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where are you? I haven't been on in two months or so and have missed hearing about how things are going... hope things are going better now that it is summer.
Take care
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oh man, do I ever wish the pounds would drop off again like that!!! you are completely right, the first 10-20 fall off right away and getting below 110 was the hardest for me too! You are right though, we can do it...
Actually, I have had some really weird experiences with my weight lately. Two days ago I was at 123, then yesturday I was at 128 (no reason though that I can think off!?!), this morning I was at 129 (uck!) - and then when I stepped on this afternoon it said 121...
This is crazy!!!
Same scale, it's one of those doctor's scales that are in all of the hospital offices - so it's not innacurate...
Maybe you can tell me what to make of it!?!
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Hola... yeah, my digestive system is terrible too - everything just sits - its terrible. I like Traditional Medicine Smooth Move. That one seems to work pretty well. It doesn't have an immediate affect though. I generally like to drink a cup before I go to bed and one when I wake up. But I definitely would not reccomend doing it every day because I've noticed that my system is a little dependent on it already. Anyways, I noticed you've dropped ten pounds pretty fast. If you don't mind me asking, how many cals do you eat a day and how much do you exercise!?!
Anyways, I have to be going, but I will talk to you soon! Take care :)
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This is totally random but I was reading some of your older entries (hope you don't mind!) and it was kinda ironic but I also went to the virus and unseen show (just in a dif city)... Anyways, not that you care, but i'm getting quite tired and i figured I would share :)
Also, I am totally doing a 15 day detox starting tomorrow if you want to join - I can give you more details but essentially its just water, lemon, and lax tea every day w/ a bit of fruit/ veggies if I have to sit down to a fam dinner. No other food/ chemicals/ sugars/ caffene
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I'm glad you're back. I, too, have been gone, both from ana and here. But, I am back, making progress. And you are right~it feels sooo good. It is the best thing in the world to see the bones in my shoulders and ribs poking out again :). Otherwise, everything else is crazy with finals and life. But it always is. Please keep updating often! Take care :)
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hey, is everything alright?
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I'm glad that you finally updated ~ I've been wondering how you are. Hope everything is going alright for you. Just stay strong, I know what its like to want to give up, you can handle everything. :)
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I miss your longer entries... I have been reading your diary for a long time, I just wanted to say thank you and your words are appreciated.
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There's no doubt in my mind.......your bones are lovely. But, we, meaning everyone, do not want to see bones. You are so pretty with the flesh. Dang, quit this!!!!!!!
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never think I go without the thought of you...you are in my mind. I hope you have wonderful days, Hannah.
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Prettiness consumes you...feel better my love. Be safe, and sweet dreams...
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Do not fret, do not fear. We all love you very much and everyone is here to support you. You are so lovely, you are so special. No one deserves to feel pain like you feel..let go, please just fall, fall back, for I will catch you. I will comfort your every whim. Please trust that I am in everyway here for you...I will do all I can.
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She has been her each night, and I have not been able to get online until either before you are on, or after...I am so sorry. THe next few days will probably be bad too...I have a project due tuesday that I have been working on since friday. Do not give up on me, I will come. Your sleepy eyes need rest, please try to sleep. I will talk to you soon. I miss you.
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I would be there for you every minute if I could be...it is all going so fast. Everything is so frustrating right now...I dont even know where to begin. I'll tell you all about my travels soon. Be safe sweetness. Sleep well, and stay strong. Your strength holds up more than your body...it holds up bridges to my mind. Good night and be safe.
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One more day, one more fast...I am going to go until I cannot hold out any longer...I am going to train myself that food is optional. I can do it. Nothing for breakfast, hell its already 1:00 I can make it until tommorrow...
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Relax...breathe easy knowing that I am here for you. I am sorry we havent spoken again...we will. I beg to hear your voice. I miss you already, I hope you are dreaming and feeling lovely. Your smile is amazing, I love that you will smile for me. Feel better, eat something, and try to rest a bit...the stress will not eat you away, I promise.
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Hi^-^ I started readin your diary and it's really interesting. I love the Yeah Yeah Yeah's also. Alrighty, later! *waves frantically*
-Paige*
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Do not fret my friend...your pain will subside, and the sun will come out full bloom soon. Hold your sights on the first days of April, the days when you hardly remember the snow, and the sun is not so hot. These are the days when walks in the park are so special, esspecially with ones you love. You are a beautiful being, do not hurt yourself anymore. I am hear to talk to, and I will support you in every way I can. Even if it just a few words from miles away.
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So were we made for eachother? I am listening to Tsunami Bomb as we speak...ahhh...the feeling of perfectness. It has been hard to concentrate today, I want to talk again very badly. Hopefully I can soon.
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Music is wonderful outlet. Personally I am into everything from soft slow to hard...just about anything really. I cannot get you out of my thoughts. I hope we can talk more. I want to know you, I want to know the girl I have been so fascinated with. You seem so beautiful.
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Will we stay after the words have past? Will we still be here after you know...you know now, it is up to you. I will always come back to see how you are...I hope this is the beginning
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I like your diary name. That book was amazing. :)
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It's not worth it to be anorexic, talk to someone, get some help. There's people that love you very much, and it will hurt them. You are perfect the way you are. I know i'm corny, but please consider. You have a choice, you can get help. luvya
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