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from foolosophy :
hmmm apathy... welcome to getting old(er).. it quite sucks hey... I've tried to work out if its getting older, or all the drinking that has done it, I'm not really sure, and not really sure I care either way... I turn 26 in a couple of months, this bothers me... I feel so oooollllddddd... we 3 should go to the red triangle some time (is it still open??)
from foolboy :
so huh as in how did u know? ive had it for ages but only just finally did my profile and uploaded some pics and added friends and all that... hmmm what are u up to this weekend?
from foolboy :
so.... huh?
from foolboy :
indeed another entry nobody can read... and yes i finally did some work on my myspace that id had for like a year already... how did u know?
from foolosophy :
thats more like it, oh and i said CALL ME not SMS you slack wench
from foolosophy :
ahh jack when are u gonna stop writing shite and call me?
from myhappiness :
yeah, the whole thing can be kind of scary sometimes, but then I keep surprising myself.
from breatholdboy :
Full Metal Jacket totally kicks arse eh. it was on sbs the other day with no ads or cut outs omg! If theres one thing i hate its an unlocked footlocker. If it wasnt for dumb fucks like you pvt Pile, there wouldnt be stealing! :D sweet. I love the cluedo on lsd story too
from fluteboy :
Well, if you're me, everything. I mean, I turn around in a circle and forget where I am... I confuse easily I guess. Heh.
from fluteboy :
*still confused* Ok. MUST LEAVE FOR WORK!!!! AH.
from fluteboy :
Wait, what? *confused*
from penny-lane- :
I was aware of the Beatles song. :)
from science-boy :
INADEQUATE? Who said anything about inadequate? YOU said inadequate. I didn't say inadequate!!!! dammit. now i feel in adequate. oh well...thanks for stopping by. Have a great day!! s-b
from foolosophy :
well i was gonna say thanks again, just did i guess... ummm more to ask really... ill call, its easier... bye
from foolosophy :
thanks :)
from foolosophy :
thanks, almost called you lastnight, but it was late, you would probably have been asleep and i dont wanna disturb you! cheers.
from jonathan :
Thanks for leaving a note; the diary makes more sense when I inlcude dates - there's twenty years of the stuff!
from ipsilon :
hey, thanx for leaving the note a million years ago been to busy to look at them/respond. Well, anyway, from the pile of notes seems like you have your own farce to contend with. have fun and good luck, Jeff
from foolboy :
well jack, like i said, it certainly isnt all about you, but sure there is some fuck you directed your way, just like the last entry. have a nice life
from trav-o :
Hours, it was about 10 minutes.
from jason75 :
nothing comes close to IRISH,, ever... sounds like they are happy and singing all the time
from foolosophy :
cleaning some things out.. was all relavant to what id written, hence the cleaning out... not removing your existance. that would be impossible, like removing you from my mind.
from trav-o :
Yess67a78aum, it was 35 clamsas, q3;, q3q q; q3r3;3534523 tgfrsdvnh
from trav-o :
One of a kind em ?hmmmm, maybe you're hanging around the wrong people, then again, maybe you need to hang around me more, welltry not to think too hard, I'll say hi to jack to, because i will.
from jason75 :
I was onec lost in a bucket of fish.. well no I wasnt really but I can relate.. well no I cant really but I sort of get the metaphoric meaning and stuff
from trav-o :
fuck me, how can you say you're such a dull person, i haven't met anyone artistic yet that was dull, just look at me, ha ha, well, I think you're interesting but my opinion ususally sucks anyway, so cheer up it's not that bad.
from trav-o :
jeeez, everyone thinks i hate them, maybe its just my behaviour, but seriously you should have slapped some sense into me for acting like an ass.
from trav-o :
does this mean your not going to LTJ anymore?
from trav-o :
Don't worry, I dont hate you.
from trav-o :
Hellooo girls, this is so damn gay considering I could just as easily tell you in person, but if you got offended by something I wrote, maybe its because you have a guilty consience and thats why you could realate to my latest song. Enjoy
from melbbaby :
hope you had a great birthday!!!! and no, its not locked coz of you. its locked because only one person was meant to be able to read it, and i found out heaps were and i felt uneasy about it. so sorry.
from jen69 :
You are welcome
from elliorange :
Happy Birthday, Jack! I hope you enjoy your special day! :)
from moonshine76 :
Happy bday!!! yay!! (c/o dlandbdays)
from caspia :
The small, and red font on the red layout, makes your diary VERY hard to read!
from grassbrace :
Oooh! Your layout is yummy. A friend of mine is really into web design and changes his diary layout every few weeks. The nice guy let me use his monkey layout. Makes me happy. Oh, and you like Clockwork Orange. That makes you cool by default.
from ingested :
definitely great.
from likedying :
thank you. :)
from phatgrrl :
woah babe I can't read your diary at all, everything is too small. also FYI neo-geek left the same exact note in my diary, so far you're the third person whose notes has had it in there....
from kbaa :
hey
from neo-geek :
Hi, I really like your layout. Actually, on second thought I'm just starved of compliments and was hoping by leaving vain, self-serving notes on other people's diaries more would look at mine. Anyway, try not to hate me more than's warranted. Oh, and keep up the good work.
from kbaa :
cool
from krispiepop :
you make perfect sense, my dear. i understand your reaction perfectly, i would have been exactly the same if it had been the other way around. i know wholeheartedly i made the right decision. its so hard to explain how it feels to say that. but i know that you're a sensitive girl and can probably somehow identify, even if you can't explain it either. take care, kirstyx
from krispiepop :
"go abort". eek!i don't mind if you're against abortion. in fact i totally have respect for that. i wish i hadn't have had to do it, but i did have to do it. the whole thing has made me realise how easy it is to criticise other peoples actions but how difficult it is, even impossible to stand by your principles in some circumstances.take care, kx
from krispiepop :
oh dear!i get the impression that you're anti-abortion. the thing is, so was i until this happened. i have no business bringing a baby into the world. i have no family support, no money, no self-esteem. it would be a punishment for the poor thing to have it.
from crazeedevil :
U really should think about what you say to people....If Id had a note like the one u wrote to a m8 of mine, Id have gone straight back down to how I was before therapy. How DARE you treat people like that?! Im furious that you could be so tactless......People like my m8 need support, not bitchy comments from bitter people like you....You are out of order.......
from bop-reviews :
Your Bop-Review has been posted. Congrats and great job!
from i-am-jack :
There is a little Jack in all of us. ;^}'
from morguecrawl :
read my diary
from bitch-review :
Hmm. Definitely better than the last, but still not quite fitting to your entries. You should check out deconstrukt,diaryland.com. Their Star template would suit you perfectly(and for the record, neither one of us knows the person who runs deconstrukt - he/she just has some kick ass templates)
from krayzie-joe :
You two never seemed much like the floral type
from bitch-review :
Your review is up. Go get some.
from idowhatican :
"ahhh, so youre crazy. well, i can't say im much better off, mentally anyway. by the way, i belive you may know my brother. " yeah, so i sent this to myself because i'm slow, but ignore it.
from demonpixie :
BTW :) http://members.diaryland.com/edit/movies.phtml?movie=The%20Last%20Unicorn
from demonpixie :
Yeah I know... I need to get another copy of it... and ex-friend of mine stole my last copy... *grrr* :)
from idowhatican :
why do i get the feeling this is more than one person?
from idowhatican :
by the way you have excelllent taste in movies
from idowhatican :
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!! how come i can't met people like this in my side of the world. very fucking articulate if i do say so myself. you remind me of what i would say if i could write for beans.
from static-void :
Not to break the whole not talking thing, but I didn't tell D to say anything to you.. You added her to your MSN list. You emailed her in the first place. You don't start talkin' to me about sayin' shit to you thru her. Might I add that I've been waiting for this day ever since I realized how obnoxious you and Jacki really are as a team, back in the dayz of smokin' up at Jimz place. Enjoy the little life you lead
from static-void :
yeah, i wonder the very same thing sumtimes
from liadlaith :
To be truly honest, part of me was saying "you have to react like this if you want to be a good person."
from nondescript :
well that's silly. i dunno why anyone would bother to read someone else's diary if they didn't like it. i don't drink milk. it makes me vomit. except this one time i had to drink it twice. but they paid me $1200. i had to do other things too. but the milk was the really bad part. oh, and the other things did not involve any tossing of any salad.
from nondescript :
i was gonna sign your guestbook. but it's verboten. pink and green you say? hmm. are you perhaps ken kesey?
from kll :
Maggot is a lenient term of decadence and levity - or something.
from non-related :
looks as if you've accumulated a group of followers here babe.
from wonderless :
Well....went to read your diary and it was locked. You can't do this to me. Can I have the password?
from krispiepop :
hi ducky!can i have the key to your secret garden please?luv kx
from bcmiller189 :
Hey, would it be possible for a password to your diary, I've always loved your writing
from iandj777 :
just email me so I can give you the password
from srch-n-dstry :
Do as the prompt tells you to do and remember: Search And Destroy. http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addpub.phtml?user=srch-n-dstry
from wonderless :
I would be optimus prime. /what does that mean?
from wonderless :
Birthdays are overrated. Who the fuck care or even wants to know you are getting closer to dying. Fuck em' all girl
from l-etrange :
Love is a concept created by the Hallmark company to sell greeting cards. Saint Valentine got his head chopped off, the reason why the day celebrating his existence has anything to do with romance eludes me currently. Maybe I'm just cynical, but it hardly seems sane to celebrate your love on one day only, stupid Hallmark, they'll be the end of us all :P
from forevertrue :
no, sane people thinks the light shines out of their butt and believe everything in the world is honky-dory perfect. it's a state of mind, got to live to understand it.
from paraboiled :
Just as i say we suck at cricket what fuckin happens, me?, bad luck?, never
from modernpsycho :
well, then thank you :)
from modernpsycho :
what was the *sniff sniff* for?
from rebelcellist :
Thanks for your concern. ;-) I was glad to see someone actually read my journal!
from kll :
Yes, society indeed sucks. KLL
from pisceschrist :
it's alright. i need it too. that space to breathe? i'm drowning in these, my own lungs. each night i die. each morning i cough out, a new man.
from typicalme :
Hi :-) Thanks for joining my New Order ring! I like your page.
from librtine :
great writing, and witty observations. Keep with it...
from paraboiled :
im never home?, where the hell are u??!!
from weathered- :
you are hilarious and clever... and your diary was very funny to read...
from erica2175 :
love your layout! welcome to the distinct diaryring. =)
from paraboiled :
dont worry last day of school tomorrow!, thank bloody god!
from larisastylee :
ah ha, so i have you fooled as well!:) wise, no. enlightened? maybe. thanks for the note though, always appriciate a kind word or two. off to check out YOUR diary now, i'm sure i'll revel in the wise words of a narcoticgerl. LOVE! LaRiSa
from non-related :
and that was meant to be BIG not BOG
from non-related :
woah bog layout change em! *hits self in head for stating the obvious*
from krispiepop :
hi ducky!it made me laugh to think that my diary cheers someone up, my diary is about as uplifting as a ton of lead. i don't believe theres such thing as starting a new life, life is a process of evolution. at the moment i constantly drift back to when i was 17. everything felt so secure then. now everything can be taken away from me with such ease. i 'have' nothing. i don't even have knowledge, because i feel as though what i am learning at the moment is a sack of tripe. you seem so smart for a 17, and thats probably what the problem is. what you have an ounce of intelligence you realise that all the answers you want from life are unobtainable. you realise that compared to the whole grand scale of 'everything' i.e the universe, humanity, time you are so insignificant its just not even worth the effort. i would love to tell you that its all going to make much more sense by the time you're 21, but from where i'm standing that just doesn't seem the case. whats worse is that you are much branier than i was, so its probably going to be even harder for you. we have only one option, my dear, and that is a lovely lobotomy.
from krispiepop :
no! just don't do the whole eating disorder thing you are way too smart for all that shit.
from robotpanda :
I'm holding my breathe to hold you inside A full moon of life emerges from words If day breaks to accept me I'll let go of your gifts I'll remain incomplete and make myself lose
from krispiepop :
hey!can i just say that you are not an 'ordinary' 16 year old girl.i was an 'ordinary' 16 year old girl and i was revolting. when i read your diary i was thinking you were in your twenties. you are the wisest 16 year old girl ever, good for you!
from krispiepop :
yours is the only diary that i've been inspired to read every single entry. the way you write is indredible but it makes you seem you quite intimidating because you seem to have it all so sussed out. the stuff you said about people watching crap like neighbours, and justifying eating fatty foods, and not being able to just be instinctive in a relationship are such accurate observations, but so many people struggle to notice. i'm hooked nacorticgerl.
from krispiepop :
just wanted to compliment you on your latest entry and a couple of older ones. its so good to read someone who's not so self-indulgent.

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