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I hate that it doesn't date the notes ... so 6-17-14 ... I get it, totally. For years I have had the passing fantasy of getting in the car and just driving to a new life. New job, new everything. Not sure how that would work, but still it's a fantasy. I feel like most of my dreams are too big to make reality :( blah!

from noaddedme :

I think we have some similarities there where it's like you are living in limbo, yet you have no better plan or direction. You feel like you are missing out ... just you don't know WHAT you are missing out on. It's this totally intangable thing. I mean, I know what I would do if, say, I won the lottery and had $30 million at my disposal. That's a no brainer. It's more of the "what do I do to change my very average, very boring, very safe life that won't rock everyone's boat, destroy what I do have, and leave things worse than I started." Plus there is the guilt because you do realize that some people would kill to have what you have now ... life is really hard some times isn't it?

from noaddedme :

Doctor appointment and antidepressants? The big key is that you are in this stagnant place of "blah." House on fire? Meh. World ending? Meh. Great sale at your favorite store? Meh. Meh = depression.

from noaddedme :

Have you considered a good therapist? Seriously, it's worth it and you are worth it!

from tobehis :

Thanks for reading - and congrats on the weight loss! You've worked very hard, I know. I've lost inches and toned up more than I've lost weight. I joined the gym two years ago in January and have lost a grand total of (...wait for it...) 11 lbs. >_< I'm so sick of the yo-yo trick on the scale, but I can finally see a difference. I have another 10-14 lbs to go to reach my goal. At the rate I'm going I'll be old and gray by the time I reach it. :-P

from noaddedme :

I think you need to say to your husband "here's where I am ... " and lay it out for him. Not in a way that puts all the blame on him, but in a way that says "things are bad and if we can't make changes to come together, I want OUT." Give him the opportunity to be who you need him to be, but do let him know that this is not the future you want. You've changed, but people change. Heck, we don't keep the same friends our whole lives, we out grow some, it happens with spouses too. As hard as it will be, it is better to lay it out that you aren't attracted to what life has become with you both and that this is not what you want your future to be.

from noaddedme :

ok what is going on ... sounds like dangerous waters ... are you really wanting to swim in them?

from tobehis :

Thanks for adding me to your buddy list... Feel free to comment any time. I don't write as much as I used to or as much as I'd like to sometimes, but I LOVE hearing from my readers.

from noaddedme :

Scars are tattoos with better stories .... you can wear them with shame or pride for what you've accomplished.

from noaddedme :

Mentally you are where I am ... weight wise, you are where I wish to me but will not be for years (if I'm lucky I'll get there) ... let me know how the hell you fix your brain if you get there ok? I'm fighting that and the weight!

from noaddedme :

Even if you are fighting w/your weight in a year, spend 2009 researching weight loss surgeries. Surgery doesn't fix the wrong reasons we eat. My boyfriend works with a guy who had the gastric bypass and regained all plus more. He's about 400 lbs. now. It seems like even those I know who've had lap band or something else still are preoccupied by what they eat (or can't eat) and are fighting their weight.

from requiel :

Oh wow, the 23rd? I didn't realize they were that close either. 3 year old kids are just too much fun. Sierra is finally potty trained..except at night. ;)

from requiel :

I'm so sorry for what you are going through. My baby is almost three and I still haven't gotten back to where I was. I've thought about purging before so I think it's something that a lot of women think about. Don't beat yourself up, just do your best. It's really hard to get into shape after a baby. Remember this. When we are all in our 70's and 80's all the women are out of shape and no one cares. Baked goods is my drug..

from noaddedme :

I read that as you took her bikini away. Talk about early morning confusion! She'll be fine & you did a great job handling the withdrawl :)

from requiel :

How funny is that? I love it. I've never heard "sugarfoot" before. I can't even guess what swear word that is subbing for. Too much fun. Bunco is a lot of fun. Your kids are so adorable! I love the pics.

from requiel :

I have had that same kind of dream about my Grandpa. He looked years younger, I knew he had died and he gave me hug and told me that he was proud of all his kids and grandkids. It was very sweet and I knew it was him visiting me in m y dream.

from noaddedme :

Congratulations!!!!

from requiel :

Congrats!!! He is so cute, and big! You are super woman. There is no way I'd do that without an epidural. ((hug))

from requiel :

I hope you are doing ok. I can't wait for updates!

from noaddedme :

Good luck with the babe and I hope all goes smoothly! I look forward to next weeks updates! :)

from requiel :

Scary!! I hope he is doing ok. Primarys is the best kids hospital. Mine have been there a few times. Jackson more than any. They rock.

from fightn4life :

Good Lord...only 9 weeks? Where has the time gone? I'll be counting now. :) Sandyz

from requiel :

I sent you an e-mail a while ago, did you get it?

from emaciana :

could i have your user/pw??? if you don't wanna put it in a note, my email is s t a r r y s u g a r @ hotmail (no spaces of course) thx!

from requiel :

Stupid brower ate all my passwords, can you send me yours again? Please????

from requiel :

Don't worry, just focus on eating healthy for your baby. When I found out I had gestational diabetes I sure ate a lot better. I didn't gain near as much weight when I was on a diabetic diet.

from xemowhorex :

thank you so much for the game sugestion. i'm sure that'll help alot.

from requiel :

I've eaten there! I adore the pineapple! Did you have any? *drool*

from noaddedme :

the skunk costume is too cute for words!!!

from fightn4life :

Yes there is always things worst than a job loss, believe me I use to think the world would fall apart if I ever lost my job. One fall, my world did fall apart but I survived, (kinda) when I think of you, hubby, Holly and now a new life, I smile. I am thrilled for you, don't let those "little fears" drive you crazy. Enjoy everyday. Sandyz

from noaddedme :

you made me cry! thank you!!!!

from mixedup :

"I find myself hoping that the Raiders will win even though I�m a Bronco fan�" THAT IS BLASPHEMY!

from fightn4life :

My daughter has three boys, she never even thought�poor me I wanted a girl. A child no matter the sex is a wonderful gift. Don't let those that "think" you will be disappointed if you have another girl. Good Lord, what are some people thinking. My daughter's aunt has five girls, each just as equally loved. No one to my knowledge asked�hey why you don't wish for a boy. Do not let this get to you; you are having a beautiful baby, who cares if it is a girl or boy. I love having a sister; she is 1 year and nine days older then I. Sandyz

from requiel :

Another girl would be awesome, Holly would have a sister to play with!

from fightn4life :

Oh I pray too he doesn't lose his job�my life has gone nuts from the time I lost my 12-hour shift job. No insurance and well, it is such a mess. I pray your husband will not have to go back to driving. Prayers are with you. Congratulations on your weight loss! Wow, I was so excited for you. Your little Holly is a doll. Glad to have the chance to catch up in your world, beside your worries all seems good. Stop worrying just yet�says someone who can't stop being worried. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

Did you get my e-mail, user name and password? I still am locked out of your world. OUCH! Ok, just whining. My e-address is [email protected] I sent your mail to yahoo Hope you get this I miss reading about your life, seems like forever. Well, not "forever" but a looong time, Missing you, Sandyz (be sure to put UN and /or Password in subject line, my spam eats so much of my mail)

from imabrat2 :

CONGRATULATIONS!

from requiel :

OHMYHECK!! Woo! Congrats, I'm so jealous. I was looking at baby pics and now I'm all baby hungry. Take care and have a great pregnancy.

from noaddedme :

woo hoo! Congrats!

from mixedup :

Congratulations!

from imabrat2 :

I hope all is well with your husband.

from requiel :

I hope all is well, and he gets better soon. (hug)

from requiel :

I have to say I think you will be glad you didn't do it. I almost got my belly pierced and a tatoo. All I can is SHAWOOOOO!!! I am soooo glad that train passed me by. The piercing you can take out but a tat....is almost forever. It works for some people but I am slightly claustrophobic and having something on my body that I couldn't get off would freak me out to no end.

from requiel :

So funny... my left hangs lower than my right. heh,heh.

from imabrat2 :

There ya go...thanks for asking.

from requiel :

Congrats, you are amazing!

from cardiogirl :

HI! Thank you for the password. I was able to get in and take a quick look from the beginning. I like to start at the start and go through til the end. So if you suddenly see 89 page views per day, that's probably me :) Thanks again!

from cardiogirl :

Hi miame, Thanks for adding me! Could I have your password for a look-see? I live in the Detroit-area, so I don't think I know you. My e-mail is cliverules at comcast.net

from requiel :

Of course not silly! We went camping so we didn't go to church yesterday. How was Sams? Stores are wayyy less crowded on Sunday, I wish I could do all my shopping then.

from requiel :

You are so funny. We don't usually go to the mall at all on Sunday, although it has been known to happen ;)

from imabrat2 :

Step-parenting can be a bitch and most often unrewarded. Hang in there because it sounds like she needs you. "Water retaining seacow"...LOVE IT!

from sunstarr :

i'm not sure if this makes a difference or not, but I want to say that you should NOT be self-conscious about running outdoors where "someone might see me"..... whenever I see someone exercising (especially an older person or a person who isn't physically fit) I always say aloud to myself: "That is so cool that they're trying to get healthier!" In my mind I *ALWAYS* commend someone for exercising no matter their age or size! So, don't let that stop you. If you continue to get on out there and run, soon there will be less of you to look at! :-) *wink*

from sunstarr :

glad to hear that you had fun in SLC! yay! and yes, $300 goes really fast in just about any store these days. i am VERY proud to hear that you ran for those 30min. YAY for you!! ~hugs~

from xemowhorex :

oh, and not to be a snoop or anything but i saw the message below about lacto-ovo vegetarian. if you're trying to become vegetarian it is a good place to start. i'm more or less in that boat at the moment. eventualy i hope to become vegan but i'm having trouble with the whole cooking aspect. but the lacto-ovo thing seams to be working very well for me. so if you're having trouble cutting out all animal products this might be a good place to start.

from xemowhorex :

you know, people keep telling me that. and i know it's true. i just can't seam to do the whole loving myself part. sometimes i can fake it alright though, maybe that'll have to be enough for the time being. :)

from imabrat2 :

You sound very happy. Good for you, you deserve it.

from sunstarr :

you know, if you decide to be "part-time vegetarians", the Lacto-Ovo Vegetarian lifestyle could suit you well. What this means is that as a Lacto-Ovo Vegetarian, you don't consume any meat, but do eat eggs and milk products. This is the most common form of vegetarianism. And you can still include fish/seafood. I don't consume dairy products or animals such as poultry, pork, or beef but I do eat fish and seafood (only at restaurants because of Ben's allergy) Anyway, I commend you on your adventures in meatless dining! (If you ever want some recipes to play with, I have tons! Especially a great one for Sloppy Joes!

from sunstarr :

you definitely have the right mind-set for losing weight and staying healthy. good for you! keep in mind: you didn't put it on overnight so you can't take it off that fast either! remembering that sometimes helps me keep things in perspective.

from sunstarr :

if you don't mind, i'd like to add you to my buddy list.... i'll email you with my comments on your diary so that they're more "private". :-)

from sunstarr :

i'd like to read you since you added me to your buddy list, please! my email address is goldie1208 at aol dot com. by the way, how'd you find me??

from requiel :

awww, well at least you aren't upset. ;)

from requiel :

Ooo, Oooo I hope you are!!!

from imabrat2 :

OK, you win...I can't come close to topping that one. :-)

from imabrat2 :

I had a very similar experience with an internet connection years ago. I'm dying to hear part 2 of your entry...

from requiel :

Oh my...there are not words to describe the horror I feel at the thought of my baby drowning. I can't imagine how you do it. Just the words put pictures in my mind that I want to be scrubbed clean.

from fightn4life :

Congratulations on your three-year quit form chewing, awesome to fight addictive behavior and still making the choice to stay free. Your weight loss I suppose is much the same, first the desire to change, then a plan, and follow through. It is all about choice. I do understand about wishing your mom would join you in your program, I know how difficult it is to travel alone. I have made the choice not to smoke for almost 4 years now and my husband is still a chain smoker. If we really have the �want� we can do what ever we want with out a loved one following through with us. It did take a host of on-line support for me to take the not smoking journey and many times I thought I would cave in. But I haven�t. BTW Your diary is not boring at all, it is wonderful things are going so well. Bask in the sunshine enjoy these quiet times. You so deserve them. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

Thank you, I am so glad to see little Holly...what a doll. You know your hubby is a little like mine, he is always puffing smoke in my face knowing how hard it is not to smoke after 30 some years of me smoking. I think I am going on 4 years now quit but at times (like these) that ole demon rears his head...it looks just like my hubby. ;) Tell yours to keep his freaking cake and eat it too. My weight is picking up and now I can not even exercise. Sigh...life. You got to love the challenge. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

I am still on my relic of a computer, my newer one is at the computer repair place. I don't have your pass word saved on this one. Can I get it?? I think I asked once before but it might have been over looked by my spam collector. Write diary land or pass word in the subject line. (Oh...if you want to share your world with me) :) Sandyz (fightn4life) turkey_lynn @ yahoo.com. (This e-amil did not work) My e-mail is [email protected]

from xemowhorex :

oh i love it to death. i love my apartment. i love my neighborhood. the only trouble is that it's so damnd expencive. i'll get it straightend out soone enough though. hey can i get your username and password?

from imabrat2 :

That was quite an entry. The first thing I'm going to do when I get home is give each one of my boys a great big hug.

from fatfree4me :

I was going to say "Woo Hoo, go you!" but someone beat me to it...LOL Keep up the good work and great attitude.

from requiel :

Woo!! Go you!!

from requiel :

Sweet! Congrats on the awesome changes.

from fatfree4me :

I vote for the new panties and a pedicure. In fact I just may treat myself to the same thing this weekend. :-)

from fatfree4me :

My old journal which I've just restarted is imabrat2. I deleted all of my old entries long ago, but have started updating again. Some day I'll write a profile for my new readers.

from fatfree4me :

I think that is a terrific way to handle a very tough situation.

from requiel :

Ooo, very nicely done. It sounds perfect.

from requiel :

I would totally let her know, you wouldn't want something to happen and regret that you didn't speak up. Just do it with love.

from requiel :

Can I have your password? pretty please?

from fatfree4me :

I'm in and it looks like I have lots of catching up to do. Thanks for the PW.

from fatfree4me :

Hi. May I have your password? You can e-mail me at l#m#q#l#o#@aol.com (without the #'s of course):-)

from noaddedme :

I'm lost on your ps. I'm no added me (Kaire) but have no clue what that meant on your entry! :) Have a happy holiday!

from soulstyce :

hello there! i sent you an email and didn't hear from you so I figured I'd give your notes a try :) Hope to hear from you!

from noaddedme :

My friend's niece went through a goth stage. The more people bitched, the stronger she embraced it. They are kids! I can only speak for myself, but things I thought I was so cool doing are embarassing now to remember. As for the niece, once they stopped giving her shit and ignored her, she evolved. Now she's a gorgeous normal looking young woman who works as an executive for a nationwide pharmacy.

from requiel :

Thanks for adding me! I hope you figure out who it is, that is a freaky feeling.

from noaddedme :

it's not me! I hope you can update soon!

from giggle-more :

happy belated birthdays...

from fightn4life :

Happy Birthday to you and Holly, next year my bet is you will feel the special bond between you and you daughter you felt tonight. It does not go away, it only gets stronger. Sandyz

from emaciana :

thanks for your encouragement and note. they did make me feel better.

from comfortm :

thanks for the notes. Your right, I cried yesterday when i saw her. But today i didnt cry because she does great with her new babysitter so i'm not worrying about her during the day. We are adjusting which is good. Wow, your babys 1st bday is close!!

from emaciana :

thank you for those sites. i will check them out when my internet isn't so slow. 'm gonna add you to myspace too. take care, thanks again

from comfortm :

Thanks!!

from fightn4life :

I love reading your diary and hope you will share your world with me. �� I wrote before but it must have got lost in cyber space or sent to the Spam chopper. :) May I request again? If yes�Kput ��My pass word in the subject line�� I am the only one who uses this computer. Thanks, Sandyz (BTW) Are you a Sandy too? [email protected]

from fightn4life :

I was sad not being able to read your diary...e-mail, [email protected]. If you allow me into your world. :) Sandyz

from pigger18 :

I was wondering if I could have your un and pw, you can email it to me at [email protected]... thanks

from f-i-n :

nothing is sadder than a busted keyboard....

from fightn4life :

I was working on a new template, I hope my words came back I am still so new at this. Your baby is GORGIOUS!!! Thank you for sharing another of Gods greatest gifts our children. Sandyz

from cdghost :

stumbled across your words and enjoyed reading them very much

from like-giants :

hey sandy, thanks for the note and compliments on the layout. :) i added you to my buddy list and am going to start reading you soon, too. though it looks as if i have some catching up to do. take care of yourself, girl, and congrats on the baby.

from fightn4life :

You are beautiful; I hear it in your words. Please stop purging, your baby will have the unconditional love for her mom that you have for her and will always have. It may seem at times during the teen and pre teen years you might go to battle but love grows even in the midst of obscurity. When she becomes a young woman the love will again open like a lovely rose. Take care of yourself today so you may be part of her life in her tomorrows. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

I too hope so much you get the part time job. I wouldn't want you miss a special moment in baby's life. Fingers crossed, prayers sent. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

Oh my, what a beautiful baby, no wonder your entries are filled with love. I can feel your smiles. Sandyz

from fightn4life :

It was wonderful to read your post, and I am thrilled you are loving being a mommy. I would tell you to take care of yourself but as I read you are doing awesome. Your posts make's me smile. Sandyz

from comfortm :

she's so cute. How are you feeling?

from jelibeary :

Oh My Lord Congrats Sweetie, I was checking to see how you were doing and to tell you where my new diary was and wham you had your baby. Congrats I'm so happy for you I hope you are getting some rest and all that good stuff. If you ever want to check up on my my diary is on xanga as ladylilly23. :) Take Care and email me some time sweets. Well if you have the time LOL :)

from fightn4life :

Congratulations!! I am so excited for you new mommy. I kept meaning to get you a note...sorry. I am just so thrilled. No words my friend. I bet you ill be the best mommy ever. Lucky little angel. :) Sandyz

from comfortm :

congratulations on your girl!!

from razor-vixen :

Congratulations! That is an awesome birthday present!

from neangel :

wow so when was your bday the same day as the babies or the day before?? my bf's bday is the 23rd. a great day even if it is very cuspy for scorpio ;-)

from wish4booboo :

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!

from comfortm :

yay! i hope you have ur baby!

from iamlearning :

the last one in the club... you better get moving on popping that child m'dear! lol! 16 days to go but really... it could be any day now... they aren't that good at predicting these things... *smile* the excitement and desire to give birth must be getting pretty built up by now... ♥

from fightn4life :

I too welcome the new little into this life. My youngest daughter is named Charleyn, spelled the same as my mom. Her middle name is Nichole. She has always been "Nicky" even after weeks of me trying to call heh Charlie. She just looked like a Nicky. Ok, so you ar in the PG club all my your lonesome, cheer up the last is always saved for the best. ;) Sandyz

from fightn4life :

"I didn't realize that being a step-parent would prove to be so difficult at times. I suppose that we have done all that we really can. We talked openly about her feelings and made it clear that she could come to either of us at anytime..." When I read this I found myself reliving raising step kids. Time helps, when those little ones grow up they will understand more than we did at the time. All I know is I dearly love my step children, my heart goes out to you trying to deal with this in the now. Sandyz

from jelibeary :

miame and pass is anaisme

from jelibeary :

Hey Sandy, I hated my step mother till I was an adult so I'm not sure what all a step mother goes through but I can tell you stories or what I did to her. I think you are doing a great job. :)

from fightn4life :

I am so excited for you getting so close to having your baby. I bet that sonogram was awesome. Sorry about the Goth child, seems our kids grow into individuals way too fast. I agree the school handled the situation with the chains entirely wrong. Having a child made a spectacle of themselves in front of their peers is unacceptable. A one on one conversation would have been the right thing to do, idiot! Sandyz

from jelibeary :

Honestly I think they should allow him to drive but to make sure no one is around. I mean the poor guy didn't ask to be sick and he has every right to have fun. Although it disturbs me in the way they allow him to do it there where people are around and can be hurt seems like they let him to entertain there selfs more then the guy with ms or what ever. Its kinda sad if ya think about it.

from wish4booboo :

No,you did not do anything to offend me:) I'll add you again.LOL See what happens when you don't update!? LOL

from fightn4life :

No nasty remarks from me, I gained 68 pounds with my first child. Dr freaked but I didn't, I felt I pampered myself with all the things I loved to eat. I weighed 104 pounds when I got pregnant and four months after baby girl was born, I weighed in a 115. Not bad and baby girl only weighted 6 pounds 3 oz. Don't be so hard on yourself, you are a mommy to be. Enjoy this without all the stress. You will miss it, at least I did. I was not ready to share any of my kids with the world when they were born. My thoughts are with you. Oh yeah...My youngest daughter, "mommie dancer" loved being preg, she gained allot of weight and tried not to let it stress her. She lost 40 pounds after baby boy was born. Just enjoy each day...it is soooo worth it. Sandyz

from jelibeary :

Sorry about the dog it isn't your fault what ever you do to the dog. He can't be trusted around kids and all. By the way hey sweetie. I'm back. :)

from razor-vixen :

It's hard, but yes you don't want him to bite a kid seriously. And what about when you have your own? If your dad's friend will take him, then give him to him. It's hard when we love our pets so much, but you have to protect your kid (and you don't want a lawsuit from someone that he's bitten).

from fightn4life :

Almost a year nicotine free. Wow, now that is awesome. Be proud, this is the best thing you could do for yourself. I am still amazed I have gone a bit over 17 months now, everyday I love the freedom more. I look forward to reading your ramble on your one-year lungaversary. Love the baby counter. :) Sandyz

from anawreck :

thanks for the note!

from fightn4life :

I am so very happy and excited for you. :) Sandyz

from neangel :

congrats on becoming a mommy!! that is amazing that you & your sister are the same length along too! wow, what an experience. i want my first pregnancy to be with/along with a good friend of mine - too bad i have no sisters. good luck!

from cindreviews :

Cinderella Reviews is a brand new review site. So if you would like a review please come and check us out at http://cindreviews.diaryland.com/ . We hope to be hearing from you soon. Thank You!

from candoor :

merry happy new year to you :)

from soulstyce :

I've been reading through your diary and I can identify with you so much!

from rotted :

thank you for the encouraging comment... i appreciate it. i think it's time you updated.... :D

from rotted :

thank you for the encouraging comment... i appreciate it. i think it's time you updated.... :D

from fightn4life :

Thanks so much for the birthday wishess. No matter how old you get it feels special when some one says, "happy birthday." Thanks for helping me feel a bit more special. Sandyz

from zayneea :

yay, thankies for using my layout. i like the way you customized it. you got a cool onter too, neat-o. well, yeah, i'll see you around - syn

from neangel :

sandy, i was born in soldotna & raised in wasilla which is north of anchorage about 45 minutes. no where near sitka but it's all alaska all the same ;) thanks for the belated bday wishes too!

from candoor :

wow, that (happy birthday) was a beautiful entry and exactly what a personal diary is about... inspiring, personal, poignant, and it felt real... thank you for sharing yourself :)

from jelibeary :

Hey Sweetie I just wanted to stop by and wish you a very happy belated birthday wish. :) Sorry I was a bit late. :( Love ya, OHH did you get my letter in the mail yet?

from fightn4life :

You are so right, nicotine is nicotine regardless. It's addictive. The most addictive drug int he world. Thanks for the congrads...I know I am so freaking excited to be free at last. A future is a wonderful reason to give up all nicotine. I got my quit meter at http://www.whyquit.com On the right hand side of the home page it says "free quit meters" I downloaded silkquit it's a small down load. I love having it. In case I forgot...hope you had a wonderful birthday. Mine is coming up...the 26th of October. I've been around much longer than you have. Advice? Enjoy every moment you can...Life is a gift. Sandyz

from neangel :

hi friend of brucegirl here. happy birthday, i just turned to my quarter on the 20th so we're close in bdays along with bg. i won't hold it against you that you share my suisse's bday ;) since you lived in alaska for a while. i am a born and bread alaskan native - haven't been back in far too long though it's a damn shame. well any friend of bg's is one of mine. so again happy bday and welcome to the quarterlife crisis network! jk

from rotted :

"a quarter down" was anything BUT boring. thank you for sharing it...

from fightn4life :

Hi...today is my one year mile stone. I am so proud. (One year, 8 hours, 58 minutes and 30 seconds. 16486 cigarettes not smoked, saving $2,250.45. Life saved: 8 weeks, 1 day, 5 hours, 50 minutes.) These stats came from my quit meter I got from an on-line support group. Six months is awesome. Quitting smoking is the most difficult thing I have ever done...but the most rewarding. Hand in there...one day, one breath at a time.Your life is soo worth it. Sandyz

from brucegirl :

Thanks for the happy birthday wishes! :-) Happy birthday to you too. *sending a big birthdaybaloon your way* (when it blows up, golddust will com out and hit you; then make a wish ;-))

from fightn4life :

I love your writing. The set your sister has for you is awesome and I agree clouds on the walls sound wonderful. What ever the choice you make when the time comes it will be special. My prayers are with you. Sandyz/fightn4life

from fleshandbone :

I like the idea of making a sky ceiling, one for day, one for night. It would also go well with the bedset already available to you. Which if you don't get a new set, will save you money to spend on other decorations for the nursery.

from krugerpak007 :

I am so sorry for April. What a shock that must have been for her, and all of you. Terrible. I think sending a plant sounds like a great idea. I am also sorry to hear about your brother moving away. It's hard when family moves, I know. I have not seen my dad and brother for over 3 years and it's hard! I am sure he will be back to visit and you can travel there. Hang in there and feel good. The week will be over before you know it and hopefully next week will be better! xoxox Kathy

from jelibeary :

Yeah I got you letter Friday I was in tears when I read it I'm in the middle of writing you back and sending it tomorrow. Gosh I missed you.

from krazieespy :

Not sure If I have ever thanked you for adding me as a favorite.. I am adding you as a favorite too :)Thanks Again!

from jelibeary :

Hey sweetie I don't know if you remember me but I just wanted to say hey and that I really want to catch up. Mwah

from rotted :

you're stressing too much... deep breaths... in and out and soon you will have a little sprout... give it time and stop beating up on yourself... too much of that will thwart your efforts.... thank you for the words... i appreciate them and send the best baby producing vibes your way.... **big gynormous cyber hugs**

from rotted :

i used to be lovely-freak... i saw that you took my survey but that's not why i'm here. i read your recent entry and i have to say... the more you worry about getting pregnant the more stressed your body is and the more unlikely it will be that you will get pregnant. you have to just forget about the trying and let nature take it's course. with both of my kids it took 3 months from the time i started trying until the time that i actually got pregnant. we also had sex about 3-4 times a day so that might have had something to do with it too. lol! a friend of mine is trying right now and i gave her the same advice i'm giving you... stop worrying so much about it... that sort of neurosis will hinder you getting pregnant. good luck and take care! n

from ana-mia-life :

thanks for the note, i'll be sure to visit as soon as i find the time to :)

from krugerpak007 :

I am holding thumbs for you. Take care. Thanks for adding me. I am on vacation and when I am back, will be back to catch up. Please take care! xoxox Kathy

from rmari777 :

yes i'm definetely still interested...do i need a password or something? i'm clueless...sorry

from krugerpak007 :

Thanks for your note. My husband wants us to start working for a baby right now too, and I am so cinfused. Do you feel ready? Does one ever feel ready? Its so scary. xoxox Kathy

from ana4daniel :

i saw that seaching for angela shelton thing too... scary stuff... i was bawling my eyes out...

from rmari777 :

Hello...I was added to the ana-mia monday's diary ring...so...what now? Hehe...contact me through notes or my email is [email protected] Thanks!

from ana4daniel :

hello! glad to see your back posting... what 6-something-something plan were you referring to?... i must have missed it... hope the new house goes well...

from xemowhorex :

you have me listed as a favorite. if you're still around and care at all, i have had to locked my diary for a while. the username: emo password: whore

from jelibeary :

I'm so sorry I missed your birthday. I got a chance to get online by using my brothers labtop and thought I woudl sto by and say hey. I miss you Mwah

from ana4daniel :

sandy... congrats and have a wonderful new life together... enjoy the honeymoon... (wink wink)... we'll miss you!

from krugerpak007 :

Wishing you congradulations and everything you wish for yourselves. Have a wonderful wedding, enjoy every minute! And a wonderful honeymoon...xoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

What a fun party...:-)Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

Wow, your office really spoilt you! Wow, you are getting married soon, how exciting! Enjoy every second of it!:-)Kathy

from jelibeary :

those are good ones. I haven't heard those before. :)

from anasmyway :

Hi I saw that you added both my diaries to your favorites. Thank you I'm very flattered. I'll be back to check you diary out later I have so much to do today. Not that you aren't important you are I just have a zillions of things to do. LOL But promise I'll be back. Oh by the way would you like to be added to our notify list for Ana-Mia Mondays?

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