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from xxplaydeadxx :
Where have you gone? :(
from angel-scar :
Hello. Remember me? I havn't heard from u in a while. Just wanted to see how things are? I've been suffering from chronic pains lately so i havn't been around much to talk to anyone or visit d-land. I drop in once and a while and leave a note, but i noticed i havn't left u one yet. I've been thinking of u but havn't gott'n around to say hi. Well Hello. I hope that u have a great day :) xoxoxoxoxo ~Alyssa~
from chalkstain :
it's just been over a year since you wrote here. remember the days, god.
from adept :
"another ending where words have gone unnoticed and feelings remain unexpressed." Quite nice.
from billie--joe :
see that was only one sentence and was still awesome.People will read it and love it and wo't be able to wait till you do another one....Please continue don't give up you can do it........♥
from breathelilac :
I went through the other diary entries you posted on the same day.. I love you. I am so sorry.. This is my fault. I am sorry for everything. I am sorry. Except I am not sorry for being in your life. I'm not sorry you're in mine. You are my everything. I love you. More than anything. You are my world. My babyghurl.. My goofy. I love you so damn much.. I miss you. Remember that I love you. I love you.
from meanatheart :
What is going on? Are you alright??? I'm worried about you!
from breathelilac :
I will not let go.
from breathelilac :
That diary entry was beautiful. Not the quote. But, the intention of the entry. The thought you thought when you wrote it. The look on your face when you received that message. You. Have I told you lately how amazing you are? Has anyone ever told you how sublime you are? They need to more often.
from xxplaydeadxx :
Aaaaaah. That's so much like me [with my eds]. :( Duuuuude. When was the last time we talked?!!?!!?!!!!
from painted-eyes :
I'm just having a rough patch, I'm sure we'll be okay, she's amazing...it's funny my girl's on diaryland too.
from breathelilac :
flied lice? Lol.. God, you're cute. I love you. My sweet one and only, beautiful little everything.. Damn, I miss you.. I love you so very much..
from breathelilac :
I love you.. May I have your hand? And, may I have this dance? Things aren't as blurry as they seem.. We can always be together in our dreams..
from billie--joe :
aww thanxxx.i won't.missed talkin to you to.=) i hope you haven't gave up on ur book yet ♥
from painted-eyes :
Wow. That is pretty wild. Things like that don't usually happen. Maybe she and I are secretly planning this?? Haha, I don't know. I miss my girlfriend too, like crazy, but I know we'll find a way, we always do.
from breathelilac :
Has anyone ever told you how amazing you are? You are wonderful.
from painted-eyes :
Oh my gosh, Jeff Buckley's amazing though! I only have "Hallelujah" on my I-Pod, but nonetheless, AMAZING. No, I'm just some random chicky not your g/f. Sorry? :)
from painted-eyes :
Oh, wow, that's pretty wild!!! No, I can honestly say I am not your girlfriend!! "Chasing Cars" has such deep-rooted meaning for me and my girlfriend. Oh, the conicidences! (sp?) Anyway, no, I was definitely not attacking you. I just get silly!
from painted-eyes :
Oh, oh, I was merely teasing you. Sorry. '_' I can be quite silly and goofy.
from painted-eyes :
Sorry, made me think what...? That I'm unoriginal?
from billie--joe :
Well i bother =) Welll thats great im happy for you.. *hugs* ♥
from meanatheart :
Me either, my friends listen to some pretty trashy stuff, I prefer smooth rock, guitar and a cool piano, maybe some jazz or blues *shrugs* But that might just be the singer in me. Wow, three different people. I'm so sorry. And I've done that too. It is horrible, knowing how much you've hurt their significant other. And, last but not least, sadly no. He lasted past the two week limit and we had to break it off. How is your relationship? (I love the latest entry, by the way)
from billie--joe :
there is if you put something there!!!!♥ *how have you been sweetie?* *Hows the relationship going?*
from coppersky :
I wish you could actually go up to a rainbow and have a good look at it.
from sadistiksoul :
your words feel so clean
from painted-eyes :
Hahaha. You can try harder, that's so silly. I think I was implying I'm not interested in you. And yes, tummy is better, just not hungry at all. Funny, people think I remind them of other people often. Does that mean I'm unoriginal? Oh, good, I don't want to be rude. Have a super day!
from meanatheart :
I'm very lyrical too, it's almost better than the music in the background. I love the vocals in that song!!! I've been cheated on three times, by the same person, and I cheated on him once. It's horrible. Yeah... I'm so sorry about that experience.
from sadwoman :
Just wanted to say hello and thank you for the welcome.I'm here to share my life stories and to also recover so I can put everything behind me and start over........thanks again....
from painted-eyes :
Okay, first of all, you say you're not a stalker...To quote "Van Wilder", "Are you stalking me? Because that'd be super." It'd be fine with me if you were to stalk me. Anyway, if you don't stalk me, that'd be cool too. *pretends to bite you* Haha. We're both biters. No worries, mate, I'm not interested (um, seeing as you've read all my entries you probably know that) AGH my tummy hurts so that concludes this note.
from painted-eyes :
:D Sorry I'm nosy, and I'm from Missouri (Midwestern United States). I'm not always so rude, I swear, I was just curious.
from meanatheart :
What is your favorite song by them? Mine is I Won't Make You, but maybe just because that seems to be how I'm feeling recently. Yeah I understand. Cheating is completely horrible, it makes things much more complicated and it hurts both parties. You can tell me if you'd like, but I understand too. Mine was a bit less horrible, it was during school, I told one of my best friends and she just said "wow" about a million and a half times and kept looking at me like she'd never seen or heard anything so... dirty.
from painted-eyes :
Okay, so where are you from that it's 9 in the morning?! (Longer note awaits, no worries, just about to rush off)
from thatgirlx :
Aw, thank you. Glad to hear you're doing well. ♥
from meanatheart :
We really do, don't we? Escpecially Something Corporate. They have GREAT music. <333. I love getting/giving messages. They're great. My longest relationship was one month. I'm very proud of you :) It is a dirty feeling, isn't it? They look somewhat... disappointed, and you immediately want to take it all back.
from painted-eyes :
:) You said right at the end of your post! I was agreeing with you. Sorry, I'm a strange bird, but I'm mainly harmless too. I only bite when asked very nicely to do so. Besides, you've nothing to worry about, I just like making new friends on here, and your writing fascinates me basically.
from painted-eyes :
<3 the newest entry.
from meanatheart :
I really really really am glad that you stumbled upon mine, now I have read some of yours. I'm so happy for you and your girlfriend, thats very impressive. I really ideantify with your entry number 216, secrets, also.
from billie--joe :
three months and 18 days im so happy 4 u
from painted-eyes :
Right.
from billie--joe :
that one................ROCKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from inyourmemory :
sadly, happens more often than it should. is easier than it appears.
from staronfire22 :
Aw, thank you!! I understand what you mean. I will read soem of your diary later. see ya!! Ashley
from omniscia :
Hey there. Thanks for welcoming me to your diaryring. Thanks also for the good wishes on the wedding thing-- I could barely care about any of it (as I'm sure you could tell from my bitchy entry today). All that matters to me is that someone loves me despite all the baggage I carry. I saw your quote on your profile, and can very much relate. Anyway onto happier things, yay, Anna Nalick! I hope she come out with a new album soon. :) -Keri
from billie--joe :
Thats good Im glad.and Im doing great! you?
from razorblade-- :
username: pain password: junkie
from billie--joe :
I was getting worried.=(..I hope you iput that in your book It rocks..*)
from chalkstain :
i miss my jessica
from billie--joe :
awww SUPER!yeah i wish you would to i want to read some of what you got so far to please
from xf0r3verx :
ooooh i really wish ud add stuff from ur book!! Id love to read it
from billie--joe :
I thought it was awesome and yes they will i no they will your an amazing writer and you need to share you beautiful talent with the world your going to be famous woman so please continue you can do it..DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!!!!stop telling yourself that ok you can do it adn your great. k love ya
from billie--joe :
omg that was AWESOME see you need to put that in your book love ya
from billie--joe :
Thanx i really appretiate it love ya
from billie--joe :
BEAUTIFUL!!AWW thank you i do have faith in you and i will i think you can do it.love ya
from billie--joe :
Thats pretty! And yeah i did i can't wait and you can do it i no you can i believe in you sweetie.Your a great poet keep on love ya bye
from sheo :
hehe i ment the words "you and your dog". That sounded a bit weird, but hey if you don't mind i'd like to have your e-mail sometime. mine's is in my profile so you could sent it to me if you would like to know me better.
from billie--joe :
YAH!sweetie I'm proud of you can't wait love ya
from sheo :
I'm glad to hear you and your dog are going te be alright... hehe sounds a bit crazy, but i'm happy everything turned out to be ok. Thanks for the note you send back to me ^^
from sheo :
Hey! don't get stuck in your sorrow. I killed my laptop a while ago, i know it's not a living thing, but it had a big part of what i need... my music, internet and saved MSN conversatons with good friends. I could have killed myself for my stupidity, but feeling so fucked didn't help so i learned to life with it and to buy me a new one... although i don't have much money to spend. I don't know how much you love your dog, but please don't take it all to hard on yourself. It won't be better for either of you.
from sheo :
I wish you a happy new year!
from redsilk :
Within your diary are the words 'I am a waste of space and time'. Let me tell you that you are most certainly not a waste of anything. You write beautifully and your descriptions of your abusive experiences do not diminish the quality of your diary. I am sincerely very, very proud of the way you deal with adversity. Please, don't ever stop writing. Your new English friend, ~~redsilk~~
from inyourmemory :
irony's a bitch, ain't it?
from cheekyash :
that's alright jess. i wouldn't worry, you're not obligated to keep up with me when your life is just about obliterated. i understand. i hope things might finally be beginning to work out, or that they will soon.
from billie--joe :
waht was it sweetie never mind It's nonme of my business but It will be ok watever it is i would understand loveyou
from complexmynds :
Have you been watching Grey's Anatomy lately?
from coffers :
you warned me from reading this blog and yet i insisted.. somethings are best left unsaid...
from billie--joe :
Write a Damn book woman PLEASE =) ILOVEYOU!
from sheo :
i've been thinking alot about what you said, but i can't find wrong reasons for loving someone. i know it can be hard to deal with love and it can be hard to express it, but i don't know why it could be wrong to fall in love with someone.
from sheo :
Love is love right? so there is nothing wrong with it...
from billie--joe :
chank you you're so so kind i will try i love you!
from lilacstrings :
your words are mesmirizing... if i could express myself the way you so freely do, then i'd say that my quest for liberation would come to an abrupt holt. i admire good writers. Perhaps your writing is done so well because of such things you've unfortunately had to experience. I hope that things are better and that your happiness is long lived and genuine. Let your words run wet ink, and let them stain the page.
from billie--joe :
I LOVE IT!
from billie--joe :
yep i agree!
from billie--joe :
well don't worry most gay and bis are awesome and you are one of the kool pepps
from devils-rose :
I let other people read previous journals of mine...that's why they all eventually ended up locked and unused. I caught myself editing myself for the tastes of those who I knew would see it, which isn't the point of a journal. For a while I ran a public one and a private one, the private one containing all the things I didn't want anyone who knew me to know but that I needed to write. Not sure what the point of that comment is, except its never too late to create anonymity where it doesn't exist, I guess. Sorry about the overly anal parents. My dad's like that. My mom's psychotic. Don't get me wrong and all, I love her, but she's truly insane and probably one of the few people on this Earth who were never meant to have children. In any event, I needed a journal by the time I was ten, and have kept one ever since, sometimes with an accompanying scrapbook. It helps me keep myself under control so I can function. And I don't know how old you are or what you plan on doing with your life, but college is definitely good for just getting away from everything you need to run away from. I don't think I've ever been this...relaxed, I guess. Quite a lot to say when you see how awful some of my entries sound! But anyway...you probably don't want to find a novel posted to your notes page, so I'll stop here. Thanks again for the well wishes, and I hope that you are having a wonderul evening yourself. :)
from inyourmemory :
awh, things are going well, even if we don't really know how to tango... haha, don't ask. i like the silly boy pretty well, & for once, he seems to really like me back, possibly more so than i do him. which is actually a really, really nice feeling. i hope you have a lovely thanksgiving, dear!!
from devils-rose :
Thank you so much for the wonderful note! I was rather under the impression that my diary was somehow substandard...but then we're all our own worst critics, I suppose, and your compliment was really nice to receive. (No, I don't mind that you read mine...it IS public, after all. And anonymous, for that matter, since Rose isn't my name and neither D nor R are in my initials at all.) I totally get the venting thing, most of my journals are used purely for that purpose, although I wish it were otherwise sometimes. I'm going to end up eighty years old and rereading my diaries and going "I was such a miserable teenager! Why don't I remember it being that awful?" But yeah. Thanks for the nice wishes, too.
from billie--joe :
umm.. wow are you saying you think you might be turning bisexual.well hey thats kool fi you like her than hey gay people are kool...i still love you
from inyourmemory :
i hope you're having a nice day.
from devils-rose :
I really like your layout, it's beautiful. Looked through some of your more recent entries...sorry that you seem so sad. And since you're probably wondering, I found your diary by surfing the needreallove diaryring (I think that's what it's called...that's the basic idea, though. =/) Hope things improve.
from billie--joe :
well you no wat i did!
from billie--joe :
Yeah i do that alot to it hurts like CRAZY!ILOVEYOU!
from billie--joe :
aww!!!thank you honey your so sweet that makes me extremly happy =)..i will!!!ILOVEYOU BYE!!!!
from billie--joe :
That makes me happy =')!!!!!aww really well so are you =) your also the best freakin poet in the hole universe!!AWW thanx sweetie! me to if you ever need me im hear!!!!!!!!!!ILOVEYOU!♥
from billie--joe :
Runs up and gives you a.................*huge hug* mahahahahahahaha!if you need to talk I'm hear sweetie!
from billie--joe :
I'm so sorry!!!WOW umm.................nevermind i love you
from cheekyash :
you've written a lot more than you have in a long time lately, but it still feels like you're disappearing. i'm sorry for your loss love, however much or little it meant to you.
from billie--joe :
BEAU_TI_FUL!!!!!!!!!!!11
from billie--joe :
AWW thanxx i feel so LOVED!!!!!!yeah i no wat you mean...He He He me to but not all stuck up like half of them are eerrrr they make em so mad...aww thanxx really kool well HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! ILOVE YOU HUNNY!!!!!
from inyourmemory :
dating... i guess that is what you'd call it... =) he's coming home saturday to see me, i'm excited, hehe. in reference to your entry... i have my best friend, he reads most of my diaries. & most of them are about him. crazy stuff.
from billie--joe :
I CARE!!!!!!=)
from billie--joe :
like always BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
from billie--joe :
AWW thanx i will try i think i will though.. You no i always wanted to be older when i was young but i agree i want to stay young but not to young..Well thats AWESOME!! Keep on and write a book i have a feeling you are going to be famous soon or some day im serious.. AWW thanxx i dont really like my name there are to many brittanys my mom was going to name me samantha and my dad was going to name me(whrispers)holly i like that name but thats my cousins name now she younger than me,but yeah i love your name....no thats kool i stay on the computer as much as i can to.have a beautiful day to hunny!!!!i love you bye
from inyourmemory :
sort of... he lives an hour or so away. lol.
from billie--joe :
aww thanxxxx that made me so happy *)!!!!!! and wat?you should. i have faith in you!(chears)DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!!!ok you better send me a copy lol but seriously please send me one..and i love your name its pretty!well i got to go ♥
from inyourmemory :
attachment... i know a thing or two about that. i really hope you have a nice day.
from billie--joe :
='( im so sorry
from billie--joe :
YES!you are good and alot of people would buy your books you no i would you are an AWESOME! poet so DAMIT wriet a book you are a great poet and people would love to read and buy the books you made and another thing you are as good as any other poet maybe even better so try it write a book send me one with your autograph in it ok I♥U
from billie--joe :
WRITE A BOOK WOMAN!!!!!!
from cheekyash :
ditto ♥
from cheekyash :
well okay then, if you insist. so why did johnny fall off the bike? 'cause somebody threw a fridge at him. (it's so much lamer written down, but still, it's bad. my favourite joke ever. only works with the right crowd though). hehe i'll stop now before i get any lamer (is that even a word??). have an awesometastarific weekend sweetie! ♥
from cheekyash :
oh and one more thing. why did johnny fall off the bike?? (this is SOOO lame but i laugh my ass off every time i hear it)
from cheekyash :
happy friday jessie!!! ♥
from xf0r3verx :
wow, the latest entry...thts exactly how iv felt, just ddnt knw how to say it. thank u for puttin it into words.
from inyourmemory :
ever so sweet..
from thatgirlx :
that's harsh. :( i hope you know she's lying through her teeth. you sound like a sweetheart. ♥
from thatgirlx :
thank you. ♥ and you know, i don't even really think you'd have to try, it's just sort of in your nature. but hey, if one liners are your thing, more power to you. i have a short attention span, anyways. ♥
from inyourmemory :
just go with the flow. =)
from thatgirlx :
hi. :) i've been meaning to leave you a note for a while now, i just never really knew what to say. i love the way you write, the way your words always seem to flow together. your diary is one of those that i can't help but keep clicking the 'back' button to read more. i hope you don't mind. and i really hope that you're okay. take care of yourself. ♥ ♥ ♥
from cheekyash :
you know what? i just wanted to leave a note to say happy monday, but if it's not monday anymore, happy tuesday. and if not tuesday, happy wednesday ((etc. etc.)) i'll get onto the email soon sweetie x
from cheekyash :
no need to apologise to me, i figured you hadn't forgotten. and even if you had, it's only a stupid email. don't worry. just take care of yourself for a while.
from cheekyash :
Your last post reminded me of a poem. It's called 'Possessions' and was written by Ken Smith. "They spent my life plotting against me./ With nothing to do but cultivate themselves,/ but to be there, aligning their shadows,/ they were planning to undo me,/ wanting to own me completely.// They have marched through the rooms,/ their presences litter the surfaces/ close at my elbow calling attention./ When I sleep they begin with their meetings,/ when I leave home they call a convention./ The minutes, the notes, the chairman/ calls order, the lamps signal aye. When I die/ they'll start in on another,/ easy at first, learning his ways./ Now they're gone, taken from me, good luck./ If I kept them I'd never be free. I'd die/ and have to begin picking everything up,/ all the waste paper, baby teeth, beards,/ I'd have to go back for the fingernails.// So I'm shut of them, all the gossip and the malice,/ the tables, the chairs with their jokes on me./ All the prying. the scandals. The telephone/ stored it all up. the books lied to me.// That's why I came here, bringing nothing./ There was nothing to do but leave things./ I saved only a few: smells of tobacco/ and blankets, a dream of a waterfall, a length of ribbon, my name, my number,/ the holes in my suitcase." I've no idea why I decided to share that with you. I guess I've nothing left to say, except that I hope it's all bearable.
from jenniclaire :
I'm sorry about the collision... must have been really scary! I'm glad that you're safe though and that not too much harm was done x
from billie--joe :
*im sorry bout the reck i hope your ok* ok boutthe note below this one im sorry that was suppose to go to someone else i guess i thought i had hers up and it was yours cause i had both of yalls up im so i feel so stupid well i hope you get feelin better bye ♥
from billie--joe :
*hey sis wuz up i havent ben able to wriet you a note i bout cried stupid diaryland err* ok listen hear missy i dont want you doing something stupid ok so please dont and you said i dont care wat happens tonight well i do ok i want to be able to meet my big sis when i get old enough i mean i no its bad to say but i think you have been a better sis than my real one no joke and listen hear bout the entry before this one dont say you hate yourself and your not stupid ok and you can do things write and you are nnot a failure ok i love you bye!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
from xf0r3verx :
oh my gosh!! i hope ur doing okay. =( the accident mustve been horrible.
from jenniclaire :
Come to London. It's shit. You'll love it. I've lived near this place my whole life.
from inyourmemory :
every story deserves an ending.
from billie--joe :
♥ did i every wish you a happy birthday if not im sorry *HAPPY BIRTHDAY* ♥ ♥ ♥
from xxplaydeadxx :
from complexmynds :
I'm sorry I'm jumping on the late bandwagon but happy belated birthday. I hope the day brightened up for you and you had some good moments to look back on.
from amazinfuckup :
Aww, thank you :D. My birthday kind of sucked, but things are getting better now. It could have been worse, right? Anyway, thanks again.
from inyourmemory :
happy birthday... =) i hope things start to look up.
from billie--joe :
ahh iim sorry *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U* ♥ ♥ ♥
from dramy-queen :
thanks for the note! i stopped my diary for a few months until now. until now i have a job with a computer. and now i do this all day. because it's better than working. happy birthday! x lissy
from momma-at-17 :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! ~*♥*~
from lostiris :
happy birthday. :)
from xxplaydeadxx :
*shy smile* aww. no problemo! =) but now that's really bugging me! i wanna know who alex is!!!! maybe i've just completely lost my mind...damn. haha ♥
from xxplaydeadxx :
there, i fixed it! ok...sorry! i swear to friggin god i remember you telling me your name is alex....so who told me they're alex?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! urrrrrg. sorry, again.
from xxplaydeadxx :
happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday dear jessica. happy birthday to you.
from xxplaydeadxx :
ok so i feel stupid now. you did tell me your name is alex, right? i'm bad with names...=S
from xxplaydeadxx :
happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday dear alex. happy birthday to you. ♥ i'm sorry things suck so much right now. =(
from momma-at-17 :
****HUGS**** ~*♥*~
from on-pain :
Hi thanks for the note. :) It's people like you who've helped me keep on writing although most of the time I feel I'm just fumbling through the darkness.
from billie--joe :
NOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo never <3
from msjessica :
i just totally contradicted myself...god damn drunkenness. good thing you don't drink, it's a terrible habit. as is smoking. i meant what i said though...all of it. contradictory as it may be..
from msjessica :
ok, when you get back to sydney, we are going for a drink, and you are telling me everything. i know you said you don't drink but..you can either drink cordial or start a new habit, or make an excepetion to a rule. well wishes from strangers are meaningless,and as if me saying 'all the best' will mean anything so..instead i just..send out a wish that good things happen to good people, and if that doesn't happen, then..everything happens just as it's meant to, as fucked up as that usually makes things...sending warmth on cold nights, cold fingertips on your hot eyelids and a hug that makes you think you can't breathe..x
from momma-at-17 :
Aww hunny! **HUGS** If there's anything...
from billie--joe :
every thing will get better just hang in there hun love ya bye and good night
from xxplaydeadxx :
i wouldn't care what you look like anyway. i'm ugly so i have no room to judge someone by looks...my mom's being a stupid whore again. she's on crack and likes to fuck things up for me....gah. i just talked to her like 4 minutes ago. ended up hangin up on her b/c she pissed me off. =/ *sigh* gah. ok i must go now. i would pray for things to get better for you.......if i believed in god........but i'll hope and offer my support. is that good? =) <3
from ivyparker :
you know, sometimes I wish your entries were longer, but then again..enough said, eh? Best have us wanting to come back for more. Hope you have a good week.
from momma-at-17 :
**hugs**
from xxplaydeadxx :
oh that was so sweet. thank you. um...it's ok for you to whine though. you're going through something absolutely horrible. that calls for whining. :) well. things here are sucking some major ass...um. i think anorexia is a disease. it's horrid. and bulimia...i haven't experienced much of anorexia, but the other...yeah...i know being nice and all to you doesn't change anything, but just know that if you want to talk, i'll listen. and i care. =) *hugs* <333
from billie--joe :
hope every thing goes ok love ya bye<3
from ivyparker :
thanks for wanting me to write more, but some things are really hard to write about.
from inyourmemory :
i'm so sorry dear..
from ivyparker :
woe...that would be strange to hear.
from jenniclaire :
Thanks for the note you left. The whole parents-divorcing is so incredibly new to me, it's raw and painful. That's all. Writing is probably going to be a really good outlet for me, because no one else understand. So people can read or not read, think it's weird, not weird. Whatever. I don't know. I'll come by and read yours every now and then, too.
from cheekyash :
from billie--joe :
ahh that was sweet love ya bye
from xxplaydeadxx :
oh my god...i can't believe all this has happened to you. i'm so sorry. really. gah i wish i could help you. =( i hope everything gets worked out.
from cheekyash :
i sent you an email to the address on your profile page. i hope it finds you.
from momma-at-17 :
OMG! Is everyone ok? What do they 'think' you did? That's insane and outrageous! It makes me angry! I hope you're ok, I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to!!! ~*♥*~
from cheekyash :
is it nearly time for you to come home yet? it's sorta lonely here without you...
from xoinsanityxo :
yeah it is amazing. but sad thing is, for the most part the feeling does change, and you just end up having problems.
from msjessica :
hi there. don't know if you're online or anything and i know this may sound a little strange but...do you like to drink? if so, would you like to have a couple of drinks somewhere tonight?
from xxplaydeadxx :
oh my god! thank you so much. i care about you bunches and bunches! *hugs*
from cheekyash :
i'm just glad you could be happy. the weather's beginning to change here now, we're falling into winter already it seems, it's a cold august, colder than it has been in years. it's new, and feels like something's just beginning. i just hope it's good, and if it feels like this for you, i hope it's good for you too ♥(i just noticed the date on your diary, it's august 17th. i dunno, maybe australia's magic and four days ahead, or maybe your calendar is wrong).
from cheekyash :
oh, i guess that was selfish. but i do wish that you had fun too angel, how was it?
from xxplaydeadxx :
oh my god i missed you SOOOO MUCH! =) *hugs* um...i'm a major screw up. that's what's wrong.
from cheekyash :
thank fuck. i've missed you too badly.
from cheekyash :
it's different without you here. come home soon love.
from note-12 :
It really means a lot that you took the time to read about me, and post a message. Thank you. I appreciate your caring :-)
from inyourmemory :
hurry back. i miss seeing my buddylist being updated everyday.
from billie--joe :
pretty like always and its ok and we will miss you to love ya bye have fun and im happy for you
from xxplaydeadxx :
=(
from momma-at-17 :
Aww no updates for a week? I've become so addicted to reading you. I love the way you write. I really do. I look forward to your next update!
from cheekyash :
hope you're havin fun darlin xxx
from cheekyash :
i'm glad we both have something to look forward to tomorrow. one of my best friends is coming over from germany, she lived here for a while. we don't see each other often and i miss her all the time. and in a strange change from the way i usually am, i am extremely excited. you make the most of this trip. and i hope you can sleep well soon ♥
from cheekyash :
it's raining heavily outside and so my plans for the night are ruined. i don't really care though, it gave me time to read all of your one hundred and four entries again. that trip of yours should be coming up soon, i hope you have a fantastic time angel. don't forget about us here when you're livin it up, hehe. you deserve it. i hope you're okay. ♥
from xxplaydeadxx :
yeah i just got in trouble earlier today for being on myspace...dun dun dun... =P oh well. i'm so not staying off it. so ha. take that. it's so funny but also so frustrating to watch the clueless adults trying to mess with a computer or radio or tv. poor people. =P haha. yes, 'tis a sad sad little world we live in. ;)
from xxplaydeadxx :
ahahaha. my uncle says the same about me and i think the same about him. =P
from cheekyash :
you're my favourite too. funny how sometimes i look at my diary and feel like it's fallen to shit, just 'cause it's not me anymore, it's just words i write 'cause it's what i'm thinking or something, it has nothing in there that's really me. i know depression eats a person, but with writing i figure that's no excuse. i don't like the things i used to write, but sometimes they make me smile. and that's gotta be worth something. and then sometimes i look at my diary and realise that i love it more than anything else in the world. i think maybe those are the times you tell me i'm beautiful. i hate how we are blind to ourselves, we can't see anything good in ourselves and if we do, we're vain and conceited. but you're an angel, i promise you that. and your last post made me shoot 7up out my nose. i was in the mood for laughing, and you got me started. thank you ♥
from cheekyash :
congrats on reaching the hundred entry mark ♥ & don't write for an audience. write for yourself, what you want to remember, stories and words you'll want to remind yourself of in twenty years time. if it's stupid, pathetic, sad, angry, boring. whatever. somebody out there will love you, just 'cause you're human & just 'cause you're you. i always have. and careful of this guy, i remember before you told me you were trying to stay away from him. you probably had your reasons. don't make any bad choices darlin, no need to learn the same lesson twice ♥
from snow666white :
awesome diary... refreshing to say the least, from the normal dribble i come across.
from billie--joe :
You so need to make a poetry book....
from xxplaydeadxx :
wow...
from inyourmemory :
don't forget your memories. they shape you. they make you.
from cheekyash :
would it be wrong to say that i really miss you these days? and you're not even gone. thank you so much angel. and just in case i forgot to tell you, you're amazing. amazing in the wonderful sparkly glittery wow way (i have such a way with words hehe) ♥
from xxplaydeadxx :
felt like that plenty of times
from billie--joe :
so pretty like always
from xxplaydeadxx :
oh you don't sound stupid! you're very nice. i DID laugh a lot last night. it was good. me and britt watched the ringer. johnny knoxville kicks ass. =P <3 have a great day or night, whatever it is where you live. <3
from xxplaydeadxx :
yes, you made me smile REALLY BIG! =P ok, i'll do that search soon. just wondering: have you seen dogma? that's such a great movie. :) and thank YOU so much for telling me stuff to do to cheer up. that's really sweet of you. <3
from xxplaydeadxx :
aaw that made me feel so good! you're so nice! I LOVE CHRIS ROCK! HE'S AWESOME! Um. Yeah, I hope things get better. I'm working on my issues with myself, but people need to grow up. I'm a bit obsessive with dland too. good, i'm glad you'll keep posting. you write so beautifully. <3
from billie--joe :
Yaeh i dont like people like that when they get in something they dont want to talk bout it till later like when someone gets in a fight well you no wat i mean those kinds of people
from billie--joe :
yeah all that happens and highschool is suppose to be just great BULL****
from wishful-me :
i love your diary & thought you should know.
from xxplaydeadxx :
i hope so too. that's always been a very depressing line for me. i don't want to hear THIS is the best time of my life. no no no. keep writing A LOT. i really love reading it.
from inyourmemory :
these years are supposed to be worry-free, consisting of being with friends & doing the crazy things teenagers are supposed to do. get into a little trouble, make a few mistakes, enough to learn a lesson. we're supposed to care too much about what we look like & squeal too much over boys. have tons of inside jokes & go out on the weekends, but still have time to spend with the family. start forming our own opinions & beliefs, even if we reportedly know nothing. granted, i believe it when i'm told, "live it up, kid! don't waste it. these are the best years of your life." i'm trying to make it that way. new way of thinking, new way of doing things, new way to look. maybe they're not correct in their assumptions. but it doesn't mean we shouldn't live as though they are. --- hmm that was sort of a rant, sorry about that. haha. on a bright note, there are so many more beautiful people than i, be it here or wherever you may be. but i really do appreciate it, more than you know. in the words of bobby mcferrin, "don't worry, be happy" =)
from xxplaydeadxx :
if these are the best years of our lives, i'm really afraid to see what the worst has in store...
from billie--joe :
Your welcome and i just didnt want to affend you but yeah i think you are a poet a really really good one...
from billie--joe :
your such a great poet
from billie--joe :
AWW so pretty like always and i didnt want to offend you because xxplaydeadxx told me you dont conseder yourself a poet but i think you are you are really good...and im doing ok i hope you are to well love ya
from inyourmemory :
hehe... just try to be, it's nice, i promise. hmm... i'm sorry about your mom. but if it counts for anything, i think you're beautiful.
from inyourmemory :
i'm glad you smiled! smiling is fun... i've just been in a "just be happy" state of mind lately. it's nice. =)
from billie--joe :
Im sorry if i affened you when i said you were a poet but your entrys are really good
from billie--joe :
aww so sad but so pretty you are a really good poet.
from inyourmemory :
that dream... would have scared me. the last time i remember being really upset about a dream. well it's sort of dumb, but i think i feel like telling you anyway. i hope you don't mind. =) i was "in like" with this boy, but in the dream he started dating one of my best friends. & they asked me if i was okay, & i kept telling them, "yeah, i'm fine, it's okay, i just want you all to be happy." so i just stood there & watched them be happy. it bothered me for a long time... i hope you're happy =) it's always nice to smile. ♥
from cheekyash :
i dreamed a dream before where i killed a werewolf. i don't remember anything about him deserving to die. he just did. so i killed him too. what the hell are we trying murder?
from billie--joe :
SO PRETTY!!!!
from inyourmemory :
ooh... "breathe me", i love that song now. thank you muchly for advising me to listen to it. my friend has just reminded me to live life with no regrets, no strings. i think today i'll remind you the same thing. ♥
from inyourmemory :
i'm glad you like the song. i'm in love with it, & "just a thought" by michael andrews. your words make me smile. you think i'm sweet! &, surprisingly, i was called loveable the other day, which also makes me smile. =) i hope YOU have a wonderful day tomorrow, you deserve one. -t
from cheekyash :
i just felt like leaving you a note. just 'cause you're you, and just 'cause i'm me and i can leave you notes whenever the hell i like. just 'cause i like you, and i like talking to you. hope you're well sweetie ♥
from inyourmemory :
believe me, it means a lot. & thank YOU. do me a favor, listen to the song "summerflight" by zoe speaks, if you haven't already. i think you remind me of it.
from billie--joe :
I just love yur diary and thanxxx for the nit eand no you didn't do anything to affend me and im sorry bout you and seth
from billie--joe :
I'm sorry
from inyourmemory :
you make me think. whether this is a good thing or not, i haven't figured. but i've come to the conclusion that i like you.
from billie--joe :
thanxxxx sooooooooo much for the note you are really sweet to and i do enjoy your diary and a lot of other people do to. Maybe some are to lazy or to dumb to leave a note j/k lol ok loves bye and i no that sounds preppie but i promise im not a prep..<3<3<3<3
from forgetmexx :
oh, thank you, that means so much to me. but where are you going?
from xxplaydeadxx :
i really like your diary. 'poet' or not, your writing is great. <3
from billie--joe :
I just love your diary
from billie--joe :
Thank you so mush for the note you are so so sweet and you will find i nice guy ,when the time is right..Ok loves Bye<3<3<3<3
from shadesofblk :
I will drink to that. Just someone!
from cheekyash :
and yes, that meant more to me than it probably should have. and i ♥ you too
from cheekyash :
sometimes you remind me of a girl. she's an angel. and sometimes you're just you, and that's just as good, if not sometimes better.
from billie--joe :
I have been reading your diary for awhile and i really like it i love the poems you write they are pretty
from shadesofblk :
*HUGS*
from outbackjamie :
Thanks so much for your encoraging comment. I didn't know anyone still read this diary... it's my outlet, you know? Anyway, you seem pretty amazing!
from easynow :
In your entry "important news" you wrote 'Maybe I should grow up to the fact that one cares.' in reference to your trip. I guess, what I want to tell you is that other people will and do care. If they didn't, they wouldn't read about it, or get excited/envious for/of you. And as for growing up... the only way you have to grow is to the fact that it only matters if you care, and if you know how important it is. Because what anyone else thinks really just doesn't matter.
from shadesofblk :
Thank you for your kind note and taking the time to read about my crazy life. I have just touched on yours and am looking forward to reading more. I hope you have a safe trip.
from cheekyash :
i'm not sure if you got the note i left you in my diary, but it was for you. my connection was slow and i couldn't seem to get into your 'notes' page, so that was the reason. oh and just thought you might like to know, i discovered through my stats page that the user 'myromance' has both of us linked from her diary. she didn't tell me either.
from xf0r3verx :
hi there, todays entry made me feel so sad...that i just wanted to say that im so sorri ur friend didnt return ur call...and that ur diaryland readers are here waiting anxiously 4 u to share the great news wif us. i always read ur diary. it intrigues me.
from angel-scar :
Hey no prob. Your diary's awsome! Anyways..Thinks have gott'n better since my last diary entry. Thank you for responding to my letter. I know everything will be find once we have some minor problems sorted out. Alyssa
from lostiris :
wow i'm sorry. i know what you mean. it's all i can think about too.
from complexmynds :
Heeeyyy thank you for that note. I love your diary too and how you write.
from nector- :
Wow! Thanks so much! I really appreciate that . Your's is quite wonderful too !
from tornnbroken :
haha i really appreciate that. i'll probably update it just for you :) thanks so much
from cheekyash :
i'm comin back darlin!!! hehe, everything's gettin sorted and i can have my normal routine back next week. just about to head out now to some friends, grr...really just don't want to, but.. it's the price to pay when you have to love people :) damn that makes me sound evil. anyway, you've got me smiling now, thanks for that. just reminded me of a song, u2's 'the sweetest thing'... "She won't catch me or break my fall, oh the sweetest thing". i've no idea how the hell that song can sound so cheery. confusion. okay, babbling like crazy. best be off. you're amazing.
from cheekyash :
hey angel. i can't stay long but hopefully next week i'll be back for good. i hate this. i've missed this place way too much, and i've no real reason too. i skimmed through your entries that i've missed. i'm not sure if you've gotten better, or just that i've missed you too much. and fuck it all, you're one of the most beautiful people i've ever come across. maybe you won't believe it, but i'll still try. i miss you ♥
from life4rent :
Thank you so much. I didn't realise anyone read it anymore. I want to come back and write, I just can't always find the words. <333
from red-jade :
Thank you for your note! I didn't realize anyone else read my diary. Especially now that I don't update it so much.
from andwebreathe :
well, thank you
from msjessica :
i came from hervey bay..it's a shit hole. and i'm here indefinitely, but probably for awhile...no immediate plans to move, i still don't feel completely at home here, although i'm starting to. i just saw you like cat power and ani difranco - me too! woohoo....what kind fo work do you do? i work in a call centre, but you might have already picked up on that...
from msjessica :
no, i've been here for about 18 months i guess, i come from queensland originally. where did you move from/why?
from wwwonderland :
aaaaaaand, i'll add you in as my faaaaaav, keep adding your amazing writing please:)
from wwwonderland :
helooo you write amazing stuff creepy as it sounds . :)
from dearkate :
thank you.
from msjessica :
wow, you are really close. no, i don't go to uni. just work. what about you? are you enjoying sydney/is it treating you well so far?
from msjessica :
oh, don't bother with all my entries. there's too may of them, and honestly, most of them are ridiculous...i only just got interesting again. aout two months ago. where in sydney do you live? i'm in newtown/erskineville...
from leadme :
Ooh, my own personal stalker! Just kidding; I'm flattered. Thanks for taking the time to stop by! ♥J.
from msjessica :
thank you. i just read all your entries, you moved to sydney a little while ago? i live in sydney too...and we share a name by the sounds of it. strange little things. i hope you enjoy your evening.x
from cheekyash :
"28. About a boy - I want to say something that will make you go, �wow.� But nothing comes to mind". Even if it's not who you're referring to, you make me go 'wow' every time you write another word ♥
from cheekyash :
oh wups. nah i'm not bad, just had tonsillitis and flu thing. i'm prone to sickness like that, always have been. mostly immune to a lot of regular doseages of meds (i was a sick kid) so they've upped them. they make me better i guess, but strong meds have a tendency to fuck with your head :) oh i dunno how far behind you i am, im on GMT (Dublin/London) if that helps at all? hope you're smiling x
from cheekyash :
thanks darlin, that really means a lot. only reason i've been updating so much is 'cause i've been sick and unable to leave the house. they have me on meds again that make me feel frickin loopy half the time... "that sleepy, dreamlike state" lol. That's really what I meant. I haven't been able to think straight these days, that's really the main reason for multiple entries a day, i can't seem to gather all my thoughts and put them into just the one entry a day, or every few days. i've no idea how i used to do that... just stop thinking. don't worry about what to write. write what's there in front of you. if you're staring at the wall, then you're staring at the damn wall and you should write about it. seriously, it's great looking back at entries and laughing at yourself, thinking "god i'm such a loser" 'cause you realise that you wasted about three hours sticking stickers on a notebook that you're about to throw out or something. take care of yourself darlin
from cheekyash :
i'm sorry. i've never had to feel that, and i'm not jealous of it either. i liked that entry.
from cheekyash :
heck kiddo, it'd be easy to just stop. but you're still here, and whether or not you realise it, that means you have hopes for yourself. and whether or not you get what you want, you'll always be able to dream about the maybes, so long as you still fly, that is ♥
from cheekyash :
and it shouldn't ever be for anybody. aim for the stars and you'll never fall down to ordinary, you'll land somewhere in the sky
from shoot-down :
i'm flattered on what you wrote, thankyou. i used to be active, and owning several diaryland journals over the years, i sortof feel like i need to keep a piece of me here, that maybe it will come back, and not just livejournal. thankyou again.
from cheekyash :
it's 2:48am here. and you just made me cry. maybe it's the drink. maybe it's nostalgia. or maybe it's the fact that you're human and i just realised that you make me feel that i am simple the same, human. nothing more, nothing less. you gave me the impression that you were older. simply because you write so much better than i can, and because you can make me remember what never happened to me, but to you. really, i do love your writing. maybe it won't account for much. but i do.
from cheekyash :
Ayers rock. I've heard of it. It's a big rock and it's orange, lol. Yeah I know it, so many pictures, so many memories from others that I almost think are mine. I love that you leave me notes, it almost makes everything feel as though it's worth something. Yes, Ireland. It sucks here. I dunno, look into the Magdalene sisters, the CBS brothers. Unplanned pregnancies by rape. Today I learned that we were the drunkest country in the European Union. Three times drunker than Denmark. They're the second worst. And you know what's sick? I'm wasted right now. I'm only sixteen. And I'm ancient, this body stays young but this mind has had too much. How old are you? Ingenious? My writing's ugly. Because it comes from within me. And that can't be pretty. No matter how hard I try, it won't come easy. I wish it were better, but it's not. And sometimes I think sadness is beautiful. Because when people are in denial and angry, it makes for great blogs and great memories. 'The unhappiness always creeps back. Always.' Sorry that I'm so drunk.
from cheekyash :
hehe, i left that note for myself first. my head's not working :)
from cheekyash :
yay, finally got clever enough to put QLD into a search engine to find out that you were talking about queensland. blame my ignorance on my having lived in ireland for the entire duration of my life and never leaving once (not counting two day trips to wales). anyway, thanks again for the note. hope you're well
from dead-slug :
it was really nice of you to note me. thanks for the kind words. as far as brains go... i find the heart to be of the most importance.
from cheekyash :
i'll give you the heads up now. really, don't bother reading too far back at all if you ever think you could. i hate the way it was, it seems that i wasn't able to write and that i was a complete and utter prat. and it was only two years ago. i don't delete entries, no matter how much i hate them. but i choose to forget them 'cause it's easier that way. there's a diary i check every now and again. the username is shoot-down. you might like her. anyway, really gonna go do something now. laters
from cheekyash :
i spend hours every day, just checking and rechecking the recently updated diaries trying to come across a gem, it's tough work y'know :) but when you come out with diaries like yours, it makes it all worthwhile. and yes, i check my buddy list compulsively as well. and some names give me a little jump when i see them highlighted in red, yours being one. that quote you put up for me, i don't even remember writing it. i saw it and was kinda like 'hmm, looks like my writing. but it's not'. i had to trawl back through my entries to find it, luckily enough it wasn't too far back. my head's all over the place sometimes. hehe, just staring at my floor, so many books strewn everywhere. i've the most important exams of my life beginning next wednesday, and here i am, knowingly neglecting that to go searching for more treasure. take care ♥
from cheekyash :
somebody onece said that you can never be truly happy. you just look back at what life was and attach a certain amount of surrealism to it. and in turn you think things were better. but i don't believe in that. i think there's always something to look forward to, and i know this because of the things that have happened before, they were real and i really did laugh that hard. the entry about you playing with your sister, that really made me smile. thanks for the add, i really loved your stuff, i read it all before i left that note. i added you back ♥
from cheekyash :
i loved your shorter entries
from amazinfuckup :
I'm so flattered, thanks for the add :). Don't worry too much about making the wrong decisions (oh man, how hypocritical is that?), you're young, there's very little you can do that you can't recover from. Just do what you think is right and go from there. :)
from amazinfuckup :
It sounds like you don't need this guy. You know what you want, so go for it.
from theicing :
i added you too
from theicing :
you are beautiful
from xf0r3verx :
hi there, my name is larissa. I just wanted to let you know that ive added you to my favourite diaries list.

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