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from u-saved-me :
miss you darling, still, always.
from emperorincxt :
miss you.
from ghostofgor :
I still miss you all very much.....
from ghostofgor :
I thought of you and the baby as well. And of Luci. it isnt a coincidence Im such a pessimist when beautiful souls are ripped from my life when they have yet to make good in the world. Luci had that rare oppertunity to leave a piece of herself behind. I am just honored to have been part of it, in my own little way. That is a good thing... for all of us.
from steelcollar :
Hi Trent- Thank you for writing in Luci's diary. Last night on my drive home I heard Bohemian Rhapsody and it made me smile. Luci's favorite holiday, commemorated by her favorite artist. *HUG*
from steelcollar :
Trent- I know you are suffering right now with grief and I respect your right to feel cheated and robbed of the love of your life. But know that she hasn't left you. Her spirit is with you, still, and she can do so much more from where she is now than she ever could here.. for you and for little Patrick. Her love for you is as big as the sky, and she wants you to know that she is grateful to you for everything. There's much more.. too much for me to write here. If you ever want to talk, drop me an email. *~*~*~*~*Bright Blessings~*~*~*~*
from ghostofgor :
I want to leave my phone number with you, but am unsure of how to leave it. I dont want prank calls you know...
from ghostofgor :
I miss her, and I am sorry Trent. Please allow me to come and visit someday soon. There is unfinished business which I must attend to. To say goodbye to her in my own way. Best regards in this hard time. GhostOfGor aka: Patrick
from steelcollar :
I never met Luci, but I will miss her. I wipe a tear from my cheek as I write this, remembering all of her entries, filled with hope. I don't even know what she looks like, but she will be a part of my heart forever because she cared so deeply for others. People like that don't come around very often, and we are all fortunate to have had Luci touch our lives.
from steelcollar :
Luci- I'm happy that you are doing so well, but sad that you won't be writing any longer. I've read you religiously since I stumbled upon you and will miss hearing about your amazing life. Many Blessings.
from steelcollar :
Congratulations! I'm so happy for both of you. What an amazing journey you've both been through, and now another one is just beginning. Love and good energy to you and your new son!
from creme-egg :
Mazel tov! hope it all goes well! X
from ghostofgor :
I hope Luci's water breaking on March 29th is a blessing Trent. Because if you two know this or not, today the 29th is My birthday. Good luck. Ghost
from ghostofgor :
At first I didnt know it was you, Trent writing for your pregnant wife. I havent read anything in diary's for a while. Nearly two weeks. My mom is still in the ICU, and a trachial tube was put in, along with a gastric tube to feed her, and give her crushed up pills. She is fighting for conciousness as well as sanity. She is scared, depressed and I visit her as much as My schedule allows. She has several pictures of My nephew in her room to give her strength. It makes me realize your baby will give you even more reason to live a healthy life. My thoughts are with you, and I hope all is well. GOG
from ghostofgor :
I remember some time ago....long before your swelling belly. You had given up on alot. You my dear were ready to cash in all your chips. You have completed a 180. Moreso I am glad to have witnessed it with you. Just one of the things which makes me feel good inside. Best regards as always. GOG
from steelcollar :
I'm a regular reader of your diary and noticed you haven't updated for a while. I hope you are doing well and that we'll hear from you soon. Happy Holidays! ~*~*~*~*~*~Ho Ho Ho~*~*~*~*~*~
from ghostofgor :
miss you all. Bi-bi.
from ghostofgor :
*rubs belly for luck, then gives trent a dirty look* DOnt forget to bring soap.....
from ghostofgor :
luau
from ghostofgor :
I would speak if I could. My aunt died yesterday of cancer, and other complications. Her funeral is Saturday. Miss you miss luci.
from ghostofgor :
He will return, when important work is done. As things improve life will gain a monotonous pattern of regularity, and your random visitations will stop Im sure. I will miss those visits and hope something can be "scheduled" where we can all sit down and hit keys like lunatics. With lots of "qwerty" regards. GOG PS: *hits your buttocks. Hard. (knows trent would have)
from creme-egg :
thanks! I'm adding you back :o)
from ghostofgor :
I had a dream too. ABout you miss luci. Of course I dare not say what it had in it, but suffice to say reality was far more pleasant than a dream. Hope you feel better, and maybe someday you would ink me, or whatever. Tootles.
from creme-egg :
hey! thanks for adding me, just wondering, how did you find me? xx
from ghostofgor :
if you werent married? Sort of sounded like you were asking them why they were holding out......and Im all ears...... o_o
from ghostofgor :
I could of sworn thats exactly what I said? *blinks* and you could have foregone the week in that stupid room. And it was free! But no lollipop. o_o
from ghostofgor :
(this ones for trent) *ahem* o_o For your first entry you sounded quite stiff and rigid like a govt man should. Maybe once the big green pickle is taken out of your keister you will settle down and be a slovenly married bastard like the rest. Your journal cherry screamed as it popped. I applaud you. *licks luci* You better soften him up or he will make us all look bad.....
from ghostofgor :
I loaded AIM. COme and say hello..... LeviPHC
from ghostofgor :
yeah, sex hardly spices things up. o_o
from ghostofgor :
yes, in many ways I would imagine so. But in some ways they are also much, much better. never forget that.
from ghostofgor :
"take you out!" Sounds like a threat. o_o Killing me would be bad, cuz................*thinks* I will get back to you on that
from ghostofgor :
pussy eh? o_O Eh, you are what you eat.....*snickers* *ahem* Pop-tarts......
from ghostofgor :
My bday? Id rather forget to be honest. I had a friend from HS move to SF. he has a wife and baby now. Free tats is awesome, but Im in NY. Hardly walking distance. Your dad rocks.
from ghostofgor :
damn I feel old. I will be 30 in March. I dont look 25, Ive been told I look older. i dont have a mohawk, or nearly half the tattoos I want to get. But I do have pimping rims. o_o
from emperorincxt :
I would like to hear the good news first.. then the bad news.. (the comments arent working for me apparently.. I swear I left a comment on this entry a while ago.. :o/ )
from girls-suck :
i think by this age you kinda stay who you are
from emperorincxt :
Its rare for me.. I dont know many people who could or would give that much money away.
from emperorincxt :
Its awesome that your family is donating that much.. It restores some of my faith in humanity when I hear about people donating.. :)
from ghostofgor :
I was going to be married, on laguna beach July 12th, 2002. I even had invitations to send. We were going to be barefoot also. I am happy for you miss luci. Best regards. GOG
from emperorincxt :
wishing you the best of luck, love!!
from ghostofgor :
Im realy angry miss luci. he lied to protect you, but Im not so mad at him. He propsed because he did care. But I still groggy, and I want to rip entrails out.
from ghostofgor :
Im jealous of your happiness My dear. I dont wish harm on your Matt, not by long shot. Ive never seen your face. Or his. I dont have to. I remember being that happy long ago, and I get to live it a little through you. But yes, you are adorable beyond words, and Matt, is a lucky man indeed. Stay safe, live long.....take life by the balls....(gently, it hurts) Ghost.
from ghostofgor :
well, miss luci if thats your name. I see congradulations are in order. Best regards. GhostOfGor
from ghostofgor :
For the record. My first name is Patrick. I however prefer Ghost. Best regards. GhostOfGor
from ghostofgor :
Yesterday at work it was perhaps 7am in the morning. We were driving the route on My job and We are the Champions came on the radio. I couldnt speak, and I immediately thought of you. By fighting for life you, My dear are a champion. And I think freddy would agree with Me. Best regards....Ghost.
from ghostofgor :
I cry. And I dont unless its for good reason. Some men feel crying is a sign of weakness. In Gorean culture the strongest of men do cry because they are unafraid to show their true feelings. its one reason i am so open in My writing. And I do hope two days is not all that we have to see you miss. Rest well. GOG
from emperorincxt :
'i hate seeing guys cry. if a guy is crying then something really must be wrong. if a girl cries... usually it is over something stupid.' Very true!! I totally agree.. there is nothing so heart breaking then seeing a guy cry.. even if I dont know him.
from emperorincxt :
Indeed, I havent been reading all along.. I started to read you because Gor mentioned you. I kept reading because I liked what I read. :)
from ghostofgor :
guilty as charged. And i do believe they wrote that note because I wrote about you. See, it pays to mention things.
from emperorincxt :
Youre beautiful, and have a halluva lot more courage then I do! Keep smiling, dear one.
from ghostofgor :
Happy Birthday, for those past, present, and maybe future. its all I could give. I dont know why I do the things I do anymore. I simply dont question them, or the intent they wish to convey. If your matt is reason enough to stick around, so be it. Please do. I hope things are going well.
from ghostofgor :
Years.....shoot for years......please.
from ghostofgor :
Actually I missed it because entry two was in the way. o_o But I found it. That was awfully sweet. I might have to see a dentist because of it. Id lick you but I have cooties. And yes....I would appreciate it if someone contacted me. You see, I have lost friends here from online before. For the same reasons. Cancer. Family members told me after it was said and done and even though I felt cheated.....as if someone stole something from me....I had to accept it. And keep them in My heart. I do live in NY. Long Island. I have been all over the world, and the US. But I have met more people who mean more to me than anything by talking and meeting them online. What you "see" with me is what you get. So when I want you to live as long as you can. I mean it. And I will be upset if you quit on yourself. You dont want to see a Ghost with a pout. its pitiful......
from ghostofgor :
yay for the lack of a penis.....and yay for splendid happiness. Hope it lasts for you.
from ghostofgor :
I know I would be sad if you died on Me. Fish lips asode....it doesnt take much for the right people to flock around those who need the attention few deserve. Im hoping things are ok. And I would ask one small favor from you. If you should pass before I know have someone tell me. I would want to know when to mourn in My own fashion. As much as such a request upsets Me. I would be grateful if you would allow a stranger this request. Be well.....and stay strong. Each day counts. Ghost
from ghostofgor :
a call, email, or a 36 cent stamp there is no excuse for silence. Anything to the contrary is complete crap and he knows it.
from ghostofgor :
dear miss rain, having you as a reader, I must say I am touched. I usually read everyones first entry, and it doesnt happen often.....I was shocked into silence. Lessons are often learned the hard way. Yours is going to be a hard one. I hope each day brings new clarity, and peace of mind. As for a fiancee you have never seen. Thats a odd one. But I have been egaged long distance before. They have failed. Again, best regards. Ghost

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