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from luxlust :
In the black screen i look like ann frank. You sound like someone i knew in California, someone who i miss, and someone who i am dissapointed in for forgetting me.
from sabinebyrne :
oh, and i bet i am "that girl" you write for. i'm not sure i really look like a little jewish girl though. although i do have brown hair. and *thanks* :)
from sabinebyrne :
oh. well, that is much less exciting than what i was expecting. but... ok.
from sabinebyrne :
where the hell are you and all like that? what's with the 30 days of supervision business? did you hold up a liquor store? if so, i want a cut.
from sabinebyrne :
you should watch the united states of leland. although i realize i've never actually met you or even had a real, or semi real conversation with you, i think the main chracter would remind me of you, if we did. minus the killing of a retarded kid and all.
from greenfinch :
fucking face. someone in chicago loves you.
from sabinebyrne :
re: back? good. good, i say. i know i still need to reply to your email. i am... notorious. for not. responding to emails. take no offense.
from asyourghost :
back? more like a tide of ins and outs, rushing and fading-- here todays, gone tomorrows.
from greenthinker :
how are you? I miss you.
from infamoustrix :
i dont know. locked it because i locked it. came back and saw your message. again. no longer post here. livejournal. tricks_and_evil@hotmail.com if youre alive. i still find you rather intriguing.
from sabinebyrne :
did you die?
from greenfinch :
hey. don't be dumb. that's all i have to say. take CARE of yourself and all.
from greenfinch :
so, to quote this totally rad guy: "i love your fucking face off"
from chemstress :
"...i know that it's not a party if it happens every night..."
from sabinebyrne :
have a happy birthday. i am 24, as of this saturday. :)
from sabinebyrne :
sorry mate. girls are stupid, you know.
from sabinebyrne :
i love this cat. and, i feel for you. your entry today struck a chord in me, for i feel the same things now towards certain folk.
from greenfinch :
you got a kitten!!!
from greenfinch :
OY OY OY. for the record dan likes: bacon cheeseburgers, pizza with no sauce, and macaroni and cheese and that's IT. i make shrimp scampi. and baked apples. and vodka marinara. and garlic mashed potatoes. and he won't eat any of it because it didn't come in a paper bag with "wendys" written on the side. and if you're like that, i don't want to cook for you, anyway. (PS, to say that an italian woman can't cook is, like, a mortal sin)
from sabinebyrne :
yeah. kill bill two rocked my world too.
from greenfinch :
WHY MUST YOU BE SO DAMN GOOD! even when i want to hate everything in the world, i don't hate you. darling kalvin, the golden child. you're the miles davis of life (and if you didn't know, miles davis = da coolest) kalvin > ice cold.
from greenfinch :
i miss you stinking brain. i miss your savvy slang. i miss your heart, i've never heard you fart OH! you're driving me insane. (PS, i just made that up)
from greenfinch :
aawww! that completely triggered that girly reflex that makes girls make that sound when boys are sweet. don't worry, though. that reflex triggers my up-chuck one. stud.
from sabinebyrne :
just an fyi. your entry today... beautiful. seriously.
from xc3 :
only you have the balls to say it like it is. i'll probably regret leaving you this note, but fuck it. it's not like I hang out with anyone anyways. get em dawg.
from sabinebyrne :
what is all this? i go away for a day or so, and your notes go to shit. are you pissing people off again? tsk tsk. today's entry was gold, by the way. violent love. it's the way to be.
from inchase :
i like it
from surfinpixie :
If you're not going to Anatomy of a Ghost I would like to go to Azure Ray with you very much. THat would make me a happy person. Call me. Ciao!
from greenfinch :
why must you go so far from me? to someplace i can't leave comments? why why why?
from greenfinch :
i love YOUR stinking guts. every inch of filth and bile. i love it all. you are my sunshine.
from longexposure :
and what do you mean leave you alone? i havn't even talked to you in like who knows how long. and like i said before... i havn't even told morgan anything. i just said if she wanted my advice she can ask. i'm not gonna lie to her if she wants to know how you are in your past relationships. if she doesn't want to know then thats fine. i think its just great you two are happy and i'm not trying to break you guys up or anything. i just don't want you to hurt her. but dude whatever your right its none of my business and who knows maybe you won't hurt her which honestly i hope you don't. i won't say anything to you guys ever again.
from longexposure :
kalvin if you have something to say to me email me. i locked my diary so that morgan couldn't read it and i turned off my notes. soooooo....what? why are you so worried anyway?
from longexposure :
oh and i mean that all nicely.
from longexposure :
what the fuck i havn't told her a goddamn thing. i can't help it if she reads my diary. but if you look at her notes all i said was she should be worried cus well..look at your past. i said if she wanted my advice she could ask. i'm not just spilling my guts to her i havn't told her anything. i think everyone is just worried kalvin cus well you are a fucking asshole in all your relationships and this little 17 year old innosent girl doesn't need her life fucked up because of you. if you don't want everyone else telling her how you really are then why don't you tell her the truth? or are you gonna let her find out in a year and a half? i'm not just talking about the cheating kalvin... don't fuck her over. your right i don't know her...but yes i do kind of worry. i don't care if i have never met her. no one deserves your shit.
from surfinpixie :
Sorry, dude. I'll shut up now. YOu can't blame people for worrying though, especially us girlies. I honestly believe that you guys are awesome for each other. You're very cute together, and I get this from being around the two of you for about 5 minutes total. But, ya know, we pay for our mistakes for most of our lives. I'm rooting for you guys, not beating you down. ~Lauren
from angorarush :
Hey buddy. Last night was not good. I am sorry. forgiveness? I love you...... but even that doesn't make up for insane parents. I have been trying to get a hold of you all day. but you are one hard needle in a haystack to find. I hope that my parents arent going to influence the state of how we are doing. im sorry. i love you.
from firecircle :
kalvin - i love your diaryland. i wish we had another chance to steal mary-kate and ashley signs from wal-mart. the bus thing is sort of funny. call me if you feel like playing sometime. - dannii
from christini :
its okay...i was just in a bad mood. im sorry i took it out on you.....i feel bad....i dont even know why i cared...i just did.
from surfinpixie :
Dude, I didn't even know you messed with my diary, but it looks cool. Call me this weekend when you don't have to work!
from sabinebyrne :
yes, let's! if we do that, i bet they will put us up in a nice hotel with free mints on the pillows.... econo lodge, boy oh boy. i shall go make my nap now. and. he never even added me; he is stingy like this, you realize. men: nature's practical joke. :)
from christini :
thanks kalvin..i see im not on your list anymore...hmmm...damn...
from greenfinch :
yes yes yes, that movie is RAD! and, if you buy the soundtrack (which i have not) there's an audio clip of her saying that. oh my god, i'm so happy someone else liked it. i knew i wasn't a freak with bad taste.
from sabinebyrne :
regarding your post today: i think i am pregnant.
from sabinebyrne :
finally. signs of life. glad to see you back, leaving me little pearls of wisdom.
from sabinebyrne :
A... heartattack? Without me? what?
from sabinebyrne :
Firstly, I am evil. Indeed. But it has nothing at all with being a woman, I am just generally evil. I read screwjack today. You make wonderful recommendations. Your calm and gentle friend.
from greenthinker :
i lost your number though, and now it'd be weird. You know it.
from greenthinker :
i never did know you, did I? how did that happen? sally
from dr-decadence :
you know...you can call me, too, guy. i'm not the bitch in this relationship, dammit.
from sabinebyrne :
must see my diary. i wrote something directed at you. where the devil do you disappear to?
from radio-static :
i love your username. Hunter S. Thompson is grand. Good job.
from longexposure :
k well i hope you read mine in a nice voice too. and i hope you didn't take affence to it cus i am just trying to be upfront. i just don't want our hosue to be the party house. ya know? i am just trying to do things right this time.
from longexposure :
no affence but i hope you and justin don't plan on using our house as like your little get-away house, or your home away from home cus i don't want or need another 314. i don't mean it rudely just don't ware out your welcome k.
from sabinebyrne :
Your picture gave me a nightmare. I hope you are happy. Let's quit smoking together, eh?
from sabinebyrne :
I still maintain that you're not getting the right kind of action. I am not so sure I'd want any pumpkin pie that is better than sex. Because then my whole system of desire would be screwed with. I'd be wanting to make pie all the time, rather than getting laid. And that, my friend, is just plain wrong.
from firecircle :
were you on the bus the other day? i think i sat across from you but evaded glances kept us apart. ummm...that's all i guess.
from sabinebyrne :
I love it when people tell me I am right. It strokes my already inflated ego in just the right way. And, pumpkin pie that is better than sex? BLASPHEME! I'd say you've not been getting laid right. But that's just me.
from random-elf :
Hey its me, Your old friend A., I'm loving ur adoring fans. LOL. Your diary gets better by the day, mine is v. depressing. Oh well. Note back or something if ur not busy. Big kisses A. X
from sabinebyrne :
i hate it when things are going along at a nice idle pace, in a good direction, and suddenly you get sucked into one of those stupid clover things, like on a highway, and then you are tossed around in all different directions from which you wanted to be, and when you come out of it, you have no idea where you are, how you got there, or worse, how to get back to that nice idle pace you had before. such is love.
from chemstress :
so, i think it's funny i've hidden myself for this long. no one knows about my little diary thing, but now the door is open and you are welcome to read, should you choose to... (i think i'm regretting letting myself be known already.) you can see for yourself how big of a dork i am- that is, if you haven't come to that conclusion already.
from sabinebyrne :
no problem dude. i like falling in like. i am jealous.
from sabinebyrne :
what, say the loser.
from sabinebyrne :
heh, my little bud blossoms into a flower. you said something about proctor and gamble, and that made me think of heinous cruelty. (oh no i said heinous!) go here. be enraged. http://www.iamscruelty.com/
from sabinebyrne :
I like your latest entry. Me thinks the young man is turning into a sap.... Ah well. I can't call you. I don't have your number. And that's not to say that I'd call you if I did. Hope that get out of work card plays well for you.
from sabinebyrne :
ok, I am watching myself. am i suppose to do tricks? glad you're back in our corner of the world.
from random-elf :
No one could be Johnny Depp cool, I thought you had died or decided I was an absolute pleb. BTW I hope that is your e-mail add cos if not I have just e-mail a complete stranger. Yours, as ever, Ms. A. XXX
from random-elf :
My dear sir, As far as depressing diaries go yours is written in such a style that I cannot help but laugh at your pain....sometimes. The rest of the time I am enchanted and I love your template as well, so pleasing, so religious, perfect. I must stop talking or I shall bore you to death. By your leave, A.
from sabinebyrne :
and we become silhouettes when our bodies finally go.... no more notage?
from random-elf :
Sorry me again, cars are never dumb, merely to clever for us to understand. A.
from random-elf :
Oh tell me you don't think my self obsessed ramblings are anything but ridiculous. There's no accounting for taste. I am starting to worry that people avoid my diary because it is too happy, the majority of diaries I have read are so depressing. As fot The Catcher In The Rye, Holden is a disgusting person and so I fell madly in love with him, plus my sister is his sister. As ever Ms.(feminism don'tja love it) A.
from thebusride :
hi kalvin it is me karl. thanks for giving me all those rides out of orem to provo. you are a cool dude. how long do you plan to stay in china? how are you communicating with everyone there? is it through a synthesizer like on close encounters of the third kind? did you know i have never seen that movie? see you later dude
from random-elf :
Indeed I am illusive and I could only hope your camera was fast enough. Lol. I am grateful for you leaving your life open to me and for returning my note, there are many who wouldn't. Truly A.
from sabinebyrne :
how is my little gonzo doing today?
from random-elf :
I'm sorry but the convo with Tessa cracked me up. It is sick I find your life amusing, sorry an all. Didn't get the rest of it but sure it was quality stuff. Ever bored, drop me a line. A.
from sabinebyrne :
why must you say these things?? tease.
from sabinebyrne :
You know, I think you might be right. But at least I have having a good time in my quiet little nutso world. I recommend you join me. Matches are classic. With a big c. Your diary entry sort of got me excited... to go and get some fudge and find a mechanic.
from paperfriend :
hi kalvin this is chris allman. do you still write in this? what has become of you?
from sabinebyrne :
i know how you feel. i get bored too. that's when you should try to find a nice banana. and make a smoothie. oh. you don't like bananas you say? you could smoosh it all over your head then? i bet that'd feel gnarly.
from greenthinker :
but anxiety is calmed with the sweet off white of the seattle sky and too old snow that lines the roadway. waiting and waiting and waiting for a moment. this is me with a smile and a cancer stick.
from sabinebyrne :
Yes, it is cool, isn't it though? I don't know either what a Smith or Leslie is, but I am guessing one or both are causing some questionable feelins for you. And for that, i do feel for ya. Buck up kiddo.
from sabinebyrne :
If you're going to have ten thousand of its babies, I'd recommend investing in an eggfarm or something. It just makes fiscal sense. I think that seeing anything at a sudance festival would be uber nifty. I've been looking for screwjack actually, and I am still waiting for my library to get a copy of the curse of lono in. I've found that I like his earlier stuff more, as opposed to his later. And yes, I dig all over Hunter in a very bad and dirty way. Well. Not in THAT kind of bad and dirty way.
from sabinebyrne :
Incedentally, have you seen dancer in the dark?
from sabinebyrne :
Were there women fucking polar bears? I bet there was.
from sabinebyrne :
A heart attack, eh? You've no idea kiddo....
from greenfinch :
i uploaded a song for you on meeksio. its the lucky boys confusion awesomess. you'd goddam better download it, too!
from sabinebyrne :
happy now you scurvy shyster? i say very little, because i have little to say. usually. although, i do have my moments.
from sabinebyrne :
you're right, you don't know me. and i don't know you. i'm not suppose to talk to stranger.... so, don't tell anyone, allright? i am curious as to how your life can be both a rainbow AND a ball of sun? you must have a very interestingly colorful life.
from hohumming :
and i totally dig that you dig most of the bands you dig.
from greenfinch :
oh kal. stiff upper lip, friend. it can't rain all the time. and you're right, sometimes its snows. that's the best. mmm, 'snow.'
from sabinebyrne :
i am, your worst nightmare, times a thousand (and you're still nowhere near it).
from greenthinker :
scream until you aint got nothing left. Your mail is on it's way and i love you even more now.
from greenfinch :
i'm sorry. i suck a whole bunch. i'll just go die, now.
from wasted-ready :
im around
from sabinebyrne :
you are one of my favorite diaries, i think. yes. actually. you are, in fact.
from raulduke :
you totally wish i was there right now! I know it...don't try and hide it.
from greenthinker :
i love you ten thousand times. I am here now.
from raulduke :
you have a new message on Diaryland.
from sabinebyrne :
you are too weird to live, and too rare to die. but i really dig your diary.
from sabinebyrne :
Telegram for Hunter S. Thompson, c/o Raul Duke: "I love you so much I want to rip out your eyeballs and suck on them and then punch you in the nuts." stop.
from wasted-ready :
you can have my typewriter... i listed u as a favorite, hope it's ok
from greenthinker :
i love you, but you know that.
from christini :
(dito) thanks for the hug..it helps..with you know..him. i just dont know what to do sometimes. be very very thankful. ill keep telling you and me that. love, your mexican guitar.
from greenfinch :
oh? will there be cocktails?
from christini :
IM SO GLAD YOUR HOME! (by the way)
from greenfinch :
yeah, i know, but look at the caption i made for it!
from newgroove :
hey, do you remember just over a year ago when we were at the gooch and we took that test? haha, good times. remember? you, me, and karl are all 100% compatible. oh yeah. good to hear you're back. you're awesome. -lexi
from angeleyez315 :
if you were me what would you do? honestly?
from angeleyez315 :
oh i wasn't calling her a boyish girl..i meant annie actually and do you really think i am just gonna sit back and watch you say your fake little apologizys to someone else? you ARE a liar and you don't mean anything you say. so what is it kalvin two night ago you wree saying "i love you, oh and i love you" now you hate me. do you think this is cus i'm not over you. cus i am over you dear i'm just not over your fucked up lies. but go ahead and flatter yourself...tell yourself i still love you or whatever your doing. Your best friends will soon be your enemies because everything that comes off of your lips rolls onto the floor and soon becomes nothing.
from greenfinch :
duders, "pepto bimbo" is the funniest thing i've read in days.
from angeleyez315 :
"i'm a bad person bla bla bla, i'm so dumb and i hurt you and i'll get you icecream and bla bla bla, i'm different now i changed my ways bla bla bla" kalvin how many times did you say things like that to me. "i promise i will never hurt you ever again like i did with rachel" HAHA you never quit do you. you'll never change. never ever will you ever change. i love how you have convinced yourself you have. and you'll probably convince everyone else you have too....oh great the liar of lies returns to utah to reak havoc on the innocent ones. and to fuck the boyish girls and meth heads. haha what a world what a world.
from xc3 :
Hey man. Sorry I didn't tell you about my diary. But you are more than welcome to read it man. So there is no way I can hate you man. I'm in no position to do so. I don't know you or Leslie that well. So no hate here man. Sounds like China was a great experience. I'm pretty envious, but this summer I'll hopefully be traveling. See you in Jan. I'm going home till the 3rd.
from surfinpixie :
no more "Then there's Lauren..." i'm over it. i had my moment, now i'm done.
from angeleyez315 :
i broke down and cried last night harder then i have ever cried in a really long time. feeling bad for myself. i needed it. its been how long and your still making me cry? one day i will forgive you, one day we will make amends, one day i will be able to talk about you without my hate showing through. one day i will be happy and one day you will be forgotten from my mind. i can't wait for that day.
from angeleyez315 :
its seems like every person you have ever come in contact with you've hurt in some way or another. i talked to lauren last night. she said you told her we weren't together. i told her she was the 4th person you'd said that to. how do you think that makes her feel? if she was telling the truth like i like to think she was then i am guessing she feels like shit. cus she should. not only did she take part in something that could of totally destroyed me again, she fell for your fucking lies. annie hung up on me, lauren faced me. you've hurt so many people its disgusting. your disgusting. i hope i never see your face again.
from surfinpixie :
Thank you for letting me receive partial credit for your mistake. You've made me truely doubt my level of intelligence versus my level of ignorance. I knew where I stood with you, I just didn't know she was standing nearby.
from greenfinch :
life is the crummiest book i ever read, there isn't a hook. just a lot of cheap shots, pictures to shock, and characters an amateur would never dream up. please don't leave me.
from surfinpixie :
When are you coming home? If ever?
from greenfinch :
fucker, i just missed you by like half an hour. i was writing papers. damn! damn!
from greenfinch :
FUCK YEAH, DUDERS!
from raulduke :
everyday in everyway you are getting better and better.
from dr-decadence :
we (i) miss our (my) kalvin. and we (i)can't wait to see him again come x-mas time.
from surfinpixie :
I miss you Kalvin. It ended bad and I hope it can start over better. Love, Lauren
from greenfinch :
oh.my.god.
from greenfinch :
you can't READ your diary if its LOCKED, angelbutt.
from newgroove :
just thought I'd say hi. sounds like you're having a pretty rad time over there. have some fun for me. take care friend. -lexi
from greenfinch :
what's up slut, is it just talk to everyone but chris time? write me back, fucker (plus 5 scene points to me for a sleater kinney reference)
from infamoustrix :
i had to. there was no other choice. i can give you a password if you do want to keep reading, however.
from dr-decadence :
yes, kalvin. someday we'll be together again. someday soon.
from infamoustrix :
it is pretty eerie isnt it? were just very tasteful individuals it seems. im alyssa.
from christini :
this is just some lame person you know in utah, sitting at a desk, always at work. telling you to write back to her from china. cuase she misses emails from some dope fresh kid named kalvin.
from infamoustrix :
'how long can we maintain? i wondered. how long before one of us starts raving and jabbering at this boy? what will he think then? this same lonely desert was the last known home of the manson family. will he make that grim connection when my attorney starts screaming about bats and huge manta rays coming down on the car? if so--well, we'll just have to cut his head of and bury him somewhere. because it goes without saying that we cant turn him loose. he'll report us at once to some kind of outback nazi law enforcement agency and they'll run us down like dogs...'
from greenfinch :
you never told me you were into hunter s. thompson..marry me. or let me be your sex slave..or both! and when are you gonna be online to TALK to me, dammit?
from dr-decadence :
hey hey. you'd better bring me back somethin' cool, yeah? i'll bring you something canadian in exhcange. it'll be great.
from greenfinch :
i wanted to get a t-shirt that says "i pick my nose." it'd be hot, no? ps, add me jerkface.
from stupidmuffin :
i mean when you get back. man, i'm going nowhere...(smirk)
from stupidmuffin :
dear kalvin, when we get back, let's hypnotize chickens. love, kelsey. p.s. i'd imagine china to have lots of chickens. maybe if you have free time you can practice and then when you get back you will be a zen master of chicken hypnotization. hee hee...
from greenfinch :
oh, you're raulduke. got it.
from dr-decadence :
yeah, that's supposed to be fucking chinese. stupid encoding crap. "goodbye, friend. i will miss you."
from dr-decadence :
再见, 朋友。 我将想念您。
from newgroove :
hi. sorry we didn't get to talk longer. but those few moments were fun weren't they? especially the part where you couldn't hear me...ya, that was fun. lol. have a good day. hasta la pasta. lexi.
from newgroove :
hi. sorry we didn't get to talk longer. but those few moments were fun weren't they? especially the part where you couldn't hear me...ya, that was fun. lol. have a good day. hasta la pasta. lexi.
from digitaljesus :
dude. i didn't know you were updating again. i had actually removed you from my list, because it had been a few months. well cool.
from digitaljesus :
well, buddy. i love you like sheaves of paper love staples (sometimes paperclips).
from stupidmuffin :
dear kalvin, hello. it has been a while. i hope you have a good day. love, kelsey
from newgroove :
Hi Kalvin...just wanted to say hi. "Hi." Wasn't that fun? Let's do it again sometime...
from zoodude :
I want to try to answer your riddles. I'm not very good at riddles, but I will try.
from thebusride :
kalvin this is karl. i just read an entry in your internet diary. it is called raulduke. anyway i noticed that you mentioned the emulator wasn't working. on tuesday i will bring this up in our american heritage class. be prepared.
from zoodude :
I'm sorry that your wallet is lost or stolen. And I'm sorry that you are scared. I'm happy that you don't care very much about the loss of money. I'm glad that you hate money. I hate money too.
from mrbelvedere :
thanks for liking my diary. i like your diary too kalvin. what in the world do you do all day?
from angeleyez315 :
Kalvin stop trying to impress everyone so damn much!!!
from angeleyez315 :
check your email!
from angeleyez315 :
check your email!
from digitaljesus :
kalvin my friend. this is justin. justin ladd. that's me: digitaljesus. ;)ngk.
from angeleyez315 :
Dear Kalvin... i mean Raul Duke. i finally got this stupid thing going. -leslie

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