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hey jon
Its been a while , i hope your doing well , I also come back to this site to see who uptates ( not alot of people do) and to write a entry . I was having this convo whit sandi the other day. my jorunal is kinda of like a old security blanket , its kinda hahrd to explain.
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When I said that you're beautiful, I really meant it.
Thank You for a wonderful past two weeks.
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I'm okay. Hope you are too.
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Wondered if you might wanna talk? Say hi? If not, I understand. If you do, contact me at snakeandgirl@gmail.com
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Good to know you're alive. Missed you.
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Hiya...
Where are you going? And of course this diary's embarrassing. I think all diaries are embarrassing about a month after you write in them.
Nothing to be ashamed of!
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yep! as always...
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tomorrow after work?
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Feeling like an old man yet? :) I hope your Christmas is going well....
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you know, that was a real asshole thing of you to say yesterday. i'm not great with msn, you know that. i don't really talk all the time, but it doesn't mean that i'm not listening or that i don't care. often, i'm doing like a million other things when i'm on the computer. i'm also, believe it or not, exhausted at two thirty in the morning.
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Hallo, just wondering if you might be willing to send me the link to your new journal. I'd like to continue reading you! : )
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hi, haven't seen you since that movie night. let's do that again. love, anna.
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danke. Sorry I didn't get back to your email-- I trust someone advised you well. I think every other 20 yr old in Ottawa is a liquor conoisseur, so my particular help wasn't valuable. I'll heal. Just need some epoxy.
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If Canada Post delivered me ham, I'd eat it. Knowing my mom it would be free-range and deliciously smoked.
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thank youuuuu
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Your sensitivity is duly appreciated.
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I just got your note... Inspired, ha! I'll leave philosophical notes wherever I choose... We should play sometime. I'm back in Ottawa around September 3rd. And I'm living right behind where I used to live in an apartment. On Grosvenor. Or however you spell it. In the mean time come and see me in 1866. : )
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Not many people see me person. I'm textual like that.
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Ha, you can see why I was so irate. I watched CBC last night; you have to wonder about the TEN PHONE CALLS the observation post made to the Israeli government BEFORE they were bombed. And wasn't it just the othre day the Israeli government was boasting about how incredibly <i>accurate</i> their bombs were? Such bullshit...
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I HAVE A NORCO FBR2. WE ARE IN LOVE.
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Pretty good thanks. Lots of plans. I really bought this bike so that I'd have a nice ride to get to lac phillipe. I have august off, so I'm essentially just going to bike there whenever works. Or maybe just up to the Gatineau so that I can hike for the day. Like, to Mackenzie King Estates. I love that place. What kind of bike did you get? ps I don't know how to prepare a flat yet, just the principle, the roomies and I lead pretty busy lives and aren't home that much.
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ITS BASICALLY THE FUNNIEST THING EVER!!!!!!!!
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I couldn't leave without saying one word in particular: Beautiful.
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I really liked it. I was disappointed that she never got laid, but I still thought the writing was good quality for a fantasy novel. I love fantasy, but I hate how most authors can't create character development for shit. 1200 pages, I conquer you!
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need your space, love yourself when you come undone.
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No, it was the Death Cab one en reférence to on ongoing drama. There was no super double-entendre, I was just feeling petulant. Have no fear! your powers of discerning are still here.
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If it had come from anyone else, they would've been very sorry. As it was, it was a friend who I think meant "I think you're beautiful, why wouldn't people watch you?" It just annoyed me because he's ruining our friendship by continually letting me know that he likes me. In a very. grating. way. Tanks for teh concern though :)
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"my knee got busted, and I have to say, I've never been on such an even keel." That made me smile. Yeah. I'm going to focus on work and enjoying myself. I'm through the worst of it now. One day at a time. PS - I like your kidding, so you don't apologize either.
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Well, I drink a lot. Kidding! hehe. Well, there's always the ol' face on the dartboard trick. hahaha okay, sorry, I just got up, no more kidding. Stop apologizing so much: if you don't think you're worth something, others won't either. Except your mom. I know this sounds dumb, but I have a friend who coaxed me into making this list of things that make me happy. Big, small, insignificant, whatever. Writing the list sometimes makes me feel good. And then there is the tried tested and true "it just takes time", but it's my personal belief that you can considerably shorten that period by just having your own life and staying busy. Like, playing ultimate, say. I was playing 3 or 4 nights a week before my knee got busted, and I have to say, I've never been on such an even keel.
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That's good Jon; I'm sorry things with Emilie didn't work out. I guess a lot of people have 'one that got away'. Good luck sorting things out.
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Why deal with it on your own? There's no shame in counselling, Jon. I know a lot of people who see therapists. Sometimes it helps, sometimes it doesn't. I'm not much for shrinks, but just speaking with a counselor about the shit in your head can help. If they're any good, they should be able to show you what you are saying in a different light, and help you figure things out for yourself. Putting it on diaryland hasn't helped. Thinking about it on your own rarely does. If you've been profoundly unhappy for a long time, then obviously something has to change.
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things are gonna go the way that there supposed to go. It gets easier. So much easier. Especially when you delete old msn conversations and stop reading them over and over.
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Keep trying. Believe me, persistence without being pitiful is hot. Make like Cyrano. You said she plays, right? What does she play? Tell her something that only you'd notice about her. Tell her you dream of the way her ear twitches when she grins or somemink. It ain't over til it's over.
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Right on Jon! Carpe the fucking diem. Good luck.
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sorry, I fixed my problem. If you love her, go get her. Prove it to her, don't beg her, don't cry. Just say "I'm a damn fool, but it's people like you who make my goddamn heart explode. We can make this work." Trust me.
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She does look a little bit like me!... but the strange part is I think my little sister knows the kid in the background. I locked my diary temporarily; I'm looking for a new place, and I didn't want anyone googling my address and having it come up. Not that there's anything particularly bad in it, I'd just rather get to know them in person a little first. I can email you the password if you like.
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hm, well, just send it to my hotmail address. I'll check for it. I don't want to put up my other email address b/c it has my last name, and diaryland already knows everything else about me. I'm excited to see this person. Then I can hunt them down and make sure they don't have my SIN or something.
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Really? Where? I always think it's interesting to see how I look to certain people.
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Mine's more in the realm of 1400. But I will still pick up hot dates and buy outfits to match it.
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I try not to watch too much American news unless it has global implications. They have so many brutal cases there, things that happen a lot more rarely in Canada. That's a horrible story. The funny thing is though, you have to wonder about that guy's father. I wonder a lot about correlation between parenting styles and crime rates.
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Why are you only going to sleep in it three times? Thanks on the congrats. It IS a lot of money. It's not happiness that I expect it to bring. It's peace of mind. Knowing that you can cover your rent no problem is a good feeling. Also knowing that you have the means to fulfill promises you've made to yourself is a good feeling. Diver's license here I come. I can't believe it. I'm going to travel. Lily.
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haha reanimator toothbrush much?!
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Well that would be lovely haha, first I must acquire the moneystuffs generally required to obtain the foodstuffs but I'll let you know :) Oh and also, I don't know if you have a livejournal but that's where I've been writing primarily for the past year or so, alot of my entries are friends only so you can't access them if you don't have an account but you can check out the public ones, it's bil_lie there. Also I wanted to let you know that I still lurk around here alot even if I don't post, so I have been keeping up with your journal and I just wanted to say that I admire you for your ability to give in to your bad moods (as uneloquent and strange as that may sound), but what I mean is you don't sugar coat it and you don't feel the need to throw in an upbeat 'everything rocks' type entry just so people won't think you're 'emo' or 'depressed', so many people are so scared of what people who are reading their writing will think they forget that they're supposed to be writing for them, not an audience... when I read your posts I feel like you're being more true to yourself and to the concept of a journal than alot of the others that I read, it's refreshing so keep it up m'dear *hugs*
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yes,I miss those sometimes; where I likve it's midnight falafel though, which is a good second.
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Tanks man! That's actually musch cheaper than I though. When I get my Cushy Government Job hopefully I'll be able to pay for it too... PLEASE HIRE ME GOVERNMENT.
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haha yes, one would hope. Slippery floors seem like kind of a lame way to go out, you know? but I guess that would be the ultimate humbling irony... And I didn't mean like a car license, I meant a scuba license.... unless you found a course that costs 100? in which case hot frigging damn.
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tanks. I'm actually feeling fine. They gave me a generous percocet prescription. Really. I'm just a little bored. And waiting for the femoral block to wear off, so I can be fully exposed to pain. I got lots of messages that made me pretty teary too. take care Lily.
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Pretty fuckin insane eh?
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Actually it was quite disappointing. The crowd was really old. They were playing a lot of ska, and after hearing the majillionth remake, I called it quits. After unloading all my money on dinner, late-night diners and booze. HUMINA HUMINA rocks my universe. Makes me feel all jolly and well-to-do. humina humina. oh yeah.
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ha, well, I've tried drinking bourbon. Definitely not my thing. Too abrasive. And if I'm dancing, pretty much everything goes toward "heart pumping hedonism." I also feel the need to point out that my drunkeness has nothing to do with saying 'fuck you' to the world... if you still feel that way.
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Nope. Wine (ouch my head mistake), polar bear shots, and singapore slings. Why, is scotch one of them PROMISCUOUS liquors?
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Oh homoeroticism, don't pretend you're not connected with gaming. I usually reply to my notes, when I'm around. Actually, I wanted to defer on my journalism degree for a year so I could go on exchange and put credits toward my minor (human rights). You can't go on exchange with journalism because Carleton is too hoity toity to accept journalism credits from other universities. I decided against it, but now that it looks like I'm being catapulted into something looking vaguely like start of a career, I've changed my mind again. TOO LATE haha. I'm just a little stressed from working on articles and lining up jobs. Hope you work out your school issues. Though, to be honest, most people don't know why they're there; it's just good to have something to wave at an employer/parents. I think there's a large percentage of people who go through life with little ambition and with work as just a means to an end. Granted, not the most rewarding situation, but not the end of the world. Cheers.
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It means put everything on hold-- officially.
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It was so mundane it felt intimate.
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myspace is this site where you have a profile and can view other profiles and just meet people for whatever. I've met a couple a really interesting people, and my little sister has one, so it helps us keep in touch. Another place for me to waste my time on the internet. Glad you liked the entry, but I'm deleting now.
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I love that aspect. I find high-stakes very appealing. Couple that with the 'man against nature' aspect, and you've a got a situation that makes you come face to face with yourself and how far you can push until your limits set in. There are very few things in life that will do that. Wow, I like this show far too much.
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Haha then I'll have at least one avid reader if I ever make it through this program alive. Irony is a truly truly gorgeous thing.
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bad days have a tendency to keep me in their thrall, but thanks. The fact that life keeps kicking me in the ass in conjunction with my ass actually feeling like it's been kicked is disconcerting.
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Happy birthday! you're 20, not dead, Jon. you can't even drink legally in half the States! Deadlines are only in the mind; finality is only in the mind. Realistically, you've closed the book on nothing. Merry Xmas. hope your holidays rock your socks off. Lily.
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dude, you worry too much! ...and considering your previous entries I'd say that's an understatement. Winters here are hard. I've got to say though, this one hasn't been all that bad to me. I think it has something to do with how much I love my home. Warm people are nice too though, some of my favorites came back into town with the winter, I can't be too sorry. Though apparently I can be semi-incoherent haha. Sorry, I've been studying koans for the past hour, and 'the inherent emptiness of all things' etc. Hope your holidays are going awesome. Wait, are you still at Carleton? I couldn't tell from your journal. Either way, yay upcoming turkey dinners! Yay sooner the days get longer! that's weird to say out loud.... take care. Lily.
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BUT YOU SHOULD BE LEAVING ME NOTES EVERY DAY. i've just deicded that you are the only person that reads my diary and that's that. I am going to change it, though, because I hate my username.
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Doing alright I s'pose. My pulse feels unusually strong today, and I think my blood pressure's good. I wish it would stop raining. It's like being on Venus. How've you been keeping?
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Hey haven't dropped you a note in awhile, hope you're doing well m'dear and we should go out for that much talked about but never realized cup of coffee soon :) *hugs and puppies (if you like puppies, that is... but who doesn't like puppies?!?)*
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My roomate and I just decided tonight actually that birthdays were purely a matter of choice. I'm going to turn twenty 2.3 minutes earlier than usual next year I've decided. And then I'm not going to age for the next seven years. And in the years after that, I'm going to age in a number pattern that, if turned into a line graph, would form the repetition of my heartbeat. I plan to be 2001: a space odyssey when I die. Happy Birthday in 2 months.
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hey! i agree, people don't leave enough notes. you do, though, and i'm supergrateful. no, the thing about the me and the hating of the girl has been pretty consistant for a while now. we should see eachother soon. it's seriously been way too long.
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hello there, yeah I locked my diary for fear of my now ex-girlfriend stumbling onto it... the username is 'me', the password is 'you'
*hugs*
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Bonjour! Yes I live in constant fear of the potpourri that must just be seeping into my pores as I sleep :| But no worries, I should be getting my own place Sept 1st and living with Phyllis has been... an experience, if nothing else. I am a better person because of it (or at least that's what I tell myself to help me sleep at night) :) Anyway I hope your summer is looking up, if not, there's still plenty of time xoxo
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I know, but I think they had the wrong side facing out. Either way, it's what my mind saw, haha.
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Right-o old boy. I dropped my wallet in my driveway that night and found it dirt-covered and sopping the next morning.
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"Sometimes I get a manic smile, and sometimes, I get a knife. And sometimes, when I'm really bad, I get both. " "So, what are you up to this summer?" Don't juxtapose with me. I'm sorry you're having a bad summer, Jon. There's still a month and a half left, and that's all the time in the world for things to get better. And today is opposite day! Newly declared for you! That's pretty much what I've been doing, inventing national holidays. And getting paid for the time too. Time and a half on stat holidays! I'm playing frisbee with my extra 12 hrs. What have you been up to?
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Thanks!! I'm excited. Also... I read this, and if you ever claimed that you were never going to write again, I probably wouldn't believe you and would in all likelyhood check whenever I'm here.
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hey.. juz found ur diary..sumhow. lol.. what i read of it is heaps kool. damn, i wish i could speak about how i feel as well as you. i guess im a bit dumb and illiterate. hehe.. ur diary is heaps mad!! and i can totally relate 2 u.. seems weird wen ur as fucked as me 2 find ppl u can realte 2. anyways laterz :)
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You do, in fact, know me in real life.
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the latter two sound best, i think...
i don't know! i just want to see what all the fuss is about. it was nice to see you and, yeah, i'm hella excited for summer.
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I totally sold your mom's friend a bracelet today. I didn't know it was her until she said "I have a picture of you at your graduation in my house!" She said I looked very nice in my corset.
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call me at 12ish tomorrow (friday) ?
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i may have spoken too soon about this week, as i've suddenly been bombarded with homework (that i probably won't do.) but how does friday after (my) school sound?
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hang-outs next week?
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DUDE, THAT'S AWESOME.
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hello there! no I haven't abandoned it all together, I switch to LJ every so often (not that I've written there much lately either) my diary there is bil_lie... anyway not much has been up lately, hence the lack of writing but I have been lurkingly following yours and others journals. You may not see me, but I'm always around ;) thanks for the comments xoxo
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oh no! you didn't impose at all, it was supremely nice to see you, as always.
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keiran was supposed to call you about sushi-making tomorrow (wednesday). he was also supposed to call me. the latter hasn't happened yet, so i'm going to email you my number and perhaps, if you get this on time, you can take over keiran's job. ok. right. email time.
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I hope your long weekend brought laughter and relaxation!
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I AM SO SORRY THAT I FELL ASLEEP! I will make it up to you!! Okay, so beyond that... I'm tempted to begin to master some of those electronic games you speak of. You would make a fine indentured servant, my dear!
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You have excellent taste in musicals. Exams didn't slay me, but I'm currently trying to get them to straighten out some of my marks that they messed up before they start writing acceptances for journalism. The title was more a reference to an absentminded checking of my life signs, than to diaryland activity. Oh boy, segues are not my thing tonight. Get this: I was reading these LIFE magazines from the sixties, and there was one about a farmer who swore he saw a flying saucer-- and he told reporters it "weren't no hullabillusion". It made my week. Hope this note finds you well; we will go for coffee soon, now that I'm putting everything in some semblance of order(or frisbee; or we could try to sell canal water on bank st. as an expensive mineral beverage). To hot nights and bad haircuts. Lily
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i'd be down for coffee, but mainstage has me so busy that i barely have time to pee.
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Thank you for being on my notes page so often. We should check our calendars soon. I like to have a reason to put large Xs through yesterdays.
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Good luck with the job interview! Kathy
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EXCUSE ALL GRAMMAR MISTAKES. I HAVE HAD VERY LITTLE SLEEP. REVISING IS NOT A PRIORITY...
just thought i'd mention it.
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SO... yesterday, I went to go see the Arcade Fire in Montreal. It's true that this isn't going to help me at all when on the studying front, nor is it going to help me figure out how to execute all of my ideas, however- it was amazing. The reason that I bring this up is that one of the guys that opened for them was (is?) a guy named Owen Pallett. Aside from guest appearing on a tonne of indie band's records (ie: the Hidden Cameras, etc.) he also does his own stuff under the name Final Fantasy. He wrote songs about video/computer games and D&D. For some reason, this definitely made me think of you. Anyways, let me know how those exams are doing. Did your all-nighter help at all? Did you indeed fail calculus? If so, coffee's on me.
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Sometimes, I think Albert Einstein was wrong when he said never stop questioning-- I have a tendency to overthink things, and it seems you do too. You are not a simulacrum jon. According to philosophy, there are no original ideas. When I heard about this, I brewed on it non-stop. And then decided that originality lay instead in the amount of sincerity with which an idea was presented, because in some cases it was all that could be offered, and sincerity is a hard thing to fault. So when I speak in french, it's not something I've appropriated; it's a lot syllabic fun, and if it's something you want to do, do it. The fact that you want to makes it your own. Don't throw out Kat's stuff. Put it away, but keep it. Ten years later, they won't seem as painfully salient in your environment. Godspeed. I am quite sure that this made very little sense. Lily. ps. meaty clicking-->awesome word choice. My keyboard's kinda meaty too. But I think it's because there's still a little honey that I spilled in between the keys... just saving it for later. pps watch american beauty. yay affirment from hollywood.
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There's no commercial options to the Aramark monopoly on campus, but you should check out the G-spot. They have vegan food for whatever money you've got. I wanted to join, but got a little imtimidated as I'm neither a socialist nor a vegan (god forbid). The chai lattes and elaborate chocolate caffeinated drinks at Roosters are also very scrumptious. Don't worrying about calc-- there's always next year. It ain't over til it's over. Ciao, Lily.
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I hope your exams are going ok-- I botched one, but the others are coming along alright. I counted and I'm 56th in my journalism class, so as long as I don't fuck up, things should be fine. In light of Pepsi ownership(allow me to interject): Carleton students campaigned to have Pepsi products removed from campus after they found out they were selling and producing drinks in Myanmar. This campaining led to Harvard rejecting a 1 million dollar contract with Pepsi, and to Standford not renewing their contract with Taco Bell (which is Pepsi owned). Go selective puchasing! Don't bother with calculus-- I took that shit in highschool, and I don't even really believe all that limits crap is legit. Or those hyperbola diagrams, not to mention those messed up catesian plane formulas. You wouldn't want a masters degree in it anyway. So make a scene, those exam rooms are too damn quiet anyway. LILY.
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you sonofabitch. for you i will write something aside from capitals because i think after checking on it dutifully for months on end you deserve something. expect another entry within the next several decades. i have yet to lose the use of my typing fingers. my brain, however, is another story entirely. be on the lookout
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I love that you've posted six notes in a row! No one else sends me notes, and they're so... uplifting. Also... congratulations on your study habits! I'm actually thoroughly envious. I'm totally inept when it comes to studying. I find it virtually impossible to sit down and study- I always have. I hope that your exams go as swiftly as possible. Let me know when you're done and perhaps we will go for celebratory coffee? ... Oh, and in light of our mini conversation about coke/pepsi/corporate ownership of schools, I've taken to boycotting the vending machines and bringing my own water from home. Go Figure. ps. I'm fond of the new layout.
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I've had no time to write you back! However... here I am! I'm sorry to hear that your April is full of stress; no one should be stressed with weather like this! Hmm... what else? ...I'm glad you like the Arcade Fire, and I'm also glad that I could have contributed to such a sweet coincidence. Good luck with the job and your essay, and let me know how they go! Take care.
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! The Arcade Fire. The fact that you made that association made me smile. Good luck on your exams. I'm sure the weather will make it easier on you. Study outside or something. Anyhow, I hope you are doing well.
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Yay for new haircuts XD! I'll have to see it this summer =3
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From what I read, you sound like a really cool person. Exams? Psshh! you'll be fine. =)
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As I was saying, I may just avoid the online diary route for a bit, until things settle down a bit in my life and in my head... also, I know I don't always respond to the notes you leave, but I do always read them and appreciate them, I'm just terrible at responding to things (notes, phone calls, emails...) it's one of my many flaws haha :P But I just wanted to let you know that they are appreciated! And if you'd like to email me sometime with your phone number, I may take you up on that ranting offer xoxo
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Honestly right now I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I'll just be sure to carry my actual journal with me more often and siphen different thoughts or subjects into each of the online one and the hard copy one more carefully. Oop, must flee to work but I'll finish this note later :)
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ps. ESOTERIC! I gave a full bodied chuckle when I read it.
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Worry not, my dear! You didn't stick your foot in your mouth at all. However, we should try conversing without seatbelts. Oh, and thank you for the comment; I think my heart swelled.
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thanks for the ride and the conversation.
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sefeiren : |
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::hugs:: =3
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jojonah : |
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*pokes Jon*
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jojonah : |
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I still read you. One of these days, I'm going to return your book to you. I haven't seen you in so long =(
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I'm a huge fan of the Sneaker Pimps, actually. I've been listening to them for a while now. Post-Modern Sleaze has to be one of my favorites. Also- the Beck song... that's the one off of the Eternal Sunshine soundtrack, oui? It's indeed good. A friend of mine sent me his soon-to-be-released album, and it's increadible. I highly recommend illegally checking it out. I'll be sure to look into your other suggestions- new music is always warmly welcomed.
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I was browsing, and I have a terribly obnoxious habit of leaving a trail of music recommendations everywhere I go. Sometimes I'm dead on, other times... not so much. Either way, my suggestion for you is to check out a band called Air (think french downtempo electronica with heavy 70's funk influence), and another called Zero 7. It's basically just good chill out music. If you're looking for things that are a bit more Modest Mouse-esque, my suggestion would be The Arcade Fire (I often find myself describing them as Modest Mouse meets Interpol. This is a stab in the dark, as they are usually a love 'em or hate 'em kind of band.)
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Thanks for the note and sorry I took so long to reply. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who has ever felt this way. Don't worry your "rambling" made sense.
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whystinger : |
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Very interesting diary!
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kyane : |
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I don't know if you care or not, but I've had to lock my diary. Email me at the.std@gmail.com for the username/password if you wish. Or don't. Whatever.
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Hello there Jon, just figured I'd send you a little note here to say cheer up, your entries seem quite down lately and despite the fact that I haven't seen you since prom, it concerns me. So feel better and if there's anything I can do, just let me know - Jody *hugs*
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puppetgirl : |
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Even though you've deleted them they'll still turn up in google results. And if someone presses the cached button below the search result they'll be able to see what the page said before you deleted it.
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puppetgirl : |
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Change it to "Jon the Badass" then. (It'd be like John the Baptist, but not.)
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What's you're name??? I feel like I know you.. just the way you write. It's like the exact same things that are going on with my friends... with Kat and everything....
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punkcutey : |
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Hey, how did you get your diary so funky cool? I've been messing around with my html but considering I actually don't know html...
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kyane : |
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Hey, happy 800 entries... Good to see you're still alive and kickin'. Hope your life starts to look up, cause you deserve to be happy. :)
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(I'm commenting in people's guest books and notes sections tonight.) The thing is... I don't NEED to be held. If someone tried to hold me I'd only end up getting all sex-u-al with them. The problem isn't other people not caring about me. I just don't trust many people. If I really sat down and thought about it I would admit I have a rather unhealthy sex addiction. Maybe my daddy wasn't around enough for my childhood. Maybe I don't feel loved. Maybe I just like sex. But being held by someone I could potentially fuck and actually caring about the person are two very different colored horses. I'm not sure if any of that made any sense, but oh well... Have a nice night.
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Introducing PRECEPTIONSS, a new PUBLIC diary. (that means you can post here too.) Now preceptionss has 36% more bling!! That's right, 36%!! Make sure to tell all your friends about the newly aquired bling of the preceptionss diary. Tell your parents, tell your dog, kick your cat. Don't be a pussy when it comes to getting the word out about this new bling.
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this is an advertisement for a new public journal that has been created. if you have received this message in error, please fell free to erase it and have a nice day.
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Guestbook not working? Well, I've come to say that I enjoy your diary. And that I find your entries amusing. And your views are well-spoken. I play Diablo II too! I was addicted for a while. Don't get me started. Ha. But, this note isn't about Diablo, it's about your diary. Your Diary.
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kyane : |
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Aaah, aaah, get the squeegee? This is one lonely message board!
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testify : |
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AHHH! Get the squeegee! Quick!
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murk : |
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Mah, thankies :) Hope your (Jess') hip is better! Take care all.
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friandise : |
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Yoooooooooooooooooooou're baaaaack!
Heeeeeeeeeeeeere's Jonny!
Too much old t.v... Pay of no mind... But you're back! Yay!
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friandise : |
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Have a nice trip, and say hello to Florida for me.
Missing you already.
Jess.
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mel839 : |
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friandise : |
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I missed you a lot too. As you can tell by my diary entries, I was starting to get slightly depressed again, and that ain't no fun! But now I'm happy and I know you are too... So it all works out.
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murk : |
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Hehe... [hugs softly] I missed ya a lot.
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friandise : |
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*giggle demonically*
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murk : |
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Ew : P
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friandise : |
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It's a good thing you clarified. Some readers might've gotten the wrong idea (on the blowing thing). Me, for example. I have a... wrong mind. ^_^
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murk : |
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Blowing is a fine, practiced for thousands of years, by artisans and crafters, which... wait, that's glass blowing.
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I might feel a bit odd if two people were having their own personal conversation in my notes page. Just a bit, though. Why is that it takes a certian way to blow bubbles?
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Hiyo.
I'm bored, so decided to add a message.
Peeps, read my diary! Add notes, sign the guestbook! I feel isolated out there!
That's all for now.
^_^, Jess.
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HeYyY!* I've just been searching around diaryland's "recently updated diaries" and I came across yours. =oP I like. Keep up the great work.
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Wow, Jeff, I bet you're taking triganometry or some such advanced math course. And your smart. Hee hee hee. If I put two and two together, I would have come out with 3.14 (pi).
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well, i checked your profile, and it said you lived in saskatchewan, and on his cast page, it says jess l lives in saskatchewan, so i put 2 and 2 together (and got 5!)
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friandise : |
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Yes, nice to meet you Jeff. I've heard about you from Jon. How'd you guess who I was?
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worlds-apart : |
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i'm jeff p (see cast page)...nice to meet you
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friandise : |
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Hi worlds-apart.
I am Jess, yes.
But... Who are you?
Sorry, I'm nosy! ^_^
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murk : |
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I don't exactly wait. More of a "fleeing, and avoiding eye contact" sort of thing.
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equivocal : |
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Hey, atleast you wait for people to smile at you.
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worlds-apart : |
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am i correct in saying that "friandise" is jess l?
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murk : |
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[grins] How could I not know who you are? It's about time you got a diary! : )
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Hewwo.
You said leave more notes, so zat's what I'm doing.
I'm not sure if you know who I am. Bwahaha! All the better fer me.
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worlds-apart : |
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you get notes more often than me!
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murk : |
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Aw... this notes page is looking so empty and sad : ( More people should post here!
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equivocal : |
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That's more than I would do. I'd laugh bitterly, and say "Idiot". To no one in particular, just to say it, because, I'm like that.
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murk : |
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[smiles slightly]
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equivocal : |
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Subtract one of the was's, and, yeah.
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equivocal : |
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I was was wondering about the imood page, where they take you after you attempt to find one word that describes how you feel, and your name "Jon" was in the list. It looked very inviting. I had to click upon it, then, I had to go to your diary. Maybe not had...maybe, I was drawn. Or, maybe, I was just bored. Dejected, me, too.
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unhurt : |
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yep. icq number: 35743473
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unhurt : |
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psst... add me to your MSN list (you do have one don't you?) everyonesbizzitch@hotmail.com
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i think you're cool. <3 sam
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murk : |
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Notes. Give it up.
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