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from kittystew :
yess alan call me again sometime ok?? <3
from endedinsane :
Counting down the hours until I can talk to you. (16 and maybe a few minutes.) I love you. And wonder who this Mitch person is. Sounds familiar.
from eber-heads :
The message was just saying hi and that I love you. I'm off being grounded on Friday, but it's my mom's weekend -_-; Fun stuff, huh? I miss you. As does my english teacher, which, knowing my luck, is hovering right behind me. Roxxor.
from rite153 :
alan... i don't know what to say... just that from the bottom of my heart i send my condolences... even if they're late. it seriously brings tears to my eyes to see that a human being like yourself... who makes people's live a little easier (at least you do to me) by making them smile, and most of the time, laugh out loud, is going through so much pain. and seriously, if you need to vent out, you know i'm here... i'll never be too busy for you... fuck chemistry and biology. you've made my days so much eaasier with your comic relief in a way you wouldn't imagine. i care for you like i care for my best friends. you're a great one.
from rite153 :
that was a really sad entry.
from endedinsane :
Guess what? I love you.
from endedinsane :
Personally I'd rather date a panda anyways. And a panda boy is obviously the next best thing.
from endedinsane :
It's an elaborate plan for hott sex. Just thought you'd want to know.
from endedinsane :
*poke* eeeeber, y0
from rite153 :
hope you have an awesome senior year, man! enjoy it while you can!
from proudmary04 :
I hate to burst your bubble, Alan, but we have the giant red balls in front of the Target store up here in Maine. We must be freaks. Glad to have you back. ~Mary~
from dtreview :
your review is up
from luinear :
Happy 17th! thought this lil snippet of info might be nice for you to hear... A panda in captivity is now pregnant... they helped the process along by showing the lucky couple a few hours of porn everyday! Interesting idea, hmm?
from rite153 :
aww! happy b-lated birthday! you know you're loved. and for real, go get your license... it becomes a nuisance after a while (speaking from experience... i'm 19 and there is no license in sight).
from kittystew :
hey my friend taylor said the same thing
from nakedpride :
Thank you Senior Panda.. ;) Your recent entry was wonderful as well..
from squishapple :
*lol* Gotta love how un-biased that review was.
from taintedviews :
your review has been reboted and redone. Enjoy beotch.
from sanetwin :
Oh wow, did you really go and volunteer at that tennis camp? You are such a sweetheart.
from kittystew :
you gonna add me yet biiotchh??
from sanetwin :
I'm sorry you died .. . lol
from scarletcloth :
i love u alan! your so sexy!
from openemotions :
aww alan...that's so "how cute!!!" :0) i hope you had a awesome time and i finally got around to sending you those pictures woo sorry bout the one of the car but i am too tired to send the pics out seperatly. i hope you enjoy and i hope you are doing well :0) also hope to talk to you again soon!!!
from luinear :
Congratulations! You're finally a man of true panda-ness! *sniff* Your story nearly brought me to tears... but they were quickly dried by the sight of the PANDA! It's beautiful! ahh...I feel so small now...still gotta see a panda of my own...*dashes off in search of enlightenment*
from endoftheline :
That was a koala?? *looks again* Oh I get it now.. Anyway, cute pics, my dad has that shirt that's just above your shoulder.. ah I haven't been to that zoo since 6th grade, haha.
from rite153 :
AWW! a KOALA!! oh yeah... the panda was cute too... i guess. (it was adorable, man!)
from oilerfan :
hey alan.. wow its been a while since i have left you any notes whatsoever. well, i would call you about this but its kinda early in the morning for you on a saturday (11:43 am to be exact). I was wondering if you would order a print for me if I gave you the money to, because I dont have a DA account. Soo.. I'll call you tonight or see you! Byee =D
from rite153 :
haha.. good one man... if it weren't APRIL FOOLS, then i'd totally fall for that and probably start crying. don't scare me like that again!
from ltos :
yay! or im really sorry. :)
from nypizzas2 :
Dude. DUDE. I found your diary through a review site and dude? You are the man dude. If you didn't already have a girl and if I wasn't 18, making it illegal, I would totally try to be mackin on you dude. Also, dude. Signed, a new fan.
from foxyfinerevu :
Your review is all done at FoxyFine. Thanks for being patient! [22/03/04]
from stoonedchik :
hi i think that we got off on a bad start so let me introduce myself i am barbara and i am a friend of janets and yea i just want to talk i guess and i need more friends in my diarythingy peace
from teddy-girl :
Hey! I didn't know you could dance!! ROCK ON!!! Any way Tiny is doing a whole lot better. Bout time you finished that book. Do not run around a pet swimming pool if you are tring to impersonate Adam from Huck Finn!!*SMILE*
from rite153 :
ahh!! captain planet!! i hadn't heard from him in ages! that song brought a tear to my eye...
from p3-corr :
yeah thats it, vh1 presents the corrs, live in dublin. bono did 2 songs with them. well lucky for corrs fans the new single is due out soon, and the new album.. however i am still dying to hear new u2! last i heard they were aiming for october release... hope its this year at least!!!
from p3-corr :
hi, thanks for the note! I'm a big fan of U2, especially Bono! did you hear those songs he did with The Corrs?
from teddy-girl :
hey alan its me,anna. hope i didnt miss much in biology yesterday. i had a bad case of food poisoning!!! angie cant cook. (thats my big sister) * im really hungry* see you L8ter.
from xnevereverx :
hey, i remember you. i was passing through, and you're a lot funnier than i remember, and i always thought adam was the funny one... anway, um... dan's birthday... thing, is that the dan i used to talk to? the one who goes to school with you and is all funny and... aim name is like FMcrazygunner, or something... is that the same dan?? <3
from superhick :
I have no shame for leaving extraordinarily long notes (better than newspapers when you're stuck in the john!) but I managed to forget 2 awesome titles, therefore making my query null and void (so let's change it to 5): FFIV (Hardtype only) and Star Ocean: Another Story -OR- Illusion of Gaia (great with the biblical undertones, and yet still tougher than Xenogears).
from superhick :
The problem comparing myself to you is that I can't limit myself to Nintendo. I've had more years of gaming on my sheet, to be sure, but you're in a slightly different genre than I. Which isn't to say that I played Mario Kart and Mario Kart64 until my friends beat me for continuously humming the track to Rainbow Road. The easiest way to stay up all night is to spend the night with a girlfriend, and play Super Smash Bros. until the sun comes up. But personally, I'm an RPG fanatic. Any that're worthy, anyway. All the US-released FF titles, and all the Seiken Densetsu (Secret/Legend of Mana) titles. Arc the Lad, Earthbound (remember that? The first SNES game to feature farting as self-defense... maybe the only one), Mario RPG... and, of course, the ultimate series: Zelda. Forever in my heart will be Link's Awakening for Gameboy... until I ran it over with my new car after getting my liscence. Here is my query for you: if you could only play -3- games for the rest of your life, which would they be? Replay value here is HIGH. Mine would be, in no particular order: FFVI, Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past, and Chrono Trigger.
from superhick :
The nerdy terminology wasn't meant to offend. I'd read that you were a "Nintendo video game junkie" but apparently at 4am, I can only remember the first part, and had to think of the appropriate noun to follow. So while you're correct, I hope I didn't upset you in any way. In fact, I would commit some time out of my day to argue with you on why I'm more of a video game junkie than you are. That's some good writin' you have.
from endoftheline :
that's the part i LIKE
from squishapple :
*glomp* happy v-day...or something? ^^;;
from proudmary04 :
And were you actually being serious about the video? Alan? Serious? *leaves to catch pig flying through living room*
from proudmary04 :
I'm not sure if you just stood up for me or insulted my intelligence. Either way, I forgot that you are a faithful night updater. Pretend I didn't wish you a Happy Valentine's Day. I'll wish you one tomorrow.
from proudmary04 :
Happy Valentine's Day, Alan! Stay out of trouble (this means no dancing in ballet slippers, no sipping soda through a pipe, and especially no coloring on the walls of your parents' bedroom. It does exclude, however, that time at Disneyland when you wore that thong on your head...) ~Mary~
from miss-pixie :
you tickle my tummy hehe - i love the way you think and the way you say stuff, you brighten my day bless your little cotton socks (if you wear cotton socks) if not then whatever is applicable though little nylon socks probably doesnt fit as well- im rambling so im off
from winglssangel :
haha you and i both. i dont think ::honestly:: ill be on it again. im wishing and hoping to be shocked when i get my report card ::in a good way:: but i just dont htink im doing as good anymore :0/ hows you been doin? well abybeyes for now
from winglssangel :
hi alan!!! guess what i got on the honor roll, since i know you are the only one who will really care...ill tell you so yeay. be excited for me im not a total jackass anymore
from crazygal13 :
where the fuck do you get off calling me ignorant, you don't even have a fuckinh clue what you're talking about . . . All you ever do is make situations worse by speaking up when you don't know what you're saying. I don't care how much you "know" to be true, you can't get an accurate handle on the situation because you aren't here . . . and that entry may have been less than creatice but I was 100% justified and knowledeable . . . you're just a moronic sshole
from irishblueyes :
I'm glad to know that musical taste isn't totally lost on the younger generation. I wouldn't have guessed many people your age to be U2 fans, but I am proved wrong...and I am also glad to know that Bono is really that hot, and it's not just my imagination! =)
from wflowerrevs :
A quick note to say that your review is up at Wallflower Reviews!
from sanetwin :
Your welcome (for the review) by the way, my daughter loves the panda on your layout lol.
from luinear :
www.humanclock.com You should do something for this....
from rainylondon :
Hello. Just wanted to let you know your review is up at Rainy London Reviews!
from false-apathy :
... Exit? You mean the big x at the top right hand corner of the page? o__O Such a strange strange person you are.
from crazygal13 :
denial is the first stage you know
from kickassrvue :
Hey, I changed my email address to my real diary's address since I guess diaryland doesnt want you to have the same address for both accounts or something like that...anyways, it should work now.
from crazygal13 :
Happy Letter Day, though I know you don't care . . . and, um . . . yeh, Happy Letter Day *chuckle*
from angelhadbeen :
I would like to hear the Life Story of Alan :)
from pokytoes :
Yeah I know you weren't begging for notes, I just felt compelled to leave you one because I am cool like that. Umm... I'll be boring and vote for your life experience.
from false-apathy :
Oh oh! Your first gay experiance! .... You're gay? (I just happened to suddenly show up here out of nowhere, don't mind me.)
from kickassrvue :
Your review is up! By the way, I choose "Your first gay experience."
from oilerfan :
I pick "Your life story because you’re really quiet and don’t say anything. I just know you’re kind of Mexican." =)
from crazygal13 :
I wanna hear about your first gay experience . . . but don't be to detailed
from rite153 :
well, you get WAY more notes than i do... maybe i should complain too... (oh yeah, i'm not jewish... some guy took that comment seriously)
from pokytoes :
Oh all right, I've leave you a note and lavish you in praise so you'll write more. Ahem: You're seriously one of the funniest writers I've read on Diaryland, and I *heart* the little quotes you stick up at the top, though sometimes the humor is too complicated for simpletons such as myself. ;) ..'K well, keep writing! And power to people whose DLand usernames begin with P! Whoo!!
from crazygal13 :
yeh . . . change the comment about me or else I'll write notes, degrading pandas
from lime-reviews :
Sorrie. You did say "if you so desire" though. It's not ALL my fault. But I really truly am sorrie.
from kickassrvue :
Hey! I was just writing to let you know that Kick Ass Reviews would love to review your diary and that you would be one of the first ones. Just come on by and stop in, give us a go. Thanks!
from lime-reviews :
You won't be getting a review. Sorrie.
from rite153 :
alan, estas loquito! (in a good way tho. of course i'm jewish! where else do you think they got my name from?)
from rite153 :
wow... i would have loved it if someone did that to me, but i wouldn't call you "boi"... no no.
from rite153 :
i haven't laughed this hard with an entry before... does that mean i'm a nerd? j/p (i KNOW i'm a nerd)
from winglssangel :
hi
from oilerfan :
alan!! i have a question. im not going to be online tonight so try to call me sometime after 7, unless your busy, then i understand :(
from proudmary04 :
Merry Christmas, Alan, and a Happy New Year! Stay out of trouble! ~Mary~
from squishapple :
...dare I even ask about "rakes"? I think not. Merry Christmas, mkay?
from crazygal13 :
omg! I cannot believe you left a note. How special was it. Yes, time for sexual activities, though I suppose I could just console myself with my rake *lol,* Hahaha, I get to ditch you to go to Vegas for five days, have fun not harrasing Janet's friends about her underwear
from sbspsd :
Your review's up, panda boy
from veryscary :
This is the reviewer you requested at veryscary. I'd like to ask that you please re-request, and ask for Eric. Because, I can't properly review you knowing a certain person you have in your fav diaries. Due to the uncertainty that the person in question here got me kicked out of school with her bullshit lies, I can't come in contact with anyone she talks to. Though, I'm going back to school in January, I still can't. And I'm sorry.
from squishyvan :
Just had to say that I'm really enjoying your diary. Oh, and I love your pictures, too! :D
from sbspsd :
Hey, so you want Mike to review you?
from frtnckiervw :
Hey Alan, review's up.
from squishapple :
;_; poor Mr. Alan, sneezing to death... feel better, mkay? *glomp*
from rite153 :
::giggles:: i know ::covers face:: haha
from squishapple :
*glomp* missed you more
from oilerfan :
I closed my diary, sorry, yeah, i know, i suck! Ill tell you why on aim.
from oilerfan :
I just thought I was a friend and not a friend of a friend! lol
from oilerfan :
'Friend of a friend', Ohh, make me feel special why dont you? =\
from oilerfan :
Well I hope that you are adding me soon! I've already added you to mine.
from crazygal13 :
awwww . . how cute . . don't worry, Janet won't become a stripper, at least not if I have anything to do with it . . and well you have control over what you do . . good luck with that
from crazygal13 :
how would you like to help me make Janet understand me, or something . . what am I talking about?
from crazygal13 :
*grrr* why aren't I a favorite diary yet? Mean person . . or are you?
from taintedviews :
finished your stupid review, finnaly, but next time you'd better have said bad things about diamonds, if you do you get a 127 out of 100, whoosh . . go me!
from hotpinkviews :
Your review's up, Alan! *snickers*
from rite153 :
awww... i loved your "its simple" entry. tickled my heart really.
from winglssangel :
sure, you can write me back if you want. thats the only way we'll prolly ever talk. so if you get the chance and want to go ahead :)
from crazygal13 :
what I mean is how could I display that "diamonds are blood money" without just saying it
from crazygal13 :
Since I've hears and seen that you're quite the photographer (wannabe), could you think of a way to photograph "diamonds are blood money"????
from winglssangel :
im not mad at you. just having a bad night. maybe ill tlak to you sometime later. have a nice night and a goo day tomorrow...byebye
from gunfox :
Hah, she said dumping. LOL she said shit! HOLY FUCK SHE SAID DUMPING SHIT!
from winglssangel :
much thanks sweetie, but i dont like calling and dumping all my shit on you. I try and deal with it the best i can on my own. sometimes i freek. so sorry :o/
from gunfox :
Get your liscence you dousche! XD LOLOLOL YOU BOUGHT AN N-GAGE DIDN'T YOU!
from rite153 :
HI!!!!! see, i left you a note! =)
from winglssangel :
i just wanted to say hi, and whats up and see how you are, so how are you? whats up? and hola....hehe bighas
from crazygal13 :
If anyone is going to get anyone one to do anything stupid, it will be her getting me to do stupid things. I'm not that stupid, I have enough common sense for the both of us, so don't worry, Janet will be ok.
from rite153 :
oh snapps... look at alan dressing like james bond (first guy in a suit that popped in my head). very very cute! we never had a prep day in school.. we had a "tacky toe tuesday".. but not a prep day... damn vegas kids.
from gunfox :
Yes, becuase we all love the sex. And make sure you have lots of it, because it's sex. You didn't even take your clothes off... It was sex, of course we didn't!
from crazygal13 :
thanks, and about the condoms . . . If you know your going to be havimg sex, it might as well be safe sex, and you will probably be having sex
from rite153 :
yes, i read your diary.. and whenever you don't write.. i'm like "what's wrong with alan?!" and when i read that one entry of the chick.. i was like "oh my.. he cussed?" then i kept reading and got the picture (your entries are always so much fun.. seriously.. much better than those of the suicidal 14 year olds)
from rite153 :
hey man.. do i talk like that girl? i was reading it and it sounded awfully familiar to me. do i bug you? lol
from endoftheline :
nooo!
from caspia :
You crazy.
from serena-renee :
But i like gardeners... =(
from winglssangel :
also - thank you for yur kind words. your such a sweet guy and i thank you for that.
from winglssangel :
please please dont throw it in my face like everyone else is doing. i know i was stupid mving there just for her and thinking everything else would work out fine. im so sick of hearing ' i told you so's' though that its horrible. i lost my job. i have absolutely no motivation for finding a new one and everyone is on my :butt: to do so. so whats there to do about it, but never be around anyone so they cant say anything, right?
from sweetpinksgr :
Hey, don't really have anything to say, just dropping a little note. Laterz ~*Jess*~
from endoftheline :
Whoa, I didn't even realize I got to 700 entries.
from endoftheline :
Sounds fun. Psychology is awesome.
from crazygal13 :
I can't make janet come back. I want her here as much as u do, I actually see her when she's here, and she's missing my birthday party. So I feel your pain. Though I'm sure I could never understand your love.
from rite153 :
yeah, but those three words were so eloquently placed together! i know plenty of people that would have misspelled that in so many ways! for instance: una soi idiota. i'm playing, just taking up room i suppose.
from winglssangel :
hi alan. i never see you it seems and i never talk to you. maybe ill call you this weekend and talk to you or something. but for now im rather sleepy and think im going to head for bed. sleep well when you sleep.
from imperfectlyy :
I was AT the site posting my other reviews when you requested one. And I also didn't review your diary in the order that they were on the list. I skipped all of the ones that I saw with bad grammar because those make me cranky. hehe. So anyway, I went straight to yours right after you requested it. THAT'S how I did it...and no, I didn't just read 10 entries. I ALWAYS read more than 10. What's the point in even reviewing? Oh, and I saw all of your little extra things that you had, but I rarely give extra credit because people usually get all bent out of shape that some get it and some don't. They don't realize that it's based completely on the opinion of the reviewer. Hope that answers your questions.
from diary-viewer :
Your review is complete. Check the site!
from getreviews :
Consider this request #1 for short stories about ur boinker!
from rite153 :
umm.. i found your diary on the mexicano diary ring.. yeah.. i think that's how it happened. yeah.. the potty mouth got bad over the last 3 months.. sad that i know cuss words in 3 languages.. makes me appear fond of foul mouthed people.. but that's not the case ::looks away:: haha. as for your writing skills in spanish, two thumbs up! (unless you went to some translator on-line or something...then that's straight up cheating, j/p lol). anywho, just thought your diary was so the S*!T! and humerous. not to mention your pictures, those things are awsome man! keep up the unique work!
from endoftheline :
Haha.. I just saw a panda attack some guy on tv... haha.
from pushpull :
Your review at twin-review has been posted. Great diary!!
from caspia :
prix...trix... I wish I had that much time to waste. *tee hee*
from markodepollo :
because it is a ben folds song. it's a cover of the cure, actually. you are indeed going nuts.
from caspia :
Um, hell yeah.
from gunfox :
Finally got rid of my lame ass diary.
from sunflowerluv :
happy random friday. spread the sunshine
from anifish :
Yup. Know the feeling. Well, not exactly, but I feel your pain. :)
from orgasmicrevu :
Hi! We're not new in town but our review site is. Please cum request a review if the mood strikes ya!
from prowlingleo :
You can view the re-review beneath the original review on the page.
from diaryreviews :
Your review is complete! You can view it on your original review page here: http://diaryreviews.diaryland.com/pandaman27.html Feel free to join the ring too!
from caspia :
A brush with the not-so-famous-anymore, fun fun!
from arrolyn :
Here I am buying eyelash curlers, mascaras and fake lashes to make my lashes look prettier, longer and thicker. Here YOU are, a male who has no business having the long luscious lashes I’ve been spending lots of money trying to duplicate... *shakes head* No, not fair.
from caspia :
I understand the essay wasn't meant to make a comment as a whole, it just came of that way once or twice. I'm not ticked off or anything, I just thought it was an interesting article. Oh, and I found your diary because I'm omniscient.
from miss-pixie :
hey there again, read your latest entry, please dont be offended that we think your funny, its a compliment even though your not trying to be funny,
from miss-pixie :
probably a stange question but whats with the pandas? hehe hmmm im intrigued
from gunfox :
REading your diary makes me want to rip my own soul out, flail it about, stomp on it a bunch, then put it in a jar, seal the jar, put the jar in a box, and mail it to your house and so when you open it, it screams like bloody hell and you'll be so damn confused you won't write in this weird ass diary. *applause* *applause*
from endoftheline :
*meditates*
from endoftheline :
gee, thanks for the compliment... i'm gonna send them to you anyway because they look a lot better when they're not all distorted (duh)
from blondie61181 :
Just thought I would say I still enjoy reading your diary, great content :D. BTW I was going to add you to my Yahoo friends list but your ID doesnt work :(
from gunfox :
It's not funny to use words like pandas in the place of breasts, it's just not funny. Geez. Moron.
from endoftheline :
meeeoow... *licks your nose* *purr*
from star-o-stars :
I'm Back! Finally got my computer fixed. Even the microphone is fixed! Anyways, i'll started updating quite often. Adios
from lies-undone :
wicked pictures! i like the one with the flying adidas hat!
from star-o-stars :
Sorry! X-Men characters and women products are all that i usually have time to do. Haven't quite had time to add entries that mean something and when i do, they still don't mean anything. hehe.....mtvgirl
from star-o-stars :
HeY! ThOughT I wouLd HollA at Ya! MiGhT Get mY cOmpuTer BaCk On Line soON! BouT A Week Or sO! Man, I GoT SomE dOOsiEs of SecretS To Tell u! Gotta go! Adios. Mtv girl
from lies-undone :
Hi, its Holly. (formerly known as xbabygrrlx) you know, the one who thinks you and your diary are awesome? well,i moved diaries, so you can find me here now! bye bye! *waves frantically back*
from blondie61181 :
Hey thanks for leaving me a note. Godfrey is such the greatest place on earth isnt it (a bit of sarcasm there). ;)
from asiponder :
haha umm, err, i'm not a mommy, nor do i wish to be any time soon, cause i'm only 17 and that would really suck! but i still want to wish you a happy 24 hours!! yay! haha, later~amanda
from openemotions :
wanna funny/stupid quote? this is what happened to me in science this morning. i was writing up my paper, right? and thelast question says something to the effect of "How do you know a humans heredity and a peas heredity are different?" and i answered "Peas don't grow to be 5 feet tall." man...jennifer gave me shit ALL day about that one...sheesh...im going to go now, waves*
from openemotions :
you're such a nerd alan..oh yeah...i cut off all my hair >:o)
from cool-to-hate :
Hey, Alan! I'm talking to you now, but I'm leaving you a note too! Cool, huh!? YEAAA buddy!
from crazygal13 :
ok, i mean that you seemm like a good person to know, i only know hersay from janet(u know her as marie)cause she talks about u all the time and i don't read your diary p.s. that whole i'm bi thing u did 4 april fools was really great
from xbabygrrlx :
good luck with the picture thing. i hope you get it figured out. that is bizarre that only some of them work. im clueless!
from xbabygrrlx :
regarding your plea for help... i had the same problem once and i found out that it just takes a little while for the pics to get back up. are you sure thats not just what it is? because thats what it was for me.... just trying to help ya out!
from crazygal13 :
you win, i suppose, so i am crystal (friend of marie), she probably doesn't talk about me though, but she talks about u ALL the time, she really loves u, and u don't seem too bad
from crazygal13 :
i am me!!! i will tell u everything about who i am that u ask if u answer i simple question(correctly).: Would u ever buy a diamond/diamonds?
from star-o-stars :
*Smiles* Hey Buddie! What's up? Still working on those pictures. I am using them for a school end of the year project. For my computer's editing class. Anyways, will get them to you soon. Hey Gotta go! Adios
from crazygal13 :
u know what alan, drugs are good
from openemotions :
i sent you a letter(i think) yesterday(i think)*shrug* not sure sowwie...*waves* bighas
from gunfox :
I'm saying, I dun like her. Ont he other hand, I drove for 3 hours today, and I updated that stuff I like in my profile thing. 400k more to die...
from gunfox :
ARGH! EVIL BITCH UPDATED! *purges mind of all knowledge of this evil encounter*
from star-o-stars :
Hey Man! Felix the Cat is kewl! I looked at all those pictures on that website that you told me about. Some were reallie funny. Man, you have a lot of pandas...i've never seen so many in my life. I should have a few for you to see after tonight. I decided that all the others that i was going to send you were too stupid to send. It's friday! I'm gonna have me some fun!! Hehe. Adios.!~mtvgirl
from star-o-stars :
hehe....still alive and kickin'! What have ya been up to lately? Hopefully, no trouble. Man, all the secrets that i have to share. I'm still working on getting some more pictures that i can send to you. ANwayz, gotta go! Adios.
from xnevereverx :
holy sh-- cow, i was looking at the other note you have, the ones lindsey gave you are hella long, why doesnt she do that for me? *cries* oh, wait, maybe cause i wouldnt wanna read all that stuff, and yeah, maybe she think... i dunno, i'm just trying to write a lot of things to make me feel more important than i really am, oh, alan... could you sign my notes for this name, cause no one has this name, and i fell all unspecial, and i want to feel special by having you sign it, okay? *smile* okay, well, i'm running out of things to say, bye
from xnevereverx :
see? i signed it with my new name, thikning you would know who it was... and maybe you will, but if you dont... it's amy, okay? and my aol name is... xXneverXeverXx so... i shall go now, abyebye
from xnevereverx :
you want my new diary... *considers* bu- but it's a lot different than my old one... it's nothing about me at all... it's... like sad poetry and stuff... but.. i thikn it's ... you know waht, i'll just sign you're notes with it, and i also got a new aol an, too, so iu'll give you that
from peoria-chick :
oh, yeah, and, i locked my diary, mostly cause i dont update it and it's stupid, but i got a new one, and if you want it, then.. leave a not or something, k? bye
from peoria-chick :
what was mean? the whole wanting to run you over with my car? lol, i was kidding silly... i dont have a car, and assuming i did, i wouldnt waste my vehicular man-s-laughter on you, i dont wanna kill you, i was jokink *lick*
from star-o-stars :
Hey! Sorry, promised my buds that i would go on vacation trip with them.....that's why i didn't update a lot like i promised. Anywayz, i will now!! So what's been going on with ya lately. Haven't had time to read your latest diary entries yet, but will. Well, gotta go! Adios.
from openemotions :
i feel like i havent talked to you in a bajillion years....eee hopefully ill tlak to you soon...but im gonna go now...have fun and dont do anything i wouldnt do...heh *waves*
from endoftheline :
Alan, you goof! Hehe :)
from endoftheline :
Your entry made me cry.
from star-o-stars :
Hey!!! So i am particularly hard to keep in contact with eh! Sorry! Still workin' on gettin' a new computer. Man, a lot has been happening lately? Gonna have to start updating my diary more often than the every 3 months that i do. hehe! Anyways, gotta go! I promise i will start updating so you can find out about them. Gotta Go.
from endoftheline :
Alan, of course I don't hate you. I could never hate you. I'm sorry I was so scared to tell you... I'm just glad that YOU don't hate ME. I'll see you later... I love you!
from openemotions :
i dont want to fight wiht you nanymore...no...but i do need osme help...the paper is apposed to be double spaced...two pages...so i guess thats one full page...right? agh i feel bad asking you but i know i wont get it done...specially now that i work tomorrow too...ugh i feel like i go to school...come home and sleep...go back to school..come home and sleep....and go to work anymore...hopefully after spring break ill be able to back off work a lil...and whatever who knows..i thanks you a bunches alan!!! i dont know if i'll be on tomorrow when you will be cause i work from 1:30(my time) until 4 i think...and then around 5 or 6 heather and wigga are gonna help me die my hair black and possibly the blue or soemthing streaks i been wanting...eee yeay i cant wait :o) somewhere between then i try and be on to tlak to you...otherwise ill email you and try to call again tomorrow....hehe before i got to work maybe...I hope you sleep well when you sleeps....
from openemotions :
blah blah blah its not that ill just forget about you nerd...im just sick of fighting with you over whatever reason...one day i will have sex, i promise you that. i'm saying if you make the choice not to talk to me because of the posibility of me lying to you about having sex then you should just leave and not talk to me anymore now. If you want to talk to me...feel free...its no like i wont talk to you. i just said i wouldnt make the effort and waste all that money like i did last time. if you really care about me like you say you do...you spend money and time on me. i just dont feel the same towards you anymore. i dont mean to be a bitch but sometimes now you just annoy me. expecially with that whole if i have sex thing. *sigh* lets just say why dont you be a friend...and...mind your own buisness? it pisses me off becuase the main reasons you give me not to have sex is because it would 'hurt you' and 'you dont like people who do things like that' or whatever. god forbid your reasoning be something like i could get pregnant...or get an STI or something. yeah im actually laughing. because its like different now. hard to xplain and i really dont want ot in here...so maybe if i see you sometime in the future...IM me or something and we'll talk. if you dont wanna...i guess dont...your choices...balls in your corner...do so with it what you please..
from openemotions :
you were mean to me....you pissed me off when you stated that if i had sex you wouldn't speak to me again. so then to try and make things better i said i just wouldnt tell you when/if i did and you said then you would have to stop speaking to me then...i said okay that might be better. then i said if you want to speak to me...you can make the effort and waste the money. amy and i agree..want to know why she stopped liking you? because you like to many freeking people...as i said you like too many girls all in the same way, everyone(or at least me and amy) got smart and got sick of it. if you want to be friends thats fine...you make the effort to talk to me. just dont treat me like you want to be with me romantically and then turn around and talk about how you wish it were amanda sleeping beside you. thats being a bitch in my opinion and THATS WHAT PISSED ME OFF. now..if you want to decide on one girl..or you want ot be friends. let me know. just blah whatever
from star-o-stars :
Well, been reallie busy lately! I have had some dance competitions, games to go to, and quite a couple of exams to make up for going to these. Yeah, my secrets meter is definitely shooting off the charts. Hehe. mtvgirl
from openemotions :
i meant..if you wanna tlak to me on the phone...you can go spend a shit load of money for nothing...if you wanna talk to me...feel free...ill talk back..right now i wont guarentee it wont be nice...but you can try right? yeah i better go *laughs* bighas
from openemotions :
i sent you a letter that was nice and stuff...maybe i talk to you..it just shouldnt be on the computer or phone...or letters after you get this one..lmao just kidding..i think i truthfully dont care if i talk to you anymore...i just wont make the effort i ewas last time... god i feel like being a bitch today....im in such a good mood though....i hope you have a nice whatever...night you;d call this...day? yeah whatever..im leaving now..
from star-o-stars :
Ya still reading my diary. Thought ya forgot bout me. Anywayz, nice ta hear from ya. Talk wit ya later. mtvgirl
from gunfox :
You need to seriously stop taking other people's lives into so mush consideration, you're ruining yourself. Spend more time doing stuff that will benefit you in the long run instead of just caring soley on relationships with those weird people you talk to. Ok, I'm done being mean now.
from openemotions :
oh yeah...sorry for that sudden out-burst of cuss words...no stop like....it will never happen again...sniffles..i promise...i was just all flusterated...yeah im going now *kissies and huggs*
from openemotions :
i want to talk to you...but i dont...im so confused *runs around like a chicken with its head cut off* yeah i wanna tlak to me...*sniffles* call me sometime...just not today...or friday, saturday or sunday...or every third monday of the second month or on the fourth tuesday of the month...or the 16th...*giggles* just kidding..i work fri, sat and sun...eee i kill myself (we could only hope)im going now...*wave* love
from ciaramyst :
*blush*
from ciaramyst :
:)
from peoria-chick :
*walks up slowly*... hi... *shrug*
from openemotions :
sniffles...you leaved me last night :o( *cries* thats otay....hopefully i talk to you later...i get off work at uhmm hmm 4:30 ish *waves* abyebye i hope you sleeped well last night and have a good day today :o* abyebye
from openemotions :
*giggles to self* alan...do you want to go to war with me? *tries not to laugh* do you? *bursts out laughing* lmao
from star-o-stars :
Hey! Haven't heard from ya 4 awhile. Just thought that i might drop a message to ya to say hi. Hope that everythings goin' good for ya. mtvgirl
from endoftheline :
yea! (in regards to you note)
from openemotions :
hey beautiful *giggles*...i didn't get to say abyebye to you...im sorries for being the way i was tonight...i dont wanna bother you...so tomorrow i leave you alone...but i still just wanted to say im sorry again, i hope you have a good day tomorrow *muwah* i loves you...sleep well when you sleep.
from openemotions :
awww...you leaved me...thats okay *snffles* *waves* abyebye sleep well when you sleeps *muwah*
from endoftheline :
Alan! and, uh, Kirby! I just wanted to say hi... so, uh, HI!!
from pandaqueen :
hey alan, Im sorry if you thought i was ignoring you. I was listening to every word you typed, but i also had to help some other friends and stuff. So im sorry if you thought i was ignoring you, but do know that i would reply to anything you typed last night. g2g bye
from elateddream :
Lol. I wish I could say I got mail :(
from peoria-chick :
ahhh! *pokes you*...*pokes your tummy..hard*
from openemotions :
i just wanted to say hia..so hia and i talk to you laters i hopes *waves* abyebye mister...
from gunfox :
Thanks man. That means alot to me, I did not know you cared that much. Thanks.
from star-o-stars :
Hey, if it helps anything! I don't think your cute! WEll, maybe that might be a lie. But that is only pictures-that-i-have-seen-cute! But what does that matter from someone that you don't reallie know all that well. right. Well, gotta go! By the way, you are funny and you know it. Jes
from openemotions :
i just wanted to "leave a message" for you, so here i left it. and...i feel like crap my head feels like someone is pushing on it...sorry i had to share..im gonna go now though...*waves* abyebye
from star-o-stars :
Hey, get this! For real man. I definitely have a secret to tell you! hehe
from gunfox :
Morons.
from pandaqueen :
Hiiii I finally got on a computer that has aim and your not on! Isnt that just my luck. well last night i wrote you your letter and now all i have to do is find a stamp and send it. Well i gotta go now. bye.
from pandaqueen :
Hiii alan! This is the only way i can talk to you for now...except for the letters...but I just wanted you to know that i also liked your instructions on how to draw alan-style pandas! Now im drawing them on everything! Well I betta go now. bye!::kiss::
from loonastars :
aww lan, you're my angel without wings i hope you know that! and yes you are a sweety!! wether you decide to believe it or not, you are :o)
from peoria-chick :
ahhhh.... how gay is this whole not talking to anyone thing.... the ointernet sucks when you cant talk to anyone. my brother wont let me getr aim on this computer, plus it takes too long to load it and stuff. so... *sigh* i shall have to live without talking to people. *watches michael leave the room*thinks*contimplates getting aim on this computer anyway* thinks abpout waht i couyd so to distract him for half an hour*watches him walk back into the room* sigh*
from star-o-stars :
Hey, still workin' on getting some more pics to send you since you didn't get the last ones. Oh, yeah, lotz and lotz of secrets! I mean millions! Hehe
from peoria-chick :
did lindsey tell you i thought you died? cause i did, and she was apposed to.
from peoria-chick :
*likcs you and runs away* *giggles*
from peoria-chick :
hi!! *huuuuug* i missesededed ya! hope to talk to you soon, prolly will be a whilke, but ahhh! hi.. and bye!
from star-o-stars :
Hey, will have to send you some other pictures because the disk that i had them on got screwed up. Will, try to send more in a few days. k. Sorry, they didn't get to you. In a couple of dayz though. Promise. Oh, new secrets too. Hehe!
from loonastars :
hehe yay i was wondering where you wented... *sigh* i misses ya alan!!! oh and amy says she thinks you dieded..we all care!! come back!!
from peoria-chick :
hehe, acre means a secret thing, and it's ot acre, like an acre of land, it's like acra, same meaning, differet pronunciation. and i spelled that wrong, but you get the idea... and I SHALL NEVER TELL! I'LL TAKE IT TO MY GRAVE!!!
from star-o-stars :
Hey, still haven't gotten the internet back on. Have a new computer, but having a few problems with it. The modem was a cliche in it and it was missing the speakers when we got it in the box. Yeah, how wacked out is that! So now we are waiting to get another modem to replace it from the company that we bought it from and for them to send us the speakers. man, it made me MAD!!*said as egg fries on top of the head* Sorry been so long! CYA on the flipside. Adios.
from stealthkitty :
Sorry 'bout that;). I've locked up for a little while to keep Googlers at bay. I'll be unlocked again soon...
from pandaqueen :
Hey there! I just updated and if youre reading this before you read my update your going ot be confused. Well heres my new address: P.O. Box 2115 Bunnell, FL 32110 :) well g2g. bye. Oh and Happy Halloween!
from loonastars :
aww tankies for looking that up for me alan...:o* i hope you have a good day tomorrow..remember it just might be your last...and for tonight, sleep well when you sleep :o)
from peoria-chick :
*shivers*... HA! you're in school! *points and laughs* but.. I hurt... *cries* *hug*
from peoria-chick :
*notes the progression: goes from (yestreday) SEX! *lmao) to cuddling.. aww..... *biggest huggle ever*
from peoria-chick :
*smooches and cuddles*
from peoria-chick :
i have more entries for you.. i would dance or somehting, but.. i know you deleted a bunch... but STILL! YEAH! *huggle bunches* *is warm*
from peoria-chick :
*has trouble remaining creative with these*... *hold you close* *likes to cuddle*
from peoria-chick :
*huggle*
from peoria-chick :
i'm cold... keep me warm. *cuddles more*
from peoria-chick :
cuddling's fun *cuddles*
from peoria-chick :
bester? HECK YEAH! *smooch*
from peoria-chick :
*licks, hugs and smooches* did i ever tell you you're the bestest?
from peoria-chick :
*licks more*
from peoria-chick :
aww.... you're the bestest *lick*
from peoria-chick :
lol.... i have lost my mind....
from peoria-chick :
*screams.... in.... ecstacy*...
from peoria-chick :
*licks and humps* OH Yeah!
from peoria-chick :
I'm losing! *humps harder*
from peoria-chick :
*cant think of dirty things to say*.... *humps you more*
from peoria-chick :
ahhh!!! *humps you*.....
from peoria-chick :
*humps your leg*
from peoria-chick :
*licks your clit* assuming you had one, which you dont.
from peoria-chick :
why doesnt lindsey hump my leg? *cough* nm
from peoria-chick :
i cant spell
from peoria-chick :
*screams*... whati... who did waht now?... *backs away slowly*... *hits a wall*.... *runs away*
from star-o-stars :
You're going to be Bono heh! Yeah, i have like a stack of little papers in my back pocket that have secrets written on them that i am supposed to tell you, but keep forgetting too. Oh the pictures!! I am getting the pictures refinished because they were slightly damaged from a friend leaving it in a wet book bag. Some friend heh. That's a long story but anyways, i will get them sent to you. I would like to see your next pictures from Halloween. But you have yet to still find out what i look like. I oughta send them to ya on like Hallo's Eve, because they probly will make the hair on the back of your neck stick up. *(laughs)* Well, gotta go! Adios. Jes** This is me saying buenos noches Quackers.
from star-o-stars :
Hey Alan! Miss talkin' to you... Yeah, my computer is like definitely gone, for a while. Ours was too much to fix and so we decided to buy another one. But haven't got the money yet! Nope, no secrets! I have been meaning to send you a couple pics but haven't gotten around to it. Been real busy.
from loonastars :
hey alan *sniffles* i didn't get to talk to you tonight...I AM a cow...*moos*moo* but tankies...hehe
from star-o-stars :
Nope! No one will here them! Sorry! Oh, i have some pictures to send you. When i get the time. Anyways, gotta go! Adios
from loonastars :
hi alan *humps alans arm* just thought i'd greet you...*giggles* thanks for keepin me warm tonight maybe ill be on tomorrow just so you can do it again...heh :o) okay bed is calling out my name...hear it? *says in a loud voice(acts like im lindsey's bed)* lindsey...come...come to...come to bed...*laughs*runs into my mommas room and jumps on her bed*tells mommas bed ima sleepin in here tonight....YEEHAW...just kiddng...but i am sleepin n my mommas bed.*giggles...* abyebey alan...ill go now..
from loonastars :
hia alan *humps alans leg* wow..im not one of alans favorite diaries...i didnt make a bg description of yours maybe...but i still put it there..*sniffles* thats okay...
from loonastars :
*giggles* when do you want to? *sticks tounge out* blah hehe wait i forgot....forget what i just said...i didnt greet alan...*humps alans leg* hey person!! *giggles* when do you want to? *sticks tounge out* heh..
from loonastars :
hi alan *humps alans leg*giggles* its been nice meeting you and im glad i didnt just ignore you like i had plans to in the very beginning...heh *licks alans eyelid*
from atomickittie :
ok, this is getting us nowhere. Let's just drop it.
from atomickittie :
and AGAIN. "I never said I didn't hurt you". open your eyes. And another thing. "I spent months making the decision to leave you out of my life!" You started SERIOUSLY talking to me in the mid-end of june. you stopped talking to me in like august. I don't think you spent "months" deciding to forget me when you barely knew me for 2 and a half months. ok? now DROP IT.
from atomickittie :
ok, don't tell me how much that hurt me. you don't know. you really don't know. I never said I didn't hurt you but revenge is really immature, you know that? defense is not. Just give it up and leave me alone. I'm NOT letting you have the last say in this. it'll go on as long as it has to. just give up and let me win.
from atomickittie :
ugh.. you just COULDN'T have said "ok" and left it at that? you had to get just ONE MORE little comment in there, before I left it alone didn't you? What happened to that apology, or did you not mean it? Well sorry, but I won't let you have the last word when you're the one at fault here.
from atomickittie :
Well.. that's good. I guess that's ok then.. as long as you're sorry and you realize that was a pretty crappy thing to do to someone. Then I dunno. See you around or something.
from atomickittie :
what the fuck part of "it has to do with me, just not anything i DID" is so hard to understand?? Jeez.
from pandaman27 :
I would love to have saved that conversation where he Adam said something along the lines of "well...maybe it has something to do with Crista...but you didn't need to hear that" when I asked him for the 4th time what was wrong.
from atomickittie :
Uh, sweetie? Adam wasn't depressed BECAUSE OF ANYTHING I DID. Jesus. I know him well enough to know that sometimes he's just not in a good mood. For various reasons. sometimes it has to do with me, but not because of anythign I DID. Even ask him yourself. And The reason I didn't like proclaim "I broke up wit jed" from the mountaintops is because I didn't want the whole world to know, even though now, because you posted it on your diary for the world to see, they do. And thanks for that, by the way. And again. This, all of this, is MY BUSINESS. which means just.. ugh. Keep it to yourself. Or ask me before spreading lies and calling me a slut, which, unfortunately for you, I'm not.
from atomickittie :
wait, was this AFTER I talked to her about like.. being extremely pissed at you last night? Cause.. I dunno. I find it hard to consider that being "fine with someone". And I, for one, never stopped reading your diary. I kept reading it to see how you were doing. I still cared enough to do that. But let me ask why you were reading mine if you wanted to "leave me out of your life"? I don't get it. And why in that entry you said "I don't know if she still reads my diary, but maybe adam or someone will be kind enough to direct her to this" and then POST A NOTE to me with the link on it if you didn't intentionally want to hurt me with that entry? It wasn't you just venting about stuff that pisses you off either. you WANTED me to read that and you WANTED to hurt me. just admit it.
from atomickittie :
*lol* That's what you GET for meddling in other people's affairs. A bunch of people pissed the fuck off at you! So Nyah.
from intheory27 :
Countless thank-you's for taking my survey. And you like TMBG! :) Many high-fives for that, as well. Thanks again!
from star-o-stars :
what up? Miss talkin' to ya on yahoo. Stupid computer! Anyways, thought i will send a note just for the heck of it. Hope that everything is ok with a certain girl lately.
from pandaqueen :
hey there! wassup? im writing this note for no apparent reason, pointless really since im talking to you on aim right now...but oh well! im going to take some more surveys now so cya later.
from star-o-stars :
Still checkin' up on ya! ;) No secrets lately! No just kiddin'! Hehe... Hope things get better soon! Smile!
from atomickittie :
ok, one thing I'd like to point out: I TOLD ben you said you "loved" me. he didn't read it in your diary. it's firsthand information. why'd i tell him? cause he's like, one of my closest friends and i share important stuff like that with them. I had every right to tell him that. and this was long ago. Not only that, but you say "I do not ever recall saying in my diary that I had any special feelings toward Crista. I write about lots of people in there. Doesn't mean I 'love' them as Ben put it." Ok.. see... you don't like.. obsessively write about anyone else like THAT. sorry. it's a little more than obvious to even the most dense people. And please don't blame anything on Ben. It's really, really NOT his fault. and as you were just stating your mind in your diary entry, so did he, in his. Also, "I honest to God just wanted some time with Crista. Just like Ben, or Adam does. That's all. " See... Ben and Adam don't DEMAND my time. I give it to them whenever I can, or rather want to. And sweetie, you DID ask for a phone call right after the first couple times I called you. and hinted at it. and said how you missed talking to me. So that blows THAT theory. And I told you REPEATEDLY some of the things you wrote in your diary about me were wrong and/or offensive! I got sick of it when it got to be too much. At first, it was fine. then it gradually got more and more vicious. Hmm. Other than that, I'm sorry. I DID get busy kind of all of the sudden. I had more time before and then I started doing more stuff and hanging out with more people and I'd get tired. really really tired. I just wouldn't have the energy to do everything I was meaning too. That's not good.. but.. yeah. I just hope you work everything out.. with.. eh.. yourself. I hope you can find happiness and peace. Sorry about the unpleasantness, Crista
from gunfox :
Yes, I've read all of your entries. I feel i've accomplished something.....well, kinda. yeah, thanks for having me over yesterday.
from bellamante :
I guess I'm pretty lost...The last entry you made about that girl was beautifully sad. I'm sorry for your loss.
from anti-crombie :
alan IS pretty! *lol*
from inharmsway :
... Alan's pretty! *lol*
from anti-crombie :
Alan-kuuuuun! *glomp* I'm sorry.. I've been moderately busy lately.. it's not you! it's nooooot! I'll try to pay more attention to you, okee? and.. also, I'll give you a cookie.
from inharmsway :
do not fret, football head, Crista still says you are one sexy mother!

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