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from toxique-- :
March 10, 2009. Sigh.
from toxique-- :
today is your birthday. Happy birthday. I miss you.
from toxique-- :
your birthday is in a few days. It is February 1st, 2009. I miss you. I hope you're okay.
from delicious07 :
i turn 20 in 9 days. ive grown up so much since ive talked to you last. i was probably 16 or so. i miss you all the time, and wonder what happened to you. I'm even starting to think maybe you were just someone pretending to be this alex guy.. but i really dont want that to be the case. its January 12th, 2009.
from toxique-- :
dec. 15, 2008. just say something please
from beanernizzle :
I can't believe it's been so long since I've heard from you. You are the only reason I still keep my blog on here..just to leave you notes. I miss you.
from toxique-- :
it is august 31st 2008. it's been like, three years since i last heard from you and i miss you more every day. really. i hope all is well and i wish you'd just give me a sign... i love you.
from delicious07 :
happy birthday. i miss you more than ever.
from toxique-- :
happy birthday.
from toxique-- :
i miss you and i will find you, even if its the last thing i do.
from beanernizzle :
I miss you more than you know :*(
from delicious07 :
i miss you more than you'll ever know.
from toxique-- :
you're never coming back areyou?
from toxique-- :
two years since i've last heard from you. and it hurts so much. But something in me tells me you're still around and you're still the alex i love oh so much.
from delicious07 :
one of my best friends leaves for western at the end of the month. it feels so wierd that we first started talking when i started highschool, and now my friends heading off to western.. where you are hopefully still attending. be expecting a sweet ass phone call or something when i come to visit... cuz i WILL be tempted to call every morgan in the phone book lol. i love you i love you i love you. and i just really wish i knew you were okay. even just a one word text would work. <3333333 KIDDO (feels wierd when people call me that now... its so something i only want you calling me haha. and my god.. IM 18 now! ahh so old.. just like you :p haha)
from toxique-- :
i don't know how badly you've ever missed someone. you know how when you're really really aching for someone, and then there is a point beyond that, where the missing is so bad you don't even feel it. you just feel this entire missing in your entire body? well, that's how i feel about you. i really hope your life is going swell and everything and everyone in it is okay. i really miss you. i guess, you still are my guardian angel. while you and i may not be in contact anymore, i feel that because if that reason, because you aren't here, i have been blessed with many wonderful people who love me for me, and take me for who i am... like you did. and they're pushing me and protecting me in ways that you did. and in a lot of ways, i miss you so much but in so many more, i feel like you didnt leave because of these people. it's like a little alex is thriving inside of them. i love you. always will.
from toxique-- :
alex. there's this guy at my school that looks exactly like you. every time i see him in the weight room when i'm in there, i just want to stop him and ask. it's silly, i know. i just.. i just don't know where you're at or how you're doing. i still think about you everyday and i still love you. i'll always be your princess sofia. if you get this, just let me know you're fine. this is my cellphone number, in between the letters. jfkasfl6025716138kdalsf ( i dont want stalkers. lol) i will love you always and i hope everything's a okay.
from toxique-- :
i miss you so much.
from imaginez :
hey long time no talk. you still lingering somewhere in diaryland?
from underpanties :
happy birthday oldie. i miss you like crazy. i wish more than anything to just be able to talk to you and catch up. there is so much i need to tell you. im leaving my email so you can get in contact with me as sooooon as you get this. lovers.in.paris@hotmail.com <3333 kiddo
from toxique-- :
i know you're logging into this or else your account would have been deleted / set aside long ago. JUST LET ME KNOW YOURE OKAY. HAPPY EARLY BDAY. I LOVE YOU.
from toxique-- :
i need you more than anything right now alex
from toxique-- :
everytime i click into your dland profile to leave you a comment, i hold my breath because i dont know if i will get the "this diary is deleted" page or not. this is the only sure way that i can get to you... even if you dont read these right away, i hope one day you will. i really miss you man
from beanernizzle :
I'm glad I'm not the only one that misses you..... *sigh*
from toxique-- :
375 days since i last heard from you. and damn, its been hard. i hope youre okay.
from toxique-- :
375 days since i last heard from you. and damn, its been hard. i hope youre okay.
from toxique-- :
i miss you so much. i wish you were here to hear how much i've grown and how much i've changed. omg alex i hope you're okay.
from toxique-- :
its crazy how much i think about you.
from toxique-- :
i miss you so much.
from toxique-- :
Dear Ahhlex. well. it's been 10 months since i last heard from you. That makes me so sick to my stomach because i dont know if you're okay and i dont know if youre happy and i dont know if you still worry about me and i dont know how everything is going for you. Because i lay at night and i worry about you so much because i need you and i miss you because you were my lucky star, my older brother. This summer has brought so much good for me and i know that you'd be proud of the person that i am turning into.. but half of it is thanks to you. I saw Jack's Mannequin in June and whenever Andrew sang "you can breathe" it totally reminded me of you.. because of that one night when we talked about it and because a line from it is your screen name on msn... Another reason why i wanted to cry when i was at that concert was not the fact that i was practically 4 feet away from andrew or that i had just met him.. at the end of you can breathe, he added in a few verses of "with or without you" and i still have your cover of it on my itunes. I remember you being all like, "man i probably ruined the song" but i loved it. Alex, i miss you so much and i miss my pervo older brother and our talks that would leave me smiling like an idiot for days on end. I just hope youre okay and if you read this, just give me a sign or something. i love you so much. you lil sis, dulce aka princess sofia
from beanernizzle :
Alex, I hope that you are out there, OK. : ( I miss our chats...
from toxique-- :
and i will always, alwasy be your princess sofia.
from toxique-- :
i wonder if everyone else is still looking for you / wondering about you because i know i am. i mmiss you so much alex. i hope you're doing fine
from toxique-- :
so whats up with the deletion of your LJ? where the fuck are you alex? this isnt fair at all. i just hope you're fine and happy
from toxique-- :
P.S: where the flower are you at? I am so worried about you. It's been months. I hope you're okay and i hope everythings fine. You need to get in contact with me asap.
from toxique-- :
(in case you didnt get my txt) HEY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Man, you're getting old! I hope this day is filled with love and joy. I wish i could be there to give you a bday hug and pinch to grow an inch. So i'm sending that. I love you and have an amazing day. <3 dulce aka princess sofiaa
from underpanties :
i hate you so much right now.
from underpanties :
im getting really worried about you. you arent replying to texts, emails. infact you changed your email, and didnt tell me i guess? this isnt like you. please please please email/text/call ANYTHING. i really miss you.
from brokenwords :
alex, where are you?
from lovemetwice :
hello you. remember me?
from toxique-- :
hey - i hate not having the chance to talk to you in MONTHS!! i miss you and all your brotherly self and our random conversations. I really, really REALLY hope things are amazing as they should be and that you are fine. I hope you have happy holidays with all the ones you love. I love you lots, alex. your lil' sis, ♥ dulce
from toxique-- :
damnit, i miss you so much. hope you have an amazing thanksgiving. i love you.
from toxique-- :
hey. an announcement for you: 'YOUR LIL SIS IS PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' that is all. oh and i love you lots
from toxique-- :
i miss you more than anything and anyone right now.
from toxique-- :
i may write you an email soon, but right now my whole body is way too sore from falling on my ass at the rollerskating rink tonight. anyway, i was worried about you. i hope everything's alright and i know you're busy with college and life and adulthood. know that i miss you and i love you so so so much. (oh and im running for president. i'll let you know when we get the results sept. 22) i'm doing good right now and im content. yup. i love you lots ♥ princess sofia
from toxique-- :
hello, hello mr. blackmailer. i'd like to inform you that kids like that idea about you posing as uncle sam as my campaign for prez! hahahah! anyway, i just wanted to say hi. im doing a bit better now and i love you! ♥ princess sofia. P.S. my best friend told me to tell you that she's jealous cos i've got the coolest older brother! hell yeah i do!
from underpanties :
I got a new email as well: lovers.in.paris@hotmail.com. I added you on msn. and did you finally get yo'self a new cellphone? you better have, homie. so i can harass you with texts when im bored :P (613)558-2374 is my cell number.. text me when you get this so ill have your number. bye gramps.. i hope i talk to you soon.. we both have so much to update eachother on i bet :)
from toxique-- :
okay, so if you asked me if i got your text then you didnt get my reply, obviously :( Anyway here's my reply: 'hello, hello. why are you worried about me? im doing just fine, i swear. I dont believe in boys right now. I'm sorry i dont know if its because i just woke up, but your text confused me. We need to talk. I miss you so badly. Hopefully you know whats been going on with me. I think im dealing okay.i love you tremendously." Okay, so im a little confused. what do you mean "boys are your age houldnt have so much control over you.."? i dont know if you're referring to me, or just in general. i think i want a little time off from boys right now, seeing what how they wrecked my friendship and my sister is totally blinded by one. I just really need to talk to you. I should email you or something. Anyway, i love you a lot. Please for whatever reason you are, dont worry about me, i'll be fine. I pinky swear. I miss you. ♥ princess sofia
from toxique-- :
yes, i did. did you get my reply?
from annachan :
mmhmm i agree with you on this. old friends are the best... but it's hard to find time for them sometimes... but you know you don't really mean for any of it to happen ><
from underpanties :
gramps! i seriously miss you SO much. I havent talk to you in forever! How was portugal? probably lots of fun, eh? Email me or something, homie. I want to hear all about your trip. and get your butt to ottawa, SOON. <3333
from toxique-- :
hey i miss you more than anything right now. i sure hope you're having one hell of a time wherever you're at. I really miss you. But i love you even more. ♥ princess sofia
from toxique-- :
have the time of your life on vacation. i love you lots ♥
from crazyblueyes :
I miss reading your diary, i wish you would come back and post more :(
from toxique-- :
PSSSS. HEY YOU HOE - I LOVE YOU
from toxique-- :
PSSS. HEY YOU HOE - I MISS YOU.
from toxique-- :
HEY CHECK YOUR EMAIL AND I BETTER HAVE SOMETHING BACK. ahem, yes, i love you!
from gloom-flower :
thanks so much for the note and the kind words. that meant a lot to me. <333
from beanernizzle :
Alex, it's 1:30AM here and for some reason, I was thinking of you. I miss you...and I hope you are OK!! <3 Sofia
from yaypoopies :
"i wonder where the megan i used to know is.. because i miss her." Ahhlex over the past few months, and all the shit I've been dealing with, its you that's been the one encouraging me the most no matter how far away you are. You honestly mean the world to me and I wish there was something I could do for you to truely understand that. When that day comes where I have enough money to take the bus to London and you can look in my eyes and see how sincere I am, maybe then you'll know. Alex Keneth Morgan you are the strongest, bravest most caring person I know and I love you beyond words. Seeing as I can never get a hold of you, call me; 905 321 5664. To hear your voice, would mean the world to me. I want you to know all that I've given up for you (more importantly for myself). Never loose hope darling.
from toxique-- :
hey... i love you
from brokenwords :
I'm surviving, how about you?
from next-tuesday :
Feel better...
from toxique-- :
WHO HAS THE COOLEST BROTHER ON EARTH?! I DO!!!
from toxique-- :
OH OH. i miss you, perv.
from toxique-- :
dear alex - i just wanted to say hi and i hope you're feeling better. i really need to email you because.. um, i've kind of been in denial that the doctor's dont know whats wrong with you. i hate to see that you could be so sick. i almost cried when i read that last entry because i dont know what i'd do without you. i will always be here for you and you can always leannn on meeee. ANYWAY, i hope to email you soon or even IM you or TEXT you. yeah, im that lazy ;P... but for you, anything. I LOVE YOU BROTHA AHLEXX! ♥ princess sofia p.s. my friends found out about 'princess sofia' and they were like.. you two are naughty and i was like, noooooooo...well maybe.. but thats not the point, you just dont get it. its something special to us, actually. :)
from sophiafc :
Thank you! Take care :) --Sophie
from sad-faerie :
And thank you...I hope you're well x
from sophiafc :
hi, this is sophie (i have you listed under my favorites). i just wanted to say that i am very sorry to hear how sick you are :(. i just wanted to let you know that i understand how frustrating it can be that the doctors don't know what's wrong, i've been sick too, in fact, i had to drop out of college this semester so that i could come back home and get further tests done here. anyhow, my heart goes out to you because i think it's cool that you're still willing to love people completely, even though life can get pretty sour at times. it seems like you really give a lot to your friends, and that's a good quality to have, people like that are in high-demand, and they hard to find. anyhow, i just wanted to offer you some encouragement :), though i know you're hurting still. God bless, sophie.
from kissmexquick :
alex. i read yr last entry. and i almost started to cry. send me an email [either at xcutout_hearts@hotmail.com or electricheart_x@yahoo.com] just saying hi [cause i dont have yr email anymore.] and im gonna write you an email. and then yr gonna write me back. and we'll stay in touch. cause i miss my big brother. a lot. ♥
from eye-heart-me :
Hey sweetheart! I'm sorry about your hospital visit. I hope things start looking up for you soon.
from mathero :
Get Well Alex!! <3
from brokenwords :
Oh Alex... I wish I could just reach out and wrap my arms around you and make every thing better for you. I really truly do. Because if I could take what you are going through and transfer it to me I would in a heartbeat.
from gracerie595 :
you are always such an inspiring person because of your generosity and appreciation for everything in your life. Reading about all this makes me want to be a better person. Stay strong. :) xoxograce
from beanernizzle :
Dearest Alex, don't lose faith!! I'm sure you will be better soon and I pray that the doctors find out what is wrong with you!! Take care love!!! <3 Sofia
from toxique-- :
boo ♥
from toxique-- :
you've got no idea how happy it made me talking to you. even if it was for a little while. ¢¾
from toxique-- :
ALEX YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. I admire you for being so damn strong
from beanernizzle :
Boy-face, I love the new layout. I hope things are OK with you!! I miss our late night chats...come online again so I can sing you to sleep like I used to : ) <3 Sofia
from eye-heart-me :
Thanks for the note! Love the new layout.
from sad-faerie :
Your new layout is almost as gorgeous as you. I hope things are okay xXx
from eye-heart-me :
Oh my gosh, are you okay? If you need someone to talk to, you know where I'm at.
from stephielove :
I hope things are okay...
from toxique-- :
alex, whats wrong? call me, text me or something. whatever the dr. said, go get a second opinion. whatever it is, im gonna be with you through every step, maybe not physically, but my spirit is always with you. i love you
from allykitty5 :
Aww Alex, what happened? I'm worried about you :(
from sad-faerie :
what's happened? **love n stuff** xXx aurora xXx
from icantregretx :
you are very right. nova scotia was awesome. and two hours is nothing, make it happen alex. love car.
from befuddled21 :
I came across your journal tonight. I like your views on love and I like how you respect girls. There should be more of you out there.
from toxique-- :
i got a new cell phone number. i'll email it to you if you want it.
from toxique-- :
i like to leave you notes so you can know im thinking about you constantly in a very non-scary way but in a 'god-i-miss-alex-very-fucking-much-and-i-wanna-talk-to-him' way
from toxique-- :
wow, you used CUTE. then i really must be. hehe. thank you. i really wish you could give me a big brother hug. i really, really, really, really want one. i want to give you a little sister hug. i'm missing you a lot right now too. goddamit, im beginning to have withdrawals! take care and i hope to talk to you soon, brotha. love you, princess sofia
from icantregretx :
oh how i feel so loved.
from yaypoopies :
You are so beautiful and I love you so much it hurts. Can I buy you?
from crazyblueyes :
All i can say is that i enjoy reading your journal.. that mine is quite boring but i would love to add you to my buddy list... and buddys we could be, i have no reserve
from sophiafc :
hi, just wanted to let you know that i discovered your journal today and that i also like your perspective on life and love, so i added you to my list of favorites, hope you don't mind :). -sophie
from kissmexquick :
<font size="6"><b>HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX{!!!} i love you sooooooooo much. you have no idea. i hope this day is super fantastic. you deserve it. i love you oh so much. and miss you too. happy birthday!! ♥♥
from toxique-- :
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME, AWESOME DAY FILLED WITH FUN, PRESENTS, LOVE AND JOY. AND TO MANY MORE. I LOVE YOU A LOT BRO. XO AND A PINCH TO GROW AN INCH, PRINCESS SOFIA
from toxique-- :
dear alex - it makes me sad that you updated an hour ago and i cant catch you online anymore. it feels as if i havent spoken to you in such a long while (has it been? i feel like its been a 374920470925 years). The other night i had a dream that we made cookies together, you know the ones you get out of the can will the pillsbury dough boy? anyway, since we both dont know how to cook for shit and we were having so much fun doing other things, we burnt them. hehe. it makes me sad that i havent spoken to you, but remember that email you sent me back in november? i printed it out, its in my binder and that never fails to make my day. its so weird how you can miss someone you've never met before so intensely, its unbelievable. despite that we havent talked in a while, i still see you as my best friend and older brother, i mean, i always have and obviously nothing can change that. anyway, i miss you lots. i really, really hope to talk to you soon. i love you much. xo, princess sofia
from allykitty5 :
hey alex... thanks for writing back! my response to your note is also really late, so dont feel bad. i'm glad your surgery went well, mine did too. they also found out that i might have sleep apnea, so i went and had a sleep study done and i do, so now more tests, but its all cool :) i'm just glad my surgery went well and everything came back clear (precancerous cells in my cervix TMI?) thanks for writing, its nice to know that you care :) and i miss when you dont write too, i'm glad you are doing it more often! i will definitely try :) take care! xoxo
from kissmexquick :
oh fuhhh. nevermind. i accidentally deleted the txt when i was cleaning out my inbox so i dont have that numbah. next time you txt me, ill write back. ♥
from kissmexquick :
psh, i didnt know that [!!!] so if i txted you to that number that it sent it from, itd send it to yr phone? imma send you one right now. so if you got it, tell me. ♥
from kissmexquick :
ahhhhlex, yes. i got them this time [!!!]. i would have txted back, but i didnt know the number to txt it to, so i didnt. it said it was from a website, so i figured i couldnt write back that way. but, anyway, i got it. & it made me smile. i love you. ♥
from icantregretx :
i had a dream that we met.. and it was so real.
from kissmexquick :
i dont care that it was so late. but, i didnt get them. :( i dont think you have the right number anymore. i got it changed like two months ago. its now 801.231.1532 yep yep. what did yr txts say? i love you ahhhlex. ♥
from toxique-- :
...7 days...
from eye-heart-me :
You are so sweet!!!
from steph836 :
you have the most amazing entries. hearing about you & your girlfriend steph (who has an amazing name..) just makes me smile inside. i hope you have a great week!
from toxique-- :
*some
from toxique-- :
got rice bitch, got rice? got food? got soup? got spice? hehehe. I got that from site ghetto asian pride song. I miss you, i hope to get to talk to you soon. and OMGZZ who's birthday is it in 2 weeks?? 0_o
from icantregretx :
well now you know basically the whole story. you need to go to the airport on thursday??? well megan will still be at the hospital on thursday, this means you should come down. get dropped off? or something..
from icantregretx :
alex. you need to be here RIGHT now. or within the next two days.. i need to talk to you. i have to. come on msn or something. its important.
from icantregretx :
if you email me your phone number, i can call you one day after 6pm and it will cost nothing for me to talk to you, cuz we have a phone plan. i miss you a fucking lot. <333333
from kissmexquick :
aww, alex has a baby brother. caaauuute. now there's another member of the family ive got to meet. anyway. thanks for the note. have i really grown up that much? and thank you for the compliment, it made me smile. :D loveyoutons. ♥♥
from simply182 :
And yes, if you ever want to call my cell is 1-520-481-4181 (easy enough, huh?) but no obligations! Silly phone bills are outrageous now! =) Stay cool!
from simply182 :
Alex, Much love, blessings and congratulations on your baby brother. He is so lucky to have a big brother like you to look after him! Take lots of pictures and make a ton of good memories with him ... it is true what they say, they grow up so fast! Anyway, I added your S/N to my list. My AIM S/N is PixyStixy. Hopefully you will be on sometime soon when I am on and we can talk! I miss you! But yeah, send me a message. Hope to hear from you soon! ~ Laura
from meganwaits :
Glad you're back! Thats great about your new baby brother. Sounds like you're off to a wonderful start of the year. Hopefully, you won't have any snow drifts to shovel out of anytime soon, like here in the mid-west. All the best. Thanks for posting entries that give you a lot to be thankful for and to think about.
from toxique-- :
YOUR note made me crack up. i absolutely love how youre so cute. 'i forgot what i was gonna say..' hahaha. Leave it up to you. (just teasing) im glad they made you crack up. i'd leave a gazillion other comments in a row right now, but i have SO much homework. blegh. anyway, i dont think it's weird that family is the most important thing to you, but then again, im not like "a lot of people" and i know you pretty well, i suppose. i love you and your big heart and your 'fuck being macho' ways.
from toxique-- :
hi. ^-^
from dreamer2003 :
Awww, your entry was so touching, Alex. I think it's wonderful that you're so close to your family. :) So many people aren't close with their families these days and it's so refreshing to see someone that has a loving relationship with their family. I'm glad that you pulled through with the surgery too and that you had a great new year's eve. =) I'm super happy for you and all of the wonderful things happening in your life. You truly deserve each and every one of those blessings. I hope life continues to bless you in the new year and Happy anniversary to you and Steph! You two are amazing. Awww...thanks. That would have been the best christmas present ever but I believe with all of my heart that I'll be with him next christmas. My new year's was fine, thanks Alex!! Take care and keep smiling. :) *HUGS!!!*
from gloom-flower :
I’m so happy for you. Your little brother is lucky to have you as a sibling. I wish you and your family all the love and happiness in the new year. <333
from trulyfine09 :
Thanks for replying back. Your diary entry touched me. That's so great that you have a little brother now; congratulations! & of course you may have my "key." I don't mind at all. Username: sheisso Password: beautiful. [& no, I'm not talking about myself. People always ask me if I'm being vain, but I just have this weird obessession with the words "she" & "beautiful"...] Take care. <333
from toxique-- :
pee. ewww -i mean- esss. i love you
from toxique-- :
i hope you have a very merry christmas, bro. and a rad rad new years. (im done "whoreing" out your notes)
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
LIKE OMGZZZ!!!1111 I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH ALEX. I THINK IM BEGINNING TO HAVE WITHDRAWALS!
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from toxique-- :
hi.
from gloom-flower :
merry christmas. happy holidays~
from kissmexquick :
and where the eff can i get ahold of you at? im going crazy&having withdrawls. i miss my big brother. i really need him right now. goooosh. ♥ ps. happy holidays.
from kissmexquick :
happy twenty month anniversary! thats amazing [!!!] did you ever get my email? i wrote you back a little while ago. i miss you boyface. we need to find a way to stay in touch. ♥
from toxique-- :
AHHLEXX! I'm happy that you're happy and positive. Congrats on the 20th month. i love you - princess sofia
from trulyfine09 :
Hello. I just wanted to tell you that I have been reading your diary for a while now...& I love it. There should be more guys out there like you. You are very sweet, for sure. Me & my boyfriend are also about to celebrate out 20th month so I think you & I starting dating at around the same time. =) Congratulations on the 20 months!! & don't stop writing. ♥♥
from dreamer2003 :
Hey Alex! awww, keep up the positive attitude. :) I'm happy that you're happy. Speaking of "happiness"...happy belated 20 months!! <33
from allykitty5 :
hey alex... i have to have surgery in 3 weeks, so i sorta know what you are going through. i looked back in your journal to see if you mentioned what it was for, but i couldnt find it. if i missed it, what kind of surgery are you having? if i didnt miss it, and you never wrote about it, thats cool too, and disregard my question :) i hope things are going well! i love reading what you write and its cool knowing you dont live that far away :)
from brokenwords :
I <3 u.
from meganwaits :
Hey, did you survive? I'm ready for your next update. Hope you are well and please, write soon.
from thewayirock :
so fucking emo :-/
from kissmexquick :
alex - you have no idea how much i lubba youuu. ♥. i read about yr car accident. im glad yr okay though. you gotta be more careful, kid. annnyway, im gonna make this short cause youve still gotta write me back. i love you so fucking much, bitch! <333
from toxique-- :
i know you love me, but i am probably not even close to knowing how much you do. but let me tell you this: i love you more than ANYONE that i talk to online, heck, more than some of my friends. im not just saying that to say it and sound.. mushy. i really mean it. you mean something to me and HAVE impacted my life. i go to school and am like "oh, well, my friend alex, wow, he's so great and he told me to do this.." or "he made me think about this.." and so forth. i cant put into words what you mean to me. if i were to come online and find out that i wasnt going to talk to you EVER again, i'd somehow get up to canada and look for you. seriously. i am at loss for words to explain what you mean to me and how much i love you. you could count every star in the universe and that would still not tell you how much you mean to me. you're literally one of my best friends, seriously and i dont know what i'd do without you.
from howgoesit :
i'm leaving you a note anyway, to say this: thanks for reminding me. :)
from toxique-- :
hey you - i was in a car accident in august but im glad youre okay from your car accident. they always seem to want to keep people 24 hours, when the effects of the accident usually dont show up 'till a couple of days, weeks, months or even years. i love you, fuckar. and you know what, im living to the fullest for ya, 'cause i wouldnt even DARE to disappoint ya. I loove you <3 - princess sofia (LMAO)
from dreamer2003 :
Awww. :( I'm sorry to hear about the car accident but I am SO glad that you're ok. :) I know it must be scary for you. Everything is going to turn out the way that it is supposed to though. As you said, the key is to live everyday like it's your last. It's pointless to worry. None of us know what the future holds or when our time is up and there's obviously nothing we can do about that but to enjoy everyday. I know that you are here (as we all are) for a definite reason and purpose and I think you're going to be around for quite some time just because the world needs you. Have faith that everything will be ok and then it will be. <3
from nypizzas2 :
I'm going against all you said and leaving you a note to say that I love you and everything you stand for.
from kissmexquick :
remember me? yr lil sistahh? well, she told me to tell you she misses you. and that map of canada, needs to include canada you lil bitch! or, just come kidnap that girl named brittany cause shes scared of america right now tooooo. and she wants to see her big brothahh finally. god, i love you. and miss you so fucking much. i wanna cry because i havent talked to you in so long. you have no no no idea how much you freaking mean to me. allleeexxxx i miss you. talk to me soon, pwease? electricheart_x@yahoo.com or xcutout_hearts@hotmail.com. or, leave me a note on here. i miss you and love you x 10. <333
from toxique-- :
OR SARCASM?!??
from toxique-- :
omg. in the good way or in the 'oh man, its funny how dulce seems to be losing it' way?
from eye-heart-me :
I think you're going a little overboard..
from dreamer2003 :
I couldn't agree more with your entry. I'm terrified about the future of America. I am not sure that I even want to live in this country anymore.
from toxique-- :
'dont wanna be an american idiot..' I'd be stuck in the USA. I'm moving to new york for college, someday i'd be in the united states of canada. Nah, seriously, dont let some ass like bush not want you to be an american or some dumb decision a lot of people made. I think we really did not have a choice in this election. To me, Kerry did not seem any better than Bush. Or Bush any better than Kerry. SO i think people just went for what we already knew... even if it took us into deep shit before. im tired of debating this and i dont want to get in an argument with you.. anyway, lighter note, i miss you like whoa. and i love you too, babe.
from gracerie595 :
oh my goodness...where is your hope? Do you give up that easily?...remember what we came from. I'm sorry, but you cannot predict the future. Let it unfold how it will...maybe you won't be happy with anything that happens anyways based on that attitude. I happen to love america and ALL that it stands for. Simply the fact that there are so many different ideas about what is best for us here is amazing. I intend to become the most educated person that i dream to be, here in america. And someday enjoy living however i so chose.
from underpanties :
<333 wuv u gramps
from dreamer2003 :
Nope, not here. :( The deadline was Oct 4 and that's it. Oh well..I'm going to register soon so at least I can vote in the next election.
from dreamer2003 :
hehe, thanks. :) Nope, didn't vote..but that's because I didn't realize that I wasn't registered to vote until it was too late. :( By the time I realized it, it was the deadline for registering. I would vote if I could. Go kerry supporters! We are soo smart. =] <333
from dreamer2003 :
Awesome!! I'm glad to hear that you'll still be updating. :) It's good that you're just writing for you. That's the way it should be. It doesn't hurt that you have a LOT of fans though. hehe. :D I agree with you about your thoughts on the future and we have the same political views. I'm very much pro-kerry. If he loses, I'm moving to Canada and becoming a Canadian citizen. haha. <333
from danielle-y :
Hey Alex, it's the super awesome Danielley here! I still read this diary, so don't leave! Oh and I locked my diary if you ever read it again. The u: friend p: enter. <3
from kissmexquick :
alex, its brit. i miss you like effing whoa. i wanna cry. yr so amazing & i miss talking to my brothahh. where arrre youuuu? <33333 please get back to me soon. i miss you. & i love you so fucking much. xo
from mathero :
I'm here Alex, just under a different name. Haetherettte, Evie-, Mathero..All the same person!!
from blindessence :
Don't leave!!!!
from toxique-- :
i fucking love you, babe. <3
from toxique-- :
you're fucking beautiful.
from toxique-- :
you're fucking amazing.
from toxique-- :
dear alex - if you leave, its totally up to you.... as long as you keep in touch with me and nothing changes. with that said THEN, i have no problem with you leaving mixtape. You're right, this site is dead, it's somewhat like it is all about LJ right now. i still read, but it is so hard for me to update my own journal. as far as the note you left me goes, i know I gotta live for the moment and make myself happy 'cause no one else can make me happy. But, it's not even me trying to be negative. It's this stupid bipolar disorder speaking; not me. It's like since I got back on my meds im either good or bad, its horrible. but alex, you already make me happy. and that;s what counts. Dont pay attention when you see happy then sad, thats just my mood swings. I worry when its sad, sad, sad. so, anyway, how have you been? whats up? I miss you so freaking much. and i love you more than what you think i do.
from allykitty5 :
Hey Alex, I still read ya! But I know what ya mean, hardly any of my favorites update anymore, so it sorta makes you lose the ambition to write. At least for me it has. Keep writing!!
from a-fairy-tale :
don't leave! i'm trying to "update" more too. we'll bring it back to life, prommmmise. <333
from dead-wings :
don't leave ♥
from gloom-flower :
if you leave, you will be missed. you're amazing! <3
from proudmary04 :
I'm still here, Alex! I just can't do much while the Red Sox are in the World Series. *shrugs* You know how it is. ~Mary~
from dreamer2003 :
I totally agree..this site is pretty dead. I do though come on here every now and then to read updates. I'd be happy if you updated daily and I'd read your entries..but of course that's entirely up to you. =)
from trueangel31 :
That girl is very lucky.Hope you are doing well I havent updated or talked to you in awhile.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm so jealous. :( jealous that you get to sleep with your girlfriend and see her everyday. I wish I had that. :( I'm sure she was missing you too and wishing that you were beside her. Soon enough you guys will be lying down next to each other once again. :)
from dreamer2003 :
So glad to hear that. :) I ♥ you too. *hugs*
from dreamer2003 :
That doesn't sound good. :( Is everything ok, Alex? =/
from sad-faerie :
Heya, sorry I locked up but some people found my diary who I really don't want reading it! If you want to continue reading, please leave me a note with an e-mail address where I can send a username & password! Thanks xXx aurora xXx
from ransgirl15 :
te amo.
from evilwizard6 :
yeah! this summer i ran 5 miles for cancer! me and you - we're cool! and for that other entry - don't worry man, i can't cook either. ;)
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, that is amazing of you to volunteer. :) I want to make a difference too..which is definitely what you are accomplishing.
from heartrefund :
Never saw a guy with a diary. Rock on & best wishes.
from howgoesit :
i LOVE the 'this is me and it's how i want to be' themed entry. you rock.
from my-summer- :
<3
from heatherettte :
*sigh* You truly are the perfect guy. I envy steph & <3 you! =)
from toxique-- :
alex - wow, i really admire you SO much. You have no idea. If someone ever gave me the chance of picking an older brother or best friend of anyone in the world, I would pick you. I love you.
from grlnxtdoor16 :
I think you are a very strong person not to let what other people think affect you. Just because you take pills for certain things does not mean your sick. I love how you can express yourself. Keep up the good writing =) Stay happy. <3 Angela.
from icantregretx :
hey. i think we really need to talk.
from gloom-flower :
Your latest entry. Wow. It was so amazingly heartfelt it brought tears to my eyes. Normally I would be embarrassed to admit that. I’m not so good with the whole displaying emotion thing but after reading your words, I’m happy to say I feel a little bit more comfortable in my own skin. You inspire me more than you will ever know. You are an amazing person and you have everything in the world to be proud of. Keep on writing so I can keep on reading. You are so great! <333
from underpanties :
i love you gramps! when i first saw u had updated, i was a bit mad just cuz i had probably JUST missed you on msn... but i loved that entry.. i love all ur entrys.. and i think ur the most amazing person.. well i actually dont even know wat to say but i love u and i miss you <333
from tearoutmyeye :
you are amazing.
from underpanties :
miss yah gramps.. email me when u get back from warped and tell me how it was.. even if it was muddy and rainy, it still musta kicked ass!! <333 kiddo
from dead-wings :
hey alex, tis vicki from fsd. we'd make customs if you paid us.. but yeah, um.. we don't have many layouts for guys, sadly. perhaps you could request something? i'm not sure what to make for guys O_o
from toxique-- :
things can be said simple and wallop: I love you like whoa, and you mean lots to me.. even if we've never met. You mean more to me thana lot of my offline best friends, and wow. I cant explain it. Feel better. <3
from howgoesit :
hi there! of course you can read my diary- to get in, the username is howgoesit & password = watermelon. i really like your last entry..
from my-summer- :
don't be sad.
from im-a-chick :
Hey Pimp. I miss you. It was kinda nice to finally read an entries of yours... and I can really relate to it. I never wrote for anybody. I opened this diary up thinking that the only person who'd read it was me and Rob, but it ended up being found by a few people and them dissing it for a whole bunch of reasons, so it was really good to see you say that you only wrote for you. I've started to do that now lately ... without people interfering with what I feel and believed in. Things haven't been easy for me either. I would always think about why I hafta be the one who always gets hurt by people, why I had to feel so much pain and emotion, why I had to be me. You just come to realize that it makes you stronger now, and that I would rather have me be hurt than have my loved ones be hurt. I guess its a sacrifice I'm willing to make to keep my loved ones happy. I don't know. I think I'm rambling. I haven't had any sleep yet. Just know that your entry totally hit the spot with me, and it's good to see that we're all willing to ride it out. Well, happy anniversary to you guys. It was our 2 year, 1 months anni. 3 days ago. Miss ya much. -Socheatey
from dreamer2003 :
You are soo, soo right about everything you've said. You have SUCH a way with words..and I envy that. You really do have a gift..and you are such an amazing person, Alex. Steph is lucky to have you. I really think that you're wise beyond your years. I'm sorry you've been hurt. :( As you said, it's a part of life and people aren't perfect so unfortunately they will let you down time and time again. I hope things get better..they always do..that's just the way life works. =] Happy 16 months to you and Steph..may you have many, many more months and years full of happiness and love. <3
from icantregretx :
happy 1.4 years. alex i love you. you are smart and admirable and just amazing. .. and im sorry if i havent been the bestest friend lately for whatever reason. :/ im sorry. love carly. *bigggg hugs*
from asthenia-- :
when i left this note you had 182 entries. how rad. i love blink 182 and alexisonfire. and a lot of your other favorite bands. i love your diary and you words. just ..amazing.
from icantregretx :
hey ahhlex. no its nothing personal dude. but we already talked about it. <33333
from brokenwords :
410-935-5932 xoxo Bee
from eye-heart-me :
Hey! I'm all caught up on your life. You sure don't like to update much, huh? Oh well. I really love reading your entries because it seems like you can put into words the things I'm feeling but don't know exactly how to say them. Does that make sense? Oh well. =)
from britneypink :
I just got a chill when I read your last entry. Then I sneezed and remembered I'm sick. Well, I think you are making progress even if you don't think you are by writing about everything thats brought you down. And in spite of how you've changed and everything, I still feel you're strong. And I'm sure you feel all the doors are locked around you right now, but when you're ready, I'm sure you can break them down. Its just getting through this feels like too many chains to bind you to the point you don't even know you. Breathe slowly and listen to every Conor Oberst tune you can get a hold of.
from toxique-- :
alex - im sorry that you feel that way, but who always tells me that you gotta do stuff for yourself, and think best of yourself? you. so, maybe you're going through a rough time, but you'll pull through. I know you will. Just dont give up.. and you're worth it. Dont let yourself believe that you're not because you're worth anything in this world.. and more. I know how you feel on just wanting people to give up on you, but just dont do it. Dont let others give up on you. I love you sososososo much, and you;'re always helping me and I feel so helpless to ya right now. If you ever need to talk, im here, email me, IM me, whatever. Okay? I love you and i believe in you. I wish that i could take this all away for you.. you deserve so much more. I LOVE YOU! <3 dulce
from icantregretx :
geez you've got me sobbing now too, like a little child. god, alex, i love you. sometimes those three words sound like a cliche. but i know i mean it when i say it to you. please dont give up. you have helped me hang in there when i thought there was nothing left to live for. you are an outstanding, incredible, amazing, amazing boy. i miss you. please , please, dont go away. i never got to even meet you and hug you and tell you all this to your face. <33333
from dreamer2003 :
Alex! :( It breaks my heart to see an entry like this from you. Your mom was right..you're a very smart guy and I don't think I've ever met such a nice guy like yourself. You have so much going for you..a great girl who loves you..friends that care and that miss you. You really have it all. Don't walk away from everyone..being alone is just not a good feeling. Do not look toward who you used to be..look at who you are now. And who you are is a great person with tons of potential. Don't throw that all away. I KNOW you make your mom proud..and everyone else that knows you too is proud of who you have become in your life. You're the BEST..just don't lose touch with the people that care. We're always going to be here for you, no matter what..and we all love you. We know you'll make it through this. You know I am here for you. *hugs* <333
from stumbelina17 :
i love your punkrant i love all rants those reviewers are full of ass and whatnot keep ranting it's wonderful ;)
from brokenwords :
Oh Alex. Do you think it is possible to miss someone who you have never met, because I miss you :(
from icantregretx :
:/// alexxxx i wish i was pretty and 15 and yr grandkid. god do i ever i miss you.
from underpanties :
grampppsss! aww ur le entry made me happy... i was feeling like a loser, cuz its a saturday night, and all i did was go get ice cream with my mommy.. and yay.. awww i love you... thanx alot and in reply to ur note.... <333 =P i win <333kiddo
from parlez-vouz :
i randomly came across yr diary looking for song ideas for mixtapes & i ended up reading some..i came across yr entry about punks & stuff. &wow do i agree with everything you said. yr a very smart person. <3
from in-awe-music :
its funny you ask that i am waiting for a bit more cash cough 500 dollars cough and well it shouldnt be that long till im in the studio but soon man soon thank you very much for leaving me a note ::shakes your hand:: love ya brother
from dreamer2003 :
awww, you win the award for the most sappy, romantic boyfriend ever!! lol.
from nypizzas2 :
Also, happy Canada day! Woot.
from nypizzas2 :
*girly squeal girly squeal girly squeal* YOU'RE BACK!!! OH MY GOD YOU'RE BACK!!!! NEVER LEAVE ME AGAIN!!!!!!!! Signed, Your Biggest Fan
from toxique-- :
like, you took my notes' virginity! *gasp* i wouldnt of had wanted it differently. haha. i love you tonz! ♥ dulce
from in-awe-music :
yo homie i dig the ataris in the profizzle one of my favoriet songs by the i sing that to my fiance all the time.would you like to check out my band its just me but go to this diaryland site for the site hahaha yes i am too poor to pay 15 for a domain name :( please check us out become part of the street team and please either sign the guestbook or the message board and emil me or my fiance the head of the street team!!!! check out my diary asongforyoux
from icantregretx :
i fricking miss you more than anything right now.
from a-fairy-tale :
come back? pleaase? <3
from inaudible- :
lol. thanks for replying:o) i'm not sure why I wanted you to reply so much..lol yah well thanks for that bit of encouragement for my exams.. I'm acctually just about to go pick beth up to go to our last one. thanks i guess? lol. byes <333chels
from inaudible- :
like to know you answer notes. you're too popular. lol. incase you missed my last note, im a friend of bellys. don't think you'd really care though. anyways. i don't know what im saying anymore. <3?
from laur3n33 :
hey, i read a few of your entries, just thought i'd let you know your diary interests me. -lauren
from brokenwords :
I miss you, and more importantly, I <3 you.
from lovelylibra :
Randomly came across your diary through a diaryring. I started reading and a lot of the things you say remind me of the things I say, too... It's kinda scary. I'm putting you on my favorite list so I can come back and read more later... Keep updating! :o)
from icantregretx :
me loves you soooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!
from im-a-chick :
Hey Pimp. Long time, no read! How have you been? Man! I've just been busy. Keep busy and busy and bumpin' and grind. I dunno what I'm saying. This one song is stuck in my head (and pumpin' and bumpin' and something and grind) or something like that but anywho ... how has my Pimp been feeling? You're good? I'm good! Things have been going quite well for me lately so I'm not all bitter and depressed. I've been going psycho on Rob for some odd reason but we're in a cool, happy mood. Hope you and your Steph is going pretty well and strong too. You hit the big ONE YEAR, I think?! If so, congrats!! It's almost me and Rob's TWO year. Isn't that crazy? Long time crazy but we're taking it easy so I'm all good. Well, yeah, I'm taking up too much space. I'll chat with ya later. Ciao!!
from somihomi52 :
i love your diary...really, you have some really good entries in there...your most recent entry "fallen on the world"...i couldn't agree with that more...everything you wrote in there, i can completely understand, i've been there, i'm that person, just like you...and i love reading about you and your girlfriend...that's amazing that you guys have such a great relationship...i borrowed your recent entry and put it in my diary...i hope you don't mind...:-)
from yaypoopies :
So I'm reading this entry right and I'm hello could it be any more direct to me. And I think in a sublimnal way it was so thanks a million babe!!! I love ya tons! And thats pretty cool seeing as you're an overweight 50yr petifile. hehehe. me too. Um yea So cant wait till I get to talk to you next! LOVE YOU!!!! Megs
from gloom-flower :
your last entry... about your essay on suicide... it really got to me. it was wonderful, you are wonderful. this world could use more people like you. never change! <3
from icantregretx :
ahhlexx that was wonderful :) i loved our talk last nite. it was nothing huge, but it made me really happy :) lovelovelove.
from dreamer2003 :
Wow, that was amazing. I have chills. But hey Alex, though we don't know each other very well..I am ALWAYS here to listen to your problems. <3
from ransgirl15 :
no. you made perfectly good sense. and alex, pretty soon yr writing will start to become my bible. lol. i llooove you tonz. ♥ dee
from nypizzas2 :
Son of a...I was gonna leave a note that just said "I love you" and then of course two notes below this someone did the same thing. How dare she get in my head and steal my words! I love you, butI'm on the edge with that theif. THEIF!
from icantregretx :
noooooo i love youuuu more! [andimissyoutons]
from icantregretx :
i love you alex.
from dreamer2003 :
God I am SO Jealous!!! Yet so happy for you. :) She is a lucky girl to have you. You're both lucky actually. Happy belated anniversary! Get studying! lol. <3
from nypizzas2 :
I miss you. Soooooo much. :( I hope you are okay.
from evilwizard6 :
Yes, the Italian Championship is indeed the best. I live for Juventus and Inter Milan. And then there's the FA Cup, and the English Premiere League. How can you hate Man United? Haha that's hurtful, because they're my team - besides ChelseaFC and Liverpool. But it's really sort of sad, cause all of Man United's players are getting old... and some of their contracts are getting terminated... Their only good player now is C Ronaldo, but he's too young. P. and G. Neville are pretty good as well. But United's falling apart with that fool, Sir Alex Ferguson. With him managing their team, their years of glory are pretty much over. (Psst, I thought Celtic was Irish.) And I hate Real Madrid too - they stole Beckham from us. Blame the bloody dumbarse for selling our greatest player. Never forgive him. And Liverpool's got Michael Owen and Michael Ballack - best footballers EVER!! And Chelsea FC is gonna win the UEFA Champions League. Oh yeah. And Euro Champions Cup this summer? I'm watching 4 games in Portugal - Italy VS Bulgaria on my birthday. So great.
from evilwizard6 :
Heh, you notice you said the same thing about 3 times over, right? You didn't have to tell me all of that - I know everything there is to know about European football. I really do know what you were talking about - you get trained in the Juventus School of Excellency or the Juventus Football Academy or something. Lots of them are realeased after the Under-16s team, though, but if you make it until the Under-21s, you most probably have a future with the club. What I was thinking was that you were OFFERED a spot. Like my friends and I were offered spots on the Singapore National Under-19s Football/Soccer team (and we took them, definitely). Yeah, so you'd probably be on the Under-21s team if you joined Juve. But people who are on the Under-21s - lots of them move on to the Second team, to the First team. Gary Neville did that, starting on the Under-11s, I think, but he plays for Man United. Anyway, if you were OFFERED a spot, that would be something I would brag about for every other day of my life. And yeah, my coach tells me that I'd make good Arsenal Women's Team or Juventus Women's if I was older. I'm only 16, and I think you have to be 21 or something until your old enough. Whoa, this got long... English and Italian football are my favorites. I could talk about them for 24 hours straight, if I felt like it...
from evilwizard6 :
you think I'm funny? how so? .. would that be a good thing? :( i'm confused... but honestly, were you really offered a career with Juventus FC? seriously? are you 100% sure you're telling the truth?
from rougereviews :
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from failinbeauty :
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from icantregretx :
ahhlex, my good good friend, i want to give you a big big big hug right now. but i am sooo happy and thankful that you have your stephy and your amazing friends by your side to help each other through. i miss ya, we havent talked in... well, i dunno how long, but it seems like forever. olive juice, my dear... olive juice. xoxo.
from nypizzas2 :
Wait...you like Steph? What? When did this happen?! (end lame attempt at humor) I'm so glad you're back sweetheart. I was worried about you after you posted the aforementioned drunken entry and then we didn't hear anything from you...I was so relieved when I got your note(which was so sweet, thank you for that)and confirmation you didn't go out DRIVING that night or something. Yep, this is my life. Worrying about people I don't know. Really...could I get any cooler? The answer is no. Anyway, the point of all the stupid babble, if you're still reading, is to tell you I'm glad you're back, I'm glad you went to the funeral, and I'm glad you're okay. <3 I think one of the greatest things about you is that even though you lost a friend (how did she die anyway, if you don't mind me asking? You don't have to answer, that was kinda tactless) at an age when we REALLY shouldn't even be thinking about that stuff at all, you're not writing entries about taking things for granted because, hell, you never do take anything for granted. I'm sorry this is so long.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm glad you decided to go to the funeral after all. I'm sure she's somewhere smiling down on you right now. It sounds like Steph is the best thing to have ever happened to you. That is so wonderful. You need her at a time like this, and I am glad you have her.
from fakefreedom :
I'm really sorry to hear of your lost. My thoughts are with her Family and friends.
from dreamer2003 :
you don't have to go to the funeral. I'm sure she'd love it if you were there, but at the same time she'd understand that it would hurt you far too much to be there. I know it's hard, and i know you miss her and someday..you two will be together once again. but for right now, she's somewhere probably really happy. and you do still have those wonderful memories to look back on. You're still in my thoughts and prayers. <3
from inaudible- :
my thoughts are with you. <333 [friend of belly's]
from icantregretx :
dear ahhlexx: your friend, i bet, is in a better place right now :) im so sorry about your loss. it hurts so bad, i know. im sad that we cant talk. but im very glad you have your friends and your girly around to support each other. missyoumissyou.<333333
from dreamer2003 :
I would like to get to know you better. Hopefully I will. No need to thank me. Happy easter to you too. :) <3
from dreamer2003 :
Oh wow..that entry gave me chills. She sounded like a great, wonderful person. But you do have the memories which you'll always have. I think somewhere out there she knows how much she meant to you and everyone else, the impact she had on people. And somewhere, she is smiling down on you all. You're in my prayers, Alex. *hugs*
from stephielove :
I am incredibly sorry for you loss, I wish there were words that could make you feel better, but maybe it'll just be time and prayers. And congratulations with your one-year anniversary. Is it alright if I add you to my favorites? I've been here before, and have always enjoyed. Hugs.
from nypizzas2 :
That was SUPPOSED to be "especially when you make her sound..."
from nypizzas2 :
People our age shouldn't have to deal with something like this...its so unfair. Especially when she makes her sound as great as you do. I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry. I mean...that's so stupid, I wish there was something else I can do...*sigh*
from trueangel31 :
Oh my god Alex I am so sorry about your friend.Please feel better and that I am praying for you.♥,Shelby xoxo
from icantregretx :
oh my gosh my alex, are you ok? i just wish i was there to give you a big big hug right now. i'm praying for you and stephy and your friends. muchlove.
from dreamer2003 :
I'm so very sorry about your friend, Alex. :( I completely agree with everything you said in your entry. I'm here if you feel you need to talk about it. If I can help you deal with this in any way possible, you just let me know. <3 *hugs*
from im-infected :
You just completely brought me to tears... When I read your diary, it's as if I'm reading about my situations and my life... Your words are thoughts I think and things I do... I love waking up to kisses... I love falling asleep in Cal's arms... I love waking up to him... *sniffles* - Sara
from icantregretx :
ahhlex is a super kool dude and i miss him.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww! :) That's true love..for sure. I'm glad you've found it.
from annachan :
::sniff::sniff:: i love it when you write sentimental stuff like this!
from heatherettte :
hey you! i'm still alive, i swear. i've been going through some tough times but i feel like i'm finally coming around. thanks for checking in =)
from lovemetwice :
alex i love you like it is my job. i was actually in the middle of writing you an email to say congradulations for you and steph. i'm so proud of you. for overcomming everything. you deserve it. you really do. and eric and i's 2 year is actually the 20th. but you were close anyways cause it's commin up! you're the best. i say we meet in the midpoint of where you are and where i am and get candy and talk about everything ever. cause i miss you alot. congradulations again loveyou.xoxoxoxoxox
from icantregretx :
... hey, happy anniversary. i love ya.
from dreamer2003 :
Aww, that was so beautiful. Happy belated anniversary!
from onyourshirt :
i'm in tears. that was serioulsy, one of the most amazing things i've ever read. 'm so glad it turned out as well as it did because you deserve it.<3
from nypizzas2 :
Okay, I just read an old entry and now I know why. Sorry about that. In a related story, congrats to you two crazy kids. I can only hope to find a love like yours one day
from nypizzas2 :
So let me ask you something. You don't seem too afraid of taking risks (anymore). You're obviously so in love with Steph, and it's pretty clear she's the one for you. So...why not get married? I mean, you're not too young. You love each other enough, obviously. So, why not just go for it? I'm kinda sorta serious.
from ransgirl15 :
i just wanted to say that i fucking love you. and i dont say it to just say it. i rally mean it. i do fucking love you so much. and i'll keep telling you i love you 'till it hits you hard and you're like whooaa. i fucking love you alex, mynaughty pretty boi. and i fucking miss talkin to you on AIM too. xo dee aka the perv. ha
from scorpio123 :
hey. my names vanessa, and i just wanted to let you know that i think your diary is amazing, and i read it all the time :).. see ya
from icantregretx :
hey my ahhlex, i have some cool ranch chips right here. im eating them. do you want some? aww she is right, you are a breath of fresh air. i love you.
from nypizzas2 :
Did I ever thank you for the sweet note you left me? I don't think I did. So I'll do it now. :) I don't even know you outside of this here diary, but, like your friend, I admire you also. The way you love life? And turn the worst things into something positive? Do you know how rare that is??? In this world full of cynicism, you are most certainly a breath of fresh air. And, if you allow me to indulge in some stereotyping, it is even rarer to see it in men. The way you are not afraid to express emotion is another thing that sets you apart. Much love to you A Rod(my official new nickname for you)
from britneypink :
Very intense dream. Hope you have some better dreams.
from icantregretx :
ahhhlex mty dear - i almost forgot- i think i found the peekture that you were talking about.. it is.... right here..... http://img8.photobucket.com/albums/v28/carlywarly/0e1ed6b8.jpg yayY!!!! yes/no?
from icantregretx :
hey you.... ilovealexsomuch!! i miss talking to ya, even though its only been a handful of days, but like you said "you've dun something to me..." right back atcha cutie. im sorry about the dream... it would break my heart to see you go through something like that. but that wont happen, so anyway - i agree with steph, your so strong&brave. <3
from proudmary04 :
Hang in there, Alex. Don't forget that it was just a dream, no matter how freaky it was. And I do agree, I would do anything to save my family. I say that often, but it's weird to see how that statement is tested by different events and dreams that I encounter. It only makes you stronger... ~Mary~
from sad-faerie :
thanx for the note :) i wish i could believe you x
from im-a-chick :
Hey. Thanks for the little IM. It was really sweet of you. :) I'm a tiny bit happier now just because I'm not too "emotional" right now and I can see what I should do and stuff for later. Yeah ... ciao, Pimp! -Socheatey
from yaypoopies :
YOU PERVERT!!! ahhhh soo groody.....wait..yep I'm just joshin!!!! HEhe..if we're stuck in the gutter we should make a party of it!!
from im-a-chick :
Hey. Things have been hard and bugging me these last few weeks. I'm just ... I dunno. I'm kinda tired of everything, ya know? I'll find myself back again. It sucks being in the position I'm in. I mean, I used to be perky! I'm just kinda eh and not caring so much anymore. Doesn't this suck? Well, maybe just me. Eh. I'm happy to see that you're happy. It's a goood thing. :) -Socheatey
from bo-bannon :
wow. i found your diary on idiotreviews and i fell in love with it. you are a truely amazing person. i just love how you aren't afraid to yell from the rooftops how much you love and care for steph. i feel like i know you, although we've never even spoken. and i hope that one day, i am as lucky as you to find something so pure and wonderful. you deserve it because you, as a person, are truely one in a million. and congrats on finding that special person that lights you up inside. anyone with half the love that you guys have would be lucky.
from yaypoopies :
Ahhlex!! How cute are you?! You are a lucky guy, and that Steph is one luck girl. aww lol! keep it real gansta!!!! <3333333!!! Megan
from im-infected :
Bedroom moments like that are my favorite. I never take them for granted and always find myself losing myself in the situation. I love waking up to my boyfriend. It's always a beautiful thing to watch the person you love sleep too. They always look so cute :) I'm glad you're in such a wonderful relationship. It very much mirrors my situation. Glad you're in love :) Love rules! - Sara
from evilwizard6 :
Oh golly gee (no, I don't usually say that), thanks for the note. That's sort of cool. Because that makes me interesting. Hah. Now I can you know, go around and say, "I'm INTERESTING! INTERESTING! DID YOU KNOW THAT? HAH!!" Sounds fun. But it is really creepy. Oh I just realized your under my name on the Rouge Reviews pending list. I skipped soccer and softball practise today so I guess I can finish your review. Smashing, old chap (my dad was drunk a while ago and was going around the house speaking in Cockney so It's sort of stuck in my head). Bye then. I'll work on that review of yours now.
from ktdream :
Hey, this is Kathy from Rouge Reviews and I'm here to answer your question. It's no problem at all ... Well it's not that she requested to review you; it just means that you requested Aless to review your diary. Or at least I thought you asked that before. But if not, I can still review you but I'm not sure when that will happen. Aless hasn't been reviewing for a long while now and I'm the somewhat the same way but we will get to your diary soon, hopefully.
from yaypoopies :
Ahhlex! How can I not Heart you! And you're mixtape..hehe is like awaiting you! and Bah okay I'm done!! <3333333333333 Megs
from icantregretx :
alexmorgan! your such a smart guy, and steph is very lucky. i liked your rant a lot a lot... 'twas intelligant (howdoyouspellthatword?)... anyway yeah. i hope your feeling better today, are you? love car!
from onyourshirt :
oh, alex, i love your rants. there so pretty. seriously. i love them. <3
from nypizzas2 :
Dude, what a friggin awesome entry. That just blew me away. Another piece of great writing from you. For a bonus question on a test I recently took, the teacher asked us to define love. I so wish I had read that before I had taken the test. Rock on little buddy.
from ransgirl15 :
whoa. yeah what my lovah boi alex said. *throws fist in air* you are totally right. why are people always telling us we're too young to love? ♥ you. dulce
from icantregretx :
alexalexalex!hahawearetookool.andiloveyoutonsbrothaaa! ew i have a dentist apppointment today at 4. s'all good though. i think me and megan are going shoppin later. oh just a quick uestion - just curious, how many people on your profile do you know offline? loveyoulikewhoa,foreverandever!!!!*hugs*
from underpanties :
gramps! ahhhh i miss you soo much! im finally online.. and ur not.. but hey.. dont blame u.. its st pattys day.. ur prolly out drinkin ur green beer haha.. anyway.. i miss you toonnnss.. talk to uwhen i get back *huugsss* <333 kiddo
from im-a-chick :
Hey there Pimpizzle. :) Man, do I know your entry! I have a friend and she's just like, aaaahhhhh! I mean, she's a good friend too, but then she's the kind who's like, "It's all about me!" ya know? I've learned to not rely on her and it's not like I ever did, but even then she just gets to me sometimes, ya know? I can just relate to it. Maybe that's why I'd rather be by myself? It's more fun and I won't be disappointed in people so much. Hmm.
from icantregretx :
"nursecarlyisinthahouuuusssee" hahah holler alex. we're insane. <3333333 i mean; holleralexwereinsane. hehheh.
from icantregretx :
hey alexxxxxxxxxxx, perv. *cough* haha HEYY so how are you doin?!?! ggrrreatt, well today im very good thanks. anyhoo, yeah, kool, neato, haha, so yeah uhm oh yeah, i really liked your entry, i looooooove good times with friends. its purrfect, its amazing, simply gorgeous. aww. <3333 love ya. take care. *hug*
from trulyfine09 :
Hey. I found your diary on a search and I love it. I hope you don't mind, but I've added you to my buddy list. I really enjoy reading it. You sound like a really nice guy...=)
from im-a-chick :
Hey there, Pimp. :) I'm still alive and it's all coool. I've just been totally busy and lazy and yeah, I didn't mean to make you think I was dead. You didn't wish I was dead ... right? Oh maaan, you're cruel!! I should be updating my diary tonight for the hell of it ... you know, to update what's going on and stuff. I hope everything is going really well on your side. Of course it is! I just read your latest entry. :) Okay, Ciao!
from jbehrsgurl :
Wow, sorry hun, didn't think the little whiner joke would get your panties all in a bunch. You're entitled to your own opinion entirely, but that doesn't mean we @ Exposed don't get to make fun of you for it... It's all just a game, don't take it so personal. Sorry it upset you, but as you said everyone gets to have an opinion, it’s just too bad you forgot to realize that girls can be real bitches sometimes. Toodles kitten. ;)
from meganwaits :
Thanks for the note. I guess my trouble is this feeling of goodbyeness, even though it might never be something you talk about. Or you don't know how to talk about it. I mean, there are times it feels so final, like this door was slammed shut and you somehow have to put whatever those feelings were in a little box and bring them out when you're up to it. I'm sure that doesn't make sense. But I like that you remember the good times and not the bad times. Funny though, right now I keep thinking the bad times first. Guess it'll just take time.
from gracerie595 :
that's really interesting what you said about goodbyes. because i think that's true that you never really lose anyone...that we'll all see each other again someday. very thought provoking.
from icantregretx :
hey duude i know, goodbyes are sad :( i hate them. lets stop talkinga bout them now, ok? ok. STOP NOW. okw e're done. yay! haha so i am home from school early cuz last (4th) period (1:45-3:00) was a free b/c our teacher wasn't thurr. hol an di are going shoppin at 3 so i guess ill be hanging 'round hurr until then. hollaaa. aw i was looking at yer cast page, and i was like 'im not on thurr' :( but its ok. yepppp. have a vuryvury nice day, love carly.
from eye-heart-me :
You are so freakin sweet. I wish Jeremie had a diary on here about me that I could "accidently" stumble across.. but of course, it probably wouldn't say all the sweet things you have to say about steph in yours!
from papercutview :
your review is up. if you have any questions or comments, you know where to reach me. ♥ dee http://papercutview.diaryland.com/mixtape.html
from brokenwords :
Mad world rocks, I was watching Donnie Darko which is what made me think of it. Anyway, Alex I'm such a schmuck. Remember I said I sent you something waaaaay long ago? Yeah I lied. I sent someone else something and I thought I had shipped your package off at the same time. Lo and behold it is sitting at the bottom of a stack of papers on my desk because I grabbed the wrong ones. I am so sorry I really didn't forget you, I'm just an idiot. That is on its way though, this time I promise it is. Sorry :(
from meganwaits :
The new image on your layout give you more of an edge I think. I like it.
from vlh86 :
SoCo rocks. I love the layout.
from icantregretx :
uhm im gunna be like meaghann and say 'hi'.... hahhahahahahhahahahhaha ok im done you bitchhhhhhhh. <333333
from onyourshirt :
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from dc3caliboi :
i used to read read chikmag... then you stopped and i saw you on a site i got reviewed on. so now im reading you again. fun times.
from britneypink :
Thanks for the note. I'll be back to read more when I can.
from treewillow :
Your name is on the Diaryland Birthday's site. And I am too, and were supposed to send a birthday note to those on the list. That's how I knew it was your birthday.
from ransgirl15 :
you know, you are right about the thing on online relationships... offline ARE better. But i meant that this one relationship im in its been better than most offline relationships i've been in. in this relationship.. i really love the guy but i just miss the kisses and the hugs and you know the little thhings like brushing hair off my face or sitting on his lap, etc. etc. b/c i mean, i DO need it. i am human.. but im managing... anyway, i do agree with you strongly... i'll ttyl my lovah boy. love you ♥
from ransgirl15 :
you know, 'bout your dream on the tropical island.... i got to be in warm weather in honduras... and holy fuck how hot is it over there right now, and i ate lots of fruits too. heh heh. anyway, happy belated b-day my love! ♥
from britneypink :
You have such a cool diary. Its like read this one first if you want to know what to write about. Of course, I've written too much in mine already..so I guess its a little late. Oh well.
from nypizzas2 :
OH MY GOD, I'm sorry that was so long!!!! I had no idea! lol
from nypizzas2 :
That's so sweet of you to offer the mix cd. I really got into Mest during my junior year of high school. I went to a show they did with Good Charlotte and it was back when neither band was that popular(although Good Charlotte was kind of famous because that was when "Little Things" had come out) and my friend and I met Tony and Jeremiah(my future husband) and hung out with them and got autographs and even a bottle of water from the tour bus. And before we left, we totally got hugs. (For a teenage girl, this could be equated with a proposal of marriage.) But I think your bowling story is SO MUCH COOLER, and I'm totally jealous! As for other bands, well, while I like a whole lot of music (who doesn't?), there aren't any bands that I can say I like and that I would shell out the money for a whole album for. Fleetwood Mac and Madonna come to mind...but that's kind of it. I like a whole lot of old music.
from trueangel31 :
Thanks so much for my happy new year note.I know I am a little late on replying you but my internet is now working full time.Thanks so much and happy late new year to you.How have u been?Lots Of luv,Shelby
from nypizzas2 :
Okay, your entry about doing what you want was really pretty and all(as per damn usual) but all I could think was "Oh my gosh!!! Someone who likes Mest!!! *girly squeals*" I have somehow managed to lose the cd I had by them. *sniffle*
from fadingstars- :
sometimes i see you on aim but for some reason i don't IM you. we lost touch over the last few monthes & i'm afraid it won't be the same anymore if i did talk to you. i do want to though. i miss you a lot. you made me feel better. you listened. i miss that. you'll always be my boyface. ;) ♥
from meganwaits :
Thanks for reminding me to remember those who you have loved. Happy Valentines day.
from a-fairy-tale :
I'm back. Hope you are doing well. Happy V-Day.
from gracerie595 :
we all are equal in God's eyes. EVERYTHING we have is a gift from him, and he wants us to be thankful for it. not feel guilty. everyone has gifts that they were given, and they can either take them for granted, or praise God for them.
from cdghost :
enjoyed readin your words
from teen-review :
Happy Valentine's Day from teen-review! [Oh, and a happy belated birthday too!]
from proudmary04 :
Happy late birthday, Alex. And Happy Valentine's Day, too. Enjoy it. ~Mary~
from eye-heart-me :
Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear alex.. happy birthday to yoouuuuu!!! Hope you're having a fabulous day!
from nypizzas2 :
Hope you're having a wonderful birthday my dear. Listen, I was searching for yet another template to house my words and I came across http://www.starttheinsanity.com/dland/mixtape.htm and I thought of you. You should toooooootally use it. Anyway. Happy birthday again! Wee
from im-a-chick :
Oh my! Is it the Pimp's birthday? Happy 19th year old birthday long title majiggy! Wow. One month after mine. Such a follower, you are! I hope you're gonna have fun on this day. You're 19! So old!! Don't get toooo drunk but drink away! Have pictures and post them up because I like pictures!! Me wants to see the parttty! :D Okay, leaving now. CIAO!!!
from nypizzas2 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! (Early)
from im-a-chick :
I wish I had happy, warm dreams like that. :| I needa be on a tropical island too. :)
from yaypoopies :
mmm. loving it!! dreams like that are just so fuzzy feeling. kind of like the feeling you get when you watch the movie Spirit. go watch it. no i'm serious.
from nypizzas2 :
Yeah, you think your lagoon is all cool but what people always forget to mention about beaches is the BUGS BIGGER THAN YOUR HEAD and how the sand is always REALLY HOT and gets between your toes. Fuckin Florida. Fuckin beaches. I'd take snow and city traffic any day of the week friend.
from onyourshirt :
HI. :)
from icantregretx :
alex that whole thing made me cry. you have a very very smart and sweet mom. :) that rockjs. im sooo happy for ya.
from eye-heart-me :
wow. thats just all i can say..
from icantregretx :
hey whats goin on? why was it a bad day yesterday? </3 you'll get better. i promise. ill be thinkin of you, bud. <3 carly.
from onyourshirt :
ppfftt... HEY KATIE GUESS WHAT? FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING FUCK BAG.
from brokenwords :
A smart man once said, "She's getting me depressed and she's not worth it." Exactly, she's not worth you even worrying for one iota of a second. Which is easier said than done because most times people can't help how they feel. But my point is, you are one hundred times a better person than she will ever be, so why worry yourself with someone so immature and unfeeling as to make you worry and cut you off without a second thought? You're better than that.
from fuckedvirgin :
dont worry. we all hate people sooner or later. for me i hate alot of people. dont worry, things will get better <3333 jamie
from gloom-flower :
your last entry was really touching. your a wonderful person. and your dad loves you, even if he's not physically there. hang in there and keep up the awesome stuff!
from icantregretx :
your last entry - was sad. my heart goes out to you. i dont have the beautiful words to make you feel better.. i dont know what to say. but your dad is in a better place and you'll see him again some day when its your time. hey, maybe we'll meet there too - if we don't meet on earth, that is. gah, im a dork. i never know what to say. i just want to put a smile on yer face, dude. uhmm but i dont know how. i can just say i am sorry for your loss.. and i know that time will heal most wounds. but i dont know how much time. i'm here whenever you need me. anytime of the day. if yer sad then i can listen or give you advice or cry with ya. <3
from icantregretx :
holler! thanks for the note and email :) verykool! aww your such a cutie. i love ya!! yeah i know, we havent talked in forever ever. haha./ miss you . <3333
from ransgirl15 :
sweetie - sorry i left like that. 'puter froze. oops. anyway, next time we talk tell like what did you think i'd be? i want to know what image of me my diary portrays. anyway. xoxo ♥ dee
from im-infected :
Oh, no no no.. I guess I should clear things up.. My boyfriend and I didnt break up, he just moved a very far distance away... and I only see him weekends for the next 6 months.. and cant really talk to him on the phone since neither of us have much money for long distance charges... We havent broken up thank goodness.. - Sara
from yaypoopies :
Hey yo. Totally chatting it up with ya on MSN right now but I'm a loser so I'm leaving a note too. You rock dude, peace out!!
from ransgirl15 :
ha. i accidentally left you [[almost]] the same notes. oops. xo/
from ransgirl15 :
whoa babe. you sure know how to explain **love. *dulce admires you* xoxo love ya
from ransgirl15 :
whoa babe. you sure know how to explain that. *dulce admires you* xoxo love ya
from o0hot-kiss0o :
Hey!! This is Beths friend lisa! =) how are you? and yeah, im bored, so im leaving you a message=)!! anywho, i hope lifes treating u good and um........ttyl? lol bye x0x Lisa x0x
from im-infected :
Your diary makes me feel warm and fuzzy.. and it makes me miss my boyfriend.. We are that dorky but happy couple that cant get enough of eachother.. So, I guess, thanks for the read.. It made me feel real happy in a particularly sad time for me... - Sara
from im-a-chick :
You lie!! I thought you weren't gonna write in your diary for awhile? Ha! Can't deny the diary! I couldn't! I'm catching up because your entries are waaaaay long. It's cool. I needa keep busy because no one else entertains me. Fuckin' people! :D Yeah ... I'm done. Oh yeah, I'm in Costa Mesa! It's in southern California! Whoa! Yeah, I took my laptop with me. I'm cool like that. Ciao!
from ransgirl15 :
i l-l-l-l-love you, sweetie. &miss you tonz too. We havent talked in a while. *Dulce misses her pretty, pretty, naughty boi* i'll tty soon. xoxo dee
from icantregretx :
miss you too... tons and tons and tons.
from nypizzas2 :
When is your birthday my sweet? Happy early birthday in case I forget on the actual day.
from icantregretx :
hey alex. been a looooong time. im sorry about the bad dream :( i hate dreams. grrrrr. i hate good dreams because theyre not real - and it makes me upset. but anyway.... are you comin down for the alexis show tomorrow (friday)? prolly not cuz of the weather. gah, i HATE this weather.
from brokenwords :
Yeah, I did. I actually sent you something in return, a thank you note of sorts, which is why I didn't write you sooner to let you know. But we've had a "winter storm advisory" here for the past week or so, so I'm not sure when that will get to you. Soon hopefully. But thank you so much, the CD was awesome and so are you :)
from boy-luver :
i'm sorry about your dream. it was just a dream though. so no worries. i just thought i'd say hey since i haven't talked to you in a long time. be happy, alex :)
from alwayshiding :
I like the new layout! And I've been reading more of your entries, I really like reading your diary. Don't give up on Dland, you'll miss it and want to come back, and when you do you wont know were to start.. as it has happened with me before. Keep writing. Jess
from nypizzas2 :
Thank you my sweet. But I think it's better that we only know each other through Diaryland. I mean, you seem very happy with Stephanie, and if you knew me offline, my superhuman pheromones would make you fall at my feet(as they do to all members of the male species) and I'm sure that would make her sad. And she seems nice, so I don't want her to be sad.
from im-a-chick :
I am not hyper- sounding, Dr. Pimp Mack Daddy something something! Actually, I notice myself sounding that way too. I'm not really hyper in person though - well, not tooooo hyper. I'm tamer now. :) I actually have two of the Lifehouse cds but I haven't been busting them out in a looooong time. Still love the song though so coooool. And yeah, whatever you decide to do with your diary, I shall be there till the end ... or something like that. I really couldn't figure out what to say. Fuck. I'm a loser. ;D
from proudmary04 :
Thanks Alex! *blushes* I sent my application in before Thanksgiving, and I just got it back today. I've been checking the mail every day for a letter, and when it finally got here, I was like "I definitely do not want to open this!" Gah!
from vlh86 :
Ok you are now definately my alltime favorite diary. Lifehouse rocks! Anyway, don't give up on your diary I like you thoughts and writing. :)
from proudmary04 :
Hey Alex! Don't give up on Dland yet... I like your diary too much. It wouldn't be the same without your mushy love tales! *sigh* ~Mary~ PS - Great new layout!
from lovely-freak :
that's just the way life is... you're going to have to stand up for yourself eventually and if that hurts someone it's not your issue to be concerned with. they are ex's for a reason and how they deal with it is not your problem. it's their problem. i've lived on this earth for 31 years and i've hurt and been hurt more times than i can count... it's part of life. you are in no way responsible for how those girls feel now... it's up to them to change that and if they can't it's not up to you to shoulder the blame. i am not friends with the majority of my ex's for this simple fact... breakups are rarely mutual thusly most often there is someone with hurt feelings. move on and don't take their feelings onto your shoulders anymore.... that's just my 2 cents worth
from nypizzas2 :
You have to understand that when us girls find a guy as great as you? Yeah, we feel pretty friggin stupid when we had the chance to be with you and let it go.
from im-a-chick :
Hey! That girl you talked about in the email is one BIG stalker. Man! Oh, and I was about to do a new layout for my diary with those same exact lyrics a few days back ... but then I ended up doing the heart thing. Wow, you're gonna be my diary twin now. ;)
from gracerie595 :
thanks for the note. glad you like my diary. Can I have the password and username to read yours still?
from honestlyou :
Can I please have the password and username for your diary in order to get a review? Thanks, Chaucee :)
from brokenwords :
Ha, yeah that was really long. But good advice. Easier said then done, but still good advice. I guess nothing worth anything is easy.
from rougereviews :
Ohmygosh really? You could host the image for me? Nice! Okay, I'll have to get the picture and send it to you so write with your email next time you sign all right? Thank you thank you thank you! [ps there are two images]
from kickassrvue :
your review is up!
from icantregretx :
DUUUUDE that chick below me, she is right, you are AWESOME. why don't live in the same city, fartface??!!? oh well we will hang out one day. if not soon then at Warped Tour. "hollaaa"! ahhaa ok ok i'm... a geek. haha. hm, ohhh. and i just saw what you wrote in your profile as the comment about me. awww. *blushes* you are amazing! so thoughtful and caring. dude. *sniffles* i love you and i love that you're a good friend. (hmm, i must re-vamp my profile on here)... <3 always, carly.
from brokenwords :
An outsiders opinion of you is somewhat difficult to give as I have never met you. But I firmly believe that people project so much more of themselves through their words especially in journal form because their guards are down. So through my eyes, I think you are one of the most amazing people in this world. You give so much of yourself to the people around you and you probably don't even realize that you are doing it. From the way you treat your girlfriend and friends, to how protective and grateful you are to the people around you. You have a quiet dignified strength and unabashed care that is so hard to come by. You are one of the few people out there who are truly open and honest and unafraid. And I got all of that from your words alone. I can only grasp at straws to imagine the kind of person you are in your day to day life. Amazing.
from yaypoopies :
Well hey there. Read the 'try. Very respectiable...I wished I had that kind of strength so mad probs to ya! ps Carkly told me to add you to MSN!! WORD! So yep I'm gonna do that...!!! HAHA what?
from im-a-chick :
Hey Pimp. I'm bored. I thought I'd tag your note box. Cool me, I know. :) I dunno what to say. I'll just say "hey!" and then "bay!" Ooh, I meant "bye!" so bye!
from gracerie595 :
hey, i've been reading your journal and i really like it. It seems like you really know how you feel, and you share it too, which is rare in guys. I like all the subjects that you talk about too, like your thoughts on love. really neat, i'll be coming back.
from eye-heart-me :
Ricky always used to raise his eyebrow, I love that! It seriously IS cute!
from icantregretx :
what 2 of them cut?
from nypizzas2 :
Dude, for serious, my entire life I've wondered if I'd be friends with myself. I've come to the conclusion that I could stand myself, but only in small doses.
from icantregretx :
hey dude! who are you two close friends that cut? i liked your entry, it made me a bit happy :-) but i gtg finish hwk then get back to school. love car.
from lovely-freak :
i just read your list and i have to tell you... from experience... NEVER say NEVER... you're neat. i think i will add you to my favorites list so i can keep an eye on you.
from eye-heart-me :
yeah i'm proud of you! haha. i'll go fix my notes now.. i didn't realize they were messed up..
from icantregretx :
duuuuude!!! :o) EEEE! carly is a happy girl and i can tell that alex is too, so that rocks :o) anyway m'dear, i realized that last night too... that my friends are amazing and, and i just am soooooo totally loving them. i loved your entry. its exactly how i feel about friends and stuff. :o) love car.
from neverforget- :
Ya, you know me. Well, from diaryland. I've had a lot of screen names here. lol
from tiny-stars :
What entry is it that has the songs with stars in it?
from xwidexawakex :
that's so true...
from im-a-chick :
Hey Pimp Master! Thanks for the note! It's my birthday! :D Yay to me!! Other than focusing the attention on moi, you sound somewhat sad. I think love is overrated too. I mean, I love Rob but I don't want to talk about him alllllll the time because when something bad happens, I feel like a freakin' hypocrite. Like, we're supposed to be the "perfect" couple because "everyone" is looking up to us and seeing us for advice, ya know? Yeah, soomething like that. Cheer up, fellow nerd and party for me! *heart* ya!
from brokenwords :
aw thank you :)
from icantregretx :
hey dude! "holler at yer boy" fuck i am SOOO tired. i should go to sleep soon, haha considering at 3:14 pm and i just got home from school. anyway yesss mix tapes and mix cd's rule!!! hmm maybe in a few weeks we can trade again? no pressure, no pressure. love car.
from fuckedvirgin :
yay we can be friends then. wooo. awesom, im looking forward to getting to know u, by the way,, im 15. and a girl, if u didnt figure that out you? <3
from asweettale :
haha no i don't know you. just liked your writing <3
from icantregretx :
Dude yay you got a note from Megan (cute red haired chick that i actually know in real life... not the other one).. just to clea that up for ya. haha and they're spelt differently too. haah but thats ok. anyway.... dude thanks SO much for the mix CD! i was like HOLYCRAPPPPPPPP and i only got to listen to like the first 5 songs and then my cd player in the computer stopped working so after work i came home and listened to the rest. holycrap!!!!!! DUDE I LOVE IT. the whole thing; its amazing. we should keep trading mix cd's and such cuz woo-hoo they rock. im going shopping today and perhaps ill pick up a the yellowcard one, and brand new, and TBS, and story of the year... hahaha i could go on forever (for ever ever!) haha kidding, alrite im hyper and that miiiight be a little bit annoying. love carly.
from yaypoopies :
Yes hello there. Thanks for acklowdeging my presence. And by the way I'm a bad speller. Oh well cry me a river. For some reason I feel like sharing with you the fact that I get to see Story of the Year on Sunday cuz they're rock and I'm so super stoked. And mad probs to ya also Alex cuz you too like good music. Most people now days dont. They think Sean Paul is like..good and I'm all like hello!! EW! Anyway yep k keep it real gangsta
from dottyreviews :
Hi - just to let you know that your review is finished. Thanks for being patient! - Charlotte
from im-a-chick :
I am cooooool. You so can't deny that! Because of you, I cut off pieces of my fingers. You're lucky I was cutting some cheese with a dull knife (and not a sharp knife). Oh, no, no, no! Not fart style 'cutting cheese' but actually cutting cheese- Monterey! I am still alive. Nice to know you're worried. ;P Okay, going now. Ciao!!
from icantregretx :
:o) its ok about yesterday. noooo problemo. eeekk! i am psyched to get the mix cd! i can not wait! haha anyway, you shud add Megan (yaypopies) to your buddy list cuz she added you and shes kool. haha anyway i love you and talk to you later.
from herhalo :
personally, i like the short and sweet entries better. that's your thing =)
from asweettale :
god, you absolutely rock =D
from icantregretx :
DUDE!!!!!!! thanks so much :o) i can't WAIT to the mix cd. you rockkkkk. i'm talking to you now so im gunna go.
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex :o) haha your not a liar, its okaayyyy, no worries. Me and some friends are going to see SoCo at the Kool Haus in Toronto on Feb 17th, want to come? It's gunna be hella fun! i am soooo effinm excited :o) waaa--hooo!! Awww!! DUDE! Happy 9 months!!! Aww adorable, im so happy for yah! anyway, yeah its all good, if you dont wanna mail it you can bring to to meeee herre, yo. lol you prolly don't want to, cuzzzz isn't it like a 3 hour drive? kiiiinda far, but compared to other distances, it isnt far at all. nooo silly, you look very nice in a tux, i promise :o) oh yeah, my friend megan (yaypoopies) yepppers we're friends in real life. we hung out last night - went to Perkins and then watch American Wedding. she can play the guitar well, but i can't. i'm still poopy at it. grrrrr. anyway have a super-duper day dude :o) love you, carly.
from im-a-chick :
Happy anniversary to us! Mostly to you though because yours is today, right?! RIGHT! Mines a day late. Haha. Aww, you're so macho! Fighting is bad but I totally understand it because I wouldn't want anybody to be shit-talking to my friends either. I won't fight with anybody though cause I'm weak but you can count on me to be there to protect those that are close to me. :) I wanna party too! I've never been to a party before. Not an "actual" party though if you can understand what I mean by actual. I've never gotten drunk either. Pooey. Bad Sochie.
from nypizzas2 :
That last entry "No Nonsense" just made me love you more than I already did. Happy anniversary!
from onyourshirt :
HA! i updated! what now, sucka?! :)
from teen-review :
Your review is up. Enjoy!
from icantregretx :
hey dude! hahahahha, aw i saw what you wrote in meaghann;s diary. about updating. hahaha your funny. just wonderin, have you sent the mixtape/mix cd yet? koooolllll dude! its all good if you haven't, i just can't wait to get it!! eeee!!! lol. but anyway i should go to bed, sweet dreams. i love you and how kool you are. *hugs* :::carly:::
from starlit-lily :
Alex, You're very welcome. ^_^ Be sure to recommend us to anyone who wants a review! Brightest blessings to you. ~*Cielamara
from icantregretx :
hiiiiii! cute piccie :o) very cute. but i can hardly see the tux but i aint complainin. hehe. i sent my friend ginny (herhalo) a christmas card and a grad pic of me, and she scanned it, so i might post it tomorrow or something. hehe. la de da. my friend megan got a diary on diaryland. its 'yaypoopies'. i put the layout up for her :o) but shes silly and hasn't added me to her buddy list yet, or written any entries. hehe. but its all good. i gotta go though, i work 5-9:30 today and i dont wanna be late. hehe. have a nice night, handsome. <3 carly.
from fuckedvirgin :
hey! my name is jamie, you left me a note awhile ago say happy birthday to me on silvernc0ld, if you remember. well anyways im fuckedvirgin now. and afi rocks <3 davey, and taking back sunday, and brand new etc. u have good taste in music, rok on. i wish we could be friends
from starlit-lily :
Your review is ready! Thank you for requesting.
from im-a-chick :
Thanks for the message, Alex. It was very sweet. :) I hope 2004 will be better for all of us. I've been through ups and down too so yeah, I just hope 2004 will be cool. Love ya, Pimp.
from icantregretx :
aww you got my tape - SAAWEEETTTTT dude! haha thats awesome, im so happy. anyway do you like it? i thought it was 'ok' but i coulda made a better one - i dunno why i didnt. eekkk. anyway yeah, thats awesome. oh yeah i do have a few pics of me in a dress, i'd post them but my scanner is broken. :-S poopy!! yeahhh put up a pic of you in yer suit, silllyyy! i bet you'd look cute. not like a loser. :o) have a super super day, and im exicted to get my mixtape from youuuuu, hehe. haha oh the card amused you? aww i dont even remember what i put, wellll i kinda do. meh, anyway... so yeah, have a very nice day and all that good stuff :o) PS - do you have an LJ? ... love Carly.
from annachan :
happy new year alex! :)
from icantregretx :
hey! everything about your and steph's relationship... sounds perfect. you two are so so blessed and im sooo incredibly happy that you're happy. love carly.
from elfhands :
take good care of _that_ couple :) (i know what you mean)
from im-a-chick :
Did she put one of those mud face mask kinda thing? I betcha it looked really hot on you! :) I haven't been able to do that sort of thing on Rob yet but now that you mentioned it, I'm gonna copy your girlfriend and force Rob to do a beauty night thing with me. Oh yeah, a guy in girly products! What a hottie!
from pornoviolent :
HERE IS MY MISTAPE PLAYLIST 4 U: 01) MUSE - CITIZEN ERASED 02) FOLK IMPLOSION - MY RITUAL 03) RICHARD ASHCROFT - ON A BEACH 04) FIVE DEES - SEXUAL FOR ELIZABETH 05) ELY GUERRA - YO NO 06) OL' DIRTY BASTARD - I CAN'T WAIT 07) BARCELONA - ROBOT TROUBLE 08) TRICKY - CHRISTIANSANDS 09) ANDREW GOLD - LONELY BOY 10) ELECTRIC SIX - DANGER! HIGH VOLTAGE! 11) KAHIMI KARIE - DO ME DO ME 12) BUCKETHEAD - THE BALLAD OF BUCKETHEAD 13) H.I.M. - GONE WITH THE SIN 14) CODY CHESTNUTT - BITCH I'M BROKE 15) JAY JAY JOHANSON - ON THE RADIO
from pornoviolent :
HERE IS MY MISTAPE PLAYLIST 4 U: 01) MUSE - CITIZEN ERASED 02) FOLK IMPLOSION - MY RITUAL 03) RICHARD ASHCROFT - ON A BEACH 04) FIVE DEES - SEXUAL FOR ELIZABETH 05) ELY GUERRA - YO NO 06) OL' DIRTY BASTARD - I CAN'T WAIT 07) BARCELONA - ROBOT TROUBLE 08) TRICKY - CHRISTIANSANDS 09) ANDREW GOLD - LONELY BOY 10) ELECTRIC SIX - DANGER! HIGH VOLTAGE! 11) KAHIMI KARIE - DO ME DO ME 12) BUCKETHEAD - THE BALLAD OF BUCKETHEAD 13) H.I.M. - GONE WITH THE SIN 14) CODY CHESTNUTT - BITCH I'M BROKE 15) JAY JAY JOHANSON - ON THE RADIO
from pornoviolent :
I THOUGHT LIEK IT WAS ALL GONNA BE MIXTAPE PLAYLISTS U MADE OR WHATEVAR
from pornoviolent :
HAY I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A MIXTAPE DIARY :(
from trueangel31 :
Hey Alex I hope you had a merry christmas and I hope you have a happy new year.Its been so long!!!!So how are things going with you??I hope going great.I will talk to you later!!!♥,Shelby
from allykitty5 :
Alex, I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas!! I tried to leave everyone notes yesterday, but I couldnt seem to. Oh well, better late than never! Take care :) xoxo
from boy-luver :
merry christmas, alex. i hope you had fun and had lots of good food and enjoyed yourself :P have a happy new year, too. love ya, jamie
from cutiepie1983 :
Hey there! Merry Christmas to you to, Happy Holidays and a great new year! Hugs~n~Kisses
from shab-bie :
Aww, thanks Alex- Merry Christmas to you too. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and an amazing New Years.
from trinee :
hey!thanks for the note!i hope all your christmas wishes came true,and you have a safe and happy new year!!
from trendless101 :
Thanks for the note! I hope your Christmas is wonderful and you get everything you wish for, no doubt that you deserve it! Best wishes for the New Year too!
from trendless101 :
Thanks for the note! I hope your Christmas is wonderful and you get everything you wish for, no doubt that you deserve it! Best wishes for the New Year too!
from herhalo :
Happy Christmas to you too, my love. And I shall try to be happy... =) much love.
from heyjude85 :
**hugs** Merry Christmas!
from paperlove :
Merry Christmas to you to Darling. Hope you have a wonderful day. <3 Tina
from icantregretx :
EEEEEEE!!!!!!!! Merry Christmas, I hope you get your mixtape and card soon!!!!! Take care, and stay happy cuz you're amazing and you soooo deserve so much happiness!!!!!!!! <3 Car.
from underpanties :
Merry Christmas Gramps! Hope you have LOTS of fun today! <33333 ur grand kid
from onyourshirt :
hey alex!! how are you?! aaww -- you're really happy huh? && you TOTALLY deserve it because you're awesome like that! i hope this happieness stays for a veryveryveryvery long time & it better .. or i'll kill you. ha. i kid; i kid. have an amazing rest of the day & yeah! i'll talk to you soon ok?! <3333 meaghann
from nypizzas2 :
Wee, happy holidays Alex! :-D
from proudmary04 :
Thank you so much, Alex! Merry Christmas to you too!
from danielle-y :
Hey Alex. Thanks for leaving me a note, it was really sweet. As I just read in your diary, I'm happy you had a good Christmas! : D I had a good one too. Thankies again. Happy New Year! <3s always, Danielle
from im-a-chick :
Hey! I got your e-card! Thank you! :D It was realllly cool. I wish I could dance like the reindeer though. :/ It's Christmas Eve!!! Like, OMG! Okay, letting ya go now. Ciao!
from im-a-chick :
Hey Yo, Pimp Master! I want to wish you a Merry Christmas! I hope you get everything you want this year (I know, I know, you have your gf) but I'm talking about material things! Enjoy the last few weeks of the year with your loved ones and stop being so depressing-sounding! You make it seem like you're horrible. My gosh, sir! You are perfect! :D I *heart* you! Ciao, Alex!
from tokcocktok :
Thanks for the note, it wasn't a problem :)
from icantregretx :
Heyyy! Ick I am disappointed in you as well - drinking has been kind of a big issue here lately; pshhhh, getting drunk often = BAD. It really doesn't do any good. But you're s super kool guy so I know you're totally smart enough not to do dumb things. I sent your package yesterday morning, around 11am, before I went to work. I hope you get it soon :o) Have a great day. Ohhhh, and why do you hate LJ? I like it, a lot. I guess I need a change. Every so often, I'll end up copying my entries from LJ and putting them on Diaryland. Make sense? Duuuuuude. New years eve par-tayyyy! Aw I'm going to my friend's house that night. Sorry :( But have a nice day. <3
from ransgirl15 :
i wasnt talkin about guys breaking girls' hearts [because I DO know that we do break bois hearts too] I was talking about guys raping us. I dont think many girls do that as well.
from sbspsd :
Your review is up at Sepia Reviews.
from icantregretx :
Ahhh, its weird when ya look back on previous months/years/relationships and ponder on how things have changed oh so much. 'Tis sad at times, and at other times... I don't know, most of the time I'm, thankful that things change, no matter how much it may hurt </3 cuz if it doesn't kill us, it makes us stronger. Love you Alex. *hugs*
from lovemetwice :
don't you worry hunnypie! i am ayohkay! :) lovingyou. xoxox
from shab-bie :
alex: how are you bud? i just read entry about trish? and i'm in the exact same boat. my ex-boyfriend is forcing himself to get over me, even though he's the one who broke it off, and now i'm a "bitch" even though i've done nothing. i guess it's his way of coping. well i miss chatting to you on msn. hope to talk to you soon. <3 nich.
from icantregretx :
Hey, what was the meaning behind your entry? It was kinda sad :( Anyway, hmm. Well ya know that Dashboard song, Hands Down, that goes like this - "my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me..." anyway yeah, I dunno, i guess I feel like that... cuz I expect too much and I want things to be a lot better (almost perfect) and I dunno, do you know what I mean though? if not, I could go into more detail. But thanks for the note... *hugs* I hope you're doing good. Luv Carly.
from fadingstars- :
you really should. xo
from i-cut-deep :
i so get what you are saying, they need to make a rule book or hand book or something. heartbreak suck and heartach is even worse
from onyourshirt :
hey! it's alex right? how are you? aw, thank you for being concerned! you're awesome. i'm just very.. blah lately. aw yeah?! i've been reading your diary for a while now too. i always meant to leave a note, i just always forget :/ haha. you seem really super rad. aw sweet! i'm adding you to my favorites too! :) wicked! alright, so yeah! hopefully everything is wicked and yeah! i'll talk to you later aightttttt?! bye dude! <3 m.
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex :) how are ya? I'm just about to email my address to you, k? Ok. <3
from lovemetwice :
i knnnnnow! it was beyond fabulous talking with you, i've missed you much sweetface! let steph know as well, *coughcough*. xoxoxoxoxoxoxiloveyou x forever.
from icantregretx :
EEEEEEEE! You added my friend Meaghann to your list :) ... (onyourshirt) she's one of my bestests everrrr and she rocks :) But yes, anyway dude - so yeahhh, ohhh! I am done your mix tape! Now I just need your address so I can send it to ya! You should update more :) Teehee. Take care~ Luv Carly.
from im-a-chick :
TOMATOES!!! :D Hmm .. I don't know if you have finals week like all of us over here but if you do, GOOD LUCK! Study like mad! If you don't have finals, then MERRY CHRISTMAS! and HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! We still got a few weeks but still, HAPPY NEW YEARS! :D 2004 better be goooood! Ciao, Lil Pimp! Oy, I'm too excited sounding. :]
from shab-bie :
... well, that all depends on who you think it is...
from icantregretx :
Aww Chan sounds awesome - I love things like that!!! Friends making me feel better and me making friends feel better; and yeah it rocks :) Very very kool! Why don't you write me notes anymore? <3
from ransgirl15 :
chyeah best friends are great. My friend gave a necklace too this week because i've been bummed out a bit too. ANd when she gave it to me she was all excited and was all like "damn dulce, when i got this for you, it looked like a penguin missing a leg with a peace sign but when i paid for it i noticed it WASNT a penguin missing a leg- it was a dolphin with a peace sign" it may seem dumb but that cheered me up. & you know it does look like a penguin thats missing a leg. hee hee.. and you know what else cheers me up? YOU! I miss you so much. love ya & tty soon [i hope] xo ♥
from lovemetwice :
loveyoumuch my dear lex! serrrriously! xoxoxox
from freefallrevu :
Your review is up! Thanks for requesting, you're awesome.
from sweetreviews :
Since I have taken up the site, I do not have access to locked diaries because no passwords were left, or any way to contact people with locked diaries. If your diary is locked, this is why it was taken off the pending list. If your diary is not locked, please contact me again, and I will see what I can do. Things have been pretty hectic around here trying to re-organize. Again, sorry. !&M.H--owner;
from freefallrevu :
Hey, noticed that you get reviews. Maybe you should check out freefall reviews. ;) Thanks.
from icantregretx :
Your not on MSN. Anyway.. hmm... I'd love to come see them but I'm afraid I have no car or anything of the sort. My livejournal username is standard_lines_ ... hmm, so that would be... http://www.livejournal.com/users/standard_lines_
from icantregretx :
Aw. I miss reading yours as well. How have you been? Mmm-hmm I have a livejournal now. Finally. <3
from im-a-chick :
I'd never want you to experience no love just so you can realize something. I guess the only thing I can say is that if one day your life is totally horrible and crappy, you'll realize how much everybody loves you. It's better for you to always have them there and to be there when you need/want them than to never have them at all just to experience it for minute because it's alot sadder to know you have nothing. I surely don't want you to feel any sadness when you want something but can never have it.
from trueangel31 :
your username is you and the password is friend its a long story on why I had to close it but I am glad you are still intrested in reading.Love yah!!
from elfhands :
I'm looking for new music. So that's why I want you to give me the titles to 5 songs you think no one should live without. Thank you.
from icantregretx :
Helloooo how are you? Ah I was annoyed at Holly cuz she made me embarassed and she cares way too much about looks these days. She spends at least 4 hours getting ready every day. Its sick. Anyway enuf about her- cuz I love her, and feel kinda bad for talkinf about her; even though you don't know her. So how have ya been?? Great I hope! Anyway take care, much love. PS: did you end up comin down for Silverstein? *hugs*
from xwidexawakex :
lovely thing to do alex... ♥ &hey, say good luck to her for me ok? hope she wow the audience &everybody'll be looking at you like youre the luckiest guy on earth... ♥
from icantregretx :
No you're not a loser; you're in LOVE and thats amazing.
from xwidexawakex :
i wish he'd think of me the way you think of her too...
from im-a-chick :
I hate it when a guy acts all "macho" because I think it makes them look stupid. I want a guy to be strong and to protect me and stuff but ya know, I know a guy wants to be taken care of too because f**k! He can't always be so strong! My boyfriend can get weak once in awhile just because there's so much going on but that doesn't make him any less of a man. Plus, I hate when peeps go "Awww!" I've used it but it's like, these are things that -WE- do, why is it so cute to you? It's not like I'm a freakin' monkey in the zoo. Don't try and aww me and pet my back! Bleh. Have a good night.
from pokytemps :
Hey, thanks for the guestbook message. I've already "applied" to be in Beautify but the girl who runs it is redoing it or something, so I won't be up for some time. Anyway. Thanks! =)
from annachan :
yeah i hate it when girls go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" too... but that's cause i'm not a girly girl.
from annachan :
yeah i hate it when girls go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" too... but that's cause i'm not a girly girl.
from lanienaked :
welcome . i enjoy your diary.
from parlance :
I am advertising myself.
from evie- :
i left you a message in your email <3
from icantregretx :
Where've you gone?
from m-blackburn :
That's exactly how I feel when I think about moving on - and letting go of <B>him</b> (my exboyfriend). I can't because all of my happiness is associated with him, and if I let go of him, I'm scared that I wont be happy.
from icantregretx :
WHAAATTT?! Haha, ok so you saw SoCo TWO nights in a ROW.... and you had to go all the way to Michigan? Isn't that like wayyyy down in the States? You're so lucky!
from crabby-crabs :
hey you. i miss you too. i switched to deadjournal for a bit. i was just bored with diaryland. but my near diary is http://www.deadjournal.com/users/xcolorthecoastx you have to IM me sometime too xcolorthecoastx love rissa <3
from barely-jeri :
Hi there. This is Sepia Reviews. We're currently looking for reviewers and your diary is pretty good so could you help us out by reviewing for us? It's a diary a week or so - nothing heavy (more if you can!). Let us know. Thank you! http://sbspsd.diaryland.com
from icantregretx :
hey dude! Still coming to the Silverstein show? Anywayyyyyy, woo-hoo! Aww you got blank cd's! SWEET!! Anything in particular that you want on your Cd that Im making you? Anyway no I havent seen SoCo livew before, I'd give my left arm though!! HAHha Im funny, just kidding I am not. Anyway dude, uh-huh, oh no, no I haven't heard of Mae. Are they good?!?? SA-WEETTT!! Anyway get on MSN or something, I shall talk to you soon! (PS_ i really liked your newst entry, its so very true).... see ya bud! <3
from onedarkrevue :
Hi, this is One Dark Review and we're looking for reviewers and was just wondering if you'd care to be a reviewer for us? If not, that's fine. Just disregard this note, but if by chance you would like to review for us, just send a sample review of any diary you choose using our scoring system. Thanks for taking the time to read this. -Alex
from leely :
some people are just too blind and ignorant to realize that theres no trust in the relationship</3
from idiotreviews :
Hey. Your review is up at Idiot Reviews. http://idiotreviews.diaryland.com/mixtape.html I am so sorry for the wait. I feel really bad about that. I think you'll be surprised by the review...well, maybe not. Thanks for being so patient! <3s Danielle
from a-fairy-tale :
Hey you :) Your notes always make me happy. I hope maybe one day, I could have something like you and Steph do. It makes me smile, reading about how you feel about her. Hope this finds you in good health and spirits. xoxo.
from delicious07 :
Gramps does need to get his ass on MSN... his grandkid has lots of updates for him :)
from icantregretx :
Hii Alex how are youuuu? You're totally right, 18 is not old at all!!!! Most 18 year olds are still in highschool... and I'll be 18 in 6 months, haha, and you're not even a quarter way done your life, not even close :o) Woooo-hooooo!!! Mm-hmm for shizzo. But yeah, YAY I am going shopping today too (Friday). I just got in from school an hour or so ago, and I've jus been playing the guitar and such since I've been home. Tara is picking me up in less than 5 mins so I shall keep this shiznit short, dawg. Yesss I was and am very happy. And I love it. Don't you love being happy? Cuz its like, you can be sad and mad and happy and all those crazy emotions and yeah, the bad times make you learn and its healthy. Anyway yeahhhhh have a SUPER night, cutie, and OMG you saw Soco lastnite?!?!? SHUTTUPPPPP I'm soo jealous. Grrr!!! Hey I think next Friday is Silverstein with Sevenatenine, TillDoomsday and a couple other bands! GOOD TIMES!!! I'm sooo (x 91825615) excited as fuck for that!(pardon my french) anyway I shud get going, and go do some Christmas shoppin, dude! Take care, lotsa hugs! See ya. <3 Car.
from annachan :
hey thanks ;) i hope your thanksgiving was good. ttyl dude.
from ransgirl15 :
hehe. thanks babe. I hope you;re thanksgiving was good too. [[do you even celebrate it?.. i mean you're in canada.. but then again you're an american...]] anyway, i ate so much babe. My baby niece and i ate a whole box of ding dongs.. the 24 pack box X). I hope she's not sick... and the mashed potatoes oooh babe.. those were delicious! I wish I could of shared em with you, cuz you and i would of eaten them all! hehe anyway, im not gonna talk anymore about food.. im stll stuffed. lol and on yr entry.. *here are some words from the wise 16 yr old<-- ha ha* 18 is nowhere near old. You're -we're- berly starting to live life.. sooo enjoy that youre 18 cuz when you're 30 you'll be like ahh dude, I wish I were 18 again... and nope you're not done growing.... xoxo ♥ love ya tonz. dulce
from leely :
thanks for adding me <3dee
from heyjude85 :
Awww thanks Alex :) I hope yours was very well also.
from misspinkkate :
HAPPY THANKSGIVING to you too- hope yours went well.
from xmyheart- :
hey you...happy turkey day to you too! and i'm sooo happy i'm feeling a bit better today too and it made me feel even better when i found out i made you laugh when we talked about you-know-what....hehehehe and you made me laugh really hard too big bro. i love you tons. i'll talk to you later. <3
from icantregretx :
Just wanted to start this shiznit of by saying Im in a VERY hyper mood and I'm hungry. ! Woo-hoo ! We put our Christmas lights up today and gosh darn it!!! They look so hott and I'm totally getting into the Christmas spirit, yo :o) I'm all set, well almost. I have bunches more gifts to buy. But I bought a bunch of blank tapes and blank CD's at my work tonight... anyway talk to you later. night.
from lovemetwice :
you too love, hope you ate everything ever [cause i sure did...ughhh dyiinngggggg....] i love you times the universe and everystar. xoxox.
from im-a-chick :
Happy Thanksgiving! If, by accident you ate too much, me being the infamous [lazy] fitness guru and all (:P), go shopping! You're probably not into shopping but grab your girlfriend and shop like hell! Buy me something while youre at it too. ;) Have a good night and an awesome morning!
from icantregretx :
Hey! Aww, that's so so so nice of you! You totally don't hafta, dude. But just know I'm making you a mix tape too!!! Woo-hoo! I'm so excited for Christmas :o) Its gorgeous. Anyway take care, talk to you soon bud. <3
from icantregretx :
Hey youuuuuuuu! How are you? Yeah Im asking for a couple of SoCo's albums for Christmas. But yeahhhh, haha that would be fun though. To sing and play guitar together. Good times. Have an awesome day!!! <3
from m-blackburn :
Yes : I agree, females do tend to under estimate males- I suppose it's our mentality. And yes, thank you - I didnt know how to fix my archive page - you're my hero.
from betterthnu :
I'm very sorry about that. After the hiatus the site changed ownership. I've moved you to my reading list. I'm very sorry for any inconvenience. Kas
from icantregretx :
Oh and I just wanna add some more amazing SoCo songs for the hell of it.... Letters To Noelle, Hurricane, Me And The Moon, Bad Days, Space, and Globes And Maps, and many many many more :o)
from icantregretx :
Aw you said that my smile is contagious? Hehe, jokes :o) It was about Steph of course. She really is a very lucky girl. Thats like my friend TJ. Example: yesterday I was in a terrible mood and I was upset and then he starts walking towards me and smiling at me and I look up and see him... and I smile and immediately I'm thinking "aww TJ"... anyway yeah, he's just a very good friend, nothing special and I like that :o) Anyway, ahhhhhh!!! Konstantine! I'm oh so IN LOVE with that song. I haven't got it downloaded yet cuz its taking forever, but I've heard it once before (my friend Megyn has the CD)... I loooove SoCo, they're amazingly amazing and wonderful!! Woo-hoo! Ah yes, I agree, we need to play the guitar and sing together, but first I need to start to get better at playing AND singing, teehee. Have a super day :o) How come you don't come on MSN anymore?? (bye bye) <3 Car.
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex... aw it is no problem at all, for real. I actually would, but I'd be nervous, hehe. Anyway have a super day and I am glad you're feeling better! <3
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex... aw it is no problem at all, for real. I actually would, but I'd be nervous, hehe. Anyway have a super day and I am glad you're feeling better! <3
from brokenwords :
Please don't be sad. Smile. It would make me happy if you were too. <3
from icantregretx :
Hey... I don't like that you're feeling sad. So I'd play you a song on my guitar and sing it to you.... but we're kinda far away. Anyway I don't know what else to say except you have a wonderful girlfriend nad you two are oh so in love, right? I think SO :o) Things SO get better. take care sweetheart. <3 Carly.
from boy-luver :
hey, thanks for the note. i just wanted to drop by and say hi. hope you have a good day. thanks for reading also. umm...yeah. hehe bye.
from m-blackburn :
&& It's amazing how you are a guy - yet your words remind me so much of me. I definitely know exactly what you mean about the bad days dragging on and the good days flying by. I suppose that's one of the many things in life that us humans will never understand.
from fadingstars- :
sometimes i catch myself day dreaming about you boyface. ♥.
from icantregretx :
Hey youuuuuu, hows it going? Long time no talk. <3
from m-blackburn :
(you can totally ignore my last note - because since I have found out you aren't canadian, and I've changed my diary template so it does not apply anymore) && anyway, I'm so sorry that you lost your father, I have know idea what the pain you're feeling must be like - but it seems as if you have a lot of people behind you.
from im-a-chick :
Gosh! You and I (again) are such diary nerds! Similar entries again. Probably reading each other's thing toooo much. Ya know, I used to write about things that bugged me. I mean, I never wrote the exact details but I'd mention bad things that happened. Now, I don't write about bad things that happens to me because it seems like I have to keep up this happy image or something. Maybe afraid that people will judge me or Rob in a bad light. I don't even think about other people but I'm just alittle off that way - worrying about stupid people. I said that to Rob last night realizing how I've become so "not real" :P I read my old entries and saw how much I've changed since then. Some for good. Some for bad. I gotta quit before I end up like you. [haha] Keep it up, Lil Pimp!
from ransgirl15 :
im proud of ya. very creative bio. i think my bio stinks. bleh. anyway, miss talking to ya. and oooh have you gotten blink's new cd? xoxo love ya
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex... aw thanks a lot :o) Appreicated muchly. Your words are always so kind and thoughtful. I'm so so sorry (x 918256) to hear about youyr loss. My prayers are with you :o( It does suck. But life goes on, and what doesn't kill us, definitely makes us stronger. Have an awesome day! <3
from evie- :
likin the new layout =]
from im-a-chick :
You and I are totally in the same funk. Sucks booty, doesn't it? Gotta try and stay happy.
from trueangel31 :
I am so sorry sweetie you must be going through something very awful.Feel better!!!*Kisses*♥,Shelby xoxo
from lovemetwice :
i love my lex times 5050558875767861244...alot. xoxo.
from i-cut-deep :
i wish that i could have someone love me like that. ihtought that i did but then i was wrong, heartbreaking is horrble and a heartbreak is even worse. if you treat her right then she will never leave you. you dont want your heart broken but remember dont break hers either.
from lilstarr :
You like the name of my diary? Cooliez! Thanks for the note! I'm gonna have to check out your diary :)
from icantregretx :
Hey I want to thank you so much for the note. I appreciate it. You are a great guy and of course I'd talk to you... I mean I wouldn't feel comfortable telling a lot of my friends :-S so yep.... anyway have a great day, and thanks again. <3
from idiotreviews :
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from trueangel31 :
Hehe I am famous...I must be than*Laughs*Yeah Brit's one of my best friends I count her as my sis also. She has told me about you too the famous Alex shall I put it???Well thanks for responding.Hope you like my diary maybe someone will, and I hope we get to talk soon.♥,Shelby
from babygirl1745 :
hahaha after that note, you shoulda wrote, "this is ur brain in drugs." hehe just kiddin. you know i love you and the note was wonderful :o) toodlez *waves*
from icantregretx :
Hey Alex hows it goin? Aww thank you very much for the note, it was sweet. Yeah I'm so blessed to have amazing friends... they're wonderful!!! Hol reminds you of Steph? Are they both gorgeous blonds? LoL. Thats interesting. Ah yes, I am feeling tons better than I was 2 weeks ago.. thanks :o) Hope all is well with you!! Hahah yeah, what can I say, I love pics and photography and such. They say a picture can speak a thousand words. Tis true. Aw... thank you very much for the compliment, very sweet guy you are :o) Take care. Have a fantastic weekend and maybe see ya online soon. <3.
from underpanties :
grampa... i miss you :( i havent talked to u in so long :( <3 <3 <3 <3 ur pervette
from brokenwords :
I'm glad that you are happy with her, really I'm glad that you are happy at all. You really deserve it :) Your fantastic.
from babygirl1745 :
*huggles* hang tight sweetie. keep that chin high so we can all see the cute face. hehe I guess I better flirt and run away just like you. *blows a kiss* toodlez!
from hotpinkviews :
You've been moved to the top. I know what it feels like to have that done to me by other review sites. It's sad that my own is now like that. I'm honestly working on fixing it. Sorry.
from hotpinkviews :
Hey, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for the inconvenience as we've had a few problems with reviewers. So, I'll put you under Mary now. Once again, I'm sorry for this.
from stephielove :
hey, thanks for the note. That's great, about how you came upon reading my journal, and yes, I remember your note in my g*book a while back. Thanks for visiting, and I like your diary... Sorry about your cousin, that's a really hard thing to go through.
from trueangel31 :
I love your diary.Keep on writting I love it all.I am sorry about all the things that are going with you right now.Just keep your head up.Take care sweetie.♥,Shelby
from ransgirl15 :
oh babe. *hugs* i'll be here for ya if ya wanna talk, and you can scream, bite and yell all you want baby. i heart you///
from icantregretx :
Hey you. I am so so sorry about everything thats been going on. all that shitty stuff. *hugs* I really don't know what else to say except with every bad thing, comes a good. Im sorry you hafta go through it, you do not deserve it. <3 Carly.
from ransgirl15 :
oh.my.god. you ARE so fucking beyond sexy. you gotz tattoos and ur tongue pierced, right? ya never told me that baby. omg you sexy sexy boi. sry too many candies tonite and too many bois in site. hee hee. i miss talkin to ya baby :( love you tonz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ dulce
from underpanties :
:( I miss my gramps. I have so much to update u on... well not really.. but i still miss you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much... u better be on tonight *shakes fist* <3 pervette
from babygirl1745 :
Hehe yeah you are being a lazy azz. Are you on MSN and mine is just retarded and doesn't show it? I dunno if I'm gonna do it or not. What if I have to wear.....*gasp* a bathing suit in front of all those people. Ahh I'm wickid shy for that. Like "hi mr judge can you please write down every flaw I have since I'm practically naked in front of you" Yeah so I dunno if i gots the confidence to do it. LOL and ur crazy. U wouldn't wanna be there. Just a buncha crazy girls. Uhh maybe u would. :-P Just be sure to bring the g/f to keep an eye on you.
from babygirl1745 :
hahahhaha *angelic look* *bats eyelashes* how'd ya know I'd bring it up. And I'm a drama queen. We weren't fighting. Just a little difference in opinion :-P I really aint up to that much. College apps take up ooh 90% of my life right now. Go figure..its what I'm doin now. This guy keeps askin me to do this beauty pagent thingie but I dont know if I'm graceful enough lol I'd fall and trip in the shoes those girls wear. So as you can see nothing too extremely exciting. This is crazy. Talking thru diaryland notes. *slams head on desk* we've hit a new low.
from babygirl1745 :
Yeah what I meant by that was that no two people for there whole lives can go without one measely arguement. *makes mental connection* think of that one couple *hint hint with the guy u were gonna go visit* They never ever ever ever had one tiny disagreement and something DEFINITLY wasn't right with that. hehehe. I dunno I was just saying its normal and lets ya know the other person doesn't hide their feelings from you and puts it all out there. :-P TTYL take care
from icantregretx :
You can delete my 'carlita27016' cuz I won't be using it at all anymore ~ and yep... that is all. Take care~ I just want to thank you so much for the thoughtful email you sent me a week ago or so... so thanks :o) See ya <3
from groban83 :
I am surfing on to your diary. Saying what sup to you peace, Lis!
from ransgirl15 :
dulce digs the new template, my pretty naughty boi && she also says she loves you tonz!
from carlita27016 :
Hey.Nothing goin on, I just got a new diary. Hows it goin with you? <3
from evie- :
Check out the new location..
from ransgirl15 :
mr. alex, dulce's pretty pretty pretty [naughty] boi, i just wanna let you know i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love you times infinity. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo ♥ dulce
from lovemetwice :
i love you times forever and always. xo.
from lifeangel :
I'm loving your favorite bands!! Brand New is just AMAZING..
from carlita27016 :
Hey you. Thanks for the note, ahhh I gotcha now. Kool stuff. But anyway, hmmm... aw that song that you posted in your diary seems SO amazing, the lyrics are great... I should download it. Have a good day! Take care. <3 Carly.
from a-fairy-tale :
I'm here. Still. Your family and friends and Steph, they're really lucky. You're a really good person, you know that? <3 x a lot.
from cheekyreview :
I'm a fast, cheeky kinda girl! You're welcome hun.
from carlita27016 :
hahahha sorry!!! LoL, that was crazy. I kept the WHOLE middle and last part of your note in there, cuz I cut and pasted it into this little whit box to respond to what you wrote, but I forgot to erase it. Eekkk!! SO yesh :o)
from carlita27016 :
What do you mean 'i can relate to you somehow..' and 'i used to be like that.' /???? I am confused. Eeekkk. anyway yesh, have a good day, YEAHHHHH Silverstein is gunna be rooooockin good times for SURE! *big smiles* heheh, so yeah, just the combination of those 3 bands, I just know it'll be AMAZING. Take care ~ *hugs* to be the same. but anyway, yeah its cool that you care so much for them. i think it'd be fun hanging out with all of you. oh & you're gonna have fun at the Silverstein show. i love them. <3
from cheekyreview :
Your review is up @ Cheeky Reviews!
from lovemetwice :
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww you make me blush and giggle. you're the best ever and stuff. xxxxxxxoo.
from carlita27016 :
Awww :o) Alexxxx that is oh so cute!! Just the way you were writing about her, sooo caring and sooo thoughtful. I'm a wee jealous of what you two have, but insanely happy for you guys!!! *hugs*
from ransgirl15 :
*does awwwww sound* thats so cute. i've never heard a guy talk that way of his girlfriend. *gets piece of paper and writes "Perfect Boyfriend" on it* here you go, stick it on you. heh heh <3 you
from underpanties :
omg, u have no idea how jealous i am of steph, for having someone like u. I never knew someone could loves someone that much.. till now... i hope u and steph are together forever and ever :) <3 ur lil pervette
from hunurevu :
Your review is done at Who Knew. Thanks a bunch! ~Nikki
from cheekyreview :
I see that you like getting reviewed. I just opened up a review site. Check me out and see what you think!
from lovemetwice :
listen sugapie. i miss you. and that's all there is to it! [xo. x threehundredandfiftythousand.]
from ransgirl15 :
&& oh yeah. i cut the crap and got a new AIM screenname: heartcorexpunx
from ransgirl15 :
sorry that i left you; it was raining hard & electricity went out. forgive me?
from carlita27016 :
Hey... yes you are so right. Boyfriends suck. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust boys again.
from fadingstars- :
i miss you too.
from ditzydork :
Awww you're so sweet Alex! Im doing great hun, thanks for asking.
from ransgirl15 :
oh my oh my dulce is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for leaving you like that. my sister took more than the expected. forgive me?
from brokenwords :
that's more than fine by me :) I'll e-mail you my address
from deja-reviews :
Hey sexy, your ::new:: review is done. WOO! byes! <3 Vanessa
from ransgirl15 :
i envy your gf. heh heh. but its all good. wish you the best babe.
from celtickatt :
Oh, ok then. Well I'm glad I hold our interest enough to read as much as you have! That's always nice! I like your template.
from lovemetwice :
phew, be ok will you? i can't have you take a break from chattage then have something drastic happen like this! it rocks my world way too much in a most negative way. i'm super okgood. :) im me sillyboy. xo.
from erato :
No, I am Peruvian. Why do you ask?
from lovemetwice :
phhhhhhheeeeeewww! umumum.. you need to update me on what's been going on because i can't keep up.. what happened with steph & baby? i didn't know there was a steph and baby! jeez boy. let's do that communication thing. loveeyooouuuu...xo.
from a-fairy-tale :
Well, it's close to ten thirty, Wednesday night. I read the message you left me. You made my day. You truly did. And I owe x 1000. You saved one day; you saved the rest. You're amazing. I hope you're happy, wherever you are tonight. xoxo
from ransgirl15 :
*shakes head* how am i NOT gonna know who you are?!?! silly boy. ♥ you
from celtickatt :
How did you come across it? Thanks for leaving a note! It's always nice to hear from people who drop by sometimes!
from carlita27016 :
hey Alex :o) Wooo-hooo!!!! Of course I know who you are, silly boi. So hows it goin? Your new Diary is wicked as well - how did you get all your entries on it again? OoOo you're sneaky. LoL. Anyway have a great day and enjoy your first note :o) See ya! <3 Carly

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