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from raven72d :
17 April 21--- still around?
from frankie123 :
hi how you been
from raven72d :
7 March 14--- you are missed!
from frankie123 :
where have you been
from raven72d :
Happy 2013! Best wishes!
from raven72d :
I'll never use "bro"... I was once told that "guy" is less respectful than "dude" when talking to someone, but...that seems to make no sense. Anyway--- glad you're back! Good to hear from you.
from frankie123 :
it's a leftover from many months (half a year?) ago but i'm finally getting to read/watch some beckett, have you seen this one yet? it's my favourite so far http://bit.ly/K4HFvo
from raven72d :
come update!
from atwowaydream :
::glitters Karen Carpenter magic pixie dust over your head::
from atwowaydream :
i wish you a really happy new year. you are not online and i am currently slitting my wrists in boredom.
from atwowaydream :
Sorry for the sudden departure last night. I like chit-chatting with you.
from secret-motel :
It's not just the suburbs. It's pretty much any physical location when the mind begins to squirm. But in the 'burbs it's more unsettling--when everything else is un-asquirm, so quiet and peaceful. It makes the personal turbulence seem more turbulent.
from darthuae :
"I placed the chair in front of the tv, back to the screen. I sat. It didnt seem an odd image in the present." it's okay that i printed this out, right? because that's exactly how my life feels/and it's exactly what keeps me from axing my breath - that i can turn the chair around anytime i want to and feel slightly calmer around the world.
from raven72d :
I always try to provide poetry the ghosts will appreciate.
from raven72d :
Loved the last few entries.
from atwowaydream :
i'm sorry, but no matter what. . .I'm going to call you Joey.
from frankie123 :
strange -- the endless blue i currently see outside my window is so different from the acne broken cloudy sky you just described an hour ago. but i'm in burnaby. ps: that's too bad about the girl. i'd count it a happening (though not technically your own) (sorry i'm so awful with the questions i'm always demanding of everyone).
from raven72d :
snow yet?
from atwowaydream :
how could you ever not be welcome anywhere?
from atwowaydream :
"No curtains, just first born rubbish scattered in a wide space." -rubbish is a word that I have recently fallen head over heels in love with. also, yes, one day on facebook, message me, or anytime if you have aim. Just let me know your DL cool, otherwise I'm gonna think you're trying to infect my computer.
from atwowaydream :
saying it makes me feel very pre-1930's Charlie Chaplin. maybe because it sounds so much like slapstick. i feel like i can only say it with a glass of expensive whiskey in my hand. "Yesshhh.... it's all very slapdash these days, isn't it then?"
from atwowaydream :
slapdash is a really good word.
from raven72d :
glad you liked it. i enjoy the comments, so please do keep reading and leaving notes.
from atwowaydream :
Other people are always frightening, I get that way, too. But at least everyone here has a tiny glimpse into all of our souls.
from atwowaydream :
one day we should talk. i mean, like IM or whatever. Whether it's facebook or some other nerdy venue. It should happen.
from atwowaydream :
i really love the desolate postcard-cry of winter, too. It's like. . . smack dab in the middle, for sure. ;)
from raven72d :
I will be dropping in from time to time. I never really vanish.
from raven72d :
how is autumn beginning for you?
from darthuae :
"I'd much rather think then do, thought seems to me to be more tangible..." before this sentence lost its strength and turned red it fell into my lap on printed paper i've stapled across my jeans for confronting nights. oh god. let there be a pill for this. (are you?) sorry. i'm stoned.
from atwowaydream :
"...but simply exists there,and I lay and roll and squint distorting everything, its like I have control over the space." - sometimes those are the only moments that count, it seems like.
from raven72d :
ghosts, architecture, memory: always a powerful set of connections.
from atwowaydream :
aw, only leave me notes when you want to, silly. i'm not tit for tat and all that bullshit. we're on diaryland, screw etiquette. :)
from atwowaydream :
even to this day, one of the saddest of sights is when a lone balloon is dwindling toward the sky. is the child crying? do i care? but the balloon. poor, sad balloon.
from theways :
lucky you!
from bethshort :
weed is always good.
from bethshort :
you needed some sort of accelerant.
from frankie123 :
everybody knows you've got to splash a book with whiskey first
from bethshort :
I am not so much affected by the deaths as I am at their effect on the future. Of art and life....
from raven72d :
I'll take a look at Ms. Sage.
from raven72d :
i'm rather a fan of Max Ernst and DiChirico and Mondrian.
from raven72d :
a beckett fan?
from atwowaydream :
"The dream ended abruptly by shrinking in on itself, like a television" -Beautiful. You're always so beautiful.
from raven72d :
"deadly chinese train wreck"...perfect sort of random EVP thing.
from atwowaydream :
"I got high with my brother in law yesterday, incredibly depressing, theres something about domesticity and pot that is incredibly tragic." Quite possibly the most accurate thing ever written.
from raven72d :
come comment more.
from atwowaydream :
facebook friend me, brat. that way i can annoy you several times a day. ask frankie, i'm genuinely annoying.
from frankie123 :
she WAS pregnant, but she aborted. you missed it at grad but jeff+whatserface sat right in front of my vision and made out the whole time it was so gross
from frankie123 :
drugz sux
from raven72d :
"Mulholland Dr."--- yes!
from raven72d :
A *damn* fine cup o' coffee--- yes.
from frankie123 :
lead belly -- nice
from atwowaydream :
Eek, what that does for my little narcissistic heart. I always read you, and always left wondering just what the fuck you're like in life. Like a little burroughs or Miller or combination of something old, and something true. (ps: thank you. SQUEEEEE)
from raven72d :
"S. Darko" was disappointing, though Daveigh Chase was lovely.
from raven72d :
tell me about these VHS films...
from theways :
yeah, maybe. i would have to watch synecdoche again to really say. i went to the wild things with a friend and when it was over.. we just didn't know what to say or how to act, we both felt so totally in a different world. it was amazing.
from theways :
i wasn't sure about synecdoche, new york when i first watched it. i mean i loved it, but not as much as others. then i read the script. and it became my favorite kaufman script. eternal sunshine is still my favorite to watch. though i guess the credits goes to gondry. i was quite excited about kaufman directing synecdoche but now i always wish spike jones had done it after all, but then no, cause im glad he did the wild things. anyways. also, beckett is genius.
from secret-motel :
Thank you very much for the kind words. And, yeah, it's been a long while since I updated the music section in my profile. But you get the idea
from theways :
im a new reader of both
from theways :
im a new reader of both
from atwowaydream :
the woods, of course! Darling, you totally know what's up. ::kisses::
from theways :
oh thank you thank you for posting that herbert huncke video. it brought me back up from a lethargic abyss. i am eternally grateful.
from darthuae :
your thoughts as a butcher are exactly what i needed to end this very realistic day. nothing else makes more sense right now.
from atwowaydream :
Have you seen Henry and June? Certainly not a comedy, but there is most certainly romance. If you like Anais Nin and Henry Miller, it's pretty dreamy.
from atwowaydream :
I loved Annie Hall. . . and it was a different time then. Now, it's like, How to lose a guy in ten days bullshit and it's so aggravating. But Woody, yes!
from frankie123 :
leaving in a month? duuuuude you have school until june! (ps i never see you ever so: where are you planning to go?)
from atwowaydream :
"Id obviously feel sad but the sad you feel when there is a genocide in some far away country against some race different from yours" -Definitely understand this sort of encapsulated reaction. And you're not all alone. Not completely. I'm going to download that song now.
from atwowaydream :
"when she yells her face twists in some disgusting gargoyle grin" I think we all know someone/something like that. Unfortunately.
from raven72d :
if not a beach at night, maybe...a deserted boardwalk?
from atwowaydream :
"I hope you know walking down my cerebral cortex is not at all like walking down a beach at night" (below)
from atwowaydream :
Absolutely beautiful. Sometimes you say some of the most beautiful and delicate things. I know you're young, but you say some wise fucking things.
from frankie123 :
yr silly
from raven72d :
"miasmic"... a word not often used. i'm glad you used it.
from famelicose :
It's true. Everyone IS an idiot.
from raven72d :
i do love "Henry and June"...
from raven72d :
i sit alone in my rooms at night and talk to characters in novels...
from raven72d :
no problem... i'm a really bad typist, by the way, so try never to be a spelling nazi.
from raven72d :
loved the Burroughs video embed.
from atwowaydream :
wasn't he amazing? scouting the streets for dope most of the time, but writing such underbelly things. i love him.
from atwowaydream :
"I am feeling better not my best I left at lunch cause i couldnt sit there comfortably with the knowledge that you were aware that i was gone."-- i think i've definitely felt like this before.
from atwowaydream :
Dude, I'm really flattered that you liked my rant. I almost deleted because I don't want to seem like "one of those" anti-political tyrants. . . but it was late and I was pissed the hell off. Unrelated note: "SUNKEN EYES OF CHEMO AND COLD CAMP ATROPHY" --This was eerie and quite haunting. I would love to see some of your artwork.
from frankie123 :
wait, is THE GHOST also THE ENTITY? or THE BIRD? is THE GHOST a new one altogether? i am so confused
from atwowaydream :
It was so bizarre, wasn't it? And Zimbardo actually admitted to becoming wrapped up in all, acting like the ultimate sadistic prison warden. Wild stuff.
from atwowaydream :
You are very welcome. If you ever have a writer you would like to recommend to me, I'm always open-minded and ready to discover.
from atwowaydream :
The Flowers of Evil, I believe, Le Voyage. This is it in its entirety: http://books.google.com/books?id=WqdE80OrcssC&pg=PA139&dq=baudelaire+%22solar+glories%22&hl=en&ei=bALKTJXREIP78AbDwq2gAQ&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CCoQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&q&f=false The Flowers of Evil book is absolutely stunning-- it's like he's tumbling under water.
from lullaymarie :
nice work
from atwowaydream :
As cheesy as it sounds, I keep up with everyone on my Buddy List.
from atwowaydream :
My So Called Life Christmas episode and crying. . . completely understand. Laughing at dead bodies. . . you are not alone.
from frankie123 :
the answer: yes.
from yespleasedo :
I am feeling stars and hearts now. No one, not even the girl whose diary got me here has referenced me in an entry.
from yespleasedo :
I enjoyed reading the explanations even if I still have no idea what's going on.
from yespleasedo :
What is going on here?
from loladesilva :
OH hey lola I just popped by to say i think your journal is a little silly....you dick. love joey
from frankie123 :
WHEN I LOOK AT THE STREETS / AND WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME
from pettyquarrel :
i. like. your. _____[madlibsyay!]_____. -petty
from frankie123 :
not actually though, since he's a guy.
from frankie123 :
i would like everyone that stumbles upon this page to know that loladesilva is a copy-pasting dyke.
from frankie123 :
EVA, I'M SORRY, BUT YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ME! TO ME YOU'RE JUST SOME FAGGY GIRL, AND I NEED A LOVER WITH SOUUUL POWA! AND YOU AIN'T GOT NO SOUUL POWA!
from frankie123 :
YOU KILLED OSCAR!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!????

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