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from ceilings :
thank you <3333
from seereason :
With a username like raw-hate, why wouldn't you be locked?
from odd-pixie :
Thanks for the comment, and yes, soul searching is my addiction as of late. just to let you know my dland i use normaly is http://queen-apathy.diaryland.com enjoy
from burntautumn :
Well I do have a diary here that I use on occasion, not often but I use it way more than this one. It's darkgoblin.diaryland.com.
from burntautumn :
Do you have a livejournal by any chance? I don't really use this diary anymore :(
from adjrina :
..Robin Cindy Hamilton? So... you're one of her friends. I imagine you're one that knows Mattie?
from morbidvisage :
Thank you! I love your taste in music, btw.
from caffeine319 :
I love your photo, your layouts, your words. I had fun looking at your quizzes too...
from hairplay :
Hi, you have me on your buddy list, I just wanted to let you know that I've moved diaries. I'm still at diaryland, my new username is "shoreline--" if you're interested. xo
from mentalscars :
Hey, good to see you back. I know, it's been a while for me, too. Sorry such a sad event was the cause for your return. I hope things get better for you. - mentalscars
from soxconfused :
Happy Birthday! Hope you don't get *too* drunk. I wish I could just up and move to Canada, but I'm stuck here for now :(
from soxconfused :
The 21st or 22nd? Mine is the 18th, and I'll be 18. And where do you live that you can drink at 18, I wanna come! Here in the lovely States you have to be 21, so I still have 3 years :(
from loveshadow :
hey sweets i hope all is going well for u... r u still out in calgary? add me to ur msn hun pureunderground@msn.com kisses and huggs... Tiff
from birds-cry :
love you tal. xoxo. i'll be back soon!!
from laura-ly :
Awesome layout; beautiful writing.
from acidrow :
oh hey, i thought i would finally tell you i saved you as a rad diary or whatever. well ttyl. bye. -Bobbie Jane
from birds-cry :
hey tal! sorry bout that, i thought i had given it too you. the username is generic, and the password is emotion. love you! :)
from loveshadow :
hey hun.... its me Tiff im not to sure if u reamember me or not but i thaught i would drop u a line...... just to say hi, and to letcha know we miss u out here in e town, take care my gurl and have a good christmas
from born-fallen :
you would potentially die, and i would potentially kick your ass. youre one of my best friends and i miss you, i have nobody to talk too. but you will be back and we will hang out like old times. you will get through this. i know you can. XOXO.
from cdghost :
pretty pretty poems..you have a way with words
from dierdre83 :
thanks for the note...kinda brightened the darkness!
from frkygurl :
u are not alone Tal, it breaks my heart to even imagine for a second u actually believe this.But i guess i feel like that alot of the time as well so i can understand.But i'm just telling u i love so much and i'll be there for u if and when u need me...always know that
from phusion :
hey, well i've heard ani difranco before but not too much, i like her! anyway... did u change ur template? i dont remember it looking like this last time. peace
from kortnay :
You know I live in Calgary right?
from cherry-girl :
I changed my password for my diary. It's now crimson and regrets. xo.
from cherry-girl :
Heey...hope to hear more from you. You're amazing. <33
from suffer-never :
Holly!!! I love Holly... just thought I'd... throw that in there.
from cherry-girl :
I changed the stuff to unlock my diary. It's my and immortal. xo.
from anti-generic :
remember me? i'm over at dilutedx now. back from the dead here too. sorta.
from burntautumn :
Hello back to you too :)
from apieceoftiff :
Thanks! You helped a lot and made me feel better...and i guess you are right! Thanks again note the note.---lata
from cherry-girl :
Hello.
from kortnay :
Favorite song of all time...
from cherry-girl :
Ain't it the truth?
from cherry-girl :
I will rock you to sleep. <3
from kortnay :
When are you coming?
from biohazardous :
you are lovely times three
from kortnay :
I'm excited to meet you then pretty girl.
from kortnay :
You're beautiful.
from cherry-girl :
<3
from kortnay :
Calgary is okay... we can talk more about it if you want?
from cherry-girl :
i <3 you.
from raven72d :
Natalia Alexandra... vur' lovely name.
from pennyjane :
s'cause i don't believe in boundaries.
from raven72d :
The photo is lovely and haunting...
from pennyjane :
the photo is still touching, i really like that name, you know.
from onehandhigh :
Calgary IS AS BAD AS I SAY! Unless you actually have friends. In which case, maybe not so much.
from pennyjane :
and i adore your photograph and thank you, and what do you go by?
from kortnay :
When are you moving to Calgary?
from raven72d :
I'll have to listen to her music.
from cutencuddly :
We should hang out sumetime soon, gimme a call one of these days! xx
from raven72d :
I've missed hearing from you... "Cry or Cum" was lovely writing...
from kortnay :
I would love to be email buddies... I don't think I will stop updating.. I just need to take a bit of a break right now. Haha... It may only be until tomorrow. Wow.
from cherry-girl :
<3 youre amazing.
from kortnay :
Wow. THAnk you. I love your diary... You're on mine too.
from cherry-girl :
<3<3<3 i love the layout.
from gabriela83 :
Hey, sorry I decided to lock my diary not long ago and forgot to send this: Username: gabriela83, Password:sarasota. Thanks for letting me know!
from born-fallen :
username is forever password is young
from jello-chick :
I missed you so much. I hope things are good with you. Love lots. Maria
from kortnay :
I quite like your diary too... I think I will be back for more later aswell. Thank you.
from x-she-dreams :
i'm far too forgiving as well (grr). isn't it horrible? xx lovely diary.
from ghettovapeur :
Sorri!!!Afta We Moved Mah Bro Fukked Up Da Comp...Buh Im Gettin' 2 Updatin' Rite Now...Juss Thought I'd Let U Know.Check Mah Diary...Peace
from thrantos :
*And one day she woke up* I've lost myself, have you seen me? It's nice to see you again. Gotta redo the Books.
from cutencuddly :
Hey Girl! I've called you a couple of times in the past, but always some guy answered who sounded all weird, and he would tell me that he would tell you that I've called.. But I doubt he has. So I mine as well write you a note instead. I just wanted to say that I miss our emails to one another, I miss those days where we could talk for hours about the things that really mattered. I hope someday we can do that again.
from raven72d :
Be careful of pills. But do dream well, lovely one! And e-mail me, too!
from raven72d :
I hope the dreams are gentle and enveloping even when you don't have pills.
from raven72d :
How is life this week, girl?
from ghettovapeur :
Thanx So Much Fo' Droppin' A Note...I'm Runnin' Thru Here 2 Show U Sum Luv 2.Ye...I Guess U Kood Say Mah Life Is Interesting...Really It's Juss FULL Of <b>DRAMA</b>...I'm Movin' 2Day..(Yes...Finally...) So I A'int Had A Chance 2 Read Yo Diary...Buh Ima Git 2 It 2Nite.Keep On Readin... ~DESTiNY~
from raven72d :
She'll calm down... And you're certainly smart enough to know how to sneak around.
from raven72d :
The poem was lovely... Don't fret being caught in the shower. It happens sooner or later to everyone. You're having sex with a lover-- they'll get used to it.
from loveshadow :
its me tiff:)
from loveshadow :
Im in alberta... you know me teehee :)we never met in public only in cyber world
from raven72d :
Any time, girl.
from raven72d :
Me, too. So consider yourself given a hug in return.
from raven72d :
Thanks, girl. I do appreciate that muchly, here on a rainy Friday.
from raven72d :
*sigh*... You're right, I know.
from raven72d :
I really should. I just find actually asking to be more and more difficult...
from raven72d :
My loves... All far away, now... But I like sharing places and events with someone.
from raven72d :
I do envy you being at the art museum with a lover.
from raven72d :
Leaving home for the first time is a major step... Good luck on that! And who is the lovely girl all in violet that you use for your layout?
from raven72d :
Don't let that ever happen to you...
from raven72d :
Fifteen? That's hauntingly sad... Why did she do it? Did she say?
from raven72d :
That's so deeply sad... Sad that a lovely person could feel that her only way out was death. It's a sad thing to lose someone lovely and thoughtful from the world.
from heartracer :
hey hun. your older entries showing the old layout... that's dland. it usually takes some time for the layout to take affect on the older stuff. it can take quite some time, i usually battle with that. for the mail link to work it must be: <a href="mailto:riot_grrl69@hotmail.com">mail</a>
from raven72d :
Your friend... I'm glad you had someone like her? But how did she die? What happened to her?
from raven72d :
But who was Robin Cindy Hamilton? How did she die? What did she say in her diary? How are you holding her in your memories?
from raven72d :
I understand that feeling. Words outlive the flesh, but when the words vanish, it's as if you never existed at all. That's a thought that drains away one's spirit.
from captivated- :
I love how deep you are with your words.
from suicide-crie :
Ohhhhhhh ya! i fergot! sorry dear!
from suicide-crie :
who is this?
from biast :
Thanks for dropping by my page..we seem to be on the same page for alot of things ....take care
from incupark :
No problem. It was weird though, because I put in the code on the screen name I use to test out these templates and the dropdown menu didn't work. I copied and pasted the same thing over it, still didn't work. Did it again.... and it works. I don't know, maybe it was just a weird Diaryland moment.
from incupark :
Hi, I just looked at your diary and everything seems to be working fine. Did you fix it?
from aliveguy :
Would say I live in a dreamworld, if I refuse to believe the world's all shit. Maybe I am nieve to keep the faith I keep. It's all I live for though. I like the music you listen to. Floyd's a classic, and Matt Good is like a canadian version of floyd. I love Jenni's Song, especially the end. "This ain't me baby, I've got a better excuse for myself" Check out biast's page. You might be able to relate to her. Peace.
from heartracer :
indeed i do. i just added you so we can chat sometime. <3
from heartracer :
booyah. notes work!
from heartracer :
okay. sorry, i had to find a different code for a dropdownmenu &then add all your links. it kept putting the [Beautiful?] in the actual menu instead of at the top like it was, i just couldn't figure out how to get that right. sorry. also i lost the link to [AIM]. whoops. but as far as i can see, all the links are working now.
from heartracer :
what's up, angel? and i'll need your password again, i assume.
from aliveguy :
Thanks for adding me to your list. Don't be too anxious to move out. I had my tarot read by a friend recently. I've been obsessing over it for a while now, it really hit something with me. I've been meaning to get them read again. It's been a bit of an obsession.
from cherry-girl :
i know a little about those things...xoxo
from heartracer :
oh, dear sweet girl. thank you. those two words don/t quite show my appreciation for what you said about me but thank you all the same. i think my writing is shit but other than that, i/ll always try and soothe your pain as much as i can by letting you know how much i care. you are an amazing person. never forget that. i love you. ox♥xo
from cherry-girl :
yes it is. lol.
from cherry-girl :
wow i live in kansas.
from cherry-girl :
btw, where exactly are you?
from cherry-girl :
i wish you were here.
from cherry-girl :
its true. xoxo
from kept :
thanks for listing me, hun; it's good to know i'm not talking to myself over here.
from cherry-girl :
your words are beautiful. im sure your just as beautiful. xoxo
from cherry-girl :
my new user and pword are (user)spidey and undies(pword)
from justenough :
thanks for listing me doll :)
from thefacade :
Sunflare10@hotmail.com
from thefacade :
i was browsing readers from edmonton. i don't know you, but i think i know heather. if she goes to JP. LoL. i dont repeat things, so don't feel as if i'm spying. I like your diary, too. good writing.
from untame-able :
I thought it was a awesome movie too, but that doesn't stop it from being seriously fucked up. That's part of the reason it kicks so much ass.
from cherry-girl :
*muah*
from cherry-girl :
:D xoxo
from heartracer :
it's deleted. and it's only a pleasure, darling. i love you too. i hope you have a good christmas. be safe. goodnight. ♥
from heartracer :
okay, as far as i can see all the links are working and the older page is fixed up. the look of the older page may not be exactly as it was, but the only way i could do it was to use the code for the entry pages. as for the prev/next links... they don't work if you go one back because the diary is still using the codes for the other layout. you may have to email dland help for that, as sometimes it takes hours/days for the new codes to show up on older pages. there is still a whole chunk of my diary using an older layout. xo.
from heartracer :
yeah, the code looks pretty fucked for the older page. i am going to go back and take another look. is the guestbook working now?
from heartracer :
okay... check your prev/next links & your older page. are they working now?
from heartracer :
hmm, i'm not sure what could be wrong and i'd need your password to get into your codes and take a look. if it's really fucked up, you might have to pick one of the dland templates and just see if everything works with those standard codes.
from heartracer :
what's wrong with it?
from suicide-crie :
yea, my ex gf says that scars are beautiful, I dunno tho, i fuckin hate them, the onlytime you can actually see my old scars is if i were to tan, or get burnt my the sun, or even if im in hott water for too long, otherwise they're invisible...i like to keep it that way, otherwise people ask questions like, 'why does your arm say "die"?', i find questions like those hard to answer.
from suicide-crie :
Whoa man, i know what your talking about when you say you feel better after cutting, thats the way i used to be a couple years back...thankgod i have no noticable scars...but yea i know how you feel.
from heartracer :
of course i would like. i have cared about you for long now. send the address to heartracer@diaryland.com
from heartracer :
i am also dreading xmas. i am glad you sound okay otherwise. i still want to send you postcards (((girl-written days))). ♥
from suicide-crie :
yea i totally feel the same...I mean my ex got so mad at me when i said the mean things that were on my mind, but if i didnt say anything, i feel like id be lieing to myself...do you know what i mean?
from suicide-crie :
Alot of what you say, I can relate to, I mean you've said a couple of things ive wanted to say, but never really found the words to say them...
from untame-able :
No, I don't think you're a bad person.
from born-fallen :
Robin was with you that night... I felt it, she saved you because it wasn't your time to go. She is watching over you, shell never forget you because she loves you. I love you, truely you are an amazing person and I kick myself every day because I wasn't with you that night. Please understand that I do care, I think about you all the time, and If you had died... I would be dead now too. I love you baby.
from untame-able :
aw...babe...
from heartshaped :
this is beautiful. and. i love silverchair. xo.
from heartracer :
i am glad you liked the comment in my profile. i meant it. i don.t know if you remember me... girl-written? grrrlface? i moved again. i don.t know if you ever recieved the email. anyway. take care. ♥
from grrldreds :
hey thanks for the note!! i really like your diary as well! your layout is kick ass! anyways hope all is well.
from transmit :
wow. what a friend. :rolls eyes: good luck if you are pregnant.
from burntautumn :
I would ditch the friend, but you should really so what's in your heart.
from anti-all :
thank you kindly =)
from cherry-girl :
dude bitch and animal! yea right on! visit my diary
from just-tat :
i really like that poem. i may just have to keep reading your journal now.
from myhappiness :
Hey, thats really a talent, you know.. Hope you keep writing!
from myhappiness :
powerful stuff, man..kind of makes my skin crawl, but I guess you knew that already.
from surreal669 :
I am envious of your ability to up and go. I hope everything works out for you. And remember no matter how bad it gets, eventually everything falls into place. Karma is real and evryone gets their share. Keep your chin up.
from emogurl02 :
Wow, your layout is hawt! *rawr* BTW, good luck! :)
from cutencuddly :
I miss you to, dear! Have for weeks now .. I just do not want you to harm yourself or your body. And I would also not like to see you get hurt by men, or encounter those sick perverted men roaming our streets in our city.. You kno men don't use there brains and can be very dangerous and only cause harm. So I do only just want to see whats best for you hunnie. I care about you deeply and just want to see you happy! I would love for us to still meet up someday in the future. And if you ever need anything you can email me or call me and I will be there to listen. Never feel alone, because you still are in my heart! *huggs*
from cutencuddly :
You we're not at all unremembered by, me. I kno longer have MSN and go on it, and I have not emailed you because my reason is I really am unsure of what to say .. I do miss our talks, and the excitation of feeling that we're brought to our hearts when the topic of us meeting came up. I won't forget you if you leave, you can think what you want.. But only I do know what I feel. Maybe I do not agree with all of the things you do, but you still hold a special place in my heart. ~Luv Dee
from cutencuddly :
You won't be forgotten .. I promise you this!
from twisted-hate :
thanks for comlimenting my writing. ur the only one that has really. besides my boyfriend, but he has to say its good right? anyways keep coming back and i'll be sure to keep my wrting awesome.thanks again
from cutencuddly :
hey babelicious!!! your so cool! lol.. oo yea! I'm sooo glad I've met you! Thanks for being there for me lately, remember that I'll always be here if you ever need to talk! We'll have to get together sometime soon and party it up! hehe :) don't ever change!! I luv ya to death girl, thanks for everything! LYB!!
from emogurl02 :
Hey! Thanks for your note :)
from asphixia :
hey thanks for the note.. i seem innocent. really not.. it's interesting to know that people actually read this thing
from ciel-de-noir :
hum, i think i shall.
from wibgette :
I just read ur profile and liked it. You really seem to have the same views on things as me so I decided to say hi!
from lilith666 :
thankyou for your comment. as you can see i dont update anymore...im tierd of people telling my how good it is....but thankyou for the comment.
from thrantos :
Other than I can't HTML to save my life? Ha. Ha. Ha. The new pages are okay, but the old ones still look normal. Yay. I'm an absoulte nutter for doing this!
from thrantos :
It is driving me nuts... more than what I usually am, at any rate. *slices wrists*... ACK!
from kll :
Cool. I'm not sure if you'd like my stuff though. But it's good to know that people would be willing. There are a few more songs on the 'jagged' link on my site, if you want. Have a good day.
from jaymegurrl :
merci, you're a sweetie-poo, i'll b ok parents just suck sometimes ciao bella
from kll :
You are lucky then. You can still be easily amused. I have 'fallen' too many times... and I just can't seem to face challenge anymore. I guess that is something lost from youth.
from kll :
In the trees you may fall. I'd hate to slip from my shallow pedestal. I'd rather just sing a song that no-one hears but my chipped guitar.
from kll :
Hi. I just came here from your friend's site. It is raining in Edmonton today... and I wanted to lay in the grass.
from xscarredx :
ah okie. well if you need someone to talk to, u can talk to me. :)
from xscarredx :
hey. u havent left me any notes lately...how are you?
from afraid-2-luv :
Hey Nat, in your last entry you wanted to know if someone wanted to kidnap you, WELL I DO!! You can come live with me! And we can drink, no weed, just lots and lots of drinking. Alright? Kay bye hunn!
from xscarredx :
why do i interest u?
from afraid-2-luv :
I told him that you weren't worth crying over because every ten fucking minutes he'd bitch about something and he'd be like okay I'm going to go cry now. And then he'd talk about how much of a bitch you are because you're going out with Julian, then I was like if she's such a bitch then don't cry over her. And shit like that, I didn't mean like YOU'RE not worth it, I meant that all he does is bitch about what you "did to him". And it was really starting to piss me off. What stuff did I say that he said he didn't say? Kay well I gotta go, I'll call you from Vanessa's! Bye hunn Love ya. Sarah
from ravenheart :
Thanks for joining my Nightmare Before Christmas ring, you are welcome, take care!
from afraid-2-luv :
Hey Hunn, I was just browsing the net and I saw this and I wanted you to know that it's how I feel.....*Don't ever be afraid to come to me n cry* *Don't ever hesitate to look me in the eye* *Don't ever be afraid to tell me how you feel* *Remeber ur my gurl n we gotta keep it realL*
from afraid-2-luv :
aww, hunn, I just read what you wrote about me as your friend, you're such a sweety.just wanted to say "hi", okay Later Dayz LUV, ¿!ME!¿
from ladeenay :
hey wussup! well i was just reading ur diary cuz yea i'd like to see other ppl's lives other than mine. damn you keep it real. =) my life right now is blah.. but it doesnt really matter.. as long as i got wut i need.. well i'll leave you this COOL message hehe and i'll leave you with a quote/question "WHY DO HATERS GOTTA HATE?" hahahaha okee byeee
from lightrider :
Thank you for the compliment on my writing... You're pretty interesting yourself.
from faeriexgirl :
angelina!
from faeriexgirl :
like the diary. :}
from unitedskinoi :
Hey there. well i dont have much to say, but when i start to not be lazy, i'll add you to my favorites. anyway, i hope youre having a wonderful day! take it easy. cheers and beers.
from unitedskinoi :
hey there. i'm sorry if i offended you. i didnt mean that. i dont go around calling every black person a "nigger" either. i was making a statement that what those men did to me were niggers. there are white niggers, black niggers, mexican niggers, etc... the word nigger means ignorant. theres that in every race. anyway, youre a smart kid, and i admire you for that. well, i gotta go for now. i hope you have a good day. cheers and beers, mate!
from unitedskinoi :
hello there. i just wanted to say, GREAT diary! thats deep, its wonderful. and youre only 15? thats awesome. anyway, i just wanted to say hello. cheers and beers, mate!
from the-don :
If you're talking of this Texas fellow being someone you met over the net, I'd be wary. Most people live a facade on this infernal thing. That is all...

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