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chalkstain : |
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i do wonder where you've gotten to, and if you're okay.
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barelyspoken : |
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love you an-n-n-n-n-ie.
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enurta : |
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I don't think you're overreacting! Because you're not only friends...you are lovers, he should give you a nicer card than that. And about the nude picture, that’s just rude. You deserve so much better! The choice is easy, if you love him, talk about it with him, if you don't, then there's no reason for you to put up with his shit. <3
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enurta : |
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i'm glad you're alright. <3
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barelyspoken : |
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so... where did you go?
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barelyspoken : |
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hi. sorry i haven't talked to you in a long time. i'll call you and maybe we can do something if our jobs allow it. heh heh. it's bad when your life centers around something that you have to do, but then that's how life is going to be, right? love you.
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enurta : |
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i know how you feel. <3
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chalkstain : |
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enjoy it!!
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chalkstain : |
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thanks sweetheart. here's to hoping that you can get those damn days off, you really deserve it. he's so lucky to have you x
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enurta : |
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"It's stupid to them that someone is depressed. They say that everyone is depressed, that everyone feels that way." God, I hate people who say that. I've heard it so many fucking times and I always get angry.
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chalkstain : |
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for the record, i hate it too. thank you. happy monday :)
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enurta : |
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don't ever let anyone make you feel ugly! you are beautiful and special.
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readthisline : |
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Hello there. Thank you for joining the Abused Diaryring. I noticed that you're in contact with a few of my favourite diaries. Cheekyash and Billie--joe - she's such a sweetheart. I read through some of your entries.. they're brilliant. I hope you're doing well. love jessie.
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enurta : |
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you have a reason to live, Zach! stay alive for zach, he loves you and you love him, that's a good reason to stay alive <3
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xontopright : |
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hi i know what u mean about parents making u feel like failures. hell mine play mind games
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enurta : |
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If you love each other that much, then why not move in together? Get a job, save some money and find a place where you can live together. Whether it's where you live or where he lives. I think that's the best solution. <3
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billie--joe : |
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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T ok cause we would be upset so you better not
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billie--joe : |
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I'm glad your happy
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enurta : |
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keep fighting honey, don't give up. i know how you feel and you MAKE sense...take care of yourself, you deserve to be here and you live because there is a reason why you are here. <3
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locony : |
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You're crazy cute. I'm glad you had some fun for a change. <3
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billie--joe : |
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i care ♥
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
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enurta : |
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hey, my dad was a psycho too. do you know what I did? I moved out! you are 20, right? you don't need him to support you, move out, start a new life without that selfish fucking bastard. he is nothing. <3
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billie--joe : |
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I'm so sorry if you ever need to talk im hear and hey is this your only diary on hear?-
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enurta : |
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isn't there any state founded help out there?
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billie--joe : |
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Don't start stealing you will end up gettin in alot of trouble please STOP!
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billie--joe : |
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Don't i care alot of people care just please try adn block it out dont think bout it ok there are people that care and dont want you doing that including me!I♥U
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barelyspoken : |
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i love you annie. you sound like you need to hear that.
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enurta : |
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that's great! it's great that you've found someone to love, someone who makes you feel beautiful and free. i am so happy for you. he better treat you right or else i'll have to kick his ass!!! <3
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billie--joe : |
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DON'T PLEASE!
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enurta : |
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I know how you feel about your brother, it was the exact same thing for me when I lived with my parents but they abused me as well. maybe you should talk to your mom about what she's doing to you? Maybe she would understand, I don't know her so I don't know what she's like but maybe she goes through your things because she is worried? <3
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cheekyash : |
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i wish i didn't think you were me sometimes. it scares how much we think alike
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enurta : |
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isn't Adderall addictive? you should stay away from addictive medications. they ruins lives you know...believe me, i've been there. pills are not the answer <3
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readthisline : |
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I just wanted to say thank you for joining the broken-home Diary ring. I've read through a few of your posts. It's nice to come across a diary that doesn't make you want to chew anything off limb from limb in protest. I hope things get better for you.
xx
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billie--joe : |
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its ok everyone makes mistakes
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locony : |
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There's nothing wrong with living at home still. I'm 20 and I still live with my mama. So does my brother and he's 23. We're getting the things we need done before we go, and there's no shame in it. I'm sure your parents will support you, whatever decision you make.
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billie--joe : |
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dont say that ♥♥♥
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enurta : |
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i don't know if what I’m about to write will make you feel better, but i have to be honest...if something would happen to you, i would give up on life. i live because i see people around me fighting themselves up from the gutter. everyone has demons. don't let yours win, fight! <3¨
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billie--joe : |
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♥ good luck ♥
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cheekyash : |
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i've been reading your diary now for a while. that girl on your layout, i keep thinking she's you. i keep imagining a face for her, a really pretty little face, and i keep thinking that it's you. i feel selfish too, but that's something we need to overcome. it's not selfishness, it's the need to be okay. the need for those who care to really want to help, and not just watch. i somehow imagine that i'd never be here if i was okay, i'd probably just never write again. and maybe you wouldn't either, but i don't know you to really assume that. i don't even know why i'm writing anything. i have nothing to say. something about this moment seems poignant, although it's probably really not. i've been listening to ani difranco's song 'so what' on repeat. 'who are you now? who are you now? that you can't pretend that it'll all work out?' be well angel ♥
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baby cakes, sweetheart, cutie pie, beautiful, sweet pea! fuck the person who said that, he or she is full of fucking shit. it's not true, i promise. *I cross my heart and swear to die* you want to die because you aren't well, you need help, not because you want attention. you are not selfish. i wish i could beat the crap out of the person that is saying all of this about you. it's obviously a fucking coward!! don't listen, I love you <3 <3 <3
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xxplaydeadxx : |
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no. you. are. NOT.
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billie--joe : |
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(*HUGS&KISSES*)
im sorry =(
♥ ♥ ♥
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xxplaydeadxx : |
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you're very welcome. *hugs* ♥
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xxplaydeadxx : |
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=( i'm sorry. i'll be here if you want to talk...although i know you probably don't want to talk to ME. just don't give up. keep pushing. ♥
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enurta : |
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"i think in some sick way i like it when he's mean to me." Unfortunately, i know what you mean.
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annie, i'm here. i know that maybe when you go through those hard times that you may not want to talk to anyone else, but if you ever do, i'm always here to talk to you because i love you. i wish you didn't feel this way...
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billie--joe : |
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yeah i don't want you hurting yourself either ok and just hand in there every thing will work out <3 =)
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wiltedxdaisy : |
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just take a deep breath & focus your attention on something, anything else. writing, reading, drawing. & try not to compare yourself to anyone else. we all have our limits. just because you're struggling right now doesn't make you any less than anyone else. you're your own person with your own standards and sometimes those just don't fit with anyone elses. but that's okay. anyways... just wanted to let you know you're not alone. if you ever need someone to talk to i'm here. <3 take care.
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billie--joe : |
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im sorry <3
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cheekyash : |
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*hugs*
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ifiwere : |
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no no. it's all an illusion.
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billie--joe : |
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DON'T say that
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enurta : |
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Don't believe him, he's just being mean. My brother used to treat me the same way. You're not fat, you're beautiful. I know it's hard but try to ignore comments like that, he probably just wanted to hurt you for some reason. Don't listen to him <3
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cheekyash : |
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be happy sweetheart. just be so fucking happy that you forget how to hurt.
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cheekyash : |
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i'm taking a year between school and uni out, just to work. one of my major plans had been to write a book. i've never quite gotten past the first few pages, i've never had a solid enough idea. but thank you. and i hope you won't stay angry for long.
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billie--joe : |
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well how rude!!! not you him
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cheekyash : |
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i did. thank you. you have no idea how great that made feel. ♥
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cheekyash : |
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i blew the fucking system away. all that shit people put themselves through just to get what they wanted, and i just slept. i can't help feeling like i cheated somehow, but i know it was only me that did it. and there are people who give up on us because we're "useless and stupid". fuck that. we're winning ♥
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billie--joe : |
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no they dont
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locony : |
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I so don't hear anyone else complaining. <3<3
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ifiwere : |
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(smiles) thank you for that.
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locony : |
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Be crazy careful if you smoke up before you go swimming, doll, I'd hate to worry about you. <3
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cheekyash : |
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i'm glad there's somebody out there who does. thank you. i hope you're happy, or even just content x
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billie--joe : |
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every thing will get better k and you and your mom need to go do something love ya
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cheekyash : |
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thank you angel. tonight i'll wish on a star that we can both be happy, even if it's just for a little while ♥
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billie--joe : |
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DON'T DO THAT
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billie--joe : |
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just be yourself
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billie--joe : |
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theres a lot in these world
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barelyspoken : |
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ah, now i can leave you lovely comments! you're coming over to my house now so i guess this is kinda pointless but whatever. i'm glad you're writing again. and no matter how fucked up you think you are, i'll always care about you and be here for you, my annie. after all, i love you and i don't leave my people.
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amazinfuckup : |
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Don't cut, cutting is mean time. :(
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billie--joe : |
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its not your falt it ant do not tell yourself that its not your falt ok and dont to anything just hold in there ok love ya bye
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xxplaydeadxx : |
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it is NOT your fault. it's his. please don't get mad or anything (i doubt you will), but you're dad is a fucking idiot. he knows it's his fault, but doesn't want to admit it, so he blames you for it. because he's a weak little fuck. so don't think ANY of it is your fault. i know you don't know me, but i care about you, ok? don't hurt yourself. if you want to talk, i'll be here. take care. <3
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cheekyash : |
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i know it seems like nothing coming from me, i'm a random stranger. but it's not that people don't care, it's that they don't know how to care the way you want them to. people who don't know what this feels like may have experienced sadness, and that seems to be exactly what people believe depression is. but there are people, like you, who know that's not true. they know how much it hurts and even when you try to die, they never really realise it, simply because, they don't really understand that you're almost dead. just keep asking for help. keep asking. somebody will hear you, i promise ♥
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cheekyash : |
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i just added you, i hope you don't mind. ♥
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enurta : |
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I had a lot of friends that lost everything because of their addictions. First it's pot, then you'll want to try something else. It's not worth it. You only have one life, don't waste it away.
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enurta : |
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I'm so glad you finally posted something. I missed you <3
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enurta : |
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where are you going? I hope that you are coming back soon, take care hun <3
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hamiltonian : |
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HI, thanks for letting me know you moved here. I added you to my msn messenger.
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