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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Just left you a long comment and the computer went down. Shit! I can relate sweety. I want to wear sexy flimsy clothes. I want to feel ditzy and confident and good too. I am tired of this tummy. So very tired. At least you are on track, I just finished a loaf of bread nearly. Ughh. Anyway I know you can do it. Look how far you have come. Lets show them! We are in this together, I am with you babe! Take care! xoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

I have all the faith in the world that you can do it. My downfall has been this fucking custard. Vanilla fucking custard. Who invented that stuff anyway.... So Merry Christmas darling. I hope it all goes well. Splurge and tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow my diet begins. And thats that. I have 2 weeks in SA. I am going to diet and be a model by the time I get back to Israel Trevor and Charlie will be drooling. Ya right...hehehe. Anyway take care. Thanks for your amazing comments. I am crazy about you! xoxoxo

from working-it :

Congrats on going back to WW! Yeah, some aspects of the program suck, but you know it works so this is a good thing. Bet you'll see more pounds shedding off soon.

from pirategrrl66 :

hey i just found your diary and wanted to say hi! i agree with you sooo much, it is too expensive to be healthy! i like how you can buy a frozen pizza for $1 but a smoothie costs more than $4...a bundle of grapes cost me $6 but a whole package of little debbie's is like $1.25. anyway, i think you should try the YMCA! i go there and i love it, they have absolutely everything you could want or need. best of luck to you!

from swirl-girl :

WORD!!! I am so sick of all these WLS blathering on about how it's NOT the easy way out and it's still hard work. Whatever. These are the same people that never set foot in a gym, eat crap (albeit smaller portions of it) and still drop 10 lbs a week. I could rant on and on... I will enjoy reading your diary though! Finally, someone who feels the way I do!

from atorridsoul :

Amen! Preach it Sista!!! LOL I'm glad you're getting your shit together.. now tell me how I get mine...

from imabrat2 :

I've been having a horrible time lately too. It's always tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow... I really need to get it together and stick with it. I've done this before and I know I can do it again....except keep it off this time. Good luck to you.

from krugerpak007 :

Oh sweety. I love you to bits. I know it is the most exasperating feeling to lose weight and then put it on. I feel the same way. I look at the wracks of clothes I have hanging in my cupboard, some which even have tags on still that don't fit and I honestly want to throttle myself. And then I do it again and again, this eating crap, bingeing and it is just neverending. Thinking of you sweety. We can do this!xoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

I know its bloody difficult. The story of our damn lives. I have been totally disgusting since I have been away. Nothing fits. And I had a family pizza, ALONE, for dinner. Doing welll I say...Uggh. Anyway tomorrow is a new day. Ok, it's Tuesday but still. I can do it, you can do it, we can do it. We have to bloody well do it. I am sick of this crap! Anyway sweety, glad you updated, I wait patiently to see your name in red on my favorites. Take care and lets do this thing! xoxox Kathy

from imabrat2 :

One more pound down...Congrats to you! You are such an inspiration and your entries always make me smile. :-)

from krugerpak007 :

Well done dear Romy. You are doing so damn well. Thanks for your notes. I am crazy about you!!! Keep up the good work! xxoxoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

No, no, I didn't mean you. I know you. You leave me notes when you can relate. I understand that and respect that. And I have known you for ages. And still love you. xoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

You are absolutely amazing. Take care! xoxo Kathy

from imabrat2 :

Wow, your 50 pound star...that will be so awesome. I know what you mean about the people at WW meetings. I got lucky with my new group and so far haven't come across anybody totally obnoxious.

from krugerpak007 :

Thank you for making me laugh. I came home abit early because of a killer headache, settled down now and can not stop laughing at the thought of a "grossly obese women" masturbating on that doctors bed. You always know how to make me smile!!! Glad the exercise is back on track. Wish I could say the same for me. Have a good weekend and have a good WW class tonight.xoxox Kathy

from imabrat2 :

Thanks for the note. I have a gift card for Applebees too.

from thinartist :

Loose skin sucks but what's the alternative, eh?

from krugerpak007 :

Glad you enjoyed and let loose. Now you can get back on track, and carry on doing the good job that you were. I can relate about the arms. I just do nothing and NOTHING motivates me anymore. Emergency situation let me tell you. And I'm fucking 30! :-( Take care honey. Kathy

from laura-ly :

Push-ups really help w/ the arms. Weight training is definitely important, but I've found using your own body weight as resistance gives really good results. Hope that helps.

from krugerpak007 :

Have an awsome vacation sweety! Enjoy every second! xoxo Kathy

from sarahsundae :

have a great vacation!!

from sarahsundae :

congrats on your loss! that is great!!!

from krugerpak007 :

Thanks for signing my map. Thanks for your comments. Good luck with the weigh-in. Don't they suck? Take care. xoxo Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

You have come so far, you are an amazing person-do you know that? You always make me smile. We can do it. We can get rid of this fuckingflab. We will!! Take care hon, I am holding thumbs. Thansk for putting a smile on my face always.xoxo K

from imabrat2 :

WOW, you're doing great. Good luck at WI tomorrow.

from krugerpak007 :

Isn;t it amazing that at the meetings there are always these crazy women asking the most pathetic questions ever. It wastes everyones time. Well done with the loss. You can do it girl. And I hope one day I will be able to, too.....xoxo Kathy

from imabrat2 :

OMG...I could have written your 7/5 entry myself. That is exactly how I feel too.

from vintagegurl :

Hi Romy. Your entry hit super close to home yesterday. I'm tired of making the same resolutions and then breaking them without thinking twice! I don't know why but I can't seem to get my shit back together!? I printed your entry because it was so articulate and described exactly how I felt. See ya

from atorridsoul :

My WW meetings actually do have clothing exchange days. Everyone brings all the clothes that don't fit them anymore and then they pile them up in a big line by sizes or hang them up by sizes and everyone just goes and picks out things in their new size. Maybe you could mention it to your ww leader, Just a thought.. Keep up the good work and don't kill your scales just yet. LOL

from krugerpak007 :

Scales are assholes!

from vintagegurl :

you're doing great!! woohoo for you. congrats for ignoring scale nonsense

from krugerpak007 :

People ARE assholes!

from krugerpak007 :

I am also so sick of clothes shops. And the summer fashion..God, what is with these bright colors, and these tops that have holes in them all over, and would never even fit over my index finger, let alone my neck, and let alone my tummy. I have had it let me tell you. I want winter again! You are doing so great though..Soon you will not have to do any online shopping...Have a great weekend. Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

You are doing so well. Fuck him. In a few weeks time he will probably be after you body, and then you can tell him where to stick it. Keep it up, you are doing awsomely and it will all pay off. Don't let an idiotic, dumb comment like that upset you. People suck! xoxo Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

Yip, you should be proud, you are amazing! Me on the other hand-I have become the cookie monster....ughhh...:-)xoxox Kathy

from imabrat2 :

You should be proud, you are doing Awesome!

from krugerpak007 :

G-d I can so relate. I am so tired of this scale, tired of summer, tired of clothes, tired of food. Ugh. I wish I could just wake up one day and be gorgeous! We can do it and we are going to.!!! Kathy

from imabrat2 :

Hi. Thanks for adding me. :-)

from krugerpak007 :

Burn the fucking scale!

from rdhdprincess :

Wow, look at you! Inspiring dear, I have to say it. I always sabotage myself too, it's been three good weeks now and I was thinking it was time for a treat. But you're right, time to get rid of the fat suit!

from krugerpak007 :

Go girl!!Wow! Ok, yesterday I started South Beach and I am so determined to be thin once and for all!We can do it girl, oh yes! Thanks for your notes. Take care! Kathy

from vintagegurl :

thanks, man. I've just figured out a system where for every kilo lost (2 lbs) I get a little prezzie. Yeah, let's cure binge-eating with retail therapy! Fine by me! By the way, don't you just rock lately? I mean since always, but lately you've just kicked ass! thumbs up ++

from krugerpak007 :

When they say how stunning you are, say thank you! Because I imagine you just that: stunning! Take care and keep up the good work! Kathy

from imabrat2 :

When I first heard about Curves I was pretty excited about it, but the hours suck. They recently opened one closer to home, so I may still check it out. Everyone I know that goes, really enjoys it and they don't seem to get burnt out as quickly as people who go to regular gyms.

from krugerpak007 :

I love you, I love you, I love you, you can do it!!!!

from krugerpak007 :

Thanks for your note. There is nothing worse then training with crappy music. At my gym they love their trance so I take me MP3 player and do my own thing.Keep up the good work! I wish I would do something about my extra weight, other than complain...Take care! Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

Give me some of your motivation, pleeeeeeeeeeez...

from vintagegurl :

wow you are on a roll!! way to go, you keep losing and losing!

from krugerpak007 :

Burger King to Weight Watchers? Weird stuff!Congradulations again on your loss! Wish I could say the same for me but alas....xoxox Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

Go girl! Have fun with the weights. Its fun to train with someone, my sister-in-law though makes me work my ass off....

from juniperhexum :

you groan because you're the only sane one in the bunch. You ever think about switching nights or times of the meeting? I guess that would be pointless as every one of those meetings has a ridiculous amount of douchebags. Congrats on your continued weightloss. It's inspiring me to keep going at it.

from jadedlife :

That is sooo funny about the weight in at the docs office. You like sigh when its not the 100 one.. gah awful. I just weight in Monday so yeah the nurse as like WOW You have lost 18 pds since the end of Jan. what are you doing hun? LOL

from krugerpak007 :

Well done, I am sooooo jealous! Keep it up sweetie!

from vintagegurl :

congratulations man! that's awesome!!!! thumbs up ++++

from imabrat2 :

WOW....50 pounds lost. Congrats to you!

from rdhdprincess :

Sometimes you just have to take a damn break. Getting started again is a good thing, good for you. I wish I had your determination here! Congrats on the magnet and the 25 pounds, too.

from krugerpak007 :

Well done anyway, even if the magnet is crappy!!! Be proud of yourself, you are doing great!

from sarahsundae :

Thanks for the nice note. It was really sweet and it made my day. I have been in a rotten pissy mood all day. Really. Thanks!

from sarahsundae :

Woohoo! Awesome 25 pounds! Okay so yeah they are a bit cheap, but that is awesome. I have all of mine (the 25, 50, 75, and 100) on my fridge. Don't get anymore after that though. But enjoy it. You deserve it.

from juniperhexum :

Congrats on your 25 point star!!! Thats a hell of an accomplishment. Good job!

from krugerpak007 :

Go girl!

from sarahsundae :

wtg on your 3 pound loss! I would DIE for that.

from pattymelt :

way to go!

from krugerpak007 :

You are adorable! xoxo Kathy

from pattymelt :

you should see the pic of me next to the stanley cup! it looks like a water pitcher. i look like a freaking rolly polly giant@

from sarahsundae :

no shit! I know what you mean! When I was in London in 2002, I had this really terrible one of me at the wax museum, too.

from creepatron :

my boyfriend and i love you. we're both struggling with weight loss (if you can called him losing weight and me not really trying weight loss). keep up the good work. i hate you for being so successful.

from juniperhexum :

can you hook me up with one of those douchebag shirts?

from pattymelt :

i could shop at old navy at a 16. not saying that everything was hunky fucking dory but if you look you can find. good luck!

from sarahsundae :

can I say good luck anyway about your weigh in tonight?

from pattymelt :

i assume you are talking about what i love to call "clown pants" - and yes, i still have some. i make myself throw out anything that is two sizes too big. so all my 18's are gone. not to mention the 20's i was keeping. i am wearing a pair of 14/16's today. they are somewhat droopy but hey, i am comfortable...and it's work.

from rdhdprincess :

Wow, you've been doing great! Good for you! I actually bought a skirt and two shirts at the evil LB today that weren't too bad. I also untied the knots in three of shirts that they had tied back tight on the mannequins in your honor.

from rdhdprincess :

No shit! I'm in big trouble if this is the easy part! Although I did gain weight back when I swore I wouldn't. I think maybe it's hard and harder, not easy and hard. Damn. Thanks for the nice note. Let's home I'm not too fat. There are "guidelines"

from sarahsundae :

ah yes. losing the weight IS the easy part. since then my freaking mental state is fucking nightmare. sorry to say but for me it's true. I thought I would be dancing on air to be thin. **sigh** Have you read the book "passing for thin"? it's good. check it out if you can.

from pattymelt :

http://www.lowcarbluxury.com/thejourney.html. check it out. see it she inspires you at all.

from sarahsundae :

I HATE people who have to talk at every damn meeting or have to comment about ever damn thing. My leader seems to hate that, too, so she always tries to get the person to get to the point. That pisses me off so much. Congrats on your loss though. A pound is a pound, even if you hoped for more.

from vintagegurl :

that happened to me too, I was walikng down a narrow sidewalk along a wall and some guys were coming accross (two men, one woman), and one guy stopped at the end to let me pass and said "no, let's wit till the fat girl passes", and all three burst out laughing. I didn't say anything, and then I went down the subway and started crying. Then an immigrant from Tunisia or something saw me crying in the wagon and he said "ooh don't cry" and he started singing a beautiful song, like one you'd sing to a baby. Then I realized I was in the wrong train. Damn that hurt so much. And it was so humiliating I couldn't even share the pain with anyone, because I'd have had to admit they called me fat, which was true. Still hurts remembering it. Asshole.

from pattymelt :

i love me some subway!!!!!

from incognito01 :

Hey, i know how you feel. I just came off the treadmill and i think I'm a masochist I'm so effin out of shape! Today I ate half a container of ben and jerry's. I want to puke. Good luck with the weight loss. I know I'll need it.

from pattymelt :

drink vodka and diet soda. 66 cal and no carbs! that way you can have a little fun! and the hoochies here? they aren't on the wall but up on hte bar showing all their shit! it's like being in a strip bar! bla!

from juniperhexum :

I never buy pants at Lane Bryant. They never fit right. I bought a pair of chenile socks there once... an idiot decided to use the sticker type of label on them. WHen I took the label off, it yanked all the damn chenile out of the sock!!!!!! When I went to return them, they gave me hell for it. Even the bras are weird. They're tight and they pack you in! That store is only good for clearance sales and some tops.

from pattymelt :

have you tried smuckers sugar free syrup? it's not too bad. there is a place outside reno NV that makes sugar free syrup too. i have their card at home. i'll send you thier net address....

from vintagegurl :

thanks for your note! first of all I'd like to say I just love your journal and I get so excited when I see you've updtated (okay not THAT much but you know), because you're so damn funny and witty! Then I'd also like to say "good luck" for being on WW. I hope it works out for you, it seems to have been perfect for a lot of girls on diaryland (actually almost all the girls who lots a lot of weight were on it). So yeah good luck!

from krugerpak007 :

You are great! :-) Kathy

from laura-ly :

You're hilarious

from pattymelt :

what was this awful place you went? i swear we don't really yell "yee-haw" ever. well, at least here in the city!

from pattymelt :

next time you hear her whinning about being cold - tell her to shut up and eat a donut. as i say - if you are a single digit size? shut the fuck up!

from sarahsundae :

don't feel alone, because you aren't. congrats on your loss. that is awesome.

from sarahsundae :

you fucking rock! I love reading your diary! Boca burgers are so gross. They smell like WHITEOUT! Have you ever tried Morningstar? Those are good. I have never watched dottie from dwlz.com eating a skinny cow and now I don't want to. That is a bit strange...why would someone WANT to watch her eat one anyway?

from rdhdprincess :

You crack me up! Those Boca bugers ARE so nasty! People kept telling me to try them, but I think that they just didn't want to be the only ones eating the shit. I found that pouring on lots of tabasco and ketchup hid the taste so I could at least finish the box. Ok, I'm sorry, that's a lie. I couldn't really finish the box. Awful! You will find better, low-point things the more you do it. I became a lover of lowfat microwave popcorn. When you're hungry you could have the whole bag for few points. Anyways, good luck, you are very inspiring, in a funny way! And why the hell DO they use skinny models and pin back the material? It won't look this way on you because you're fat, but this is how it looked before we just jacked up the size. Bastards.

from pattymelt :

IHOP on a diet? what about an omlette? without all the sour cream and hash browns of course. (which sucks) but alot of places are doing "atkins approved" crap now. you should be able to find soemthing...

from madeinfrance :

Hey Romy, just wanted to let you know how much I enjoy reading your diary. Your hilarious, always make me laugh. I can relate to most of what you say. Keep at it girl, writing and losing weight! :) xoxox

from sarahsundae :

for one? 8 points per poptart? And last night I sat and watched my husband eat two of them bad boys. Holy not worth it points!!

from sarahsundae :

Check out http://www.dwlz.com for points.

from krugerpak007 :

Wishing you the best of luck at WW. I will be rooting for you! Take care! Kathy

from rdhdprincess :

I went to OA once (overeaters anonymous) which is JUST like AA, sponsors and all. I hated it, felt so fake. I lost alot of weight, but then gained it all back when I quit going because the people annoyed me too much. It was only a $2 "donation" per week though. Good luck with WW. I had great success with it when I actually DID what I was supposed to! It works.

from rdhdprincess :

If it makes you feel any better, I bought the damn book, too. I haven't read anything that I didn't already know, but whatever. That is such a good idea that your Curves has that machine facing away from the circuit. I'm going to suggest that to mine. Thanks for the reminder about pickles, too! I LOVE them, and forgot all about how good they were.

from vintagegurl :

I *might* be rude from time to time too if I ever get "there". Get a little "in your dreams, honey" attitude going on with the worst jerks I've encountered. Major fantasy there. oh yesssss ;-)

from vintagegurl :

So sad that this girl got where she wanted but missed the point by turning into the very people she despised when she was fat (and was right too). So sad.

from sarahsundae :

I'm up too sweetie. My life is boring, too. I wanted to be at 150 pounds by Valentine's Day but at this rate, I won't ever get there. BLAH!

from rdhdprincess :

No shit! I hate that! I always take a place in the circuit that isn't right infront or behind anyone. I SWEAR that when I went yesterday I was the ONLY person there for like 1 1/2 circuits and then this woman came and got right infront of me! I did the leg press twice in a row so she would move up a machine and there would be a little sweat drying time. So, are you supposed to close the leg press back up because I always leave it open?? People might be bitching about me! Ha! Happy Holidays dear!

from sarahsundae :

Oh no, it's not just your family. Trust me. You will get through it. Don't worry.

from rdhdprincess :

I so know what you mean. NOTHING is better than losing weight. I just wish that I could remember that more. Good luck with the losing streak. I know that once you get going, nothing will stop you. Take care, cj

from sarahsundae :

I didn't know you lived so close to me. I'm in Connecticut. I know exactly what you mean about driving. People are total dicks!

from rdhdprincess :

Hey, good for you on the no weighing! I think it does help. Don't sweat the Curves weigh-in and measuring. They are really nice, and fast, no big deal, and it will be so motivating to see the numbers going down. Thanks for the info on that bk sandwich, by the way. I was wondering if it was any good. Paris Hilton sucks!

from vintagegurl :

For some reason I can't speak english tonight - sorry! the note made it seem like I wanted the same tat - which I don't, just wanted to reassure you! I is S.M.R.T.

from vintagegurl :

I'm all for getting something really meaningful (as a tatoo), that says something about mself and what I've accomplished... but I can't make up my mind which is a bad sign... I probably shouldn't get one before a few years. A horus eye would be really beautiful! And pretty much unique! We'll get there <3

from rdhdprincess :

Girls are bitches, it's sad. I know how you feel, it is a weakness that everyone can see. I can't wait to take that away from them. Thanks for the info on the honey dijon chicken, it sounded good, but I thought it might just be nasty. Glad I didn't buy it. Have I told you that I love that you don't make excuses? Have a good week, carrie

from vintagegurl :

I really admire you for not weighing yourself. I said I wouldn't, but somehow I find myself stepping on the damn scale every morning and I get mad I I haven't lost 0.1 pound... No willpower in that domain!!

from rdhdprincess :

I'm right there on the No Halloween Candy wagon with you! None this year! Good luck tonight.

from sarahsundae :

sometimes the east coast in a pain in the ass? we have freaking snow on the ground this morning. in october. i'm moving to florida.

from vintagegurl :

Hi! just a quick note to let you know you mispelled my name in your faves section.... I gained a pound :(( I love your diary it motivates me and you're funny :-) but I gained a pound

from elishaww :

I think we're cut from the same mold when it comes to scale issues. I cannot stop myself from weighing several times a day. I weigh when I firt wake up, again after using the restroom and again once I'm dressed for the day. It's interesting to see how it fluctuates and usually I stay on track better if I see the number creeping up (or down for that matter). Anyway, just want to say that I'm really enjoying your entries.

from vintagegurl :

I'm sure you'll have a nice surprise at your weigh-in today! I'm totally disgusted with the article you linked. Some people just lack some intelligence >:(

from krugerpak007 :

That article is absoluetly disgusting, oh my G-d.xoxoxKathy

from rdhdprincess :

That article was so disgusting, there is just no excuse to treat people that way! Arrrghgh!

from sarahsundae :

just wanted to say I LOVE your diary. 09/29/03

from krugerpak007 :

All I can say is well done. A girl after my own heart... Take care! Kathy

from krugerpak007 :

Great that its becoming easier, and great that you are doing so much walking. I wish a bit of that could rub off on me...xoxoKathy

from vintagegurl :

hey! I love your diary! good luck with the weight loss!

from krugerpak007 :

You are doing sooo well! xoxox Kathy

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