help me out. Thanks! __xo
from irishblueyes :
thank you sweetheart...that's really cool by the way that someone bought you gold. whoever they are, they rock!
from iamnicodemus :
Nashville :( Of course, it is only about a 2 1/2 hour drive. But still....
from invisibledon :
oh since you mentioned pictures johnny do you have and of the tattoos? I would really like to see those I like tattoos. once I find the wire thing to my digital camera I'm posting one of my tattoo on my page -ciao oh p.s. the email thing is [email protected]
from widyaz :
Your October 22 entry? I still think about what you wrote. How true and how beautifully expressed. God bless you, babe.
from invisibledon :
Hey Johnny hope you are feeling better
from science-girl :
I get first dibs on cuddling!!! :-) Love you.
from iamnicodemus :
Frost kicks ass!
from invisibledon :
Oh Johnny Sorry your feet hurt from the shoes. But the costume sound really good. I'm sure you got a few offers to have them massaged too along with the offers to buy you other cheerleader outfits. We, my kids and I carved pumpkins all afternoon I did one that looked like the cover for the movie "clockwork orange" and then I took stunt-boy out trick or treating in the evening. Doodle did her thing with her friends but I did see her several times as we crossed pathes out that evening. It was a lot of fun. Did you mean this entry http://invisibledon.diaryland.com/041030_82.html ? Thanks for liking it but sadly it is about something real
from invisibledon :
Johnny how was halloween???? tell me tell me tell me ... tell me Please Please Please Please Please Please Please tell me
from smtmespoet :
you are a lovely lovely lovely soul. I have read your diary and..found so much comfort and beauty in your words. such beauty. Never ever stop writing, you have a gift that is rare and I truly appreciate that you share it.
from smtmespoet :
you are a lovely lovely lovely soul. I have read your diary and..found so much comfort and beauty in your words. such tragic beauty. Never ever stop writing, you have a gift that is rare and I truly appreciate that you share it.
from invisibledon :
A nickname or a boys name - let me read a few more entries and you'll have to do at least one more survey so I can get an idea of your personality, giving a nickname is pretty serious stuff you know not to be taken lightly
from invisibledon :
Thanks for doing my noreally survey - I hit the snooze button too many times on occations but sleep is so good
from invisibledon :
thanks for doing my invisibledon survey and you were right on the russian phase thing and answered it so nicely too. I enjoyed reading the rest of the answers too.
from hissandtell :
Sublime. Love, R xxx
from science-girl :
That gave me goosebumps.... Beautiful...just like you. Love you!
from lauralgood :
I have lost your email as well! good lord what is the world coming to?? do send it ASAP! Love laural
from iamnicodemus :
So what you are saying is that I need to kill my competition and their offspring, and then hit her over the head with a club and drag her back to my cave huh? Yeah, now that I think of it she does usually sit next to me if there is an empty seat.....hmmmm. She came over for "movie night" last Sunday and we chatted for awhile. I dunno.... time will tell I suppose. I will try and take note of that other stuff that you mentioned on Thursday. And I think you will have to come over if you need to come talk some sense into her. For some reason I am under the impression that you are in Texas somewhere..... and that isn't much farther south than Tennessee depending on what part you are in. :)
from iamnicodemus :
Hmmm, I am usually the last person to pick up on subtle hints..... hopefully you are on to something.
from lauralgood :
Good luck on moving, my love. I have been thinking of you and feel the need to send you a long email. i might just do that. love laural
from hissandtell :
Personal remarks are odious, as my mother always says. (Not that is necessarily stops her from making them, mind you.) Here's what I think: people who comment on others' appearances in such a roundabout back-handed-compliment fashion need to have it pointed out to them that they are being rude. I know many people, including chilren, who have developed eating disorders from casual throwaway comments made by utter idiots, and this business must stop. (When I was 20 a doctor I went to told me I was overweight. I'm 5'11" tall; I weighed 130 lbs. My bones poked out and I never ate anyway. Overweight? Please. Hey, he should see me now, the misogynistic bastard - I showed him!) Even if it's not an accurate appraisal in your case, "Oh my goodness, you've lost so much weight," kind of implies that you used to be a gargantuan blimp or something, but now you're alllmost acceptable. Perhaps you could start telling these shrewd critics that they are indeed wrong (and that their manners are quite appalling) before reminding them how your name is spelled! And darling, good luck with the move. Love, R xxx
from irishblueyes :
First of all let me say you are the sweetest thing in the world for the note you left me the other day! Secondly - 115-119 lbs. is not fat. Not even close. That's how much I weighed pre-baby and only wish I was still that thin. And unfortunately I can't use big boobs as an explaination...I am not so well endowed. My problem is I think I look much thinner than the numbers on the scale read. Which is just as bad I think. I still feel fat. There's no use.
from science-girl :
Here's what I would do...I mean, if I wasn't terrbily passive aggressive. :-P Ask to speak to the Owner. Tell him that you love working there and you definitely need the money, but you don't know how much longer you can work with someone whose behavior is completely unpredictable. Tell him you were bitten, you've been verbally harrassed, and see what he tells you. If he says, "Oh well" I'd quit and find another job. If he offers to do anything about getting GM to settle down or kick the coke habit, or anything to make your work life easier, consider staying. This guy sounds like a huge liability issue to me...why Owner would want to keep him around as GM boggles my mind. He seems like a lawsuit waiting to happen. *tight hugs* Love you, sweetie. Sorry things are so rough. I'm going to e-mail you.
from rainforme :
hey there... thanks for the beautiful note. i hope you are well.
from widyaz :
Hon, I took the quiz you took in today's entry. I couldn't resist. Cheers.
from gnomad :
You had to EXPLAIN a BOOKMARK?? *head in hands, weeping* Oh, and tell Science-Girl she's not the only one who uses toilet paper for bookmarks. I thought I'd made that up, dammit!
from science-girl :
If you made me a bookmark, I would treasure it always. :-) And it would make the husband happy, because he knows I tend to use tissues and toilet paper for bookmarks. I think it embarrasses him. ;-) Much love and XOXOXOXX.
from science-girl :
Beautiful poetry. You rock my world. Love and kisses, D.
from science-girl :
You are beautiful beyond words and loved beyond boundaries. XOXO
from hissandtell :
You darling sweetheart. Thank you. Love, R xxx
from henry-jones :
Welcome back. Hope it's all working out. Take care sweet thing xx
from widyaz :
You write beautifully. I enjoyed visiting and will be back soon.
from hissandtell :
What a completely beautiful entry, darling. I have - gulp - tears in my eyes. And a little lump in my throat. Your writing is stunning. Sublime, even. Other than that, I can't think of a thing to say, except that you managed to overwhelm me. Again. Love, R xxx
from gnomad :
Welcome back, sweetness.
from irishblueyes :
Thank you for getting my "jist"...you are the sweetest!
from irishblueyes :
I hope you're not leaving for good, but if you are take care and I will miss your beautiful words. ♥
from lauralgood :
this world and the people in it suck shit, with rare exceptions. love laural
from rainforme :
your entries always make me sigh. "know when to hold them" the gambler found an ace though, there's always an ace. take care.
from maskedmofo :
But remember, my opinion don't mean shit. {smile}
from maskedmofo :
Defining oneself through the actions or opinions of others will very often leave one disheartened with themself, as these 'others' are usually living in a constant state of attempting to make themselves look stronger, smarter, better, or more righteous in any eye that may see. Definitions are for the story of a life, not the life itself.
from gumphood :
I have been told that you are winderful. But spelled better. I want to ask you a hard question. Tell me about yourself?
from henry-jones :
Hiya. If I may quote from Monty Python (but no, I'm not a nerd) "Pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space, because there's bugger all down here on earth"
from science-girl :
I love you, sweetie. Sounds like you had a good weekend, eh? Are you planning on going to JournalCon? If so, I'd love to meet you there! **HUGS AND KISSES**
from inkdragon :
Thanks for taking the time to sign my guest map. I forgot I even had it on my template. I hope you have a great weekend!
from henry-jones :
Hiya. Computer is still a bit unwell, but have put a firewall in so hopefully it will be better soon. Can't be bothered writing a diary entry. Hoping you are well (insert numerous other correspondence cliches here). Look after yourself, take care, so long, farewell, auf weidersehen, adieu (I hope you've seen the Sound of Music or this would look really stoopid).
from rainforme :
thanks, i needed that. :)
from science-girl :
Beautiful poetry...
from rainforme :
yay for sloshy drunk!!! YAY! happy weekend!
from hissandtell :
Well, it's Saturday morning here and I'm planning on looking cute, drinking slosh-loads of coffee and sitting in my garden with lots of books. And now that I've read your entry I shall be listening to Robert Smith as well (and I woke up with a man inside my mouth - this won't hurt at all...) Love, R xxx
from avasays :
I couldn't say thank you enough times for you to really know how much I needed that note, how beautiful I thought it was, how it gave me shivers and then made me stand up and fill my lungs with faith. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
from rainforme :
*SMOOCH*
from henry-jones :
Hi there Texan princess. Been away from the computer for a while due to a few nasty virus things in it and can't use my work one anymore as I don't have the privacy of an office! Anyway, hope all is well with you (haven't read your diary yet so I don't know). Henry
from rainforme :
i thank YOU for your gifts. incredible kindness and warmth. i look forward to reading about the changes about to occur in your life. I wish you much luck and love. and... AZ is pretty cool if you ask me. ;) take care.
from irishblueyes :
I so know what you mean. I am not the catty type either but there are more than a few pictures on that site that I have to just sit and wonder what these people were thinking. And I feel bad but I gave lots of people low scores. But for some reason I was much more willing to give dorky guys a high score, just to boost their scores than the girs. I don't know why, my husband said I was just destroying self-esteem left and right. And you know what, that's terrible since I don't have the best self-esteem either. But yes, secretly I would like to see what would happen if I put my picture up on the site, but I doubt I'll actually go it! love, Kris
from irishblueyes :
Thank you, you're too sweet. That site is such a riot, it really sucks you in! :) Kris
from rainforme :
your love in all entry... sigh. that's all.
from rainforme :
your notes... always bring tears to my eyes and a smile to my mouth. thank you. as for painting things red... you're a whole rainbow, let it glow, let it all out. white's too plain anyway. take care.
from avasays :
OK. First, two entries in one day? I was thrilled. Second, embrace your inner bitch. Third, it's funny that you have that C.P quote about the blood, that is one of my favorites. My other favorite is "I just want to be held in her cold, dead arms and told that life has no end". Perfect. I will dig up my interview notes from when I interviewed him and send them to you, he is every bit as strange and beautiful as one would hope.
from henry-jones :
I'm not sure we men are all bastards, although I concede most are. Interestingly, I've been on the other side where I've struck up a conversation with a nice girl, all is going well etc, but I don't actually want to pick her up and I've have copped some abuse from her/her friends over leading her on etc. Anyway, consider my hat doffed to you!
from henry-jones :
PS Just bought Chuck Palahniuk's Diary, haven't been able to find invisible monsters yet
from henry-jones :
Hi there. The box is done. It's a shame I can't show you all the drafts! I don't know if it helps understand me more in anyway! But given I'm not sure I understand me, I don't suppose anyone else has much chance.
from gnomad :
peanut butter? i love peanut butter!
from irishblueyes :
Thanks for the compliments about the layout! I think I will keep it for awhile! I was afraid it might be too gloomy and dark, but everyone seems to like it, so I suppose it's a keeper!
from henry-jones :
The box is ready, but just hang on for a few days. Hope you have a good Easter xxx
from gnomad :
*big long tight hug* *knowing words won't help*
from henry-jones :
HI there. I've nearly got my box ready. Looks like you texans have been at it again! (this isn't you is it?) A Texas woman heating fish sticks was shot in the leg on Friday by a gun that had been stashed in her oven, police said. They say Roxanne Perez, 29, was taken to a local hospital where she was in good condition. Police say a friend of hers had hidden the .357 calibre handgun in the stove two weeks earlier without telling her after she told him no guns were allowed in her house. When Perez heated up the fish sticks she also heated up the gun, which caused several rounds to be fired. One hit her in the leg. Police say no charges have been filed because the shooting was accidental.
from lauralgood :
well shit. love laural
from rainforme :
girl, if he didn't know a beautiful, wonderful, super, great thing hit him in the head, then he's daft and got a head made of wood. onto the next... there's always more heartache and sexier men covered in tattoos to be had. take care of you.
from smashley719 :
username:rock password:myworld
from henry-jones :
I'm still trying to think of the dozen things to put in a box that would let someone know all about me. It's damn hard, or am I just that shallow? I actually thought about making my own time capsule as something to laugh or cry about when I get older, although it probably would have been better to have done it a few years ago. Hope all is well
from avasays :
Perfect. I dare not write an entry today, I feel as if you have said it in its finality. That last entry, I mean. Wonderful. Thanks.
from blue-flag :
Hey there! It's thrennion at my new (and now only) Diaryland account, blue-flag. Thanks for your concern the other day. Luckily no lasting harm was done, other than some awkwardness and embarrassment, and I have a spiffy new diary in the deal. Have a great day!
from thrennion :
Just a quick note to let you know that someone I know found my diary online, so I'll be moving it in the near future. I'll let you know when I've got a new diaryland address!
from science-girl :
I love you, sweetie... Glad to hear you're starting anew. I'll kick the ass of anyone who hurts you, while giving you massages and cookies and ice cream and hugs at the same time. :-)
from henry-jones :
I meant to thank you as one of the people that put me onto Chuck Palahniuk. I enjoyed the movie of Fight Club, but only started reading his stuff a couple of weeks ago, starting with Survivor. It was great - funny, dark and cynical. I bought Lullaby today, started reading the first page at work and was very hard to put it down. Hope you are having a good day. Cheers
from lauralgood :
Celeste, My friend. How anyone can be mean to you is beyond me. We do all love you too. Yours Always, Laural
from lauralgood :
Hello beautiful one. Don't you dare apologize for anything! The easiest thing in the world is to give advice...to take it for ourselves. well that is another story and true of all of us. We love you . Write when you feel like it and don't feel a bit of pressure to come up with anything profound. You have read some of my entries haven't you?? We do love you. laural
from gnomad :
Hmm. From your description of how you've been feeling lately, I'd say you feel a lot like about 80,000 other DLand writers. And it doesn't keep THEM from posting. We love ya, darlin. Just keep writing. It'll all shake out.
from henry-jones :
Not quite sure how one does this over the internet, but I'm sending you a big hug. You're great!
from lauralgood :
I hate to hear you are hurting. I am sending good thoughts to you for what they are worth. Life is hard. love me.
from irishblueyes :
Oh honey, if he doesn't want you he's a damn fool, that's all there is to it. Sending you hugs and good wishes. love, Kris
from henry-jones :
Hi there. been away for a while. It sounds like you've been having an interesting time. Hope all is well. Luvya
from gnomad :
WHAT.THE.HELL? I leave for a minute, then come back and .. WHAT? I will, without hesitation, snap him into little wee pieces that you can shove under the refrigerator and leave there until he learns how to act. I don't even know what happened, and I don't care. Just say the word, and he's bulldog mcnuggets, baby. *big long hug* You ok? Email me. I mean it.
from divamel :
*forehead smooch* Glad that I could give you something that helped, even for a few minutes.
from irishblueyes :
I know zilch about crochet so I will say nothing of the kind...now that I have started this though I hardly can just sit and watch tv without knitting...it's a little sad but at least i can turn a ball of yarn into something pretty, right? =)
from rainforme :
"don't ever change - the world needs more people like you." and i'll quote another wonderfully uplifting thing i received when i was feeling low... "you are not the note, you are the symphony." i hope you feel better.
from science-girl :
Oh sweetie... I'm sorry the new man is bringing you down. If it means anything, I'm always here if you want to chat, or just want someone to cry on the phone with. I love you, angel.
from lauralgood :
oh Celeste. I am sorry. You know if you need to send a ranting email trashing all men or just one you can do it at [email protected]. I will agree with everything you say and shake my head at how stupid men not to worship at your feet. I would if I were there! But, alas I am not a man. though I still have those attachments..!! Love Laural
from lauralgood :
your wings type is correct (angelic) you are wonderful. hope everything is going well. love laural
from henry-jones :
Thanks for your description in your favourite diaries - brilliant or nuts - a little from column A and a little from column B. I let you decide the proportions of each.
from serenaville :
Thank you for the love and Valentine's wishes you left in my notes! I miss you so much. Still concerned about our missed call. Will give you a try soon, but please bear with me, as my schedule is all pear-shaped for the girls being home. Love you always, and immensely. *HUGS, kisses*
from maskedmofo :
Well, I'd rather contend with finding that snow had made its way into my garage, than finding that a mountain lion or poisonous snake had (which is only likely to happen if I suddenly found myself on a daytime Soap). I can box you up some genuine New York City snow and send it on out to ya if you'd like, it'll look very similar to a substance called water by the time you get it though. Thanks for the Hairdryer/Febreeze lovin'. Happy Valentines Day @->---MMF
from henry-jones :
Your entry about the chicken nuggets/loaves and fishes got me wondering about what the old testament would be like now - try McDonalds all new McManna from Heaven; Noah's Coca-cola Ark; five commandments - ad break - another five commandments (or maybe a half time break, Janet Jackson might flash her boob) etc.
from rainforme :
2.10.04 - you believe in and practice those words. you are a true inspiration for kindness.
from henry-jones :
Thats ok. It's quite interesting that during my random wanders through diaryland, many of the diaries I like seem to be Texans. I thought maybe the big tree thing was the reason but maybe not... Have a great weekend.
from henry-jones :
Pardon me for asking, but is this normal behaviour for Texans? (I have nothing better to do at work today then search the web for wierd news stories) A self-proclaimed "big tree hunter" from Texas has found two giant specimens in the Tarkine area in Tasmania's north-west. Ronnie Harrison has been looking for giant trees in the Tarkine for more than 10 years. The petrochemical specialist has discovered two giants with circumferences measuring more than 16 metres. Mr Harrison says the two trees are the biggest in the area. "It gets you excited when you see trees like that," he said. "Where I live out in Texas, if I had just one of those trees back in Texas I would be a millionaire because I'd charge $5 admission just to see the tree," he said. "I'd have the biggest tree in Texas and everybody would come to see it because there is nothing like it in Texas."
from lovemetwice :
that was the most beautiful note i've ever recieved. you are so infinitely poetic, darling. you're awe-inspiring. xo
from lovemetwice :
you're lovely. truly. xo.
from gerg69 :
well which part of Texas do you live in? I've never seen any jungle swamps around me.
from still-voices :
Thanks for the note! Your so sweet. Some of the most profound things are written without us even knowing it ;) Thanks again. I love to read your diary.
from irishblueyes :
I often wonder when people leave such nice notes, if they were not accidentaly trying to leave them for someone else...I should give other people (and myself) more credit I suppose! So I shall leave you with this...."If the only prayer you ever say is thank you, that will be enough." - 13th century mystic....love always, kris
from still-voices :
You will never know how much that entry means to me, but Thank you,... thank you.
from gerg69 :
thanks for the offer to sleep on your couch. I might take you on that one day, if i forget that paying is a good thing or electricity. I bet you live in Maine or Cambodia or some other far away place though. I appreciate the gesture anyhow.
from rainforme :
m. you brought tears to my eyes. i'm speechless. thank you.
from henry-jones :
by the way, just added you as a fave diary, hope you don't mind (I'm not stalking or anything!). And if you're really lucky, I'll describe my 26th birthday, it made my 30th seem interesting.
from gnomad :
*big long tight hug*
from henry-jones :
You asked for it! I should point out that birthdays were never good for me. I have the misfortune of being born on Christmas Day. (I'll try not to rave on too much - once on start on this, it could go on for quite a while) As a child it wasn't a lot of fun, but at least there was a lot of excitement. As I got older, being bored shitless was the best way to describe them. And after I moved interstate, I got to spend birthday AND Christmas all alone. I did try returning home a couple of times, back to being bored again. And of course, being in Adelaide, it was usually stinking hot and yet we still had to have the roast and all the trimmings. Anyway, to make a short story long, my 30th. Mum and Dad decided to visit. Yes, sounds lovely, but we can pretty much exhaust most of our conversation in around 30mins and they had been here a couple of days by that stage. We all went to my then girlfriend's house. She wasn't the most dynamic of people either, so basically we sat around, forcing small talk, eating (another f***ing roast!), more small talk, a walk (hot day in Canberra, millions of flies), more small talk and then recap what a 'lovely' day it was (yes, I had a lovely birthday, yes it was a lovely meal etc). No other friends were around so didn't get to catch up with anyone else. I know this probably sounds like an ok day, I was surrounded by people that cared for me and so on, but not the most memorable or exciting time. As I said before, combining Christmas and birthday just aint much fun. I imagine a birthday in January isn't much better!
from henry-jones :
Wandering aimlessly through diaryland (a lot like life really) and stumbled across your dairy. Loved it! And happy 30th birthday. It'got me thinking I should write down the story of mine. There's a couple of years of angst that needs to be released. Cheers
from irishblueyes :
Umm, he sounds very yummy indeed. I'm married and jealous...is that ok? Love, Kris
from divamel :
Dag. Your 30th sounds like my 32nd. I think it was one of the most horribly emotionally bereft days of my life. *mad crazy hugs* Happy birthday, sweetest.
from lauralgood :
Not a good birthday does mean a wonderful year! Happy birthday to you. Be watching your mail in the coming week or so. Love laural
from rainforme :
it's someone's birthday today... hmmm... i wonder who? i wish upon you a million hunky inked boys all slathered in yummy birthday cake. oh dear. :) happy birthday!!
from irishblueyes :
Thank you, thank you, thank you for the birthday wishes! You are so sweet. And by the way the ex you were talking about sounds very yummy indeed....love, Kris
from gnomad :
he's inked? well then .. your taste is improving. fear not, darlin'! (grin) Ink. It does a body good.
from gnomad :
Ohhh my poor baby!! [U/Loading you a goodie basket of pain meds and sex toys]. Hang in there darlin' .. this too shall pass.
from lauralgood :
I sure wish I could come and have dinner with you for real. I just don't think you have realized how fucking wonderful you are. laural
from rainforme :
yah!! eaters of cinna-middles unite!
from divamel :
30, my dear, is not so bad. And that is from one Capricorn to another. ;->
from lauralgood :
Happy new year to you as well! You will never know how much your friendship has meant to me over the past year. Your words of encouragement and good wishes have made me know that the Goddess does look out for hers. How happy you have made me. I love that you don't mind that I leave you trite and sticky notes. love laural
from everoboto :
Thanks for the holiday wishes! That was so nice of you. Best to you in 2004. \m/
from rainforme :
happy new year, beautiful!!
from lauralgood :
I hear you loud and clear. One thing that has helped me is to sit listening to edie brickell and drinking Earl Grey tea. You can try any combination of music and tea to suit your taste, but it sure does help me. love laural
from aaronorear :
Sorry it took so long to get back to you...and a Merry Christmas to you, too. Peace and joy in the New Year!
from gnomad :
(crying laughing at this entry) Wooo. You know, you are truly, truly spectacular. I didn't think laughter was on my agenda today, but you changed that. Thank you for the beautiful email. You were the only one to not turn tail and run when they read it. You are really spiffy keen in my book, darlin'. You can do no wrong.
from rainforme :
happy holidays honey!
from bluesaiyan :
Happy Holidays... who said i celebrate Christmas? What if I'm Jewish? Well I'm not, and I do celebrate Christmas, so... Have a Merry Christmas.
from everoboto :
Thanks so much for the holiday well wishes. Happy Holidays to you, too!!!
from beagle47 :
thank you, l'u's'. i'm not sure the world would agree with you, but i'm thankful you think so! ;)
from bluesaiyan :
Hey! you should join a diary ring!
from lauralgood :
I am going to cry. You see I thought that you had stopped writing me for some reason and then I went to my guestbook. I have not been getting any messages that anyone had signed it so I had not been going to it(besides the fact that I am true lover of notes). I am sorry! Thank you for your comments on the adoption entry. It has been coming for sometime. OH ME, OH MY!! Celeste still loves me!! laural
from bluesaiyan :
well, nothing because usually i have no lunch money, but now i do, and it's just become a habit, it doesn't really bother me anymore. I am now good at going long times without food, but i always eat when i get home. Unfortunateley today i didn't have time for breakfast either though, so gotta eat a lot!!! I know it's bad... i might start buying lunch.... and about what i draw. Like it says on my profile, I like to draw cartoon stuff mostly, but i also draw lots of other types of things. But my cartoons aren't the classic simple little cartoons. They are a mix of anime and normal cartoons and realness. It's weird, but people usually like it. But it is often mistaken as anime so people tell me it sucks, then when they find out it's not supposed to be anime, they are like, "oh, well then it's cool now, i thought you were TRYING to draw anime, and that's not anime".... long note
from gnomad :
ok, look here, you. matchbox cars, pythons, heels and tattoos. you're trying to make a grown man cry, aren't you? *gettin' all misty* yer wreckin' me!
from bluesaiyan :
And i don't think it's annoying either, i think it's kind of funny...
from bluesaiyan :
but usually it's nothing, so i guess thats better than nothing.
from smashley719 :
Ah...fondling toy racecars. Busy busy busy, aren't we? Lol.
from smashley719 :
locked my diary, in case you want to read: username: weezer, password: rocks
from bluesaiyan :
sure!
from leftunspoken :
Dear LW: I may love the muppets, but I don't LOVE the muppets. Down boy.
from livingwreck :
Yeah, I should do it. With regards to your latest entry, will I (and you) get to feel and experience all that if I hum the Muppet's theme song? Um, how about if I sing it? Or maybe whisper it softly, breathlessly, in your ear? Um....
from gnomad :
Hot. Beautiful. Nicely done.
from rainforme :
031215_1.html - i feel you girl.
from bluesaiyan :
Hey, you like Slim shady!
from gnomad :
Oooooh. You said Otorhinolaryngology. I love you. *handsmooch*
from gnomad :
Woo hoo! I'm such a linguistics nerd, I loved this entry. Oh! And the mini-lobsters are Crawdads; and driving in circles in a car is 'doing donuts' .. unless of course it's just called 'looking for a damn parking space'. Heh. Thanks for this one; made me smile.
from irishblueyes :
Thank you for your nice guestbook note. I didn't even know it was there, I guess the guestbook is working once again...thank goodness...they accepted my 1.99 e-check! Peace. Kristina
from rainforme :
your kind words bring me the freshness of mint and your diary, well, it�s the cookie treat.
from irishblueyes :
I just wanted to thank you for the wonderful note. I'm happy to know that even when the reviewers don't get me, the people who read me do. It seems I have such a hard time discovering diaries, like yours and the other's I read, that are kind of on the same wave-length. People who are interested in actually writing, who are good writers and have wonderful insights into life in general. Thanks again. - Kristina
from rainforme :
yep. another year younger, another age wiser. thanks for the well wishes.
from gnomad :
What a wonderful list. Bless your heart. Ohhh mannnnn .. now I have to add you as a favorite. Oh! And the line forms to the West, but I don't think you'll have far to go, I believe you're the only one in it. Hee!
from lauralgood :
hey just wanted to say hello to my first diaryland friend. sure miss your notes. love laural
from maskedmofo :
Happy Thanksgiving!
from lethlinn :
Hey Angel.It was lovely to get your note. I'm still waiting for the storm to die down. I think about you often, and miss your evocative spirit and words when I'm gone. And whenever I see the wind in the trees, it reminds me of you. xoxoxoxoxox
from rainforme :
thank you. when you get that forecast... let me know how the wind blows. i want out of my obsession.
from rosytears :
Thank you for that note. It was really really sweet. Could I know your name? Thank you. But it's like I'm living in a world that doesnt belong to me at all, because I always have to wear a mask wherever I go. This one reviewer told me I was too much on MSN, and you know why? It's because there is one of the only places I dont have to wear a mask. Okay, but what if no one likes the real me? I'm so confused. And yes I'll hang in there.
from rainforme :
wow. i had just written something about color last night, but had not posted it yet... i have now. you get me. thanks for the kind words.
from rosytears :
Hey. I just wanted to say hi and tell you that you write awfully well.
from aaronorear :
Poor Ernie was so certain...he was even playing up that I'd be "Middle-John." There's a Little John and a Big John and I fit somewhere between...except I'm Aaron.
from rainforme :
i never thought i'd be tied to an economist in any way, but i am truly honored by your quoted connection. thanks.
from rainforme :
you have a great diary. we all thought we'd shine, but it's the hope that outshines it all. don't give up.
from lethlinn :
You are very special to me, angel. Which doesn't really help you where you are right now. I'm over the other side of the globe, and even I can see your beautiful soul.
from lillix08 :
I know it's been a while, but I care.. =) Always will. You're special, I promise.
from science-girl :
My poor baby... {{{{{HUGS AND KISSES}}}}} You are unique and special and WONDERFUL. You are LOVED.
from lethlinn :
Hey Angel - hope you are well. I may have been falling apart at the seams of late, but my thoughts have been with you, and I've missed you. xoxox
from irishblueyes :
you are wonderful and I'm sure 30 is way hotter than any year of the 20's! go find yourself a boy toy and have a ball!
from still-voices :
Is that invitation open to just anyone? I want some cooookies *gives her cute wittle puppy dog eyes*
from lauralgood :
i have missed you! You are always a breath of fresh air. love laural
from lauralgood :
hey you sweetheart you. yeah i am ok. just life. everything will be great soon. going camping this weekend with great and wonderful friends and I will relax then. thank you for asking though...It made me feel good. love laural
from irishblueyes :
I am completely enamoured by the surprisingly refreshing nature of your note. Your gift for words is truly indescribable...I am anxious with the anticipation of partaking in more of them in the future...peace...irish ;-)
from irishblueyes :
Hi. Just wanted to say you have a wonderful diary. I have this one and another at ladybuglily.diarland.com...peace.
from lethlinn :
Hey Angel, you know where I am if you need anything . . . xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
from lauralgood :
oh fuck. i am so sorry. I know what you mean about the trust thing with people, with the world. I have been that way for a while and am just now coming out of it a little bit. but never totally. men suck. keep pushing forward. love laural
from wanderer21 :
if its okay, i think ill join you in all this. shall i bring chocolate chip cookies or oatmeal?
from lillix08 :
It's going to be okay.. Just like always.. I need some help too.. I *hate* Frank.. but I'll let you spill first.. Then, after a while and you're okay again.. Can you email me hun? I'd really appreciate it. Hope you feel better.. you'll be okay =) ::Britt
from science-girl :
Ooh! Ooh! What's your newly discovered erogenous zone? Do tell! Do tell!
from lithium07 :
Aw, precious, thank you for the poem in my guestbook. It was lovely, just like you. You are so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. More beautiful than you realize Take care, sweetie. I love you. <333 Sarah
from lauralgood :
wow. i am smiling for you both! happy happy joy joy! laural
from science-girl :
Yay! I'm so glad he called! Yay! *bouncing up and down for you*
from aaronorear :
No better way to ruin a reationship than by waiting for it to go bad. If it's going to work you need to be willing to risk getting hurt and not always be planning exit strategies. Yeah, it sucks if you do get hurt, but even wounds tell us we're alive.
from maskedmofo :
Thanks for taking the time to read my diary. I hope you enjoy me. Cheers -MMF
from lauralgood :
Celeste, You are worried. and that is ok. do not let your worry become your reality. I am thinking good thoughts for you and I know it will be alright. Everyone seems to want a name, huh!? love laural
from lethlinn :
Hey babe, I have my fingers crossed for you!! Waterfall sounds good too - it's a date. Will write more later, when I have transformed my current residence from a hovel into an apartment.
from lauralgood :
thank you for the most beautiful words anyone may have said to me in a long time. You made my day. love laural
from livingwreck :
On your knees, huh? Mmm....Okay, so I'm not the one anymore. I get the message :-)
from lillix08 :
*aww* Im so happy for you. Finally something good is happening in this world.
from lauralgood :
I tried to leave this in your guestbook but i couldn't for some reason and then remembered i wanted to put it on your notes page anyway. Remember to breathe and let goddess do her magic. do not worry. just let it happen. i am so happy for you. i am feeling better by the way. i kinda let things get a bit out of perspective...but i am ok now. thank you for the wonerful words. you are incredible. love laural
from science-girl :
Love you too, sweetie! :-)
from lauralgood :
Prayers said to four different gods, 2 goddesses and my fingers are crossed for some extra luck. I am so excited for you!!! great thoughts to you. laural
from lauralgood :
Why does the world have to be such a hateful, hurful place? I miss your words and dreaming about you. (in a good way....) Trying to smile. laural
from aaronorear :
I'm still a wee bit confused about the forest bit...we have a lot of trees for a city this size, but nothing I'd call a forest...are you talking about a park in the city? (waves Confederate flag...then tosses it into a fire pit and torches it)
from beagle47 :
thank you, left. your words are a comfort. peace.
from aaronorear :
A dopp kit (I've decided to use that spelling...) is the little leather or canvass bag that men keep shaving and toiletry stuffs in when traveling...And by the way, culinary and fashion criticism from someone who lives in the land of grits, pork rinds, cowboy hats and belt-buckles the size of dinner plates?
from lauralgood :
hey you modern girl with a guestbook you! I was wondering if you got my emails i replied to at your work. I am always paranoid about that. (read: everything!) hope the day is great for you. laural
from lithium07 :
Everyone is hostile at times. Everyone says I'm very hateful. Stay lovely. <333 Sarah
from livingwreck :
Maybe I could be all three?
from beagle47 :
spoken: "There is such a great distance between lost and found. And such a very little between coming undone and the ties that bind." pondered: "or is there no distance at all between either? lost is found, undone are the ties that bind?" thank you. peace. (and i really mean that).
from mij :
Beautiful. You are beautiful. With all your quirks, so-called faults, your virtues, your wants, your needs, your fantasies, your dreams, your wishes, your words, your laughter, your scents, your love of touch, your sense of humor, your everything. You. Are. Beautiful. Even when you're in despair, confusion, lonliness, and helplessness. Never stop looking for the one meant for you, never stop believing in the simple magic everything and everyone holds. And remember one thing: you are beautiful. Inside out. Hang in there, dear.
from science-girl :
Ahh....the guy's back, huh? If you want to talk, I'm here....
from sinorsaint :
still no guestbook i see...someone is being a naughty girl!!!!!! >;)
from livingwreck :
And, what's more, I totally believe every word I typed....And I was thinking today, what I said about me chasing you: well I realised that me saying that would freak you out because you said I was like a brother. Damn!! Oh, and that's sorta like when someone says I'm cute or I have a nice personality. I don't like it very much. As always, much love to you.
from lauralgood :
what kind words. You know you should find your own poetry thing. You could really like it. I do most of the time... Yeah, I am working the whole weekend. yuck. If I get a real job (one where I actually work normal days: have Saturday and Sunday and holidays off I will be so happy.) Not cause I am big on holidays or anything but hell i am sick of everyone else getting to have fun while I am working. OH! have you heard? tom petty is coming to new orleans. I am finding out all the stuff now. maybe you hate tom petty, I don't know. How far are you from new orleans by the way. not that I am asking in a freaky kinda way. just wondering. or maybe it is a freaky kinda way... keep happy. laural
from franka :
Man, you need to get published!
from science-girl :
*giving you tight hugs and sweet kisses* Take care of yourself, sweetie!
from aaronorear :
It's a term of shock...as in an old socialite (hence pearls) hearing something scandalous...that little move wealthy old ladies do to show how shocked they are...clutch the pearls!
from aaronorear :
Clutch the pearls!
from livingwreck :
That's right - never ever settle, okay? You, with brains, beauty and personality, who could ask for more? Believe me, someone will be along shortly. Shit, if there wasn't so much distance I'd have a go myself.....Oh, and if I bought you three or more drinks....well, I'm sure you know what I'm thinking. :-)
from lauralgood :
make mine with two cherry's and lots of vodka. then we can celebrate the Court's ruling together. love laural
from science-girl :
I just posted about my review. *grin* Maybe it'll cheer you up! Love you!
from science-girl :
{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You doing okay, sweetie? I'm here if you need to talk...
from livingwreck :
Oh, and I'm sorry but if I wasn't kissing you deeply it'd be your shoulder in my teeth as I came. Hope you don't mind.
from livingwreck :
If I understand correctly, wait. You never know who's watching (or reading) or just around the corner.
from mij :
Hey dear, just checking up on you. If it helps, raid Walmart of their Fourth of July-colored candy(maybe you'll find some Red-white-and-blue Peeps?), and try not to think of the big questions too much, just relax. Celine Dion is lovely relax music, if you have anything of hers. Hugs and kisses, keep your chin up.
from lethlinn :
Hey honey! I've been away for awhile, and have been thinking of you. xoxo
from aaronorear :
To be or not to be? And I think Canada Day is an excellent day for celebrating the Supreme Court's rare show of courage. I doubt it would have happened without the Canucks and their excellent example.
from sinorsaint :
don't tempt me! You already know i have a weakness for it!!! ;)
from sinorsaint :
ok..i've decided that you need a guestbook so i can respond more frequently to your post. so get over to www.signmyguestbook.com/ and get one! ;)
from lauralgood :
I thought I was the only one who felt that way about spam. I really get excited when I think someone has written to say hello and then it turns out to be someone who wants my money. oh yuck. laural
from science-girl :
Re-he-heally? Sounds like someone either had an interesting weekend, or has a great imagination. *grin*
from science-girl :
Mmm....hot Asian girlfriend... *drool* Hee hee. Love you!
from sinorsaint :
good God, from the first index entry and reading backwards (which gets kinda dizzy after a while) i couldn't stop reading...the way you write is almost TOO fluid! i'm adding you to my buddy list..hope you don't mind!
from floyd-man :
Frankly, I like to attribute my fellow males' motivation for cat-calls and hubba-hubbas (actually I don't think any girl has had "hubba-hubba" thrown at them in perhaps 47 years, except perhaps here in texas) to the simple fact that a vast majority of human beings do not do something referred to as "thinking". I can't think of any time I've done said actions, nor seen said actions result in anything less than being ignored or punched in the face. Yes. One of the greatest days of my life; watching a girl beat the living hell out of guy who was getting fresh. Um....memories...
from lauralgood :
I was not going to leave another note in case You needed space but I just got a note that moved me beyond words so I thought "Well I have to tell her she has been on my mind and she is wonderful and great and beautiful and an awesome writer and a just all-round swell person." just in case you needed reminding. and if not it is still great to hear. ps the 'ataris' rock love laural
from livingwreck :
I'm stuffed if I know why us men whistle out car windows at women. I've never done it for the reason you mentioned - it's not going to get me the girl. I think it's a thing where the men want the girl to see them...or something. Still, she'll think you're a dick so what's the point?
from aaronorear :
Thank you for the sweet words...I'm doing just fine. It wasn't a surprise, and she's far better without that old body to slow her down. And you always have my prayers...keep trusting and believing. The alternative is closing yourself off emotionally, and that's the worst thing you can do.
from franka :
You can believe in me.
from lauralgood :
I have been feeling the same way. And then I remember there are a few people on this planet I can count on--I just have to keep letting myself remember that. Keep pushing. laural
from science-girl :
Ooh! Share some of that high with me! :-) I e-mailed you again. Oh, and you get catcalls because you're HOT! *kisses*
from vocaccia :
"a little undone and a little wonderful"-- my dear, if you could bottle that Sunday essence, you could be a millionaire. til then, i'd make do with listening to "Sunday morning" by the Velvet Underground. and thank you for your darling message, feel free to spread the word of singledom!
from lillix08 :
Hey M, Thanks for your condolences.. I really appreciate them, and I don't know what I would do without the help and inspiration of all my D~Land people.. I was wondering if you could e~mail me sometime before Thursday (my 1st funeral) because I have a question.. it's not absolutely necessary, but I'd appreciate it, if you had the time.. [email protected] Thanks again, *Britt*
from lauralgood :
mind if I leave another note? good. Thanks for the kind words. I love the idea of helping to make people smile. love laural
from lauralgood :
Yes, my friend we shall see. I know exactly where you are coming from, but alas, as with me, have no idea where you are going. thinking of you, laural
from science-girl :
1) Hooray! I get to fulfill one of M's fantasies! Woo! :-) 2) My boss isn't going to die soon. I guess I should have specified. We always joke that the only way he's going to retire is if he dies at his desk. He's engaged right now, too. He's 63, she's 49. Go, boss, go! 3) You are TOO sweet to me... Love you!
from lillix08 :
I'm certain Kathy was an amazing person. Thanks so much for sharing Kathy's story with us, and for once, it doesn't even bother me that I'm crying.. Kathy will live on through you forever.. You're amazing just like she was, and still is. You touch lives and don't even realize it. But trust me, you do. Because you have touched mine. Britt
from lauralgood :
Thanks for the reminder. Exactly what I needed to hear today. love, laural
from syncope :
That was absolutely beautiful, and I have tears in my eyes and goosebumps on my skin. It was exactly what I needed to read today. Now Kathy keeps on touching people, through you.
from science-girl :
You are such a beautiful person... You have helped me in ways that you may never even know... I love you!
from lillix08 :
Aww hun, hope your day gets better! Yeah really, I'd like a million dollars as well! :D *LiLLix* (aka Britt)
from science-girl :
Hey sweetie pie! So, if you control the universe, can you make sure I get like a million dollars somehow? I'd really appreciate it. :-) Love ya!
from smashley719 :
Thanks, lol. I am always ready for other adventurers looking to risk falling off of a cliff...even though none of them ever do *cough*.
from lauralgood :
yeah, that was how I was feeling about it too. Why would one want to separate themselves from others? It seems we of differing sexual preferences have been separate for so long it would be better for people to see there is not anything different about them except that preference. I will let you know if I get clarification, but my gay friends I have talked to about it have been as confused as me. thinking of you. laural
from lauralgood :
OH! What happiness my heart sings with when Celeste writes me a note! yours, laural
from sparroe :
I R back. Missed you too kiddo. More later.
from stwig :
Good lord. I STILL don't know if a muffin is a good or a bad thing. And now that I saw your comment about me, it becomes all the more relevant.
from lillix08 :
Hehe I don't get the muffin metaphor but sure. Great entry, and thanks so much for the note you left me. It made my world brighter. :)
from lauralgood :
My love, there are much worse things for a man to be than a muffin. Give him a real chance! Heaven forbid a man will be nice to you like you deserve. how was the lobster by the way? smiles, laural
from science-girl :
So does this mean your friends will leave you alone for a while about finding you a man? *grin* Love you tons!
from aaronorear :
Indeed, God understands about hot tubs...(all evidence, from an experiential point of view, suggests that He made them...they're Heaven)...but prayer is done not for God - He doesnt need it...it's done for the self...and boy, do I need it. I need the centering, the calm, the discipline. And highlighters are bastards...take them caps off and threaten to dry them out if they persist in their abuse.
from science-girl :
You poor busy girl! *strokes your hair* Hopefully it will let up pretty soon... kisses!
from vocaccia :
i think wall calendars have a global conspiracy, and swivel chairs are stormtroopers in velvet, seducing us because we can spin around going "wheeee!". i only have macadamia and white choc chip cookies, if they're okay, i'll send them telepathically.
from aaronorear :
Take care of yourself...slow down when necessary...and never, ever trust the office furniture.
from lethlinn :
Hey sweetie! I'm long overdue to write you, but for now I have to settle for sending a note instead. Sounds like bedlam. Am sending you cyber-cookies. And possibly also a cyber-black russian. Must go make myself look half-human for work now. Talk to you soon, beautiful.
from science-girl :
Oh honey...you know I'm hear for you to talk to whenever you need to... I think you need to call me soon... *kisses* Love you!
from wanderer21 :
aw sweetie, that poem was beautiful.
from lauralgood :
Oh lord. why do you live so far away?? Honey have a great night how ever you can. laural
from lauralgood :
oh yum. coconut on a pretty girl. sign me up for a licking session please. laural
from stwig :
When you have children it comes back - just a little bit...
from science-girl :
I remember sitting around practically snorting my Strawberry Shortcake doll's head when I was younger... It smelled SO good!
from science-girl :
I've been losing my mind for years already... *sigh* Love you!
from vocaccia :
when not smoking, i choose origami. just carry around little squares of paper, you get to do something cool with your hands, and end up with little presents to give people.
from smashley719 :
Ooh-la-la. Muffins, doughnuts, my I should eat something. Anyways, glad you're over the cold. And I have to agree with you on the smoker issue. Ugh.
from lethlinn :
Thanks Babe. I think everything will be fine, no need to worry for the moment, despite my initial panic. I'm smoking on your behalf by the way. Slade is moving into my suburb, he'll probably live just down the road. I have no idea what the fuck the universe is on.
from lauralgood :
Hey girl. A Praxis 2 test is an education test I have to pass in order to teach. It is completely dumb. I mean how in the hell could one stupid test tell a body if I am fit to teach or not?? I mean just because I know who wrote 'leaves of grass' I am quailified to teach? I think not. The education system is so fucked it is not funny. but i passed it so I am almost a teacher. the world is odd. love laural
from aaronorear :
I am ashamed to admit...I'm probably a muffin...oy. Can I at least be a chocolate chip muffin?
from lauralgood :
hey pal. I wonder what the universe is trying to tell you with all the new men in your life. humm... hope your night is great. laural
from stwig :
Uh. Not to be stupid here, but what's a muffin?
from science-girl :
When it rains, it pours. :-) Sounds like things are getting better...
from science-girl :
When it rains, it pours. :-) Sounds like things are getting better...
from mij :
The first thing I said when I saw this page: 'Holy fuck, these are a lot of notes.' After I'd picked my jaw *off* of the ground(I might even read 'em all if I ever get bored), I wanted to say... Uhm.. it was witty, but I forgot it. So, 'Hi', love you diary, some of it very amusing, 'step.. sway... regain balance..', as well as the Peeps bit, and others. Uhm.. right.. you can leave me a note or whatnot if you want... ~shuts up before she begins to babble~
from canyoutakeit :
im gonne remember to always say "fuck off, you self-rightouse harpies" for now on when people piss me off. and take my advice...dont try for guys. they arent worth it. i know, i know what goes through our minds....and even when we do something nice...we still have other thoughts going through or heads. (and its not always sex)
from nazdaroviye :
=D
from smashley719 :
Heh. That would have caused a *wonderful* situation. To scream that aloud. Wow. Such an awesome phrase. I think I have fallen in love with it.
from aaronorear :
I'll never understand why society, and women in particular, place all of the blame for infidelity on the "other woman." It's as if the man is simply going to do whatever he does and it's the responsibility of all women to shepherd him back to his wife.
from lauralgood :
You are truly an odd bird. but a good egg. laural
from vocaccia :
i highly recommend the geometry entry, and wonder if we both got our beds from the same place.
from science-girl :
Ooh! I definitely have physical reactions to those words! *wink, wink* *nudge, nudge*
from science-girl :
I wish I was there to give you a hug... Love you!
from nazdaroviye :
schpankia! your writing teases the salivary glands. <3
from lauralgood :
Oh, my friend. If only we could ask people to whisper. don't others know that thier loudness can be a burden to those who just need some peace? My sister and her family came to visit and as much as i love them I had to spend most of the last night of them here in my room, alone. I just could not deal with the noise. Everything was closing in on me and i just could not handle it. I wish we both could take a vacation. how does anywhere but here sound? pulling for you. laural
from sheshines :
I love your writings.. At 15, most of the time they confuse me, but I still take deep meaning from what I do understand. Keep up the great work. You're amazing.
from science-girl :
Are you doing okay, honey? E-mail me when you get a chance... Love you!
from livingwreck :
Thanks, babe. If I could write as beautifully as you I'd be a happy boy. Alas, it isn't so. Still, I get to read you and I hang on every word. Love S
from wanderer21 :
thanks sweetie, those words helped alot. i know things will get better, but right now they arent and it just saddens me.. for now im just waiting untill they do.
from perceptionss :
I could actually picture the bunnies wearing eyeliner and lipstick... Thanks for the smile:)
from sheshines :
I love all your entries. So true and so deep. Profound. Incredible.. Wow.. I'm great with the adjectives today.. maybe I actually took stuff in first period..lol. Your diary and beagle47's are the only ones I read daily. They're worth the time. Keep it up!
from science-girl :
You are BEE-YOU-TI-FUL! *kisses and GIANT hugs* Love you!
from beagle47 :
i think she would have been glad to know that someone cried for her, but sad if she thought she'd made someone cry. downright *pissed* about smeared makeup. peace. (and i really mean that).
from science-girl :
I can totally relate.... *kisses*
from stwig :
Thank you. I wasn't trolling for compliments... But I'll gladly take them. Take care.
from beagle47 :
monday it was not. magenta was the culprit. to the archives, robin!
from franka :
Funny. I met my fiance in a library. And I know exactly what you mean.. that suggestive final paragraph... haha. So true! Oops did I say too much? Lets just say we go to a different library now.
from lauralgood :
I love the library as well. where else can you learn from others, not only from their mistakes but from their sucesses as well? and not only that but just sit and see and think and imagine. wow. the power we all have if we only will allow ourselves to trust and embrace the so-called ordinary. by the way what were the novels you read? do you recomend them? hope this finds you wet and happy. laural
from smashley719 :
I see that you've taken to jon as well. He truly is an amazing person, but even I really have no room to talk, i'm not close with him. I only know what I read,...but that in itself is incredible enough to make an impact. Congratulations. And I just wanted to say--about you--that you write so completely elegantly and beautifully. I always find myself just sinking down into memories induced by your writing.
from beagle47 :
thank you. speechless is cool because singing to the plants is much cooler than speaking. personally, i like singing Sinatra to plants, but that's because he's easier to sing (no real range). thanks again. peace. (and i really mean that).
from science-girl :
You write so beautifully... *kisses*
from franka :
Good judgement on avoiding his calls. He's put you in an awkward position...You know, I have 3 varieties of mint growing on my balcony because it grows so effortlessly. Spearmint, orange and chocolate. Inspired by you, I picked a spearmint and put it in my drink last weekend...
from science-girl :
*tweet* *tweet*
from lethlinn :
Hey Babe. I'm thinking of you, I know how hard it must be for you with all that going on. And hugs are almost impossible to resist. I'm quite drunk, so eloquence not really an option. Love, hugs and kisses. Love, Z. My sister says Hi Y'all.
from aaronorear :
Sounds to me more like he'd love to cheat on his wife, that he doesn't want to be to obvious, and that he's hoping you'll bite on one of his little comments.
from science-girl :
Aww...falling asleep to each other's heartbeats... You have such sweet thoughts about being in the womb with your twin. All I think about is my sister beating me up and stealing all the nutrients. *grin* Kisses!
from aaronorear :
Dance we will...slow, soft and close if I have anything to say about it. I can't imagine the connection that twins must share...I don't have siblings of any stripe, and a twin defies my only-child understanding. I hope you can see her soon.
from lauralgood :
500 miles is along way but when you need your sister (blood or not) you need your sister. here's to hoping you finagle a way to get to her. maybe, if she reads your diary she will do what sisters do best and make a way for you to have what you need. keeping my fingers crossed. love laural
from smashley719 :
lol, i'd like to be able to live in it for awhile myself
from science-girl :
Hooray for babies! Especially babies that aren't mine! *grin* Love you!
from lauralgood :
thanks. uncertainty seems to be my life. but i am learning to live with it. Have a wonderful day. laural
from perceptionss :
Indeed, with your tongue:)
from unapologetic :
He was a complete doofus but he pushed me around in a Price Chopper shopping cart for about a mile so I kept him for the entertainment value.
from science-girl :
My sacrum and I don't really get along. It's the creakiest part of my body usually...If I crack when I stand up at work, it's usually my sacrum that pops. Sometimes it makes it feel better, and sometimes it just hurts like a bitch...
from smashley719 :
Lol, never thought of it that way...but you know, now that I think about it....you're definiately right. Oh yeah, and I've heard about the skeletal attribute...you're right, I think.
from sparroe :
I'm close to okay. Just recovering from sinus trouble and catching up on work. Slept away the weekend and wish I were still in bed. I'm pretty exhausted from the past few months.
from thrennion :
You made me blush. :) Thanks for taking the time to visit and list my diary. I'm definitely coming back to yours.
from aaronorear :
Mind? Not at all...though I'll have to be on high alert, in case anyone comes jumping out from behind the mailbox trying to steal your organs...really, I'd think the harmonica would be a far more portable instrument to carry about. As for who I'd ask permission of before taking moonlit strolls with pretty women...tsk tsk...we haven't been reading very closely, now have we?
from lauralgood :
Hey. I hope i dont step out-of-bounds here but i just can't tell you how much your notes mean to me. I can't explain why really...but I will try. Expressing myself is very difficult for me. I have had a lot of shit (like everyone) happen to me and I just cant seem to trust enough to open up, except in rare occasions. I have done this (not enough, but we have to start somewhere) in my journal online and to have you still embrace my ideas and feelings makes me feel a joy I haven't had for a while. I know we have never met and maybe never will but i want you to know you have changed me for the better. may the gods and goddesses bless you beyond your wildest dreams. I look forward to following your adventures through this life...and who knows maybe the next too! love laural
from aaronorear :
Moonlit stroll? That sounds romantic...I think I'll need clearance for that...
from aaronorear :
I wasn't worried about you running about alone at night...until I read your latest entry. Now I'm worried and I don't even know you...in fact, now I'm worried about every woman I've ever met, seen or heard of...heck, I'm a bit concerned about the men, too! That's it! Everyone - STAY INSIDE! If you want to go out at night, give me a call and I'll make sure the neighborhood is safe. This is being posted on the internet, so I might get a bit busy...plan ahead! Requests will be filled in the order they are received.
from smashley719 :
Lol. That's amazing, that really is. Wish someone would rattle my sense of adventure like that lol. But...I guess living in the middle of nowhere with no one isn't somthing that's easy to fear...you can have my gym membership, i sure dont use it lol
from science-girl :
I'm sure you're still a little hottie, even if you haven't been to the gym in two months! *grin* *kisses*
from lauralgood :
The way you express your needs and desires are wonderful. The images you evoke are beautiful. The person for whom you wrote that about is lucky. I am glad I read your diary. You really make me smile and imagine and right now that is a true feat. Life continues... laural
from sparroe :
What? Pouting 'cause the e-mail was too short or because it hasn't arrived yet? What kind of pout is this? Do I need to purr you back to happy or are you cruisin' for a spankin'? Don't worry, still here. Just zonked on tha painkillers and antihistemines.
from aaronorear :
Um...ahem...geez...I uh...wow...
from lethlinn :
Morning honey. Your writing is so beautiful and evocative I could see and feel the gothic novel. Love, Z
from smashley719 :
that was the most beautiful thing i have ever read
from science-girl :
I think I need a cigarette after that... *kisses*
from aaronorear :
I liked your entry about convenience stores...I have a similar reaction to Hardee's, where my mother and I would stop to get cinnamon-raison biscuits every Sunday morning after she drove me about on my paper route.
from sparroe :
Had good thundery weather last night. Wish ya were here for it. Good wind and some lightning. Hope yer weekend was splendid.
from science-girl :
Hooray for freaks from Michigan! *grin* Love you...
from sparroe :
Got enough nails here for a good backscratch. Hope it helps. You still need to be aware though. If you phase out too much I'll blow in yer ear ta keep ya in the now.
from sparroe :
Absolutely, kiddo. Consider yerself hugged.
from science-girl :
I'm still trying to figure out which of my upstairs neighbors in my apartment were worse: the college kid who would bring his girlfriend home and screw her late into the night (his bed was right above mine, so I heard EVERYTHING), or the woman with like 4 kids who would sound like a herd of elephants above my head at certain times during the day... *kisses!*
from stwig :
Funny think is I say "Okie Dokie" all the time. Of course I DO sound like an idiot when I say it. Thank you for your kind note. It looks like my wife and I are still trying after all...
from perceptionss :
A voice like a Disney character? I get a lot of thank you mam's...On the phone. My voice is a bit high.
from sparroe :
My pleasure. Glad the sky's still in one piece.
from sparroe :
Cup Slap Rub. Them's the guidelines. Some buddy's of mine in Louisiana didn't get that and we had to educate them. Their girlfriends still thank us. ;)
from sparroe :
The results can be taken as a compliment. Dumbledore was the old principal guy. (long grey beard) Key driving character who's always right. My own odd impulse I often have to resist is wanton ass-slapping. Well, not wanton, just unreasoning and random.
from smashley719 :
Lol. I guess everyone has their own calling in the world,...and if you're ever low on cash, Disney is always making new sucky versions of the best sellers that profited off of our parents generations. Haven't you ever wondered what you'd look like as an animated character? What sort of animal would you be? Would you be an animal? Hmm...intruiging. Now I can't get that off of my mind. Lol.
from science-girl :
Now you HAVE to call me sometime, so I can hear your cartoon-like voice! (I've been told I could do phone sex... We all have our talents. *grin*) Oh, and as far as your entry about having strange urges, I totally know what you're talking about. Occasionally I'll have a very strong urge to just take off my shirt, and I'll have to expend quite a bit of energy talking myself out of it... And the biting thing, well, my hubby can tell you about that. *grin*
from lauralgood :
sounds delicious. when might we indulge in our impulses? p.s. thanks for the kind words. love laural
from lauralgood :
I have the same type to impulses as described in your last entry. As far as the bartender, I would try to find out if she is sending you vibes (you never know she may be thinking the same thing and you would get to indulge the impulse.) The pulling the skirt up thing i dont have for myself but I wish for other females to perform the act. I just want to see a bit more than is given.... I think we all have our odd impulses and in most cases they are not going to harm us. But if we did talk about them more we might find that the ones around us would not mind us indulging our impulses. oh the possibities... laural
from lauralgood :
hey girl. hope your night was wonderful. Just a thought on why one sometimes feels beautiful about and in the world and sometimes not. I believe that it is because enlightenment is not a destination a journey. So there are going to be times when one is more connected with the world and life and people and can see clearly the truth and beauty around us and other times when one is not. It is not to be looked on as a negative (in my opinion) because it is just the way of life. Anyone who is continually enlightened is completely annoying anyway! keep pushing forward. laural
from livingwreck :
I was going to leave you a note but everyone leaves really intelligent and amusing ones for you so I'm not going to embarrass myself. I can't handle competition.
from science-girl :
You know what's even better? When you wear glasses every single day for about six months, and then you put your contacts in one day because the area behind your ears is starting to get irritated from them, and yet you keep reaching up and pushing your glasses up your nose. Then you stab yourself in the face with your finger because you're not actually wearing glasses today. (I'm having a fun day.) *grin* Love you!
from franka :
WOW...what a nice note. See, thats why I find your diary inspiring. There's no way I can top that. So I'll just say: Right back atcha! Thanks so much--I mean that.
from aaronorear :
No, no cookies...I'll mention it to my "team leader" tomorrow. Say, if this is a team, can I get a play-or-pay contract? Lovely entry today...it reminded me why I'm doing this rather dreary job - to make money to pay for seminary, so that I can enter a new ministry...it also reminded me that I hadn't watered my plants lately. They thank you.
from perceptionss :
I do enjoy clumsy slapstick. Thanks for the sweet guestbook message. Clix isn't as bad as it sounds, it's kind of like shaking hands over the Internet:)
from science-girl :
You really want to see my boob? :-)
from smashley719 :
*stands up and applauds*
from science-girl :
You nearly made me cry with your last entry, you stinker! :-) Love you. Please know you'll be in my thoughts and held close to my heart...
from darkfairy13 :
rocking hard diary, cool
from vocaccia :
ooh, hope you're okay *telepathically holding your hand*.
from smashley719 :
wow...i had no idea...
from sparroe :
I'm composing for you now with e-mail. Haven't forgotten or ignored. Keep the magic in front kiddo. It's important.
from perceptionss :
Holding hands and hugs are very special to me too.
from science-girl :
A baseball bat, huh? Hmm... I'll have to think about the meaning of that one for a while... I have weird dreams/night thoughts/hallucinations/dreams, too. Love you!
from smashley719 :
Magic is a wonderous thing. You're right in distrusting those who don't believe in it. You always have the most beautiful way of saying things. Thank you.
from lauralgood :
Names are hard to put on people because we all have such associations with them. However, I have had a name in my head for you and in the event it offends please disregard... Celeste I don't know why I associate this name with you, but in reading your words that is the name that is in my mind. I hope you have a great day and an even better night. laural
from lethlinn :
Understanding magic is a beautiful thing. But it is only the true believers who not only have the ability to understand it, but also to share it. And what a gift you have for that. Love, Z
from aaronorear :
And thank you...
from lauralgood :
oh my i wish you would! Thank you for the thought! and thank you for the image. It is all in the simple things isn't it? So your name is marsha? never would have picked that name for you. I will have to think what it would be, but not marsha. not exotic enough! laural
from sparroe :
Less tears, more fresh breezes dear.
from lauralgood :
just wanted to tell you that the night time truck ride sounded so completely wonderful that i am jealous of you. hope you have as good of a week as your weekend was. laural
from science-girl :
I wish I lived closer to you! Love you!
from science-girl :
Come to MI. I'll stroke your head and tail and feed you carrots. :-) I have a bunch in my fridge *right now*!
from lauralgood :
hey. just wanted to say hello. is the weather as beautiful there as it is here? oh my. summer is so my season. laural
from vocaccia :
oh, so beautiful.
from smashley719 :
Thanks for the comment. That's really sweet of you. Prom was fun, and you're right. The before pretty much bombed and the after was just a smidgen better. But I'm fine with it all. Expected it to happen. Thanks for the support. I really appreciate it. ;)
from science-girl :
"Naked equals Vulnerable"? This sounds like it has a story behind it... Tell me! Love you!
from aaronorear :
Dancing...you sure do know how to make a guy miss someone. That was truly a beautiful description...now I need to check train schedules...
from lauralgood :
this is odd. i had not read your entry's for the last couple of days before i left that note about having courage to live without fear. we must be on the same lesson (i think everything is a lesson we are suppose to learn...i know completely unsupportive by facts but it feels right...)I hope you will contiue to look for home. it has to be there for you. I believe it is for us all. though harder to find for some than others. it has to be there. keep your sunnyness up. you make me smile. laural
from lauralgood :
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing"- helen keller wow what a great quote. a little known fact about me is that helen keller was my second hero in childhood (joan jett was my first) I have always been impressed with her. thank you for the quote. I wish I had the courage to live by it. Laural
from lethlinn :
I hope you are alright. A wise person once told me to breathe. Hugs.
from science-girl :
That link doesn't work...
from science-girl :
HONEY! Are you okay? E-mail me... I'm still waiting for the explantion of your job, too... GIANT HUGS AND KISSES FOR YOU!
from lethlinn :
Car clock strageness may be a common thread then. I meddled with my mother's car radio about two years ago, and I still can't figure out how to get the time to show up at all, and believe me I've tried.
from lauralgood :
sorry to leave another note but your entry about the song without you made me write. i dont know if you were hearing the one from mariah carey(not my favorite) or the one from harry nielson (SP?)but the one from harry makes me cry everytime. he has such a wonderful way of expressing his pain. i cry when i hear the mariah one as well but that is a different kind of thing. not into mariah so much. but as always i get off the subject which i really have forgotten...have a great night. laural
from lauralgood :
sounds cheesy but My god how wonderful a word from a kind voice is at a time of unsteadyness. may the gods and goddesses bless you. laural
from science-girl :
I still want to be your friend! I still love you! You sound like me sometimes... We share a brain! I'm telling you... Love you!
from livingwreck :
A man belonging to a woman? If I said a woman belonging to a man I'd be considered chauvinistic........Double standards, fair dinkum....lol Much love to you, babe.
from science-girl :
4 entries yesterday, huh? Wow. Still waiting for an e-mail from you... If you need to talk, I'm here. Hugs and kisses, sweetie.
from smashley719 :
awww. how truely romantic and lovely. Dancing in the kitchen. *sigh* I want that
from sparroe :
Willing your ear to heal from out here. More later.
from science-girl :
You RUPTURED your ear drum? How the hell did you do that? Does it hurt? Poor girl... {{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
from smashley719 :
My diary is locked now. It's sad, to tell the truth, that I have to lock it, but what's done is done. If you'd like to look at it sometime or another, the username is lily and the password is password.
from lethlinn :
Yes. Breathing is good. I love airports, or perhaps just the idea of them, because everything always goes awry. I think I may have a travel curse. But in spite of that, there is something very inspirational about heading out into the unknown, almost like it gives you a clean slate. Anyway, rambling.
from lauralgood :
crazy cool! i've never met anyone else who liked airports. I love to see the reunions of people. yes airports can be wonderful. glad to hear your trip was a sucess. laural
from sparroe :
Still here. Treadin' water on the way through the ocean. My eyes are open I'm just havin' ta track the peripherals. More later. Both e-mail and posts.
from smashley719 :
Wow. You have such a cool and refreshing way of putting things. I never really thought about the airport atmosphere, but really, you are right. Amazment on my part. ~~Ashley
from science-girl :
I'm here! I'm here! I'm just busy as hell with quarter-end at work! That's all... I'm doing okay, though. My cousin is feeling sore, but in relatively good spirits. I got through Monday without getting too depressed about my grandpa. Now I'm just working, working, working! E-mail me sometime... Let me know all the details of your business trip!
from captivated- :
Ashley always sees the good diaries!
from smashley719 :
Thank you for that note. Of course you will be included when i dish out that much-dreaded password at the end of the week. :) Thank you for the comment about my diary. I am sooo honored. *beams* ~~Ashley
from sparroe :
Ah, work didn't know what it was missin'. Hope I can solve my work issues as fast as you solve yers. Glad yer back.
from sparroe :
Miss ya already, hope you've composed an entry or two while on the road. Can't wait ta hear it.
from fireflea :
Thanks for dropping by and filling out my survey! Your answers made me giggle. =)
from livingwreck :
Thanks for the lovin, babe. I return it ten fold - well, heaps more but I don't want to appear too forward....Have a safe and fun trip.
from lethlinn :
Thank-you for your note - it cheered me up on a day that I would curse my steel trap brain for allowing me to even remember it. Anyway, enjoy your trip!
from lauralgood :
pps. yes you are correct...unless, like me, you are a) from mississippi or b) been there more times than you would like to have been. will always be misery to me! but they did have a really great mexican resturant in sedalia... so i guess it cant be all bad. smiles and kisses. laural
from lauralgood :
hey pal.well your entry's will surely be missed by me and all who enjoy your diary. but you will be out of misery (some southerns actually pronouce it as such!) uh... missouri soon and be back with the rest of us trying to learn to live. try to enjoy yourself. hear from you soon! laural
from tornlace :
seattle.. family stuff.. i'm trying to think of how to word it in an entry because its pretty heavy stuff- but i am staying in some weenie motel in my brother's neighborhood so i'll know my way around. i like it out there. :) i like that i can see mountains!
from tornlace :
:) :) i have to travel soon- i'll be the one sobbing in the seattle airport.. or maybe in nyc if i start crying right before i get on the plane! :)
from sparroe :
Don't know about adoption, but I'm sure there's an exchange program. ;)
from science-girl :
Boys ARE weird. But they're good for certain things. *ahem* :-)
from lauralgood :
This has to be one of the most profound lines i have read in a long time... thanks. He knew me inside and outside and he called me Beautiful like it was my name. And I answered to it. An act of utter courage and absolute belief. in my opinion, memories are one of the most wonderful, tragic things that we humans have the ability to put oursleves through.
from sparroe :
I love getting a good haircut. Especially because my barber uses the straight razor to shave the neck. That just rocks.
from smashley719 :
Your comment was written so amazingly. The real reason that I gave up my Dr. Pepper addiction is because it really just wasn't good for me at all. I was drinking 2 20 oz. per day. At least. But I'm a lot healthier now (besides my dependance on cheesecake, but...i don't plan on getting rid of THAT one). I just really love your diary. You're really outspoken with your thoughts and you really do a perfectly outstanding job conveying them. Congratulations.
from lauralgood :
hello. so happy i found your diary. will be reading it to see how your life develops. hope all continues to spin and twirl as it should.
from sparroe :
I strongly doubt that you are all that depressing. Besides, who can truly be defined by five to eight questions on the internet. More later.
from tornlace :
Thanks :) :) we are thinking of making that into a short film :) i am the freak of the family- all the ladies are very well endowed and i am not "un"-endowed but i am the one with the lack of dramatic landscapes on my chest. i know from listening in the past how painful that can be though, and its seems as much as society loves a busty babe- they don't really create comfortable bras. oh and your diary wandering sounds wild.
from tornlace :
Thanks :) :) we are thinking of making that into a short film :) i am the freak of the family- all the ladies are very well endowed and i am not "un"-endowed but i am the one with the lack of dramatic landscapes on my chest. i know from listening in the past how painful that can be though, and its seems as much as society loves a busty babe- they don't really create comfortable bras. oh and your diary wandering sounds wild.
from science-girl :
I play that game too! I used to spend ALL DAMN DAY at work doing it, until I realized I wasn't getting any work done! Oh, and thanks for the kisses on my pink parts. *blush*
from science-girl :
I have a WONDERFUL idea! Give some of your boobs to me! My 34A's (and my husband) would thank you! :-)
from science-girl :
Wow. Now I'm afraid for the future of medicine, too!
from science-girl :
Awww.... *grin*
from livingwreck :
Your apartment sounds even better now that you've described it in more detail....And a big, long hug for you, my dear. Hope you feel better.
from dominia :
Your words can be very dark. I like it.
from sparroe :
I still got yer back darlin'. Just let me know if ya need anything.
from science-girl :
Oh honey...Is this just creative writing or did something really crappy happen? If you need to talk, I'm here...
from lambrini :
hi, argh you poor precious table! im only kiddin it would piss me off too. ace diary btw. gem x
from sparroe :
Hey, at least only part of the sky fell. It's a little like the foundation of the earth settling. But that's the price when you shake the pillars of heaven.
from livingwreck :
I know what you mean about the barefoot thing......same as me. And I wanna see your apartment - the decor sounds great.
from science-girl :
*singing in my raspy almost-voice* You are my sunshine, my only sunshine/ You make me hapEEEE, when skies are grey/ You'll never know DEAR, how much I love you/ Please don't take my sunshine away... *end singing* Thanks for the positive thoughts. My hubby will be holding one hand, and I know you'll be there in spirit holding the other one. *grin* I'll let you know how it goes.
from science-girl :
We are so alike that it's freaky! I am secretly a 10-year-old in a 23-year-old's body! I laugh at all that stuff..."69," "poo," "duty" (sounds like doody), etc. I'm a big dork. Don't mind me... :-)
from science-girl :
I'll give you kisses! Let me know when! :-) E-mail me sometime. You seem sad lately...
from science-girl :
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you...
from sparroe :
Not stalkerish at all. Don'tcha worry, it's just busy season here at the office and when you work for twelve-ish hours a day there's not much time to post. I should have something up soon, and I appreciate the attention. No need to slow it down. I can always use encouragement from fellow freedom fighters. Promise I'll write soon.
from tornlace :
you see now- you have the knack for saying what you think and making it clear but also remaining positive and allowing in your thoughts for people to do what they want, making mistakes if they must, but being understanding. rare indeed. you'd think it would be easy- its just words, etc but its not. sometimes people laugh at photographers "its just point and click right?" and writers "Its just writing words on paper right?" until they try it themselves and fail, and don't know why, so all they do then is critisize everyone and everything instead of trying to improve themselves. well now how was that for a long babble! :) sorry! LOL not really, i can't help it... :) :)
from livingwreck :
Sounds like fun. And I'm still waiting for that email....Hurry...
from vocaccia :
sounds like a fine shindig-- so jealous! it's probably not sacreligious to put Mardi Gras stuff on a Christmas tree, i think that Mardi Gras started as a Christian festival. y'know, back when religion was fun...
from science-girl :
I would LOVE to have a tazer! My husband always wants to shoot people with tranquilizer guns... :-) Since seeing the movie Windtalkers, I now want a flame thrower. Wouldn't that come in handy at times? *grin*
from tornlace :
~~* thank you, for your answer *~~
from science-girl :
It's been a while since you've written...I was wondering where you'd gone to...and if you were okay... E-mail me again sometime.
from livingwreck :
Thanks for all the meanings....I actually don't use that word myself. I usually use one or two other ones. Care to hear me whisper them in your ear?
from chubbychic :
THank you so much for your wonderful wish for me on Valentines day hon! You're the greatest.
from vocaccia :
my dear, you are sweetness. hope the beautiful things keep finding you-- and they should if they are sensible. take care. jane.
from livingwreck :
I hope your Valentine's Day is going better....Much love to you....S
from science-girl :
You are such a SWEETHEART! Thanks for the candy heart messages in my guestbook! I hope you have an absolutely smashing Valentine's Day! May you stumble upon love when you are least looking for it. *grin* Ta ta, sweetie. Love ya, D.
from science-girl :
I'm sorry I made you drool on your non-eating day. Why are you not eating today, anyway?
from sparroe :
Tink does get jealous occasionally.
from livingwreck :
I agree with you about the sleeping north bit. Apparently it has something to do with the earth's magnetic fields....And speaking of threes, in the trenches during the first World War, you never lit more than three cigarettes on the one match. Why? So glad u asked.....The first one would show the enemy where you were, the second would show him the distance and the third he'd check the wind...and obviously the forth cigarette he'd shoot you. Then again, maybe it was on the third cigarette being lit he'd take a shot.
from science-girl :
Their names are Callie and Azrael. :-)
from science-girl :
Whoo hoo! I have two black cats! Does that mean I'm terribly lucky? :-) -Danielle
from sparroe :
I'm deeply flattered by your note. Good to know I have an ally out in the Aether. Run time errors? Do I need to muck with my template or is it a problem on your end? Let me know if I can ease the viewing. Again, thanks so much for your support. It's things like that which keep me rollin'.
from sparroe :
'Twas cool. Had to rant like a loon in the next entry though. My incoherency hasn't been walked recently. Glad you're stickin' around.
from vocaccia :
thank you for your message you very lovely human being! (and now i know that an Akita is a kind of dog rather than a brand of noodles... that's a pretty disturbing connection) if you find out where to get Tamarins, please let me know. but will settle for a lemur.
from science-girl :
It was so fated for us to "meet"! I used to watch La Femme Nikita religiously! I even have like 3 tapes of about 12 episodes total still! *more creeped out now*
from chubbychic :
When I was little... my parents gave me a choice between getting a monkey.. or a VCR (which back then.. was the HEIGHT of technology.) I evenually caved for the VCR. I hope you get your monkey-lion thingee.
from science-girl :
I have been trying to convince my husband for MONTHS that we need a monkey of some sort. He keeps trying to convince me that all monkeys throw their poop. So far, it's a stalemate. :-)
from livingwreck :
Loved your 101 answers......We are the same on quite a few of them, especially the sex on the stairs and being tied up ones......Oh, and Disneyland, in CA at least, is SHIT. Biggest rip-off I've ever visited.
from science-girl :
You're going to see naked girls tonight? I'm jealous! Have fun!
from livingwreck :
It was Australia Day, sort of like your 4th of July.....I love to read aloud. hehe
from sparroe :
Good job with the list. I am nebulously trying to compile one for entry 200 which is immediately around the corner. Thanks for your support and enjoyment.
from science-girl :
Ha ha! Your entry about watching the state of the Union made me laugh. -SG
from unapologetic :
=) Thanks for what you said. It made me grin like an idiot.
from science-girl :
Thanks so much for leaving a message in my guestbook! I feel loved now! :-)
from livingwreck :
I wanna see, I wanna see...
from livingwreck :
Happy Birthday, M.....Love S
from elateddream :
Happy birthday!
from sparroe :
Ya welcome. I've always thought the nebulously defined generation internet needed a rallying cry. Keep up the flattery. ;)
from chubbychic :
I felt a premonition like that too. Like something big and wonderful was going to happen.... and then..... I walked into work and there was a shiny, new, rock-your-world copy machine that does everything except wash your car. MMmmmmm... i hope you outcome is just as sweet. *hugs*
from livingwreck :
Sorry!!!!!! Shit, I forgot all about the f*** thing. A new tatt, hey? Can't wait to find out all about it.
from sparroe :
The last bit was spooky, but the exploration theme is common and enjoyable. I'm just amazed I recall as much detail about this one as I do. This sort of thing happens every two months or so. It sure makes for a more interesting post though.
from livingwreck :
I'll copy you and do the point thing..1.I understood the net thingy but was intrigued about what sort of net. Do you live in a fishing village? lol....2.I rarely forget things I read/see, too. I'm good with dates but terrible with ppl's names, yet I rarely forget a face.3. Why isn't anyone at the pool? Do you go in winter only? Or are you the only one where you live who likes swimming? Unless of course you do live in a fishing village which means that a lot of the ppl are fishermen and they'd be sick of the water by the time they get back to port everday....Um, sorry. It's late and, well, I just like teasing you. 4. I've got a better picture of the tatt, thank you. Still think I need to see it, though - I'm more intrigued!! 5. No thanks necessary. I sincerely enjoy your writing - your style and what you write about. I just hope you don't suddenly stop and leave me high and dry. As we all know, dry isn't good. (Well, sometimes it can be..... :-)).. Seriously though, I really do enjoy reading you....I don't want to appear too forward but do you think emailing would be better? Just a thought...I don't mind either way.
from chubbychic :
HAAAAA... I can just see that spoiler account being typed out on your insurance claim. tee hee hee. ::blushing::
from livingwreck :
I loved yesterday's entry and I'm glad you left it. It was very interesting....And how did you get the scratch on the spoiler? A net thingy? What?.... Oh, and a woman who knows which countries cars are made in? Brilliant!! I thought I was the only person who bothered with that stuff, but a girl?? Am I in heaven?
from sparroe :
Got your note, and I remain quite flattered. The explanation only adds to the compliment. Hope you continue to enjoy my ramblings. Your own become more interesting daily. I enjoyed the three in one day quite a lot. Thanks for updating regularly!
from livingwreck :
Tattoo-barbie I think I get now. Rubber-girl has me more than a little intrigued......I'm sure I can think of some new ones - whisper them in your ear while I grab your hair and bend you over??.....It'd be my pleasure...(It's getting hot in here....lol...) Oh and did you read my entry awhile ago about how I absolutely love a woman who's got a few tattoos and piercings? Mmm, yes......S
from livingwreck :
About all the names you answer to....I can't ask? Really? There's a couple I'd like to know the background of......lol
from chubbychic :
Your diary rocks, btw. Keep up the great work!
from livingwreck :
Yep, sure did. lol More than delicious.....
from livingwreck :
You made me laugh with your guestbook entry.....especially the line about they wouldn't know if it finger fucked them.......Love it....(Are you going to get a gbook yourself?) Hope to hear from you soon....love S

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