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Heather, this is mah new diary add it too yo list a favorite diaries if you can please. i miss chatting wif you. ill be around if you eva wan2 talk. l8rs grl. miss ya!

from jascat :

i'm not on this diary anymore i made a new one cuz this jascat sux. its pink-sapfire. contact me there. bye for now.

from jascat :

Thnx grl thO !t's 12 dayz away. W!sh we cud stay !n tOuch betta. I Only have One email nOw and i Hpe u'll uze !t [email protected] miss you Heather. I dnt see me On ya l!st a fav diaries anymo. msged ya at Myspace mah address !z On mah last msg here.

from jascat :

i havnt recieved anything frm you.i dnt ignor ppl so if i had gotten a letter i wud hav replyed.sorry but i hav nt gotten anythin hon. Jasmine Sedberry 110 South Avenue M Apt.#4, Clifton,Texas 76634.

from jascat :

well if at anytime u would like to start being friends again u know how to reach me. bye.

from jascat :

HEY HOW I HAVE MISSED YOU MY EMAILS ARE STILL [email protected] AND [email protected] AFTER I SAW YOU WEREN'T GONNA B HERE ANYMORE I STOPED HERE TOO. I COME IF I HAVE A NOTE OR SOMETHING. I SPEND ALL MY TIME ON MYSPACE. JUS PUT IN MY HOTMAIL EMAIL AND U'LL C ME. IF YOU WOULD EVER LIKE TO START WRITING AGAIN I'D LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU JASMINE SEDBERRY 110 SOUTH AVE M. APT. #4 CLIFTON,TX. 76634 I HOPE WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH AGAIN. I'M GONNA PUT YOUR EMAIL INTO MY ADDRESS BOOKS. I'VE STOPPED MY JOURNAL TOO I FOCUS MORE ON MY BLOG ON MYSAPCE. BYE GURL HOW WE GET TO TALK AGAIN SOMETIME.

from softsapphire :

girl im worried about you. i was sure that i would have heard from you by now. there is so much i want to catch up on. i miss you so much. please come back

from jascat :

where r u?....i really miss talking...

from softsapphire :

hey you...my sincerest apologies for not keeping in touch. things have been crazier than i ever imagined they could ever get...do you still have my email address? please drop me a line. i PROMISE i will email you back. mwas

from realsnoopy :

What's up? You havn't written in a while. Are you OK?

from realsnoopy :

We all have our own troubles to deal with! :)

from realsnoopy :

i'm open

from realsnoopy :

Ok, you have had a week off! Let us know you are ok. *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

[email protected]

from realsnoopy :

email me for pw

from realsnoopy :

I would kill for that grade in that class!!

from realsnoopy :

LOL me too!

from chsturtle :

I'm sorry about the crap you're dealing with too. I hope you're able to figure things out. Thanks for the offer on the invisible car, although I think I might get a few strange looks driving it around ;)

from realsnoopy :

Ok, what dumb thing did I say to make you think that? LOL No, I'm a brown head.

from realsnoopy :

Hey Miss.Moon, how are you feeling these days? *hugs*

from stealstars :

thanks for the comment, it is nice to hear things like that. But I dont know what you are talking about, I think your layout is sexy!:)

from realsnoopy :

Well.... I LOVE IT!!!!!

from barelyspoken :

hey. i just wanted to let you know that that last entry wasn't about andrew, it was about my controlling father. don't worry, you still gave me good advise! i can still use it so thanks.

from rainbowbite :

Hi lil witch! I just always feel the need to say ME LOVES GODDESS!!! whenever I find pagan-types. So there! And that's all :D

from realsnoopy :

I tried her novels too. I wasn't impressed either. Are you feelig better sweetie?? *big hugs*

from barelyspoken :

thanks for the comments and keep them coming! you give me so much encouragement and i hope i do the same for you. i think it'll all be okay someday, the only hard thing is is waiting for that someday to come.

from realsnoopy :

PS- If you want to talk, let me know. That's one of the reasons we have buddy-lists! *love ya*

from realsnoopy :

Are you on them now? If not, take them. It's no big deal hon. Maybe they will help you feel better. I take mine or I feel very sad and everything seems to make me too sensitive. *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

You know sweetie, depression can be a chemical imbalance. You may need to take them for the rest of your life. I will, and that's ok. Don't stress about it. IT"S OK! *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

You can only learn from the past, not live in it! I'm still working on that one myself!

from realsnoopy :

are such a wonderful friend! Thank you for being fair to both of us! *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

Can i have what your having?

from ghostworks :

Translation from japanese: I liked taking the survey. Could have done with more questions. Keep your chin up it's gets better.

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from realsnoopy :

You are sweetie! Just being there and listening are great support! I do appreciate your friendship! I know you don't believe in yourself all that much, but you do have things to say!! :)

from realsnoopy :

I care what you say! Do you think it's odd that she needs to go with him ALL the time? She was a cop for peets sake!

from realsnoopy :

Have fun!!!

from imazook :

Well, the mundane isn't always so bad! :)

from chsturtle :

My response to your note about rude and mean people... I agree!

from chsturtle :

No, I don't question my love, even though it's probably crazy and I should, I am just questioning other things. It's hard to explain. I'm just going through a weird time, but alot of factors were causing me to feel out of sorts. I'm doing better now, so hopefully that will last. Thank you for the note though, I appreciate it :)

from softsapphire :

we share more in common than both of us realized. i don't know how to get through this, but i certainly don't want to lose her. maybe that's my problem. we are engaged to be married on the 14th of June of next year. what is going to happen to us? listen i hope you don't think i'm weird but i would love to communicate through email. [email protected] me an email if you'd like to correspond. you've given me so much to think about...

from realsnoopy :

Cheer up hon... *hugs*

from chsturtle :

I'm glad you liked the link. Thanks for adding my diary to your favorites too :)

from softsapphire :

i hear what you're saying entirely...especially when it turns out that the one you love with all that you are has been lying to you for months... i feel like someone is sitting on my chest and trying to squeeze the life out of me. but really it's just my heart breaking...

from softsapphire :

i took a peak at your diary... you and i share an obsession for Stephen King take a peak at my diary sometime

from anniedontcry :

Thankyou 4 the hugs!!!!! :)

from anniedontcry :

please give me a hug! :) *c diary*

from realsnoopy :

Good luck hon!!

from adam-selene :

hhmmmm....it does sound extreme. but...i agree. it's a scary thought, and it took me awhile to come to that conclusion after reading your entry, but i'm sick of it too. unfortunately, it would start WWIII, and it would only solve the problem for now. even in this free country of ours, our own people act the same way towards people of color, people of differant religious backgrounds, people of differant sexual orientation, even still people of the female gender. i think we're moving in the right direction, but it will be a long time before hate will truly be eradicated. that makes me sad.

from realsnoopy :

Pationate entry. Way to speak your mind!! :)

from realsnoopy :

How's school going sweetie??

from realsnoopy :

ha! My 19 year old's name is Heather!

from realsnoopy :

Moon????? LOL!

from realsnoopy :

You keep trying! You work hard and you'll do great! It gets easier as you adjust. I support you! Stay in school! *hugs*

from chsturtle :

I hear you. It's been hard for me to maintain a stable mood lately. I don't think people attract negativity, I guess, unless they are feeling negative? I don't know, my dad used to have that problem when he had anger issues, but he doesn't as much now. I think sometimes people just have bad days too. I'm sure your aura is a nice color. Also, I forgot to tell you I like your layout. I used to be obsessed with the sds after seeing (what else?) "Seven". Here's an interesting site - http://www.deadlysins.com/index.html You may have heard of it. Ok, take care :)

from realsnoopy :

Don't try so hard. Be yourself and relax! When you write here, your interesting and likeable. So, do like you do here, BE YOURSELF!! *hugs*

from barelyspoken :

hey! it's been a while. no, you're not uninteresting, at least not to me. people do that to me sometimes. makes me want to beat 'em up. don't worry, if they don't think you're interesting, then they aren't worth your sweet time.

from realsnoopy :

Your a big piece of the puzzle sweetie! *hugs*

from fan4 :

I don't remember you. If I knew which entry you were referring to, I would delete it. That happened in the past though. I don't bash diaries anymore.

from realsnoopy :

Who are the girls? I'm having a shitty week also!

from adam-selene :

holy shit!!!! that much for just a template??? i could get rich. hhmmm.... lol

from chsturtle :

Hi, I'm also Wiccan, bisexual and a tree hugger :) Take it easy and try not to let life or people get you down too much.

from fan4 :

Comparing my writing to that of a 12 year old is being offensive. I'm deleting the long note you sent me.

from realsnoopy :

Cool pics!

from realsnoopy :

Hey! I have a wiccan diary. fairylove2 Let me know if you would like to do a guest entry on your "wiccan" feelings. *hugs*

from adam-selene :

if she's draining you so badly, don't second guess yourself...unless you think she can change. it took me a long time to change, but it can happen. some people just can't though. how much does a custom template go for these days?

from morbidvisage :

Of course I don't mind that you added me to your faves. I'm glad somebody finds my crap worth reading!

from endthelies :

The username is friend and the password is sunflower. I'm only locked up so that strangers can't randomly google my yahoo sn and then read my diary, and the people who've tried it don't seem to do much detective work beyond that... just in case you wondered why anyone would bother locking up, then posting the password publicly.

from morbidvisage :

Hi, thanks for joining my Odishon ring! I figured I'd be close to the only person here who knows how awesome that movie is.

from realsnoopy :

She has had it hard. Sometimes we live in self destructive patterns because of it. She is angry and probably testing your feelings for her. She may also push you away and not realize it. I am not trying to be bossy or a know it all, but be careful Jade. Don't let her mess you up or bring you down. I'm sure she would never do it on purpose, but it may happen all the same. Keep being a good friend but take care of YOURSELF! *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

Meet ya at 11:00!

from realsnoopy :

I'm being totally honest with you...you are so adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from realsnoopy :

Hey! Post a pic! I like to see my friends and put a name to a face :)

from adam-selene :

add and add alike, right? ;) i've been reading you somewhat through my wife, so i guess i should just add you and read myself!

from realsnoopy :

You go girl!

from barelyspoken :

i know. i've tried to be someone that i think is better than i am before... okay, many many times. it never works. masks, i think that's what it's called. it was like i was me, but then i wasn't, just that the parts that i wanted to change about me were *BAM* changed, but i'd always go back to being the same me. i'm not even sure who i am anymore, though. frustrating. but i'm glad that you realized that. maybe someday i'll entirely realize it, because at times i do really like my masks.

from barelyspoken :

lol yeah, the whole weed-thing is INSANE! and if my dad knew, he'd kill. but then there's a lot he doesn't know... mwahahaha. and i'm so glad that you actually leave me comments. i always check my notes and when i see one i'm like YESSSSS! makes my day. so thanks. *smile*

from realsnoopy :

Yikes! her Mom left her with the kids? Why?

from realsnoopy :

No Jade :)

from realsnoopy :

So....how are things with the knew chick in your life?? I want to hear all about her!!! *hugs*

from barelyspoken :

i just read your comment. AH! i am so glad i am not the only person who is actually scared of going out in the world and living. not that it's a good thing, because, as you and i know, it so is not. but thanks, you've made me feel so un-alone.

from forty-plus :

Thanks for adding me to your favs list!

from realsnoopy :

I don't anymore. I used to have it but all I did was sit on it and chat! LOL

from barelyspoken :

you sound so cool... i am so adding you as one of my favorites.

from realsnoopy :

Your last couple of entries made me smile. you sound so happy! I'm glad. Do we get to see a pic of this woman you adore???? *kisses*

from realsnoopy :

like speaks to like, maybe this will work! Good luck!!!!

from realsnoopy :

So, tell me what other wonderful things are going on in your life. How is your Mom?

from realsnoopy :

Yaaaa! How brave of you to be so honest and take so much responsibility! For you to talk to her takes tons of courage and respect! VERY FEW would ever do that! *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

No your not! It is nothing the same! I wouldn't love you to pieces if you were. Your situation is far different! Let it go sweetie! Write an entry and clear your heart and let it go. You are not like her!!

from realsnoopy :

Read my new entry. It will make sence of what i feel.

from realsnoopy :

Where are you? You better not leave us again!!! :(

from realsnoopy :

what have you been up too? Hows school?

from realsnoopy :

Ofcoursei don't hate you! He's a liar. You can'tcontrol what others say and do. Sometimes we end up in shit and don't ask to be there. You are far too hard on yourself. I see it in your writing. You are a caring person and you FEAL loving emotions. Don't make the misteak I did and crawl into yourself and hate who you are because someone screwed with you. We all make misteaks and I don't see you as the type to go out of your way to hurt people!

from realsnoopy :

whats up sweetie?

from avrilkiksass :

Yeah, when I found your diary I was like, wow I have to talk to this girl. She has a lot in common with me. lol. awesome. ttys!

from realsnoopy :

It works now. I tried it again after you told me to and it let me in. Congrats about school. It will be a positive experiance for you. How come you quit writing for so long? I couldn't bring myself to take you off my budy list in hopes you would return. I really didn't think you would! :)

from realsnoopy :

Well I love you!!

from realsnoopy :

I need your username and password. I'm so glad your back!

from realsnoopy :

Hey! I missed ya!!!!!!!!!! WRITE!!!

from avrilkiksass :

I'm aboslutlyu obsessed with tea, too. :) I wish I could major in the culture of teaism.

from realsnoopy :

I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from realsnoopy :

where are you sweetie?? I miss ya!

from jascat :

Where are you? I miss you!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Talk to me sometime please. Bye. my new email is: [email protected]

from realsnoopy :

Happy Valentines!!!!!!

from realsnoopy :

kick ass template!!!!!

from fan4 :

Get well soon.

from realsnoopy :

Tell him to send you a phone card and you will call him any time he wishes! MEN!

from realsnoopy :

I love that movie too! It freaked me out! I was raised Catholic!

from realsnoopy :

No, I used to have it. I spent to much time fucking around on it so I took it off! LOL

from realsnoopy :

Don't blame yourself. It is very difficult to talk to someone you don't know on line, not to mention when they are ill. Your a sweetie and I'm sure you didn't mean anything nasty for no reason at all. *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

You are a very deep person. I hear it in your writing. Don't be to hard on yourself. I really do believe that people like that, including myself and even "X" will suffer more from depression. I know it sucks, but on the other hand you are unique and it's a price we have to pay. *hugs*

from realsnoopy :

Oh sweetie! I so know how you feel. When you are depressed it's like a very heavy fog over your whole body. It is heavy and you can almost feel the weight of it. People tell you what to do, but when you are depressed even the little things are to hard. I will advise you to take your medication every day! Make that your first step. I am on two of them. Before you can really give yourself a fighting chance, you need to stabalize your emotions. You know what you need to do. I see it in your writing. You need a little support and some big hugs! I give you both! You can do it sweetie! Set some small goals first. Ones you know you can handle. I'm here for you! *big hugs*

from realsnoopy :

Good point! Everyone doesn't live the same way. That would be so boring anyway. Some people have to run their mouths off to feel "better" about their own lives!

from icyjewel :

I like your new layout! I *heart* the fall.

from realsnoopy :

I love fall. The cool weather and the changing of the leaves. What I don't like is what follows....winter. Winter seems to activate my depression. I become more tired, sad, closed off from the world not to mention it's always dark. As far as what to do with your life... I'm 36 and still don't know. *sigh*

from thekirks :

Love the layout! Fall is my favorite too!

from realsnoopy :

I got you from one of my readers. I have added you as a favorite. If that's not ok, let me know. *grin*

from jascat :

I miss you Heather.

from fan4 :

I thought you liked me for me. It hurts that you don't.

from fan4 :

I see you've already taken me off. Good-bye.

from fan4 :

I'm still going to do blessings and stuff? Do you want to miss out on all that, just because I no longer have a link to your diary?

from fan4 :

Why did you think I was being nasty? I was just replying to your note!

from thekirks :

I want to say thank you for being so supportive of me..in my earlier entry. It means so much!

from thekirks :

eek! sorry about that. I was taking some people off that never updated, and didn't realize I'd erased yours til you said something! It's back on my buddy list!

from missy-17 :

why would you do that??=(

from icyjewel :

*waves hand in air* I still read your diary! I've just been so busy lately I haven't had as much time to leave notes. Soon enough things will calm down. :)Have a great weekend!

from enchancea :

A tea shop sounds wonderful. I love tea too. I have a whole cupboard just full of different teas.

from xkitix :

Yep, it sucks for sure. I really appreciate you giving me your email. And when I said if things could get worse, well they did. I now have strep throat and the anti-biotics for it have given me another infection. Joy!

from jascat :

Heather, I know you must be tired of all my nonsense by now, I apologize. I just miss our small conversations. I feel like I have done something to everyone I lost to make them drift away from you. I understand you have a life other than me. I just have to know if we are still friends or if there is nothing left between us. I have lost more penpals and I just can't take losing anyone else. I'm just trying to see who all I have now and who I don't have. Just let me know okay? Well i'll leave you alone now. Bye. -From the BlueWriter(aka: Jasmine)

from xkitix :

Oh my goodness, could things get much worse? My only remaining grandfather died last night.

from xkitix :

Merci Beacoup!

from xkitix :

I've decided, you give some pretty good advice. May I add you to my buddy list?

from xkitix :

Just an update, yesterday the doctors couldn't verify a heartbeat and my sister was induced around 6:30pm to give birth to a stillborn. Thanks for your prayers.

from xkitix :

Thanks, even though we don't know eachother =)

from fan4 :

My parents drive me crazy. My dad may buy me stuff (which is nice), but he has a tendency to not hear me when I'm talking to him. If I want to vent to him, he'll give out advice (which I'm not looking for at the time). I love hugs, and my mom has a huggable body. (It's easier for me to hug her than it is for me to hug my dad.) I want longer hugs than her though. She also complains about everything I say and do.

from missy-17 :

thanx for at least looking at my diary!!!

from fan4 :

I'm happy you like reading my diary. :D

from missy-17 :

hey, loved ya diary, i hope you like mine if you take your time to look at it!!!!

from icyjewel :

YAY! Nice to see you back. :)

from missy-17 :

you a sensitive bitch how bout me a sensitive bitch!! hehe:)

from xsilvamoonx :

sure you can read! username- youandi password- collide. schnoogles!

from thekirks :

hi hon..send me your email if you'd like my username/password. Thanks!

from fan4 :

Thanks for adding my diary to your favorites list. Is "White Oleander" a good book? I've seen the movie, and I've heard it's different from the book. (Isn't that true for all movies based off of books though?)

from icyjewel :

Of course you can add me to your favorites. :)

from icyjewel :

Thanks for the lovely comment you left me about my diary. That made me smile big!

from thekirks :

I guess I am kinda slooooow! hehe It seemed so easy for everyone else and I thought it was because they had paid accts and did it differently. Thanks for the advice!

from thehour :

i only have one so far. i'd like to get one more at least but i have the same problem. very expensive. one day though...

from thehour :

hey there! thanks for adding me! i haven't had a chance to read your diary, but i'll be back... sybil is a great book and let me know what you think of white oleander. never read it, but was interesed in the previews when they were out for the movie. i noticed you had get more tattoos on your 43 things list (<--what's up with that weird number anyway?).. how many do you have?

from orgami :

hey person being a computer nerd is okay getting out and about is good too and staying in school and learning about what you want to be gets you in touch with people who may be in another feild altogether and give you the contact and awareness of something you may fall in love with WORD OF ADVICE stay in school because there you meet people who are interesting despite the boredom of actually going to school seriously though if you have a drive to become something that is different from school and you have the means to practise it then consider it but an education allows you the income and contact and stablility to persue many more things then being poor like I am and being able to for an hour search like a feind for people who do not know a thing about me to let me leave notes to them I am intelligent and am an artist and well read though Got my grade twelve and some work experience but school beyond high school is a good thing a GOOD THING be cool stay in school...:)

from thekirks :

Thank you so much for your note:) I was looking for new diaries to read last nite and stumbled upon yours. So glad I did. Thank you for sharing your story with me and I'm so sorry for your loss:( People just don't understand unless it happens to them. I look forward to reading more of your journal and talking more!

from jascat :

Hey girl? did you get my latest email? When you get the chance to write me, no hurry though. Or just email me. I just finished making a new entry. Check out when you have time, k? I guess I'll stop bugging you now. Love you. Bye

from jascat :

Hey girl. I just read your entry after making a new one for myself. Check it out if you like. Blueberries are the best. I like them in cake, muffins, and doughnuts, but I can't eat them alone. I also like them in waffles, lol. I never get messages from people reading my diary. They are all from you...sad, huh?

from gav1979 :

well i was deffo intoxicated sorry if i was a bit much to bear well like i say i am as nutty as they come hmm wots thats saying ah ! nutty as a fruit cake.lol

from orgami :

recovery and bi-polar are your meds making you feel stable Mine are I'm old by the way and am bored and writing people along the alphabet from diaryland I am listening to Siouxsie Siouxs version of ALL TOMMORROW PARTIES its quite a sad tune actually Why does the girl sit and cry anyway in that song Nico would know I'm certian I like your username that is why i am leaving a note OCtober Moon I lived in the country on this art place and the moon was so beautiful rising up over the river valley and the mists would start to creep across the feel at dusk absolutely stunning.... anyway gotta go Orgami

from blakkrayn :

Sounds like you've got your hands full, but thats an awesome GPA! Keep up the good work! :) Yeah, I havent seen or heard from Tracy either-- where is she hiding at? lol...

from foreverfairy :

I'm here Jade!!! I sent you an e-mail 'splaining (lol) just where in the hell I've been. (Am now beggin' for forgiveness!!!) OMG, I've missed so much of what's happening with you...A's, HTML class, movies...I'm completely lost! :( So, I'll be doin' some reading for a good while! :) I have so missed ya and reading your updates (Sarah n Heathers too!) Love ya & miss ya, Tracy xox

from blakkrayn :

Hey Jade... Ive actually been meaning to come by and check your diary out for awhile since I had seen ya talked to Tracy. :) I like what Ive read and will definetly be back for more. xo

from tailormade :

sorry that i havn't been reading your diary, i have been grounded! yerp 19 and grounded! lol but yeah... i hope you bust his sick ass! lol... i love doing that too! hahaha... love you! ~Ashley~

from foreverfairy :

THANK YOU so much for the comment you left for me...you really know how to bring a smile to a friend's face! :) I wish we lived closer to each other so we could run around n stuff...we would have a ball! Hey...I'm glad to be back adding entries...I missed it so much...I mean, where else can I vent like I do on here? LOL ;) I've got a lot of reading to catch up on...still have a few entries of yours I have to cover. I'll be e-mailin' ya soon! Luv ya & really missed ya!! Tracy

from foreverfairy :

Hi Jade! Cool...got the pc desk all set up! YEAH! When will the new pc get there? Or did it? That's so cool that you will have your own and not have to use anyone elses. :) These other girls, Laura & Kay...do they live with you? I'm trying to get caught up with who everyone is, but wasn't sure the relationship to you and if they lived with you or elsewhere. Mmmmm...TEA! As I sit here, I have had probably about 8 cups of hot tea. I drink it like others drink water...I always have. I like Chai tea too, but regular Lipton hot tea with cream & sugar is me. LOL I saw where you IM'ed me earlier...right after I said "Hi Jade", I had to reboot this POS puter. LOL Sorry, i wanted to chit chat with ya too. I need a new pc but right now, this is about what I can afford and it's slow and the dial-up i have to use is slower...so I'm screwed basically. LOL I get too many things going at once and it freezes or shuts down. Dammit. Anyhoo, we'll get to chat soon I hope. We can always e-mail too. And hey, if ya ever just need to vent or want to talk about stuff, e-mail me..I'm an e-mail whore! LOL BIG {{{HUGS}}}, Tracy

from tailormade :

hey, i was just looking through all the diarys and i saw yours... I LOVE TEA TOO! lol... i hope that you get lots of sleep! i couldn't work 12 hr days back-to-back either! lol... love u! ~Ashley~

from foreverfairy :

Damn Jade...I didn't know you were SuperWoman?!!!! You Go Girl...you're doin' it all...at once! :) See, you are stronger than you thought you were. Good for you! Just think, you'll have all of your new stuff to play with! I love it. :) I gotta get me one of those iPods..everyone else has one..dammit! lol Here's hoping you have a great (but very busy) day! :) {{{HUGS}}}, Trac'...

from foreverfairy :

Hi Sweetie, Wow, the fight with your mom didn't sound good. :( Please don't take this as preaching or trying to pry into business that's not mine..K? In the past, I had said a lot of things to my mom that I wish to God I could take back...but we all know that we can't take back what we say. My mom died when I was 18...so I can't say "anything" to her now. Not even "I love you Mom." Well, I say it, but I can't hug her when I say it. My point is, you get one mom (most of us), and if she is your lifeline and your rock...tell her so. :) Mom's know about PMS and lashing out and they understand. But I think they like it when the "I'm Sorry's" are said and the hugs come. :) PMS can be REALLY, really bad...I use to go through it monthly and 3 days of my life were spent in my room, alone, where I cried, screamed, hated myself and everyone around. PMS SUCKS big ones. I hope you can find a way to get yourself thru it....I know you must be hurting. (By the way, you admitting that you caused the fight...that was SO GOOD!!!! To admit can be hard...but you did it!) You sound like such a sweet and caring person...your mom is very lucky to have a daughter like you! :) {{{HUGS}}}, Tracy....

from foreverfairy :

Hi Hun, I'm sorry that you are having such a hard time getting thru to Laura. :( You're right, 2 depressed people around each other can be so hard...even make ya more depressed. (Not Good), BUT, you are going to think positive, and that's a GOOD THING! :) I've found that thinking positive workds much better than being negative as negative is depressing in itself. You are such a sweetie, and it's obvious you have feelings and are caring...sometimes others overlook that. I sure hope you are having a better day...and that the sun is shining again. Spring will be here soon and life will all be renewed and pretty. :) I can't wait for it either...I SO want to be outside walking and taking a breath of fresh Spring air. :) Hope to hear from ya soon. Big {{{HUGS}}}, Trac'....Forever Fairy

from foreverfairy :

Hi Hun, I know, it really is so sad about Laci & Conner. :( But ya know what? They are in the most wonderful place souls can be...and Scott was left here to suffer..and once he's gone, he'll suffer forever...and ever for what he did. There's a lot of sick-ass people in this world...and they will all suffer for the wrongs that they have done. I'm just happy that we are a couple of the good ones!! :) Cheer up Sweetie.... Tracy

from foreverfairy :

Hey Sweetie...wish I could help. :( Sending big {{{HUGS}}} your way!!!! FF aka Tracy

from jascat :

Its me again. I notice i'm on your notes a lot. I'm so glad you are doing better. I'm still here whenever you need me. Talk to you later. BFFE. Love Jasmine aka Betty Boop

from jascat :

Hey girl. I wish so bad I could be there for you to help with all you are going through. You are there for me and I hate when I am not there for you. If it was easier for me to get online then it would be easier to be there for you. I know that I shouldn't make excuses. I'm such a terrible best friend. I'm still here when you want to talk, okay? Love you lots.

from foreverfairy :

October-Moon...what a cool ass name! I saw it as I was browsing thru the members and thought I'd take a peek-see at your profile...and it's too fucking cool that you are a Fleetwood Mac (Stevie "Goddess of Rock & Roll" Nicks) fan! (Yea, it's obvious she's a witch! Gotta love it! OK, gonna check out your diary..just wanted to say Hey! :)

from jascat :

I changed my templete again. I love it because its got black cats on it. I can't wait to talk with you again. Love ya lots. Bye chica. Best friends and soul sisters always and forever.

from jascat :

Hey Chica. I finally got a new templete for my diary. Check it out and I hope you like it. Well until next time, i'll see ya.

from orgami :

dark ecliptic brief this is four minutes and counting on the hand sweeping away my life write from the library home to words upon words upon words just here from there new world of word and thought beneath tonights sky i am free when i seek out that blazing star that is mine breath in breath out life is precious placid and serene on meditative moments whitecaps are a normal days travel

from gothrock13 :

Mabon, is more than just our thanksgiving..its also the first day of Autumn...its a solar solstice...check any calander...the driuds celebrate the same holidays. hense the confusion. many wiccans do celebrate these holidays on different days then thier actual dates, being prested of of our culture for so long. all of our holidays are on either solar or luner solstices. dident you find it intersting how lammas and this years blue moon was on the same date? Or Beltain? Beltain, Lughnasagh, Oimelc(Imbolic), and Samhian are useally on full moons...its just leap years are screwing us up,with Samhian at least. there's a book. it's called "The Celtic Tradition", by Caiti'n Matthews. Chapter 8, "The Years Turning" should explain everything. the book as a whole focuses on Druidism more than Wicca, but the only real diference between the two is they have more Gods. And we, depending on which kind of Wiccan you are, have one to three. i apoligive if i sounded snoty in that last note, thats just the dates i was raised to. Blessed BE.

from gothrock13 :

ive been practicing for a LONG time...never doubt me. when begining, you really should start learning that sort of suff, and the codes of chirvalary and the sort. i cant tell you how many witches convert without knowing a thing about the religion. their just in it for magick, which, is a course really sad. Shows how much people want stuff without any effort. its really sad. im not saying u are...shit i dont even know u very well, im just saying alot do. Bessed Be, and merry Mabon!

from minstrelite :

Glad you asked! Sure, go ahead and add me. I'll start reading you, too.

from minstrelite :

I like the sentiment in your "Famous and Rich" entry. My sentiment exactly, in fact. How are you doing these days? You left me a note some time ago, and I thought I would check in. Your Wiccan commitment is intriguing.

from gothrock13 :

Mabon starts Sept. 23...also, the first day of Autumn, religusly anyways,(wiccianly speaking)is Lammas(Aug.1) Mabon is the witches thanksgiving.

from gothrock13 :

First of all, Stieve did come out as wiccian in like the 80's. But you're right...you cant write a song like sisters of the moon and Rhiannon, and not be a witch. come on! Look at her solo-album covers, on The Wild Heart, there are three of her, all wearing purple velvet...(yeah i know, totlal stariotype but hay, what can you do? people are stupid) I was reading your "past life" entry, and accually suprised...i mean i thought you'd call it Samhain.(by proper name...not Holloween) Merry and be Blessed, so mote it be! And remember, Lughnasadh(or Lammas, whichever you use)is just around the corner.(Aug.1)

from enchancea :

good luck with everything

from minstrelite :

To answer your question, I have many friends who are Wiccans and/or Pagans. I have great respect for them and they are among the finest people I have ever met, although I personally disagree with them. Thank you for asking.

from hatesecms :

hey, i agree with you about Valentine's Day. It is actaully celebrated because of some massacre that took place in Chicago...it's amazing how people can comercialize holidays. I really doNOT see the point of this idiotic holiday, but it is all idiotic in my opinion.

from hatesecms :

I'm sorry...it sounds like they're really close to you and special to you.

from hatesecms :

hey, i have been reading ur diary for awhile(ok, maybe not awhile) and I was wondering who Holly and Jessica are if you don't ind telling me. They seem like they are really important to you.

from enchancea :

I think the heaven things depends on what kind of a witch you are

from enchancea :

I figure the only place I would ever go is Austrailia. Most of the world hates us Americans and dont welcome us to well in their countries.

from hatesecms :

i just read ur entry and i get how that feels...sometimes I feel like I am meant to die. do u ever feel like that? well, i hope stuff gets better or/and the pain goes away...without death. good luck.

from enchancea :

Thank you for joining the Moon Lover Ring

from prephater03 :

yep...thats a good way to look at opinions...my sisters friends is pregnant..she isnt really that much of a bitch but she eats all our food...hiliary duff...i cant stand her she drives me insane but my sis loves to listen to her all the time...very annooying.

from antihoyhoys :

yeah, that's BEFORE i got to know u...

from redinthehead :

yeah. i'm a crazy person. its hard for me to understand sometimes.

from darcy1331 :

I know what you mean. I would cry at Time of your life too. I also found Graduation by Vitamin C, Concrete Angel by Martina McBride, Traveling Soldier by the Dixie Chicks, and One Tin Soldier (done by alot of ppl) very tear worthy.

from darcy1331 :

yeah, Greenday has a song called Closing Time. I dont know if its the same as that other song, but it could be. I'll probably go check the lyrics now. The Greenday song is really awsome tho. It has the best line I have ever heard in it, "every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end". Well, hope you like it.

from redinthehead :

thanks . but what do you mean "whats up with my entries?"???

from prephater03 :

nice diary, though...who are holly and jessica? maybe i shouldnt ask u dont have to answer.

from prephater03 :

yeh i dont really want to offend you with this note but i thought i might clue you in with a few of my opinoins. ok i dont mind when people add me to there favorites it just doesnt make any sense because they cant read my diary and its locked because i dont want people i know reading about what i write and i have no privacy in my house for a normal diary cuz my dad would most likely read it. and a forein cocept...to who? most of us have reason for having it on here...

from antihoyhoys :

Hey, i was wondering if u wanted my password..i'll email it to u if u do. bye bye -->the ever so witty SEw

from antihoyhoys :

YEs i know, it is always crowded i like to go there and do kah rah tah .. all the people stay away from me tehehe...

from antihoyhoys :

Ok ... WEEE! i like cheese

from antihoyhoys :

OK, i didn't mean to offend you... i will be sure and have a nice day! i love walmart lol. Nice diary

from youkneauxwho :

So, where are you from? I'm from Texas. You should send me and e-mail. [email protected]

from youkneauxwho :

I don't understand it either. I'm not making fun of anyone or anything. I just wanted a lot of people on my profile, so I just started clicking on random ones. i didn't know they were locked. I think that retarded anyway. At least you're nice Thanks

from youkneauxwho :

Thanks for the nice note.

from verde--eyes :

ulie is somebody thats hates me, I dont know who.

from hatesecms :

hey, yeah there kinda is a reason (part of it being a a bit, or possible really paranoid). I don't want anyone being "worried" or any crap like that because I cut and stuff and my friends have diaries on here. i also have some friends on here who have had thier diaries found by councilors at school. Yeah, I really am paranoid but whateevr. BTW ur layout is awsome.

from ulie :

You should go read verde--eyes's notes before she erases them. There's something very funny in them.

from enchancea :

nope never had my septum done just my nostril. I like the piercing (septum) but it doesnt look good on many people and Im one of those people it wouldnt look good on lol

from verde--eyes :

Tatooing is very addictive...No her name is Brittany Williams

from enchancea :

Yes tattooing is very addictive. So is piercing. I have 5 tattoos and believe me I would love more and will get more eventually. I got my first tattoo when I was 16. The most piercings I ever had at one time was about 25. I only have 13 now.

from verde--eyes :

Hey, I dont have access to an email account, but yes brittany and I used to be best friends, for 8 years we had never been in a single fight, until she decided that having a relationship with my exboyfriend(the day after we broke up... after a 13 month relationship)was more important than our friendship. and she tried to lie to me about it twice, and i dont go for that shit.

from enchancea :

i like Holly Rose

from psycho4god :

im 18 but i think that is good enough i dont want to get older. and ya the moon was very beautiful. actually one of my pasttimes is to crawl up on my roof and stare at the stars on clear nights, and the moon was so brite dont need to drive wit headlites at nite

from psycho4god :

ya im sorry wen my mom says wiccans i misinterpretted and thot it was the thing i typed, ya sorry if i offendd u i sometimes get a lil immature n try to b smart about things which im not, so ya i just say hehe as sarcasm n thanx for clarifyin for me. smiles

from psycho4god :

wassup ya checkd out ur things, cuz u checkd mine. ya i hav notin agaianst bein a witch. n i wont burn ya at stake or press ya hehe. ya actually i got in to bein a wicket for a bit. i was curious on white magic stuff. so ya coo stuff. hopefully you use the good magic instead of the bad ones. well coo stuff. it is also fun stuff. psycho o ya n by the way psycho is my alias

from enchancea :

Hope everything gets better for you

from darkpoison :

sorry, been busy, how are things?

from caerydd :

Thank you for joining the ring :)

from darkpoison :

i like your diary, and it seems we have some things in common (pertaining to the bisexual and the wiccan religion). keep writing and nice layout, btw.

from riverview :

I love your template. =)

from enchancea :

I had a black cat named Salem, I wanted to name him Lucifer but everyone got all huffed about that name. He turned out to be really mean so I guess I shouldve named him Lucifer. I feel sorry for your mom. I had my gallbladder out not that long ago. Coming home is the worst part. Anyway take care, I like your diary

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