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Damn, those Pennywise fellows sure get around. I thought they were singing about being MY bro, and now they're all YOUR bro. By the way, I haven't been able to read you for ages. It tells me I need the secret password.

from apatheticq :

mooo. i'm voodoo cursing you.

from dirtylinda :

hey! where are you? are you cruising the high seas?

from virtualcrack :

u should be able to read now

from virtualcrack :

i don't know whether tO cry or laugh when i read your reasons for marriage...i'm just glad i can read here again.

from virtualcrack :

id love to keep reading if ur giving out keys.

from orgami :

eleven at night passing through the oh so many diaryland diaries trying to read the original ones perspectives and emotive power in a written script read all entries and have empathy for those in pain suffering addictions lonliness some days I feel like stopping but I cant there are too many stories to read so many people i am not alone....

from zerom3ph :

alas, back in SB. for good it seems. say whatup to randal and danny for me if you bump into them.

from virtualcrack :

booooooo....passwords.

from virtualcrack :

i talk about my ideas on wine...so what does that make me?

from testify :

When was the last time you had good toast? Like... really satisfying toast...

from zerom3ph :

happy halloween

from virtualcrack :

sounds like fun. Good old trent. Plus bra stuffing. AWESOME.

from pouncer :

Oops, Sorry I just saw your previous entry about your friend OD'ing, so my comment was totally out of line, so NO DRUGS! They're bad! k-bye

from pouncer :

20's SUCK ASS! But when we're 30, we're gonna be like "FUCK I Was SO HOT WHEN I WAS 20 and WHAT FUN WE HAD WHEN WE WERE 20 something", so enjoy all your angerridden agnst, your sex drive and your brain that can handle all the drugs and alcohol. Pretty soon all the partying will catch up with our bodies and it'll be draggin. SO ENJOY YOUR HOTNESS AND 20's!!

from zerom3ph :

good morning?

from zerom3ph :

i've found... that the key to keeping drinking fun is to either A) drink regularly in extreme moderation or B) drink only once in a long while... to extreme excess. i prefer the latter, as it keeps things spontanious.

from virtualcrack :

how's your answering machine message? Maybe a new one would help, like, "Hey, thanks for calling, but I'm not sitting around watching my cellphone right now. I have better things to do. And I promise you, they don't include trying to kill myself."

from virtualcrack :

you mention the blue hawaiian?? I think I've heard stories about that thing before, I'll have to try it. But the chocolate factory was amazing, and the best way to see that is while trippin. Yeah for a job well done!

from hangover :

I just watched a video clip of you singing "Creep"

from testify :

I wanna make sex aaaaaaall over you.

from zerom3ph :

haha. (W)ord (o)f (M)outh. it's a free monthly underground rave in the boondocks of SB. usually it's held on a weekend close to the full moon.

from zerom3ph :

(i promise not to bring any potato salad)

from zerom3ph :

hey, i'm headed up to SB this weekend for WOM and a wedding. lemme know if you wanna hang out- (760) 840-1141

from virtualcrack :

sorry, it's me again! So: "he came over and we talked for a bit and blah blah blah." Is that like, yadda yadda yadda? Or more like "... *crickets* ..."

from virtualcrack :

thank the goddess. I thought when you said "hook up with the hobo Mark" you meant you were going to bang. But you weren't. Compared to that, finding a potato-salad cellphone is squeaky clean and delightful.

from zerom3ph :

curiouser and curiouser. must've been her doppleganger. the weird thing is that this girl just walked up on me out of the crowd, handed me 2 cigarettes, and walked back into the crowd. not one word was said.

from zerom3ph :

i moved to san diego. i still come up and visit about once a month for WOM though.

from zerom3ph :

besides, i thought she liked girls.

from zerom3ph :

haha! please. i don't even live in sb anymore.

from zerom3ph :

hey, can i ask you a HUGE favor? can you confirm for me whether or not Danny (the girl with purple hair, friends with randall) was at EDC this past weekend? i'm not sure, but i think it was her that handed me 2 cigarettes and scampered off into the crowd without saying a word. or.... maybe i was just tripping. please, for the sake of sanity ;]

from kll :

What wicked sin...

from pouncer :

I can't believe I stopped reading your diary for a while now. How could I?? You're my bud, wheather you want to be or not. I relate to you and you make me feel like I'm not a big freak whore. Thank you, you're beatiful and you don't need boys to know that! Except I love cute boys too, and I can't help it. And I live with a not so cute boy, BUT I LOVE HIM!! and... I think I really am a whore, but who the hell says that's bad?!?!?! sorry, needed to vent

from zerom3ph :

i agree, the new nin is pretty addictive. i've been looking everywhere to get the new prodigy on vinyl though... it sounds a lot more experimental than their previous material.

from virtualcrack :

yay for 40-year old "cute boys"

from paperbullets :

I like your diary.

from faerieabyss :

Hello.

from zerom3ph :

just thought you should know, they're ressurecting the Wicked Garden goth/industrial night. it will be held on Friday Oct 15th 2004 at Prodigy, 435 State St. (across from Snub 634) i won't be spinning as i no longer live anywhere nearby, but i'm sure Dracku and friends will put on a good show.

from factoidsam :

I was just gonna tell you how comforting and awesome that entry was, but that dude below me just showed me up.

from pouncer :

Hey lady! I was just reading your diary and I thought to myself what a fucking cool guy this is(i thought you were a guy SORRY) It's just that girls tend to write about stupid shit like makeup and what they're wearing.SOO... then I meandered over to your photo section just to find what a fucking HOTTIE you are. I am so jealous. My favorite pic is where you have purple rollers matching your purple hair and eyeshadow. YOu crazy girl! Thanks for being such a good read!

from coldfiltered :

I can hear the cicadas right now. It's kinda relaxing to me, brings back memories of my childhood.

from factoidsam :

Heya champ. Thanks :) Normally I'm around AIM a little late, but I haven't slept in a few days really. Things will start normalizing pretty soon, I think, hopefully. Anyway, take care!

from sanctuary33 :

WHERE ARE YOU???

from sanctuary33 :

because we are vulnerable and we bleed and we open ourselves and we hurt. what do you feel?

from sanctuary33 :

So, how did my view of the weekend turn out so differently? Am I the crazy one? I thought last night redeemed the other bullshit, but maybe I'm too optimistic.

from factoidsam :

Aha! I figured as much, so I went ahead and started a new diary! ... No, I'm just fucking around. But seriously, new diary, for serious.

from factoidsam :

Psst. It's Sam.

from coldfiltered :

heh..I say pop. I think people are weirdos if they say soda.

from cra5hdummy :

well I see you live....ready to come out of your shell? Wearing Black Tee, Black pants, Back socks, Black shoes and a black hat....did I forget anything....nope....

from kll :

drugs are bad / they make you sad / they make you stupid / they make Vincent Price start to look like Salvador Dali

from zerom3ph :

you know, i tried the whole zoloft thing once, but they just made me feel kinda 'blah' which is, in my opinion, worse than the depression and s.a.d. it was supposed to treat. kinda like this nagging voice in the back of your head that says 'no. you should be feeeling s o m e t h i n g right now. are you better? or just more jaded?' anyway, as far as the goth night at absinthe i think it has died momentarily. the owner has been a penis lately, and we're trying to find a new venue. we're looking at muddy waters, prodigy, or even elsie's (owned by his ex-wife, just to piss him off) feel better/alive ~Z

from coldfiltered :

i hate psychiatrists, i hate psychologists, and i hate the pills they hand out to people. i think its all just a bunch of crap...psychiratrist give out pills so big drug companies can make big money. i went to a psychologist one time and he wanted to put me on drugs for anxiety and ADHD. thanks but no thanks, buddy, i can control the anxiety attacks with my brain now, and maybe i like having a short attention span.

from nyquilgirl :

it seems like such a long long time since you've updated.. i like the new photos. i'm not sure why there is so much noise in some of your close up shots. the ones that are clear look good.

from zerom3ph :

they usually take place the last wednesday of the month, however, we are trying to get them moved to fridays. i'll keep you posted.

from sleepyskin :

yah you have multiple little spaces on the web.. what is THIS one you speak oF?

from apatheticq :

can i know where you write?

from brittanya :

Hey. I found you from gaylaughter and I had you listed as a fave until you decided to be done. But I would still like to read you, please please please! Brittany

from bluegoldfish :

hey i just wanted to know ur new addy, since i have been reading yours for a while and like what you write...let me know. [email protected] if i am denied or something...bye

from obscured :

lurking-1 - i would like you to email me, if possible: [email protected]

from lurking-1 :

Well I havent e-mailed you in almost three years but I am glad I finally found you. I too have rid myself of all people that had sent me into a coma like state for so long...I have much to say and much I would like to hear. I must admit that you have had a lasting impression on me...one that I have tried to forget but just can't. Will you come back to me now?

from dirtyboots :

I need to keep reading you! My e-mail address is [email protected]

from synthesis :

directions would be nice. you have my email address... i'm trying now.

from homeogenic :

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA I AM SO BORED!!!!!!!! I have no questions about your life because I am pretending to be ALICIA silverstone so I don't care.

from godmoney :

ur major brave 2 abandon ur blog after all this time. i just like making backward glimpses in2 my life + it gives my life some structure (not that u care).

from tigerpat :

I dont think having a diary is being a loser. You are just expressing yourself. and there is a lonely negative side to everyone

from girls-suck :

long time no cry. q.a.pathetic.q.g.s.p.2.

from gaylaughter :

So a funny thing happened with the digital camera hopefulness. Uh, there's no way to say this without sounding like a complete sorority skank, so I'm just gonna spit it out. I was hammered and I knocked the camera into the toilet when I was crammed into a bathroom counting change that my best (girl)friend and I made for making out at my going away party. Phew, glad that's out in the open.

from testify :

I miss you womyn.

from dirtylinda :

I am so "BUSTED" as the kids say. He does have the largest, hardest cock. And the sweatpants don't hide much...

from nyquilgirl :

eek, i hope your face heals, it doesn't sound good that your doctor didn't do anything else besides give you vicodin (not that that's bad). feel better soon!

from nyquilgirl :

OUAH! Hamster penis?!! Yick! I hope you had a good holiday. I hate getting back into the routine.. woe.

from testify :

Maybe they meant boobs.

from gaylaughter :

Wow, 1200 entries and still going strong. You rock. Anyway, I passworded my diary on account of An Asshole. Expect e-mail. Magic password special e-mail.

from nyquilgirl :

The colour reminds me of the way sunsets can sometimes look, and your hair looks so soft! Thanks for sharing.. ♥

from nyquilgirl :

i want to see your lavendar hair..

from nyquilgirl :

Hello hello hello! What kind of supplies did you get at the craft store?? I want to see what you've been making!!

from allthatsleft :

Really nice pictures! The ram rod rules.

from homeogenic :

Hm? ALl I know is when Alex called me from Careena's last night I herd allot of people screaming about your dildo.

from testify :

Ooooh, H is making popcorn chicken and everyone's invited!

from floodforsale :

cayucos *laughs*... i've been there a million times.

from gaylaughter :

The next time someone tells you you will never amount to anything, inform them that 46 people have you listed as a favourite. Then slap them in the face and tell them Canada sent you.

from allthatsleft :

Maybe that the world is plastic and that life is based on media attention and politics? And that The Doors ruled?

from abortedfetus :

i actually know the guy who does that kind of voice over work. he left the outgoing message on molly b's cell phone. at her behest, of course.

from homeogenic :

I would call you but they shut off my long distance. Grrr.

from testify :

If you cut up your boobs, we're having a BBQ. Yeah, I said it. Don't be stupid.

from allthatsleft :

Just wanted to say that you still rock the badmonkey house, BIG time. You also: rock the crib, are droppin' plates, rock the house, and bounce the drapes.

from achicken :

you know, after awhile you start to miss home.

from sleepyskin :

I still have my hot pink caboodle. and i still use it. rock on.

from ouvrelesyeux :

I just wanted to say thanks for adding me to your buddy list. :)

from zerom3ph :

feel like watching a free fire performance? come to the little, white amphitheatre near city college, on the corner of castillo and cabrillo. show should be starting just after sunset (think 8ish).

from hangover :

Such conventions are funny (i think). Frozen dinners must be stopped. They're the reason I have brain damage. BEHOLD.... THE BRAIN DAMAGE! (hmmm.... maybe I just had one)

from allthatsleft :

Actually, I'd rather take it in the ass and get it over with. I'd probably get a colonic after that though. -seb

from testify :

what a boner-indcing entry THAT was

from homeogenic :

Hey you have net groupies.

from allthatsleft :

Thanks. Although it was almost a rhetorical statement of sorts, I really needed that. -Seb

from allthatsleft :

I'll kill all of the pharmacists if you want :D -Seb

from virtualcrack :

tiny letters...tiny

from gaylaughter :

You are officially my favourite guestbook-signer of all time. I've been on speed for the past three days and trust me, that makes me think of you! You crazy, crazy kid. The H must stand for Hrist, like CHRIST! Sorry, I think I'm still stoned.

from satanicelf :

that boyfriend of yours is crazy. clearly.

from hangover :

by the way, it was "no action". "There's no actiooooon, there's no actioooooonnnn". You know.

from hangover :

hahahahahahaha... Oh the shit doesn't stink thing. How BUEUTAFUL is that?

from gaylaughter :

my breath smells of tequila and it's a tuesday night. that makes me think of you.

from allthatsleft :

Congratulations on your 1000th. Weehaw, peace out y'all. I'm scared now. -Seb

from zerom3ph :

happy 1k.

from dont-stop :

"i never have dreams where im the one hurting someone else... im usually the one getting hurt." - Didn't you hurt "D" in that one by cheating?

from trousersnake :

progressive orthopedics, dance disaster movement, and the watcher...tonight at 9 at the hardtofind.

from zerom3ph :

zome friends of mine managed to get stuck in a room at the adobe (read- shittiest motel in sb) while tripping. there was a boombox hiding somewhere in the room with 'hotel california' on infinite repeat. the horror.

from perceptionss :

I always wanted to get a tattoo of a bar code on my neck. What do you think you'll get?

from zerom3ph :

not sure if you know about this, but there's a cheesy goth thing at the coach house tonight (mon 5-12-03) that starts at 9. the only thing that's lame is that they use cd-mixers. what feebs.

from zerom3ph :

not sure if you know about this, but there's a cheesy goth thing at the coach house tonight (mon 5-12-03) that starts at 9. the only thing that's lame is that they use cd-mixers. what feebs.

from hangover :

I thought that disco song was gone forever and then it's "more more more" and AH! Surely you were put on this earth to occassionally torture me. And DAMNIT, what's that I'm HUMMING?? Oh, DAMNIT

from kll :

Ray Liotta plays Tommy Versetti... or whatever. There is a cast in the back of the instruction book. I don't remember the details because I don't play video games much anymore - I'm above all that stuff... you know, spending hours picking off helpless civilians with a sniper rifle, popping heads. I've given it all up for a higher purpose - senselessly spending hundreds of dollars! Come on everybody, lets go to the mall! I am such a loser.

from homeogenic :

Why the hell are you talking about muddy waters? Yes you are gay. Greg is hitting on maryanne

from zerom3ph :

heh. no, i meant the cafe/bar on haley st.

from zerom3ph :

dude. put down the crack pipe. muddy waters ain't dead, they just do most of their promoting through word of mouth.

from zerom3ph :

you should go to muddy waters tomorrow night. -coz i said so... and... the fire performers that will be there. :)

from antiposer :

Get copyrighted today!

from gaylaughter :

Quit trying to help, motherfucker. Oh, how I laughed.

from kll :

I don't take anti-depressants. I don't like the idea of drugs as a healthy lifestyle choice. Drugs are made to influence the way the brain and body function... and I'd prefer to kill the brain with a more meaningful intent, like crack for example (though I've never used crack). I don't even like Tylenol. But when I get in a bad mood or I want to destroy some brain cells I drink some legal alcohol until the room tilts left and smoke drugs until I smile a fake smile and then I sleep many hours and feel just the same as before. But what do I know, I am stupid. I can't even kiss a girl. I must be gay. I'm such a bad comedian and cynic. I'm tired. Goodnight.

from gaylaughter :

Yessss. You didn't forget about me.

from testify :

Happy birthday. I would like to take this time to say that I am sincerely thankful your parents did not abort you.

from orange515 :

i was diary hopping and came across yours. i read in your profile about your tatoo on your back. i thought that was cool because a couple of months ago i saw a girl on a show about tatoos on mtv and she has that also... just perhaps, i was wondering if you were that same girl... maybe not though... oh well. ok, bye

from kll :

I know what you mean. Everything seems bland, I just don't want to do anything. Never content.

from kll :

I just smiled for you and your day.

from testify :

You spend so much time with your precious doctors. You never just want to TALK anymore. Where are we headed? Think of how -I- feel!

from trousersnake :

no! i wanted to so bad, but i had something i couldn't miss (although i can't remember what that was...hmmm guess it wasn't that important). exene from X was at the mercury lounge saturday but there was a $7 cover. f-that, ticketmaster is bad enough.

from seanandjacob :

Shaky and paranoid? Sounds like a day in the life of Sean. Thanks for the reminder - Sean

from perceptionss :

Sorry for the late response to your question. I do take Lorazpem sp* which is the generic for of Ativan. It really effects my ability to walk straight sometimes. Take care:)

from hangover :

So many memories when reading of the surgery. I've been under the knife a few times. I awoke during my eye operation, saw the hand bone during my hand operation, locked myself in the bathroom when they threatened me with a catheter after my first triple hernia operation, argued the hospital bill after my second one. I still say that the discomfort lasts for 30 hours ....... but the vicodin goes for TWO PLUS WEEKS! I told this guy at work I've been under the knife four times. He told me he had 38 abdominal operations. Freaking show off. Rapid recovery, minimal discomfort, I'm not asking you - I'm TELLING you. Take care of yourself, obscured one.

from hometownboy :

hi, i'm sorry I didn't respond before. I can't give out passwords because I was stupid and shouldn't have made a journal in the first place. you could email me or something though, because I'm lonely as all fuck. [email protected], it's this weird aoltype thing. you could tell all your friends to email me. or not, i guess that'd be weird, but you can email me if you want. j.s.

from kll :

Keep an eye out for a letter in the mail. Some thug robbed the post office near my house and all my outgoing mail was potentially stolen. I am sad about this. "Big words" are the shelter of ignorant men, by the way.

from testify :

YOU'RE GOING IN FOR GALLBLADDER SURGERY AND ALL I CAN SAY IS I'M LIVING OUT OF A DAMNED BOX AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS YOU'RE STONED?!

from hangover :

Gallbladder removal is a cinch yet all surgeries are annoying. Best wishes dealing with daytime television now that you'll be missing some days from work. seriously, I hope your recovery is quick, the discomfort minimal, the vicodin plentiful.

from steadysilent :

thank you. you write wonderful as well. i think its always that way.. when your a kid your so eager to be a teenager...(i always remeber saying i CANT WAIT TILL IM 16) but then when you're there its like i wish i was 5 again....and so on. i grew up too fast. and alot of people say i write like im older/ but if you met me in person...i would have you laughing your ass off. im kinda a goofey person. hehe = )

from steadysilent :

i am 15. i feel so young.

from testify :

I'M LIVING OUT OF A DAMNED BOX AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IS YOU'RE STONED?!

from steadysilent :

yes. all the time. how old are you?

from steadysilent :

i have no motivation when it comes to everything.

from hangover :

yes, it makes sense, it makes a lot of sense. It's 4:35 in the a.m., and I can speak and understand the fucked up language

from hangover :

it was not my intention.

from trousersnake :

nope...not yet. 430 n. fairview! i thought it had its last show with AFI but I guess not. are you going to FSF tonight?? open hand and the beautiful mistake are playing too.

from rooster :

you're so damn cute.. just look at you.. and your butt.. well.. honey... i wish i could eat it all day long.. just chomp chomp chomp on that rump.. if your butt was made of chicken i would stab it with a steak knife and rip out a big hunk of chicken butt and chew on it all day like chicken jerky... damn you're smooth.. and did i mention cute?.. well you're cute.. damn cute... >:D< :-*

from rhetoric :

i would've emailed this but, no linky. so. http://www.geocities.com/heiditron/ and http://www.geocities.com/heiditron/1.html and http://www.geocities.com/heiditron/2.html

from rhetoric :

it's a horribly shallow comment to make, and i apologize up front. but i think you've both beautiful eyes and hair.. and yes, you'd have see monty python for it to make any sense.

from trousersnake :

i actually saw you there in the corner on my way out...i took off right after i left you that note and i saw you on diaryland...but seeing as how i had spent the last 15 hours straight working i wouldn't exactly have made the best first impression. oh, and now that that project is done, i have homework due today i didn't turn in and a midterm in an hour i didn't know about. my life just keeps getting better. speaking of drug highs, i took dayquil the other day because i was sick as a dog and i got that loopy feeling, man that's great. i used to take it for fun (hehe) so live it up. although...in retrospect...it's nicer to not need the meds. some days don't you just pray that a plane will crash into campus? man that would liven up my day... campus or a frat house. kill 2 birds with one...well...plane.

from trousersnake :

i was...in fact i'm here now (9:52 pm) and i've been working since 7am. finally done, although it's less envigorating than i had anticipated. were you the girl with the pigtails who said sorry when you bumped into some guy's chair? well...that girl looked like someone out of place in this nerd haven, funny if it was you, because that was me that got bumped into. if not i guess that's a stupid story...hope you're feeling better. you can email me if you want instead of leaving notes...my email is on my profile (or you can keep the notes coming...they're kind of thrilling).

from homeogenic :

some guy just added your hard cola pic as someones background. we are going to slo on saturday I want you to come!!!!!!!!

from hangover :

One particular evening in the land of whatever happens; my former roommate yet permanent friend and I were driving upon the 10 Freeway. As we passed apartment complexes near the freeway, she looked off into open windows and stated "I wonder what the person in THAT apartment is doing this evening". Then her mind went off as it's known to do. "Oh look, the person in there is getting ready for a date and sex, and the person in there is going to spend the evening drinking the night away all alone. The one in there hates their ex-lover and has constructed a voodoo doll in their likeness" Then she added "the one in there is reading my website" and we both had a laugh. She then pondered "isn't it an odd thing. Somebody somewhere could be reading the shit I wrote earlier today. Do you ever think about that?" I didn't really think about it. Then some weeks later I head off to your geocities site and see a picture of her website. I guess we should've been driving in YOUR neighborhood. You seem to have made my day.

from abortedfetus :

you're good

from hangover :

At one time our band used to play in Santa Barbara/Isla Vista all the time. Even a few live shows on KCSB. Ah, those were the days. Okay, maybe we will.

from hangover :

Yeah, I don't want to be at work, either. This is an everyday occurance for me. Also, you've put that song "no action" in my head. As much as I love Costello I didn't think I needed to hear it all the live long DAY. I'll get you for this

from trousersnake :

cool, diaryland doesn't use html in their notes. damn it all. wouldn't it be cool if it snowed here?

from trousersnake :

funk <i>is</i> a stupid word.

from hometownboy :

thanks. I don't know what to say too much. You can IM me or something sometime. I got a sn. resthiawatha, like the poem. j.s.

from testify :

If I had a nickel for every time I heard that, baby, we could live like kings.

from satanicelf :

i ran away to fungicide.diaryland.com.

from steadysilent :

i still envy you.

from homeogenic :

Ok no fair you blur out your face but not mine. grrrrrrrrrr.Jesus Christ when the hell did I get that big I look like the egg lady from Pink Flamingos. That's it Balemia here I come.

from trousersnake :

your diary interests me...feel better and maybe i'll see you around.

from sleepyskin :

:) right back atcha

from testify :

An update, for you, further proving that the Internet continues to be nothing but an efficient way for bad ideas to travel the globe at light speed.

from sleepyskin :

I just wanted to tell you that you and your pal josh are in my thoughts. much love, me.

from testify :

Oh. I was kinda hoping you'd call me a dick again, and use me as an e-punching bag. But this is okay too.

from testify :

I went to a concert sober for you last night. Hope you feel better.

from steadysilent :

happy christmas...you naughty girl.hehe love you xooxox

from homeogenic :

I guess I could pick up the god dam mother fucker you son of a bitch you showed it to me... ooops I meen phone.But I am not maybee later. Do your homework and don't drink cheep table wine or white zinfendale (or however you spell that.)Remindes me of boxes and Christmas presents stolen from an old woman on tne verdge of teenage breakdowns.<br> I bought a lighter that's a gun. I am cool.

from testify :

Hello mother leopard, I have your cub. You must protect her. But that will be expensive. Ten thousand coconuts, wrapped in brown paper. Midnight, behind the box. I'll be the hyena. You'll see.

from girl101 :

hey! you have! cheers! :)

from girl101 :

you have written sevenhundredandeightyfour entries.

from gallinula :

no shit, I really dig your writing as well. i know what they mean.

from steadysilent :

your diary turns me on still always has always will

from testify :

When I was younger, my mother told me not to get a tattoo of Roy Orbison on my ass. But what Mama don't know won't hurt her.

from homeogenic :

What the fuck is that H?!

from testify :

Did you leave me that "Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme" message? Cause I'm on shrooms and it's fucking freaking me out

from testify :

Hahaha!

from homeogenic :

You love cocroaches!

from steadysilent :

crawl away for a day and find youself. but i'll await for your entries. xoxo.

from obscured :

anger is a gift -ratm

from steadysilent :

xoxo

from testify :

Remember when I dropped my keys... and YOU THOUGHT THE PHONE WAS RINGING?! ... I miss drugs too.

from fuckemokids :

That's cool. Yeah. They are silly dudes. That's what is soooo fucking weird about them. They play music that could be considered "jammy", and they are jokey, funny dudes. I'm surprised that pretentious indie rock pricks haven't eaten them alive yet...they should be opening for phish, not fugazi...well, not really.

from fuckemokids :

yeah, volta do mar is the best. I actually work for their booking agency (www.ursis.com). They are a great band. Where did you see them? You list some great bands as well.

from steadysilent :

i wish i had more friends too. but once i get them i think they are sometimes a pain. i only love jake and rae. those are the only friends i will ""stick with""

from steadysilent :

<3 I ENVY YOU

from homeogenic :

wishing u where here.

from testify :

Oh, you silver-tongued devil! Will you DJ at my wedding? Some "Uncle Fucker" perhaps?

from testify :

did you leave me a voicemail asking me repeatedly to suck your dog's dick?

from misch :

it's been a long time. i just quit smoking as well. it's difficult and sometimes makes me want to kick people in the face. it's okay to not care enough. i'm glad you're still around.

from steadysilent :

everything is my fault too. and half the time i belive all those morons who blame me. fuck them. everything will be everyones fault. you just have to not care. AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT I LOVE YOU!!

from steadysilent :

everything is my fault too. and half the time i belive all those morons who blame me. fuck them. everything will be everyones fault. you just have to not care. AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT I LOVE YOU!!

from homeogenic :

man you are so popular dude. Personaly I think you suck! heheheheh. Ok I am bored.blablabla. new anthem for my day's and nights. "wake... from your slepp." ok so i am blubbering and this keyboard is really tiny it's like an elaphant on my ass. hm?

from testify :

i'm so happy cause today i found my friends, they're in my head

from steadysilent :

you have me as a favorite of "green-soul" well i am now steadysilent. green-soul has vanished. please dont forget about me. xoxoxo

from zerom3ph :

this is the *boom*

from dumbkitty :

Oxycontin is what they call "hillbilly heroin;" it's an opiate so strong that they give it to you only when you'll most likely die anyway, so be very careful!

from green-soul :

i heart your diary alot.

from dumbkitty :

Wow. Hello. I'm glad you like my diary. We seem to have a lot of bad things in common. Perhaps some night I'll be blind-drunk and you'll be blind-drunk and we'll get into a fistfight.

from homeogenic :

So it's 4th of July woohoo. You called and I was sleeping (as alway's.) And now your driveing. Get a stupid cell phone.! um ya I have to go to Charlottes and I don't want to!!!!!! BUt I am and that's all so now I will go take a shower and put on my fake tan. blaaaaaaaaa

from bloodstained :

get down with your bad self!!! heh... mellons.

from testify :

Shit son! You left those messages? Then I'm sure you'll like to hear my story. My aunt died that day, and I was driving getting drunk- I mean discussing my emotional state. And I left my pager number taped to the front door of my house so if anyone came by, they would know that I was getting stoned- Erm, I mean praying for my aunt. Long story short, I checked my messages, then drove 40 minutes home in a rush to make sure someone hadn't broken into my house because I left the door unlocked and a note explaining I was out searching for drugs- FUNERAL HOME, I MEAN! Once I got home and realized everything was cool, I thoroughly enjoyed the messages again. On shrooms. *bows* Feel free to do that again.

from homeogenic :

I love it when people pretend to know you. Like um everyone for instance.

from sleepyskin :

yeah so.. maybe it's just me but your journal quirks my computer constantly. like sometimes, for example, even with a DSL connection, it will take about 15 minutes to load. And then there's times like these, where the newest entry doesn't exist (anymore?). another great 'ob' word is 'obtuse.' I've been saying it all day like I'm an intellectual or something.

from girls-suck :

i'm a revco pussy girl

from sleepyskin :

it's been so long, I hope you haven't forgotten, but it's no longer password protected

from testify :

Sometimes I pee when I laugh, so naturally I thoroughly enjoyed your bathroom entry.

from testify :

Never fear, abortions tickle!

from mymetrocard :

we need to occupy the same space sometime.

from testify :

Interesting point. Let me answer your question with another question: Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?

from praiseandrew :

have you raised the praise lately?

from bloodstained :

get down with your bad self!!!

from testify :

I fucked the girl in Hanson.

from ultra-violet :

just wanted to say hey...i finally updated. i'll try to do it more often.~u-v

from kll :

It's been a long time. You should e-mail me sometime. Tell me about life in funky town and I'll tell you about my weed dream. KLL

from synthesis :

there've been some lovers, wherein the sex could be considered athletic. *sigh* but at this juncture, i'm not getting any. and you're right, if i was getting some, i wouldn't be sittin here thinking about aging and getting fat. it was good to hear from you, h. ;) -cheers.Q.-

from spidersoma :

i finally found a way to read your diary. it always comes up blank, but i saw some entries. its good, the writing, its enticing. you sound sad a lot, though. you listen to good music, so that is always helpful. well, take care. see you.

from bloodstained :

tell big daddy that he is a fool!

from testify :

1 Can of Spam. 1 tin of Anchovies 2 12oz cans of beer 4 oz tomato juice 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard 1/2 cup chopped up parsley 1/4 cup chopped scallions dash of Tabasco salt (if you'd need it), pepper to taste Put it in blender and blend until smooth. Serve chilled with Celery stick.

from kll :

It's almost that time of year. Merry Christmas Noel.

from rhetoric :

i am unable to load your page anymore. just thought i'd share.

from obscured :

holy shit! its vache!!

from vachej :

hello h you're diary is just such a tremendously work of literature that i'm thinking how much you remind me of the 'enid' character in ghost world which is just soooo excellent and i hope you make it up to the palm to see it soon before it goes away although i'm not sure where you stand regarding the moving to santa barbara to live with (or near ?) d. but theres that indie type theatre on state street down there thats sure to be showing it or has shown it or whatever cuz its just ruled like shit in my opinion and i want to be as much like seymour as i can and may very well start collect ing sold shit stuff like 75 rpm ragtime blues or whatever the fuck it is and kitchy old toasters and crap from the 50's like those masssive bakalite phones with rotarty diarlers even though I TOTALLLY HATE COLLECTING SHIT INLESS I USE IT OFTEN but the whole point of collecting shit is that YOU'RE SO INTO CRAP AND THINGS that you no longer have to EVEN THHINK ABOUT DEALING WITH CRAP FROM OTHER PEOPLE...whcih is a pretty dreary state to reach but somehow enevitable once youre on the wrong side of fourty...and so yeah....check out ghost world and whatelse was i going to say ....lets see...hell has been scuttled or you have a new car ...all this goddamn shit about THE FUCKING ANTHRAX SCARE IS GETTING ME BURZURK..and i can't think straight anymore...ohhh...maybe is about xenadrine....ive started taking the xenadrine knock of put ofout by walmart...and its called HOW THE XETALLENE HELPS YOU LOSE SHITLOADS OF WEIGHT GET TERRIFIC ENERGY FOR FUCKING AND CURB APPETITE AND SHIT AND I DONT' KNOW IF IT WAS YOU OR SOMEONE AT DIARYWORLD WHO WAS ON A DIET ..but this shit seems to work provided you can handle a little speediness but nothing like the infamous 'TWEAKING'that they talk about with REAL HIGH VOLTAGE AMP AND SHIT...ok ok sorry H...thanx for indulging me and my nonsense ...hope all well with sister, kt, d. your mom, the obseesed freak at micro...etc and so on .....just wanted to hand in my yearly report on the state of affairs of me and my shit...later r.

from kll :

I feel forgotten, like that one shoe left on the side of the highway. I'm sure someone will find me and throw me in the garbage.

from mymetrocard :

it wouldn't be water torture if you were the drops hitting my head.

from kida :

my god it's insane how everyone talks about radiohead in eveyr note to you? very ungenuine i think. i like them and all but christ. so you left me a note once with just a smiley face. i wondered about that. so, umm. yes. i hope you've been better these days. i used to read you diary when things werne't so well and i just lost touch. so lovely days for you. and hell IM me sometime if you're into that kinda thing at xstreetspiritx. always =raf=

from apatheticq :

sometimes i get obscured, and other times she is just out of my grasp. i am a poor stalker.

from girlgenie :

p.s. - meeting people is easy is so sad. the part where follow me around is playing and thoms telling us that we will become liars trying to paper up our own cracks. i just fucking cry in agreeance.

from girlgenie :

crawling through the keyhole, i'm in a lull. ---here's what i want. you, me, a quart of soy delicious and some sad movies. maybe we do a little eating, do a little talking, do a little dancing around to radiohead, do a little crying. maybe i just sit in front of you, mouth open, hands sweating as if kissed by god full on the lips. xo. bee

from testify :

Q: What's more fun that nailing babies to a wall? A: Pulling them off again.

from fishieblue :

from what i remember, you always made me want to travel at the speed of light.

from homeogenic :

i NEED CABLE! BADLY DESPRET NEED IT NOW. HELP.

from energysucker :

good stuff

from marka :

I just clicked on a random name in the member's area to get here. I couldn't help but notice the Radiohead lyrics. Good job.

from naveed :

it's pretty

from pssiblymaybe :

hehe. whoa, i got that same letter from some company named vector today.

from ultra-violet :

Yours was one of the first diaries that I read here. I was looking through the list of most recently updated diaries and your name caught my attention. So I read your latest entry and was completley enthralled. So I read a few more, and a few more after that, and I have been coming on just to read your diary ever since. Hell I spend more time on your diary than I do my own. You remind me of myself in so many ways. (And by the looks of it I am not the only one.) Your diary actually inspired me to start my own... There is so much more I could say, but I don't want to take up too much space. And it's 7:30am and I still haven't been to sleep. So, um, thanks for writing and inspiring me and making me laugh an a regular basis. You Rock. -xxx

from jenne1017 :

Cool site! Keep on writing! Happy SIGN A LOT OF GUESTBOOKS DAY!

from morphoking :

I found your diary though links from others. I really like it ... though I cannot exactly explain at this early hour (10:00, ai). Well I've added you to my favorites list, I hope you don't mind.

from mangledoll :

i'm drinking red jud wine out of a mug since i don't own any real glasses and i'm reading your words and feeling the effects. your words are delicious.

from rhetoric :

happy happy joy joy birthday birthday. "pizza pizza" -l. caesar

from cylee305 :

i like. madd props. keep writing and keep living. -peace

from lattefairy26 :

Sorry about how your car died...but cool that you got a new one! Later, ~*~Reen

from japonika :

i like i like i like i like

from apatheticq :

sometimes I dream that I'm asleep. I am a very boring individual

from apatheticq :

Toaster Pastries Net Wt. 14.7 OZ (416g) Good Source of 7 Vitamins and Minerals. eating better masy easy with the food pyramid. Fats and sweets, use sparingly, milk group 2-3 servings, meat group 2-3 servings, vegetable group 3-5 servings, fruit groupd 2-4 servings, bread and cereal group, 6-11 servings, the food guide pyramid reminds us to eat a variety of foods for good nutrition, Source: U.S. Dept of Agriculture and U.S. Dept of Health and Human Services. N u t r i t i o n F a c t s, Serving Size 1 pastry (52 g) servings per Package 8, Amount/Serving Calories 2000 * Fat Calories 50 %Daily Value* Total Fat 6g Saturated fat 1.0 g Cholesterol 0 mg Sodium 200 mg Total Carbohydrate 36g Dietary Fiber 1 g Sugars 18 g, Protein 3 g... my fingers are hurting, I am not going to type out the vitamens.

from synthesis :

ever-reading. cheers.q.

from unconscious :

I like your diary as well. I haven't got caught up reading with all your entries but I do feel like I need a drink when I do. Quite amusing so far.

from surly :

oh the panties! oh the fat sweaty lonely target guy, fingering the sexy fabric as he rang them up! oh the humanity! yer funny! xo surly

from ivyrevenge :

i like it here, it's nice, can i stay?

from ravieslave :

dear obscured, I have a feeling your .gif images are swanky, but I can't see them since you linked from Geocities, and Geocities hates off-site image linking. Try uploading to Dencity; this is what I did. It would add to the swankiness of your page. Love, Raven

from flyingmonkey :

hey, i can't remember how i found your journal, but it's always much better reading it when under the influence of sugar. this makes sense to me and should be taken as a compliment, for that is how it is meant, however non-sense-making it may be.

from xray :

neat journal. i can relate to you so much, it's almost frightening. i will be back. emm

from kida :

You matter you really do. I dont' even know you. I don't even live near you. It's like your'e across the sea If i knew you i know i'd care actually yeah. =raf=

from satanicelf :

Beautiful, says I.

from plume :

hmmm. obscured... deja vu-vu-vue?

from taintedfate :

the stuff you wrote in THIS ENTRY: http://obscured.diaryland.com/010206_47.html, I can so totally relate to. I am *always* thinking about that shit, not only that but the words you used were so exactly the same as the words I would use to describe it that it was kinda freakish. So hey, you can talk to me if you want someone to talk to. I don't make that offer to everyone ... you ... you've earned it. ;-) ta. + ~~the TAINT~~ +

from mahawards :

Hey. We're the site with positive awards. Check us out.

from rhetoric :

i loathe peanut butter as well. yep.

from kida :

Hello there. i must say your diary is quite lovely and filled with well, wondrous things. You're quite a beautiful person from the looks of it. You are worth it and someone is looking under all the rocks for you.

from volcanic :

I still come here often, y'know... Be strong, and be brave, eh? I'm thinking about you...

from synthesis :

lovely. cheers

from twilodragon :

maybe the dream has something to do with the fact that you feel stagnent in your life and that you have no control over it. you're doing what you HAVE to do, not what you WANT to. you're a 'pawn' in the big picture. wow...THAT was deep.

from mneosyne :

wasap ping pong champion!! heh, yeah right, everyone knows you like electric football better..

from mangledoll :

ah! i am kissing your feet and you don't even know it because you're still in the process of thinking about the klondike embracing sex machine at work but that is okay, because i can appreciate that ma'am.

from anenigma :

I worship you.

from iwantanevan :

Yo. this is cool. i like your writing lol. if you want to get into my diary the username and pass is... winter and...winter. winter is the username AND password. okay, i like your diary. bye

from apatheticq :

and she was a lovly girl.

from fret :

Janie was a porn star of the highest degree.

from faery :

you're awesome.

from obscured :

getting fun is drunk..

from absentia :

You know, when I first joined this whole diaryland thing, your page was one of the first and sat down and read. The whole thing. I lost track of it for a little while, so you can only imagine my surprise when I came back to catch up and found out I'd been linked. So...thank you! And keep writing!

from alkalinetrio :

ive only read two entries and i already know that you are a terribly cool person because you quoted from Bodies Rest And Motion and i'm the only person i know living today who has seen that movie, until now.

from lordspooky :

::sniff:: It is 4:29AM, and I do not want to go to sleep. So while farting around on various ANALYZER thingies, I found your website. Tres bien, mon chien! I would offer to show my appreciation by doing naughty things with you, but your boyfriend might get upset.

from apatheticq :

i'm sad and unhappy about nothing - beck

from snowy :

I kept on wanting to type your diary in the my diary field, but that would just be dumb, so I didn't do it. I stumble across your diary every once in a while, and I always find it enjoyable. So there.

from rhetoric :

how are you so prolific? i mean i barely find a paragraph a week to trip over, and you seem to have a boxfull daily. anyway, i like your writing, and that's pretty much what this is here for, no?

from nevarren :

z0r! I'm here (SB) right now, too! w00t...maybe sometime we can jam together (heh). Anyway, yeah, just randomness here. ~C

from nevarren :

Beautiful, wonderful, spectacular. And you used the handle "H." when signing me friend Alex's analyzer, and I'm not sure if that was *actually* meant to be your name or if it was a song reference...either way, you rule. ~C

from apatheticq :

i enjoy dancing.

from deadpoets :

oh wow. dude you so rock. way to go homie. RADIOHEAD rules. you're so rad. joe

from fishieblue :

your diary is lovely dear. and while i am at a loss of words.... i'll say goodbye.

from ravenglitter :

Beautiful diary. I love the format & entries.

from volcanic :

Ah, see - now you're rubbing it in that I too need my hair doing... Yours sounds gorgeous, by the way, and i hope that you're enjoying it lots...

from milkwood :

hey. i love your layout to a million particles of sleep! take care, and pleasant wet dreamlets. i'll be coming back here more often. Love, Marble Milkwood

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