DiaryLand members area

Yay! You are back!!! Love it. Sorry to hear about your mom, hope she stays strong and hangs in there. As far as updates, it's hard to do. My diary still says I'm 22...I'll be 26 in half a year. Seems like nothing has changed, but everything has at the same time...hard to put into words. Anyhwho, glad you're back. E-mail me at randomlush<at>yahoo<dot>com for your password to my diary.

from randomlush :

My Love, I have lost you! I deleted my myspace account a while back, adn you're not on here anymore so I have no way of contacting you. The only thing I have left is your beautiful flickr account! Anyway, I'm back on here, or trying to be back on here. Diary is locked up for the time being, if you would like the password, e-mail me at Randomlush(at)yahoo(dot)com. Miss you and hope all is going well!

from candoor :

hoping your holidays were great and 2006 is your best year yet :)

from joebuddha :

I know we spoke at length on the phone the other day but I want to repeat: Move your ass, and get out here. We can't wait to see your broke ass, anti-freeze spitting car parked in our garage. We miss you and will do whatever we can to get you out here sooner. Don't bother unpacking, you won;t be there long. We love you monkeyface.

from gumphood :

I am sorry that you are going through so much shit. Hope its over soon.

from gumphood :

I am sorry things aren't going well. It seems like neither of you have time, and it also seems like his priorites aren't you. I don't know what to say but i hope it works out.

from dukkha-tanha :

Well, I can't say that I feel bad that your relationship troubles have brought you back here. I've missed your writing and your comments. I hate what I'm going to say but I have to. The staying out late thing? Take it from the ex of a cokehead, he's quite likely back on it. His behavior sounds exactly like that of my ex. Be careful sweetie and keep your eyes open. I heart you! If you need anything, I'm here for you. =)

from dukkha-tanha :

Oh! An update! So the living together thing is going well, I see. Take care sweetie! =)

from azelya :

And oh yeah, on flickr, nanotechmama is me. You were probably wondering why this strange person added you as a contact!

from azelya :

Yay! It's so great you are so happy with him, that you've found such a good guy.

from resonant :

i am so happy for you! i wish the best of luck

from dukkha-tanha :

Darling, if you came up and kidnapped me, I would go willingly. I would just tell everyone that I had no choice! When is Nate coming up, anyway? I have to make plans for the kiddos! ;)

from randomlush :

Where are you???? Cheating with flickr again, I suppose? Update, I miss reading you!!

from gumphood :

BEWARE THE IDES OF MARCH!!!!

from randomlush :

No, my dear, you will never be replaced! I just got through looking at a bunch of your flickr photos. You look amazing in some of them! So dramatic!

from randomlush :

I totally had a dream about you, but not in a creepy way like that sounded. Except we did take a bath together with like 9 other people (we all had our clothes on)in your mansion.

from randomlush :

Well, I thought about leaving him there, but then imagined all the puke smeared everywhere (and the smell) the next day. What kind of digital camera do you have? I'm thinking of buying one. Your pictures always come out so nice and you seem to enjoy it.

from randomlush :

OH no, my dear, you're sick again! That's no good. I will probably be sick again in a few days or so. Whenever I come home for lunch the Boy is on my side of the bed drooling all over my pillow and coughing all over the remote and what not. We all must have no immune systems.

from wickedcrazy :

wait? are you deaf in one ear? really? sucks dont it. I'm forever saying Huh? what? can you repeat that?

from gumphood :

wise man say: man bad at spelling, worse at spelling accents. hahaha. the old purple and orange.

from candoor :

you can hate me for it, but I send love to you today (hopefully you're smiling :)

from randomlush :

HA HA!! I totally watched the Oprah After the Show when she had the author(s) on. I think that's probably why I haven't read the book either.

from randomlush :

I'm really starting to think we must have! I just did the photo survey, except mine aren't ones that I have taken :( I desperately need a digital Camera!

from randomlush :

My Lord am I bored! I totally hit up the myspace forums... I just got finished looking through all your flickr photos. You're very pretty.

from girls-suck :

there is no one on earth, i'm afraid offff

from randomlush :

Yeah, I'm a myspace nerd too. I'm like you with checking myspace and diaryland all day. Today, I haven't done any work and it's already 2:30! http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=343967&Mytoken=20050121142748 I hope that's right

from gumphood :

born and raised

from gumphood :

Yeah. I agree. The double dating thing I don't think that I would be very cool with that. I'm sorry. BTW where do you live again. I ask this, but I keep thinking Conneticutt, and I just know thats not right.

from gumphood :

I push a chair up against the door...and put up a sign that says "do not distrub". But I am getting a new handle on Saturday.

from resonant :

i hart your eyes<3

from soulstyce :

from deadlyhope :

Lol, sure. :) The password's more to keep people I know personally out. :) user: crimson pass: paradise xDeadx

from randomlush :

Hey there sweetie. Hope you're feeling better. I took yesterday off and laid in bed all day watching DVDs and sleeping. The boy has been pretty good at taking care of me, and I feel 10 times better. Although phase 2 has come around and I've already gone through a box of kleenex. Oh well. Hope you get better and that crazy bird of yours doesn't hurt your head too much today.

from randomlush :

Thanks for the note! About the car situation, I've decided to keep it for now. As much as I complain about it, it's really not that bad. I loved my first car! I ended up selling it to a friend who took horrible care of it. I was so sad when I sold it to him, and even sadder when he crashed it into a house and totaled it. I wish I never sold it, I'd still be driving it to this day.

from resonant :

happy new year ♥

from randomlush :

Hey lady, Just wondering how your Christmas was. Also, I'm expecting a picture entry pretty soon! Just thought I'd let you know.

from dukkha-tanha :

Well that sucks anout the computer. I wonder if that's where my memory card went? Anyway, you odn't like the smell of the three! That's the best part!

from gumphood :

I liked the movie trailor. My roommate works in the film industry. He's working on a horro script right now. Any interesting Christmas plans.

from randomlush :

My stupid work computer won't let me open the trailer, however I did read your bio and looked at the picture of you and your "brother". I had no idea you were such the actress! That's hella cool. I'll have to go bug my mom and use her computer soon!

from gumphood :

oh man, what's even worse is you can't copy paste from your format. SNap

from randomlush :

OMG! IT totally looks like a scale model. It turns out that our friend's roommates are out of town so we'll be crashing there. No killing sprees! Anyhow, hope all your computer drama ends soon so you can update soon!

from gumphood :

I hope you keep updating sometime in the neear future

from randomlush :

Hurry up and come back, kiddo! I miss reading you!

from gumphood :

I put you on my buddy list and no update for 9 days. Man. I hope you are okay, because if not, I am gonna kill you!!! (just kidding)

from resonant :

x♥x

from randomlush :

Man, I've always wanted to go to one of those parties. I need to make some more girl friends.

from randomlush :

Thanks for the note. I used to be addicted to Excedrin in high school. I would have to take it when I woke up or else I'd get a horrible migraine. These days it's not working for me so much. Thanks for the suggestion too, I'll go ahead and try that! I definitely don't want to go through what you went through.

from gumphood :

Dude, that sounds like fun, yet scary party. So many diffrent comfort levels.

from azelya :

Hi pharie, thanks for adding me as a favorite!

from dukkha-tanha :

southern NH (right on the Mass border), so I'd say like an hour and a half or so? seeing as it's like 6:15 right now, I'd be late! But have fun!!!! =)

from dukkha-tanha :

I've been dying to go to an Athenas party!!! I'd ahve one but the woamn I know who does it won't do it with kids in the house and I just haven't found the nerve to find a babysitter just so I could stay home. Besides, any potential babysitters would want to come to the party! Have fun!!!!

from resonant :

i came upon your diary today and i read a lot of your entries. i really got into them and when i came back to my diary later on i found that u added me. cool stuff. <333

from resonant :

i came upon your diary today and i read a lot of your entries. i really got into them and when i came back to my diary later on i found that u added me. cool stuff. <333

from randomlush :

Why thank you! I do indeed enjoy reading you, you too entertain me. Yeah, sometimes I think it would be easier if I was younger when all the divorce shit went down. Although, my dad didn't just leave, instead he stuck around and they fought for years. I kind of feel bad for my younger brothers, the youngest was 4 at the time. They pretty much fought throughout his whole life. At least I got a few good years in :)

from randomlush :

Sounds like you had a hell of a time! I'm digging the picture timeline, by the way.

from randomlush :

Glad you made it back safe! That's funny about your dad not knowing you smoke. I've told my dad about all the drugs I've done, all the drinking etc, but I've never ever told him I smoked. That's the one thing I hid from him.

from gumphood :

thanks for adding me to some of your favorites. I am very happy I amuse you.

from moonrattles :

Hi! I'm off on Friday and and Saturday. My car has problems out the ass, but maybe I could borrow J's truck. Where are you going to be on Friday/Saturday? My number is (817) 775-8101. I'd love to take you to the coolest bar in Arlington. Have a good trip! Love B

from randomlush :

Hey! Thanks for the note. I get bored at work and look around for new templates all the time. Have fun in Texas! Oh and I can't wait for all the random pictures!

from moonrattles :

Let me know what days you'll be in DFW. Hopefully we can work something out.

from jediboy :

thanks my friend made it. yours is pretty cool, too. :)

from tinfoilheart :

pharie! i was drunk at spikes late at night and i saw a girl i thought might be you. after debating for about 10 mins i decided to ask her but alas, no pharie. ive been drinking myself into a coma every weekend, we should hang out. usually we go to jerkys or the fez...

from gumphood :

I would say that I completly agree. Halloween for girls is a good thing. I mean would anyone really mind? Plus waredrobes would get so much more interesting.

from gumphood :

I like coffee

from gumphood :

you know what. i enjoy. I enjoyed the entries it read. By it, I meant, "I".

from randomlush :

HOw's the hangover today?

from randomlush :

I think I'm starting to get sick too. Bleh. Hope you feel better!

from candoor :

cluds, huh?... I meant clubs... yes, same person, different word :)

from candora :

I used to live in the cluds at night, but I gave up alcohol and then moved and the clubs are not as much fun sober with no sober friends to hang with... it seems more challenging to make sober friends in a new place than it was to make friends over drinks... enjoy your late night party years, and hope you live through them to tell the tales :)

from randomlush :

Hey. I linked to your diary through your banner. I read through it a bit and I like it, I'm going to add you as one of my favorites.

from tinfoilheart :

hello pharie! thank you for the note, it made my day. really. anytime you want to hang out, im ready. i dont live in n.p. anymore, i moved to cranston..but ill do whatever whenever. love robinpie

from moonrattles :

Hi K. Sorry I didn't respond to your note in time. We were having internet/computer/router problems that J thought a virus he couldn't fix. No service. I know you had a bad time with Mr. mister, but I hope he at least took you out to see some of the state and cool places we have. The landscape is pretty drab here in central TX, but there are some cool places to go and pretty things to see. If you ever have another reason to visit, let me know. B.

from tinfoilheart :

hey lady..i hope you are doing okay. forget about boys and lets hang out and be friends in real life :)

from angelzero :

do me a favor and lay off of the guys for a while. come online, chat for once, say hello. it's been a while; i bet you make a mean tom collins.

from tinfoilheart :

ohh pharie, be careful with that boy! i don't want you to get sad again..

from tinfoilheart :

pharie! what bar do you work at? i will visit you sometime! xo robin

from f0cus :

I'm glad you're out there enough to appreciate the man's work! Soon enough, maybe you'll be like me and have a copy that's so worn out and over-highlighted, it looks like a kindergartener's.

from anniebella :

Ok, signmyguestbook is just not working out for me. I've tried four times to leave you a message there now. Perhaps I'll just try for a note? Thank you for your comments on my site. The banner was actually from a picture I took of myself, so nope...they aren't her lips but I thank you for the association anyway. :D

from f0cus :

I'm damn glad you're reading House of Leaves. That automatically makes you cool... never forget it. Be sure to do an update on what you think of when it's done. Once again... you rock.

from tinfoilheart :

awwwww! you left me the nicest note ever, thank you! i'm glad we are internet diary pals, hehe xo robin

from tinfoilheart :

i like leaving notes so here i am again. i hope you are doing okay and not being sad about that boy. he sounds like he is not the one for you, lady. i know it is hard to figure out things like that, ive been in your situation..but i hope things work out either way. xo robin

from tinfoilheart :

aww krissie im sorry things are not going well for you. i hope you're okay. xo robin

from tinfoilheart :

hello pharie. i am back and the diary is unlocked!

from tinfoilheart :

hello stranger. i started reading your journal because i think you somehow found me and listed me as one of your favorites. anyway, i live in north providence too (behind the high school), right near you, i think. weird! -robin

from soliloquymj :

You spelled "Memento" wrong.

from shaima :

1.) i would transport myself to Ohio to meet one my best online friends.. 2.)to pope- "is that hat heavy?" 3.)melissa. my real first name is shaima pronounced shy-ma. you have a really nice layout..~:) *shaima*

from blackgiraffe :

Thank you so much for finding me and reading through my entries. I was of the belief that my entries would be too difficult for anyone to bear to read through them, as I tend to repeat myself and ramble and ramble until my brain feels emptied and satisfied. Thank you so much. I'm glad to know that I'm not just speaking into dead air.

from ificouldfly :

here's a freaking note, beautiful. your words are in good competition, but so far they have proven themselves as wonderful as you are. keep rocking.

from pharie :

leave me a freakin note will ya?

back to pharie's profile
recommend this diary to a pal?

Other diaries starting with the letter:
a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z

Back to Diaryland