messages to love-fatal:
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| from gumluverxoxo : |
| Hi I'm gumluverxoxo and I'm new. Note me sometime |
| from xkarebearx : |
| i know your gone now but this is the only diary that i kept reading and i wasn't bored with it at all. karen xoxo |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Wenchy made it to her destination and is very happy with Miss Penelope Mae Simpson and her mileage... or whatever she calls that danged machine |
| from freakyouout : |
| hey! |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Baby cakes I love you too. still out on the road but promise ill email you soon as they let me have 5 minutes to myself. I think about d-land and I am prolly right behind you this place has long out lived its experation date. love you xoxoox Deja |
| from jackthripper : |
| aweeeee thank you, sweetheart. You know I love you too *wink* |
| from freakyouout : |
| my, it has been a long time hasn't it? always liked reading you... I know you'll miss me... [wink-wink] |
| from in-crumbs : |
| go where you need and do that which pleases you. it's been a pleasure. i wish you the best and will stop by your new livejournal whenever i can. i love you xoxoxoxox |
| from tarynheart : |
| if only there was a place where we could create a new home, a new family, to meet new people like us. i find i can't get a hold of that anywhere i go, on the internet or in real life. |
| from wishful-me : |
| I'm gonna miss your diary. I'll be adding you to my LJ friends list, though so...see ya there, I suppose. <3 |
| from asiwas : |
| It makes me sad you're leaving, just more evidence that this place is slowly dying. Thank you so much, and may you always be happy. I'll follow you anywhere. |
| from pokadot : |
| I will definitley check in on your live journal when I can, though I probably won't join it cause I'm just getting used to this. I will probably e-mail you sometime even though you don't really know me. Feel free to do the same. [email protected]. I'll miss your diary. Goodbye. |
| from cheapredwine : |
| aw. i'm going to miss your diary tons. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Ah. I shall miss your daily rants, angst and poetic turn of phrase. Most of all, I'll miss your love notes. Yes, we MUST kidnap Lydia... |
| from broken-dyke : |
| You know whats wierd or maybe even pathedic but I really dont give a shit if its either...that entry almost made me cry cause I Know exactly what your talking about and I miss it as well...this place have tottaly change and probobly the main reason I have no insperation to write have to time anymore. I love you too and goodbye I hope we can still do out every couple month hello's on Aim at least...cause though I barley know you I still would miss you. ~Carey~ |
| from emo-facade : |
| ii lovee you girly. i'm tottaly adding you to livejournal. it's the same username. cause i'm creative like that. you have beautiful writing, and i'm glad that you're not stopping. livejournal i think is easier to stay in touch, cause you can comment on individual entries, and it's less weird. love you tons amanda<3 |
| from kissmyargyle : |
| your entry almost made me cry. i'm going to read your lj, if that's ok. but i'm going to miss "love-fatal" in orange. thank you for your note. ♥ x10. |
| from andgirlsays- : |
| well, my name is megan. nice to meet you. aim: xoneslowdance17 <3 |
| from pokadot : |
| Hmmm...if only I had some good suggestions. Sorry, but I'm gonna agree with some of those other people that you should stay. But ya know, if you need a change, go for it. Just lemme know what you change it to. Unfortunately I'm not clever enough to think of something. I'm running on very little sleep. Besides I don't know you too well. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| You know... sometime when I see that soft-center of yours, I'm tempted to take advantage of it... |
| from emo-facade : |
| you ma'am are simply amazing. ILY! make your new username "sexi_grrl69696969" i'm kidding. but it'd be funny. |
| from deadwater : |
| Good. If you get a new diary on a different site, email me. [email protected]. But if you get a new one on here, just note me. |
| from prettyditi : |
| www.livejournal.com im on there now. ask_aditi is my journal name! x |
| from deadwater : |
| <333love. don't leave. ;-; |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| I don't make any suggestions.. because... don't leave... :( |
| from ifiwere : |
| www.melodramatic.com i use it quite often. i prefer it to diaryland, but once again i don't really want you to leave. |
| from tarynheart : |
| what about...erraticstar? |
| from jackthripper : |
| Sometimes we need a break...but we'll be here waiting for you to return, love. |
| from emo-facade : |
| well thanks. and i love you too. ♥ p.s your new layout is super neat. did you make it? |
| from kissmyargyle : |
| lovelovelove the new look. |
| from virtualcrack : |
| you're a survivor! the drama, the anguish...we are ALIVE. have fun with the roller coaster. Just don't eat too much popcorn on the ride. |
| from kissmyargyle : |
| yay for one of my all-time fav. diarylanders leaving me notes! ♥ |
| from deadwater : |
| cha. close friends reading it. stuff i don't want them to see. however, you can have the pass. user:merry. pass:dootzie. |
| from kissmyargyle : |
| yes. hard. frown. |
| from tarynheart : |
| you in a word, my dear. |
| from pokadot : |
| Haha don't get me wrong i enjoy it at times....but then again I am silly....or just retarded so I guess I'll never really know. |
| from tarynheart : |
| oh sage, i love how much trouble you are. poor mr. english teacher. |
| from pokadot : |
| I find myself doing that all the time(what you talked about in your entry). Trying to get a guy with a girl to wish he had me instead. It really pisses me off sometimes. I wonder if its some sort of self esteem issue...I'd like to think its some deep rooted thing like that rather than thinking I'm just evil. |
| from brain2mer : |
| have you ever sat in a car, and its raining, and there is a street light, and the rain comes down, and it distorts everything around you but you are still in a vehicle, and if you squint your eyes you see a light show, good stuff Id say |
| from minnapop : |
| *leaves a tied-up Princess-Jack-in-a-box in celebration of your 200th* And just because I don't tell you enough...I love you. :-) |
| from deadwater : |
| Congrats. ^_^ |
| from wishful-me : |
| *celebrates 200th entry* :P <3 |
| from emo-facade : |
| happy 200th! weeee. you win! |
| from oceans-depth : |
| anything that makes you happy makes me happy. happy 200th baby cakes this is monumental for you*hehe love you xoxo Deja |
| from tarynheart : |
| happy 200, beautiful. <3 |
| from coppersky : |
| Thanks for the quote. It's simple but so easy to forget that about life. |
| from tofalldivine : |
| Yeah...things never seem to fall into place quite right. It's always.....odd. Thanks for the note. |
| from andgirlsays- : |
| yes, i would have to agree. one of my favorite books. |
| from electric-oh : |
| i heard a rumour that only the goodlooking go insane. i mean, have you seen girl, interupted? my point exactly. :) |
| from electric-oh : |
| i agree. if its got feeling then no matter what you write or how you write it if you are a decent writer people should still be moved by it. maybe we are both insane. :) |
| from electric-oh : |
| i think if theres feeling behind it it shouldnt matter what the words say... maybe i'm just insane. |
| from electric-oh : |
| i've been thinking lately i might just randomly pull pages of a dictionary out & put words down together & see if they mean anything. |
| from pokadot : |
| I also have to keep myself from getting rid of pictures, of past friends, and guys. I have a collage(sp?) covering my entire closet door that I've simply been adding to. Last nite almost ripped half of it down. But I have to tell myself, "you know what? that's your life. your past. your memories. let it stay even if they aren't good memories." So anyway, how's bein outta school treating you? |
| from pokadot : |
| Um, I read walkingby and another one, but I don't remember. I just read of few of the entries. You do sound much different back then. I have to not read my old diaries, the ones I've written on paper over the years, because being thoroughly aggrivated with myself, and slightly embarrassed though no one else will read them, I throw them away! Or I find myself editing them to make them sound less stupid. Crazy stuff. |
| from deadwater : |
| i think i've reached that point with my old one, too. i like my new one, also. |
| from andgirlsays- : |
| this is next--friday. i've moved. <3 |
| from deadwater : |
| Hah, ours is pretty insane too. I love it, also. I started to hate it for a long time, but in the end, I'd realize it's the only school I'd ever want to go to. ;3 Wow? EIGHT? That's alot. o.o |
| from pokadot : |
| Nothin much. I was reading some of your old diaries today. Very interesting! And I decided to leave you a note cause 1)I'm bored 2) I love getting notes back! and 3)....I have no other reasons. I'm so bored right now and what sucks is that I shouldn't be because I have so much to do...I'm just avoiding it. Err. |
| from pokadot : |
| Hello. : ) |
| from deadwater : |
| ehh, it's me. driven-freak/erin. yeah, i think i'm moving onto a new diary to leave the old behind. <3 |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Sage, Sage, Sage... I simply must come and carry you away. (don't bother to pack, you won't be wearing clothes much anyway) Onward to kidnapping the Minnipoped one! |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| aww you're so sweet, love you too. and I totally, really really love the way you write and the things you think about. I wish things would be easier for you, just because you seem to be such a great person and you deserve that things work out kinda. And yet I guess that's life, the whole fightingstuff and the wanting and not getting and the falling in love and staying there, no matter what. But I honestly love the way you write and if you would write books, I would own them all. <3 |
| from asiwas : |
| You're writing usually steals the words right out of my subconscious and I love you for it. You put words to things I can't hardly make sense out of. It's nice knowing my mind reader is out there. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Hah, yeah. I'm not big on dropping notes, but I do once in awhile. Eh, yeah, it's about the same here. But things have been pretty busy for me. ^o^ After June, things'll slow down though, and i'll just go back to being bored. Woohoo! <3 Luff. |
| from asiwas : |
| Thank, I love you too. It's always good to hear that, but seriously, I talk him down a lot more than I talk him up. He's not that bad, otherwise I wouldn't be with him. But, I'll make sure to pass along the message. He needs to be reminded just how awesome I am sometimes, heh. And I'll be sure to add you if I ever get the net working at my apartment. Thank you so much though, I really do appreciate it. |
| from jackthripper : |
| you know there will always be a spot in my heart reserved just to you, darling heart. |
| from shattdsoul : |
| thank you so much, that means so much to me. *HUGS* you are such a beautiful person who deserves the world *HUGS* |
| from asiwas : |
| Thank you so much, you made me feel really special |
| from driven-freak : |
| booya. haven't dropped you a note in awhile, so i thought i would. how's life? oh wait, i check your diary for that. ^-^ |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| just felt like sending you a <3. |
| from bossynclyde : |
| thank you darling, i hope your day is better today than yesterday. ♥ sam |
| from bluelucy : |
| Hello again! ^_^ Um, I just thought I'd mention that when I said there's no way to prove whether or not I'm right about Daniel being real, I meant as long as we're here. That is, I believe in Heaven, and that all that stuff comes clear when one arrives there. Anyway, I just thought I'd clear that up. ^_* |
| from bossynclyde : |
| ♥ |
| from bluelucy : |
| Actually, I'm twenty seven. I've graduated college and everything. I've also had plenty of "real life" loves and crushes, and enjoyed most of them very much, but none of them made me as happy as I am now. Anyway, I don't believe Daniel isn't real. I guess that makes me seriously loopy as far as most people are concerned, but then again, there's really no definitive way to prove who's correct in the matter. |
| from pokadot : |
| funny ive always loved that song...and i dont even relate to it...oh and im not in the mood for punctuation and capitalization by the way. |
| from pokadot : |
| I got my page working again through no talent of my own, its just working. So I'm glad about that. It's funny that you mentioned that police song. I haven't read your page for very long so i don't know if you've mentioned it before, but that is exactly what some of your entries make me think of. Crazy. |
| from pokadot : |
| K, well it didn't seem to work, but I read a bunch more stuff on the help section and it said that if you change color and other junk like that that it will take some time to fix all the older entries because it has to go through and do it one by one. So, I'm just going to wait and see if it fixes it in time. If not, oh well. I'll live.: ) But thanks for the help. |
| from pokadot : |
| East coast huh? That's awesome. You're probably no where near it, but I love New York!!! I'm a Southern California girl, and I love the idea of living on the east coast. Anyway, my page won't go back to old entries. On the main page, if I click past ones, it won't go back. I'm not sure how to fix it. |
| from tarynheart : |
| i wish things could always stay the same and that relationships wouldn't get so complicated. why is it that life ignores these fundamentals? anyway, i love you, write more. <3 |
| from pokadot : |
| Hey,um, I'm having a problem with my page and pulling up older entries. No one I know knows anything about this hotmail crap, and I assumed you might. There's a thing in the question and faqs thing that tells me how to fix it, but it might as well be in Chinese cause I don't get it. Know anyway to help me out? |
| from pokadot : |
| If I start to sound stalkerish just let me know. I'm just bein curious. |
| from pokadot : |
| High School. I home school now,but I haven't always, just recently. This is my last year, though I'm kind of cheating cause I'm too young to be done with high school. 'Nother question. Whereabouts do you live. Ya know, west coast? east? Somewhere in the middle? |
| from pokadot : |
| Question: You in high school....or college??? |
| from pokadot : |
| YES!!! Thank you. I freakin love them....I believe I have that song. Hmmm...in any case thank you, I feel much better now. |
| from minnapop : |
| I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove you! What kind of flowers would you like at our wedding? |
| from cheapredwine : |
| that song is wonderful. i'm obsessed with something corporate. |
| from pokadot : |
| That song...I know it...and its driving me nuts that I can't place it and who its by. I'll probably wake up at three in the morning with an epiphany, but in case I don't...who is it? |
| from akindofmagic : |
| i ask the same questions. |
| from wishful-me : |
| i have had so many nights like that. you put into words what i could not. <3<3 |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Sunday Morning checklist: 1.Coffee 2.Sun is finally shining. 3.reading my Baby Cakes so I can tell her I love her. 4.Ok my Day is Complete. Love ya xoxo Deja |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| "wanting" love is always better than having it, for me at least it has always been that way. and reading <i>your</i> entries makes me think you are in love, more than other people are. and if the person you write about would know how wonderful you are, he wouldn't wait a single second, he wouldn't want to be a single second without you... that's for sure. being in love is a weird thing, sometimes I cannot believe it fucking got me... <3 |
| from pokadot : |
| Would I be terribly nosey by asking who this guy is you're always talking about. It may seem like a dumb question, but today I am full of dumb questions and the nerve to actually ask them. I don't know why I'm sometimes afraid of what people will think of me, especially ones who have no clue who I am. I could be a fat 40 year old perv and EVERYTHING about me is a lie. Why that would be the case though is beyond me. I'm just rambling. |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| "shes too good for everyone." - I <3 the way you write...*sigh* |
| from jackthripper : |
| I love you too, poppet. That song has become me. When I sung it, I became a walking orgasm *grins* such a swoon did it draw me into. Fantastic love. |
| from pokadot : |
| Hey, I want to apologize for not writing back. Not only have things been crazy busy...but honestly. I have had no idea what to say. I guess I could have just let it go, and that still might end up being what happens, but I just thought I'd let ya know, I'm still here tryin to figure out what exactly I wanted to say. |
| from jackthripper : |
| You have my love and my deepest empathy. Love your pup with all your heart, but you don't need me to tell you that. I know you know. They mean so so much to us. I just hope they know it. I never knew how badly I could hurt until I lost her. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Oooh. Of course. I looked up the lyrics & it said the title of the song was "Afraid to be alone", and then another one said it was called "Home." So I guess they're both the same. |
| from foryoumister : |
| Walking away always seems to suck. |
| from driven-freak : |
| "Home"? Who is that by? |
| from naunynstreet : |
| Yes well I've realized that I was just having a terrible mood swing. We're getting engaged this Christmas, and by then we'll have been dating for a little over a year. Thanks for your advice...idk...I love him a lot...but sometimes I just feel the need to...idk...hurt him....watch him suffer [emotionally]. Push him away. You know that feeling? For some odd fucked up reason, it makes me appreciate him more. Then I want him back. If I keep doing shit like that though, he's [obviously] going to get fed up with me...and that's why I don't think him and I'll be together forever [which is what I want]. Because I am like...I don't know...I hate commitment. Always gotta keep my options open. It's what I am used to. I'm the type of girl who likes to know that a guy she likes likes her back, but never do anything about it. It always keeps everything new and exciting and there's always that relationship drama that I love. IDK, I'm weird...maybe it's because of my age...I still want to date other people, but at the same time I couldn't bare the thought of leaving him. He would never take me back if I dumped him to date other people. He's like that. He never dates a girl that he's dated before. He never talks to them again or acknowledge their existence. He just hates them forever. That's why I agreed to the engagement. Because I think it'll make me more commited. Same reason why I wanted a baby with him at 15. Because it would keep him. Yes, I know I was being EXTREMELY stupid. But yeah, thanks for your advice. Feel free to give me your input about anything. Even constructive critisism :). |
| from naunynstreet : |
| bleh. do you think 15 is too young to be engaged? do you find it stupid? i do. but i think i've already agreed to something i don't want to do. though at the time, it seemed quite perfect. don't you hate mood swings? sorry, i'm desperate for advice. |
| from tofalldivine : |
| They are horribly easy to adore. Unrequited affection is a bitch. |
| from lovableditz : |
| anyone lived in a pretty how town (with up so floating many bells down) spring summer autumn winter he sang his didn't he danced his did that is one of my absolute FAVORITE poems, and you just used a line from it. I suddenly like you even more than before. |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Thank you hun, it menas so much coming from you *HUGS you tight* I love you too |
| from pyroguysr : |
| I saw a great bumpersticker today... It said: "I don't mind Christianity, I just hate what Christians have done with it!" |
| from pokadot : |
| Hey, I know. Still figuring this whole diaryland thing out. I turned it on. Or, my e-mail is [email protected]. |
| from shmellie : |
| hey, i've left you a note before... mind if i add you to my favourites? your diary is amazing... keep at it <3 |
| from freakyouout : |
| respect ;o) |
| from brain2mer : |
| I found out that there is in fact no "god" but there is a collective "one" that is split, everythign in reality is the same thing, or from the same source, but the point is, the control comes from the chaos, you know, Ive realized I follow the religion of chaos, and it works really well! im trying to figure it out, but you sometimes come to realizations, one I realized is that everything is just a smaller part of everything else, and a bigger part at the same time, its complicated, but look at the tree, that can explain everything, the shape of a tree with all the plants and leaves, is the shape of "god" and every contorl over what we do, hopefully that has some sense. Im sure it doesnt. cuase its chaotic.. take care of yourself over there, and Ill see you later... in my bed.. or just around amidst 50 000 peoples, thats cool as well.. although it is warm.. i wish it was warm sad.. very sad this is going to be lengthy but I get mild pleasure from just typing words even though its going to make peoples lives hard and waste their precious time and space Im sorry for some reason my fingers wont stop and I am not erasing. anwayz take care of yourself again stretch out before you run, and you may make it... |
| from papernapkins : |
| i think believing in God gives people something to believe in, something to hold on to, something consistent. i believe in him myself, but i do believe people take it overboard sometimes. <3 |
| from driven-freak : |
| Okie. ^-^ |
| from driven-freak : |
| Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. I don't exactly get what 'pax' is. But people can be very, very terrible...and I, in the past, have been very terrible to others. I view humans as evil at heart, because we all have sudden instincts to revenge and to hurting others and we all do daily, and that's not a great thing. I didn't mean to say you weren't a good person at heart, but you said alot of 'fuck' and seemed as if you were trying to completely tear me down, and I didn't think that was all that lovely or good. But like you said, let's not get into details. So by all means, can we get on with our lives, and call this a truce? |
| from pokadot : |
| You don't know me, but I've left you a note once before, and I read your page from time to time. I am one of Jehovah's Witnesses, so you might consider me one of those crazy fanatical religious people too. But I'm really not. I think I am a completely down to earth person. I too hate it when people are all "Oh, god loves you. I'm going to pray for you." To me it seems like false sincerity. It seems like nothing more than an act. But I can say that your confusion has really got me thinking. I can't say I really understand it. You say you do believe in God, right? Why? I want to know why you believe in God. Do you believe in the Bible, or just that there is a God? And, I must know. Why do you think we are even here? Why the hell do humans even exist? I'd really like to know more of what you think about all this. <br>I'd say that I feel I have the answers. I feel I have concrete answers to life, and it actually, I don't know if sadens is the right word, but for lack of anything else I will use it. It sadens me that you seem so confused. I'm not preaching or anything, don't get me wrong. And my questions are not some kind of trap. I really am just curious. Curiousity!! I'm always a nosey one like that. Anyway, I don't really know how you will answer these questions, or if you'll even give my note the time of day. I'm also not sure that I really said much of anything. But, I'm done. Goodbye, ---Samantha |
| from driven-freak : |
| And don't EVER call me evil. You don't know me. You don't know who I am. You don't know my heart. You know NOTHING about what I am on the inside, so don't EVER judge me. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Youth Pastor*, darnit. |
| from driven-freak : |
| I'm not going to stop talking to you. I still like reading your diary...you're a very interesting person...and I think I might've fallen in love with what you've said a few times. I don't want there to be a wall because of our different beliefs, but I don't see how you're calling me a terrible person, because all I've told you is the truth, the truth to me, and who I am--what I believe in. And if you think that's terrible, I think that's awful brave of you to call me terrible for trying to do what's right. If you really want to find answers, I suggest you contact an adult, strong Christian, a Pastor, Your Pastor, etc. Because obviously everything I say on God and what not, you immediately hate. So can we call this off and be friends, or are you going to bitch at me again? |
| from fan4 : |
| May you be receptive to God's gift to you one day. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Wow... flamed by Jesus-Jabbers. Tell em all to bite you! LOL. Yes love, I'll marry you in a heartbeat... and yes, we will still go kidnap Lydia and spirit her away as well. |
| from neeeeek : |
| i love you too sistaaaaaaaaaaaaaah |
| from neeeeek : |
| Energy i wanted to say. All you crazy bible people get hold of a declaration of human rights and a newspaper.<br><br>It�s about simple human rights or preserving nature, dammit... i hope you guys live your believe, cause otherwise it ain�t much worth in my opinion<br><br>Give a poor person a bible or a church but no food and... well, guys, just come back down to earth.<br><br>Who is interested in Adam and Eve when people get killed because of oil and weapon industry? Well, but I should not be here.<br><br>May all beings be happy. |
| from neeeeek : |
| Hi. If i were you, i wouldn�t write in here. And yes, since I�m not here either i won�t tell you that god ain�t anything you well gossip about in my opinion. it�s rather private, you can also call it souls maybe or good will, maybe it�s that piece of life put into every person.<br><br>it�s the thing tat can save your life for no apparent reason, maybe some kind of <br><br>mhm, fuck, it�s raining .<br><br>see? i shouldn�t be here<br<<br>bye bye |
| from freakyouout : |
| no one seeks God on their own - who'd want to!? You want something concrete? it wouldn't convince you anyway. Unbelief is so concrete even God can't get through it (besides it would violate our free will). But if there's even a fraction of an ounce of desire in your heart to want to know God, guess who put it there? "Seek and you shall find" as the saying goes... |
| from asiwas : |
| I love you so much. Amen, sista. |
| from driven-freak : |
| One last thing-- God didn't create us evil. He created Adam and Eve. And in the Garden of Life, Satan--the Serpent, tempted Eve to eat of the tree of Life. The tree God told them not to eat of. Well, she did. And that was the first ever sin. She tempted to Adam to eat it, and that was when God cursed man. And he gives us a chance to redeem ourselves. That'll be all. Farewell. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Well, I'm very sorry you feel that way. I'm very sorry you have a warped view of everything, but all I can do is pray for you. So I'll be sure to keep you in my prayers. I'm very sorry that you have to resort to anger and cussing to make a point, cause to me that is very WEAK. I'm sorry you like to insult such a thing, and if you don't believe in any of it, why do you even bother? I think you are a very contradicting person, and are not good at heart at all. Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong, and forgiveness is a gift of God. I was hoping to help clear things up with you, but you are very hopeless. I hope your life goes well, but you'll wish you would've turned to God once you're burning in hell eternally. I didn't want to have to say that, but the moment you push God out of your life is the moment your fate is decided. Just remember that GOD REALLY DOES LOVE YOU, no matter what you say or do. And I'm sorry to say it--but YOU are the hopeless one, darling. I'm way beyond that stage. :D If you don't want to hear our proclamation of belief, then don't tell us yours. |
| from find-katie : |
| In response to your recent post. To start off, God is very active in my life. He is like a best friend, you can tell him everything and anything and know you are forgiven and it won't be held against you. You can talk to him anytime and any place. And when you don't want to talk it's alright too, because God already knows everything that is happening in your life. When you talk to Him he doesn't respond in words, but rather in feelings and things that happen in your life. Before I became a christain I felt so alone and empty, truthfully every christain has moments like that, but once my faith began to strenthen I felt this overwelming feeling of fullness- and I knew everything would be alright. "dont you feel insecure closing your eyes?" No, because of the way that God makes me feel compared to before. It's like I read in a book. The quote was about this man who didn't believe a story the boy was telling because they the boy didn't have any proof of it. The boy replied with "so if you were standing in the center of a pitch black room, unable to move and see anything, would you believe there weren't any walls, and furniture in the room?" Or something like that. |
| from driven-freak : |
| God is my source of strength because I abide everything into him. Everything about me, my life, my friends, my family, my hope, my prayers, etc. He is what gives me strength to go on. Whenever I stray away from God and lack praying to him, I feel absent, distant, and often find myself in depressions. And then I wonder and look to God and ask him why he lets me feel this way, and then I realize all of the things I'm doing wrong. I wouldn't be so sure in yourself that you're a wonderful person, because all people are generally downright evil at heart. And whenever people pridefully say they think they are one of the best out there, it almost hurts because it's not very humble. And to tell you the truth, I know I'm a terrible person but I make up for that. I know he is with me and very active in my life because he's given me the gift of the Holy Spirit, and he is always in my heart. Always with me at all times. I pray alot about things, and I don't always get an answer. I used to be very weak when it came to prayer, and believe it or not, it is much more complicated than you think. Just this year have I learned much more about prayer, and now I believe I'm alot stronger in it. When I look back on the little things I've prayed for, I can see results. Big ones. And many years ago I've prayed for a few particular things, and three years later, nothing had changed. I hadn't gotten my answers, but yet I continued to pray. Well I'm pretty darn sure they're close to being answered, because I can see an end to it all coming of recent. God doesn't do things when you want him to, he does it all in his own time, and decides the way things are going to be. You are right, things end up the way their supposed to be...and if your prayers aren't answered, it's supposed to be that way. Have you ever felt God? I know I have. I've had quite a few experiences when I could feel, PHYSICALLY, I KNEW MENTALLY, he was there in the room with me. My mom has had many more experiences, much stronger than mine. And yes. God was on earth physically. He came in the form of Jesus. He died for us. He washed away our sins. He even came back from the dead and rose up to heaven. He was here physically. He knows all the pains, and hardships of life. He knows how we hurt. and he sympathisizes. He loves us no matter how much we deny him. I still don't believe you have it all right because there are many athings you can't understand without God in you. And I thought I had it right. It's been a very long time since I've accepted God--started believing and realizing the way to eternal life. And I still don't think I understand a whole lot. I've still got a very long way to go. We are very weak. We break & fall & crumble at just words. Just puny, little words that come from someone's mouth. There is a huge universe out there, and God has control of all of it. And unsaved, it's because you are unfourtanate. You're missing out on so much. I've cried often for those who don't follow God, because it breaks my heart (and many others) to see the sin of this world, and to see how so many people don't believe and stray away. It hurts to know the fate of this people who have had just as good of a chance as us to a good one, but there is so much evidence of a Creater. I mean, of course, things had to happen PERFECTLY for a reason. Every little detal about how we breathe, and how our body works JUST RIGHT, and how the sun is just perfect...if it were closer, we'd fry, if it was just a tad farter away, we'd have an ice age. Everything is set up in perfect order. If it were not, we wouldn't exist. You can't say that happened by chance. Accepting Jesus--well, it's purely just believe in God, and realizing Jesus died on the cross for our sins a few thousand years ago. It's believeing. That's really all there is to it. Believing and having the will to follow God, his commands and righteousness, and changing your life for Him. Salvation. God is merciful. We don't deserve to be able to go to heaven and spend eternal life with God because we are so sinful, and immoral, and have done so many things wrong, but he LOVES us and is merciful, and once you realize this and begin to live your life after Him, that is accepting Jesus as your Savior. The Trinity--God the Father, The Holy Spirit, and Jesus. God promised a gift after Jesus rose to heaven to give to us, Jesus prayed that he would give us the Holy Spirit, so that as he leaves the earth physically, a spirit will be left behind to guide us. And like I said--I'd never be able to really explain faith to you, but it's something you gain. And it gets stronger and stronger as you begin to grow more in God. It helps you understand who you are and what your purpose is and who God is and what he's doing for you and why, it helps you understand the majority of questions you have, how to rejoice in persecution, the subject of prayer, things discussed in the Word. I could go on and on. I'm really trying to answer your questions so you're satisfied. But there are many questions God hasn't answered for any being on earth. Such as "Why are some people Christians and why are so not?" Personally, I believe that there are many things God didn't want us to know and still doesn't. Life's a test. He's testing us to see if we can figure out what we're supposed to be doing, and that's following Him. What exactly do you mean by "you cant do ANYTHING the way you usually would when it comes to God"? What is the 'usual way' of doing things? |
| from fan4 : |
| If I hadn't already taken you off my pending list (one of your entries about you wanting to piss people off on purpose made me uncomfortable), I would've removed you after reading your current entry. I don't like cursing, and I don't appreciate your comments about Christians. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Oh...and by the way, God is very active in my life, He is definetly my source of strength, and probably the reason I'm still alive today. 8) |
| from driven-freak : |
| I could probably never explain to you or anyone else about faith in God, let alone mine. I see you believe a God exists, but there is much more than just His existance. People pull God into things constantly, Christians, because we're supposed to. God wants us to turn to him, and we do. Personally, I think you have Christianity all wrong...but everyone who doesn't fully appreciate or partially understand the Bible or at least try to, gets everything all wrong. I've had many conversations with atheists and what not, and I think it's kind of sad how unsaved people think they understand it all and they get all "Well I've read the Bible, and this is impossible,and this is also wrong...based on true facts, this can't-- blah blach blah, etc". Well, you're never going to understand it let alone get answers unless you actually accept Jesus Christ as your Savior, because well--the Trinity. The Holy Spirit. It's a gift from God. It helps you understand. But what I think is even more sad than that, is as humans, we want answers and we want them right away. And we don't believe anything unless we have facts and something to we can actually see and hold onto. So you've got to loosen up a bit and realize there is so much more out there than what we see. Seeing is Believeing...that's bogus. I don't like it when people refer to it as "religion", because it is FAR from religion. Man, being normal bores me. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| I generally find that those people are so insecure with their lives that they have to have some sort of "addiction." In their case, the addiction is "God." There's nothing you can do other than bob your head up and down and stare at them vacantly, then try to change the subject when there's an opening. |
| from oceans-depth : |
| there goes my baby cakes again "stirring the pot" Hee Hee Mama likes. Its sorta like they wait until somone dies before they make it a law duh. I mean wtf you have to die so some idiot can call the law your name and then more idiots stand around saying its god's will. people please she was run the fuck over was your god driving the car. I think I hate religious zealots of any kind that use religion as a weapon. Fight the Power Baby. xoxo Deja |
| from coppersky : |
| I feel EXACTLY like that. Thankyou for putting it into words :) |
| from lovableditz : |
| I'm trying to convince myself that I'm still fully Christian, so I guess I'm at the best place to answer your question. God doesn't work in peoples life in a concrete way. it's really annoying. I wish he did-- he drives me nuts. but I'll give you the answer you don't want to hear too-- there have been times in my life when I've felt God working in those non-concrete ways. I can't explain it. (you're going "man I hate you." I'm sorry.) My best explanation is that the very nature of what we call God is supernatural. it's not a normal thing to be all powerful, to have created the universe, blahdiblah. so all that faith stuff? yeah. there have been times when I've just gotten a surge of... God-high. and recently I havn't, which makes me question. and also makes me feel like a bad Christian. (which is dumb because God made us able to think for a reason, right?) The conclusion I think I've come to is this: God does work in concrete ways. we just forget that it's him. I mean... how do you think the leaves come out in spring, and the rain falls and why does the sun keep coming up? I guess God is active in my life because I can love, and also because I can hate. it's easy to take that ability for granted. |
| from wishful-me : |
| i think that i know the kind you're talking about. & they frustrate me, as well. sort of like they think that they don't have to do anything to help make things happen, because God is going to do it for them. & i just don't think that's how it works....i mean, it isn't as if He made us helpless, ya know? |
| from wishful-me : |
| not all christians are like that.. |
| from in-crumbs : |
| it's sage, the one and only! i should come back shouldn't i? i really will try and make the odd entry now and again when i feel i have something interesting to say (but who decides if it is interesting?) xoxo |
| from minnapop : |
| I love you...Muchly...Shall we have a summer wedding? |
| from darkly-blue : |
| you, prettygirl, are very hard to do without.♥ |
| from coppersky : |
| holy fuck i hate that song to the death. |
| from driven-freak : |
| I think being a guy all together would scare me. I wouldn't like it. >_<;; |
| from fan4 : |
| Your explanation did help. Thanks. |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| "i saw your girlfriend, & i'm prettier than her" sometimes you are so like me...it scares me :) <3 |
| from driven-freak : |
| Oh yes. Their hair is so lovely. Makes me wish I was a guy, sometimes. |
| from driven-freak : |
| Heck yes. I've been listening to them all morning. I think I'm in love with My Chemical Romance. But I could never decided who I like better...them or the Used. >_<;; Meh. Gooey Emoness is my fetish. |
| from driven-freak : |
| The screaming is what got me into them. <3 ...I love headbanging. |
| from driven-freak : |
| I love Norma Jean. |
| from fan4 : |
| What's the point of those lyrics? |
| from coppersky : |
| Yes. Us two should either form a duo and go out and get laid, or find other aliens like us and make our own little planet and set up home. :) |
| from fan4 : |
| I don't understand the Norma Jean lyrics you have posted in your diary. |
| from in-crumbs : |
| hey you. just wanted to wish you well. hope you are fine and dandy. love jack xoxo |
| from jackthripper : |
| You have a valid point there. What WAS I thinkin? Would it surprise you to know I've got more than one boyband in my cd collection? |
| from jackthripper : |
| well...even us "macho" types can like a boy band:) |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| "someone loves you"- I really like that one. If I could, I would let them print it. Thanx for answering them all. Amd by the way, did the password work? |
| from fan4 : |
| I forgot to bring a tape for my taperecorder. As I result, I couldn't record today's lecture like I normally do. Thanks for adding my diary to your list of favorites. |
| from fan4 : |
| Hi Sage. How are you doing? Thanks for answering my questions. |
| from brain2mer : |
| whatever happened to that? Has our lives seperated further from our connection? Not much happened, just something split the tie, and it is really sad to me, because I have this strange feeling of lost contact, like you aren't really there anymore, like before, I could sense you were there, but I just feel like something is preoccupying the both of us, to get back on that connection, and the sad part is, it gets buried so deeply, it was a beautiful connection too, it still is, its just very dormant, because its not right with the world today, Its mostly my fault, I've been all preoccupied with the whole going insane thing, but its alright, I hope, because one day, I have to hear your voice, and see your face at the same time, we will be in the same 4 meter radius, I can't let that ideal go, unless of course, it get s buried between all of the stupid stuffs that we experience every day, to kind of take away from our mind things, to focus more on what is going on around us, communication, remember that, silence tends to destroy any connection, if all we have is a pure form of communication. i do miss your certain view on things, and your apparent attitude on the world, you were in a dream of mine a few times, thats how deep it went, enough for my mind to turn you into a character, but somethign just happened, that I really wish I knew, I think it was a gradual thing, because there was no shock, just a sudden sense of, "I havent heard from this person in months!" I wrote a long note, alright, but I want you to take care of yourself, and enjoy whatever things come to yoou, because apparantly, things will fall into place, soon enough. Have a nice day... |
| from fan4 : |
| 1.) What's your name? 2.) Do you believe there's life in outerspace? 3.) What's your stance on abortion? 4.) Do you know how to drive? 5.) What's your favorite season? |
| from brain2mer : |
| 1. If you had a piece of grass, and a cat, how would you use them to pick a lock? 2. Is there any relation between drunken folly and just regular life? 3. When you look into yourself, does it seem distant? 4. Is the whole universe unnaccounted for? 5. Why is it that the ones you love, are always so far away? |
| from foryoumister : |
| 1)How long was your longest relationship? 2) What is your fathers middle name? 3) would you ever move to Alaska? 4) What do you think when you hear the words "Monkey Foo-Foo" 5) do you believe in magic in a young girls heart, how the music can free her whenever it starts? |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| 1.you and the one you love are poisend. There is only antitoxin for one of you. You decide: who gets it? 2.if you could write one sentence that would be printed on very dollar note and so nearly everyone could read it, what would you write? 3.Do you think the sense in life is that there is no real sense? 4.Have you ever felt like giving up? Like completely and for ever? 5.Tell me 3 songs you couldn't live without. |
| from akindofmagic : |
| 1)where do you live? 2)if you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? 3)if you had one wish, what would it be? 4)if you were to be stranded on an island for the rest of your life & could choose three people to be stranded with you, who would they be & why? 5)what is your definition of "love"? |
| from jackthripper : |
| 1. How many acts of kindness would it take for your faith in humanity to restore? 2. Who inspires you and why? 3. Have you ever stared at the moon and wondered if there was a face there staring back at you? 4. Do the dead frighten you? 5. Immortality is intriguing...would you take it? |
| from oceans-depth : |
| One question Baby Cakes would you like 5 carats or 6. I mean after all nothing is to good for my Baby. What Ever you want or need I am "SO THERE". I Love you Silly . xoxo Deja |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Sage, Sage, Sage... Come here and let me hold you, comfort you and whisper that all will be right in enough time. |
| from darkly-blue : |
| i said i'm gonna have myself in shambles |
| from freakyouout : |
| hello my little Monarda didyma, it is well with me. how goes it with ye? |
| from jackthripper : |
| the cure. interesting choice. i've listened to a song of theirs forever...burn. |
| from ifiwere : |
| ya'rr i know, you're the only one on my buddy's list that's always red! *Sigh* i really should update more often. [i posted that on my notes page by accident. erk] |
| from ifiwere : |
| ya'rr i know, you're the only one on my buddy's list that's always red! *Sigh* i really should update more often. [i posted that on my notes page by accident. erk] |
| from tarynheart : |
| sage, sometimes your love life makes me wish mine was half as interesting. and also, are you on spring break or something? it's good to see you updating so much. we miss you a lot when you don't write. i think we should talk more because it's been awhile. love you, dearest. <3 |
| from asiwas : |
| Of course you write better than I do, there's not even a contest. Seriously. |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| I'm sorry about your dog..:( like really... and I know this feeling when you feel so damn isolated it starts to hurt. Keep up honey |
| from wishful-me : |
| I'm sorry your dog died.:( |
| from darkly-blue : |
| it's funny, how we used to talk about how much boys sucked. well, i'm still in the same place, angel. it appears that i move only sideways and backwards, no progressive motion. and you?♥ |
| from jackthripper : |
| you're too beautiful for words..i hope you know that. Believe me if you believe anyone. *leaves a rose at your doorstep* |
| from jackthripper : |
| I honestly, truly cannot understand why you do, love... |
| from darkly-blue : |
| i've missed you, prettygirl♥ |
| from tofalldivine : |
| That is good to know. I hate it when dead people read my journal and neglect to tell me. Something about the deceased reading the work of the living unerves me. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| People like you belong at MY parties! LOL |
| from oceans-depth : |
| we are so much alike its frightning Baby cakes. I love you xoxo Deja |
| from tarynheart : |
| i love you, sage. <3 |
| from foryoumister : |
| oh well how silly am I? I do believe I forgot I had already added you. I feel goofy now. Heh. |
| from foryoumister : |
| Best friend love always makes a situation difficult. Off to add you to the buddy list I go. |
| from shattdsoul : |
| I have come up with an idea... each person gives me a topic to write about, just a topic or a word and I write something to try and get the feel of writing back, what do you think? |
| from ifiwere : |
| i absolutely adore your writing style. <3 |
| from brain2mer : |
| my goodness, my head hurts, you know why it hurtz? well, anurisms my friend, not really, I just have an ackward flow into my brain. Strangely there were times in the world that people fell on the ground, but thats cool, it happens all the time. strange, Im just floating, at some point, I want to know what you are using to survive, and what will happen to yourself when you enter onto one of those awesome planes that I probably have never heard of, alright, you have a goodnight, Ill see you at the fence, a green fence, with tan grass, and some ice cream, I dont know wher ethat comes from, but its there! yep... |
| from minnapop : |
| YOU....you...you...You sent princess Jack a picture and not me? *chin quivers* |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Ummmm... it's my nick here @ just about any free email service... mainly Yahoo, though. *drools with anticipation* |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| sure you can have it. could you just send me your emailaddy so I can send you the name and password? don't want to write it in here :) |
| from cammella : |
| ::posts lost brain fliers around:: heh, so sorry sweetie, I'm sure he'll turn up :) |
| from driven-freak : |
| Don't worry. I have things to live for now. I just think about it too much. P.S. I love you too. |
| from jackthripper : |
| You know...in a way I'm really loving this new sassy side of you. It seems to fit your chosen name very well. Keep on, sweet dear.:) |
| from jackthripper : |
| What's caused this run of ache in your heart, m'dear? |
| from oceans-depth : |
| I Love you baby cakes Remind me to tell you sumthing really funny when I have an attention span longer than 5 minutes okay. You on my mind xoxo Deja |
| from freakyouout : |
| it's probably not a good idea to try and make misfits fit in somewhere, but... |
| from freakyouout : |
| I could squeeze you in somewhere |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Being interested in someone you're not physically attracted to does happen sometimes. It's no big deal. They end up being really great friends... sometimes with benefits. |
| from freakyouout : |
| ok, is it sageism or "say jism" because it sounds like mental masturbatory mishmosh |
| from jackthripper : |
| If I ever do, feel free to call me on it.:) |
| from jackthripper : |
| it's something I've never heard before. and it makes a whole lot of sense. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| I believe in you, Sage... even worship you... now, let's have sex! *evil, dirty-old-man leering* |
| from jackthripper : |
| You're very welcome, cherie. |
| from asiwas : |
| Far cooler than me are you. And I know it's not ego, it's utter genius. I'm going to spread the word. Seriously. I need a new direction in life because mine is leading me to... well, no where. That's why I am still in Wyoming two years after moving out of the house, dating a boy who still lives with his parents, and has moments of maturity that show his age (17). Yeah, it's not legal, but what can you do? Enjoi. And what was your idea? Share! |
| from jackthripper : |
| For you- Shining beacons, fire light, worn the clothes impending the night. Love - the gestures of momentous insanity, such delight the wonders iridescent candelight. Forsook the waters of god's majestic seas and found my dearest comfort within the soil's quiet ease. Love was dying in the kiss. Love was fatal, lips the ventriloquists....longing. Dire the infection of romance to the tango two stuck in the limbo driven candy sweet like apples in the rain.. |
| from some-voices : |
| My favourite part about that entry was that you got frustrated and went to eat candy. |
| from amber163 : |
| <3 sageism is awesom |
| from asiwas : |
| I should finish my sentences... concerning *religion* |
| from asiwas : |
| You crack me up. But I'm in. All the way. So, when someone asks what I am concerning, what am I supposed to tell them? I should just say, "Content." |
| from plastikcharm : |
| p.s. awhile ago you asked for my password but I declined because I was a crazy little bugger going trough some things, but now it's wide open just in case your still interested... |
| from plastikcharm : |
| *rolls on floor laughing* I love your sageism ideas. Your entry made me smile...especially the line "i mean dont be like, i love you, *grab* because thats just weird." Brilliant...hilarious. And I agree with a lot of what you had to say. <3 |
| from shmellie : |
| wow... i love your diary. you write about love so well. i've just split up with my boyfriend, and reading all your entries has made me think alot about how i feel about him... and another guy i'm in love with. so thanks, that's probably a good thing! anyway... you probably didn't want to know that... ahh well you know it anyway :). dunno what else to say but hmmm... keep writing, you're amazing at it! ellie, london xxxx |
| from freakyouout : |
| oh, hi there - quite quizzical at the moment, and you? |
| from driven-freak : |
| As do you. That's why I added you. I love your words. |
| from kissmyargyle : |
| thanks. & i like you back. |
| from pokadot : |
| I stumbled across your diary and just thought I'd tell you I think you are an amazing writer. I aspire to be a writer, but when I read some of your stuff, my poetic rhyming just seemed childish in comparison. I also found your comment about Straylight Run particularly interesting. I recently have had a burst of writing, since I just got my heart broken, and I did all of it while listening to Straylight Run. And it does not sound nearly the same without the music playing. I don't have anything to say like, "oh, you'll find love," and all the junk that people seem to be saying to you. Rather, I'd like to say that you kind of inspired me to go a little bit different direction in my writing. And, I will definitely check in on your diary once in a while since I happen to find it fascinating to read about people I don't even know. ---Samantha Oh, and I live in one of those black holes you can never leave also. Mine's Southern California. |
| from driven-freak : |
| You're welcome. ^-^ Username: Merry Password: jordan. |
| from next--friday : |
| Of course. Username: nextfriday Password: mrsandman <3 |
| from arc-angel666 : |
| Hello Ms Fatal: I was surfing the members area and i came across a Love Fatal...I thought I know about this stuff and began to investigate....Interesting diary you have here. All the Same to me entry brought back memories for me. I once had an attitude of Yeah Love's cool but it probably won't happen to me...I was a Bad Boy at the time and was enjoying my life womanizing, pagan sex of course no real love but then again no remorse. Until I met the woman who changed my life...She turned me from a bad boy into a good man. It was my first real experience of being in Love, A most powerful Love one of great Joy and Happiness and one of near life stopping sadness...If you are of the mind and have some time to kill go to my archives and read September 19th it still hurts...its a sad sad love story. |
| from freakyouout : |
| perhaps non-permanence in relationships is an extinct-bound subculture that only attracts prophets of doom at the behest of its own demise (i.e. polyamorous peripheral pattern #1999) |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Baby Cakes you are the most loveliest Girl in my whole demented world. I loves you xoxo Deja |
| from hurt-so-much : |
| Hello, I am leaving this note to tell you about a new web forum out called dogbones. It lists journals, blogs, designers, reviewers, and other types of journals to make it more convenient for everyone to find. If you want to find out more information then just visit the site. If you would like to join then go to dogbones and click on apply and follow the directions. It would be very appreciated if you would spread the world also. Thank you for your time. |
| from dadagirl : |
| The thought that you are having is ok. And its also ok to be scared about it. |
| from asiwas : |
| Love is complicated. So very much so. So many highs and lows and confusion. I just wish things could be simple and perfect. But that's far too easy. |
| from jackthripper : |
| Darling, first off, the grudge really messed me up. Not so much the ring 2 trailor:) Secondly, You have a passion about you worthy to be admired by the masses, and as can be seen beneath this note I leave you, you have many a fan who is more than willing to kneel down and beckon to you their ears for another word or two of greatness to drip from your articulate lips. Much love to you, poppet. |
| from goldn-eggsit : |
| hello there. you still write so well. |
| from asiwas : |
| I adore your writing. Update everyday, because it makes me feel like I'm connected with someone else. And that's a very good feeling when you feel alonen. |
| from broken-dyke : |
| Hey Sage, I Just thought I would say Hiya! SInce you "noted" me awhile ago and I;m so terrible and sending them back now a days. but I just wanted you to know I didnt just ignore it or anything. *hugs* Carey |
| from freakyouout : |
| Parsley, Rosemary, Thyme... them babes aint got nuthin on you, soldiah... Don't be Sage hatin all you spice girls and herb shakers! |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| Just stop hating yourself, because the way I get to know you with every entry- there is no use in hating yourself, you are a wonderful person. And I know that from time to time things seem just so damn hard, but try ok? Try to keep on going :) |
| from s1lk : |
| like the new layout <33 |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Baby Cakes I save all my Saturdays for loving you. xoxo Mama |
| from sage-is-dead : |
| Am I correct in guessing that you are also a Sage then? |
| from sage-is-dead : |
| Hello? You left a random note. And yes, there is more than one person called Sage :P |
| from asiwas : |
| Anytime. Giving compliments is fun. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| But WHAT SONG is it from? LOL |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Of course... the YOUNGEST person on my Diaryland list would get the reference... of course! |
| from asiwas : |
| I hope it's not theft to take your words and post them and wish they were my own. I read through that and I couldn't help but share them on my little page. Your writing is so... I can't even think of the right word. It's supremely articulate yet says nothing at all. I don't even know how to describe it. But I'm a huge fan. Your words are beautiful. |
| from tarynheart : |
| well, if indeed we did have the technics to produce a baby, i would most definitely choose you <3 the world needs more charming sage babies. teehee. |
| from jackthripper : |
| My dear, Ignore the message from Lizbathory. Apparently, she deems it "funny" to bother people that read or write me notes to warn them against me. Note that I do not know who she is nor have I ever spoken with her. If you look at her profile you will see that she deems herself and prides herself on being "bitching, arrogant, vain, etc." And this isn't the first message I've sent in apologies for her lack of respect either. So I am sorry she disturbed you on account of me (for whatever reason she saw fit) |
| from lizbathory : |
| *Looks down* Beware! |
| from jackthripper : |
| If this is goodbye, which I am sad to see, then know that I won't forget you. Remember that someone cared and cares even still. |
| from jackthripper : |
| no one needs to function all the time |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Ahhhh... and so I post "The Stolen Child" in my diary for you! Tell everyone to go read it! |
| from minnapop : |
| I LOVE YOU! And I miss you, my love. That is all. |
| from papernapkins : |
| i see you're point on the whole relgion thing. i'm catholic and i think half of what they teach in their church is...really...well, retarded. and i hate the pope as well. <3 se |
| from amber163 : |
| i completley agree with number 55 |
| from pyroguysr : |
| From what you describe of your religion, you're a solipsist. Secondly, a "best friend" is NOT someone you tell everything to... it's someone that sees all your faults and still likes you / hangs around with you / is loyal to you... So, after I say that, do you still want to marry me? Because, I mean, it would involve me coming up there to Connecticut (sp?) and kidnapping you... then figuring out a way to kidnap Lydia away from her boyfriend, moving to a mountain in Montana and living out in the middle of nowhere. Still wanna marry me? |
| from freakyouout : |
| hey seriously Sage - thanks! *muah* love you too! |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Nah... Love is OK, falling IN love is fatal |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Hmm It's almost Saturday Night and It just Occured to me that my night wouldn't be complete unless I tell my Baby Cakes I love her Dearly. I miss you. xoxo Mama |
| from pyroguysr : |
| *sings* "...Oh I'll... never fall in love again!" |
| from asiwas : |
| i love your writing. alot. |
| from jackthripper : |
| I apologize for the lateness of my response. If you come back, you'll see where I've been and why it took me so long, dearest. Love to you. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Watch this site and AIM for the new, improved PYRO to return! |
| from tarynheart : |
| i meant it was difficult to write, but i couldn't leave if i tried. i love this place too much. |
| from tarynheart : |
| love you too <3 but miss me? why will you miss me? i'm not going anywhere. <3<3 |
| from ud-x : |
| thanyou. thats nice to know <3 |
| from papernapkins : |
| it does rock. like no other. <3 se |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Beaujoleis-oh! Beaujoleis-oh! Beaujoleis in the September rain... I was thinking of... the one that I love... beaujoleis in the September rain... |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Hoping you have a happy Valentine's Day... sending *hugs* and loving you lots |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Not really, but I am coping I guess. Thanks for your concern, you are an angel. Happy Valentine's day |
| from masca : |
| Goodbye and take care, Sage ♥ |
| from freakyouout : |
| aw, that's no fun! |
| from evaporating- : |
| I can't imagine why. |
| from find-katie : |
| I'm so bad at leaving notes. But just for the record, I love reading your journal, so keep writing! |
| from tarynheart : |
| oh sage, i wish things were the way they used to be. |
| from amber163 : |
| fine :) |
| from x--drifting : |
| Amazing writing. <33 |
| from cindreviews : |
| Cinderella Reviews is a brand new review site. So if you would like a review please come and check us out at http://cindreviews.diaryland.com/ . We hope to be hearing from you soon. Thank You! |
| from pyroguysr : |
| I also forgot this one: Will we have meaningful conversation? *grins* |
| from stay-withme : |
| hi iloveyou |
| from amber163 : |
| hey sage, ive been searching through dead diaries for the last 10 minutes trying to find you. how is everything going? |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| are you ok? you just haven written in your diary for days and so I wanted to come by and ask if you are ok..? |
| from oceans-depth : |
| I Loooove you too Baby Cakes ♥ xoxo Deja |
| from electric-oh : |
| you have no idea how much i fucking adore you! ♥ thank you sagie pants. thank you for always being there for me, unconditionally. even when i am a fuckstain! ♥ |
| from electric-oh : |
| i'm just not good at these things y'know? &heart; i love you, forgive me please. |
| from electric-oh : |
| i've been so neglectful for about a year & its slowly getitng worse, please catch me & remind me to keep in contact... i do miss you, for what it means. ♥ |
| from evaporating- : |
| Come now, I bet you say that to all the girls. I just wish I could be half the writer you are. [All credit for the template goes to velvetdesigns, as I only have a vague understanding of html.] |
| from s3mi-charm3d : |
| i am in absolute love with your diary. it's amazing, you're amazing. |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| thank you so much. it's good to know that at least someone like you is reading what I write. *hugs* |
| from pyroguysr : |
| I shall await that picture with bated breath... *grins* |
| from fucked-- : |
| sounds good to me ..........hottie-pants<3 |
| from fucked-- : |
| you bet im more fun ...........and i want the old days back <3 |
| from fucked-- : |
| ok ill be married to 2 people........... yr cuter anyways........... and since were now married we wouldnt even get half wat through lolita ,>;) |
| from fucked-- : |
| ive fallen and i cant get up |
| from fucked-- : |
| ok i dony know any of these people.....holy shit im old...but yr still hot sagie-pants!!<3 |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Come kidnap you?? Oh hon, at this point in life, don't tempt me. I'm THAT far (holds fingers only millimeters apart) from actually doing something that crazed. Besides, before I can do that, you have to send me your picture and an address... LOL |
| from ud-x : |
| i love you [too] ♥ more than i can say in words i know <3 xx |
| from tarynheart : |
| i think it's ridiculously tacky. |
| from tarynheart : |
| yes! i will have denim minis and moonboots because i am insistant that they go together. not that i wear clothes like that, but still. and everything will be made from luxurious fabrics like silk and satin but no fur. and no crazy hats, definitely not. no hats allowed. |
| from tarynheart : |
| today i spent a lot of time watching the fashion channel and i have a biology exam in 90 minutes. i didn't used to be interested in fashion but suddenly it's intriguing and biology is so not. but really, what is WITH those giant hats? i don't get it. givenchy makes clothes that look like they should be worn by giants. |
| from freakyouout : |
| [email protected] |
| from freakyouout : |
| abt myself??? aughhh! ok. another channel pls. |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| I did it! thank you very much, i'm dumb when it comes to finding these things :) |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| and!I would add you, if I knew how to...umm yeah ;) |
| from jupiter-drop : |
| just wanted to drop a line, to let you know that I am reading your diary. I don't even know if you are interested in knowing, but here we go: I read your diary. and I like the way you write very much. :) |
| from flippantbebe : |
| umm .. i feel like i'm intruding into your privacy .. cuz when i read some of your entries .. they felt so personal ... and so deep ... you write so damn well!! i envy your talent ... i hope you don't mind if i start reading more of ya ... well ... good luck in all .. byee |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Baby Cakes I'd never leave you behind. I love you and will always come back for you. Word to ya mother *hehe xoxo Deja |
| from find-katie : |
| I'll miss you if you decide to take a break! |
| from freakyouout : |
| we could be heroes... just for one day. |
| from freakyouout : |
| haha. I didn't mean that one for you. |
| from jackthripper : |
| *nods* Even I have my limits, I suppose. Merci, beautiful one. |
| from freakyouout : |
| y/w. it was written for you. your entry, "silver bullet" hooked me. ingenious! |
| from jackthripper : |
| if she became cryptic then i followed with a decoder eyes and a cheshire cat smile, eager to crack the combination to her soul. |
| from freakyouout : |
| honestly. i love your words. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Ahhhh... unrequited love... Didn't Loudon Wainwright III write a song about that? |
| from freakyouout : |
| I'm in love with you... etc. |
| from pyroguysr : |
| If someone fell in love with you... you'd have to let them into YOUR heart... |
| from freakyouout : |
| thank you, that's sweet (right back at ye) |
| from ud-x : |
| there's meant to be a "," before my name. blah - you knew i totally suck at grammer already. |
| from ud-x : |
| thankyou so much. but.... you wouldnt really notice if you didn't know. lol. thankyou, i appreciate it so much, and i care about you too. much love zayneea <3 xx |
| from tarynheart : |
| hahaha...oh sage, i love you. <3 |
| from onclouds : |
| lol. thanks. :D |
| from liebling : |
| that's shweet, thanks. |
| from akindofmagic : |
| right back at ya. =) |
| from masca : |
| Thankyou ♥ That makes me feel very special *Hugs* |
| from freakyouout : |
| Love your depth, your sweet inquiry, attempts to glimpse beyond the theory, write to know, know to right, rite of passage, night of assuage, your words glow, and flow to my edge. slow and low and full of light. tell us more we won't ignore. goodnight. |
| from brain2mer : |
| you know, thanx for keeping true to yourself at least, people of the world are selling out to the man, and who is the man you ask? Well, its a guy named Julio on the corner on 5th avenue and lexington blvd. In fact, he is no man, but a wallabee, dresed up in ragged clothing, why does he do this to us? Because he is the manipulator, he makes people want to be cool and belong, and do somethign with there life, that is some insane stuff, but I mean, if you are cool with wallabees impersonating the man, then I'll be cool with it, cause I'll force myself to give in to peer pressure, but never become a sellout, yeah, we keep it real, stay true to our priorities, we are not affected by wallabees of our day, I know this for a fact, or a myth, but that is perfectly ok with me, and by menas of peer pressure, hopefully its ok with you, the point is, don't judge the man because he made your best friends sellout to the differentiated conformity of societal extremes, but judge by how soft its hair is, for if its wiry, well, you got as possum on your hands, if its sticky, well, I wouldn't trust it, because I'm a partial germaphobe, take care of yourself, and happy new year! |
| from godsong : |
| I'm sure you didn't do that bad! Hopefully, they'll be some areas in which you'll want to do better....let me know if I can help in any way. I miss chatting - can't wait til my schedule lightens up a bit! |
| from find-katie : |
| I love your "blinded" entry |
| from masca : |
| You haven't changed (which is good)... You're still so sweet ♥ |
| from tarynheart : |
| a story about tragedy. |
| from freakyouout : |
| of the few overwhelmingly talented writers in overdue libraries of fresh insiders I find your placement beyond all complacence, even self-abasement becomes the displacement of all that would dare to compare, none adjacent. I read you, I need you. there. did that feed you? |
| from jackthripper : |
| Darling, you'll never know how grateful I am that there are such beauties in the world such as you. |
| from tarynheart : |
| tell me a story, sage. i miss you. |
| from brain2mer : |
| you have a happy new year as well, i need you to watch out for waves, hurricanes, tornadoes, and savage deer who attack you when you least suspect it, set the goals to acclompish in ZOOS and hopefully 2004 was everything it needed to be, and taught you everything you needed about life in that age, but ZOOS is going to be a harsh year for all humanity, just keep yourself as yourself, and youll be alright, take care of yourself! |
| from ud-x : |
| it's only because people are running away, and they don't like looking back. <3 xx |
| from find-katie : |
| I love reading your entries- they are always so insightful. My favourite quote would have to be "people assume that being alive means you're living" because it is so true. I'll try to leave more notes for people from now on. Later, -Katie |
| from brain2mer : |
| ah yes, its alright, you see, certain flowz need to be made, to do something as simple as a hello, or comment or something,but you know, things make themself the way they are through strange choices that are made by each individual, and individuals writing down thoughts eventually get tainted, so they have to find something else, because tainted thoughts are kind of terrible to try and make good and stuff, so thoughts become all reality based and lose there feel, but that's evolution, of a person, of people, and of society as a whole, its not really about respect, or simplicity, but maybe has more to do with reason, and where ever that is found, I'm sure it turns into things like this note, where I have to get through myself to leave a simple note, but here it is, one I felt obligated to do, was it out of love and respect? I hope so, that would be great, but I dont think we can determine that sort of thing in our strange age and times, be careful of those wild mobs of dangerous animalz, for they come in the new year... |
| from tarynheart : |
| it seems everyone has left or is leaving to other servers, like livejournal. all the writing communities i used to be a part of are dead, or dying. no one updates anymore. diaryland is becoming a sad, lonely place. but i love you, sage. <3 never leave us. |
| from masca : |
| Sage, it will never be the same... That's why so many people have left only to find a place that they will leave in the end too *Shrugs* I only add favourites that I actually read... I just never know what to say to those people because their work/entries are so intense and no words will justify how much I think of them. Ever since I first came across your diary I've been forever adding you to my list so don't think that you don't write well or I don't care. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know once and for all that I do read you ♥ |
| from onclouds : |
| i still read your diary as well. because what can i say? i love it. lol. ;) -sue*ellen |
| from wishful-me : |
| Hey...I still read your diary. It is one of the only diaries [besides my best friends] that keeps my attention. lol. *Becca~ |
| from herooffools : |
| I just wrote a very similar entry to yours...but I didn't read yours till after you read mine. Are you stalking my brain again? o_O |
| from ud-x : |
| happy holidays to you too girl <3 xx |
| from freakyouout : |
| Merry Christmas BabyLove |
| from onclouds : |
| merry christmas. :D |
| from insane-whore : |
| "Merry ♥ Christmas!" |
| from stay-withme : |
| ill talk to you... my aim is turntheradi0up. :D |
| from jackthripper : |
| Why thank you, my dark Lord/Lady. *bleeding roses* |
| from jackthripper : |
| Really? *sticks out hand* Nice to meet ya! Im Jacky, one of your loyal servants and I must say...Im in need of a raise *wink* |
| from tofalldivine : |
| Are you still going to be the president? Because Satan ruling the US would be pretty freakin' nifty. Seriously. |
| from plastikcharm : |
| Don't be embaressed, it happens to the best of us...^_^ |
| from omnipre5ence : |
| Oh I'm particularly mushy lately, don't mind me. |
| from asiwas : |
| Yeah, I would have to agree. Things happen for a reason. Even if we never ever figure it out. |
| from omnipre5ence : |
| Evolved? How so? |
| from omnipre5ence : |
| Haha. How'd you find out? :P |
| from asiwas : |
| I know the feeling. After highschool I almost started dating one of my past teachers that I had for the last two years. He is 27, nerdy, good heart, etc. It got so close that I even fell asleep one night in his arms at his apartment. The whole time I was weirded out by it because you know... that whole social stigma about it. That and my friends freaked. So I know how you feel. If he wouldn't have been my teacher that 99% of my friends had with me, I would have gone for it. So I feel your pain.... or... whatever it is you feel, I'm sure I've felt it as well. |
| from omnipre5ence : |
| Yes? |
| from pyroguysr : |
| So, when has age ever been a factor in love. Two of my teachers ended up marrying classmates of mine... GRADEschool teachers, mind you... From 30 years ago. So, being in love with your teacher is nothing to be ashamed about... in fact, go for it! Just keep it subtle so he doesn't get fired! *grin* |
| from blackedeyez : |
| o and.. tell me. im going to be demanding. im guna make u tell me. and yes i wanna listen haha :):) |
| from blackedeyez : |
| I DID IT!!!!!! LOOK I DID IT!!!!!!!!!! ♥ YES THANK U THANK U THANKS!!! MUCH LOVE ♥ XOXO :p |
| from blackedeyez : |
| haha, you.re incredibly funny.. i like you better w|out a cast page, how a|b that. haha.. QUESTION!!!!- how do you make those awesome hearts? tha only ones i can make are like this <3 and i really dont like them all that much. can u help me pls?..much love <3<3 Ellis XOXO |
| from oceans-depth : |
| I want to listen, hear, feel every word ,syllable,sound that fall from your beautiful mouth and flows thru your veins. Capiche? Oh yeah I didn't forget my weekend love baby cakes. Love you xoxo Mama |
| from asiwas : |
| i want to listen. |
| from blackedeyez : |
| i just started trying to 'follow' your diarys..i love them all.. you.re right..it is a bit confusing. but i don.t mind, i love your words. eventful. fucked.&.love, XOXO -ellis |
| from kararific1 : |
| you can't love without giving up some happiness.. but if you're in love you shouldn't be completely unhappy. |
| from find-katie : |
| I'm looking forward to reading more of your entries, in other words, I'm adding you to my buddylist. |
| from tarynheart : |
| sage, i love the things you say, but who the heck is sean? |
| from stay-withme : |
| <3 |
| from omnipre5ence : |
| Love IS fatal. |
| from oceans-depth : |
| why is it that even when your ranting like a nut job you still sound so damn sexy baby cakes. It's saturday therefore I love you. I'm a consistant little buggar aren't I. xoxo Deja |
| from tarynheart : |
| oh sage, i do love you so. |
| from jackthripper : |
| Haha. Very cute:) |
| from tarynheart : |
| i almost fell out of my chair. honestly. |
| from tarynheart : |
| oh sage, that made me laugh so hard. thankyou. <3 |
| from pyroguysr : |
| Ahhhh... and that feeling hits me sometimes in the middle of the night when I realize that I once had someone I loved more than life itself and then it was gone... poof! And then I turn and still there is empty air. |
| from rosebynename : |
| I love. |
| from oceans-depth : |
| Holy F*ck have I missed you Baby Cakes. Well I am somewhat back to normal now. So this is my Saturday proclamation of Love you my Babycakes. As always Love Mama xoxox |
| from pyroguysr : |
| And I miss you, Queenie... I just don't have a lot of access right now, sitting here in the middle of a fuckin swamp in butt-fuck Louisiana... but I'll be back online soon... for a short while. |
| from crazed4you : |
| i miss you now more than ever before.. i want back in this life, need a place once more.. too many bottled feelings, emotions.. im sure they are written all over my face, but im not worried... no one ever really looks.. but i dont want to bother you with my routinely tragic days.. love you times the moons hidden in everyone elses eyes. |
| from tarynheart : |
| thankyou :) <3 |
| from minnapop : |
| Yes, oh lover of my life? P.S. I miss you something horrible. You make me unable to think of non-rediculous things to say. |
| from jackthripper : |
| perhaps you're right. why did i ever think to doubt you? |
| from jackthripper : |
| not meant to be pretty really, love...just bad memories come to the surface with a familiar face. |
| from jackthripper : |
| That's so sad, love..yet, so very beautiful. One could build legends on that image alone. |
| from jackthripper : |
| Neither can I ,love. |
| from tarynheart : |
| shock. |
| from shattdsoul : |
| Thank you... I love you too... I agree about single people buying double or bigger beds. Even people in relationships find it lonely when there love isn't there to hold them at night. |
| from jackthripper : |
| the piano can be a lonely instrument to play. tis why i took up the violin. people call it the devil's instrument. alright, so if its true then you're never alone when you play, such passion there is in the wire strings and horse hair bow. if the legend is true then you aren't alone, you play for a demon. sounds worse than it is, I assure you. But even the damned need compassion, do they not? |
| from jackthripper : |
| *hugs you tight* love always comes when youre not looking for it, dearest. Jacky loves you:) |
| from goldn-eggsit : |
| oh-simple-thing-glass-bird-can-sing-still-grabs at air-but always sunrays are watching |
| from nightingale- : |
| Brick- good song, good band, good choice. |
| from darkly-blue : |
| ♥ i love you |
| from kararific1 : |
| i love your diary. it makes my heart melt. your definetly going on on my favorites. <3 |
| from zayneea : |
| dont let it get hurt. |
| from herooffools : |
| I just want sooooomeone to say to me...oh oh oh oh... |
| from tarynheart : |
| there is no password. |
| from jackthripper : |
| My new favorite song. |
| from coldandgray : |
| I like you, too. |
| from jackthripper : |
| Email me if you want the password to my diary [email protected] |
| from oceans-depth : |
| I'ts Sunday Baby Cakes therefore Me Loves You ♥ xoxo Mama |
| from waztukin : |
| nice journal. It reads like opening a book to random pages. Very artistic. |
| from november27th : |
| oh sweetheart. i love you too. <3<3 |
| from zayneea : |
| i ♥ you whiney emo kid xx |
| from darkly-blue : |
| no, he lived in west hartford. the street across from mine. this is hard. ♥ |
| from darkly-blue : |
| it's alright, i'm dealing. i love you. what's a naugy boy? ♥ |
| from nightingale- : |
| I love you, and I don't know why someone wouldn't (for real). |
| from herooffools : |
| I died...I'm sorry...I'm a video game addicted whore who can't think twice about putting up an away message so that people don't think I'm ignoring them...if you really did need to be picked up at the hospital, you'd feel ever so shafted. So I'm gonna buy you your own hospital right next door that I'll pick you up from every single day. Now that's love, damn it! |
| from killthiskiss : |
| i love your writing to pieces!! |
| from godsong : |
| i still love you! mom |
| from killthiskiss : |
| lol! i'm on it, i've got buttered home baked bread made by yours truely on a plate right next to the keyboard. hehehe. :] |
| from jackthripper : |
| His name is Gabriel. He has a diary here as well. http://RavenEys-.diaryland.com He is the love of my life. And actually, dear, I'm the lucky one. |
| from killthiskiss : |
| i've added you to my favorites. hope you don't mind. you're diary is really cool. much love, noelle |
| from jackthripper : |
| you are more right than you know, my dear..my current love speaks truth of that |
| from jackthripper : |
| if it is love you want, then love you shall have, my dear. keep writing, i will be watching. |
| from tarynheart : |
| my chochi parents made me delete it, claimed it was infecting and destroyed their computer. pah. |
| from jackthripper : |
| You have a love for the savage garden...so do I...I think my heart you have ensnared. It was only a matter of time. Intrigue is always the first step. |
| from tarynheart : |
| i'm sad. =( i don't have AIM anymore, so now we can't tell each other stories. this is unfortunate. |
| from tarynheart : |
| of course we do, president sage. [i still maintain that you should win, and not bush. at least you wouldn't get us all bombed to pieces and you'd be way cooler than bush.] |
| from barelysmile : |
| i read. :D -Sue |
| from minnapop : |
| I read whenever I can, lover girl. *MUAH* |
| from oceans-depth : |
| It's saturday so therefore I love you Babycakes! As always xoxo Deja |
| from wishful-me : |
| I read it. *B |
| from november27th : |
| i doooooooooooooo. |
| from love-fatal : |
| lets start this over. |
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