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from bipolarchild :
I have locked up djarumgurl. I forgot the password. OOPS. So, I'm at pantraya now (but don't write. I've went underground on the writing. Today's the first day I got back on to read your writing. I love that you are in love. I hope all is well.
from djarumgurl :
gimme yer password, and no one gets hurt! I lost it and want to read you.
from djarumgurl :
wow, I must have missed your previous entry about your inner child. That was an awesome entry!
from djarumgurl :
Oh princess, I'm sorry. You know what? It's never to late to make changes, and return to sobriety, the working world, etc. I dropped out of my $13.77/hour paying job (with great benefits) to be poor and go to school. I flunked out of school. Do you know I've been evicted from 3 rental properties all of them with over $1000 still owing? Don't feel bad. I wasn't even using - I just let my depression get the better of me, and I didn't care anymore. My life is so good right now, and you will find too, that life throws some fucked-up curves to you, and you have to roll with the punches. Sometimes you get knocked flat on your ass, and it is DAMNED hard to get back up, but you'll do it, and you'll be successful again. I love you. Hang in there...
from djarumgurl :
thanks for fixing my journal. I almost called you on the phone last night. I didn't. I miss you, and would love to hear all about how you are doing. I read a journal entry where I wondered if I'd know you in 5 years from my visit. It's been at least 3/4 years since, and we are STILL FRIENDS...I love it! I just wish we talked more. I'm sooooo calling you on the phone, soon!
from djarumgurl :
whoa, I messed up my template, and now my journal won't show up. HELP! I took out some stuff by entries%% and short description%%
from djarumgurl :
I can't get my older entries to show up, could you help me???? I'll email you my address, password, and phone number, k? Do you still live at your mom's I can call you there. I think of you more often than you think!
from djarumgurl :
did you know I have a diary for Gavin? It's bipolarchild.diaryland.com I document his disorder and my being his parent. I can't believe you have a 4 year old.
from djarumgurl :
I was so excited to see you updated, but then nothing really. I'm sad. I thought about calling you. I miss you and wonder how you are...
from djarumgurl :
can we change the font on that template? Let me know
from djarumgurl :
the message in your guestbook was from me, I forgot to sign my name....
from djarumgurl :
dude I was snippy with you. Will you ever forgive me? I like you too much to NEVER talk to you again. hit me up, and lemme know whats up...
from ebombmom :
If you are moving, I would very much like to know where to find you. Thanks! :)
from djarumgurl :
dude. You totally misunderstood my post in Alan's guestbook. I was telling him that his jibberish entry (piglatin maybe) was too hard to decipher...nothing about Jamie. I left that entry a day or two before - but thanks for assuming!!!
from lazylotus :
so call me already. alan
from djarumgurl :
you fixed it thank you sooooo much. One more thing, and don't kill me for being bossy, but at the top of each entry in my template, it only shows the time, I would like for it to show the date too..like it shows the date in the archives, but it doesn't appear in the actual entry. Do you know how cool I think you are for doing my template. I want to MARRY YOU! Thanks a million, gazillion. I left a voicemail message and was jabbering on at the phone number you gave me (your mom's house) Anwyay, sad I missed talking to ya...
from x-ray-specs :
Hi! I found your diary through scratchmittens. Always so cool to find another parent at diaryland. Also, how awesome is bongwater?! I smiled when I saw them listed as a favorite band in your profile. Anyway, see you 'round.
from mojo1915 :
Howdy do! Thanks for joining the Christian diaryring. You should check out lightedpath.diaryland.com. It's a neato Christian directory. Have a good day and God bless ya! ~Jesse
from satchmo3 :
I'd love a disc...if you want, you can e-mail me from my page and I'll give you my address...I make mixes all the time so I can send you something too...
from satchmo3 :
I would be scared if David Yow looked at me I think :) Where would be a good place to start with Scratch Acid? I heard them years ago, and want to go backwards and hear some older Yow stuff...I think I remember a Cd being reissued a few years back...
from snarkymarky :
thank you for the very nice gbook signing. your mil's story is compelling. it must be hell living under her nose. i like keeping most of my family at arm's distance. it keeps the love flowing.
from graeone :
YOURE HIDING FROM ME ARENT YOU...YOU CLAIM TO BE ONLINE ALL THE TIME< THOUGH I NEVER SEE YOU SINGED IN>>I WOULD LIKE TO SAY HI YOU KNOW....Gene
from worldgurl :
get me your address with ZIP asap I have some old mags, a book or two, and a xmas letter with a picture for you..pronto. andale!!!!!
from discodave :
Hmm - I was wondering what had happened, but couldn't remember the name of the other journal to see what the deal was. Trust me, there's more than two people looking you up, it's just sitemeters don't give you the specifics if you've linked them. Anyway, put my name down on the password list next time, OK? Dxx
from worldgurl :
blocked access? What the crap? Good lord, I'm hurt. *sniffle*
from squeeky :
hey just wanted to let you know that I have gone all covert on your ass and taken my diary underground. email me at "[email protected]" for your password
from worldgurl :
Baby-gurl. Not sure if you are still at accesstoledo or msn, so I'll leave ya a note here. I'm incredibly sorry that you are having a hard time. If it helps at all.....I got evicted. And we had to move into a crappy UGLY apartment that I hate. (Does this make you feel better?) I spent my last 45 dollars on a shower curtain, some new towels and wash cloths. Bill collectors are hounding me to. I now owe more on my gateway then the initial balance. Nice huh? I'm admitting all my faults so you can feel better, or at least not alone. I'm waiting til Tuesday to be able to pay bills and maybe buy more than mac/cheese and white bread and lunch meat. My depression has been getting the better of me. I'm thinking life will get better. And I hope the same for you. Much love. Email me and let me know your address now.
from bellis :
Hey, I just wanted ot thank you for pointing out the error in my journal. That's been coming and going over the past month- it's odd, sporadic, and a total pain in the ass. It seems fixed now,but you never know. Sometimes it helps to use http://bellis.diaryland.com/index.html, and some times it's better to skip the "index" part. Hopefully, I'll be moving over to gloomsday soon, and won't have to worry about it. I get the idea this is more of a diaryland problem than anything else. Anyways... thanks a lot for pointing this out!
from peth :
oh! i like the testicles. i don't like the piercings. I like the trail mix. I don't like the pudge around the sacral dimples.
from mamaness :
Happy Birthday! :)
from peth :
oh, I had that Spacey crush too. and my Flame looks like Max Perlich, a little. the beady eyes, the big nose, the surly attitude.
from mamaness :
I like Emily Dickinson, she was my favorite in high school. Now I hope I spelled her last name right. Sigh. And also, is getting older really that bad? I am still young-22-so I'm just totally curious ;) Love your layout
from lazylotus :
k$-- im having a fuck of a time getting a hold of you-cant wait to talk to you again...so much to catch up on..;)
from unemployed :
hallo. :) i designed mine, opiuminjars and un-bads. i just thought of something based on the design and cut out an image from it, size it to 90x40 and added some words. they're not very good. i'm learning. if you have anymore questions about it, or want any help, i'd be happy to answer/help.
from worldgurl :
it's YOUR journal. delete away sister! I delete from time to time. Sometimes you just need to get shit out. I delete hateful ones and I delete rambling boring ones. :) I'm proud of you fer gettin shit taken care of in your little life. I do miss ya, but i'd rather you spend less time online and hang with Dave and the babe. See ya soon.
from worldgurl :
you hate me. You are frightened of me. I overwhelm you with notes. You are busy. You have amnesia. You were thrown in jail by geocities? God, the possiblities are endless. Where are you? I do miss you. I was gonna call tonight. But I lost ya' numbah. So give a sistah a call, or an email with yer digits in it.
from worldgurl :
you hate me. You are frightened of me. I overwhelm you with notes. You are busy. You have amnesia. You were thrown in jail by geocities? God, the possiblities are endless. Where are you? I do miss you. I was gonna call tonight. But I lost ya' numbah. So give a sistah a call.
from worldgurl :
I'm afraid of your guestbook. I tried to sign it once, after blabbing on and on like I do..and it didn't take. it sucked. So i will no longer sign there again. Cuz my thoughts are so impulsive and nothing I can repeat. You know how that goes. *Kay. who are you in love with all over again? Is it a person? Is it baby, is it Davey? Is it me? (I do hope) Just kidding. Thinking about going and seeing ya in a month or two. Yehaw, cowboy
from worldgurl :
gurl I'm fancy as a muthafucka..thanks to you. If you were here, I'd give you a hellaciously sloppy kiss-a-roo! Look at my site! I did a link to a website...1000 deaths. Made for a lovely entry about G's dad. I love you for teaching me how!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I've joined the ranks of the cool peeps now!
from worldgurl :
For shit's sake. I was just gonna put out an APB on yer ass, cuz I haven't seen you online. You probably snuck online while I was to lunch. I took a 1.5 hr lunch today, cuz I can. I missed our morning Instant Messaging session. You have no idea how therapuetic they are for me. I had a shitty day today. I miss yer words.

Books are in the mail.

Mwuh, Mwuh..kiss kiss.

from worldgurl :
I loved this part: I wanted him to tell me why a culture - any culture - that has sustained itself with its own religion/worship for thousands of years would ever convert ~Worldgurl
from lexdesigns :
hi there :) want to ask your mom to send me to html school too? hehe. i think i speak on my and twiggle's behalf when i say i'm glad our designs helped you out, html is fun (well okay, but i'm a geek) and i hope you do well! if you ever need any help, feel free to email me (link on my site.)
from worldgurl :
shut yer cake hole. YOU ARE NOT boring. I read you every chance i get.
from worldgurl :
a 3rd ear? Yeah. try smoking in a mormon neighborhood, where 5 of your closest neighbors are god-fearing mormons, and its against their religion to smoke. Honestly. My dad smoked when I was growing up. And I never questioned his morals. Its was merely a bad habit like some people overeat or bite their nails) anyway. Wish I could have a smoke with YOU!
from worldgurl :
YOU know I always gotta leave a note. Don't beat yourself up for the breastfeeding thing. I could only breastfeed til Gavin turned about 4 months, and it totally tore me up inside. I had to work, and there were no private rooms to pump, and I honestly didn't have the time or the proper equipment to pump. NOW I know my rights, (back then I was an insecure 19 year old new mom) but NOW I woulda fought to get a private room or office to pump in, and I woulda breastfed more in public and I woulda nursed that baby a long time. I loved nursing. Good entry, gurl
from worldgurl :
hey. love the pictures. Yer babe is chub. So sweet. those fish are sick. Their hunger is almost sexual. Or maybe I'm a perv. Who knows? (maybe I'm having a flashback of this "fish incident" picture I saw on Rotten.com=Sick site, that I wish I never knew about. It caters to people's morbid curiousities. Anywho....I wanna hang with ya. Chicago is so very far! One day. ~Worldgurl
from baby-jesus :
...have fun in vegas; if you see a korean man named steve visiting from la with his parents say hi to him for me....in a couple of days, when i have a littel more time, i'll go through your diary a little more closely, check out geocities...my name is dave, by the way....i'm 23 (so young!)
from baby-jesus :
wow, thanks for checking my diary out! that bumps up my readership to about two (give or take)....i am *not* a girl (unfortunately?)...i'm not sure how i stumbled across your diary and haven't much interesting to say except that you remind me of some of my friends and that i'm the one with the long-er hair beard in some of the pics and that so far i've yet to get more than a month deep in to your diary....thanks again....what's the name of your band?.....
from pleasureable :
great work :) keep it up, and I'll be back!
from worldgurl :
wouldn't ya know it? Notes from me, back to back. Okay. Don't be so hard on yourself about the swearing. Unless, of course it isn't really you. Like its not your voice. I've found the thing with writing: and it being in your voice, is to write without editing. Don't do backspace. Don't write and re-write. Just get it all down, exactly like you think it. Don't wonder if people will get it, just write YOUR THOUGHTS. And more often than not, people will get it. Us humans are interesting creatures. We think we are alone in the way we think, and we are unique. (and in some ways we are) but more often than not, when I express something that I think is bizarre, most people can relate. I love yer diary. I love it that you are a mom. I would love to email you-wait And I do post at hipmama. I used to be sillygurlmom. Now that the boards have changed I changed my name to Worldgurl. Easy nuff, huh? (whew, this note turned into a letter) Whats yer name at hipmama?
from worldgurl :
hey. i'm at work, so I can't email you right now, but look how so fresh and so clean (Outkast Reference) you are, for linking to my diary. I love you. I wanna catch up to your diary entries, and see who this mckay person is. For now, I gotta print some letters off, and take the boy to see Monsters Inc with his cuzzins. Audi 5000, ~Worldgurl
from milkmonkey :
Do you post at hipmama? What's your username?
from mckay68 :
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