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from catpewk :
I'm an australian winged insect? Boy, if I had a dollar for everytime I heard that...
from catpewk :
Hey you, could you email me the userid and password so I can keep reading yr diary?? Thanks! [email protected]
from laswell :
OK. I know you like rollins if you like saul of course you like henry rollins poetry and spoken word. i like him too. i think he has a great message. "i want my american convenience, bitch.. I want everything.."" everything. ah yes hank. but i need your help. i know you see his suffuring. I am trying to help henry be happy. check out my ideas to make this possible, maybe you want to even help. Id like you to check out some music i have found that i think you'd be interested in its very diverse and multi cultural. very groovin and funky , god its everything to much to describe. But let me know where you stand. thanks for your time... peace
from aesthesia :
hey girl, can you give me a call please? (hoping you have my number, i'd rather not leave it here) or email me. asap, if possible. i don't have your number and need to get in contact with you. thanks!
from celtickatt :
Well, you wouldn't have to be naked. But I understand. I think you'd eventually loosen up to where you wouldn't have to drink though. Anywho, just a thought. And your welcome!
from krazypenguin :
New idea for reality tv: Asha punches people! I'd watch.
from krazypenguin :
i here by give you and allie the rights to mingling my body. meaning: wanna take me to get a tattoo in a few weeks?
from celtickatt :
Haha! I AM actually pretty damned lazy, but I will probably just hand wash them when they need it. Thanks for the offer to send more though! That's cool that your mom is into that stuff. My grandma was. I found out that there is a way to tell if you are eating to much fried foods just by the way your iris's look. It's crazy how the body does certain stuff. BTW, I noted since it was less than an hour ago when I sig'd you.
from krazypenguin :
dollface, you simply must do what you enjoy in life. if doing nothing is your calling, then so be it.
from machina- :
Dude, you should SO go with us to see Hedwig...maybe we could get Tal and Andrew to come too. Okay, keep me informed
from krazypenguin :
check your voicemail again
from krazypenguin :
that's gross, i'm never kissing you again.
from krazypenguin :
can i be cool enough to hang out with joo?
from scanzilla :
Awwww you! I don't feel so hot, but thanks! :)
from krazypenguin :
butt plugs?
from lightfallsup :
shakespeare said "the world is a tragedy to those who feel and a comedy to those who think." and that was actually the operational basis for the meyers-briggs test you mentioned. what shakespeare missed is that when you are a "thinker", you have the ability to feel about what you think and vice versa. it is only by understanding what we feel that we truly do so. everyone feels. not everyone understands what they feel. feeling becomes only more vibrant when it is understood. more vibrant, but also more complementary to whatever place you are in life. you are one fo the few people who has made that particular connection with me, and so, thusly, i appreciate you for the taking the time to consider for yourself something that interested you. and of course, it is always a plus to be the thing that holds one's interest. so thank you. you distinctions are well taken and well apreciated.
from machina- :
Once I find a background I want a friend of mine is going to set it for me, but I do appreciate the offer for help. I wish I had better technological skills, it makes me feel almost barbarian-like when I realize I don't REALLY know how to use a computer.
from darkfairy13 :
I love your diary, sorry about your kind-of-friend :-(
from krazypenguin :
Okay so i'm typing in these entries. I see this banner yeah? Being a curious penguin kind I am, I clicked that-a-way. I followed another link on the diary to yet: another diary. I flip around the kitten's written life and open the profiles. What's the first name that I come across on there? ludicn. What does that mean? absolutly nothing.
from scanzilla :
The pictures of you and your friend are hot. Uhhh, yeah, I couldn't leave your diary without telling you the obvious.
from unclaimed :
You actually FOUND a Subcircus album? I'm really impressed by that. Even I can't find them anymore. Tell me, was it Carousel or Are You Recieving? The first one is the best by far...
from machina- :
Yeah, I used to carry around a bunch of stuff with me wherever I went, like playing cards and drawing books and a label maker and toys for when I get bored, but it started to get overwhelming because I'd forget stuff I'd actually need. Like I'd remember green plastic army men but would forget keys to my house. I tried being guyish and just bringing a wallet wherever I went, but I really like being able to bring a lot of stuff with me when I go places. Yeah, I'll get your stash of meds at the next bitch fest. That's strange that so many people are making the 'love isnt enough' statement at the same time...it just shows how often people realize these things, I guess.
from machina- :
I've always pretty much avoided situations that involved dancing. I've never gone to high school dances, and when I've gone to concerts where the performers tell everyone to get up and dance I've always sat down. I think the only thing I felt comfortable doing was the time warp when I went to Rocky Horror, but that isnt really a true dance. I could probably get the hang of it if I tried more, but I've never really given it a chance. Eh, I guess it's one of those things I just have to get over. What about Cara and Tiva? I can't really imagine them being much for dancing either...
from machina- :
Heh Heh...yeah, he is a cutie. First impressions arent always bad, even though they're completely based on looks.
from tivab :
I hope you found humor in the writing I posted from my earlier days, as I thought it was quite a classic. I just noticed that it is gone now. What the hell??
from celtickatt :
Wow! Thanks for signing back! I think that would actually be a good way to go with the name. I wouldn't say the back looks crappy by any means, I just like the flow of the front better. Actually, it kind of reminded me of Sally's skirt from the Nightmare Before Christmas (unless I am retardedly mistaken and am thinking of something else.)
from celtickatt :
Erm... what I meant to say was, "long black SKIRT" not shirt. Whoops!
from krazypenguin :
i might eat him
from krazypenguin :
everytime i hear boogie oogie woogie i think of you. okay stop laughing.
from machina- :
dude! That's SO cool that you remember that! I didn't know if you did. For some reason I remember Tal being there, although she might not have been. How old were we then? I think I was about 8 or 9 years old....almost ten years ago. wow.
from machina- :
I'm an ENFP.
from machina- :
My life is really quite dull, so when anything even remotely interesting happens to me I end up telling EVERYONE. If my life seems cool now, just wait until I get out into the real world and get a job and stuff. I'm hoping that my life will change for the better then, even though I worry that it wont. When I read your journals I see your life as a bit of an adventure, although it's probably different for you.
from machina- :
Yeah, I saw your collages when I was at your house for Allie's party, and I liked them a lot. If everything works out with Tal I'll probably be coming out again soon, and when I'll do we'll stop by your house again. And I'll bring you a mixed tape! (although you probably already have any music I'd put on there)
from ladyofamber :
I *love* your background piccie ;))) jsut thought I'd mention that :) came to visit your diary through a banner (but I can't remember which one :*(( )
from raven72d :
Biomechanics is a fascinating topic on multiple levels... And I do miss Aeon Flux...
from raven72d :
Papyrus is one of my vur' favorite fonts. And Giger has been a favorite artist for many a long year...
from machina- :
Yeah, someone actually walked into your place and said "Asha!" thinking I was you. I saw some pictures around your apartment and noticed that we have the same haircut, so that might be it. Almost everyone who walked in said that I looked like you, it was pretty cool. Sorry we didn't stay for the party, but we had a long drive back. I debated about anarchy with the guy who was waiting with us, but I didn't know what to believe with him after he said that he tends to lie and make up stories. I don't remember his name...which I guess is for the best since it might not have been his REAL name....
from machina- :
A Smashing Pumpkins album that is green...I think that one is Pisces Iscariot. It's a collection of B-sides and singles from their first 2 albums, and is actually the only one I don't own. I think that the best album by Weezer is Pinkerton, which was their second one. It has the most feeling in it.
from tivab :
Ashie...where are you? Come on girl, update damnit! Don't you know I live through your life?
from prophecyboy :
hey...sorry i didn't show up to the party last night. how was it? i was trying to check your diary for a new entry to see how it went, but i'm here at work, and i see you're not here. so i figure you'll probably not update til the next time you come in. i hope you guys had fun, i don't have your number or anything, and it was a little late to email you. i wish i could've gone. did you even get back in time? oh well.
from tivab :
I forgot to thank you for the cookies. They kicked ass! We all enjoyed them. Thank you!!
from tivab :
OMG....I loved your shit story. I was so completely disgusted, yet in a sense it's total reality. Dan pumping your shit, now that's love baby! I almost wanted to puke after reading that, but I was laughing too hard. I asked J if he would plung my shit, he said yeah, but I doubt it. Thanks for the disgusted laugh sis. You are too much!
from prophecyboy :
yes i like vast. i haven't heard the last one that came out. but i enjoy the v.a.s.t. album. but i can see what you're saying about music having potential. it bugs me, too. it's almost the same thing as buying an album and only liking a few songs, and you wish the the entire album was just as good, or their entire music career was. oh well. that sucks. but i like vast.
from pixiepuddles :
you look kinda like bif naked :)
from dharmabumgrl :
Hi Sweets, I thank you so much for your kind words in my guestbook. I'm doing much better. I guess I tend to be somewhat of a tornado in written word.. I thrive on happiness, but write like crazy when I'm sad. Anyway I really appreciate your note and hope all works out all of us... no matter what happens we all should remember that our lives will continue on and we should all try to make the best of it. Your a very sweet person, P.S. I saw that Heckafresh signs your notebook alot.. It just so happens that I know him through a friend and he came here (to my house) the other day just to kill a black widow for us.. isn't he sweet? :) talk to you soon
from prettypenny :
i didnt even look at the quote on your banner, but when i pressed back on the browser i realised that it was tool.....you just helped in making my day my dear. i absolutely love your diary layout...and once again, kudos for the fanfuckentastic banner.
from jessicasarah :
beautiful backgrounds. love your diary
from tivab :
RYN: (Sorry...haven't been on the computer too much lately.) Anyhow, what you said is absolutely true. The funny thing is J and I talked about the pizza incident like 3 days later and he just laughed at me, wondering why I didn't say anything right away and telling me he didn't know exactly why he picked those toppings, but he thought I might want something different for a change. Here he was, thinking he was doing something nice for me... and there I was thinking he was being an ass on purpose to punish me or something. I always think that I will just keep my mouth shut because I can be cool with whatever, but yes... it always festers because I'm definately a big spoiled baby sometimes. Being open and speaking up right away before it turns into an issue is the best thing to do. Man... I suck at relationships but I agree we can help each other out.....Don't worry about your 5 years out of highschool.....start feeling like shit when you are 11 years out of highschool, 6 months away from turning 30 and STILL haven't done shit with your life (like your big sis here.) Woo hoo! Fuck me....
from dpentacles :
hey,thanks for your help but I can't figure out how you made your whole background the image.If you have any suggestions,i would be very very thankful.
from lepus :
i just saw your banner one day, and clicked on it. yeah..i guess it wouldn't have much an effect on the number of heroin users, but the connection that a lot of people make between heroin and needles would be gone. sad..:( good luck with your cat and his..emotional problems? eeh.
from patbateman :
"hey brother christian with your high and mighty errand, your actions speak so loud i can't hear what you're saying." thanks for taking my survey.
from serenidade :
yeah Tori Amos! I just had J. burn a CD of hers that i had wanted forever.. so now i cruz along the freeway singing "why do we, crucify ourselves?" and "silent all these years" love them.
from heckafresh :
Thank you kindly. My day has been made.
from heckafresh :
Damn. You are pretty. I burned a hole in my dress-up pants with cigar ash this morning. And I quit my job this morning too. Oh yeah, rhubarb.
from heckafresh :
Guess what IIIIIIIIiiiiIIII had for breakfast!
from heckafresh :
Ha....Ha! *whatever letters would be appropriate to string together to indicate the sound created by sticking ones toungue out and expelling air through the loose seal created btween it and the lips sounding fart like here* I have JaaaAAAaam! Chock full of rhubarby goodness! *lip smackin' sound inserted here*
from heckafresh :
Again! Got you again. Unconnected randomness. I am canadian too. I love that big hunk of ice. Why did I peg you for a canuck with no reason for it?
from heckafresh :
No, no, no. Those were two seperate items of information. It is possible that doritos would, in fact, affect ones grammar, but the legistics of testing the theory make it economically unfeasable, even to the blue chip dorito-lay folks. I can't spel for shit. I went to school in Canada. And the US. Both.
from heckafresh :
"you're" i mean. too much doritos this weekend.
from heckafresh :
Placebos you say? They sound pretty good, where do I get my mitts on some? Also, your wasting a really good body stone by inhaling those chips, try shooting up. It's worth the track marks, believe me.
from heckafresh :
Yeeowtch!
from siopup :
i am going to live until i'm 80 without seeing star wars. it'll be on my gravestone.
from mk-ultra :
Ew. Was that whole saliva thing really necessary? I KNEW I should have taken pictures of my vomit from Sunday morning!
from senilia :
thanks asha.
from heckafresh :
Don't worry, I'll write another piece of genius today so's you don't look bad. (pfft) Sorry about the kitty.
from heckafresh :
Hahaha! I'm at work by my lonesome so I can read your update without "the man" peering at your beautiful page and tsking and what not. Hey I like to read your diary. At home as well.
from serenidade :
Okay....Im hooked, I love it!
from mk-ultra :
Ow. That last entry about the story telling hurt my head.
from krazypenguin :
I've poisoned the town's water supply with powdered urine. Drink pepsi this week.
from mk-ultra :
Oh man. That paragraph about you driving D's car is SO TRUE! Hey! Wait a minute! Did you ever see that Goofy cartoon that shows him as a normal and he's all clean cut, but when he gets in his car, he turns crazy? It wasn't split personalities, dude! The car has bad chi.... JUST LIKE DANIEL'S! It all makes sense suddenly. Anyone who drives that car is DOOMED!! DOOMED I SAY!! You wanna borrow my feng shui book? I think it could really help.
from mk-ultra :
where did I write that? I think you need a hobby, love.
from krazypenguin :
[Girls can't be hot AND smart Alan.] then explain yourself. ps don't let the feminists get a hold of that comment, they'll kick you out of the club.
from kstarr :
oi! [it's all i could think of?] go toronto shows - except if they suck. xox.
from jwinokur :
email me
from codeine420 :
Hey... Cody here. I just finished your latest entry and have a few things to say: I got the hick-ups yesterday and they lasted about an hour--it hurt like hell every time I'd let a "hick-up" escape. :-) It feels nice knowing that I'm not the only person who says "ickier." Thanks for the "html" help.
from junglekat121 :
hola bizznatch, just wanted to say hey and it was nice seeing you again the other day. im glad you love this thing so much cause it helps w/ the fact i never see you but i still know whats going on in your life and head. i hhope everything is AOK and ill see you soo love.
from deadinsanity :
Hey, sorry this is MUCH delayed... but thank you for the note. Since then, you've been off meds, how's it going? How's your kitty? Mine is trying my patience. He clawed both my ear and the inside of my nose the other day. I wanted to kill him rather than love him! The peace he brought me was short lived, like everything else in this life. I hope you've had better luck with everything than I've had. All the luck. Peace..
from junglekat121 :
there you go! a new entry AND a new template, ALL FOR YOU!!! btw, i miss you! i see your roomies now more then you! where are you?
from junglekat121 :
there you go! a new entry AND a new template, ALL FOR YOU!!! btw, i miss you! i see your roomies now more then you! where are you?
from krazypenguin :
i thought you'd be excited if i left you another note. here it is!
from jonathan :
HI from a fellow Heinlein fan. I'll come back to read more and drop some more notes.
from krazypenguin :
someone told me this before: somewhere in the darkness hides a shadow, somewhere else in the light lays hopes for tomorrow.
from im-an-addict :
wow! i am just really shocked after reading your diary. it's amazing how much your life mirrors mine. everything from the roommate to the money thing to the drugs...everything. it's nice to know i'm not the only one who feels this way. you are awesome, girl! i will definately keep reading.

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