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you feel that opium, and tobacco,are not harmful and addictive? these are some of the most harmful and addictive substances on earth. opium not particularly harmful, but ridiculously addictive.
and in regards to your definition of from the earth, i tried to, in my entry, acknowledge that that is what many people mean when they use that term.
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<3
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my email is thisisgenius@gmail.com cant wait to hear!
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i would like to take a trip to see you and your eggs.
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now you should write a song about me. here are some word ideas. hey hey, baby baby, sweety honey baby doll. we were going to be roommates then the timing didn't work out, but we may still be someday if the timing works out, hey hey baby doll. chinny chinka. chinny chinka be ours, be our baby.
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yeah, when i was i oly and portscrown (portland) i noticed there seemed to be much less division between those who are married and those who weren't. it seemed very nice. when you are in utah, you are always welcome to stay with isaac and i in slc.
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where do you live?
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that is interesting about you talking to your therapist about that ali! yeah, i think some other environment would be good for me. it think one problem with utah is people tend to be jaded and cynical if they are not mormon, so i find myself feeling drawn to the unjadeds in ways.
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are you in utah yet? if you are or if you will be soon then we should go to lunch!
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i love ali!
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you and chris are like weird. not. but you are right on with everything.
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ali! you might move to provo for the summer? that would be so nuts because i was planning on moving to oly for the summer!
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i FELT YOUR LAST ENTRY!
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how was the new years?! la is cool, its la but still cool!
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lovaliss : |
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Allison...this is very good news! You've saved the day!
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i want to move to olywa. i need money.
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allison, it was not about you at all! it was about people a lot richer then us, who have a lot of money (but not rich) that say they are poor. i was also just frustrated that day. i should have come to bonnie billy!
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Hello! I don't think I ever told you it was nice to see you last month, even though it was too brief. Come back and visit again!
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PS. alissatheskinner@gmail.com
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Allison: I think I'm going to keep going further up the coast, San Luis Obispo preferably...my friend John is there and he has a job I can do tutoring children with disabilities and also a friend that is looking for a roommate...I've never been to San Luis Obispo in my life...but that's the exciting part!
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colby is flying in today, so i will be hanging out with her for the next week. maybe we will come by olympia! but if not this week, then for next weekend, we will HaNG oUt and ChIlL!
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kari, why did you not tell me first about recording? i am your oldest friend, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT.
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you are a good poet.
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I think doing things that make you nervous usually end up being good experiences. Maybe because ultimately you care more about the experience than you do about the anxiety, so it makes you stronger or more resolute. Maybe leaving Olympia and then coming back to it will make it seem a little more like home. I'm excited for you! You will be great. I think it is always good to do something brave and adventurous, if it is a good thing in the first place.
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chicago! that is cool. what are you doing there? i have been so so so anxious lately too. pretty much about everything. when are you leaving? i just bought a 4 track! i'm going to make some new recordings and record some new songs. you are the first friend i have told this to! i thought you would understand. we are both in such weird transitional times right now.
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where in the midwest are you going? i have seriously been listening to your cd non-stop. it is break-my-own-heart beautiful.
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ali! we have both had some pretty bad luck lately in the love dept! but good luck in other ways. like thing are going well with my art and things seem to be going very well with your music. jeff and i were talking about your music the other day and he kept mentioning how great it is and i agree... not! i joke, i think it is great!
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even though having a dad honk his horn at you while making a call would be so annoying i laugh so much thinking of it. it is so so funny and outrageous!
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thanks for the note!! much love from me too!!!! ZOINKY!@!@!@!
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that was super funny!! it makes my stomach and mind laugh!
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jpop : |
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LEONARD COHEN CAN SUCK A DICK, JUST JOKING!!!
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rebecca : |
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I had a bit of a lion's temper, but mostly just in brief flashes. I don't think I cried very much. I had a best friend who did until she was 9 or 10.
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I threw tantrums as a child. I had to stay in preschool an extra year because of how disappointed I would get if things didn't turn out my way.
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i cried often as a child. i can never remember a time i was not depressed, until the past month or so.
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DUDE. I cried so much as a little girl, it's not even funny. I was so sensitive, even the most trivial problems would lead to huge angsty crying fits hiding under my covers. Also, I really need to call you back!! I miss you!
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don't apologize for dissing cohen. i agree with your stance.
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panzuda : |
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can the postcard be a reproduction (shrunken) version of original art or should it be a piece of art that is postcard size?
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whitepants : |
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baby baby not much is shakin'--just workin' and groovin' and trying to make a million Life Decisions in the next few weeks...
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rebecca : |
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yeah, i like to think that we made it the summer of the kool aid man (aka bustin' through). see you soon!
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rebecca : |
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I'll be there!
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you don't really know me, but i was thinking of coming to the heck fest. i'm in spokane which is on the opposite side of washington.
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she is moving back to provo this fall.
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what you wrote about your roommates is exactly the way i've felt being roommates with kari and crystal. i don't know if i'll ever have a better, more balanced, and sustaining living situation than this one, which IS kind of scary when i think of moving soon.
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ah love...the ever elusive force that somehow escapes good people.
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ali! if everything works out i will move in the fall! i want to move just before the semester starts so i don't get depressed being in as state where i know few people and nothing to do!
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ali, that is very intersting you felt peace and the spirit in the last days of studying the bom. there are so many weird things about spiritual experiences that really fascinate me. and i agree that reading about spiritual things can cause spiritual feelings. i love you baby baby!
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allison. i agree with all you said. i did not mean to suggest that peoples disbelief or belief came from this. i believe that is independent.
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that's why i always delete my diaries and make new ones. because i would read stuff i wrote when i was eighteen and feel so embarrassed. but i think it's good to grow up, too, and to realize you're better than you were before.
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alison, whenever i reread entries i wrote awhile ago, i get really embarrassed as well. i think "man, i was a pretty lame and naive kid then." i wonder if i will think that in three years time about what i am writing now, even though what i think i am writing now is great. i am in washington and i will be in bellingham today! i might call you, but i will be with my brother for a long time, dropping him off at the ferry so he can catch his weird ship to alaska. maybe we will smoke the dooby again! or just talk!
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It's really ironic if you retire mymess because I had just decided to start writing in mine because I was enjoying yours so much. But...whatever will be will be. I loved it while it lasted and miss it. It is hard to imagine myself writing anyway. I mean...what would I say?
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i miss you too girl! i want to visit you in your new abode. and a phone date would be lovely, but to see you in person would be even lovlier.
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everybody always talks about how you like the cranberries! i am just joking. i think there are two reasons why i know. back a long time ago on either friendster or myspace i saw them as a band you listened that you liked. and the second is that me and chris have talked about it before. i am not sure how it was brought up, but the message was clear: you like the cranberries. alison i am glad that we were teenagers in the 90's who listened to bands such as cranberries and REM. i am sure that if we were teenagers in any other time period we would love the music we listened to just as equally. but for some reason i really love being a product of the 90's. thinking back on it, it was such a weird decade. i mean there was not even internet! well there was, but you know what i mean. and it's weird cause it seems like it was last year, but it was actually like 8 years ago! i feel like 8 years ago is not much different compared to 2006. but then i remember that i was wearing baggy pants and had bleached hair. amongst other things. anyway i am glad we like alternative music!
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no joke! they are great! i know they are one of your favorites. along with the cranberries. i am going to try to listen to the cranberries right now!
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And therefore, that you must've been able to harness that power.
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I believe you. At least, I believe that our brains have tremendous powers over our bodies that are (in the vast majority of people) largely untapped.
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It is true my brain might be telling me something...but then given the vast and differing content of my dreams, it would be hard to pick out which of the conflicting messages my brain wants to explore more fully.
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to evergreen? did you get my text about the armchair? what do you think about that?
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mymess, did you know i get really anxious? it has only been happening in recent months. it is crazy. i don't like it. that ryan adams song come pick me up IS good. what is up? are you hanging out with everyone's favorite bad boy drew danburry?
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Isn't it sad when Anne starts only calling people kindred spirits with quotes around it: 'kindred spirits.' But then later, she starts calling the people she likes "part of the race of Joseph." So let's go run the race of Joseph as kindred spirits!
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I like thinking about what my 8 year old self would think of me now...this is a good writing topic. I think most of our child-selves would be appalled at what we have become or do...which makes me think what did our 8 year old selves want us to become anyways? Did they want us to stay niave and innocent forever? This will be a good essay.
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true, but you wanted to marry for tax purposes. i want to marry for secret romantic elf reasons
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that is weird. did you recieve an invitation to the fireside? i want you to try and peer pressure me into moving to oly.
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jpop : |
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i never got an email! what did it say? me email is jeffreyowens@gmail.com
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And, eventually every individual has to find a reason or an answer they can live with, sometimes we can't, and then you're forced to make a choice. It's an on-going process always. So interesting...
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I know exactly what you mean with the whole "inspired" thing, I have been CRAZY before too over church stuff, you really can't trust much of what people say, because are they speaking as a person capable of fault or are they speaking "with the spirit"...and how do you know the difference, and how do they know the difference in themselves even? Because then it becomes convenient when they say something off the wall that doesn't go over so well, to then excuse themselves and say, well I'm just a human being also so don't hold me to THAT much, I'm just like everyone else when it comes down to it. Anyhow, yup, I know exactly what you're saying. I think it's good to question most everything, even though it drives us to insanity at times!
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my mess, i will talk to you about it but maybe through text or email? what is up my baby balooga?
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Hey Allison, all Nibbles Nibbley aside, I like you too!
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yeah, and it is not that i think she is lying. i bet she believes it, but repressed memories on not something many phsychologists believe in nowadays, almost none. also on the show they had a professor of psychology from harvard or something talking about how the notion of repressed memories has been almost entirely discredited.
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i know his family could be lying, but the fact that several of the kids had left the church added a considerable amount of credibility to their claims.
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they even talked specifically about the footnote story, saying it was not true.
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i have already read leaving the saints. all of her brothers and sisters were on npr, about half of whom have left the church, so have no need to lie about it, and went point by point discrediting much of what she said. you can never know for sure who is correct, but it made me seriously question the legitamacy of martha becks statements.
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Hey sweetcheeks! Thanks for the notes. Next time we see each other we should have a dancehall crashers party. or we should dancehall crash a hipster party. We'll all turn into our old(but good) selves and dance til dawn. Miss ya. Hope stuff is stuff...
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hi allison. did you know i have a new diary? it is called chrisalmond.
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I dreamed last night that Kari was moving up to where you live, and I decided to come too. It was a really nice dream.
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I just rearranged my room too. Feels like a million buck$.
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"we did things and loved each other in a way that mattered." This explains so much to me so clearly that it makes me want to cry in the good way. You're so right. It makes me love everyone like that again...as it should be. Thank you. Love you Alli.
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penpal? if the offers still there ^^:
odd_cactus@optusnet.com.au
-smiles and spins away-
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paperfriend : |
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why 'oh shit'?
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I really liked your list today. It made a lot of sense to me. I really liked the part about positivity and negativity. I've started watching how negative i make conversations and it's been making me sick. You put it perfectly, 'Why should I need to narrate everything to everyone.' For me my negative feelings may be authentic, but I don't need to go around telling everyone about it. I'm trying to find that fine balance between depressurizing and negativity. Everything you said was so good. Sorry this is so long. Hope it makes sense.
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no it is prof brinley. though i have had prof bott before. they are pretty simliar in the openess the have with the church and its teachings, and that they have been teaching for like thirty years, and that they are slightly a little more close minded. but that makes them sound prudish and its not rreallt that, i will explain maybe later.
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do you want to be penpals with me? email me your address at extremepirate@yahoo.com, if you do.
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pierrecoghil : |
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i always went by james when i was worked at places i did not know anyone. kind of because i did not want to let all those chumps meet chance, they would have to hangout with james. what do you think are the main differences between ruth and alison?
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oh oh no, nothing was in response to anything anyone had written. it was just what i was trying (not) to say. i think you are smart and brave, also. hey, guess what, i recorded a little demo with karl today! i will send it to you moderately soon.
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whitepants : |
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I feel like I might have the same curse, Allison.
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hi. i might quit my job at the semester's end, so maybe i would try to apply for post-holidays? i'm still not sure though.
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i did not know you suffered from trichotillamania
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thebid : |
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hi allison. it's me, the christina girl. what you wrote about being sleepy and having so much time reminded me that that's exactly what happened to me last year when i moved to indiana. i had so much leisure time, even with some jobs, and for a long while i did end up sleeping a lot. i'm glad that didn't last too long. that's all.
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allison that is cool that you found a good job so quickly and easily. i think living in a forest area can make you less angry, less rebellious etc. i thinking living in an enviroment like the desert, where the world feels harsh and unexcepting makes people harsh and unexcepting, and living where the land is inviting, makes people warmer, kinder, gentler, and more tolerant. i really noticed as i was driving from portland where everyone was so exceptionally kind, and stopping in reno on my way home where every person seemed pissed off.
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tell phil good things about me!!!!
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i have a show at kilby on the 20th so i won't be able to. i would have loved to.
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virtu : |
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Hey!!! I'm coming back to Utah on the 10th and I would love to try and catch you in southern Utah. I don't know when school starts, but I'll do my best to plan on a something that way. Hope to see you soon.
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i haven't changed my number, but also have not gotten any texts! i would love to, i will have to see if i can get work off, or if we can arrange it around me work!
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Love you too!
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i would honestly love it!
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Hey Allison I read an article http://www.slweekly.com/editorial/2004/feat_2004-06-03.cfm
about Jay's Journal that you might want to keep in mind while reading it.
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so it's settled--you're coming. J.k. That is funny you had that dream though. I'll be here until Aug. 11. (My bro gets married aug. 12.) I would LOVE it if you came. Pack your bags baby and head off for your dreamland! New York is the New York Las Vegas. Whether you get to come or not, I hope life is good for and to you.
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what is the name of that girl you told me about? i forgot. i had looked her up, but was not able to listen to her. i want to hear her music more than anything!
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i can't (i can) believe you shaved your head. i would like to see pictures of it.
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sorry we ended up not going to your house last night. how did it all go? did you buy a pie or a cake?
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i also ate an entire large pizza today! i am the dude!
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thank you for the four notes. i have never tried meditating out doors but that is an excelent idea. i will try it. and singing with friends. that is something i should have had on the list. i also love it.
sorry i have never responded to your email. i meant to right away but for some reason never did. i still will. wherever you move i will follow. it was really fun having you out here!
i went to the hotpots last night and they were really cold! i think because of all the run off we have been getting!
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i talked myself out of it, at least for today. i'm glad too. i want to live somewhere else, damn me!
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I think it's so good that you don't know where you be. It means you have a fairly dynamic and exciting life. Well...wherever you go I will follow. J.k. I wish. But I do miss you being around. I wish there were some way to be omnipresent. My new hope for superpower...to be with all my friends all at once.
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Indie baby. i am glad you were able to come visit! sorry about your blowout, but i am glad you were able to otherwise make it home okay.
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when do you think you are moving to maine?
i get a car the end of june so maybe i will come visit you if you aren't gone by then. miss you.
e.
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when i read your myspace post about the yard sale i sent you a telepathic message that you should move back here. maybe just for the summer??? but i'm glad things seem to be going well for you there, that is good good. i don't know where on earth i'm going to move. actually, i have a couple ideas, but nothing concrete. also, i don't want to put you out at all, but my brother kris' band is touring and do you think you could help them with a show in vegas? or maybe i should myspace the flaspar? maybe i just need your advice. you are cool.
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thank you secretmymessalirockind. me and morgan were talking about you the other day. about how you are a good friend to have. a good person to have in a group. morgan brought it up, but i agreed.
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In the UK, gas does cost roughly $5/gallon. People still drive, but of course since it is a citym people also walk and use public transportation a lot more. The cars are also much smaller, and have better gas mileage.
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childeharold : |
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hmph!... why allison? not that i don't blame you. i think that i have locked mine before.
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aww you locked it
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can i have your my old glasses back?
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adelie : |
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hi allison, you listened to me, i think it was just accidents of the situation (other people). ps, i left my phone charger at your house!!! do you think you could possibly mail it to me???
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Hey allison, thanks for reading my poem and the feedback; i will work on the second half. Remember that time I was chillin at the pink house and there was this simple boy hanging around there mooning for your attention? Then we went to the Sev? That is the most prominent memory I have of you.
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That's funny that you do that joke too. It's definitely a good one. And it's funny that you do it to someone that was ON MY LIST! as probably not!
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childeharold : |
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hey! i have just been reading a lot of yours entries. i think it is pretty cool how forthright and candid they are; i don't think i possess such courage. keep writing, i enjoy your diary.
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i did not hear about the lyn cheney fiasco on the great late npr. i am in florida and working down here a lot and am only able to cath npr every now and thener. i am sad i will not be at your vegas. if i could i would but you know i am here. it would be about an 80% that i would go. here it is 1%
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www.whywork.org
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http://www.nps.gov/elro/glossary/fair-labor-standards-act.htm
before this people worked much more during a week.
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Hey- found your diary via Arcade Fire (genius) and I know exactly how you feel. It's hard to get out of ruts like these.
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yay! i am excited. if u need a place to stay u are welcome to stay at the truman.
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Allison, I promise you that you feel this way because you are depressed.
That was exactly how I felt, what you described. Just feeling cloudy and stupid and forgetful and un-clever and dopey. This was the depressive tendency that eventually drove me to medication, because it was just unbearable. And now it's 98% better. It's chemical, it really is. It's a chemical your brain is releasing that makes you feel stupid.
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I took the anti-depressant plunge about four months ago, after agonizing over it for literally years. And I'm really happy with my decision. Try and get them to prescribe you Wellbutrin. I had two hellish weeks on 'Lexapro', but I wholeheartedly endorse the butrin.
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saint-erin : |
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be careful.. do a lot of research... maybe try vitamins or natural herbs...
happy new year! love ya
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hey, i have a friend from highschool that lives in portland maine. she loves it. merry x-mas miss you
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sleepynoise : |
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my name is becca, but i have no brother named will. sorry.
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sleepynoise : |
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hi. what is your name?
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omnipre5ence : |
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What kind of dog?
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allison. i forgot about all that spagetti i ate. thank you for reminding me. i guess i got burned out of spagetti. but i would like to start eating it every single day again. that is great that you are going to portland to visit. please tell me what you think of it. i thought i was kind of like the dude as well. i am glad you also think so.
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Hello Allison. It's a staggering move to make, to just stop thinking about something that previously had dictated your entire life, just because you'll go crazy if you don't. It never feels very peaceful, and it will eventually have to be faced, you know? Thank you for your nice words, I will modify my friends profile thusly.
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and that is funny about us both wanting to move to portalnd maine/oregon. what if we both moved there, and did not know the other had moved there, then ran (literally) into each other on the street, spilling the packages we had been carrying
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i like rachelinas diary a lot as well. how did you find it? what spagetti are you referring to?
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I would LOVE it if you came back. How's this for a reason, just do it. We can make our own diversity if you want....you'll say tomato, I'll say tomata, I'll say potato, you'll say potata... you know? What more could you want? I'm so sad I missed the vegas trip...maybe I should send you an email...
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I'll let you know if I think of a reason for provo. Why Maine? Did you know Stephen King lives there?
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hi allison! i am student teaching at a middle school here in provo. how are you?
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i miss you.
love, erin
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wow that was too harsh when i read it again. put an 'in' before the word 'love' and maybe it won't sound as harsh and would be more acurate
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honestly though, yuo've never loved me. i just helped you forget about huston. you even said as much
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you are coming to Provo! I was just talking to Hannah about when we should come see you. I have about a 12k email that I never sent to you (sorry), but having you here is so so so much better. I hope there is enough of you to go around....
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dear alisson,
provo misses you.
love, erin
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hi allison, how are you?
i reread some of my latest entries and they are all kind of grim. they are just little vignettes or ideas i had for little short stories that i've tried to write. they are all fiction. i have been feeling pretty good this last week and have no desire to kill anybody. i hope that you are well also and happy.
greg
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allison, thanks for the note and thanks for being so nice. i am glad that you feel happier and more in control of your life. it sounds as if hawaii has been very therapeutic for you( gosh, how could hawaii not be so?) and that you are optimistic. i just got done talking to greg this evening and he mentioned that he had a good talk with you. i suggested that he grow back his beard. what do you think? indeed things have been bad for me the last couple of days but i am feeling better already. that proves, at least, that i have some momentum in my life. and i hope you're right, i hope that things get better.
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me and jeff would love to play any kind of music in las vegas
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I think you are special. But I'm not sure if you should have to deal with things or not. Maybe yes, maybe no.
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Ruth, I love you so much! I am so sad to leave you as well. It's hard to do something that changes everything - even though I know that I will be happy, right now my heart is breaking. But I will never ever stop loving you ok?
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Thanks for the support, did I ever tell you that I like your smile?
K
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paperfriend : |
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your going to die your hair white?!
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allison I have something of dire importance to say....I think I want to cut my hair now. I know...I know what you must be thinking, but...If I follow through, please think me inspired and not a copycat. When you're on the same wavelength with someone, you're on the same wavelength, love geo. I hope to see you soon. How is it possible that time passes so much?
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dear allirockind
i found you under a tree.
i forgot what you said geoffs diary is called. is it jeff or geoff.
see you in hell.
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themiranda : |
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taken off your list of favorites?
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oh. i thought you might know. whoever it is is from las vegas. and links a diary that links you.
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allison welcome back
do you know who grlinmachine is?
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???
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dear allison,
i had a dream last night that i was traveling to vegas to visit somebody. maybe that somebody was you or maybe you are already back at the pink house. in any case i hope i was coming to see you and not going down there to play blackjack. but you know how muddled dreams get; you never know. in the same dream en route to nevada i passed through south provo where renee zelwegger had moved, with her dog, apparently, and was terrified that i was going to run it over somewhere and strain provo's relations with hollywood. but my fractured dreams aside, it sounds like your mind is quite fractured right now and i feel bad for you and wish there was something i could do. i have beleagured under a disultory and bad head for a year, 15 years if you want to know, and can empathize and sympathize with your plight. hope you feel better. hope and hope.
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I'm going to be in vegas on january second for my friend's wedding. I know I'm not one of your real good friends, but I like to think of you as my friend, and it would be fun to see you. But you don't have to.
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dear alli babba and the 40 thieves, merry christmas. love, kelsey
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buffalosaurs : |
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here i am!
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paperfriend : |
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very good idea about the bison diary.
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allison - i think you're beautiful. i love being the lucky one to answer the phone when you call our house.
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I was just thinking about you....so many good things come to mind. love georgiana.
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i am dying (literaly) to know who you think i should marry.
i am sorry about you being a wreck. maybe sometime we could talk about it. sometimes i am wreck.
love
christopher
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who is the girl for me to marry? you should let me know asap so i can marry her.
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hi, do you want to go over there with me today? we could walk there or ride bikes. i like talking to people face to face rather than on the phone. plus, then you could meet them, they are really nice people. and there is a lot of stuff going on friday so maybe we should play on saturday? anyway, we can talk, maybe i will see you after our classes get out at four. or i will stop by your house later. i disappeared for awhile but i (halfway) back. maybe we could play each other some songs to practice ( i need practice playing in front of people). lovekari
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do you want to play music at a mexican restaurant? there is a new (new age-ish) place that has a little stage and the people that work there are really nice and they want to have music and art stuff going on ( and they have a whole warehouse thing too for art!) and anyway they called me to see if i wanted to play there but i am nervous, but do you want to? maybe together? and with whoever else wants to? i think they will feed us for free ( their food is really good ) if we play. l ovekari
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happy thanksgiving.
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paperfriend : |
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even though i dont go to school, i would like to study in your room. i still have certain things i would like to study.
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paperfriend : |
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allison.
i got your text message. i was indeed sleeping. but i was surprised. my phone is out of order. i cannot recieve or make calls. but i guess i can get text messages.
what did you want to ask?
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i was reffering to sledding. you said when it snowed you were going to come sledding.
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adelie : |
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allison, i really love you
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virtu : |
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thank you for the note. I'm so so sorry to hear about your pell grant. I'll keep my eyes and ears open for the best jobs. Hope you're happy still.
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secret diary? i'm sorry i missed that.
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(psssst...turn on your notes on you-know-where.) man, I can't believe I didn't think of Anne of Green Gables--you were totally on the money.
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the entry where you swore and talked about catcher in the rye was my favorite of yours. not because of the swear word, or the reference to cather in the rice.
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Somehow I missed you so much today. I hope things are well. I wanted to come over and say hi but it's 1:00 in the morning. Instead I'll just say hi here and say that even though we may not be the very best friends, I think you are such a good friend. You're the kind of person people miss when you're not around...i.e. this note.
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dear allison, you should listen to yourself. she is smart. love, kelsey
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adelie : |
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dance. yes.
i would like to also say that it is never too late to live in and understand a new town. even when you are 100 years old. you can always move. there are always options. you are not getting too old. we are never getting too old.
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I think you should live not just somewhere fun, but everywhere fun.
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paperfriend : |
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that WAS me that said h.e.l.
thanks for using my joke.
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Hi Allison, it is Hannah from hansandlars. Even before I met you, I wanted to add you as a favorite diary, because I like to read yours. But I was too scared to. Now that we have met, I am not scared anymore.
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i don't remember what the results of the johnny depp quiz were but i will find it and take it again and tell you which character i was. it was a character i had never heard of.
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i like your poems, when i am having a bad day i read one then i feel better for a few minutes. thanks.
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luityler : |
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i cannot read the small letters on your diary
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paperfriend : |
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i like short sentences as well.
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my favorite character on the cosby show is theo. i think he is very funny throughout the years, but he is at his best in the early, high-top-wearing years. this is just my opinion. my least favorite character is bill cosby. just pulling your chain.
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thank you for the information. i am happy you leave such long notes for people.
christopher
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virtu : |
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:)
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dear allison, im glad you are excited for memories because i always am. i bet we're about to have a good one, soon. and then another. and then another. hee hee... love, kelsey
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thatplace : |
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I don't mind. What is your latest entry about?
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virtu : |
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thank you so so so much. we'll talk....
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paperfriend : |
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thank you for the note. i really enjoy recieving long notes.
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pierrecoghil : |
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yo dogg, what up?!?!??!
i am just chillen' at unlv library.
peace OUT
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thebusride : |
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hi allison. did you design your diary? if so i have a crush on you.
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yes, yes, yes. I hope it's o.k. if I add you too. I checked out a little of your livejournal already--you're such a cool/good/interesting person. Sometimes my diary is a little too open...I hope it's an o.k. diary anyway. Thanks for being so kind and friendly. You're so so likeable.
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hi alison.
this is chris. i am glad you have a diaryland now.
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i'm glad i'm not the only dork who has both dl and lj. do a search on beautify.diaryland.com, some of the design websites make it really easy to change your template.
i miss you.
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