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from xxholding-on :
hi i saw you were online and i really wanted the vote from diaryland towards a contest i joined. It's a coach marketing contest and i need as many votes as i can get, please help! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=975395_34070543&pid=2767347&scid=452
from unresolved :
welcome back to the internet ;) hunting / rabbits
from mechaieh :
Ethiopia? Wow. Hope your travels are treating you well. Blessings and strength.
from greenplastic :
hi there. sorry i only just saw i had a note. the password is 'now'. there's not a lot there. cheerio.
from sduckie :
You are an inspiration!
from sduckie :
Hmm... also you probably know about cutting out sugar and dairy, and taking acidophilus? "Friendly" Bacteria, yum... hope it's better at any rate!
from sduckie :
What once worked for me: a couple drops of tea-tree oil in a homemade water douche. And a friend once told me to thread a clove of garlic like a tampon using a tapestry needle and dental floss, and put it... you know where. I opted to just rub a clove of garlic right on my private parts. Hope this isn't TMI... but... you asked! Thanks for the link to that entry, I find it right on, as I hate boys who text and don't call. To me it's the coward's way out. Be well and hope you are back in balance real soon!
from sduckie :
All the experiences that you are having are preparing you for the next thing... (People used to tell me that when I was younger, and I didn't understand. I get it now, and it's true... the work I do in my life, and why I do it well, is because of all the experiences and adventures I had the courage to have when I was younger). Believe it. Don't worry about what you are "supposed" to do- follow your heart. And when it is time to do something else, whether that be settle down, or go on the next adventure, you'll know. You'll know so deep in your bones that you'll just do it. It might be that you're not in that stage yet so you don't know what that feels like or even doubt that you'll ever have that sensation. But you will. You'll know. Best wishes, Duck
from sduckie :
If you go to Ethiopia, it might re-awaken that part of your soul. A thought. Take care...
from ramanda :
Oh *hugs* I remember those days. I'm too old for that now! I think I might die if I had to come to work hungover. Too hard!
from ramanda :
I'm so sorry about your uncle.
from suckledhoney :
Hey, good luck.
from sduckie :
This entry seems very honest itself... to admit what you did... I used to have a paper journal that I just felt my boyfriend would read so I never wrote in my true voice... that was bad! Anyway, just sending some support.
from innocentspy :
if past was so easy to forget, I believe no person wud ve even bothered to write diary because then he wud know that this past will have no reflection on tomorrow. Those are able to overcome their past are heroes but who move forward in light of past are exceptional.
from ramanda :
Does it work? Do you manage to talk yourself into doing something? I have the same problem. I sometimes spend entire weekends in the same clothes. Drifting from room to room. Watching TV. Reading. Smoking. Not answering the phone. Inertia is a bitch.
from jessrawk :
Hey stranger. Found your diary again for the first time in.... er... years, obviously. Just thought I'd pop round and say 'hello.' You always were a favourite for a reason. xo.
from peasantwench :
Hey. I didn't actually password protect myself as hide away the early entries that embarrass me now. Feel of them being found now, 5 years later. So now I write at http://peasantwench.blogspot.com - not password protected, though not updated as frequently, either...
from greenplastic :
hey it's lisa. got your note. the diary is over. i'm going to delete it all when i figure how to do so easily. i've started another but it's not really the same. an attempt at process rather than 'feelings'. it's at greenplastic... the user name is the same as before, the pw 'now'. cheerio.
from ncss :
I'll miss your updates!
from ncss :
absolutely you are a good person and deserve to be happy!
from raven72d :
I just randomly found your entries... And I do love the writing.
from cera-jeanne :
i hope you find the happiness you are looking for.
from ramanda :
Hi! Yes! Here! Me! I still read my buddylist religiously, but my own muddled attempts are now here: http:elusivebalance.com/blog Come visit :)
from ramanda :
I read "He's Just Not that Into You" and I felt like a tool the entire time because it was all so very self-help. But the book is smart and funny and it reminds you (in a playful way) that you are a lovely person and you do not need to settle for less. It's good stuff. Reading that book actually convinced me to break up with my last boyfriend. I think it's actually pretty ingenoious. Most women would never read an earnest book called "Love Yourself" or "Don't Settle for Less" so they put a sarcastic spin on it and voila! Instant hit. And power to them, cos it's a good message to be spreading.
from orgami :
mirror mirror on the wall who is the fairest of thee all Hey Narcissis why yah crying?? (crying because of my beauty there in the pool) North American culture is inheritently motivated around the self I ME not WE our Grand Egos shine like beacons feed me feed me oh great masses ....
from peasantwench :
"Do we create drama to escape from the humdrum of daily life?" Yes. I really think we do...
from candoor :
yes, anyone who quotes from Princess Bride just had to be visited :)
from f-i-n :
we all need a little princess bride
from snow666white :
wow...awesome entry...some excellent choice of quotes....i too am a fan of Rilke. :)
from raven72d :
Congrats on Tulane! And hold on to the dream of working abroad...
from itsmylife :
Love the new layout. Purdy.
from raven72d :
What a lovely diary! And cool camels!
from fancyass :
good to hear from you! I'm doing okay. My life has become sorta messy but I just stay busy and hope it blows over. I know - not the best way to deal with it....you did get the password I emailed to you, right?
from jennyj :
Boo I am so sad to have missed you, although I am glad you got to have a good fry up, incl fried slice and bubble. Just wish I could have been eating it with you. Enjoy Paris - have you been to Marianne's in the Marais?
from anibananie :
Woo, India! I was there a month ago on a school exchange. I stayed at a girls' boarding school and then in Delhi. It was cool - we saw the Taj! ANYway, what I came here to say was INDIA, WOO!
from fancyass :
I'm guessing it's your bday by the notes but maybe they are old...i haven't read your diary in a couple of weeks...better go check! anyway,....I've moved. Though I am pretty sad that I left diaryland...I think it was best for me to write somewhere else for now. fancyass.blogspot.com
from elite-divine :
don't know ya, but what the hell...happy belated bday for whatever its worth...nice diary
from thecrankyone :
Happy Belated Birthay!!
from kathiec :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great day... heck, have a great year! Love and birthday hugs, Kathie
from elliorange :
♥ Happy Birthday! I hope you've enjoyed your special day!
from wifemotherme :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL DAY AND AN OUTSTANDING YEAR TO COME!
from bluebonnet :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
from dombilly :
Happy Birthday!! Love your template
from treewillow :
Happy Birthday!
from goldchar9 :
Hey, I finally got through!! I like Sartre, Camus, NIN, and Impressionism and loud rock and roll, and jazz!! I don't like mean people or stupid people!! Tell me more about you!! I live in central Florida now!! I have an eight-year-old daughter!!
from mindspin :
I particularly enjoy your D-land more than anything, because being Indian myself, and visiting India often in the areas you have mentioned, I can relate to what you've been writing about very well. Keep it up & stay safe. Go shoppin'. :)
from fuzzilicious :
sorry! (this is tuffy) my new diary is at fuzzilicious. i have new artwork there, too <3
from paper-girl :
Hi. I tired to email you, but it got bounced back. I was just saying that I was sad your diary's locked, and was wondering if it was permanent? I hope not, I'd miss you!
from marn :
Hey, that's a great idea! Oh, and I so completely understand about the keys. The spousal unit got so incredibly pissed off at me that one day he pounded a big nail into the wall (log part of the house) and through clenched teeth said, "Everytime you walk in the door Your Keys Go Here." They have, ever since. Tee hee.
from jen69 :
happy birthday. hope you had a great day. sorry this is late x x x
from marn :
Remember, Narcissa, it's a quarter mile walk uphill for me to get home. I'm in decent cardio shape just because of where I live, so if I want to push my heart, it takes more for me to do it. I'm self-employed, too, so I can pick my time to work out. I'm not doing it after I've put in a full day working for someone else in an office or such like--I head off first thing in the morning usually, when I'm fresh and rested. Oh, and I only do this three times a week. Some folks show up at the gym five nights a week after putting in a whole days work! THOSE people are the machines.
from marn :
It's always good to know you're not alone
from flamedancer :
people suck. i had to password it so they would suck a little less. john'll be back. don't miss him next time--he puts on a good show.
from angelina1066 :
like your diary, girl. v. nice. how informative,lol.
from weymouth66 :
Well, I've survived the first few days! :-)
from marn :
Narcissa, that picture was 20 years in the making, built slowly with infinite tweaking, eh. And that vista only lasts for about a half an hour each morning, beginning the moment when the sun first rises and shines through the mist from the pond ... So don't give up. Keep moving those wheelbarrows, be ruthless with the plants that don't perform as advertised, and before you know it you'll be there and you'll have YOUR little slice of green goodness. Promise.
from sheherazade :
ah, i couldn't agree with you more! hot showers and sleep = heaven, yet i also never get to bed before 4 am. and it's not that i study either! it's all wasted talking to people! or surfing around here. or watching tv, claiming to study! grr! it's insomniac insanity.
from marn :
Yes, Zub DOES look Satanic in that picture. I posted it because it's the only one that had his tongue out ... Hrm, I didn't even register the rest of his expression. You're right about him mowing down small children--he would, in a heartbeat.
from larrielou :
Oh! You added me! Oh! I don't know quite what it says about my life (or lack thereof) when the best part of my day is when someone whom I've never met adds my online diary as a favourite of their online diary. Oh, it's fun being a geek. Thank you :-D
from lizardsyr :
congrats on the 500 mark im approaching on my #200 woohoo, i agree with you on the song over use
from caerydd :
Miami Vice *giggles*
from ambiguousq :
there's a secret hiding at ambiguousQ.diaryland.com
from carebear0068 :
hey whats up? nothing much here..I like your diary..the movies music and authors are cool..got to go bye! *leave me a note sometime :)
from supergrover1 :
Insecure, what you gonna do? Feel so small they could step on you. Called you up - answer machine. When the human touch is what I need...
from sheherazade :
ah! i was watching both those movies too! argh, i know what you mean about tv sucking you in. i have to fight that a lot. i caught the end of selena then the breakfast club came on and i eventually fell asleep to it. that movie is classic! ;-)
from lush :
Yay for good conversations and people that listen! I, too, find that most people don't and it's REALLY refreshing when you meet someone who genuinely, genuinely lets you sparkle and lets you BE in your element when you're with them! (I'm a wallflower, these things mean ever so much more to me.)
from kittyspy :
ugh, I am trying to finish everything at the last minute too! (and I only have 2 classes, how pathetic am I?) I just have other activities which always take precedence, until the end of the semester when I have to get my shit done! anyway, don't stress too much!! love yr diary as always, xoxoxoxo, *davida*
from vampiric :
Ahahaha!! Why is everyone else getting better google hits than me? Damn! :-)
from methybeth :
Mmmm, Hayden is so wonderful. I love "As Bad As They Seem".
from methybeth :
I didn't know you were Indian! You know what that entry *just* made me realize? Either because I'm white, or because I'm an idiot, unless it's specifically mentioned, I picture people as white. Heh, that's sorta pathetic. I wouldn't worry too much about your cousins--they'll have to deal with some name-calling, which will suck, but mean children are evil to EVERYONE, and there will be nice kids, too, who will end up being the ones that matter. Still love reading you, still trying to read all the old ones.
from kittyspy :
yr relatives are coming from India? my little sister Aditi is from India, although my parents adopted her when she was 7 weeks old....so she never had to adjust to a new culture, she just grew up in it. she's 17 now, very "american", and quite the rebellious brat....typical teenager i suppose. But my parents have lots of books and all sorts of odds n' ends from India. anyway, just wanted to leave a comment! xoxo, *davida*
from tvzero :
it's refreshing to read someone's entries and be like "i said the same thing," or "i felt that way." i'm not accusing you of stealing, just saying that i like your entries and i found myself relating, more than once. and i started smoking again recently too. i'm really good at quitting, but i'm also really good at starting again. good luck to you.
from kittyspy :
lisa-grrrl, i love what you wrote today! you are so great! did you still want a mixtape?! i didn't get yr address if you sent it, and I'll totally make you one! anyway, lemme know!! xxxxooo *davida*
from vampiric :
Damn... I don't like this new analyzer. I wish they get it finished soon. And (hugs) hey. I'm doing alright... I've been reading some entries I've missed from your diary. Damn, you are too cool you know. :) (sigh) ^_~
from cylee305 :
I have just stumbled onto your diary and would like to give you madd props. I wish I could articulate half of what runs through my mind as eloquently as you are able to :)~
from leica :
I just read all the entries I've missed since the last time I was here. And gosh. You ROCK!
from vampiric :
Just wanted to blurt that I know what you're talking about! I only slept a few nights on my exam week, I had to study so much. When I was going to the last exam (and hadn't slept at all) I tried to understand my watch on the bus stop and couldn't make anything out of it! It was funny... in a sleepy, creepy way. ^_^
from kittyspy :
yeah, if you would like to send me a valentine that would rock! *real* mail is great. or an e-card would be nice. yay! um, yeah, if you send me something, i'll send you something! my e-mail is: spycat@girlswirl.net.
from vampiric :
...I seriously do need to learn how to use this analyzer thingy. I just linked YOUR diary in my previous analyzer entry. Uhum....wishful thinking. :-P Okay, I obviously need more caffeine.
from narcissa :
Mwahaha! It's my third week without smoking. Hang on in there, you can do it! And, I hate the smell of bubblegum. Ugh. Ew. I'm off to reply to that mail now. You're awesome! :-)
from indierawk :
Hotdamn girl, you are just too supercool! You make me smile like Fraggle Rock.
from methybeth :
You are so neat. We should start a "Diaryland Quitters" webring...I'm on day 10 of the no-smoke, and boyyyyyy amd I irritable. Anyway....keep writing...you do it well. XOX
from probably :
One more thing - SUPER MARIO 3 kicks all kinds of ass! Why don't they make games like that anymore, with P-wings?
from probably :
Okay, see, when I said "thank you for signing YOUR guestbook" I actually meant "thank you for signing MY guestbook." Gosh. After all that talk about appreciating people who can spell/punctuate I am extremely embarrassed.
from probably :
THANK YOU for signing your guestbook, you are such a dear. The funny thing is I actually stumbled across your diary earlier today somehow, I read and partook and enjoyed, but I did not sign! I am such a heel! Please forgive me. Do you know what? We have the almost exact same taste in music and movies. And I also love people who can spell. Proper punctuation is also sexy! I'm feeling a bit odd tonight.
from vampiric :
Okay, I just sent you mail so this is pretty pathetic but anyway. I have a friend who's exactly like that, too. It's pretty tiring, when a friend like that is acting cool you wonder if it was all in your head, and the next moment when the person misunderstands everything you say you wonder if you should let the friend go for good. (sighs)
from vampiric :
OMFG. I just read a few of your entries I had missed and I can't tell you how sorry I am. :( I know it doesn't make a damn difference what I or anyone else says, but I am just so very sorry.
from vampiric :
(sigh) I know, you're very right. I should do all that right now but I'm just too chicken. In my opinion I'm just too heavy to cut my hair or get a tattoo or pierce my nose. No kidding is it nuts. ^_^ I listen to my friends too much, they never want me to change and won't support me in any of my decisions. I guess learning to be totally independent without getting hurt by other people is the great lesson I have to learn in this world. :)
from mindless :
thankyou. for signing my analyzer. i think you have a long, deep crimson lining in your heart and when i read you i want to reach into myself and tell you that no matter how hard it gets, we find a way out. you touched me in a way i can't describe and that is something i don't say. being able to write and let it touch people is a unique thing. and you did just that.
from mocksie :
oh my god. narcissa, I just want to grab you and hug you and hold you and absorb all your pain, everything you've been through. I'm just... speechless. ~mocksie~
from ayah :
hi. thanks for your kind words on my analyzer. i like your writing, too, it's captivating. i must add you to my 'reads' list
from javakid :
Narcissa, in response to your question about my diary crashing Explorer: Explorer doesn't like loading graphics which may be one reason..does it crash WHILE the page is loading?? also, I suggest testing this out on other diaries it seem more due to your computer from what I can fathom. Also, if it says that it's loading an image. stop it. if you do this right and enough times you will not see the picture, but the text should appear. if all else fails ditch IE and use Netscape..it's better and easier.
from kittyspy :
i like yr diary. lots and lots. and i like what you had to say today very much and i think those statistics are right. keep writing. luv- *davi*
from narcissa :
i can't believe you just contaminated my guestbook like that. not impressed
from vinylflower :
For someone who hates the words "crap" and "shit", you sure do use "ass" a lot. You think those'd go hand in hand.
from mocksie :
Yay! Congrats on the tongue ring! Advice: Don't attempt chicken caesar salads for at least a couple weeks. After 3-4 days, grilled cheese is mighty good :) ~mocksie~
from vampiric :
Well, I think I fixed the guestbook, too. :) It was missing the same thing as the other pages, too so it didn't even take long. I hope it works now! :) (I also think I'm spamming your Analyzer now...*coughcough*)
from vampiric :
Of course you're worth it! I like solving html problems, even though I think my entire guestbook is one big html problem. That's caused by my guestbook server though and not me.:) But I'll try and solve this one too... Thanks so much for your comments, it made me feel so better to know I didn't sound as crazy and disjointed as I thought I did. :)
from vampiric :
Okay! How about now...? I'm not sure if I got it fixed but I'm keeping my fingers crossed. :-) I love your new layout by the way. As if that'd really matter to you but oh well. I'm too talkative. :)
from vampiric :
Hmm, I think you can see the version of your Netscape by checking the "help" tab in the browser's main window and then selecting "about". That should do it! :)
from argyle-socks :
Update more often, I work at the Federal Government...it is a student job damnit, all I do is surf the net, you don't update enough, I'm bored.
from vampiric :
Say WHAT?! You mean some version of Netscape has a problem with my diary? *hits her head on the wall* Just when I thought I had it all sorted out. Could you be so kind and tell me which version of Netscape you have installed? :-)
from mocksie :
To pierce! Get the tongue ring. They're hella fun and so worth the two weeks of mashed potatoes and pudding and gallons of listerine! ~mocks~
from vinylflower :
that last quote on your songs was not by britney girlfriend, it was by jennifer lopez. as if!
from trini :
Go for it....take the time, travel, enjoy. The longer you wait the less likely that it will happen. I've been thinking the same thoughts for years, didn't do it and now I'm settled into a lifestyle that doesn't allow the opportunity (or so I keep telling myself!!)
from stinef :
I still just loooooooooooooooooove your writing. You make me smile talking about thos elementary school-dances and so on. I recognize myself in you all the time. By the way - happy birthday (which was the 25th, right?)...my birthday is the 29th :)
from leica :
Good grief. Your writing makes me feel so insecure, so inadequate! Why is it that when I read you, I get the feeling that any guy I'm into would automatically fall in love with YOU instead? *sob* *sniffle*
from sympatric :
i never know what to write in these, really.. i think it's the fact they're called an "analyzer".. it throws me off, i guess.. thank you for the lovely words you left in my guestbook.. it did lead me to you, after all.. i'm so starved for some canadian content 'round here.. oh, by the way, i snickered at us torontonians too when mayor mel called in the army.. heh.. i think that's just because i don't like mel, though. oh, and because i was disappointed that i dind't get to see a bison tank thingy driving across lawrence avenue.. ah well..
from dbt808 :
happy birthday lisa. ...cheers...a...
from jerri-blank :
hi! this is a totally different anna from the ones who have signed before. hey, i think your diary rules. you're a funny girl. keep writing. :)
from vinylflower :
emo is a kind of punk rock. Just to let you know.
from weakend :
so I was sooo excited when you wrote the kind words in my diary, but then I read your diary, and realized you were a complete dorc, so I was all ehhhh. ... i am, of course, joking, and i am, of course, blushing at your sweetness in my diary, and i am, of course, glad that i found yours, cause every entry is great. i will be keeping a close and attentive eye.
from narcissa :
but james! I kissed you! wasn't that enough??? i think that's all the good looking girls you need... plus there was that time when it was just you and me alone in the blue room...
from change :
ok. i don't know why it took me so long to sign this thing, but your diary is awesome.
from frozensoul :
LOL!! I know someone whose online name is Juicy! *wide grin*
from dbt808 :
hey lisa! still reading girl. and loving every minute of it. anyway, cheers.......a.........
from twiggle :
Oh the joys of being a perfectionist. Ignore the "n" in that previous entry. "an boring"? I don't know how the "n" snuck in there but I didn't have a way of getting it out.
from twiggle :
I found you through quoted and now I'm addicted. I'm trying to plow though all the entries in one sitting but my back is starting to hurt (it's been a whole hour already) so I'll come back for more. I love it. It's refreshing to find someone articulate and interesting. I almost quit looking for new diaries because if I searched randomly I always stumbled across some lame teen crap. I have a confession though. I almost didn't read when I saw the plain template. The plain blue and grey makes me cringe. Yes, I'm a diaryland snob...to me plain template = plain person. But it's not the case with you. How can it be that such original writing is presented in such an boring template? Don't take that personally because I LOVE your diary. I don't have great HTML skills but I would LOVE to spiff up your diary if you want me to design something for you. Am I out of line? Visit my diary and let me know what you think.
from insanity- :
Well, surprisingly I wanted to write something, Im a 17 yr old Western Australian Male yet still I think I can almost relate to some of your feelings, especially towards death and violience. Which is scary because I collect knifes and I play games where you get points for hitting people. BTW I just got my licence. U seem a wonderful person, death comes and goes, but life is as important as you make it, cheerish it.
from frozensoul :
*LOL* You are so right. Emode really needs to work on their descriptions, I don't know about the accurance of your results but mine were full of drama. :o)
from frozensoul :
Ack, I've been in the same situation in just a little while ago. I gave my addy to my best friend who is very easily hurt, and a little while ago she did something that hurt /me/ a lot. I had to decide between starting up a new diary or talking about it on the existing one. I chose the latter. Keeping up two diaries, one for appearances and one for the truth would probably be too much like real life. And sometimes it's just better to say things like they are, regardless of someone's feelings. ^_^
from waterlily :
Erm. Now I feel like a dork. Blame my mother's computer. ;) Anyway, you don't have to move to Mexico. You can always try Texas. The Texan language isn't all that different from Canadian. You just have to learn to say 'y'all'. I've been introducing the phrase, 'no worries, eh?' into Texan vocabulary, as I feel that's the national phrase of Canada. It's my bow to culture. :) Thanks for signing my guestbook. :) I'll have to spend more time reading your diary from now on.
from trini :
I can relate. I had someone ask me if I was black because I'm from the islands and only black people are from the islands, right?? One of these days we will all be a little more educated on different cultures.
from katie :
Luv your diary! check me out sometime! I am inspired to write more!
from vinylflower :
I just wanted to say that youre awsome. even though this keyboard has secret north american puncuation. i am in rome. write me.
from athena98122 :
hi . . i just wanted to let you know that i stumbled across your diary via the randomizer, and i wound up reading every entry. which, doesn't often happen. =)
from vinylflower :
I just wanted to let you know that I just spent, probably over an hour, reading every single diary entry. To add to that, I would like to say that I am more in love with you than ever before. I also like the fact that when I started, I thought that I had read all your entries, but it turns out, I got several surprises. What can make my day any better?
from vinylflower :
I feel exactly the same way about this diaryland teenager stuff... maybe we should switch diaries into something a little more grown up. I hate to think of myself as belonging to something that these peopel do. Arg to them. *spit spit*
from dbt808 :
hi L. just droppin by... more interesting dialog to come, i am certain. cheers.a

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