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from tooths :
its the new facetag
from wish-at11-11 :
could i have a password please? =) email: tia_johnston05@hotmail.com
from dont-cry4-me :
I'm sorry everything is so bad hun, but here's something that I thought of at lunch that will make you smile(it made Amber and Allyn question our saneness) Remember in 8th when we were outside and Adam had those vampire teeth that he kept staring at, and remember how we took those teeth, placed them under a hat and waited for them to grow a vampire because we were SOOOOOOOO FUCKING BORED and the only other thing to do would be to kill ourselves? Yeah,...good times. More to come once you get home. Love Ya, Strawberri
from obviousness :
i was checking out who had me linked on their diaries and noticed your name. I was just wondering who this was kind of, and if I could have your password. Thanks bunches !<3
from dont-cry4-me :
Ahh...Allyn and Ryan have been talking..lol. Allyn used to call me that almost every day. I kinda miss it. It does make your day huh? Left a smile on my face for 24 hours, I swear!
from dont-cry4-me :
Yeah we do need to kick their asses. It's a plan. On January 10th we will go to the videogames and kick there asses, especially Prince of Persa, and Tony Hawks Underground 2!
from color-me-odd :
I completely agree with you about the whole "Mistakes" thing. <3 I feel the same way. I'm glad you understood what I was saying. Thanks hun. <3 .kayla.
from stillbeating :
i don't know what it is, but anxiety always manages to kick my butt. but thankyou for the note..i really appreciate it. i hope things are going well for you. <3 andrea.
from facetag :
ah. its beacause you ARE beautiful & you ARE loved...by many.
from facetag :
that made me smile. deary, i think you are more mature than i but have yet to see it. <33 best wishes
from facetag :
wow, 16..they sure do grow up fast. &btw-i love you even more b/c yr 5'1" (I'm 5'3" [took me long enough to get there too]) I hope you have a good day and happy birthday tomorrow, Lord knows you diserve it! <3
from fucktard- :
sent you the password love. <333
from sketchedpony :
I know how you feel. You don't want him to hurt. It hurts me so much how much Ronnie hurts that we're apart. But you know that even if he could drive and take you away somewhere that wouldn't solve anything. You both still have families and responsibilities to those families. You don't want to loose them forever. Things with Ryan will work out, it just needs time.
from next-tuesday :
I wanted to let you know that I'm moving my diary to http://next-tuesday.diary-x.com because my friend started reading my diary. It'll be up and running soon! I hope you continue reading my diary.
from wonderchai :
well hello. a long time ago i asked for access and then i lost all my internet. :( this makes me sad. would i be too much of an asshole to ask... again? *pleading eyes*
from facetag :
yeah, i know the feeling. but i am more than ready for 2004 to end.
from dont-cry4-me :
okay...but I don't know, it felt like it was directed at me so I guess I took it a little hard. I'm sorry that I snapped, I guess I was just a little touchy because of something people had said and like messages I kept freaking out over, like every song I heard on the radio was something about cheating or something. I don't know. I'm so touchy. I'm sorry.
from facetag :
one year! wow. congrads& thank you.
from dont-cry4-me :
That remark hurt Megan...and I don't think you would really understand, not to sound mean.
from facetag :
its nice to see a strong couple. i havent seen my boy in about a month..long distance relationship too. hang in there! i hope you guys are together for years to come.
from facetag :
happy halloween (even though it might not be so happy.)
from atotalfuckup :
Yes, I do read your diary; I do know why. I will stop, I can. I mean, I'm not really one of those people who are totally addicted. <3
from facetag :
in my prayers, always.
from sketchedpony :
Ryan not doing so well? Is something really wrong?
from sketchedpony :
Just worried because of what your last entry said, sorry. Well, my friend, Gia, knows these people that own a tea shop nearby and they do absolutely awesome portraits. So I'm gonna get a picture of Ronnie and his two women: me and that car and then have a portrait done of it.
from sketchedpony :
You aren't cutting are you?
from sketchedpony :
Well, it's almost a year for you too, huh? I figured out what I'm getting Ronnie for our anniversary, his birthday, Christmas. If you wanna know, just ask.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that everything is okay.
from sketchedpony :
I know how you feel. I really do. I feel so broken.
from sketchedpony :
A 3.5 is awesome. It's like what I have.
from color-me-odd :
Yeah, hopefully things will turn out fine. I'm sure that if I try to stay positive everything will be okay, but who knows. x_x By the way, if you ever happen to be online at the same time as me, feel free to IM me sometime. .kayla.
from aliblogs :
lost your password :( was wondering if i could have it again?
from color-me-odd :
Hey there, I noticed you added me to your favorites list, which always increases my self esteem. I would love to get to know you as you know me, depending on how many entries you're read. If you would be willing to give me the password to your diary, I would be extremely grateful. Hope to hear from you soon. - Kayla.
from dudetterevue :
HI! Your review is up at dudetterevue. Go check it out! by the way, I just saw that you like Louise Rennison. SO DO I!!! xox
from chic-reviews :
Your review is up! http://chic-reviews.diaryland.com/lifeisthis.html
from sketchedpony :
I think he was just threatening you. It's probably because of the fact that they are hurting too but the thing is, you can't act like you are when you have young kids like your siblings. If you act like something is wrong in front of little kids, they know something is wrong. I think that they are just trying to be strong for you. They might just be going too far with it.
from heartrefund :
username: hardcore password: candy <3 enjoy.
from atotalfuckup :
I liked those two poems. Alot. <3
from sketchedpony :
You aren't a selfish bitch. Yes, people have things that happen that we don't like but some people have it harder than others. I'm not trying to say that your life or my life is terrible and that everyone should pity us. It's just that people shouldn't judge anyone else because there is no way you know what they are feeling, whether you have been through anything like it or not. I am guilty of doing this too but people shouldn't judge. And he had no right to say that to you. Because there isn't any way that he could know if it is true or not. And honestly I don't think it is.
from sketchedpony :
You don't need to feel bad because you can't be there on his birthday. I can't be with Ronnie for his 18th.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, like 40 days now.
from sketchedpony :
I'm glad that you're happier. I really am.
from sketchedpony :
i'm not happy and there isn't anything i can say to help you. i'm sorry. i just wanted to let you know that.
from atotalfuckup :
It should be in your email account now, love. ♥
from sketchedpony :
I've heard about the writing letters to your future husband but I never understood exactly what you would write.
from sketchedpony :
You have to hold on. Falling into that and getting trapped in it isn't going to get better. It may even still have a hold over you once you get back to TN. I know I can't help and I'm sorry.
from sketchedpony :
I still think that there is a chance that you will go home. Your parents aren't happy it's just that sometimes people just feel like things that are necessary are the right things. You just shouldn't drop out of school. That won't help you at all. And honestly, I don't know about the emancipation thing. It's probably too big of a legal deal and it might be too hard to handle. Maybe if you could get your parents to agree to letting you stay with family in TN until they come back.
from sketchedpony :
And you shouldn't give up on him. Ever.
from sketchedpony :
I don't know why people don't hug. Though the thing is I don't really know if I want the people here hugging me. I just want Ronnie.
from sketchedpony :
It probably isn't the same teacher. I think they like teaching at the same sort of school (like high school or middle school) because of ages and everything.
from sketchedpony :
The images on your diary went bye bye
from stillbeating :
she's with you always. promise. <3.
from facetag :
Yeah, I do. :D
from facetag :
I was just there last week. I'm sorry about your grandmother..
from remember-it :
I'm deeply sorry for your loss. If you need anyone to talk to, just ask.
from sketchedpony :
I know! I love that boy so much.
from sketchedpony :
It's my job.
from sketchedpony :
Sweetie, I'm sorry. I know that means nothing and you are hearing it all the time. Wish I could do something more.
from facetag :
Flordia does suck. Where at in Tennessee are you from? (I'm from Tennessee, go figure). My parents are talking about moving to FL from Atlanta. ><; *hugs* I'm sure everything will be fine with time.
from dont-cry4-me :
Are you talking about me Meg? I hope not, b/c that would suck. Oh I'm going to put your letter in the mailbox tomorrow(today b/c it's 12:42). lylas
from facetag :
fjhdkfhdjf. did you change your password, dollface?
from livngdedgrl- :
thanks doll :) username: hateful password: grrl If you don't mind, would you please delete this after you read it? <33333
from livngdedgrl- :
Do you think I could have your password? I would love to read your diary <3
from easyreviews :
Your review is up at easyreviews. Thank you for being so patient :)
from deadrosescry :
hello love. pw please?
from sketchedpony :
I know you are.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, it's terrible.
from sketchedpony :
Thanks.
from sketchedpony :
I'm hoping for you. There is a better chance for you than me.
from sketchedpony :
Ryan can never forget you. And I don't think that your friends would be able to forget you either. You'll probably be back long before they have the chance to consider forgetting you.
from sketchedpony :
You aren't going to be forgotten. Ever.
from punk-rebel :
Hey, I noticed that you have me on your favorites and I am leaving you a note to see if I could have the password to your diary...mine is now locked and I thought we could swap information...well get back to me
from sketchedpony :
You know, I don't really belong in emo-rambling. I'm not 'breathtaking' material.
from inkhonestly :
C'n I have the password? You seem really cool.
from dont-cry4-me :
Hey, you should tell him, I'm serious. He can't just go on not knowing, and he will apreciate it. Plus this way you can like figured stuff out and stuff, talking will help you alot. Trust me.
from sketchedpony :
You should tell him. He will be strong for you. I just know it.
from acidreviews :
your review is up!
from cuntagious :
Your review has been posted on my site ♥ Thank you very much!
from sketchedpony :
Ryan go home yet?
from sketchedpony :
When I told Ronnie, he asked me what took me so long.
from gloryxxfades :
thank you soo soo much. i LOVE you♥
from sketchedpony :
Enjoy the time with Ryan!
from punkdisaster :
^.^ That rocks. I hope everything works out with you and him. Honestly, I really do. Its hard. Its where most of my pain comes from, I hardly ever have enough money to send him here on a bus and then we have to find him a place to stay, a ride home, BLAH. And to top it all off, my mom refuses to believe that we have a chance and doesn't help me at all by not letting me go see him unless my dad [who isn't very reliable] takes me. It all in all sucks. I don't even want to think about it.
from manicfetish9 :
thanx you so much sweetie
from punkdisaster :
Awe thats a good idea! f<3 Thanks. Hehe, well I read about you moving..from a long distance relationship natural..take it from me, it is going to be unbaribley hard if you and Ryan decide on staying together. Me and my boyfriend have made it almost 9 months long distance and its been hell. The money for him to visit..the phone bill..the calling cards..and the NEEDING to stay home so I won't miss a SINGLE call..it all together is hell. But thats just the price you pay for love..right? <3
from ifeelhatred :
is she gonna be ok?
from ifeelhatred :
yeah there are plenty tourists here thye all come for Disney and stuff...but i dont like it.....the ones from overseas can never seem to drive correctly and then everyone is honking and their horns and...oh, it's a real big mess around this time of the year.
from ifeelhatred :
cool you're in Florida. I'm here too....cuz I live here.
from sketchedpony :
I hope not.
from punkdisaster :
Me and my boyfriend don't have a song. >.< We could never decide on just ONE that we BOTH liked. :-p
from shehides- :
Hey this is Stacey a member from Emo-Rambling. I just wanted to know something.. did you change the password? I say this because I tried to log-in and it wouldn't work and I typed it like 3 times so It wasn't just me. I don't think it's just my computer either. It's pretty new. well sorry to bother you!
from ifeelhatred :
ha ha ^_^ you're so kyoot.
from facetag :
Yay! Boyfriend...movie...TV..bonding fun
from facetag :
i adore you. (i hope you feel better)
from punkdisaster :
♥ yea, I'm sure you and your boy toy will make it till forever too.
from ifeelhatred :
yeah ....whenever we played power rangers... I always wanted to be the pink one.
from punkdisaster :
We've been together for a year and 4 months. <3 Its kind of scarey being THAT committed to a person and only being 15. Sometimes I wish I was older to..but soon enough I'll be getting a car so I can wait.
from punkdisaster :
lol <3 I call my boyfriend love and bubble butt. Haha, maybe you could call him something like that..I don't know. lol, I just make fun of my boyfriend a lot, we tease each other and that is how we figure out cute mushy nick names. <333
from punkdisaster :
I hear you, totally, cept my boyfriend probably would feel the same way about their new song as me and you do. <3 Heh, well I want to add you..so email me your password please! RazorKissedWristsx@hotmail.com THANKS!
from sketchedpony :
Thanks.
from punkdisaster :
:( I feel bad for flooding your notes page. I'm sorry!
from punkdisaster :
I'm sorry, my email is razorkissedwristsx@HOTMAIL.com PLEASE DO NOT send anything to the yahoo account. It was hacked.
from punkdisaster :
Oh and I was wondering, until I get a new layout could I add Emo-Ramblings at the top of my "Extras" page and put "Member" in my profile? The reason is because the place where I put my links would over-load kinda and look crappy. It would only be two weeks at the longest..if not I'm okay with it. <3 Thanks.
from punkdisaster :
Awe, thanks so much. I'm so excited to join! I will have you linked up asap. And yea, so you get me when I say we can fight like "world war 3", lol. You have awesome music taste, and "The Ring" and "Finding Nemo" are two of my most favorites movies. <3 Rock on.
from bloodlette :
could i quite possibly have the psswrd? too_narrow@hotmail.com
from emo-bleeding :
k I gave it to you
from sketchedpony :
Good luck with Heather.
from emo-bleeding :
well alright....Whats your email
from sketchedpony :
You aren't likely to move? Really? That's great! Why can't you wait until you're 18? What is so great about 18?
from sketchedpony :
Your parents aren't thinking about moving because you foudn someone. They are doing it because they think that it is the right thing to do but in reality they are just being selfish. No one wants to have a life surrounded in death. If you do move, their relationship will suffer along with you and Ryan. My parents almost split up when Grandma lived here. It would be the biggest mistake of their lives, no matter what they think.
from wonderchai :
haha! what a quote you picked for me! heh. could i browse your diary? :)
from sketchedpony :
Truthfully, I doubt there is any time when she will get better. From what you've said it's just been far too long with her being sick for her to be able to be better again. Now that she was sent back to the hospital it isn't likely that she is going to come home that quickly again. The doctors will want to be more careful.
from facetag :
you two will be together again soon. <3 cheer up dollface, i bet he doesn't want you to be sad.
from sketchedpony :
Thanks.
from dont-cry4-me :
No that doesn't mean "fuck Megan too" it just means that I don't have the stomache to deal with all this "I'm so in love with so and so and whats his name that I don't think I will call my friend". And your not the only one at falut with the above mentioned statement.
from sketchedpony :
Hey, do you remember where you found that layout with the horse that you showed to me? I bookmarked it on my computer and it's out being fixed and I had an idea to use that transparancy thing.
from sketchedpony :
You are lucky.
from facetag :
[i hope that forever never ends for you& your boyface. i bet he loves you just as much]
from myx0mat0sis :
hey, my boyfriend (remember-it) sent me a link to your diary so i'm adding you. ♥
from shehides- :
OoO Really? =D I thought I was the only one. =D I used to think that they should have the new "Real World" in San Francisco, but then I thought "Why would they do that if this one is in San Diego?" *shruggs* I think it should be in the USA. Maybe Orlando? Boston? Miami? Portland, Maine? Or maybe even Alaska! =D I'd like Hawaii but that's already done. <333 Stacey Boo
from sketchedpony :
I'm so glad that you got to see Ryan today. Really really glad.
from silentsophie :
thanks doll, have deleted that note :) yr diary is pretty xxx
from remember-it :
hey, you added me to your favorites!...(kind of surprised)...i'd be interested in reading yours, anyway.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe she does want you all to herself. It probably does hurt that you are happy and she isn't. But wish a real friend, in the end they realize you are happy with what you have now and they will be happy for you. If she doesn't see that, she's just being immature.
from sketchedpony :
I just wish that I could stop hurting when I think about him, knowing that I left that. I feel like Dido's song "White Flag". Ever heard it?
from silentsophie :
please may i have the password prettygirl? i'll give you ice cream <3
from stillbeating :
i'm sure you have anxiety for different reasons than i do..but it doesn't erase the fact that i have anxiety attacks, too. i'm here for you.
from johnnyhollow :
Geez, hun Im SO sorry. I know how you feel, I went through with my grandpa and his heart attacks and Im really close to him. Im so sorry, if you ever need to vent to someone I'll listen. I don't know you well, but I'll listen. Im so sorry..I hope things get better for you. *huggles* <3
from takexmyxhand :
♥
from sketchedpony :
Haha, SURE.
from gloryxxfades :
thanks &ill delete that note for yr privacy!<3
from gloryxxfades :
pw pweaaze?<3
from takexmyxhand :
Thank you for adding me. ♥
from sketchedpony :
You didn't do anything. It just happens this way. People get sick. I know it's hell but it's just the way that things go.
from sketchedpony :
I know someone who has cancer. I can't say that your grandma will be fine but science is advancing every day.
from mewlips :
:( I hope she gets better. hugs
from facetag :
Oh Baby! I'm so sorry. *hugs. gives tea*
from sketchedpony :
I'm glad that he didn't stay mad at you. But about what you said, most times it isn't worth keeping a relationship when you go to college. I don't want to sacrifice where I want to go for someone and I don't want them to have to sacrifice for me.
from ifeelhatred :
yeah. Thats her name...you got it right.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry about your day. Hopefully your Granny will be okay. Even if she does have cancer they have some really great advances in the treatment. It's a lot better than it used to be.
from facetag :
i'm sure everything will be awesome in ten years..maybe you'll be famous..
from sketchedpony :
Congrats. Seriously.
from sketchedpony :
I'm so glad that things aren't getting old for you two. Really really glad.
from bitch-faery :
any chance i could have the password please? Alex x
from sketchedpony :
I like the new layout. Dland is being mean to you though, they haven't all changed yet.
from acidreviews :
Your review is up.
from fuckedvirgin :
may i have the password? pretty please?
from sketchedpony :
He's jealous? Aww, that's so sweet.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah we haven't. My life is just so darn complicated isn't it?
from bthroomslut :
hey...can i have a password??? xx_rock_star_xx@hotmail.com
from facetag :
thanks for adding be back, dollface
from facetag :
password&login again, please. it got lost.
from stillbeating :
thank you. your writing..is beautiful.
from sketchedpony :
Yes time is terrible.
from johnnyhollow :
^.^
from johnnyhollow :
o0, tankies!
from johnnyhollow :
Heh. Your diary looks awesome by the profile alone. And...I loooooooove youuuuuuu can I pwetty pwease have the password. It's killing me not to read your journal...
from stillbeating :
you are lovely, thanks for adding me. i would love to read your diary..but it's locked.
from ifeelhatred :
^_^
from ifeelhatred :
yeah i got it
from ifeelhatred :
well you ARE a princess....that is the obvious ting. Thanks for calling me a sweetheart I have never been called that before either.
from doyoujew :
those dreams... the best ones you will ever have..
from ifeelhatred :
Yeah all of my friends had balck and it was bothering me so I changed it. Ireland yes yes yes. I am so excited to go. Maybe since i'm irish and have cool shoes you could give me your password? *puppy dog face*
from sketchedpony :
Of course the pictures of Ryan are increadibly blurry. Grr.
from sketchedpony :
Yes he is completely awesome to hang out with.
from andwebreathe :
thank you for adding me & for the kind words ♥ Could I get a pword love?
from sketchedpony :
I'm so glad that you didn't. It's just bad. What's happening? Family? I'm really sorry.
from trapidi :
hey... you changed your password. :(
from mewlips :
okay; might have sent you the wrong password. user: monday, passw: mornings. love
from sketchedpony :
I'm so happy that you are feeling better. I am too. I hope that Lorey is. Then things would be perfect.
from sketchedpony :
Things will be fine. It seems like you're just a bit down lately.
from sketchedpony :
I don't know how you could do something to hurt him. Most times you can tell if you're being a bit mean, even if it isn't concious. You feel a feeling that you shouldn't be doing that.
from sketchedpony :
I like the new layout.
from sketchedpony :
I understand. My moods haven't been able to stay stable in a very long time. And my mood changes within a few moments so things can always be worse. Feel better.
from dont-cry4-me :
Love is happiness, and it's also the pain that comes along with it. It's living your life with someone and then them leaving and you not knowing what to do. It's pain and happiness, and laughter, and tears, and it's the end of all things that you know.
from mewlips :
Love is what you find out that you're in only after the person broke up with you. In my case, that is :)
from sketchedpony :
Change is always there whether it is good or bad. Things may not be the same with you and Heather but friendships are never the same once something changes. Lex and I aren't the same, Becca and I aren't the same. Dan and I will never even be close to what we were before. Nothing is ever solid.
from dont-cry4-me :
I'm sorry too.
from sketchedpony :
A lot of people think that when you move on that you don't miss them. They don't understand that there is more to missing someone than talking to them all of the time. You have to have a functioning life too. I really like how that entry was so emotional, it's been a while since you wrote something that wasn't just a day update. I just wish that they weren't so horrible to you.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe people always feel that way? Or the people that aren't really noticed because of their looks/brains/etc. It's just hard when you never feel like you are something special to lay down and accept that you aren't.
from sketchedpony :
If it's going to take time, I don't really know what I can do. I only have until June. Three months. I can't take more than that.
from sketchedpony :
He only stayed for a few hours yesterday but it was absolutely horrible.
from sketchedpony :
Thanks for the message. People are so horrible sometimes, I'm trying not to let it get to me.
from thissidedown :
no worries & thank you <3 xx
from deadrosescry :
hey baby. thanx for the note. i really appreciate it. i'd like to read some of your work if that's okay. let me know. <33, Amanda
from sketchedpony :
Maybe things didn't happen that truly made it different. It could have been the way that you thought it. I hope that you can get things figured out.
from sketchedpony :
I'm not going to hate you. I want you better.
from emeraldx :
http://www.livejournal.com/~emerald I didnt want to annouce the link so then... no one could know it, like people i know offline {{like my boyfriend, haha}}
from paper-xheart :
hi. thanks for adding me to your favorites list. i added you too. =) i was wondering if i could have your password, please? if you'd rather not let me have it, i understand. thanks.
from sketchedpony :
It is not stupid. You could be able to be yourself around him and everyone else. Sometimes you need to tone it down for parents but it shouldn't have to be extremely toned down.
from aliblogs :
hi, it's ali from amativewords. this is my other diary. anyway, thanks for adding me to your buddylist :) i'd love to read your diary too if you don't mind.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that you stay with this diary for a long time. I sort of wish that I had my freshman and sophomore years documented somewhere. Even if I was a complete mental case.
from trapidi :
happy 300th entry!
from toxic-teddy :
i'd like the password.
from sketchedpony :
I actually didn't have bad luck yesterday considering how things went.
from sketchedpony :
Hope you have a good day at school!
from trapidi :
yes, yes, I have gotten Lion King 1/2! Have you seen it! *pants in excitement*
from mewlips :
okay, you know what? my computer forgot the password for your diary and I've deleted the email. May I have a reminder? thanks. Love
from fake-angelic :
can i get a flavour of yr diary?
from sketchedpony :
You really do like it?
from sketchedpony :
I wrote a poem. Tell me what you think ok?
from trapidi :
ooo...ooo...I cahnged my template, tell me if you like it! I ♥ it!
from ranted-muse :
?thank you? i'd like to read your journal/diary....if possible. thanks darling
from overlyemo :
Hey, I am in the process of coming back to Diaryland. I am deleting some entries I don't want read by others, putting someone private folders to keep safe and getting some stuff up. For now, I'll be locked. Your username and password is: buddies/caseylovesyou
from trapidi :
♥ the lyrics! ;) have to check out that song!
from sketchedpony :
That is really weird that you have an F because of one test that you missed. Normally that doesn't happen. And I can't believe that it has been 10 days since you wrote. Eek.
from trapidi :
*k *ra *nd
from trapidi :
lol, I had to read that stuff about you... my fav is how you say: "5. No, I won't tell you my last name!" "6. In case your a stalker ;)" Yea... I get freaked out by stalers too. I have this pen-pal, and my Mom says that I can still talk to her. She tells me all this stuff about her, and it's just like me... I don't think she's one, but you know stalkers... they're pretty carfty. lol... my mom says that, "she may be a kid who thinks your a stalker!" Also I hope you gat your dream to learn to play the guitar. I wanna learn the electic guitar, because I'm kinda getting tired jumping around my room, pretednding to play the guitar to my fav music. hehe! c ya
from trapidi :
cruddy... i4got your password... hehe... i really should write things on paper, and not on my hand <:) May I ask for it again... u better e-mail,it to me though... lillyon@comcast.net
from sketchedpony :
Thank you so much for the note and confidence. I talked to Becca and everything is okay now. She understands how I feel when I told her that this is a chance I need to take and I will be her friend no matter how it turns out.
from piepixie :
Thank you so much for your note! You like the All-American Rejects? Tyson Ritter is gorgeous. Lickable. I'd love to read your diary, but only if that's alright with you. Thanks again!
from sketchedpony :
Your mom really shouldn't have said that. I really hope that you can get things figure out.
from sketchedpony :
Time goes by alot fast than you think. And things get easier if you just live through it. I know it can be hard but it ends up okay in the end. Just think of all you'll get to do when you're on your own and just deal with your parents until you can be on you're own.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, parents are a pain. You just have to live with that sort of thing sometimes.
from trapidi :
gbut now u locked it...
from trapidi :
i wanna be your friend, because we have a lot in common & i like your diary!
from sketchedpony :
House near Ryan's? Buy, buy, buy! And I've really missed you since you haven't been updating as much.
from sketchedpony :
You got more revealing undies? Wahoo. Okay, I'm not a perv. I can't believe people were offended by your undies though. That's strange.
from sketchedpony :
I really don't want you to be doing that. You definetly have to think of ways that you can get through without doing that. I know it's a hard habit to break but you need to so that you don't feel guilty.
from herhalo :
hey hey... yeah i love my acoustic! it's a yamaha... oh and can i have a password for you diary please?! =) thanks.
from i-am-a-girl :
merry christmas!
from sketchedpony :
I'm so sorry that happened. I hope that you don't do it again. Hurting yourself is never good.
from dryink :
I saw that you added me to your favorites, could I possibly have your password so I can add you too? leave a note, a guestbook entry or e-mail me, it's all there on my page :)
from thissidedown :
hey.. thank you for adding me to yr faves <3 could i possibly have the password? xx
from theanswer- :
yes, it's shameless self-promotion but you and i both know that you need answers...
from sketchedpony :
I'm so sorry to hear that your brother and Ryan are both so sick. That is really bad that they are being affected so much.
from yellow-pages :
Hi, you were listed with us as a personal diary, but since you've since locked your diary we have taken your link down off our pages. If you'd like to be listed as a locked diary, please reapply and give us your username and password so we can check for a link back to us. Thanks.
from sketchedpony :
Guys never noticed when their arms fall asleep if they really enjoy the company of the one who put their arm to sleep.
from sketchedpony :
That is so great that you don't have to take your exams. I wonder if my school district would be nice enough to let me do that. Probably not. Stupid New Jersey. I'm so glad that you and Ryan are lasting so well. I think that you should mention it to him, maybe not go into a full discussion about it. I thought you were getting Ryan the drumsticks with that city air brushed on them, I can't remember which one right now. Why can't you hang out with a group of people? That is so weird, usually parents don't care about that but they hate two people hanging out together.
from cause7ate9 :
haha. i didn't really kiss her. ♥
from sketchedpony :
I'm not really that nervous about the surgery. I don't really think that it will do me any good to be worried so I try not to.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that you feel better tomorrow. Do you only have a specific amount of time that you are allowed out of school? Just wondering because we have this stupid 12 day thing.
from drunkencynic :
Thank you! :)
from sketchedpony :
I hope you enjoyed your day off. It must be great to be able to talk to Ryan while your sick. Ronnie is too much of a manly man to admit he gets sick.
from sketchedpony :
You two must have made eachother sick. Sharing germs is so much fun.
from sketchedpony :
I added you to my buddy list so when you get on I'll IM you.
from sketchedpony :
I'm really sorry that you've had a cough. I hate coughs. Whenever I get one, it's the worst thing ever. And he probably is going to be wearing a helmet. Usually band helmets are the ugliest things in the world, so don't be surprised. I laughed myself into a coma when I saw Becca's for the first time.
from sketchedpony :
I definetly understand. It's better to take things slow than to get hurt.
from sketchedpony :
Yup, it seems like you two are going to be together for a while so you definetly have time.
from sketchedpony :
You'll get things figured out. It's all a balance. Sometimes it just takes a while to get that way.
from sketchedpony :
Oh, that's so sweet about the ring. When my bracelet broke, Ronnie wanted to get me a new one too. Sadly, I got it in France.
from sketchedpony :
Definetly understandable. I had the same problem with Josh, we never did anything on our own. It was really annoying.
from sketchedpony :
I understand. I like that Ronnie has a life too. I just wish that I could have more of a life so I wasn't stuck home with only work to do.
from sketchedpony :
Well, at least the drumsticks are a good start. You do want him thinking about you during his shows, I dated 2 drummers and it was increadibly hard for them to keep their minds focused on me. I just don't think that I can handle them, oh well.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah he probably has new ones but it still seems like a really good idea. And with the way that drummers treat their drumsticks around here, he may need a new pair soon. And if he does use the ones that you give him, he'll think of you every time.
from sketchedpony :
I definetly understand. It feels the same way with Ronnie, I can't believe that it not even been two months since this started. I think it's because both our relationships have been built up from already exhisting friendships so it makes them all the stronger and seem longer.
from sketchedpony :
Three weeks? That's awesome. Ronnie and I don't have an official date but he said he loved me on October 23rd so I guess that could be considered our 'anniversary'.
from sketchedpony :
I never noticed how much stuff you need to do with a computer to keep it working before I got my laptop. By the way, that sucks that you didn't have time to kiss him. I don't like it when my parents come earlier than planned.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe I'll download it later. I have a bit too much stuff on my computer, I need to optimize.
from sketchedpony :
Do you have AIM? Just wondering because you're on right now and it would be easier to talk that way.
from sketchedpony :
So now you're going to have to go out there again? That really stinks.
from sketchedpony :
I would be pissed about it too. It's just really stupid sounding.
from sketchedpony :
That's so evil that they didn't tell you that in the book. And what does attending school regularly have to do with getting a permit? I don't understand that one.
from sketchedpony :
Good luck getting the permit. We only had to take a written test to get our permit, is it the same for you? I almost didn't get mine, I had to retake the test. Oops.
from sketchedpony :
I hope that he doesn't get in trouble. Our school has a really big honor code. I think he would be almost dead if he was here. He should get out of that habit. In college, he could be expelled for that.
from kutypye5479 :
hey i tried 2 use the p/w u gave me but it isnt working....any suggestions because im really longing for a *bite of your life* again lol. ur diary is really awesome
from sketchedpony :
It is pretty soon but I think it's funny that they would call him a slut.
from repcie :
Happy belated birthday!
from sketchedpony :
They would call him a slut if he kissed you? Weird friends he has. Oh, well.
from sketchedpony :
Happy birthday. I'm glad that you had a good Thnksgiving. And that's great that you got a laptop for Christmas. I love mine.
from sketchedpony :
Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. I don't know if this is early or late, but happy birthday to you.
from kutypye5479 :
hey ya i would love your pass...i was so sad when i found out you locked your diary....u can send me it by email if u want...hnnypennie@aol.com ~jennifer
from sketchedpony :
Why do guys keep getting what we the thoughtful girlfriends are going to buy for them? I have no idea what I want to get him. I did however see something that I want. The new polaroid cameras are adorable.
from sketchedpony :
Spankings? Good way of flirting but I could never tell Ronnie to spank me. I think he would take it seriously.
from sketchedpony :
I haven't thought of anything yet. Well, actually, I had a great idea for something because he wanted Roller Coaster Tycoon since the old version didn't work on his computer. The problem with this is that he works at Circuit City and he already picked it up. Now I have to think of something on my own.
from repcie :
Have fun in Florida!
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, it's been a really long time. Well, it will be two years next summer. He left here after 9th grade, yup that's right. I think we are one of the very few couples that can last long distance. It is truly amazing that it has and will but more miraculous things have happened I suppose. The only thing that will be truly hard is leaving when I go to visit him. I don't know how I will handle that.
from sketchedpony :
That's really cool that you will see him on your birthday. The first time I am going to see Ronnie in two years is going to be the day after my birthday. You two seems to really get along well. I'm glad that it's going so well for you.
from sketchedpony :
I don't know what I am going to get Ronnie for Christmas either. If only he has something to ask me to get, I told him what I want so I had to think of two things that he would like. So not fair.
from sketchedpony :
It's a really good thing that you two talk on the phone. Ronnie keeps saying that it is okay that if I don't get something but I know that he will so I don't think it will be fair,
from sketchedpony :
You'd be able to get something with San Diego on it in San Diego. Anywhere else, it may be hard. I think the reason that it closed up is because you pierced it yourself, well not you but you know what I mean. I could never get my belly button peirced though. I am actually getting sick of having my ears pierced 3 times and I took out the last ones and now the second ones look funny so I might have to take them out. Oh well.
from sketchedpony :
That's really great that you guys all got to hang out. Why on earth did Nic start jacking off in front of you guys? I hate the way that it looks. I don't know why he'd want to do it. And I would never ever be able to have my belly button pierced. I despise needles. Yes, and it is very interesting to have one of your friends mention marriage between you and your boyfriend. Hey, maybe we can brainstorm on gifts for our guys because I still need a Christmas gift for Ronnie.
from repcie :
Hey Megan. I would never get my belly button pierced! ::shudders:: I have a thing with piercings... Anyways, I hope you and Ryan are doing well. To say Chris and I are doing well would be much of an understatement. Hahaha. Well, I'll talk to you later. Adios.
from mewlips :
may I can I please have a new password? my old one isn't working :( I'm at mnemesene@hotmail.com
from cause7ate9 :
could i read your diary? &that's neat. leigh is such a beautiful name. &i'm crying again.
from sketchedpony :
I think it's pathetic that drugs are such a huge thing now. And sex. No wonder the world is in such a downfall.
from sketchedpony :
I can't believe that people do that. Maybe it's a thrill? There is also a problem with drugs and smoking at my school. But the thing is I don't mean for my school to sound like it is a horrible rat hole. We actually have the best academics in our area. I guess the good comes with the bad.
from sketchedpony :
You get suspended for three days? We have people that get caught having sex in the boys' room. Of course, they probably are suspended for over a week and most the time they are upperclassmen with underclassmen so they end up having to deal with statutory rape charges too.
from sketchedpony :
They say that at my school too but they don't follow it.
from sketchedpony :
You'd get in trouble if you kiss him? Geez, your school is really uptight. And I understand what you mean about parents' dissappointment being worse than punishment, I'm the same way.
from sketchedpony :
That is really scary. I thankfully haven't had dreams like that about Ronnie. I don't know what I would do if I did.
from sketchedpony :
My math class is like that too. He just writes things down and wants us to understand it automatically.
from sketchedpony :
That you for the concern. Why did you get the F in Science? Is it because you don't understand it, or is there something else going on? You should be perfectly honest with your parents when you tell them about he grade.
from cause7ate9 :
mm. you were right.
from sketchedpony :
I can't believe that you aren't alowed to go on dates. Is there a speicific age that you will be allowed to go on dates? Or is he just cracking down on you because you have a boyfriend now?
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, I understand. I didn't want my parents to met Bill or Josh for a little while after we started going out. But of course I haven't had a relationship that lasted more than two months before but I'm not going there.
from sketchedpony :
Well my parents have to meet Ronnie since I am staying at his house over the summer. But they are going to meet him at the end not the beginning. And they want to talk to his parents which will be interesting to say the least.
from sketchedpony :
That is really horrible that he was teasing you about that. I hate it when my dad makes me feel horrible about things. He does it about Ronnie all the time and he doesn't even know that I am practically dating him.
from sketchedpony :
Was it a really personal entry that he read?
from sketchedpony :
God idea locking your diary. I almost had a fit when my parents wanted to know what my diary was. My anniversary with Josh was on the 14th and we did celebrate it on Feb. 14th. And the reason why people get together on Fridays so often is because they are date days.
from cause7ate9 :
thanks for the review. ♥
from repcie :
Hey. Thanks for tagging me. :D
from sketchedpony :
I was a dork in my old diary too, but it was on TOD and was deleted because they suck. I don't think that they delete diaries on diaryland. I've seen some that haven't been updated since 2001.
from sketchedpony :
Congrats about the good test grades. I hate that it is always spoiled when you end up doing bad on something else.
from sketchedpony :
And you should have said, "Thanks for making me feel less special."
from sketchedpony :
The waitor that you had sounds kind of like this guy that I keep seeing at Genardi's. He talked to me about everything in the world and then he realized that he was at the wrong register. Then we moved to the other one and he talked to me some more. Of course my mom was paying for the groceries but she just gave me the money to pay for them because he didn't notice anything other than me. I actually saw him yesterday too. He watched me the entire time that I left. You're lucky you are loosing weight, I'm gaining weight. I gained 10 pounds in two weeks. And even since then I have been eating way more than I should.
from sketchedpony :
I hate guys who say things like that and think that they are compliments. You're really lucky that you have so many people sticking up for you. I don't think that my guy friends would do that, they are more like acquaintances, like everyone else in my life. Good luck with getting rid of the BJ stalker guy.
from sketchedpony :
It's really great that he cares about how you feel. Not many guys our age do.
from sketchedpony :
Wow, you guys really seem to get along well. That will be great when you two start dating.
from sketchedpony :
Ah makes sense.
from sketchedpony :
I was just wondering. Why are you putting up all of these extras things now?
from sketchedpony :
I'm not doing too well in Pre-Calc and English. You have time to bring your grades up. It is only the beginning of the year.
from sketchedpony :
I don't think that he will be scared off. If he does like you, then it won't scare him that you were open. It will give him the confidence in pursuing a relationship.
from everwoodrevu :
your review is up at Everwood Reviews. thank you for requesting!
from sketchedpony :
That is actually a really good way to tell him but you lost a few points because you did it online. I have been dumped by both of my ex-boyfriends online so I don't really like that form of communication for relationship things.
from sketchedpony :
Your conversation with Ryan was interesting. How are you going to tell TJ that it's over?
from sketchedpony :
I think it is best if you do find out what TJ thinks of you. I mean, you two really don't see eachother much and it would be best if you can find out where you stand with him. Why did you unlock your diary by the way?
from globe :
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from sketchedpony :
It is always so hard to deal with how you feel, wondering how the person that you care for feels about you. I hope things get figured out for you.
from sketchedpony :
I really don't know what you should do about Ryan and TJ. See I probably could have a relationship with someone here but I know that I can not talk to Ronnie everyday and still be happy. You just need to find out if you are the same way.
from sketchedpony :
I can't believe that David did that. That really is nasty. And I honestly don't want to know if he used that condom or if he borrowed it from one of his friends. Still disgusting either way though.
from sketchedpony :
People around here only toilet paper and smash pumpkins. I don't think that we have ever had eggings, which is probably a good thing.
from sketchedpony :
It's okay that you haven't had much to say lately. I have had loads to say and no time. I think my situation is worse.
from sketchedpony :
I haven't gone out on Halloween in years and I don't plan to this year either. I have no idea.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that you were grounded from the internet. That's great that you and TJ are still a couple.
from drunkencynic :
Thank you so much, darling, for the linkage!
from mewlips :
Just so you know..I read every entry and I love them. It's okay that your diary's not funny - It is, sometimes, you know. Mine isn't all that wonderful either. Oh well, good luck with TJ :)
from sketchedpony :
That's great that you two are going out! Don't feel bad about the lack of linkers to your diary. I only have 14 myself about about 4 of them are scratch. I'm not funny either, I just ramble on about Ronnie. I think the reason that you aren't funny in your diary is because there are other things that you need to get out.
from drunkencynic :
Of course Megan, thanks for asking! it's drunkencynic/hobgoblin.
from sketchedpony :
Man, you are lucky that you have had some decently long relationships. My longest was a month and it was my first. They are gettin shorter as I go along. It is pathetic.
from sketchedpony :
Why did he break up with you after three weeks? Well, you were both only in 7th grade, no one can really handle a relationship at that age.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, hopefully he does move on soon. That's never good when someone says that their girlfriend doesn't matter anymore.
from sketchedpony :
I'm so happy to hear that TJ likes you. And about Shane, I really think that there is reason to be sad about the fact that he still likes you. Things will work out though. He will find someone else no matter how much he denies it now.
from sketchedpony :
We have off because it's Columbus Day. I don't think we should have off for an idiot who thought this was India.
from sketchedpony :
God luck with TJ. Hopefully, he does like you.
from sketchedpony :
Yup. We actually have today off and we had last Monday off, but I wasn't here for that.
from sketchedpony :
I didn't sleep in either. It's very sad.
from sketchedpony :
You are not pathetic. I talk about Ronnie all the time. And having silly crushes on people that you will never meet is all part of being a girl and being immature. No matter what we like to think, we were all immature in at least one point of our lives and it is just something that we have to deal with. Just don't be so hard on yourself.
from mewlips :
mnemesene@hotmail.com
from mewlips :
may I have the password? I asked before but I was thinking you might have overlooked it. If you don't want to give it, that's okay
from sketchedpony :
Honestly, sharks are not likely at all to attack people. I hope you conquer your fears.
from sketchedpony :
Geez, you know a lot of people who have birthdays in September.
from sketchedpony :
France is beautiful. Paris is beautiful with its old architecture and buildings and Nice is beautiful in nature.
from sketchedpony :
Hey, how are things? I just got back today.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry about how things are going for you. I really hope that you don't become addicted to cutting. One of my friends was and it was so horrible for her and me.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry that you feel the need to lock your diary. Can I have to password? My email is ihopeyouride@yahoo.com.
from mewlips :
would you tell me the password? Love
from godsriotgirl :
dude, the jokes bout them wanting to rape u, or that they are going to arent exactly funny. if i were u i would be feeling really awkard.... be careful, even if u think there harmless, any guy who thinks thats funny or who has even though of doing that is not to be taken lightly and have a very crude sense of humor, just be careful love always jess
from deadrosescry :
hunny child your diary is gorgeous. i love your layout and i like the quote at the top of your profile... absolutely gorgeous. <33Amanda*~
from sketchedpony :
Periods do suck but it's not necessarily bad that you are two weeks early.
from sketchedpony :
Hot guys are very fun. At least they didn't think that you were a moron or anything.
from sketchedpony :
You had better make sure that David was actually the one who said that. It seems like rumors really spread ridiculously around high school so I wouldn't trust it too much.
from sketchedpony :
Your lucky that school makes you happy. School doesn't make me happy at all.
from dont-cry4-me :
Chubby got into a fight today with Zack Nelson, I don't know who won, all I know is that he was up in the office until the end of the day and that he got punched in his temple alot, and in his head too. Was that "OMG, I know something about one of my friends, but I just can't tell you yet about me" If it is tell me, I've been meaning to talk to you..maybe..
from sketchedpony :
It sounds like you enjoy flirting. Yeah, it is pretty fun.
from sketchedpony :
Well, you never know if they are going to break up. That's really great that you found out that you misjudged him.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe it made you cry because it reminded you of how you used to want to go out with him. That's good that you flirted with Ryan today.
from dont-cry4-me :
Oh I had a wicked good dream last night about Keenan, I'll post it on my dream diary in a minute.
from godsriotgirl :
hey, i really like your diary, maybe u could check mine out and we can add each other to each others favs?
from sketchedpony :
That's good that you talked to Ryan. Things will get better this year. All you have to do is try.
from sketchedpony :
Cool that you are getting your report card soon. I wish I was as confident as you are.
from dont-cry4-me :
I didn't promise to have sex with him, I told him maybe. I did promise to make out with him, but that's it, nothing eles.
from sketchedpony :
That is pathetic that Amanda and Nic are saying they are in love. How old is this Cody kid anyway?
from dont-cry4-me :
I am weak. I am very very weak! God help me, we're going back out again. Clay commented me and told me I was beautiful, that I could have any guy I wanted and some other shit,
from angel-pink :
lol. yeah sorry, i'm a little tired.
from angel-pink :
Hey, i came across this by accident. I read a few of your entries and i think they're good. I think its cool that you have a diary, fiction diary, poems diary AND a reviews site. I dont know how you manage. Keep Writing, cya!
from sketchedpony :
Ah, I understand what you were talking about in the missing your friends thing. You still do music and poetry right? So you are still able to function. Saw the Saturday-8, and even though I didn't do it I just wanted to say our marching band rocks! NJ state champs!
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, it is really sad that Johnny Cash died. And John Ritter too.
from sketchedpony :
Well, it is better to move on if the guy that you like is ignoring you. That's amazing that you have two other guys that you are crushing on. Do they know that you exhist?
from gotgaz :
thank you for answering
from sketchedpony :
I wonder if he likes you. That would be really cool if he did. It would mean that you have to change your layout.
from gotgaz :
ok im doing a survey, dont take this the wrong way. why do you like avril, why do you think she is original, and if you think she is punk hy do you think that. thank you leave me a note
from sketchedpony :
I think you should get to know him better. Then, you will be on the friend status with him making it easier to go up to relationship status. And about the being horny thing, it's not at all unusual. I used to do the same thing with guys around here but now it's only Ronnie.
from dont-cry4-me :
LOL, sorry but I can't get over your "I've been very horny lately"statment. I just never thought that you would say anything like that. What's with the new design? I used to have something like that for my love-sick-me diary, but I changed it. Anyway I hope that I do get to go to the game, and I hope that Keenan will go with me, I really want to talk to you, but if he comes then we'll have to make alot of trips to the bathroom to talk, and even then he'll probably follow us. Also then if we kiss you can tell me if I did that right b/c it's been on my mind all weekend. Maybe I'll have the art perfected by next Friday or something. Tell me if your going to the game and where it's going to be played at. Oh what did Cagle say to you when you said Hi?
from dont-cry4-me :
I miss you so much too. I know that I'm right! Aren't I always? Oh I have a joke to tell you through email, it's really funny, and I came up with it my self!
from sketchedpony :
You are not ugly. I think that you should just get to know David. I know that it may be hard, but right now I am going through the same thing, thinking so much about what could be and finding it hard to live in what is. You'll make it through. Just need to be strong.
from dont-cry4-me :
You are definatly not ugly! You will get a boyfriend, but it may take some time, just be patient. Also your just starting High school, and you need time to adjust, don't rush into anything too quickly. And just act like you don't need a boyfriend and you will get one. It works, trust me. I'm sure you've got a ton of guys sweating over you right now.
from sketchedpony :
That's cool that you gave David a note. You never said what happened yesterday.
from sketchedpony :
I can't believe that he got a new girlfriend already. That's like my exboyfriends, Bill and Josh. Very pathetic.
from sketchedpony :
The fish are so cute!
from sketchedpony :
New layout, huh? I've seen it before and I never realy liked it much. Maybe because it's too dark? I don't know. I saw all your quizzes. That's really cool, I'm getting ready a quiz page for my diary too.
from kitten42 :
please go here http://ttcvoting.signmyguestbook.com/ and vote for design # 10 if you do i will love you forever and link you everywhere thanks!
from mewlips :
Hope you feel better :)
from sketchedpony :
It probably will make you feel better to have a "vacation" from school.
from sketchedpony :
I hope your plan works and you get better.
from sketchedpony :
I think you should talk to someone at school. Attempting suicide is never a good thing, I know that for a fact. I am the same way, I don't want to cause permanent damage so I can't cut and am afraid of dying. You should get help though.
from sketchedpony :
Little kids love me too. It's really cute but can get annoying when they want to marry me.
from rosereviews :
Megan....are you still with us?
from sketchedpony :
It's no problem. Don't worry about this thing with David and his girlfriend. If you two are meant to date, it will happen. Trust me, I know first hand about this fate stuff. I babble about it all the time with Ronnie. Just try to keep your head up and get to know him better, then when the time comes, you'll get your chance.
from sketchedpony :
I hope you feel better. I hate being depressed. I am having a little blot of it now myself. I hope that you can get through this. If you need anything, I'm here.
from sketchedpony :
That's great that you gave him a note. And I can't believe that Crystal was getting pissed off about it. I mean, can't a guy have friends that are girls? Well, don't feel too bad, I think that Breezy would flip a shit if she knew what was going on between me and Ronnie. Oh, well, she don't know so I don't worry. Many, I need to use better English, school is starting in a week.
from sketchedpony :
Thank you for that analysis of the their behaviour. It reaklly made me smile. You are so right, they are pathetic and they do care at least a little.
from sketchedpony :
Maybe that is what they do. It still is pretty deranged that they have to do that. And they think that they don't care? Ha, why else would they keep reading?
from sketchedpony :
So not fair, I didn't get my permit until I was 16. Jersey bites. Majorly.
from sketchedpony :
If it is meant to be, it's meant to be. You're not the only one who wants be be with a guy that is taken, Ronnie has a girlfriend too. Of course, my relationship with Ronnie has so many other factors that maybe I shouldn't try to compare it to anyone else, but oh well. It still can work between you and David though. Just have hope.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, I understand the feeling of no one updating. Mostly I check really late at night so every has already been online that day if they were going to.
from sketchedpony :
He is different because you like him. You'll gather the courage soon enough.
from sketchedpony :
That's great that you talk to so many people at your school. I could never do that.
from sketchedpony :
Sory that your family is ignoring you. That is realy horrible that they never pay attentoion. My parents do the same thing most times so I have just gotten to the point of not telling them about my day.
from dont-cry4-me :
Yeah your right, not to mention that I am going to ask Sabrina out for him. Welcome to my life, but one of Keenans little friends was kinda staring at me on the bus and doing something really weird, but hey. Conred and I talked again, about nothing important, but about things.
from sketchedpony :
The virgin thing was really funny. He could tell by looking at him? Even though it doesn't make sense, it still was funny.
from sketchedpony :
I'm glad you had a good day. You should flirt with David, he sounds like a sweetheart. Hope tomorroew goes well.
from dont-cry4-me :
I think Shane might have his eye one a new girl, she's a wanna be punk. I really dont like her, or maybe I'm just pretective. Brandy and I had a moment of silence in your account. Oh and I think that Randy might like me, if he asks me out should I go for it? Or wait for Conred or what? I need help!
from our-views :
Your review is complete. it can be found here: http://our-views.diaryland.com/lifeisthi.html
from endless-days :
i liek your diary also, very pretty. neko is hot.
from sketchedpony :
You will be fine tomorrow as long as you stay calm. I hope you have a great day.
from sketchedpony :
Don't worry everyone thinks about their future. I do all the time.
from sketchedpony :
Yeah, that is weird. Well, I hope that Monday is loads better than today.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that you were sad today. I hope that you do better tomorrow.
from sketchedpony :
You'll do fine tomorrow, don't get yourself stressed out. High school is nothing to worry about, honestly.
from poppyfish :
Thanks for joining the Jack Sparrow diaryring, matey! Yo ho and all that!
from sketchedpony :
Lucky! I did really bad on that test. To see me results, go to http://sketchedpony.diaryland.com/disorders.html. That's the entry where I ramble about how true my results were.
from sketchedpony :
Actually, I don't think that eating greasy foods really does cause pimples. I thought I read that somewhere. Well I couldn't prove either way because my house is practically a haven for healthy foods. Eh, I survive.
from sketchedpony :
Sorry about your period. I hate it when I get mine too. I think that I am going to end up having mine when I start school because of when it usually falls. That's not gonna be fun, especially since I want to look all nice and dressed up. Guys just don't get this.
from sharp-design :
Yep, I can make designs for Diary-x. If you want one, you can e-mail me at worthlesswords@hotmail.com or IM me on AIM at UglyLittleLie to give me specifics.
from sketchedpony :
I'm sorry that you were feeling bad earlier. I am rather down myself. I hope that you start to feel better. No matter what you were thinking, suicide is never the answer and it doesn't always work, trust me.
from kat108 :
Hey there...your life is OK. For one thing you have alot of people who will read your diary even though it is a little wack.I am sorry if I am offending you but I am one of those people who looks at the glass as half empty but can never lie.For instance,what I said before.If you want to check out my diary I would appreciate it but compared to yours it is bum. I have a built-in template also because I don't really do HTML.... but like I said I would still appreciate it.And keep writing I love your diary.
from bansheerose :
Hey girl...the notes link on your site is working..might wanna double check your links...but i love the new design. I am still looking for that perfect image to redesign mine. ~Bek
from bansheerose :
hey girl i am sorry you are feeling tired of yourself and sucidial. I get that way to so I know at least part of how you feel. I am glad you are still alive though. If ya wanna talk feel free to IM or eMail me anytime hun. Keep going strong and fighting don't let the evils of this world win. ~Bek
from laurysoph :
ah..that's a pretty good idea...Well, as you know some of the pupils left the school and before htey left I took a digicam every day to school...so I have lots of beautiful memories...write a diary on your own about your school life and let other write you some letters...after years it'll be great to read them again.. ((:
from diaryreviews :
Hi - your review is up.
from bansheerose :
hey photography is great i took it. Just follow your heart which ever you would be happiest with. ~bek
from sketchedpony :
You should do photography. I love taking pictures. I can't run but maybe you could do track. I hope you do well in whatever you choose.
from dont-cry4-me :
Yes you did the right thing. I mean he did have this coming to him for a while b/c he didn't talk to you all summer, which isn't right at all, he shouldn't have done this too you. It just wasn't right. Plus the long distance thing is a good reason also. Do you want me to tell him anything, that will give me a reason to kinda hang with him for a minute or to, plus I want to talk to Adam and Conred. Oh when you mom gets a day off, you need to come up and stay the night one night, before school starts. LYLAS. Bye.
from dont-cry4-me :
Give me one good reason that I would be pissed at you. I just didn't see it I guess, sorry. If I had seen it then I definatly would have talked to you. I am not mad at you, well not yet anyway, just kidding.LYLAS. Bye
from sketchedpony :
I hope that you have a great day on Thursday. I don't start until Sept. 3rd. I want to go back sooner.
from sketchedpony :
Cool that you got your schedule. We normally don't get ours until we are at school on the first day but because I work there, I got it earlier. My classes are in a pretty good order too but I don't like the placement of a few either.
from laurysoph :
sometimes I read your entries and think "wow, she's so much like me" (;...well, your thoughts and so on...but I can't express myself like you do...erm..hope oyu understand my words :)...like your diary
from allie23869 :
Yeahhh!! SP rocks! Especially live!!
from mewlips :
I'm so happy your dad's all right! *hug*
from dont-cry4-me :
I just wanted to let you know that I can't get to your design site, did you type it in write? Email me the link sometime, oh I emailed you my password so you can put up that layout.LYLAS
from iwantacowboy :
Sorry that you have been crying a lot lately. I have too. I think things are getting better for me and i hope the same happens for you.
from mmlove :
Yup, I've been to a race, the 2002 Pepsi 400. It was pretty much cool, except that Tony got spun on the first lap and finished 39th... This year I'm going to the Bristol night race and I'm sooo looking forward to it... only 21 more days (I think, I don't have my calendar with me so I can't check.)
from iwantacowboy :
That's so cool that Eddie is moving in with you. You two will get along really well if he is so much like you. And your little brother is so cute!
from iwantacowboy :
You really should talk to him, it sounds like he's interested!
from iwantacowboy :
Interesting dreams. I have ones like that about Ronnie, too.
from herhalo :
you've got a really cool diary! i totally love the layout!
from iwantacowboy :
Yeah I think it's hard to have to give up my layouts. I am making a new one for November and I will have a hard time putting the one that I have now out to pasture.
from iwantacowboy :
Cool, family history stuff. I want to research my family.
from iwantacowboy :
I like making layouts too but I just like mine to be for me. I don't want to open a layout site and then see my layouts on other diaries. For some reason, that bothers me. Maybe because I make my layouts for me and I have a problem sharing.
from iwantacowboy :
I host my images on my angelfire website that I never use. I already have a lot of pictures on there and I am nowhere near done so it's all good.
from iwantacowboy :
Finally they played it. You have been waiting forever.
from iwantacowboy :
Good luck with your new layout. I could make a new one but I am just so attached to mine.
from iwantacowboy :
I feel exactly the same way you do about America uniting only when bad things happen. I can't believe how utterly pathetic it is that things had to go this way. If only people cared more.
from iwantacowboy :
http://saturday8.blogspot.com/
from iwantacowboy :
That would be cool if you made a Monday 4. I like answering those questions on Friday 5, they really make me think. Also, there is a Saturday 8, too. But there is nothing about Monday. We need something to cheer us up, Monday's are evil!
from dont-cry4-me :
Maybe your dad had a bad day. If this keeps up you need to do something,fast. Because it mostly starts with verble abuse then turns to physical, quickly.
from iwantacowboy :
Weird that he is like that now. I hope he gets out of it.
from iwantacowboy :
I am so sorry that your dad is like that. My dad is pretty horrible to me too but not that much.
from iwantacowboy :
I have to get up every morning at 7 for work. Lucky you get to sleep in.
from iwantacowboy :
Well, the age difference isn't that bad then. Maybe he is more mature than the 13 year old guys here.
from iwantacowboy :
How old are you? Just wondering because maybe 13 isn't all that bad.
from iwantacowboy :
I know! Someone who agrees with me about Brad! I'm sorry you're having a block again. Hope it gets better.
from iwantacowboy :
I'm thinking about buy the Evanescance CD. I don't know though, probably after I get the new Brad Paisley CD.
from dont-cry4-me :
Oh I saw your next door neighbor b/c he was being nosiy( you really need to fix that) and he is cute, but he has a staring problem or he just liked the car, lol.
from iwantacowboy :
My new diary is at http://iwantacowboy.diaryland.com.
from iwantacowboy :
Lucky that you get your schedule in the mail. We don't get ours until the first day. I don't like rap either, it annoys me to no end.
from iwantacowboy :
Where in the bible does it say that? I was just wondering. It bothers me that Jesus said to love thy neighbor yet so many people are afraid of gays or lesbians. I don't really think people who believe that really do believe in Jesus if they don't listen to his teachings.
from dont-cry4-me :
Well you can still talk to Shane, if he ever get's over himself! And I'll take pictures and bring them too you, and update you on my relationship with Conred(ya right) so it will be like your there. We'll meet online everyday and spend as long as it takes talking about them, I'll tell you ever sock convo they have, and ever boob one too, it'll be like your there, but you won't have to handle listening to there idotic and funny little convo's, I'll do that for you, and scar my teenage year's! LOL.
from ilive2ride :
I don't think that I'm getting any new stuff this school year. My parents are annoyed that I just spend $200 on art stuff.
from ilive2ride :
My summer's been okay, I'm finally getting my permit. Other than that, I've just been working.
from ilive2ride :
You can get used to it but it won't mean beans until you get to know the school.
from ilive2ride :
Fun that you have to wear uniforms. All of my classes are advanced except for a level 2 Art class. And I don't start until September 3rd. Is wellness like health? It doesn't lok like you have gym. We don't get out schedules until the first day, no fair!
from ilive2ride :
I love Speak!
from ilive2ride :
Don't worry too much about high school. Mainly all that bull about seniors picking on freshman and shoving them into lockers is just that, bull. Of course, there are some seniors who are complete jerks but there will also be freshman, sophomores, and juniors who are jerks too. If you make friends with upperclassmen, you will get to a point where you are teased about being a freshman but it doesn't bother you because it's all in good fun. I know that I teased my friends who were freshman last year, it doesn't mean that I hated them or wanted to hurt them. Don't worry about high school though, okay? I probab;y made you fear worse, if I did I'm sorry.
from mmlove :
Hey, thanks for leaving me a note! So far I've had much encouragement about the book idea (mostly from my best friend, who insists I need to make the book political.) Don't worry about high school, really. When I was a freshman, I made friends with seniors. It's an old stereotype that says seniors are mean to freshmen. Most seniors will either be nice to you or leave you alone. And think of it this way, you've already got a senior friend, because I'm going to be one, and I'm adding you to my buddy list. :)
from ilive2ride :
Weird that she hasn't gotten in touch with you. I hope she gets back to you soon.
from ilive2ride :
I'm not going to the fireworks around here. You should find out that guys name, otherwise, you will keep calling him the Boy Next Door for the rest of your life.
from ilive2ride :
The idea that you have for your makeup osunds really good. I like it when people have dark eyes and littl makeup anywhere else.
from ilive2ride :
I get a bit shy when meeting people too, I am amazed I have as many aquantances as I do with my reluctance to approach people that I don't know. That's really cool that you have so many people your own age around you though.
from ilive2ride :
Maybe one reason I've been having problems with my hoiuse is because my grandma's moving in and everything seems to be changing.
from ilive2ride :
That's really good that you don't wake up and wonder where you are. I sometimes dothat in my house and I have been living here 11 years!
from dont-cry4-me :
Now it's Mike? Girl get over yourself.lol. When you marry him, I get to use your pool in the summer k? LOL. I'm going with my dad today so have fun exploring your new house. Go check out my diary if you haven't already. Lylas. Bye.. Heather
from eye-heart-me :
Hey, we have the same middle name! =)

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