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from the-moo :
where have you gone?? xxxxxxxxxxx
from the-moo :
I am sooo glad that you're back!!! *hugs* so sorry to hear the circumstances that brought you back but glad to see you here non the less!! in this country you get 6 months PAID maternal leave and fathers are legal entitled to 3 months (though they're trying to up that to 6 also) even if you adopt a child in this country you are entitled to paid leave!! A lot of companies resent it but it's there all the same and it's the law!! you should totally come here and live with me.. I'll find you a job!! can't wait to hear all about your life as a baby carrier hehe gallons and gallons of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
from the-moo :
Hello I've moved diaries (just in case you wondered who the oddbod was leaving you notes.. its no-map) I'm pleased for you that "that day" has arrived and I'm even more pleased about the new you that you're going to bring into the world yay!! xxx
from dinahsoar :
I'm so happy for you, Jess.
from no-map :
OOOOOOOOOOOOOH! *HUG* excellent news sweetie well done (or whatever you're supposed to say) congratulations and you will be wonderful and aaaw yes well done and *hugs* xxxxxxxxxxxxx
from dinahsoar :
Congratulations! That is awesome news!
from dinahsoar :
As I open my notes & buddy list, I find myself "lookin' for Liz". Everything okay? Your lack of entries could mean everythings groovy (hope so) or awful (hope not).
from no-map :
WOW!! I often read your diary and think... that came from my head.. those words climbed out of my head onto HER page!! you're not alone... so many of us are feeling that right along with you.. I know how dark it is in that place *hugs* Here if you ever need a friend! xxx
from dinahsoar :
Thank you for your note. I feel the same way, that the people I know in 'cyberspace' (especially you, because of our back & forth emails that lonely sad night) are more real than the people standing right in front of me. I loved today's entry, especially your line that you "smile for the cameras". I'm the same. Remember the Adam Ant song "Goody Two Shoes"? I have always said that was my soundtrack, "When your heart gets broken, so much you can't hide, put on a little make-up, make-up, make sure they get your good side, good side... subtle innuendos follow, there must be something inside". Relate?
from dinahsoar :
God, Liz. I have been exactly there. Your questioning why everyone sees you sparkle but him. And he is the only one that matters. God, Liz.
from minstrelite :
Elizabeth, I really appreciate your note. My reasons for wanting to be celibate are somewhat too personal to share in an online journal, particularly an advertised one. However, I do hope to find someone with whom I can discuss these things in a healthy context. I also glanced at your journal, enough to discern that you are rather bright. My email is minstrelite at hotmail dot com.
from dinahsoar :
I know that throbbing in the soles of the feet. I feel it now. Everything is escalating. Notice that we're both starting to do two entries in a day? P.S. Thanks for your comments about Matthew & his sqiggly "x".
from dinahsoar :
Today's entry was just beautiful. Given our exchanges by email, I don't know which choice it indicates, but I can say that for me the grass was never greener. Just different. Thank you so much for typing me into the night.
from no-map :
you will get there honestly.. you will xxx
from dinahsoar :
Actually, I've never really "fucked without purpose" because my purpose always turned out to be to feel desirable and beautiful and wanted and all of that (which, sadly, never worked & instead left me feeling more depleted and empty).
from no-map :
*hugs* I totally identify I completely know how you feel.. I wih I'd found your diary sooner!!! xxx
from dinahsoar :
By the way ... "This is for you" was for me. And I thank you.
from dinahsoar :
Rumor has it, we've never been seen in the same place at the same time. We just MAY be the SAME PERSON.
from no-map :
I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!! xxx
from dinahsoar :
Your latest entry reminded me of the Ralph Waldo Emerson poem ... "Give all to love; obey thy heart; friends, kindred, days, estate, good fame, plans, credit, and the muse; Nothing refuse ..." There's more, but didn't want to take up all that space. As before, I resonate so much with your emotions. I honor our 'dove to dove' connection & reading you helps sort out me. May you find the love that recognizes and treasures your heart.
from no-map :
I know exactly how you feel!!!!!! You put things into words that have been floating around my head for years and your write so beautifully! *hugs* I hope you find what you're looking for xxx
from dinahsoar :
Thank you for making a welcoming space in your garden for me and the dollies I have never quite left behind. Your vivid and enchanted imagery has given me repite and comfort for the day. My spirit feels at home and safe behind that gate, the one with the star and the difficult handle. Thank you for inviting me into so private a place.
from dinahsoar :
Stumbled upon your diary. Your writing is positively luminous. I resonate with much of what you say and I love it that someone so intelligent, talented and ethereal cops to picking her nose. Thank you for this window into your very evocative world.
from no-map :
you're wonderful! x
from no-map :
oh my I'm so sorry.. that was a beautiful farewell though!! xxx
from no-map :
I HAVE to add you.. I HAVE to.. *hugs* xxx
from no-map :
YEAY!!! good choice in film and music then!! I'm glad it made you remember the happiness!! I shall now go and check out your diary so I may repay you the compliment!! xxx
from irisshine41 :
Thanks for the note...I've read some of your diary and enjoyed it. I added you to my buddy list in my attempt to become more active in the land of diaries! :)
from fuckedvirgin :
tori amossssssssssssssss! <33333
from soul14 :
thank you <3
from soblueeyes :
Thanks for the note. I started wrighting a story too (not for on-line). This has realy help. Now I won't have all those unfinished journals in my room.
from soul14 :
i'm ok. really. anyway, what i really want to say is, don't let yourself get too stressed over the wedding preparations. its your wedding. try to take it easy and such. thank you for offering to talk to me. i feel really honoured <3
from soul14 :
thank you and i am still so happy for you. sigh. i wish i were that lucky
from soul14 :
i am so happy for you. you deserve to be treated like a queen. congrats darling <3<3<3
from dahhhhling :
Congratulations on the engagement and the best to both of you!!!!
from soul14 :
haha. you do have a point
from soul14 :
i am sure that you will succeed. you will be loved more than you ever know and you will love yourself too. i hope you find what you are looking for in this new year
from soul14 :
i love your poem "true love". *sniff* it made me want to cry
from soul14 :
thank you. but its just that, he's 200 miles away from me and sometimes, i wonder if its better to remain friends in case nothing works out. if we had to just be friends, i'll be happy already. thank you anyway darling. if only he lived in the same country...
from soul14 :
thanks for missing me. i'm back now and i have so much to tell
from soul14 :
i swear your book hates me (or i'm just an idiot who doesn't actually know how to use it) but i just want to say that your latest poem was wonderful
from soul14 :
hey no problem. in fact, i'm honoured
from soul14 :
hey. can't seem to sign in your book so i'll just write here. thanks for stopping by. i've read your stuff and i think they are pretty cool. you a poet? i'm one too. well, you can check out my stuff at deviantart. there's a link to it on my page. i'll check in here again soon <3

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