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I had to move back with my folks temporarily when my engagement broke up. It was not pleasant. My dad also felt entitled to tell me how to run my life. As for taking out the trash, yeah, weird... my other half doesn't seem able to do it properly and it's not like it's difficult. Peace.

from spiralish :

I agree re your brother. That kind of behaviour around kids is absolutely wrong and your dad needs a wakeup call.

from softhelight :

Happy Valentine's Day nee-chan. I really hope you have a good one.

from softhelight :

If she can't see how lucky she is to have an awesome, beautiful, and loving girl like you, then she really must be as blind as a bat. (sorry, i felt this was a necessary add-on)

from softhelight :

Nee-chan, even if you have gained ten pounds, there's still no way you're fat nor ugly. You're an extremely beautiful girl and you've got a amazing body. I'm sorry she's still being like that, if it hurts so much to be around her and everything, then why stay? Do you really gain anything from being with her other than a broken heart and being depressed? You deserve better.

from svenhard :

Hi, just a quick note, 120lbs is not in any way fat unless you're 4ft tall (which i assume you're not), obsessing on body image is a sure way to depression...

from softhelight :

Couple things. First off, you're not fat. I'm fat. End of story. Secondly, sorry things are sucking as usual, would offer to drive if i was ever in the area, lol.

from softhelight :

Sorry to hear about the problems with the expensive meds/therapist/your mom being a bitch. I'd be really surprised if your insurance didn't cover it, might just be a higher copay on it than normal. As far as the mom problem, keep your fingers crossed and hopefully she'll just get out of your life all together. Look at me: my bitchy mom ran off with her crack dealer to build a house in maine, i'll have like a 8-10 text message conversation with her once a month, and see her for a day every few months, it's quite nice.

from softhelight :

You're not a bad person nee-chan. And you can't let your mom ruin your life for you. You're not her and you never have to be her. You're just you.

from zoela :

thank you for having me. <3

from softhelight :

I obviously bothered you a lot more than I thought. Considering the fact that you blocked me, i'll assume this is a goodbye. Too bad, you were a good friend. Peace.

from softhelight :

I sent you a myspace message. Writing this cuz i don't know which you check more often (6/29/09)

from softhelight :

Lol yeah. i keep pretty well informed cuz i have had a lot of female friends.

from softhelight :

I think the expression to avoid bad luck is "break a leg". Oh and by hormones do you mean birth control? My girlfriend is on that cuz her period is like, abnormally bad, something in her genetics or something. But it helps control that and often birth control makes girls' breast size grow. I've already noticed Tara get a bit bigger and one of my friends who was on it for like 4 years went from a c cup to having quadruple D's. She had to get reduction surgery. So i guess it all depends on how the hormones in the bc affect you. And i've never heard of them having to scrape you for it, they usually just try one and if it doesn't help slow your period, they try a different one until one works. anyways, hope it all works out well. Just do whatever will make you feel happy. Break a leg.

from softhelight :

I know it's gonna be hard, but I'm proud of you. You'll definitely find someone who treats you how you deserve to be treated.

from softhelight :

For what it's worth, I think you're doing the right thing. No one should have to feel more like a pet than a friend, let alone with someone who claims to be your girlfriend.

from softhelight :

I don't think i got it. And thanks, i had a fun birthday, if ya know what i mean, lol.

from softhelight :

I hope you did well. And sweet, did you actually give it all to him?

from softhelight :

Ouch. I hope you feel better

from softhelight :

Happy Birthday nee-chan. I actually debated calling you, but I can't remember if you're at GED stuff today... Plus it's 10:30 and i don't know you or your parents sleep schedules... or if they'd freak out about a guy calling you. anyways, i hope your birthday goes well. Have a happy one ::hugs::

from softhelight :

You know you can set your aim so that people you don't have added to your buddy list already can't msg you. That would solve her attempts to bug you there. And you could always call the cops for harrasment with the phone, or take it off the hook. I totally can understand wanting a happy ending like that. But maybe you still just have to find your prince/princess charming. It really sounds like the only future you can expect with Amy is one of torment and further misery. Like you said, you two can't connect physically, the way you want. Maybe your best bet is to move on and look for what you really want.

from softhelight :

Of course she did. It's only for private wearing ^^

from softhelight :

Ah, okay. And she couldn't really afford to get me anything, but I got her a really hot black, lacy corset from hot topic and took her out to Bertucci's.

from softhelight :

First off, you don't need a cable box to get digital signals in '09 when they do the switch. As long as you're not getting tv from an antenna it'll work fine. Satellites have problems all the time too. They're typically just as expensive for one, and you need a box for every tv that you wanna be able to watch stuff on. Plus any time you get a bad storm you lose most of your channels, except for a few really low number local ones.

from softhelight :

Pretty amazing. We actually just celebrated our 1 year anniversary yesterday. It was amazing. ^^ Anyways, I really hope things get better for you or you figure out what to do nee-chan.

from softhelight :

For what it's worth, i think you should seriously consider looking elsewhere. You're a good person, and there are lots of people out there. You deserve a lot better than amy, and she really shouldn't have a significant other cuz she needs to straighten out her own shit first.

from hissings :

username: wannabe password: sedated

from softhelight :

Yeah. i remember that. funny shit. What'd you think of the sick puppies cover? When they did it live the lead singer (who's like wicked australian) started off with a speech about how we wants to bend beyonce over his car and fuck the shit out of her. lol

from softhelight :

Want an awesome song she wrote? You gotta here Sick Puppies cover of "Say My Name" http://www.sendspace.com/file/9arpgx you should totally download it.

from softhelight :

ah k. sorry. Find a place like, under your bed or in your closet, where you could do it?

from softhelight :

What about when you're in the shower? They don't like open the curtain on you or whatever do they? Couldn't you service yourself there?

from daath :

Thank you for your words on my work. Much appreciated. Dig the writing. Fuck Christmas.

from softhelight :

da hatta: "we black people usually just call white folk racists cuz it gets them to shut up." Germaine: "wow, that's really lame and stupid" da hatta: "what are you, some kinda racist?" that, is why i love the Foamy Cartoons

from ceilings :

yay for perverted bisexuals!

from softhelight :

Well, from what I've heard, a lot of community colleges have programs where if you end with a good gpa, you can transfer to most state colleges afterwards

from softhelight :

::hugs:: well you can get a lot if you look hard enough. I know people who've gotten near-free rides by grabbing the right grants and such. Also if money's such a big problem you could go to a state school or community college, those would be a lot cheaper

from softhelight :

There's a lot of money out there for college students: grants, loans, scholarships; especially for someone in your position. Try looking into those.

from convolutions :

Thank you for creating the perverted diaryring so that I might join it.

from spirit66 :

Thanks for the welcome! NEM :X

from interventi0n :

You're welcome for joining. :) lol. It was a very appropriate ring for the thoughts that run through my mind on occasion... Good luck with your GED testing and SATs. Standardized testing sucks, but you can do it.

from hannahlore :

Thanks for making such rings! Lol. It's good to see that some rings are still alive... -Starr

from softhelight :

well, if you're just doing it cuz of her internet friends, let them bitch and tell them to fuck off cuz they don't know half the story. If you want, i'd gladly tell them where to shove it for you nee-chan ::hugs::

from softhelight :

honestly nee-chan, is it really worth breaking it softly to her, after all you've been put through?

from softhelight :

did you get any at the afterparty? i only ask cuz every teen movie i've ever seen says that everyone gets laid at the after prom party

from softhelight :

::hugs:: you're not wrong. I have to ask, is she really schizophrenic? like has she actually been legally diagnosed with it? Even then, she doesn't have the right to blame all her little faults on it, that's bullshit. She's using it as an excuse. You have valid concerns and she's being a bitch about it. you really can do better, and i'm sure you will some day <3

from softhelight :

you can get a license to have lots of cats like that. My friend's grandma has one cuz her barn has like... 30-something cats. They all have their own little rooms too. It's like a giant cat apartment complex lol

from softhelight :

::hugs:: don't be sad nee-chan. when we grow old we can live on the same street and be crazy old people. I'm gonna be the crazy old guy who everyone assumes was in the war cuz of his huge collection of weapons. You wanna be a crazy old cat lady?

from softhelight :

who wouldn't want to join it!? i mean, girls and guys are so hot.

from softhelight :

lol yeah, you never really leave me notes, i feel so unloved. (totally didn't check that till now)

from kanyooceemee :

thank you for the welcome, i'm still learnin how to do the diaryland thing. i needed a place to let out me, it's good to feel welcome.

from redsilk :

...and I thank you for your "thank you note"! I am privileged to be a member of your diaryring and look forward to reading your future entries too. Love, ~~redsilk~~

from imru :

sure, i'll send you a password. email me at [email protected] and I'll send you one. : p

from softhelight :

have a good laugh in amy's face and tell her how even a tiny single engine, 2 person plane like a piper cadet (the peice of junks we start learning on) runs about 500,000 used....

from xxplaydeadxx :

from softhelight :

aw, so basically karen made you by lots of sexy clothes. Maybe you can use them to make a certain person feel a little jealous? eh, who knows. But anyways, i'm sorry to hear about the whole thing with amy, but you know what, you're a really cute and awesome girl and to be honest, you can probably do better if you wanted. She's always seemed kinda wishywashy about your relationship, like you're there to make her feel better and happy but she doesn't want to do the same back for you. ::hugs:: i hope things work out the way you want them to nee-chan. No matter what you choose to do in your life i'll always love you.

from softhelight :

technically hail only happens in the summer nee-chan. The hot weather is needed to cause the frozen water vapor to keep rising and refalling and getting bigger each time till it can't rise back up. sorry if i seem like an know-it-all, i just took a meteorology course a few years back.

from softhelight :

yo nee-chan. stereotypes, midgets, drug deals, they're all hilarious. (i've been to new york city, and my friend shawn does some pot resale) sorry to hear about the drawing thing. Don't let it bother you that someone else does it better, she's just a bitch anyways from everything i've seen. Besides, she doesn't have a freaking sweet big brother does she? Good luck with the GED, if you need any help on math, i'm glad to offer it.

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