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go to London, do an MA.
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the London trip sounds great.
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i'd certainly text you to hook up...
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Loved the ice cream anlaogy. And did you get the stories I sent you?
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you must do better with phones...and letters.
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no no no... you and Hannah must keep racing on, milestone to milestone...
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it's the Converse sneakers i love in the photo...
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Do tell more about the Swedish army guy... And vodka is so much better than beer for functioning the next day...
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you have much better waking-up moments than i do.
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Alyson and I both love your adventures.
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take that caffeine buzz and write me a letter...
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my dear--- you know my thoughts on why you should never wear pajamas. and...'a british face'...well, better than being told you have a 'Manx face': batrachian isn't your style, nor would be the Manx pulsating gill slits.
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God, I love your entries.
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haha yeah, i've found some good finds in dorothy perkins.
i particularly like the jewelry:)
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mmyes, i love dorothy perkins:)
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Time for new Jenna photos...
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Hehe i wonder if you will get this... i just figured since i haven't sent you one of these little notes in what would probably a couple of years!( fuck thats a long time!)and i have nothing better to do on my day off although i could spend it like any normal girl would ( shopping) but i am not any normal girl... plus i am somewhat bored and i have done practically everything i could do on the internet which i may add sucks when you're bored! hehe
I've even danced around the house this morning.... anyhow i hope that this somehow entertains you and i would just like to say....
I miss you! We really need to meet up and do something before its too late and we both forget who we are, where we live etc. hehe
Much love to ya!
x x x x
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I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes
Clear your heart...
Cut the cord
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance,
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well..
You've got to let me go
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answers
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know is your heart still beating
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answers
You got to let me know
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I'm on my knees
Looking for the answers
Are we human
Or are we dancer?
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
Are we human
Or are we dancer?
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I'm loving this song at the moment!
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Jenna being habitually naked = good. But...polyester pants or jeans... Whyever are you bothering with underwear at all?
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Lara Croft--- that way you can wear hiking boots.
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Time for the jacket to have an Unfortunate Accident.
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any photos from cyprus?
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I so agree with you about Nena...
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Well hey, you're doing better than me - I died in 1941, or I'm a cancer researcher in Canada. At least the other ones of you are exciting.
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Write your own erotic fiction~!
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It really annoys me when people can't spell, I think I am one of the last few years that hasnt been bought up on chav speak. I'm sure many of those (not all, I am not that ignorant yet) who can't spell are downright thick. :) Dammit, listen to me - I'm getting old.
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32 isn't so bad. But having sex in one's parents' house is scary and creepy, however old one is.
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Oh yeah and have a great holiday. I love the "exotic" type of man myself. hehehe and I am just so impressed and stupidly amused by the fact you mention Numberwang in your title. :)
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thanks for the note. I like your diary alot, it reminds me alot of the me I used to be before I had a child. They all seem to knock the UK "binge drinking culture" of today but things were no different 8-9 yrs ago when I did my erm.... "misbehaving" and the last couple of years were pretty good when I separated from my ex husband. All that said, I am still only 27 and not completely out of touch with being young and having fun the way I wanted to. I dunno if that has much to do with being from Essex or what but I like the way you write as yes, I may be a settled down mum, but I can still relate to alot you say. :)
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Don't forget about the card from Cyprus...
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do you have a new address?
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I love having an internal Dexter monologue... And you must text me sometime...
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You must get that kind of drunk with me...
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J.G. Ballard is brilliant...
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write soon... i always love your e-mails.
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Do send a card from Cyprus...
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Happy late birthday, by the way/
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Do you have a new mailing address?
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I seriously like the idea of La Lohan dancing topless in a film.
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Pool table? Tell me the story!
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Nachos don't seem like...English pub food. But I do love the topless layout image.
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i like the little layout photo.
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Interestingly enough, you are "next to me" in the recent public entries box. In efforts to make the most of this new feature, I'm on a one woman mission to stop in and say hello to the diarists who post on either side of me and read a few entries. I loved your subject line on your latest entry about everyone being everywhere. It seems like an obvious statement, but if you really think about it, it's pretty deep.
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New photo--- don't forget? And how is Spring?
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"Dexter" is brilliant. And I so want Shane from "L Word"...
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Don't forget to send new photos.
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I love your layout photo.
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As long as you socked him one too, it's okay [you did, didn't you?]. Well, if you didn't then he's an absolute fucking bastard anyway who deserves to strapped down and made to watch Snakes on a Plane continously for the rest of his life.
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i have missed you!
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Dear God--- I was having Billy Joel moments all last week.
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Oh hey, strange coincidence... I'm just at the very end of Middlesex right now.
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I've missed you... raven72d/capybara
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desperate in finding something else to please you
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Hahaha... I'm yet to find a haircut that suits my ridiculously [RIDICULOUSLY!!!] huge forehead... having fuzz for hair makes fringes out of the question... and my latest haircut makes me look like the Crazy Cat Woman... and I like elipsis marks.
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I bet your work is awesome dude. I wish I could be artistic. It's in my head, my hands just suck at translating it.
And don't feel too bad about the name thing. My latin teacher in year 7 spent the entire year calling me Margaret. My name is Lizzie.
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haha really? I have seen the version w Jack Nicholson in it, dont know which version that is but I cant remember the bear blow job scene. I wasnt too impressed actually, I thought it was a little dumb.
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Hahaha, as my dear friend lostfacade said, the singer is Jared Leto. The one thing in that video that confuses me is when you see someone in a bear costume giving the drummer head. I despise avrils new video because she is being bitchy to the "nerd" and since when was that supposed to be the moral of anything??? I find it deeply offensive.
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Okay so maybe you intended to be ironic, but the Jared Leto is the lead singer.
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CASSADAGA!!!!! *loves*
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Bright Eyes... awesome! You'll probably cringe and want to poke my eyes out and scream, "It's mine!" in an obsession-induced rage [that's how I feel most of the times anyway], but I only really started listening to Bright Eyes after you obsessed incessently on here. So... 1. Sorry if I've stolen your obsession, and 2. You've created a monster.
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i experience these people almost daily on the trains or at work. Retail is a bitch o_o I have old ladies corner me, poke me, and tell me about their dead relatives. Or try to buy the light fixtures, even though we are a CANDLE store... Sometimes I worry for humanity.
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oh i know what u mean about the cult thing. I saw them in Jan and they simply blew me away. Even without Frank they were fantastic. I've never had such energy. I've never had a band or anything really, inspire and motivate me as much as they have. Oh and yes, most the ppl who read my dland blog have no clue when I'm quoting lyrics. It gets a little frustrating. I'm glad I inspired u to reply to a note! :D
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i love that Smiths song, though I love Asleep more. It's better to kill people in your sleep than in real life :) Eating microchips, whether they are in date or not, is never a good idea. I wish I had the guts to cut my hair off, I get urges to.
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Soup is always good.
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I'd love to get you a going-away-to-uni present.
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FUCK SHIT PISS! that last note i left was ummm somewhat LONG! hehe.
I have a newish plan for my birthday if it will ever happen. I took some advice from my sister and to gt a group of people and book a last minute deal abroad somewhere... abit od sun, sea and sand is always good and alcohol too.
I'd like you to come if you are up for that. Not sure who i'd invite from my oh so many few friends here... hehe [ sarcasm]! I blame the wine.
anyhow ciao for now x x
Miss you
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hey jen jen
thought i would leave you a random comment[ as you do at 1:23 of the a.m]hehehe. Its been a long time since we have spoken and you know i am really starting to miss you immensly. I know i should just take the time to over to canterbury and see you but its difficult what with my time schedual[ i don't think that is spelt right]. I am * fingers crossed* hopefully getting a 9-5 job which will have more holiday time i think, i hope! I can't get onto the nursing course i want to do until september 2007 which sucks because thats a whole fucking year.
Anyhow, i was reading your latest entry and what has happend to jen jen the girl who never used to give a shit about her appearance? Mind you saying that i've becoming somewhat more girly nowadays, making sure my hair is straight, using blusher haha it kind of scares me really.
I am also in a relationship but i aint sure how it will last as its early days yet and already he has told me he has fallen in love with me, which freaked me out!
I am quite worried that he will be somewhat possessive as he was with his ex-girlfriend and she cheated on him.
Also matt[ the guy i was dating back in september]was asking me the most obscure questions today when i saw him, such as if he were to ask me, would i give him a second chance. The only trouble is i don't trust him enough to give him that chance and i know for a fact he only wants me for sex and to get me away from the relationship i am in.
Infact he reminds me of 'Mr Big' in sex and the city. If you aint watched sex and the city, 'Mr Big' is a guy carrie dates on and off throughout the whole entire thing and he tries so hard to make her love life so rubbish, yet they end up together in the end.. so i don't know... i don't think i'd want to be with matt forever.
Fuck me freddy this note is turning into an essay hehe. My eyes are starting to sting and bum is going numb too cause i am using ones parental persons laptop and sat in the most uncomfortable position on my bed. Not very clever!
So i guess one should go before one's bum goes numb anymore and also before one gets bored of reading this, if one still reads ones notes.. ok and i think i should stop saying' ones' and 'one' its pretty tedious.
Ok ok ok i'm going...
ciao <3
Miss you!
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Well..I don't know if it makes you feel any better but we both have the same things to look forward to in the coming year...and just like you,I'm not too optimistic.I wish you the best though..as for me..I'm just gonna wing it =)
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Hey, cool shirt.
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*point* *laughs* haha! what a dickhead!
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Hehehe i love the thing you took home. I have exams fro the next few weeks, it seems i have a 3 hour media exam and i'm in 4 different rooms, how bizzare.
I have one hell of a headache... all the stress of exams and getting my ICT exam notes in on time and worrying about other things..... I tell you my life seems like a roller coaster ride at the moment you wouldn't like ot be me right now. hehehe
I sent off your card with a letter in it today sorry it is rather late well more than rather but i just have been so preoccupied what with work and college and other crap....
But i had a very nice bank balance today of £571.00 maybe a little bit more so yes i am happy although when i went to check my bank i sware i only had £300 in so i thought yeah the usual.... but i wasn't even concentrating i was more bothered about getting to college and getting my work in on time.
Anyhow i shall leave as this is turning into an essay more than just a note hehehe
Love you loads harribo x x x x x x
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Hannah liked your work journal? Cool!
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hey i dunno when you'll read this but i have a mixtape for you! "better late than never!"
speek soon
potatoes. x
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I was hungover yesterday( saturday) too. Not only that i didn't even go to bed till about 7 in the am so i was pretty fucked by then.
I'm suprised i actually slept through all the drilling and banging. Hahaha and on numerous occasions( i think i was still drunk)my parental people came into my room and tried getting me up.
Hahaha mind you i think i've got a continous hangover from a weeks worth of drinking. Not a good sign really.
You know i can never usually remember my dreams when i'm drunk.... perhaps i just black out until i wake up.... either that or there's a little man on my brain that erases my memory.
Anyhow... i think one should leave now as i've lost all train of thought.
ciao for now x x x x x
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* sighs* yes and i'm a sad enough person to fall for someone that far away not to mention a complete an utter psychopath that locks me in their house and threatens to slit his wrists if i go and then is all possessive with me and threatens to hit me a sledge hammer when i find out he's been cheating on me.
Yes i am talking about ben here and what a fool i was to go out with him since he aint the best looking guy on earth.... and now i just want to find a guy here in Cirencester so i can huggle up to him whenever i like and do the whole relationship(t)thing.
I miss everything like the hugging kissing thing and most of all i'd like a guy to love me and be faithful to me not cheat on me with a 13 year old whore of a girl. Mind you thats probably all ben is capable of, cheating on people and threatening to kill you and himself. FUCKING LOSER!
anyhow i shall go now since i'm back to teh not sleeping all night thing and i'm kinda tired but know i wont sleep but there's no harm in trying. hahaha
ciao for now x x x
i miss you and everyone else....
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Awww miss you too...... Everything is really shit at the moment. I can't get any time off work over Easter so i gotta FUCKING for them bastards... colllege is rather crap, i have an immense amount of work to do and i can't get it all done in time. Now that my Floppy disk with my wprk on wont fucking work so i'm buggered now.... my internet connection is being a pain in the fucking arse and msn is being gay and wont let me sign in...
and all i want to do is to hide or run away because i can't cope not to mention the stress from being tired... due to working all this week as it is half term.
I have days where i just dont want live anymore and feel like taking a razorblade to my wrists. People think i'm over the cutting thing but its still there in the back of my mind.
I can't fucking sleep even if i tried.
sorry for the ramblingness of useless crap.
ciao for now x x x
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It's Mardi Gras here... I have a long weekend... So I can sleep. Though if you were here, we could go to the parades... By the way-- I do love the 06 Feb 05 entry...
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Midnight on Thursdays = sleep! Apparently. Glad you liked the shirt, it got a nice reception it would seem. Sorry for the Bon Jovi but hey, rock on! I'm feeling more confident that Teenge Mutant Hero Turtles were not a figment of my imagination now, which is good. Fauvism is better than some "artwork" out there. And I've never contributed to part of someone's favourite thing before, so woo! Write things on t-shirts, it's fun *nods*
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Ah well, nail varnish is fun, and gives you something to pick at when you get bored! Gerard looks like a perfect little princess in his tiara for sure! Haha, your pictures are awesome, must go see them in April! I did rather like Tate Liverpool, I guess a gallery is a gallery, just they used to go to London so I'm a tad bitter. S'pose I'd prefer to look round without the hassle of teachers anyway xx
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Just a random note, I had the urge to offer my advice on removing oil-based ink, cause it's a bugger. God I'm sad sometimes. Anyhoo Swarfega [industrial handwash] should work, or just use sugar with the fairy liquid. Worked when my brother was tinkering with car engines anyway which was just oil. And you saw MCR. I hate you.
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Awwww yes i'm almost in tears when it says ' Access denied' everytime i try and use VF and other related sites.
I just got off a 10 hour shift at work about an hour ago.... my feet hurt so damn much its unbeliveable.
And believe it or not i've just refused chocolate cake.... now thats a tragedy hehehehehehe
All i want to do now is sleep but i know if i do i will wake up later and not sleep tonight.
Hmmmmm i don't know how i will manage 17 hours of work( not college related) a week. Ahh well i guess i'll cope... and i can always tell them i'm not happy when it is necessary.
anyhow i miss you too..... i'm going to have to try and get my holidyas booked off work so i can come up there..... cause if i can't i'm going to be so pissed off! hehehhehe
anyhow ciao for now x x
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hahah! they banned almost every website i go on at college..... Even Diaryland Notes pages... i get Access denied signs and saying they are deemed inappropriate...
hahahahha stupid! Diaryland has not form of swaring in it.... mind you we're not allowed on things with chatrooms on.... Its stupid.... i hate college's that have minimal internet access....
hahahaha
anyhow ciao for now x x x
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HIHI!
I finished that movie about 4 am ish and i was late for work so oops..
haha
anyhow i'm off back to be i'm knackered!
i gotta be back up for 9 so i need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
ciao for now x x
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i love you too<3
tried to send you a text message on new years eve wishing you a new year, so i'll do it now
"happy new year" x
sayonara. ^^
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Hihi!
I got a digital camera im so chuffed.... took loads of pics already. Yet i may require your help. Or rather ask you for a flavour....
How the hell do u get your pics from your digital camera onto your Photobucket cause mine are all too big and can't change the size....
If i send them to you, could you atleast try and sort out for me..... i'll give you my username and password for Photobucket too....
anyhow i will try and get online later to do that. If you come Online..... mind you saying that i'll prolly end up going to sleep since i started work at the tesco round the corner from me and i was there will gone 5pm and started at 8:30am. But its moneys and i have extra shifts for next fri, sat and sun( sun is my normal shift anyhow).
Anyhow Ciao for now x x
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Write soon!
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raven72d : |
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Happy Christmas, Jenna!
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OO i almost forgot...
I now have broadband after that extra long wait. But it aint much different.... i think we need more memory though....
anyhow.....
ciao for now x x
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this year is the change-over year
i've been asked twice already
i daren't say a word...
for serious
i want father christmas back, dammit!
hhahahah i love it!
I just read your entry haha it was very amusing. Cheered me up at least.
I'm sorry i wasn't online earlier or replieed back to your txt since i have no credit, which sucks.
I was in bed but now i seem to not be since i can't sleep due to the fact that ben has taken over my bed, his whole body keeps twitching like hell, I feel sick, he randomly shouted at me in his sleep, which scared me a little bit and well you know what its like when you have a mild case of insomnia.... YOU JUST DONT SLEEP even though your body needs the rest.
I miss you like crazy too. Thankies once again for teh gift, i opened it at 12 christmas eve/christmas day. I have my grandparents coming here in 6 hours time so i aint allowed to open my presents till then.
So i think for the time being i may just crash out on the sofa since my bed has been taken over and plus its way too hot in my room.
Who needs a sauna when you have a heated house thats always on the highest temperature all day long.
Oh God i just got the wheels on the bus song in my head now. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO hahaha.
thats random.
Anyhow you may think this is silly and disagree with it but i've decided as and from New years eve, i'm going straight edge and also gonna lose wieght since my sister got engaged last sunday( my big sis)and is getting married in 2006 and i appear to be a bridesmaid so one needs to lose weight in order to look nice.
So anyhow... nothing much to report or say ( whatever) now so one will go as this seems to be like an essay.
ciao for now x x
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Woo. Another Hedwig/Alkaline Trio/Chuck Palahniuk fan. I saw your diary on the Alk3 song meanings board and thought I'd say hi to someone with such fabulously impeccable taste.
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bleh. i just realized i sounded like a moron in my previous note! sorry. thanks for adding me btw! i'll add you as well... until next time xbrit
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your house is lovely. it looks quite a bit like mine, actually. is that girl you on there?
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devouredsoul : |
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your temp is awesome. make it yourself? or am i blind and did i not see a link. ♥
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thanks for the note! dland is sooooo great, and i probably think so cause i had my diary before my lj, haha. MM rules... i'd love to see the pics. and i added you to my favs, too. see ya around!
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Hehehe i totally should call her 'database bitch' on a daily basis and i shoudl totally complain.
Hmmm yes he probably is gay but maybe i should let her find that out for herself, or she may have already found out. She has an emo friend where she lives and her friend know the guy she likes.
All the gay guys are the nicest and can usually sympathise for you. Not that sympathy is great but sometimes its nice to know someone cares.
* thinks to oneself* God i really need a pee....
Ok this is hurting, my bladder is filling up very very quick!
i shall go to teh loo and come back.... Note that its 3:50am right now....
Right ok back to reality....
3:53am
anyhow i was watching Halloween 4 tonight, Very very bizzare film, very tedious also.
anyhow i shall go and ummm sleep as i have to be up and out of the hosue by 9am( thats if i don't sleep right through).
So i will talk to you tommorrow.
ciao for now x x x
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Miss you too.
Ben is sorry and is actually ashamed of what he did and said he deserves teh treatment that i give him, he's right though in a way. But yes i am still with him and want to work things out.
On the other hand, college well more of the ICT lesson i have with the database bitch! is a pile a shite!
I'm willing to put in a comlaint about her if it carries on because 1. she shouldn't even be so discrimnative. 2. she should treat every student with the same respect and not be so sarcastic everytime she talks to people. 3. she should help everyone not just the ones she wants to get an A.
Seriously id so like to slap her.
cool about Gloucestershire uni, my mum says they do art there. Wow that would be so cool, Cheltenham is only like 1/2 hour to 40 mins away from Cirencester. And my mummy says that they do the Art at teh park campus, whereever the hell that is. heheh anyhow
I'm hoping to either do that film making course in London, NY or go to B'ham and do either Business Admin or Media communication and radio production there. anyhow i will see how my grades are next year.
And i may be able to do As and A2 in teh same year. Coooool..
Eeeeeeeeeeee
sorry i just got a sudden burst of excitment. hehehe
haha i had teh dya off college today cause twas some study day thing. And year 11's were in today aswell or something crap like that.
Anyhow i've had Tome Greens Prank Phone call - You kicked My Dog in my head alday, its bugging me.
And i've been listening to Now Its Overhead - Dark Cycle alot in the past two days.
Hahaha me and my friend Avril were kind of spotting how many emo kids there are in college and there's actually more than i thought. She likes this Emo guy, he's not bad i guess but she was pretty much drooling( not literally but yeah). Hehehe
Anyhow. one should go as this will prolly read like an essay... Oh btw i got a B- for that triller essay so thats not too bad i suppose.
Ciao for now x x
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hihi!
sorry i couldn't talk much last night( sunday - Halloweeeeeeeen) cause ben was in the room and i don't think he wanted me to tell everyone about our problems. Anyhow i've basically outlined a few things in my diary entry and i have a livejournal too which is bleedingpsycho if you want to read that aswell.... but yeah he knows the consequences and its left me still in a muddle. anyhow talk to you tommorrow i gotta go, my eyes are about to go. ciao for now x x
Miss you!
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Did you like "Thirteen"? I was left...perplexed...by "Virgin Suicides"...
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yes i most certainly can i may need to find it though as that thing is near enough full and i am in need of a new one. hehe.
Yes i wish i could have some guardian Angel type thing that coudl come down and make all my decisions for me because i am not sure i want to go visit him and talk about it next week. I am however supposed to be going to see HIM in London but i don't know about that. He sold the tickets to the wolverhampton gig.
My mother is walking around the kitchen watching over my sholder every time she passes by so i'm gonna go now. ciao for now x x x
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Can you do me a flavour pwease! i need new layout... and i STILL don't know how to do HTML as of yet pwease pretty pwease will you do me a new one.... when you have time of course..... anyhow things aren't lookig promising with me and benjamin but i'm kinda hoping that maybe they will work out but yeah anyhow.... i give up on that one for now as its not only confusing but also annoying me.
anyhow ciao for now x x x
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You do owe me an e-mail ("Emil") or two...
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Haha! i just read your recent entry the one about you're relatives liking your music and you know what.... you're nto alone here! John actually likes HIM he said its easy listening which confused me but then i thought about it and figured he meant its not like really heavy or anything like that.
Plus my mum likes some stuff i listen to.... cool Maybe older parents are becoming more trndy and up to date yet! hehehe
We'll never know until....
Next time on Are parents really cool....
Sorry it had to be done..... I'm quite sad really.
anyhow ciao for now x x
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Silence of the lambs is an ok film its just its not as good as i expected it to be. Ummm yes i don't watch much Eastenders now because its 1. Boring as shit and makes you very depressed when you watch it. 2. Story-lines just kind of repeat themselves but with different families.
However Dennis is awesome, i love his character. There is a slight derek/matt thing going there.
Anyhow i have to go because i'm not allowed to be on here BEFORE 6PM although its different for every bugger else!
Bastards!
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Hahaha I love it.... your entry yesterday about your mum talking like an irish person. The title just fits. hehehehehe sorry i'm rather bored. ciao x x
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mass suicide?
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hihi!
I'm in an ICT lesson and should be osme work but i'm somewhat stuck ish( if that makes any sense). I sent you a letter last night as i found the one you sent me a few weeks ago.
Anyhow one should probably leave now before i get told off for not doing my specification CRAP! heheh
Ciao for now
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write soon!
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gahhhhhh i'm bored of not having the interweb at my new house, it pisses me off how my parental people decide that we can not have teh interweb until we're all sorted in the house, however my mummy dearest is going to uni in about 2 weeks so therefore she is going to need access to teh interweb at home so maybe, just maybe we will have it sometime soon for when she is at uni.
I am being forced into going back to college, which sucks major cock as i did want to have a gap year but i'm supposedly going to be wasting precious time. Ahhh well it may do me some good to actualy go and 'LEARN' again. It will seem aefully funny going back as it will be new everything, surroundings, people. MY God i'm going to have to MINGLE with PEOPLE! thats one hell of a scary thought. Never the less i shall stick to it and stay there for more than i was in sixth form for. hehehehehe.
That still tickles my pickle about how i only did at least 2 essays in teh whole entire time i was in college and teh rest was just doodles on immense amounts of paper and possobly most of my days were spent in my bed as i did not have teh will to physically get up and motivate myself to go .
I guess most of it was just shire laziness and not being assed to go to lessons as i did miss quite alot of key skills and gen studies, which amuses me greatly cause my attendance for art was about 70-80% mind you it was like that back in the day when i was doing Maths, i hardly went to any of those lessons and yet my attendance was very high..... almost into teh 90's.
Yesh anyhow this is more like an essay than a note and you probably got bored somewhere back there ^
anyhwo i shall go now and hope and pray that i will get the interweb very soon so i can actually have a proper conversation with you on msn instead of txts and random essay like notes on here.
hehehehe
* salutes* ciao for now xx
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You really have no clue how much your compliments mean to me. Thanks bunches; you're amazing. <3
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hihi! i still don't have the interweb yet at my house, mummy wants to get teh house straight before we get it back. Grrrr! ( damned parental peoples), i am at bens at teh moment so that is why i am able to send you this note. God i really miss everyone up there meaning you, ste and east blah blah blah...... i just kinda hope we get back on the internet soon because my life seems somewhat dull and for teh last 2 weeks i've had play on my piano to keep my fingers in keyboard typing motion, hehehehehe. anyhow i'm starting to talk shit now. Ciao for now xx
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Wow. I'm so lucky to have found you. I read a couple of your entries & I fell in love. Not to mention your picture is beautiful. <3
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My diary is temporarily locked because someone's been visiting it a lot from my local network connection. username/password: kill/me
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music... try 80s industrial-dance... Try VNV Nation... Or Concrete Blonde.
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wuff! do write soon...
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awwwwww. congrats!
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hihi! i don't know when you get back off holiday but i doubt i will have internet by then and wont have it for a while. :( i miss you already and I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE ON SUNDAY! Ben will be here saturday which is ok btu i dont' know if i'm actually really looking forward to that. I feel somewhat extreamly low right now and John being all pissy for teh last week or so hasn't helped.
Anyhow i'll talk to you as soon as i can, or send you a letter or something. BUh Bye! * salutes* x
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AAAArrrrh, matey! Ahoy! I just felt like using the Pirate Voice. But I like the new haircut.
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I don't mind you adding me at all. And you have excellent taste in music as well. I love bright eyes, and modest mouse's new stuff is rather good too. Right now I'm listening to beloved, I think you would like them. Sadly, I can't go see them a couple weeks because I have to go on vacation. Oh and I understand how annoying it is to find photo storage, I don't use livejournal though. Right now I'm using photobucket, I like it. STAY AWAY FROM PBASE.COM! ;). Your last name is sharpe? My best friend's last name is sharpe. I wonder if there is a relation...
I like your diary, you seem like a nice girl. Your photos are pretty good too. You have a natural composition.
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Red gingham dress and army boots? Sounds un-amiss to me.
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"I think the net has finally taken it's toll on my sanity!" Yay, I got it!
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All I can read is "I think the net has ________________ on my sanity!" Haha.
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vodka with lemon Fanta? do people still send you txt msg porn?
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heylo there ship mate! hehe
I was just wondering if you wanna meet up in town tomorrow seeing as tho i have nothing to do really besides go to the docs at 2pm and my house and everything elses seems rather boring right now. Even tidying and moving my room around yesterday was boring for me.
anyhwo talk to you later perhaps ciao x x x
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Thank you for making me laugh (not at you or anything).
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And I'd like to apply for a position as an Official Jenna Penfriend...
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bring me. bring me. bring me!
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Ah. Okay. I was hoping you could be persuaded to stay in touch and ask me a dozen questions about anything... And I was thinking of your own 100 Things list-- your one-layer-of-clothing-only idea.
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Let me know how the exam goes... And I like your one-layer policy.
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They were fun, though... E-mail me and ask 12 or 20 strange questions...
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The 100 Things About You were delightful.
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i have a hard-on. guys playing guitars make me hot. ooooooooo.
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p.s. i won't be able to go see TBS on 10th cause i have no money and can't really ask my mum cause she'll stress out on me.
bye for now x x x x x
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My stay with benjamin was fantastic, it was so goood i never wanted to leave. I miss him so much right now and i only came back today( friday). I never knew being in love was this hard. I couldn't really access the internet at his house cause it was fucking up and i could only get onto msn but you were on holiday by the time i finally got on msn.
I think i'm definatly moving to cheltenham in july now because my mum has found a house. I guess i'll be somewhat closer to Ben but not close enough. I never knew i'd actually love someone like this again after 2 years of being single and lonely.
Anyhow i'm gonna go because i need to go calm down, i've been really upset since i left his house this morning.
Ciao hope you had a nice holiday x x x x x
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taking back sunday kicks butt! wooooooooooooooooooot!!! happy writing -deb
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My media player fucked up on me too but a retard could have worked it out, it was on mute or something. Grrrr yesh ummm no more coleslaw for me at 5 am URGH!
heheheheheheh kk i will deff be in college tommorrow to hand in that form and not be on here till 5am....
talk to you after though.
holl xx
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I'm liking teh layout, its random just teh way things should be. I don't feel too good now. Eating coleslaw at 5 am with nik naks mixed in it isn't too nice. I have a bizzare craving for coleslaw at the mo, don't ask i don't have a clue. And i'm nto even pregnant. hehehehe
Anyhwo i'll talk to you later...
Holl x x
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thanks for adding me as a favorite. i like your diary alot, AND your taste of music. rock on. happy writing! -deb
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diseasedkid profile - diary
comments: this is a strange character
haha some random girl added me and said this. Hahahaha Awesome! I like it! and this beer has gone warm and there's not enough either....
anyhow ciao! x x
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Whoa thanks! That worked. Awesome...!
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Whoa whoa, you got the commentary on the Alkaline Trio DVD? I can't figure out how see that AT ALL. I've clicked on everything! Stupid DVD. HOW? Oh my...
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Saturday sounds ok, even though i'll still come into college and see you guys next monday anyway cause i want to. Hmmmmm i have to find some moneys..... i have 4 days left of my childhood..... nooooooooooooooooo that really sucks. anyhow talk to you later if you're online. - holl xx
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thanks for the website. I miss you so damn much, i miss everyone actually and what with my birthday getting closer, i really don't want wake up. I plan to come into college to see you and whoever else, maybe even go to the pub, i really need to do something. It'll be lonely if i don't. I also plan to tell Alan that i no longer want to do anything at home and wait till i move. Even thinking moving upsets me bacuse i'll hardly get to see anyone and i'll have make new friends, who wont understand me and they'll most likely be stuck up preppy people.
Part of me wants to go but the other part of me doesn't because i know i wont like it. God knows how mnay times i've been upset about this but it plays on mind constantly and i can never really think about anything else but that. Sure the house i'm moving into is ok ( slightly smaller than the one i'm in now but its ok i guess). I know that in about a year or so everyone will move on and go off to uni or whatever but i just feel so damn empty and lonely at times and those are likely to increase when i move.
I guess its just because i'm really emotional right now.
Anyhow i'm going to stop now as this note is long.
- holl xxx
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Same :) I've been doing homework on and off for the past 2-3 hours. Haven't really gotten anywhere with it, to be honest.
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I have doodling & procrastination problems, as well. You are not alone.
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Aw man. I wish my name was Jen... Maybe I have the same name as another rockstar's girlfriend? Oh, I hope so! p.s. this is mymixedtape...just a different diary, heh. <3Marie.
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SO, it ends up that Tom and I are actually soul mates. He just doesn't know it yet. Curse his marriage! CURSE IT! I kid, I kid. <3Marie.
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Nope my sleeping patterns are as fucked as ever! hehehehe i dennie know when you sent the note but it could have been when i was away on wednesday night...... pooeyness..... hehehehehe ciao hol x x
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We don't have mother's day on a set date...It's the second sunday in may I believe. Which was the 10th when I was born. But we're still only a day apart! That's cool! <3marie
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But where did mother's day originate? Maybe you kids are the ones with it right! Have you ever been to Canada? My dad's english, so I've been there. Very cool place, what with the driving on the left and the likes. <3Marie.
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your beauitful dollface, nice alkaline trio shirt
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We celebrate mother's day in may, here. I was born on mother's day, which was horrible of me. Because who wants to go through that much pain on a date dedicated to you? Honestly...<3Marie.
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hi
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you are simply BODACIOUS! xoxo
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Wow. I just checked out that website you have of some of your drawings...Just, holy. Fuck. They're so good! Seriously, I am in awe...Jebus. <3Marie.
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Hi! My name's Amber and I'm 23. I am writing a book about my personal account of self hate and self harm. I'd like to include some personal stories from different stages in healing, different sexes and different ages to show that no one is the same, but we all are hurting in ways that we are unable to convey. I do not intend on printing names, there is no length restriction and I will not censor. I have decided to also include poetry or just general opinions. Please email me if you are interested. amberwilliams43@sbcglobal.net
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Those pictures of the church are super-nifty. <3marie.
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wow hihi! i reallly like those pics they're awesome!! hehehe i like like like! hehe ummm see you tommorrow or ummm rtaher talk to you tommorrow if you get this.
" what will happen to thom?" heheh anyhow ciao bella! xx
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Hihi! i just read your diary.... Ignore Eastham he's a stoner and talks utter giberish most of the time. YOu're not fat and i can't believe he even said that to your face.... and he's supposed to love you? HAH! he's got a funny way of showing it. Don't let it get to you..... love you lots... harrie x x x
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Welcome to the Billy Connolly diaryring. Thanks for joining, Jimmy ;)
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welcome to the anti-nsync diaryring...and thanks for joining...
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hey, i just happened to come across your diary. i really like your writing style and your layout. awesome taste in music and The Virgin Suicides was a great book and movie. catch you later.
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:-O u put me up on your diary as an iccle baby..... hahaha never mind i don't mind. was actually innocent then you can really see my halo..... haha. Its quite visible hehe. Now its turned into horns...... hehehe
Sorry i got bored.... but i am now off to bed coz i keep on seeing things like spiders running across the floor and i keep thinking they're gonna get me. Gahhhhhhh!
Bye x
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amazing, after my first entry i alreay get a note. anyways yeah, it was awesome, you don't know how hard it was to be calm. he's great, and so much hotter in person. i don't know what else to say but it was cool -odi
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Yo! sorry i'm in a wierd kind of mood..... i've been awke since 4 oklok..... with a fucked up neck. I'm bored now...( i will leave soon)so i decided to leave you a note.... I'm tired.... anyhow i'll probably(would have seen) you in college today. OK must dash my stomach is crying out for food.
Byeeeeee x x
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one more thing..... i don't think people were as pissed off as i made them out to be........ Oh i'm just a complete bitch and i admitt it...... i'm fucked up..... ok bye for now xxx
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jenna i do hope you read this...... i really did not know that ste hit you. And if i did know that i would have done something myself. I knew that he had called you names and stuff, you told me. And i told him that you were not any of that what he said. He did agree with me.
I am sorry for hurting you. i've hurt myself in the process..... i don't want this to turn into any kind of argument, I've been a bitch, i am bitch and i deserve to be punished.
I was just so pissed off and the more drink i had the more depressed and angry i got..... plus sunday i was still fucked.
you know doubt never want to talk to me again and i don't blame you really. I'm sorry for accusing you for fucking Grainger...... i know you wouldn't want to fuck him...... he's not that great. I should know i've been down that road.
i really need to talk to you in person and explain things....... bye for now xxx p.s i'm sorry.
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Poor Grainger. I don't know who he is, but I feel for him. Sad situation.
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