messages to onelilwitch:
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from ville :
You're alive :-O
from ville :
Good to see you've reached an epiphany.
from minstrelite :
Hey. I read you all the time, and I think you're the bomb. I'm looking for new readers because I went through a positive change and it pissed off the more miserable of my readers. If you want to read me let me know and I'll give you the password. If not, that's okay.
from minstrelite :
HAHAHA - "when you are an enlightened drug user you can stop being ...(thought must have trailed off....)" - just thought that was hilarious.
from annaisana :
i miss you, and your beautiful words.
from punkedupqt :
i think it was a very good idea to not light the black candle. cant really explain why, but that was my initial reaction. tay...i wanna kno more about ur life!
from punkedupqt :
i think it was a very good idea to not light the black candle. cant really explain why, but that was my initial reaction. tay...i wanna kno more about ur life!
from chuzzlewit :
I like the way you write. I can un-add you if you like.
from punkedupqt :
i would love to learn latin. (or portuguese! hahaha :]) it is so fascinating to me because its "dead". i dont kno what purpose it would serve me...maybe medically, but im not in that so. itd be cool to write diary entries in a (not quite so) secret language... bleh. im feeling terrible. id have more enthusiasm. but its early....havent had coffee...and james has ignored me since friday nite..... :[
from punkedupqt :
it is most wonderful! believe me, :]
from punkedupqt :
i suppose thats true. but i wrote it to you assuming you'd kno what i meant..
from punkedupqt :
so i guess that means u dont kno what i was really saying?
from punkedupqt :
yes muse, as completely understated, id call you that... :]
from punkedupqt :
we, or that is to say, i, am still here. woohoo! look over here! wanna step back a few paces and let me catch up? you run so fast...so light on ur feet, i feel as if ive been trudging behind in this bog for monthes trying to find you...
from punkedupqt :
u are a hole-in-one. something you can aim for, flying by the seat of ur pants, that sometimes one can be lucky enough to get close to, or on the inside of... :]
from annaisana :
I don't know how you've been doing. but i hope you're doing better than the last time we spoke. Now that its summer you are obligated to see me. I miss my dose of tay :) 216-6449 call me soon love
from punkedupqt :
tell me what the most recent entry means! im intriguedededed
from annaisana :
i loved reading that... hope you're doing better <3
from ayesha614 :
hiii tay. haven't heard from you in foreverr <3
from annaisana :
jeez, well i find out tomorrow what's going to happen to me. i wish there was a short version to this but here goes: last thursday one of aprils tires was slashed and my sister and i missed first and second period and we saw her tire flat in the parkin lot already and i was laughin and in third period i was like i'm going to slash her tire but these two bitches that are suppose to be cool with me went and wrote statements saying that i said I DID slash THREE tires. which isnt even the case at all. but they have 3 statements cause they got one of their friends to go with them and write one. and all i have is my word because they havent got a statement from my sister who was with me the whole time. but they were saying it's a felony offense and that i might get expelled and not be able to graduate. so i'm fucking lost. and losing my mind and everything that i had planned out for after high school is like shot to hell cause i'm not going to fucking graduate cause i'm an egotistical whore. that just never learns from opening her mouth.
from imaginative- :
taylor, why are you goingg to corpus? whats going on there? i go to kingsville, like twenty minutes away. whats ur number? i had it but it has been lost in transition between my last four phones. take care, gina
from punkedupqt :
i thinkkkk phillip and i are going to a party in palacios. i think! im not sure. tony is supposed to be coming home from austin with some guy named...fuck i cant remember right now, "s"-somethin...but the guy is rich, and they're throwing a party. why whats up? u wanna go with us? u and gert maybe? (haha did i ever mention that phillip finally thinks u have a bf thats "good enough" for u, i thought that was really sweet hahaha)
from punkedupqt :
(((http://punkedupqt.diaryland.com/050106_57.html))) --->check out what you said, you'll be able to find it. i love it. im so putting it on my profile!
from punkedupqt :
i wish ur phone worked. ive been texting you and stuff. we need to chitchat. come to bc!!! LOVE U
from annaisana :
taylor, i actually have been thinking about you all day. hah, i don't know why maybe cause i miss you as my lab partner and i don't like bio cause anatomy was wayyy better. anyway, thanks for the note and i AM doing proj. grad and all that stuff still, tomorro is our haunted house meeting. so i can't wait. but yeah i still have a lot of time before i blow up and stuff. AND. i just read your last entry and you should def. try to make him take like 5, that'd be hilarious. glad things are starting to get better for you at school though. keep in touch more often love :]
from punkedupqt :
thanks :D i cant wait to show everyone. its being sized right now. ill post pics fo sho
from annaisana :
can't help you with the forgotten/remembered thing, love, because i too suffer from that horrible disease. but the school/friends i'm sure you'll find the perfect balance because it is possible. good luck!
from punkedupqt :
things are much simpler than you think. honestly.
from punkedupqt :
why cant college be about both the education and the new friends/memories youre going to make?
from annaisana :
user:123 pass:456 i miss your entries. and i'm glad i'm not one of the people you hate :] summer's been fun, it really has. but all good things come to an end i guess. good luck to you and gerrit; you have no idea how happy i am for you.
from fan4 :
The Last Unicorn's a fun movie. I don't remember where I last placed the DVD though.
from luvliv :
naw...you nver left me a note at first, but that is o.k. your movie taste is AWESOM btw. the last unicorn is listed as one of your faves. Fern Gully, Thumbelina, and the Little Mermaid werefaves of mine as well growing up. btw...not to sound retarded but are you a guy or girl? sorry...i may dye my hair but the blond roots come though now and then;)
from luvliv :
hi, just stumbled across your diary and liked a few things i read. my diary isnt really "new" it's just been abandoned for the last 4 years. I'll have some new shit up soon thou....just wanted to drop you a note:)
from punkedupqt :
marijuana always made me unsick very fast. ure just not smoking enough :]
from punkedupqt :
jesus freakin christ!! so TODAY how bout u kinda brush me up on everything i just read? u better answer when i call you. ok? ok.
from punkedupqt :
they were my fave gifts out of all of them hands down! :] ((phillips mom's is at the ice cream shop on the last sunday of april. whenever that is. ure invited of course!))
from minstrelite :
Yes, I was the one.
from minstrelite :
Yeah -- you might find yourself more deeply in that space. By the way, the text on your profile is extremely poignant. As a result, I felt led to investigate the intelligence quotients of your various friends. I've been talking to another witch on D-Land lately, a Pagan actually who lives a few miles North of me. Intriguing. I'd like to add you on Yahoo Messenger, if you don't mind. Maybe we can chat.
from minstrelite :
I gotta admit I got a laugh out of the idea that a guy would make a bong and then show it off to everybody at school. I know it must have been hard for you both, though, later -- whatever happened as a result.
from punkedupqt :
yay no more crackhead pills
from rosedewitt :
het taylor...i haven't heard from you in a while... well guess what i found out... I"M PREGNANT!!! what the hell am i gonna do? send a note back. love ya Kara
from punkedupqt :
TAYLOR how dare you! you do too still have a best friend....shit :'(
from punkedupqt :
so yea i read ur entry again. haha its so good it makes u not want to add another one so thats always the first entry you see on ur page. hahaha. :]
from punkedupqt :
username-----broken. password----heart
from punkedupqt :
tay.....oh god i think jack....fucking-a tay...!! godammit... :(
from rosedewitt :
hey omg i haven't heard from you in a while. leave me a note on my diaryland link. well love ya oh and my number is 360)632-3611 and yes i know that it's open to the rest of everyone else but i don't really care. lol love ya.
from punkedupqt :
:D theyd make sense if u asked me what each little section meant. but of course...explanations are hard to come by. ._.
from punkedupqt :
oh and to fix ur links, take out all the %%'s in the links around ur username so it looks something like: **** http://members.diaryland.com/edit/addnote.phtml?user=onelilwitch
from punkedupqt :
god i wish i knew what ur diary entries were about.......
from punkedupqt :
im sry :( thats fucking fucked the fuck up. he shouldnt want to be home. stupid fucking fucker.
from rosedewitt :
hey you. you need to call me i'll eamil you my number.
from midnightrum :
you know the old adage: to make a friend, be a friend
from punkedupqt :
oh taylor. U BE OPTOMISTIC! maybe if she doesnt hire you now, she'll hire you later, cuz if im hearing correctly, the ppl that tried out for this job dont seem like theyll last very long. i wish she would just get over the 18 thing and say "taylor is the shit! lets hire her! oh. and meredith too!" haha. ill be...envious...[ok, id be jealous, what can i say] if you got the job and i didnt too tho. its ok. BIRTHDAYS SUCK, and for the first time mine being early in the school year is actually working out for me...bleh. but yea. so cheer up! i might come over today, it all depends on when phillip gets his lazy ass out of bed. i got that piece of plastic by my time to bend back in...i stabbed it when the stick end of a plunger. dont ask why :] I LOVE YOU!!
from annaisana :
nvm i found out the question i asked you. forgive me, I'm new to diaryland. haha. And what you gave me was nothing less than what I wanted. Thanks for that. Acceptance is all I need.
from annaisana :
one question. how did you do it :]
from punkedupqt :
ah, but i did quote you oh wise one. [maybe not exactly precise, but...yea :P]
from ville :
"but our time has long been gone". wtf is that.
from punkedupqt :
(plz dont ever leave me, i had a dream last nite that both you and phillip did..........)
from midnightrum :
Believe it or not, I've been thinkin lately about seriously taking up teh violin again...just thinking though really. I could make it happen without too much trouble. The way I am, once I learn how to do something I don't forget. I started writing today in 1st period....then I had to stop myself because I felt something coming on. I wanted to start on a clean page, I stopped so I oculd come home now and get a fresh Notebook, a spiral to carry with me always, so next time those feelings hit and you want to tell someone about it, you can write it down so you'll rememeber it later. Because with me, I feel a lot and i know how to put it into words, its just that it seems hard to write it down and make it come out sometimes. But this way, I can actually do something while just sitting around passing the hours. And especially at night. Maybe I'll chronicle it all out and make sense of it. Of course, if it's something that noone ever sees (eventually) then how can it be appreciated? so ask me sometime if you want to see. I've barely just started today though. But I have a feeling a lot is going to come from it. It's something I need to do. To write. By the way, when I wrote that last entry I was feeling a bit of alcohol. enough to where my typing was still pretty good anyways. :) see you in the morning
from imaginative- :
hey what happened to your carrrr????
from punkedupqt :
ah so u DID get the brand new cd for xmas :] (i love you tay)
from imaginative- :
aw i like himmmmmmmmm! i dont really kno him but from what i hear hes pretty K-runk :)
from punkedupqt :
1- did u send that email to jarrett? 2- THAT 90S THING IS SOOOO FUCKING TRUE! i about cried cuz i knew all of that stuff...hehehe. :D <333
from pirate-witch :
oh my love. how i hope you are okay. =[ my ex boyfriend, whom we have been separated for 9 months, i cry every time i see him. i hope you are okay.
from imaginative- :
OMG DIDNT I JUST ASK U ABOUT THIS IN 6TH PERIOD!?!?! did i not just ask you about this in 6th period. rmemeber? when u asked me how long me and grant were goig to last and i was like well how long are you and jarrett going to last? omg...no way tell me its not true..cos if it is its going to be way awkward in histonry...
from punkedupqt :
i found you a replacement. mucho love.
from midnightrum :
whaaaaaaaaaaat the hell are you talkin' about?
from rosedewitt :
hey i just got your note and now you are on my myspace so every thing is cool in my book.lol well talk to you later love ya sis Kara
from midnightrum :
Summer's over. I almost wanna cry! I wish it would snow.
from rosedewitt :
are you mad at me?? * pouty lip* i haven't heard from you in a while and it's starting to make me depressed. get back to me please?
from punkedupqt :
tay ure not selfish. i understand and im real sry. [least u didnt wreck ur new car and thats why you dont have it...having something and then getting it taken away is worse...atleast i think. prolly not. i still feel you.]
from rosedewitt :
Hey Taylor I haven't heard from you in a long time and it's starting to woory me really bad. Please send me a message telling me you are okay. i worry about you . you re my sis. so wats up??
from punkedupqt :
when is midsummer?
from pirate-witch :
new lock user: incase pasword: ihateyou
from pirate-witch :
well.bacicly. yes she is. but thats just for lack of calling it off. it would ruin the balance of everything..... when were together, and were just us two hanign out.. its not fun, we dont have fun, nothings funny. were always fighting, and its always awkward. i hate it. i mean i do hope someday it changes, because we used to ahve so much fun. were so different now and i guesssss i dont know. .. we do still say were ebst friends..... she does lie alot to me though. but who knows?
from pirate-witch :
yeah i know how that is sometimes. i havent seen Lizzi since june 2nd. and i talk to her probably once a week at most online and its more like a "hi whats up. nothing. oh ok." dead conversation..
from punkedupqt :
one day ill be able to explain....but it wasnt all just me. my mom even said i wouldntve been able to..... im so sry tay :'(....idk what to do....
from punkedupqt :
u kno, there are a LOT of reasons why we're best friends....but just knowing whats supposed to be known between us is like...perfection. i actually wanted you to show tara this...just didnt say anything, i just couldnt figure out how to tell you "plz show this to her, plz show her how much it actually bothers me." without feeling like a complete dumbass. but im glad you're taylor and im me and we know these certain things about eachother....][and i dont kno. if i even knew when it all turned around and changed, thatd be a nice start....but i dont even kno that. _mere
from punkedupqt :
my entry. :(
from pirate-witch :
oh my darling taylor. if only i understood what your talking about? sometimes i just dont get it. =[
from pirate-witch :
mmm remember my friend elyse? well her brother keeps finding out about the coke and all this otehr stuff, and im starting to think its cuz other people wh o used to read this back when i update are reading it again, because he told me one of my very close friends told him. and i dont do this stuff with my close friends, so they must be reading it.
from midnightrum :
so like...what's up. haven't really like talked in a while...we should.
from punkedupqt :
new template. YAY =]
from pirate-witch :
oh and maybe ill fake sick and have you come to see me anyways! =]
from pirate-witch :
im so terrified of what my grades will look like, ive been so occupied with staying alive that ive actually become oblivious to the fact that i spend 6 to 7 hours a day at school. it doesnt even occur to me that im there. trust me im sure yours will be better then mine. =]
from midnightrum :
I did. I got home last night and looked at the history bar and someone had looked through like 30 of my entries...some of them I'd rather not have had seen. Yes I was pissed. And yes I deleted everything. does it really matter so much?
from punkedupqt :
what?
from midnightrum :
I finally figured out what I need to do about that stupid girl. Took me long enough to get my thoughts straight, huh? I've just been fuckin tripping. note me or somethin if you wanna know more. *hint hint*
from punkedupqt :
....oh.....
from imaginative- :
so i hear you like riding bikes
from punkedupqt :
sigh...tay. i never wanted to tell you, i only wanted it to be implied when you would talk to me about it and i told you how i felt...but ive gotta say it. you tell me, i tell you, always right? ok. i really really and truly think ur happiness is blank. its real, but its blank. he has nothing to offer you...its all there. every part of him is there and there is nothing left underneath. and i kno you need that part underneath. and i kno you need more than him. but i also kno that you need someone right.now. so this makes it difficult... so difficult. dont u just wish ppl could be atleast enough? bleh...i love you so much tay. dont break, i still need you (whether or not i show it). always♥.
from pirate-witch :
for some reason my computer did not tell me you left me a note. =] i found it though. and it made me feel better. thankyou taylorpoo=]. your amazing.
from midnightrum :
yea I guess so. A year really isn't that long at all. Time just passes away...and away...we'll be grown up soon.
from punkedupqt :
so, u should like my new template too. :D
from nakedwillow :
Yes Taylor i remember you...We didnt talk too much but you seemed like a cool cat...if you wanna we can email and "note" or whatnot....hope youve been well love Me
from ville :
*saves you*
from punkedupqt :
i really like ur new template!!
from midnightrum :
Have you ever accidentally typed www.dairyland.com? lol.
from punkedupqt :
:'( im sry... um...if you told me i would still understand tho...u kno that. :\
from punkedupqt :
i do i do...
from wickedlyxemo :
hey taylor! i kno i haen't been on in awhile but i was catching up on reading & it saddens me to know that you aren't doing very well... i just want you to know that i tried both wellbutrin& lexapro and neither worked for me either.. so you're not alone in that either... *hugs* ~artemis
from rosedewitt :
Hey gurl. I know that my last note wasn't very helpful but i'm here now. I read the whole diary entry. May I be the one who saves you?? :) i felt like crying andstill do but i haven't been able to cry in a long time. please read my diary entry and write me back but read my diary first. then write me a note. i love you hunny and please tell me you're okay and stay away from any drugs or alcohol. i read a note that a gurl left you telling you to get drunk like she was when she wrote you that note. please don't do anyhting stupid and send me your phone number so i can call you. Love Ya Sis Kara
from punkedupqt :
itostory is dead... just fyi :)
from punkedupqt :
aye-yo. im likin the new tempy-late. (ill try and see if i can whip one outta my ass cuz ive been so uncreative lately its been terrible) i changed mine cuz i was just like UGH I NEED A CHANGE. but its boring and i think ill fix it up soon. well i loves u see u in 5th period. toodles :)
from punkedupqt :
you matter to me, tay... ♥
from pirate-witch :
im sorry that you feel this way. id do anything for my friends, and if i were closer to you. i would pick you up out of your body and take you to a better place. Im sorry im not on diaryland as much as i used to, but i kind of feel like this place is a place where i come to, when things arent as right as they should be. wich is i think what we all do. Anyways. I love you always, Milena
from punkedupqt :
[this may not be the best thing to tell you about ur recent entry but... its spelled s-y-m-p-t-o-m...] i love you tay. ill walk with you if you need me. carry you on my back if u want me to even :) ♥
from punkedupqt :
oh....?
from midnightrum :
later
from midnightrum :
I have no use for diaryland. I havent for a long time.
from midnightrum :
You're still my favorite face to see in the hall =) I need to talk to you again. school is just...not the place at all. night*
from midnightrum :
It's been too long since we've really talked. I'm gonna be busy all weekend but...I might have some time away from everything. I'll give you a call and try to explain myself. k? =D
from midnightrum :
oh and by the way, =) so glad I know you
from midnightrum :
just be drunk. like I am now.
from midnightrum :
why I...I dont know, what's this? an honorable mention? hahaha
from midnightrum :
Taylor dear girl up at 3:11, for shame! It's ok I stayed up all night it's like....5 something right now. I went to shipleys and got the first donut of the day along with a big cup of black coffee hehe =D I wonder how long until I just pass out...
from rosedewitt :
what the hell is wrong...ur really starting to freak the fuck out of me!!! please tell me you're okay and what are you sorry for anyway??? you haven't told me shit latley and it's really starting to piss me off. i care for you like a sister and it hurts me to see you so unhappy!! please tell me ur okay... LoveYou Kara
from pirate-witch :
&thisgirlTaylor didntknow how amazing she really was = ] dont doubt yourself your amazing and your loved
from punkedupqt :
fuck anything you say taylor, i will never stop loving you.
from midnightrum :
poignant* babe =D
from iprayforrain :
oh yes once you get this please delete the note with my username and password please...thanks loves
from midnightrum :
you know they delete your diary after like 90 days or so....our sheild was awesome!
from wickedlyxemo :
hey hon, the same thing happened to me on wellbutrin & lexapro so try to be prepared bc maybe meds just won't work for you... xartemisx
from midnightrum :
he yuh..... hahah dude uh..haha! i feel and did a rolly thingy in the ground !!hahahah somkersault????????? i htnk you knioww hen you roll forwards on teh ground over yoyur head! hehe im dreaming about her vallleri hey um.....i wrote you a note last night but i didnt give it yto you last mornign when is aw you and i endde up tearing it u p and throwing it away ..........................what thte hell.
from punkedupqt :
my fave is #5. i finally gave up telling phillip this fact after the 4th argument it caused. i just keep the facts to myself. :)
from midnightrum :
"1. don't trust anyone. ever" hahahahahahah thank you for the mid-morning laugh. =)
from midnightrum :
forgive me for inquiring into something that is none of my business. i suppose if you had wanted to say, you would have said allready lol. o well, I guess its too late to not have asked.
from midnightrum :
Who's that other person you wonder remembers the memories you cherish? honestly, my curiousity was spiked enough to motivate me to take the time and ask a question at 1230am so please be kind enough to answer :)
from midnightrum :
Hey, I punch walls all the time.
from rosedewitt :
Hey Taylor!!! It's Kara. Just Checking in on ya. Love ya Sis Kara
from midnightrum :
You say you think that you're "ugly", but I couldn't even begin to describe just how beautiful you are. Maybe it'll help next time you start to feel that way to know that there are plenty of people who think you are beautiful. I'm just one of many I'm sure.
from punkedupqt :
i wish it were that way... im so messed up tay. :(
from pirate-witch :
i wont i wont! I PROMISE! i love you way too much to desert you! <--and not the good desert either... the kinde that doesnt taste sweet! :)
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from angl-of-fire :
doing so right now.
from punkedupqt :
im so lost tay. what're u talkin about? what template? :\
from midnightrum :
yea um....yea. i totally had no clue what was going on all morning.....sorry :D yea its supposed to be proofreading, but I couldn't really see so there was no point to it really. see :D :D :D :D :D :D happy happy happy face yay! yes I was.
from midnightrum :
aww i love you taylor cherrup likei dtotally feel like hugging yo right now and proogtreading is a bitch so YAY ill hug you at school and wow i cant feel my face anymore..........p shuit
from punkedupqt :
u still have me tay... :(
from midnightrum :
You need to get drunk Taylor seriously. Like, it's just a good feeling. uh huh.
from x-mickie-x :
Hey, I have moved to Xanga but don't worry I will update my Diaryland thingy, but just not as often. Hopefully that storm has moved away...
from midnightrum :
I'm scared too, beautiful.
from midnightrum :
maybe you've allready heard :P
from midnightrum :
:D Ask me tomorrow why I'm smiling.
from midnightrum :
thats always a good plan ;)
from midnightrum :
and this is the part where I pick up the phone to call you and it rings in my hand. but its somebody else... (is this symbolic at all?)
from midnightrum :
well then maybe I will. god you have no life.
from midnightrum :
ahhhhhhhhhhh note tag is fun :D
from midnightrum :
thats ok.
from midnightrum :
lol. would you just fucking log on msn. this would be a lot easier. :P
from midnightrum :
how'd you like the present I gave you? (coughmyprojectcough) (cough*which i got a 92 on *cough) that s not waht your guessing about but i still wanna know. and yes i DO want tyou to guess
from midnightrum :
guess what :D
from punkedupqt :
:(
from punkedupqt :
GO TO THE PARTY! plz tay...
from x-mickie-x :
Hey, I hope you feel better soon. I added you to my msn list if that is ok. Hopefully we can talk soon. - Michaela
from punkedupqt :
damn, that essay kick my essay's ass HARD.
from wickedlyxemo :
yeah i kno how you feel.. xartemisx
from punkedupqt :
oh actually no. its just a thing i think about pretty often.
from wickedlyxemo :
hey... i know how that goes. try not to let it get to you, sweetie. *hugs* if you wanna talk/rant, email me ([email protected]) or AIM (afallenbluerain),myspace, or ask mere for my cell #, etc. k? i'm here, watch out for side effects, don't blow them off... i had some when i was taking meds & i didn''t realize that the meds were making it worse rather than better. sometimes they can seem like they work, then you get worse than you started out. so be careful, <3, xartemisx
from x-mickie-x :
Hey...I get to go to the counsellor on Tuesday. Yay *sarcasm*. Anyways I am really moody and everything and my old German teacher made the appointment and now I am all angry at her. I don't need to go damnit. Hopefully I get outta Maths or something... Michaela
from punkedupqt :
this isnt fair. i just had to go to a frickin councelor. because im so me and im so good at what i do and so my frickin mom doesnt kno shit about the way i am. i feel kind of neglected but im figuring this is all my fault anyway... oh well. im glad u have help. zoloft has a cute commercial. :) ♥
from midnightrum :
Well can you think of anything anymore that isn't pointless?
from pirate-witch :
:) it maynot feel like it but your parents dooo love you... and as do i <3
from midnightrum :
it doesn't feel like summer is over...but I know it has to end so that we can grow older. Why can't we just fly away to Neverland?
from midnightrum :
I'm missing you again. What happened yesterday?
from midnightrum :
I know. =\ I um. I donno.
from punkedupqt :
"and im the first kid to ride a horse on the bench"... YAY HOUSTON! FOR NINE HOURS! we will go crazy. like woah. :) ♥
from punkedupqt :
HAHA. no one's the first kid to ride a horse... :D trusty songlyrics.com. ♥ u.
from punkedupqt :
how did i cheat? and what did i cheat on? just cuz u like it and dont wanna admit staind's music is really that good... ♥ u :D
from punkedupqt :
u should really listen to staind's music more often then. :) the song's called 'reality'. it is truly very good... ♥
from fuckkofff :
hey sup?
from midnightrum :
Sure. But you still need to spell check your notes before you hit *done!* =D
from midnightrum :
I did say that in our last conversation. But it wasnt what we were talking about then. although you are one of the people who said it...if that makes any sense.
from midnightrum :
you and your beautifully dirty little whorrish mouth.
from pirate-witch :
dont be sorry....ever.... <3 the way you are... is perfect... just dont be sad... cuz its sad to me.. MWA
from pirate-witch :
... hunnie im not sure whats going on lately, but your so depressed is what it seems... dont be.... There are SO so soso many people that love you.... even if your parents are fat heads.... <3 I LOVE YOU... and it may not count since im just an online friend...but... <33 There are tons of people who love you too<3 dont forget that
from punkedupqt :
yes... i do believe there was some passion. yes :D! still freaks me out i dont remember saying 'oh god'...
from punkedupqt :
atleast they're trying to help you now.
from witchboywolf :
right on the 831. good job!
from imaginative- :
feel like what? that ur trippin on lsd?hehehe im just kidding! :) --gina
from artemisia436 :
it's really weird how much i read your diary and i think i'm talking to myself. *hugs*
from punkedupqt :
thanks :D... im in love with it. :)
from pirate-witch :
ohhh it sounded like you had a buttload of fun!! Hawthornhights sucks really badly even my mom hurts from it.... Im glad you had fun! <33
from punkedupqt :
im so glad u had a great time. u deserved it. :)
from megansmith :
you dont know me but after reading that last entry and you not writing for a couple days has sort of worried me. please email me if you are ok megansmith
from punkedupqt :
sweetheart... if it makes u tired that means u either dont need them or its too strong of a dose. that and... dont do that again. that is terrifying... or is it? ♥+me*
from artemisia436 :
more *hugs* babe, you need 'em... ~artemis
from artemisia436 :
*hugs* taylor... i know how you feel about father's day. i'm just lying through my teeth at this point. *artemis
from midnightrum :
well I don't know what to say Taylor. I wish I could make everything better for you but it's not up to me to do that. It just takes time. You've got to not give up and lose hope. Hope is the most important thing. Whatever it is you need to let go of to grab onto hope is just something you have to find by living. Don't give up.
from punkedupqt :
well excuse me for worrying about my best friend. gaw im sry.
from artemisia436 :
what happened? i'm a little worried about you. *hugs* artemis
from midnightrum :
well that doesn't sound good...
from pirate-witch :
ooh, im sorry.... cheer up? please? because i love you? and because my diary is going nuts that none of my entries update? yes i love you!
from pirate-witch :
tay, what happeneD??
from artemisia436 :
i know what you mean.. everything feels pretty aimless and confused right now. hopefully things will look up before the summer is over... ~artemis
from punkedupqt :
aw taylor... wanna spend the nite? :(
from midnightrum :
Heyyyy. yea we just got our internet hooked up here about 5 minutes ago so i havent been able to check my emails or anything for more than a week...o well. we have this shitty dial up now. FUCK. it ties up the phone and its so slow...but yea. haha yea...back in Bay City...I miss my brother. I kinda feel like throwing up so Im gonna go sit outside since the view is so nice. im goin to the beach tomorrow so thatll be good...but its with the youth gruop...so ill have to grab my heathen freinds like charles :D I need to get out of this house ;)
from punkedupqt :
u are NOT ugly. dont tell urself that nor let anyone tell you that. i will kill you and anyone else that thinks so. u are beautiful, taylor. inside and out. ♥+me
from witchboywolf :
You alright? What is wrong?
from punkedupqt :
what am i right about?
from punkedupqt :
my poor little starlit beauty... what're they doing to you? :(
from imaginative- :
TAYLOR SPEAKS THE TRUTH! :o) peace out girlscout
from ville :
:(
from punkedupqt :
wowzers. didnt think about that, sry...
from midnightrum :
who forgot you?
from ville :
there was a time when i was the one that made you happy!
from punkedupqt :
yea i like the phrase alot. and ill share details with you later... ok not details. but yea you kno. we've already established this. heh :P
from punkedupqt :
well u woulda known before gina but ur punk ass was out spendin time with ur wittle bitty boyfriend so u had to be 3rd. :P i still love you tho. happy trails! :D
from pirate-witch :
:) cheer up... i can see you hate your father as much as i hate mine.... but we gotta live with them dont we? just avoid him as much as you can...and the day will come when we bot hrun away and meet eatch other half way from ohio and texas and start our own world... without fathers... love you so so much taylor!!-millie
from rosedewitt :
Taylor i had no clue u were in soooooo much pain!!! eamil me asap Love Ya Sis Kara
from punkedupqt :
i loves you... :(
from pirate-witch :
oh god ijust ate like 4 pounds of raspberrys, i have major gas now!
from pirate-witch :
THATS CUUUUZ I LOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!! I WILL MISS YOU WHEN IM IN DC!! BUT IM TAKING 4 ROLLS OF PICTURES AND SO ILL POST THEM HERE SO ITS JUST LIKE YOU CAME WITH ME!! lol.. i loooove youu!!
from punkedupqt :
(-*points out that she is in such a disgusting emo mood*-) ...you kno they'd find a way to steal those powers away.
from midnightrum :
well it was pretty much for whoever wanted to read it. And i knew you'd read it. So yea. pretty much. Ill see you soon its allready May can you believe it Taylor?
from punkedupqt :
i wish i could help you sweetheart. lets run away to "kansas" (codename for california) sounds like a plan! :) i liked the little poem thing at the bottom, it sounds like a song. and i didn't even read the title of ur thing till i was completely done with the entry, so i didn't think you wrote it was so good. :P but i love you taylor. i hope ure doing ok. ill call you later ok? always+♥+mere
from midnightrum :
Hey.
from punkedupqt :
no taylor, dont worry about me. im fine, completely fine. im just a fucked up little emo kid. you kno how it is. we get over it... right? -ps i still have 'and love said no' ill copy it tonite and give it back manana-
from ville :
:)
from ville :
you're not alone.
from punkedupqt :
i wasn't 'disproving' everything. i actually was agreeing with you. ...sheesh..
from punkedupqt :
taylor, there is nothing wrong with you. like i said the other day, there is always a side to somebody that no one's ever seen before, and this is his. i think its really rude and self-absorbed to attempt to guilt trip you. stop blaming urself. ure doing fine. actually ure doing more than fine. he just needs to get over himself it seems like to me. ppl make mistakes sometimes. thats what makes us who we are. i love u girl- mere+
from lb-designs :
hey this is milena (sry im leaving a note on my design site sn, but i was logged on and im too lazy to log out) but, do you mean the song on my profile about little red riding hood? no i didnt write that, its from bowling for soup, (they covered it by someo ther band) and this kid at the talent show sang it and i thought it was great... its called Little red riding hood... I LOVE IT!! lol..love love-millie
from sugar-tooth :
were you stoned in that car? i don't know of anyone laughing so much when they have just excaped death..it's a little weird
from punkedupqt :
oh. and btw- if i EVER hear about u not caring if u die, i will kill you in ur sleep. good day :)
from punkedupqt :
tehehe. that sounds so exciting! for some reason, the freaks that we both are, i woulda laughed too. haha! so ure day of unnatural events holds up to two. first, our backpacks get zip-tied together. then, you almost die. what is this world COMING to?
from pirate-witch :
yeah im still going out jake....but... i dont know.. she just started hanging out with carly..and stopped hanging out with me..and it became a really big thing..then i was like.. FINE.. so i just stopped talking to her.. and then we missed each other..and everything was cool..but she still kept hanging out with carly... so i figured that her friendship with carly was more important then being my friend... i dont get it.... PEACH BAGEL SOUNDS YUMMYY!!! lol... love love **Millie
from pirate-witch :
i actually think that it is impossible for my friends to hang out with more then 1 friend at a time... lizzie just never wants to hang out with me..and after yesterday, i think i need to stop trying.... we had allthese plansto go to the movies right? and so her boyfriend ended up not going, and i asked her if she was still gonna g o... and she said yes... so im at the movies..and the movie stars at 7:30, and then here i am..its about 8:00 and im waiting outside the theater, and lizzie is still not here... and i call her.. and shes at home..and im like.. "what are you doing??" and shes like"oh i thought we werent going anymore"............. that was the meanest thing... and then... she asked her mom if she could still go..and her mom is like "do uwant to go?" and i hear her whipering "i dont really want to go" ... .so you know what... whatever... im scik of trying to spend time with friends who dotn want to be with me... -Millie... I love you taylor
from midnightrum :
Hey it's not always a lie. You can tell the difference can't you?
from punkedupqt :
wish i actually had some kinda life to give u back, cuz i cant even fuckin steal one...
from punkedupqt :
man, that entry... :\ kelsey left me a comment on myspace and said that she thought i might hate her cuz of phillip, i like freaked out and was like 'omg no i dont hate you!' ah fuck. i dont want her thinking that. i dont even hate phillip. why would i hate her? :P
from x-mickie-x :
Hey! I love the new design, it's very cool. I have a floral design, and I want to find a better one than that, but it's cool for the moment. I'm bored....bleh.... Michaela
from punkedupqt :
AW YAY! :D holy shit that makes my day. i thought u werent gonna like it cuz its all plain or something. awwww YAY :) do i kno my tays or what? :D lol. and yes, wittle safety pin... gotta love er. :)
from punkedupqt :
blah blah blah "why dont u ever say it first?" blah blah blah!!! ANYWAYS, i kno ure on. send me a note back if u want to see the template i made you and want me to code it for you. aw hell, here's the link- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v336/beanierene/taylorstemplatecopy.jpg ++ tell me if i did horrible or not so i can code that baby up for you lol. ive been working on it for a while actually, damn a.d.d.....
from punkedupqt :
aw. i love it when i kno what ur all secret-y diary entries are about. it makes me feel speeeecial ^^
from punkedupqt :
oh shit. of course after u add those extra 82, u got urself a good deal. :D oops..
from punkedupqt :
congrats on living 365 days thru ur diary. funny how u have a little over 100... :P i sky-rocketed 400. but i guess thats what i get for writing meaningless shit, which im now in march-ish somewhere of my old entries and i wonder why i didn't call myself crazy, bi-polar, or emo long ago...
from punkedupqt :
hey, it looks like that kandh kid didn't die... -*snaps fingers*- lol. but um OH! i remember why im leaving this. i was looking at ur note about the justin thing u left me a long time ago, and i realize justin told me he read that, not knowing that u have to be a diaryland member to leave notes as he was trying to do. im surprised he's still ur friend and not telling tara to tell you that he never wants to talk to you... no, he keeps telling you that ure keeping it krunk in the club. how very fitting. :P
from midnightrum :
get this....Veronica. it was like 245 am too hahaha. whatever. have fun at the beach. =)
from punkedupqt :
aw yes taylor, of course id be there for u always. telling me ur stuff, drunk or not. and no i wont put the burden on you of me getting drunk again for a long while. could u imagine both of us drunk together? omg. ppl would die. they'd have to write a book. haha. :) i loves you!!
from to-my-heart :
Yes it usually does mean that. http://uninvitedes.diaryland.com ok that was just shameful of me lol
from to-my-heart :
I found your diary surfing around diaryland and found you to be a wonderful writer.
from kandh :
Could you plz read ze kand story ?
from punkedupqt :
o yea. thanks... i dunno. and this is why i have major trust issues. why are ppl so fake? =\
from punkedupqt :
aw yay u remembered ur little dilly-shlanilly! i love it. =)
from punkedupqt :
coby did what when that i was gonna do where? haha. ok. oh yea, and he said that he'll call me whenever he goes to the bowling alley again sometime haha. =) it was cool. =P DUDE, I GOT HIGH FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST NITE, IT WAS SOOOOO EFFIN COOL! but it was kinda scary too, cuz i was on the phone with jason and he was all talking to me then all of the sudden it was like i wasn't in reality before but then i snapped back, and i was like "woah why am i on the phone? who am i talking to?" it was crazy!!! and then alton was going to come and pick us up! =D! i wonder if he was with robert? but then me and gina were all tired and shit so i told gina to tell him to not pick us and he all sounded disappointed and stuff. i feel bad, he's cool! =( but we just went to sleep and wasted my high instead haha. we're prolly gonna get high with stephanie tonite if we go over there. did justin go to ur house last nite? anywho, this note is sooo friggin long haha ok byes =D
from midnightrum :
Hey. I've got a scrimmage tomorrow so I probably won't be home til around....8. But I wanna give you a call. I miss talking to you.
from punkedupqt :
i was hoping u wouldn't catch on to that uh... yea. =D lol! but yea, um. thats funny. poor joel haha. =P
from punkedupqt :
"I learn more things about my best friend everyday." sounds a little familiar, doesn't it? =) and also i think this is why i am ur best friend and some other ppl are not. because sometimes they just dont understand... -*points below*-
from outre-fancy :
Gosh don't be hard on yourself. Different guys look for different features in a girl, so why are you so convinced that you would make a horrible girlfriend? Everyone will make a horrible girlfriend in SOMEONE's eyes, (for example, I bet id make an awful girlfriend for some townie), but yet there are guys out there looking for people just like you. I think the more you outline your flaws, the more depressed you will get about them. Why don't you make an opposite list of the good things about you? Hey I have a ton of flaws also, I'm jealous, I'm selfish, I prioritise myself, I blurt out gossip, I cause unintential hurt, I'm lazy, but yet I KNOW I have good features also. I'm funny, I'm smart, I'm trustworthy, and I'm helpful. The whole you wanting to be alone thing is something that happens, it's a phase people go through to discover their identity or whatever./ I'm not an open person either, I don't have REAL friends. I don't have a bestfriend. The friends I have at the moment aren't 'friends' they are just people there to keep me from getting lonely. Real friends have fun together, share secrets, comfort eachother, see eachother often, but I don't do a single one of those things with my 'friends'. I still have yet to find a true friend./ Lila <3
from outre-fancy :
OOo-er, just saw your pictures, you look very nice in all of them! I notice that you and your friends are all jean people! The brown skirt is pretty ^__^
from outre-fancy :
oosh, that is okay! I haven't been keeping up with diaryland, so I have yet to look back on your latest entries ;[. But I will do when I have a moment to spare =D. Happy (belated) Valentines day! /Lila <3
from ville :
yes, i have.
from pirate-witch :
aww you look so prettyyy i love the skirt!! : P
from photo-frame :
aww you have amazing eyes!
from punkedupqt :
=( i love you tay-or. be happy =(
from ville :
<3
from celtickatt :
I went ahead and removed you from the CKYMusic ring because you never did make a page for your rings. If you ever do that, feel free to rejoin!
from punkedupqt :
we got away with it cuz we're BIG PIMPIN! duh taylor! where the hell have u been! =P
from photo-frame :
we never really used to get snow but now we get it like once every year around this time. but snow in london is like just flakes that cover the ground then turn to ice. last year we got a snow day though, it was great! there was quite a lot of snow but it turned all icey so we just did ice skating in the road. ^_^ i hope it snows but it usually just ices up, stupid ice it makes me fall over on the way to school! lol.
from midnightrum :
Im a bastard now? hahahaha so thats why i don't look anything like my dad.... ;)
from pirate-witch :
what concert would you be interested in going? me and lizzi are going to the greenday/my chemical romance tour ! : ) ill take you along!
from punkedupqt :
NO! ID SHOOT MYSELF IF I BOUGHT THAT!!!
from midnightrum :
well I wore a pink shirt to school on friday. It didn't kill me did it. lol :P
from photo-frame :
wow you and meredith are very pretty! snow <3 i want snow -cries-
from midnightrum :
You see what I have to put up with? That was at CHURCH. jesus. I think im gonna enjoy going more. (oh and the pink was so totally you.)
from photo-frame :
yeah i have much on my mind at the moment and i just want to sleep to try to get away from it, or curl up in a ball. you just have to stand strong and remember there are people here for you if you want to talk, whatever is on your mind ok? xx
from photo-frame :
thanks muchly =] i just locked it because i am paranoid and it just felt right to lock it o.O lol.. -xx
from punkedupqt :
i took it as a YAY deary, dont worry. i still love you and my smiles are very much saved (in a vault in the bank moreover, they are very precious!). i loves you! +m+
from ville :
you left before i could say the name ville is unfrozen and i'm under this name now. :)
from punkedupqt :
well well well. who's rubbing off on who for once? =) lol. anywho, yea im bored. ttyl- +me+
from evori :
sweet
from photo-frame :
yeah i love the techno/cyber part of that song =D
from punkedupqt :
you're welcome. im here any day anytime, and ill listen to anything you have to say. even if you wanna rant on how bitchy tara is or how much you might hate me at that very moment, ill sit there and listen to every single word you have to say. please be happy, its so much kinder on your soul and you absolutely deserve it. punch lance in the face the next time he gives you a bruise, cuz apparently he thinks that he can get away with whatever he is doing. that or i will kick his ass one day for you, or get someone else to do it. just dont put up with it. (i love how i give advice but never take it for myself... eh its ok =P) anywho im going to go lay back down cuz im still achy... =( sicky sicky. anywhos, i love you! very very much!! always, +mere+
from evori :
where'd the hugs go?
from midnightrum :
Fine Taylor. I loved the movie. It was a lot better/different than I thought it'd be. But it's cool. I love how he killed himself. How sweet :) After all, he did say he loved her more than anyone has ever loved anyone. He made her happy.
from photo-frame :
ooh afi lyrics in the layout =D
from photo-frame :
aw thank you! <3 i am fine m'love, i just got bored of dland never working for me so i shipped over to lj aswell to be dayloggish and random. dland will be my like long, depressing entry place =P which never happens when im not at school. hope you are well! xx
from outre-fancy :
I like that song =D. Join the club, I NEVER have anything to do on New Years Eve, because my friend's are boring sods who do happy family stuff. <3/Lila xxx
from pirate-witch :
i care because i feel the same way..and its not a good feeling.. and sometimes u just need someone to lean on.. lizzi loved the cd...she is really obsessed..lol... your very right..guys only lead u to heartbreak..life will go on... thanks..-milena
from pirate-witch :
i bought lizzi the "My chemical romance" cd! u seem very depressed lately... so gloomy.. i feel your pain.. i thought i was happy..then Boom! the simplest word, like No, can break ya..oh well...lets try to live shall we?
from outre-fancy :
Hiya darling! Thank you for all the lovely notes you left me on LJ! They really cheered me up! Hope you're keeping well <3 /Lila xx
from punkedupqt :
i kno what you mean. but for some reason i really truly believe that he is not reading it. and i want to think that im telling the truth. so... yea.
from punkedupqt :
well its not that i wanna do it just cuz he's my boyfriend, but its cuz... i dunno. i dont think its really that good of any idea, plus i doubt he'd read it. he's not that nosey and he hates to read and thinks me dumb for doing it on my free time. so he'd prolly not do it anyway... and if he does he knows where to go, so i mean.. yea. loves- ++mere
from punkedupqt :
yea i realized after i re-read it you might be the only one that understood. how sad is that? only 2 ppl... sad. =\
from punkedupqt :
ok i was wrong. its shooting, a song, silence, and a song. sry i didn't listen thoroughly =D. IM SRY RAR! too many notes... but the cd's SOOO GOOD! its one of my faves. =) im glad i have it.
from punkedupqt :
they're like a really good combination of three days grace, a.f.i., and staind. maybe i shouldn't have told you that. but give them a try, ud have to listen to it. really good. haha ok SRY ill stop leaving you billions of notes now! =D
from punkedupqt :
p.s. i think that u would like this 'cold' cd. (yr of the spider) its really good. they pull an a.f.i. at the end of it too, there's like some shooting at the beginning and then silence for like 10 minutes and then there's a really good song at the end. its really good. haha and the title of the song is "kill the music industry". go figure the shootin eh? =P
from punkedupqt :
oh. well cant help but tell the truth eh? but what in the world did ryan call tara for? thats weird. details later k ima go eat. byes- me+
from outre-fancy :
Woahhh you beat LONDON, the country of cold greyness!!! Merry Christmas darling!! Lots of love, Lila xxx
from punkedupqt :
um, wow? wow what? =P but thanks, i loves you too!!! =D merry christmas!! p.s. GUESS WHAT??? IT FUCKING SNOWED!!!!!!!!!!
from punkedupqt :
thanks =) i thought it was time to change it, that story was bugging me. but thanks too, isnt it great?! the faerie fits so perfectly. =) im happy. justin is still here and it's 5:28. =P
from x-mickie-x :
Heya, thanx for your message and you have a happy Yule as well. I live in Australia so it is Litha here I think. Merry Christmas, Mickie.
from outre-fancy :
parents are a total let down. mind emailing me whats up more specifically? (if you want to, not forcing, I'd just really like to try and make you feel better <3) - Lila xxxxxxxxx
from punkedupqt :
happy winter solstice!! =) im not very good at names. but atleast you get the jist. =D
from celtickatt :
Thank you for joining the CKYMusic ring! You're rings page doesn't work though. Could you check into that? Thanks!
from x-mickie-x :
No probs for adding you. Mickie
from imaginative- :
Oh, I didn't say hi cause I really didn't have time to, and I didn't see you until I was in Mikey's car. Yeah, I got there around 9:30-45 and Mikey, Kyle, Daniel, Taylor, and Carolina were already waiting for me so we could go to Taylor's house. I really didn't want to go to the concert anyway = \ So yea. Well TTYL
from oldvalentine :
No, of course not.
from imaginative- :
Aws Taylor. Just remember that there are people that still love you here!! Much luvs --Gina
from oldvalentine :
Just thought that I'd drop you a note to say how much I love your layout. Oh and WOW other people (person) think that I am a independent believer . . . I feel so special. Hehehehehe.
from outre-fancy :
woahhh new template alert ;]. tres pretty. also thanks for the comment on your profile, just made me realize how much i changed.
from pirate-witch :
i love your new template
from midnightrum :
damn taylor, 2:45 a.m.? you need to rest up for finals!
from oldvalentine :
4:23 pm
from oldvalentine :
Oh ok
from oldvalentine :
What's crazy?
from oldvalentine :
Thanks, you make sure you take care too. lj xox
from pirate-witch :
aww thanks for all the sympathy Taylor..youve been so nice!! Im glad you read stupid shit like mine!!!
from dark-doll :
The last comment you left in Milena's diary, I thought it was hilarious :D! lol (I thought I'd share that too :P)
from xnotperfectx :
thats ok. And I like the bands in your profile,well the ones I know,which is pretty much all except the last column.
from pirate-witch :
haha,hmmmm mayeb the moon CAN talk..u never know.. .but you know what their lying, their just jealous cuz greenday is the best, their are lots of good songs, like Novacain,shes a r ebel,american idiot,jesus of suburbia,holliday, bolevard of broken dreams. and lots of others!!
from pirate-witch :
happy can change everything! yeah it is from that song! = ) i love greenday! thanks! but you know... the moon doesnt answer, because it doesnt know what you want to hear...
from pirate-witch :
hey,hmm i guess your right, just dont go out of ur way to make other people happy... u gotta think about urself first hun, u might be alot happier then
from coolwithak :
Thankyou!
from punkedupqt :
taylor, i will be uber pissed at you if you dont play the other thing that YOU want to play. im dead serious. im not trying to sound mean, but start STICKING UP FOR YOURSELF! if i have to make you cry from yelling at you so much i will do it, as long as it gets thru to your head. stop letting ppl walk all over you and take advantage of your niceness. what has she ever done for you? seriously. she NEVER has gone out of her way to put herself in an uncomfortable position so that you could have what u want. so just take a leaf out of her book and return it back to her for once. even her best friend said to do that! (tara) please taylor... i kno its hard, but you have to start somewhere. ull feel better about it later. and if you dont do it, the whole time u are going to be regretting it. please... just try it this once. if she really is your friend she will get over her pathetic stupidity and selfishness and own up to the fact that she fucking owes for whatever you've done for her and get over it. just do it taylor. anyway ima go so ttyl. love ya babe- mere*
from imaginative- :
Haha yea I guess she is more tolerable. Yeah, next year Joel and Anthony and Sean are going to be gone, but I still have Mikey, Kyle, and Daniel! --Gina
from pirate-witch :
firstly, nice picture..pretty as always..second..dear i had that same problem, i felt the same way as u, the only way i could stop people from pushing me the fuck over and do the things i want to do the way i do and not have to be taken for granted and not be someone no one cares about, was to actually do somethign about it...i was always this tiny little voice in the corner noone payed attention to inelementary but when 7th grade came i said "fuck it" so i made sure when i said something people would listen and give me fucking credit...i made sure noone walked on me... doesnt necesarily mean being a bitch, just... dont let them take over you... = ) you'll get by, hopefully... you and ur cake! -millie
from imaginative- :
I really like your hair in that first picture. You and Tara(to an extent) are so pretty! -Envious- Luvs - Gina
from oldvalentine :
Thanks!!! =) lj
from punkedupqt :
tehe. SO! =D
from oldvalentine :
I'm sorry, I wouldn't have a clue how I came across your diary. I think that I might just have been bored one day and was brousing. ljxox
from nightmareb4 :
yesss it is my favorite movie EVER!!
from outre-fancy :
Eeee! That's ok lol, I had fun doing it! I think I got the notes? bwehehe. Yes sorry (very) about the poem! Though I'm glad it made you laugh because that was pretty much the point :D. (Sorry if the emo kid comment offended you, I just haven't had good experiences with emo teens and personally think bands like AFI are ruining punk. But yeah :P) I'm very happy you liked it! Though it was practically a month late because of the time difference thing :(. When I feel especially creative I will knuckle down and write you a nice poem which I put effort in and not just make it rhyme! Buh bye my love <333 ~Lilaxxx
from pirate-witch :
i hope its red-velvet
from pirate-witch :
I guess ur right.. i HOPE ur right... thanks for caring... and i hope everything goes better for you... dont let anyone take that last piece of the cake..thats the one that will end up mattering the most to you... :) so at least try baking a new cake..
from punkedupqt :
i kno. i freaked out on myself. but no, no crush. i just really love him. very much. as a friend. tu comprende? =P
from oldvalentine :
Hi one lil witch, I just thought that I would drop you a note to tell you that I have really enjoyed reading parts of your diary. Quite an interesting read!!! Very enjoyable. ljxox
from outre-fancy :
Oh ok, I must have misread things :(. heh.
from outre-fancy :
You were talking about perfection. I mostly associate perfection with popularity...
from outre-fancy :
I agree with your entry. All the popular people have the most flaws, they just don't happen to be out in the open and physically for the world to see. If you follow their every move you will see that they alone are created by flaws. Cakes of make up and perfect hair are a good enough disguise for our modern society though. Ignorance plays a big part too. People don't want to KNOW that they are inperfect so they mearly ignore it and in doing so have achieved their goal. Just a summarised idea of what I think.
from outre-fancy :
thank you very much! positive feed back on my poems makes me feel better :D
from pirate-witch :
i think your perfecT!
from pirate-witch :
i dont know what ur doing..buuuuuuuuuuuut.. good luck!
from punkedupqt :
NOOOO URE CALLING HIM!?
from punkedupqt :
aw... that sucks so much. im sry =(. itll turn up somewhere. i hope. ull talk to him one day.. dont worry. =(
from pirate-witch :
haha..juss curious..is that sweat band on u nitemare b4 christmas?? that lizzies favorite movie... i like it too...btw..u dont look young..u look really frikin pretty...and lizzi agrees...and btw..u were pretty dark colored when u were little(not offending..just stating)
from pirate-witch :
ooh....... i dont know how he found out..but he was like pressing the hugs button..and telling me..and i was like SHIT... cuz i didnt even know he had the url.. and most of the things in this diary is about him.... BTW.. i think ur really brav efor telling all this stuff to meredith..like i did to lizzi(on a different subject tho..hers was sluttiness) even tho me n lizzi drink..but only with our parents(cuz were losers..lol)
from punkedupqt :
omfg i didn't kno. i didnt do anything towards him tho, and neither did gina. and last nite he was with a bunch of guys. i didnt kno... im sry.
from punkedupqt :
oh man. i just had this note typed out and i pressed a link. damn. =\. dont be mad at me please tho. im just trying things out and experimenting... and i think part of it is i wanna make myself realize that not everybody that drinks turns out to be the biggest asshole in the universe and destroy their child's life. i dunno. but i remember everything ive done during those periods. and im not becoming anything other than myself... im only doing something ive never done before to try it out to see how it is. i always will be who i am, im just doing something different. its not peer pressure, its just my choice.... please dont be mad at me, im really just trying this out and i kno that this phase will wear off after a while and i wont have to it. and i would never tell aaron that you are too scared to drink, cuz i kno ure not scared (well not in a sense) to do it, i just kno that its your choice whether or not you choose to drink or not. and i agree with that, and i would never tell aaron anything about you like that. i kno what im doing is wrong, but i just choose to do it this way. it will wear off, i promise. and i am never going to not want to hang out with you EVER, even if you are telling me things that i really dont wanna choose to listen to. and no, gina wasn't lying about phillip gray saying he wanted to make out with me, i saw the text message this morning. but he was drunk and like most guys probably horny and being a dumbass, so i wouldn't really understand how he would be the biggest asshole, unless he is talking to someone that you kno? i dont kno. but i told him no. but yea. i swear i will be careful, i kno i will. because i kno that no matter what even if i wont remember the things that im doing then in the morning (which will never happen) i kno that i wouldn't do anything that could ruin my life enough. because they say that the truth comes out when ure drunk, and if thats true, then im going to curl up in a little ball in a dark corner and not let anybody come within 200 ft of me. cuz im a chicken. =\ but yea. please dont worry so much about me, please, because you really dont need to. ok? =\ luv yas- mere*
from outre-fancy :
that dude sounded like he needed a personality transplant...
from pirate-witch :
that i have add? haha..they couldnt care less..one time i cut mself so bad(on accident) and t hey didnt take me to the doctors... my parents are truly fags...
from pirate-witch :
hey..i had to lock my diary because poeople that i did not want to read it found out about it.. the username is: Hard, the password is: love.. thanks!! -milena
from pirate-witch :
AWW thanks..ill try to study hard..but a.d.h.d. is stupid.. or add. ive got both.. :P
from for-you-only :
How can you not like peaches?
from midnightrum :
sorry i mustve missed you tonight. i got back on around 930ish but noone was on so whatever. so am I ever going to know what you were talking about? lol.
from punkedupqt :
"which was pretty boring but anyways. all days come to and end. the end of that one had to do with scary drunk drivers and people getting stuck in a toilet." LMAO!!! toilets... they're dreadful little suckers aren't they?
from for-you-only :
I'm pretty damn peachy too... yeah! go peaches.
from asrael :
You have a link to a rings page but I can't find your rings page. I'm looking for a link to the HIM ring. Kick me in the head if I missed it.
from for-you-only :
Hi, how have you been?
from punkedupqt :
ah. my bestest friendy, how u kno me oh so well. too well too well. =) but yes... i completely give u 100% knowledibility to stand up and scream I WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED IT ALL! whenever u may please. well, not when u may please. cuz we dont go out, and he doesn't like me. so uh... only... yea. =D
from lady-dra :
kerry lost good luck with the sheep facing.
from punkedupqt :
um... ok. dont take the prozac, its for anxiety i think, and it would calm you down so much ud sleep till eternity. and it can have bad effects on the heart. dont tell anyone anything about my entry. when did i lie to you? and i kno i thought he was ugly for the longest time... but u kno im jealous of brittney right? and i mean... i dont kno how it could show cuz im like not pouting or something... but yea... dont tell? and dont be mad at me... =\
from punkedupqt :
yea i kno. and i prolly wouldn't have been mad... sry. did i write that once? because i kno this may be a slight serious situation to you, but DUDE THAT QUOTE FRIGGIN ROCKS. =D hehe. sry... i loves you taylor!!
from outre-fancy :
Happy Birthday! I was going to say Happy Birthday when I sent you my package (=D) but the time difference affects the time we are on the internet! Yes well i cant send it to hotmail because it's wayyy big but i'll send next time we happt to virtually bump into eachother. And yes thanks for the nice George Bush note =] <3
from photo-frame :
Happy belated bday! Sorry to hear you had a bad day! NET HUG MY LOVE -huggle- Yeah, people are unappreciative, and pretty oblivious to what goes on around them. It happens all the time and i fucking hate it. Hope your feeling better <3
from lady-dra :
I feel the same, fake smiles are to hard to keep on my face now, don't waste energy. happy birthday
from punkedupqt :
hey... no... just cuz jayme's a bitch, dont ruin ur own fun. u dont even have to hang out with her if u dont wanna. come on... think about how much fun u could have... just IGNORE her! =(
from pirate-witch :
HAPPY B-DAY!!! (btw this is milena..this is my new sn)
from kandh :
Yo!TAylor Happy Birthday,you are 15 ,right? Happy short or long life to YOU!- KANDH
from outre-fancy :
People who think like that *sterotypes* are just losers. It's called HALLOWEEN. So what if you WERE dressed as the devil? They can fuck off =D.
from punkedupqt :
TAYLOR! WE'RE GOING TO GET CANCER! WHAT'LL WE DO? no seriously tho, was that to me? =D
from imaginative- :
OMG. If that was true I should've had cancer a LONG time ago. =D
from gothsmurf04 :
haha.. sooo meredith is gonna get cancer? lol.. is THAT waht you ment? lol... happy almost birthday.. and happy... football game? lol ours is this friday too!
from punkedupqt :
oh... cuz all you told me was that "jacob has been reading your diary and telling ppl in geometry about it" and so thats how i took it. gosh taylor, why didn't u tell me that before! =P he's talking with miranda barton... gaw... =P o well. tis all be cool.
from punkedupqt :
oh no not THAT conversation haha. no the one we had a few days ago where it was 6 hours long... yea it had some provacative language in there (me reciting 'waste' by staind- "well fuck them and fuck her and fuck him and fuck you... blah blah blah") haha. so yea. no im not in trouble. =)
from lady-dra :
fiath doesn't matter as long as you don't lose hope
from punkedupqt :
well im glad im atleast better than SOMEBODY, and i promise with all my heart that i always and forever will be too. =) i kno... it was a little insane, and its actually kinda haunting me. i mean i dont regret it all too much, but it was a bit of a wreckless thing for me to do... o well. =\ luv yas! -mere* ::ps! plz dont disown me! who would i have to turn to? =D
from outre-fancy :
I was just reading through some past notes on my old diary. I found one where you told me that eventually I'd have to drop my friends. Now that I come to think of it I have dropped them. My real friends now are Kim, Gemma, Daniella, Barbara and Charlotte. Melissa and them lot are mearly my classmates and I have distanced myself from them. Sorry about the randomness of this note. ~Lila
from outre-fancy :
Haha, the people I saw it with loved it as well. I think i was going to puke. I was listening to music throughout.
from punkedupqt :
no im glad u told me. cuz i woulda found out sooner or later anyway, plus i was just about to be nice to him again and try to get like closer to him like i was before. but im glad i kno... thanks. =)
from gothsmurf04 :
i dont really know your sister..but..clubs are fun to join.. may I?
from gothsmurf04 :
Meredith is right..your not mean..and everything she said..somepeople probly think im mean cuz thats how i am too..i tell them what they feel.. why lie?
from outre-fancy :
Thanks for letting me know! <3 My new e-mail is now '[email protected]'. =] ~Lila xox
from midnightrum :
hey I know what you mean about the emptiness inside. it's why i dont stay up very late much. cuz when youre done with everything it comes back. I know um...like you said people try to fill that void with all kinds of stuff. and it works. for awhile. its worth it though to go up and down like that. you just HAVE to live in the moment. why be sad all the time when you can go to parties every so often and hook up with some people and get wasted. what difference does it make how you feel the next day. learn to love the moment. Even in the lowest parts you can feel alive knowing that what youre feeling is real and hold on to that pain and turn it into ecstasy. I still havent figured out how to let go of everything but I'm on my way. alcohol is fun, when youre with fun people. lol...good, blurry memories. um...its been thirty minutes since i stopped typing. ok i dont feel like saying anymore. call me if you wanna talk about it. -Gerrit
from outre-fancy :
I don't think you are mean. It's normal and i dont think anyone can honestly say they have never spoken behind someone's back.
from outre-fancy :
Yayy. Yes me and Kim (and possibly skatergirl) will have great pleasure in making people's mouths open. :) Well Kim will certainly judging on what she wore last time. hehe. Hope you are keeping well <33
from imaginative- :
Childe, 'tis be okay to be mean sometimes. It's not like you are the only one who is so cruel and stuff. Everyone is like that. Believe me.. O yea and it IS fall xD
from punkedupqt :
chicky... ure not getting meaner at all =), no, ure just opening up and realizing that it feels kinda good to express ur opinions. believe me, i do it to gina ALL the time... =P luv yas! -mere*
from gothsmurf04 :
very true..some things are things only YOU should know..but yeah..all my friends are diaryland siccos...
from gothsmurf04 :
i dont know why i deleted them... but for somereason i wanted to..some things i didnt want to be seen by other people....but actually i would change screenames..but i dont want to.. i actually dont liek gothsmurf04.. ive had it since iwas in 6th grade and it bugs me....cuz i was so immature then(not that im mature now) but yeah.. i dont know..too many memories..i can remember the things ive deleted and stuff..you know..?
from gothsmurf04 :
how nice..for some reason i haved like 130..though i feel i should have more.. ive been on diaryland since the middle of my sixth grade year..oh well.. oh yeah ideleted all my entrys from that year..and alot from 7th grade.. i agree... itakethatstuff seriously..and i like doing it because it s fun...freds just a fag..noone pays attention to but kelli, his girlfriend
from outre-fancy :
EE gothsmurf stole my line! I was just about to say it then I read it =P. I'll say it anyway. HAPPY 100TH ENTRY. ~Lila
from gothsmurf04 :
happy one hundreth entry! lol.. i dont know if i answered the Asia note you wrote back.. lol..sorry im loosing my head! if i didnt.. "i am ashamed...asians are not to be treated as slaves (SHUT UP SLAVE BOY GO BACK TO YOUR CORNER!)ehem... yes.. treat them well (sorry she died)
from sportsqueen6 :
Hey! ur entries are awesome! =) -linz p.s. im friends with milena and lizzi too! <3
from punkedupqt :
jeff said that jack tried... but he didn't accomplish it... man that's horrible...
from punkedupqt :
NINETY-NINE ENTRIES TAYLOR! EEP! we shall CELEBRATE!! =) hehe. but no, i wasn't even like sad or anything. its weird. i was listening to my staind cd and it said somethin like "and all ur bridges have burned down, and those uve rebuilt are falling down" and i was like... AH! CREATIVE JUICES! it so weird tho, cuz ive gotten like 4 notes for that poem already and i dont even really like it. it was more like a ranting in poetic form. and i dont see how it could be a song either lmao. =) o well. good luck at uil chicky! i gots to go to my second soccer game now... im determined to score! woot!! =D luv ya bunches!! happy trails always with a sprinkle of faerie dust! -meredith*
from outre-fancy :
Oh man i wish you could attend football games in London. American high schools sound so cool =]x
from gothsmurf04 :
hey hunnie, i read ur entry.. idont think ur stupid for thinking u gave her permission to die... i think that that was why... but at first i thought asia was a girl, then ur dad burried her in the backyard and i thought..wow are they smuggling asians illegally and burrying them there? is she ur dog or kitty or something?
from punkedupqt :
=( im so sry... but she can rest in peace... plz dont take that the wrong way. =(
from punkedupqt :
dont be 100% sure till ur black bracelet breaks... tay i love you k im here for u always. =(
from punkedupqt :
=) and those are the things that just make us wonder y sometimes we say we hate our moms... why cant they be like that all the time? =)
from outre-fancy :
Thanks :) I wrote it in Morocco but now I found an entry to fit it in.
from punkedupqt :
ooooh chicky the WHOLE entry wasn't about you! woah... no.... no no no. just a little bit of it, like i got mad cuz it was rubbing off on me and stuff... but anywho, i kno ure not like that and that's y the whole entry's not about you ^^'. hehe. luv yas! happy trails- mere:)
from outre-fancy :
eek thanks. Yes that is what i am starting to think as well :(
from lady-dra :
glad you have learned something
from gothsmurf04 :
okay..so all is good? good! luv-millie
from gothsmurf04 :
im sorry if i offended u, or if someone u knew died there..its just my opinions u know? and ive got a fucked up way of thinking...i was mostly just mad at my friend fred for saying that america makes the world go round and noone could give a shit if it happened to brazil, and me being from brazil..i had to get pissed... however i cant change the way i reacted towards the bombing, because it was my true reactions, and its my opinions, so if they offend u, dont let them get to you.. -truly sorry, Milena
from punkedupqt :
yea ok someone is a little behind on the times down there in that note... wasn't that like FIFTY years ago? o well. anywho, oooooo yea i just have ALL these guys falling at my heels... that makes a crap load of sense =\. lol. guess what? i love you taylor. be happy! love always and happy trails~* mere:)
from imaginative- :
Taylor, really just shut up. Seriously man, I don't care how you took that entry but just don't say that I really meant to say something when I didn't. I didn't feel it necessary for anyone to read my diary, it's just that ya'll do. Just like everything that you write in your diary you feel necessary for all of us to read? Of all others I thought you would understand, but I guess not. You have no clue what I was/am thinking so don't even act like you do. I'm sry Taylor but that just pisses me off when someone does that. Well I gotta go.
from imaginative- :
Taylor, I just don't see the 'OMG I TALKED TO COOPER! I'M SO HAPPY! I NEED A COOKIE!' in that last entry...It wasn't that expressive anyway : \ cept for the *_* part. Well GTG --Gina
from imaginative- :
Alright! I won't BITCH! I never liked your diary in the first place cause it was all DIARY-ISH! : P Hah. Well neway, ugh, _._ ok. Leave it there then. I haven't read my notes in a long time and I forgot that they were here until I got that great (-.-0) note from you. Lol. TTYL --Gina
from gothsmurf04 :
hey!! yeah it took me forever to find out! but this is how you do it.. theres blue leter that spell sumthin moozic on top of the player on the bottom of my diary entrys... click there..and pick a song..and they give u the HTML and then u paste it on in ur template!! -luv Milena
from imaginative- :
Taylor! Please put a counter where it says -counter- cause it's bugging the hell outta me, or atleast get rid of it x.x Thanks mucho --Gina
from punkedupqt :
tell me it was you that archived my older entries??? PLZ SAVE ME FROM THIS MADNESS!
from punkedupqt :
riiiiight.... renessance (*starry look in her eyes*)... i cant wait! if tara is annoying there, we can always throw a turkey drumstick at her huge forehead...
from punkedupqt :
uhm.... ok? well im sry if i thought ANYONE was going to, cuz apparently no one really cares. and i have no idea what ure talking about gina freaking out, she's doing it with me so... whatever. anywho ttyl- meredith
from outre-fancy :
Lol no, I wouldn't get that idea from a typo o.O.
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks..everything you said is true... but me and lizzi are all patched up... its easy to fix watever was wrong with us..right now im just upset because of john.. u know i thought i actually loved him
from imaginative- :
Oh don't worry, I didn't get in trouble for being on the phone. I just asked my mom to be quiet cause I was talking, and she gets all pissy and stuff. When she talks on the phone there has to be this huge silence, but when other people are on the phone oh she doesn't care. Cause she told me to clean up the little table that is on our couch and I was trying to hear you. I don't know why she couldn't have waited. Thats what I hate about parents. TTYL Heart -- Gina
from midnightrum :
nah i just deleted alot of older entries cuz they were worthless. just like me :) lol i really dont have anything to write. the next thing'll prolly be an update on the tournament or somethin i donno. im not a very deep person right now. dont have a lot to think about. but when was that ever a bad thing?
from gothsmurf04 :
and for the fact i suck at singing..but HEY thats just a minor detail
from imaginative- :
Yeah, I understand Taylor. Lol, that would be weird if Tyler was THAT big....maybe that is why he walks weird! Lol Just Kidding. Oh yeah I forgot the tune/words to the part of the song that I was singing earlier that you thought was some avril =[ song. And I'm trying to listen and see if I can find it...TTYL Heart -- Gina
from gothsmurf04 :
haha.. =P i try!
from lady-dra :
you did nothing I just don't have anything to say
from gothsmurf04 :
aw tay! i know EXACTLY what u mean!! sometimes i have sooo much in my head..i forget to breath
from lady-dra :
don't know what to say.
from fuckkofff :
well i wanted to delete them all and no problem
from cut-ur-wrist :
hello ello ello well im just great!! nah im alrite, and how about you?? sorry for leaving you a random note laters TESSA
from gothsmurf04 :
very true! everyone is happier when ur happy!
from imaginative- :
Honestly Taylor, I feel really bad. Because me liking TJ and then going out with Tony just to make him jealous is really not what I do and I can't believe that i'm doing it. I feel sorry for Tony, and I think i'm going to take Meredith's advice don't try to make him jealous now, but wait till later. Get it? I do. Ugh yeah, sry for not being on! My mom wanted me to clean out the car, and vacuum it, and dust it and then wash it. UGH. Stupid parents. *--Gina
from punkedupqt :
by hookup i didn't mean it the way the way like ppl go and say "you have to ask taylor out!" and all that crap. i mean ill help it along a little bit, but not force him to. ill just kinda... guide him persay. :) dont worry, im not going to do what amy does to ppl... they never work anyway. and as for being over coby, i think i have been quite a while, just dwelling and being stupid about something thats pasted. and i realized he's not for me anyway, and as troy said "his heart lies with rachel" so i mean there's no room in there for me, so now i really dont care. i think nathan and i will be good. :) love ya bunches- mere:)
from punkedupqt :
me! oooh me! oooh me! i goes out with nathan! =D!! hehe. yea i was calling you yesterday cuz i was going to ask tara if she wanted to take me home everyday (to my own house) and that i would give her gas money (unlike some ppl...). so yea. tell her that and that is what's happening! anywho ill ttyl hopefully! i gotta go! luv yas bunches! -meredith:) ps- THANK YOU for giving me this greatness cd. ooooooooh and my ae jeans are getting looser, i think the running up and down stairs and only drinking apple juice for lunch is helping. =D
from imaginative- :
Nuh Nuh Nuh. Not TJ or Nathan. I wish it was TJ though. But guess what. Meredith has some good news too, I think that she would want to tell you on her own but if you really want to know then give another note and ill tell. Well anyway, yeah Tony asked me out! I said I had to think about it and that I would tell him monday. The answer is yes, but I just feel like being evil and making him wait. Anyway, I'll tell you the details over MSN if you ever get on again. Well TTYL *Gina (p.s. I SO WISH THAT IT WAS TJ! I don't want to use tony to get to him, but if I have to then I will. But I don't want to be on bad terms with him. GRR! I need to talk to you!)
from gothsmurf04 :
Happy milena is back alive!! *hugs a thankyou*
from cut-ur-wrist :
hi..
from imaginative- :
I'M NO FRUIT CAKE TAYLOR! Oh and guess who asked me out? Guess! It's between TJ, Tony, and Nathan. GUESS! I WON'T TELL YOU UNTIL YOU GUESS!
from gothsmurf04 :
thanks for the hug...it was very warmly.. =) and thanks for complimenting my song...i didnt even think about it rhyming...i was just writing what i felt.. thanks for it though! <Milena
from cut-ur-wrist :
boom boom chucalaka boom boom
from punkedupqt :
hehe yea it even cracks me up to read it. :) im glad i can bring smileys to ppls faceses. GET OF THE F-EN MSN ALREADY! JERK! TALK TO YOUR BEST FRIEND! -me:)
from gothsmurf04 :
yeah i play the violin... its pretty good... i mean im actually good cuz ive been playign for 5 years but everyone there usually sucks cuz there still on their 2nd year.... =\ but its ok...
from gothsmurf04 :
hey tay..how was first day of school? that sucks that u guys already started..we start a week from today..booo!!
from fuckkofff :
no problem
from fuckkofff :
hey. my school starts the day after labor day. how about u? holla back.
from gothsmurf04 :
ah yes verry true she was grounded for so so very long... yeah lizzi is never grounded...shes always good... im always groudned but my parents just forget andthey dont care that im with her....so if were apart for 3 days its alot..
from gothsmurf04 :
haha yes i guess jack giving jill a blow job is important..im glad u got to hang with meredith..she is ur best friend right? i never need those days..me and lizzi are always together
from punkedupqt :
im sry i haven't told you anything lately... i haven't had the chance to. i would if i could... wish i could call you. =( and what doesn't sound too good isnt too good... but ill get over it, like i did last time. im going to go write you an email now, ttyl. -mere
from nightmareb4 :
hey i know whatcha mean about wanting to take everything that makes someone away your in such a bad mood. ive been in that mood. and trying to push everyone away from you. it really sucks. but once i pushed everyone away so much that they didnt want to come back. so ya gotta be careful about how far you push or resent those people you really care for. and by the way.. you sound so much older that you are in that entry..and dont worry i have no desire to get myself or my non-depressed step sister drunk. *^Liz^*
from gothsmurf04 :
Hey Tay...how are you? dont worry no one ever tells me anything..im always like left behind and it sucks so bad..but after a while..you get to not care..cuz i mean..when are u really gonna need to know that Jill gave jack a blow job? come on....but yeah its just bad cuz u think ur friends actually care...but hey ..what do YOU know? lol... *Milena
from nightmareb4 :
hola, i love your new entry! your life is so much better than mine. i wish i could sneak out and do shit like that and get drunk. granted im only 14 but hey it could happen. and dont worry i got high off an M&M once so im totally worse. and thanks for the note too. *^liz^*
from nightmareb4 :
hey i was reading one of your entries about stereo types and i hate it too. my ex always called me preppy and im not. i dont think im punk, i dont think im preppy, i dont think im anything but me. i dont really fit into any group. i have my preppy popular friends and i have my cool kinda punk friends like milena (gothsmurf04). who are much cooler than the preppy kids. i have my days when i dress preppy and when i dress punk or when i just throw on the first thing i grab out of my drawer. and i can sit with a bunch of different people at lunch cuz i have friends everywhere. i dont like to be classified and put into one specific group and unable to be myself. just wanted to let ya know what i thought about your entry! *liz
from gothsmurf04 :
holla i so hear you i am with you all the way chick..
from chickendee :
o shit haha this is mere- the black one... for some time in the second week of school. i dont kno what day yet... cuz itll be like a "o i think ill wear this tomorro" thing, and i already kno what i wanna wear on wednesday, thursday, and friday, so its all good. have u asked ur madre yet about the spending the nite thing? plz do plz do hurry hurry hurry! and then ur momma can call mine and be like "yea you kno its highschool they cant go alone" and persuade her into it. maybe she wont have to... ah anyway, this note is really really long, get on msn!! ^^ for me? =D luv yas! -me:)
from gothsmurf04 :
i AM on aroll..lol
from gothsmurf04 :
hey its ok..but yeah ive been like addign every day so...haha
from gothsmurf04 :
Hey my dear wiccan friend.. i havent talked to you in soooo long.... :( i hope all is well with you...saddly u havent been updating..but all is well
from punkedupqt :
"wooooot. wooooooot. woooooooooooooot!!" hehe. three big woots right thurr... anywho. the whole pt of this note: i love it when u add happy entries. aaaaand, thats what i was thinking, the whole "he prolly realized how much he cares for me" thing. yup. that's it. =) we go out we go out we go out... (*sings and does the happy dance*)
from gothsmurf04 :
i see
from gothsmurf04 :
hey i gotta ask you...the thing on ur template about demons..is that a song? ps: i hate liars too
from uniquecow :
Thanks, this time i've decided not to give my password to anyone from real life, as it just gets passed on to people i don't like having it. Yeah, it's so strange how people change, and most of the time you hardly see the differences that are taking place until the very end when you look back on everything. - Lila xxx<3
from gothsmurf04 :
haha..yeah i said i loved jesus as in im not goth..lol but anyways..yeah im catholic..but i dont go to church..its jsut my parents dont let me not be catholics cuz their retarded fags.. yeah im kinda wiccan..me and my friends and my actual goth cousin(girl) do wichery sometimes.. cya
from punkedupqt :
hey tay, i kno you wont be able to read this for like friggin ever, but im still gonna leave it for you so when you get back you can read it. im sry that if u wanna confide in me and then i screw up and like dont give you good answers or change the subject. if it was my problem that was going on, that would be the way i would deal with it; i would bury it inside and try to forget about it and change the subject. so i really dont kno how to deal with problems other than that. im sry, you kno you can trust me with anything, i will keep your deepest, darkest secrets, if you ever wanna tell me. 'my soul is a vault with a lock and key, and only you can open it.' good quote huh? i love when i have inspiration... love you always, mere......... ps, i hope you have/had a fun trip, and jae wasn't an unbearable asshole... =\. luv yas.
from gothsmurf04 :
wow two messages from me in a row..lol..but yeah...i jsut have a problem with correcting people..sorry!! lol..but yes..i have that problem too..everyone calls me goth because i dress black but i am not goth..i am a catholic girl and I LOVE JESUS!! lol sorry but thanks for the note..keep writing and about ur last entry it was really sad..hope u dont have any bad thoughts:(
from gothsmurf04 :
hey..i really like ur entries..but ur comment for rapedbylights said "just because u are gothic doesnt mean u worship the devil" actually yes it does... gothic is a religion and its teh religion that worships satan.sorry not tryign to get u mad..just telling facts..
from lady-dra :
by the way chat works now.
from lady-dra :
why is ville mad at you for me saying the twin thing? I am so confused is something happening again because I'm confused??
from punkedupqt :
could u not have written about ur little randezvous at java jazz? =P i really wanna hear about that. ^^ hugs-n-kissies, mere
from kandh :
one more thing,Thanks for adding me as a favorite and I know that some day we will chat again.totoolo~kandh
from kandh :
Jus telling you,I am going to be dormant and not going to be active in diaryland and have you read my story yet?
from fading-smile :
My parents piss me off. I just argue with them a lot of the time, but other times i get along with them really well. I suppose they're just looking out for us..
from rosedewitt :
oh i forgot 2 add ... i can't do email here in va so we have 2 keep in contact by g*book and notes k?So leave me a note asap. Luvz Ya Sis. Rose
from rosedewitt :
Hey Don't parents suck? I hate them when they won't let u do what u want 2 do.I would yell at them but i always get in trouble but then i just leave the house and don't come back for like 2 hours and my parents run 2 me saying how sorry they were for pissing me off.Well of course i never forgive them and i move on. Maybe u should do the same chick.I know life sux but me and u r only teens and we have no say in anything.That's one thing that pisses me off.They don't ask u for anything.Well i have 2 go Luvz Ya Sis Rose
from thecryindead :
The chats are working again.
from al-bal :
hey. long time no see. i just got back from la yesturday. be good.
from thecryindead :
I hope stuff starts looking up for me too.
from lady-dra :
I have a wedding to go to! help! and yes it would be funny to explain such a thing to the people who gave birth to you a what can I say ce la vi
from caspia :
Thanks for joining the saxophone diaryring!
from uniquecow :
Oui, I am finally 14 :D
from leaveme2cry :
Hey Taylor. yeah i like your template too. I am all about Godsmack. My boyfriend and I asaw them in concert not long ago. Hopefully we'll get to see them again soon. They rock. Hi bakc to you! JamieLynn
from rosedewitt :
hey Don't let them have what u used 2 have .Steal it back.U should never feel misreable and as 4 ur sister(me)she won't be happy til ur happy.K??Now cheer up and get back what u had. I luvz Ya sis Rose
from ville :
Your twin? Your twin, well that explains everything now doesn't it? Hyv�sti.
from lady-dra :
is it strange that sometimes nothing makes sense no matter how hard it is to make sense of it because I'm in confused mode and I can't get out of it. P.S. yes this is a cry for help, please my twin help me now. Wanna come over this summer, I bet we could have tons of fun? :D anyhow later...
from pringle-pop :
Yo, Taylor. What are you doing on August 8th? My madre is getting me Evanescence tickets and I would like for you and Meredith to come with me! Sorry this is short but I have to go. Mucho Love *Gina
from thecryindead :
I'm not still mad (wuvs!) and I knew are birthdays are on the same day, celestial31's b-day is on that day too, talk about weiard (yes it has an "a" in it :P) I'm sorry I got mad about what you said that one day, I guess my day was going particularly bad (when isn't it?) but even then that was no excuse to go off on you, I was still pissed at Raven a bit.Oh well it's all behind us, I'm still pissed at those damn servers*growls at the servers*, anywho I sent in a tech support claim and I hope they get that sorted out soon. Your looooord and masteeeer, MINDY!!MWUAHAHAHAHA!!Um, sorry.
from thecryindead :
I know the diaryland chats aren't working for me either!!
from punkedupqt :
yea i kno. i realized that... it just felt like it at the time i wrote that. im actually feeling a bit better. (*sings: 'one side of me is tellin me to move on, while the otherside wants to break down and cry...'*) i was like wow. im agreeing with the other side. :)
from punkedupqt :
taylor i dont kno what ure talking about, but if it's about moody gardens SOMEONE already WAS asked, and couldn't go cuz they were going to be on their OWN TRIP!
from rosedewitt :
hey chicky Isent u an email and thanks for addin' me 2 ur fav diaries. Luvz Ya sis Rose
from punkedupqt :
yea... its a long story about the whole cory thing. i kno it's really stupid and everything, but it just really really bothers me. (only the paragraph about the doing what she was defending was about her, the rest is just about this world). o yea, lady-dra told me to tell you hi. =) h-n-ks, mere
from lady-dra :
people hate others and judge and do mean shit because they are bastards insecure bastards that feel that they can do anything until life bites them in the ass and shows them that they can't so they take it out on others.
from punkedupqt :
ah... i luv it too. AND im proud, i made it all by my lonesome, totally and completely from scratch. ^^ and the quote too, i made it up... ah. i was poetically intuned that day, it was wonderful. =) i shall make u a template if you like? lol, unless of course you are too married to the one u already have. dunno, you decide! hugs-n-kissies, =mere
from kandh :
Just remember the june fifth ur time 11.45 am,spunk
from kandh :
oh it was the got disconnected for good and my sister was keeping a close on watch on me,well the school's opening tommorow,no more chatting for me,only in my 10.10 pm is possible i.e ur time 10.20 om,so see ya by that time. ps chapter 10 has been updated and see if you can read this time,and try ur early morning chatting and try to see if your friends can come.cya kand
from hamletwildie :
Since when were the Riddlin Kids a garage band??? They have a CD....And they play them on idobi just about every four seconds....Sorry. Just passing by.....
from lady-dra :
two fish were in a tank one says to the other "how do you drive this thing?" heh :D
from punkedupqt :
thanks. =) and i really like that song ure singing, didn't kno that u knew it... hehe. that made me feel happy, i dunno y, u knoing those few words. i updated to el chaptero six! =D hehe. ch-ch-check it out! hugs-n-kissies! =meredith ps. OUR BABIES COME OUT TOMORRO!! (i just realized how creepily gross that must sound if anyone else is reading that...)
from rapedbylight :
hey yea i know it was a while ago but the truth is i been so busy lately with exams and the stuff in my head that i have barely had time to write diary entries so yea... woohoo free time! :) i'm glad you liked my last entry, i think a lot of people can relate to that kinda situation. i would rather be dead than "cool" like half the dicks on the planet! the thing is even when i was in that group i still didi my own thing, its just now that i broke away from them, i get to do it all the time and not give a shit what anyone else thinks. anyway... i will bore you to death soon... hahaha... later xXx Sarah xXx P.S. we should chat sometime on MSN or something....
from pringle-pop :
Sorry Taylor. I just locked my diary for some security reasons. I will unlock it in time...As for now. Where is your mom and sister going? -) <--Look at cyclops or would o) be better? Oh yeah good song...Unholy Confessions is one of my fav's on that CD. But for right now my fav is Won't See you Tonight Pt. 1 or Clairvoyant Disease. Well anyways I leave you be. Oh yeah we all have to go see Harry Potter on friday. I'm going to like order my tickets early so I won't have to wait in that line, or something. TTYL Gina*
from dittany :
Good idea! Now we just got to find the names and addresses of every person who has anyhting to do with film!
from rapedbylight :
hey you left me a note a lil while back and i just got some time to write you one back... so um yea... i guess i should congratulate you on managing to read all my entries lmao i would have fallen asleep... and i don't sleep much as you know so that would be a bonus i guess. Well like you said i do love my friends, they are my world without them i would have given up a long time ago. I do play guitar but in my opinion i have heard better lol. You talk about witchcraft which is very cool seeing that i am a pagan... i am so totally into all that :) so yeah i will continue to love HIM :P ROCK ON and PeAcE oUt xXx
from laurelote :
Ahoy! Thanks for joining my (Captain!) Jack Sparrow diaryring, mate!
from kandh :
Hi,just wanted to say ,Happy summer holidays,ur gonna need it!.kandh
from dittany :
Um, interesting question. We could buy all the cats we find. But were'd we get the money?
from al-bal :
hello. How are you? I hope you're alright. it's nice to talk to you. love, al-bal
from uniquecow :
you are one of the best people I have met on the net. Ok thats enough notes for today xD :: Lila x
from uniquecow :
Aww Im flattered ^_^ you are a great person too. I hope the picnic goes well, and hopefully it will help your mood. :: Lila x
from anna-spanna :
I found your diary through Lila and i just wanted to say that it is a really good diary, don't worry about being poetic or whatever, write what you feel xD Anna xx
from al-bal :
Hello sweet! How are you today? Have a good day! alyssa
from uniquecow :
aww, your writing doesn't have to be poetic to be enjoyable, I still find it interesting. Bleh not having a good day, everyone gets those down in the dumps days, I hope you cheer up soon =) :: Lila x<3
from uniquecow :
aww, you need to get your body back to its normal sleeping habits, stay off school, and try and sleep early, I sound like a mum :D
from strippedsour :
Its common. You might need sleeping pills or time away from school. You haven't screwed your body up. Your body screwed you up and made you tired. But it just happens, get into a routine again and slowly, you'll be sleeping better.
from sugar-tooth :
Hey thanks for the birthday shout out, much appreciated and it just lends weight to what i said before about you being a nice person. Also here it is called University, not college and that's not until the end of the year (hopefully). Keep up the happy times! -Sugar
from uniquecow :
I'm sure you will reach the thing that will make you happy as long as you stay motivated ^_^ good luck :: Lila xx
from kandh :
Hi,I updated the story to four chapters and you may wanna see it and may you will like it and recomend this to gina and meredith
from kandh :
HI,i just saw a picture in merediths diary and wanted to ask which one is you and who is meredith and why do you both have that freaky glow in your eyes?
from kandh :
Hi taylor ,I just updated it and u may wanna see it and it explains who the mystery wizard is and you may like it and don't worry about hilary duff,and tell this to meredith and gina too!
from kandh :
well gina visted my writing of harry potter and U may wanna see ti and meredith is most welcome too and call her.
from punkedupqt :
u are SUCH a dork!! lol. hahahahaha nooooooo dont sing the volleyball song.... nooooooo....!! *shakes and quivers at the sound of the song, crawls into a dark corner and looks around, fearfully*... =D
from kandh :
Hi,changed my profile and U may wanna see what I have done just like what meredith did!
from kandh :
Ok,have it ur way then,and it was supposed to be "So Yesterday"song of hilary Duff band,ever heard about it?
from fading-smile :
I love your diary. Your entries are short and meaningful and a part of me relates so strongly to them. Love it.
from kandh :
Hi,I will try ur idea but just listen to this,your diary looks great but u don't have lot of wording in it and it only pictures and rings and no account of dialy acticity and takes a long time to load,kinda my opposite ,please try to correct and sorry if you don't like this.-kand(do you know/like the "so yesterday"song of hangout?)
from kandh :
Hi, I saw what u recomended and don't take this the wrong way or anything or think I am complaining its silly its a total L story and doesn't even have heroism and If u read my profile I am still trying to write the sixth book like a novel exactly ike meredith's but I never thought of it going online,thanks for the idea and its legilmence not occlumnency in the third chapter when HG talks to Gw.kandh
from kandh :
I still saw I have been blind and stupid,I just saw the other two usernames!,but don't worry,just wanted say,since u r a cho fan(which I am not),the movie cho chang in goblet of fire and order of phoenix is katie leung or just visit mugglenet.com <a href="http://mugglenet.com"> see it </a>
from pringle-pop :
TAYLOR! My hoe. Awesummmmmmm diary! Dudette, you really need to write a novel. These entries are the greatest. So much feeling ;_; lol. I think that Meredith should interpret into her story, Cho having a secret diary then it gets revealed and people are touched by it and the war is over, and everyone lives in peace. Lol. Nah. Well Keep writing, cause my eyes are screaming 'MORE OF TAYLOR'S DIARY BIZITCH!!' lol. I'll let ya go see ya later! Gina/Lavender!
from sugar-tooth :
Hey thanks for the note. Lol you didn't miss my birthday it's on monday. Anyone ever tell you you're a nice person? Well you are.
from kandh :
I been stupid and blind!I just saw meredith username on ur favoriteslist!but don't worry I won't do the the idea I propsed without ur permisson.
from kandh :
The questions would be: 1)How old are you? 2)Aren't you going to attend the chat room regularly? 3)r u going to try my idea about the wiccans?
from lady-dra :
ofcourse you can :D it's my party and I'll cry if I wanna but you gotta be there tonight :D hehe sorry I'm being silly.
from uniquecow :
hell yeah it felt good xD agressiveness. - Lila x
from kandh :
Thanks for the note I knew u would remember and I am 13 and a teen at last and and u haven't answered my previous questions and please answer them next time and u r getting more admirers for ur diary.
from punkedupqt :
neville is kyle, hun. lol. =) ive started writing ch four, ill update maybe manana! hugs-n-kissies! luv ya! =mere
from for-you-only :
Menu, it says that over your links. lol. I don't remember how I found your diary.
from for-you-only :
Hey Taylor, let me get somethin straight, that's guy? ahh! Yuck. lol. Yes, order from the menu! lol.
from dittany :
Hey!! Yes we should stop the mice. Would cats work??
from kandh :
HI,Today is my birthday and U R etting more admirers for our diary bythe minute and the motto or the whatever it is in te piture is cool and I am ahead of youby one diary and you can try my idea,plase try it.send me notes and you should talk to mttpitbull and have you ever read my diary? kand
from for-you-only :
I order some notes from the menu thank you. That bttch on your layout who's screamin' is ugly. Coool layout though. Hell@!!! -ttfn- -pink!
from uniquecow :
you added me to your favourites! I feel loved xD I'll add you once I've finished reading all of your diary ^_^
from uniquecow :
naw thats not why i locked it, i locked it because im having a bit of template trouble, blog stuff is going all mad, once i have a decent template I'll unlock it =) nothing to do with why i've been writing.
from al-bal :
Um.. I'm not sure what website it was. I just pit wiccan in the search browser and cicked around on what came up. sry, alyssa
from al-bal :
Hey! The spells went great. They're starting to come true already. I used to be Egyptian in my previous life!
from kandh :
Well all I had to do was to convince meredith(whoever she is)by asking her by using my third username that I am trying to convince people to remove wiccans from their favorites list and you can try it yourself if you want . If you thought I was getting in your personal life,I am sorry,okay and Remember my birthday and from your notes I see that you have a lot of dairy admirers like I told you so that u r not a loser.
from al-bal :
Hello! Hey.. i liked youd diary! me
from kat108 :
Whoopee! u read it2! i havent found anyone elsewho reads it either! Sry if im over.. excited. im hyper.
from uniquecow :
Taa for the note, I read your diary and its interesting, I'm from London so your lifestyle's pretty different but i still get the feeling i can relate to you. thanks for the advice as well, I dont know if im ready to drop them but it certainly seems an option.
from al-bal :
hello! nice.. i like this! thanx for the note. I'm glad you enjoy my diary. xxoo, alyssa
from emz-secrets :
hey! just came across your diary and i think its great! i love your layout too :) w/b ema
from kandh :
Hi,look I can help U on your problem I saw in "guilt and bad news"diary,just give me the user name of meredith,gina and charles and the rest I can take care of.Please try it. kandh
from kandh :
Hi this is kand and I want you to meet me in the chat room at the same time.PLEASE and you are still 4 entries ahead of me and my birth day is on May 10th and send me notes on that day and tell me when is your birthday?. Kand
from lady-dra :
hehe :D I got the "me" lable too. there's everyone else and then there's "me". nt to bad though.
from punkedupqt :
yes taylor i agree with sugar-tooth =D hehe. BRILLIANT CHILD BRILLIANT!! hehe. well g2g girly... im luvin u bunches! (o yea... and richard... i almost forgot =D gosh im horrible! hehe) bffmta (actually, bffono- bff one and only!) luv ya! blessed be~ tolie*
from sugar-tooth :
Hey!! I just read your story and geez was it sad! It was very good but so sad. I was shocked about his mum hitting him. Any idea where the dad went? Damn neighbours gossiping! That's why i don't talk to mine. Anyway i just wanted to tell you how brilliant your story was but i guess you already knew that!
from sugar-tooth :
Hey thanks for the note. It's good to know that people are reading. Thanks for the concideration aswell...who knew a quick peek in a chat room would end up with you reading my diary? Thanks again!
from night-witch :
hey, thanks for writting. sorry i took so long but classes are hard and schoolwork is too much and i have no time to go online to do anything else but study. but thanks for the note and to answer your question no, im not wicca. the whole thing to the name was that a friend chose it. she is wicca though, im not really into the whole witch thing but it's too hard making another account and well, maybe im just too lazy. but since ive had this one for years, why mess with a good thing, right? and for the smiths thing the song from charmed is called How Soon Is Now? but it's not their only good song. and if you like them you should listen to the cure, that's another cool band and they're both linked. as for johnny depp, well what more is there to say? and i also saw secret window last week. cant help loving him right? well, take care and i hope you like my diary and that it's not too depressing, bye.

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