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I'm sorry linda I can't folow you there, I hate change and right now I just paid for a gold membership :o( Is there anyway I can leave you comments there though?

from untamedwings :

Did you see The Surreal Life 5????????? Oh. My. God. It was hilarious!

from untamedwings :

It's all new to me. I had an Endometrial Ablation 3 weeks ago that threw me straight into menopause. No more flo but phantom symptoms. Hot flashes, insomnia despite being exhausted, tingling in my right arm, emotions are a joke. I'm either happy or bawling sad with nothing in between the 2 extremes!

from untamedwings :

Ohhh help me out here. what symptoms do you have? I'm really trying to get my bearings on what is normal & what isn't. If it's normal then I need to just learn to ignore it & move on! Hugs

from untamedwings :

mocha_choca_latte is my myspace name :)

from nascarwidow :

Okay, now I don't think I'm going to go. I'm too chicken and don't do pain in my face. Sorry you feel so awful but glad you got it taken care of! {{{{{Linda}}}}}

from thecrankyone :

Good luck at the dentist. I had a similiar thing a few years ago, and ended up having the tooth removed. I was supposed to get a crown or bridge to fill the spot but almost 6 years later I still have a hole. Even with my insurance I can't afford any but the basic dental care. I'd be fine if I could lay off the damn soda. ((hugs))..I'll be thinking of you.

from nascarwidow :

Ewww. Sounds way too painful to even imagine. I feel the same way about dentists and we currently have dental insurance. I hope you can work through some of this. Don't hide from us. You need to get it out. I for one could care less if you wrote the same thing every day. I feel better knowing you're at least getting some of it out. {{{{{Linda}}}}}

from thecrankyone :

I hate dentists too, and my teeth also need some work that I can't pay for. I owe my dentist a bill now, and don't know how to pay for it. I also tend to react bad to most dental anistesia. However some dentists do specialize in scared patients. But it sounds like you may need to just do it, before it gets worse, dental injuries can spread infection and lead to heart issues and all kind of other problems. ((Hugs)) I'm sorry things are so crappy right now.

from nascarwidow :

Take it easy on yourself. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help. I've got broad shoulders and as you know, we are a lot in many, many ways!

from my-solitaire :

(((hugs))) I'm so sorry things are still not looking up to you, and that andrew really needs to get his act together w/ diaryland... You will find the strength to move forward, and hopefully your vacation will help a lot! <3 Good luck to you! PS it says your comments are not working...

from nascarwidow :

Yeowzer! You sound beyond stressed. I'm so very sorry that you have had such a terrible time. I finally got caught up with all your entries and have a few comments. Your neighbors house is um, odd. Who chose all those colors? They obviously haven't ever see the show Sell Your House. What an odd layout, too. What is that room connected to the Master Bedroom? Weird. They must be dreaming if they think they'll get their asking price. Insanity! Boys, shouting, holding their dong/wingwang/dinkus/weiner, and all around acting up: Mine have each had times of weird behavior and doing things they KNEW were inappropriate and drive me crazy, but I'm not sure about Evan's behavior. Squeak loves holding his penis and playing with it so that doesn't surprise me. Hope it's a passing phase. You feel the same way about Matt and Steph as I do about my job and most of the coworkers. Some days I wear myself out with the frustration and anger. Then I wonder why I keep allowing something I can't change to take up so much of my energy. Hope your week is better although I'm not holding my breath. Let me know if you need to vent! {{{{Linda}}}}

from untamedwings :

My dear, I so understand & I honestly could have written 95% of the entry you just unloaded. You are not alone in any or even all of what you feel. I know that doesn't help much now though. I'm here if you need to rant. [email protected] Hugs.

from my-solitaire :

it's not letting me in with the pw you gave me :(

from my-solitaire :

I need your password again!!!! I'm so bad at remembering it, can you make me a special one? Like Sommer YAY or something equally as easy! I NEED to read your entry!

from xnavygrrl :

I'm so sorry. If it's anything I understand, it' being emotional....

from untamedwings :

Huge hugs honey.

from xnavygrrl :

Keep the password you have handy. The lockup is temporary....maybe a week or so. :)

from xnavygrrl :

What adorable kids! You have a beautiful family. :)

from untamedwings :

Oh you aren't cheap, it's that it was Warm Vanilla Sugar spray! That is so divine!

from nascarwidow :

Happy Mother's Day!! Love the new pictures.

from femmemama :

Thanks for the hugs. I don't know if I'm strong or not but I do know that this is heartbreaking and I wish we didn't have to do it.

from femmemama :

Try that link now! I *knew* I should have tested it out! It's working now.

from nimiiwin :

Rats on a rope! My password got unsaved and I can't find it! Can you send it to me again, please? Thank you!

from untamedwings :

TY for the new PW etc. I hope Kevin is better soon. I'm the same way, I realize how much John helps only when MIA. That's not so good huh? LOL. Extra hugs.

from thecrankyone :

I'm sorry I haven't been around all weekend, since I got back from Indy. When we passed the turn off to St. Louis somewhere outside Bloomington/(ab)Normal IL, I waved in your direction and thought of you. I will send prayers to your family, that your husband recovers soon, and you are able to get Evan the help (whatever it might be) that he needs. Warren's behavior was getting so out of control, that I had to make a decision I really didnt' want to, however he went from 0 to 60 like a switch was flipped and I had no choice but to put him back in the hospital. I haven't updated yet about it, as I just havent' been able to be up to it, or find the time. Life has been overwhelming lately... hang in there!!! Hugs and prayers to all of you..

from nascarwidow :

Hey there. I've been MIA and come back to my password no longer working. Is everything okay? Can I help in any way? {{{{{Linda}}}}}

from xnavygrrl :

Thanks for the note. I'm glad to know I don't sound like a broken record to you guys. I shouldn't be surprised but I was at the outpouring of love and support from you all. You know, I'm closer to you guys than most people in my life. You guys know me better! :)

from femmemama :

Thanks for the note! I take Ritalin - it's $30 a month and it's worth it - even though the money could be spent paying off bills! It *is* great to be able to write uncensored - although we'll see if other people think so after a bit of uncensoredness!

from nimiiwin :

Oops! That's right. See? I thought that was so wrong, I blocked it entirely. :)

from untamedwings :

I'm so sorry Linda. I know nothing I say can make it feel better but know that I'm thinking of you. Hugs.

from xnavygrrl :

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better....

from xnavygrrl :

I have those days too. If it ever takes less than 4 times of me telling my daughter to do something and she actually does it, I'll know that Jesus must be coming back, or that hell froze over. :)

from xnavygrrl :

Thanks for the note. You are so sweet! As far as American Idol, can you believe they kept that scum Scott Savol! I can't stand him.

from nascarwidow :

Thanks! I'm feeling low and think I need to re-adjust my meds. I may just lock up and write what's really on my mind. Nothing like hiding from yourself, huh.

from nimiiwin :

Here's the downside of all that "getting to know you" crap on AI - I can't freaking stand Scott Savol. This young man has a racial identity issue. If he'd just shut up and sing, I think I'd like him more. But, no. He has to talk and act all ghetto-fabulous. Urgh. I can't believe that Niko went home last week and Scott stayed.

from nimiiwin :

snag away! I'm full of questions these days!

from nimiiwin :

Thanks for the congrats! I still can't believe that I have a van! A van ... who'd a thunk I'd wind up in a grown up car? :grin:

from nimiiwin :

Hi! Thanks for adding me to your buddy list!

from xnavygrrl :

That is just horrible. I have been on both sides of the coin. I've written emails and sent them to wrong people and I learned my lesson! I almost died of embarassement when I sent my ex-husband an email that I was supposed to be sending a friend. And boy, did I talk bad about him. He did the same thing you did. "I got this by mistake". And then I've read things about myself I probably wasn't supposed to see. When that happens, you feel so alone. It hurts for people to judge you when you've been nothing but wonderful to them. I want you to know I'm thinking of you..

from nascarwidow :

Linda I'm so sorry you have all of this weighing on you. Your 'low' entry reminded me so much of how I felt a mere 18 months ago. I hope you can somehow find a wee bit of peace and eventually a light at the end of the dark passageway. Please know you can use my shoulder anytime you need to. I've been where you are in many of the same ways and have heartfelt sympathy for the dispair you seem to have. Major big hugs from the sunshine state!

from pashiesplace :

The floor is gross, LOL. we're renting here while house hunting & it was supposed to be changed in the fall- last fall!

from mellieemo :

ps: I forgot all about imageshack, as someone else has mentioned. I also adore photobucket. There are ways to cheat the system! :) (and it's not really even cheating) :)

from mellieemo :

Linda, I'm sorry you're feeling low. Just remember: things will always get better. I would also like to apologize for all of the drama going on at my diary today. Thanks for your comment and support :) Take care now. Things will turn around.

from irisheyes70 :

Sweetie, I was where you were last year. I know JUST how you feel. Working is not an option. It would cost us money if I went to work too. Stupid people and their stupid comments... I acquired really bad social anxiety a couple years ago. I'm mostly over it now, but it took time and a lot of practice. I had to get out of the house. As a SAHM I think it can be fairly common. We end up being isolated. Hang in there. Don't give up. Keep looking for something that brings you joy. You can e-mail me any time and feel free to IM me on Yahoo if you use that.

from thecrankyone :

I hear you. I don't answer the phone anymore until I check the caller ID and I am sure who is calling, because it is easier to ignore the bill collectors than to try and explain you would pay them if you could, but don't have the money. (((Hugs))) I also wanted to say thank you for the sweet note you left yesterday. Warren is having a much better day today. If you want to talk, I'm always willing to listen.

from anon-writer :

{{{{pajamamama}}}} I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time of it. I'm in a similar boat - also of my own making. Still, it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. You're in my prayers, chica.

from pashiesplace :

(((Linda))) Sorry everything is building up & making you feel so bad. imageshack.com hosts all images for free. That's all I ever use.

from mybrokenroad :

Lin, can you pls email me your password again? jayemtee78 at yahoo dot com. Thnx!

from thecrankyone :

I had that happen once with a toilet at our old place, only it was because it was a low flow toilet and it clogs at the drop of a hat. Nothing worse than cleaning a bathroom at a feaking odd hour then having to wash every towel you own, not to mention plunging a gross toilet

from thecrankyone :

I don't get it either. I know Warren's school strongly urges everyone to give to everyone, and I made sure Warren gave to everyone. I think everyone gave to him, but one girl wrote on her Valentine after it said "We are cool buddies" (or something like that) wrote in "not really". But since she was a girl, Warren didn't seem to care, he was more interested in the candy. Luckily our school also has a rule that state party invites must be passed out, outside of school hours unless the whole class is invited. I used to hate it when virtually every girl in class would be invited to a party but one or two of us "uncool" kids. Now frankly I"m proud to be one of the uncool, who wants to be a sheep anyway. Just remember its the geek who shall inherit the earth, and own most of it. AFter all the richest man in the US is a UBer-geek.

from xnavygrrl :

Jackie only got 7 valentines. She's got 25 kids in her class. That hurt me! She's a sweet little girl. I just don't get it.

from my-solitaire :

I haven't talked to you in forever and for this I feel bad, Bad Sommer! :o( Hope youre doing okay... or just better ^^

from xnavygrrl :

Oh, you poor dear. I feel for you. Sometimes, life really does bite the big one.

from thecrankyone :

I agree with you, that schools are over reacting to these things. While what he said was inappropriate, at his age, I don't think he fully grasps why it was innapropriate. I think a stern talking to would have been more appropriate. If he was 16, than yes he should have been suspended but at 9, its just stupid testing to see what happens, and show off for friends.

from xnavygrrl :

You were not imagining things. I almost broke my neck when I went out to start my car this morning. There was definitely black ice.

from xnavygrrl :

Thank god. You are someone that can feel my pain. My 7, almost 8 year old is starting to round out in the chest area. Scary, isn't it?

from anon-writer :

I just read your *entire* diary. We have similar kids. Mine are adopted but have all three been diagnosed with Reactive Attachment Disorder and the older two with AD/HD. I'm expecting further diagnoses in the future. It's exhausting. And while my partner makes a pretty good income - we are always minding our pennies, too. I only work part time because the kids need so much and it's just one thing after another. It's .... intense, to say the least to be in our home right now.

from anon-writer :

I got it!! Thanks! I think I'm going to do that survey in my journal too. ;)

from anon-writer :

It didn't but you can email it to me directly at femmemama at excite dot com.

from anon-writer :

Hey! I added you to my buddy list because I loved your profile and then ... your diary is locked. :( Any chance you could let me in? I'm a total stranger, I know, but not a total nutjob, I promise!

from goingloopy :

I was behind on your diary, and I just caught up. That's awful about Marcia. I'm not much for praying, but I will send good thoughts the way of her and her family...and be very careful driving my Camaro in the land of SUV's.

from thecrankyone :

I know what you mean. I never really noticed it or paid it as close attention until I had Warren. Then suddenly I became seatbelt paranoid, helmet insisting mother who had nightmares about something happening to her kid. I've known kids who were killed because they weren't in safety seats, and boy in my class who was shot by his friend who was just playing around. The world is a much more scary place when you have children. I will send my prayers and good vibes to Marcia's family.. that is way way too young...

from mellieemo :

I was so happy to see that you had updated - I was beginning to wonder where you were! I'm just so sorry to hear about all that's going on. I'll be sending my hopes and wishes your way for a safe and miracle recovery for Marcia.

from xnavygrrl :

I don't know how I've missed hearing about Chase. That is so sad!!

from mellieemo :

hi Linda! Thanks for the note. That is really neat that you listened to the Meat Puppets. My fav. song on the album we have is "Lake of Fire"

from thecrankyone :

((hugs)) that is such a waste of a young life. I find as I get older, that I am much more aware of my own mortality and how dangerous the world really is. When I was young I felt like I was going to live forever, and bad things only happened to the mysterious "other people".

from thecrankyone :

Happy New Year. I hope its a good year for all of you. I'm really sorry to hear about Debbie, that must really be hard, to be at the end of your life and finally have to face all that you've done, I feel so sorry for her poor daughter.. ((hugs))

from xnavygrrl :

We didn't get any snow either. Talk about disappointing. I hope you had a great Christmas with your little "felons". (That gave me a laugh!)

from pashiesplace :

Merry Christmas Linda!

from thecrankyone :

Sorry I've neglected to email you, but I've been having one of those weeks where I sometimes forget to eat. If you like Dark comedy you guys will love Lemony Snickett, though Warren said it was quite different in story from teh books. BTW, I don't have you PW etc yet.. sorry you had to lock up..Have a Happy Holiday

from my-solitaire :

Do you have a pw I could have? :o/

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