messages to moonsocket:
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from achmardi :
Keep posting! I miss reading your updates. I can't believe it's been over a year...
from theways :
me too
from dinahsoar :
Hi Moonsocket! That mystical, magical place called "Woonsocket" is in Rhode Island. I was born there, I hear tell! Actually, President Obama travelled there last week and was less than warmly greeted by the Governor! I must return for a visit someday! You are in Canada. My grandmother was born in Prince Edward Island! Another place I would love to visit! So ... are you keeping Diaryland, or you've moved on and are inviting me to follow your diary elsewhere? I'm not sure, from your message, but would like to if that is "the deal"! Anyway, thanks for your response!
from dinahsoar :
Just happened upon your diary. I, too, love the rain. Ever hear Rain Dogs by Tom Waits? Anyway, your name Moonsocket was intriguing. Are you, by any chance, from Woonsocket? I was born there, but am far from home! Love your diary!
from permeation :
Ooh what kinds of things?! Good ones I hope. (I owe you an eeeemail.) x
from nononename :
Thank you so much for everything <3
from loz-er :
I will miss you :( Wherever you are, I hope you have a beautiful life, and any time you feel alone, know that you are never ever ever alone. Someone will cry with you, and when the summer comes, someone will laugh with you. Lots of love, -Lauren
from misfitstray :
oh no! Where are you going? :(
from duplicitous :
Hey, good luck and all the best.
from byebeautiful :
Peace and love. -V
from comebacktome :
What's going on? First petty & now you. All my favs are leaving :( Oh well, fare thee well! xo
from in-alaska :
stay alert, stay safe.
from atwowaydream :
wherever you are, i wish only beautiful things surrounded by beautiful music.
from in-alaska :
i used to be the queen of toronto. but i foolishly left the city for the next couple months at the end of may. they announced those shows too late for me to do anything about it! i was so disappointed! bss blow me away every five seconds. if this was the 70's and i was my mother i'd probably be following them to europe/seducing kevin drew across the globe right now. i'm really jealous of your great fortunes and if i knew you in real life i would treat you really coldly for the next few days. but not really. this is probably really long.
from permeation :
pss, if you're closing down - remember what we talked about. (Dark matter, or something.) xxx
from in-alaska :
i can't get enough of the suburbs.
from nononename :
Thank you! [hugs] Hope all is going well for you!
from bibles :
I've never even listened to vinyl before so I wish I could join you!
from moodswing :
tough little technologies. we actually WASHED THE IPOD. i sat it in a bag of rice for a week--it still works. amazing!
from defaults :
you, sir, have the best taste in music. fact.
from atwowaydream :
yay for willy wonka. i love that scene and have had many a psychedelic holy-high night freaking myself out while watching it.
from alivetoyou :
JEALOUS RE: ARCADE FIRE!!!!
from comebacktome :
?? Huh?? What's going on? You moving again?? I hopes tis all good?
from byebeautiful :
S'okay. If I ever have twins that is what I'm going to name them, so now I won't find it weird to name my children after your cats. Btw...your Kitties are dolls. But you can keep em.
from catsoul :
Congrats mom, on your new "M & M" kids....just adorable. I guess you will upgrading your camera now...I did when those little bunbles of energy joined our nest. It just brings on oodles of smiles. =^..^=
from avantbedroc :
weeeeeeeee!!!!
from comebacktome :
OMG, the cuteness! Kiiiitttteeeeeeeeeeennns! Blue eyed as well!
from longitude :
oh eff. now i want a cat.
from moodswing :
cuuuute kitties!
from fragilegirl8 :
thanks :)
from it-is :
Mickey and Mallory. Just because I think calling a cat Mallory would be perfect.
from duplicitous :
Nick and Nora?
from byebeautiful :
Beatrice and Buckley
from permeation :
And I was all like 'I want to see Sammy again, so we can get drunk & laugh' and then I went downstairs, and there was no one there. x
from nononename :
Actually, they're friends of mine. Pretty good stuff too if you want to look them up: www.dxarmy.com
from comebacktome :
Yes! Lets! It's even a long weekend! :D
from in-alaska :
i don't even feel like i need to write anymore 'cause you got it. and you just keep gettin' it.
from loz-er :
Hey... thanks :).
from permeation :
I love late night headphone listening. Ps, I totally stole your layout (and slightly changed it) - I suck at html stuff. x
from nononename :
It's funny that you should mention the picture. For awhile now I've considered changing it to celebrate a more independent version of myself, but never seem able to follow through. For one, the lyrics mean a lot to me. The second is that I keep thinking that one day that picture will be me and someone else. And as far off as that day may seem to be, it's a nice thought to keep in my head :)
from comebacktome :
Email sent. Check your gmail :)
from comebacktome :
BTW, I never got that email...
from comebacktome :
I swear if you make it to the Uk we so need to sit down and have a chat. You write my thoughts so often it is just bizarre. I have spent the last few days of my holiday travelling Europe and thinking that my loneliness appears to be the tradeoff for my freedom. I don't just think that I will be alone for the rest of my life. I know it. There are those that are just destined to fly solo and I'm one of them. If I may be so bold, I don't know that you are though. I have no doubt that you could pull any number of fine young ladies should you decide to. Them treating you like shit and breaking your heart makes THEM trash, not you. To put it another way- your value is not based on their bullshit, just read all of the many notes that show you how you have touched the lives of strangers across the world. You are valued, even if you don't see it :)
from in-alaska :
i feel so the same. i swear, life-twins or some shit.
from catsoul :
Hi Again, So sorry to read that you are so tired...I do relate to that feeling myself, but we just keep moving along. Did you draw the figure on your journal page. It is adorable? Take care. =^..^=
from catsoul :
Hi there, just thought I would read some of your enteries. You have been writing here a very long time indeed. So another Monday looms here, waiting to weave the threads into our lives. Have a good Monday!! =^..^=
from avantbedroc :
you is needed big hugz from big arms
from comebacktome :
I understand. Le sigh.
from byebeautiful :
So, I'm blushing. Thank you. Very much, I'm completely flattered.
from permeation :
Call me. Write me. Just...get in touch. I miss your letters. It's been, like, a whole week or something. x
from comebacktome :
Hahah, see this proves you don't know me in real life, coz otherwise you'd know I'm a total photo freak- that camera is going to be one step off surgically attached to my face :D I took loads of pics in York and every time I'm in London I find more random shots to add to my FB album. Email me and I can link you to them if you like when I get back (just don't judge me for my crap non SLR shots!) Take care mister man! xo
from nononename :
I think Friday at 11:15 PM is the right time. Because it's about that time when you begin to truly forget about work, life, and just surrender to Saturday :)
from isky :
Your diary is pretty:)
from comebacktome :
Anytime! Oh and you made me totally jealous with the thunderstorm thing. I love storms, particularly full on lighting and thunder and sheets and sheets of rain. The air gets all charged just before (literally), I can feel it and then BANG! Then it's the rain- love it- then afterwards it's like the world is fresh and new and shiny again. I love that post rain smell...Mokay and I'm sounding a little freaky, so I'm gonna go :)
from nononename :
Don't worry, you'll meet the right soul one day. She'll love your every imperfection and call it perfect :) Until then, enjoy your freedom!
from nononename :
I love you for recommending Mumford & Sons because I'm now in love with that song!
from comebacktome :
Awww, poor sammy moon :( Association sucks balls. I'm sorry bud, have an electronic huggle *gives you a squish*
from pettyquarrel :
THANK YOU MOONRIVER I LOVE YOU.
from avantbedroc :
kitchen nakedness!!
from comebacktome :
Really? Wow, if so you should defo look me up if you like and we will listen to music in real life! A Canadian & an Australian rendezvous in the UK- that would be so trippy! I did actually meet someone from here in real life in Sydney and we are friends. I freaked her out when I rocked up at her work though, that was cool! Umm, just wondering though- was that an email that you sent to someone, or one that was sent to you?? I was quite taken with the 'saintly kindness or unusual sanity' comment lol
from comebacktome :
So, I had something to share from my recent visitation of London. I discovered an artist who's stuff is called 'Delicate Mayhem'- really really amazing, all incredibly detailed, but skeletal at the same time. Like X-ray vision of half realised forms. Kinda like some of the Milk stuff, but mostly of London. Google if you're bored, I think you might like it. Oh and sorry about the court stuff, that sucks :(
from nononename :
I like your taste in music :)
from crazy-raver :
just wanted to stop by. I read your words, they sound dreary. I hope that where your at the sun shine a little brighter.
from loz-er :
Hey, something happened to me today that I thought I might share :). I was hiking around in a park today in boots (not the smartest thing I've ever done) and as a result my toes were butchered. I had to peel some skin off and put band aids on it, but do you know what I realised? Yesterday, the skin on my toe was a part of me. Today, it's sitting in the bin and I will never see it again. Kind of like our relationhips, friendships, treasures, memories, everything that was once part of us may not be tomorrow.
from comebacktome :
Ooops! Don't ask me why I thought US- you're clearly much too edumacated for that (j/k). Although, the chances of me visiting Canada are actually significantly higher lol
from comebacktome :
P.S Belle & Sebastian = awesomeness :)
from comebacktome :
Awww. Wow. Thanks. Shucks. I don't even know what to say...wait, yes I do, if I'm ever in the US, you're on! xo
from loz-er :
Thank you, so much. :).
from comebacktome :
Speaking of which- Cote by Karnivool (The dude from Birds of Tokyo's actual band) is blowing my mind at the moment. Just thought I would share :)
from comebacktome :
Okay so I am grumpy, because I wrote you this big long note, then my connection died and it deleted mid send :( But the cliffs notes version is: I think that I want 'Watch me hate you gracefully' on a t-shirt and I hope you decide to stay, for purely selfish reasons, because I love what you write (and the song linkage) :)
from nononename :
Sometimes I completely forget to check my notes. Then I come in and have a couple sweet jewels left by you :) I added Cymbals, thank you for the recommendation. And if I could master life without ever leaving my bed, I would stay under the covers all day.
from atwowaydream :
the heart is such a tricky little temptress, it stunts all of our other sensibilities, including our rationale. but you'll come through sweetheart, soon enough your heart will have cut the strings.
from comebacktome :
So, again I was like- feeeel the symmetry. a) Rain ANYTHING is hot. H.O.T!!! b) This http://comebacktome.diaryland.com/080803_72.html is what I wrote to my friend when she complained that I should be over it. Don't worry, it just means they've never truly experienced what you're going through- if they did they would know that you just have to go through it and through it and through it until eventually one day it doesn't hurt as bad. It doesn't mean you still don't have bad days, it just means that they are manageable, rather than soul destroying. Sorry I can't be less cliched, but it really is the truth as far as I have experienced...
from pettyquarrel :
<3 tiledmice
from duskyhue :
Oh, I never tire of Angus & Julia.
from loz-er :
I don't know whether I can burn them... but I will work towards getting rid of them. Hopefully I can stay positive for the long days ahead :S. It's nice to have a kindred spirit :). I can't wait for this to be over, maybe in a couple of years we'll still be posting on diaryland, happy things instead of sad things.
from loz-er :
We will be sad for an indeterminate amount of time. We will drown in memories that haunt us, follow us around like a dark cloud we can't throw off, Mary's little lamb whose fleece was black as night. We will live on, not for hope of their return but the day we can look back and smile instead of hurting, whenever that will be. Stay strong!
from comebacktome :
Wow. Seriously, fucking wow! How is it that someone so far removed from me can have the exact same thoughts? Particularly the music thing. The day after he left I was driving home and 'Gone' by The Butterfly Effect came on- totally fucking killed me. I actually had to pull over I was crying so damn much. On the upside 'Forget To Remember' by Mudvayne is a personal fav in relation to such things. Oh and the album 'The Poison' by A Bullet For My Valentine got me through the Christmas after I saw him for the last time. You are most definitely not alone- read through earlier entries (2008 on) for symmetry if you like. Oh and I would kill to have that graphic on a t-shirt, did you do it yourself? Keep writing buddy, it is truly cathartic.
from duplicitous :
Hello, I was just passing through your diary and liked it a lot.
from nononename :
I've been looking at a Nikon D3000 to get me started. Nothing fancy. Thanks for your note. You know it's funny, sometimes when I write things down, I feel like I'm the only person in the world experience these emotions or point of view. It's nice to know I'm not completely alone :)
from cymbals :
thank you- i think we're both at different points in very different relationships, but it seems like the link between us is loving intensely and loving with all we've got. i don't know how it ends... but good luck.
from loz-er :
No, it's not really that twisted, that's how I felt when I found your entry. I won't say that I hope things work out between you and your girl, because lately that's what people have been telling me and it doesn't really help at all. So I'll say that maybe time will heal it, maybe it won't, maybe it will just be the moments inbetween.
from glass-slide :
Glad you changed your mind about the password, you've got an interesting diary, and I like your image. Feel better, peace out!
from in-alaska :
it would appear we suffer similar situations. maybe we can feed off each others' energy and defeat all opposition. shit sucks, but its gotta the best time to start believing anything is possible. i don't mean to dr. phil you, but I WANT THIS TO BE A CHANGING DAY IN YOUR LIFE. and thanks, by the way.
from theways :
it does, thank you :) (and reading more about it, i think it's a good thing you keep fighting for her. hang in there. just take care of yourself too, eh? i really and truly hope it all works out for you)
from atwowaydream :
darling, if i could be there, we could listen to snow patrol and watch bad movies and talk about the beautiful things in our lives. I'm giving you a textual hug, and maybe if you try really hard, you can feel it?
from nononename :
good luck with your move. sometimes it just takes awhile to heal, but it all works out in the end.
from permeation :
pssst. check your email. x
from loz-er :
Oh God I can't believe this I was trailig through diaries to avoid doing my homework and I found yours and now I'm crying because of your entry, "this morning". When you woke up in the middle of the night crying. Because I was bawling my eyes out in the middle of the night at the exact same time. Just thought you might like to know :). Oh and also, I found out from that night that if you get iPod headphones wet, they don't work. Haha.
from permeation :
"Far from here, with more room to fly Just leave me your stardust to remember you by."
from atwowaydream :
you have such love and destiny in your veins. when you love, you seem to love wholeheartedly. . . so i wish nothing but the best for you and your current situation. girls are so complicated, no?
from defaults :
fingers crossed.
from omfggwtf :
yeah i always finds that it helps to write about stuff too. and that's okay, anytime. really hope things go okay for you :) xo.
from pettyquarrel :
Sad sleepy moon. I hope you're in bed sleeping soundly.
from omfggwtf :
your entries are sad! :( hope things work out for you. xo.
from floorplan :
:) the cherry blossoms are blowing in the rain.. next day the sky is blue. august will be a good month then for yu. find you hmm. and how?
from thisisjohn :
good song : )
from theways :
i know. the exact same thing happened to me. it's almost impossible to accept that something happened when you don't know why. especially when you felt it was so right. it happened to me almost a year ago and i'm not going to pretend that it has all healed. i'm still looking for a why. i just know i probably will never get it. and in that year, the very only thing that has helped me not feeling betrayed or crushed is understanding it with love. in another way than the way i've been analyzing it over and over again, from my point of view, from my pain. i just felt stronger in front of it all when i used the love i have for him to accept it instead of fighting it. i'm really not saying you are not entitled to that pain. you so are. reading you just felt so close to the way i was feeling when it happened... i just wanted to share what helps me. trying to find something else than sense to make it ok. but it took me a year to get to that point, so i'm not saying do it now. i'm not saying do anything in fact, i just couldn't say nothing when i could literally feel again all you're feeling right now. i hope you find your way to deal with it... stay strong. xox
from pettyquarrel :
Not to advocate the route of drugs and booze but -- I once managed the pain of a bad breakup with unusual quantities of hydrocodone and white wine. Also I slept in a basement. Also I watched many old movies. What I remember about that time is: nothing. But at least I postponed the pain.
from floorplan :
dream back, further, when you laughed and danced and there was no one particular you needed in the bed whenever you made it home. i myself am trying. friends say i'm not the same. the shit changes you. but deep down you are that same bright person. naive enough to be happy with your own self. please.
from theways :
hugs
from permeation :
God. I read this, and instantly started to swell up inside. "i'm not going anywhere. i'm not running away. there is nothing you can say that will change how i feel. i won't wait forever, but you have me til the end. " You know, it speaks volumes to me. Absolute volumes. x
from misfitstray :
I'm glad for you, and I envy you so much!
from winterfriend :
Hiya. Cheer up. =)
from floorplan :
02 19= i needed that. have you been here for the madness? train full not stopping...ahhh 2010.
from misfitstray :
Been to Vancouver (BC/Vancouver Island) for several vacations. Especially for hiking and canooing. West Coast Trail and Bowren Lake circuit several times among others. BC is so very beautiful and I plan to move there. But I don't when...
from defaults :
there was a time about a year ago where i wanted to listen to nothing other than that song ever again.
from misfitstray :
why don't you move to Vancouver? Been there several times. It's one of the best cities ever! You're so right! Hope you are well.
from floorplan :
merry christmas dear, where ever you are ♥
from permeation :
I'm glad you're trying because that means maybe I can too. I think Im heading in the right direction... Ps, one more week!! xx
from permeation :
I'm not on anything shorter than 8:11. A post rock post script. xxx
from defaults :
no, i didn't. i felt like it, but i never did. i took out my nose piercing a few weeks back too, and my hair's a pretty normal colour these days. still feels wrong, but at the same time, a change is good, isn't it? sorry about the delay, i always forget to check my notes.
from axde :
[i love that version of lump sum, too.]
from darthuae :
i really can't think of anything better to do this time of year.
from misfitstray :
english language isn't easy ;) Who is holly mcnarland?
from duskyhue :
Oh, the dreams are the worst.
from duskyhue :
:) That's my reaction to them as well. Hopefully I won't disappoint.
from darthuae :
jerk.
from permeation :
I'm glad you like the mix. I've already decided to make you a little package of them for when I see(!) you. xxx
from misfitstray :
no, numb lips are no sign of H1N1 :)
from permeation :
Hey, did I already mention how excited I am about me & you, Toronto, December 16th?! xx
from defaults :
i did the same thing with mine over three months ago. i still expect it to be there when i look in the mirror.
from axde :
what's that noise up the stairs, babe? is that christmas morning creaks?
from zoela :
"Kairo" is more twilight-zone-ish than scary, but a favorite, and "One Missed Call" is deeply troubling AND horrifying, ergo twice the fun. if you see either, tell me what you think.
from duskyhue :
I had no idea how comforting reading your words would be. There are a lot of similarities. Thank you for finding me.
from duskyhue :
please do. it's nice having someone there. :)
from fragilegirl8 :
thats ok by me :)
from misfitstray :
whatever keeps you sane, makes it sound totally good to me :)
from axde :
that's patrick watson! did you know we are in love? it's kind of one-sided, but it works.
from zoela :
god, i saw a japanese film that destroyed me forever...
from dreamwall :
moments...amazing.
from darthuae :
lucky you. everything looks better when it's raining.
from misfitstray :
well, maybe you can at least hope on the surprise effect ;)
from misfitstray :
lol
from misfitstray :
THAT is really ugly, you'd not only scare children with it. ;)
from deadwater :
hey, i'm rarely on here anymore... i just discoverd your note, i don't know when you sent it to me, but if you're still interested, email me at [email protected]. :) i can send you my username and pw.
from axde :
dearest psammy, i love you to death.
from blueraineyes :
not true. if you were hanging with the bestest you'd be back home with us. and you'd never feel alone. <3
from permeation :
Ah, thanks - all taken care of. I think I'm going to Paris around the 12th of October to catch one of Shannon's gigs. You should come! :) x
from l-alle :
tellllllll me about it! i have missed reading yr updates and listening to yr musix!
from misfitstray :
thank you again for that wonderful music. you really really have a very good taste in music! btw. you update too little/rare/less (I don't know the appropiate word) :)
from axde :
let's forget about the bullshit, let's just concentrate on drinking. i adore you. forever.
from longitude :
Beige walls!! You'll have to colour them immediately. If I can help with a drawing, it can be done
from permeation :
I just came back from an hour long spinning class that nearly killed me. Does that count as a 'good sweat'? x
from permeation :
(psst, hey) x
from permeation :
Hey you. Thank you for your email today. I thought you had forgotten about little old me. I hope Canada is keeping my Psammy all warm. xxx
from longitude :
pssssstt... thank you again ohohex
from misfitstray :
I LOVE the music you are posting
from permeation :
was that little old mix just for me? really? i love it. xx
from longitude :
i hope your heart is good and light psammy.. sending you good thoughts. xxo
from defaults :
that mix was just perfect. perfect.
from byebeautiful :
you can't want out, you are the only one I keep up with...
from longitude :
you're too kind... xxo
from jimbostaxi :
Really, what happens at 4:01?
from uberjnet :
fo' sho. when are you around? facebook is more reliable.
from avantbedroc :
what places take your fancy in australia?
from permeation :
You had better bump the UK up on that list, goddamnit. x
from axde :
god bless your soul, psammy.
from alivetoyou :
ps, i love, love, love fanfarlo. i listen to that album all the time now. thanks for sharing
from longitude :
why am i "... if you only knew" [oh boy]
from longitude :
thank you.. listening now.. xxo
from onlygrace :
yep underoath!
from permeation :
Psst, I wish we lived closer. I'd love to do a shoot with you. x
from longitude :
you know what i mean? it's tiring. for real. and this one person in my life is a professional at it and i have no idea how to make it STOP.
from longitude :
me too!!! it's just absolutely amazing.. isn't it?
from permeation :
Of course I can! (I wish I could sleep Psammy...) x
from longitude :
brilliant song.. and i hope you are well psammyboy
from theways :
your last entry is so beautiful
from defaults :
i'm here instead.
from axde :
that was beautiful.
from cached :
I'll let you in, no worries.
from longitude :
When did we lose our rhythm? Smile more.. it's good.
from dreamwall :
hi, you're more than welcome to look around :)
from longitude :
Planes and plains. I hope you're well Psammy. Sending long distance good vibes to you and will say hello to a billion people for you. xxo
from longitude :
Electronic email submission: completed. [hugs]
from longitude :
I had a link on my diary yesterday, for Olafur Arnalds. I hope you download his music. I have a feeling it'll be a good addition to your collection of instrumental sounds.
from permeation :
I've been in exactly the same mood (instrumental, moody, epic music). It's a good mood to be in. x
from cached :
Is it alright that I kinda sorta love your newest entry? (In regards to the one called, "my curse")
from axde :
but the curveball is the greatest thing about life. afterall, you can't grow without being uprooted every now and again. i wish the best upon you, psammy.
from axde :
you are a saint.
from longitude :
I love those ads. I want to make videos like that. You're on a roll Mr. Ps.
from blueraineyes :
i feel gloomy too love you.
from alivetoyou :
eternal sunshine ftw
from longitude :
Thank you.. xxo
from permeation :
Great video, great song. TCDTC will always be one of my favorite albums. I wish he kept the same ... atmosphere of that record.
from axde :
you know, iron and wine has been my #1 for years now, and lion's mane is still my favorite song.
from longitude :
You did good, real good with your secret good link. I love it. Of course. Many means of communication. Merci. xxo
from longitude :
Most likely, I sent you that song you silly boy.
from longitude :
Staying away from scary danger now. I owe you an email. You owe me good stuff. I don't know what. But you do.
from cached :
Tell you a story, hmm? There was once a girl who fell in love too easily, her heart cracked open like a plate almost every day, but then she realized it was a charade and held onto the pieces of her broken, jagged heart and held onto hope until she found one who learned where they put the crazy glue and glued all the broken pieces whole. In other words, I'm in love, but that's not new. I'm crazy, but that's new. I'm leaving town and going to the beach where I can laze away for a week and drink fruity, vaguely alcoholic drinks.
from permeation :
thank you. it's a strange feeling isnt it? liberating and terrifying all the same. xx
from permeation :
that's exactly what i did last night (sleeping with the windows open) its pretty perfect. x
from cached :
Mmm, I want spring to be here!
from axde :
nosir, THANKYEEEEE kindly.
from floorplan :
i should ask yu the same!! i've been keeping very well thanks.. i hope all of your adventures are treating you well dear. can't help but feel right when you're standing downtown in the rain. big xs and os from van. the city's arms are always open for you :)
from l-alle :
i neverever have. ever. and ive always wanted to. ...i hear its verrrrry cold up there, though!
from l-alle :
too soon?! more like _ F I N A L L Y _
from l-alle :
guess whos thinkgin about you right now? [hint:: starts with 'm', rhymes with 'eeeee']
from cached :
How exactly do rigid creativities work? Sounds like an oxymoron, darling. I miss you. You need to write to me and tell me how lovely I am. *grins* Just kidding, but I do miss you. ♥
from permeation :
you should try showering in the UK. most showers don't even have shower curtains, let alone doors! it took me a while, too. x
from l-alle :
i will just say this:: beware of the ladies who prefer dirtbags, b/c when they find out you are NOT one [b/c yr not. yr a standup guy] they will run away in search of bearded douches who will do everything but treat them right.
from axde :
i sure do dig some sigur ros. im glad you got to see them. someday i intend to.
from theways :
hell yeah, true blood's the shit! i just love lafayette so much.
from cached :
...So I haven't talked to you in too long. I blame...myself, obviously. You're well, I hope?
from longitude :
omg - have we even talked about tb? i can't remember. i'm going through withdrawals though. apaq has grown up to be quite a young woman. wow.
from legolass :
legolass - cheesecake :-) xx
from legolass :
hello just wanted to say its great to see another devoted diarylander who's also been writing since 2002!! admittedly i have a few 'hiatus' in mine... never mind :-) keep up the good work x
from cached :
I am back! I've missed you! how are you? ♥
from l-alle :
[skip! skip! skip!] its myoo-chew-all. xo.
from axde :
i swear, you did drop straight out of heaven.
from permeation :
..well that's mighty nice of you. likewise, you know. x
from l-alle :
:\ i wish i could do something to help. xoxo
from l-alle :
har har, mister funnytowne!
from cached :
Yes, that is ridiculously easy to do.
from l-alle :
see, i was just thinking the same thing about you good maletypes out there! [and YOU may have spoken too soon. i think i have taken myself permanently out of the running with the latest entry...]
from l-alle :
hey now, hey now! [dont dream its over] we're not all of us bad!
from l-alle :
not a sucker- some people are just baddies; you deserve infinitely better than that.
from l-alle :
played by sexappeal?!
from l-alle :
so was it [mbv3d] good?!
from floorplan :
i've finally got my male version of miss sex appeal. and it makes me all sorts of ecstatic how this new year is unfolding.... for you, for me, and for everyone, letting go of the dead and embracing what's long long left to live. Hello 2009!♥
from permeation :
oh man, i'm totally seeing that film next weekend! it might end up being shit, but it's 3-D!!!
from l-alle :
hi fives all around for the quiet and the skittles! [as for the pictures- its sort of embarrassing b/c i [quite obviously] have absolutely No Idea what im doing. at all. none.]
from axde :
thank'ye friend. i wasn't really gone to you, though. we have a total of three ways to contact each other now, and i'd say that's at least fairly impressive.
from longitude :
Oh you.. I'm happy that you're happy. It's a new year PS.. a new year to do whatever we want with it. Enjoy ringing it in pow wow style xxo
from l-alle :
careful, you! if i show up on yr doorstep, im not going to say you werent warned...
from cached :
How have you been? I've been dead and dropped off the face of the planet, essentially; otherwise known as moving back in with the parents and their stupid restrictions.
from l-alle :
oooh! that sounds fun!
from theways :
oh, i to-tal-ly understand. didn't meant it in a "don't do it" way... just meant... sad how time and life can get us to feel bad about something we used to cherish. i just imagined the scene of you putting these words in the fire, and than imagined you looking at them burn and it felt like a very sad scene. hope the process will help turning (if not burning...) the page.
from permeation :
Oooooh, thank you. I've been out of touch (with the world) the last week or so. That mix makes me feel better, quiet, but better. Hope Canada is treating you well - albeit slightly over-the-moment-now but still...x
from theways :
nothing sadder than to burn words
from longitude :
I'd like to make a huge bonfire. I have tons of stuff that could be used as fuel. Today was very hard. I was thisclosetobreakingdown. I need this weekend to be beyond good.
from longitude :
I don't know how, but I missed your last two entries! I hope you are all good. ALL GOOD.
from l-alle :
so....yve fallen in love with a baybay or with a layday?
from axde :
what a sweet sentiment. !!! ! !!!! !! ! !!!
from l-alle :
why the hell you are listening to ray lamontagnneanasldkawnanananeangne? its okay. itll get better. you dont have to listen to him again. [INAPPROPRIATE LEVITY! IM SORRY!]
from floorplan :
no matter what the situation, i'm feeling that exact same way today dear.
from l-alle :
um...beer in the shower is totally refreshing.
from ollia :
I was wondering... could I have the password to your diary, please?
from l-alle :
DUH!! stubble is _always_ king!
from longitude :
Okay okay .. maybe you should wait until you're home and settled. Don't worry about it right now. I'll start putting some stuff together.
from longitude :
You'll have to provide me with some stuff: inspiration, images you want to use on your template, things you absolutely hate so I don't use them, colour schemes... etc etc. I can whip one up in a few hours.. so hurry!
from longitude :
If you ever want a new template, just say the word. I have been working on a few, just in case Tiff might want to change hers come the new season. I go through phases where I don't care about my layout at all, and then the design urge will hit and I'll change it several times in a span of a few months. Designing stuff is therapeutic to me..
from alivetoyou :
no prob. :) I love reading your stuff and would have been sad to see it go.
from l-alle :
:[
from l-alle :
[me too. hugs.]
from axde :
!!!! !!!!!!! !!! !!!!!
from permeation :
of course we can wait..just knowing that you wanna makes waiting well worth it. x
from permeation :
So, I was thinking it'd be fun to do a picture-trade. Whaddya reckon? x
from l-alle :
im still. unendingly. rooting for you.
from l-alle :
'purpose' reminds me of the mgnetic fields [not for all my little words]- and i think you should say something. to whoever she is.
from longitude :
The distance is not going to be your solution. It'll be the people you surround yourself with. The beauty in being closer to your family. The music and photography you can immerse yourself in. These things become more than simple fills for the void which she's left. They slowly and surely will patch that hole up and who knows? Something might just bring you back to the right side.
from achmardi :
I, too, moved to be farther away from a broken heart, about 1200km. It's taking a while, but I think everything will be okay, and I wish the same for you.
from l-alle :
[?called dibs on what?]
from l-alle :
i close my eyes and wish happiness for you.
from longitude :
I fall in love every day. I fall out of love every day. I don't want to fall any more. I want to be swallowed up whole by love.
from longitude :
I used that word once, and I realised the only reason why I was even capable of hating him, was because I loved him so greatly. At least, you have that.
from alivetoyou :
sorry, I'm creepin on your dland. I found this diary through your photo diary, and I really enjoy both of them. pretty sure seeing sigur ros live is my ultimate goal in life. anyway, I love your pictures and your writing. can i add you?
from creeksta :
count me in!
from l-alle :
yes. everyone thinks its disgusting- but its not!
from uberjnet :
yes, soon you will be able to hear my newest band, once we set up our myspace. my old band's is http://www.myspace.com/theedietpills . and yes, i am married indeed. not just because it was something to do, though!
from l-alle :
a rare breed, that. but we do exist!
from uberjnet :
i'm still around, lurking in the shadows every once in a while. it's true i don't update often anymore, but hey, six entries a day was a little ridiculous. i wish it weren't so dead around here, too. but glad you're still making your presence felt!
from longitude :
how can we? really now, how? xxo
from l-alle :
[heads for cover] attack?! wha-huh?!
from permeation :
6:30 am. every morning, monday to friday. i'm not a fan. x
from l-alle :
i meant. im afraid. you owe ME. some money. ...this is what i get for leaving a note at 5a.
from l-alle :
ha! im afraid I owe you some money!
from axde :
that sounds entirely perfect.
from theways :
happy birthday!
from longitude :
it's okay if we don't ever really stop loving someone. it's okay if we don't ever let go. as long as we're not standing in one place, waiting for something to happen that we know, is not going to happen. you're a strong one, psammy. i believe it wholeheartedly.
from permeation :
soooooooo, someone never wrote another someone back. whilst someone appreciates it took them a long time to respond to the other someones email, someone still thinks someone should write someone back. in other news, hi & thank you . x
from longitude :
super manatee.
from l-alle :
im jealous of yr musical journey, but glad there have been pictures and snippets of text so that we can live vicariously. :]
from floorplan :
where's that?
from boombasticat :
It's always "Hummer" for me. And any of that stuff on the Singles soundtrack, too. But I know exactly what you mean about the river of stuff that comes back.
from axde :
taker :)
from permeation :
..your missing post reminds me of the bjork song. (and its such a good one). x
from permeation :
man, seriously! i put 'rocket' on one of my last mixes, and it's gotten me all nostalgic for just how bad ass that record is. i used to obsess over SP so much when i was in school. dreamboats!
from blueraineyes :
and i am crazy about you too. And I'm so excited to spend the next ten days with you! <3 <3 <3 .love.
from longitude :
from longitude :
CHUBBY BUNNY SURPRISE!
from l-alle :
well if you are REALLY coming dland way, let me know! well get a drink.
from l-alle :
who me? oh, im not trouble much. [much.]
from blueraineyes :
I MISS YOU! Come back to Lethbridge and hike with me dang it! or drink the rouge, whilst watching childish movies and eating ice cream? Please please please?i bought heavenly hash!
from permeation :
ha! scared of girls, whatever.
from longitude :
i think you're a magnet for beautiful ladies. BL MAGNET. MMhmm.
from l-alle :
i_m_o_k [thank you. too much thinking about too big things on too much sad music.]
from beesbitmyass :
So this has a potential of being up to 6 months overdue, but Thanks! I have no clue what entry made you lol alone, but I hope it's all of them. Except the ones where I'm upset, cause then you would just be soo so cruel. And then I'd have to cry. Tata!
from longitude :
! ! ! ! i guess i'll have to start sleeping with hands lathered in salve and protected in gloves! :) how did i know that YOU would be the one to have softer hands than me thus providing me with the one flaw in my theory.
from l-alle :
yve been quiet lately. i hope things are well.
from x-pixie :
hey!!?! we're not friends anymore?..just because i locked my diary ages ago, didn't update for a year or so, and quite possibly dropped off the face of the diaryland planet? .c'mon man! :0) we have history...or at least we did back in the day! we're diaryland classics (cause we've been on this sight for yyyyyears)we gotta stick 2gether (plus you're apparently my only d/land buddy who updates anymore) i want u back-plllease ;) and i wonder if you still use a silent "p" at the beginning of your name...
from l-alle :
on a dark, raging sea ships lay sleeping beneath overhead, spinning past hold me closer than that things we lost in the fire how'd we ever get by? words will never take back hold me closer than that hold me closer than that hold me closer than that how'd we get here so fast? hold me closer than that... [yr last line reminded me. i couldnt resist.]
from l-alle :
i hope its not causing too much trouble there. [i hope that things are getting easier for you. i really do.]
from permeation :
god, that's so sad. (about the couch). it kind of broke my heart.
from permeation :
i'm so glad you like it. (i'm listening to it now..but dozing off). i had a late one last night, an action-packed day so far today, and my body and mind are in complete phase-out mode. i woke up this morning and the whole world sounded like gy!be. hence the mix.. .x
from l-alle :
i just didnt want to forget.
from l-alle :
i just didnt want to forget.
from byebeautiful :
thank you. it's appreciated more than you know.
from l-alle :
im grateful and flattered to have been _any_ kind of jumping off point for thought, and im looking forward to whatever it may be.
from axde :
you sure about that?
from sweet-land :
Thanks for the links to the new music! I am always on the prowl for great music --- such a very interesting story behind Falcon!
from floorplan :
she is a friend of a friend. she was an amazing person who set an example for everyone her age. everyone remembers her as a ray of sunshine. she drowned in the fraser river in august of this year. she was always modest with her musical abilities but was an awesome composer. someone had convinced her to record something three days before she passed. such a tragedy, but she will live on through her beautiful song.
from permeation :
email me your address & i'll send you some goodies in the post (mixes & 'tings) x
from permeation :
wherever you write, i'll be there (but please make the font slightly bigger. it's ever so teeney..)xx
from permeation :
when i die, i want 'fountain of sound' carved out on my gravestone. that's so awesome. my next mix will be for you.
from permeation :
so come on then - give me some suggestions on music. i'm making a new mix... xx
from axde :
its most certainly is not good for me at all
from floorplan :
you're so kind dear. and you couldn't be more right in saying it is a new day. i'm still reading along while you're making your way up the ladder again..
from permeation :
seconding what suckledhoney said...
from suckledhoney :
When I read your previous entry, not once did it cross my mind that you were feeling sorry for yourself or that you were being dramatic or that you were a cutter. Whether you are or are not is really unimportant and none of my business anyway, but the what I read was that you're hurting and you need time. Perfectly logical.
from blueraineyes :
i love you too and i miss you like crazy i was in the hospital sick as hell all day yesterday and today i found out a good friend of mine from school got killed in Afghanistan..sigh. when it rains it pours. i feel numb. visit as soon as you can. I miss you and love you so much.
from sweet-land :
Thanks for the made in canada mix!
from longitude :
we're secret twins i believe
from blueraineyes :
i just texted you but apparently your phones off come visit this weekend?
from longitude :
I am so glad we're friends.
from suckledhoney :
wordless: been there. sending you hugs.
from longitude :
MINI LETTER: I completely agree with you on writers who try to hard to make things seem poetic. After a while, you just want to read raw unedited emotion. I'm not leaving forever.. I just need a little break. I was spreading myself too thin and I want to focus on the people here, that I have emotional investment in. I hope you're having a super weekend. I've got great news to share with you!
from boyecho :
feel better indeed
from robot-army :
Hey, just letting you know that H-Baybee has recieved your request and once we find a space in our schedules that matches, we'll tag-team you. Sorry if you already got a message like this. Now you know for sure we care! xo Sarah of [Sarah and Amanda]
from l-alle :
ditto'd. [i dont know why/how, but i hope i can keep it up.]
from l-alle :
im glad to see that there is happiness and ease in yr thoughts of late.
from axde :
jesus, how entirely flattering. ill write for ages, but you have to promise to read to me.
from l-alle :
entry 'for the record'= song 'grace cathedral park'
from permeation :
don't be silly - no offense was taken. at all. quite the contrary.
from permeation :
oh. no.
from longitude :
I am happy that you're taking a chance. She wouldn't be able to ignore your words. Straight to the heart. xxo
from axde :
that is perfect.
from floorplan :
:)
from longitude :
I love this last entry [sentiment] PS. It is so good.
from suckledhoney :
oh and I like the new layout too.
from suckledhoney :
Well color me stupid :)
from permeation :
two things. one: two personas, two names, one heart. two: the new layout is much better - i can read this one without squiiiiiinting. xx
from blueraineyes :
i don't think you know just how much i miss you i have oodles and oodles of red wine please come see me soon?
from suckledhoney :
I'm not sure I fully understand your note. What did I find that was particularly mysterious?
from theways :
pretty new layout, pretty hard new words. got to love it.
from longitude :
It's definitely been a Bon Iver kind of week for me PS. xxo
from floorplan :
can't stand to read you in this state for longer than one entry, though i understand, you're only being honest. it is because you are able to feel freely and completely your lows, without any hesitation, that you will recover fully in time. have some fun in the city this weekend and accept that all of the good things you have now even without her are not nearly nothing dear. <3
from axde :
that's so eerie. the most recent ones you've written are the ones that seem to make me feel that way the most. the trapeze swinger is my all time favorite song ever written. sam beam is my jesus sometimes.
from axde :
that feeling is completely reciprocated. so many of your entries sound exactly like what this boy in my life would say to me. and has said to me. sometimes it's so frightening i have to revisit your profile and check the location again.
from onlygrace :
thank you :)
from blueraineyes :
you can look at my face during sigur ros though?
from axde :
awww, ill be gone by then but i'll make a distinct mark somewhere and hope you find it. ontario is huge so you better have sharp eyes.
from blueraineyes :
come to Lethbridge this weekend?
from axde :
if only you were closer to ontario! then you would most definitely not be drinking alone. or bored. we'd find all sorts of adventures, i'm sure.
from permeation :
thank you xx
from permeation :
how cool would it be if i was?! i promise not to turn you into some fat blobby turd though. (?!)
from permeation :
thank you. you know how to make a girl blush.
from floorplan :
glad it is in some way appealing to someone.. :)
from blueraineyes :
I'm home! call me! text me! i love you!
from darksaillor :
I'm just an anonymous random that stumbled across your entries... I don't really know what to say to you, but reading them meant something to me. -Adrien
from permeation :
i'm certain that you can. xx
from permeation :
so glad you're doing the -other- place. so, so glad.
from longitude :
I cleared a few. Went through a major internet purge which meant images I had used here weren't visible anymore. I'm thinking about going private or locked because I'm growing wary and would rather not censor myself..
from longitude :
i love running even though it hurts sometimes. bewbs, you know.
from axde :
will be in toronto. i didnt even know you were canadian.
from chalkstain :
i've been sitting around of late, not doing much i suppose, thinking about thinking if that makes sense and i have all these books and things to read, but i've been thinking about it, not doing it, and i used to love diaryland and how everybody here was so lovely in their own way. like a beautiful little secret i had. i guess what i'm winding up to saying is that your note was lovely. in the real sense.
from cached :
By the way, the comment you left me about being in a terrible place reminds me we all effect each other, we all have some kind of impact on one another. You have impacted me greatly, never doubt that. I care about you greatly and want you to be happy, hon. You deserve to be happy. Don't live in the past, sweets, it will just make you a ghost to now. If you live in the past all the time, how will you ever look forward? (Trust me, I've been there as well...It's a painful, dark place, but you can pull through.) I believe in you.
from cached :
Definitely a deal--my email address is [email protected]
from cached :
Your newest entry is as elusive as it is alluring. You're a tease, sir! Who's this artist you speak of? What's this record? I'm so intrigued. As a music freak, this is just unfair and cruel.
from cached :
Your life is like poetry.
from cached :
Your life is like poetry.
from amazinfuckup :
thank you, i really appreciate that :)
from cached :
It takes Time, hon. I know that's an awful thing to hear, but it always takes time. Slowly but surely, those memories will slip into the back of your mind, and you'll find new memories to replace them.
from floorplan :
the things in your head you share are beautiful. i am currently in that place you mention, 12-4, hiding between sunday evening and work week's opening. what is it about this time that's so safe? seems you've all the time to pause the world and get yourself your plans your changes your thoughts together, then the sun comes up and you realize...well you know. oh well. contentment is enough of a settlement. had that boy over i mentioned for a drink. he's got more problems than a girl child downtown on the street. doesn't have a lot of pride. finds it hard to look me in the eye. friendship i've decided. never met anyone so shy actually. tells me he's heading out for the east coast and i just wonder in his courage. he's gonna make a little life for himself over there where he's sheltered from the pitiless population instead of just ending it all. marvelous what hollow thoughts you can have of a person before you rip their head open. before you earn them a place in your mind as more than just another warm wandering creature. june is damp but i'm no in no hurry towards august- thinking you might agree with that one. hope you're keeping well as always love.
from cached :
I love the entry "do you remember?"--I wish I had memories like that.
from dipndot :
thank you. i am 23, i've had this d-land diary since i was 17. to know that someone has randomly stumbled upon it and loved my words means so much to me. thank YOU!
from floorplan :
it takes a certain kind of seemingly effortless talent for folk-ish music to work.. that definitely does. i'll be looking into him further :)
from permeation :
that's wonderful. when you do, show the world.
from theways :
haha, yes! after i buy new shoes, or it's not fair. "and they are ringing true and they are moving something in you and you don't have a fucking clue what to do with those words ". so completely hard and true - i almost cried.
from axde :
thats a great iron and wine song. last night id been drinking with some friends and we all gathered around with a guitar, a mandolin, a clarinet, and a tambourine and played/sang that song. i was on the guitar and the only person who actually knew the tune. anyway. i fully support your taste in iron and wine. my favorite band/man ever.
from cached :
Also, I am just as entertained. I just hope whoever's messing with your head (Aubrey? Aubrina? I remember reading her name, but now, it slipped through my mind) stops because you don't deserve that, but I can't say I haven't been there. I had someone fuck with my head so completely, and it took me forever to get over him.
from cached :
I really liked that one when I read it. Such truth compacted in that essay. I always tend to ramble, but yours seems more structured than mine.
from theways :
"gobbledigook" i liked that entry a lot
from floorplan :
moonsocket-05 27 08 gobbledigook----- it's such truth.
from permeation :
hi. thank you x. the older photos were most likely taken on a seriously ancient minolta that my belonged to my grandmother. the lens is busted up, and it only allows me to use one setting...but sometimes it works out ok.
from cached :
I'll give you a username and password if you just give me your email; don't want it out in the open of someone's notes page. I didn't realize it'd upset you so. Everything's alright, just paranoid that people back home are going to find it again...and God knows, I don't want that. ♥
from theways :
thank you.
from blueraineyes :
are you back in Vancity my love? miss you!
from floorplan :
!raed uoy knaht----just as i finished boasting about the weather i turned to your diary and there was more about this place. and i love that. i hope may long treats you well friend:)
from floorplan :
even when your words are drenched the mud coloured paint that is sadness they serve to comfort the churning relentless wonder of the every day world.. because i know there lies something wonderful even in time beneath them. and that's a beautiful realization friend i am thankful for, we all need these kinds of little reminders that lie among all of these little words.
from pondlife :
And a second session of snooping reveals you to be male. My mistake. Sorry.
from pondlife :
I've just snooped through all your privates luv. Thanks. Have a gorgeous weekend.
from theways :
"the bell jar - sylvia plath the prophet - kahlil gibran jesus, man of joy - sherwood e wirt armageddon in retrospect - kurt vonnegut the joke's over - ralph steadman kitchen confidential - anthony bourdain rant - chuck palahniuk illusions (the adventures of a reluctant messiah) - richard bach the handmaid's tale - margaret atwood the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger stacked and laid in various random places around my space. and yes, i am in the middle of all of them. at the same time." jeez - we are the s-a-m-e.
from floorplan :
yes, and you're right..it was a beautiful weekend.:)
from floorplan :
first, thank you, really, i mean it. second, isn't it such a wild and marvelous thing to miss a dreaded thing like rain? you know you are home when the things that are complained about, named the bad qualities of your city, warm your soul when you're away from them and return. it's a great confirmation that you are really where you belong. so anyway i was really happy to read that. and i'm glad you're feeling so sure of where you call home..takes some people so very long.
from cached :
It's a very crushing thing to realize...someone you once claimed as your own is no long yours, and you cannot have them back, despite what you wish. It hurts, but I think it's the kind of hurt that eventually cleanses you.
from floorplan :
it really is. :)
from blueraineyes :
SWEET HANG OUT TONIGHT!!!!!
from cached :
I'm flattered, I hope you continue to enjoy what I have to say.
from floorplan :
so very soon i know, but mordorr will be locked and this is my replacement..:)
from mordorr :
your diary here's kept me interested thus far, think i'll add you to my favourites. it's always good to read you're not alone with your emotions.. :)

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