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I'm glad you found your place again. You left me a comment while I was away (again). I try to pick up where I left off, but it's hard to continue when so much within you has changed. I guess I have to admit that I'm not very good with segways. I'll have to get over that. xoxo

from anhnie :

as if i would keep you out // login: paper // pw: wings // &iloveyou

from ixlovely :

yes you may! user: sup, pw: drama enjoy :)

from andwebreathe :

oh! also, even though her profile is private, you can still send her messages, so if i were you i'd send her one anyway just in case. ♥

from andwebreathe :

She made her profile private after I confronted her about it, but another friend of mine sent an e-mail to everybody on her top friends list about her stealing others writing. Seriously, how lame do you have to be to copy & paste somebody elses work? Ridiculous. I think I'll try and figure out who to e-mail about getting her site shut down.

from ixlovely :

"love is oxygen." your writing makes me smile dear. i updated too.. and you're so right. there's something about this place that gives you the ability to tell the truth. ♥

from andwebreathe :

just fyi, there's a girl on myspace: http://myspace.com/andwebreathe who stole my dland name and some of my entries, and i think some of your entries, because one of her blog titles is your dland name. if you have a myspace you should harass her and let her know plagiarism is super shitty.

from oceans-depth :

yeah my pretty face is back * Jumps *ouch stubs toes on desk. but you are worth it lovely my how i have missed you. xoxo Deja

from anhnie :

this has always been my happy place. you make me happy. proud of you in everyway ♥

from roadsideleft :

i had to do it. i can't remember the last time i left you a fucking note on fucking diaryland... i'm proud of you by the way. you fucking do it lady.

from smoore888 :

Just setup for this site and ran across your diary, loved the sincerety......Keys to happiness: God, family, friends, the love of a good woman and whole lot of patience for them all.......in your case a good man. :-)

from jadedfreedom :

i think this is the place the recoreded the last time i was happy.

from stillbeating :

i don't know what brought me back here, but i feel like something isn't fair, and i'm not willing to explain it here, on a diaryland note. i can't think of any other way to contact you right now. and i do care about you, whether you believe that or not. i'm probably setting fire to my dignity right now, but what the fuck else can go wrong? just saying hi.

from stealmypurse :

Oh oh goddamnit, I thought I'd lost you. Thankfully not. We should get antisushi up and running again. You think?

from margot08 :

you are so stunning. <3

from bloodyscars :

glad to see your words again.

from saving-salt :

i'd love it if you came back. you were always one of the best writers on here.

from akindofmagic :

glad you're back.

from stealmypurse :

I miss you like crazy and forgetting you is impossible.

from anhnie :

loveyoumilliontimesover&9829;

from ixlovely :

oh sweety you're back here! so im not the only one :) i feel so silly coming back here and writing in my diaryland again but its like you said, there are so many memories here and somehow its easier to express them rather than on livejournal. oh who knows, but goodness its good to know that you're here again! (just fyi: my diary is locked right now so the user is "sup" and the pw is "drama") love you bunches♥

from oceans-depth :

come back my love . So I don't have keep slumming at live journal to find your pretty face. You know I miss you here come home . xoxo Deja

from simplymine :

"(and you should never have to push yourself to exhale emotion.)" Ever... but I do hope that it becomes easier (to exhale...and to live). I left for a long time-- I didn't have the energy to breathe much. I hope your second wind comes sometime soon. xoxo

from tsulnagrom :

from starke- :

Well dammit I don't know your e-mail address and I need to know where you are because I need inspiration.

from i-am-undone :

.i.{still}& always will love you dollface:)

from f4sakndauter :

I shall miss you then. is there an email to contact you at?

from tsulnagrom :

don't go :'( email me morgan_lust@hotmail.com

from mylostangel :

whats going on? e-mail me: contagiousecho@yahoo.com

from ixlovely :

i love you gurrlll, see you at eljay then ♥

from brokn-grrl :

hi, i dont know but i have read yr diary since i started my own. i too have left, just because this place doesnt feel like home, i couldnt write anymore because it just felt cold. but i really adore yr way with words, and i dunno if you move on, or if you have another journal/diary some place else, id enjoy reading it, if thats alrite with you. much <3, brokngrrl

from oceans-depth :

I so understand what you mean my brain is drained of anything that resembles poetry. Please take me with you where ever you go sweetie. Iloveuraccent@aol.com is my email so come tell me your secrets and I'll tell you mine. Love to Love ya Pretty girl xoxo Deja

from asstarsdie :

i think i'm done too. i'll miss you.♥

from kiss-reviews :

hi ♥ i just opened a review site .. please check it out ♥

from tsulnagrom :

i'm going to start reading your diary whenever you update now. it's awesome

from ixlovely :

you deserve every bit of that romance because you're something amazing you know that? (he is so lucky to have you) and only you can keep that faith inside my heart, with your pretty words, that love will find me...eventually. ♥

from f4sakndauter :

I don't know what it is. or why. But "I adore you"... that's always seems to mean just as much (and maybe more) than "I love you." And maybe that's because the first one hasn't been so overused and abused that it's almost meaningless.

from bellturtle :

I love you.

from front :

happy new yr prettyface! keep yr chin up and don't let anyone tell you yr not beautiful, because you are... i hope yr alright

from ixlovely :

happy new years darling. i know that there will be so many things that i want changed this year. so heres hoping that we both have a beautiful year because nikki you deserve nothing short of that. ♥

from f4sakndauter :

Oh dear, *hugs*

from shockedsoul :

dont worry about it. i hope that you too have an amazing new year with happiness exploding all around you. you deserve it! <3

from candoor :

from funda and candora (other diaries), I wish you a happy new year :)

from shockedsoul :

happy christmas <3

from criminal-- :

merry christmas sweetheart ♥

from shockedsoul :

ive added you to my favorites. youre amazing.

from f4sakndauter :

I think.. some things don't need elaborate expressions.. even just your simple ones go far beyond a few inadequete combination of letters.

from stealmypurse :

i love you. ya know, like a sister. and this sister is missing her better half. where are ya? update antisushi if you have the time. hugs and smooches. ahna.

from f4sakndauter :

indeed. it always seems to be the smallest, silliest, oddest things that bring the most joy.

from lovecats- :

im going to add you, if that's alright.

from oceans-depth :

remember I'm always loving you from afar pretty girl. xoxo Deja

from ixlovely :

hi darling, its been so long since ive been here. yeaaa, boys can be confusing. people in general are confusing. but its okay - im here for you if you ever need someone to talk to.. sometimes getting your feelings out is okay. we're all emotional people, as much as i hate being a girl sometimes, and its better to let it out instead of keeping it all in. ehh, im rambling but i care about you dollface. (put a smile on?) ♥

from fwordslut :

(i don't know if it is the same for you..) but talking to people is a double edged sword for me.. If I don't talk to them..I remain lonley..but if I do, then I get close to them and they leave...and I'm lonely again anyway.. people are cold sometimes.

from jadedfreedom :

christ. i haven't been here since..well. since he left. but i love you. and i miss you. and we need to speak (because hanging out is a bit hard when we're representin' the oppisite sides of the states. fucker) ♥!!!

from bangzombie :

You are the lovely one, my dear. ♥

from fwordslut :

about your geometric entry...I understand about the scars. It's weird to look and not see whats been there, or what you feel like you should have.

from bangzombie :

I adore your diary. ♥

from ixlovely :

oh darling, i guess we all need me-time some days. i read somewhere that its good to set some time apart for yourself. it lets you collect your thoughts, relieve stress. and now i sound like a shrink ♥

from f4sakndauter :

I know the feeling little one. look for a hand to hold. it's around somewhere. and it will keep you safe until you find your way again.

from split-ink :

i love the way you express yourself in your diary. you are extremely talented. keep it up. <33

from ixlovely :

have an amazing birthday nikkiface ♥

from emoboysrule :

that song amazes me.

from takexmyxhand :

please come back, dollface. i miss you here. <3

from roadsideleft :

i love you. don't hurt yourself. you are beautiful. i mean it. nicole. call me. 2951819 x0x0x

from f4sakndauter :

love, I does make sense. *hugs*

from ixlovely :

dont be afraid, sometimes you just have to believe in yourself. you can always count on me for support, we've all been through at one point or another this feeling of fear. scared of what might come &being hurt. im always here for you nikkiface ♥

from bangzombie :

You're an amazing writer. ♥

from ixlovely :

life can be so cruel sometimes, you're not crazy. its the rest of the world that is. iloveyou nikki, darling.

from oceans-depth :

I will gladly hug you till the pain goes away. You are not crazy you are REAL and thats what makes you feel and what makes you so irresistably beautiful. loveyouxoxoxoDeja

from stealmypurse :

darling. i heart you now and always. thank you for the note. write in antisushi. i miss your words. and you made my day special. love&adoration. ♛ ♥ ♥

from ixlovely :

oh nikki, ive got boxes of tissue &chocolate just waiting for you. it breaks my heart to see you like this &i want to make everything right. i would mend your heart any day, loveforever peggy

from anhnie :

dear nikkiface: i heart you so &it pains me when i read that you're not happy so you cry // i would wipe away your tears any day &steal you awa in the hopes to make you smile once more // i love you always // foreveryours, ♥tweety

from screemingink :

awww.thankyou my lovely. but id have to say you are more worth art than myself. you make me feel the world. somethingi need to do more often.<3

from heartrefund :

♥ If only you could see yourself through my eyes. && Thanks for adding me; I'm flattered.

from heartrefund :

I think this is fucking love. ♥ You should have been added ages ago.

from ixlovely :

oh darling i adore even more, it feels good to be back to be able to read your writing every day. xoxoxoxox

from stillbeating :

it's all over. and if it counts for anything..you didn't deserve that. wrong place at the wrong time. i love you.

from screemingink :

oh...i truely am in love with your writing.

from f4sakndauter :

oh how I want to hug you dear. I know that feeling. would you like to cry with me?

from abusemyheart :

Do you know that you're beautiful?

from oceans-depth :

Just sending Love ♥♥♥♥ xoxo Deja

from caligirl1313 :

so glad you're writing again- just got back on myself- gotta check out whats been going on with ya!

from screemingink :

ive missed you...<3

from jadedfreedom :

hey. fucking update once in a while, will ya?

from inaptbeauty :

my honey, where the hell is everybodY?!

from anhnie :

you deserve beautiful things &so much more! // i've missed you SO its not even funny // i want to give you a hug &have a big talkie because theres so much to share // (((superduperhuggiess)))) love you always nikkiface

from jadedfreedom :

oh god. the layout. nonono. don't bother. this diary is coming to an end. thanks though. you and i = not spoken in a few months. wierd. wierd. text/call sometime, yo.

from ixlovely :

you're back! you're really back! *does a little dance. im over ecstatic i have missed you greatly. i have missed your writing, doll. its truly so wonderful to have you back. many hugs &kisses, peggy xo*

from lauren-f :

nikki. my love. I MISS THE FUCK OUT OF YOU!! i was looking foward to hanging out. although you had to go and get yourself grounded for life. damn...i still love you though. and i just wanted to tell you that YOU ARE STILL MY SHAWN!! and me?-yourlittlecory...i want you to reserve the day you get off groundation for MEMEMEMEMEMEME....or maybe eric can get first dibs..but I'M SECOND!!! hahaha. i love you ohh so much. : *

from anhnie :

oh how im so glad you're back nikkiface // missed you like nobody's business // ---superduperhuggies--- i heart you & don't you forget that dollface ♥

from inaptbeauty :

nikki dear. missd you... missed me?

from jadedfreedom :

ok. where the fuck are you? andddd. i JUST called and guess who didn't pick up the phone. fuckerrrrr. ♥

from bostonxcalls :

did you know that i adore you?

from jadedfreedom :

nikki, iloveyou. and miss you like crap. and i was wondering, if you could possibly change my layout a bit? take off the horid picture, and center the writing and make it like all even on both sides (get it?) so it's straight? and perhaps the linkers on top? and colors? i'm ranting? my computer is fucked up. fucked up. aol hates us. hug.

from anhnie :

we all get that way sometimes // but dont be a stranger nikkiface // dland=evil but it also has its goodpoints // without it i wouldn't have met someone as beautiful as you! ⑉

from raven72d :

I've missed hearing from you... And I hope you'll keep updating.

from ixlovely :

**your writing *mwa<3

from ixlovely :

nikki, i still love you! (curse diaryland) (; come back love, i live on writing (how many times have i told you its beautiful?) <3peggy

from stillbeating :

and of course the feeling is oh so mutual. i love my best friend. forever.

from anhnie :

nikkiface where are you?? // i miss you ))=

from negativepink :

guess what you are the girl i miss talking to on a regular basis. you are the girl that could always make me feel better after jen and i were done and i felt like shit because i had lost the best thing in my life. you are the girl that was there through thick and thin. and now.... we dont really talk anymore. there is a hole inside me that is aching to talk to you again just because you are that fucking awesome. i miss you a lot so what you need to do is e mail me. if you lost my adress its negativepink2000@yahoo.com please let me know you are still out there. the world would lose a lot of beauty without yyou in it. <3 david

from soft-parades :

you're so lovely. :)

from toxiclust :

do you mind if i add you as a favorite?

from takexmyxhand :

Good, don't leave. ever. Diaryland sucks lately. but i loveyou. No worries. ♥ ps:yr the adorable one.

from ericboy :

I haven't told you in a while, so... you rock! I still read your diary everytime I go to update and it's always the highlight of my day. Thank you. ♥

from toxiclust :

i love to read about love <3

from killingyou :

thanks for making me smile, sweetheart.

from aquietboy :

i think today i love you three times.

from takexmyxhand :

haha nevermind, my puter is just really slow. ♥

from takexmyxhand :

umm..what happened? have you left us love? ♥

from whodied :

My cell phone's been out of commision for a while now. ):

from condie :

I thank you kindly for your sweet words. Sincerely, Jefferey.

from inca-roads :

i was just reliving my diary by reading selected entries and wanted to thank you for the inspiration. there's some pretty good stuff in there and i owe much of it to you. :)

from eloquent- :

I'd like to invite you to enjoy Eloquent. We'd love to have you as a member! <3 Have an awesome day.

from anhnie :

is everything okay sweetheart?? // its been too long since ive told you that i heart you with all my being ♥

from aquietboy :

you still owe me a picnic....

from oceans-depth :

Girl you could seriously put Hallmak out of buisness. I love you Nikki you so rock , oxox Deja

from starii-eyed :

hey, i had talked to you about a layout before. you see i want to keep exactly what i have now, but put stars all around it like your hearts. if you can do this, either note me or im me on colleenm0ury

from silentletter :

I'm sure you hear it all the time, but you are so amazingly lovely. it's been too long since I've come to tell you that. so in case you ever need reminding...you're gorgeous. ♥

from faded-lust :

such beautiful words, darling

from margot08 :

your diary makes me wish i was you. i love reading it, you're on my favorites if you didnt know that. everything that you write is beautiful. :) margot

from myblacksky :

pssh liar. sex feind. jk. <3

from jadedfreedom :

!!!yay!!! glad you liked the lovebook, as boring as my part was but ahhh i though the little gift would make you laugh. and how about the shirt, fit ok? or give it to eric or whatever if not. whooooo cares. ill be home until thrs so call or text like crap until then. xoxoxoxoxiloveyou!

from ixlovely :

oh wow, havent been here in a while the writing is still amazing. have i ever told you that you are my inspiration, dollface? i guess i have now..ciao <3

from x-evelynn-x :

such great heights: the postal service... aren't they great? -deanna

from takexmyxhand :

loooooooooove you doll

from starii-eyed :

wow. your diary is amazing. you have so much talent. i was wondering if you made layouts... note me if you do, please.

from jadedfreedom :

nikki, iloveyou. don't be sad -- cause the lovebook is coming and then you can smile a lot. xo.

from stealmypurse :

hi there darling. i am glad to hear from you. i hope to read an update soon, but don't rush things for me. <3 lov-a you-e.<3

from she-is-pain :

so there's this girl and i love her so much!! she has no idea how much i truely do. We're married and have the BEST relationship ever. everyone is soso jealous. and i need to go on a date with this girl an take millions of pictures. oh by the way that girl...is you!!:)

from d-unforeseen :

i just love reading what you have to say.. mind if i add you? much ♥

from faded-lust :

feel better. iloveyou dollface

from anhnie :

i miss you nikkiface & i dont even know why // so heres me sending you some love ♥

from bostonxcalls :

god you're lovely! that note made my night. i love you this_______________________________much times infinity! <333 xox

from caustic- :

i adore you ♥

from jadedfreedom :

newhampluvvah: i called and YOU didn't pick up your phone. but whatever. text/call tomorrow with your address as i have lost it (again). cause THE LOVE BOOK IS ALL DONE! ALL DONE! (or atleast my parts/a shitload of pictures/a bit of our cover (the pearlheart fell off, rip) -and the box contains other stuff i've been meaning to send your way. omfg, we rule so goddamn much. drug store pride. xo -calidream.

from stealmypurse :

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3<3<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 (hi)

from asstarsdie :

i don't care what you think you are. it's beautiful. =]

from dangelic :

but think about it honey.. what are cliches? Cliches are things that have been said many times before - but so what? Maybe they've only been said many times because they're so amazing they're worth repeating. And what would be so wrong with that? <3 katie xx

from faded-lust :

nothing but the truth, love, nothing but the truth

from faded-lust :

ps- i visted yr lj today & came to the conclusion that you&yr boy are too adorable for words.

from faded-lust :

hiphiphooray! you are right. it shall be love. <3

from pretty-w0rds :

this is paper-starz...i've changed my dLand name to pretty-w0rds, just to let ya know<3

from faded-lust :

mind if i add you <33?

from abusemyheart :

Kind of, I live in Mass about 20 minutes from Boston. I just noticed the writing on your sweatshirt and thought maybe you live in Mass.

from stealmypurse :

you are the cutest couple in the planet. how come we haven't talked in forever? i miss you nikki. please come back to me and bring an update with you. i heart hearing all about you and your life. makes the distance seem closer you know. summer is approaching, i cannot wait to be free of school for three months. how about you? email me please...<3

from anhnie :

its a given that i truly adore you beautifulnikkiface // how could i not? xoxoxoxox

from stillbeating :

thankyou. with everything.

from takexmyxhand :

iLOVEyou.

from anhnie :

did i mention that you & your boyface = utterlygorgeous?? // but then, i already knew you were so beautiful, so together you must shine so xoxoxoxoxox

from danea-marie :

i've been busy. surrounded by constant bullshit. but imissyou. [stayfearless.] always and forever.

from wontlookback :

<33

from caustic- :

ps- the pictures of you &your boyface = soeffingCUTE ♥ ♥

from caustic- :

hey doll // this is vintagetrash [haha yes. another diary. but this is my last one, i promise!] i added you again ♥ // you're so beautiful..

from abusemyheart :

Aw you two are so cute together. By any chance, do you live in mass?

from velvet-stars :

oooo;; those pictures are beautiful. is he yours? cause hes gorgeous. lucky lucky

from dangelic :

hey, i love the pictures, who are they? <3 dangelic

from brain-effect :

hi.♥

from takexmyxhand :

___Iloveyoumore. Like moose tracks ice cream& aimless driving&dancing under the stars. Lets run away& get married...Exoh!

from promise-made :

heyyyyy guess what!...i love you ♥

from tinaster :

I am just curious...how old are you? I have been reading your little tid bits for a while now...and you just have so much wisdom...I have to know your age!

from topbunknoose :

Thank you for the kind words although I highly doubt the words are as impressive as you make them out to be.

from heartfuck :

wow. really? i thought i was the one who should be saying that to you. thanks. <3333

from oceans-depth :

My pretty girl your writing is so lovely. I get so lost in your writing. love you xoxo Deja

from myblacksky :

we're good besides the lacking in seeing eachother.

from myblacksky :

aww that was pretty.

from anhnie :

holychrist words cant explain how much i've missed you // likecrazy!! // i owe you an email BIGTIME & will get to it asap // hope you're feeling better, because someone as beautiful as yourself shouldn't be so down (((huggkisshugg))) lotsof♥always

from ixlovely :

pw:whimsical, just to let you know (: xoxoxo iloveyou!

from takexmyxhand :

girl, if you keep saying that, i might just explode with happiness. i lovvvvvvvve you too nikki. yr the definition of beautiful. exoh

from chaosreverie :

thank you.. too bad it isn't true

from chaosreverie :

used to be bleakreverie...

from vintagetrash :

<33333

from embersfade :

i love u angelface, now and forever

from vomit-stars :

are you okay? <3

from negativepink :

this is a story about a girl named nikki. Nikki is no ordinary girl, oh no. But a girl that could take a simple thing such as a boys heart and fill it with joy and everything she stands for. I will e mail you once you e mail me <3 ya xoxoxoxo - David

from vintagetrash :

aw. i'm happy for you &boyface, doll. loveyoulikewoah ♥

from aquietboy :

i'm glad your fighting the good fight in a skirt and sneakers. i've been walking around all day by myself, enjoying the sunshine, smiling at pretty girls and winking at little kids. take care.

from takexmyxhand :

i love you too dahling

from front :

you know what? here's me wishing you happy 2 yrs! (assuming that you just said you were celebrating your aniversary or something...)

from ericboy :

I got your note like forever and a day ago, and I've been meaning to say: Thank you very much. You don't know how much that means to me. To cross your thoughts in your own social time. To exist, in your mind, outside of these ones and zeroes. It reminds me that people can make connections and that we are all in this together. From the top to the bottom of my heart: Thank you.

from embersfade :

Smile beautiful...because it makes my day

from embersfade :

You are so beautiful to me (and everyone else)

from ixlovely :

wow. two years. and you deserve every moment of it (; i love you sweetie and i hope that things continue to go good for you, because u are simply the most wonderful girl on earth xoxox

from f4sakndauter :

beautiful. love looks good on you.

from jadedfreedom :

for real tho nikki. you are the coolest fucking girl in newhamp everrrrrrrr!!<3xo to the extreme!! we need to kick it gangsta style!

from sweetxrage :

your probably the only one.

from embersfade :

i love you more than the future&past&present... You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me... i love you girlface...

from vintagetrash :

i love you.

from jadedfreedom :

yes. hello. just incase you forgot: iloveyou. am gonna call you tomrrow so we can giggle. xo.

from ixlovely :

im jealous.. envious of the love you have. every time i read your diary its like this storybook romance. something that i'll never be able to have. but then it just makes me fall even harder for the guy i like. you have such a beautiful love.. never let go of it (; im sure u didnt need to be told that xoxoxox

from stealmypurse :

i updated again. <3

from i-am-undone :

i miss you like the flowers miss the sun on rainy may day. i lovelovelove you always && forver. :)

from killingyou :

thankyouXamillion

from sweetxrage :

you're welcome. but. my boyface is NOW my ex-boyface. for. who knows why.sadness. hey maybe you can like. duplicate your boy and send him to california? hehe.

from sweetxrage :

i must say. i read your diary with such jealousy over the happiness you and your boy have. I told olivia...reading your diary is like reading about the dreams i've always had except..its someone else's reality. Your so lucky. [[and im so jealous]] =)

from pinkacidrain :

♥ so pretty

from inca-roads :

the beach makes everything taste better, don't it?

from stealmypurse :

i updated.

from stealmypurse :

oh you could never be dumb. i understand wonderfully. somedays i do the same thing for my own diaries. i have too many i guess. hopefully you will have updated by now so i can write more pretty things to you. you colour my easter eggs darling. <3j'adore

from stealmypurse :

have i done something wrong?

from pinkacidrain :

whoaa yeah course you can add me my beautiful <3 xxx

from pinkacidrain :

hey pretty girl, your words are so beautiful; can i add you to my favourites? <3

from xslashedx :

you always have such beautiful words hope everything is well :)

from ixlovely :

hey lovely.. u write so beautifully did i ever tell you that? x's and o's

from stealmypurse :

nikki. i love and miss you. come back.

from mixtape- :

I think its yours and eric's anniversary today too, isn't it? unless I've got the wrong date but anyway yeah.....happy anniversary if it is...... <3 ps: I miss you :(

from stillbeating :

i love you, nikki. and miss you.

from asstarsdie :

i LOVE the spill canvas. where are you from? wow. this makes me so excited. and i adore your every word. pleasepleaseplease talk to me!

from openhearts :

look at us! we're hot shit, yo. iloveyou.

from hidefromyou :

darling, i updated antisushi. the news is not as good as i once thought it would be. i am missing you like mad. where are your lovely notes? your emails? pretty nikki, hope your day was dandy. update soon. until then..i am starting to want to jump off the bridge. thank god i am afraid of bridges.<3

from wontlookback :

i suppose..ha. ill give username and password next time i see you.

from fairytale-17 :

what made you to think that i am more beartiful then you? never. well i am going to read k. take care. luv ya

from oceans-depth :

Why oh why are you just so gosh darnit adorable. Excuse my french but today im anti-potty mouth. Love you xoxo Deja

from aquietboy :

sneakers with dresses are as pretty and sweet as it gets. so its settled, a picnic then. see you soon.

from aquietboy :

okay....i'll be there in a couple hours. wear a pretty dress. nothing fancy, just something pretty....

from aquietboy :

want to run away yet? we could go for a long walk. it would be nice. the weathers getting warm....

from readmypain :

i am overwhelmed by the heartache that is my own life to the point that i seek out others who may know how it feels to die from the iside out everytime he wills it so.....i believe i have found that in you

from she-is-pain :

Thank you for being here for me. I could never expess enough how much i love you!xoxo

from fairytale-17 :

Your writing is so beautiful. take care. bye

from whodied :

Where I live!

from hidefromyou :

our layout with the sushi is on it. i put it up but there are some spots with thetextbox that need to be hammered out. oh and..YES FUCKING WAY. i am so happy i might cry. i love you lattes, update damnit.<3

from tiger--lily :

i just read your entry about realising you are in love being the best feeling ever. I have one thing to say: i am so jealous. But seriously, i'm so glad that there are people in love right now and you have affirmed my belief that one day i will find my "one". So i wish you many happy times. much love, TigerLily xxx

from fraildolbaby :

"and the pathetic attempts at being something different. in a crowd of cookiecutterrebels." everyone trying to so hard to be different from everyone else that they are all the same. yep. amen. love the diary.

from whodied :

Come to burlington.

from whodied :

Come to burlington.

from thegivinghrt :

Oh that would be splendid! If you and I were seperated sisters who found each other through our own personal thoughts and understandings. I would like to have a beautiful sister like you as well. ^-^ Thank you darling. <333 xoxox

from ixlovely :

hi gorgeous; dont feel alone you have all of us (: but missing is good for the soul sometimes a million hugs & kisses

from front :

you need a big hug *hhhhuuugggg

from thegivinghrt :

I can really relate to your thoughts/entries... I honestly can. It seems like whenever I read an entry of yours it's almost as if we share a life. <333333 Rachel

from ixlovely :

i havent left a note in a while *srry well i hope things are ok ;)

from hidefromyou :

darling, i love you so much. guess who i saw yesterday? him. and guess who is single again? him. and guess who has called me twice. him. and guess who is coming to see me next weekend and the weekend after. him. maybe girlfriends are a fluke when i come to town. lol. update soon, i miss the hell out of you at antisushi.<3

from front :

you're my favorite pink pill

from stillbeating :

iloveyou.lots.

from false-apathy :

Found you through Kamikazesoul's diary...

from anhnie :

i hate todays fashion fullstop // since when was dressing 'punk' cool?? // before i used to be able to go shopping & want EVERYTHING -- nowdays i go &&come home empty handed because nothing attracts me // nothing screams my name wanting to be in my posession // my boyface calls me picky -- i call it disappointing // pseudopryncess@hotmail.com // my email ready for your love xoxoxoxoxox

from kamikazesoul :

That last entry rings so true. See you around girlie.

from oceans-depth :

And they wonder why kids bring weapons to school. But you my Beautiful will always stand out in any crowd. love you xoxo Deja

from anhnie :

i would love nothing more darling // name the time & place & im so there // its a d.a.t.e xoxoxoxoox

from killingyou :

it definitly does suck. i hope your day got better than it started out. xox

from jadedfreedom :

it's one here and you have YET to call, miss. i texted you this morning too in class. but no word yet. perhaps i will call you from work so we can chat it up a whole hell of a lot. ok? and i'm glad you're glad and satisfied and i get the pictures back tomrrow for you! AND i have a surprise!! iloveyou.oxo

from killingyou :

i hope you don't mind that i quoted you in my entry. it was just so perfect when i read it. it's exactly how i'm feeling. you just put the words together so much better than i could.

from lovelynight :

no one's words can surpass the beauty of yours...every time i read, my breath is taken away. such pain, such love, such beauty, such similarity to me. you are truly amazing, my friend.

from jadedfreedom :

i called you tonight but you did not pick up and for that you are a mean girl newhamp luvvah! however. call me tomorrow after 12 cali time and i will tell you what i wanted to say and scream to you millions of iloveyou's and smile a lot. <3calidream.

from limestars- :

thank you so much sweetheart. you are simply astonishing ♥

from bitterhatred :

i must say i find your words captivating. err, yah sure that word will do. anyways your great and i love how you write. its like a painting. (here i feel like saying some form of bye like "hugs!" like your friends do so ill fit in, but whats appropriate.?)) free donuts! no? pie!

from anhnie :

sweetheart, there are many adjectives to describe you but nothing could never be one of them // words conjoined could never do your beauty any justice ((iheartyoualways)) smile because tweety loves you xoxoxoxox

from lovejunky :

If you were the Baltic Sea and I were a cup, uh huh. xxxianxx

from limestars- :

god girlface, you are so lovely.. ♥ ((i've missed you))

from london--rain :

i want the love you have -- it seems so beautiful in every single way. xoxoxo <33333

from fading-whore :

*Blushes* You are always welcome ♥

from stillbeating :

o jeez nikki, you really are my best friend.

from fading-whore :

There is no other way to say this... "You are special!" ♥ Don't ever doubt that or yourself

from rockromance :

youre fucking beautiful. <333 (punklove_rocks) eljay style

from oceans-depth :

special- you are so special that when I looked in the sky tonight the stars spelt your name. Meet me under the moon tonight for some hot chocolate w/xtra marrshmellows you bring the blanket. xoxo Deja

from breathe-salt :

nikki dollface sweetiepie, i simply ADORE you. you are an absolutely amazing writer and so special. you're so beautiful that it shouldn't be allowed [thank God it is]. i don't know what i would do without your pretty words. loveyou THISMUCH. <33<33<33<33<33

from nightradio :

you have beautiful writing.

from negativepink :

dear nikki. E mail me soonish :)

from front :

there's no such thing as TOO MUCH fun. in happiness, there will always be room for a bt of TOO MUCH

from negativepink :

dear nikki,<br>I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaack :) xoxo david

from forever-hers :

Thank you for your wishes! I told her that you liked her writing and she looked confused to as why you like it *Laughs* I've tried for ages to tell her that she is a great writer but she won't believe me. Keep up the good work.

from inaptbeauty :

trouble in paradise. tsk! here's a kiss: *kiss

from anhnie :

your beauty outshines me &&all others // words could never do it justice ((iheartyoulikecrazy))

from fading-whore :

I was surprised with your note. I thank you for saying what you did but I don't believe there is anything amazing about my diary or myself. None the less, I'm glad you messaged me because I like your diary and I'm interested in reading more of it ♥

from xwords :

i quoted you dear!

from forever-hers :

Thanks for the compliment but I don't really write, hey? My fiance (Fading-whore) is the one who writes. She made me start to think about writing but I'm not doing it any more and she's cool about it (only after we talked about it for ages). Anyway... As she says, "Take care"!

from oceans-depth :

You are so adorable I could just hug you & sqeeze the stuffing out of you. xoxo Deja

from breathe-salt :

you know something, so are you. <333 you are so amazing and gorgeous and aah i just adore you.

from i-am-undone :

.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveloveloveloveloveyou.[!!!!!!] i miss you so much. * sighs*

from anhnie :

&&you always make my heart full of glee &&i sit with the goofiest smile on my face staring at my computer which screams of your beautiful words // how i ♥ you sweetnikki xoxoxoxooxxo

from riot- :

merci, love. you make me blush like a 6 yr old. but i wouldn't have it any other way. yr words always leave me breathless. ILOVEYOU<3

from jadedfreedom :

DEAR NIKKI. ILOVELOVELOVELOVEYOU. and i just realized as soon as you logged off that today is the first time in like. five days we didn't talk on the phone. wtf? :(. either way. you=sex.

from tiger--lily :

but you DO deserve it!! love tigerlily xx

from oceans-depth :

wow Thank you so much but if you want amazing look in the mirror. You are the truly beautiful one here. xoxo Deja

from embersfade :

you are so fucking beautiful sweetie, i love you so much..

from tiger--lily :

thanks for the note.. i added you to my favourittes btw, you don't mind do you? much love, tigerlily xx

from anhnie :

it would be a dream come true to live near you // we could be best mates &&i would keep all your secrets &&tell you mine and and and ((getsallexcited)) --friends4life--

from tiger--lily :

i just stumbled across your diary and really enjoyed reading it.. you write so so so well. much love, tigerlily

from bitterhatred :

with the aol name anothergirlface i was gonna ask if you were another of crystles diarys. but she wrote here. so unless shes trying to be decieving, i guess you are you own person. congratulations! being alive is fun. thanks for the note ill read more of yours later when im not dead tired

from jadedfreedom :

i just called. and YOUUU didn't pick up, fucker! but callortext later so i know whats uppers with you. xo.

from anhnie :

--aim for the stars, coz if you dont reach it at least you will get the moon-- (((((((((((i♥u)))))))))))) always&forever times a million billion trillion xoxoxoxoxooxxo please smile once more!

from plastictape :

thank you. you are just as awesome.

from takexmyxhand :

i;m so in love with you && your words.

from stillbeating :

nugget. you equal everything to me.

from anhnie :

oh gosh if i could fit any more love for you in my ♥ i think i would burst into a billion pieces xoxoxoxoxoxoooxox always

from bostonxcalls :

aw, thank you. iloveyoumore. <333

from punchdrunken :

i'm flattered more than you know! yr too wonderful, & i love you a fucking TON. <333

from breathe-salt :

<333333 <333333 <333333 <333333

from simplymine :

I can't stand the way you feel so deep. I want to be that happy again. Lucky you. Maybe someday this Kaleidoscope of gray and white will change to red and yellow . Maybe I'm just one spin away from beautiful. xoxo

from anhnie :

smile that beautiful smile of yours sweetnikki // it should never have to leave your face x♥x

from jadedfreedom :

PSST. I LOVE YOU! pass it on.

from breathe-salt :

oh my...girl, you take my breath away. you are far too beautiful for words. <33333

from stealmypurse :

well lovelace darling, my adrenaline is shaking with your lovenote. beauty is your muse because you use it so wonderfully and often. hopefully you can update our diary soon when your internet isn't on the fritz. hope your days slow a tad and you can daydream of hopefilled days and starfilled nights. <33

from anhnie :

i would never take advantage of you dearestnikki // you are too precious to be anything but kept with specialcare &&make others envy your sparkle // because you are the gemmiest of gems &&you truly do s.p.a.r.k.l.e // i♥you times millionbilliontrillon TWICEover xoxoxooxoxoxoxox

from bostonxcalls :

i had no idea. but thanks. <3

from jadedfreedom :

DEARNIKKI - ILOVEYOUSOMUCH. THAT I'M TYPING IN ALL CAPS! LETS TALK A LOT ON THE PHONE THIS WEEKEND. XO.

from boylovesgirl :

thanks, you are too.

from anhnie :

i cant help but worry about you sweety // when you're not feeling 100% with that beautifulsmile pasted on your face for REAL it means something is bothering you // tweety is here to shareeeeeeee ((hehe)) dont mind me, i've been extra dorkier than normal xoxoxoxooxox

from front :

now now , did you just tell me that? am i dreaming? you're too pretty to tell me that i am... ♥ ♥ i love you like WHOAAA

from anhnie :

please dont cry prettynikki // it breaks my heart to hear you so sad ((hugkisshug)) i love you with every breath depth width height of me xoxoxoxoxoxo

from fairytale-17 :

hey just wanted to say no matter how much u feel your tears are alone. they arent k. dont forget that other people are feeling the same. i dont know what i wrote sounded better in my head. but now it sounds gay to me but its suppose to make u feel better. cause its always nice to know that we arent alone and your not. k well feel better typr u later

from front :

teehee yeah, surprised you didnt i!? :) well, sue me.. im just bored & nothing else to do... well! ♥ ♥ i love you to piecessssssss

from morceaux :

aw, well, your words are lovely. why wouldn't i want to look twice? and i'd be flattered to be added to your list<3

from morceaux :

would it be okay if i added you to my favorites? i'd like to keep up with you<3

from she-speaks- :

i am amazed by your honesty and ability to write about love without sounding corny and fake. i luv your diary

from front :

inaptbeauty + front = ?! you do the math :) i love you girlface

from front :

hi nikki! guess whooo

from nautious :

i love you.

from punchdrunken :

iloveyouTONS.<333

from paper-starz :

<3your layout and the beautiful words that fill up your entries. just wanted you to know that i added you to my faves. keep feeling, keepy writing.xx

from punchdrunken :

i sent the email! i surely hope it worked! <333lovelovelove

from limestars- :

i love you prettygirl <33

from punchdrunken :

if you've got an email address or something, sweetheart, i'd be more than happy to send you anything box-related that i can try &work out. <LOVE3

from electric-x :

can someone tell me why i;m just now finding your diary? because yr beautiful as fuck &i;m already addicted. <3

from punchdrunken :

ahh! the only thing i can really do is make boxes! i'm not much of a help... but maybe if you went to the raptamakeout community's website-- i'm sure things there could help you get started? i'm so sorry i'm no help! <333

from stillbeating :

i miss you. vacation is next week..do you realize what this means? heh. i love you.

from embersfade :

sweetie it seems god painted the skies for you...

from anhnie :

gawd you're amazing beyond words // you make me blush &&put this milewide smile on my face // my boyface &&i dont believe in vday as such -- i tell him why does it take hallmark &&various other companies to make him be nice to me &&buy me presents? // i believe everyday should be treated as vday &&that presents are things that are meant to be spontaneous &&thoughtfully purchased // so we spent the day celebrating one of my girlies birthdays // we were seperated for awhile that night &&i missed him like crazy but i got to arrive home &&wake him up with lots of kisses // how was your day?? nothing short of flying stars &&perfection im sure // how i ♥ you so xoxoxoxo

from justanother- :

you take my breathe away. i love you. xoxoxox

from moongazer17 :

darling, when i say you're stunning, i mean it. forreal. ♥

from jadedfreedom :

not a problem. i needed to get up for work anyway. we'll majorly detail talk later. come here and give me a hug. nooow!:)xo.

from jadedfreedom :

i got a text from you at six in the morning ya know? i'm alright. iloveyou.

from embersfade :

i love you angelface...

from anhnie :

hope you had the bestest vday beautifulnikki // you always make me smile &&you always say the sweetest things // god i love you // hugkisshug x forever

from limestars- :

i'm glad you had such a beautiful day sweetheart. i loooooove you <333

from moongazer17 :

god girl, you are STUNNING

from funda :

This is a test. (beep) This is a test of the Emergency Valentine's Day System. (EVS) This test is to see if leaving notes around DLand will make this a wonderful day (and weekend) in spite of not particularly being with anyone romantically at the moment. (ummm) May the results be that all this love in my heart found some productive use. (smile) And maybe a giggle or few (Happy V-Day from my other persona too :)

from jadedfreedom :

happy love day tomrrow. &guessthefuckwhat! boy and i are working the same hours tomorrow so we can play later that night. weeee. iloveloveloveloveyou. havefun<3<3<3

from jason75 :

happy valentines and stuff... beautiful stuff here

from embersfade :

i love you nikki.... will you be my valentine?

from justanother- :

too sweet. ♥

from stealmypurse :

oh darling, i love you so. we need to work on antisushi when we next talk. i love you. oh i alread said that, but i know you wanted to hear it twice somewhere in the back of my mind so i said it twice. keep in touch. leave a note or something. have fun with the boyface on saturday. got any romantic plans? <3<3<3

from thisendup :

the note you left me is the nicest i've ever seen! thank you for dropping by. no, really! thank you, thank you, thank you.

from jadedfreedom :

mayyybe. you can ring me up on valentinesday to sing me iloveyou's and i'll sing you back some? after six cali time though cause me = working :( and you know whats tottallly shiittayy! i work nine-six. boy works one-ten. wtf. they are against us. but we shall rise.rise.rise. ILOVEYOU!

from forallusaid :

merci beaucoup. what/who's oblivion?

from ixlovely :

new one <3*peggy

from inaptbeauty :

[hearts] i see hearts all over the place... hey, happy valentines .iwanttobeyoursoulasyourieupintotheheavens.

from jadedfreedom :

ughhh! i sent you a text yesterday before i went to work [fourish my time] and did you not get it? damnit. either you talk to me on here SOON or you fucking call me SOON. so we can be total nerdheads. xo.

from i-am-undone :

i lovelovelovelovelovelovelove you sooooo fucking much!! &&& i miss you way too much.

from xslashedx :

your words are beautiful :)

from jason75 :

wow.. lots of notes and stuff.. thanks for the nice words! your writings are pretty great as well

from jadedfreedom :

hey nikki -- ILOVEYOU. &expect texts from me to you. imissyou. xo.

from cantkillme :

thank you for the note. after the last few days i've had, i really needed to hear something positive from someone. i feel better.

from andwebreathe :

ohmy thanks, and you're rather gorgeous as well ♥ ♥

from limestars- :

thank you darling. i love you even more, trust me. <333 you are gorgeous.

from stealmypurse :

darling, it was not much that he wrote, but it was enough to sustain me until the next time. [andhepromisedaworldofnexttimes] i will send it to you, or paraphrase it for you in our next email correspondence. until then, you will just have to quiver with anticipation. i love you more than soup on a sickday. please please email me soonly. less than three to you from me. <3

from emoboysrule :

yes, it's a beautiful song by Thursday, called Paris in Flames. I recommend it to anyone with a heart. XOXO

from punchdrunken :

<ALLMYLOVE3

from anhnie :

sweetheart // you are fuckingawesome beyond words // you always say the sweetest things to melt my heart &&every single bone in your body screams gorgeousness // how could anyone not love someone as beautiful as you is beyond my comprehension // loveyou always & forever

from gloryxxfades :

:] aww i wanna agree with you.

from emoboysrule :

forget my name. forget my face. cos its going to rain. and it never stops. XOXO

from gloryxxfades :

aww, but i want to be pretty like YOU<3

from anhnie :

i will hold you to that // but your words mean more than anything could so that in itself is a gift // thank you for being beautifulyou // dont ever change because you're perfect the way you are ((hugeasshuggies))

from punchdrunken :

i think yr fucking fantastic. <333

from stealmypurse :

i love you too. guess who finally emailed me? zach. ooh yeah. now it's your turn. where are you lover? write back soon.<3

from usedpolaroid :

ps. by stalkish, i really meant stalkerish.

from usedpolaroid :

so i completely forgot how fucking beautiful you are. and IIII need you because i crave your words. stalkish? no.

from childs-eyes :

i need you simply because i love you...i love you, i love you, i love you

from eyemtheseer :

I need you to lightien my day when ever i walk through (after i open the door) the library. I know I can talk to you about the ripping of earings and who you are (NOT) lol dating. I need you to stay in the library and i need a hung lol and i am going to gve you one maybe becuase you need one too. love you later

from anhnie :

you never fail to make me smile // ever -- youre the sweetest most beautiful girl E.V.A // loveyoualways & forever -- thats a promise xoxoxoxoxo

from she-is-pain :

we DO make the cutest couple!

from serratedtart :

ah, thank you. i don't know why but i don't like it so much. lately all this has been is getting things out of me as fast as i could. bad week, you know?

from jadedfreedom :

yeahh. we COULD par-tay if only SOMEONES computer would stop being such a slut! email me &we'll figure things out. and damnit. i miss you too. loveyou.

from eyemtheseer :

Uhmmmmmmm who you like lol jk lol wow I am really stupid hahahaha got to love me....love you later

from fairytale-17 :

hey, just thought i would stop by to say thanks for the note. oh and the complement feel free to stop by any time. it will be well appriciated. type u later.

from jadedfreedom :

hey miss. iloveyou. threetimes.

from anhnie :

sweetheart you are way too kind // but thank you for being so wonderfully you // you're utterly gorgeous inside&out &&have more talent in your little pinkie than most have in their entire being ((loveyoualways))

from embersfade :

I promise you, that i love you more than anything ever (even bandmusic and cookie baking)

from anhnie :

my lastest entry // all for you beautiful // if only i could say i was half as gorgeous as you // if o.n.l.y // love you til forever fades away

from fairytale-17 :

u are so right it is so much esier looking back then forward. type u later

from justanother- :

you're giving me way to much credit darling. your words are b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. beyond it even. xoxoxox

from inaptbeauty :

oh my... those words are so little compared to what you have in your own diary dear... oh, &didnt i tell you how much i love readin you? well, now i did ♥

from bloodyscars :

things progress. things deteriorate. i am alive.

from myhappiness :

Thanks for the sentiments. You got some cool writings.

from justanother- :

wow. your prettywords make me smile dollface. i'm adding you back because you're just that stunning. xoxox

from sweetkate28 :

i feel slapped in the face that im not on your buddy list anymore. oh well, i still love you mucho. tu me amor. (your my love, thats a mix of different languages)

from she-is-pain :

i love you oh so very much.

from icomeundone :

i emailed you back. because i love you. less than three to you from me...<3

from simply-kyle :

what is that all about?

from moongazer17 :

how bout this..youre BOTH beautiful. hehe. loveyouforalways. ♥

from wontlookback :

i love you. and i fucking mean it. <33

from abusemyheart :

Yes. You two look wonderful together. And thank you, you always know the right things to say.

from anhnie :

you two are cute as buttons // you both have stars shing in your eyes // ♥you darling always xoxoxoxo

from killingyou :

you look no where near ick. but yes, he does look lovely. <3 i'm surviving. and how are you?

from bloodyscars :

well, now aren't you beautiful.

from icomeundone :

alright get your parchment and ink ready. crash_naners00@yahoo.com write soon lovely. iheartyoumorethanair <3

from abusemyheart :

aw you're so pretty!

from jadedfreedom :

you are about to get 34082740 notes on how beautiful you+eric are together. ready. set. go. ohh nikki, you're sooo dreamy! iloveyou.

from moongazer17 :

iloveyoutoo &your latest one stunning..lovely picture..youre beautiful and i mean it. ♥

from killingyou :

pretty picture <3

from jadedfreedom :

and i emailed youuuuu back. it's like email war. [minus me+you=♥] check out the pictures, i've got lame ones i'll mail you later :)xo.

from beagle47 :

that was just one of the nicest notes. thank you, 'twice. oh, and you've some wonderful entries yourself -- hope you don't mind a visit or two from a dog (housetrained mind you, but a dog nonetheless). thanks again... peace. (and i really mean that).

from icomeundone :

i sing you a song of seven thousand symphonies in a soprano key. please email me the stars in your eyes so i may borrow them for the weekend. <3<3<3

from anhnie :

pretty girl // let me hug you & never let go // i ♥ you always xoxoxox

from leftunspoken :

If I wished you sparkling stars, and the scent of new rain, and honeyed-tongues that tell you how amazing you are, and strong hands to hold yours...would it be enought to thank you. My gratitude and love. Be well darlingdear.

from limestars- :

i love you more than sunsets &rain drops <333 [your so effing beautiful angelface]

from moongazer17 :

♥ ♥ &iloveyoumore.

from icomeundone :

i love you ten million times more than i can count to. and i can count to at least a million. i miss you like crazy kiddo. where are you? sorry i have not been online lately, there are a lot of things going on right now. i am such a busy little girl. please do email me or something soon though. i am about to go out of my mind.<3

from vomit-stars :

aahh! yr notes page is all funkatated. haha. anyways, i adore the layout. <3. and yr words are very beautiful. add me! i'm adding you ^^ hehe. thanks for the note luvvie <3<3 take care

from forallusaid :

yup yup. mhhhmmmm. it sure was you. im not sure if i told it right. and you could probably do it better justice than i. but i hope i had the right idea. love you.

from jadedfreedom :

and i emailed you back, ay -- so now whattchoo gonna do, ay? you wanna fight, ay? :) iloveyou, ay. harhar. xo.

from justanother- :

me? prettygirl you're so fucking beautiful it hurts. xoxox

from moongazer17 :

♥ [come over here and let me smother you with kisses, beautiful one]

from this-emotion :

oh my fuck. i am infatuated with you, prettygirl. yr words are addictive like crack. i;m adding you to the faves. <333

from limestars- :

i can't get over how fucking beautiful you are <33 wow.. i'm speechless.. love u prettygirl

from emoboysrule :

you're so lovely. XOXO

from moongazer17 :

im so in love. with you & your beautiful words. ♥

from impeter :

I loved today's entry!

from fruitzzy :

You're mesmerizing. Your words are one of a kindled soul poet and you deserve to be heard. Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver then you think,Smarter than you seem, and stronger then you believe.

from serratedtart :

you are much much much too kind to me. but thank you and know that i think the same of you.

from stillbeating :

you are so loved. <3

from lostintime22 :

your awesome. dont ever give up what you love the most. you are who you are and who ever dosent except that can go to fucking hell. : ) lylas lor

from serratedtart :

as are you. everything really.♥

from forallusaid :

who.

from lesthanjill :

hey babe.. you seem sad. i hope you can smile again soon

from serratedtart :

my compliments. i've been meaning to add you to my favorites for ages, i don't know why i haven't.♥

from anhnie :

i caught them all &&return them tenfold for you // thank you for being the sweetest ever // love you girlface x♥x

from stillbeating :

i don't know what happened. i was a crapface again, though (just relating back to our convo the other night). but everything is good now. it's a new day. i honestly don't know what i would do without you. i love you, nugget.

from fuckedvirgin :

i like your diary alot <3 jamie

from simply-kyle :

hey pancake give me a call when you get a chance. -Henry

from lostintime22 :

i love your writing. your strong keep it up. lylas lor

from opaque88 :

i;s have the dotty thing happening, but i;m just not sure. there;s not the same feel to them, y;know? it;s 2:10am, at the moment, & i;m resisting the urge to make myself some coffee. damn caffiene should be illegal. (well no, maybe not.)

from stillbeating :

i could never tell you how much i love you. ever. you're my best friend, still.

from wontlookback :

nikki my dear i need to talk to you soon. call me when you're not busy. love xoxo.

from limestars- :

you really are way too sweet. i love you so much dollface, you inspire me &your notes brighten my day to the fullest. you have beauty and talent oozing from your fingertips. take care of yourself darling <333

from usedpolaroid :

thanks, doll. but i am NO WHERE near as beautiful as YOU. xxxxooooo

from opaque88 :

k is the best letter ever. & you have two in yr name. it must be a sign.

from limestars- :

girlface, i love you. the end. [ps// you are beautiful xinfinity]

from agirlinjuly :

thank you. that is all there is to say.:-)

from forallusaid :

who?

from anhnie :

i know i havent yet told you today // but i love you girlface // want me to help you dropkick whoever it is to make you feel that way?? glady help you do some damage ((=

from simply-kyle :

Dear Pancake, I love you. You are the greatest. We need to hang out soon. Love, Henry

from ktdream :

Aww you're welcome. The compliment means a lot-- someone as beautiful as me? I'm thrilled.

from ktdream :

beautiful romantic username. lovely simple sketch of a layout and elegant words. that describes you.

from fauxpas- :

still brilliant, nikki.

from agirlinjuly :

wow. i can't believe someone [[especially you]] has said something so amazing to me. thank you. please read me, because i've read you since i began writing. thank you again.

from whodied :

I dont know when you left that note. Diaryland decided not to tell me when I get notes anymore. That's my new cell. But it's long distance. I dont know if you wanna talk for like...fourty seconds or what not.

from trulyfalling :

you are soooooo welcome... i feel so loved to know i made you happy; so thank you. you are so sweet. infinate love right back at'cha! muwah!!!

from agirlinjuly :

thank you soo much sweetheart. I would have gotten to you earlier but my parents have grounded me till forever:-P so I was unable. but thank you. that means a lot. and you are an AMAZING writer, i'd be honored if you read any of my diary's. thank you so much again ashley

from forallusaid :

me?

from anhnie :

&&you always leave me with a smile beautiful // i♥you // xoxoxoxoxo

from limestars- :

pshh.. it's me.. asweettale <3

from abusemyheart :

you always desribe everything i'm feeling, and wish i could say, but i can never seem to find the words

from asweettale :

you. amaze. me. pretty girl [!!!] please tell me, where do you get your magic from? because i would search for half of my life to find me some just like it <333 iloveyou!!

from jadedfreedom :

damnit. our computers are such sluts! so email me with words of your life? maybe. fixitnikki. fixitnow! and your cellphone is being moody. so whatthefuck. the world is against us. we shall rise :) nerds. so emailing it is. iloveyouandstuff.xo.

from wontlookback :

[and ill say this justlikeeveryoneelse..] but i love you. even if we're emo. xox i want to marry ya too. :]

from anhnie :

&i will accept them with open arms // i didnt think it was possible but i think you are even more beautiful than yesterday // &&heaven is where you should always stay angelface xoxoxoxo

from jadedfreedom :

losergirlface- the dot SKIRT i saw at the thrift store was for YOU. loserface! but i didn't end up buying it cause it was messed up. but i got twoshirts for moi. &one is too big on me and i'm thinking it may fit you? maybe? it says virginia military institute on it. white w/ red&orange writing. kinda cool? and then i got me this wierd ass shirt that i have no idea what it says but it's love. and um. yeah. we do need to talk PRONTO. got me? so like. let's have a date. soon. ok? iloveyouandstuff.xo.

from trulyfalling :

your diary is so wonderful to read... its beautiful beyond words.

from negativepink :

I miss you too but your comp needs to come back to life so you can go on aim. I finished your christmas shopping! took me a lot longer than i thought. -david

from f4sakndauter :

I love tasting heaven as well. (how well you put it)

from killingyou :

it could just be this over-emotional state i'm in, but reading your note made my eyes well up and my face shine with the first real smile i've felt in days. thank you for being so sweet.

from lauren-f :

hello darling....i miss you ohsomuch. just wanted to take a moment to tell you how much i fuckin love you [as if you didn't know] :-* muahh. -little cory..

from jadedfreedom :

ok so it was like. to the middle of my fucking back before. and now it's at my sholders. very layerd. and it can either /a/ be flipped out looking very fucking preppy /b/ very straight looking very fucking awesome /c/ put shit in it to have it be very fucking curley. it's hot shit. and it will be dyed black or a superdarkbrown [i'm trying to dye it less and black&superdarkbrown is the closest thing to my natural color]. and that is all. yes. and superloveyou. xo. ps. i texted you today!!

from girlesque :

i wish us talking wouldn't be totalstrangertalk. <3

from embersfade :

I love you girlface.... You make beauty look easy....

from jadedfreedom :

yes. well. what can i say. my creative wit is . so creative. :) justkidding. anywho. am getting my hair cut like a rockstar today. then i'm dying it black &it's going to be sexy. and i'm about to go see my lover so i'm even more excited. amsortahyper. iloveyoufucker. &i'll text you today. pronto. xo!!

from jadedfreedom :

you. and i. have not spoken/text in a while. whatthefuck? lets make a date soon so we can be dumb ok&plan silly things out. iloveyouandstuff.

from anhnie :

well my dear. asmile&ahug will suffice. x♥x

from forallusaid :

no nikki. not nearly.

from agirlinjuly :

i just wanted to say i've read you for about a year while i changed diaries...and you always stayed the same, and i love that about you.i love you, and your writing its very beautiful. very beautiful.

from eyemtheseer :

You are so cool eye just wanted to no....HAD to tell you that okay love to the lovers love joey

from anhnie :

yes.you.are.

from anhnie :

from forallusaid :

whats faded?

from embersfade :

i love you nicole...

from inaptbeauty :

nikki.... wana join this? xwords.diaryland.com [quote site] look around &&tell me what you think

from anhnie :

everyone loves nikki // even tweety // she will ♥ ♥ ♥ you till the sun doesnt ever shine anymore // howcouldwenot?

from arsenic-kiss :

oh & i love you too! <3

from intact- :

i wuv you. and your eric wuvs you too. =) muuuuuah. dont ruin your room. haha i did that once. just tore everything down. it was really fun acually. and i wipped out everything on my desk =). <3

from opaque88 :

kjdfgsdkgfks. notage sucks. do you have msn?

from negativepink :

seems you have forgotten all about lil old david. xoxo

from jadedfreedom :

HEY YOU. my computer is fucking feeling good. her std is gone and now we can play again. iloveyou!

from forallusaid :

i love you.

from anhnie :

you're on!! // &&i sit with the biggest grin on my face rereading your sweetohsweet note // i♥you more // like this much \o/

from anhnie :

((doesacheer)) i made sweetnikki laugh YAY!! i made beautifulnikki laugh YAAAYYYYY!! *hehe // i ♥ you // yes its true // i do i do i doooooooo (;

from aquietboy :

hope you had a lovely chrissy and new years. miss hearing from you. keep loving things.

from anhnie :

how i inspire you, i cannot comprehend // but what i do know is that YOU'RE COMPLETELY utterly MINDBLOWINGLY gorgeous // thats right, you heard me woman ((huggies))

from opaque88 :

i;m ashley. yr average 15 year old who likes to step on ants & egg people;s houses. i love burning cds, cutting my own hair on ocassion, & calligraphy. i hate exercise, pre-puberty males & avril lavigne. hit me back?

from moongazer17 :

Blushes and stares at the floor* my god, what a compliment, coming from you, Beautiful One. You make my heart stop..loveyoumuch. ♥ ♥

from asweettale :

you are way too good to be true. i'm mesmerized by your outstanding beauty//love, you have all of my love. xoxox

from anhnie :

if i could i would bottle your beauty &&keep it forever // because dollface, people would die to be as half as beautiful as you // hug4you always

from nautious :

hi there! thank you very much.

from moongazer17 :

♥ ♥ [give me some of your magic, lovely. Please?]loveyousomuch

from asweettale :

oh my god. your last entry was absolutely gorgeous [just like you] i hope you had a wonderful new years &i hope that it was filled with smiles, love, &laughter. i loooove you!!

from moongazer17 :

You are so so sweet..and I must say, it's people like YOU that keep the world spinning, Beautiful One. Love you xinfinity. ♥ Crystle

from inca-roads :

...did you know that i'm glad you were? happy new year sweetheart.

from anhnie :

if the new year is anything like these last few months. i could only be so lucky // i hope you had the bestest new years // fireworks & hotchocolate & dancing under stars should happen for you everyday ((mwahs))

from asweettale :

i hope you had a wonderful new years.. you're beaaaautiful! love you tons&tons. <33

from opaque88 :

christ. i don;t know who won that - probably you, in the embaressment department. it;s quite an achievement, if you look at it differently. you attracted attention; people actually had to sit through my performance. ps. a band? what to call it .. hmm. we;d make our fortune while people pay us to shutup. pps. what;s yr name?

from aznchica0922 :

happy new years!

from moongazer17 :

oh but girlface, you are lovely. i pale in comparasion to you..hope you have a lovely new year..

from opaque88 :

singing? me? i broke a shower window(s), once. & while under an influence, i don;t really think you could classify it as anything with musical base. i sang a green day song for a talent quest once. i got more booes than claps, though. i kept my dignity intact trying to bask in compliments of my guitar playing, but some wounds never heal. so give me an embaressing story, pronto.

from opaque88 :

ditto. finally, someone i don;t have to disown slash assassinate for a pathetic music sense. pride yrself, girl. do you sing, at all?

from anhnie :

heres to you having the bestest new years ever // may you stay as sweet&wonderful as you are for many years to come x♥x

from moongazer17 :

just wanted to remind you how fucking beautiful you are...STUNNING

from anhnie :

how you never fail to leave a smile on my face beautifulnikki // dont think theres another quite like you // loveyoux1foreva

from opaque88 :

the spill canvas - the tide. orgasmic, baby. that music sense of yrs is priceless; never ever lose it or i kill you. you heard me.

from aznchica0922 :

i luv ur layout!

from starlet-21 :

this is going to sound insane, but i am about to lose someone who means the world to me and if you could do me a HUGE favor and leave chris-uk a note and ask him to forgive me, it would mean more than the world to me. i'm hoping if enough notes are left he'll give in and listen to me. i would leave you the longest thank you note EVER. <3 - katie

from stillbeating :

hey you. here's just a little note to say i love you [in the old-school destiny's child type way]. yanno, the way we used to sing it.

from anhnie :

you are beautiful. truly. cant say it enough. wouldnt want to. b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. thats.you.

from whodied :

I like that heart.

from lauren-f :

haha. yeahh right. but thank you for the comment. :) love you. - yout little cory

from asweettale :

well good, because you deserve to be happy more than anything in this world.. just because you're you. [and you, my dear, are absolutely beautiful. in every way imaginable] <333

from killingyou :

i hope the same for you, my dear. <3 always xoxo

from asweettale :

aww sweets.. you ARE beautiful! you don't need little old me to tell you that. your words &way of writing are so deep &full of passion. i look forward to reading you every day. thank you for the sweet note. you cheered me up. xoxo love you dollface

from raven72d :

Thank you... And I hope you'll come by and leave notes often...

from asweettale :

locked. for family issues.. username= hands password= down

from i-am-undone :

i lovelovelovelove you. [ more then you know. ]

from raven72d :

I hope you 2004 is full of small delights.

from asweettale :

thank you for the note sweeeetheart! i just love you to pieces. you really are awesome, never forget that!! <33

from anhnie :

& even if it was a day late. i got a christmas kiss from my boy. & thats all the happiness i longed for. everything else was a bonus. love you til the stars.all.fall.down.

from intact- :

hey!!!!!! merry christmas. i wuv yah!!!!!!!

from asweettale :

merry christmas, my beautiful girl. i love you oh so much! <3

from embersfade :

Merry Christmas love. You're all i ever wanted. And even if i had a receipt for you, i would never return u (due to extreme love) and long holiday lines at the customer service desks....

from anhnie :

merry christmas sweetnikki // heres to brightlights & candy & chances of fate // many huggies for you x♥x

from leely :

merry christmas darling

from she-is-pain :

oooh yay! ok i was just making sure :) ooh yeah double trouble will rule all!! <3

from thisisjohn :

thankyou very much... you are incredibly kind to say such thing. honestly. and thank you for noticing. its a good thing, you know. being noticed. and i don't take it for granted. (i don't let it get to my feeble head, either)

from forallusaid :

what happened?

from icomeundone :

you and i can share in beauty. we can be selfish. we have earned it i believe. let the faeries worry for once in the place of us. email me dearheart.<3

from raven72d :

Absolutely! Now-- write and tell me more about yourself and your life...

from raven72d :

Do write often...and do update often.

from raven72d :

You deserve to be more than a chalk outline.

from raven72d :

I'll be reading here regularly.

from abusemyheart :

you're so wonderful

from aquietboy :

you make me feel like a million bucks.

from icomeundone :

hearts and stars always and forever. may the skies spell out your name and whisper to you its darkest secrets. and may your light from within never fade. <3<3<3

from embersfade :

I love you girlface. You are tomorrow's reason (and today's)

from moongazer17 :

girlface, those words are the kindest anyone has ever said to me. my words have never been called art..you make me blush with your compliments. and if anyone is beautiful, sweet girl, it's you. youre amazing. ♥ ♥ Crystle

from anhnie :

only to those beautiful in heart & soul. & you my dear. are more so. huggies4eva.

from raven72d :

Your diary is a wonderful find.

from icomeundone :

you're some kind of wonderful yourself love.

from moongazer17 :

but i was being honest, girlface. i could read your words forever.

from anhnie :

take my hand & i'll show you that the girl you see in the mirror is too beautiful to think such thoughts. how i ♥ thee.

from moongazer17 :

woahhh..i just found something really really beautiful. you're so..amazing.

from paintedkiss :

don't.

from mixtape- :

gun? wtf? I dunno what to think :/ but I hope you're okay. I love you <33

from emoboysrule :

you're beautiful.

from ohsoxpretty :

I admire the love that you have.<3

from anhnie :

i could never be perfect my dear. i will gladly spend my days talking over hotchocolate with you anyday. we could have picnics in the park & sunbathe on the beach & sing along to bright eyes together. how perfect would that be. hugkisshug.

from asweettale :

&you made me laugh out loud, dollface. i <3 when people make me smile like that. [especially beautiful people like you; whom i love to death!] xoxo

from usedpolaroid :

sooo you are fucking GORGEOUS. <3333

from anhnie :

& you know what? so you join my lists of nutellafairybread & pizzacrusts & anything pink & sparklesglitters & music & wishingon*stars as my //musthaves// yes. Y.O.U.

from asweettale :

ahh! you.are.so.brilliant! [astrawberrymilkshakedatewouldbeperfect] oh how i love you dollface!! <333

from i-cut-deep :

i love the things you write, i seem to relate to everything your saying.

from asweettale :

you make me feel so.very.special darling. [i<3youmorethangumdrops&strawberrymilkshakes]YOU ARE AMAZING xoxo

from anhnie :

i would hug you twice back. once to return it back. & another simply for you being you. utterlygorgeous&thensome.

from asweettale :

your.words.melt.my.heart &&i loveee them! <333 xox Liz

from anhnie :

basking in the glow of your beauty. i.am. // your words always make me smile ((minime)) much love x♥x

from wappit :

i noticed you also enjoy ee cummins. thank you for the nice words. this is for you. a(l ea ff al li ng) oneliness

from mixtape- :

<3333333333333333 x forever. it was nice talking to you again! I've missed ya and......dont forget to tell eric what I said. ahem. haha. <333

from negativepink :

I am ok I guess ummm you need to be online more or did you switch sn's on me lol talk to you soon hopefully. xoxoxoxo david

from bloodyscars :

from intofantasy :

gorgeous diary dear. going on the favorites- you're truly beautiful. <3

from neon-nation :

awww thanks! (ithinkyou'regoregeoustoo...) <3!

from ohtobeyou :

i am the robot

from anhnie :

a pleasure to light your beautiful dollface // yours to keep forever & a day

from impeter :

Thanks for your sweet note! It really made my day, and that's not an easy thing to do. I hope you have a wonderful weekend full of fun & beautiful things!

from aquietboy :

and you are sweetness and kindness rolled into a giant snowball. twice? i'd love you three times.

from wappit :

thank you.

from jadedfreedom :

iloveyounikki. &one day we'll spent a whole snowy day sipping coffee and giggling like idiots. cantwait. xooxoxoxoxoxo

from rainbowguard :

your're even more adorable & beautiful than i am.

from anhnie :

for the world to see. ((http://anhnie.diaryland.com/acmehearts.html)) nothing is something you will never be. //youre.my.star//

from negativepink :

darling you are far away from nothing. if you were nothing I wouldn't be learning things about you from your words. I think you are absolutely lovely... dont ever doubt yourself. sign on aim soon cuz i want to talk to you :) later. truly- david

from his-boy :

that's your beauty

from negativepink :

lol we had better keep sending IM's of love or i will be profoundly sad. I love you diary. I will keep adding as long as I live so i look forward to yours and I hope you look forward to mine. xoxoxo David

from forallusaid :

from the bottom of my heart thank you. i love you.

from neon-nation :

i liked your diary, long ago when i had a diff. diary, now with a new diary, i'm reading yours all over again. *added to my favorites <3!

from anhnie :

as i, you. who could not? ((loveyoutwice+abillion))

from serratedtart :

me? no, you my girl are far better. i really like your diary. a lot.♥♥ ps.nice template

from x-psych0-x :

ifuckingloveyou ♥

from anhnie :

youre anything but a bitch. x♥x. beautiful. radiantly so. ((muchlove))

from i-am-undone :

i love love love love love love love you soo fucking much.[!!]

from asweettale :

oh god, your words are so amazing. so beautiful. so pure. i love it. <3 you're going on my favorites

from negativepink :

holy shit you are amazing make sure to keep in touch with me I want to get to know you. my aim name is Gawthycpunk im me lol.

from anhnie :

not scared of getting older. more scared im not appreciating the time i have now. ((always a kid at heart)) you.are.sweet. thanks for the early wishes.

from embersfade :

My beauty in torn jeans...

from icomeundone :

i effing love you more. where have you been on aim lately? i miss you.

from anhnie :

in 26 days i turn the big two-one. scary that my life is passing before my eyes ever so quickly. i thought you would be somewhat closer to my age ((it is just a number))

from anhnie :

you + me = twinkles. how old are you?

from fauxpas- :

i heart you too. question, do you have an lj, lovely? smooch.

from suicidewish :

thank you =) ♥ you are too

from be-my-heroin :

the artwork is all mine. i don't post the works of other people, but if i ever did i would credit them. <3 (ps. god i still can't get over the fact that you love the spill canvas!!)

from punchdrunken :

well of course we do, love. duh. <333

from asweettale :

your words, all of them, are so beautiful. <33 you make me breathless, my dear.

from fauxpas- :

lose me? never. love always, nikki.

from punchdrunken :

thank you. youre BEAUTIFUL. & if i'm a star. dollface; youre a rock. see, together. we'll make a rock star. & a rock star, you are as well.

from inaptbeauty :

♥

from punchdrunken :

oh darling, thank you. but youre too sweet. youre the one with the words that make my heart melt. <333

from anhnie :

funny you mention that, stars have always been my favourite. im marked with a star. //find a shooting *star, hold on tight & make a *wish...

from inaptbeauty :

awwwwww ♥ love is in the airrrr

from anhnie :

pales in comparision to yours // & im not just saying that.

from be-my-heroin :

HOLY SHIT, YOU LIKE THE SPILL CANVAS?! oh my god, marry me. now.

from starke- :

I'm jealous. [of a lot][about you]

from anhnie :

& you're far too lovely in saying so.

from killingyou :

ah you write so beautifully. i love how much you love your boy.

from emoboysrule :

oh, yes. I love that book. it makes me feel so existential. I love it.

from arsenic-kiss :

i still feel like dork! (can you believe he said freaking yes!) ahhh. *runs around* ok. lex. calm down...ahh! <3

from arsenic-kiss :

hehe aww thank-you doll! <3<3 i'm excited and giddy. oh gees. *rolls my eyes at myself* i'm a dork!

from arsenic-kiss :

umm well i got drunk and asked him out. eep! <3

from emoboysrule :

you;re so goddamn beautiful

from whodied :

I write in both of them--buttsecks for fun and whodied for serious shit. Ya know?

from brideof7less :

Thank you, as are you. It's so refreshing to read such beautiful words of one so in love. It makes me long for that kind of love.

from inmyparadise :

your words are perfection. loveit&you.

from embersfade :

Also...new idea for layout...and I need your help...love

from embersfade :

I'm writing you, because i love you.... I'm breathing, because.... I love you

from anhnie :

because people in love make me smile (;

from inaptbeauty :

hey nikki, i quoted you on my diary. &yes, i'd love for you to check it out &tell me if it's ok.. ♥ take care doll.

from ericboy :

You "wow" me? Oh my God; I checked out your diary... Damn! You rock!!!! Please, please show me more!!!

from she-is-pain :

just thought i would say i love you like you dont already know that.and that we need to go on another date to buy skirts underwear and cookies!

from arsenic-kiss :

i fucking lurve you too! (so much i would mis-spell love to emphasise it!) <3<3 xox!

from arsenic-kiss :

well like any drug your addictive, but in a non-self-damaging way. yes. your defintly better then drugs! <3

from arsenic-kiss :

that entry is beautiful (kind of like you!) <3

from mixtape- :

Happy thanksgiving...hope you're having fun. You better be. And I love you. Loads. <3

from swede-heart :

i love you, and i love that i get to turn red out of something besides anger again! glad i'm getting to know you better! muah, <3 me

from embersfade :

You're my everything angel...

from danea-marie :

there's a lot of reasons that things are the way they are. and i'm not sure that they're meant to be that way. but i hope that this is the way that me and you are supposed to be. because i'm happy with it. not happy. just content. and you make me smile. and cry. all at once. and cheeruppumpkin. it's thanksgiving. and i want you to have something to give thanks for. like i do.

from forallusaid :

nikki. weasel. buster. i fucking love you.

from f4sakndauter :

I don't remember if I ever responded to your note, but thanks. It made my prisoner smile a little. and she wanted to tell you... well, she wanted to tell you that you shouldn't feel that way for anyone, but that's rather a moot point, since she does as well. So, she decided to tell you that she thinks you're worth it. because people who make her smile are always worth it.

from jadedfreedom :

iloveyounikki.

from girlesque :

in case you're curious - s/n: girlesque, passowrd: baby

from danea-marie :

dont ever let anyone no matter how important to your life feel like you are nothing. worthless. youre so much more to that. and just because other people dont see it, doesnt mean its not there. you were the one who pushed me to be better. and you were the one who dealt with it. and you are worth anything and everything. to me. iloveyou. cheer up.

from jadedfreedom :

yeah. mess her up real good. i texted you a couple of days ago, did you get it? that entry was about boy&i. we need to talk. like. now. rightnow. or else, i may have to get my happy ass to NH &kick your happyshort ass :). ok good. iloveyoutoo+more.

from inaptbeauty :

♥ thats so sweet... *sigh*

from jadedfreedom :

me? nothing. i've been working a lot. sleeping a lot. going to school with out cutting any classes. laughing at times &wishing the world to hell at others. i could be better. i could be worst. &'itolyouso' is the only thing running through my mind. other than the fact that i HATE this girl i work with because she is like such like OMG a ewwwwwwwww DUMBASS. [its the way she talkes]. ugh. anyway. yes well i love you times like. omg EVER!!

from angie618 :

well, nugget is my favorite. i love you..with everything.

from jadedfreedom :

me = open you = beauty we = gangstas

from aquietboy :

thank you very much. you put a big ol' smile on my face.

from x-psych0-x :

i adore you ♥

from bean-bean :

yes, saul williams is AWESOME. thanks for the note.

from lesthanjill :

hey * i love you writing, and your template is awesome!! where did it come from?

from jadedfreedom :

i lost your email address somewhere in the mess of life. email me &except a novel back. ok. good. iloveyou&stuff.

from forallusaid :

qui?

from growinstrong :

yes melissa. i miss you hun. i love you you <3 melissa

from your-embrace :

thank you so much. ♥

from cynics :

well, thank you. -sp

from inaptbeauty :

i smiled when i read your entry... &yes, im still awake... caffeine didnt do me any good

from killingyou :

:) you are lovely too.

from embersfade :

hello everything...thank you for making life worth living....

from i-am-undone :

iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou. always & many forevers.

from danea-marie :

the family. is it dead? and thank you. for the absence of awkward silence. (insert kissy affectionate type face).

from arsenic-kiss :

I love you seems to say it just right_♥ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox!!

from simply-kyle :

Ya know what.......I love ya Pancake. Henry is your best friend!!!! PS the spoon says hi

from arsenic-kiss :

awww well that IS a lotta love! I love you more than hot fudge sundaes and vanilla milkshakes with cherries!!! :-D ♥ oh oh &&& sprinkles on top!! <3<3<3 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox_!

from wontlookback :

i think it was everything. the jack helped. but sparkly nails always does it. :]

from arsenic-kiss :

p.s iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

from arsenic-kiss :

I think I just found my best-friend!!! (thats you by the way hehe) ashes to ashes star dust to star dust, lets dance the sun rise away! <3

from inscrutably :

:) I love Finding Nemo

from inaptbeauty :

nemo! i ♥ nemo

from maladroit17 :

oh wow...Nemo kicks so much ass it's not even funny. It's weird how life goes in stages - where for a week or a month all you can do is watch the same movie, listen to the same song, and hang out with the same people. Then one day if flips, changes without warning...weirdness...much <3

from arsenic-kiss :

tonight lets set the stars on fire and write poetic nonsense with the ashes! <3 xoxoxoxoxox <3

from arsenic-kiss :

oh doll! don't you see? I admire you!!! I'm not to shy to tell you that! you are the amazing one, most defintly!!!! you know what they say, ♥ times forever!!! ;) <3

from forallusaid :

it'll be alright. you know why? because it has to be. its all you deserve. just to be happy. i love you nikki. its gonna be fine.

from arsenic-kiss :

awww darling I adore you! and this: just can't find comfort in the stars when their glow signals the return of my thoughts. they find me undercovers when the lights are gone/ has set me heart thumping! doll I know how that feels, when the butterflies ache...♥ xox (times) a million galaxy's!

from evolution- :

join. now.

from alliesmitt :

hi you, how are you feeling? sorry i never did those 11 questions...i think it was too full of happiness and good feelings for me to stay focused long enough to complete. haha, thats kinda funny...but not really, huh? anyway hadn't talked to you in awhile so i wanted to, so this is my sideways way of doing that. hope you are good and all that stuff.

from arsenic-kiss :

oh well, you know i'm just repaying you back for all the words in your diary that knock me off my feet! (leaving me speachless again and again) ♥ xox

from stillbeating :

hi my love. how are you doing? i read his diary. beyond what he's feeling now, he loves you so much.

from forallusaid :

nikki?? whats wrong??oh my god im so worried about you... im gonna call you. when i get out of work tonight. cuz im worried...be ok, huh? i love you.

from arsenic-kiss :

oh! you should be used to hearing stuff like that really! :) you're the beautiful one ♥ xox

from bohemiangel :

http://bohemiangel.diaryland.com Bohemian Ring website is up!

from annieangel2 :

Thank you for joining the Bohemian Diaryring. You need to add the html %%diaryring_bohemian%% to your entry page or to a Rings page which has a link on your entry page. A web page for the ring is being developed, you will be notified. bisou bisou ~The Green Faerie~

from forallusaid :

did you...what i think you..nikki?

from forallusaid :

nikki i love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!! you know, i really hope you're right. cuz no ones ever smiled at me like that before. thank you for the confidence weasel!! love, your T-Bone

from forallusaid :

who made you feel like that???????? i'll kick them in the teeth. twice. on...tuesday.

from maladroit17 :

your writing never fails to be amazing.

from jadedfreedom :

hey you. guess what? iloveyou. ok?

from i-am-undone :

iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.I_fucking_love_you[!!]

from jadedfreedom :

whats with us&theboys whispering. after i clicked finished! on my diary i was like. ohfuck. nikki said whispering too. :). ohwell. hey. iloveyou &talking on the phone with you. xo.

from acidic-heart :

i like your diary and i send love.

from wontlookback :

i wish i could tell you in words how much i love you. its simply unexplainable.

from i-am-undone :

[.i.love.you.] simpleasthat[!]

from jadedfreedom :

we do need to talk. i'm free all tomorrow. shout me a holla, maybe :) for a minute or forever. xo.

from inca-roads :

i wanted to tell you all about my trip...i still do. just ask.

from jadedfreedom :

i called you like two times. i felt like a stalker but i left voicemessages anyway. hadagoodday? tell me all about it later, iloveloveloveyou times inifinity times seven. nowwhat?xo.

from sweetxrage :

Happy Happy Happy Birthday!!!! oli said it's your birthday today so I thought I'd drop you a line and wish you the bestest. Have a blast!!!! <3........Julie

from jadedfreedom :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NIKKI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! [blows you millions of kisses]. iloveyoueversomuch. i'll call you this weekend ♥ have a wonderful day doll.

from mixtape- :

you're not alone. & you'll never be. not as long as i'm around anyway. & happy birthday! i hope you have tons & tons of fun. too bad you dont live close to me cause i'd like to spend the day with you & well.....do crazy shat. hehe

from whodied :

yay yay. happy birthday, trogdor.

from jadedfreedom :

nikkkiiii you're soooo dreammmmmyy!! ohmyfuckinggod! you're gonna be seventeen tomorrow. now you can like SO read the magazine seventeen [fipshair]. iloveyou!!

from whodied :

I like you, monkey butt.

from mixtape- :

i hope yer feeling better. i love you tons. forever. <3

from wontlookback :

And I love my Nikki. Mainly because she [wont] be 17 in 2 days. Its all a big lie. So there.

from ben-p :

e-mail me. please.

from sweetxrage :

Prettygirl don't be sad. I luv your entry though..because to be quite frank I have been a bit angered lately as well, and really, your entry sort of took it out of me....and gave me the chance to smash it on the very floor that my feet stand. So. Thank you. Have a lovely lovely day. <3 me.

from i-am-undone :

prettyface.iloveloveloveyou.[ whoever hurts someone so fucking amazing like you is v|e|r|y| dumb.]

from jadedfreedom :

iknowiknow! i was thinking about it yesterday DUH!! whatadork!! :)

from jadedfreedom :

[cough]she's right. sohot. &thankyou. about the boy&i. expect pictures to the max in yr lovelovebox! iloveyou.

from sweetxrage :

You SO are like omg!!! [cal-i-forn-ia] lol Olivia is going to try to put a picture of me&her in her diary so we'll see....I'll tell her too cuz I don't know how or i'd do it myself! hehe [computer illiterate] ttyl xoxo <3.........ME =)

from i-am-undone :

[ love, you have [e]mail. ] xoxo times a zillion. i love you.

from dunkodark :

loved it... Like an attentive yet hugry pet. I sat, I read, I begged for more...

from i-am-undone :

[ love, what do you look like?] oh please send me a pic [ if you have one] hiddenxdesirex@hotmail.com. iloveloveloveloveyoualwaysandforever.

from jadedfreedom :

&talking to you equals like creaming myself to the max!!you are the most amazing/beautiful thing .ever. we should have more phone conversations often [ilovelovelovelovelovloveyou!!!]xo

from sweetxrage :

you.are.byfar.theprettiestthing.EVER! xoxoxoxoxo~ <3........me

from i-am-undone :

lovelovelove

from i-am-undone :

you

from i-am-undone :

Nikki

from i-am-undone :

i would never lie to you babydoll b\c i love you way to much. :) [ you are way more amazing then i will ever be.]

from girlesque :

<3xinfinity. your brevity and raw emotion amaze me. i was reading your diary the other day and said "damn, i wish i wrote like her". honest to god.

from simply-kyle :

Thanx Nikki I love you too!

from i-am-undone :

[ i love you more then anything] you words are my light. my muse. my everything. how i cant get enough of them.[ ifonlyyoucouldbemine.] i lovelovelovefuckinglove you. xoxox

from mixtape- :

i'm buying the ticket for you. hehe <3

from barlights :

Thanks for the kind words. Nice to know people are reading...

from strummer- :

wow. great job. very talented.

from i-am-undone :

[ i wish i could suchaprettywonderfullovelybeautiful girl like you.] i love you. xoxox

from strummer- :

thanks a lot. Cute template by the way.

from sonic-death :

hey, thanks a lot for the compliment! what's your name? i'm sean.

from jadedfreedom :

you've got an [eeee]mail.xo.

from wontlookback :

"you're the wind beneath my wings" xoxo

from bleakreverie :

this is a friend of jadedfreedom's and she told me you did her template.. i was wondering if you might be abe to help me with mine... im me at dreamseeker2132 or i'll im you... thanks for your time.. adn you don't have to help me if you don't wish to...

from lilindamil :

Im drinking tea and thinking of you mydear.

from vizzle :

think twice and elaborate. everything harmful seems appealing when everything is wrong.

from sweetxrage :

Thankyouamillion times infinity for that layout....its criminal to be that lovely. your the bestestgirlever. *yay* hehe I'm so happy thanks a million--<3

from mixtape- :

i promise i'll IM you next time i see you on. <333

from she-is-pain :

oh ok well in that cause im so there!! cause poeple are driving me insane there and i dont usually talk to anyone.<3

from jadedfreedom :

thaaaankslove

from she-is-pain :

i forgot your e-mail address. .but i just wanted to ask if you were mad at me??<33

from jadedfreedom :

ugh. i can't help but smile. this will be /g/r/a/n/d/.xotimesinfinity.

from jadedfreedom :

don't worry yr pretty little face about it. secretssecrets! be excited. yr.gonna.cream.yrself.woo.xooxxooxxo!

from mixtape- :

its such a long story...but i - we - are alright...so...thats what matters the most right? & i hope you are toooooo. <333

from jadedfreedom :

nuuh, tis I who love YOU. duh. ohoh. i bought you something for the long awaited lovebox. ohmygod. you are SO going to orgasam! where have you been shugga?xo!

from mixtape- :

i'm not gone. <33333333

from alliesmitt :

"remember me for the times i ruined u, not the times i made u smile"(asl)...haha, regarding your note. i thought it was funny, but it probably isnt.

from wontlookback :

oh dear god. no. no way.

from i-am-undone :

[ i want to make you speechless.] i just want to make you something. [ since all you do to me is take my breath away ] i love you. xoxox

from i-am-undone :

[ god i think i want to marry you && love you forever.] I lovelovelove you darling. [ you take my breath away.]

from jadedfreedom :

pssh. it's YOU who is beautiful. duh. another day for me to take pictures to mail you. yay. iloveyoumore

from alliesmitt :

thanks for the note, i live on the east coast and been without internet...i will update at some point i guess...i kept waiting for internet and now i donno what i feel like saying.

from killingyou :

:) thank you sweetheart. same to you. oxox

from inca-roads :

are you standing right next to me, but i can't see you?

from i-am-undone :

|| i think i shall love you forever prettyface. || xoxox

from justenough :

wow; your newest entry is gorgeous. beyond gorgeous. i adore it. i feel the same way often. you are gorgeous.

from embersfade :

you, are everything that glistens amongst that dark, black, backround.... {Boyface}

from brideof7less :

Your entry today really touched on something I've been feeling a lot recently. I've added you to my favorites, if you don't mind.

from vizzle :

I'm doing fine. I just got back into school, I'm a senior this year, and my courses are alot harder this year. Other than that, I'm back into dance which is cool cuz now i'm auditioning for colleges, and I might be able to do a halftime show at a pro football game. HOw bout you? What new with you?

from vizzle :

Hey what's up? I haven't talked to you in a long time. How are things?

from jadedfreedom :

&here is a love note for you. thankyou for this beautiful thing you've created..iloveyouforever.

from alliesmitt :

thank you for signing my book. i really like how you write. i'll keep reading.

from i-am-undone :

[ can i pack you up in my bookbag, so i have such a beautiful person with me at all times.] you are way more then amazing. [ i lovelovelove you ] xoxox

from emoboysrule :

thank you for sharing every thought that i own.

from nervosnweird :

i <3 yr diary. i read it ALL the time. take care

from buttsecks :

omgwtfbuttsecks

from inaptbeauty :

... i <3 you ...

from embersfade :

i don't know what to say, because you say everything for everyone, making ugly things sound beautiful...and beautiful things are heavenly..i love you...

from inaptbeauty :

i <3 you... hope your fine now

from inaptbeauty :

&& you took the words right out of my bleeding heart.. &&splatter it unto the whitst pages on earth.

from inaptbeauty :

you're beautiful.. <3 you

from she-is-pain :

i lololove youu sososo much! im so glad we get away from everyone at lunch..or atleast we try. with our funny faces, screwed up noised and twitching..DoUbLe TrOuBlE!owOW!

from inaptbeauty :

beautiful. words.

from i-am-undone :

one word :: goddess. [ i love you ]

from x-fragility :

i love you more than twice. i love you a million times. you are so beautiful. <3<3<3

from inca-roads :

where are you my love? i miss you....

from whodied :

I miss you too, princess. Come ovar.

from your-embrace :

the picture of the hands was amazing, your drawing too. i ♥ them both. hmm...perhaps...maybe? just a couple pictures? =)

from amiyourstar :

oh. well. she sucks. what did she do now? but yeah. someone has the same entry. not about amanda. about eric. but obviously theres isnt about eric. its this one. http://lovemetwice.diaryland.com/030821_52.html some girl has that too. and doesnt give credit to you. unless i missed something. but her diarys locked now so i cant even let you read it. cuz i cant get in! lol. bye. mwa.

from i-am-undone :

[ god perfect isnt the word for you, you are way more then that. ] your leave me breathless with each letter you write. [ god] i love you so fucking much!

from your-embrace :

i have a design question...where did you get the black and white picture for you last layout? it's beautiful. ♥your-embrace♥

from amiyourstar :

hmm..it seems that someone has one of the same entries you do..maybe i missed something?

from amiyourstar :

whos all that hate for? just give me a call. we'll figure something out. i found them on ticketmaster.com

from inscrutably :

beautiful and violent :)

from i-am-undone :

iloveyousofuckingmuchmyprettyfacegirl. [ i want to buy you a backpack so bad...but i am sorry to say i dont have any money. :(] you know i would buy you a million & twenty if i could. [ i would give you the world if you asked for it love. ]

from amiyourstar :

they're on there. i checked the other day. if you guys dont wanna go thats ok. i dont want you to think im forcing you or anything. just gimme a call friday cuz i have no idea whats happening.

from myblacksky :

manda tobin. :-P

from amiyourstar :

i dunno i have that fuckin pot luck supper shit to go to, and i have to work at 7 saturday morning. just gimme a call or something. no dashboard huh?

from myblacksky :

hmm, shall i make this a guessing game m'dear. as to my identity.

from i-am-undone :

i think i want to run far away with you. [thatwayicanhaveinmyarmsthemostBEAUTIFULgirlever.] melt me some more with your [ fucking] wonderful words. breathlessly yours forever. I love you. xoxo

from leely :

the new pretty layout is so cute:)

from emoboysrule :

*hug*

from i-am-undone :

iloveyousofuckingmuchtoo[!!] you make me melt with just a few words. [ now if i could just make you melt] god, you are fucking perfect && amazing love. ___I love you____

from insertsmilex :

<3333333

from dreampoison :

Wow beautiful...^_^

from chikmagnet :

hopefully you're doing alright. imma send you tons of hugs from Canada. heh.

from inca-roads :

i am with you.

from screemingink :

you changed your layout sweety. the one you showed me, and yes yes, it is beautiful. how are things with you? i havent talked to you in a while. will soon though hoping, xoxo, Miss Takes

from steadysilent :

aw! xo

from insertsmilex :

you are so much more lovely! ♥ xox.

from eden-x :

and you shine more than ever. iloveyoumore, i'm still reading as always &i'm amazed. <3

from x-evelynn-x :

thank you

from x-evelynn-x :

i fucking LOVE your writing! wow

from inscrutably :

wow that was some emotion :)

from eden-x :

this is starr, nikki. i've moved. i miss you. :(

from kbaa :

love the new layouts.

from girlesque :

<333 can you say welcome to my favorites?

from steadysilent :

hahahaah! that made me smile. your so funny.

from she-is-pain :

i miss you soso much!! we need to hang out soooon we have much to catch up on!! loooooooove!!

from insertsmilex :

your layout is georgous. <3

from whodied :

You should have stopped byyyy. .:pouts:.

from i-am-undone :

i love you oh so fucking much. xoxo

from xlovehatex :

[after reading all the stuff you've written & knowing how i've been feeling latley -- we are utterly in love with these boys. GAG.]anyway. i don't want pictures on my layout. i want it simple. black backround white words that are in the font of a type writter. shall email you with full detalis . looovvvvveeeyou.

from xlovehatex :

make me a pretty layout half as pretty as you!!

from inca-roads :

check your TM...i sent it to you. but i still want those kisses, lol!! mmm...pizza??!!

from i-am-undone :

i saw a black backpack today && thought of you love. [ oh how i wish i had some money && i would buy you all the backpacks you want.]] i love you so. xoxo

from chikmagnet :

i misss you :( hopefully you're having fun though! heh. COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahem.

from emoboysrule :

thanks. :)

from xlovehatex :

hey love, who makes your prettypretty layouts?

from meltwithyoux :

hey! sorry it took me so long to get a note back.. hum. i'd rather switch diaries than have to lock up. i put my words out there for the sole purpose that maybe someone understands. :) thanks so much for your encouragement..i'm currently writing a story, if you'd like to read it sometime.

from nervosnweird :

i've been reading yr diary for quite a while now-and i read yr "bio" entry. and i just thought i'd mention how much i can relate to you. though you don't know me-yr very rad. <3,whit

from xlovehatex :

yes. lets go make this a lovely place. xoxo

from wontlookback :

[i miss you already]

from emoboysrule :

from wontlookback :

wow. thank you. so much. xxx

from emoboysrule :

its frightening to me how much I can relate to you at the moment. I hate to see you hurting, but i can only console you in the fact that I feel your pain, and I hope you find a way out of it...

from xlovehatex :

you my darling, are fucking BRILLIANT. i love you more than any silly words could say. everything you write [esp. the one for chichi] is amazing. lets go paint this world glitterdred togeter..hearts&such + xoxo times infinity

from whodied :

Have I told you that I love you lately?

from lilindamil :

please let me be the one to buy a backpack with you... we can even drink tea.

from i-am-undone :

[[ yes i would so be in that backpack..]] only if you promise not to lose me somewhere. [[ haha]] ___ you are so fucking wonderful.___

from i-am-undone :

i will buy you a backpack [[ && hide my self in it b\c i would do anything to be a part of your beautiful life my dear]] xoxo

from wontlookback :

[eightnineten]iloveyou.

from xlovehatex :

sounds like a plan to me

from amiyourstar :

"you couldn't comprehend. not even if you wanted to." i may not know who you are talking about...but dont be so quick to make assumptions. some people surprise you. i love you. *candace

from leely :

nuh-uh. you are [times forever and fourtythree days] <3

from barbye-gurl :

and you're too beautiful to ever be left alone. remember that and my love for you and you're gorgeous writing.

from ransgirl15 :

-you-are too kind. thank you for the g.book message, darling. [[itwasjustwhatineededtohear]] you are beautiful. ♥

from i-am-undone :

everytime i read your fucking amazing words, you blow me away. [[ you will always be to beautiful for words my love]]

from amiyourstar :

merci beaucoup!

from leely :

who taught you how to write so pretty? you should teach me this talent of yours! </3

from she-is-pain :

i miss you soso much..we need to hook up!!x<3x

from leely :

hehe. thank you so much for offering. but i think ill be fine. youre prettypretty &very fucking lovely too<3

from cheshireluci :

i like how you balance, at times, your solitude with your love for another. it's sweet. endearing. :)

from scorpionkiss :

i may choke down glitterpills to try to make myself pretty, but all you have to do is tie a few words into a sentence & youre fucking immaculate. [!!!!] <333 eva

from funda :

reading about love is the next best thing to being there.

from boltedwrists :

oh oh! I think maybe you have mistaken me as someone who is beautiful. maybe you thought I was you [you being oh-so-fucking-beautiful and all!] xox! you are so wonderful ♥

from wings-x02 :

you are one of my fucking fav. yr words shake my world until i am left, somewhat close to purity. i adore you like heck.

from whodied :

I was going through my old e-mails and I found the one containing your pictures. Lucky me.

from i-am-undone :

[[ would someone ever be able to describe how fucking amazing && beautiful you are?]] I know i cant...you are too much for words my dear. xoxo

from whodied :

http://members.diaryland.com/edit/linkers.phtml?user=whodied :(

from whodied :

</3

from leely :

oooh. that would be nice, [for sure!] <3

from babyisblue :

your writing is absolutely gorgeous dollface♥

from inca-roads :

welcome back sweetheart. sounds like you had a good time. were you at weir's beach? winnipesaukee?

from leely :

yes yes! could you share your barbiepink nailpolish with me? i have some silver &lilac and light baby pink<333

from she-is-pain :

I love you soso much.I have soo much to tell you about hehe.We need to hangout soon!!Love. x<3x

from leely :

hi there dollface. i sent you an email today with my address for that lovely package:) write me back on that question i asked you prettyplease<33333

from wontlookback :

yea! i fucking miss you too!

from wings-x02 :

{ ifuckingmissyou } because i adore you that much. pretty nikki;; you need so much more than my scarred words - but i try anyway. don't [!] stop writing.

from emoboysrule :

:) glad I could make someone happy.

from emoboysrule :

*misses you already*

from deadpainting :

HEY, thanks for leaving me the note, [i am screemingink] and i saw that my name was added to your fav diaries, but its spelled wrong, its not screaming, its screeming...heh, just to let you know, and i am in love with your writing.

from still-frames :

wow, your entry "somewhere" [clean-escape] was amazing. all i could think about was myself. every word felt like it was coming out of my own heart; every word you wrote was every word i wanted to say but didnt know how. thank you, beautiful. &hearts, carina

from whodied :

ha. "[yoshi: 'i think i could kick the shit out of anyone if the right music was playing loud enough.']" that's awesome.

from whodied :

huh? why?

from xlovehatex :

i don't deserve anything. including your love. you make me swoon every which way..

from screemingink :

wow, i really love your writing, it is amazing. i'm going to add you to my favs list, if you don't mind. well, i'm out...~Miss Takes~

from xlovehatex :

&i fucking love you more+more+more than you know. you're so beautiful it's .:. amazing.

from emoboysrule :

just....breathe

from she-is-pain :

I believe we need to re-schedule so I can tell you how much I love you,and I can bring the Kayler out.

from loseurself :

put your heeeaaad on myy shoulder... i heart you beacoup hunny, all my love goes to you. <333333 [x infinty + 1]

from xlovehatex :

i'm not back. i don't think atleast [my attempt to write is looking at the blinking line on a white canves :the words no longer come out/i'm not longer a writer:]. i'm assuming your asking about chantal. she died. eighteen. the boy she was with was drunk. she didn't have her seatbelt on and her body went flying through the window. she was simply amazing. no one at her funeral could explain how beautiful and amazing she was. everyone who came in contact with her fell in love. she made everyone smile & laugh & sing & feel good about themselves. until the night she left us. yah. that was the night my heartbroke. xoxo

from kbaa :

from ohtobeyou :

im not sure, but i think i love everything you say to me, i wish youwere my girlfriend so i could write about you and you could write about me, your awesome, whats the dlawards?

from itsonlywater :

this girl's a jewel.

from millie17 :

love your new layout!

from kbaa :

rock.

from emoboysrule :

it's a terribly wonderful feeling, isn't it?

from angie618 :

hehe. so nugget, you took the emo approach. :) i'm just kidding, i love it. it's absolutely perfect for you.

from gilberto :

.....your words are amazing......

from sad-doll :

<3<3<3 your layout and you ♥

from she-is-pain :

I love your new layout.oh so emo but lovely.WOO sleepover date.thoughs are always the best[winkwink.]

from i-am-undone :

youarejusttoofuckingbeautifultoputintowords.[[breath now stef{{haha}}]] I [[fucking]] love your beauty && words..

from barbye-gurl :

your words are fresh and so beautiful. i hope one day i can write as you. thank you for the love

from chrissytreat :

you write lovely words that i enjoy reading ♥

from amiyourstar :

you may be a waif. but your my best friend..and i thank you. :)

from emoboysrule :

I'm glad to hear it.

from emoboysrule :

thank you. although I am bit confused as to what you mean. I hope you feel better. :)

from i-am-undone :

i [[always seem]] to forget to bre.ath. when I read\\your//oh so [[ fucking]] beautiful words//

from swede-heart :

Oh yes, and Connor Oburst is also high on the rocking my world list, 'doylie'...totally ridiculous, and your shoes don't need to match, they simply rock the casbah.

from swede-heart :

hey you, bright eyes rocks my world following you in first and Mr. Stud in second.

from just-to-be :

my name..twice.

from sad-doll :

fucking amazing. I'm adding you to my list tommorow.

from boltedwrists :

you will! yay! thank-you <3<3

from alexisonfire :

w00t

from your-embrace :

beautiful

from theid :

If I fall asleep, the writing comes true. (Along with anything else that could potentially scare me into a coma). Thank you for the notes, I appreaciate it.

from steadysilent :

i want to go to the beach with you xoxo

from inca-roads :

hey nik, look for me and message me--i fucking love you.

from wontlookback :

so when is this date going to take place?

from she-is-pain :

I just wanted to say that I love you and I cant wait till out next date hehe.and stay strong dont go back to that place.I believe in youWooo!<3

from erasing-pain :

shit, i forgot i was logged on as e-p. it's the fucked up starr [ wings-x02 ] that admires you, miss.

from erasing-pain :

you're // gorgeous // as fuck. ♥

from leely :

; your jaw dropped?...wow. thank you for being concerned</3

from alexisonfire :

.:tips hat:.

from alexisonfire :

.:gives j00 mouth to mouth:.

from happy-schamp :

I lived/grew up in DANVILLE, ca. lol so that is really cool! We ARE connected haha. Take care! <love><me>

from amiyourstar :

yeah i hung out with him. *smiles*. ive been trying to get a hold of you. but no ones answering. call me.

from angie618 :

nugget. your last entry made me smile (the kind of smile when your nose sorta crunches up and your lips press together). i'm so happy for you..to have someone who finally deserves you. i love you so so much.

from his-boy :

I really adore your words

from gilberto :

thankyou but, i`ll always be in the shadows of your brillance.

from starsatnite :

awesome- will do-

from beergut :

did i mention i love your writing? i love your writing.

from starsatnite :

thanx for the note- you should check out the weakerthans- aly

from leely :

♥muah

from bloodyscars :

Twisted and wrapped up tight in your words...god, you're fucking amazing. <3 × [always]

from leely :

barbiepink; its like coloring outside the lines with crayons<333

from ohtobeyou :

im almost positive that every nice thing that people say are wasted on me but alas you still seem to say nice things to me and alas im appreciative of it and love you forever for it.

from ashenmuse :

my best friend died from a drug overdose (vicodin and vodka)...very few people know what actually happened (though we are still left to question, but we assume it was accidental). there are all of these bizarre circumstances that surround it, it's very soap-opera esque. a crash...that is horrible. were you close?

from leely :

♥

from leely :

mhmmmmm<3

from ashenmuse :

how did it happen?(if you don't mind me asking). not so much morbid curiousity as a constant search for some empathy. after my own loss i guess it is really all i want to talk about, and i really would like to connect to people that have dealt with similar things. does that make sense? i need sleep.

from neuroticaa :

so much <3 to you. / xo

from xlovehatex :

i suppose i am. i've lost myself in a maze and i can't seem to get out. i havn't written in weeks. i've started to cry and not cut. i've been left alone - and i'm running away from everyone including this place. i'll come back when i have my sanity. goodluck lovely. iloveyou very much as well. have fun in canada!

from millie17 :

don't worry about crying, it's good for all of us to do it sometimes.

from boltedwrists :

hehe *blushes* thank-you! gosh your writting is adoreable! hehe you're such a sweetheart too! <3<3<3

from she-is-pain :

agreed.it was the best day ever!double trouble does rule times a million.anyone who disagrees gets a shaking fist.

from schampy :

Oh I like that mirror entry. Just the truth! Take care hon. <love><me>

from alkalineboy :

damn your never online ill try again later i spose

from millie17 :

don't hate yourself. i'm sure there is something beautiful inside you, and you just have to wait until you can find it. keep holding on.

from forsakenhart :

Me? thanks but lovely is from from what I am. <3 I'm reading your diary and I can relate...if theres anyone that lovely it's you.

from swede-heart :

thanks hun, i love you too, and sorry about calling you nicole.

from alexisonfire :

j00 no eet.

from alexisonfire :

Thanks for the bonar, toots.

from alkalineboy :

nice to see im a favorite because your one of two people that think im worthy im "favorite" status i certainly will im you if your ever but this makes twice now iv tried unsuccesfully jeremy

from inca-roads :

i'll wait for you...always.

from radiowire :

from alexisonfire :

What kind of pizza?

from alkalineboy :

i appreciate your "lovelove" for my diary and maybe one day ill even update it.... so much has happened since the last time i did bue my question to you is this If my idary is one you "lovelove" then am i not listed as a favorite diary on your profile? im me sometime later jeremy

from boltedwrists :

Yay! :) [mywordsarepathetic,itsok] <3 Much love and peace//

from boltedwrists :

Oh defintly! We'll have to talk overandover! againandagain! anytime you on just give IM me! :) <3<3 Look forward to hearing from your beautiful self.

from alexisonfire :

I ///completely\\\ forgot! There's a diaryland chat! We'll do that some time tonight.

from she-is-pain :

Darling I love you and the way you write.Your so wonderful anf happy to have you in my life.Thank you for helping me with all my shit this year.If i didnt have you I dont know what I would have done.Probably gone insane.I have tons of love for you! *Kayla* [buttdance!]

from boltedwrists :

((giggles)) sorry, I couldn't resist. I just had to talk to your[beatiful]self! <3<3<3

from boltedwrists :

hehe. Oh you are such a beautiful darling! :) hehe. you are just so god damn adoreable! :) You are defintly my favourite [addiction!]. lovelovelovelove Laura xox

from boltedwrists :

*blushes* thank-you. [fixesmistake] sorry...I'm a bad speller! :) wow your writting is so incredible honest. I am just falling in love with your words! wow. [breathinbreathout] I loose my breath when I open up your diary. Thank-you. <3<3<3<3 million hugs and kisses.

from boltedwrists :

thank-you [butnononoiamnotprettytrustme]. You are a goregous writter. I hop eyou don't mind that I added you to my favoruites. I was meant to do it yesturday but I didn't have time. Then you left me a note! wow. its like meeting someone famous! Thats how beautiful you are! <3<3<3

from angie618 :

nugget. you are my lovely. i love you. unconditionally.

from schampy :

I lovelovelove you too! :D thanks for cheering me up! Yay!overpunctuated.statements.of.drama!! Take care, <love><me>

from leely :

&when i read this "- i'm afraid of myself. of trusting people. and of bees"...i thought of myself<3

from i-am-undone :

god, i think that you have to be one of the most [[ fucking]] beautfuliest people I have ever met. [[ even though I havent met you or seen you...]] but really, you are fucking amazing. your words have a way with me..

from boltedwrists :

you have pretty words :)

from alexisonfire :

Which means I can see your pictures in colour. :O:O:O

from alexisonfire :

Oh baby. I get my new monitor tonight. \m/

from alexisonfire :

I'm looking at your pictuuuureeeesssss.

from alexisonfire :

Tainted love.

from alexisonfire :

EWWW. Girl. Touching. Me. EWWWWW.

from alexisonfire :

My name is yoshi and i would like to bone you .:runs away:.

from prophet462 :

All i can say is that you are the bestest persone ever! you are me best friend in the whole wide world. ILOVEYOU! [Jake]

from i-am-undone :

even when you think you are out of words..they still are so [[fucking]] perfect.

from ashenmuse :

sadness has the ability to do that. either make you hyper-sensitive, hyper-perceptive or completely and utterly numb.

from december7th :

aw, why thank you very much. You're quite charming yourself :). exoh.

from alexisonfire :

Third. Best. Name. Evar. (nikki)

from alexisonfire :

I have more than that. chop-suicide + sandboxhero- + alexisonfire = close to five hundred.

from alexisonfire :

Of course you are. By the way, you have 98 entries.

from alexisonfire :

No. Not all. :$

from alexisonfire :

shv33t.

from alexisonfire :

Meaning marry me. ^_^

from paradoxed00 :

thanks for the note. you really inspired me, but mine are nowhere near yours.

from vizzle :

Hey, Thank you so much for the note. It really made my day. By the way my name is Voltaire. Sorry just introducing myself. :)

from inca-roads :

i would love some.

from eatme0ut :

He called you beautiful. How much I would give to have been told that comment. . .

from millie17 :

thanks for the note. i love your dary. i'm a big fan.

from i-am-undone :

beautiful beautiful words.

from amiyourstar :

i love you nikki.

from she-is-pain :

hmm.Yep you DEF forgot to tell me your new name.Its cool though.I love you all the same.Well Penit...BeBop Penit...you can pick were we go on this wonderful date cause you know your the guy and im the girl that leans against the wall holding my books.hehe.LOVE! *Kayla*

from morrisey :

thankyou

from paradoxed00 :

i love the way you put your thoughts into words.

from major-thomas :

You're gorgeous. Everything you write is |stunning|. That's an understatement still. Oh, how green with envy I am. // xo

from eatme0ut :

Yoshi, is why.

from counthestars :

Thanks!!! I really like CTS Too. Welcome to the dollhouse IS one of the best EVER. Thanks for the Note!

from xlovehatex :

i love you too :)

from xlovehatex :

the email account got taken away again. it's hard as fuck for me to keep up with this diary. it was lovely talking to you.hearts&such.

from prophet462 :

Iloveyou time 100,000,000 and and uberdober lot! i love you like a fat kid loves cake. =) you're the best. *MUAH* P.S. [.look at me.]

from eatme0ut :

Im so insanely jealous of you.

from broknpieces :

you called me |beautiful|, that means so much to me, more than youll ever know. you too, yr words, the emotion that is conveyed through yr words, the experiences it ignites, all of it is dripping with grace and utter exquisiteness.

from ashenmuse :

quite the infatuation... such a feeling is worth holding onto. when it's gone there isn't much left.

from xlovehatex :

&you have [bitchy] mail back. cause i'm not in a goodfuckingmood.

from simplysteph :

that was amazingly beautiful. it almost made me cry. if i had not built up a barrier between my face and my feelings i would be sobbing right now in complete admiration and happiness for the both of you. words couldnt describe how happy i am for you. iloveyou. ohh yea. my great idea...lol double date you me eric and erics friend (maybe that kid u were telling me about?)

from angie618 :

nikki. i love you. and this entry..makes me smile. because him and you are oh so perfect.

from xlovehatex :

i hope my mail went through to you as well. i send it twice just to make sure cause the email place i have is crap!roar.

from bloodyscars :

Your words certainly do amaze me.

from gotmedown :

jeepers! thanks so much!

from neuroticaa :

very rarely do i lock my journal but once in a while i will -- username= neuroticaa, password=upthewall / <3

from alexisonfire :

.:notes j00:.

from blackkachina :

... And damnit, child. iloveyoumore. xo

from schampy :

here you go: user: dontjudge password: me

from leely :

im so glad youre happy pretty♥girl

from amiyourstar :

i love you. dont forget it. lets do all that stuff we said we would. cuz it would be tons o' fun. :) forget what she said too. not a word of it had any truth behind it. people tend to say things that they dont mean when they're pissed off. (doesnt make it any better i know, but i just had to say it.) if you ever need anything you know you can ask me. so when you dont want your troubles hanging around just dump them on me. and i'll listen. we'll have the occasional iced tea too. try not to let it eat away at you. cuz you dont need it. and every word she said. is not you. its like, the anti-nikki. take care of you. <3

from alexisonfire :

I'm not your favorite but thanks anyways, princess beautiful. .:se><0rz j00:.

from prophet462 :

[you look at me now]

from leely :

i love you

from xlovehatex :

*happy..yes.

from wontlookback :

lets talk.

from onwednesdays :

the trying has to count. how can we wake up in the morning, if some part doesn't believe that if we try hard enough, some day we won't have to. some day. one day. and thank you for the love left.

from whitekachina :

I've never believed in shades of gray.

from alexisonfire :

.:moans:.

from whitekachina :

i agree, confessions are under-rated. this is the other one, by the way.

from alexisonfire :

Me too. We should find a webpage to talk in. http://www.teenchat.com/room.py?room=Quake yeah. there.

from alexisonfire :

If you weren't so magnificently beautiful, I'd be mad at j00.

from alexisonfire :

I was actually _really_ relaxed today. Get MSN. .:whines:.

from alexisonfire :

Aw. Did you miss me?

from blackkachina :

as are you, darling. how did you find me. xo

from alexisonfire :

The one and only, princess. How are you?

from femmecracker :

i understand about the food. it's a hard addiction to get over. but you can get better. you'll be fine as long as you're trying. trying is all one can do.

from ohtobeyou :

hallo, how are you doing. i love when people say they f[en] love me. it f[en] really f[en] touches my f[en] heart.

from millie17 :

thanks. i love your diary. it's great.

from inca-roads :

i'm just someone else you know. but if you want to open my door to talk, you know i'll always listen. you still mean the world to me, and your sunshine still paints my world. i believe in you nikki, i always will.

from xlovehatex :

email account: traggicscars@mail.com <3<3

from xlovehatex :

yeah. everything works out for a reason. iloveyou tonstons more. keep your head about..<3<3<3

from xlovehatex :

i could nevernever go blonde. these eyebrows of mine are black - just like my hair. woop. i can't email because i don't have a email account, i would however. this house is shatterd..so he takes away the computer with him. you can watch me kick my bestfriendsforever's ass..then you can too!!! an indeed it is stevie, he's a junior. but the same age as me - eighteen this friday. his crackhead mother (litterly) put him in school late. xoxox! i soso love you!

from inca-roads :

i wish you could darling. and i miss you.

from xlovehatex :

my hair is currently pitchblack. blakerthanblack. and it's ohsolovely. no more redblack or purpleblack. it rocks. i went to two proms this year. junior&senior cause i'm a senior. and my love is a junior. what grade are you&yrlove in darling?

from xlovehatex :

what color is your hair now?

from sandboxhero- :

.:gives j00 a flower:.

from xlovehatex :

maybe someday my love. and we can dye our hair together too (currently freshly dyed)

from amiyourstar :

let me just say. i love you. and i hope you are doing somewhat better. but yes. that was about him. sucks that the one thing you believed in. is someone you dont know anymore. but it could have just been that he was upset or soemthing. im not dwelling on it. i miss him. ihoep we all go to that concert. call me. we'll hang out.

from xlovehatex :

i'm so utterly sorry my darling..i wish i could give you a hug and drown you in happiness. i'm here living&dying all at the very same time..

from sandboxhero- :

:( I'm sorry about that entry, lady nicole. I think I'm going to have to get rid of AIM too, it's making my shit box too slow.

from xlovehatex :

&love, i am soso very sorry about danny..

from xlovehatex :

nono, you are the beautiful one!!but thankyou.

from steadysilent :

what happend? is everything okay? did something bad happen to your boy?????

from ashenmuse :

i've been there. i was there last august when i found out that my closest friend died mere hours after i talked to him...it's hard.

from inca-roads :

just a hello to add some strength...take it from me if it helps.

from afallenpetal :

overwhelming

from leely :

and it is so silly how others think they completely understand you ::when they dont. they just listen to what they want to hear and when you do try to tell them something, they just shut their ears and say things of their own. its so hard to get people these days...

from his-boy :

thank you :) you're the first to celebrate my b-day.sweet.let me give you a hug now..[]

from sandboxhero- :

No. It's not there. :(

from amiyourstar :

a downward spiral within a matter of days. everything i had worked so hard to get. to become. to be able to smile without it killing me. to be happy. destroyed itself with one depricating breath. and i cant get it back. i dont know how any more. its just too hard.

from leely :

you write so beautiful<3

from sandboxhero- :

Way to delete that great entry.

from amiyourstar :

haha. well im glad that is finally settled.

from xlovehatex :

yay for belly piercings..[hasonetoo]

from his-boy :

thanx and "C'mere!"hugs :)

from prophet462 :

ILOVEYOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH NIKKI! thank you. i don't think i can tell you how great you are. i wish everyone was like you. "MUAH" tanks for everything. you are the best! [ever]

from amiyourstar :

hmm..well i feel slightly stupid. but im pretty sure its yours. black liquid eyeliner? well, if its not yours, then its just some mysterious eyeliner that decided to leave itself on my sisters bureau and baffle us all. but how cool would that be?

from justenough :

you / are / lovely

from amiyourstar :

um....are you talking about that black eyeliner? cuz, its at my house. remind me tomorrow.

from sandboxhero- :

I was pissed because MSN kept shutting down.

from major-thomas :

This is apockalyptik.. I've moved.

from amiyourstar :

no. good guess though. we'll talk about that later. but we do need to hang out more nikki!! the concert was like, back to the original undercover camel days. lol. it was fun.

from roadsideleft :

catch me if you can. is that a reference to that leonardo movie?

from xlovehatex :

andfuck - i'd miss you too. i♥u too dollface..

from inca-roads :

ya know what? i lovelovelove you.

from sandboxhero- :

.:walks up to you:. .:whispers:. Guess what I got... .:yells:. I R TEH OPETHPIRATE!!!!

from sandboxhero- :

I have good news and bad news: Good news is, I'm getting AIM, JUST for you. Bad news is, I can't sign up at the moment. You're going to have to wait. .:gives j00 a flower to eat:.

from steadysilent :

i know how you feel.

from sandboxhero- :

I'm currently at school. Stupid board-internet won't let me look at my diary. I don't know why. But I got to read yours. I wish I could write like youyouyou. I'm off, I need to go back to my work nownownow.

from inca-roads :

i'm sitting watching the sun set and i want to know where you are. remember--i came along for the ride.

from sandboxhero- :

lovemetwice profile - diary (new) - updated 4 days ago .:cries some more:.

from sandboxhero- :

lovemetwice profile - diary (new) - updated 2 days ago. .:sniffle:. :(

from starsatnite :

thank you-<blushes> you can always email or im me-

from intotherain :

Hey, this is sandboxhero I'm on my friend's account. (read it) Anyways, that picture is of Super Sayean Jesus (it's fake, but it's still >.>...funny.)

from gay-n-out :

I'm glad my diary makes you happy. Feel free to read it anytime.

from simplysteph :

stay strong sweetie.ilu. and ur perfect. before you can love anyone else or let anyone love you u must love urslef. ur worth it. ilu

from apockalyptik :

Short and to the point.. quite a nice read, dahling.

from sandboxhero- :

Fine. I'll add another entry if you're still there. Only because I think one of your titles is about me. </full of himself>

from sandboxhero- :

Excuse me, I've allready added seven entries today. .:rasberry:.

from sandboxhero- :

yay.

from sandboxhero- :

You should try to update daily.

from xlovehatex :

i shall try. thankyou<3

from sandboxhero- :

That blows; I don't have aim.

from sandboxhero- :

got msn? mickeymouseisdead

from sandboxhero- :

Found it. 030329_60.html aka chic 'n stu

from sandboxhero- :

Have you read 1984? They have a monolouge of 'the distruction of words'. I have it somewhere in my diary, but unfortunatly, I can't remember where it is. It hasn't been that latley.

from sandboxhero- :

w00t is cool. super-plus-cool. so is 'gnarly'.

from sandboxhero- :

w00t. .:adds j00:.

from sandboxhero- :

Yay, you like to add lots of bolds and dots and smush words and put dots everywhere toooo. .:high five:.

from shyeyesx :

hi. yes i know sorry about the many alterations. i am too damn fickle. :x

from cheriodarlin :

hey, hang in there. im here for you. ive gone through it too. love you hun.

from inca-roads :

hi love. how do i put a smile on your face?

from amiyourstar :

nikki nikki bo bikki banana fanna fo fikki...me mi mo mikki. niiiiikki. yea the concert will be the epitome of awesome. a stash and cheeba wouldnt be bad either. i love you!

from starsatnite :

thanx=)- you have good taste in music- i started to read some of yr stuff- i really liked it- hopefully ill have more time later-

from sweetkate28 :

we both could relate. and it scared the fuck outta me. i love you doll. always will.

from your-embrace :

your words resound of beauty -♥-

from xlovehatex :

okok. we're both EQUALLY beautiful:)

from xlovehatex :

i make a beautiful person smile. yay for me! <3<3

from gilberto :

....amazing.....

from lilindamil :

i have never found someone with a beautiful soul like yours. i know you don't believe me. but sometimes you truly do amaze me. plus...who else would ever have a tea party with me?

from xlovehatex :

&ohmygod - when i read your words - it's like i read my thoughts - except put waywayway better than i ever could // &i dye my hair drasticly every month too just to try to change the girl i am. (never does i work). and now it's black w/hot pink lines. am rammbling. sorry - but goddamn - you are LOVELY!! i want you to be my girlfriend :)

from amiyourstar :

you know somethin'? im glad it's still you.

from xlovehatex :

:) thankyou times a million. i'm not deserving of such lovely words - but i'll take them anyway. +1 point to my self esteem. woo!

from xlovehatex :

you are ____. you leave me speechless.

from ohtobeyou :

thank you for coming to visit, i remember reading your old diary i loved it aswell, i wish youhad a guest book so i could tell you just how much

from simplysteph :

hey. im in the library right next to you lol. ur writing sounds liek poetry. and im sorry that u feel liek ur not allowed to cry. u really should think about it nikki and maybe trying to get passed that. watever works for you tho, im just worried about ur happiness if u have no way to relase it other than thru ur other means. ilu

from steadysilent :

xoxo adore you.

from saftey-pin :

Thanks for the reassurance

from ryedogg65 :

thanks a lot dude for taking the time to read this shit! werd i like when people make time for other people! keep in touch ~dawg

from amiyourstar :

why yes. i am. glad to hear you like it. [ and um..a date would be loverly.]

from kay321 :

Hey kidd-o. Nice to hear from ya. Feel free to read my diary. It's not that interesting, but hell, what is the internet for anyway? See ya later. ~Kristen :o}

from angie618 :

nugget. this entry was beautiful. and nothing more.

from neuroticaa :

i thought that said "there is only so much a white person can take". Oy, my mind...... <3

from love-in-vein :

Heh, good to know. Goth knows it wasn't intentional, but a laugh is always nice.

from inca-roads :

i don't know where you are right now, but we need to talk. if you think i've been so far away, then there is clearly some tremendous confusion going on, and i'll be damned if i don't end it.

from inca-roads :

why would you have to ask that question? and why, for god's sake, would you have to ask that here? my diary serves the same purpose yours does. if i should refer to you, and you want or need clarification, then by all means seek clarification from me directly. you have my info.

from inca-roads :

no key necessary anymore.

from leely :

is that so? iloveyouback.

from raped :

Positively, The most beautiful writer on diaryland. (YOU give US hope.)

from xlovehatex :

"the world would cry for a loss like you" those have to be THE most beautiful words everever spoken to me. thankyou love. thankyou times a trillion.

from xlovehatex :

and it's people like you that make every inch of this world beautiful. i'll look real hard inside of myself and find strenght to deal with this too - just like i've done with every thing else. iwontdie.

from starcrash0 :

it was just really crappy. i hope youre doing better. mwa!

from xlovehatex :

and i'm starting to realize that maybe this child my come to me for a reason..i'm just not ready..seventeen

from xlovehatex :

i shall try to be as strong as i possibly can. but - you confused me..what do you mean by saying "you're not as bad as you think..."?

from starcrash0 :

Sorry you had such a bad day today. Mine was pretty good untill after school and it is usually so the other way around. well, just remember you are loved.

from starcrash0 :

i love the way you write and probably the way you think.

from cheriodarlin :

amazing... just simply amazing

from julietlives :

.... paperxcut. <3

from exalt :

that's just lovely.

from x-porcelain :

dont worry darling; it should only be locked a week or two. until then log in as tori; username: tori password: shattered

from prettywaste :

thank you, that means a lot to me. & thanks for stopping by. very nice diary, btw. <3christina

from razor-thin :

your words to me mean more than you will ever know. its the love of my friends that keeps me sane. keeps me going. i love you. all i know about you i love. and thank you. thank you SO much. [allmylove]-->kate

from immer :

i don;t deserve your words - it is you who is beautiful.

from x-porcelain :

i'm trying. <33

from neuroticaa :

see, look! emo glasses! emo-ness is following me! i really think emo is the new STD. think about it. <333

from nakedembrace :

i should love you three times.

from itsdorkrock :

hey , beautiful . xoexoh .

from leely :

good luck:)

from neuroticaa :

nuh-uh! yours is awesomer! i like your style :) <33

from loveme2night :

thanx 4 the note. it cheered me up a little. your sweet. luv ya.

from leely :

Whats super-cute? ♥dee

from leely :

Yes, but it wasn't the real engagement thing. It was just a type of way of saying 'I love you'. but yes, he wants to get married one day when we are all settled down.. and have babies:)

from cheriodarlin :

thanks for the note. it makes me feel better to know SOMONE knows what its like. its hard to find those people wen all my friends have a significant other.

from inca-roads :

*sigh* [and a smile forms afterwards cause this is a good one]

from just-fine :

You. Are. Beautiful. xo

from starcrash0 :

And when the praises fall like your defient tears you know you are well loved. And you know you are special. xmwax

from justenough :

yes; it gets hard to hide. keep swallowing them down, right? thank you lovely. & i wish i could take you up on that offer

from nakedembrace :

<3.

from xlovehatex :

your words are far too kind.

from loveme2night :

i really like you diary and im going to add you as a fav. luv ya.

from angie618 :

hey nugget. i read, and i had no idea. i guess that means i suck really really bad. but i knew something was up, if that accounts for anything. i called you last night..so hopefully you got my message from tu madre. i love you.

from inca-roads :

the excerpt that you use next to my diary is for you...it's yours. broadcast news: "i would give anything if you were two people. so i could call up the one that was my friend and tell her about the one i like so much."

from justenough :

come visit me here in california. (dance beneath the sun)

from justenough :

wow. i almost forgot how wonderful it is to read a beautiful diary.

from leely :

te amo

from sweetkate28 :

thank you. i love you. i know how you feel somtimes, somtimes i can kinda relate. once again, you are amazing. <3 kate

from tatatatara :

Well, Im glad i make you giggle, and whatnot. :)

from tatatatara :

ha, thanks for the note. tee-hee I got 2 notes, and someone signed my guestbook. So i guess my ranting worked. I love your diary so much. I feel special that you read one of mine. muah. <3, Tara

from amiyourstar :

je t'aime. breathe safely. if it's at all possible.

from melis21 :

Nikki, i just read. I am so sorry. Come talk to me next time. Please? I know how this is. I will be a hypocrite. But just please dont do it. I LOVE YOU! Muah Love ya melissa

from amiyourstar :

please.please.please.please. dont be doing what i think you just implied. ah. nikki. i wish you were feeling much better than you are. ilove ya buddy.

from prophet462 :

Hey hunny. You the best! Math class is the bestest class. love ya! Jake

from loseurself :

there's a point when you think you know just enough about a person to feel like you understand, but spending the past hour reading every word, knowing more than i ever thought. i understand so much more, thank you for letting me see them. <3

from angie618 :

hey chicken butt. i love you [and ahem! we still need to parle. beaucoup dammit!]. and i'm so very proud of you. many smiles.

from justenough :

beautiful.

from inspirez :

your utter beauty never ceases to amaze me

from amiyourstar :

what happened? are you ok?

from inca-roads :

just a smile...for you.

from just-nikki :

notetoself: hi. let's be ok. please.