| from
axde : |
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[i love that version of lump sum, too.]
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| from
darthuae : |
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i really can't think of anything better to do this time of year.
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| from
misfitstray : |
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english language isn't easy ;) Who is holly mcnarland?
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| from
duskyhue : |
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Oh, the dreams are the worst.
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| from
duskyhue : |
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:) That's my reaction to them as well. Hopefully I won't disappoint.
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| from
darthuae : |
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jerk.
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| from
permeation : |
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I'm glad you like the mix. I've already decided to make you a little package of them for when I see(!) you. xxx
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| from
misfitstray : |
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no, numb lips are no sign of H1N1 :)
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| from
permeation : |
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Hey, did I already mention how excited I am about me & you, Toronto, December 16th?! xx
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| from
defaults : |
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i did the same thing with mine over three months ago. i still expect it to be there when i look in the mirror.
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| from
axde : |
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what's that noise up the stairs, babe? is that christmas morning creaks?
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| from
zoela : |
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"Kairo" is more twilight-zone-ish than scary, but a favorite, and "One Missed Call" is deeply troubling AND horrifying, ergo twice the fun. if you see either, tell me what you think.
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| from
duskyhue : |
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I had no idea how comforting reading your words would be. There are a lot of similarities. Thank you for finding me.
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| from
duskyhue : |
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please do. it's nice having someone there. :)
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| from
fragilegirl8 : |
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thats ok by me :)
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| from
misfitstray : |
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whatever keeps you sane, makes it sound totally good to me :)
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| from
axde : |
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that's patrick watson! did you know we are in love? it's kind of one-sided, but it works.
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| from
zoela : |
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god, i saw a japanese film that destroyed me forever...
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| from
dreamwall : |
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moments...amazing.
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| from
darthuae : |
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lucky you. everything looks better when it's raining.
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| from
misfitstray : |
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well, maybe you can at least hope on the surprise effect ;)
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| from
misfitstray : |
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lol
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| from
misfitstray : |
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THAT is really ugly, you'd not only scare children with it. ;)
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| from
deadwater : |
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hey, i'm rarely on here anymore... i just discoverd your note, i don't know when you sent it to me, but if you're still interested, email me at deepseapippin@hotmail.com. :) i can send you my username and pw.
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| from
axde : |
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dearest psammy, i love you to death.
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| from
blueraineyes : |
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not true.
if you were hanging with the bestest you'd be back home with us.
and you'd never feel alone.
<3
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| from
permeation : |
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Ah, thanks - all taken care of. I think I'm going to Paris around the 12th of October to catch one of Shannon's gigs. You should come! :) x
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| from
l-alle : |
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tellllllll me about it! i have missed reading yr updates and listening to yr musix!
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| from
misfitstray : |
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thank you again for that wonderful music. you really really have a very good taste in music! btw. you update too little/rare/less (I don't know the appropiate word) :)
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| from
axde : |
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let's forget about the bullshit, let's just concentrate on drinking. i adore you. forever.
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| from
longitude : |
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Beige walls!! You'll have to colour them immediately. If I can help with a drawing, it can be done
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| from
permeation : |
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I just came back from an hour long spinning class that nearly killed me. Does that count as a 'good sweat'? x
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| from
permeation : |
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(psst, hey) x
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| from
permeation : |
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Hey you. Thank you for your email today. I thought you had forgotten about little old me. I hope Canada is keeping my Psammy all warm. xxx
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| from
longitude : |
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pssssstt... thank you again ohohex
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| from
misfitstray : |
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I LOVE the music you are posting
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| from
permeation : |
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was that little old mix just for me? really? i love it. xx
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| from
longitude : |
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i hope your heart is good and light psammy.. sending you good thoughts. xxo
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| from
defaults : |
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that mix was just perfect. perfect.
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| from
byebeautiful : |
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you can't want out, you are the only one I keep up with...
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| from
longitude : |
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you're too kind... xxo
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| from
jimbostaxi : |
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Really, what happens at 4:01?
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| from
uberjnet : |
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fo' sho. when are you around? facebook is more reliable.
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| from
avantbedroc : |
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what places take your fancy in australia?
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| from
permeation : |
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You had better bump the UK up on that list, goddamnit. x
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| from
axde : |
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god bless your soul, psammy.
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| from
alivetoyou : |
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ps, i love, love, love fanfarlo. i listen to that album all the time now. thanks for sharing
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| from
longitude : |
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why am i "... if you only knew" [oh boy]
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| from
longitude : |
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thank you.. listening now.. xxo
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| from
onlygrace : |
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yep underoath!
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| from
permeation : |
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Psst, I wish we lived closer. I'd love to do a shoot with you. x
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| from
longitude : |
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you know what i mean? it's tiring. for real. and this one person in my life is a professional at it and i have no idea how to make it STOP.
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| from
longitude : |
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me too!!! it's just absolutely amazing.. isn't it?
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| from
permeation : |
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Of course I can! (I wish I could sleep Psammy...) x
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| from
longitude : |
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brilliant song.. and i hope you are well psammyboy
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| from
theways : |
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your last entry is so beautiful
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| from
defaults : |
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i'm here instead.
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| from
axde : |
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that was beautiful.
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| from
cached : |
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I'll let you in, no worries.
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| from
longitude : |
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When did we lose our rhythm? Smile more.. it's good.
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| from
dreamwall : |
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hi, you're more than welcome to look around :)
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| from
longitude : |
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Planes and plains. I hope you're well Psammy. Sending long distance good vibes to you and will say hello to a billion people for you. xxo
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| from
longitude : |
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Electronic email submission: completed. [hugs]
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| from
longitude : |
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I had a link on my diary yesterday, for Olafur Arnalds. I hope you download his music. I have a feeling it'll be a good addition to your collection of instrumental sounds.
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| from
permeation : |
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I've been in exactly the same mood (instrumental, moody, epic music). It's a good mood to be in. x
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| from
cached : |
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Is it alright that I kinda sorta love your newest entry? (In regards to the one called, "my curse")
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| from
axde : |
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but the curveball is the greatest thing about life. afterall, you can't grow without being uprooted every now and again. i wish the best upon you, psammy.
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| from
axde : |
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you are a saint.
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| from
longitude : |
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I love those ads. I want to make videos like that. You're on a roll Mr. Ps.
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| from
blueraineyes : |
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i feel gloomy too
love you.
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| from
alivetoyou : |
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eternal sunshine ftw
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| from
longitude : |
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Thank you.. xxo
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| from
permeation : |
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Great video, great song. TCDTC will always be one of my favorite albums. I wish he kept the same ... atmosphere of that record.
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| from
axde : |
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you know, iron and wine has been my #1 for years now, and lion's mane is still my favorite song.
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| from
longitude : |
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You did good, real good with your secret good link. I love it. Of course. Many means of communication. Merci. xxo
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| from
longitude : |
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Most likely, I sent you that song you silly boy.
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| from
longitude : |
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Staying away from scary danger now. I owe you an email. You owe me good stuff. I don't know what. But you do.
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| from
cached : |
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Tell you a story, hmm? There was once a girl who fell in love too easily, her heart cracked open like a plate almost every day, but then she realized it was a charade and held onto the pieces of her broken, jagged heart and held onto hope until she found one who learned where they put the crazy glue and glued all the broken pieces whole. In other words, I'm in love, but that's not new. I'm crazy, but that's new. I'm leaving town and going to the beach where I can laze away for a week and drink fruity, vaguely alcoholic drinks.
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| from
permeation : |
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thank you. it's a strange feeling isnt it? liberating and terrifying all the same. xx
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| from
permeation : |
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that's exactly what i did last night (sleeping with the windows open) its pretty perfect. x
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| from
cached : |
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Mmm, I want spring to be here!
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| from
axde : |
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nosir, THANKYEEEEE kindly.
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| from
floorplan : |
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i should ask yu the same!! i've been keeping very well thanks.. i hope all of your adventures are treating you well dear. can't help but feel right when you're standing downtown in the rain. big xs and os from van. the city's arms are always open for you :)
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| from
l-alle : |
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i neverever have. ever. and ive always wanted to. ...i hear its verrrrry cold up there, though!
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| from
l-alle : |
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too soon?! more like _ F I N A L L Y _
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| from
l-alle : |
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guess whos thinkgin about you right now? [hint:: starts with 'm', rhymes with 'eeeee']
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| from
cached : |
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How exactly do rigid creativities work? Sounds like an oxymoron, darling. I miss you. You need to write to me and tell me how lovely I am. *grins* Just kidding, but I do miss you. ♥
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| from
permeation : |
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you should try showering in the UK. most showers don't even have shower curtains, let alone doors! it took me a while, too. x
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| from
l-alle : |
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i will just say this:: beware of the ladies who prefer dirtbags, b/c when they find out you are NOT one [b/c yr not. yr a standup guy] they will run away in search of bearded douches who will do everything but treat them right.
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| from
axde : |
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i sure do dig some sigur ros. im glad you got to see them. someday i intend to.
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| from
theways : |
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hell yeah, true blood's the shit! i just love lafayette so much.
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| from
cached : |
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...So I haven't talked to you in too long. I blame...myself, obviously. You're well, I hope?
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| from
longitude : |
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omg - have we even talked about tb? i can't remember. i'm going through withdrawals though. apaq has grown up to be quite a young woman. wow.
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| from
legolass : |
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legolass - cheesecake :-) xx
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| from
legolass : |
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hello just wanted to say its great to see another devoted diarylander who's also been writing since 2002!! admittedly i have a few 'hiatus' in mine... never mind :-) keep up the good work x
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| from
cached : |
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I am back! I've missed you! how are you? ♥
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| from
l-alle : |
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[skip! skip! skip!] its myoo-chew-all. xo.
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| from
axde : |
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i swear, you did drop straight out of heaven.
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| from
permeation : |
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..well that's mighty nice of you. likewise, you know. x
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| from
l-alle : |
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:\ i wish i could do something to help. xoxo
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| from
l-alle : |
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har har, mister funnytowne!
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| from
cached : |
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Yes, that is ridiculously easy to do.
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| from
l-alle : |
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see, i was just thinking the same thing about you good maletypes out there! [and YOU may have spoken too soon. i think i have taken myself permanently out of the running with the latest entry...]
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| from
l-alle : |
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hey now, hey now! [dont dream its over] we're not all of us bad!
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| from
l-alle : |
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not a sucker- some people are just baddies; you deserve infinitely better than that.
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| from
l-alle : |
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played by sexappeal?!
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| from
l-alle : |
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so was it [mbv3d] good?!
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| from
floorplan : |
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i've finally got my male version of miss sex appeal. and it makes me all sorts of ecstatic how this new year is unfolding.... for you, for me, and for everyone, letting go of the dead and embracing what's long long left to live. Hello 2009!♥
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| from
permeation : |
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oh man, i'm totally seeing that film next weekend! it might end up being shit, but it's 3-D!!!
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| from
l-alle : |
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hi fives all around for the quiet and the skittles! [as for the pictures- its sort of embarrassing b/c i [quite obviously] have absolutely No Idea what im doing. at all. none.]
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| from
axde : |
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thank'ye friend. i wasn't really gone to you, though. we have a total of three ways to contact each other now, and i'd say that's at least fairly impressive.
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| from
longitude : |
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Oh you.. I'm happy that you're happy. It's a new year PS.. a new year to do whatever we want with it. Enjoy ringing it in pow wow style xxo
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| from
l-alle : |
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careful, you! if i show up on yr doorstep, im not going to say you werent warned...
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| from
cached : |
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How have you been? I've been dead and dropped off the face of the planet, essentially; otherwise known as moving back in with the parents and their stupid restrictions.
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| from
l-alle : |
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oooh! that sounds fun!
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| from
theways : |
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oh, i to-tal-ly understand. didn't meant it in a "don't do it" way... just meant... sad how time and life can get us to feel bad about something we used to cherish. i just imagined the scene of you putting these words in the fire, and than imagined you looking at them burn and it felt like a very sad scene. hope the process will help turning (if not burning...) the page.
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| from
permeation : |
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Oooooh, thank you. I've been out of touch (with the world) the last week or so. That mix makes me feel better, quiet, but better. Hope Canada is treating you well - albeit slightly over-the-moment-now but still...x
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| from
theways : |
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nothing sadder than to burn words
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| from
longitude : |
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I'd like to make a huge bonfire. I have tons of stuff that could be used as fuel. Today was very hard. I was thisclosetobreakingdown. I need this weekend to be beyond good.
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| from
longitude : |
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I don't know how, but I missed your last two entries! I hope you are all good. ALL GOOD.
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| from
l-alle : |
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so....yve fallen in love with a baybay or with a layday?
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| from
axde : |
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what a sweet sentiment. !!! ! !!!! !! ! !!!
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| from
l-alle : |
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why the hell you are listening to ray lamontagnneanasldkawnanananeangne? its okay. itll get better. you dont have to listen to him again. [INAPPROPRIATE LEVITY! IM SORRY!]
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| from
floorplan : |
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no matter what the situation, i'm feeling that exact same way today dear.
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| from
l-alle : |
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um...beer in the shower is totally refreshing.
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| from
ollia : |
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I was wondering... could I have the password to your diary, please?
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| from
l-alle : |
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DUH!! stubble is _always_ king!
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| from
longitude : |
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Okay okay .. maybe you should wait until you're home and settled. Don't worry about it right now. I'll start putting some stuff together.
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| from
longitude : |
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You'll have to provide me with some stuff: inspiration, images you want to use on your template, things you absolutely hate so I don't use them, colour schemes... etc etc. I can whip one up in a few hours.. so hurry!
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| from
longitude : |
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If you ever want a new template, just say the word. I have been working on a few, just in case Tiff might want to change hers come the new season. I go through phases where I don't care about my layout at all, and then the design urge will hit and I'll change it several times in a span of a few months. Designing stuff is therapeutic to me..
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| from
alivetoyou : |
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no prob. :) I love reading your stuff and would have been sad to see it go.
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| from
l-alle : |
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:[
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| from
l-alle : |
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[me too. hugs.]
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| from
axde : |
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!!!! !!!!!!! !!! !!!!!
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| from
permeation : |
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of course we can wait..just knowing that you wanna makes waiting well worth it. x
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| from
permeation : |
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So, I was thinking it'd be fun to do a picture-trade. Whaddya reckon? x
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| from
l-alle : |
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im still. unendingly. rooting for you.
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| from
l-alle : |
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'purpose' reminds me of the mgnetic fields [not for all my little words]- and i think you should say something. to whoever she is.
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| from
longitude : |
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The distance is not going to be your solution. It'll be the people you surround yourself with. The beauty in being closer to your family. The music and photography you can immerse yourself in. These things become more than simple fills for the void which she's left. They slowly and surely will patch that hole up and who knows? Something might just bring you back to the right side.
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| from
achmardi : |
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I, too, moved to be farther away from a broken heart, about 1200km. It's taking a while, but I think everything will be okay, and I wish the same for you.
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| from
l-alle : |
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[?called dibs on what?]
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| from
l-alle : |
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i close my eyes and wish happiness for you.
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| from
longitude : |
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I fall in love every day. I fall out of love every day. I don't want to fall any more. I want to be swallowed up whole by love.
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| from
longitude : |
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I used that word once, and I realised the only reason why I was even capable of hating him, was because I loved him so greatly. At least, you have that.
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| from
alivetoyou : |
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sorry, I'm creepin on your dland. I found this diary through your photo diary, and I really enjoy both of them. pretty sure seeing sigur ros live is my ultimate goal in life. anyway, I love your pictures and your writing. can i add you?
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| from
creeksta : |
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count me in!
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| from
l-alle : |
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yes. everyone thinks its disgusting- but its not!
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| from
uberjnet : |
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yes, soon you will be able to hear my newest band, once we set up our myspace. my old band's is http://www.myspace.com/theedietpills .
and yes, i am married indeed. not just because it was something to do, though!
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| from
l-alle : |
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a rare breed, that. but we do exist!
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| from
uberjnet : |
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i'm still around, lurking in the shadows every once in a while. it's true i don't update often anymore, but hey, six entries a day was a little ridiculous.
i wish it weren't so dead around here, too.
but glad you're still making your presence felt!
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| from
longitude : |
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how can we? really now, how? xxo
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| from
l-alle : |
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[heads for cover] attack?! wha-huh?!
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| from
permeation : |
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6:30 am. every morning, monday to friday. i'm not a fan. x
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| from
l-alle : |
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i meant. im afraid. you owe ME. some money. ...this is what i get for leaving a note at 5a.
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| from
l-alle : |
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ha! im afraid I owe you some money!
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| from
axde : |
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that sounds entirely perfect.
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| from
theways : |
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happy birthday!
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| from
longitude : |
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it's okay if we don't ever really stop loving someone. it's okay if we don't ever let go. as long as we're not standing in one place, waiting for something to happen that we know, is not going to happen. you're a strong one, psammy. i believe it wholeheartedly.
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| from
permeation : |
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soooooooo, someone never wrote another someone back. whilst someone appreciates it took them a long time to respond to the other someones email, someone still thinks someone should write someone back.
in other news, hi & thank you . x
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| from
longitude : |
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super manatee.
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| from
l-alle : |
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im jealous of yr musical journey, but glad there have been pictures and snippets of text so that we can live vicariously. :]
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| from
floorplan : |
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where's that?
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| from
boombasticat : |
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It's always "Hummer" for me. And any of that stuff on the Singles soundtrack, too. But I know exactly what you mean about the river of stuff that comes back.
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| from
axde : |
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taker :)
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| from
permeation : |
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..your missing post reminds me of the bjork song. (and its such a good one). x
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| from
permeation : |
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man, seriously! i put 'rocket' on one of my last mixes, and it's gotten me all nostalgic for just how bad ass that record is. i used to obsess over SP so much when i was in school. dreamboats!
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| from
blueraineyes : |
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and i am crazy about you too.
And I'm so excited to spend the next ten days with you!
<3 <3 <3 .love.
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| from
longitude : |
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♥
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| from
longitude : |
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CHUBBY BUNNY SURPRISE!
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| from
l-alle : |
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well if you are REALLY coming dland way, let me know! well get a drink.
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| from
l-alle : |
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who me? oh, im not trouble much. [much.]
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| from
blueraineyes : |
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I MISS YOU!
Come back to Lethbridge and hike with me dang it!
or drink the rouge, whilst watching childish movies and eating ice cream? Please please please?i bought heavenly hash!
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| from
permeation : |
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ha! scared of girls, whatever.
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| from
longitude : |
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i think you're a magnet for beautiful ladies. BL MAGNET. MMhmm.
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| from
l-alle : |
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i_m_o_k [thank you. too much thinking about too big things on too much sad music.]
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| from
beesbitmyass : |
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So this has a potential of being up to 6 months overdue, but Thanks! I have no clue what entry made you lol alone, but I hope it's all of them. Except the ones where I'm upset, cause then you would just be soo so cruel. And then I'd have to cry. Tata!
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| from
longitude : |
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! ! ! ! i guess i'll have to start sleeping with hands lathered in salve and protected in gloves! :) how did i know that YOU would be the one to have softer hands than me thus providing me with the one flaw in my theory.
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| from
l-alle : |
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yve been quiet lately. i hope things are well.
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| from
x-pixie : |
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hey!!?! we're not friends anymore?..just because i locked my diary ages ago, didn't update for a year or so, and quite possibly dropped off the face of the diaryland planet? .c'mon man! :0) we have history...or at least we did back in the day! we're diaryland classics (cause we've been on this sight for yyyyyears)we gotta stick 2gether (plus you're apparently my only d/land buddy who updates anymore) i want u back-plllease ;) and i wonder if you still use a silent "p" at the beginning of your name...
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| from
l-alle : |
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on a dark, raging sea
ships lay sleeping beneath
overhead, spinning past
hold me closer than that
things we lost in the fire
how'd we ever get by?
words will never take back
hold me closer than that
hold me closer than that
hold me closer than that
how'd we get here so fast?
hold me closer than that...
[yr last line reminded me. i couldnt resist.]
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| from
l-alle : |
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i hope its not causing too much trouble there. [i hope that things are getting easier for you. i really do.]
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| from
permeation : |
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god, that's so sad. (about the couch). it kind of broke my heart.
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| from
permeation : |
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i'm so glad you like it. (i'm listening to it now..but dozing off). i had a late one last night, an action-packed day so far today, and my body and mind are in complete phase-out mode. i woke up this morning and the whole world sounded like gy!be. hence the mix.. .x
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| from
l-alle : |
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i just didnt want to forget.
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| from
l-alle : |
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i just didnt want to forget.
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| from
byebeautiful : |
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thank you.
it's appreciated more than you know.
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| from
l-alle : |
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im grateful and flattered to have been _any_ kind of jumping off point for thought, and im looking forward to whatever it may be.
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| from
axde : |
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you sure about that?
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| from
sweet-land : |
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Thanks for the links to the new music! I am always on the prowl for great music --- such a very interesting story behind Falcon!
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she is a friend of a friend. she was an amazing person who set an example for everyone her age. everyone remembers her as a ray of sunshine. she drowned in the fraser river in august of this year. she was always modest with her musical abilities but was an awesome composer. someone had convinced her to record something three days before she passed. such a tragedy, but she will live on through her beautiful song.
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permeation : |
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email me your address & i'll send you some goodies in the post (mixes & 'tings) x
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permeation : |
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wherever you write, i'll be there (but please make the font slightly bigger. it's ever so teeney..)xx
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permeation : |
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when i die, i want 'fountain of sound' carved out on my gravestone. that's so awesome. my next mix will be for you.
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so come on then - give me some suggestions on music. i'm making a new mix... xx
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its most certainly is not good for me at all
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you're so kind dear. and you couldn't be more right in saying it is a new day. i'm still reading along while you're making your way up the ladder again..
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seconding what suckledhoney said...
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When I read your previous entry, not once did it cross my mind that you were feeling sorry for yourself or that you were being dramatic or that you were a cutter. Whether you are or are not is really unimportant and none of my business anyway, but the what I read was that you're hurting and you need time. Perfectly logical.
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i love you too and i miss you like crazy
i was in the hospital sick as hell all day yesterday
and today i found out a good friend of mine from school got killed in Afghanistan..sigh. when it rains it pours. i feel numb.
visit as soon as you can. I miss you and love you so much.
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sweet-land : |
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Thanks for the made in canada mix!
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longitude : |
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we're secret twins i believe
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blueraineyes : |
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i just texted you
but apparently your phones off
come visit this weekend?
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longitude : |
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I am so glad we're friends.
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wordless: been there. sending you hugs.
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longitude : |
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MINI LETTER: I completely agree with you on writers who try to hard to make things seem poetic. After a while, you just want to read raw unedited emotion. I'm not leaving forever.. I just need a little break. I was spreading myself too thin and I want to focus on the people here, that I have emotional investment in. I hope you're having a super weekend. I've got great news to share with you!
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feel better indeed
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robot-army : |
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Hey, just letting you know that H-Baybee has recieved your request and once we find a space in our schedules that matches, we'll tag-team you. Sorry if you already got a message like this. Now you know for sure we care!
xo
Sarah of [Sarah and Amanda]
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ditto'd. [i dont know why/how, but i hope i can keep it up.]
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l-alle : |
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im glad to see that there is happiness and ease in yr thoughts of late.
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axde : |
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jesus, how entirely flattering. ill write for ages, but you have to promise to read to me.
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l-alle : |
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entry 'for the record'= song 'grace cathedral park'
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permeation : |
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don't be silly - no offense was taken. at all. quite the contrary.
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permeation : |
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oh. no.
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longitude : |
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I am happy that you're taking a chance. She wouldn't be able to ignore your words. Straight to the heart. xxo
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axde : |
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that is perfect.
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floorplan : |
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:)
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longitude : |
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I love this last entry [sentiment] PS. It is so good.
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suckledhoney : |
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oh and I like the new layout too.
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suckledhoney : |
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Well color me stupid :)
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permeation : |
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two things. one: two personas, two names, one heart. two: the new layout is much better - i can read this one without squiiiiiinting. xx
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blueraineyes : |
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i don't think you know just how much i miss you
i have oodles and oodles of red wine
please come see me soon?
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suckledhoney : |
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I'm not sure I fully understand your note. What did I find that was particularly mysterious?
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theways : |
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pretty new layout, pretty hard new words. got to love it.
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longitude : |
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It's definitely been a Bon Iver kind of week for me PS. xxo
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can't stand to read you in this state for longer than one entry, though i understand, you're only being honest. it is because you are able to feel freely and completely your lows, without any hesitation, that you will recover fully in time. have some fun in the city this weekend and accept that all of the good things you have now even without her are not nearly nothing dear. <3
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that's so eerie. the most recent ones you've written are the ones that seem to make me feel that way the most. the trapeze swinger is my all time favorite song ever written. sam beam is my jesus sometimes.
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that feeling is completely reciprocated. so many of your entries sound exactly like what this boy in my life would say to me. and has said to me. sometimes it's so frightening i have to revisit your profile and check the location again.
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thank you :)
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blueraineyes : |
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you can look at my face during sigur ros though?
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axde : |
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awww, ill be gone by then but i'll make a distinct mark somewhere and hope you find it. ontario is huge so you better have sharp eyes.
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blueraineyes : |
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come to Lethbridge this weekend?
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axde : |
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if only you were closer to ontario! then you would most definitely not be drinking alone. or bored. we'd find all sorts of adventures, i'm sure.
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permeation : |
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thank you xx
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permeation : |
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how cool would it be if i was?! i promise not to turn you into some fat blobby turd though. (?!)
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permeation : |
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thank you. you know how to make a girl blush.
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glad it is in some way appealing to someone.. :)
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blueraineyes : |
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I'm home!
call me! text me!
i love you!
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I'm just an anonymous random that stumbled across your entries... I don't really know what to say to you, but reading them meant something to me.
-Adrien
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i'm certain that you can. xx
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so glad you're doing the -other- place.
so, so glad.
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longitude : |
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I cleared a few. Went through a major internet purge which meant images I had used here weren't visible anymore. I'm thinking about going private or locked because I'm growing wary and would rather not censor myself..
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i love running even though it hurts sometimes. bewbs, you know.
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will be in toronto. i didnt even know you were canadian.
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i've been sitting around of late, not doing much i suppose, thinking about thinking if that makes sense and i have all these books and things to read, but i've been thinking about it, not doing it, and i used to love diaryland and how everybody here was so lovely in their own way. like a beautiful little secret i had. i guess what i'm winding up to saying is that your note was lovely. in the real sense.
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By the way, the comment you left me about being in a terrible place reminds me we all effect each other, we all have some kind of impact on one another. You have impacted me greatly, never doubt that. I care about you greatly and want you to be happy, hon. You deserve to be happy. Don't live in the past, sweets, it will just make you a ghost to now. If you live in the past all the time, how will you ever look forward? (Trust me, I've been there as well...It's a painful, dark place, but you can pull through.) I believe in you.
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Definitely a deal--my email address is allthediamondsinthesky@gmail.com
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Your newest entry is as elusive as it is alluring. You're a tease, sir! Who's this artist you speak of? What's this record? I'm so intrigued. As a music freak, this is just unfair and cruel.
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Your life is like poetry.
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Your life is like poetry.
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thank you, i really appreciate that :)
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It takes Time, hon. I know that's an awful thing to hear, but it always takes time. Slowly but surely, those memories will slip into the back of your mind, and you'll find new memories to replace them.
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the things in your head you share are beautiful. i am currently in that place you mention, 12-4, hiding between sunday evening and work week's opening. what is it about this time that's so safe? seems you've all the time to pause the world and get yourself your plans your changes your thoughts together, then the sun comes up and you realize...well you know. oh well. contentment is enough of a settlement. had that boy over i mentioned for a drink. he's got more problems than a girl child downtown on the street. doesn't have a lot of pride. finds it hard to look me in the eye. friendship i've decided. never met anyone so shy actually. tells me he's heading out for the east coast and i just wonder in his courage. he's gonna make a little life for himself over there where he's sheltered from the pitiless population instead of just ending it all. marvelous what hollow thoughts you can have of a person before you rip their head open. before you earn them a place in your mind as more than just another warm wandering creature. june is damp but i'm no in no hurry towards august- thinking you might agree with that one. hope you're keeping well as always love.
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I love the entry "do you remember?"--I wish I had memories like that.
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thank you. i am 23, i've had this d-land diary since i was 17. to know that someone has randomly stumbled upon it and loved my words means so much to me. thank YOU!
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floorplan : |
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it takes a certain kind of seemingly effortless talent for folk-ish music to work.. that definitely does. i'll be looking into him further :)
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permeation : |
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that's wonderful. when you do, show the world.
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haha, yes! after i buy new shoes, or it's not fair.
"and they are ringing true and they are moving something in you and you don't have a fucking clue what to do with those words ". so completely hard and true - i almost cried.
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thats a great iron and wine song. last night id been drinking with some friends and we all gathered around with a guitar, a mandolin, a clarinet, and a tambourine and played/sang that song. i was on the guitar and the only person who actually knew the tune. anyway. i fully support your taste in iron and wine. my favorite band/man ever.
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Also, I am just as entertained. I just hope whoever's messing with your head (Aubrey? Aubrina? I remember reading her name, but now, it slipped through my mind) stops because you don't deserve that, but I can't say I haven't been there. I had someone fuck with my head so completely, and it took me forever to get over him.
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I really liked that one when I read it. Such truth compacted in that essay. I always tend to ramble, but yours seems more structured than mine.
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"gobbledigook" i liked that entry a lot
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moonsocket-05 27 08 gobbledigook-----
it's such truth.
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permeation : |
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hi. thank you x. the older photos were most likely taken on a seriously ancient minolta that my belonged to my grandmother. the lens is busted up, and it only allows me to use one setting...but sometimes it works out ok.
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I'll give you a username and password if you just give me your email; don't want it out in the open of someone's notes page. I didn't realize it'd upset you so. Everything's alright, just paranoid that people back home are going to find it again...and God knows, I don't want that. ♥
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thank you.
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are you back in Vancity my love? miss you!
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!raed uoy knaht----just as i finished boasting about the weather i turned to your diary and there was more about this place. and i love that. i hope may long treats you well friend:)
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even when your words are drenched the mud coloured paint that is sadness they serve to comfort the churning relentless wonder of the every day world.. because i know there lies something wonderful even in time beneath them. and that's a beautiful realization friend i am thankful for, we all need these kinds of little reminders that lie among all of these little words.
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pondlife : |
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And a second session of snooping reveals you to be male. My mistake. Sorry.
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pondlife : |
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I've just snooped through all your privates luv. Thanks. Have a gorgeous weekend.
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theways : |
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"the bell jar - sylvia plath
the prophet - kahlil gibran
jesus, man of joy - sherwood e wirt
armageddon in retrospect - kurt vonnegut
the joke's over - ralph steadman
kitchen confidential - anthony bourdain
rant - chuck palahniuk
illusions (the adventures of a reluctant messiah) - richard bach
the handmaid's tale - margaret atwood
the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger
stacked and laid in various random places around my space.
and yes, i am in the middle of all of them. at the same time."
jeez - we are the s-a-m-e.
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yes, and you're right..it was a beautiful weekend.:)
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first, thank you, really, i mean it. second, isn't it such a wild and marvelous thing to miss a dreaded thing like rain? you know you are home when the things that are complained about, named the bad qualities of your city, warm your soul when you're away from them and return. it's a great confirmation that you are really where you belong. so anyway i was really happy to read that. and i'm glad you're feeling so sure of where you call home..takes some people so very long.
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It's a very crushing thing to realize...someone you once claimed as your own is no long yours, and you cannot have them back, despite what you wish. It hurts, but I think it's the kind of hurt that eventually cleanses you.
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it really is. :)
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SWEET HANG OUT TONIGHT!!!!!
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I'm flattered, I hope you continue to enjoy what I have to say.
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floorplan : |
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so very soon i know, but mordorr will be locked and this is my replacement..:)
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mordorr : |
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your diary here's kept me interested thus far, think i'll add you to my favourites. it's always good to read you're not alone with your emotions.. :)
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